Andrew Marr: My Brain and Me


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-Welcome.

-Hey, Andrew. How are you?

-Hi, Tom.

-You all right?

-Very, very well indeed.

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Fantastic.

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Come through.

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'There has never, never been a better time to be a political journalist...

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'but, after a stroke which nearly killed me four years ago,

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'everything has become just a bit trickier.

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'It's a brain thing.'

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The whole point of this, there is an area of my brain, probably now about

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the size of a small tomato, which simply doesn't exist.

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To get any movement back, to get the brain working on those movements,

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subconscious or conscious movements, I have to regrow

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or rewire the brain.

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-Good.

-I do this better when I'm not being filmed.

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And that requires endless repeated actions -

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hints and nudges to help the brain regrow.

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It's a very strange mix.

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There I am, lifting up tiny little bits of plastic and putting them

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into a bowl as if I was a three-year-old at a nursery school

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while, at the same time, trying to work out what's the best approach to

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a Cabinet crisis. Yeah, it's... Talk about multitasking.

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I really don't want to do that much of this on camera.

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I've had enough of this.

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I said no.

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PHONE RINGS

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-Is that my phone?

-Yes, yeah.

-Ooh, could you get it?

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I'm sorry. It could be Iain Duncan Smith.

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What... We've got him? Brilliant. Brilliant, brilliant, brilliant! That's fantastic news.

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OK. The whole day is going to go well.

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Great, OK.

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-'OK, I'll talk to you later.'

-Thanks, Rob. Cheers.

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We have Iain Duncan Smith. That's brilliant.

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Our political editor, Andrew Marr, is at Westminster.

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'I've been a journalist for more than 35 years.'

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-Mr President, thank you so much.

-Thank you so much. I enjoyed it.

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'But in a single moment, at the age of 53, my life changed forever.

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'For a while, I couldn't even speak properly, and I still haven't recovered

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'the full use of my left side.

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'I want to know more about what's happened to my brain...'

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Goat and train.

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-This is the left hemisphere.

-It looks like a mad cabbage.

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'..how stroke affects the million-plus survivors in Britain...'

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You can sing, but you can't talk.

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-Is that right?

-Yes.

-'..and visit America for a striking new treatment.'

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'Hi!

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'It's me!'

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I can talk!

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I can walk!

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'So this is a very personal story at a time of huge political change.'

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This means that the UK has voted to leave the European Union.

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This is the biggest story I've covered.

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'Recovering from stroke's a different kind of story.

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'It's intimate, sometimes embarrassing and, in this, I am nothing special.'

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Everything is worth a go.

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I will try everything or anything.

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RADIO BULLETIN BEEPING

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'In the past few minutes, it's been announced that

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'the Work and Pensions Secretary, Iain Duncan Smith, has resigned.

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'There's been a row over one of his reforms to disability payments.'

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My week begins a little blearily at six every Sunday.

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-Brenda?

-Here.

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-Good morning.

-Good morning.

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I have some friends with me this morning.

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Oh, I see. Hi. Good morning.

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I arrive in the morning, looking like a kind of pink, blobby lump of human chaos,

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and Brenda transforms me into a glowing Adonis...

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SHE CHUCKLES

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Ish.

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-INTERVIEWER:

-So how long have you known Andrew?

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Since the beginning of the show, really.

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-Ten years, 12 years.

-Ten. Yes. Yeah.

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And everybody who comes on the show gets make-up because the lights on

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the TV studio are so harsh that, if you don't have make-up,

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you look like you are a living corpse.

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We don't want that.

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We've got an hour yet.

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An hour to go.

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'Oh, it was a terrible shock.'

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Really.

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It's one of the worst things that could happen, really, cos I thought, my God, is it his voice?

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But thankfully the voice and the brain is as sharp as ever.

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And this is my office.

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Quite often, in this office, you arrive and somebody has been sleeping

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overnight and there's a kind of ripe smell,

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a few socks and a blanket and so on, but not today, I'm glad to say.

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-Rob?

-Yeah?

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IDS, Mail On Sunday, the strongest paper?

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Looks like it, yeah.

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'I think everyone was completely shocked by it,'

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you know. Even people who didn't know Andrew

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but just knew of him through his TV career.

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They were completely shocked by it and, if you're on the outside, you don't

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have any idea of the severity of it.

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Think again on benefits cuts,

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Iain Duncan Smith warns the Prime Minister...

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But clearly he's a very driven man so he was determined to come back.

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Because you're cutting taxes for the better-off at the same time as you're cutting

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benefits for disabled people. Do you think that's unfair?

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Juxtaposed as it is, as it came through in the budget,

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that is deeply unfair.

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'I always rather naively assumed that strokes were something which

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'happened to much older people.'

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It never crossed my mind that someone as relatively young and fit

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as Andrew could possibly have a stroke.

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Although there's lots of arguments about why strokes happen to

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individuals, I am fairly clear in my own mind about why my stroke happened.

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I think the cause of the stroke was frankly two years of

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excessively hard work where I was travelling the world, making a TV documentary

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and writing a long book at the same time

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while simultaneously doing Start The Week on Radio 4

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and The Andrew Marr Show on BBC One.

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It's as if you've left Britain behind, almost.

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Why the long silence?

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He'd always been a workaholic, ever since I first met him, and so we

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just thought that was the way he was and that he would always be fine

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because he did keep fit at the same time.

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He was immensely fit.

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I think there were two occasions when he felt funny and he had to

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have a lie down. Now, those signs, obviously, in hindsight probably were signs.

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It was 99% my own fault for driving myself ridiculously hard.

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You had come on kindly to review the papers.

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-Yes.

-And we were sitting at breakfast.

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-We were.

-And you thought I looked pretty iffy.

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I remember vividly. You said to me, "You can rest when you're dead."

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We've plenty of time to rest when you're dead.

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That's exactly what you said, and I thought, oh, OK.

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You know, flip remark, left it at that,

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and then, of course, the very next day...

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It actually happened when I was on a rowing machine,

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overdoing it, like a lot of men.

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I was pushing myself too hard.

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I just felt very odd...

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..and I started to get a really bad headache and then I got kind of

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cascades of blinding light, like, quite pretty, actually.

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A bit like rainbows in front of my eyes.

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Went to bed, assuming it was a migraine...

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..and then the next thing I remember was waking up on the floor of the bedroom, unable to get up.

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AMBULANCE SIREN WAILS

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Then things happened very fast.

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An hour later, I was in hospital fighting for my life and, frankly, losing.

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Quite strange to be back.

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It's such an intense time when you're here, you know? It's all kind of...

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It's like another world.

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You go back into the real world then you come back here again, yeah.

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Strange.

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-BEEP

-'Pull the door, please.'

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Oh, hello. Thanks.

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There we go, it worked.

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This is the first time I've been back to the ward since.

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-Hello.

-Hello.

-Hello, we're here filming.

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-Welcome.

-Thank you so much.

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-Just to have a look?

-Yes, just to have a look.

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-We have your room over there.

-That was my room there, wasn't it? H?

-Yes. Still empty now.

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-Is it?

-Yeah, today it's empty.

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OK. Can I have a little peer inside?

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-Yeah, sure.

-That's kind of you.

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Thank you very much. Oh, yes. Yeah, yeah.

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That was where I was.

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-INTERVIEWER:

-How long were you here in this room for, then?

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I was in this room for two months.

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Yes, I'm pretty sure it was two months.

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Most of it conscious,

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most of it kind of reading and thinking and all the rest of it.

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Popping out of that bed endlessly.

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Well, not popping. I couldn't pop in those days.

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There's a big cemetery down there,

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which kind of cheers you up when you're kind of low -

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to know that's where you might end up.

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I never thought that I was going to die...

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..but other people did.

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Well, first of all, they said he might not pull through at all and so,

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for several days, we were faced with that prospect.

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But then they said, even if he did pull through,

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he might have lots of mental deficiencies and he may be completely paralysed.

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Jackie said to me, you know,

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they'd been told twice that I was going to die and then a third time that

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I was going to make it, but I'd be basically a cabbage in a wheelchair.

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For the first five days, I was pretty much out of it.

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When I came round, trying to work out what day it was, I reached for the diary.

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So this is my writing.

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It's not very neat, before the stroke...

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..and then this is after the stroke. See the writing goes all over the place?

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And I'm doing virtually no drawing at this point and then suddenly I start

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to do some drawing because these are terrible poems, which I'm not going to

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allow to be broadcast. Yes, there's a drawing.

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It's my bad hand sitting in this hospital bed.

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Various cards and stuff behind me.

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And then again, there's a drawing, I think, of that... Yes,

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there's the hospital bed.

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There's the view. "Hammersmith Skyline, February the 21st."

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And that's the kind of mayhem on the bed.

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Lots of crumpled sheets, books, tissues, bits of this and that.

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They're not great drawings, but they show that I was drawing again,

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which is a good sign.

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Flowers from Rupert Everett.

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Handwritten letters from Judi Dench, Tony Blair, Boris Johnson,

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Vince Cable, Ed Miliband, most of the Cabinet, Gillian Ayres.

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Messages from David Hockney, Chris Patten, Tony Hall.

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So I'm quite proud of that, you know,

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at the same time as I may be quite close to dying.

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-It's very strange.

-Any tear-stained pages?

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No tear-stained pages.

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You know me better than that!

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I think there is no...

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there is no kind of human crime worse than self-pity.

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I think that's the most nauseating kind of human quality of all.

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-Hello again. How nice to see you.

-How are you?

-I'm very, very well.

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-How are you?

-Well. Well, you're looking very well.

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The neurologist, Omid Halse, discovered the cause of the stroke -

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an interruption to the blood supply to the brain.

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-In the internal carotid artery, there was a tear in that artery.

-Mm.

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So, a little tear, and it was made in quite a severe narrowing.

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But because it's in the lining of the inside of the artery,

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what it actually causes is this turbulent blood flow,

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and it means clots can build up where that tear is.

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So, basically, eventually it blocks the artery?

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Blocks or causes clots of blood to flick off further upstream.

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What you can see here, this artery, which should be a normal, thick,

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kind of a pipe, like where my arrow is...

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-Yes, yeah.

-..narrows down quite dramatically.

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-And is that where the stroke, as it were, occurred?

-Well, this is where the tear occurred.

-Yeah.

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This was the cause of the stroke.

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A bit of clotted blood went upstream and blocked a small artery

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in the brain.

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It's great to see... See you in the flesh,

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to be honest, and see how you've done so fantastically well.

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-Likewise, actually, likewise. Really good to see you.

-Yeah.

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You did a great job. Thank you.

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And I hope everything continues to go along well with it.

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I'll let you get to the next Andrew Marr sitting on a gurney downstairs.

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-All right, thanks a lot.

-Take care.

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'I'd become part of another statistic.

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'Stroke is the biggest cause of disability in the UK.'

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At first he couldn't do anything at all. He couldn't get out of bed.

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We needed two nurses, three nurses to help him go to the bathroom

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and he had nothing at all in the left arm and the left leg, so, erm...

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But at that time we were just so pleased he'd pulled through

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that the disability seems very unimportant.

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This has lots of memories. I spent a lot of time here.

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When I came in here, they knew I wanted to go back on television.

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My voice was really very poor at that time,

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so they actually rigged up a home-made autocue for me to read.

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I think it was just sat there, and I sat and read the autocue

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for hours and hours and hours.

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So, you've got a moving screen with the words on it

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and you have to look at the camera and read the words.

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-Hello!

-Hello.

-How lovely to see you, Marick.

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-Lovely to see you. Fantastic.

-Yeah.

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Two fantastic physiotherapists who got me on my feet and got me going

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right at the beginning. Without which, I would not have recovered.

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-So, thank you very much indeed.

-That's a pleasure.

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Was it you that did the autocue for me?

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-Yes.

-Yeah! You see?

-That's right.

-That's fantastic.

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I remember one evening sitting and just thinking,

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how we can help you to go back to work, and I came up with autocue.

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Brilliant, brilliant. It helped a lot, yeah.

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I don't know if it was yourself or Jackie who asked,

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"Will the hand get better?"

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-I can do that much.

-Yeah, so that's... That's a change, yeah.

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-And I can move the arm around a bit.

-Yeah.

-And it's going to get better yet.

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-Good, good.

-It's a work in progress, Jenny, it's a work in progress.

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-Yes.

-Yeah.

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It's been quite mildly stressful coming back.

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Quite odd. I mean, it's lovely to see people like Marick,

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who I worked with very closely, and Jenny...

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and the doctors as well.

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They did a wonderful job on me and I'm really grateful,

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and it's lovely to see them again,

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but being back in the same place where it all happened

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is a bit weird.

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You're looking for me to be emotional. I'm not going to be emotional yet...

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or possibly ever.

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-I was not!

-Yes, you were.

-I was not.

-You wanted a little tear.

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You're not going to get a tear.

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I'm not that kind of person.

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Once you get out of hospital,

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you don't have nearly enough support for people.

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Physiotherapy is expensive and lots of people aren't very motivated.

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You need people to motivate you

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and then to actually do the work with you

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for a long, long time to come.

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Months and very often, certainly in my case, years.

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And that's expensive and most people don't have the money for it.

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'I'm pretty clear about why my stroke happened.'

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Now, I think it's time for tea.

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'But what exactly did it do to my brain?'

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Ooh, bugger!

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'And its function?'

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Professor Cathy Price has been studying stroke survivors

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for 20 years.

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And now she's going to show me the extent of the damage.

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-Nice to meet you.

-I'm Cathy.

-Hello, Cathy.

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What we aim to do is to have a look to see, first of all,

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where your stroke is,

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-and then we hope to ask you to do a few things in the scanner...

-Sure.

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..and we'll see how your brain is activated.

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Which bits of the brain light up when I'm doing different things?

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-That's right.

-If any bits light up!

-I'm sure they will.

-Worrying if nothing does!

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And then we look to see which bits are compensating

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for the loss of the lost bits.

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And as part of the compensation that will tell us

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how different regions are talking to one another.

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'Before I clamber into the scanner, I need to get rid of all metal.'

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No money, no keys.

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'Including the brace I wear to support my paralysed left foot.'

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I think the last time someone peered into my cranium was about

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two years ago.

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In terms of the structure, it will be fascinating to see

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if there's been a change over the last couple of years

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when I've been recovering from the stroke,

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and getting more functional use back of my limbs, and so forth.

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But has the brain itself changed? I don't know.

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Goat and train.

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Zebra and fence.

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'The scanner detects increased blood flow in those areas of my brain

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'activated when I describe...'

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Man and lion.

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'..a series of simple images.'

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The dolphin is jumping through the hoop.

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The penguin is eating the fish.

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The whale is jumping in the sea.

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And the lighting up bits, you need more time to process.

0:16:480:16:51

-For those, we do...

-Yeah.

-..because there, we have to compare,

0:16:510:16:53

-how did the signal change from...

-Yeah.

-..every scan to another time?

0:16:530:16:58

Interesting.

0:16:580:17:00

-You can see immediately where your stroke is.

-There.

-Here.

-Yes.

-Yes.

0:17:000:17:03

Quite big...he said.

0:17:030:17:04

THEY LAUGH

0:17:040:17:06

-It's a relatively small stroke...

-Is it? All right.

0:17:060:17:08

..compared to many of the others. So...

0:17:080:17:11

if we come down here,

0:17:110:17:13

here you can see the undamaged putamen,

0:17:130:17:17

in the left side of the brain,

0:17:170:17:19

and here you can see that the same structure of the right hemisphere

0:17:190:17:24

is very dark, and that's where the damage has occurred.

0:17:240:17:28

So, this dark area here is...

0:17:280:17:31

..what has been lost.

0:17:320:17:34

And, em...

0:17:360:17:39

There's just a tiny little bit of damage here to the caudate.

0:17:390:17:43

And the caudate is also involved in the control of, um...

0:17:430:17:46

..motor systems.

0:17:480:17:50

That includes the control of speech and decision-making.

0:17:500:17:54

So, looking at this,

0:17:540:17:56

is this classic for somebody who can't really move their arm and leg very well?

0:17:560:18:00

Yes. It's also quite a common, common stroke as well.

0:18:000:18:04

I say! How very dare you!

0:18:040:18:07

THEY LAUGH

0:18:070:18:09

So, this is a 3-D movie of your brain. This is the left hemisphere.

0:18:090:18:12

It looks like a kind of mad cabbage.

0:18:120:18:14

Yes! A mad cabbage, that's right.

0:18:140:18:16

-And that's the red area.

-The red area is the part of your brain

0:18:160:18:20

that's been damaged by the stroke.

0:18:200:18:23

'The putamen and caudate on the right side of the brain

0:18:230:18:27

'are part of a network which regulates movement,

0:18:270:18:30

'including that of the mouth,

0:18:300:18:32

'which is why both my speech and mobility were affected.'

0:18:320:18:35

But I was very lucky.

0:18:390:18:41

I got my speech back within a few weeks.

0:18:410:18:44

One in three patients suffers for much longer.

0:18:440:18:49

In Plymouth, Lorraine Dunn had a stroke four years ago...

0:18:490:18:53

Yeah, remember that?

0:18:530:18:55

..but her speech never properly came back.

0:18:550:18:57

I...

0:19:010:19:03

I don't...

0:19:040:19:07

know...

0:19:070:19:08

..what...

0:19:110:19:13

..is going on.

0:19:150:19:17

SHE SIGHS

0:19:190:19:21

-Hello.

-Hello.

0:19:210:19:23

Nice to meet you. I'm Andrew.

0:19:230:19:25

'Lorraine's case is unusual, because although she can barely speak,

0:19:250:19:29

'she can vocalise coherently in...

0:19:290:19:32

'well, another way.'

0:19:320:19:34

# Show me the way to go home.

0:19:340:19:38

# I'm tired and I want to go to bed

0:19:380:19:42

# I had a little drink about an hour ago

0:19:420:19:46

# And it's gone right to my head. #

0:19:460:19:49

-APPLAUSE

-Yay!

0:19:510:19:52

And do you find it easier to sing than to speak, as it were, normally?

0:19:520:19:57

Yes. Very good.

0:19:570:19:59

It's funny, so the words come when you're singing?

0:19:590:20:01

-Singing.

-Is it the rhythm? The movement, is it, that helps, do you think?

-Yes.

0:20:010:20:06

As Lorraine's shown she can do it for counting

0:20:060:20:10

and for saying the days of the week.

0:20:100:20:14

So, once she's got a rhythm and she's learnt the pattern

0:20:140:20:18

and the routine,

0:20:180:20:20

then she can recite it without

0:20:200:20:23

stumbling over her speech.

0:20:230:20:26

Have you seen your brain before?

0:20:260:20:29

-No.

-As we come into the left hemisphere, here,

0:20:290:20:33

can you see this dark area here?

0:20:330:20:35

-This is where the stroke...

-Oh, yes.

-..has affected you.

0:20:350:20:39

My stroke was in the right hemisphere,

0:20:390:20:42

and hit a part which controls the mechanics of speech.

0:20:420:20:45

But Lorraine's was on the left side, in areas that regulate

0:20:460:20:50

the thought processes behind speech.

0:20:500:20:53

So, when we see somebody like Lorraine who can sing,

0:20:540:20:58

but can't form normal sentences, or finds it very hard to do so,

0:20:580:21:02

that suggests that it must be, part of the brain there is for singing,

0:21:020:21:05

and part of the brain is for talking.

0:21:050:21:07

But I suspect it's much more complicated than that.

0:21:070:21:09

Or, perhaps, it's simpler than that.

0:21:100:21:12

She's using the same part of her brain

0:21:120:21:15

for speaking and for singing,

0:21:150:21:18

but she needs more than that.

0:21:180:21:20

She can't initiate her speech because she's lost something else,

0:21:200:21:23

which is the mapping between what she's thinking,

0:21:230:21:26

and the words that she wants to produce.

0:21:260:21:29

-# ALL:

-Memories are made of this... #

0:21:290:21:32

'I temporarily lost the mechanics of speech -

0:21:320:21:36

'frozen lips, saggy tongue.

0:21:360:21:39

'Lorraine lost the ability to originate language,

0:21:390:21:43

'to scramble for the right words, in the right order.

0:21:430:21:46

'But her memory is still intact,

0:21:460:21:49

'which is why she can still sing.'

0:21:490:21:51

-WITH MUSIC:

-Ba-bum bum.

0:21:510:21:53

APPLAUSE

0:21:530:21:55

My speech returned because of something essential to this story -

0:21:560:22:01

the brain's ability to rewire and work around the problem.

0:22:010:22:05

Today, I'm going to show you the results of the experiment you did,

0:22:050:22:09

one that we called a functional imaging experiment.

0:22:090:22:12

This is where you ask the questions and I respond and we see, what,

0:22:120:22:15

if anything, in my brain lights up?

0:22:150:22:17

That's right, yes.

0:22:170:22:18

And we're going to look to see whether or not the stroke

0:22:180:22:22

has changed how you produce speech,

0:22:220:22:25

because we know that your speech has recovered,

0:22:250:22:27

but it might have recovered because the rest of your brain

0:22:270:22:31

can compensate for the loss of the area that's been damaged.

0:22:310:22:34

The lit up areas show activity during speech

0:22:340:22:37

that isn't usually seen in undamaged brains.

0:22:370:22:40

In other words, it shows how my brain is finding new ways around.

0:22:400:22:45

So, you've already seen the structure of your brain before...

0:22:450:22:49

-Yes, yes.

-..and this is just a cut through this way,

0:22:490:22:53

which is where you can see this very discrete stroke, here.

0:22:530:22:58

-Yes.

-The dark area.

-The leaf shape.

-Yes, a leaf shape, here.

0:22:580:23:02

And when we look to see what's happening

0:23:020:23:04

when you're producing speech,

0:23:040:23:06

we see, here, that this part, here,

0:23:060:23:10

-the globus pallidus, is highly activated.

-Right.

0:23:100:23:14

Now, we don't know if this is because

0:23:140:23:17

it's playing a functional role to help you with your speech...

0:23:170:23:20

So, what we're saying is an area right beside,

0:23:200:23:22

or approximate to where the stroke happened

0:23:220:23:25

seems to be activated more.

0:23:250:23:27

That's correct, yes.

0:23:270:23:29

We have also seen this isn't the only region that's changed.

0:23:290:23:33

You also have more activity in your left cerebellum.

0:23:330:23:37

And you also have more activity in your supplementary motor area.

0:23:370:23:42

And you also have more activity, here, in the dorsal part

0:23:420:23:46

-of your premotor cortex.

-I'm very busy.

0:23:460:23:48

You are very busy, indeed.

0:23:480:23:50

So, what is interesting, here,

0:23:500:23:53

is that you've had damage to

0:23:530:23:56

just the right putamen and the right caudate.

0:23:560:23:59

Other parts of your brain have become very busy to help compensate,

0:23:590:24:04

and this is during speech, of course,

0:24:040:24:06

so what we're showing is, these areas have enabled you to speak.

0:24:060:24:10

But, clearly isn't sufficient to enable you to be able to use

0:24:100:24:13

your hand as well as you used to be able to.

0:24:130:24:16

OK, so my brain can rewire for speech,

0:24:170:24:20

but it's not doing the same for my arm and my leg.

0:24:200:24:23

Ever since I left hospital, I've been paying for

0:24:240:24:28

twice-weekly therapies from Tom Balchin,

0:24:280:24:31

a stroke survivor himself, who concentrates on physical strength...

0:24:310:24:35

..and Jo Tuckey, for mainstream physiotherapy.

0:24:360:24:41

What I'm doing is a lot of,

0:24:410:24:43

perhaps, more precise movements, at the moment,

0:24:430:24:46

and it's very much aimed at getting

0:24:460:24:48

more control in fingers,

0:24:480:24:51

wrists, and arms.

0:24:510:24:53

OK, and stop.

0:24:550:24:56

I went on a detox diet to give myself the best chance -

0:24:560:25:00

no booze, or tea or coffee for four months.

0:25:000:25:04

I'm losing weight. Yes, I've lost quite a bit of weight.

0:25:040:25:07

My tummy, which was referred to by the family as Murphy, has vanished.

0:25:070:25:10

We now play a game called Where's Murphy? He's gone. He's vanished.

0:25:100:25:14

So that's good news, I guess.

0:25:140:25:16

Despite all of this, I know that I'm not getting much better.

0:25:160:25:20

In the jargon, I have plateaued.

0:25:200:25:24

We talk about plateau...

0:25:240:25:26

With Andrew, I'd say, certainly in his arm and his hand,

0:25:260:25:30

we'd get little bits of new movement,

0:25:300:25:34

but I'd say for the last 12 months we haven't seen anything.

0:25:340:25:38

This is a frustration experienced by many stroke survivors,

0:25:400:25:44

but I am going to try something different.

0:25:440:25:48

So, now I'm off to the Radcliffe Hospital in Oxford,

0:25:480:25:53

which is one of the places that they do this

0:25:530:25:55

transcranial electrical stimulation,

0:25:550:25:58

which is simply, as it were,

0:25:580:25:59

warming up bits of the brain with electrical current.

0:25:590:26:02

And the idea is that if you do it in combination with physiotherapy,

0:26:020:26:06

you get better results after doing this.

0:26:060:26:08

I have no idea at this stage whether it will work for me,

0:26:080:26:11

but as far as I'm concerned, at this stage in my recovery,

0:26:110:26:13

everything is worth a go.

0:26:130:26:15

I will try everything or anything.

0:26:150:26:17

'This treatment's based on a trial which was carried out on 24 patients

0:26:180:26:22

'whose recovery, like mine, had stalled...'

0:26:220:26:25

-This is Emily, who's going to be doing...

-Hello. Andrew.

0:26:250:26:27

'..and they improved. But will I?'

0:26:270:26:30

So, what Emily's going to do first of all is just measure

0:26:300:26:33

a few points on your head so that we know where to put that electrode.

0:26:330:26:37

It's going to go into here to complete our circuit.

0:26:370:26:41

It's a sort of hot, prickly feeling.

0:26:410:26:43

Smoke begins to come out of my nostrils.

0:26:430:26:46

And a strange smell of burning flesh.

0:26:460:26:48

And apart from that, it's absolutely fine.

0:26:480:26:51

So, when we're stimulating,

0:26:510:26:53

we are putting a very low-level current through the brain.

0:26:530:26:56

So, it's about a milliamp, which is about a 10,000th of what goes through a light bulb.

0:26:560:27:00

So, it's very small.

0:27:000:27:01

And what we think that does is just increase the activity

0:27:010:27:05

in bit of the brain that we're stimulating,

0:27:050:27:07

and we think that helps the brain to learn

0:27:070:27:09

whatever it is you do at that point in time. So, we're going to do that

0:27:090:27:13

whilst Andrew is doing some movements with his hand...

0:27:130:27:16

So, pushing it in. Really good.

0:27:160:27:18

..in the hope that that will help those movements to happen.

0:27:180:27:21

They've measured my hand and arm movement -

0:27:230:27:26

these are standard tests -

0:27:260:27:28

and they'll do it again at the end of the therapy.

0:27:280:27:30

He's got a lot of strength in some of his muscles,

0:27:320:27:35

and he's got a lot of determination, and those are really...

0:27:350:27:38

That's the most important thing, really.

0:27:380:27:40

So, we'll keep going, we'll keep doing the best we can,

0:27:400:27:43

but we just have to see whether or not it has any effect.

0:27:430:27:47

'There is no part of this I enjoy.

0:27:470:27:50

'I will be gently electrocuting my brain

0:27:500:27:52

'and twisting bloody beanbags for the next three weeks.'

0:27:520:27:56

That's good.

0:27:560:27:57

As you can see, those are very, um...

0:27:570:27:59

unpleasant and boring exercise for me to do.

0:27:590:28:02

The question is, do I improve on them, you know?

0:28:020:28:05

So, I wasn't doing particularly well in any of those compared with

0:28:050:28:08

what I was doing a couple of years ago. I don't think I've seen much improvement

0:28:080:28:11

on those particular ones. On other things I have seen improvement, but not those.

0:28:110:28:14

So, we'll see if, over the next couple of weeks, they get better. That's the question. We'll see.

0:28:140:28:20

'Transcranial brain stimulation is based on the theory

0:28:200:28:23

'that we can regrow our brains -

0:28:230:28:26

'a process known as neuroplasticity.'

0:28:260:28:29

Professor Heidi Johansen-Berg is in charge of the Oxford trial.

0:28:300:28:34

So, what you can see in this video...

0:28:340:28:36

So, this is where they've grown brain cells in a dish.

0:28:360:28:39

What they are showing is that if you squirt a bit of glutamate -

0:28:390:28:43

so, this is one of the chemicals that the brain uses to communicate -

0:28:430:28:46

you squirt a bit of glutamate onto those brain cells,

0:28:460:28:49

sort of recreating as if the brain were being active,

0:28:490:28:52

then you can see these little processes that are growing

0:28:520:28:55

-in response to that squirt of chemical.

-Yes.

0:28:550:28:57

So, this is recreating what's going on in your brain all the time.

0:28:570:29:00

-Every time...

-Just like Gardener's World, really, isn't it?

0:29:000:29:03

Yes. Certainly. You see them growing up there.

0:29:030:29:05

So, this conversation is making parts of our brain

0:29:050:29:08

-alter themselves.

-Absolutely, yes.

0:29:080:29:11

-Yes.

-Fascinating.

0:29:110:29:12

I think plasticity is really interesting.

0:29:140:29:16

I think we all have this notion we've learned...

0:29:160:29:18

Once you've got your brain, then it doesn't change very much.

0:29:180:29:22

This is 100% wrong.

0:29:220:29:23

Our brains are changing all the time.

0:29:230:29:26

What we do affects who we are,

0:29:260:29:28

and I think that is the ultimate lesson of brain plasticity.

0:29:280:29:31

'So, if stimulating the brain is good for you, then at long last,

0:29:330:29:37

'I've got an excuse for staying busy.'

0:29:370:29:39

Hello, it's that time of year when we turn to the light side.

0:29:390:29:43

Tilted a little more towards the sun...

0:29:430:29:45

The amount of work he does... Um...

0:29:450:29:49

I don't know. I wouldn't do it.

0:29:510:29:53

I have a butterfly mind.

0:29:530:29:54

I alight on a subject very briefly,

0:29:540:29:56

suck a little bit of moisture out of it, and then flutter off again.

0:29:560:29:59

I'm not very good at long-term concentration.

0:29:590:30:02

-Saturday, I've got Tom coming.

-Tom, yeah.

-And then, show.

-Show.

0:30:020:30:05

'Of course, you don't want to overdo it.

0:30:070:30:10

'Overwork helped to cause my stroke,

0:30:100:30:12

'but I'm plagued with a very short attention span.'

0:30:120:30:15

Andrew's never going to be the sort of person that is going to sit there

0:30:150:30:18

and do nothing. So for him,

0:30:180:30:20

not working is almost as stressful as working too hard.

0:30:200:30:25

"When I am sad and weary.

0:30:250:30:27

"When I think all hope has gone.

0:30:270:30:30

"When I'm walking down High Holborn.

0:30:300:30:33

"I think of you with nothing on."

0:30:330:30:34

LAUGHTER

0:30:340:30:35

He could work every day of the week, seven days a week, you know,

0:30:350:30:38

ten hours a day, if he wanted to.

0:30:380:30:40

Because he's... Everybody wants a piece of him.

0:30:400:30:42

I'm working really hard at the moment. I'm making films,

0:30:420:30:45

I've got the Sunday programme,

0:30:450:30:46

I've got Start The Week, I've got a social life and a family life

0:30:460:30:49

to cope with.

0:30:490:30:51

'So, if there's a morality tale here about Andrew Marr working too hard,

0:30:510:30:55

'here's the ironic twist -

0:30:550:30:57

'the Oxford trial has to be squeezed in as well.'

0:30:570:31:00

Death looms.

0:31:000:31:02

He's endlessly interested in these... In different things.

0:31:020:31:05

It's the grave, its necrosis.

0:31:050:31:07

"China. Oh, I really want to do a six-part series on China."

0:31:070:31:12

And all that's left is a stench.

0:31:120:31:14

I'm not quite sure what drives him, no.

0:31:140:31:17

Madness.

0:31:170:31:20

And it's coming soon, aye!

0:31:200:31:21

THEY LAUGH Sorry.

0:31:210:31:23

Do you worry you might have another one?

0:31:250:31:27

It's always at the back of your mind.

0:31:270:31:30

There's the famous stroke-survivor's adage that Robert McCrum

0:31:300:31:33

told me about - "It's the second stroke that kills you."

0:31:330:31:36

Now, of course, it would be very convenient if politics

0:31:370:31:40

went gentle and quiet for a while.

0:31:400:31:43

But as you may recall, that isn't quite what happened.

0:31:430:31:47

-NEWSREADER:

-The people have voted for a new destiny for Britain.

0:31:470:31:50

This means that the UK has voted to leave the European Union.

0:31:500:31:53

It is a decision...

0:31:550:31:56

-Morning.

-Morning.

-Rob?

-Yeah?

0:31:560:31:59

-Lots to talk about.

-I know, I know.

0:31:590:32:01

Not to talk about on camera, though.

0:32:010:32:03

-No, no. I know. Um, there's a huge number of changes, obviously.

-Yeah.

0:32:030:32:06

It should be a good show. It's extraordinary times.

0:32:060:32:10

We've got so many political crises all happening at the same time,

0:32:100:32:13

we don't quite know what's what.

0:32:130:32:15

This is the biggest story I've covered.

0:32:150:32:17

On Friday morning, the resignation of the British Prime Minister -

0:32:170:32:21

for story number two, or story number three?

0:32:210:32:23

I think the country requires fresh leadership to take it...

0:32:230:32:26

It wasn't the most important story. Imagine that.

0:32:260:32:30

It's extraordinary.

0:32:300:32:32

This is bigger than the fall of Margaret Thatcher, which is the other...

0:32:320:32:35

It's bigger than the Falklands War.

0:32:350:32:37

Plus, at the bottom here, "Sorry, Leavers, we'll have to keep free movement."

0:32:370:32:40

Yes, that's a great one.

0:32:400:32:42

You know, it's a huge, huge story.

0:32:420:32:44

Hi, we can see Heidi Alexander's resigned.

0:32:440:32:46

Is it bigger than the Iraq war?

0:32:480:32:49

Well, that's a very, very difficult question,

0:32:490:32:51

because huge numbers of people lost their lives in the Iraq war,

0:32:510:32:55

and afterwards, and I don't think anyone's going to lose their lives,

0:32:550:32:57

pray God, from now on, in this conflict.

0:32:570:33:00

Looking across the papers,

0:33:000:33:01

the overwhelming sense is that the entire British political class

0:33:010:33:04

has been kind of toppled by this.

0:33:040:33:06

'Politically, in terms of the British political set-up and establishment,

0:33:060:33:10

'the relationship between that and the British electorate'

0:33:100:33:13

is the biggest story of my lifetime.

0:33:130:33:16

But then, I'm young.

0:33:160:33:17

'Keep calm and carry on.'

0:33:190:33:21

And never a moment when we required it more.

0:33:210:33:24

And now, over to Andrew Neil at Westminster for more on this

0:33:240:33:27

extraordinary morning.

0:33:270:33:28

Take his press, take his press.

0:33:280:33:30

-APPLAUSE

-We are off the air.

0:33:300:33:32

Fantastic show.

0:33:320:33:34

You're not going to make me look like

0:33:450:33:47

Ed Miliband with his bacon sandwich, I hope.

0:33:470:33:49

Oh!

0:33:520:33:54

The most interesting political fact in the last 12 hours -

0:33:540:33:57

Alastair Campbell has a ketchup phobia.

0:33:570:34:00

He hates ketchup. He can't even see the sight of ketchup sachets.

0:34:000:34:04

Isn't that extraordinary?

0:34:040:34:05

This whole Primrose Hill thing,

0:34:080:34:11

it's a bit absurd for anyone coming from Scotland.

0:34:110:34:13

This would not be regarded as a hill at all.

0:34:130:34:16

I suppose "Primrose Nipple" doesn't sound as good.

0:34:160:34:19

'The stroke affected every single area of my life.

0:34:200:34:24

'For instance, we moved from a large home in the suburbs

0:34:240:34:27

'to a much smaller one, bang in the centre of London.

0:34:270:34:31

'Even for me, a perfectly walkable walk

0:34:310:34:34

'away from the BBC headquarters.'

0:34:340:34:37

Nous arrivons, mon dieu.

0:34:370:34:39

'But in the centre of town I need space.

0:34:420:34:45

'I need somewhere to be really messy.'

0:34:450:34:47

Did you hear that? A rat the size of a pony on the bird table.

0:34:470:34:51

It's a very exciting neighbourhood, this.

0:34:510:34:52

'I suppose you could say, somewhere to splash around.'

0:34:520:34:56

So, this is my personal, private, pleasure ground.

0:35:010:35:04

It's where I come to hide from the world.

0:35:040:35:06

It's my painting studio.

0:35:060:35:08

And whenever I'm stressed, whenever I've got time, I just come here

0:35:080:35:11

and I paint. It's what matters to me most.

0:35:110:35:14

It matters to me more than politics.

0:35:140:35:15

It matters to me more than stroke recovery.

0:35:150:35:17

It matters to me almost more than anything else in the world.

0:35:170:35:20

Gosh.

0:35:230:35:25

That shut you up!

0:35:250:35:27

Oh, this is Zandra.

0:35:280:35:31

Former literary agent, former all-sorts-of-kinds-of agent,

0:35:310:35:34

who owns this house and has been incredibly kind to me.

0:35:340:35:37

And has saved my life over the last years, Zandra,

0:35:370:35:40

by giving me place to paint.

0:35:400:35:41

Well, "You saved my life" is a bit strong.

0:35:410:35:45

I've been painting all my life

0:35:450:35:47

and I very nearly went to art school.

0:35:470:35:49

One of my big regrets in a way, is that I didn't go to art school.

0:35:490:35:52

Maybe that was because I was just too scared.

0:35:520:35:55

I don't know.

0:35:550:35:57

-Scared of?

-Scared of failure.

0:35:570:35:59

Now, I think these are pretty interesting,

0:36:030:36:05

because this is what Andrew was painting before his stroke.

0:36:050:36:08

And they're lovely. And if you look at those and you think of those

0:36:090:36:13

Hockney, Yorkshire landscapes...

0:36:130:36:16

..they have that same thing in common.

0:36:180:36:20

You can recognise the landscape if you happen to stand on that hill.

0:36:200:36:22

-Yeah, they're not Hockney, though.

-But, no, no. Wait, I was going to say something.

0:36:220:36:26

But Hockney's pushed on

0:36:260:36:27

somewhere else. He's exaggerated the direction of the truth,

0:36:270:36:30

or he's done something, whatever...

0:36:300:36:32

These don't exaggerate at all.

0:36:320:36:34

They're as real, it seems to me, as they can get.

0:36:340:36:37

I take my canvas out and look at a landscape,

0:36:370:36:40

and then try to produce something which pretty much looks like

0:36:400:36:42

what I was looking at. It was mimetic, I suppose.

0:36:420:36:45

After the stroke, I really couldn't do that any more.

0:36:450:36:49

Physically, it was just too difficult.

0:36:490:36:51

That's the kind of painting I was doing before the stroke.

0:36:510:36:54

That's the kind of painting I'm doing now. So, you can see,

0:36:540:36:56

it's been a fairly radical change.

0:36:560:36:59

Does that mean your personality's changed, do you think, since your stroke?

0:36:590:37:02

You're expressing yourself in a different way?

0:37:020:37:04

I think personality's too big a word to say that that's changed,

0:37:040:37:07

but I certainly think my temperament has loosened up a lot since the stroke.

0:37:070:37:11

I'm very much aware that we're only on this planet

0:37:110:37:13

for a short period of time.

0:37:130:37:15

I am much less tolerant of losing a day,

0:37:150:37:18

or losing an hour, and I want to be in the moment.

0:37:180:37:21

And...

0:37:210:37:23

therefore, when it comes to something like painting,

0:37:230:37:25

I want to be more extreme.

0:37:250:37:27

If I can push something further, why not?

0:37:270:37:30

There she is. Now you'll have to ask Andrew about this,

0:37:300:37:33

because I don't really have much thoughts.

0:37:330:37:36

-Oh, no, that's... No, no, no, no that's the wrong one!

-Sorry.

0:37:360:37:39

Oh, no, that's terrible! Terrible, terrible!

0:37:390:37:42

-All right, we'll put it away.

-Awful. Awful daub!

0:37:420:37:46

'Although the paintings have changed,

0:37:460:37:48

'my vision is unaffected by the stroke,

0:37:480:37:51

'but for many survivors, that's not the case.'

0:37:510:37:54

'Bob Coshott had a stroke eight years ago.

0:37:550:37:58

'He's out to meet his wife of 25 years.'

0:37:580:38:01

Well, I don't see anybody here.

0:38:010:38:03

The lady reading the paper is the right build

0:38:090:38:13

and colouring for my wife.

0:38:130:38:15

There are other clues that I can use,

0:38:150:38:17

she's wearing a very similar wedding ring.

0:38:170:38:21

It makes me think it's more likely to be her.

0:38:210:38:23

-I think you're Claire...

-THEY LAUGH

0:38:270:38:29

..and I claim my £5.

0:38:290:38:31

Bob can't recognise his wife

0:38:310:38:33

because he suffers from a rare condition

0:38:330:38:36

called prosopagnosia,

0:38:360:38:39

otherwise known as face blindness.

0:38:390:38:41

His stroke damaged an area of the brain

0:38:430:38:45

called the fusiform gyrus.

0:38:450:38:48

In Bob's case, following his brain injury, he suffered damage

0:38:480:38:51

to these areas, here. These are the

0:38:510:38:53

areas at the back of your brain, here.

0:38:530:38:54

-Right back here.

-Right at the very back, at the back of your head.

0:38:540:38:57

So, the expression that your eyes are in the back of your head

0:38:570:38:59

is quite apt, really, cos

0:38:590:39:01

that's where vision tends to take place in the brain.

0:39:010:39:04

One way in which we test whether people have impairments with faces

0:39:040:39:07

is to look at what we call famous face recognition.

0:39:070:39:10

Bob, do you want to give us an idea on who you think this...

0:39:100:39:13

No, I don't know who that is.

0:39:130:39:15

That is Margaret Thatcher.

0:39:150:39:17

Yeah. Margaret Thatcher.

0:39:170:39:19

-But then without the hairstyle, and the famous blue...

-It's much harder.

0:39:190:39:22

And again, this is a key point, is that

0:39:220:39:24

those kind of external cues are really what people

0:39:240:39:27

-with prosopagnosia often rely on...

-Exactly.

-..to recognise a face,

0:39:270:39:30

and by taking them away it really causes problems

0:39:300:39:33

with face recognition.

0:39:330:39:35

I think it's Stephen Fry,

0:39:350:39:36

but the reason I say that is that I know that he's got a bent nose.

0:39:360:39:41

And what I'm picking up on is that specific feature

0:39:410:39:43

-rather than the whole face.

-Yeah.

0:39:430:39:46

-And it's definitely Stephen Fry.

-It is. It's definitely Stephen Fry.

0:39:460:39:49

-No, I don't know.

-Very, very ugly. No idea who that is(!)

0:39:510:39:55

-That would be Andrew.

-Oh, it's him!

-Andrew Marr!

0:39:550:39:57

THEY LAUGH

0:39:570:39:59

Well, again, that shows you. Sitting next to the gentleman concerned,

0:40:000:40:03

-and I don't recognise the image there.

-Mmm.

0:40:030:40:06

So, it's a little piece of analytical hardware

0:40:060:40:09

-that you're lacking, if I can put it that way, Bob.

-Mmm.

-Yeah.

0:40:090:40:12

'Bob may have to live with his condition for the rest of his life,

0:40:140:40:18

'but I am not yet ready to accept my disability.'

0:40:180:40:21

Other one going on the other side.

0:40:210:40:23

'After three weeks of brain electrocution,

0:40:230:40:26

'it's time to find out

0:40:260:40:28

'if my left side movement has improved.'

0:40:280:40:30

Good.

0:40:320:40:34

'In a test at the beginning,

0:40:340:40:36

'I scored 27 out of 57.'

0:40:360:40:39

Can you try and put your hand behind your head?

0:40:390:40:42

'What now?'

0:40:420:40:44

OK.

0:40:490:40:51

The numbers say that you've got one point better.

0:40:520:40:55

Well, that's almost nothing.

0:40:550:40:56

So it's... I think things are fairly stable.

0:40:560:41:00

-There's a little bit of noise depending on how tired you are, what else has been going on.

-Sure.

0:41:000:41:03

So, I don't think we can say very much from that.

0:41:030:41:06

I...I never say never to anything.

0:41:060:41:09

But this time around, at this period,

0:41:090:41:11

I don't think I've got a big improvement in it.

0:41:110:41:14

You know, everything is worth trying,

0:41:140:41:15

you never know what's going to work and what isn't going to work.

0:41:150:41:18

-It's just a shame. We know some people improve with this...

-And some don't.

0:41:180:41:21

..some people improve less, you know. So, I'm sorry.

0:41:210:41:24

Well, it was... No, no, it was an interesting experiment.

0:41:240:41:27

-Thank you very much.

-No, it's been very interesting, but...

0:41:270:41:30

-Thanks.

-Yes, I wish we knew in advance who it was going to help,

0:41:300:41:33

-and who it wasn't.

-Yes, well, you can't, of course, yes.

0:41:330:41:36

Not at the moment. No. One day, hopefully, but...

0:41:360:41:38

It's helped your recovery, hasn't it, the painting?

0:41:410:41:43

Well... So, today...

0:41:430:41:47

I've walked across Primrose Hill...

0:41:470:41:49

..up and over.

0:41:500:41:52

And I've now spent probably about an hour standing upright.

0:41:520:41:55

It's more than that, isn't it, Andrew?

0:41:580:42:00

Oh, I see. You're talking about psychology and emotions

0:42:000:42:02

and all that stuff, he said crossly.

0:42:020:42:05

I mean, I think, I suppose, if there's the bleak times

0:42:070:42:09

when you think, "I'm not going to go back to work."

0:42:090:42:11

That was a long time ago, now, but those sort of times.

0:42:110:42:14

Or when you think,

0:42:140:42:15

"I'm not going to recover properly", which I might well not...

0:42:150:42:19

completely, then painting is a solace,

0:42:190:42:22

because it's about nothing except painting.

0:42:220:42:24

You know, it's not about anything else.

0:42:240:42:25

It's not about the stroke, it's not about...

0:42:250:42:28

career. It's not about politics.

0:42:280:42:30

It's just about, "Will this red be improved if I put

0:42:300:42:34

"a little bit more blue-black behind it or not?"

0:42:340:42:37

And the answer is, yes, it will, in this case. Which is quite nice.

0:42:370:42:40

'So, that Oxford trial was disappointing,

0:42:410:42:44

'but there are other options...

0:42:440:42:47

'..and one of them is taking place in Glasgow,

0:42:480:42:51

'not so far from where I was born.'

0:42:510:42:53

'Billy Elder had a stroke a year ago.

0:42:550:42:57

'Just like me, he has limited movement on his left side.'

0:42:570:43:02

-There you go, dear.

-Thank you very much, dear.

0:43:020:43:05

-Thank you.

-Bet you think I do this all the time.

0:43:050:43:09

He doesn't.

0:43:090:43:10

SHE LAUGHS

0:43:100:43:13

Loads of things you cannae do.

0:43:130:43:16

Even in the pub, you've got to get somebody to go up and get your pint

0:43:160:43:20

at the bar, and bring it over to you.

0:43:200:43:22

It would be brilliant if they did get a miracle.

0:43:230:43:26

I don't believe in miracles, right enough.

0:43:260:43:28

Billy is about to have stem cells injected

0:43:320:43:35

directly into the damaged area in his right hemisphere.

0:43:350:43:38

He's one patient in a trial at the Queen Elizabeth University Hospital

0:43:410:43:45

run by Professor Keith Muir.

0:43:450:43:47

The procedure involves implanting a dose of cells.

0:43:490:43:53

We do that by injection deep into the middle part of the brain,

0:43:530:43:57

close to where the damage caused by the stroke is.

0:43:570:44:00

Professor Muir, can I just start right at the beginning

0:44:010:44:04

and ask a kind of simple, daft, laddy question -

0:44:040:44:07

what are stem cells?

0:44:070:44:09

So, stem cells are the cells that we rely on to grow

0:44:090:44:12

into all the tissues in the body.

0:44:120:44:14

And they retain this ability to develop into

0:44:140:44:17

lots of different types of cells.

0:44:170:44:19

But stem cells have

0:44:190:44:22

abilities to trigger response,

0:44:220:44:24

which is going to stimulate repair,

0:44:240:44:27

mobilising the body's own stem cells.

0:44:270:44:29

DRILL WHIRS

0:44:290:44:31

2 million stem cells are injected into Billy's brain.

0:44:310:44:36

The ones we are using in the particular trial

0:44:370:44:39

are originally taken from tissue from a foetus,

0:44:390:44:42

and the cells have been modified genetically

0:44:420:44:44

so that they remain immortal.

0:44:440:44:46

So, one sample of cells persists forever.

0:44:460:44:50

So, there's a certain amount of the yuck factor, here.

0:44:500:44:52

Is there any evidence at all, at this stage,

0:44:520:44:55

that this actually works?

0:44:550:44:57

What we observed in the first study was that there was some

0:44:570:45:00

modest improvement in a group of patients

0:45:000:45:02

who we wouldn't really expect to improve.

0:45:020:45:05

That's your operation all finished, then, Mr Elder. All right?

0:45:050:45:09

It'll be a couple of months before Billy knows

0:45:090:45:11

whether the stem cells have made any difference...

0:45:110:45:14

..but before I volunteer to have my bonce broken open,

0:45:160:45:20

I'm looking further afield.

0:45:200:45:23

Oh, yes, that's very suitable for Miami Beach.

0:45:230:45:25

Thank you very much. I'm slightly nervous, because...

0:45:250:45:28

-I'm a bit nervous.

-What I'm nervous about is if it doesn't work,

0:45:280:45:32

what will happen to morale?

0:45:320:45:34

There's a chap in Florida, a doctor in Florida,

0:45:340:45:36

who says he's operated on some 2,000 patients,

0:45:360:45:39

of which 80% have seen significant improvements.

0:45:390:45:43

If the figures are as good as he claims to be, then it is worth,

0:45:430:45:47

certainly, having a go at it, I think.

0:45:470:45:48

I'm heading to the United States for a new and controversial treatment...

0:45:500:45:54

..an anti-inflammatory drug normally used for arthritis.

0:45:550:45:59

Perispinal etanercept, which is what I'm getting,

0:45:590:46:02

has not had big, randomised controlled trials,

0:46:020:46:06

in a proper, approved, kind of, medical way.

0:46:060:46:09

The fact that I have to go to Florida to a private clinic

0:46:090:46:12

and pay out quite a lot of my own dosh to get the treatment

0:46:120:46:14

shows that it is still an outlier. It's still, if you like, a bit dodgy.

0:46:140:46:18

It may not work. It probably doesn't work for everybody,

0:46:180:46:21

and it may be oversold.

0:46:210:46:23

S-e-e-v-en...

0:46:230:46:26

One of the treatment's biggest successes is Linda,

0:46:260:46:29

a former teacher from Maine who couldn't speak

0:46:290:46:32

until moments after the injection.

0:46:320:46:34

Hi!

0:46:360:46:37

It's me!

0:46:370:46:40

Oh, my...

0:46:400:46:42

If you watch her husband - I take it this is the husband -

0:46:420:46:44

he's about to burst into tears.

0:46:440:46:46

I can talk. I can walk.

0:46:460:46:49

Haa!

0:46:490:46:51

Woohoo!

0:46:550:46:57

You can't get neural regrowth this fast.

0:46:570:47:00

So, something odd is happening.

0:47:000:47:01

It may simply be placebo effect, I don't know.

0:47:010:47:04

But, on the basis of these kind of films, this is a miracle cure.

0:47:040:47:07

Hi!

0:47:070:47:09

For some people. Maybe not for me.

0:47:090:47:11

HE LAUGHS

0:47:110:47:13

I haven't heard of any adverse side effects,

0:47:150:47:18

and all new ideas have to start somewhere,

0:47:180:47:21

so I'm going to give it a go.

0:47:210:47:23

We've come to Florida to meet Dr Ed Tobinick,

0:47:280:47:31

who heads the Institute Of Neurological Recovery.

0:47:310:47:35

He is not a neurologist. He started out as a skin specialist.

0:47:350:47:40

-Pleased to meet you.

-Hi.

-Hi.

0:47:400:47:42

I can do that with my fingers.

0:47:420:47:44

I can move them out a bit, and I can bring them in but, as you can see,

0:47:440:47:48

it's very limited.

0:47:480:47:49

'His first task is to chart my plateau.'

0:47:500:47:53

From my point of view, the single biggest disability I've got

0:47:540:47:58

is my left ankle, which is completely out.

0:47:580:48:01

Can you try to point your foot down?

0:48:010:48:03

-OK, not really.

-Not really, no.

0:48:030:48:05

OK. I'm going to ask you to smile.

0:48:050:48:08

Good.

0:48:080:48:09

One...

0:48:090:48:12

Two...

0:48:120:48:13

Stroke causes a chronic inflammatory response

0:48:130:48:18

in the brain that doesn't go away.

0:48:180:48:21

It shuts down certain neural circuits in areas,

0:48:210:48:25

particularly, that are around the area of the stroke.

0:48:250:48:29

Etanercept works by neutralising a chemical

0:48:290:48:34

that causes inflammation, thereby allowing those brain cells

0:48:340:48:38

that were not able to talk to each other to communicate, and function.

0:48:380:48:42

-How many...? How long was it?

-Five minutes.

0:48:440:48:46

Five minutes and nine seconds.

0:48:460:48:49

-OK. There's our baseline.

-There's the target, yeah.

0:48:490:48:52

In terms of the injection itself, it really doesn't hurt,

0:48:530:48:57

so you don't have to be concerned about...

0:48:570:48:59

The needle is too short to...

0:48:590:49:02

It cannot reach your spinal cord,

0:49:020:49:04

so it cannot cause

0:49:040:49:07

any problems from the injection itself.

0:49:070:49:11

The treatment comprises just two injections, seven days apart,

0:49:110:49:16

and at a cost of 7,000.

0:49:160:49:19

I think we're ready to go, so we're going to...

0:49:190:49:21

-..cut off the cameras. Right?

-That's right.

-Yep.

-OK.

0:49:220:49:26

And I'll bring my team in.

0:49:260:49:29

There's a leading scientist in the UK, a neurologist,

0:49:320:49:35

and this is a quote from him, that...

0:49:350:49:37

"You operate in the twilight zone."

0:49:370:49:41

Mmm. I... I'm not familiar with that quote,

0:49:410:49:44

but I can tell you that there hasn't been a neurologist from the UK

0:49:440:49:48

that's come over.

0:49:480:49:49

There have been other scientists from other parts of the world,

0:49:490:49:54

from.... Neuroscientists from the United States have come and seen it.

0:49:540:49:58

And they are very positive

0:49:580:50:01

about the results and have said that they're...

0:50:010:50:04

That our results are actually duplicating

0:50:040:50:07

what they've seen in their animal studies.

0:50:070:50:10

-You feeling all right?

-I'm feeling fine, yeah.

0:50:220:50:24

OK. So, you're feeling well?

0:50:270:50:28

I'm feeling fine, yes, I'm feeling good.

0:50:280:50:31

Can you tell anything has changed?

0:50:310:50:33

It's... I... To be honest, not really.

0:50:330:50:36

-Well, what about the face?

-Yep.

0:50:360:50:37

-What about the left side?

-Yeah, I think that is a bit better.

0:50:370:50:41

-Yeah.

-Slightly improved on the left side, good.

0:50:410:50:43

Yes, there you go, good. I think that's pretty good actually, yeah.

0:50:430:50:46

-I think it's a little bit different.

-Yeah, yeah.

0:50:460:50:49

'Feeling slightly more alert,'

0:50:510:50:54

and focused, perhaps, than I had been.

0:50:540:50:56

Definitely had an impact of some kind.

0:50:560:50:59

And then we've seen a range of slight improvements,

0:50:590:51:02

I think on the shoulder, and possibly on the walking.

0:51:020:51:05

And what I'm going to be doing over the next few hours

0:51:050:51:07

is just constantly monitoring my walking. It'll be very weird,

0:51:070:51:10

I'll be thinking about every step I take to see if there's

0:51:100:51:12

a bit of extra fluidity of movement.

0:51:120:51:14

The next day I'm less optimistic.

0:51:190:51:22

-Hello, Andrew.

-ON PHONE: 'Hello.'

0:51:220:51:25

How did you sleep last night?

0:51:250:51:27

'I slept very well, Ed. But, um...

0:51:270:51:29

'I'm afraid, I don't think, for me, it's worked.

0:51:290:51:33

'I've been to the gym, I've done a lot of self-monitoring.

0:51:330:51:36

'Um... And I don't really see any change...

0:51:360:51:41

'as disappointing as that is.'

0:51:410:51:44

OK. And what has Jackie said about everything else? Or...

0:51:440:51:49

'I... I... She rather agrees with me, I think.'

0:51:490:51:52

He sounded a bit disappointed today.

0:51:550:51:57

Yes. We'll have to see...

0:51:570:52:01

how things progress over time.

0:52:010:52:05

-Morning.

-Good morning.

0:52:080:52:10

'I am disappointed,

0:52:100:52:12

'and that makes it hard to meet Linda,

0:52:120:52:15

'who had such a miraculous response.'

0:52:150:52:18

You had that very, very emotional, wonderful moment when you woke up

0:52:180:52:20

and you could suddenly... You felt totally different.

0:52:200:52:23

Yes.

0:52:230:52:25

You can't even begin to imagine.

0:52:250:52:28

When I came for the treatment, I anticipated,

0:52:290:52:33

I expected, hoped for some improvement.

0:52:330:52:37

-But I never dreamed...

-That it would be that good.

0:52:370:52:40

..that it would be that profound.

0:52:400:52:42

At this stage in the process,

0:52:430:52:45

I haven't had the same kind of improvements Linda has had.

0:52:450:52:48

You... You had much less neurologic disability

0:52:480:52:52

than the usual stroke survivor.

0:52:520:52:57

You might have had less inflammation

0:52:570:53:01

than the majority of patients.

0:53:010:53:03

There's still a possibility that you'll have a delayed response

0:53:030:53:06

to treatment, that can happen.

0:53:060:53:08

And, you know, the fact that people characteristically

0:53:080:53:12

improve within a few minutes, start to improve,

0:53:120:53:16

-it's not really their total response.

-No.

0:53:160:53:18

And that is what happened.

0:53:250:53:27

Over the ensuing week, I did start to see

0:53:270:53:31

flickers of movement in my paralysed ankle,

0:53:310:53:34

and my forefinger.

0:53:340:53:35

Not a lot, but not nothing either.

0:53:350:53:38

And then I came back for a second dose.

0:53:390:53:41

Well, it appears you're still with us.

0:53:420:53:44

Yes, I appear to be still here.

0:53:440:53:46

Still alive, that's good news, that's a good start.

0:53:460:53:49

Well, let's see how you do with bringing your knee up.

0:53:490:53:51

You'll have to tell me if it feels any different.

0:53:530:53:57

-It's so difficult, this. You're trying to kind of...

-Hard to tell.

0:53:570:54:00

-..judge very small things over a period of time.

-It's OK.

-But...

0:54:000:54:03

Point up.

0:54:050:54:06

-There it goes.

-That's actually a little bit...

-There is a little bit of movement there.

-Yes.

-Reasonable.

0:54:080:54:12

-Yes.

-Good.

0:54:120:54:13

There's definitely power there.

0:54:150:54:17

-Yes, there is.

-OK, then. That's important in walking.

0:54:180:54:21

-Yeah.

-Pushing off.

-Yep.

0:54:210:54:24

So there's movement in both directions.

0:54:240:54:26

It's still a slightly uneven gait,

0:54:260:54:28

but he seems to be going a little bit faster to me.

0:54:280:54:31

-Here we are.

-Yeah. Oh, that's great. 4.46.

0:54:340:54:38

Five minutes and nine seconds pre-treatment.

0:54:380:54:40

'23 seconds faster - not Usain Bolt, but a result for me.'

0:54:400:54:45

When I came here, in my head, I was thinking about two possibilities.

0:54:460:54:50

One is that I'd have a miraculous cure, I'd walk away, no brace,

0:54:500:54:55

no nothing, and all my physical defects

0:54:550:54:57

would magically have disappeared and I'd be

0:54:570:54:59

running and swimming and cycling again.

0:54:590:55:02

Or it wouldn't work, there'd be no change at all,

0:55:020:55:05

and I'd go back dejected, a bit depressed,

0:55:050:55:07

and worried about the future.

0:55:070:55:09

In fact, I guess, as with life generally, it's in-between.

0:55:090:55:12

There has been a change,

0:55:120:55:13

not nearly as big a change as perhaps I'd hoped for.

0:55:130:55:16

Frankly, for a stroke survivor, any change is good.

0:55:160:55:19

But it's not "Pick up thy bed and walk."

0:55:190:55:22

Yes, look at that. See that finger coming up?

0:55:220:55:25

I couldn't do that before.

0:55:280:55:30

And you can see, it's very small, but...

0:55:310:55:33

There we go. Moving again.

0:55:350:55:36

It wasn't doing that at all before.

0:55:360:55:38

The sun has risen on an independent United Kingdom.

0:55:450:55:50

2016 has been a remarkable year for politics.

0:55:500:55:54

Nothing you can do, folks.

0:55:540:55:56

A turning point for good...

0:55:560:55:58

or bad.

0:55:580:56:00

She was a human being, and she was perfect.

0:56:000:56:03

I am at least optimistic about the future of stroke treatment.

0:56:030:56:07

What used to be an automatic life-sentence no longer is.

0:56:080:56:13

Eight weeks after Billy Elder had stem-cell therapy,

0:56:150:56:18

he is now able to move his once completely paralysed left arm.

0:56:180:56:22

And a month after Florida,

0:56:250:56:26

my physiotherapist, Jo, is encouraged.

0:56:260:56:30

And just try and straighten that finger.

0:56:300:56:32

Oh. Good movement.

0:56:320:56:34

'When Andrew said he was going to go off and have this,

0:56:340:56:36

'I'd never heard of it, so, obviously,

0:56:360:56:40

'I went and looked it up.'

0:56:400:56:42

'The independent review I found,'

0:56:420:56:45

they were fairly damning about it.

0:56:450:56:48

Having seen Andrew, now, for over three years, all I can say is,

0:56:480:56:53

he went away, there was no movement in his foot...

0:56:530:56:56

He's come back,

0:56:560:56:59

he's got some movement in his foot.

0:56:590:57:01

If we work hard for a year or so on this,

0:57:020:57:05

do you think we have a good chance of getting a functional foot back,

0:57:050:57:08

that doesn't need a brace on?

0:57:080:57:10

-I don't know. I'll be completely honest, I don't know.

-Mmm. Mmm.

0:57:100:57:14

I'd love to say that.

0:57:140:57:15

I'm more optimistic, I'm going to get movement back.

0:57:150:57:17

I'm going to get rid of this brace. It's going to go, eventually.

0:57:170:57:21

'I don't think we should be a people who accept things and shrug, and sort of'

0:57:210:57:25

shrivel into our lot, if you put it like that.

0:57:250:57:28

I think we have to carry on looking for answers and looking for solutions.

0:57:280:57:31

It's the same with stroke, cancer, any major diseases,

0:57:310:57:34

and we are lucky to be living when we do.

0:57:340:57:37

So, what happens now?

0:57:370:57:40

He has improved so much since he had the stroke.

0:57:400:57:44

And I think that's what, you know, you need to concentrate on.

0:57:440:57:47

Look at where he was when he came out of hospital.

0:57:470:57:50

And, by the way, is anyone in charge?

0:57:500:57:53

There is no magic bullet, because if there was,

0:57:530:57:55

everyone would be after it, and there wouldn't be this great question mark.

0:57:550:57:59

My only neutral BBC thought is this...

0:57:590:58:02

If I want there to be any sort of lesson out of this,

0:58:020:58:04

it's that it's worth never giving up.

0:58:040:58:06

Probably, it won't be quite as good as you hope,

0:58:060:58:09

nor quite as bad as you fear. Probably.

0:58:090:58:12

We need tears now, Andrew.

0:58:140:58:16

I'm sorry. I know the BBC has a special contract

0:58:160:58:19

that I'm to burst into tears at one point in this programme,

0:58:190:58:23

but I can't do it.

0:58:230:58:24

I come from Dundee. THEY LAUGH

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