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17/11/2011

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It was a one off, I swear.

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The business was in a bad way and Frank was desperate for cash.

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He paid Phil to torch the car lot.

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And the last thing I remember is throwing the burning rag in,

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and an explosion.

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Later that night, they found the body of a young man there.

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He'd been sleeping rough.

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It was a terrible accident.

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I burnt him alive.

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So who was it then, Kat?

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It was...

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No, let me tell you who I think it was, yeah? He was young, sexy?

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Did he have, like, a six pack, did he?

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You look at me when I'm talking to you!

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Too drunk to remember, were you, Kat? That what it was, yeah?

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Then you went back to his posh flat, drinking his champagne...?

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-Lighting up scented candles?

-No.

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No?

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No, he couldn't wait. We done it in the alley by the R&R, like animals!

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-Why wasn't I told about it?

-You were just a kid at the time.

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Did Ricky know?

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So I was the only one that didn't know about it.

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-Well, that's just typical.

-Your dad didn't want you to know.

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He didn't want you involved.

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He didn't want you to have to carry that burden.

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How convenient. And of course I've only got your word for that, haven't I?

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Why would I lie to you, Janine?

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Because, Pat, you've lied to me my entire life!

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That is all you've ever done, is lie!

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If I've ever lied to you,

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it's only to protect you, you stupid little girl!

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See now, and there we have it, don't we? The truth right

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at the very heart of the matter. That is all I ever was to you.

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A stupid little girl that got in the way of you and my dad.

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-You meant more to me than that and you know it.

-JANINE SCOFFS

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I should go.

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Stay and have a drink.

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Please.

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-You all right?

-Have you seen Alfie?

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-He's just popped out.

-I need to find Alfie.

-What about Tommy?

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-Jean's with him!

-What about this place? It's closing time soon.

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Call time and lock up, all right?

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-Kat said to lock up.

-All right, if I shoot off?

-Yeah, you shoot off.

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That's time, ladies and gentleman. So thank you, but drink up, please.

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-You been stood up?

-Don't worry, I'm sure your lot will be here soon.

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Your coach load of mates. Probably just stuck in traffic.

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Yeah. And who are you with, the invisible man?

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-Oi, stick another one in there, will you?

-Sorry, but it's past time.

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-Do you know who I am?

-Why, have you forgotten?

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No, I think you pair of clowns have forgotten that this pub belongs to my old man.

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I'm sorry, but it's past closing time and I've got to lock up.

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Oh, I think you misheard Kat. She said, "Lock IN." Ain't that right, everybody?

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SHOUTS OF ASSENT

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-No chance with Jobsworth here.

-All right, then. I'll bolt the doors.

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-Yeah, man!

-There's a good boy!

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Alfie!

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Alfie!

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Alfie!

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And now some nutter's out there

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sending me photos and cuttings about it.

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-We can't change the past.

-Well, that's a lot of help(!)

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But we can make amends. And you know what they say.

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-Confession is good for the soul.

-You want me to go to the Old Bill?

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You back on the gear or something?

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No, not that kind of confession. You know... God.

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You've got a screw loose, d'you know that?

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Oh, what, and drinking, that's sensible, is it?

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-I don't need this kind of grief.

-And you don't need the whisky either.

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-Just go, will you?

-I can help you, Phil.

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Because I know what you're going through.

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You don't understand anything.

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I live with the guilt of all the terrible things I've done.

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I've ruined enough lives with drugs

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to know what it feels like to hate yourself.

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To feel completely on your own.

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But you're not on your own, Phil.

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Because I'm here for you.

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-I doubt my parishioners would approve.

-Oh, shut up, Vicar!

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Hardly like you're breaking one of the Ten Commandments.

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-Anyway, it's your round.

-I say Amen to that.

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-Oops, sorry, Carol.

-Tanya!

-Sorry!

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Same again, please, boys! Can we turn the music up?

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This is supposed to be a party!

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Do you know what I thought when you first come to live with me?

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-Umm, "I hope she doesn't eat all the pies"?

-"She's trouble."

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Yeah well, feeling was mutual.

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You were this shy little five-year-old

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with your hair in pigtails, looking like butter wouldn't melt.

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And then you stuck two fingers up at me,

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you told me I was ugly and fat and you didn't need a new mum.

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Well, I'm not being funny,

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but you were like this big, loud woman, y'know,

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with a strange face like a clown

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and you stunk of fags and booze and you were all over my dad.

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What did you expect, Pat? A curtsey and a bunch of flowers?

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You've never forgiven me for your mum, have you?

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You had an affair with my dad while she was dying.

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Actually, whatever Lydia might have told you,

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me and your dad never...we were never together during that time.

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So you managed to control your hormones

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until she was dead and buried? How very commendable.

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Well, I suppose it's easier to blame me than your dad.

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But you can't bear a grudge forever. People make mistakes.

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-You've made more than most.

-Thanks.

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So now we've moved on, have we,

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from rewriting history to my character assassination.

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What fun.

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Janine, you have never made it easy to love you.

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SHE LAUGHS Well, I'm sorry. I'm going to try much harder in future.

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Sorry for the inconvenience, Pat.

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But I've always tried to love you anyway. Whatever you may think.

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Always.

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And so when you lied to the police and nearly got me sent down for

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a murder that I didn't commit, were you really trying to love me then?

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From that first moment you raised two fingers up to me,

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you've been telling me what you thought of me ever since.

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And d'you know what, I thank you for that.

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Cos there aren't too many people in this world you can rely on to tell you the truth.

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Your dad would've told me the sky was neon pink

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if he thought that's what I wanted to hear.

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And I've never been backward in telling you what I thought of you either.

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-No, I've got the emotional scars to prove it.

-All right.

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Sometimes a bit harshly, I admit.

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But I've always been straight with you.

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And that's why you've got to believe me when I tell you

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that we didn't tell you about the fire

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because we wanted to protect you,

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not because we wanted to hurt you.

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You wouldn't have wanted that burden.

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You don't get over having a man's death on your conscience that easily.

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You bury it as deep as you can and try to forget about it.

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To be honest, I thought I had.

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Until Phil started getting them photos in the post.

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-You know that I had nothing to do with that.

-I believe you.

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Well, there's a first.

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Oh, not because I don't think you're capable of it.

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You've done worse over the years.

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But I'm sure if you'd found out about the fire,

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I would have been your first port of call.

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Poor Dad.

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I mean...

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SHE SIGHS

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..carrying around all that guilt for all those years.

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Yeah.

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Maybe if I'd known about it at the time

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I could've stopped him taking off like that.

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Do you know, even when he came back, he...

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He was eaten up with it.

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He'd wake up in the night in a cold sweat.

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He wanted to come clean.

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So why didn't he?

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Let's just say me and Phil persuaded him it wasn't a good idea.

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Is...

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Is that why he went away again?

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He was a mess.

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If he'd stayed he would have confessed,

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and then he would have ended up in prison.

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So you just let him walk away?

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It was for the best.

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For who?

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For me?

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For Ricky? For Dad?

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I mean, that worked out really well first time round, didn't it?

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He had a nervous breakdown, months, MONTHS, on the streets.

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Yeah, that was definitely for the best(!)

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Not forgetting the abandoned girl

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who thought her daddy didn't love her.

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What should I have done?

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Let him confess?

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Yes... Yes!

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Yes, if that's what he wanted.

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You know, maybe then he wouldn't have cracked up.

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At least then,

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I would have known where he was

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and I could have seen him.

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I could've visited him!

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I could've just loved him.

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You're living in cloud-cuckoo-land, Janine.

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You didn't know what he was like at the time.

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-Right, and whose fault was that?

-Oh!

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Here we go again,

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"Poor little me.

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"Let's blame Pat for everything that's gone wrong in my life."

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You took my dad away from me.

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No, I didn't! He was a weak man.

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He was.

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So help me, I loved him.

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I loved him more than I've ever loved any man on this earth.

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But he was weak!

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And he got himself into trouble,

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he couldn't handle the consequences.

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So he did what he always did when it got tough.

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He ran.

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He ran away, Janine, and left me to look after you.

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Never forget that.

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I looked after you while your father was looking after himself.

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And the sad truth is...

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if he had cared about his family so much,

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he would have found the strength to stay.

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I've been looking for you everywhere.

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Why did you run off like that? Huh?

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Kat, what's wrong?

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I've ruined everything.

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What happened?!

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Kat?

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All right, let's get you home, yeah?

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Yeah?

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Come on. Come on.

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JUKEBOX PLAYS

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You two are hopeless!

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Go on, Rev, show us your moves!

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Yeah, man! Read 'em and weep, brother.

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Hello, boys - service!

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-Are you all right?

-All right, Carol? Are you having a good night?

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Yeah, yeah, I am.

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I was wondering if you'd heard any news from Max?

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No.

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Hello!

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It's strange not having him around the place, ain't it?

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-I'm quite enjoying the freedom actually.

-Yeah, yeah, I can see that.

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You've got to let your hair down once in a while, otherwise you'll go mad.

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You know, we should go out some time.

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-Yeah?

-Yeah, I know you think I'm a bit of a stick-in-the-mud,

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But I think I can still remember how to have fun.

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Yeah, why not? We'll do that, yeah.

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What has a girl got to do to get a drink around here, eh?

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-Tanya, do you think you should be doing that?

-Why not? Live a little.

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-Do you want one?

-No, I'm all right, thanks.

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-Are you sure?!

-Yeah.

-Lauren, watch yourself... Oi!

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Incoming! Eh?

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Oh, that is setting a really good example, Tanya.

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And what are you? Mother Of The Year?!

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-I'm quite enjoying this! Who else wants a drink?

-Go on, I'll have one.

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I won't say no to that!

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Oh, all of you!

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Come on.

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-I thought I told you to lock up!

-I tried to tell him.

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And what's she doing behind my bar?

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Let's get you upstairs, shall we?

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-Is everything all right?

-Yeah, it's fine.

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Just get back to your party. Just go.

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Alfie...

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-She won't tell me what happened.

-I'll take it from here.

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Oh, someone's going to be sleeping on the settee tonight.

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-Not if you play your cards right.

-Oh!

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-And what about your man? Where's he tonight?

-About to get a booty call.

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Oh!

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What does Shirley reckon?

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She does know about this?

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Not about the fire, no. And I want to keep it that way,

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-until I find who's behind all this.

-Yeah.

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Be our secret.

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You know you can always talk to me, about anything.

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I'll never give you grief.

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I get you.

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You and me.

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We're the same, ain't we?

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DOOR OPENS

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I should be going.

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MUSIC: "Price Tag" By Jessie J

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I love this one, I love it! Turn it up, turn it up!

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My tower!

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BANGING ON DOOR

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Tanya, don't open it!

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Anyone order a stripper?

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Ha!

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ALFIE SIGHS

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Why?

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Why, Kat?

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-Why did you do it?

-I don't know.

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That's great. Well, you don't know what?

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Just a bit a fun was it then?

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-Did you want to prove a point? Get back at me about what I said?

-No.

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It had nothing to do with that.

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Were you bored?

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Was it a bet?

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Or was it just that...

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..you love seeing me being hurt?

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No?

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I Swear to God, you will tell me...

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Sorry to interrupt, but the old bill are downstairs.

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-I can go and deal with it if you like.

-No, it's all right, Tyler.

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I can sort out the boys in blue.

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You watch and learn, son.

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You watch and learn.

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Oi...

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When I come back, you will tell me why you did this.

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I thought you'd want to know that Janine had nothing to do with

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sending them photos and clippings.

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All right. Thanks.

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Eh, Pat, not...

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Not a word to Shirley, all right?

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What you get up to is none of my business.

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But are you sure you know what you're doing?

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No.

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You won't get what you're looking for with that one.

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I ain't looking for anything, just...

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This whole car lot business is messing with my head.

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Mmm... This is cosy.

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I'll leave you to it.

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What's she doing here?

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Just a bit of business.

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What sort of business?

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Monkey business - me and Pat, we're having an affair.

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You've caught us bang at it.

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What are you doing here anyway?

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Well, I thought I'd come and have a little bit of monkey business of my own.

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It's customary to tell someone if you're going to blow 'em out.

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Do you know how long I was in there?

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-What's he doing in the bin?

-It's where he belongs.

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-Do you know, it was all fake.

-What was?

-Everything.

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The smile...

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the affection...

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the love.

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Well, you know what they say -

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don't trust salesmen.

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Do you think you can ever truly know anyone?

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No.

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We choose the faces we show people.

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What we allow them to see.

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That's a very cynical view of the world, Michael.

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Mmmm. I'm a very cynical man, Janine.

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Why would anyone walk away from somebody that they love?

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Because they're selfish,

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loathsome, despicable, stupid.

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Maybe they just didn't love them that much to begin with.

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Some people are not capable of love.

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Maybe some people are just unlovable.

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No. You mustn't think like that.

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It's the truth, isn't it?

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No. It isn't true.

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And how could YOU possibly know that?

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Because I love you.

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Well?

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The truth is, you already know why.

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You look at me every day and you see it,

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you think it,

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and you know it.

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But you ignore it.

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You fight it.

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Pretend it isn't true, but it is.

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Cos deep down...

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Deep down, you know what I am.

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And Michael knew it as well.

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And any bloke that walks into the bar,

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that thinks they stand a chance with me,

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they see it as well, they see it a mile off.

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It doesn't matter how many layers of slap I put on my face.

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And they smell it. No matter how much expensive perfume I use.

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And Mark - that was his name, Mark -

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he saw it,

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he knew it, and he smelt it.

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And he wanted it, so I gave it to him.

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And let's face it, it could have been any Tom, Dick or Harry, eh?

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Cos that's what I am...

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A dirty little girl.

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That's what I've always been.

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And that's what I'll always be.

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So now you know.

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Are you happy now?

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-Do you even know what love is?

-Do you?

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You don't have to say those three little words

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-to get me into bed, you know.

-Fine, fine.

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You just take the Mick. We'll just carry on as we were.

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It's much easier. Much easier.

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Or...

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You can accept the fact that, like it or not,

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someone in this world actually loves you.

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Kiss me.

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SHE SCOFFS

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Come on.

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(Kiss me.)

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What do you want me to do?

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Say I'll be a good girl and it'll never happen again?

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That'd be so easy, wouldn't it?

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-I wish I could, but I can't.

-Kat...

-You said it yourself...

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when you thought someone else had knocked me up,

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you said, "This is what living with Kat Slater's all about."

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I'm giving you a Get Out Of Jail Free card.

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Take it, throw me out.

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No, I can't.

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I can't, cos I love you.

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I love you.

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But you can't change who I am.

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It was just a one-off, that's all.

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No, no, it's not. It's not a one-off.

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It will happen again.

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A month, a year, I dunno,

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but it will happen again.

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You think, what happened to you, I'm going to let destroy us, yeah?

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You can't stop it.

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There's nothing you can do. And I won't keep hurting you like this.

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And you'll never forgive me if it happens again.

0:27:060:27:08

OK.

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Maybe...

0:27:170:27:19

Maybe if I didn't know, then...

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Then I...

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I wouldn't have to forgive you, would I?

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What?!

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What you don't know can't hurt you.

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You're saying that I could sleep with anyone

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as long as you don't know about it?!

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And you could live with that?!

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It's better than living without you.

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At least you finally get who I am.

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And you finally get how much I love you.

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Oh!

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