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Ah.

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How you feeling?

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OK.

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I must've dozed off. What time is it?

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About four.

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I might get up in a bit.

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No, you just stay there and take it easy -

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it's New Year's Day.

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We'll see. We'll see.

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Cup of tea, Pat?

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Oh, that'd be lovely.

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Not now, Tiff.

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Nana Pat's a bit tired, yeah?

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Nonsense, no. Come in.

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Come in, darling.

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Look, you've got your Christmas present on.

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I spilt ketchup on it. Mum went spare.

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Well, we'll have to put that in the wash for you.

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-Get it nice and clean.

-I'm going to wear it for my birthday party.

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Tiff, that's six weeks away.

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Five weeks and two days.

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I've done my present list already.

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I know what I'm going to give you. A pair of my earrings.

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That special pair.

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Ricky, bring that box over, darling, on there.

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Thanks, sweetheart.

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-It's all right. I'll get it.

-I'm sorry. sorry.

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That's the... That's the one, darling. Remember?

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What do you think?

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Lovely.

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I'll get that cup of tea.

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That's all right, I'll do it. Come on, Tiff. You can give me a hand.

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Ricky.

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Ricky...

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These were your Dad's favourites.

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He got them for me the night before we got wed.

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Put 'em on for me, would you, please, love?

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Yeah.

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I'll...

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I'll get that tea, yeah?

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I don't suppose...David's called?

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Er, no. No, not yet.

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I'll try him again, yeah?

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No need.

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Anything you need, all right? Anything at all.

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-Day or night, you just give me a call, OK?

-OK.

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Thanks, Fats. I think we're going to stay in tonight -

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quiet time with the family.

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Yeah, course.

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-All right, sweetheart. Look, I'm going to go, OK?

-All right.

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Happy New Year, guys.

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-Happy New Year.

-Happy New Year.

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-I'll make the tea.

-What about the kids?

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They know something's wrong. Should we prepare them?

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No. No, no. You can't. Tiff's in there making a get well card.

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-But ain't it better that they know?

-No.

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Listen, do you want me to play with the kids, keep them occupied?

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Yeah, yeah. That's a good idea, love. Go on.

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Well, you know, maybe...

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Maybe we should phone David again.

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Do you think he's going to come?

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Oh, it is getting cold out there.

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-Yeah.

-I just got back from Pat's.

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Bit of a downer, innit? New Year, sick in bed.

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-She's got her family around her. That's what counts, innit?

-Yeah, well,

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when you see Whit, tell her if there's anything I can do, she just has to ask.

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She's all good, bruv.

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Fats is taking care of everything that she needs, yeah?

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Ah, nice one, bruv.

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-All right, Fats?

-How's it going, babe?

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Right...

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I need a double vodka and tonic, please.

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Why, what's up?

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Abi. She's doing my head in, right?

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It was New Year's Eve -

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you're supposed to go out and to get trollied.

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-What is her problem?

-Well, maybe THAT.

-I fell over - so what?

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Ah, going so soon?

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Yeah. There's only so much festive cheer I can stomach.

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Chips, I think!

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-Nice one. Forget Bobby, did you?

-No, we've dropped him off at Jane's.

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You look cosy.

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It's mink.

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Yeah, and very expensive. Nothing's too good for my fiancee.

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-So you had a nice time, then?

-Yeah, the time of our life, actually.

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Disneyland for Bobby, then Eiffel Tower,

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loads of champagne and a super king-size bed.

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Lucky Mandy.

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Right, I'd better get these in and...

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I better go over and see Pat.

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Yeah. I might come with you.

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How is she, B?

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-Oh, she's upstairs.

-Oh.

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Well, I brought her a cake. It's homemade.

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It's chocolate and vanilla sponge.

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I mean, I don't know if she's up to eating,

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but sometimes when you're poorly, it's the little things that are of comfort.

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That is lovely, Dot. Really nice. Why don't you take your coat off?

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-I'll make you a cup of tea.

-Oh, Max, would you? Ta.

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-It's a bit of a mess. We ain't had time to tidy up.

-Don't be silly.

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So, how's she bearing up, then?

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She's a trouper, you know. As you'd expect.

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-A lot to handle after what you've been through.

-I'm trying not to think about it.

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And it's Ricky who's taking it the hardest.

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-It's his stepmum, must be a terrible blow.

-He don't want to talk about it.

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Sometimes talking don't help, girl. You got to take it like a man.

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How very enlightened of you, Derek.

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Do you mind if I use the, um...

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No, of course.

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-All right, Bianca.

-Let's go through.

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Ah, thank you.

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Hello.

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Happy New Year.

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-Happy New Year.

-Happy New Year.

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Is that for us?

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No, no. It's for your grandma.

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Yeah, but she's not feeling too well. No way she's going to eat all that.

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-Ah, can I have a bit?

-Tiff.

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Please?

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Please?

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There you go, look. Bit more cheery, innit?

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What exactly is wrong with Pat?

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Er, well, it's a bit complicated, Dot.

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You know me, Bianca, I ain't one to pry.

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Only she's been so lively lately.

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It's her heart, innit?

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Um, not exactly. There's complications.

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Yes, but what complications?

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Cancer.

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Really? What...

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What sort?

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Er, pancreatic. But it's, um, it's spread all over.

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There's these blood clots, and...

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she keeps having these coughing fits, and the next one...

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-Do you know what? Perhaps we should talk about this later.

-Yes.

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Well, we only popped round to see how you're doing, so...

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Yeah, if there's anything we can do, anything you need, just...you know?

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-We're only sat at ours, watching TV, if you want to send the kids round.

-Thanks a lot,

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but they're all right here, really. Thanks.

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Where's Derek?

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What do you want?

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I've come to pay me respects.

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Oh, look.

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HE CHUCKLES

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The family.

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All together.

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Ain't that lovely?

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What, no David?

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I want you to leave.

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It's a shame, innit, eh?

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All those years, and what do they amount to?

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Hm?

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Nothing.

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I've seen death, Patricia.

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Horrible, it is.

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Horrible.

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There is no nice way to go out.

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You see, in the end,

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that's the one thing no-one wants to do, innit, eh?

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Die.

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Hm?

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Even the biggest man,

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he'll do anything. Anything.

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He'll beg, he'll grovel,

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he'll cling on for just one more second of it.

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Life, that is.

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You're wondering why I'm telling you this.

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You're going to find out for yourself, ain't you?

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And pretty soon, by the look of it.

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Your poor mother must be turning in her grave.

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Yeah, but you see, my mother was a saint.

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And she loved me.

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And I loved her.

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I'd have gone to the ends of the Earth for that woman.

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Yeah, me.

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Even me.

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Pity all children ain't so loyal, ain't it, hm?

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KNOCK AT DOOR

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Derek, what you doing, eh?

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Just paying my respects.

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Get out of here!

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I'm sorry, Pat. Derek, come on.

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SHE GASPS AND COUGHS

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SHE WHEEZES

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Pat.

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Pat, is there anything I can do for you?

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SHE GASPS FOR BREATH

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WEAKLY: Yes.

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Yes, love. Would you...

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Would you pass my medicine, please?

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In the... That's it.

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It's all right.

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It's nothing.

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Thanks.

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I... I think, maybe...

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you should go downstairs now.

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Yeah.

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Thank you.

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Everything all right?

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Yeah, lovely.

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Derek, let's go, come on.

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What about your missus?

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Thought she was the type of bird who liked to be waited for.

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Thanks for having us, Carol, and if you need anything,

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just let us know, yeah?

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SHE SOBS

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-SHE HYPERVENTILATES

-All right.

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Babe. Come on, come here. Shh!

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You!

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You're...

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You are an evil little freak.

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What's brought this on?

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How dare you?!

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She's a dying woman,

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and you're up there, tormenting her.

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-You wasn't even in the room, how do you know what was said?

-One look at you,

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and I know. I know what happened.

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Now, you listen to me.

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Just cos you're sick, just cos you got the cancer too,

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-don't take it out on me.

-Oi! Leave it out, Derek! That's out of order!

-What? What?

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Why don't you for a walk, Derek?

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I mean it, go for a walk.

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Make it a long one.

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Pat.

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May I come in?

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Course, help yourself.

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I'm not up to a sermon, mind.

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Oh, no. I didn't come for that. No, I've come to wish you well.

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I brought you a cake, if you're in the mood for it.

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Maybe later. I'm not very hungry at the moment.

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No.

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-Would you like a drink of water?

-No.

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No, thanks.

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How are you feeling?

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I've been better, Dot. I've been better.

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We've had our ups and downs, haven't we?

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Oh, you could say that, yeah!

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I seem to remember you whacking me round the mush a while back.

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No...

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Did I?

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No.

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You must have got me mixed up with Peggy.

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Yeah.

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Maybe my mind's playing tricks.

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Pat...

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I want to say something.

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I never had you down as a good mother...

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I'm sure my sons would agree.

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but you redeemed yourself, didn't you, Pat?

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Through your grandchildren.

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Your own children, they don't understand - how can they?

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They don't know what you're going through,

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how you're feeling.

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Maybe when they get older they begin to realise,

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but by that time, they're living away from you, aren't they?

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And it's gone.

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If you're trying to cheer me up, Dot, you're...not doing a very good job.

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Oh, I am sorry.

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I didn't mean it. It's just...

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It's just, I want to say...

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Consider it said.

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Would you like a lend of my Bible?

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I've had it years. My Auntie Gwen gave it to me.

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I mean, you never know, it might be of some comfort to you.

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And then again, it may not.

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Don't count me out, Dot.

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I ain't gone yet.

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You keep yourself warm.

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Bye.

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HE DIALS PHONE NUMBER

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HE HANGS UP

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Babe, don't listen to him.

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He's been on the sauce.

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He don't know what he's talking about.

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-He's right though, isn't he? He's right.

-Course he ain't right.

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Don't you understand?

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She's the same as me.

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Cancer.

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That's what it's like, isn't it? That's what happens.

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That's what it's like dy...dying.

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Tan. You ain't going to die, all right?

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You don't know that! How do you know?

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A week ago she was fine.

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She was celebrating Christmas, unwrapping her presents,

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and then, it just... It doesn't give you a year's notice.

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-Sometimes it's that quick, Max...

-Please.

-It can be that quick.

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I'm here for you, all right? I'm here for you.

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What's going on? What you said to her?

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What have I said to her? I ain't said nothing.

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We just went to see Pat, that's all. She just got a bit upset.

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Mum?

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I'm sorry. I'm fine. Sorry, darling. I'm fine.

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I'll take it from here.

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I'll go and stick the kettle on. Come on, Abs. Come on.

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You tell Derek.

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You tell him... he is not welcome in this house.

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MUSIC FROM TELEVISION

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SHE SIGHS

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Five-star dining?

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Well, I was working. I just needed a snack.

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-I thought you were at the spa. Country house hotel.

-I was.

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Really?

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Was it nice? You have a good time?

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Yeah. Yeah, it was good.

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Now, look, if you don't mind, I've got a lot to do.

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I called you.

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Hello, I called you a lot. I texted.

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I left my phone in the office.

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-Sorry.

-Where were you, Janine?

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I was at the hotel.

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So you weren't at the clinic, then?

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The abortion clinic?

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No.

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No, I wasn't at the clinic.

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The appointment's for tomorrow.

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TELEVISION PLAYS

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CHILDREN CHATTER

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Anybody want a cup of tea?

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Pat, what you doing up?

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Making a cup a tea.

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Oh, it looks lovely in here.

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All cosy and Christmassy.

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You having a nice time, kids?

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You feeling better, Nan?

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Oh, not too bad, darling. Not too bad at all.

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For God's sake, go and stop her.

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Hello, love.

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Pat, you're supposed to be in bed.

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Ah... Changed my mind.

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I can't stand being cooped up.

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Never could. Looks nice.

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What is it?

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-It's, er...peanut butter sandwiches for the kids.

-Ah, yeah.

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Come on, Pat. Come and sit down.

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I'm just going to fill the kettle, love.

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I can do that for you.

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So, er...

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how's your young man? I haven't seen him for a while.

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-Yeah, he's good.

-He's a nice boy.

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A very nice boy.

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Yeah, I know.

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If only nice were all it took, eh? To make us girls happy.

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Pat, please. Come.

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Bianca, will you please stop fussing?

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-I'm perfectly capable of making a cup of tea.

-I know, but the nurse did say you have to rest.

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Since when have I done what I was told? Never.

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And I'm not going to start now.

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-They know what they're talking about. They're professionals.

-I'm not giving in to this.

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I am going to fight it.

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How? How you going to do that?

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Watch me.

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I don't want tea.

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I want gin and tonic.

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-You sure that's a good idea?

-We ain't got none, anyway.

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Don't give me that.

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We ain't. We've run out. We boozed it all up over Christmas.

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Whitney, go over to the Vic,

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and get me a bottle of gin. And I'll pay you when you get back.

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Well, don't look at her! Go on, I told you to get me a bottle of gin!

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Go on, Whit. Go on. I'll do this.

0:21:510:21:55

SHE WHEEZES

0:21:550:21:56

You happy now?

0:21:560:21:57

Pat?

0:21:570:21:59

Pat, what's happening? Ricky, come in here! Ricky, please!

0:21:590:22:04

Pat?

0:22:040:22:06

-Pat, what's happening?

-What is it?

0:22:060:22:09

-She's having some sort of attack!

-Pat!

-Here, get the chair.

0:22:090:22:13

-Pat?

-Pat?

0:22:130:22:15

-You all right?

-I'm going to call the nurse.

0:22:150:22:18

Pat, you all right?

0:22:180:22:20

You got her?

0:22:200:22:21

-You OK, Nana?

-Tiff, please, go back in the other room, babe.

0:22:210:22:24

Tiff...

0:22:240:22:26

-Do you like what I did for you? It's a get well card.

-OK, darling.

0:22:260:22:30

DOORBELL RINGS

0:22:300:22:32

-You all right?

-You all right?

0:22:320:22:34

Surprise! We came as quick as we could.

0:22:360:22:38

Had to cancel our tickets, get an earlier train.

0:22:380:22:40

Tell you what, it cost a fortune. That's for Pat.

0:22:400:22:44

You all right, Ricky?

0:22:440:22:46

Oh, do you like my coat?

0:22:460:22:48

-It's from Paris.

-Come on, then. Where's the invalid?

0:22:480:22:51

-Pat? What's happened? Hold that.

-She's taken a turn for the worse.

0:22:510:22:55

You going upstairs?

0:22:550:22:57

-Yeah.

-Can I help?

0:22:570:22:58

Come on.

0:22:580:23:00

I'll try and call that nurse.

0:23:000:23:01

You all right, Pat?

0:23:010:23:03

Tyler, same again.

0:23:150:23:17

Yep.

0:23:170:23:19

All right?

0:23:200:23:22

-How's it going?

-All right.

0:23:220:23:23

-I need a bottle of gin.

-That bad?

-It's for Pat. Can I pay you later?

0:23:230:23:27

-Do you mind?

-Course, yeah.

0:23:270:23:29

Hello, Whit.

0:23:290:23:31

I'm in the doghouse.

0:23:310:23:33

-Right, we only got these whoppers.

-What's wrong with Lauren?

0:23:350:23:38

She had one too many last night. Family's been on her case.

0:23:380:23:41

You didn't try to stop her?

0:23:410:23:43

How? I can't stop her drinking, can I?

0:23:430:23:45

Come on. The amount that she puts away - it's not good, is it?

0:23:450:23:48

Well, she's your girlfriend.

0:23:480:23:50

Whitney. Derek, hold the fort, would you, mate?

0:23:500:23:52

Pleasure.

0:23:520:23:54

Whitney!

0:23:570:23:58

Look, Whitney.

0:24:000:24:01

What you being like that for?

0:24:030:24:05

-Like what?

-Well, grumpy.

0:24:050:24:07

-Grumpy?

-Yeah.

0:24:070:24:09

Pat's dying.

0:24:100:24:11

She's up in her room, dying.

0:24:110:24:13

She's got a few days, probably less. So I'm sorry, Tyler,

0:24:130:24:16

if I'm not jumping up and down dancing and singing for you.

0:24:160:24:19

-I didn't mean that.

-What did you mean, then?

0:24:190:24:21

It's just I care about you, all right? I'm sorry.

0:24:210:24:25

But, Whitney, I really care about you so much. All right?

0:24:250:24:28

And I hate it when you're upset.

0:24:280:24:30

It makes me feel...

0:24:300:24:32

I don't know. I don't know. I'm not great with words,

0:24:320:24:36

but it don't make me feel good. You laughing at me?

0:24:360:24:39

I'm not. Sorry!

0:24:390:24:41

-I've got to go.

-Whit...

-No, I can't do this.

0:24:550:24:57

I really can't do this.

0:24:570:24:59

I can't.

0:24:590:25:00

Pretty obvious how you feel.

0:25:080:25:11

Booking an abortion, sneaking off behind my back.

0:25:110:25:14

So what are you saying?

0:25:140:25:16

What, that...you want this baby? You want to keep it?

0:25:160:25:18

Yeah, maybe I do. Maybe that's what we need. It'd be good for us. We could get married, have a kid.

0:25:180:25:23

We could... be like other people.

0:25:230:25:24

Maybe.

0:25:240:25:26

-Yeah, I thought it might come down to that.

-And if we did,

0:25:260:25:29

I'd want to do it properly. I wouldn't want, um...

0:25:290:25:32

Not like Tommy.

0:25:320:25:34

I'd want us to be its mum and dad - married, secure environment.

0:25:340:25:38

So you and me up the aisle?

0:25:380:25:39

Yeah, yeah. Why not?

0:25:390:25:41

It'd be great.

0:25:410:25:42

It'd be the wedding of the year.

0:25:420:25:44

SHE CHUCKLES

0:25:440:25:46

And who would pay for it?

0:25:460:25:47

Don't matter, does it? We'd just get a registry office, something simple.

0:25:470:25:51

Yeah. Just as long as I signed on the dotted line.

0:25:510:25:54

What?

0:25:540:25:55

Cos when we were married, it wouldn't matter who paid for it.

0:25:550:25:59

Because everything you've got, I guess, would be mine

0:25:590:26:02

and everything I've got -

0:26:020:26:03

businesses, property, all that money in the bank -

0:26:030:26:05

would be yours, wouldn't it?

0:26:050:26:07

Right.

0:26:120:26:13

So this is still about me after your money, innit?

0:26:130:26:16

Well, what else?

0:26:160:26:18

-LOUDER:

-What else?

0:26:190:26:21

I love you.

0:26:230:26:24

SHE SIGHS

0:26:260:26:27

Love.

0:26:270:26:29

You don't love me.

0:26:290:26:31

How could you?

0:26:310:26:34

No, you just want the contents of my purse.

0:26:340:26:37

And do you know what, Michael?

0:26:370:26:40

You can have it.

0:26:400:26:42

Go on.

0:26:420:26:44

Baby, you can have every last penny,

0:26:440:26:46

because that is all you're going to get your hands on.

0:26:460:26:49

Pat, will you please just come back to bed now and lie down?

0:26:540:26:57

SHE PANTS And then what?

0:26:570:27:01

Lie down and never get up again?

0:27:010:27:03

Is that what you want for me? I won't do it.

0:27:030:27:06

You are ill. You really do need to conserve your strength,

0:27:070:27:12

-otherwise you might...

-Die?

0:27:120:27:15

You tell your father that. See if he cares.

0:27:150:27:19

He does care. My dad does care.

0:27:190:27:21

So where is he?

0:27:210:27:23

He's on his way. I'm sure he's on his way.

0:27:230:27:26

He is, he's on his way.

0:27:260:27:28

Don't... lie to me, Bianca. Not now!

0:27:280:27:32

I'm sorry.

0:27:330:27:35

Don't... Don't lie to me.

0:27:360:27:39

SHE SOBS

0:27:470:27:49

Go on, you go downstairs. I'll make sure she's OK. All right?

0:27:520:27:56

Come on, you.

0:27:570:27:59

I don't need a male nurse, thank you very much.

0:27:590:28:02

No, but you need to do what Bianca said, don't you?

0:28:020:28:06

Need to save your energy.

0:28:060:28:08

Come on, let's get some rest, have a lie down, yeah?

0:28:080:28:12

Come on.

0:28:120:28:13

Come on, just go nice and slow.

0:28:130:28:16

Wasn't so hard, was it?

0:28:180:28:20

I'm really sorry about Pat.

0:28:200:28:23

I know she can be a right old cow sometimes, but...

0:28:230:28:26

me and her go way back.

0:28:260:28:29

-Yeah.

-She's a one-off.

0:28:300:28:32

Yeah.

0:28:330:28:36

And... Well, I know what she means to you, too.

0:28:360:28:39

She's been like a mum to you, ain't she?

0:28:390:28:41

My mum's dead.

0:28:410:28:44

Ricky, don't cry.

0:28:450:28:47

You're so sweet. You're one of the sweetest guys I've ever met.

0:28:470:28:50

Look, you're nothing to me, all right?

0:28:500:28:53

Do you understand?

0:28:530:28:55

There is nothing between us!

0:28:550:28:56

Ricky, don't, all right? I didn't mean to upset you. I ju...

0:28:560:29:00

Ricky, please.

0:29:000:29:02

Please, come here.

0:29:030:29:04

Look, it's all going to be OK, all right?

0:29:040:29:09

It's going to be OK.

0:29:090:29:10

Ricky?

0:29:100:29:12

Ricky, you all right?

0:29:130:29:16

He's a little bit upset.

0:29:180:29:21

What's just happened here?

0:29:210:29:23

Nothing.

0:29:240:29:26

You're lying.

0:29:310:29:33

I'm going to go.

0:29:340:29:36

What have you just done to my husband?

0:29:360:29:38

Well, I think that's between you and him, don't you?

0:29:400:29:44

Last of the old bunch, ain't we?

0:29:470:29:50

You're a young man, Ian.

0:29:520:29:54

You got half your life ahead of you.

0:29:540:29:56

Yeah. And I've got someone special to share it with.

0:29:560:30:00

The word's "damaged".

0:30:000:30:02

And If you ain't careful, she'll damage you and all.

0:30:020:30:05

It's OK, Pat. All right? Just trust me, I know what I'm doing.

0:30:050:30:08

Like you did with Cindy and Mel? Is Mandy any different?

0:30:080:30:12

You don't have to worry about me, OK?

0:30:120:30:14

-I've learnt from my mistakes.

-I hope so.

0:30:140:30:18

When I think of the things you've been through,

0:30:180:30:21

Some of them at the hands of my sons...

0:30:210:30:23

Where is David?

0:30:260:30:29

Don't know.

0:30:300:30:32

But I spoke to Simon.

0:30:320:30:35

He's well. I told him not to come all this way.

0:30:360:30:39

It's the other side of the world, isn't it?

0:30:390:30:42

Yeah.

0:30:420:30:44

Ian, if you don't mind, I think I'll get forty winks.

0:30:460:30:49

I'm feeling a little tired now.

0:30:490:30:51

Can I do your pillow, or get you a drink or anything?

0:30:510:30:55

You're a good boy, Ian.

0:30:570:30:59

A good boy.

0:30:590:31:01

I'm sorry if I haven't said that enough.

0:31:010:31:04

I'll pop back later. Make sure you're all right.

0:31:070:31:11

That'll be nice.

0:31:110:31:12

Sleep well.

0:31:140:31:16

Goodbye, Ian.

0:31:200:31:22

I will not let it go.

0:31:320:31:33

What do you want, B? A big row?

0:31:330:31:36

Pat upstairs, your kids in the living room? Is that it, yeah?

0:31:360:31:40

What's wrong?

0:31:410:31:43

Mandy?

0:31:450:31:46

What's up?

0:31:460:31:48

Mandy.

0:31:490:31:51

What's happened?

0:31:540:31:55

Ask her.

0:31:570:31:59

Do you know what's going on?

0:32:050:32:07

Tell Pat I'll be back later, yeah?

0:32:090:32:11

Mandy!

0:32:160:32:18

What is it?

0:32:180:32:21

What's happened?

0:32:210:32:22

I slept with Ricky.

0:32:240:32:26

What?

0:32:290:32:31

I slept with him.

0:32:330:32:35

And it was brilliant.

0:32:350:32:38

It was nothing like how it was with you.

0:32:380:32:41

I'm sorry.

0:32:420:32:44

You think that all this, all these months of us being together,

0:32:510:32:54

holding each other, me loving you, all that means nothing to you? It meant nothing?

0:32:540:32:58

Look at me, look at me!

0:32:580:33:01

Look at me!

0:33:010:33:02

Look at me.

0:33:020:33:04

Is this the face of a liar?

0:33:070:33:09

Yes.

0:33:100:33:11

You're sick.

0:33:110:33:13

You're sick, girl. You're twisted. You can't get rid of a baby

0:33:130:33:17

because you're suspicious!

0:33:170:33:19

-It's insane!

-I'd like you to leave now, I've business to attend to.

0:33:190:33:23

What business? It's New Year's Day.

0:33:230:33:25

I've got to take possession of a property.

0:33:250:33:27

Pat has defaulted on her agreement,

0:33:270:33:29

which makes me the proud owner of number 31.

0:33:290:33:31

You're just going to go over there now? Kick 'em out?!

0:33:310:33:34

I lent that old cow money, and she hasn't paid it all back.

0:33:340:33:37

That makes her house mine.

0:33:370:33:38

And believe me,

0:33:380:33:40

I'm going to take great pleasure

0:33:400:33:42

in snatching those keys from her withered hand.

0:33:420:33:46

We had a drink.

0:33:460:33:48

One thing led to another.

0:33:480:33:51

You slept with him?!

0:33:510:33:53

Yeah.

0:33:550:33:56

That's all I've got to say on the matter.

0:33:560:33:59

Don't you think I'm owed some sort of explanation?

0:33:590:34:01

I don't want to talk about it.

0:34:030:34:05

Do you like him?

0:34:050:34:07

What's he said?

0:34:080:34:10

What's going to happen?

0:34:100:34:12

I don't know!

0:34:120:34:14

I'm sorry.

0:34:190:34:21

Don't you like me any more?

0:34:260:34:27

It's not about that, Ian.

0:34:290:34:31

I don't believe this.

0:34:350:34:37

This is happening to me again, isn't it?

0:34:380:34:40

First Simon, then David.

0:34:400:34:43

Now him.

0:34:440:34:46

Where you going?

0:34:470:34:48

I'm going to call Jane, check on Bobby,

0:34:500:34:52

and then I'm going over there.

0:34:520:34:53

You can't!

0:34:530:34:55

This isn't Ricky's fault.

0:34:550:34:57

It's got nothing to do with Ricky, or you,

0:34:570:35:00

or your sordid little fumble.

0:35:000:35:02

This is about Pat.

0:35:030:35:06

Don't cry. Bianca, please!

0:35:090:35:11

You've got to understand, I didn't know what I was doing!

0:35:110:35:13

-DOORBELL RINGS

-I was off my head!

-I can't, I can't...

0:35:130:35:16

-We can't do this now, Ricky. Pat...

-Please, you've got to forgive me!

0:35:160:35:19

KNOCKING AT DOOR

0:35:190:35:23

Well, answer it!

0:35:230:35:24

-It's the Wicked Witch Of The West!

-Thank you, Tiffany.

0:35:260:35:29

-Charming as always(!)

-We've been trying to call you.

0:35:290:35:33

Yeah, I saw. Now, I have got some business to discuss.

0:35:330:35:36

Listen, er... I've got some bad news.

0:35:360:35:40

Save it, Ricky, because I've got some worse news.

0:35:400:35:43

Pat's defaulted on her payments.

0:35:430:35:44

So the house is forfeit. All right? Keys, please.

0:35:440:35:48

What?

0:35:480:35:49

Give me the keys.

0:35:490:35:51

What's she on about?

0:35:510:35:52

She wants to take the house.

0:35:520:35:55

It's all above board, all right?

0:35:550:35:57

So I suggest you keep your snout out.

0:35:570:36:00

-Janine, this is not the moment.

-I decide that, all right?

0:36:000:36:03

Not you, not you, and not your ex-con wife!

0:36:030:36:06

Keys.

0:36:080:36:09

Pat's ill.

0:36:090:36:10

-I've heard.

-She's very ill.

0:36:100:36:14

She's dying, Janine.

0:36:140:36:15

Oh, right.

0:36:150:36:18

Right, yeah. Of course she is(!)

0:36:180:36:20

So I'll just rip this up and let the old cow have the house.

0:36:200:36:23

Is that what you want?

0:36:230:36:24

Don't you get it?!

0:36:240:36:27

Pat is dying.

0:36:270:36:28

-SHE YELLS:

-She's got cancer! Terminal cancer!

0:36:280:36:32

She probably won't even make it through the night. Do you get it?

0:36:320:36:35

-SHE SCREAMS:

-Do you get it now, do you?!

0:36:350:36:37

She...

0:36:480:36:49

She can't be.

0:36:490:36:51

-Where you going? Oi!

-No!

0:36:510:36:54

Tiff, why don't you go watch telly? Everything's all right. Tiff?

0:36:550:36:59

Ricky, leave her.

0:36:590:37:01

Mum?

0:37:050:37:07

You upset about Nana Pat?

0:37:070:37:09

Yeah, I am.

0:37:090:37:11

I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Tiff, I should've told you before.

0:37:140:37:18

Do you want a cuddle?

0:37:190:37:21

Yeah.

0:37:230:37:24

DOORBELL RINGS

0:37:290:37:31

KNOCKING AT DOOR

0:37:370:37:38

Come to collect, have you?

0:37:530:37:55

Well, as you can see,

0:37:560:37:58

I'm not in a position to deal with you right now.

0:37:580:38:01

Pat.

0:38:040:38:05

I'm not well, Janine.

0:38:050:38:09

I can't cope with anything else today.

0:38:090:38:11

Look...

0:38:110:38:13

I didn't know.

0:38:130:38:15

I thought you were faking.

0:38:150:38:18

Faking!

0:38:180:38:19

Is there anything that I can do?

0:38:220:38:24

Yeah.

0:38:240:38:26

Just go, and leave me alone.

0:38:260:38:29

No! No.

0:38:290:38:32

I'm going to get you a doctor.

0:38:320:38:34

I'm going to get you a good doctor. A private doctor.

0:38:340:38:37

I'm going to pay for it, I don't care.

0:38:370:38:40

In fact, I'm going to go and I'll find one now.

0:38:400:38:42

No, there's no point.

0:38:420:38:45

I've got the money, Pat. I want to.

0:38:450:38:47

It's too late, Janine.

0:38:470:38:49

I'm dying.

0:38:490:38:51

No, no you can't be.

0:38:510:38:54

I thought you'd be glad.

0:38:540:38:56

Glad?!

0:38:560:38:58

Glad?!

0:38:590:39:01

Please, I don't want you to.

0:39:010:39:03

I don't want you to.

0:39:030:39:05

I've been horrible to you.

0:39:070:39:09

And I've said some things.

0:39:090:39:11

We've both said a lot of things over the years.

0:39:140:39:17

You hate me.

0:39:170:39:19

That's not true.

0:39:190:39:21

You've got every right to hate me.

0:39:230:39:27

I'm despicable, I am.

0:39:270:39:30

I... I always have been.

0:39:300:39:33

Not every little girl's abandoned by her father

0:39:330:39:37

without so much as a word.

0:39:370:39:39

I could've done more.

0:39:420:39:44

If you'd given me a chance,

0:39:450:39:47

I might've been a better mother to you.

0:39:470:39:51

Maybe some of us just aren't cut out to be mothers.

0:39:520:39:56

Yeah, you may be right about that.

0:39:560:39:59

I ain't made too good a job of it.

0:39:590:40:02

If I...

0:40:050:40:06

If I just had a bit more time...

0:40:060:40:09

..to go back.

0:40:120:40:13

I... I'd do it all so different.

0:40:140:40:18

How?

0:40:180:40:20

I wouldn't worry about the silly little things,

0:40:230:40:26

like how I looked or whether I was popular.

0:40:260:40:29

I wouldn't have sold myself cheap for a couple a quid

0:40:310:40:34

to some bloke I didn't even know.

0:40:340:40:36

I would've been kinder.

0:40:390:40:41

I'd have made the most of those moments.

0:40:420:40:46

Having a baby,

0:40:460:40:47

having a child.

0:40:470:40:49

I'd... I'd have been there for my boys, in the right way.

0:40:490:40:54

And I wouldn't have had four husbands.

0:40:560:41:00

You wouldn't have married my dad?

0:41:020:41:05

Oh, yeah.

0:41:050:41:06

He's the only one I would've married.

0:41:060:41:08

The only one love.

0:41:100:41:12

That's what counts.

0:41:140:41:16

When you're lying here.

0:41:190:41:21

All alone, waiting.

0:41:210:41:23

You see it all so clear.

0:41:230:41:26

-See what?

-What's important,

0:41:280:41:31

what ain't.

0:41:310:41:32

I'm pregnant.

0:41:400:41:41

What?

0:41:420:41:44

I'm pregnant with a man that I don't trust.

0:41:450:41:47

I... I don't understand.

0:41:470:41:51

I can't have this baby. I mean, how can I?

0:41:530:41:56

I can't have... I've got to go and...

0:41:560:42:00

What? Get rid of it?

0:42:000:42:02

Is that what you really want?

0:42:040:42:07

I'm no good.

0:42:070:42:09

I'm selfish and I'm horrible.

0:42:090:42:12

I mean, what if I don't deserve to be a mum?

0:42:120:42:16

You'll be worse than me?

0:42:180:42:20

What I done to my sons?

0:42:210:42:24

No.

0:42:250:42:27

You don't have to be like that.

0:42:280:42:30

You could be a lovely mother,

0:42:300:42:33

if you set your mind to it.

0:42:330:42:35

Yeah.

0:42:350:42:36

Janine, if you wanted it,

0:42:360:42:39

it could be the making of you.

0:42:390:42:41

Think of it, think.

0:42:410:42:45

A little baby in your arms,

0:42:450:42:48

looking up at you.

0:42:480:42:50

They were the best years of my life

0:42:540:42:57

and I didn't even know it.

0:42:570:42:59

Why you being so nice to me?

0:43:050:43:07

I don't deserve it, I don't.

0:43:090:43:11

Cos you were the only daughter.

0:43:160:43:20

The only little girl I ever really had.

0:43:220:43:26

And despite everything, I...

0:43:280:43:30

I always had a feeling for you.

0:43:300:43:33

You probably reminded me of myself.

0:43:350:43:38

Janine, we...

0:43:400:43:42

We don't have to part on bad terms.

0:43:430:43:45

Not everybody has to part on bad terms.

0:43:450:43:50

Come on.

0:43:500:43:52

Did it remind you of your father?

0:44:180:44:20

Yeah, it did a bit.

0:44:230:44:25

Let's forget about the tea.

0:44:300:44:32

Let's have a brandy.

0:44:320:44:34

See?

0:44:370:44:39

I can still put a smile on your face.

0:44:390:44:41

Dad, can I talk to you?

0:44:500:44:52

Can't now, Abi. I got to find your Uncle Derek.

0:44:520:44:54

It's about Lauren.

0:44:540:44:56

She come home really late last night.

0:44:560:44:58

She'd had a lot to drink and today she couldn't remember a thing.

0:44:580:45:02

All right.

0:45:020:45:03

She can't remember anything at all. She's got this cut on her head.

0:45:030:45:06

-She'd...

-Abi, it was New Year's Eve. She was probably out getting smashed with the rest of the world.

0:45:060:45:11

-What's the problem?

-No, it's not...

-Abi, I can't do this now.

0:45:110:45:14

Maybe you should think less about grassing your sister up and a bit more about your mum.

0:45:140:45:19

It's her that's ill, Abi, not Lauren.

0:45:190:45:20

What did you do? Get her to sign on the dotted line, did you?

0:45:260:45:29

Of course not.

0:45:290:45:31

Honestly, Ricky...

0:45:310:45:34

I'm sorry.

0:45:380:45:39

I'm really sorry about what I said earlier.

0:45:390:45:41

Save it. You've got a visitor.

0:45:420:45:45

What are you doing here?

0:45:540:45:55

I couldn't just leave it.

0:45:550:45:57

Did you mean it? What you said about me and the baby? Did you mean it?

0:46:010:46:05

Yes.

0:46:050:46:07

How do I know I can trust you?

0:46:070:46:09

Cos you can.

0:46:090:46:10

Because we're the same, you and me.

0:46:100:46:14

We're messed up.

0:46:140:46:16

I want this baby with you.

0:46:160:46:19

I do, I do.

0:46:190:46:22

Just give me a chance.

0:46:220:46:25

DOORBELL RINGS

0:46:370:46:40

It's hammering down out there. Any change?

0:46:480:46:51

Well, no, I'll call you if anything happens.

0:46:510:46:54

Well, I'd like to stay if you don't mind?

0:46:540:46:57

Of course, yeah. Go through.

0:46:570:46:59

-Give me that.

-Thanks.

0:46:590:47:00

No Mandy?

0:47:060:47:07

No. She's unpacking.

0:47:090:47:11

What about David? Any sign?

0:47:110:47:14

Lauren?

0:47:210:47:23

Lauren!

0:47:230:47:26

What's wrong with her?

0:47:260:47:27

We had a bit of a heavy night. She's just sleeping it off.

0:47:270:47:30

If you go out with my daughter, you look after her.

0:47:300:47:33

Yeah, course, I just let her have a kip.

0:47:330:47:35

Nothing wrong with a drink, son.

0:47:350:47:39

Tyler?

0:47:390:47:41

Unless you don't want to drink with your big brother, eh?

0:47:410:47:45

So what was all that about, Derek? You and Pat?

0:47:560:47:59

She's a sick old woman.

0:47:590:48:00

I went upstairs for a...

0:48:000:48:02

Way out, I thought I'd say hello, eh?

0:48:040:48:06

No harm in that, is there?

0:48:060:48:08

What about that stuff with Tanya?

0:48:080:48:10

Oh... That girl's got issues.

0:48:100:48:12

Probably cos I done her sister. They're funny like that, women.

0:48:120:48:15

Well, she don't need it, all right? And neither do I.

0:48:150:48:19

Just stay away from Pat.

0:48:190:48:21

You telling me what to do now?

0:48:210:48:23

-No, you didn't have a ruck with her, you had a ruck with her son.

-You don't know what he did to me.

0:48:230:48:28

What do you mean, what he done to you?

0:48:280:48:30

What, he made our sister pregnant? That's it, big deal, ain't the end of the world.

0:48:300:48:34

-Why you got to take everything so personal?

-Because he made it personal! David.

0:48:340:48:39

I'll never forgive, Max, and I'll never, ever forget.

0:48:390:48:44

-It's not in my nature.

-Yeah, all right, Derek. Whatever.

0:48:440:48:47

So what we doing then, eh?

0:48:470:48:49

-Going back to yours? I'm starving.

-Nah, forget it, yeah?

0:48:490:48:52

It's Tanya, Del. You know?

0:48:520:48:55

She's in a bad way.

0:48:550:48:56

Never choose a woman over your brother, Max.

0:48:580:49:01

Remember, I know things about you.

0:49:010:49:05

Your little mistakes,

0:49:050:49:06

things you don't want her indoors to know about.

0:49:060:49:10

Or am I wrong?

0:49:120:49:14

Derek, look, I've got to take Lauren home.

0:49:210:49:24

I'll see you tomorrow. We'll have a drink then.

0:49:240:49:27

Yeah, yeah, we'll go out tomorrow. One big happy family(!)

0:49:270:49:30

Lauren? Lauren, wake up, will you?

0:49:360:49:39

Lauren, we're going home, come on.

0:49:390:49:42

-I really need a drink.

-You ain't getting a drink.

0:49:440:49:48

-We're going home. Come on.

-What?! It's New Year's Day, Dad.

0:49:480:49:51

-Tyler, tell him.

-I'll see you tomorrow.

-Come on, out.

0:49:510:49:54

RAIN AND THUNDER

0:50:090:50:11

-Not even Pat could down that lot.

-DOORBELL

0:50:390:50:43

I told her to stay put.

0:50:460:50:47

-You going to invite me in or what?

-I knew you'd come.

0:50:560:50:59

-I knew it. Oh, I've missed you so much!

-Hello, darling.

0:50:590:51:03

I've missed you too.

0:51:030:51:05

You'll never know how much.

0:51:050:51:07

-Hey, come on, don't cry.

-I'm not...

0:51:070:51:11

Hello.

0:51:130:51:15

Who are you?

0:51:150:51:16

This is my dad.

0:51:160:51:18

He's your grandad.

0:51:180:51:20

-Oh, charming!

-Don't mind her.

0:51:200:51:22

Come on, come through.

0:51:220:51:24

David.

0:51:280:51:29

Carol. How are you?

0:51:290:51:32

Yeah, not bad, considering.

0:51:320:51:35

Um, this is Liam and Morgan, your grandsons.

0:51:360:51:40

-Hi.

-Hello.

0:51:400:51:42

Hello. He's a friendly little fellah, ain't he?

0:51:430:51:46

-Good boy.

-Hi, David.

0:51:460:51:49

-Janine?

-Long time.

0:51:490:51:51

Yeah, it is. I barely recognised you.

0:51:510:51:53

This is Michael.

0:51:530:51:55

We're having a baby together.

0:51:550:51:58

Congratulations.

0:51:580:52:00

Ian.

0:52:000:52:01

David.

0:52:010:52:03

Well, as much as I'd like to stand around and chat,

0:52:050:52:07

I'm only really here to see my mum.

0:52:070:52:10

-How is she? Any better?

-Er...

0:52:100:52:12

-No, she's...

-She's got cancer.

0:52:120:52:15

She's dying.

0:52:150:52:17

Hang on, I got a message. I just, I thought she was very ill.

0:52:180:52:21

She is very ill.

0:52:210:52:22

Yeah, she's had heart problems, she went to the hospital,

0:52:220:52:26

they done some tests,

0:52:260:52:27

and found cancer.

0:52:270:52:28

And it's just brought on all sorts of complications.

0:52:280:52:31

-What sort?

-Well, just...

0:52:310:52:34

it's a bit complicated, you know?

0:52:340:52:36

Yeah, yeah.

0:52:380:52:39

Right, um...

0:52:390:52:41

Anyway, I'm really pleased you're here.

0:52:410:52:44

Yes, yes, so am I.

0:52:440:52:45

So am I.

0:52:450:52:46

Right, I suppose I'd better go and see her then.

0:52:480:52:50

Yeah, she's upstairs with...

0:52:500:52:52

Ricky's with her.

0:52:520:52:54

Is he?

0:52:540:52:56

Yeah.

0:52:560:52:57

She's upstairs with Ricky.

0:52:570:52:59

It's a bit wet, this. Where can I put it?

0:52:590:53:02

-I'll take it. I'm Whitney, by the way.

-Thank you. Thanks.

0:53:020:53:05

Right, I'll see you in a bit then, yeah?

0:53:050:53:09

Go on. She don't bite.

0:53:170:53:20

HE KNOCKS GENTLY

0:53:380:53:40

Come in...

0:53:400:53:42

David. You, you came.

0:53:460:53:48

Course I came.

0:53:480:53:50

I came as soon as I could. Ricky, good to see you again.

0:53:500:53:54

Yeah, you too.

0:53:540:53:57

Well, I'll leave you two to it.

0:53:580:54:01

Yeah.

0:54:010:54:02

Thanks, Ricky.

0:54:030:54:04

I was hoping you'd come.

0:54:070:54:11

How you feeling, Mum?

0:54:110:54:13

Not so good.

0:54:130:54:16

Bianca...

0:54:160:54:17

She, um... She filled me in.

0:54:190:54:21

Did she tell you I'm on my last legs?

0:54:210:54:25

No, no, no. Nothing like that.

0:54:250:54:27

She just said you ain't been feeling very well.

0:54:270:54:30

But...you came back to see me.

0:54:300:54:34

I would have brought you some flowers but everything's closed.

0:54:340:54:39

It's New Year's Day, innit?

0:54:390:54:41

Yeah, exactly.

0:54:410:54:43

I never liked it very much.

0:54:430:54:45

Resolutions you'd never keep.

0:54:470:54:49

I don't have to worry about that this year though, will I?

0:54:510:54:54

Hey, you never know - doctors today.

0:54:540:54:57

That ain't going to happen.

0:54:570:54:59

Come...

0:54:590:55:01

So, how are you David?

0:55:040:55:06

Yeah, I'm all right.

0:55:060:55:09

And Joe.

0:55:090:55:11

How's Joe?

0:55:110:55:13

He's doing well I believe, Mum, yeah.

0:55:130:55:15

You got a new family? Girlfriend?

0:55:150:55:18

We've sort of had a parting of the ways, you know...

0:55:180:55:21

She had kids, a couple of kids.

0:55:210:55:22

I lived with them for a while, but it didn't work out, you know...

0:55:220:55:26

-It didn't work out?

-No.

0:55:280:55:30

Business, you know. I work too hard.

0:55:300:55:33

And then you paid your brother a visit?

0:55:330:55:35

Do you really want to talk about that now, Mum?

0:55:380:55:41

You want small talk? I'm way past that.

0:55:410:55:44

So what's this, a last telling off?

0:55:440:55:47

Last chance to have a go?

0:55:470:55:50

I'm just...concerned.

0:55:500:55:53

Oh, concerned?

0:55:530:55:55

Well, I can't talk back, can I? Given the situation.

0:55:550:55:58

I can't defend myself and put the other side over,

0:55:580:56:00

so sort of got me over a barrel, don't you?

0:56:000:56:03

He's your brother.

0:56:030:56:05

Mum, I didn't come here to argue.

0:56:050:56:07

I just...

0:56:070:56:09

I just wanted to...

0:56:100:56:11

Soft soap me?

0:56:110:56:13

Why are you doing this? Why?

0:56:150:56:18

This could be our last time together.

0:56:180:56:21

It could be our very last moments. Why do this?

0:56:210:56:24

-Because I care!

-Yeah, course you do.

0:56:240:56:27

All my life, I have tried

0:56:270:56:31

to keep you on the right path,

0:56:310:56:34

away from the bad, but...

0:56:340:56:37

oh, you don't listen, David!

0:56:370:56:40

My childhood memories...

0:56:420:56:45

your knickers on the stair carpet

0:56:450:56:47

and you at it with some salesman,

0:56:470:56:49

(with the bedroom door open.)

0:56:490:56:51

That's item one on a long, long list.

0:56:510:56:55

And how many years do I have to spend

0:56:550:56:59

saying sorry for that?

0:56:590:57:01

For what? For leaving us, night after night,

0:57:010:57:04

while you were...

0:57:040:57:07

"out?"

0:57:070:57:08

Five years old, I was.

0:57:090:57:11

Five years old,

0:57:110:57:12

walking home from school, on my own.

0:57:120:57:15

I was...

0:57:170:57:18

going through a difficult time.

0:57:180:57:20

-Oh...

-I was so young.

0:57:200:57:24

Well, that's fine then, ain't it? That's fine, that's fine.

0:57:240:57:27

-I love you, David.

-Yeah, course you do.

-I do.

0:57:270:57:31

I love you.

0:57:310:57:34

Probably more than you deserve.

0:57:350:57:38

You never loved me, never.

0:57:380:57:42

Not one moment in my whole stinking life,

0:57:430:57:47

not really, Mum, not like a kid should be loved,

0:57:470:57:52

not when it counted.

0:57:520:57:54

You can say it now, can't you?

0:57:540:57:56

But it's too late.

0:57:580:57:59

It's too late, Mum.

0:58:000:58:01

I'm dying.

0:58:010:58:03

Can't you say just a few words of kindness?

0:58:040:58:07

I meant to, Mum. I really did, I wanted to, but...

0:58:100:58:14

we started off all right, now it's all gone wrong.

0:58:140:58:17

Come. Come closer.

0:58:170:58:19

Come, come on, come.

0:58:190:58:22

Oh...let...

0:58:220:58:24

-Let me look at you.

-Look at what?

0:58:260:58:29

Your face.

0:58:290:58:31

Your beautiful face.

0:58:310:58:34

The face... The face of my first born. My little boy.

0:58:360:58:40

Don't, Mum!

0:58:400:58:41

That's what you are.

0:58:410:58:44

You're.... If I could go back...

0:58:460:58:50

change what I've done,

0:58:510:58:53

I would. I...

0:58:530:58:55

-I promise, I promise you, I would.

-You can't, Mum.

0:58:550:59:01

You just can't change anything with just one conversation,

0:59:010:59:05

it's not possible.

0:59:050:59:07

Please.

0:59:070:59:08

Please, don't waste your life.

0:59:110:59:13

I know you, David.

0:59:150:59:17

I know you better than anyone.

0:59:170:59:20

Ever since you were a little boy,

0:59:210:59:24

you'd make a mess,

0:59:240:59:27

and you'd jump on your bike

0:59:270:59:28

and you run away...

0:59:280:59:31

Disappear over the horizon and start again.

0:59:330:59:36

You are a 49-year-old man, David.

0:59:360:59:41

WHERE are you running to?

0:59:410:59:46

Where is there left to run to?

0:59:460:59:49

Nowhere.

0:59:500:59:52

You're running...

0:59:530:59:55

Running here, to where I am right now.

0:59:581:00:02

To a lonely grave.

1:00:021:00:05

Please, don't waste your life

1:00:081:00:13

because of me,

1:00:131:00:16

because of what I've done.

1:00:161:00:19

You can change.

1:00:201:00:22

I know you can.

1:00:221:00:24

-You can change.

-I can't, Mum. I can't.

1:00:241:00:27

I can't change.

1:00:281:00:30

In fact, I'm going to do what's expected of me right now

1:00:311:00:35

and I'm going to run, right now,

1:00:351:00:37

-cos I can't stand this.

-No.

1:00:371:00:40

Cos that's what I'm good at.

1:00:401:00:43

No, David...

1:00:431:00:44

Sorry, Mum.

1:00:441:00:46

-Goodbye.

-Where are you going?

1:00:461:00:48

David...

1:00:481:00:50

David... David!

1:00:501:00:52

David...

1:00:521:00:55

Oh!

1:00:551:00:56

SHE WINCES AND GASPS

1:00:561:00:58

-She all right?

-Where's my coat?

-What's the matter?

-What you doing?

1:01:041:01:07

-I've got your coat.

-What's happened?

-I have to love you and leave you.

1:01:071:01:11

-What?!

-I got a plane to catch.

-David.

1:01:111:01:13

I have to go darling, I'm sorry.

1:01:131:01:15

-I hope you understand.

-Dad?

-Ta-ra.

1:01:151:01:18

Dad!

1:01:181:01:19

DOOR SLAMS SHUT

1:01:191:01:22

Dad! Dad!

1:01:221:01:23

-Go back inside, Bianca. Just go back inside.

-What did she say?

1:01:231:01:26

She didn't say anything. Nothing.

1:01:261:01:28

-Please don't go.

-I've got to go, darling, I'm sorry.

-I need you.

1:01:281:01:32

-Pat needs you. We all need you.

-You don't need me,

1:01:321:01:34

you got a whole family in there. You got a whole life!

1:01:341:01:37

You're my dad!

1:01:371:01:38

Please don't go.

1:01:391:01:40

I've got to go, darling. I'm sorry. Go back inside.

1:01:421:01:45

Bianca, get back inside. Come on!

1:01:451:01:47

-Go on!

-Go on, darling, go back.

1:01:491:01:52

-The kids are scared.

-Please. Please, go back inside.

1:01:521:01:55

Bravo. You never fail to disappoint, do you?

1:01:551:01:58

Oh, change the record, Carol. I've heard it a million times!

1:01:581:02:02

She's a dying woman.

1:02:021:02:04

And her own son has just enough time to pay her a flying visit before he runs off and dumps her.

1:02:041:02:08

This ain't all down to me. It's not all on me.

1:02:081:02:11

I came back, didn't I? I came!

1:02:111:02:14

Do you think I wanted to see this place again?

1:02:141:02:16

D'you think I wanted to be reminded?

1:02:161:02:20

Reminded of everything that happened?

1:02:201:02:22

D'you think I want to feel that bad about myself?

1:02:221:02:24

-Yourself?! What about your mum? Pat? You are her son.

-I don't care!

1:02:241:02:27

I don't believe you. I don't! You love her.

1:02:271:02:30

You were just too afraid to show it. Just like you always were.

1:02:301:02:33

Just like you are with everyone. Don't do this now,

1:02:331:02:37

don't make this mistake. Go back in there now, before it is too late!

1:02:371:02:40

Well, well, well, well, well...

1:02:481:02:51

HE CACKLES

1:02:511:02:52

Now ain't this a nice surprise, eh? After all these years.

1:02:521:02:58

Derek.

1:02:581:02:59

Come to see the...grave, have we?

1:02:591:03:01

Well, the corpse is up there if you want to have a look.

1:03:011:03:04

No? Good. Cos we got some old business to finish, me and you, ain't we?

1:03:041:03:09

-Leave him alone!

-Shut up, Carol, please!

1:03:091:03:11

Please, babe. Now, where were we?

1:03:111:03:15

CAROL SCREAMS Get off him! David!

1:03:151:03:17

Up you get, plenty more where that came from.

1:03:171:03:19

Don't touch him again, Derek. He's going, he's leaving.

1:03:191:03:22

-Don't you hurt him. Go on, he's leaving.

-That true? You on your way?

1:03:221:03:25

David.

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-No, it ain't.

-What?

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I ain't going nowhere.

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-HE LAUGHS

-Get out my way.

-Derek.

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Get out of my way.

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-Get out of my way!

-CAROL SCREAMS

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Leave him alone!

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This ain't over, David!

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I see you again, you're a dead man!

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-Get off him!

-A dead man!

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Ian...what is it? What's happened?

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PAT CROAKS

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Pat?

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-She can't breathe.

-Mum?

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Mum. Mum, it's me.

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It's David.

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I've come back.

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I'm not running this time.

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I've come back for you, Mum.

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Mum? Mum...

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come on, talk to me.

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Mum?

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I'm sorry.

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I'm sorry for everything.

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I forgive you.

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I love you, Mum.

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SHE MUMBLES

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What is it? What?

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I...don't want to die.

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You're not going to die.

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I promise you, you're not going to die.

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I'm scared.

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Come on.

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SHE GASPS

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Mum...

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Mum?

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Mum!

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Mum?

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She...

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