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What do you mean, it's your fault? | 0:00:25 | 0:00:27 | |
-I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. -Zainab? | 0:00:31 | 0:00:35 | |
Mum, what are you talking about? | 0:00:35 | 0:00:37 | |
I think I know what she's going to say. | 0:00:37 | 0:00:40 | |
And you probably know too. | 0:00:42 | 0:00:43 | |
Know what? | 0:00:43 | 0:00:46 | |
Someone sent my father back into the fire that night. | 0:00:46 | 0:00:50 | |
Someone told him I was in there. | 0:00:53 | 0:00:55 | |
You wanted revenge, didn't you, Auntie? Tam, take off your shirt. | 0:00:55 | 0:01:02 | |
Show her what she did. | 0:01:02 | 0:01:05 | |
I'm sorry, Tamwar. I'm so sorry. | 0:01:05 | 0:01:07 | |
And this is how God punishes her. | 0:01:07 | 0:01:11 | |
-Af, where are you going? -Someone needs to get back to the restaurant. | 0:01:11 | 0:01:14 | |
-You can't just walk out of here after that. -Ali's there on his own. | 0:01:14 | 0:01:17 | |
Afia, no! Just once, do what I ask! | 0:01:17 | 0:01:19 | |
-Excuse me, young man. -What? | 0:01:24 | 0:01:26 | |
We've been waiting to order for around 20 minutes now. | 0:01:26 | 0:01:28 | |
I'm going as fast as I can. | 0:01:28 | 0:01:30 | |
Nice bum. | 0:01:34 | 0:01:36 | |
-Anyway, I propose a toast. -Yeah? | 0:01:36 | 0:01:40 | |
-To poverty. -I'm not drinking to that. | 0:01:41 | 0:01:43 | |
-Come on, when has money ever made you happy? -Loads of times. | 0:01:43 | 0:01:46 | |
That's cos you're shallow. | 0:01:46 | 0:01:47 | |
Shallow and rich beats poor and deep any day of the week. | 0:01:47 | 0:01:50 | |
Cheers to that. | 0:01:50 | 0:01:51 | |
You know, maybe you should see this as less of a setback | 0:01:53 | 0:01:57 | |
and more of an opportunity. | 0:01:57 | 0:02:00 | |
Yeah, perhaps... | 0:02:00 | 0:02:01 | |
perhaps you were never meant to run a bed and breakfast. | 0:02:01 | 0:02:04 | |
Maybe... | 0:02:04 | 0:02:06 | |
maybe this is your chance to do what you've always wanted to do. | 0:02:06 | 0:02:12 | |
What? Like Britain's Next Top Model? | 0:02:12 | 0:02:14 | |
Settle down. Maybe even get married. | 0:02:14 | 0:02:17 | |
Sorry about the wait. What can I get you? | 0:02:21 | 0:02:23 | |
Tell me, young man. | 0:02:23 | 0:02:25 | |
-You wouldn't be on the menu yourself, would you? -Sorry? | 0:02:25 | 0:02:30 | |
Only my sister, here, thinks it's time that I settled down | 0:02:30 | 0:02:33 | |
-and you look all right. -Kim! -What? You don't ask, you don't get. | 0:02:33 | 0:02:37 | |
Look, I'm all on my own tonight and I'm very busy. What would you like? | 0:02:37 | 0:02:41 | |
That's what we're discussing. I mean, are you married? | 0:02:41 | 0:02:43 | |
Can we just get on with it, please? | 0:02:43 | 0:02:44 | |
-I'll have the pakora to start with, the chicken jalfrezi to follow. -Of course, madam. | 0:02:44 | 0:02:48 | |
It wouldn't make a difference if you were, you know. | 0:02:48 | 0:02:50 | |
You wouldn't be the first. You bored of her, are you? | 0:02:50 | 0:02:53 | |
I tell you what. Why don't you gimme your number | 0:02:53 | 0:02:57 | |
and I'll arrange a free sample? | 0:02:57 | 0:02:58 | |
-Kim, pack it in. -What? -Look, I'd rather just get on with my job. | 0:02:58 | 0:03:02 | |
-What are you saying, babe? Hm? -What do you want? | 0:03:02 | 0:03:05 | |
The marriage ain't going to last with that tone of voice, I tell you. | 0:03:05 | 0:03:08 | |
Give me a sec. I forgot what I was going to order. | 0:03:08 | 0:03:10 | |
No, I will not hang on a sec. Go to hell! | 0:03:10 | 0:03:13 | |
All of you! | 0:03:13 | 0:03:14 | |
Divorce. | 0:03:19 | 0:03:21 | |
-Right, are we going to go back for the rest? -Yeah, tomorrow. | 0:03:21 | 0:03:23 | |
When my dad stops giving me the evil eye. | 0:03:23 | 0:03:26 | |
Oh, hello. | 0:03:26 | 0:03:28 | |
My brother know you're wearing one of his shirts? | 0:03:28 | 0:03:31 | |
Where is he? | 0:03:35 | 0:03:37 | |
He's upstairs, he's still asleep. | 0:03:37 | 0:03:40 | |
Has he done something to you? | 0:03:40 | 0:03:42 | |
No. | 0:03:42 | 0:03:44 | |
Look, Tyler, go and make a cup of tea or something, yeah. | 0:03:44 | 0:03:48 | |
I thought we was going to eat. | 0:03:48 | 0:03:51 | |
Right, well, I'll get a takeaway. What do you want? Pizza? Curry? | 0:03:51 | 0:03:55 | |
-Yeah, yeah, whatever. Just go. -Right, I'll be ten minutes. -Yes. | 0:03:55 | 0:03:59 | |
So, are you going to tell me what happened, or..? | 0:04:01 | 0:04:05 | |
How am I ever going to look Syed in the face again? | 0:04:05 | 0:04:08 | |
He was torturing me. | 0:04:13 | 0:04:14 | |
Torturing you? | 0:04:17 | 0:04:19 | |
With how he might kill your father. | 0:04:20 | 0:04:23 | |
And he was smiling as he said it. | 0:04:24 | 0:04:26 | |
Like the devil might smile. | 0:04:28 | 0:04:30 | |
And in that moment... | 0:04:32 | 0:04:35 | |
all I wanted was for him to suffer. | 0:04:35 | 0:04:38 | |
The thought that if he were dead... | 0:04:40 | 0:04:44 | |
If he were dead, what? | 0:04:44 | 0:04:46 | |
If he were dead, then it would be over. | 0:04:49 | 0:04:53 | |
But it's not and it never will be. | 0:04:55 | 0:04:59 | |
-Masood, don't. -Come here. -No, I don't deserve it. -Zainab. | 0:05:05 | 0:05:10 | |
How long since we first sat in this room? | 0:05:15 | 0:05:18 | |
-We were going to break all the rules, remember? -Mmm. | 0:05:18 | 0:05:21 | |
Yeah, you, erm, you kissed me. And you put guy-liner on me. | 0:05:21 | 0:05:27 | |
And you said, "Parents should be treated with complete contempt." | 0:05:27 | 0:05:32 | |
And I remember thinking, "She's wonderful." | 0:05:32 | 0:05:34 | |
And here we are now, 18 months later. | 0:05:34 | 0:05:40 | |
Well, actually, it was the 16th November, 2010. | 0:05:40 | 0:05:44 | |
You know when you said "you knew". | 0:05:50 | 0:05:53 | |
-Did you never even ask the question? -She's my mum. -Yeah, but... | 0:05:53 | 0:05:58 | |
what about my dad? | 0:05:58 | 0:06:00 | |
Do you still think he should be treated with complete contempt? | 0:06:00 | 0:06:03 | |
You don't choose your parents. You don't choose who you love. | 0:06:03 | 0:06:08 | |
Why are you not crying? | 0:06:08 | 0:06:10 | |
Why are you not beating down the walls and calling the police? | 0:06:10 | 0:06:13 | |
Cos that night, it wasn't just my dad that died. | 0:06:15 | 0:06:19 | |
Tamwar? | 0:06:21 | 0:06:23 | |
I'd like a word with Afia alone, please. | 0:06:24 | 0:06:27 | |
Nobody leaves, nobody so much as moves | 0:06:40 | 0:06:43 | |
until this stupid, ignorant woman apologises. | 0:06:43 | 0:06:46 | |
You put that away or I won't be answerable. | 0:06:46 | 0:06:49 | |
It's a wooden spoon. | 0:06:49 | 0:06:51 | |
And don't think I won't use it. | 0:06:51 | 0:06:52 | |
-SHE MOUTHS: Help. -KIM LAUGHS | 0:06:52 | 0:06:54 | |
Shut up! | 0:06:54 | 0:06:57 | |
SHE MOUTHS: OK. | 0:06:57 | 0:06:58 | |
I needed to prove something. | 0:06:58 | 0:07:01 | |
Like what? | 0:07:01 | 0:07:02 | |
Christian said I was fooling myself. | 0:07:03 | 0:07:05 | |
About what? | 0:07:05 | 0:07:07 | |
-About Anthony. -No. | 0:07:07 | 0:07:09 | |
No, he fancies you like crazy. | 0:07:09 | 0:07:11 | |
It's not about fancying. | 0:07:13 | 0:07:15 | |
Listen, if I was to feel guilty about every stupid thing | 0:07:15 | 0:07:18 | |
that I've done, then I'd have no time for anything else. | 0:07:18 | 0:07:22 | |
I wanted to love. | 0:07:23 | 0:07:24 | |
I wanted to... | 0:07:27 | 0:07:28 | |
I wanted to feel the things you... | 0:07:30 | 0:07:34 | |
..you read about and see in films. | 0:07:35 | 0:07:38 | |
Well, I'm sorry but that's a load of pony anyway. | 0:07:38 | 0:07:42 | |
What? | 0:07:42 | 0:07:44 | |
Well, it's just nature's way of luring you in. | 0:07:44 | 0:07:47 | |
It never lasts. | 0:07:47 | 0:07:48 | |
I thought I'd feel something. | 0:07:48 | 0:07:52 | |
But it just felt wrong. | 0:07:53 | 0:07:56 | |
Empty. | 0:07:57 | 0:07:59 | |
Cheap. | 0:08:01 | 0:08:03 | |
Did you know? | 0:08:10 | 0:08:11 | |
No. | 0:08:12 | 0:08:13 | |
Does make a horrible kind of sense though. | 0:08:16 | 0:08:18 | |
What's happened to Amira? | 0:08:21 | 0:08:22 | |
How are you feeling? | 0:08:26 | 0:08:27 | |
Er, numb. Can't really take it all in. | 0:08:27 | 0:08:32 | |
I mean about your back. The burns. | 0:08:32 | 0:08:35 | |
All that time in hospital. | 0:08:35 | 0:08:37 | |
That's just ordinary pain, you know. | 0:08:37 | 0:08:40 | |
You learn to live with ordinary pain. | 0:08:40 | 0:08:44 | |
Right, the kids are in front of a DVD. | 0:08:44 | 0:08:46 | |
They should be all right for half an hour. | 0:08:46 | 0:08:49 | |
Where's your mother? | 0:08:50 | 0:08:52 | |
Talking to Afia. | 0:08:52 | 0:08:54 | |
Dad. Let her say what she has to say. | 0:08:55 | 0:08:58 | |
I'm not asking you to forgive me. | 0:09:02 | 0:09:05 | |
I don't even want you to forgive me. | 0:09:05 | 0:09:07 | |
It's not as though I didn't know what he was like. | 0:09:07 | 0:09:10 | |
Well, then, you know why I have been the way | 0:09:10 | 0:09:14 | |
that I have been for the last three months. | 0:09:14 | 0:09:16 | |
You got away with it. What's the problem? | 0:09:17 | 0:09:20 | |
You really think that? | 0:09:20 | 0:09:22 | |
You think I got away with it? KNOCK ON DOOR | 0:09:22 | 0:09:25 | |
Masood, don't answer that! | 0:09:25 | 0:09:27 | |
Afia, all I'm saying is please, | 0:09:27 | 0:09:29 | |
please don't take this out on Tamwar, OK. | 0:09:29 | 0:09:32 | |
It is not his fault. None of it. | 0:09:32 | 0:09:34 | |
Please, just learn to love each other again. I'm begging of you. | 0:09:34 | 0:09:38 | |
KNOCK ON DOOR | 0:09:38 | 0:09:41 | |
Hola. | 0:09:53 | 0:09:55 | |
-Is Syed there? -Huh? | 0:09:55 | 0:09:56 | |
Something's kicking off down the restaurant. | 0:09:56 | 0:09:58 | |
I've tried his mum and dad, but I ain't getting no reply. | 0:09:58 | 0:10:00 | |
Look, just hang on a minute, yeah? | 0:10:00 | 0:10:02 | |
-Tam and I were talking before you came in. -Yes. | 0:10:04 | 0:10:08 | |
Remembering how we used to be. | 0:10:08 | 0:10:11 | |
Only I can't. | 0:10:11 | 0:10:13 | |
He reminds me of things I said, things I did. | 0:10:14 | 0:10:19 | |
And I'm left thinking, "Who was that girl?" | 0:10:20 | 0:10:23 | |
She was so full of fun and mischief and now look at her. | 0:10:23 | 0:10:27 | |
Heart of stone. Irritable. A nag. | 0:10:27 | 0:10:32 | |
But you know what they say. | 0:10:34 | 0:10:36 | |
Marry a girl... | 0:10:38 | 0:10:39 | |
..and watch her turn into your mother. | 0:10:40 | 0:10:43 | |
KNOCKING ON DOOR | 0:10:43 | 0:10:44 | |
-Just leave it! -I'm going to have to get that, Zainab. -Masood, please. | 0:10:44 | 0:10:47 | |
They wouldn't be knocking like that if it wasn't important. | 0:10:47 | 0:10:49 | |
Look, I hate to barge in but I need to talk to you. | 0:10:49 | 0:10:52 | |
-Not him. Not now. -What is it, Christian? | 0:10:52 | 0:10:54 | |
A waiter down at the restaurant is going off his nut. | 0:10:54 | 0:10:56 | |
-Christian? -I don't know the details. | 0:10:56 | 0:10:58 | |
Tyler goes down there, gets a takeaway, | 0:10:58 | 0:11:00 | |
-finds this guy having a complete mental breakdown in front of your customers. -What? | 0:11:00 | 0:11:03 | |
-Where are you going? -To sort it out. -No. | 0:11:03 | 0:11:05 | |
-Was he being violent? -I don't know. -Can you guys stay here? | 0:11:05 | 0:11:09 | |
-OK, I'm coming. -Masood, please. -No, it's OK, Mum, I'll go with them. | 0:11:09 | 0:11:13 | |
-Syed. -OK? OK? | 0:11:13 | 0:11:16 | |
Keep an eye on her. I'm afraid she'll do something stupid. | 0:11:16 | 0:11:19 | |
The kids are upstairs watching telly, all right? | 0:11:19 | 0:11:23 | |
-Zainab? -Just go away, OK? Just... | 0:11:24 | 0:11:28 | |
No. Cos, apparently, you might do something stupid. | 0:11:28 | 0:11:31 | |
Just cos the first time wasn't that great... | 0:11:36 | 0:11:38 | |
You ain't going to believe what was happening... | 0:11:38 | 0:11:41 | |
Sorry. | 0:11:41 | 0:11:43 | |
Look, you haven't done anything wrong. | 0:11:43 | 0:11:46 | |
You haven't failed. | 0:11:46 | 0:11:49 | |
This is about me and how I feel about myself. | 0:11:50 | 0:11:53 | |
I really am invisible to you all, aren't I? | 0:11:56 | 0:12:00 | |
Like I don't have feelings. | 0:12:00 | 0:12:01 | |
-Like you can say whatever you want to me and I'll just take it. -Ali. | 0:12:01 | 0:12:07 | |
-What do you want? -Give me the spoon. | 0:12:07 | 0:12:10 | |
Not until this stupid cow apologises. | 0:12:10 | 0:12:13 | |
-Look, I was trying to explain... -Shut up! | 0:12:13 | 0:12:15 | |
But he wouldn't give me a chance. | 0:12:15 | 0:12:17 | |
Look, I was only having a laugh. I didn't mean it. | 0:12:17 | 0:12:20 | |
Yeah, it's just what she's like. | 0:12:20 | 0:12:22 | |
Look, darling, she didn't mean it. She's sorry, really. | 0:12:22 | 0:12:25 | |
Ali. | 0:12:25 | 0:12:27 | |
OK. | 0:12:27 | 0:12:28 | |
-Come here. -I do apologise, ladies and gents. | 0:12:30 | 0:12:34 | |
Please, carry on with your meals. | 0:12:34 | 0:12:36 | |
If you can call two poppadoms a meal. | 0:12:36 | 0:12:39 | |
-OK, we will sort this. -Thank you. | 0:12:39 | 0:12:42 | |
-OK, Ali, what's the drama? -She kept asking if I was married. | 0:12:44 | 0:12:49 | |
My wife says she's going to leave me. | 0:12:49 | 0:12:51 | |
And take the baby. I can't bear it. | 0:12:51 | 0:12:54 | |
All right, well you're not in any kind of trouble, OK. | 0:12:54 | 0:12:57 | |
Just relax, we're going to look after you. | 0:12:57 | 0:13:00 | |
So, everything you've ever thought about me is right. | 0:13:01 | 0:13:05 | |
I'm a bad person. | 0:13:05 | 0:13:07 | |
-You were just protecting your family. -No. | 0:13:07 | 0:13:12 | |
No, it wasn't just that. | 0:13:12 | 0:13:14 | |
All right, you did it cos you hated him. | 0:13:15 | 0:13:18 | |
Because he hurt me. | 0:13:20 | 0:13:22 | |
And now Tamwar is hurting. | 0:13:22 | 0:13:25 | |
And Afia is right. God is punishing me. | 0:13:25 | 0:13:29 | |
Is that how God operates? | 0:13:29 | 0:13:30 | |
Well, we were meant to be going to the Khatam. | 0:13:30 | 0:13:33 | |
So, tell me, who - who ever is going to forgive me now? | 0:13:33 | 0:13:37 | |
Look, Zainab, I know it's not much but... | 0:13:41 | 0:13:44 | |
..I do. | 0:13:47 | 0:13:48 | |
-I forgive you. -PHONE RINGS | 0:13:52 | 0:13:55 | |
Hello? | 0:14:00 | 0:14:01 | |
Masood, everything all right? | 0:14:02 | 0:14:05 | |
Oh, thank God. | 0:14:05 | 0:14:07 | |
Thank God. Everyone's OK, yes? All right, then come home soon. | 0:14:07 | 0:14:11 | |
Love you. Bye. | 0:14:11 | 0:14:13 | |
Couple of seconds ago, God's punishing you | 0:14:13 | 0:14:16 | |
and now you're thanking him. | 0:14:16 | 0:14:17 | |
I tell you what, | 0:14:21 | 0:14:23 | |
I'll put the kettle on, shall I? | 0:14:23 | 0:14:26 | |
Dunno about you, but I could do with one. | 0:14:26 | 0:14:30 | |
-So, what? You were just trying to prove something to yourself, were you? -I don't know. | 0:14:30 | 0:14:35 | |
I don't know anything. I don't even know who I am. | 0:14:35 | 0:14:37 | |
But you've got so much going for you. | 0:14:37 | 0:14:39 | |
I mean, you're beautiful. You've got a lovely little girl. | 0:14:39 | 0:14:43 | |
-Don't. -What have I said now? | 0:14:43 | 0:14:45 | |
I'm such a bad mother. | 0:14:45 | 0:14:47 | |
I try to do the right thing. | 0:14:47 | 0:14:49 | |
-I want to love her, I do love her, but... -But what? | 0:14:49 | 0:14:53 | |
You get the husband, you get the child, you get the nice home | 0:14:53 | 0:14:56 | |
and you expect everything to be perfect. | 0:14:56 | 0:14:59 | |
But it's not. | 0:14:59 | 0:15:00 | |
I'll tell Tyler and Lauren not to say anything, all right? | 0:15:00 | 0:15:02 | |
That's just more pretending. It's the pretending that I can't bear. | 0:15:02 | 0:15:05 | |
-You're just saying that cos you're unhappy. -I'm always unhappy. | 0:15:05 | 0:15:08 | |
You know, I don't think I've had a genuine moment of happiness | 0:15:08 | 0:15:12 | |
since I was ten years old. | 0:15:12 | 0:15:14 | |
My life is a complete fraud. | 0:15:16 | 0:15:19 | |
But I'm not fooling anyone, am I? | 0:15:20 | 0:15:23 | |
I don't even expect anyone to like me. | 0:15:23 | 0:15:26 | |
The most I can hope for is that they're jealous, | 0:15:26 | 0:15:29 | |
that they envy me, that they want what I've got. | 0:15:29 | 0:15:31 | |
If only they knew. | 0:15:33 | 0:15:35 | |
I like you. | 0:15:36 | 0:15:38 | |
That's really kind of you. | 0:15:38 | 0:15:40 | |
But you know what I think when you say that? | 0:15:42 | 0:15:45 | |
More fool you. | 0:15:47 | 0:15:48 | |
You know what I think. | 0:15:59 | 0:16:01 | |
I don't know if this is true but it feels true. | 0:16:02 | 0:16:05 | |
Life just happens. | 0:16:08 | 0:16:10 | |
You know, we think we're making all these decisions, | 0:16:12 | 0:16:14 | |
all these choices about the people we want to be, | 0:16:14 | 0:16:17 | |
the life we want to lead. But do we? | 0:16:17 | 0:16:20 | |
I mean, did you choose to be Zainab Masood? | 0:16:22 | 0:16:25 | |
You didn't choose to be you any more than I chose to be me. | 0:16:28 | 0:16:31 | |
But here we are. | 0:16:31 | 0:16:33 | |
Muslim woman, gay man. | 0:16:34 | 0:16:36 | |
Neither of us chose that. | 0:16:37 | 0:16:40 | |
I mean, I don't remember any fork in the road saying gay or not gay. | 0:16:41 | 0:16:44 | |
Just... | 0:16:44 | 0:16:46 | |
..just is. | 0:16:47 | 0:16:48 | |
I know that God sets us tests. | 0:16:50 | 0:16:53 | |
And we either pass or we fail. | 0:16:54 | 0:16:56 | |
And why would he do that? I mean, what would be the point? | 0:16:56 | 0:17:00 | |
Well, all I know is that I had a choice. | 0:17:00 | 0:17:03 | |
And I failed. | 0:17:03 | 0:17:05 | |
And here I am with nothing to show for it than, | 0:17:05 | 0:17:08 | |
than my guilt and all that dirty money. | 0:17:08 | 0:17:12 | |
Yeah, well, you can easily get rid of money. | 0:17:12 | 0:17:15 | |
All right. | 0:17:15 | 0:17:17 | |
Here's another question for you. | 0:17:17 | 0:17:20 | |
Yusef. | 0:17:21 | 0:17:22 | |
Did he choose to be Yusef? | 0:17:23 | 0:17:25 | |
Did he decide to do all those... | 0:17:26 | 0:17:28 | |
all those wicked things? | 0:17:28 | 0:17:31 | |
They were wicked, weren't they? | 0:17:31 | 0:17:33 | |
And Sy. | 0:17:36 | 0:17:37 | |
Did he choose to be Sy? | 0:17:39 | 0:17:42 | |
Did I choose to fall in love with him? | 0:17:42 | 0:17:44 | |
No. | 0:17:46 | 0:17:47 | |
Just happened. | 0:17:49 | 0:17:50 | |
Sometimes life just... | 0:17:52 | 0:17:54 | |
..just happens. | 0:17:57 | 0:17:58 | |
And do you? | 0:17:59 | 0:18:01 | |
Do I what? | 0:18:02 | 0:18:04 | |
Do you love my son? | 0:18:05 | 0:18:06 | |
Zainab, how can you even ask me that, eh? | 0:18:08 | 0:18:12 | |
The amount of times you must have heard me say it. | 0:18:12 | 0:18:14 | |
Well, I'm sorry. | 0:18:16 | 0:18:18 | |
But I don't think that I was listening before. | 0:18:21 | 0:18:24 | |
Well, maybe we do have a choice, eh? | 0:18:30 | 0:18:32 | |
Maybe we can choose not to hurt each other any more. | 0:18:35 | 0:18:39 | |
DOOR OPENS | 0:18:42 | 0:18:44 | |
Tam and Afia will be along shortly. Dad too. | 0:18:46 | 0:18:50 | |
Everything all right in here? | 0:18:55 | 0:18:57 | |
Yeah. I don't know about you, but I am getting very hungry, | 0:18:59 | 0:19:05 | |
so I am going to go into the kitchen and heat up some food. | 0:19:05 | 0:19:08 | |
-I've just spoken to his wife. -Hm. | 0:19:16 | 0:19:18 | |
And apparently it was just a row. | 0:19:18 | 0:19:20 | |
She was never really going to leave him. | 0:19:20 | 0:19:21 | |
I didn't even know he was married. | 0:19:21 | 0:19:24 | |
Well, you didn't ask, did you? | 0:19:24 | 0:19:27 | |
Erm. | 0:19:27 | 0:19:29 | |
How are you feeling? | 0:19:29 | 0:19:31 | |
Ali. | 0:19:35 | 0:19:36 | |
I've just spoken to your wife and she wants to talk. | 0:19:37 | 0:19:41 | |
So, I'm going to get you a cab and the fare's on us, all right? | 0:19:41 | 0:19:45 | |
Anthony? Amira? Can I come in a minute? | 0:19:46 | 0:19:49 | |
Yeah. Yeah, come in. Come in. | 0:19:49 | 0:19:51 | |
Oh, what happened to Amira? | 0:19:52 | 0:19:54 | |
She's gone. | 0:19:54 | 0:19:56 | |
Where to? | 0:19:56 | 0:19:58 | |
Tyler said that there's some drink in here somewhere. | 0:20:00 | 0:20:03 | |
It's just there, babes. | 0:20:03 | 0:20:05 | |
So, are you OK? | 0:20:05 | 0:20:08 | |
Yeah. Just a bit hungry, that's all. | 0:20:08 | 0:20:10 | |
Oh, well, me and Tyler are going to get a pizza if you're up for it. | 0:20:10 | 0:20:14 | |
Well, I've got monkfish in the fridge if you... | 0:20:14 | 0:20:17 | |
OK. Yeah, sure. Why not? | 0:20:17 | 0:20:20 | |
Right. Monkfish it is, then. | 0:20:20 | 0:20:22 | |
So, what? Are you saying we got him all wrong? | 0:20:34 | 0:20:37 | |
We owe your life to Christian, let's not forget that. | 0:20:37 | 0:20:40 | |
Come on, there must be more to it than that. | 0:20:40 | 0:20:43 | |
We just had a chat. That's all. | 0:20:43 | 0:20:45 | |
-Yeah. And? -And we worked out a few things. | 0:20:46 | 0:20:50 | |
-Like what? -Ha-ha. Ask your mum. | 0:20:50 | 0:20:55 | |
Hm-huh. | 0:21:00 | 0:21:01 | |
Hiya. Where've you been? | 0:21:02 | 0:21:07 | |
Oh, I've been trying to walk off this headache. | 0:21:07 | 0:21:10 | |
It didn't work. I'm going to go and lie down. | 0:21:10 | 0:21:12 | |
Can I do anything? | 0:21:12 | 0:21:14 | |
I'm OK. | 0:21:16 | 0:21:17 | |
Amira. You're just in time. We're about to eat. | 0:21:21 | 0:21:24 | |
Then, we're heading off to the mosque for the Khatam. | 0:21:24 | 0:21:27 | |
I'm not up to it, I'm sorry. | 0:21:27 | 0:21:29 | |
Christian, are you going to stay and join us for dinner? | 0:21:36 | 0:21:41 | |
If that's all right. | 0:21:43 | 0:21:44 | |
Of course. Could you run me a quick errand first though, please? | 0:21:44 | 0:21:49 | |
-Yeah, sure. -Thank you. | 0:21:51 | 0:21:54 | |
Let's go and endure this family dinner. | 0:22:01 | 0:22:04 | |
I can get you out of it if you want. | 0:22:04 | 0:22:05 | |
I mean, Mum's hardly in a position to kick up a fuss. | 0:22:05 | 0:22:07 | |
Well, if I can go through what I've been through | 0:22:07 | 0:22:10 | |
in the last three months, | 0:22:10 | 0:22:12 | |
I'm sure I can manage another couple of hours. | 0:22:12 | 0:22:15 | |
And... | 0:22:15 | 0:22:16 | |
what about us? How do you feel about us? | 0:22:16 | 0:22:21 | |
-I'm going to try. And you? -Yeah. | 0:22:21 | 0:22:25 | |
-It smells nice, you know. -Yes, I know it smells nice, Kim, | 0:22:31 | 0:22:33 | |
but we can wait until we get in the house. | 0:22:33 | 0:22:35 | |
-Just a little bite. It's going to get cold, you know. -No! We're going to put it on a plate, tonight. | 0:22:35 | 0:22:39 | |
-You really think you're Mum, innit. -No, I'm just trying to be civilised. | 0:22:39 | 0:22:42 | |
"Just trying to be civilised." I'm damn hungry, man. | 0:22:42 | 0:22:45 | |
I know, I'm hungry too. And tired. And fed up. | 0:22:45 | 0:22:49 | |
Let's get inside. | 0:22:49 | 0:22:51 | |
-Oh! What's that? -A letter. | 0:22:51 | 0:22:55 | |
I'll get it, shall I? Yeah. | 0:22:57 | 0:23:00 | |
I could murder a drink right now. | 0:23:00 | 0:23:02 | |
We haven't got any drinks. Can't afford any drinks. | 0:23:02 | 0:23:06 | |
-We can now with £130,000! -Ah! | 0:23:11 | 0:23:17 | |
-Oh, Zainab, you beauty! Ah! -Ah! | 0:23:17 | 0:23:19 | |
Let me look, let me look. | 0:23:19 | 0:23:21 | |
Hmm, lovely. So, this is monkfish? | 0:23:21 | 0:23:24 | |
-My mum don't really get past fish fingers. -It's a hidden talent. | 0:23:24 | 0:23:30 | |
-And how are you, bruv? You all right now? -Yeah, yeah, I'm all right. | 0:23:30 | 0:23:34 | |
Look, between you and me, all right, she hasn't had much experience. | 0:23:34 | 0:23:38 | |
Only Syed. And you know he's, he's gay. She just got nervous. | 0:23:38 | 0:23:42 | |
That's what all this is about. | 0:23:42 | 0:23:45 | |
So, was there ever a time you was inexperienced, Lauren? | 0:23:46 | 0:23:50 | |
Right, so you're still on then? | 0:23:54 | 0:23:56 | |
Yeah, it just needs a bit of time. | 0:23:56 | 0:24:00 | |
Tuck in. | 0:24:00 | 0:24:02 | |
So, what actually happens at one of these, you know, Khatams? | 0:24:05 | 0:24:10 | |
It's like a group prayer to cleanse you of ill fortune. | 0:24:10 | 0:24:13 | |
It's about forgiveness. | 0:24:13 | 0:24:15 | |
Well, we could all do with a bit of that, eh? | 0:24:15 | 0:24:18 | |
Christian, would you like to come along? | 0:24:22 | 0:24:26 | |
Really? | 0:24:28 | 0:24:30 | |
Yes. I mean, you don't have to take part, obviously. | 0:24:31 | 0:24:35 | |
But if you'd like to watch. | 0:24:35 | 0:24:37 | |
If you'd like to that's all. | 0:24:37 | 0:24:40 | |
I'd like to. I'd like that very much. | 0:24:40 | 0:24:44 | |
What about you, Afia? Are you going to come to the Khatam? | 0:24:44 | 0:24:49 | |
-Actually, Dad, me and Afia, we're feeling really tired. It's been a long day. -No. | 0:24:49 | 0:24:53 | |
It's all right, Tam. I'd like to go. | 0:24:53 | 0:24:55 | |
Thank you, Afia. | 0:24:55 | 0:24:57 | |
You all right? Come join us. | 0:25:01 | 0:25:05 | |
Can I have a word with you, please? In private. | 0:25:05 | 0:25:09 | |
Sure. | 0:25:09 | 0:25:10 | |
How's the head? | 0:25:20 | 0:25:21 | |
-What's with the bags? -I've made a decision. | 0:25:24 | 0:25:28 | |
OK? | 0:25:28 | 0:25:30 | |
There's no point pretending. | 0:25:30 | 0:25:32 | |
What do you mean? | 0:25:32 | 0:25:34 | |
You don't love me. You're never going to love me the way that I want you to. | 0:25:34 | 0:25:38 | |
You love someone else. | 0:25:38 | 0:25:40 | |
Amira, I... | 0:25:40 | 0:25:41 | |
It's not fair on me, it's not fair on you. I've got to take control of the situation. | 0:25:41 | 0:25:46 | |
I need you to look after Yasmin for me. | 0:25:47 | 0:25:50 | |
-What? -Just for a couple of days, just until I sort myself out. | 0:25:50 | 0:25:55 | |
-I need some time by myself. -Well, you can't leave now. | 0:25:55 | 0:25:58 | |
I've got a taxi waiting outside. Please, don't tell the others. | 0:25:58 | 0:26:01 | |
-I don't want to spoil it for everyone. -Amira. | 0:26:01 | 0:26:04 | |
Nothing you can say will make me change my mind. | 0:26:04 | 0:26:07 | |
Where you going to go? | 0:26:07 | 0:26:09 | |
Not far. | 0:26:09 | 0:26:10 | |
I'll be in touch. | 0:26:11 | 0:26:13 | |
Just promise me you won't say anything. | 0:26:13 | 0:26:16 | |
Just make up an excuse. Just... | 0:26:16 | 0:26:18 | |
..tell them whatever. | 0:26:20 | 0:26:23 | |
I'm sorry it didn't work out. | 0:26:25 | 0:26:27 | |
I've got to go. | 0:26:29 | 0:26:30 | |
MASOOD: I would like to propose a toast. | 0:26:55 | 0:26:59 | |
This family has been through so much over the last 12 months. | 0:27:01 | 0:27:05 | |
So much pain. | 0:27:06 | 0:27:08 | |
So much hurt. So much anger. | 0:27:08 | 0:27:12 | |
And, yet, amazingly, we're all still here. | 0:27:13 | 0:27:17 | |
I know it's a long, long road, | 0:27:18 | 0:27:21 | |
but I believe that the love that's round this table, | 0:27:21 | 0:27:27 | |
the love that we share, | 0:27:27 | 0:27:30 | |
the love we all feel, right? | 0:27:30 | 0:27:32 | |
I believe that this love will see us through. | 0:27:34 | 0:27:37 | |
I'm so proud of us all. | 0:27:39 | 0:27:41 | |
Come, Pappu, this is important. Is Amira not coming? | 0:27:43 | 0:27:47 | |
No, she's just had a call from her cousin. | 0:27:47 | 0:27:50 | |
Apparently, Qadim's been taken ill. | 0:27:50 | 0:27:52 | |
She didn't want to leave, but she felt she had to. | 0:27:52 | 0:27:55 | |
She apologises for leaving so suddenly. | 0:27:55 | 0:27:58 | |
Is it serious? | 0:27:58 | 0:27:59 | |
She won't know until she gets there. | 0:27:59 | 0:28:02 | |
Well, we'll keep him in our prayers. | 0:28:02 | 0:28:05 | |
So, raise your glass, son. | 0:28:06 | 0:28:08 | |
To the family. | 0:28:08 | 0:28:11 | |
To Christian. | 0:28:13 | 0:28:14 | |
To us all. Nayi shuruaat aur lambi zindagi. | 0:28:15 | 0:28:18 | |
That means new start and long life. | 0:28:18 | 0:28:22 | |
Say it again. | 0:28:22 | 0:28:25 | |
Nayi shuruaat aur lambi zindagi. | 0:28:25 | 0:28:28 | |
Nayi. Say it again. | 0:28:28 | 0:28:31 | |
-Cheers. -Cheers. -Cheers. | 0:28:33 | 0:28:36 | |
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