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Where do you think you're going, Whit? | 0:00:28 | 0:00:30 | |
I'm going out that door and I'm not coming back. | 0:00:30 | 0:00:33 | |
Don't be silly, there's really no need for that. | 0:00:33 | 0:00:35 | |
-Just come in, sit down and put your bag down. -No. | 0:00:35 | 0:00:37 | |
I'm not mucking about, Whit. | 0:00:37 | 0:00:38 | |
-I got Tiff upstairs in a right state. -And why's that? | 0:00:38 | 0:00:41 | |
-It's nothing to do with me, I can tell you that. -Really? -What are you saying? -Nothing. | 0:00:41 | 0:00:44 | |
I'm not saying nothing. I'm keeping my lips sealed from now on. | 0:00:44 | 0:00:47 | |
I don't want to talk to you. I don't want to look at you. I want to go out that door... | 0:00:47 | 0:00:50 | |
You're not going anywhere until we have talked this through. | 0:00:50 | 0:00:53 | |
-What you doing? -Just sit down. -Give me my bag. -No. | 0:00:53 | 0:00:57 | |
What are you going to do? What, are you going to pop over to Lucy? | 0:00:57 | 0:01:00 | |
Or pop over and see Joey, are you? Or just sulk for a half hour? | 0:01:00 | 0:01:03 | |
-You don't think I'll go? -I think you're being a brat. -I don't need my bag. -Stop. | 0:01:03 | 0:01:06 | |
Let's just stop this. Let's just stop, all right? | 0:01:06 | 0:01:08 | |
I'm sorry... | 0:01:08 | 0:01:10 | |
-I'm sorry if I've snapped at you. -You snapped at me? | 0:01:10 | 0:01:13 | |
-You think that is what this is about? -I don't know, Whit. I don't know. | 0:01:13 | 0:01:17 | |
I haven't got the faintest idea what is going on in your head | 0:01:17 | 0:01:20 | |
-cos you won't tell me! -Because I want out. | 0:01:20 | 0:01:21 | |
I want out, OK, I want out. | 0:01:21 | 0:01:23 | |
-I don't want nothing to do with you, all of it. Everything. -Why? | 0:01:23 | 0:01:25 | |
Because I can't stand it. | 0:01:25 | 0:01:27 | |
I can't stand being around people who've got no idea. | 0:01:27 | 0:01:29 | |
No idea about what? | 0:01:29 | 0:01:30 | |
Do I have to spell it out to you? | 0:01:31 | 0:01:33 | |
All right. | 0:01:37 | 0:01:38 | |
All right, Whit, you know I understand. | 0:01:38 | 0:01:41 | |
Yeah, but do you? Do you really? | 0:01:41 | 0:01:42 | |
Yes, I do, because I was here too, remember? | 0:01:42 | 0:01:44 | |
Yeah, you were here. You were here, but where were you? | 0:01:44 | 0:01:48 | |
You were downstairs, you were watching telly, | 0:01:48 | 0:01:50 | |
you were making tea, you were snoring in your bed... | 0:01:50 | 0:01:53 | |
while Tony came in. | 0:01:53 | 0:01:55 | |
He came into my room and he paid me his little visits. | 0:01:56 | 0:01:58 | |
Listen to me, listen. | 0:01:58 | 0:02:00 | |
He is gone now, all right? He's gone. | 0:02:00 | 0:02:03 | |
We have dealt with that and you are better now. | 0:02:03 | 0:02:06 | |
Oh, I'm better? I'm better, am I? Look at me, do I look better to you? | 0:02:06 | 0:02:09 | |
He's dead, all right, Whit? He's dead. | 0:02:09 | 0:02:12 | |
He's just a horrible little pervert that has gone and topped himself | 0:02:12 | 0:02:15 | |
and good riddance, all right - that's what I say. | 0:02:15 | 0:02:17 | |
You don't understand. See? You never understand. | 0:02:17 | 0:02:20 | |
That is not true, Whitney. | 0:02:20 | 0:02:21 | |
Look at you, you can hardly look at me. | 0:02:21 | 0:02:23 | |
-Every time I mention his name, you look down at the floor. -All right, I do. | 0:02:23 | 0:02:26 | |
-VOICE BREAKING: -I do, cos I find this really difficult. | 0:02:26 | 0:02:29 | |
Yeah, you're guilty. You know you are, you know this is your fault. | 0:02:29 | 0:02:32 | |
-What? -I didn't bring him here, did I? You brought him here | 0:02:32 | 0:02:34 | |
-and you let this happen to me. -That is NOT right. I had no idea... | 0:02:34 | 0:02:37 | |
You're meant to be able to come home, | 0:02:37 | 0:02:39 | |
shut the front door behind you and feel safe. | 0:02:39 | 0:02:41 | |
Now, I ain't felt that. | 0:02:41 | 0:02:43 | |
I ain't felt that, not since I was 12 years old. | 0:02:43 | 0:02:45 | |
Whitney, this is not my fault, OK? I didn't know. | 0:02:45 | 0:02:48 | |
Whitney, please, please... | 0:02:48 | 0:02:50 | |
Please don't let him do this to us. | 0:02:50 | 0:02:54 | |
He's dead, he's gone - it's over. | 0:02:54 | 0:02:57 | |
You don't understand, you don't. | 0:02:59 | 0:03:01 | |
Tony understood me though. | 0:03:01 | 0:03:03 | |
He knew everything about me, he knew exactly what I liked. | 0:03:03 | 0:03:06 | |
I didn't have to pretend with him. | 0:03:06 | 0:03:08 | |
What are you talking about? | 0:03:08 | 0:03:09 | |
You don't understand, you don't. | 0:03:09 | 0:03:11 | |
I'm messed up, I'm messed up, I'm a horrible person. | 0:03:11 | 0:03:13 | |
I shouldn't even be around normal people. | 0:03:13 | 0:03:15 | |
I shouldn't be around anyone. | 0:03:15 | 0:03:17 | |
Whit. Don't... | 0:03:20 | 0:03:23 | |
Tiffany, go up to your room. | 0:03:26 | 0:03:28 | |
-Whitney? -Go to your room, now. | 0:03:28 | 0:03:31 | |
Whitney! | 0:03:40 | 0:03:42 | |
He can't handle it, can he? | 0:03:47 | 0:03:48 | |
Me getting attention from another bloke. | 0:03:48 | 0:03:52 | |
Cos he knows what they're getting. | 0:03:52 | 0:03:55 | |
What he's missing out on. | 0:03:55 | 0:03:56 | |
-Is that right? -Yeah... | 0:03:58 | 0:04:00 | |
Hard act to follow, me. | 0:04:00 | 0:04:03 | |
-You ain't exactly shy. -Never have been. | 0:04:03 | 0:04:06 | |
Do you like the way I look? Hm? | 0:04:07 | 0:04:10 | |
Do you think I'm desirable? | 0:04:10 | 0:04:13 | |
What about my lipstick? | 0:04:15 | 0:04:17 | |
Do you think it's too much? | 0:04:17 | 0:04:18 | |
And my earrings? Do you like them? Do you think I look nice in them? | 0:04:19 | 0:04:22 | |
I ain't looking at your earrings. | 0:04:22 | 0:04:24 | |
In there. | 0:04:33 | 0:04:35 | |
Well, go on. | 0:04:41 | 0:04:43 | |
What you waiting for? | 0:04:44 | 0:04:45 | |
This isn't exactly my style. | 0:04:47 | 0:04:49 | |
Some...side alley by a pub. | 0:04:49 | 0:04:52 | |
It's naughty. | 0:04:53 | 0:04:55 | |
No, it's tacky. | 0:04:55 | 0:04:56 | |
-Maybe you should go home? -Why? | 0:05:01 | 0:05:03 | |
Why do you say that? | 0:05:03 | 0:05:05 | |
Cos I'm trash? | 0:05:05 | 0:05:06 | |
Sleep it off. | 0:05:08 | 0:05:09 | |
I'll buy you a coffee in the morning. | 0:05:09 | 0:05:11 | |
ALLEYCAT MEOWS | 0:05:12 | 0:05:14 | |
What's wrong with me? | 0:05:15 | 0:05:18 | |
What you walking away for? | 0:05:18 | 0:05:20 | |
-BIANCA: -I'm not letting you go, Whit. | 0:05:24 | 0:05:26 | |
I am NOT letting you go anywhere. | 0:05:26 | 0:05:27 | |
What you going to do, eh? Just leave Tiff in the house on her own? | 0:05:27 | 0:05:30 | |
You've left that door wide open. | 0:05:30 | 0:05:32 | |
That about just sums you up though, doesn't it, eh? | 0:05:32 | 0:05:35 | |
Leaving the door wide open for anyone to walk in. | 0:05:35 | 0:05:38 | |
-Anyone. -Whit, please... -Just leave me alone, OK. | 0:05:38 | 0:05:41 | |
I don't need you. | 0:05:42 | 0:05:44 | |
I don't need anyone. | 0:05:44 | 0:05:47 | |
Bianca? | 0:05:47 | 0:05:49 | |
-What's happened? -She's gone, ain't she? She's gone, she's leaving. | 0:05:50 | 0:05:53 | |
She just won't listen to me. | 0:05:53 | 0:05:54 | |
What, you had a row? | 0:05:54 | 0:05:56 | |
It's Tony, he's dead - he's killed himself. | 0:05:56 | 0:05:59 | |
But she just can't cope. | 0:06:00 | 0:06:03 | |
And I can't cope. She's leaving and I've lost her! | 0:06:03 | 0:06:06 | |
Well, go after her. | 0:06:06 | 0:06:08 | |
I can't, because I've left Tiff in there on her own. | 0:06:08 | 0:06:10 | |
You go and be with Tiff... and I'll find Whit, yeah? | 0:06:10 | 0:06:13 | |
-Will you bring her back? -Yeah. | 0:06:15 | 0:06:16 | |
Will you promise you'll bring her back | 0:06:16 | 0:06:18 | |
-and just don't take no for an answer? -OK, I will. | 0:06:18 | 0:06:21 | |
Kat, you don't understand. | 0:06:21 | 0:06:23 | |
You don't understand what she's capable of, all right? | 0:06:23 | 0:06:25 | |
After Tony, there was this horrible bloke called Rob | 0:06:25 | 0:06:28 | |
and he just made her... He made her do things. | 0:06:28 | 0:06:31 | |
I understand. | 0:06:33 | 0:06:34 | |
Look, I'm going to get her. I promise, yeah? | 0:06:36 | 0:06:38 | |
Go home. | 0:06:39 | 0:06:41 | |
CAROL: Bianca? | 0:06:48 | 0:06:50 | |
INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS | 0:06:53 | 0:06:55 | |
INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS AND MUSIC | 0:07:01 | 0:07:03 | |
Ian? | 0:07:06 | 0:07:07 | |
You see that? Some yob's just thrown beer all over my window. | 0:07:07 | 0:07:10 | |
Mindless thuggery, that's the curse of today. | 0:07:10 | 0:07:12 | |
Have you seen Whitney? | 0:07:12 | 0:07:13 | |
I tell you what, she is the sort of person I'm talking about. | 0:07:13 | 0:07:16 | |
I had to sack her from Scarlett's - she's hopeless, totally hopeless. | 0:07:16 | 0:07:19 | |
-What should I expect with a mother like Bianca? -Have you seen her? -Who, Bianca? -Whitney! | 0:07:19 | 0:07:23 | |
-Yeah, she sloped past a little while ago. -Which way did she go? | 0:07:23 | 0:07:25 | |
High Street. | 0:07:25 | 0:07:27 | |
And you sent Kat after her? | 0:07:33 | 0:07:34 | |
I've got Tiff upstairs, what was I supposed to do? | 0:07:34 | 0:07:36 | |
-Just leave her on her own? -You deal with Tiff, I'll go after Whitney. | 0:07:36 | 0:07:39 | |
That's just going to make things worse. | 0:07:39 | 0:07:41 | |
How's it going to make things worse? She's run off. | 0:07:41 | 0:07:44 | |
-She's not going to listen to you, is she? -Oh, really? | 0:07:44 | 0:07:46 | |
And she'll listen to Kat? | 0:07:46 | 0:07:47 | |
I wouldn't trust Kat Slater to save my life. | 0:07:47 | 0:07:50 | |
WIND HOWLS | 0:07:54 | 0:07:56 | |
-KAT: -Whitney! Whitney! | 0:07:56 | 0:07:59 | |
-Oh. -What you doing? | 0:07:59 | 0:08:01 | |
What's it got to do with you? | 0:08:01 | 0:08:03 | |
Look, I just seen your mum. | 0:08:03 | 0:08:05 | |
Yeah? She send you after me, did she? | 0:08:05 | 0:08:07 | |
No, listen, she's upset, yeah? | 0:08:07 | 0:08:09 | |
But she's looking after Tiff. | 0:08:09 | 0:08:11 | |
She's in a right state. | 0:08:11 | 0:08:12 | |
There's no need to be. I can take care of myself. | 0:08:12 | 0:08:14 | |
How? You've got no money, no clothes, where you going to stay? | 0:08:14 | 0:08:18 | |
-Something will turn up. -No, you're coming home with me. | 0:08:18 | 0:08:20 | |
-Kat, get your hands off me, all right? -I'm not messing about here. | 0:08:20 | 0:08:23 | |
-MAN: -You got a problem, darling? -She's fine. Come on. | 0:08:23 | 0:08:26 | |
No, I have got a problem actually. You got room for a little one? | 0:08:26 | 0:08:29 | |
-Yeah, sure. Hop in. -Hang on, what are you doing? | 0:08:29 | 0:08:31 | |
I'm going to find a bed for the night. | 0:08:31 | 0:08:33 | |
No, come on! | 0:08:33 | 0:08:34 | |
We'll take care of her, won't we, lads? We're going to a party. | 0:08:34 | 0:08:37 | |
Oh, they're going to a party - I love parties. | 0:08:37 | 0:08:39 | |
I'm a proper party girl. | 0:08:39 | 0:08:40 | |
You're not coming to a party, you're coming home with me. | 0:08:40 | 0:08:42 | |
-Get in, love. -Go on, budge over. -She don't want to go with you. | 0:08:42 | 0:08:46 | |
Oh, do me a favour. Come here. | 0:08:46 | 0:08:48 | |
-Get off me, Kat. -No. -Who do you think you are? | 0:08:48 | 0:08:50 | |
-What's your name, love? -Me? I'm Whitney. | 0:08:50 | 0:08:52 | |
-I just think that's a lovely name. -KAT SCOFFS | 0:08:52 | 0:08:54 | |
-Let me buy you a drink? We'll get better acquainted. -Mate, what about the party? -It'll wait. | 0:08:54 | 0:08:58 | |
All right, mine's a vodka - a double. I'll get us a table. | 0:08:58 | 0:09:02 | |
SHE SCOFFS | 0:09:07 | 0:09:09 | |
MUSIC: "I'm Your Man" by Wham! | 0:09:12 | 0:09:16 | |
Whitney, what are you doing? | 0:09:33 | 0:09:35 | |
Will you just leave me alone? | 0:09:35 | 0:09:36 | |
Come with me, yeah? | 0:09:44 | 0:09:46 | |
I'll be right back. | 0:09:46 | 0:09:47 | |
Vodka - ice, slice of lime. | 0:09:47 | 0:09:49 | |
-You can't just drag me in here, Kat. -Just shut up and listen to me, yeah? | 0:09:55 | 0:09:58 | |
-You ain't got no right. -I'm your mum's mate. | 0:09:58 | 0:10:00 | |
She ain't my mum and you ain't even mates any more. | 0:10:00 | 0:10:02 | |
You're still going to listen to me. Excuse me, love, do you mind? | 0:10:02 | 0:10:05 | |
-Well? -That bloke, he's only after one thing. | 0:10:06 | 0:10:09 | |
-Oh, really? Thank God you're here to educate me. -And his mates. | 0:10:09 | 0:10:13 | |
They ain't all like that, Kat. | 0:10:13 | 0:10:14 | |
You was offering it to him on a plate, I heard you. | 0:10:14 | 0:10:16 | |
-You heard what you wanted to hear. -I heard you and he heard you. | 0:10:16 | 0:10:20 | |
Do you know what? I don't care. | 0:10:20 | 0:10:22 | |
Blokes like me, I can't help that. | 0:10:22 | 0:10:24 | |
Don't tell me you ain't ever been there. | 0:10:24 | 0:10:26 | |
It don't matter what I've done. | 0:10:26 | 0:10:28 | |
Why? List too long, is it? | 0:10:28 | 0:10:30 | |
Yeah, it is, actually, and I ain't proud of it. | 0:10:30 | 0:10:33 | |
I feel sick when I think of the things that I've done | 0:10:33 | 0:10:35 | |
-and the people I've hurt. -You ain't me. | 0:10:35 | 0:10:37 | |
No, I ain't you... | 0:10:37 | 0:10:40 | |
but we ain't so different, Whit. | 0:10:40 | 0:10:41 | |
Really? | 0:10:43 | 0:10:44 | |
Take a look. | 0:10:46 | 0:10:47 | |
I know you're hurting, but so is Bianca. | 0:11:01 | 0:11:04 | |
What do you know about Bianca? What do you know about me? | 0:11:04 | 0:11:07 | |
-Nothing. -I know what happened, she told me about Tony dying. | 0:11:07 | 0:11:10 | |
He didn't... He didn't just die - he killed himself, so... | 0:11:12 | 0:11:16 | |
And I'm not hurting - I'm glad, actually. | 0:11:16 | 0:11:18 | |
I don't care, I'm free now. | 0:11:18 | 0:11:21 | |
Anyway, I got a drink waiting for me. | 0:11:21 | 0:11:25 | |
You want to think about what you're going to do with that freedom, Whit. | 0:11:25 | 0:11:29 | |
-You think no-one understands you, no-one cares? -Oh, they care. | 0:11:29 | 0:11:32 | |
They care all right, but they just don't know, | 0:11:32 | 0:11:34 | |
they don't know what goes on in my head. | 0:11:34 | 0:11:36 | |
-They don't understand me at all. -I do. | 0:11:36 | 0:11:38 | |
-Oh, yeah, why's that? -Because it happened to me. | 0:11:40 | 0:11:42 | |
That don't mean nothing. That don't mean we're the same. | 0:11:46 | 0:11:48 | |
No-one's the "same". | 0:11:48 | 0:11:50 | |
-I don't want to talk about it, Kat. -I think you need to talk about it. | 0:11:50 | 0:11:52 | |
I thought you said no-one understood you. | 0:11:52 | 0:11:54 | |
Yeah, no-one in my family, and you ain't my family. | 0:11:54 | 0:11:57 | |
You don't have nothing to do with me, Kat. | 0:11:57 | 0:11:59 | |
I know what it's like to be a little girl. | 0:11:59 | 0:12:01 | |
To think like a little girl. Big dreams. | 0:12:01 | 0:12:03 | |
Having fun with your mates. Growing up. | 0:12:03 | 0:12:05 | |
And then a man... | 0:12:07 | 0:12:08 | |
A grown man comes in your room. | 0:12:08 | 0:12:12 | |
And you're so sleepy, you don't know who it is | 0:12:12 | 0:12:15 | |
and then he shuts the door, he sits on your bed. | 0:12:15 | 0:12:18 | |
And he's stroking your hair and he's telling you that you're sweet... | 0:12:18 | 0:12:21 | |
and you're pretty and you're special. | 0:12:21 | 0:12:23 | |
And even though... | 0:12:25 | 0:12:27 | |
you're so scared and you feel sick | 0:12:27 | 0:12:30 | |
and you're totally paralysed, you think... | 0:12:30 | 0:12:35 | |
is this normal? | 0:12:35 | 0:12:36 | |
Do I deserve this? | 0:12:36 | 0:12:39 | |
And then your childhood is snatched away in an instant. | 0:12:41 | 0:12:44 | |
You think no-one understands you, eh? | 0:12:46 | 0:12:49 | |
I know what it's like, Whit, and so do you. | 0:12:51 | 0:12:54 | |
And it doesn't end there. | 0:12:55 | 0:12:58 | |
Even when he's dead and he's disappeared. | 0:12:58 | 0:13:01 | |
He's still got you, he's there for life. | 0:13:01 | 0:13:03 | |
It just messes everything up. | 0:13:05 | 0:13:07 | |
Men... | 0:13:07 | 0:13:09 | |
marriage, love. | 0:13:10 | 0:13:12 | |
Just spoils everything. | 0:13:13 | 0:13:15 | |
My whole adult life has been spoilt by it. | 0:13:15 | 0:13:18 | |
Look at me. Whitney, look at me! | 0:13:20 | 0:13:23 | |
I'm dragging a bloke down an alleyway because I'm damaged. | 0:13:29 | 0:13:32 | |
A quick fix, yeah? | 0:13:34 | 0:13:36 | |
But you stay broken. | 0:13:37 | 0:13:40 | |
It's broken me, Whit. | 0:13:42 | 0:13:44 | |
But it doesn't have to break you. | 0:13:44 | 0:13:47 | |
I do not want you to go through this as well. | 0:13:47 | 0:13:49 | |
Tiff ... | 0:14:09 | 0:14:11 | |
Oh, your hair's still wet. | 0:14:20 | 0:14:22 | |
SHE SNIFFLES | 0:14:24 | 0:14:26 | |
Sorry. | 0:14:31 | 0:14:32 | |
I'm really sorry I was horrible to you. | 0:14:33 | 0:14:36 | |
That was wrong, will you forgive me? | 0:14:37 | 0:14:39 | |
Oh, you're so lovely. | 0:14:45 | 0:14:46 | |
-Then why do you hate me? -What? | 0:14:51 | 0:14:54 | |
I don't hate you, I love you. I love you so much. | 0:14:54 | 0:14:59 | |
Do you hate Whitney? | 0:15:01 | 0:15:03 | |
No. | 0:15:03 | 0:15:05 | |
No, I don't hate Whitney. | 0:15:05 | 0:15:08 | |
Then why are you so angry with her? | 0:15:09 | 0:15:11 | |
Is it cos of Tony? | 0:15:14 | 0:15:16 | |
Cos Tony's dead? | 0:15:16 | 0:15:18 | |
Is that why you're sad? | 0:15:18 | 0:15:20 | |
Right. | 0:15:25 | 0:15:26 | |
Let's go down and make a hot chocolate, yeah? | 0:15:28 | 0:15:30 | |
How does that sound? | 0:15:30 | 0:15:32 | |
Come on, come back with me. Come back home and talk to Bianca. | 0:15:38 | 0:15:40 | |
-I can't. I can't. -Why not? | 0:15:42 | 0:15:46 | |
Kat, if she knew what was inside my head, it would break her heart. | 0:15:46 | 0:15:50 | |
She knows, believe me. | 0:15:50 | 0:15:52 | |
Whether you tell her or not, she knows exactly how you feel. | 0:15:54 | 0:15:57 | |
All you've got to do is look into your eyes. | 0:15:59 | 0:16:02 | |
Look at me. | 0:16:06 | 0:16:07 | |
You saying you can't see it? | 0:16:09 | 0:16:11 | |
VOICE BREAKING: Yeah, I can. | 0:16:18 | 0:16:19 | |
Come on, don't cry. | 0:16:22 | 0:16:24 | |
Kat, I don't know what to do. | 0:16:24 | 0:16:25 | |
I don't know... | 0:16:27 | 0:16:29 | |
I don't know what's wrong with me. | 0:16:29 | 0:16:31 | |
You know when he died... | 0:16:35 | 0:16:37 | |
You'd think I'd be pleased... | 0:16:40 | 0:16:43 | |
but I wasn't. | 0:16:43 | 0:16:44 | |
I just felt this emptiness inside. Empty and he was gone. | 0:16:45 | 0:16:49 | |
-And all the time, I just thought... -What? | 0:16:52 | 0:16:55 | |
I thought I loved him. | 0:16:57 | 0:16:58 | |
I thought I loved him. | 0:16:59 | 0:17:01 | |
I did. | 0:17:02 | 0:17:04 | |
And when he died... | 0:17:04 | 0:17:06 | |
..I think I suddenly remembered what that was like. | 0:17:08 | 0:17:11 | |
-It wasn't true. -I know, I know it wasn't. | 0:17:11 | 0:17:15 | |
But it felt true at the time. | 0:17:15 | 0:17:16 | |
He... | 0:17:19 | 0:17:21 | |
He stole my childhood, Kat. | 0:17:21 | 0:17:22 | |
He stole it - I'm never going to get that back, am I? | 0:17:25 | 0:17:28 | |
I should hate him. | 0:17:32 | 0:17:34 | |
I know I should. But I can't, and I don't. | 0:17:34 | 0:17:38 | |
Maybe if I could see him one more time. | 0:17:41 | 0:17:44 | |
What would you say to him? How would that make it better? | 0:17:44 | 0:17:47 | |
I'd ask him. Say... | 0:17:47 | 0:17:50 | |
"Why did you do that to me?" | 0:17:50 | 0:17:52 | |
And what do you think he'd say? He'd only lie to you. | 0:17:52 | 0:17:54 | |
He'd say it's because he loves you and you're special. | 0:17:54 | 0:17:57 | |
And he'd say not to breathe a word because it's "our little secret". | 0:17:57 | 0:18:01 | |
He might have explained. | 0:18:01 | 0:18:03 | |
How could he? | 0:18:04 | 0:18:06 | |
Whitney, he was sick. | 0:18:06 | 0:18:07 | |
He won't admit it. | 0:18:07 | 0:18:09 | |
Harry, yeah, he wouldn't admit it. He made me think it was my fault. | 0:18:09 | 0:18:13 | |
And that's what Tony would do to you. | 0:18:15 | 0:18:17 | |
Kat, he was on his own. | 0:18:17 | 0:18:19 | |
He was all on his own and he was so sad. | 0:18:19 | 0:18:21 | |
Don't you dare feel sorry for him. | 0:18:21 | 0:18:23 | |
How could he have done a thing like that? | 0:18:23 | 0:18:25 | |
None of this is your fault. | 0:18:25 | 0:18:26 | |
What if I'd have seen him? I could've put it behind me. | 0:18:26 | 0:18:30 | |
Well, put it behind you now. | 0:18:30 | 0:18:32 | |
Yeah, both of us - let's both put it behind us now. | 0:18:32 | 0:18:35 | |
What, just like that? | 0:18:38 | 0:18:40 | |
No, not just like that. | 0:18:41 | 0:18:43 | |
But look, look where we are. | 0:18:45 | 0:18:47 | |
We're in some grotty toilet in a pub, | 0:18:47 | 0:18:49 | |
talking about two horrible men. | 0:18:49 | 0:18:51 | |
Two weak men who were so sick they took advantage of a child. | 0:18:51 | 0:18:56 | |
Now, I don't know about you, | 0:18:56 | 0:18:58 | |
but I'm not going to let them ruin my life any more. | 0:18:58 | 0:19:01 | |
I am sick of hating myself | 0:19:01 | 0:19:03 | |
and feeling dirty with this dirty little secret. | 0:19:03 | 0:19:05 | |
No, I'm not having it any more. | 0:19:07 | 0:19:09 | |
You know what Alfie said to me? | 0:19:19 | 0:19:21 | |
He said I was "beyond help" and I'm a "lost cause". | 0:19:24 | 0:19:27 | |
And he's right. | 0:19:27 | 0:19:29 | |
Look at me. | 0:19:29 | 0:19:30 | |
Go out on the pull. | 0:19:32 | 0:19:33 | |
Wearing a tight, low-cut dress. | 0:19:35 | 0:19:37 | |
Lipstick. | 0:19:38 | 0:19:39 | |
And you see these earrings, right? | 0:19:41 | 0:19:43 | |
I don't know why, but if I've got a bloke in sight, | 0:19:44 | 0:19:47 | |
and I'm on the pull, I go out in these. I don't know why. | 0:19:47 | 0:19:50 | |
They were my mum's, she left them to me. | 0:19:54 | 0:19:56 | |
And do you know who bought them for her? | 0:19:58 | 0:20:01 | |
Harry, yeah. | 0:20:01 | 0:20:02 | |
Paid for them with his own money. | 0:20:02 | 0:20:04 | |
Wrapped them up with his fat hands... | 0:20:04 | 0:20:07 | |
and gave them to her. | 0:20:08 | 0:20:11 | |
Wishing her happy birthday and giving her a peck on the cheek. | 0:20:11 | 0:20:14 | |
Then looking over at me and giving me a little wink. | 0:20:17 | 0:20:20 | |
She had no idea. | 0:20:22 | 0:20:24 | |
She thought the world of Harry. | 0:20:26 | 0:20:28 | |
I tried to tell her once. | 0:20:29 | 0:20:31 | |
But she didn't believe me and she called me a liar. | 0:20:31 | 0:20:34 | |
So I stayed quiet for years. | 0:20:36 | 0:20:38 | |
I was worried that she'd be disappointed... | 0:20:40 | 0:20:42 | |
..and she'd hate me. | 0:20:44 | 0:20:46 | |
But if only I'd tried harder | 0:20:47 | 0:20:49 | |
and MADE her believe me. | 0:20:49 | 0:20:51 | |
She was my mum and she's gone now... | 0:20:54 | 0:20:56 | |
..and I could never tell her what he did to me... | 0:20:59 | 0:21:04 | |
and how he made me feel. | 0:21:04 | 0:21:05 | |
But you should tell Bianca. | 0:21:09 | 0:21:11 | |
She loves you so much, she deserves that at least - | 0:21:11 | 0:21:16 | |
just be honest with her. | 0:21:16 | 0:21:18 | |
GIRLS CHATTER INDISTINCTLY | 0:21:20 | 0:21:23 | |
I've got to go. | 0:21:23 | 0:21:25 | |
Look, I can't force you to come back, yeah? It's up to you. | 0:21:25 | 0:21:30 | |
If you need a friend... | 0:21:30 | 0:21:33 | |
I need a friend. | 0:21:34 | 0:21:36 | |
Someone who understands you. | 0:21:37 | 0:21:39 | |
I'm here if you need me, all right? | 0:21:39 | 0:21:41 | |
MUSIC: "Gimme Me All Your Lovin'" by ZZ Top | 0:21:54 | 0:21:56 | |
Who's that for? | 0:22:16 | 0:22:18 | |
Whitney, she likes hot chocolate too. | 0:22:18 | 0:22:20 | |
Tony used to make it for her at bedtime. | 0:22:21 | 0:22:24 | |
That's nice of him. | 0:22:26 | 0:22:28 | |
Are there lots of men like Tony? | 0:22:29 | 0:22:31 | |
Not lots, no. | 0:22:32 | 0:22:34 | |
Some. | 0:22:36 | 0:22:37 | |
How do you know which ones are like him? | 0:22:38 | 0:22:41 | |
You don't. | 0:22:41 | 0:22:42 | |
It's REALLY, really... | 0:22:46 | 0:22:48 | |
difficult to tell. | 0:22:50 | 0:22:52 | |
How do you know who's nice and who isn't? | 0:22:55 | 0:22:58 | |
SHE SIGHS | 0:22:59 | 0:23:01 | |
You've just got to be really, really careful. | 0:23:09 | 0:23:12 | |
Really careful. | 0:23:12 | 0:23:14 | |
Careful who you trust. | 0:23:16 | 0:23:17 | |
Are you careful? | 0:23:18 | 0:23:20 | |
Is that why you ain't got a boyfriend no more? | 0:23:24 | 0:23:26 | |
PAN SIZZLES | 0:23:33 | 0:23:35 | |
Is Whitney coming back? | 0:23:42 | 0:23:44 | |
Don't cry. | 0:23:51 | 0:23:53 | |
I would never, ever let anything bad happen to you. | 0:23:58 | 0:24:01 | |
Never. | 0:24:01 | 0:24:03 | |
DOORBELLL RINGS | 0:24:06 | 0:24:08 | |
Whitney! | 0:24:08 | 0:24:09 | |
Sorry, I forgot my key. | 0:24:14 | 0:24:16 | |
-Did you find her? -No. | 0:24:16 | 0:24:18 | |
I looked in the R&R, the caff, the Vic. | 0:24:18 | 0:24:20 | |
-I even went to Ian's and asked Lucy. -And? | 0:24:20 | 0:24:22 | |
Nothing. Listen, don't worry about it. | 0:24:22 | 0:24:25 | |
When she calms down, I'm sure she'll come back. | 0:24:25 | 0:24:27 | |
Yeah, yeah, I'm just being silly. Come on then, you - upstairs. | 0:24:27 | 0:24:30 | |
I'm going to read you a story. | 0:24:30 | 0:24:32 | |
Something you like, it don't matter how long it is, come on. | 0:24:32 | 0:24:35 | |
DOORBELL RINGS | 0:24:35 | 0:24:36 | |
Whitney! | 0:24:38 | 0:24:39 | |
You all right? | 0:24:52 | 0:24:54 | |
Yeah. | 0:24:54 | 0:24:55 | |
We was down the pub having a chat. It was nice. | 0:24:55 | 0:24:59 | |
Come on, Tiff, I'll take you upstairs, darling. | 0:25:03 | 0:25:06 | |
-We made some hot chocolate - it's in the kitchen. -Thanks, Tiff. | 0:25:06 | 0:25:08 | |
You sure you're all right? | 0:25:14 | 0:25:16 | |
VOICE BREAKING: No. | 0:25:18 | 0:25:19 | |
I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. | 0:25:19 | 0:25:22 | |
You don't have to be sorry. | 0:25:22 | 0:25:24 | |
It's not your fault, it's my fault. | 0:25:24 | 0:25:27 | |
I don't blame you, I didn't mean it. It's just something I said. | 0:25:27 | 0:25:30 | |
-WHISPERS: -It's all right. | 0:25:30 | 0:25:33 | |
I should've known. | 0:25:33 | 0:25:34 | |
I should've... | 0:25:34 | 0:25:35 | |
You've got to say what you think, anyway. | 0:25:37 | 0:25:40 | |
You can't bottle it all up. | 0:25:40 | 0:25:42 | |
I'm glad, I'm glad he's gone. | 0:25:44 | 0:25:46 | |
Just sometimes, it just comes back to me | 0:25:46 | 0:25:48 | |
and I get a bit sad and I can't pretend it never happened. | 0:25:48 | 0:25:52 | |
Well, you don't have to pretend no more. | 0:25:52 | 0:25:55 | |
Cos you're here now and you're home and you're safe. | 0:25:55 | 0:25:58 | |
You can say anything to me. | 0:26:00 | 0:26:02 | |
I know. | 0:26:02 | 0:26:04 | |
I'm your mum. | 0:26:05 | 0:26:06 | |
There's nothing you can say or think that could ever shock me. | 0:26:10 | 0:26:13 | |
I just have to be a little bit braver. | 0:26:13 | 0:26:17 | |
I think we both do. | 0:26:18 | 0:26:20 | |
I better go. | 0:26:24 | 0:26:26 | |
Thanks, Kat. | 0:26:27 | 0:26:28 | |
That's all right. | 0:26:30 | 0:26:32 | |
Kat? I'll see you in the morning then, yeah? At the stall? | 0:26:32 | 0:26:36 | |
Yeah, why not? | 0:26:37 | 0:26:39 | |
Partners? | 0:26:39 | 0:26:41 | |
Best mates. | 0:26:42 | 0:26:44 | |
Now, listen... | 0:26:51 | 0:26:53 | |
-VOICE BREAKING: -From now on, | 0:26:54 | 0:26:56 | |
I want you to come through that door, | 0:26:56 | 0:26:59 | |
close it behind you, and know that you are safe. | 0:26:59 | 0:27:02 | |
That no-one is ever, ever going to get you. | 0:27:04 | 0:27:07 | |
Or ever hurt you again. Do you hear me? | 0:27:08 | 0:27:11 | |
Do you think you can ever feel like that again? | 0:27:13 | 0:27:16 | |
Yeah, yeah, I think I can. | 0:27:16 | 0:27:18 | |
I'll be back in a minute. | 0:27:21 | 0:27:23 | |
I will, I'll be back in a minute. | 0:27:25 | 0:27:27 | |
MEN LAUGH | 0:27:33 | 0:27:35 | |
Kat... | 0:27:38 | 0:27:39 | |
I... I just wanted to say... | 0:27:45 | 0:27:47 | |
-..if you ever want anyone to talk to, I am around. -Same here. | 0:27:50 | 0:27:53 | |
And them earrings... | 0:28:00 | 0:28:01 | |
I think you should dump 'em. | 0:28:03 | 0:28:05 | |
I don't think they're very you. | 0:28:05 | 0:28:06 | |
Yeah, maybe. | 0:28:09 | 0:28:11 | |
I'll see you. | 0:28:43 | 0:28:45 | |
I'll see you. | 0:28:45 | 0:28:46 | |
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