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So if the threat of three points on your licence and a 100 quid fine | 0:00:06 | 0:00:12 | |
won't stop you from using your phone while driving, perhaps this will. | 0:00:12 | 0:00:14 | |
I remember my mum walking me through the intensive care unit | 0:00:14 | 0:00:18 | |
and it genuinely felt like a dream. | 0:00:18 | 0:00:22 | |
It felt like I was watching it happen to somebody else. | 0:00:22 | 0:00:26 | |
I kissed him on his forehead and told him it was OK to go. | 0:00:26 | 0:00:33 | |
I'm totally to blame and it's my fault and I was stupid. | 0:00:33 | 0:00:40 | |
I feel like I've been kept here to pay for the mistake that | 0:00:40 | 0:00:44 | |
I've made and I do deserve it because someone's died. | 0:00:44 | 0:00:47 | |
Tonight on Inside Out, an extraordinary meeting ? | 0:00:47 | 0:00:50 | |
facing up to a fatal mistake. | 0:00:50 | 0:00:52 | |
When I had the message that she wanted to meet me, | 0:00:52 | 0:00:57 | |
I felt, why would she want to stare at a murderer? | 0:00:57 | 0:00:59 | |
Cos that's what I'm called. | 0:00:59 | 0:01:01 | |
I want to ask what he was thinking what possessed him to pick up | 0:01:01 | 0:01:04 | |
his mobile phone behind the wheel and to let him know | 0:01:04 | 0:01:08 | |
what we've had to go through. | 0:01:08 | 0:01:16 | |
We know it's illegal but it seems that's still not enough | 0:01:16 | 0:01:18 | |
We know it's illegal but it seems that's still not enough | 0:01:24 | 0:01:29 | |
to stop us using our mobile phones when driving. | 0:01:29 | 0:01:33 | |
Most of the time, no-one gets hurt but sometimes that | 0:01:33 | 0:01:37 | |
distraction can be fatal. | 0:01:37 | 0:01:46 | |
My name's Meg Williamson and my boyfriend, Gavin Roberts, | 0:01:48 | 0:01:51 | |
was killed by a driver using his mobile phone | 0:01:51 | 0:01:54 | |
last June on the A34. | 0:01:54 | 0:02:01 | |
One car had been travelling in the southbound direction | 0:02:01 | 0:02:03 | |
and Gavin had been going northbound. | 0:02:03 | 0:02:05 | |
And it was the southbound car that had smashed through the central | 0:02:05 | 0:02:09 | |
reservation and hit Gavin head on, on the other side of the road. | 0:02:09 | 0:02:19 | |
I know why I was on my phone, I was making calls to my girlfriend | 0:02:19 | 0:02:23 | |
at the time. | 0:02:23 | 0:02:25 | |
I was scared of losing her. | 0:02:25 | 0:02:28 | |
And, yeah, they were emotional calls and they were shouting calls. | 0:02:28 | 0:02:34 | |
High emotion calls, raging calls that shouldn't have been made that | 0:02:34 | 0:02:37 | |
night and I've got to live with that for ever and ever | 0:02:37 | 0:02:41 | |
and ever and ever. | 0:02:41 | 0:02:46 | |
At 24, Lewis Stratford's lucky to be alive. | 0:02:46 | 0:02:52 | |
He could never have imagined his frantic calls | 0:02:52 | 0:02:54 | |
to save his relationship would end a life. | 0:02:54 | 0:03:00 | |
Gavin was an Australian through and through. | 0:03:00 | 0:03:08 | |
He used to make me feel safe. | 0:03:08 | 0:03:15 | |
We'd talked about holidays potentially going out | 0:03:15 | 0:03:18 | |
to Australia together. | 0:03:18 | 0:03:22 | |
The plans that we had were exciting. | 0:03:22 | 0:03:24 | |
It was something we were both really looking forward to. | 0:03:24 | 0:03:27 | |
Gavin and schoolteacher Meg met when he moved to Swindon. | 0:03:27 | 0:03:30 | |
His work as an electrical engineer involved | 0:03:30 | 0:03:34 | |
long shifts on the railways. | 0:03:34 | 0:03:37 | |
He was working on the electrification and he would work | 0:03:37 | 0:03:40 | |
nights mostly and then just before the accident was his last | 0:03:40 | 0:03:47 | |
night shift and he was due to go and work days in the office. | 0:03:47 | 0:03:50 | |
So he wouldn't be making any long late night journeys. | 0:03:50 | 0:03:54 | |
He was on his way to work. | 0:03:54 | 0:04:03 | |
And then he was about six miles or so from work | 0:04:03 | 0:04:07 | |
and he just didn't make it. | 0:04:07 | 0:04:12 | |
I don't remember the incident. | 0:04:14 | 0:04:17 | |
I have no memory of any of it which, well, | 0:04:17 | 0:04:21 | |
I don't want to remember it but I can't remember any of it. | 0:04:21 | 0:04:27 | |
In Swindon, Meg was woken by a call from a friend telling her Gavin had | 0:04:27 | 0:04:31 | |
been in an accident. | 0:04:31 | 0:04:36 | |
I got to the hospital just after eight o'clock and they let me | 0:04:36 | 0:04:39 | |
in straightaway to see him and I went in and sat next to him | 0:04:39 | 0:04:44 | |
and he was just completely connected with tubes and monitors and I just | 0:04:44 | 0:04:53 | |
remember sitting next to him, begging him, | 0:04:53 | 0:05:00 | |
praying for him to wake up. | 0:05:00 | 0:05:01 | |
I'd give anything. | 0:05:01 | 0:05:02 | |
I'd have swapped places with him. | 0:05:02 | 0:05:06 | |
Lewis was rushed to the same hospital. | 0:05:06 | 0:05:10 | |
Doctors told his family to prepare for the worst. | 0:05:10 | 0:05:13 | |
I've read letters that were sent from the hospital to my GP | 0:05:13 | 0:05:16 | |
that night that said that I probably would deteriorate throughout | 0:05:16 | 0:05:19 | |
the night and the doctors told my family I had a 70% chance | 0:05:19 | 0:05:24 | |
of dying that night. | 0:05:24 | 0:05:28 | |
But for Gavin's family and Meg, the news was even worse. | 0:05:28 | 0:05:32 | |
The consultant took the family into the room and told them | 0:05:32 | 0:05:38 | |
there was nothing they could do and I just remember my legs | 0:05:38 | 0:05:42 | |
completely giving in. | 0:05:42 | 0:05:49 | |
I remember my mum grabbing hold of me and walking me | 0:05:49 | 0:05:56 | |
through the intensive care unit and it genuinely felt like a dream. | 0:05:56 | 0:06:02 | |
It felt like I was watching it happen to somebody else. | 0:06:02 | 0:06:10 | |
And as I stood up I kissed him on his forehead | 0:06:10 | 0:06:13 | |
and told him it was OK to go. | 0:06:13 | 0:06:23 | |
I told him not to be scared and that he could | 0:06:23 | 0:06:29 | |
still look after me. | 0:06:29 | 0:06:36 | |
Lewis wasn't told Gavin had died until after he was | 0:06:36 | 0:06:38 | |
discharged from hospital. | 0:06:38 | 0:06:41 | |
My dad and stepmum sat me down and they just told me everything. | 0:06:41 | 0:06:48 | |
I cried. | 0:06:48 | 0:06:52 | |
We was all in tears and I didn't want to get better then. | 0:06:52 | 0:06:55 | |
I was like, I didn't want the physio, | 0:06:55 | 0:06:57 | |
I didn't want the treatments. | 0:06:57 | 0:07:00 | |
I didn't care about my injuries. | 0:07:00 | 0:07:05 | |
Lewis has already pleaded guilty to causing Gavin's death | 0:07:05 | 0:07:12 | |
by dangerous driving. | 0:07:12 | 0:07:15 | |
Now, just days before he's due back in court to be sentenced, | 0:07:15 | 0:07:20 | |
Meg has asked to meet him. | 0:07:20 | 0:07:21 | |
I want to ask what he was thinking, what possessed him to pick | 0:07:21 | 0:07:24 | |
up his mobile phone behind the wheel. | 0:07:24 | 0:07:26 | |
I want know how he's feeling now, | 0:07:26 | 0:07:28 | |
how it might affect him and to let him know how I'm feeling, | 0:07:28 | 0:07:32 | |
how Gavin's family are feeling - what we've had to go through. | 0:07:32 | 0:07:36 | |
When I had the message that she wanted to meet me I felt | 0:07:36 | 0:07:40 | |
upset because I'm guilty and I feel like I'm a bad person. | 0:07:40 | 0:07:49 | |
I feel like I'm hated everywhere and I thought she'd hate me. | 0:07:49 | 0:07:55 | |
And I just I felt...why would she want to stare at a murderer? | 0:07:55 | 0:08:04 | |
In a rare encounter, Lewis has agreed to meet Meg | 0:08:05 | 0:08:07 | |
with our cameras present. | 0:08:07 | 0:08:09 | |
Meeting will clearly be tough for both of them. | 0:08:09 | 0:08:11 | |
Meg wants time to think through what she's going to say. | 0:08:11 | 0:08:16 | |
Gavin and I used to come walking along here | 0:08:16 | 0:08:18 | |
when the weather allowed it. | 0:08:18 | 0:08:20 | |
It was just a time to kind of just be us two and block | 0:08:20 | 0:08:24 | |
the rest of the world out. | 0:08:24 | 0:08:26 | |
Do you know what the first thing you're going to | 0:08:26 | 0:08:28 | |
say to Lewis might be? | 0:08:28 | 0:08:29 | |
Have you thought about that? | 0:08:29 | 0:08:31 | |
I'm hoping he's going to start the conversation. | 0:08:31 | 0:08:34 | |
It's the morning of the meeting. | 0:08:34 | 0:08:43 | |
Lewis is first to arrive. | 0:08:56 | 0:09:05 | |
I'm really nervous. | 0:09:06 | 0:09:08 | |
A little bit scared. | 0:09:08 | 0:09:10 | |
I'm a little bit shaky, I can't keep still at the minute. | 0:09:10 | 0:09:16 | |
Playing with my kind of elastic band to try | 0:09:16 | 0:09:23 | |
and focus my mind a little bit. | 0:09:23 | 0:09:25 | |
Just how he's going to react when he first sees me. | 0:09:25 | 0:09:27 | |
I suppose how I'm going to react as well, if I'm | 0:09:27 | 0:09:30 | |
going to kind of freak out or sit down | 0:09:30 | 0:09:32 | |
and have a normal conversation with him and also | 0:09:32 | 0:09:36 | |
what questions I'm going to ask him cos I don't | 0:09:36 | 0:09:39 | |
want to miss anything out. | 0:09:39 | 0:09:49 | |
I think I'm thinking about how he's feeling. | 0:10:01 | 0:10:03 | |
Not so much kind of what he's done but how is he feeling seeing me | 0:10:03 | 0:10:07 | |
so close and knowing that I'm going to be asking | 0:10:07 | 0:10:10 | |
him the questions. | 0:10:10 | 0:10:12 | |
Yeah, I dunno, it's so difficult to describe. | 0:10:12 | 0:10:19 | |
I know I've caused a lot of pain, for a lot of people, | 0:11:11 | 0:11:19 | |
with something that could have waited till the next day. | 0:11:19 | 0:11:24 | |
I know that. | 0:11:25 | 0:11:26 | |
I know what I've done, I know the lives I've ruined, yeah. | 0:11:26 | 0:11:32 | |
I've ruined a lot of people's lives, happiness. | 0:11:32 | 0:11:36 | |
And I deserve everything I get from whatever | 0:11:36 | 0:11:38 | |
comes now - hate, anger. | 0:11:38 | 0:11:45 | |
I can't, you know... | 0:11:45 | 0:11:46 | |
I am sorry but I can't keep saying sorry cos | 0:11:46 | 0:11:48 | |
I know people don't want to hear it. | 0:11:48 | 0:11:50 | |
You can only just... | 0:11:50 | 0:11:52 | |
Sorry's not going to make things better, I know. | 0:11:52 | 0:11:55 | |
Ever. | 0:11:55 | 0:11:59 | |
What were you arguing with the ex-girlfriend about? | 0:11:59 | 0:12:07 | |
She was due to come up to me on the Friday night but she said no | 0:12:07 | 0:12:17 | |
and then we was arguing all day Saturday so I'd go down | 0:12:17 | 0:12:24 | |
on the Sunday morning, but I got in on Saturday night | 0:12:24 | 0:12:31 | |
and I just drove down, angrily. | 0:12:31 | 0:12:38 | |
She was on the phone as the crash happened and she just said she heard | 0:12:38 | 0:12:41 | |
like scraping and brakes screeching and then obviously the impact | 0:12:41 | 0:12:48 | |
was quite loud, she said. | 0:12:48 | 0:12:49 | |
She said it was quite loud. | 0:12:49 | 0:12:54 | |
He was just minding his own business that night and I just... | 0:12:54 | 0:12:56 | |
That's what I think about all the time. | 0:12:56 | 0:12:58 | |
I try and think what the other car, what he must have seen. | 0:12:58 | 0:13:02 | |
I dunno, I hate to... | 0:13:02 | 0:13:06 | |
I just wanted to know, did you say he was just | 0:13:06 | 0:13:08 | |
going to work? | 0:13:08 | 0:13:09 | |
He was just going to work. | 0:13:09 | 0:13:13 | |
Just makes me feel horrible. | 0:13:13 | 0:13:21 | |
Before the crash, Lewis worked as a painter and decorator. | 0:13:21 | 0:13:27 | |
Life revolved around family and friends. | 0:13:27 | 0:13:34 | |
I'm just a normal 24-year-old guy who just works, | 0:13:34 | 0:13:37 | |
lives at home with his parents, can't afford a place of his own yet. | 0:13:37 | 0:13:43 | |
I'm nothing special. | 0:13:43 | 0:13:51 | |
I've lived here nearly 20 years with my family. | 0:13:54 | 0:14:00 | |
Grown up round this area. | 0:14:00 | 0:14:01 | |
Used to play football in the field over there with friends. | 0:14:01 | 0:14:08 | |
And this is the way I'd walk to the football match. | 0:14:08 | 0:14:12 | |
This is the stadium, the way we walk in. | 0:14:12 | 0:14:15 | |
It's usually obviously busy, busier than it is now. | 0:14:15 | 0:14:24 | |
That's where all the singing goes on, in that stand there, | 0:14:26 | 0:14:29 | |
but my granddad likes to keep quiet so we sit with him in | 0:14:29 | 0:14:32 | |
the south stand - keep him happy. | 0:14:33 | 0:14:35 | |
He brings the sweets. | 0:14:35 | 0:14:39 | |
This is where we go in to our seats. | 0:14:39 | 0:14:43 | |
Well, we can go in any of them really but we tend | 0:14:43 | 0:14:46 | |
to use three and four. | 0:14:46 | 0:14:49 | |
And that leads us out to our seats ? front row on the south stand. | 0:14:49 | 0:14:54 | |
It's a good seat. | 0:14:54 | 0:15:00 | |
When someone gets convicted of a crime or an offence, | 0:15:00 | 0:15:05 | |
you never get to see what that person's like | 0:15:05 | 0:15:10 | |
and what background they got. | 0:15:11 | 0:15:15 | |
Everyone assumes that they're bad. | 0:15:15 | 0:15:18 | |
I went to work five days a week, came home, ate dinner, | 0:15:18 | 0:15:21 | |
played darts and bar billiards in the week, | 0:15:21 | 0:15:23 | |
come to football on the weekend. | 0:15:23 | 0:15:26 | |
Love my family, love friends. | 0:15:26 | 0:15:30 | |
But I've obviously lost my job, lost my car, | 0:15:30 | 0:15:33 | |
I've ruined someone else's life. | 0:15:33 | 0:15:37 | |
You don't know what's round the corner. | 0:15:37 | 0:15:39 | |
You don't know what's coming tomorrow. | 0:15:39 | 0:15:45 | |
Knowing how much Gavin meant to others is comforting to Meg. | 0:15:45 | 0:15:51 | |
Today, she's meeting his workmates, Yuga and Ashton. | 0:15:51 | 0:15:59 | |
Gavin was absolutely amazing. | 0:15:59 | 0:16:00 | |
He was really really good at his work. | 0:16:00 | 0:16:02 | |
He was one of the ones that you know you can depend on. | 0:16:02 | 0:16:06 | |
It's rare you see such a high level engineer with such | 0:16:06 | 0:16:09 | |
a good sense of humour. | 0:16:09 | 0:16:11 | |
He was a funny guy and he was one of the best engineers | 0:16:11 | 0:16:15 | |
I've ever worked with. | 0:16:15 | 0:16:17 | |
This is one of the engineering trains that was named after Gavin | 0:16:17 | 0:16:19 | |
in his honour and it's so special because it is one of the only trains | 0:16:19 | 0:16:23 | |
that have been named after somebody and apart from Brunel | 0:16:23 | 0:16:27 | |
in the past 100 years. | 0:16:27 | 0:16:31 | |
It's so important for me to be able to remember him by what he used | 0:16:31 | 0:16:34 | |
to love and the job that he did and how much of a difference | 0:16:34 | 0:16:37 | |
he was making. | 0:16:38 | 0:16:38 | |
I can't stop on the A34. | 0:16:38 | 0:16:40 | |
I can't pull over to one side | 0:16:40 | 0:16:42 | |
and remember him and see where it all happened. | 0:16:42 | 0:16:45 | |
I laid flowers shortly after the accident with a police | 0:16:45 | 0:16:47 | |
escort but just to be able to pass by this engineering train and smile | 0:16:47 | 0:16:53 | |
is enough for me to kind of feel something and be happy | 0:16:53 | 0:16:57 | |
that he's close by. | 0:16:57 | 0:17:05 | |
Obviously, I felt like I hadn't done it. | 0:17:08 | 0:17:10 | |
I was like, am I capable | 0:17:10 | 0:17:12 | |
of something like that I didn't think I'd be... | 0:17:12 | 0:17:17 | |
I couldn't believe that I could have done it but I had and I have | 0:17:17 | 0:17:21 | |
to accept it and face it. | 0:17:21 | 0:17:29 | |
What injuries did they tell you you had? | 0:17:29 | 0:17:33 | |
I don't want to, like, go on about them | 0:17:33 | 0:17:36 | |
because they're nothing compared | 0:17:36 | 0:17:44 | |
to what happened but I had a leg, I broke this left leg | 0:17:44 | 0:17:47 | |
and I tore my aorta, had a stent fitted in that and some | 0:17:47 | 0:17:50 | |
internal injuries that they had to put me in a coma to keep me | 0:17:50 | 0:17:56 | |
breathing because my lungs were quite squashed. | 0:17:56 | 0:18:04 | |
My auntie's told me that I took off my mask my oxygen mask | 0:18:04 | 0:18:07 | |
and said to her it was my fault. | 0:18:07 | 0:18:09 | |
I kept saying it was my fault, it was my fault. | 0:18:09 | 0:18:12 | |
They didn't tell me what had happened but I knew | 0:18:12 | 0:18:15 | |
I was in trouble, cos the police were bringing my stuff | 0:18:15 | 0:18:19 | |
from the car in the bags, yeah. | 0:18:19 | 0:18:25 | |
How has it affected your family? | 0:18:25 | 0:18:30 | |
They've obviously had to go into work and know their son's some | 0:18:30 | 0:18:36 | |
sort of murderer as I've been called by some people, | 0:18:36 | 0:18:41 | |
at my stepmum's workplace, saying your son's killed someone. | 0:18:41 | 0:18:45 | |
Now he should be put in prison for life. | 0:18:45 | 0:18:53 | |
Are you...? | 0:18:53 | 0:18:54 | |
Are you angry at me? | 0:18:54 | 0:19:01 | |
A little bit. | 0:19:01 | 0:19:05 | |
But then so many people do it, so many people, | 0:19:05 | 0:19:09 | |
but it was a stupid mistake. | 0:19:09 | 0:19:13 | |
I don't want to hate you forever, I'm not that type of person, | 0:19:13 | 0:19:19 | |
and eventually I'll probably be able to forgive you. | 0:19:19 | 0:19:25 | |
But I just needed some questions answering first. | 0:19:25 | 0:19:33 | |
To be honest, I expected the hate and the abuse. | 0:19:33 | 0:19:36 | |
I don't know what you're like. | 0:19:36 | 0:19:37 | |
I don't know... | 0:19:37 | 0:19:40 | |
I expect it from anyone that seen me on the street. | 0:19:40 | 0:19:43 | |
They want to have a go then I'll listen to and I'lI accept anything | 0:19:43 | 0:19:46 | |
that people have got to say. | 0:19:46 | 0:19:49 | |
I was scared to meet you. | 0:19:49 | 0:19:59 | |
As a first time offender, prison's a daunting prospect | 0:19:59 | 0:20:04 | |
for Lewis so he and his stepmum are looking up what he | 0:20:04 | 0:20:09 | |
needs to take with him. | 0:20:09 | 0:20:18 | |
I feel like I have been kept here to pay for this. | 0:20:18 | 0:20:23 | |
I feel like I've been kept here to pay for the mistake | 0:20:23 | 0:20:26 | |
I've made and punished, really. | 0:20:26 | 0:20:31 | |
That's my dad, granddad in the middle, FA Cup and me | 0:20:31 | 0:20:36 | |
with the Premier League. | 0:20:36 | 0:20:41 | |
While Lewis packs mementos of the family he'll be leaving | 0:20:41 | 0:20:43 | |
behind, Gavin's never far from his thoughts. | 0:20:43 | 0:20:47 | |
Feel like I know him but I don't. | 0:20:47 | 0:20:53 | |
I feel like I've met him, some of the dreams I've had. | 0:20:53 | 0:20:58 | |
Tell me about those dreams. | 0:20:59 | 0:21:00 | |
Just being in the car, raining, it's just darkness. | 0:21:00 | 0:21:02 | |
And I'm sort of in the car. | 0:21:02 | 0:21:07 | |
His face, his picture, it's just there. | 0:21:07 | 0:21:11 | |
Do you think that will ever leave you? | 0:21:11 | 0:21:13 | |
No. | 0:21:13 | 0:21:17 | |
What do you think the public's perception of you is? | 0:21:17 | 0:21:24 | |
Um, murderer, stupid idiot. | 0:21:24 | 0:21:29 | |
I accept the stupid idiot. | 0:21:29 | 0:21:36 | |
I'm not a murderer, that's one comment I won't accept | 0:21:36 | 0:21:40 | |
because I didn't mean it. | 0:21:40 | 0:21:43 | |
And I didn't mean to end his life. | 0:21:43 | 0:21:52 | |
I was so angry, so angry. | 0:21:52 | 0:21:57 | |
And it was Gavin's mum, really, that showed the compassion and said | 0:21:57 | 0:22:01 | |
that we have to remember other people are involved and at that | 0:22:01 | 0:22:06 | |
point it was more of a realisation for me that somebody's stupid | 0:22:06 | 0:22:10 | |
mistake has caused something so traumatic for so many people. | 0:22:10 | 0:22:18 | |
After the accident, Meg took solace in writing down all her thoughts | 0:22:18 | 0:22:21 | |
from her time with Gavin. | 0:22:21 | 0:22:26 | |
This wasn't our future. | 0:22:26 | 0:22:27 | |
We had plans. | 0:22:27 | 0:22:29 | |
Paris, Bruges, Northern Lights, Australia, graduation. | 0:22:29 | 0:22:34 | |
I wrote to him every day. | 0:22:34 | 0:22:38 | |
I filled a book with letters and notes, just so that he knew | 0:22:38 | 0:22:44 | |
what I was up to, what I was doing, that I was thinking of him. | 0:22:44 | 0:22:50 | |
You say you wrote to him. | 0:22:50 | 0:22:51 | |
Was that while he was here or after he passed away? | 0:22:51 | 0:22:54 | |
No, I wrote to him after he passed away. | 0:22:54 | 0:22:58 | |
It was easier for me to talk to him like that. | 0:22:58 | 0:23:05 | |
Why is it so important to you to have this box of memories? | 0:23:05 | 0:23:11 | |
I guess because I'm scared I'm going to forget him. | 0:23:11 | 0:23:21 | |
You start to have days where life feels normal and then you feel | 0:23:21 | 0:23:27 | |
guilty because you're still here | 0:23:27 | 0:23:35 | |
and I've been suffering really badly with my anxiety. | 0:23:35 | 0:23:42 | |
Getting on to that road is really difficult but I have | 0:23:42 | 0:23:45 | |
sisters that travel on it, friends who travel | 0:23:45 | 0:23:47 | |
on it every single day. | 0:23:48 | 0:23:51 | |
So it probably adds to my worry. | 0:23:51 | 0:23:58 | |
I think I'm more conscious when I'm driving mostly of other | 0:23:58 | 0:24:01 | |
drivers on the road now and if they are on their phone | 0:24:01 | 0:24:05 | |
you know I just think that they don't realise and a lot | 0:24:05 | 0:24:11 | |
of people just don't care cos they don't think it's | 0:24:11 | 0:24:13 | |
going to happen to them. | 0:24:13 | 0:24:19 | |
No-one thinks it will happen to them and it shouldn't take something | 0:24:19 | 0:24:23 | |
like this for them to think, oh, well, let's not be using the phone, | 0:24:23 | 0:24:29 | |
people should know before. | 0:24:29 | 0:24:33 | |
I learned the hard way but it shouldn't have to be this way. | 0:24:33 | 0:24:42 | |
So what now, going forwards? | 0:24:51 | 0:24:53 | |
What happens? | 0:24:53 | 0:24:55 | |
Every time I look at my phone I don't want to... | 0:24:55 | 0:24:59 | |
I just look at this phone and I'm thinking, | 0:24:59 | 0:25:01 | |
I don't, I can't want to answer it | 0:25:02 | 0:25:04 | |
every time and if I could live without a phone I would as well. | 0:25:04 | 0:25:09 | |
I wouldn't use a phone again. | 0:25:09 | 0:25:13 | |
I won't ever drive again. | 0:25:13 | 0:25:14 | |
Ever. | 0:25:14 | 0:25:21 | |
What would you say to somebody who's going to pick up their phone | 0:25:23 | 0:25:26 | |
behind the wheel today without even thinking about it? | 0:25:26 | 0:25:31 | |
Don't do it cos picking up a phone no matter how nice you are or how | 0:25:31 | 0:25:38 | |
good you are, accidents like this can happen to anyone on the road | 0:25:38 | 0:25:41 | |
by using a phone. | 0:25:41 | 0:25:47 | |
Something I gotta learn for, something I gotta pay the price | 0:25:47 | 0:25:50 | |
for and I will learn from it. | 0:25:50 | 0:25:54 | |
Thank you for agreeing to meet me and answering my questions. | 0:25:54 | 0:25:57 | |
I know it's been hard. | 0:25:57 | 0:26:02 | |
I just want you to know that I am sorry. | 0:26:02 | 0:26:07 | |
When people hear about this they assume automatically that | 0:26:07 | 0:26:10 | |
I'm some person that hasn't got on with life and people that just | 0:26:10 | 0:26:15 | |
cause trouble day in day out but I know I'm not that guy. | 0:26:15 | 0:26:19 | |
I've been brought up well, I never had a bad family, | 0:26:19 | 0:26:22 | |
never had a bad upbringing, I've got no excuse for what's happened | 0:26:22 | 0:26:25 | |
so I just want to say sorry for everything | 0:26:25 | 0:26:28 | |
and thanks for meeting me. | 0:26:29 | 0:26:31 | |
Yeah. | 0:26:31 | 0:26:33 | |
At the end of a gruelling 50 minutes together, | 0:26:39 | 0:26:43 | |
Meg gets some fresh air, | 0:26:43 | 0:26:45 | |
leaving Lewis to reflect on the meeting. | 0:26:45 | 0:26:48 | |
It's hard for me to get across to her how sorry I am | 0:26:48 | 0:26:52 | |
because something that's so tragic has happened like this. | 0:26:52 | 0:26:57 | |
Sorry's not enough and I said that it was a cheap way just to keep | 0:26:57 | 0:27:02 | |
saying sorry but there's no other way that I can think | 0:27:02 | 0:27:05 | |
of that would make it up. | 0:27:05 | 0:27:10 | |
I think he was a lot softer and a lot more open | 0:27:10 | 0:27:12 | |
than I expected him to be. | 0:27:13 | 0:27:15 | |
He was really forthcoming with his answers | 0:27:15 | 0:27:18 | |
and quite happy to talk. | 0:27:18 | 0:27:21 | |
He was very apologetic. | 0:27:21 | 0:27:25 | |
I'm pleased I've done it. | 0:27:25 | 0:27:26 | |
I'm pleased I've had the opportunity to let Lewis know how | 0:27:26 | 0:27:29 | |
I have been impacted, how I have been feeling but also, | 0:27:29 | 0:27:31 | |
you know, to hear him actually say that it was a stupid mistake | 0:27:31 | 0:27:34 | |
and that, you know, he's aware of what he's done and he's upset | 0:27:34 | 0:27:41 | |
and how it's affected him and his family has given me a little | 0:27:41 | 0:27:44 | |
bit of closure, I think. | 0:27:44 | 0:27:48 | |
I'm happy that I've met Meg, I'm happy that she wanted to meet me. | 0:27:48 | 0:27:54 | |
And I hope it provides closure that will help her move on and help us, | 0:27:54 | 0:27:59 | |
help me get through this as well, the next chapter of | 0:27:59 | 0:28:03 | |
serving a punishment. | 0:28:03 | 0:28:06 | |
But more importantly, hopefully, she finds a way | 0:28:06 | 0:28:10 | |
that it can help her. | 0:28:10 | 0:28:14 | |
Lewis Stratford will receive his sentence later this week. | 0:28:17 | 0:28:21 | |
I'd like to hear your thoughts about that story ? drop me an email. | 0:28:21 | 0:28:25 | |
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That's it for now. | 0:28:28 | 0:28:29 | |
More stories from the South same time next week. | 0:28:29 | 0:28:32 | |
Till then, bye. | 0:28:32 | 0:28:33 | |
If you've been affected by any of the issues | 0:28:36 | 0:28:38 | |
raised in this programme, there's help and advice | 0:28:38 | 0:28:42 | |
at bbc.co.uk/actionline. | 0:28:42 | 0:28:44 | |
Join Sally Taylor on BBC local radio tomorrow morning from 9am | 0:28:44 | 0:28:48 | |
for a special programme discussing the safety of the A34. | 0:28:48 | 0:28:55 | |
Hello, I'm Riz Lateef with your 90-second update. | 0:29:05 | 0:29:08 | |
It's been described as the worst blunder in Oscars history - | 0:29:08 | 0:29:10 | |
when the wrong winner for best film was announced. | 0:29:10 | 0:29:13 | |
The stars of LaLa Land were accepting the award | 0:29:13 | 0:29:15 | |
when they were told the winner was actually Moonlight. | 0:29:15 | 0:29:19 | |
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more because of new rules. | 0:29:21 | 0:29:23 | |
The changes mean higher compensation pay-outs. | 0:29:23 | 0:29:25 | |
But insurers say, in return, premiums will rise. | 0:29:25 | 0:29:29 | |
2.5 years after it was set up - the independent inquiry | 0:29:29 | 0:29:31 | |
into child sex abuse has begun its first public hearings. | 0:29:31 | 0:29:35 |