You Could Have It All

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0:00:02 > 0:00:03Previously on Lost & Found...

0:00:03 > 0:00:06Honestly, I never thought in a million years that our band

0:00:06 > 0:00:07would be back together.

0:00:07 > 0:00:09It's the best feeling in the world!

0:00:09 > 0:00:11I'm just really happy I got my best friends back.

0:00:11 > 0:00:15Staying up late and working all night, it can grind you down.

0:00:15 > 0:00:19If you need anything or anyone to talk to, I'm here.

0:00:19 > 0:00:22It's nice of John to worry about me, but I feel great.

0:00:22 > 0:00:24There's nothing for John to worry about.

0:00:26 > 0:00:29# When all is falling

0:00:29 > 0:00:33# Sometimes you've got to stay on the ground

0:00:33 > 0:00:40# The world can weigh the strongest person down

0:00:40 > 0:00:47# And I know one day you'll make your sweet return

0:00:47 > 0:00:54# But till then we'll wait with our hands holding out

0:00:54 > 0:01:02# So keep holding on

0:01:09 > 0:01:12I wrote this song called You Could Have It All

0:01:12 > 0:01:15because I finally feel like that's possible for me.

0:01:15 > 0:01:18# I heard you might be leaving

0:01:18 > 0:01:22# So for now it's a farewell

0:01:22 > 0:01:24# Don't you stop believing

0:01:24 > 0:01:29# You could, you could have it all...

0:01:29 > 0:01:31Some stuff has happened with my family

0:01:31 > 0:01:34that took me through some really dark times.

0:01:34 > 0:01:36But now I have the band, and I have Michelle.

0:01:36 > 0:01:40It's finally starting to feel like things are going my way.

0:01:40 > 0:01:43# You could, you could have it all. #

0:01:49 > 0:01:51I've been working with the band a lot lately.

0:01:51 > 0:01:55I've been recording and producing, and it feels really good.

0:01:57 > 0:02:00# Can't stop the time still, I'm going away

0:02:00 > 0:02:01# Can't stop... #

0:02:01 > 0:02:04It's Music Week. It's a giant festival in the city.

0:02:04 > 0:02:06We're recording some demos right now to get out there

0:02:06 > 0:02:08before our showcase.

0:02:10 > 0:02:12Music Week is an amazing chance to get discovered.

0:02:12 > 0:02:15Musicians play all across the city in different venues.

0:02:15 > 0:02:17We could get discovered this week!

0:02:17 > 0:02:22# The writing on the wall says we could, we could have it all. #

0:02:22 > 0:02:23Music Week is super important,

0:02:23 > 0:02:26so I've been staying up really late, and not even sleeping sometimes.

0:02:26 > 0:02:30But I'm just trying to get the tracks as good as they can be.

0:02:30 > 0:02:38# I just lie awake dreaming that we could, we could have it all. #

0:02:44 > 0:02:46Whoo!

0:02:46 > 0:02:48That's a good one. That's the one you're using.

0:02:48 > 0:02:50Yeah, that was a really good take.

0:02:50 > 0:02:54- Thank you so much for doing this. You're a life-saver.- Yeah. Um...

0:02:54 > 0:02:57Are you sure you'll be able to get the demos done by tonight?

0:02:57 > 0:03:01This is a lot to take on. But I can do it. I know I can.

0:03:01 > 0:03:03Yeah. Yeah, I can do it by tonight.

0:03:03 > 0:03:04- We could help.- No.

0:03:04 > 0:03:07No, no, I got it. I can do it.

0:03:07 > 0:03:08- OK, thanks.- OK, yeah.

0:03:10 > 0:03:13'The band has put a lot of trust in me,

0:03:13 > 0:03:15'and I'm not going to let them down.'

0:03:15 > 0:03:17- # We are the lost - The lost

0:03:17 > 0:03:18- # And found - And found

0:03:18 > 0:03:21# Don't know where we stand, but it's solid ground

0:03:21 > 0:03:24# It's your shot, let me see what you've got

0:03:24 > 0:03:28# Only your true light shines as bright as you

0:03:28 > 0:03:31# Whoa, oh, oh, oh Whoa, oh, oh, oh

0:03:31 > 0:03:34# Whoa, oh, oh, oh. #

0:03:49 > 0:03:52Now, remember, you call me soon as the show is over.

0:03:52 > 0:03:54- Let me know what time you'll be home.- Yes.

0:03:54 > 0:03:55I have a plan.

0:03:55 > 0:03:59Today I'm going to change my look and become the brand-new me.

0:03:59 > 0:04:01As soon as I can ditch my mother.

0:04:01 > 0:04:03Yo, yo! Who's that?

0:04:03 > 0:04:05E-Dog? Ah, Eva-Bu-Beva...

0:04:05 > 0:04:07What's up?

0:04:07 > 0:04:08- Er, Jude...- Mmm?

0:04:08 > 0:04:10This is my mom.

0:04:10 > 0:04:11Oh... Um...

0:04:12 > 0:04:14Oh! OK...

0:04:17 > 0:04:18Um...

0:04:18 > 0:04:20I find I must exit myself.

0:04:23 > 0:04:26- He seems nice.- Yeah, he is.

0:04:26 > 0:04:29Well, have a good show, E-Dog!

0:04:29 > 0:04:31- All right.- All right.

0:04:35 > 0:04:38I'm feeling pretty overwhelmed with all the work I have to do.

0:04:38 > 0:04:40I'm trying not to panic, but it's really hard.

0:04:40 > 0:04:42PHONE RINGS

0:04:42 > 0:04:44I really want to talk to Giselle right now.

0:04:44 > 0:04:47She's really good at putting things into perspective.

0:04:47 > 0:04:50- Hello?- Hi, Giselle. Can you talk?

0:04:50 > 0:04:53Not really, we're going on in five minutes.

0:04:53 > 0:04:55- What's going on?- I...

0:04:55 > 0:04:58I just feel so much pressure with all the music stuff,

0:04:58 > 0:05:01and I, I don't think I can do it by myself.

0:05:01 > 0:05:04Well, is someone around? Maybe they can help?

0:05:04 > 0:05:06No, if I do that, they'll all hate me.

0:05:06 > 0:05:09They already think I'm a failure. This will just prove it.

0:05:09 > 0:05:12Clara, I think you're just being way too hard on yourself.

0:05:14 > 0:05:16Yeah, you're right.

0:05:16 > 0:05:20Maybe you can call Mom and Dad, maybe they can help?

0:05:20 > 0:05:22OK. OK.

0:05:22 > 0:05:24Yeah. Get, go... You get ready.

0:05:24 > 0:05:26- OK, I'll call you later tonight, all right?- Bye.- Bye.

0:05:29 > 0:05:31- Is everything OK?- Yeah.

0:05:31 > 0:05:33Giselle can't help me.

0:05:33 > 0:05:35I...can't call my parents.

0:05:35 > 0:05:38They don't understand.

0:05:38 > 0:05:40I'm all alone.

0:05:43 > 0:05:46- So are you ready to rock Music Week? - I am so ready!

0:05:46 > 0:05:51It's going to be like the Leia Rachel Reunion Spectacular!

0:05:51 > 0:05:54- That was really good.- It's good, it's good. Catchy.- I know!

0:05:54 > 0:05:56I'm so happy Leia and I are hanging out again.

0:05:56 > 0:06:00The band's back together, and everything's great.

0:06:00 > 0:06:03I really, really missed you.

0:06:04 > 0:06:07What did you miss most about me?

0:06:07 > 0:06:10What I missed most about you...

0:06:12 > 0:06:16Is how unstoppable you are.

0:06:16 > 0:06:17That's so sweet.

0:06:17 > 0:06:20You know, like no-one, no-one gets in Leia's way.

0:06:20 > 0:06:23That's what I keep telling people!

0:06:23 > 0:06:26So... what about me?

0:06:26 > 0:06:30You know, I really like how grounded you are.

0:06:30 > 0:06:34You're really connected to the earth, and present in the moment.

0:06:34 > 0:06:36I really need you in my life.

0:06:37 > 0:06:39I need you, too.

0:06:40 > 0:06:44- We should work on the song. - Right, right. The song.

0:06:44 > 0:06:46# Amazing! #

0:06:46 > 0:06:48My friendship with Leia is so special.

0:06:48 > 0:06:51And I didn't realise how special it was until I lost it.

0:06:51 > 0:06:54I just hope that never happens again.

0:07:03 > 0:07:06SHE SCREAMS Ava!

0:07:06 > 0:07:10What is going on? Just tell me right now, because my mind is going crazy.

0:07:10 > 0:07:13This is the new Ava.

0:07:13 > 0:07:17Ava 2.0? Oh, my goodness, you look amazing.

0:07:17 > 0:07:20This is definitely going to open up your world.

0:07:21 > 0:07:23Ava has grown so much since I've known her.

0:07:23 > 0:07:25She's really coming out of her shell.

0:07:25 > 0:07:27- Yay!- Oh, oh! Watch the extensions!

0:07:27 > 0:07:30I need to do something big to prove to everyone that I'm not the

0:07:30 > 0:07:33same shy, scared little girl that I used to be.

0:07:45 > 0:07:47- Hey.- What are... What are you doing here?

0:07:47 > 0:07:50- I just wanted to see how it was going.- Yeah, well, I'm not done yet, so...

0:07:50 > 0:07:53- I don't know what you want. - Oh, that's cool.- Yeah.

0:07:53 > 0:07:54Yeah, I don't know why you're

0:07:54 > 0:07:56coming in here and why you're checking on me.

0:07:56 > 0:07:59- Do you think I'm incapable? - Clara, I think you can do this.

0:07:59 > 0:08:02No, but what you're doing right now is you're distracting me.

0:08:02 > 0:08:04- Because I need time if you think that I can finish it.- I...

0:08:04 > 0:08:06- I'm not...- And now we don't have any

0:08:06 > 0:08:08- time, and it's not going to be done by tonight.- OK, easy.

0:08:08 > 0:08:11- It's not a problem if it's not done by tonight.- What do you mean?

0:08:11 > 0:08:14What do you mean it's not a problem? You don't think I can do it!

0:08:14 > 0:08:16- Leave!- Clara!- Leave!

0:08:26 > 0:08:28- Hey.- Hey.

0:08:28 > 0:08:31- I just had the weirdest encounter with Clara.- Yeah?- Yeah.

0:08:31 > 0:08:35I went to the recording studio to see how the songs were coming along, and...

0:08:35 > 0:08:38She didn't really seem too happy that the demos weren't finished.

0:08:38 > 0:08:40And she pushed me out of the control room.

0:08:40 > 0:08:43- Like physically pushed you?- Yeah.

0:08:43 > 0:08:47- I'm worried about her, man.- Me, too.

0:08:47 > 0:08:48Maybe we put a little too much

0:08:48 > 0:08:50pressure on her to finish the demos on her own.

0:08:50 > 0:08:53We offered to help. She just didn't want it.

0:08:53 > 0:08:56We should go check on her, make sure she's OK.

0:08:56 > 0:08:57Maybe you should check on her.

0:08:57 > 0:09:01- Should probably respond better to you, anyway.- Yeah, I'll do that.

0:09:03 > 0:09:07I was hoping Clara was better, but I guess she isn't.

0:09:07 > 0:09:11If Luke's worried about her, something's definitely going on.

0:09:23 > 0:09:25KNOCKING ON DOOR

0:09:30 > 0:09:32Leave me alone.

0:09:33 > 0:09:35I'll leave you alone in a second, OK?

0:09:41 > 0:09:43Do you want some water or something?

0:09:43 > 0:09:47No, I just need a minute, and then I can keep working on the track.

0:09:47 > 0:09:49Forget about the track.

0:09:49 > 0:09:52I'm more worried about you.

0:09:52 > 0:09:56Luke obviously told John that I'd not finished the tracks.

0:09:56 > 0:09:59Pretty soon everyone's going to know that I'm a failure.

0:10:03 > 0:10:05Clara...

0:10:09 > 0:10:10Everyone was right.

0:10:10 > 0:10:13I should never have got into Lost & Found in the first place.

0:10:13 > 0:10:15I don't deserve to be here.

0:10:19 > 0:10:21Five, six, seven, eight.

0:10:21 > 0:10:25One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight.

0:10:25 > 0:10:28- One, two...- Leia! I'm not doing that.

0:10:28 > 0:10:30Really? I wanted to spice it up a little, you know?

0:10:30 > 0:10:32No, stick to the choreography. No body rolls. OK.

0:10:32 > 0:10:35I feel like Leia and I are equals now.

0:10:35 > 0:10:37Maybe the time apart was good.

0:10:37 > 0:10:40I'm really taking more control in this friendship.

0:10:40 > 0:10:42Five, six, seven, eight.

0:10:42 > 0:10:46One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight.

0:10:46 > 0:10:49- BOTH: One, two, three, four, five, six...- Hey.

0:10:49 > 0:10:50What's up?

0:10:50 > 0:10:52I was wondering if you wanted to go to Java Junction

0:10:52 > 0:10:54and maybe get a drink? My treat.

0:10:54 > 0:10:58Luke's here, I know the drill. Rehearsal's over.

0:10:58 > 0:10:59Erm...

0:11:01 > 0:11:03Luke...

0:11:03 > 0:11:07Thank you very much for the kind invitation, but I'm actually

0:11:07 > 0:11:10in the middle of rehearsing a song with...my best friend.

0:11:10 > 0:11:13- So some other time? - Seriously?- Yeah.

0:11:15 > 0:11:17It's cool, we'll do it some other time.

0:11:17 > 0:11:19- Anyway, I'll see you later.- OK.

0:11:19 > 0:11:20- OK, bye.- Bye, have fun.

0:11:22 > 0:11:25That was awesome.

0:11:25 > 0:11:27What was?

0:11:27 > 0:11:28The way you turned down Luke for me!

0:11:28 > 0:11:31It was, wasn't it?

0:11:31 > 0:11:34I am so happy that Rachel and I are friends again.

0:11:34 > 0:11:38So I'm not going to take this relationship for granted.

0:11:53 > 0:11:54Jude?

0:11:55 > 0:11:57Oh!

0:11:57 > 0:11:59- Hey.- Hey.

0:11:59 > 0:12:03Uh... Is there a dress-up theme for Music Week, or...

0:12:03 > 0:12:07Well, what do you think?

0:12:07 > 0:12:10It's lovely. You...

0:12:10 > 0:12:13- just don't look like yourself. At all.- What do I look like?

0:12:13 > 0:12:17You see, your other look was... Phew!

0:12:17 > 0:12:18And this one?

0:12:18 > 0:12:20This one is more...

0:12:20 > 0:12:21HE SHUDDERS

0:12:23 > 0:12:26But that's just my opinion.

0:12:26 > 0:12:28This is not the reaction that I was going for.

0:12:28 > 0:12:33I wanted to impress Jude, but he doesn't seem impressed at all.

0:12:42 > 0:12:45# Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

0:12:45 > 0:12:46# Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh... #

0:12:46 > 0:12:50Rachel and I are the first to perform at Music Week.

0:12:50 > 0:12:51And I'm so excited!

0:12:51 > 0:12:55# I'm really lapping up the big dream

0:12:55 > 0:12:58# And this is way more than it seems

0:12:58 > 0:13:01# I'm getting caught in the slipstream...

0:13:01 > 0:13:04Rachel and I collaborated on the song.

0:13:04 > 0:13:08It's called Amazing, and it's kind of a love song to our friendship.

0:13:08 > 0:13:09# It's so, so amazing

0:13:09 > 0:13:13# We tear the walls down all over this town now

0:13:13 > 0:13:17# Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

0:13:17 > 0:13:20# Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

0:13:20 > 0:13:24# Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

0:13:24 > 0:13:27# We be stepping on the downbeat

0:13:27 > 0:13:31# We be table dancing in the street

0:13:31 > 0:13:34# Every second, every day is doublespeed

0:13:34 > 0:13:37# We get together, we go for ever

0:13:37 > 0:13:40# If you're crazy, it's, oh, so amazing

0:13:40 > 0:13:45# We tear the walls down all over this town now. #

0:13:45 > 0:13:47CHEERING

0:13:47 > 0:13:49This feels like a new beginning for us.

0:13:49 > 0:13:53Our friendship has been through a lot, but we're stronger than ever.

0:14:03 > 0:14:05Ava?

0:14:05 > 0:14:07Aren't you up next for Music Week?

0:14:07 > 0:14:10Um... I decided not to.

0:14:10 > 0:14:13What happened to your outfit and everything? You looked awesome.

0:14:13 > 0:14:15It just started to feel wrong.

0:14:15 > 0:14:19Look, I was looking forward to seeing the new Ava.

0:14:19 > 0:14:24Ever since I got here, I've been trying to be two different people.

0:14:24 > 0:14:27One at home, where I felt safe.

0:14:27 > 0:14:32And one here, which was exciting, and terrifying, and...

0:14:32 > 0:14:37Now after trying to be...whatever that was,

0:14:37 > 0:14:39it just turned into a disaster, so...

0:14:39 > 0:14:41I just don't feel like I belong here any more.

0:14:41 > 0:14:44Ava doesn't understand that you don't just wake up one day

0:14:44 > 0:14:45and know who you are.

0:14:45 > 0:14:47It's all a work in progress.

0:14:47 > 0:14:49Give me your hand.

0:14:51 > 0:14:54You don't have to look different for everyone to see differently.

0:14:54 > 0:14:57You just need to get up on that stage and be yourself.

0:15:01 > 0:15:04Thank you.

0:15:04 > 0:15:05And, hey.

0:15:05 > 0:15:07I like these extensions.

0:15:07 > 0:15:09How does it look?

0:15:17 > 0:15:19All the memories of my mom,

0:15:19 > 0:15:22it's all rushing back.

0:15:32 > 0:15:34I know it's hard.

0:15:42 > 0:15:44When I look at you...

0:15:44 > 0:15:47I see a very sensitive person.

0:15:49 > 0:15:53And it's one of the things that makes you so creative.

0:15:53 > 0:15:54But it opens you up to a lot

0:15:54 > 0:15:56of feelings that other people don't...get.

0:15:58 > 0:16:00It's tough.

0:16:01 > 0:16:03My mom was like you.

0:16:04 > 0:16:05I loved her a lot.

0:16:07 > 0:16:10She didn't see how much she was loved.

0:16:16 > 0:16:18I wish she did, but she didn't.

0:16:19 > 0:16:21And I think you have the same problem.

0:16:23 > 0:16:26There are people who care about you.

0:16:26 > 0:16:29Who care about what happens to you.

0:16:33 > 0:16:36I think we should call those people who love you.

0:16:37 > 0:16:39And we should bring them here.

0:16:40 > 0:16:44And we should tell them that you need a break.

0:16:44 > 0:16:46OK?

0:16:46 > 0:16:48- OK.- OK.

0:16:55 > 0:16:59It's OK. It's OK.

0:17:02 > 0:17:03APPLAUSE

0:17:03 > 0:17:09All right, please give a warm round of applause for Ava!

0:17:09 > 0:17:11CHEERING

0:17:14 > 0:17:18This song is dedicated to my best friend, Mary,

0:17:18 > 0:17:21for always supporting me.

0:17:23 > 0:17:26# I fought a good fight

0:17:26 > 0:17:29# I was stranded in the darkness

0:17:29 > 0:17:31# I had to get it right

0:17:31 > 0:17:35# And figure out the answers

0:17:35 > 0:17:37# There's a feeling that I get...

0:17:37 > 0:17:39This is the real me.

0:17:39 > 0:17:41I may not be that all out brand-new Ava,

0:17:41 > 0:17:43but I'm not the old one, either.

0:17:43 > 0:17:48# Like a runaway train that ain't never going to stop

0:17:48 > 0:17:51# Turn on my heart, make it beat stronger

0:17:51 > 0:17:54# Turn on my heart, make it last longer

0:17:54 > 0:17:57# Finally seen the light

0:17:57 > 0:18:00# So turn on my heart tonight

0:18:00 > 0:18:02# Turn on my heart, make it beat stronger...

0:18:02 > 0:18:06Seeing Ava up there really makes me think...

0:18:06 > 0:18:08That I wish we were more than friends.

0:18:08 > 0:18:10I'm going to see what I can do about that.

0:18:10 > 0:18:18# I know, now I know you can't escape your destiny

0:18:18 > 0:18:27# It'll hold you tight and set you free. #

0:18:27 > 0:18:29I'm going to keep growing and changing.

0:18:29 > 0:18:32I'm going to keep taking chances and sometimes they're going to be right,

0:18:32 > 0:18:34and sometimes they're going to be wrong.

0:18:34 > 0:18:37But I'm going to go for it.

0:18:43 > 0:18:45It's OK.

0:18:47 > 0:18:49I got hold of Mr T.

0:18:49 > 0:18:52He called Clara's parents.

0:18:52 > 0:18:54I'm glad they were able to get here.

0:18:54 > 0:18:57How are you?

0:18:57 > 0:18:58It's OK.

0:19:03 > 0:19:05I thought I'd put the past behind me.

0:19:07 > 0:19:09I thought that life was going to be easy now.

0:19:13 > 0:19:16I was wrong.

0:19:16 > 0:19:19I'm never going to get past what happened to my mom.

0:19:24 > 0:19:27# Whoa, oh, oh, oh Whoa, oh, oh, oh

0:19:27 > 0:19:29# Whoa, oh, oh, oh

0:19:29 > 0:19:31# We are the lost

0:19:31 > 0:19:32# And found

0:19:32 > 0:19:35# Don't know where we stand, but it's solid ground

0:19:35 > 0:19:38# It's your shot, let me see what you've got

0:19:38 > 0:19:42# Only your true light shines as bright as you

0:19:42 > 0:19:45# Whoa, oh, oh, oh Whoa, oh, oh, oh

0:19:45 > 0:19:48# Whoa, oh, oh, oh

0:19:48 > 0:19:52# Whoa, oh, oh, oh Whoa, oh, oh, oh

0:19:52 > 0:19:55# Whoa, oh, oh, oh. #