0:00:02 > 0:00:05This is a special instalment is of Sasha Fierce,
0:00:05 > 0:00:07courtesy of the social work department.
0:00:07 > 0:00:09Cheers for the good guys.
0:00:09 > 0:00:11It's called Learning To Leave Care.
0:00:11 > 0:00:15Cos if you're watching this, then guess what...?
0:00:15 > 0:00:16I've left care.
0:00:16 > 0:00:18I've gone home.
0:00:18 > 0:00:19And this,
0:00:19 > 0:00:23well, this is the day that I left Ashdene Ridge.
0:00:23 > 0:00:24The countdown begins.
0:00:30 > 0:00:33ROCK MUSIC PLAYS
0:00:53 > 0:00:56This has to be recycled.
0:00:56 > 0:00:57You're kidding me, right?
0:00:57 > 0:01:00My best Knights basketball tee 2014.
0:01:00 > 0:01:01It's a keeper.
0:01:02 > 0:01:05And if anyone's seen a cartoon drawing of me,
0:01:05 > 0:01:06tell me, yeah?
0:01:06 > 0:01:08These are ace.
0:01:08 > 0:01:10Keep them, I was chucking them anyway.
0:01:11 > 0:01:13You've only just started packing?
0:01:13 > 0:01:14You must be kidding.
0:01:14 > 0:01:16Murph, you're here!
0:01:16 > 0:01:17Brilliant.
0:01:17 > 0:01:19- You can help me.- Uh...
0:01:19 > 0:01:20No, thanks.
0:01:20 > 0:01:21Oh, come on.
0:01:21 > 0:01:24I've lost the drawing that Josh gave me.
0:01:24 > 0:01:25You know, the cartoon one he did.
0:01:25 > 0:01:27- Help me find it.- No can do.
0:01:27 > 0:01:31I'm going to be hanging with my homies till Mum comes back for us.
0:01:31 > 0:01:32Hanging with your what?
0:01:32 > 0:01:34It's how my new mates talk... in 'da hood.
0:01:34 > 0:01:37- Sweet, isn't it? - Stupid's more like.
0:01:37 > 0:01:38Come on, help me.
0:01:38 > 0:01:39I got to get that vlog done before I go.
0:01:39 > 0:01:42Sorry. Things to do, people to see.
0:01:42 > 0:01:43It's my last day here, you know.
0:01:43 > 0:01:45HE CLICKS TONGUE
0:01:45 > 0:01:47Nice and easy.
0:01:47 > 0:01:49There you go.
0:01:49 > 0:01:52Hey. Floss has chipped a bone in her foot,
0:01:52 > 0:01:54she's going to have to take it easy for a bit.
0:01:54 > 0:01:57Yeah, the nurse said, if I don't, it could fall off.
0:01:57 > 0:02:00I think you're exaggerating slightly.
0:02:00 > 0:02:02How would you know? I'm in agony.
0:02:02 > 0:02:04I suffer in silence.
0:02:06 > 0:02:09Right, she is going to need some help.
0:02:09 > 0:02:12So, I was wondering if one of you two wanted to volunteer.
0:02:14 > 0:02:16I'd love to, but I, uh...can't.
0:02:16 > 0:02:18I've got to...
0:02:18 > 0:02:19Sorry!
0:02:19 > 0:02:20I've got homework.
0:02:20 > 0:02:22Urgent homework.
0:02:22 > 0:02:24- Oh, it won't take that long. - It will.
0:02:24 > 0:02:26It's a mountain.
0:02:26 > 0:02:28A maths Everest.
0:02:28 > 0:02:29It will need to be conquered.
0:02:31 > 0:02:32Brain food.
0:02:32 > 0:02:34Looks like it's you, then, Tess.
0:02:37 > 0:02:39No worries,
0:02:39 > 0:02:42it was my runner blades you fell off anyway.
0:02:42 > 0:02:45Yeah, it was all your fault, roomie.
0:02:45 > 0:02:47I've always wanted a PA.
0:02:50 > 0:02:52What's uppp?!
0:02:52 > 0:02:54Dex! How long are you staying?
0:02:54 > 0:02:56Flying visit. So you might want to, you know,
0:02:56 > 0:02:58make the most of me while you can.
0:03:19 > 0:03:21Where are all my things?
0:03:21 > 0:03:22Huh?
0:03:22 > 0:03:23You've shifted my stuff.
0:03:25 > 0:03:27It was a fire and vermin hazard.
0:03:27 > 0:03:29We've sorted it, shampooed your side of the carpet.
0:03:29 > 0:03:30What was wrong with the carpet?
0:03:30 > 0:03:33Melted pack of jelly babies.
0:03:33 > 0:03:34My emergency supply!
0:03:34 > 0:03:35I was going to eat those.
0:03:35 > 0:03:38Trust me, those babies were never getting eaten.
0:03:38 > 0:03:40I'm talking jelly carnage.
0:03:40 > 0:03:42Also, gelatine's bad for you.
0:03:43 > 0:03:44Want a fish finger sandwich?
0:03:44 > 0:03:46You hate fish finger sandwiches.
0:03:46 > 0:03:49No, not the way Joseph makes them.
0:03:49 > 0:03:50Crispy, yet moist.
0:03:52 > 0:03:53Mmm.
0:03:54 > 0:03:57The mayo - it really enhances the taste.
0:03:57 > 0:03:59Where are my flying saucers?
0:03:59 > 0:04:01My bow and arrow? My catapult?
0:04:03 > 0:04:05At least I know my comics are safe.
0:04:05 > 0:04:06You can't get rid of them.
0:04:15 > 0:04:17Archie, where's my stuff?
0:04:17 > 0:04:19ECHOING: Archie!
0:04:21 > 0:04:24Only a few more interviews to go.
0:04:24 > 0:04:27Next up is Finn, Joseph, and Archie.
0:04:27 > 0:04:29THEY STRUGGLE
0:04:29 > 0:04:31Stop messing! I've got to get this done.
0:04:33 > 0:04:35Who moved my things from the garage?
0:04:35 > 0:04:38Beat it. We're doing my learning to leave care vlog.
0:04:38 > 0:04:40Ace. I can help.
0:04:42 > 0:04:43And roll camera.
0:04:45 > 0:04:46You can't be in it.
0:04:46 > 0:04:47But I've left care.
0:04:47 > 0:04:49Exactly, past tense.
0:04:49 > 0:04:50You don't count.
0:04:55 > 0:04:58How do you feel about me and Dex leaving?
0:04:58 > 0:05:01Happy. Cos you're going to live with your mum.
0:05:01 > 0:05:03We're happy for you, but...
0:05:03 > 0:05:04We're sad.
0:05:04 > 0:05:07You'll get your family, but we're losing one of ours.
0:05:08 > 0:05:11The fearless Goddess of...
0:05:11 > 0:05:13- HISSING:- ..Ashdene Ridge.
0:05:13 > 0:05:14Get a grip.
0:05:15 > 0:05:17There's no-one else like you, Sash.
0:05:17 > 0:05:20You're our hero.
0:05:20 > 0:05:23When we grow up, we want to be exactly like you.
0:05:24 > 0:05:26But not girls,
0:05:26 > 0:05:28obviously.
0:05:30 > 0:05:31Oh! Look, look, look, look.
0:05:31 > 0:05:32I've got all your favourites -
0:05:32 > 0:05:35sausage rolls, quiche, cocktail sausages.
0:05:35 > 0:05:37I don't like sausage rolls.
0:05:37 > 0:05:39Or cocktail sausages.
0:05:39 > 0:05:40Oh...
0:05:40 > 0:05:41Oh, it must be one of the others.
0:05:41 > 0:05:44- Oh, I'm sorry.- It's OK.
0:05:44 > 0:05:46- Do you want a hand? - Oh, no, no. It's OK.
0:05:46 > 0:05:49Chloe, Candi-Rose, can you put the plates up, please?
0:05:49 > 0:05:50Go and have fun, go on.
0:05:53 > 0:05:58Hey, Jody, I need to get you on cam for my vlog before I go.
0:05:58 > 0:06:00Yeah, sure.
0:06:00 > 0:06:01No problem.
0:06:03 > 0:06:06I've just got to put away this washing first.
0:06:06 > 0:06:09What, you mean like in actual drawers?
0:06:09 > 0:06:11Hanging stuff up?
0:06:11 > 0:06:12First time for everything, eh?
0:06:15 > 0:06:17She might be camera shy.
0:06:17 > 0:06:19But I'm not.
0:06:23 > 0:06:25Left a bit.
0:06:25 > 0:06:26No, no, right a bit.
0:06:29 > 0:06:31- How's that?- Perfect.
0:06:31 > 0:06:32If you play your cards right,
0:06:32 > 0:06:35we could make this a permanent arrangement.
0:06:35 > 0:06:36If you'd just move the table here.
0:06:39 > 0:06:41SHE GRUNTS
0:06:41 > 0:06:43And put the remote here.
0:06:48 > 0:06:49A drink would be nice.
0:06:50 > 0:06:52I'm gasping.
0:06:52 > 0:06:54I must be properly dehydrated.
0:06:54 > 0:06:56You know, from the rollerblade injury.
0:07:01 > 0:07:03A Krispy Kreme would go down nicely as well.
0:07:05 > 0:07:06SHE SIGHS
0:07:10 > 0:07:12- Can I play?- Sure.
0:07:12 > 0:07:14Yours will be the hat.
0:07:14 > 0:07:16But I'm always the car.
0:07:16 > 0:07:17I'm the car now.
0:07:17 > 0:07:20But you're always the dog.
0:07:20 > 0:07:21Only cos you bagsie the car.
0:07:22 > 0:07:23OK.
0:07:23 > 0:07:25I'll be the hat, and I'll do the bank.
0:07:27 > 0:07:28I'm the money man.
0:07:28 > 0:07:29- WHISPERING:- Ka-ching.
0:07:29 > 0:07:33But, everyone knows the hat looks after the Dosh.
0:07:33 > 0:07:35Not any more.
0:07:35 > 0:07:36Rule change.
0:07:36 > 0:07:38Like it or lump it.
0:07:39 > 0:07:42Vlog time! I've got my camera.
0:07:42 > 0:07:43SHE SIGHS
0:07:43 > 0:07:44In a bit, yeah?
0:07:52 > 0:07:53What's up?
0:07:54 > 0:07:55Jody. She's...
0:07:58 > 0:07:59..I don't know, avoiding me.
0:08:00 > 0:08:02You could just ask her what's up.
0:08:03 > 0:08:04Why would I do that?
0:08:04 > 0:08:07Because you're mates, and mates talk to each other.
0:08:08 > 0:08:09Hm.
0:08:13 > 0:08:15I'm ready for my close-up.
0:08:15 > 0:08:16Took you long enough.
0:08:18 > 0:08:22You can never underestimate the importance of accessories.
0:08:23 > 0:08:25And this one's special.
0:08:26 > 0:08:28I got it at that time at the beach, remember?
0:08:28 > 0:08:30It reminds me of you, Sash.
0:08:30 > 0:08:33The dreads, maybe a bit tentacley.
0:08:33 > 0:08:35Rude!
0:08:35 > 0:08:37They're cute octopuses.
0:08:37 > 0:08:40But they have sting-y suckers.
0:08:40 > 0:08:43But they only sting people when someone's hurting them.
0:08:44 > 0:08:46And that's me.
0:08:47 > 0:08:48I'm going to miss you, Sash.
0:08:55 > 0:08:58- TELEVISION:- Let's get on with the showww!
0:08:58 > 0:08:59CHEERING
0:09:01 > 0:09:03What now?
0:09:03 > 0:09:05- TELEVISION:- It's time now for Stick To The Point stew...
0:09:05 > 0:09:08Time for a quick brush-up on my toenails and...
0:09:08 > 0:09:11..time to have a quick pedicure whilst you're there.
0:09:11 > 0:09:13SHE SIGHS
0:09:15 > 0:09:17So, less than...
0:09:18 > 0:09:20..two hours to go until I leave.
0:09:21 > 0:09:23And what have I found out?
0:09:31 > 0:09:34Sometimes, it's the biggest pains
0:09:34 > 0:09:36that you end up feeling the most for.
0:09:38 > 0:09:40That and my dreads,
0:09:40 > 0:09:41look like tentacles.
0:09:43 > 0:09:45This is Sasha the squid, over and out.
0:09:51 > 0:09:53Don't stop.
0:09:53 > 0:09:54Ahhh.
0:09:54 > 0:09:57How much longer? My arm's getting tired.
0:09:57 > 0:09:59Just till my headache goes.
0:09:59 > 0:10:00That's a lot.
0:10:05 > 0:10:07What?
0:10:07 > 0:10:09My head's bursting.
0:10:09 > 0:10:13It's probably post-traumatic stress from the accident
0:10:13 > 0:10:14that you caused.
0:10:23 > 0:10:24Sasha's looking for you.
0:10:25 > 0:10:28- Is she?- Yeah, I told her you were in here.
0:10:28 > 0:10:29She's just coming.
0:10:29 > 0:10:31SHE SIGHS
0:10:33 > 0:10:36Sasha? Jody's looking for you.
0:10:36 > 0:10:37She's in her room.
0:10:37 > 0:10:40Oh, she must be ready to do the vlog.
0:10:40 > 0:10:41Please?
0:10:41 > 0:10:43Oh, go on. I can manage.
0:10:50 > 0:10:52- Here I am.- Sorry?
0:10:53 > 0:10:55You were looking for me?
0:10:56 > 0:10:57I thought you were looking for me.
0:10:59 > 0:11:00Candi-Rose.
0:11:06 > 0:11:08I'll not let you out till you've got it sorted.
0:11:09 > 0:11:12So, if you thought I was looking for you,
0:11:12 > 0:11:14then what are you doing hiding away up here?
0:11:14 > 0:11:16- I'm not hiding.- No?
0:11:16 > 0:11:18You've been avoiding me all day.
0:11:21 > 0:11:22Let me out!
0:11:26 > 0:11:29It's not going to budge, so you might as well tell me what's up.
0:11:29 > 0:11:31- Nothing's up.- Liar.
0:11:35 > 0:11:37Candi, I need the loo, let me out.
0:11:38 > 0:11:41I've been trying to get you to do my vlog all day
0:11:41 > 0:11:43and you keep dodging me.
0:11:43 > 0:11:45- Why?- Look, I'm not dodging you.
0:11:49 > 0:11:50Fine.
0:11:50 > 0:11:52I'll do your stupid vlog.
0:11:52 > 0:11:54Happy now?
0:11:54 > 0:11:55Candi-Rose, you win.
0:12:07 > 0:12:08Just say what you're feeling.
0:12:12 > 0:12:15So...
0:12:15 > 0:12:16..you're off-ski.
0:12:18 > 0:12:21Doesn't seem like that long since you got here.
0:12:21 > 0:12:23A right pain in the backside you were and all.
0:12:24 > 0:12:26Always bolshie, always right.
0:12:26 > 0:12:28Even when you were so wrong.
0:12:28 > 0:12:32But you're not like that any more.
0:12:35 > 0:12:37Maybe if you were, it would make it easier to...
0:12:40 > 0:12:41What?
0:12:43 > 0:12:44Turn it off!
0:12:48 > 0:12:50All you've ever wanted,
0:12:50 > 0:12:53all the time that I've known you, is to be with your family.
0:12:56 > 0:12:58I can't say that I don't want you to go.
0:12:59 > 0:13:00How selfish would that be?
0:13:04 > 0:13:06That's why I'd rather just say nothing.
0:13:23 > 0:13:27So, one hour to go until I leave care.
0:13:29 > 0:13:30What have I learned?
0:13:33 > 0:13:35That this part of my life is over.
0:13:37 > 0:13:39And I can't wait to move on.
0:13:57 > 0:13:59Tee gave it to me when she left.
0:13:59 > 0:14:02So, I guess it's my turn to pass it on.
0:14:06 > 0:14:09"We are all lost boys when we arrive at the dumping ground.
0:14:11 > 0:14:13"Then, when we leave, we're found again.
0:14:15 > 0:14:16"Love, Tracy Beaker."
0:14:20 > 0:14:21Sash...
0:14:25 > 0:14:26..are you really found?
0:14:29 > 0:14:31It's a rubbish book anyway.
0:14:41 > 0:14:42You took it?
0:14:45 > 0:14:49I'm sorry, I just wanted something to remember you by and...
0:14:49 > 0:14:50Wicked hoax.
0:14:58 > 0:15:00SHRILLING ALONG TO MUSIC
0:15:10 > 0:15:11Ow.
0:15:13 > 0:15:14What happened?
0:15:14 > 0:15:19I tried to go out to the loo, and my crutch got tangled in the duvet.
0:15:19 > 0:15:23Why didn't you call me?
0:15:23 > 0:15:27You've already done so much, I don't want to be a burden.
0:15:27 > 0:15:29- You do believe me?- Yeah, sure.
0:15:31 > 0:15:34This is a special instalment of Sasha Fierce,
0:15:34 > 0:15:37courtesy of the social work department.
0:15:37 > 0:15:41Cheers to the good guys - it's called Learning To Leave Care.
0:15:41 > 0:15:44Cos if you're watching this, then guess what...?
0:15:44 > 0:15:47I've left care. I've gone home.
0:15:47 > 0:15:48And this,
0:15:48 > 0:15:52well, this is the day that I left Ashdene Ridge.
0:15:52 > 0:15:54The countdown begins.
0:16:20 > 0:16:23Grub looks great. It's a shame you can't leave every day.
0:16:23 > 0:16:26Oh, Ryan, just for once, can it, will you?
0:16:26 > 0:16:28Jody,
0:16:28 > 0:16:32thought you'd might like to say a few words to Sasha and Dexter.
0:16:32 > 0:16:33- Me?- Yeah, go on.
0:16:42 > 0:16:44Sash and Dex,
0:16:44 > 0:16:47you're going back to live with your mum and...
0:16:47 > 0:16:48..that's great.
0:16:49 > 0:16:51We're all going to miss you both loads.
0:16:51 > 0:16:53- Speak for yourself.- Hey...
0:16:53 > 0:16:56I could say that we're going to keep in touch and all that,
0:16:56 > 0:16:58maybe we will.
0:16:58 > 0:17:00For a bit anyway.
0:17:00 > 0:17:03Like Frank and Electra and Carmen, but...
0:17:07 > 0:17:10..the truth is that you're going to the other side and...
0:17:10 > 0:17:13..nothing's ever going to be the same.
0:17:14 > 0:17:17Not for you and, well, not for us.
0:17:19 > 0:17:21Cos you're leaving for...
0:17:27 > 0:17:30Leaving for a fresh start with your mum.
0:17:30 > 0:17:33All the best to Sasha and Dexter.
0:17:33 > 0:17:35Sasha and Dexter. Cheers.
0:17:38 > 0:17:39Sasha?
0:17:39 > 0:17:41Do want to say a few words?
0:17:56 > 0:17:58SHOUTING
0:18:03 > 0:18:08I know I should say that I'm sorry to be going,
0:18:08 > 0:18:09but I'm not.
0:18:09 > 0:18:11CHUCKLING
0:18:12 > 0:18:15And I'm not sorry that I won't have to queue for the bog any more.
0:18:15 > 0:18:17Or fight for the last of the cereal.
0:18:19 > 0:18:22And I won't have to listen to Candi-Rose wittering, all in pink
0:18:22 > 0:18:23where her brain should be.
0:18:23 > 0:18:26I'm not sorry that I won't have to pretend Tyler's funny.
0:18:26 > 0:18:29Or that Mike and May-Li are Mummy and Daddy
0:18:29 > 0:18:31when they're only doing it for the pay cheque.
0:18:32 > 0:18:34Or that Ryan isn't seriously disturbed.
0:18:35 > 0:18:37I'm not sorry to get shot of Jody either.
0:18:38 > 0:18:40We never had anything in common anyway.
0:18:41 > 0:18:45And that picture thing - stalker or what?
0:19:14 > 0:19:16Who are you to judge us, Sash?
0:19:16 > 0:19:18Who's disturbed, pot, kettle?
0:19:18 > 0:19:19Whose you to call me not funny?
0:19:19 > 0:19:22You're not funny, you're a joke.
0:19:22 > 0:19:23I mean you may have been here one of the longest,
0:19:23 > 0:19:26- but you can't treat people like this.- It's just not fair.
0:19:26 > 0:19:29All these people around the table, they're here for you. And you just
0:19:29 > 0:19:31- treat them like rubbish. - CLAMOURING
0:19:31 > 0:19:33How dare you do this? Criticise us!
0:19:33 > 0:19:34You're not bigger than any of us.
0:19:44 > 0:19:46Taz.
0:19:46 > 0:19:47Taz!
0:19:48 > 0:19:49Taz!
0:19:50 > 0:19:52CLAMOURING CONTINUES
0:19:52 > 0:19:53Guys!
0:19:58 > 0:19:59Right, that's enough!
0:20:01 > 0:20:02Calm down, everyone!
0:20:04 > 0:20:06Well, say what you like about me,
0:20:06 > 0:20:08you're not telling me anything I don't already know.
0:20:09 > 0:20:11I'm so not panicked.
0:20:11 > 0:20:14I see good things and I smash them to bits.
0:20:16 > 0:20:18So,
0:20:18 > 0:20:19sorry, not sorry.
0:20:28 > 0:20:29It's time to go.
0:20:46 > 0:20:49You are so busted.
0:20:49 > 0:20:51SHE GRUNTS
0:20:54 > 0:20:57- Your mum will be waiting for you at the station, OK?- OK.
0:20:59 > 0:21:01I kept your comics for you.
0:21:01 > 0:21:03Sweet, I mean, thank you.
0:21:05 > 0:21:07You will come back and visit, right?
0:21:07 > 0:21:08Of course, sometime.
0:21:14 > 0:21:16I know you didn't mean it.
0:21:21 > 0:21:23Bye, then.
0:21:24 > 0:21:26- You're so full of it.- Oh, Jody...
0:21:26 > 0:21:28You're off to start your nice new life,
0:21:28 > 0:21:31and you're more scared than you've ever been, aren't you?
0:21:31 > 0:21:33- Shut up.- And you know why.
0:21:34 > 0:21:35Because you care more about us,
0:21:35 > 0:21:38more about this place then you could admit.
0:21:38 > 0:21:39Even to yourself.
0:21:39 > 0:21:41Hey, that's enough, thank you.
0:21:42 > 0:21:44Car, now.
0:21:44 > 0:21:45Please.
0:21:49 > 0:21:50- DISTANT SHOUTING:- Come on. Get up, you faker!
0:21:50 > 0:21:52You're supposed to be helping me, remember?
0:21:52 > 0:21:54You used me, you sneak!
0:21:54 > 0:21:57- What on earth...?- How could you say that to somebody who's injured?
0:21:57 > 0:21:59She's been hamming it up all along.
0:21:59 > 0:22:02There's nothing wrong with her foot.
0:22:02 > 0:22:04Is this true, Floss? And what are you doing down there anyway?
0:22:04 > 0:22:06She attacked me. It's a set up.
0:22:06 > 0:22:08Snitched me on.
0:22:08 > 0:22:10Right, that is enough. You, grounded.
0:22:10 > 0:22:13But what about going out for burgers on Friday?
0:22:13 > 0:22:17Oh, well, I think you need to stay at home and work on your physio.
0:22:22 > 0:22:24Don't worry,
0:22:24 > 0:22:28I'll send you a picture of my double cheese and bacon
0:22:28 > 0:22:29relish, fries.
0:22:31 > 0:22:32Ooh!
0:22:32 > 0:22:35I can almost smell those onion rings.
0:22:36 > 0:22:37I think I might go large.
0:22:43 > 0:22:44SCREAMING ECHOES
0:22:51 > 0:22:53HE CLEARS THROAT
0:22:53 > 0:22:54Seat belts on, please.
0:23:05 > 0:23:06That place -
0:23:06 > 0:23:09it just makes me so mad!
0:23:09 > 0:23:11I am so glad to be out of there.
0:23:11 > 0:23:13Why are you so angry?
0:23:21 > 0:23:22Sasha?
0:23:24 > 0:23:26What's wrong?
0:23:26 > 0:23:27I thought I'd miss it.
0:23:28 > 0:23:35But, being there again made me realise I never really fitted in.
0:23:36 > 0:23:37Of course you didn't.
0:23:40 > 0:23:41It's OK,
0:23:41 > 0:23:43I've got new friends now.
0:23:43 > 0:23:46New school, and Mum.
0:23:46 > 0:23:48She's really changed.
0:23:48 > 0:23:49She won't let us down again.
0:23:50 > 0:23:52Yeah,
0:23:52 > 0:23:54you're not like those losers.
0:23:55 > 0:23:57I hate it...
0:23:57 > 0:23:59..and everyone in it!
0:24:02 > 0:24:04I do get it, Sash.
0:24:06 > 0:24:09I was only ever passing through.
0:24:09 > 0:24:11It was never really home for me.
0:24:11 > 0:24:13Not like it was for you.
0:24:19 > 0:24:21Now, you can finish off the leftovers if you like.
0:24:21 > 0:24:23Not hungry.
0:24:23 > 0:24:25I can't believe she's actually gone.
0:24:25 > 0:24:27What was wrong with her? She was horrible.
0:24:27 > 0:24:28So? What's new?
0:24:29 > 0:24:31She's just got her suckers out.
0:24:31 > 0:24:33- What?- Like an octopus.
0:24:33 > 0:24:35It's self-defence.
0:24:35 > 0:24:38It's going to be a lot quieter without her here.
0:24:38 > 0:24:40Noisy, bolshie, telling everyone what to do.
0:24:42 > 0:24:43I'm going to miss her so much.
0:24:48 > 0:24:49She really gone?
0:24:57 > 0:24:59Are you sure that this is what you want?
0:25:02 > 0:25:03If it's not too late.
0:25:04 > 0:25:06No-one's going to force you to do anything.
0:25:06 > 0:25:09This is entirely your call.
0:25:09 > 0:25:11- Really?- Really.
0:25:14 > 0:25:19What I want is to do the street art module at college here.
0:25:20 > 0:25:21It suits me better.
0:25:22 > 0:25:25It makes sense for me to stay at school here,
0:25:25 > 0:25:27and do my exams here.
0:25:30 > 0:25:32That's very mature of you, Sasha.
0:25:34 > 0:25:37To be with my mum, is...
0:25:37 > 0:25:39..it's all I've ever wanted.
0:25:41 > 0:25:43For as long as I can remember.
0:25:43 > 0:25:46And maybe if this had been a couple of years ago,
0:25:46 > 0:25:48then things might have been different.
0:25:51 > 0:25:53But this is where I need to be right now.
0:25:55 > 0:25:57Then this is where you should be right now.
0:26:02 > 0:26:03They're never going to forgive me.
0:26:05 > 0:26:07Not after everything I said to them.
0:26:09 > 0:26:11Well,
0:26:11 > 0:26:12let's ask them.
0:26:16 > 0:26:18Shall we?
0:26:30 > 0:26:32INDISTINCT CHATTERING
0:26:37 > 0:26:38- SHE CLEARS THROAT - Guys, shh-shh-shh.
0:26:42 > 0:26:44Do you guys mind if I...
0:26:44 > 0:26:45..hang around for a bit?
0:26:47 > 0:26:49CHEERING
0:26:53 > 0:26:56I reckon you'll be wanting this back.
0:27:00 > 0:27:01I did it for you this morning.
0:27:04 > 0:27:06No, you hang onto it.
0:27:08 > 0:27:10But it's not your time to be found yet.
0:27:11 > 0:27:12I was found.
0:27:13 > 0:27:15The first time I walked in here.
0:27:18 > 0:27:19I didn't know it until today.
0:27:26 > 0:27:27Welcome back, Sasha.
0:27:28 > 0:27:30You've been gone for so long!
0:27:33 > 0:27:34We missed you.
0:27:34 > 0:27:36We missed you, Sasha!
0:27:36 > 0:27:38Sasha.