0:00:02 > 0:00:03I keep having a dream I'm on a ship.
0:00:03 > 0:00:07My real mum and Cam are with me, but a huge wave is coming,
0:00:07 > 0:00:10so I grab the anchor and throw it over the side to keep us all safe.
0:00:10 > 0:00:12But it doesn't work, and Mum and Cam disappear,
0:00:12 > 0:00:15I'm all alone, and the wind keeps coming and...
0:00:37 > 0:00:39Toy cupboard's sorted, laundry's clean,
0:00:39 > 0:00:41and you can see the actual living room floor.
0:00:41 > 0:00:44Above and beyond the call.
0:00:44 > 0:00:46Tidy house, tidy minds!
0:00:46 > 0:00:48Are you feeling all right?
0:00:48 > 0:00:51Why don't you go home?
0:00:51 > 0:00:53Um, oh, I'll just do the kitchen first.
0:00:53 > 0:00:56So she's been in New York, how long now?
0:00:56 > 0:00:58Three weeks. One more to go.
0:00:58 > 0:01:02- Wow, a whole month with the flat to yourself.- It's been great.
0:01:02 > 0:01:04Honestly, you're going to love living on your own.
0:01:04 > 0:01:07- I'm having such a good time.- Really?
0:01:07 > 0:01:09Yeah. Parties every night.
0:01:09 > 0:01:13- Then why are you here, Tracy?- Hmm? - Why are you here, cleaning at...
0:01:13 > 0:01:17eight o'clock at night? If you're having such a good time, I mean.
0:01:17 > 0:01:21- Oh...no reason. I just wanted to get it done.- Right.
0:01:25 > 0:01:28You're right. Something's definitely up with Beaker.
0:01:34 > 0:01:36- Make yourself at home(!) - I always do.
0:01:36 > 0:01:41- What you doing?- Nothing.- How can one person have so much glitz?
0:01:41 > 0:01:44- Well, it makes me happy. - Why? It's just stuff.
0:01:44 > 0:01:47Well, no, each one has a memory.
0:01:47 > 0:01:49What?
0:01:49 > 0:01:50Um... That one, I think,
0:01:50 > 0:01:54I bought when me, Tee and Lily... and Tracy went into town.
0:01:54 > 0:01:56- Big deal.- And then when Tracy made Tee laugh,
0:01:56 > 0:01:58milkshake just shot out her nose!
0:01:58 > 0:02:01OK, um, this?
0:02:01 > 0:02:05That was a "sorry" from my mum one night when she didn't come home.
0:02:05 > 0:02:10- Oh. What about this one?- Um...
0:02:10 > 0:02:12nothing really, I just like it.
0:02:12 > 0:02:14Mike.
0:02:14 > 0:02:19- Yes?- Sapph agrees that something's not right about Tracy.- Really?
0:02:19 > 0:02:21Cos let's face it, Tracy isn't shy about telling
0:02:21 > 0:02:24when there's something she's not happy about.
0:02:24 > 0:02:28I know, I know. But that's what's odd. I mean, she's staying late.
0:02:28 > 0:02:30- Everything's getting cleaned. - Well, don't knock it.
0:02:30 > 0:02:32At least this place will be tidy.
0:02:32 > 0:02:35Maybe there's something she doesn't want us to know about?
0:02:35 > 0:02:39- PHONE RINGS - Hello, Elm Tree House.
0:02:39 > 0:02:42Lily's social worker.
0:02:42 > 0:02:44Can borrow it if you like.
0:02:44 > 0:02:46Nah, it's too pretty for me.
0:02:46 > 0:02:49What do you mean "too pretty"? You are pretty.
0:02:49 > 0:02:50- No, I'm not, I'm ugly.- Rubbish!
0:02:50 > 0:02:53Now you can wear it tomorrow and then it will have a memory.
0:02:53 > 0:02:55What memory?
0:02:55 > 0:02:59Um...the day I realised that me and Elektra could be friends.
0:02:59 > 0:03:00Hang on while I puke everywhere.
0:03:00 > 0:03:04- Fine, give it back. I don't care. - No, sorry, it's just...
0:03:04 > 0:03:07I've never had anything... nice before.
0:03:07 > 0:03:11Honestly, Elektra, you're just so...
0:03:11 > 0:03:14- So what?- Just so!
0:03:18 > 0:03:22- Look, Elektra, it's your boyfriend.- Ha-ha(!)
0:03:22 > 0:03:26- You have such a big room.- Don't you think it's a bit too big though?
0:03:26 > 0:03:27OK, how can a room be too big?
0:03:27 > 0:03:30- I don't really like sleeping in here on my own.- I could move in.
0:03:30 > 0:03:35OK, I was joking! Why would I want to live with a squirt?
0:03:35 > 0:03:37- Elektra!- Thanks!
0:03:37 > 0:03:40House meeting. Come on.
0:03:40 > 0:03:43This isn't going to take long.
0:03:43 > 0:03:46Tracy, what are you doing here? It's ten past eight.
0:03:46 > 0:03:47What is it with everyone?!
0:03:47 > 0:03:51- Right, Lily's social worker called. - Is she all right?- Mm-hmm.
0:03:51 > 0:03:55Just let me finish. She's going to be coming here for respite care.
0:03:55 > 0:03:58- Maybe three, four times a month. - What's respite care?
0:03:58 > 0:04:00It's like when a parent or carer has a break
0:04:00 > 0:04:03away from the person they look after.
0:04:03 > 0:04:05So has her dad been drinking again?
0:04:05 > 0:04:08No. It's just her dad needs to have time on his own
0:04:08 > 0:04:10and Lily needs to see her friends, yeah?
0:04:10 > 0:04:13Well, wouldn't she go back to Tracy's?
0:04:13 > 0:04:14She can't, not while Cam's away.
0:04:14 > 0:04:18- So she's coming here. - Lily's coming back!
0:04:23 > 0:04:26- Hi from over here! - 'Well, hello, over there!
0:04:26 > 0:04:29'Hi from over here in New York!'
0:04:29 > 0:04:31Well, hello, over there! How are you?
0:04:31 > 0:04:35'Oh, missing you of course, but good. Hey, I've got some great news.'
0:04:35 > 0:04:38- Ooh, me too.- 'Well, you first.'
0:04:38 > 0:04:40- No, no, you go first. - 'No, go on. You go.'
0:04:40 > 0:04:44OK, Lily's having respite care, it's going to be a regular thing.
0:04:44 > 0:04:47Which means, she can come back to us. How brilliant is that?
0:04:47 > 0:04:49'That's great, Tracy.'
0:04:49 > 0:04:51So, what was your news?
0:04:51 > 0:04:53'Oh, it's nothing, honestly.
0:04:53 > 0:04:57'So, how's the flat? Still a tip, I bet.'
0:04:57 > 0:05:00- I'm trying my best, Cam, but some mates have just left.- 'Show me.'
0:05:00 > 0:05:03No! There's pizza boxes everywhere.
0:05:03 > 0:05:06'Tracy Beaker! You're impossible.'
0:05:06 > 0:05:09Thanks, guys, I can do the rest from here.
0:05:09 > 0:05:12I swear, I shouldn't be shifting beds, I'm no removal man.
0:05:12 > 0:05:14Oh, really? You smell like one!
0:05:14 > 0:05:15Oh, is that right?
0:05:19 > 0:05:21Lucky I didn't move in, then.
0:05:21 > 0:05:24- You didn't really want to move in, did you?- No.
0:05:26 > 0:05:30Elektra, could I...have my necklace back, please?
0:05:30 > 0:05:33You said I could wear it today.
0:05:33 > 0:05:36Um, because I was kind of planning to give it to Lily
0:05:36 > 0:05:38as a welcome-home present.
0:05:38 > 0:05:40Oh... Oh, no, that's great.
0:05:40 > 0:05:43Give Lily the present you were going to give to ME first.
0:05:43 > 0:05:47It wasn't a present, more of a...
0:05:47 > 0:05:50- borrow.- Yeah?
0:05:50 > 0:05:53"The day I realised Elektra and me could be friends."
0:05:53 > 0:05:55I don't want your stinking necklace.
0:05:55 > 0:05:59Why would I even want a stupid piece of plastic, or be your friend?
0:05:59 > 0:06:02I'm sorry, Elektra, you can take it... Ow!
0:06:02 > 0:06:04Oops, I slipped.
0:06:05 > 0:06:10- Morning!- Morn... Tracy, you're four hours early for your shift.
0:06:10 > 0:06:12Well, it's nice to feel wanted.
0:06:12 > 0:06:14No, really, why are you here?
0:06:14 > 0:06:17Mike said he wanted the files reorganised.
0:06:17 > 0:06:19They've needed doing for years, why now?
0:06:19 > 0:06:21Tidy filing cabinets, tidy minds.
0:06:21 > 0:06:23Well, you can do them when you come back.
0:06:23 > 0:06:25Now, go home and come back later.
0:06:25 > 0:06:29Overtime, um, Mike said it'd be cool for me to get some extra cash.
0:06:29 > 0:06:31Tracy, are you all right?
0:06:31 > 0:06:33Absolutely fine. You won't know I'm here.
0:06:33 > 0:06:37- Lily!- Tee! Hello!
0:06:37 > 0:06:41- Hey, everyone.- Lil-l-l-l-l-ly!
0:06:41 > 0:06:44Oh, here we go! Hey, Carmen.
0:06:44 > 0:06:48I made you this card and, like, everyone's signed it.
0:06:53 > 0:06:54Oh, wow. I love it.
0:06:54 > 0:06:56I love it, Carm, thanks.
0:06:56 > 0:06:57It's all right.
0:06:58 > 0:07:00It's good, really good.
0:07:00 > 0:07:02It's just with work and looking after me,
0:07:02 > 0:07:04I think he needs a little bit of a break.
0:07:04 > 0:07:08Well, we're always glad to have you here, Lil.
0:07:08 > 0:07:10- Aw, I've really missed you.- Me too.
0:07:10 > 0:07:13So you've had the flat to yourself, then?
0:07:13 > 0:07:15Yeah, it's been brilliant, parties every night.
0:07:15 > 0:07:19Cam's back in a week, told her you'll be moving back into the flat.
0:07:19 > 0:07:20Oh, right.
0:07:20 > 0:07:23Obviously, cos Cam's your foster parent,
0:07:23 > 0:07:25I can't have you in the flat now, with me on my own.
0:07:25 > 0:07:28- But when she's back?- Yeah.
0:07:28 > 0:07:30You do want to come back with us, don't you?
0:07:30 > 0:07:33Yeah, sure. I mean...course I do.
0:07:33 > 0:07:35Cool.
0:07:37 > 0:07:39Elektra?
0:07:39 > 0:07:42Would you take these up to Carmen's room for me?
0:07:42 > 0:07:47Please. And you can help her make the bed too, yeah?
0:07:52 > 0:07:53ELEKTRA SNIFFS
0:07:53 > 0:07:56There's a disgusting smell in this room.
0:07:56 > 0:07:58Can't you smell it?
0:08:04 > 0:08:06Oh! Tracy!
0:08:06 > 0:08:10Look, when you start a job, you must finish it. I mean, look at the mess.
0:08:10 > 0:08:14- I can't move.- Sorry. I got distracted by Lily, but I'm on it.
0:08:14 > 0:08:16Could you just put it all back?
0:08:16 > 0:08:19Mike did say he wanted it done.
0:08:19 > 0:08:20- Did he?- Yeah.
0:08:20 > 0:08:24- So Mike said he wanted you to earn overtime?- Uh-huh.
0:08:24 > 0:08:27Well, maybe you should tell Mike how much,
0:08:27 > 0:08:30because he doesn't remember that conversation.
0:08:30 > 0:08:32Tracy, what's wrong?
0:08:32 > 0:08:33- Nothing.- Is Cam all right?
0:08:33 > 0:08:37- Cam's fine.- So why are you doing all this extra work?
0:08:37 > 0:08:41- Tidy office, tidy...- Please, don't.
0:08:42 > 0:08:44Just clear it up, will you?
0:08:47 > 0:08:50You all settled then, Lily?
0:08:50 > 0:08:54- That is SUCH a nice necklace, by the way.- Thanks.
0:08:54 > 0:08:56Are you sure you want to sleep in this room?
0:08:56 > 0:09:00It's just there's been a really funny smell coming from here recently.
0:09:01 > 0:09:04Just thought I'd let you know.
0:09:05 > 0:09:08- What was that about? - She's just being her.
0:09:09 > 0:09:11Can I ask you something?
0:09:11 > 0:09:13Yeah, sure.
0:09:13 > 0:09:18Tracy's sorting it so that I can have my respite care at hers,
0:09:18 > 0:09:21and not here.
0:09:21 > 0:09:25Well, I suppose they are your foster family.
0:09:25 > 0:09:27It's not that I don't like it at Tracy's.
0:09:27 > 0:09:30It's just that... I think I'd rather be here.
0:09:30 > 0:09:33Well then, you need to tell her.
0:09:33 > 0:09:35Look, look, I'm just saying, my idea of a party
0:09:35 > 0:09:39and your idea of a party are two completely different things.
0:09:39 > 0:09:40What's going on, guys?
0:09:40 > 0:09:44- Oh, we're sorting out who does what for your party.- My party?
0:09:44 > 0:09:46- CARMEN:- Lily's having a party?
0:09:46 > 0:09:49- FRANK:- Yeah, it's a welcome-back thing.
0:09:49 > 0:09:52- Yeah, it's a bit much. - Don't mind Moody over there.
0:09:52 > 0:09:56Well, Sapph, why don't YOU make the ice cream and jelly?
0:09:56 > 0:10:00We can all sit around, eat fairy cakes, and play pass the parcel!
0:10:00 > 0:10:02Does that sound fun?
0:10:02 > 0:10:04I'll sort the music if you like.
0:10:04 > 0:10:08- Yeah, great. All we need now are decorations.- We've got no money.
0:10:08 > 0:10:12And? We'll just have to make them. How about paper chains?
0:10:12 > 0:10:15Jeff doesn't know what a paper chain is.
0:10:15 > 0:10:17I've got a book. It's called How To Make Everything.
0:10:17 > 0:10:19It tells you how to make everything.
0:10:22 > 0:10:26- Dunno. That's quite nice.- Mmm.
0:10:26 > 0:10:27What top?
0:10:28 > 0:10:30Hello, girls, looking lovely.
0:10:30 > 0:10:31Oh, hi!
0:10:31 > 0:10:34Um, I'm going to go and borrow a hair band from Tee.
0:10:34 > 0:10:36Why don't you help choose what top?
0:10:39 > 0:10:42Well, this top would go lovely, but it's...
0:10:42 > 0:10:47Tracy, we need to talk about where I stay when I'm not at Dad's.
0:10:47 > 0:10:50Yeah, I've been thinking about that too.
0:10:52 > 0:10:54You need more time with kids your own age,
0:10:54 > 0:10:58so why don't you have your respite here at the Dumping Ground
0:10:58 > 0:11:01- instead of with me and Cam?- Really?
0:11:01 > 0:11:04It's not because me and Cam don't love you to bits.
0:11:04 > 0:11:06I would love to have you back.
0:11:06 > 0:11:08But it's your respite care
0:11:08 > 0:11:11and you should really think about what you want from it.
0:11:16 > 0:11:18- Thanks, Tracy.- My pleasure.
0:11:21 > 0:11:24(Spying on Lily?)
0:11:24 > 0:11:27- None of your business.- This just proves you can't be trusted.
0:11:27 > 0:11:30First you give a necklace to me, then you give it to Lily.
0:11:30 > 0:11:33- Who's next? - Look, I'm really sorry about...
0:11:33 > 0:11:35ELEKTRA SNIFFS
0:11:35 > 0:11:39That's what stinks. Man, you're rank.
0:11:42 > 0:11:45So, Toby, each chain link
0:11:45 > 0:11:49- must be precisely 15 centimetres by 4 centimetres.- Check.
0:11:49 > 0:11:52Harry, you're gluing the links together.
0:11:52 > 0:11:55- Check!- One dab for one link.
0:11:55 > 0:11:57- Be careful.- I know!
0:11:57 > 0:12:01I am doing the most important
0:12:01 > 0:12:05and difficult job - looping the links together.
0:12:05 > 0:12:08One misaligned link and it all falls apart.
0:12:08 > 0:12:11- Can we just get going?- OK...
0:12:11 > 0:12:13begin!
0:12:16 > 0:12:17- Here's your glue. - HE SNIFFS
0:12:30 > 0:12:33- No, Carmen! Don't sit there! - All right, sorry.
0:12:34 > 0:12:36What are you lot doing?
0:12:36 > 0:12:40I read that the world's longest paper chain is 32.7 metres long.
0:12:40 > 0:12:41Gus thinks we can break it.
0:12:41 > 0:12:44- I'll help.- Me too.
0:12:45 > 0:12:47OK, but there's a system.
0:12:47 > 0:12:49There's a surprise(!)
0:12:50 > 0:12:53INTERNET CONNECTION DIALS UP
0:13:01 > 0:13:04'Hello? Hello, are you there?
0:13:04 > 0:13:06'Hey, Tracy. Look, I'm at work. Can we talk later?
0:13:06 > 0:13:08'I'm a bit snowed under here.'
0:13:08 > 0:13:11Oh, sure.
0:13:11 > 0:13:14Sorry, no, this won't take long. It's about Lily.
0:13:14 > 0:13:18She's going to have her respite care at the Dumping Ground, so...
0:13:18 > 0:13:23- Well, that's it, really.- 'Oh, right. Is she happy with that?'
0:13:23 > 0:13:26Yeah, it's what she wanted.
0:13:26 > 0:13:27'Oh, great.
0:13:27 > 0:13:30'OK. Oh, great!'
0:13:30 > 0:13:32Cam?
0:13:32 > 0:13:35'Sorry, look, this kind of changes things.'
0:13:35 > 0:13:37What is it?
0:13:37 > 0:13:40'I've been offered a six-month contract here at the magazine.
0:13:40 > 0:13:45'Um, obviously, if Lily was coming back, I wouldn't take it.'
0:13:45 > 0:13:46But now?
0:13:46 > 0:13:49'Well, it's incredibly flattering.'
0:13:49 > 0:13:52That's great. Was that your news yesterday?
0:13:52 > 0:13:54'Yeah. Well, what do you think?
0:13:54 > 0:13:57- 'This'll give you the independence you've been waiting for.'- Right.
0:13:57 > 0:14:00'But if you need me back I won't take it.'
0:14:00 > 0:14:02I'm a grown up now, Mum... Cam.
0:14:02 > 0:14:06This is an opportunity of a lifetime. You have to take it.
0:14:06 > 0:14:10'I'm so excited, I can't tell you!
0:14:10 > 0:14:12'Sorry, I've got to go. Can we talk later? Love you!'
0:14:12 > 0:14:14Love you, too.
0:14:14 > 0:14:16'Oh, Tracy, you're looking tired.
0:14:16 > 0:14:17'Enough of the parties, yeah?
0:14:17 > 0:14:19- 'Get some early nights, OK?'- OK.
0:14:19 > 0:14:22- 'OK, bye!'- Bye.
0:14:23 > 0:14:25SHE SCREAMS
0:14:28 > 0:14:30SHE BREATHES QUICKLY
0:14:33 > 0:14:35Hi, Seth.
0:14:35 > 0:14:37'Hi, how are you doing?'
0:14:37 > 0:14:40You're calling me.
0:14:40 > 0:14:43Yeah, I'm calling you. How are you?
0:14:43 > 0:14:45I'm on tour with the band.
0:14:45 > 0:14:48'Yeah, I heard. Congratulations.'
0:14:48 > 0:14:49What are you up to?
0:14:49 > 0:14:52Working, as usual.
0:14:52 > 0:14:55I've got the flat to myself for six months.
0:14:55 > 0:14:56Cam's in New York.
0:14:56 > 0:14:59Wow, that's a big deal.
0:14:59 > 0:15:01Yeah, parties every night.
0:15:01 > 0:15:03Nice.
0:15:03 > 0:15:05I miss you.
0:15:06 > 0:15:07Seth?
0:15:07 > 0:15:09Trace, this is tough...
0:15:09 > 0:15:13I've met this girl on tour.
0:15:13 > 0:15:16What was that, Mike? Yeah, I'm just coming.
0:15:16 > 0:15:19Sorry, Seth, it's Mike. I've got to go.
0:15:19 > 0:15:20Tracy, listen...
0:15:20 > 0:15:22SHE BREATHES QUICKLY
0:15:25 > 0:15:27Come on, pull it out.
0:15:29 > 0:15:31Don't break it. Pull it out.
0:15:31 > 0:15:35- Pull it straighter. - Gus, it's droopy over here!
0:15:35 > 0:15:37- Pull it straighter, Sapphire.- I am.
0:15:37 > 0:15:39Pull it straighter!
0:15:39 > 0:15:42If you shout at me again, I'll thread this chain through your ears!
0:15:42 > 0:15:45If people don't pull it straighter we can't measure it.
0:15:45 > 0:15:47We're doing our best.
0:15:47 > 0:15:51- Everyone spread out and pull, yeah? - Don't break it. Pull it out.
0:15:51 > 0:15:54Oi! Don't even think about it.
0:15:54 > 0:15:59- We've worked on this for hours! - You lot are so pathetic.
0:15:59 > 0:16:00OK, then, get measuring.
0:16:05 > 0:16:07- Where have they gone? - I beg your pardon?
0:16:07 > 0:16:09I had the files in separate piles,
0:16:09 > 0:16:12alphabetically ordered, and by year.
0:16:12 > 0:16:15Current here, those who've gone and under 16 here,
0:16:15 > 0:16:17and those who are over that age over there.
0:16:17 > 0:16:19I, um... I put them back.
0:16:19 > 0:16:23Keep going. It's a five-metre measure.
0:16:23 > 0:16:25When you get down there, put a mark
0:16:25 > 0:16:27so we can measure it from there again.
0:16:27 > 0:16:29Make sure you're careful with that,
0:16:29 > 0:16:31it'll whizz back and take his fingers off.
0:16:32 > 0:16:34- Tracy...- I had a system!
0:16:34 > 0:16:35I said leave it.
0:16:35 > 0:16:38Fine, organise your own office!
0:16:40 > 0:16:43Pull it straight. Tracy, no-o-o!
0:16:54 > 0:16:56Aah.
0:16:56 > 0:16:57That flipping hurt!
0:16:57 > 0:16:59THEY LAUGH
0:16:59 > 0:17:02It's not funny!
0:17:11 > 0:17:13What are you doing?
0:17:13 > 0:17:18I was the one person in this house who was prepared to be your friend.
0:17:18 > 0:17:20Elektra, you don't have to be like this!
0:17:26 > 0:17:28THEY ARGUE
0:17:30 > 0:17:33- Right, can you please just all get out of here?- What?
0:17:33 > 0:17:34And take this with you.
0:17:34 > 0:17:36All right, you don't have to get twisted.
0:17:36 > 0:17:39Go to the living room. That's where Lily's party is,
0:17:39 > 0:17:41so you may as well make it in there.
0:17:51 > 0:17:53It's all your fault...
0:17:53 > 0:17:55THEY ARGUE
0:18:03 > 0:18:06Have you had a row, said something to upset her?
0:18:06 > 0:18:09Why don't you just try sorting it out between yourselves.
0:18:09 > 0:18:12- Talk to Elektra. - I heard my name. Hey, Carmen.
0:18:12 > 0:18:16- Look, is there something going on between you two?- Um, nothing much.
0:18:16 > 0:18:18We had a row earlier about a necklace,
0:18:18 > 0:18:20but I'm willing to make it up if you are, Carmen?
0:18:20 > 0:18:23There, see? Now, clear the air.
0:18:25 > 0:18:28If there is one thing I hate more than a tell-tale,
0:18:28 > 0:18:30- it's a tell-tale that stinks.- Ow!
0:18:34 > 0:18:36PHONE RINGS
0:18:41 > 0:18:44Whoa, look out!
0:18:49 > 0:18:51I just need someone to help me.
0:18:51 > 0:18:52We need to help mend it.
0:18:52 > 0:18:54Can you just help me, please...
0:18:54 > 0:18:59- Tracy...- Tracy...- Tracy...- Tracy...
0:18:59 > 0:19:01- Tracy, come here.- Speak to her.
0:19:01 > 0:19:04What on Earth is going on in here, please?
0:19:04 > 0:19:05I can't breathe.
0:19:17 > 0:19:19This has got to be the worst party ever,
0:19:19 > 0:19:21and we haven't even had it yet.
0:19:21 > 0:19:24I don't really feel like a party now.
0:19:33 > 0:19:34Are you all right?
0:19:34 > 0:19:37Yeah.
0:19:37 > 0:19:39Is Jeff all right?
0:19:39 > 0:19:41Bit scared.
0:19:41 > 0:19:43I'm sure Tracy'll be fine.
0:19:46 > 0:19:50- Look what I've got...- What?
0:19:50 > 0:19:52It's an invisible cloak of bravery
0:19:52 > 0:19:55and when Jeff wears it,
0:19:55 > 0:19:57he feels brave and nothing scares him.
0:19:57 > 0:19:59How does Jeff feel now?
0:19:59 > 0:20:01Jeff feels brave now.
0:20:04 > 0:20:06Cup of tea, lovely?
0:20:06 > 0:20:09I'm so sorry.
0:20:09 > 0:20:11I don't know what's wrong with me.
0:20:11 > 0:20:13You've had a panic attack,
0:20:13 > 0:20:15you'll be OK in a few minutes.
0:20:15 > 0:20:18Just try and calm yourself.
0:20:18 > 0:20:19A panic attack?
0:20:19 > 0:20:26Tracy, is everything all right?
0:20:26 > 0:20:29I don't know.
0:20:29 > 0:20:31I'm fine.
0:20:31 > 0:20:33Things are just piling up, I guess.
0:20:35 > 0:20:38Cam's staying in New York.
0:20:38 > 0:20:40Really?
0:20:40 > 0:20:42For six months.
0:20:42 > 0:20:45I've never seen her so excited.
0:20:45 > 0:20:47How do you feel about it?
0:20:47 > 0:20:51And Lily coming back here?
0:20:51 > 0:20:53She's better off here than with me and Cam.
0:20:53 > 0:20:56I asked you how you felt about it.
0:20:56 > 0:20:59It doesn't matter how I feel.
0:20:59 > 0:21:02It's about the kids, they come first.
0:21:02 > 0:21:05Isn't that what you're always telling me?
0:21:11 > 0:21:14When people we love do things we don't expect,
0:21:14 > 0:21:16things we'd rather they didn't do,
0:21:16 > 0:21:19they can make us upset, angry.
0:21:19 > 0:21:23- I'm not angry.- No, no, I know.
0:21:23 > 0:21:27But I can remember a young Tracy Beaker who,
0:21:27 > 0:21:29when she would get upset with people,
0:21:29 > 0:21:33would get very, very angry.
0:21:33 > 0:21:37Now, this grown-up Tracy Beaker may not get so angry,
0:21:37 > 0:21:39thank goodness for that, eh?
0:21:41 > 0:21:44But perhaps she still hasn't quite learned
0:21:44 > 0:21:48how to express it when she's upset.
0:21:48 > 0:21:51Talking, you mean?
0:21:51 > 0:21:53When someone loves you,
0:21:53 > 0:21:56really loves you,
0:21:56 > 0:21:59you can tell them that you're upset with them, you know.
0:21:59 > 0:22:02They won't go away.
0:22:09 > 0:22:12Is growing up always this hard?
0:22:15 > 0:22:18Only when you care about things so much.
0:22:23 > 0:22:2732 metres, 53 three metres exactly!
0:22:27 > 0:22:31It's a new world record! Woo!
0:22:33 > 0:22:35Sorry, Carmen.
0:22:37 > 0:22:39Elektra?
0:22:40 > 0:22:42What's going on?
0:22:42 > 0:22:45Elektra's messing about in our room again!
0:22:45 > 0:22:48OK. Elektra, I've had enough.
0:22:48 > 0:22:51Enough of your cruel remarks and horrible looks,
0:22:51 > 0:22:53of you hurting me and making me feel bad.
0:22:53 > 0:22:55Just because you don't like yourself,
0:22:55 > 0:22:57don't take it out on other people!
0:22:57 > 0:22:59You won't bully me again!
0:23:00 > 0:23:02Understand?
0:23:02 > 0:23:04Understand?!
0:23:07 > 0:23:08Wow!
0:23:23 > 0:23:28Sorry if me not moving back into the flat made you unhappy.
0:23:28 > 0:23:29Don't be silly.
0:23:29 > 0:23:32I was the one that suggested it, remember?
0:23:34 > 0:23:38I don't like seeing you upset, Tracy.
0:23:42 > 0:23:45You were always the one that I didn't have to take care of.
0:23:45 > 0:23:49The one that took care of me.
0:23:49 > 0:23:50Like a big sister.
0:23:57 > 0:23:59Your life's changing, Lily.
0:23:59 > 0:24:02So is mine.
0:24:02 > 0:24:05If you ever need to see me, you just call, OK?
0:24:06 > 0:24:10- Now, why aren't you at your own party?- I came to get you!
0:24:10 > 0:24:12I think I'll pass.
0:24:12 > 0:24:16You don't want me hanging around like a wet blanket.
0:24:16 > 0:24:18Please, come, just for a bit.
0:24:18 > 0:24:20For me?
0:24:21 > 0:24:23They're coming!
0:24:24 > 0:24:28ALL: Surprise!
0:24:28 > 0:24:31Why on Earth would you want to throw me a party?
0:24:31 > 0:24:33You needed one more than me.
0:24:33 > 0:24:36You're feeling out of sorts.
0:24:36 > 0:24:39I certainly was. Thank you.
0:24:39 > 0:24:41It's a horrible picture,
0:24:41 > 0:24:43but, you know, we're all in it.
0:24:43 > 0:24:45Thank you.
0:24:45 > 0:24:47Thank you so much.
0:24:49 > 0:24:51Let's get this party started!
0:24:51 > 0:24:53THEY LAUGH
0:24:53 > 0:24:55MUSIC PLAYS
0:25:09 > 0:25:11- Are you OK?- I'm fine.
0:25:11 > 0:25:14- Hmm.- Look, I'm all right. Now, go back to your party.
0:25:14 > 0:25:17You've got to stop doing this.
0:25:17 > 0:25:21Upsetting people and running away from the consequences.
0:25:21 > 0:25:24Well, what about the people who upset me. What happens to them?
0:25:24 > 0:25:27Did you tell them they upset you?
0:25:27 > 0:25:28Or did you just hide it away?
0:25:36 > 0:25:37Please, come.
0:25:52 > 0:25:54I'm sorry.
0:25:54 > 0:25:57I know it was just a borrow...
0:25:57 > 0:26:02It just really hurt when you took the necklace off me and gave it to Lily.
0:26:06 > 0:26:07I'm sorry too.
0:26:07 > 0:26:10I mean, it was really mean of me to give it to Lily.
0:26:10 > 0:26:13- I really am sorry.- Stop the music!
0:26:16 > 0:26:18- You idiot!- What?
0:26:20 > 0:26:22The longest paper chain
0:26:22 > 0:26:26was 327.1 metres long!
0:26:26 > 0:26:30- What?- Not 32.7!
0:26:30 > 0:26:33327!
0:26:33 > 0:26:36Och, aye. I mean, I'm no good at...
0:26:36 > 0:26:38decimal points.
0:26:42 > 0:26:45Decimal point!
0:26:45 > 0:26:47- Decimal point! - That's funny!
0:26:49 > 0:26:51DOORBELL RINGS
0:26:59 > 0:27:01Hello, Tracy Beaker.
0:27:10 > 0:27:15- Seth, hi!- Hiya, Tobes. How are you? - I didn't know you were coming!
0:27:15 > 0:27:18How could I not come to a party in honour of Tracy Beaker, eh?
0:27:21 > 0:27:24In this house, everyone is linked by troubles
0:27:24 > 0:27:27that sometimes make you feel like you don't belong.
0:27:27 > 0:27:29But we can get over those troubles,
0:27:29 > 0:27:32because this is our home,
0:27:32 > 0:27:34a place of friendship and trust.
0:27:34 > 0:27:37One weak link can upset or break the chain.
0:27:37 > 0:27:38But not for long...
0:27:38 > 0:27:40because none of us will let it.
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