0:00:02 > 0:00:05Can you tell me where I might find Jackie Peyton?
0:00:05 > 0:00:06This programme contains strong language
0:00:06 > 0:00:09Sam called. I need to break up with him.
0:00:09 > 0:00:11I don't know whose MRI you saw - it wasn't hers.
0:00:11 > 0:00:12I understand that.
0:00:12 > 0:00:14- I need to talk to you. - Later. I promise.
0:00:14 > 0:00:17I'm totally willing to keep the campaign going.
0:00:17 > 0:00:20I'll...I don't know, pay out of pocket. I could pay for the ad space.
0:00:27 > 0:00:31- You need to promise me we're not going to take that money.- I promise.
0:00:32 > 0:00:34Have you seen your new school?
0:00:34 > 0:00:36Give me that phone!
0:00:37 > 0:00:40Please tell me you didn't take her fucking money.
0:00:41 > 0:00:43- Seriously, Kevin...- Dad!
0:00:43 > 0:00:45- Kevin, don't do this! - Where are you going?
0:01:45 > 0:01:49- Kevin, please get back in the car. You're freaking them out. - Dad, what you doing?
0:01:49 > 0:01:53Sit back down, Fi. I'm not getting into an enclosed space with you.
0:01:53 > 0:01:57- You should sit back with Grace and me.- It's OK, you guys, I'm...
0:01:57 > 0:02:00- I just need to stretch my legs. - He's having a tantrum!
0:02:00 > 0:02:04There's nothing to worry about. Daddy and I used to do this all the time.
0:02:04 > 0:02:09Actually, Grace, you're right. I'm having a tantrum, but it's totally OK. I'm walking it off.
0:02:09 > 0:02:13You're right. He's having a tantrum and it's OK. Nobody has to worry about Daddy.
0:02:13 > 0:02:16TYRES SQUEAL
0:02:35 > 0:02:37ENGINE APPROACHES
0:02:37 > 0:02:39DOOR OPENS
0:02:42 > 0:02:44Don't talk to me.
0:02:50 > 0:02:52Hey.
0:02:52 > 0:02:54He called me, asked me to come and get him.
0:02:58 > 0:03:01Tell me you didn't fucking say anything.
0:03:06 > 0:03:08Thank you would've been cool.
0:03:21 > 0:03:24ENGINE RETREATS
0:03:30 > 0:03:33I can't believe you left me on the side of the road.
0:03:33 > 0:03:35I can't either.
0:03:42 > 0:03:45- I took the money. - I don't give a fuck why you took it.
0:03:46 > 0:03:49- It doesn't matter. - It does matter, Kevin.
0:03:50 > 0:03:52You're right.
0:03:52 > 0:03:54I'm not here.
0:03:54 > 0:03:58Not in the way you are.
0:03:58 > 0:04:00When they fall down, they run to you.
0:04:00 > 0:04:06There are days when I look at them and I think, you know, "What the fuck? I gave birth to you..."
0:04:13 > 0:04:16And I fucking hate myself for being so selfish
0:04:16 > 0:04:20and for being competitive.
0:04:20 > 0:04:23You keep saying we don't need anybody's help, we're fine,
0:04:23 > 0:04:26but I don't have the peace of mind that you do, Kevin.
0:04:26 > 0:04:29And I'm fucking jealous that you can sleep at night.
0:04:32 > 0:04:35SHE SIGHS
0:04:35 > 0:04:38Yes, I took the money and I'm sorry.
0:04:38 > 0:04:41But I did it to help us, not to rip us apart.
0:04:41 > 0:04:43Did you always know you were going to take it?
0:04:43 > 0:04:45Think.
0:04:48 > 0:04:53I pretended to consult you about it, but...
0:04:53 > 0:04:57you knew that, baby. You always know that. I knew you knew it.
0:04:57 > 0:05:00It never even occurred to me.
0:05:13 > 0:05:15I keep telling you I'm no prize.
0:05:17 > 0:05:18And you won't listen.
0:05:27 > 0:05:28Oh, come here.
0:05:34 > 0:05:36Is that everything?
0:05:36 > 0:05:38I love you, Kevin.
0:05:43 > 0:05:44Yes, that's everything.
0:06:11 > 0:06:13Hey, Dad, did you walk all the way home?
0:06:13 > 0:06:17- I came home on a motorcycle. - Did we get a motorcycle?
0:06:21 > 0:06:23He got a ride from Eddie.
0:06:26 > 0:06:29- I was up.- Everything is OK.
0:06:29 > 0:06:32You know that, right?
0:06:38 > 0:06:40She left 'em in the door.
0:06:40 > 0:06:45- We could've been robbed. - I was just going to say that. What if somebody got in?
0:06:45 > 0:06:48I'd have protected you.
0:06:49 > 0:06:52Yeah, but you weren't here.
0:06:54 > 0:06:57You guys are so smart.
0:07:10 > 0:07:12Can I ask your opinion about something?
0:07:12 > 0:07:13No.
0:07:15 > 0:07:18It's for Lenny. Too much?
0:07:18 > 0:07:20Yes, if you just want to be friends,
0:07:20 > 0:07:24no, if thanking him for years of service.
0:07:24 > 0:07:26See, that's what's bothering me.
0:07:26 > 0:07:29I kind of hate that I saw it and thought of him.
0:07:29 > 0:07:31Oh.
0:07:48 > 0:07:50She broke up with you, didn't she?
0:07:51 > 0:07:55- Yep.- I'm sorry, man.
0:07:56 > 0:07:57Between us,
0:07:57 > 0:08:01you are dodging the world's biggest bullet.
0:08:01 > 0:08:07- I am?- You are. All that tie-dye, hippy, everyone-is-equal shit?
0:08:07 > 0:08:09It's all for show.
0:08:09 > 0:08:12She wants to be a doctor's wife. Pretty much said it out loud.
0:08:12 > 0:08:15And that fucking cat! Dude!
0:08:16 > 0:08:21- You slept with her. - Yes, I did, my friend.
0:08:21 > 0:08:24- Friend?- That's why I'm telling you.- What the fuck?
0:08:24 > 0:08:30Why would you want to be with someone who has a thing for doctors? You're a nurse. You deserve better.
0:08:30 > 0:08:32Oh, fuck!
0:08:32 > 0:08:34Fuck, fuck, fuck!
0:09:05 > 0:09:07'Jackie?'
0:09:07 > 0:09:09- Yeah?- You are not gentle.
0:09:09 > 0:09:14- Why can't you be more gentle like her?- Yes, she's perfect, I suck. Whatever, Coop.
0:09:14 > 0:09:15May I?
0:09:15 > 0:09:19- HE SIGHS - I am so going to fire that guy.
0:09:19 > 0:09:22So what if I slept with his girlfriend? People need to grow up.
0:09:22 > 0:09:27Yeah, firing Sam would be very grown up on your part(!)
0:09:40 > 0:09:42Heard you officially broke your nose.
0:09:42 > 0:09:44People need to mind their own business!
0:09:44 > 0:09:46That we do!
0:09:54 > 0:09:57I am sorry I couldn't talk last night.
0:10:01 > 0:10:04I figured you'd rather talk in person. It seemed important.
0:10:04 > 0:10:07Well, no, actually, I'd rather have told you over the phone.
0:10:13 > 0:10:15I went up to ortho, Jackie.
0:10:22 > 0:10:24CLATTERING
0:10:24 > 0:10:25You hear that?
0:10:25 > 0:10:29There's something in the ceiling.
0:10:32 > 0:10:33What, no duck sauce?
0:11:00 > 0:11:01Follow me.
0:11:03 > 0:11:06- Um...it...it was just duck sauce. - Stop talking.
0:11:08 > 0:11:12You have got to be kidding me!
0:11:12 > 0:11:13OK, excuse me.
0:11:15 > 0:11:19- Hey, I'm Lenny.- Hey, Lenny.
0:11:21 > 0:11:25Someone is smoking! What kind of moron does that in a hospital?
0:11:25 > 0:11:28SHE SNIFFS
0:11:28 > 0:11:30I will find you!
0:11:32 > 0:11:34MOBILE RINGS
0:11:42 > 0:11:43Well, hello.
0:11:43 > 0:11:44Where are you?
0:11:45 > 0:11:49'In my office under a pile of paperwork. You?'
0:11:49 > 0:11:52God, you are a worse liar than I am.
0:11:52 > 0:11:53You're in the old hallway.
0:11:53 > 0:11:56I can hear your heels all the way from the chapel.
0:11:56 > 0:11:59Don't tell me you've been reduced to prayer.
0:11:59 > 0:12:01Hmm, I'm getting there.
0:12:01 > 0:12:03FOOTSTEPS ECHO
0:12:19 > 0:12:22Kevin left me last night.
0:12:22 > 0:12:25He's back in the house now.
0:12:25 > 0:12:28And I knew I was fucking up with you.
0:12:30 > 0:12:32Look, I tried to tell you I did not want an MRI.
0:12:32 > 0:12:34I know, I know.
0:12:35 > 0:12:37You're afraid to see the damage. I remember.
0:12:37 > 0:12:41I'm more afraid of seeing that there's nothing wrong with me.
0:12:41 > 0:12:43I mean, there's plenty wrong with me.
0:12:44 > 0:12:46I never lied about the pain.
0:12:46 > 0:12:48I know that.
0:12:51 > 0:12:56And...how you manage the pain is...
0:12:56 > 0:12:58a private matter.
0:12:58 > 0:13:00But I involved you and I am sorry.
0:13:02 > 0:13:05Well, it probably doesn't help that I'm shoving cheques in your purse
0:13:05 > 0:13:08and telling you to get MRIs and generally...
0:13:08 > 0:13:11looking the other way, but, honestly, Jacks, you're an adult
0:13:11 > 0:13:14and you're my favourite reason for coming to work.
0:13:15 > 0:13:19I check the nursing schedule to co-ordinate my shifts with yours.
0:13:19 > 0:13:21That's sweet.
0:13:27 > 0:13:29Come on, let's go in.
0:13:29 > 0:13:32Light some candles, repent for our sins.
0:13:32 > 0:13:35Might be fun.
0:13:35 > 0:13:36Rain check?
0:13:38 > 0:13:39You're really awful.
0:13:39 > 0:13:41That's what I'm trying to tell you.
0:13:41 > 0:13:44Ahh! Ooh. >
0:13:51 > 0:13:52- Zoey!- Ooh!
0:13:54 > 0:13:55Fully clothed!
0:13:55 > 0:13:57In a chapel. Really trashy.
0:13:59 > 0:14:03The entire nation, Dr Cooper, is experiencing a nursing shortage.
0:14:03 > 0:14:06I'm hesitant to let anyone go at this point.
0:14:06 > 0:14:07But he broke my nose!
0:14:07 > 0:14:11It's my understanding that it was already broken.
0:14:11 > 0:14:13He slept with my girlfriend.
0:14:14 > 0:14:18Really, Dr Cooper, you get to be a doctor. Isn't that enough?
0:14:18 > 0:14:19- Am I fired?- Yes!
0:14:19 > 0:14:23- There is a chain of command here!- I'm extending your probationary period.
0:14:23 > 0:14:27You can thank me by not assaulting any more of my staff.
0:14:33 > 0:14:34See?
0:14:35 > 0:14:37I have something for you.
0:14:43 > 0:14:45A bill. For what?
0:14:45 > 0:14:46Ad space.
0:14:46 > 0:14:51You said you wanted to be the face of All Saints'. Six more weeks. Knock yourself out.
0:14:53 > 0:14:55Someone is smoking!
0:15:04 > 0:15:07Ah. Here. Right here.
0:15:07 > 0:15:09I'm coming to get you!
0:15:09 > 0:15:11Get me a ladder.
0:15:41 > 0:15:43No. I got it.
0:15:57 > 0:15:59Flashlight.
0:16:07 > 0:16:09SHE SNIFFS
0:16:11 > 0:16:15Jesus Christ, it's God.
0:16:15 > 0:16:19- What are you doing? - I'm watching over my flock.
0:16:19 > 0:16:22- You're smoking.- I'm God.
0:16:22 > 0:16:27- I can do two things at once.- Yeah? Well, do 'em in your own apartment.
0:16:27 > 0:16:30There's vermin in my building.
0:16:30 > 0:16:33They're fumigating and I can't breathe.
0:16:33 > 0:16:35I see.
0:16:35 > 0:16:37You can't stay here.
0:16:38 > 0:16:41But it's cosy. And I can keep an eye on shit.
0:16:41 > 0:16:46I'm not ready to walk among you. There's a lot of pain down there.
0:16:46 > 0:16:49I have candy bars in my office.
0:16:49 > 0:16:51You got a TV?
0:16:51 > 0:16:53You tell me where and when to meet you
0:16:53 > 0:16:57because otherwise, I'm coming down there and you can deal with me then. Your choice.
0:16:59 > 0:17:00- Can I smoke?- No.
0:17:03 > 0:17:05I talked to your landlord.
0:17:05 > 0:17:10He said that it should be safe for you to go back tomorrow morning to your apartment.
0:17:10 > 0:17:13You can stay here till then. Below the ceiling.
0:17:13 > 0:17:15You are good.
0:17:15 > 0:17:17KNOCK ON DOOR
0:17:17 > 0:17:20Hi.
0:17:21 > 0:17:24Jackie around today?
0:17:24 > 0:17:27Nice to see you, Mr Martin. Yes.
0:17:27 > 0:17:29Try the nurses' station.
0:17:29 > 0:17:30Cheers.
0:17:32 > 0:17:35I got a bad feeling about that guy.
0:17:35 > 0:17:38Is that any way to talk about one of your flock?
0:17:38 > 0:17:41- He's not one of mine.- Hush.
0:17:46 > 0:17:49HE SIGHS
0:17:49 > 0:17:53That was a perfectly good nose.
0:17:53 > 0:17:55Now it's all fucked up.
0:18:10 > 0:18:11What the fuck?
0:18:13 > 0:18:14Oh, my goodness. OK.
0:18:16 > 0:18:17Come on in.
0:18:22 > 0:18:24Wow, you are drunk.
0:18:31 > 0:18:33- I know you don't like me, but... - Shh, shh, shh!
0:18:33 > 0:18:34Shh, shh, shh.
0:18:38 > 0:18:40Lenny, this is my mom.
0:18:40 > 0:18:43Mom, this is Lenny.
0:18:43 > 0:18:46Hello, Mrs Barkow. What's up?
0:18:48 > 0:18:50Isn't she great?
0:18:50 > 0:18:51Zoey, are you alone?
0:18:52 > 0:18:55- Yes.- OK.
0:18:55 > 0:18:57Listen very carefully. I need you to get Thor.
0:18:57 > 0:19:01Tell him I need a wheelchair, three blankets, a litre IV,
0:19:01 > 0:19:02and four of Zofran. Now.
0:19:10 > 0:19:11So what's going on?
0:19:11 > 0:19:15He's totally wasted. We have to keep him awake or he's going to aspirate.
0:19:18 > 0:19:20Oh, the basement.
0:19:20 > 0:19:22Yep, we're going down.
0:19:28 > 0:19:30Whatever. This is none of my business.
0:19:30 > 0:19:35She'd give you a whole song and dance about her fucked-up back and her horrible life?
0:19:35 > 0:19:39- Cos I'm telling you, you can't believe a word she says. - That's not true.
0:19:39 > 0:19:42Did she tell you that I refused to take money for the girls?
0:19:44 > 0:19:46That I made her promise me on our daughters' lives
0:19:46 > 0:19:50not to take your fucking money? Huh? Did she tell you that part?
0:19:51 > 0:19:53I didn't think so.
0:19:53 > 0:19:56You know the drill. Stay awake. Do not pee yourself.
0:19:56 > 0:20:00There is a sink over there if you need it. Where is Thor?
0:20:00 > 0:20:02Why are you helping me?
0:20:02 > 0:20:05Because you are fucked up, my friend.
0:20:05 > 0:20:09Vodka and Hawaiian punch.
0:20:09 > 0:20:14Like a gallon. Really, really fast.
0:20:14 > 0:20:19- I thought you were a pill guy. - I would have had to steal pills.
0:20:19 > 0:20:21That would have made me feel bad.
0:20:21 > 0:20:22Sorry!
0:20:22 > 0:20:25Thought of a way to keep him awake.
0:20:25 > 0:20:29Had to run back up for a sec, and you will be so glad I did.
0:20:31 > 0:20:35- Give me your shoe. - I've got to head back up. Just keep him awake.- Jackie.
0:20:36 > 0:20:38Jackie...
0:20:41 > 0:20:42Two minutes.
0:20:50 > 0:20:51I love you, guys.
0:20:54 > 0:20:57A five, six, seven, eight.
0:21:01 > 0:21:02Look alive, Sam.
0:21:09 > 0:21:13Again. One, two, three, four.
0:21:13 > 0:21:14Sam.
0:21:27 > 0:21:30Hey. How are you?
0:21:32 > 0:21:34What a fucked-up day.
0:21:34 > 0:21:36I hear ya.
0:21:37 > 0:21:40Thank you for bringing Kevin home.
0:21:47 > 0:21:50Oh, Eddie, it's all crashing down around me.
0:21:50 > 0:21:51I know.
0:21:57 > 0:21:59So...
0:22:00 > 0:22:02..step aside, right?
0:22:02 > 0:22:04I've got to put my marriage back together.
0:22:04 > 0:22:07Yeah.
0:22:07 > 0:22:11The fucked up thing is I want to do it for Kevin as much as I do for you.
0:22:13 > 0:22:16- He's like cut in half, man. - Yeah, I know.
0:22:19 > 0:22:22- You going to be OK? - Yeah, you know me.
0:22:22 > 0:22:24Hmm.
0:22:25 > 0:22:28Anyone who knows you knows they don't know you.
0:22:35 > 0:22:37See? You know me.
0:22:56 > 0:22:59- What are you doing?- Um...
0:23:00 > 0:23:02I don't know.
0:23:02 > 0:23:04I don't know.
0:23:04 > 0:23:08Come on. Give it.
0:23:20 > 0:23:24Oh. I can't believe you did this.
0:23:26 > 0:23:28- Neither can I.- I mean,
0:23:28 > 0:23:30what's it for?
0:23:30 > 0:23:34Years of service?
0:23:34 > 0:23:35I hope so.
0:23:35 > 0:23:40Man, I feel bad. All I got you was duck sauce.
0:23:40 > 0:23:42Yeah, you got the better end of the deal.
0:23:42 > 0:23:44Seriously.
0:23:44 > 0:23:45Mm-hmm.
0:23:51 > 0:23:52Stop walking.
0:23:52 > 0:23:57- You're a slippery little thing, ain't you?- I'm sorry, do I know you?
0:23:57 > 0:24:00- I want my drugs.- I have no idea what you're talking about.
0:24:00 > 0:24:04- You stole 12,000 worth of roxis off me.- So what are you, a drug dealer?
0:24:04 > 0:24:07Why don't you call the cops? They can handle this.
0:24:07 > 0:24:11- You don't want to fuck with me. - You come into my hospital and you fucking threaten me?
0:24:11 > 0:24:14Do you have any idea how many cops are going to be up your ass
0:24:14 > 0:24:16- if you lay a fucking finger on me? - How many?
0:24:21 > 0:24:23Oh, my God! He's not a friend of yours, is he?
0:24:23 > 0:24:28I love you just a little bit more than I did an hour ago.
0:24:35 > 0:24:36Hey, guys.
0:24:41 > 0:24:43Hey, guys!
0:24:43 > 0:24:45- Hey, babe.- Hi.
0:24:45 > 0:24:47Just so you know, we've got company.
0:24:47 > 0:24:50Hmm.
0:24:52 > 0:24:54Wow. Great. Well, hi.
0:24:54 > 0:24:56Welcome. We have some cake.
0:24:56 > 0:24:58What's up?
0:24:58 > 0:25:00Where are the girls?
0:25:00 > 0:25:02Let's just sit down for a minute.
0:25:02 > 0:25:06Oh. Oh, no. No, no, no, no.
0:25:06 > 0:25:10- No, no, no, no, no fucking way! - It's OK, Jacks.- Oh, no. No way.
0:25:10 > 0:25:13You have to leave now. I'm sorry. Where are the girls?
0:25:13 > 0:25:15My sister's, and I asked her to come, OK?
0:25:15 > 0:25:18You are fucking hilarious! He fucking hates your guts.
0:25:18 > 0:25:22You hate her. You invite her all the way out here to gossip about me?
0:25:22 > 0:25:23This isn't what this is about.
0:25:23 > 0:25:27- Do you think anybody wants to listen to you?- You're a drug addict.
0:25:27 > 0:25:31You're a fucking idiot! You have no idea what you're talking about.
0:25:34 > 0:25:37Yeah, you know what? You're fucking pathetic, both of you.
0:25:47 > 0:25:51# Feels so wrong and feels so right
0:25:51 > 0:25:53# It feels like insanity
0:25:53 > 0:25:56# Oh, I keep acting strange
0:25:56 > 0:25:58# Hoping that I'll change
0:25:58 > 0:26:02# Waking in a sweat from a burning dream, yeah
0:26:02 > 0:26:03# And I look at all my friends
0:26:03 > 0:26:05# I keep on pleasing them
0:26:05 > 0:26:08# Caught up in the chaos of their minds
0:26:08 > 0:26:13# Ooh, child, the fear I have keeps me bound and keeps me gagged
0:26:13 > 0:26:15# Pushing harder all the time
0:26:15 > 0:26:17# Ooh, you make me nervous
0:26:18 > 0:26:22# Ooh, you make me want to run away and hide
0:26:22 > 0:26:24# Ooh, you make me nervous
0:26:26 > 0:26:30# When you look at me, I just can't lie
0:26:30 > 0:26:33# Cos you make me nervous tonight
0:26:33 > 0:26:35# Hey, hey... #
0:26:39 > 0:26:41Hi, my name is Jackie. I'm a drug addict.
0:26:54 > 0:26:55Blow me!
0:26:55 > 0:26:59# Ooh, you make me nervous
0:26:59 > 0:27:03# Ooh, you make me wanna run away and hide
0:27:03 > 0:27:05# Ooh, you make me nervous
0:27:08 > 0:27:11# When you look at me I just can't lie
0:27:11 > 0:27:14# Ooh, you make me nervous tonight
0:27:14 > 0:27:17# Hot palms, hands wet, mouth dry
0:27:17 > 0:27:21# I shake, I scream, I cry
0:27:21 > 0:27:24# No eat, no sleep all night... #
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