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0:00:04 > 0:00:06MUSIC: She's Out Of My Life by Michael Jackson

0:00:08 > 0:00:11MIMING: # She's out of my life

0:00:15 > 0:00:20# She's out of my life

0:00:22 > 0:00:29# And I don't know whether to laugh or cry

0:00:30 > 0:00:36# I don't know whether to live or die

0:00:36 > 0:00:40# And it cuts like a knife

0:00:42 > 0:00:47# She's out of my life

0:00:52 > 0:00:54# It's out of my hands... #

0:00:54 > 0:00:56STEFAN SNORES

0:00:56 > 0:00:59My girlfriend and I have mutually decided

0:00:59 > 0:01:03to have some space from one and other due to family matters.

0:01:03 > 0:01:05Because apparently being a new family means that

0:01:05 > 0:01:07I get to be insulted by her insecure fool of a father

0:01:07 > 0:01:10trying to project his insecurities onto me!

0:01:10 > 0:01:13And you want to marry my Nicole? You can't even step to a girl.

0:01:13 > 0:01:15How you think you're going to step to me?

0:01:15 > 0:01:18But as I say, you can't choose your family, eh?

0:01:19 > 0:01:21You also can't choose to have them

0:01:21 > 0:01:23flashed with a Men In Black-style neuralyzer

0:01:23 > 0:01:25and sent to a soundproof private island,

0:01:25 > 0:01:27so no-one can hear that you're faking music from 20 years ago

0:01:27 > 0:01:28that no-one cares about!

0:01:28 > 0:01:31# Night nurse... # Lord have mercy!

0:01:31 > 0:01:33"Lord have mercy!"

0:01:35 > 0:01:39It's a nightmare. I always do this.

0:01:39 > 0:01:41- HE SNORES LOUDLY - Oh...

0:01:41 > 0:01:43Do what?

0:01:43 > 0:01:46Mess up every single relationship.

0:01:46 > 0:01:49Oh, come on, bro, it weren't ALL your fault.

0:01:51 > 0:01:53# Now, I ain't saying she a gold digger... #

0:01:53 > 0:01:54I don't want much from you, Daney.

0:01:54 > 0:01:56Just a detached townhouse,

0:01:56 > 0:01:58a Mercedes SLK...

0:02:00 > 0:02:01Wha gwan, fam?

0:02:01 > 0:02:05Obvz me and you get together. Do you get me?!

0:02:05 > 0:02:09# Let it go, let it go... #

0:02:09 > 0:02:11Are you all right?

0:02:11 > 0:02:12Where is this going?!

0:02:12 > 0:02:14Where's this going?! We just met!

0:02:17 > 0:02:19It wasn't ALL your fault.

0:02:19 > 0:02:22Anyway, was last night really that bad?

0:02:23 > 0:02:25Look at you! Too bloodclaat soft.

0:02:25 > 0:02:28Why don't you fuck off, Jamaar, you prick?!

0:02:30 > 0:02:33Yes. It really was that bad.

0:02:33 > 0:02:35Now I'm banished, a refugee in my own house.

0:02:35 > 0:02:39I bet if we went downstairs now, you'd be granted amnesty.

0:02:39 > 0:02:41Let's do it together, yeah?

0:02:41 > 0:02:45Yeah. Come on. Can't be that bad, can it?

0:02:46 > 0:02:48GALE BLOWS

0:02:48 > 0:02:50Mum!

0:02:55 > 0:02:57I can't beat it, bro!

0:03:00 > 0:03:03This shoulder is too cold for my liking.

0:03:14 > 0:03:18So...does anyone want to talk about what happened yesterday?

0:03:20 > 0:03:24Perhaps we're concerned that you're going to insult us.

0:03:24 > 0:03:26Just like you did to Nicola's father.

0:03:26 > 0:03:29Oh, come on, we are talking about Jamaar here.

0:03:29 > 0:03:32- The guy is a joke. - The man is clearly an imbecile.

0:03:32 > 0:03:35But he was a guest in our house.

0:03:35 > 0:03:38- Is that how we treat our guests now? - No, Daddy.

0:03:38 > 0:03:42Speaking of guests, are we going to deal with the elephant in the room?

0:03:42 > 0:03:44Or the fact the elephant is with child?

0:03:44 > 0:03:46Having a go at a pregnant woman now, are we, Dane?

0:03:46 > 0:03:48SHE SCOFFS, MESSAGE TONE

0:03:50 > 0:03:51From Nicola. I'll read it later.

0:03:51 > 0:03:54MESSAGE TONE

0:03:54 > 0:03:56Nicola. "Tell Dane to read my texts."

0:03:56 > 0:03:59All right, time-out, time-out. Family meeting.

0:03:59 > 0:04:01Why am I getting all the grief here?

0:04:01 > 0:04:03It's Nicola's dad that can't act like an adult.

0:04:03 > 0:04:06The man's a fool. Right?

0:04:06 > 0:04:07Right?!

0:04:12 > 0:04:15What the hell was the appeal to Nicky's mum?

0:04:15 > 0:04:17HE SNIFFS AND RETCHES

0:04:17 > 0:04:19I'll tell you what the appeal was.

0:04:19 > 0:04:23Women love a bad boy. Take the show Friends.

0:04:23 > 0:04:25Ross expresses love early on,

0:04:25 > 0:04:27and guess what, Rachel's not interested.

0:04:27 > 0:04:29Then fast forward a few more seasons

0:04:29 > 0:04:32when he has two baby mothers and a student girlfriend

0:04:32 > 0:04:35and he's a cheat, then Rachel's like,

0:04:35 > 0:04:39IN HIGH-PITCHED VOICE: "Ross, I love you! It's always been you!"

0:04:39 > 0:04:42I'll remind you that Gunther ended up alone.

0:04:43 > 0:04:47# I'll be there for you! #

0:04:47 > 0:04:49Unless your name's Gunther.

0:04:52 > 0:04:53You're welcome.

0:04:53 > 0:04:55You know, son...

0:04:55 > 0:04:58psychologists believe that women are attracted to

0:04:58 > 0:05:01men who remind them of their own fathers.

0:05:01 > 0:05:04Jamaar and I have nothing in common.

0:05:04 > 0:05:05We don't!

0:05:05 > 0:05:08See! There he goes again, Daddy, with his aggression.

0:05:08 > 0:05:12I don't want to bring up my child in a world of violence, Dane.

0:05:14 > 0:05:16I'm sorry. That comment, it just...

0:05:19 > 0:05:21I'm going to be late for work.

0:05:21 > 0:05:23Great family meeting(!)

0:05:23 > 0:05:26# Work it, make it, do it, makes us

0:05:26 > 0:05:28# Harder, better, faster, stronger... #

0:05:28 > 0:05:31Feeling masochistic? Life lacking misery?

0:05:31 > 0:05:36Simply get yourself on the 259 bus for the rest of your life.

0:05:36 > 0:05:38Well, I'm smashing life right now, aren't I?

0:05:40 > 0:05:43My girlfriend - sorry, fiancee - is mad at me,

0:05:43 > 0:05:46and my mum and dad are close to changing the locks.

0:05:46 > 0:05:49We go? We don't go? Shall I arrange it? Shall I not?

0:05:49 > 0:05:51- Anything.- No, George...

0:06:09 > 0:06:12- BUS DRIVER:- Ladies and gentlemen, we regret to inform you that

0:06:12 > 0:06:14this bus will terminate at the next stop.

0:06:14 > 0:06:17We apologise for any inconvenience caused.

0:06:17 > 0:06:19How the hell are people cool going through life

0:06:19 > 0:06:21essentially being human hamsters?

0:06:25 > 0:06:27# Because you can't, you won't and you don't stop

0:06:27 > 0:06:29# Because you can't, you won't and you don't stop. #

0:06:32 > 0:06:34And that's the thing with the nine-to-five slog these days -

0:06:34 > 0:06:37this isn't like school, this ride is for life.

0:06:37 > 0:06:40Only one kind of animal can win a rat race.

0:06:41 > 0:06:44It's going to be one of those days, in't it?

0:06:44 > 0:06:46'More like one of those lifetimes.'

0:06:46 > 0:06:50MUSIC: Pursuit Of Happiness by Kid Cudi

0:06:51 > 0:06:54I wouldn't say I'm avoiding anyone.

0:06:54 > 0:06:57I'd just say I prefer to be in this space more than my desk space.

0:06:59 > 0:07:02This is literally the only place I can get refuge.

0:07:02 > 0:07:03This is my sanctuary.

0:07:03 > 0:07:06A little moment to avoid all the shit in my life.

0:07:06 > 0:07:09- Dane?- Yes?

0:07:09 > 0:07:11Are you all prepped for the meeting, mate?

0:07:11 > 0:07:13- I'm bricking it. - MAN FARTS

0:07:13 > 0:07:15That much is clear.

0:07:15 > 0:07:18- Damn you, evil tandoori. - MAN FARTS

0:07:18 > 0:07:21'Am I prepped for the meeting? Yes, I am.

0:07:21 > 0:07:22'But what's my reward going to be

0:07:22 > 0:07:24'for hitting the great elusive target?

0:07:24 > 0:07:27'I'll tell you. An even higher target.'

0:07:27 > 0:07:30DIPDA. DIPDA. DIPDA.

0:07:30 > 0:07:35Define, identify, prove, desire, action.

0:07:35 > 0:07:38These are the five pillars you will need to employ

0:07:38 > 0:07:41in order to conquer the beast that is sales...

0:07:41 > 0:07:43'I am now spitting up the same shitty jargon

0:07:43 > 0:07:45'that everyone else does.

0:07:45 > 0:07:48'I am no worse and certainly no better than anyone else in this job.

0:07:48 > 0:07:49'So why do I even bother doing this?'

0:07:49 > 0:07:51..The needs of our core clients.

0:07:54 > 0:07:57How can we be assured that this strategy is in line

0:07:57 > 0:08:00with our movement towards a more dynamic paradigm?

0:08:00 > 0:08:02Ah, yes, good question, Shaun.

0:08:02 > 0:08:04If I can refer you to this graph here,

0:08:04 > 0:08:06this line shows a positive correlation

0:08:06 > 0:08:09between how long this meeting has being going on for,

0:08:09 > 0:08:12whereas the baseline here shows how much I give a fuck.

0:08:12 > 0:08:13Any questions?

0:08:14 > 0:08:17SHEEP BAAS # Baa, baa, black sheep. #

0:08:17 > 0:08:20Dane...!

0:08:20 > 0:08:22Oh, God, not now.

0:08:22 > 0:08:23'Kerry is going to want her report.

0:08:23 > 0:08:25'TODAY is not the day.'

0:08:25 > 0:08:29- Yes, Kerry?- Oh, Daney!

0:08:29 > 0:08:34Sometimes I just feel like if I don't stay RIGHT on top of you,

0:08:34 > 0:08:37then it's a slippery little slope.

0:08:38 > 0:08:41I want you to go deep on it. OK?

0:08:41 > 0:08:46Can I trust you to hit this hard, Dane?

0:08:46 > 0:08:49- I can send you the final list by the end of the day.- Hmm...

0:08:49 > 0:08:53But maybe I don't want to wait until "the end of the day".

0:08:53 > 0:08:54Maybe I need it now.

0:08:54 > 0:08:58I'm a woman, I have needs - needs that must be met.

0:08:59 > 0:09:01You have needs, Kerry? I have a need too.

0:09:01 > 0:09:04I have a need not to have your labia dangled in my face

0:09:04 > 0:09:06every time I step into this pisshole of an office.

0:09:06 > 0:09:08I've done enough proposals to last me a lifetime,

0:09:08 > 0:09:10and I have to listen to you verbally pour acid on my balls

0:09:10 > 0:09:13every single day.

0:09:13 > 0:09:15Who do you think you're talking to?

0:09:15 > 0:09:17I will have you in human resources so fast...

0:09:17 > 0:09:19I'm a human being.

0:09:19 > 0:09:22I'm not a resource, I'm not mined, I'm not exchanged for capital.

0:09:22 > 0:09:25I have emotions and a goddamn soul.

0:09:25 > 0:09:27- Now, you listen here... - Or what, Kerry?

0:09:27 > 0:09:29You're going to demand an oral presentation?

0:09:29 > 0:09:31Or we spend all night hammering it out?

0:09:31 > 0:09:33Or I'm going to be in some hardcore hot water,

0:09:33 > 0:09:35- where I'll be seriously disciplined? - All right, shusht, Dane...

0:09:35 > 0:09:38Not so fun now, is it, Kerry? And with that, I bid you all adieu.

0:09:40 > 0:09:43No, no... Where are you going?

0:09:43 > 0:09:46Annual leave, compassionate leave, sickness leave -

0:09:46 > 0:09:49whatever you want to call it, you cretinous, hideous, insane,

0:09:49 > 0:09:51mental-bitch excuse for a human being.

0:09:53 > 0:09:54Woohoo!

0:09:55 > 0:09:56Shut up, Janet!

0:09:57 > 0:10:01No! Don't leave me!

0:10:01 > 0:10:04Urgh! ARGH!

0:10:04 > 0:10:09Oh, my God! Urgh!

0:10:11 > 0:10:13SHE SIGHS

0:10:15 > 0:10:16That was so hot!

0:10:18 > 0:10:20He totally wants to fuck me.

0:10:23 > 0:10:24Is that all there is?

0:10:24 > 0:10:28Getting slammed by corporate Nazis all day, every day? Enough.

0:10:28 > 0:10:31I've had enough of office jargon, pitches and proposals,

0:10:31 > 0:10:32to last me a lifetime.

0:10:32 > 0:10:35I've got a proposal of my own to worry about.

0:10:35 > 0:10:36Let's celebrate.

0:10:36 > 0:10:40# Don't you forget about me. #

0:10:41 > 0:10:45MUSIC: Unchained Melody by The Righteous Brothers

0:10:45 > 0:10:48After everything Nicky and I have been through,

0:10:48 > 0:10:52the first time we kissed, held hands, Valentine's,

0:10:52 > 0:10:54the romantic gestures... RECORD SKIPS

0:10:54 > 0:10:56What have you done? You've ruined it.

0:10:56 > 0:10:58Well, who does pottery anyway?!

0:10:58 > 0:11:01Actually, that's not a great example.

0:11:01 > 0:11:03I don't want to get all Bedingfield here,

0:11:03 > 0:11:05but we've gotta get through this.

0:11:07 > 0:11:10Dane? Why are you home already?

0:11:10 > 0:11:12What the hell is this?

0:11:12 > 0:11:16Oh, just having a little celebration. Wee-ooo!

0:11:16 > 0:11:19I have no idea what you've got to possibly celebrate,

0:11:19 > 0:11:23since your life is becoming a complete and utter disaster.

0:11:23 > 0:11:24Mm-hm!

0:11:24 > 0:11:27And don't even get me started on you, young lady.

0:11:27 > 0:11:30- Mm-hm!- You think this is joke, Dane?

0:11:30 > 0:11:34While I'm here preparing for this new baby, what's your sister doing?

0:11:34 > 0:11:37Plaiting hair and having snacks like it's nothing.

0:11:37 > 0:11:38- WITH MOUTH FULL:- No, I'm not!

0:11:38 > 0:11:41- She is eating for three now. - Shut up, Dane!

0:11:41 > 0:11:43DOOR CREAKS OPEN

0:11:43 > 0:11:46'Why does Dad keep entering the room like Darth Vader?

0:11:46 > 0:11:48'Shit, am I Luke Skywalker?'

0:11:48 > 0:11:52Dane...do you think this behaviour is becoming of an uncle

0:11:52 > 0:11:54and potential husband?

0:11:54 > 0:11:58You just might be a lot of things to a lot of people very soon.

0:11:59 > 0:12:01Time to grow up and be a man, son.

0:12:01 > 0:12:04I am, Dad, and isn't part of that independence?

0:12:04 > 0:12:06Can't I choose my own path, Dad?

0:12:06 > 0:12:07Pursue my own ambitions?

0:12:07 > 0:12:08Live my own dreams?

0:12:08 > 0:12:11Your mother and I had dreams, too, Dane.

0:12:11 > 0:12:13To give our children a better life.

0:12:13 > 0:12:16Now, you want to live your dreams,

0:12:16 > 0:12:18and try and kill your father-in-law in my house?

0:12:18 > 0:12:21AND mess things up with my potential daughter-in-law?

0:12:23 > 0:12:25'Should I...? No.'

0:12:25 > 0:12:27I'm going now.

0:12:31 > 0:12:32Well, great way to end the day.

0:12:32 > 0:12:35Walked out of my job, walked out of my home,

0:12:35 > 0:12:38and I feel like I'm walking away from Nicola.

0:12:38 > 0:12:39TEXT ALERT

0:12:40 > 0:12:41Nicola again!

0:12:41 > 0:12:43Can't ignore her forever.

0:12:47 > 0:12:49What the hell are you wearing?

0:12:49 > 0:12:51It's vintage.

0:12:51 > 0:12:52Part of my new vibe.

0:12:52 > 0:12:54Very Hendrix.

0:12:54 > 0:12:56You do realise vintage is a middle-class word

0:12:56 > 0:12:57for second-hand, right?

0:12:57 > 0:12:58I saw Frank Ocean wearing one, too.

0:12:58 > 0:13:00Hendrix and Ocean.

0:13:00 > 0:13:02Why are we even friends, Stefan?

0:13:02 > 0:13:03Really?

0:13:03 > 0:13:05That's really how you're talking at me now?

0:13:07 > 0:13:09You see, this is why we're friends.

0:13:09 > 0:13:12Because you're funny, even when you're not trying to be funny.

0:13:12 > 0:13:15But you're one funny guy!

0:13:15 > 0:13:19I've never known someone moan so much and be so hysterical with it.

0:13:19 > 0:13:21I'm glad someone finds my life as much of a joke as I do,

0:13:21 > 0:13:23cos I'm getting no love today.

0:13:23 > 0:13:26I'm not the only one, bro. Have you checked out Twitter, lately?

0:13:26 > 0:13:27I try not to.

0:13:27 > 0:13:28Opinions are like arseholes,

0:13:28 > 0:13:30and Twitter is basically a sewer for human opinion,

0:13:30 > 0:13:32and the only things that swim in sewage are trolls.

0:13:32 > 0:13:34I'm hitting away that negativity!

0:13:34 > 0:13:36I've set up a Twitter account for you.

0:13:36 > 0:13:38Look!

0:13:38 > 0:13:41I've listed all your hashtags with your outbursts.

0:13:41 > 0:13:43Not so much the drunk stuff, because, you know...

0:13:43 > 0:13:45You're entering me for Dickhead Of The Year?

0:13:45 > 0:13:48No, because I want to see if people think you're funny as I do.

0:13:48 > 0:13:49And they do!

0:13:49 > 0:13:51Look, you've got a tonne of retweets.

0:13:51 > 0:13:53Ha! Who cares?

0:13:53 > 0:13:55Who cares? Who cares?!

0:13:55 > 0:13:57This means I'm right!

0:13:57 > 0:14:00You should start being funny in front of an audience.

0:14:00 > 0:14:01You could be the next...

0:14:01 > 0:14:04Eddie Murphy slash Izzard, bro!

0:14:04 > 0:14:05BELL TOLLS OMINOUSLY

0:14:09 > 0:14:11Why have you been avoiding my texts?

0:14:11 > 0:14:13We're supposed to be spending some time apart.

0:14:13 > 0:14:15That's summat YOU decided.

0:14:15 > 0:14:18Well, right after you threatened to tear my dad apart.

0:14:18 > 0:14:19You mean, part-time dad.

0:14:22 > 0:14:23What did you just say to me?

0:14:23 > 0:14:26Did you just call my dad a part-time dad?

0:14:26 > 0:14:27Part-time?

0:14:27 > 0:14:29Your dick is part-time.

0:14:29 > 0:14:31Still living at home...

0:14:31 > 0:14:32Time-out, time-out.

0:14:36 > 0:14:38I can't do this. I need advice.

0:14:38 > 0:14:41Who can I speak to that would know about romance?

0:14:41 > 0:14:42Hmm.

0:14:42 > 0:14:44Listen, bro.

0:14:44 > 0:14:47You have to ask yourself, can you live without her?

0:14:47 > 0:14:49Romeo, is that you?

0:14:49 > 0:14:51You're not who I'd imagine as my guardian angel.

0:14:51 > 0:14:54Can you be like a skunk without a smell?

0:14:54 > 0:14:55Like a tortoise without a shell?

0:14:55 > 0:14:57Like a smile without a face?

0:14:57 > 0:14:59Not everyone has lyrics like that.

0:14:59 > 0:15:01I don't want to make promises that I can't keep.

0:15:01 > 0:15:04My advice, don't lie to your girl.

0:15:04 > 0:15:05This is important.

0:15:05 > 0:15:10Dolce and Gabbana, or the Moschino, the Versace, or the Valentino...

0:15:10 > 0:15:11None of those things really matter.

0:15:11 > 0:15:14I feel that's more bars than advice.

0:15:14 > 0:15:15HE LAUGHS

0:15:15 > 0:15:17Listen, just follow your heart.

0:15:17 > 0:15:19It will be all gravy.

0:15:19 > 0:15:20Two multiplied by ten plus one.

0:15:22 > 0:15:23Romeo done.

0:15:23 > 0:15:24# Romeo... #

0:15:26 > 0:15:27'My advice, don't lie to your girl.'

0:15:29 > 0:15:30I don't want to get married.

0:15:31 > 0:15:33What?

0:15:33 > 0:15:34I don't want to get married.

0:15:34 > 0:15:36Not yet, anyway.

0:15:36 > 0:15:38I didn't mean to ask at the party or on your doorstep,

0:15:38 > 0:15:40just that I was drunk, and there were so many people there,

0:15:40 > 0:15:42and Christian's a doughnut, and...

0:15:42 > 0:15:43What...?

0:15:43 > 0:15:44So, what are you saying?

0:15:44 > 0:15:46I'm saying, I love you,

0:15:46 > 0:15:48I just can't spend the rest of my life with you

0:15:48 > 0:15:50when I don't have a life of my own yet.

0:15:50 > 0:15:53Well, why didn't you say something before?

0:15:53 > 0:15:54I didn't want to let you down.

0:15:54 > 0:15:56You understand?

0:15:56 > 0:15:58Of course I do.

0:15:59 > 0:16:02How did I find such a...

0:16:02 > 0:16:06courageous and handsome man?

0:16:07 > 0:16:11With such incredible oral skills.

0:16:12 > 0:16:15Let me show you...

0:16:15 > 0:16:16mine.

0:16:16 > 0:16:17R&B MUSIC

0:16:20 > 0:16:22We really are the perfect couple, aren't we?

0:16:22 > 0:16:24'That's how I thought it would all play out.

0:16:24 > 0:16:27'But actually, it went a little more like this.'

0:16:29 > 0:16:30I don't want to get married.

0:16:38 > 0:16:40GUITAR MUSIC

0:16:45 > 0:16:46MUSIC STOPS

0:16:46 > 0:16:48' "Don't lie to your girl." Yeah, thanks, Romeo.'

0:16:48 > 0:16:50Did you realise

0:16:50 > 0:16:54I was offered the opportunity to join Doctors Without Borders?

0:16:55 > 0:16:59I didn't take it because I wanted to stay with you and plan a wedding!

0:16:59 > 0:17:00OUR wedding!

0:17:01 > 0:17:05- And now, you tell me that you don't want to get married?!- I...

0:17:05 > 0:17:08Don't say one word.

0:17:08 > 0:17:10Let's all just take...

0:17:13 > 0:17:14Shit.

0:17:14 > 0:17:16I've known you for a long time, Dane.

0:17:16 > 0:17:19But I NEED to be with someone who actually wants to be there.

0:17:30 > 0:17:32And that's not you.

0:17:41 > 0:17:43I think I handled that like a man.

0:17:43 > 0:17:44Like my dad would do.

0:17:44 > 0:17:47On the outside, sure.

0:17:47 > 0:17:48On the inside...

0:17:51 > 0:17:54MIMING: # She's out of my life

0:18:00 > 0:18:04# It's out of my hands

0:18:08 > 0:18:12# It's out of my hands

0:18:15 > 0:18:17# So I've learned

0:18:18 > 0:18:21# That love's not possession

0:18:22 > 0:18:25# And I've learned

0:18:25 > 0:18:28# That love won't wait

0:18:29 > 0:18:32# Now I've learned

0:18:32 > 0:18:36# That love needs expression

0:18:36 > 0:18:43# But I've learned too late and

0:18:43 > 0:18:49# She's out of my life

0:18:52 > 0:18:57# She's out of my life

0:18:59 > 0:19:02# Damned indecision

0:19:02 > 0:19:05# And cursed pride

0:19:07 > 0:19:09# I kept my love for her

0:19:09 > 0:19:13# Locked deep inside

0:19:13 > 0:19:18# And it cuts like a knife

0:19:20 > 0:19:22# She's out of my

0:19:26 > 0:19:29# Life

0:19:34 > 0:19:37# Mm-mm. #

0:19:40 > 0:19:42She's gone, bro.

0:19:42 > 0:19:44I've lost her.

0:19:47 > 0:19:48You haven't lost her.

0:19:49 > 0:19:51You're finding yourself.

0:19:52 > 0:19:53It's cool, homie.

0:19:55 > 0:19:57I know you want a man hug.

0:19:57 > 0:19:58Like in Straight Outta Compton?

0:19:58 > 0:20:00Like Dr Dre? Yeah?

0:20:00 > 0:20:02I don't want a hug, Stefan,

0:20:02 > 0:20:03I want a different life, for God's sake.

0:20:05 > 0:20:07Hey,

0:20:07 > 0:20:12"All that you got in this world is your word and your balls..."

0:20:14 > 0:20:16BOTH: "And you can't break them for nobody!"

0:20:16 > 0:20:19Thanks, Stefan. You always know what to say, mate.

0:20:20 > 0:20:23MUSIC: Keep Ya Head Up by Tupac Shakur

0:20:23 > 0:20:24# I wonder why we take from our women

0:20:24 > 0:20:26# Why we rape our women

0:20:26 > 0:20:27# Do we hate our women?

0:20:27 > 0:20:29# I think it's time to kill for our women

0:20:29 > 0:20:31# Time to heal our women

0:20:31 > 0:20:32# Be real to our women... #

0:20:34 > 0:20:36I wanted to make a change.

0:20:36 > 0:20:39Now, I've lost everything.

0:20:39 > 0:20:40But with nothing to lose,

0:20:40 > 0:20:43doesn't that mean I've got everything to gain?

0:20:47 > 0:20:49This is a start.

0:20:49 > 0:20:51Something is about to change.

0:20:51 > 0:20:52# Oo-oh child

0:20:52 > 0:20:55- # Things are gonna get easier - Keep ya head up

0:20:55 > 0:20:57# Oo-ooh child

0:20:57 > 0:20:59- # Things'll get brighter - Oh, oh

0:20:59 > 0:21:01# Keep ya head up

0:21:01 > 0:21:03# Oo-ooh, child

0:21:03 > 0:21:07- # Things are gonna get easier - Keep ya head up

0:21:07 > 0:21:08# Oo-oh, child

0:21:08 > 0:21:10# Things'll get brighter

0:21:10 > 0:21:12# Ey, yo, I remember Marvin Gaye

0:21:12 > 0:21:14# Used to sing to me

0:21:14 > 0:21:15# He had me feeling like

0:21:15 > 0:21:17# Black was the thing to be

0:21:17 > 0:21:19# And suddenly the ghetto didn't seem so tough

0:21:19 > 0:21:21# And though we had it rough

0:21:21 > 0:21:22# We always had enough

0:21:22 > 0:21:24# I huffed and puffed about my curfew

0:21:24 > 0:21:25# And broke the rules

0:21:25 > 0:21:26# Ran with the local crew

0:21:26 > 0:21:28# And had a smoke or two

0:21:28 > 0:21:30# And I realise Momma really paid the price

0:21:30 > 0:21:32# She nearly gave... #

0:21:32 > 0:21:33- KERRY:- Shut up, Janet!