0:00:02 > 0:00:05- It's recording.- Do you think this is going to be tough or easy?- Tough.
0:00:05 > 0:00:07But I think we can do it.
0:00:09 > 0:00:11This is what Mummy wanted me to do.
0:00:11 > 0:00:13I'm ready to do this.
0:00:13 > 0:00:18- There's a lot of pressure, though. - I was just scared.
0:00:18 > 0:00:22It was scary and exciting.
0:00:23 > 0:00:26It's on my mum's wish list
0:00:26 > 0:00:30and I want to make sure that I fulfil that wish.
0:00:41 > 0:00:43I'm Shanti.
0:00:43 > 0:00:46This is my brother Kalvin
0:00:46 > 0:00:50and this is our Nanny, as we call her.
0:00:50 > 0:00:53But there's someone missing from our family.
0:00:54 > 0:00:57Movie night was a tradition for us.
0:00:57 > 0:01:00We always used to stay up late.
0:01:00 > 0:01:02We had lots of happiness together,
0:01:02 > 0:01:08so I would say that we were really, really, really close.
0:01:08 > 0:01:12Everyone was happy before she got ill.
0:01:12 > 0:01:15Everyone was happy at home. It was a normal home life.
0:01:18 > 0:01:24Sadly, my mum died on the 21st August, 2015,
0:01:24 > 0:01:26right here in my home.
0:01:26 > 0:01:29Loads of pictures on here. Careful.
0:01:29 > 0:01:33All of these have Mummy in it, so I like all of them.
0:01:33 > 0:01:36I think I was 11, 12 when I found out
0:01:36 > 0:01:38Mummy was first ill.
0:01:38 > 0:01:41I saw Nanny was sad for a couple of days.
0:01:41 > 0:01:46I didn't know why, though, until she sat me down on the bed
0:01:46 > 0:01:50and she was like, "I've got something to tell you."
0:01:50 > 0:01:52I'm like, "What is it? What is it?"
0:01:52 > 0:01:54She's like, "Mummy's got cancer."
0:01:55 > 0:01:57At first, I was scared because
0:01:57 > 0:02:01she's got this disease that ends lives,
0:02:01 > 0:02:04but I did think that she would get better eventually
0:02:04 > 0:02:06because she was so positive about it.
0:02:06 > 0:02:11When I first found out that she was going to leave me,
0:02:11 > 0:02:15before we found this out, she made us strong,
0:02:15 > 0:02:19so I felt a bit sad, but mostly happy.
0:02:19 > 0:02:24Mummy did change during the illness. She became more positive.
0:02:24 > 0:02:27She used it as, like, leverage to do more.
0:02:27 > 0:02:31Instead of being, like, "Oh, I can't do anything!
0:02:31 > 0:02:35"I can't be cured!" she was like, "I need to do more things."
0:02:35 > 0:02:37That's life, isn't it?
0:02:37 > 0:02:38You just have to go with the flow,
0:02:38 > 0:02:40even though you might not like it at times.
0:02:40 > 0:02:43My mum used to make a lot of vlogs.
0:02:43 > 0:02:48She was really enthusiastic about them and inspired people.
0:02:48 > 0:02:51We're so strong when we need to be. It's the only thing to do.
0:02:51 > 0:02:54It's the strength and positivity that help us make it through.
0:02:54 > 0:02:58The more she posted, the bigger her following got online.
0:02:58 > 0:03:02People wanted to go through the journey with her.
0:03:02 > 0:03:04Lots of people watched them...
0:03:04 > 0:03:07It's quite a normal occurrence in my house.
0:03:07 > 0:03:13..because it was funny, happy, amazing and brilliant.
0:03:13 > 0:03:14I'm eating nuts!
0:03:14 > 0:03:17Lovely. I'm sure everyone wanted to know that.
0:03:17 > 0:03:22I think my mum made these vlogs for everyone
0:03:22 > 0:03:24because she wanted her spirit
0:03:24 > 0:03:28to stay alive, even though her body wasn't here.
0:03:28 > 0:03:31If I don't make it and I'm gone before my time,
0:03:31 > 0:03:36don't be sad, cos I'm happy and I'll live whilst I'm alive.
0:03:36 > 0:03:38We take strength from her.
0:03:38 > 0:03:41We don't feel sad, me and Shanti.
0:03:41 > 0:03:43We don't feel sad.
0:03:43 > 0:03:47We feel, like, more empowered, I think, is the word.
0:03:47 > 0:03:51Before she passed she wanted us to complete a list of things.
0:03:51 > 0:03:57It's a list of what she would've wanted us to do.
0:03:57 > 0:04:00Mummy wanted us to be happy.
0:04:00 > 0:04:03- Happy, yes.- That's the main thing.
0:04:03 > 0:04:05What did she want you to do?
0:04:05 > 0:04:10Go swimming, go to singing classes.
0:04:10 > 0:04:11Take care of Nanny.
0:04:11 > 0:04:15- Um...- Driving lessons.- Yes.
0:04:15 > 0:04:17For you, not me.
0:04:17 > 0:04:19Imagine you going to driving lessons.
0:04:19 > 0:04:22This is mum's wish list.
0:04:22 > 0:04:24It's a list of the things she wanted us to do
0:04:24 > 0:04:26when she was gone.
0:04:26 > 0:04:28There are lots of different things on the list,
0:04:28 > 0:04:31from helping others to learning more about cancer,
0:04:31 > 0:04:35but every single item is on it for a reason.
0:04:35 > 0:04:38I feel like I need to complete it. I have to do it.
0:04:41 > 0:04:43Mum was always making vlogs,
0:04:43 > 0:04:45so we're going to make our very own film
0:04:45 > 0:04:47of our wish-list journey, just like her.
0:04:47 > 0:04:50- Hello!- We're going to shoot some of it ourselves...
0:04:50 > 0:04:53Oh, there. It's Inception now.
0:04:53 > 0:04:57..but we also have the CBBC cameras so you can see how we get on.
0:04:57 > 0:04:59- I think... Oh. - SHE LAUGHS
0:04:59 > 0:05:01Friends and family were so important to Mummy
0:05:01 > 0:05:04so we've decided to make our next movie night
0:05:04 > 0:05:06just a little bit bigger to show everyone
0:05:06 > 0:05:10what we've been up to whilst ticking off our mum's wish list.
0:05:10 > 0:05:13First, learn to swim.
0:05:13 > 0:05:15Mummy loved the water,
0:05:15 > 0:05:20but I've never been able to swim, so that's the first thing on the list.
0:05:20 > 0:05:26I'm taking armbands because this is my first time
0:05:26 > 0:05:28going to swimming lessons.
0:05:28 > 0:05:32I kind of feel nervous about swimming,
0:05:32 > 0:05:35but, mostly, I feel really excited.
0:05:38 > 0:05:41The worst thing that can happen
0:05:41 > 0:05:45is if the water is too deep and I drown.
0:05:51 > 0:05:55My mum used to do laps around the swimming pool,
0:05:55 > 0:06:00so I think she would be swimming with me by my side.
0:06:00 > 0:06:04I'm really excited for this.
0:06:04 > 0:06:06Hi, Shanti.
0:06:06 > 0:06:08- Are you ready for your lesson?- Yeah.
0:06:08 > 0:06:11We're going to take your armbands off first.
0:06:11 > 0:06:15- I have always worn my armbands before.- Yeah? So this is a first?
0:06:15 > 0:06:16Yeah.
0:06:16 > 0:06:20If for some reason I couldn't learn how to swim,
0:06:20 > 0:06:26I would stop for a while, rest and try again
0:06:26 > 0:06:28because it's on my mum's wish list
0:06:28 > 0:06:31and I want to make sure that I fulfil that wish.
0:06:31 > 0:06:34Big jump. Yeah, well done.
0:06:36 > 0:06:39Good girl. Little kicks. And again. Turn. Good.
0:06:39 > 0:06:42Shall we go without our float?
0:06:42 > 0:06:45- Um...- A bit nervous? Yeah.
0:06:46 > 0:06:48This is my first lesson
0:06:48 > 0:06:52and Patsy is trying to get me comfortable in the water.
0:06:52 > 0:06:54But it's harder than it looks.
0:06:54 > 0:06:56Oh, close. Good girl.
0:06:56 > 0:06:57Come a little bit closer to them.
0:06:57 > 0:07:00One, two, three.
0:07:09 > 0:07:11Good girl. Well done. Super.
0:07:11 > 0:07:12Go.
0:07:17 > 0:07:19Good girl. Well done.
0:07:19 > 0:07:22Give me five. Brilliant.
0:07:22 > 0:07:25I'm excited to see what else you can show me.
0:07:25 > 0:07:27- Thank you.- That's all right.
0:07:27 > 0:07:28I look forward to our next lesson.
0:07:28 > 0:07:31She done well. I was actually surprised.
0:07:31 > 0:07:33I want her to do a length on her back by the end at least.
0:07:33 > 0:07:36I think that's quite doable.
0:07:36 > 0:07:37It was your first swimming lesson
0:07:37 > 0:07:39and you're doing it without armbands.
0:07:39 > 0:07:41- I know.- Were you confident, Shanti?
0:07:41 > 0:07:46Yeah, except when it came to the jumping.
0:07:46 > 0:07:54I was just scared because jumping into the water, no.
0:07:54 > 0:07:57My first swimming lesson was great!
0:07:57 > 0:07:59It was amazing. I loved it.
0:08:02 > 0:08:06I've had one lesson before and I was...
0:08:06 > 0:08:08I drove for about half an hour.
0:08:08 > 0:08:10I was scared the entire time.
0:08:10 > 0:08:14So, Mum wanted me to overcome that fear of driving.
0:08:14 > 0:08:16She conquered so many of her own fears.
0:08:16 > 0:08:17I have to do this.
0:08:20 > 0:08:23I'm just really scared to do it, but I have to.
0:08:23 > 0:08:26It is going to be daunting getting back behind the wheel.
0:08:28 > 0:08:31Kalvin has got a big responsibility.
0:08:31 > 0:08:34I'm 67 and Shanti is nine.
0:08:34 > 0:08:36He is the man of the house.
0:08:36 > 0:08:39I think it builds me up more as a person,
0:08:39 > 0:08:41having to do all these things.
0:08:45 > 0:08:46OK, so, start the engine now.
0:08:46 > 0:08:48You have to do this, Kalvin.
0:08:48 > 0:08:51ENGINE STARTS
0:08:51 > 0:08:52So, check the right mirror. Any hazards there?
0:08:56 > 0:08:57Let go of the brake.
0:08:57 > 0:09:00Remembering everything at the same time is hard...
0:09:00 > 0:09:03Turn right. Turn right. Then we'll talk. All right.
0:09:03 > 0:09:04Anything else coming on the right?
0:09:04 > 0:09:07- No.- Yep, there you go.
0:09:07 > 0:09:09..as you can see,
0:09:09 > 0:09:13but I just need to focus, concentrate
0:09:13 > 0:09:15and keep going.
0:09:16 > 0:09:19OK, so, we're going to come to the side and I'm going to drive again.
0:09:22 > 0:09:24I drove for a bit.
0:09:24 > 0:09:29It was scary and exciting and I was nervous.
0:09:29 > 0:09:31By the end of it,
0:09:31 > 0:09:36I want to learn how to drive properly, independently by myself.
0:09:36 > 0:09:37This is what Mummy wanted me to do,
0:09:37 > 0:09:39so that's why I'm doing it.
0:09:39 > 0:09:41- Hello.- Hello!- Hello, Bhaiya!
0:09:41 > 0:09:43Hello, Kalvin. How was it?
0:09:43 > 0:09:45- It was good. - Was it a good experience?- Yeah.
0:09:45 > 0:09:47I'm your driving instructor.
0:09:47 > 0:09:48OK, go.
0:09:49 > 0:09:51HE IMITATES CAR REVVING
0:09:51 > 0:09:54- SHE LAUGHS - Indicate. Indicate. Indicate.
0:09:54 > 0:09:56OK, go right.
0:09:56 > 0:09:58- SHE LAUGHS - I mean left.
0:09:58 > 0:10:04I think Mummy would feel proud about what I've learnt today.
0:10:04 > 0:10:07And Mummy was really proud of our Nanny, too.
0:10:07 > 0:10:10Even when she got really ill, like she is here,
0:10:10 > 0:10:13she still wanted to let Nanny know how much she loved her.
0:10:13 > 0:10:15I just wanted to make a quick vlog, actually,
0:10:15 > 0:10:17and tell you about my mum.
0:10:17 > 0:10:21My mum is the most amazing person in the world.
0:10:21 > 0:10:24She's the strongest lady I've ever known.
0:10:24 > 0:10:28She is my role model and I look up to her.
0:10:28 > 0:10:31Nanny is kind-hearted, strong.
0:10:33 > 0:10:35She tries to make food for us.
0:10:35 > 0:10:38She tries to do everything for us, no matter what.
0:10:38 > 0:10:40There's no meat in vegetable samosas.
0:10:40 > 0:10:44Now we want to help Nanny, or at least try.
0:10:45 > 0:10:47Is there anything I can help you with?
0:10:47 > 0:10:50Can you go and get the milk for me, please?
0:10:50 > 0:10:53There's blue milk. There's no more green milk.
0:10:53 > 0:10:56There is. It's sleeping.
0:10:56 > 0:10:58You have to wake the milk up.
0:10:58 > 0:11:00You do it!
0:11:00 > 0:11:03Didn't I say it's sleeping?
0:11:03 > 0:11:05- It's not sleeping.- Where? SHANTI LAUGHS
0:11:05 > 0:11:08- Exactly!- Where is the green milk gone?- What's that?
0:11:08 > 0:11:12- Yeah, didn't I say sleeping? - There we go!
0:11:19 > 0:11:21Ticking off these things on Mummy's wish list
0:11:21 > 0:11:24is really helping us to cope with her not being here,
0:11:24 > 0:11:27but some things we just need to do for ourselves,
0:11:27 > 0:11:28so today we're going to the park
0:11:28 > 0:11:31to look at her special memorial tree.
0:11:31 > 0:11:32This tree is special to me
0:11:32 > 0:11:35because it's got Mummy's ashes underneath it,
0:11:35 > 0:11:38and Mummy wanted to be buried under a tree.
0:11:38 > 0:11:42- I'm really excited. - I'm feeling emotional, actually.
0:11:42 > 0:11:45Why are you feeling emotional, Nanny?
0:11:45 > 0:11:48- It is an emotional thing, isn't it? - It is just an emotional thing.
0:11:48 > 0:11:50- OK. That makes total sense.- Shanti.
0:11:58 > 0:12:01It's special here,
0:12:01 > 0:12:05but not that special because Mummy is always with us.
0:12:05 > 0:12:08She won't be in the physical form with you, but...
0:12:08 > 0:12:10She's here in spirit.
0:12:10 > 0:12:14She was my daughter, and now I've lost her forever.
0:12:14 > 0:12:22Nanny used to get very, very sad and upset about Mum leaving us.
0:12:22 > 0:12:25Nanny does get sadder than us about my mum passing,
0:12:25 > 0:12:27but I think that's because, obviously,
0:12:27 > 0:12:31it is more of an unusual thing for your child to pass before you.
0:12:31 > 0:12:34Shanti is the main person to cheer Nanny up.
0:12:34 > 0:12:39I always used to cheer her up giving her a little hug,
0:12:39 > 0:12:44and now she feels stronger and she gets stronger each day.
0:12:59 > 0:13:03Nanny has just dropped me off at the doctor's
0:13:03 > 0:13:05and I'm going to... Oh, it's so windy.
0:13:05 > 0:13:08I'm going to come and see Dr Hadeel
0:13:08 > 0:13:12and hopefully find out more about cancer.
0:13:13 > 0:13:17I'm coming to see Dr Hadeel. Which room is she in?
0:13:17 > 0:13:19The second door on the right-hand side.
0:13:19 > 0:13:21- OK.- OK, darling?
0:13:21 > 0:13:23SHE KNOCKS ON DOOR Hello.
0:13:23 > 0:13:25Hi, Shanti. Come on in.
0:13:25 > 0:13:29This is Dr Hadeel.
0:13:29 > 0:13:32Hi, everybody! How can we help you today?
0:13:32 > 0:13:35What happens inside your body when you get cancer?
0:13:35 > 0:13:38Our bodies are made up of lots and lots of cells.
0:13:38 > 0:13:40Cells are the building blocks of life.
0:13:40 > 0:13:42They're a little bit like Lego. They make us who we are.
0:13:42 > 0:13:45They all work together to make sure that our body stays healthy.
0:13:45 > 0:13:47Healthy cells grow and they divide.
0:13:47 > 0:13:49The problem with cancer cells
0:13:49 > 0:13:51is that they don't know when to stop growing.
0:13:51 > 0:13:56So, the cancer cells forget what their job is
0:13:56 > 0:13:58so they don't know when to stop growing
0:13:58 > 0:14:00and then they keep on growing and growing.
0:14:00 > 0:14:03Does everyone who has cancer die?
0:14:03 > 0:14:06No. No. Not everyone who has cancer dies.
0:14:06 > 0:14:08In fact, cancer is quite common.
0:14:08 > 0:14:10But some cancers can be very, very bad,
0:14:10 > 0:14:12but other cancers can be quite mild.
0:14:12 > 0:14:15A lot of those people will go on to live normal, healthy lives.
0:14:15 > 0:14:19Shanti, every time I see you, you're very happy and positive.
0:14:19 > 0:14:23Do you ever feel sad or angry or upset about what's happened?
0:14:23 > 0:14:24No.
0:14:24 > 0:14:27- I don't.- Not at all?- No.
0:14:27 > 0:14:30Because if Mummy didn't die,
0:14:30 > 0:14:35she would keep on suffering and it would get worse and worse,
0:14:35 > 0:14:40and I don't want her to suffer.
0:14:40 > 0:14:43But if I do get sad,
0:14:43 > 0:14:46what I do is I try to put the sad on the side
0:14:46 > 0:14:49and try and get the funny and the happy in.
0:14:49 > 0:14:53So, if I'm talking to my friends and they bring it in,
0:14:53 > 0:14:57I just joke with them and have a laugh...
0:14:57 > 0:15:00- OK.- ..to get it out of their mind
0:15:00 > 0:15:03because even they feel sad and worried.
0:15:03 > 0:15:04That's really sweet of you, Shanti,
0:15:04 > 0:15:07but I think the most important thing is how you're feeling.
0:15:07 > 0:15:10You need to think about you first.
0:15:10 > 0:15:12It's important to be positive and it's important to be happy,
0:15:12 > 0:15:17but it's also OK to feel sad and angry sometimes.
0:15:17 > 0:15:20The worst thing that you can do is to keep everything on your chest
0:15:20 > 0:15:22and not let it go.
0:15:24 > 0:15:27I'm just leaving the GP's.
0:15:27 > 0:15:31Dr Hadeel helped me a lot.
0:15:31 > 0:15:36Dr Hadeel helped me to realise that it's OK to be sad.
0:15:42 > 0:15:44# We get... #
0:15:44 > 0:15:49# What a wonderful world... #
0:15:49 > 0:15:53My mum inspired me to sing.
0:15:55 > 0:15:59My mum's singing, I think, was really good,
0:15:59 > 0:16:02and she used to teach me.
0:16:02 > 0:16:06# Lovable and suddenly... #
0:16:06 > 0:16:11Thank you, Shanti, for doing that for me, and I'm so happy.
0:16:11 > 0:16:13Woohoo!
0:16:15 > 0:16:22These are a few of my friends that have come today to sing songs.
0:16:22 > 0:16:24- Say hello, Lakshmi.- Hello.
0:16:24 > 0:16:27- Hello, you two.- BOTH:- Oh, hello.
0:16:27 > 0:16:28It's lots of fun.
0:16:28 > 0:16:33One of the things that my mum loved to do was singing,
0:16:33 > 0:16:37and she wanted me to sing, as well,
0:16:37 > 0:16:42and that's why we're doing this for my mum.
0:16:42 > 0:16:45I wrote down the lyrics.
0:16:45 > 0:16:49The song Alive was about if you are suffering
0:16:49 > 0:16:53through an illness that can't be cured,
0:16:53 > 0:16:56you have to live while you are alive.
0:16:56 > 0:16:58So, like, be happy.
0:17:01 > 0:17:03Mummy was also really creative
0:17:03 > 0:17:07and wanted me to go to university to study animation.
0:17:07 > 0:17:09So today I'm going for an interview.
0:17:17 > 0:17:24My mum left us that list to continue our path in life.
0:17:26 > 0:17:31Yeah, I'm really nervous because this is, like,
0:17:31 > 0:17:32my future we're talking about.
0:17:34 > 0:17:39Being an animator is accomplishing my dream, basically.
0:17:39 > 0:17:43I chose that with Mummy, to become an animator,
0:17:43 > 0:17:47so it was like I'm doing it with her.
0:17:49 > 0:17:55I think that the wish list is, like, one step on a bigger journey.
0:18:04 > 0:18:06I'm visualising myself just sitting here all day,
0:18:06 > 0:18:08just drawing, drawing, drawing.
0:18:10 > 0:18:11- Kalvin.- Yeah.
0:18:24 > 0:18:29# You may look around you when you hear what people say
0:18:29 > 0:18:34# They may talk about how they have everything their way
0:18:34 > 0:18:38# Start right now
0:18:38 > 0:18:43# All I know that I am going to live whilst I'm alive. #
0:18:43 > 0:18:46THEY CHEER AND CLAP
0:18:48 > 0:18:52I feel very excited and happy that we've recorded Shanti's mum's song,
0:18:52 > 0:18:53and I feel happy for Shanti, as well.
0:18:53 > 0:18:57I feel really lucky to have the friends I have.
0:19:03 > 0:19:07How do you feel when your mum died?
0:19:07 > 0:19:11I feel...happy.
0:19:11 > 0:19:14- BOTH:- Happy?! - Why did you feel happy?
0:19:14 > 0:19:16Because if my mum didn't die,
0:19:16 > 0:19:20then she would keep on suffering and it would be pain,
0:19:20 > 0:19:23but when she did die, she died peacefully.
0:19:23 > 0:19:28- I'm sad...- If my parents died, I would feel really upset.
0:19:28 > 0:19:33When people think about things that they feel sad about a bit,
0:19:33 > 0:19:35then they try to make the funny happen
0:19:35 > 0:19:37so they're not sad.
0:19:37 > 0:19:39That's what I normally do, don't I?
0:19:39 > 0:19:45'I kind of kept the situation of my mum separate from my friends
0:19:45 > 0:19:49'because when I used to talk about it,
0:19:49 > 0:19:51'they used to get really upset,
0:19:51 > 0:19:55'but now I know that it's good to be sad sometimes.
0:19:55 > 0:19:58'And in a funny kind of way, that makes me happy, too,
0:19:58 > 0:20:02'and my friends will always be there for me no matter what.'
0:20:05 > 0:20:07I think it went OK.
0:20:07 > 0:20:13The interviewer said I'd be notified in ten days whether I'm in or not.
0:20:13 > 0:20:15I hope Mummy would be proud of me today.
0:20:20 > 0:20:26I have more responsibilities than normal 17-year-olds have,
0:20:26 > 0:20:29but I'm scared of these responsibilities
0:20:29 > 0:20:31if I come out here all by myself.
0:20:31 > 0:20:34This is what Mum wanted me to do.
0:20:34 > 0:20:38She wanted me to go out and explore the world,
0:20:38 > 0:20:40so, yeah, I have to be ready.
0:20:42 > 0:20:44It's time for a new adventure.
0:20:50 > 0:20:54It's just a few days until movie night
0:20:54 > 0:20:56and today's my last swimming lesson,
0:20:56 > 0:21:00but have I done enough to reach my target of swimming a length?
0:21:05 > 0:21:08Good girl. Get your tummy up. Good girl, kick a bit harder.
0:21:08 > 0:21:10Good.
0:21:10 > 0:21:13Keep going. That's good. Chin up. Here. Look back.
0:21:14 > 0:21:16Up. Up. Up.
0:21:16 > 0:21:18Super. Well done.
0:21:20 > 0:21:24I can't believe Shanti has learnt to swim so quickly.
0:21:24 > 0:21:25She'll be able to teach me soon.
0:21:25 > 0:21:27I didn't think she'd do so well.
0:21:30 > 0:21:32You are such a good and brave girl.
0:21:32 > 0:21:36I feel good and happy about myself.
0:21:36 > 0:21:39I think Mummy will be happy, as well.
0:21:39 > 0:21:41- Let's go inside.- Lipstick face.
0:21:41 > 0:21:42Yeah.
0:21:46 > 0:21:48So, I've managed to learn how to swim,
0:21:48 > 0:21:52but has my brother got up to speed with his driving?
0:21:52 > 0:21:57I drove home from where I was driving by myself.
0:22:01 > 0:22:03I was scared,
0:22:03 > 0:22:07but I did it and I think it went pretty well.
0:22:07 > 0:22:09I didn't crash, luckily.
0:22:14 > 0:22:17I never get so scared. I'm really proud of him.
0:22:19 > 0:22:20Are you proud of Bhaiya?
0:22:20 > 0:22:25Since I had cancer, it made me realise you can do anything.
0:22:25 > 0:22:29The only people that stop ourselves are us
0:22:29 > 0:22:31because we put doubt in ourselves.
0:22:37 > 0:22:42This is, like, less than 24 hours before the party
0:22:42 > 0:22:45and I haven't even started cutting the footage yet.
0:22:47 > 0:22:50These last three weeks have flown by
0:22:50 > 0:22:53and now we need to put the finishing touches on our film.
0:22:53 > 0:22:54What shall we do first?
0:22:54 > 0:22:58Shall we do my driving first or your swimming first?
0:22:58 > 0:23:01First, we're going to do your first lesson of driving,
0:23:01 > 0:23:03then my first lesson of swimming.
0:23:03 > 0:23:07Bhaiya, do you think this is going to be tough or easy?
0:23:07 > 0:23:10Tough, but I think we can do it.
0:23:10 > 0:23:13So, we need to cut that bit out.
0:23:15 > 0:23:17It's going to take ages.
0:23:22 > 0:23:26There's a lot of pressure, though, to make the film good,
0:23:26 > 0:23:29to edit it perfectly.
0:23:31 > 0:23:34Today's the big day and I'm really excited.
0:23:34 > 0:23:38Everyone has helped us make this night so special,
0:23:38 > 0:23:41but there's still a lot of work to do.
0:23:41 > 0:23:44I think it will look really nice.
0:23:44 > 0:23:49We've finally got the film finished, so that's all good.
0:23:49 > 0:23:52Never had a giant clapperboard in my garden.
0:23:52 > 0:23:54I've never had a giant clapperboard, whatsoever.
0:23:54 > 0:23:57I think Mummy would've loved this.
0:23:57 > 0:24:00Yeah. Just showing our film.
0:24:00 > 0:24:02Yeah, Mummy would have loved it.
0:24:02 > 0:24:05Director, Kalvin and Shanti.
0:24:07 > 0:24:10I'm a bit nervous,
0:24:10 > 0:24:14but I know that my mummy would have loved me making a vlog
0:24:14 > 0:24:16and making a film.
0:24:16 > 0:24:21We have about ten minutes until everyone arrives,
0:24:21 > 0:24:23and I'm getting excited.
0:24:23 > 0:24:27I'm struggling with putting this projector screen higher.
0:24:27 > 0:24:29I have no idea what I'm doing.
0:24:29 > 0:24:34It's got, like, five minutes till the guests arrive or something.
0:24:34 > 0:24:36Not long to do this.
0:24:39 > 0:24:41Hello, David. How are you?
0:24:41 > 0:24:43Nice to see you. Hello.
0:24:43 > 0:24:45Oh, my God, I've got so many flowers.
0:24:45 > 0:24:49We're excited to be here, because I want to watch the movie.
0:24:49 > 0:24:53Shanti's mum, she would be very happy to see all this.
0:24:54 > 0:24:56Wow!
0:24:56 > 0:24:58Oh, my princess is coming.
0:24:58 > 0:25:02I'm ready. I'm ready to do this.
0:25:02 > 0:25:03Hello.
0:25:03 > 0:25:05Oh, my God!
0:25:05 > 0:25:06Yay!
0:25:15 > 0:25:17There's a lot of people here.
0:25:17 > 0:25:22It feels weird getting near to the end of this experience.
0:25:22 > 0:25:23It's getting dark
0:25:23 > 0:25:26so you can see the projector screen a lot clearer now.
0:25:26 > 0:25:30- Yeah, you can. - Oh, that means it's nearly time.
0:25:34 > 0:25:38Hello, everybody, and thank you for coming.
0:25:38 > 0:25:42We're here to show you something that me and Shanti have made.
0:25:42 > 0:25:47Thank you for all the people who have helped throughout this.
0:25:47 > 0:25:49I hope you enjoy...
0:25:50 > 0:25:53..our mum's film.
0:25:53 > 0:25:55We need...
0:25:55 > 0:26:01..you to follow us along our journey to complete all of Mummy's tasks...
0:26:01 > 0:26:02..from the wish list.
0:26:02 > 0:26:05# You may have some hurdles that will come across your way... #
0:26:05 > 0:26:08It was good. I enjoyed it. It was a lot of fun.
0:26:08 > 0:26:11# You'll get over them and you'll be better the next day... #
0:26:11 > 0:26:13I'm really excited for this.
0:26:13 > 0:26:17# When you look at things they may not seem so right
0:26:17 > 0:26:19# When you see them coming... #
0:26:19 > 0:26:21It's OK to feel sad.
0:26:21 > 0:26:24It's OK to have lots and lots of different kinds of feelings.
0:26:24 > 0:26:27She really helped me to learn more about cancer,
0:26:27 > 0:26:29which was one of my mum's wishes.
0:26:29 > 0:26:32# To live whilst I'm alive. #
0:26:36 > 0:26:38THEY CLAP AND CHEER
0:26:46 > 0:26:49You basically are all part of our family
0:26:49 > 0:26:53and we thank you for coming here to watch this and, like,
0:26:53 > 0:26:57without you, we wouldn't have been able to do anything, so thank you.
0:26:57 > 0:26:59THEY CLAP
0:27:04 > 0:27:06If Shanti's mum was watching this,
0:27:06 > 0:27:10I think she would be proud of Shanti and Kalvin.
0:27:10 > 0:27:14I think they have done really well with their mum's wish list.
0:27:14 > 0:27:17It's just lovely to see that they're so strong and they're so happy,
0:27:17 > 0:27:20and they just really appreciate everything they have,
0:27:20 > 0:27:21and you can see it in their video
0:27:21 > 0:27:23and I think that's what's important.
0:27:23 > 0:27:24It was great.
0:27:24 > 0:27:27I'm just happy that now they're still happy
0:27:27 > 0:27:29even though their mum has passed away.
0:27:29 > 0:27:32If she is watching us from anywhere, she will be very, very proud,
0:27:32 > 0:27:36and I bet she's got a big smile on her face, as well.
0:27:40 > 0:27:42Thank you to everyone who helped us make this movie.
0:27:42 > 0:27:45- BOTH:- You're all part of our family now.
0:27:51 > 0:27:53All your hair.
0:27:53 > 0:27:54Look what you've done!
0:27:54 > 0:27:57You had to mimic me, didn't you?
0:27:57 > 0:27:59SHE LAUGHS
0:28:00 > 0:28:03- I almost crashed into you! - THEY LAUGH
0:28:03 > 0:28:05Brilliant driving right there.