Leaving Amish Paradise

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0:00:09 > 0:00:12'You're supposed to have it'

0:00:12 > 0:00:15long here. You're not supposed to...

0:00:15 > 0:00:20You're not really supposed to shave it much, and you're not supposed to wear a moustache.

0:00:20 > 0:00:27Two years ago, I filmed an extraordinary family going through a life-changing experience.

0:00:29 > 0:00:35When I first met Ephraim and Amanda, they lived in a culture that shunned the modern world.

0:00:35 > 0:00:41They were Amish, an ultra-conservative American church

0:00:41 > 0:00:45where cars, electricity and modern clothing are totally forbidden.

0:00:47 > 0:00:50The Amish look like they're from another century.

0:00:50 > 0:00:57But when Ephraim and Amanda challenged the beliefs of the Amish, they were thrown out of the church.

0:00:59 > 0:01:03They were shunned by their friends and family, cut off from the world they'd been born into.

0:01:04 > 0:01:08It hurts to see my family struggling, and my family...

0:01:09 > 0:01:11..going upside down about it.

0:01:13 > 0:01:18When I last filmed with them, they were on the brink of leaving the Amish way of life for good.

0:01:18 > 0:01:21But they had yet to join the modern world.

0:01:21 > 0:01:24I'd often wondered if they could ever really get away

0:01:24 > 0:01:27from the culture that had made them who they were.

0:01:27 > 0:01:31I wanted to know if they could ever really leave the Amish.

0:01:40 > 0:01:42OK, let's go to the water.

0:01:45 > 0:01:49It's been a few years since I last saw Ephraim and his family,

0:01:49 > 0:01:52and I caught up with them on a tour of the British Isles.

0:01:53 > 0:01:58They'd been invited over by people who'd seen the first film, and had wanted to meet them.

0:01:58 > 0:02:03This is the first time they've been to a beach, and it's the first time they've ever been abroad.

0:02:05 > 0:02:09Leaving the Amish has transformed their lives.

0:02:09 > 0:02:12CAMERA CLICKS

0:02:15 > 0:02:21I hated my Amish clothes, I hated wearing suspenders, I hated everything.

0:02:21 > 0:02:24'I guess I can be myself now, whereas continuing'

0:02:24 > 0:02:28to go back to the Amish church was... I was trying to be someone that I'm not.

0:02:28 > 0:02:30My heart wasn't there any more.

0:02:39 > 0:02:42Being away from home for the first time

0:02:42 > 0:02:45has made them think hard about what they want to do with their lives.

0:02:45 > 0:02:48'It has been a time of sitting back and reflecting and saying,'

0:02:48 > 0:02:52"What is our life supposed to be? What are we supposed to be doing?

0:02:55 > 0:02:57"Where do we go from here?

0:02:57 > 0:03:00"Where does the Lord want us to be?"

0:03:00 > 0:03:04Don't you know that we're all going to appear before the judgment seat of Christ...?

0:03:04 > 0:03:08There's one thing Ephraim IS sure of. He wants to save souls.

0:03:08 > 0:03:14..everything that we've done. If you hear my voice, please consider, every day 150,000 people will die.

0:03:14 > 0:03:19It's this kind of thing that got him thrown out of the Amish church in the first place.

0:03:19 > 0:03:24There's coming a day that God is going to judge the world in sin, righteousness and judgment...

0:03:24 > 0:03:26Here you go, buddy, a fake trillion for you.

0:03:26 > 0:03:29Above all, the Amish believe in humility.

0:03:29 > 0:03:33They consider Ephraim's preaching to be nothing but pride.

0:03:33 > 0:03:36Take it and read it, there's a little test on the back.

0:03:36 > 0:03:37You've got to turn it around,

0:03:37 > 0:03:41and when you get some time, just do the test there and you'll see if you'll get to heaven.

0:03:41 > 0:03:47- It's the gospel... - Ephraim's spent his time here in Britain spreading the gospel.

0:03:47 > 0:03:50He hasn't had to work at all, and it's been a revelation.

0:03:50 > 0:03:51..the gospel message for you.

0:03:51 > 0:03:54It's amazing.

0:03:56 > 0:03:59The Amish are famous for their fierce work ethic,

0:03:59 > 0:04:02and Ephraim's always worked hard to support his family.

0:04:07 > 0:04:08But no more.

0:04:08 > 0:04:10Shall we pray?

0:04:10 > 0:04:12Our Father, thank you for this food.

0:04:12 > 0:04:16We ask that you would bless it to our bodies, Father.

0:04:16 > 0:04:18He's now decided to only do God's work,

0:04:18 > 0:04:23and to trust completely in God to provide for all his family's needs.

0:04:23 > 0:04:27I've always had a secure job where money has never been an issue.

0:04:27 > 0:04:30And I expect the next couple of years will be different.

0:04:30 > 0:04:33You got your jackets? Put your jackets on, children.

0:04:33 > 0:04:36'I don't want to have a seven to five job.

0:04:36 > 0:04:38'But if the Lord just provides for us, that's all we need.

0:04:38 > 0:04:43'He says, "Follow me, seek my kingdom and my righteousness, everything else will be added,"

0:04:43 > 0:04:45'and that's my confidence.'

0:04:45 > 0:04:48And so now we're ready to head back home and really...

0:04:50 > 0:04:55..think about our life, and, yeah, walk the plan we have now.

0:04:56 > 0:04:59Relying only on faith to sustain them,

0:04:59 > 0:05:07Ephraim's bringing his family back to Pennsylvania, home of the same Amish community that rejected them.

0:05:15 > 0:05:19Ephraim was born and raised in Lancaster County,

0:05:19 > 0:05:22home of the first and oldest Amish community in America.

0:05:22 > 0:05:26Over the centuries, America has changed dramatically.

0:05:26 > 0:05:29But the Amish have not,

0:05:29 > 0:05:33and their old-fashioned ways are nostalgically envied by their modern cousins.

0:05:35 > 0:05:42The unofficial capital of Amish country here in Lancaster is a small town called Intercourse.

0:05:44 > 0:05:47It's an ironic name for a town that attracts millions of tourists

0:05:47 > 0:05:51who come to see the wholesome lifestyle of the Amish.

0:05:53 > 0:05:57'Yeah, we went on a tour through Amish land'

0:05:57 > 0:06:01and saw how the people lived, the Amish people, very interesting.

0:06:01 > 0:06:08They just fascinate me, the way they operate, everything is done the old-fashioned way.

0:06:08 > 0:06:11Maybe we should go back to that way of life.

0:06:11 > 0:06:15Maybe we'd have more peace in this world if we did.

0:06:17 > 0:06:21The tourists who come here see a chocolate-box version of the Amish.

0:06:21 > 0:06:25'They don't fight amongst each other, they don't have a whole bunch of politics,

0:06:25 > 0:06:28'they all eat the same way, they all dress the same way,'

0:06:28 > 0:06:32they all work the same way, they all travel the same way.

0:06:32 > 0:06:35There's no competition, which makes life happy.

0:06:38 > 0:06:40But the Amish are anything but simple.

0:06:40 > 0:06:47Just like any other group of people, they have complex problems and deep divisions.

0:06:47 > 0:06:50But this is kept hidden from outsiders,

0:06:50 > 0:06:56because the strict rules the Amish live by forbid them from being filmed.

0:06:56 > 0:06:59I filmed these shots from quite a distance.

0:06:59 > 0:07:03This is about as close as you can get without causing offence.

0:07:03 > 0:07:09The only way to see the true nature of Amish life is to film with those who are on their way out.

0:07:15 > 0:07:20Elsie Miller has been Amish all her life, and so has her husband Jesse.

0:07:20 > 0:07:22But that's about to change.

0:07:27 > 0:07:31Just before I came to film with them, they'd had a visit.

0:07:31 > 0:07:37Their Amish ministers had come to warn them they were about to be thrown out of the church.

0:07:37 > 0:07:40How did it go last night, Jesse?

0:07:40 > 0:07:42They said that the church has agreed...

0:07:45 > 0:07:49- ..together on a group... - ..as a group...

0:07:49 > 0:07:52..that we're ordered to come to church.

0:07:53 > 0:07:59And I feel that's where the excommunication is going to come in.

0:08:02 > 0:08:07Excommunication is the punishment for attending a non-Amish church.

0:08:09 > 0:08:15They face being shunned by their friends and families, cut off from the only world they've ever known.

0:08:15 > 0:08:19What they're going to do probably then is like,

0:08:19 > 0:08:23they're actually, er...

0:08:23 > 0:08:29They're actually going to say that they're now handing us over to the devil.

0:08:29 > 0:08:33I don't know if you've ever heard that, but that's how they do.

0:08:33 > 0:08:35I mean, um...

0:08:35 > 0:08:40So according to the Amish church, the old order Amish, you are sinners.

0:08:40 > 0:08:42Yes, because we're...

0:08:44 > 0:08:48..leaving the church and going out into the world is how they look at it.

0:08:50 > 0:08:55We have chosen to take a deeper faith,

0:08:55 > 0:08:57take a deeper Christian faith...

0:08:59 > 0:09:04..so we can walk with God and Jesus...

0:09:05 > 0:09:08..which the Amish, they don't do that.

0:09:10 > 0:09:13They came to this new faith with the help of Ephraim.

0:09:20 > 0:09:21When I first met Ephraim,

0:09:21 > 0:09:26he'd become involved in a growing evangelical movement with a clear target.

0:09:26 > 0:09:30I filmed him, along with other born-again Christians,

0:09:30 > 0:09:34setting up a huge tent right in the heart of Amish country.

0:09:34 > 0:09:40They call them tent meetings, a bunch of churches being together, singing and preaching the word of God.

0:09:42 > 0:09:48They were here on a mission to convert the Amish, and at the centre of their campaign was the Bible.

0:09:48 > 0:09:54Amish Bibles are written in an old form of German that few understand.

0:09:54 > 0:09:57But reading the Bible in English is prohibited.

0:09:57 > 0:10:01It breaks the Amish reliance on the authority of their elders.

0:10:01 > 0:10:04THEY SING

0:10:04 > 0:10:08It is a sin to do it today,

0:10:08 > 0:10:11keep the people in darkness,

0:10:11 > 0:10:13by giving them a Bible

0:10:13 > 0:10:16in a language that they do not understand,

0:10:16 > 0:10:20and telling them and warning them not to read it in English.

0:10:21 > 0:10:24God have mercy!

0:10:24 > 0:10:28These tent meetings were just part of a larger conflict

0:10:28 > 0:10:34between the Amish elders and the new faith of Ephraim and others like him.

0:10:34 > 0:10:37There's a lot of Amish people that have been warned not to come to them,

0:10:37 > 0:10:40for fear that they would then desire to leave the Amish culture.

0:10:40 > 0:10:43They could be excommunicated for attending.

0:10:43 > 0:10:47Elsie was amongst those who were won over to this new faith.

0:10:47 > 0:10:48Jesse followed.

0:10:48 > 0:10:51He got on his knees and started praying.

0:10:51 > 0:10:54After he stopped praying, I said, "So, would you go to heaven?"

0:10:54 > 0:10:57He said, "Yes, I would," and I said, "Why would you go to heaven?"

0:10:57 > 0:11:00He said, "Because of what Jesus has done for me."

0:11:00 > 0:11:04And that's not what he said an hour before. So I knew he was a new man.

0:11:04 > 0:11:07So I asked him, if the community is going to reject him,

0:11:07 > 0:11:11will he still follow Christ, and he goes, "Yeah." He said, "I have no choice."

0:11:11 > 0:11:13It was just like,

0:11:13 > 0:11:15the fear of rejection was gone.

0:11:17 > 0:11:21Jesse and Elsie started coming with Ephraim here,

0:11:21 > 0:11:28to Charity Christian Fellowship, one of the main evangelical churches campaigning to convert the Amish.

0:11:32 > 0:11:36Father, help us during this time of need,

0:11:36 > 0:11:41need for fellowship and wisdom and guidance.

0:11:41 > 0:11:43Thank you for this.

0:11:43 > 0:11:47Their Amish family are unhappy with their decision and don't want them to go.

0:11:47 > 0:11:49Amen.

0:11:49 > 0:11:50Thank you, Lord.

0:11:52 > 0:11:58Elsie, Jesse mentioned earlier that you've received a phone call from your father.

0:12:00 > 0:12:07Well, I guess it was one last attempt to see what he can do

0:12:07 > 0:12:11to get us to change our minds before we get excommunicated.

0:12:11 > 0:12:18If he doesn't agree with anything I believe and I can't agree with his view, you know?

0:12:21 > 0:12:26Elsie and Jesse are part of a growing exodus,

0:12:26 > 0:12:31leaving their traditions and their families for modern evangelical Christianity.

0:12:43 > 0:12:48Ephraim and his family are arriving back after months of travelling.

0:12:50 > 0:12:55They don't have a house of their own, so they'll be staying with friends from his new church.

0:12:55 > 0:12:58- Hi, Esther!- Hi, Ephraim. - God bless you.

0:12:58 > 0:13:01So in the bedroom inside the office, right?

0:13:01 > 0:13:06- That's a huge camera.- The first thing to do is find a place to live.

0:13:06 > 0:13:10Ephraim is praying he can find a house for free.

0:13:10 > 0:13:12We're looking at a house tomorrow.

0:13:12 > 0:13:15Let's see if it's what we want.

0:13:15 > 0:13:19I don't know, yeah, we just trust in the Lord.

0:13:19 > 0:13:22We'll take a peek at it tomorrow.

0:13:24 > 0:13:27They say they have a produce stand that we can help work,

0:13:27 > 0:13:32and feed some heifers, maybe to exchange the rent, but we'll see.

0:13:34 > 0:13:39It's not mine to figure out. I just need to pray, that's all.

0:14:00 > 0:14:03A few days later, I caught up with Ephraim.

0:14:03 > 0:14:08He'd already found a house, and wanted to get some help moving in.

0:14:09 > 0:14:13We're trying to figure out who's going to help us to move in tomorrow.

0:14:13 > 0:14:18Some of my brothers are going to come, and their wives, hopefully.

0:14:18 > 0:14:21This will be your family who are still Amish?

0:14:21 > 0:14:25Yes, my family is still all Amish.

0:14:25 > 0:14:31His Amish family won't help if it means consorting with people from Charity, Ephraim's new church.

0:14:31 > 0:14:35They wanted to know if there's other people there who are excommunicated.

0:14:35 > 0:14:40OK. I got to figure out a way... who's going to drive and my brothers can ride along.

0:14:40 > 0:14:42Even though he's no longer part of their church,

0:14:42 > 0:14:48Ephraim still finds himself having to work around the Amish rules.

0:14:50 > 0:14:55In the end, he finds a workable compromise.

0:14:55 > 0:14:58His Amish family have packed everything up,

0:14:58 > 0:15:03and people from Charity church are doing the unpacking.

0:15:03 > 0:15:08Unlike the Amish, they don't mind being filmed, if it helps do God's work.

0:15:08 > 0:15:12If somebody doesn't want to be on camera, just tell him.

0:15:23 > 0:15:27# If heaven's not my home

0:15:27 > 0:15:31# Then, Lord, what will I do?

0:15:31 > 0:15:40# The angels beckon me from heaven's open door... #

0:15:40 > 0:15:45The house is on a farm, and Ephraim's struck a deal with the owner.

0:15:45 > 0:15:49In the summer months, he'll do some work around the farm

0:15:49 > 0:15:52and run the owner's roadside fruit and veg stand.

0:15:52 > 0:15:55In exchange, they'll live rent free.

0:15:55 > 0:15:59It seems Ephraim's prayers have been answered.

0:15:59 > 0:16:00Exactly what we wanted.

0:16:00 > 0:16:06Well, we didn't, we just wanted to work somewhere so we can work for the farmer in exchange for rent.

0:16:06 > 0:16:07So we found it.

0:16:09 > 0:16:13But there's more than rent to consider.

0:16:13 > 0:16:17Ephraim is counting on God to provide for all their financial needs.

0:16:17 > 0:16:19CHILDREN SHOUT

0:16:19 > 0:16:22It is, it's still, it's a bit...

0:16:22 > 0:16:26You know, even though the Lord has given us this place

0:16:26 > 0:16:32for what we prayed for, it's still that thought, "What if he doesn't supply money?"

0:16:32 > 0:16:36- Is it still a little bit scary? - It is a little scary, yeah.

0:16:43 > 0:16:48Ephraim's new home is deep in Amish country.

0:16:48 > 0:16:53But that's not to say it's completely separate from the outside world.

0:16:53 > 0:17:00Seeing the Amish like this in rural isolation, it might appear that they live apart from everyone else.

0:17:00 > 0:17:04But the reality is quite different.

0:17:05 > 0:17:09For the most part, they live right alongside the modern world.

0:17:13 > 0:17:22Driving around, I found the freeways of Pennsylvania regularly jammed up by slow-moving Amish.

0:17:22 > 0:17:27You'd think this day-to-day contact would be the death of their culture, but it isn't.

0:17:32 > 0:17:38Even when rebellion and teenage hormones kick in, the Amish have a way of dealing with it.

0:17:38 > 0:17:40Oh, my God!

0:17:47 > 0:17:54- These young guys hanging out are, believe it or not, Amish. - 300 horsepower.

0:17:54 > 0:17:59In their late teens, Amish kids are allowed to run wild

0:17:59 > 0:18:04before they join the church, and get a taste of living in the outside world.

0:18:06 > 0:18:11With the Amish work ethic drilled into them from early childhood,

0:18:11 > 0:18:14many of these guys are earning good money,

0:18:14 > 0:18:18which is why one particular form their freedom takes is hot rods.

0:18:18 > 0:18:22I'm told some will also be using their buying power

0:18:22 > 0:18:30to try the effects of eye-watering amounts of drink and drugs, but that's not something I got to film.

0:18:30 > 0:18:34Surprisingly enough, the vast majority of these wild teenagers

0:18:34 > 0:18:39will return to the fold, get baptised into the Amish church

0:18:39 > 0:18:42and trade in their fast cars for slow-moving buggies.

0:18:44 > 0:18:47They go back because they've been taught from birth

0:18:47 > 0:18:50they'll go to hell if they don't live by the Amish rules.

0:18:52 > 0:18:54And they believe it wholeheartedly.

0:18:57 > 0:19:03But this fear of hell which holds them together is now tearing the Amish apart.

0:19:04 > 0:19:11Born-again Christians promise them a guaranteed escape from hell, and an end to their fear.

0:19:17 > 0:19:21It's a powerful message and the Amish are ripe for it.

0:19:31 > 0:19:32It's Sunday morning.

0:19:34 > 0:19:38I've set up my camera down the road from Elsie and Jess's house

0:19:38 > 0:19:42to get some shots of their Amish brethren on their way to church.

0:20:08 > 0:20:13Elsie and Jesse have been summoned to appear before the whole congregation

0:20:13 > 0:20:17so their excommunication is made public.

0:20:29 > 0:20:32How are you feeling about today?

0:20:32 > 0:20:36I feel pretty positive. I mean

0:20:36 > 0:20:41since we started, you know, going this direction, we haven't...

0:20:43 > 0:20:48..once really regretted it, and I don't think we would ever.

0:20:50 > 0:20:55Despite her conviction, the prospect of standing before the Amish elders

0:20:55 > 0:21:00is daunting, and they haven't decided whether they'll attend or not.

0:21:00 > 0:21:04Jesse used to look to the Amish rules to make every decision.

0:21:04 > 0:21:06Now, he's turning to the Bible.

0:21:06 > 0:21:11"And God said to Solomon because this was in thine heart

0:21:11 > 0:21:14"and thou have not asked for riches, wealth or honour,

0:21:14 > 0:21:20"nor the life of thine enemies, as wisdom and knowledge for thyself..."

0:21:20 > 0:21:25Something in the passage he's chosen seems to have settled the matter for Jesse.

0:21:25 > 0:21:28What have you decided to do this morning?

0:21:30 > 0:21:40It really feels the Lord has laid it on our hearts that if...he...

0:21:40 > 0:21:46if we're not going to Amish Church any more, why do we need to go when we get excommunicated?

0:21:46 > 0:21:48They don't want us anyway.

0:21:57 > 0:22:03Having decided not to face the Amish, they'll be going to their new church instead.

0:22:03 > 0:22:06The preacher is giving them a lift in his car.

0:22:14 > 0:22:17The Amish will carry on without them.

0:22:21 > 0:22:25Elsie and Jesse will still be expelled in their absence.

0:22:25 > 0:22:29They've now irrevocably severed their links with the Amish.

0:22:39 > 0:22:40CONGREGATION SINGS

0:22:40 > 0:22:44Elsie and Jesse are now full members of Charity Christian Fellowship,

0:22:44 > 0:22:48despite the best efforts of their families to convince them otherwise.

0:22:48 > 0:22:52THEY SING

0:22:52 > 0:22:57The Charity Church just does not have a good name among the Amish.

0:22:59 > 0:23:03My sister said they heard from someone else that

0:23:03 > 0:23:09the church at Charity is a cult, you know, like a cult thing, it's not about Jesus Christ.

0:23:09 > 0:23:14THEY SING

0:23:19 > 0:23:22Father in heaven, we thank you this morning. Thank you, God,

0:23:22 > 0:23:24for meeting with us, Lord.

0:23:24 > 0:23:29We pray for the Muslims, across the world, during this time of Ramadan.

0:23:29 > 0:23:33We pray, Lord, that somehow you would point to them Jesus...

0:23:33 > 0:23:37All around the packed church, I see Amish in transition to the modern world.

0:23:37 > 0:23:43Most of the women have replaced the Amish head covering with simple scarves.

0:23:43 > 0:23:50Some of the men still dress and shave in the Amish way,

0:23:50 > 0:23:53while others are in the process of shedding the look.

0:23:56 > 0:23:59It's full of people just like Elsie and Jesse.

0:23:59 > 0:24:05Father, we pray for our brother Steve as he continues to minister and work with the Amish

0:24:05 > 0:24:11in the southern end of the county. Thank you, Lord. Pray the soul of Jesus.

0:24:14 > 0:24:18Ephraim was instrumental in convincing Jesse to leave the Amish.

0:24:18 > 0:24:21And so, when Jesse approached him after the service,

0:24:21 > 0:24:25I expected the huge step he'd taken to be acknowledged somehow.

0:24:28 > 0:24:29But there was nothing.

0:24:29 > 0:24:35When Ephraim was excommunicated, he'd gone to the Amish Church to proclaim his new faith.

0:24:35 > 0:24:37He'd hoped Jesse would do the same.

0:24:37 > 0:24:44Jesse's decision to come here instead has not gone down as well as he'd hoped with his friend.

0:24:55 > 0:24:57Everyone behind the trees!

0:25:00 > 0:25:05Today, Ephraim's got a bunch of his Christian brethren together to pull down a house.

0:25:10 > 0:25:13The house, which belongs to a good friend of his,

0:25:13 > 0:25:18will be torn down piece by piece and then rebuilt from scratch.

0:25:21 > 0:25:24They had mould in their house so they've closed up everything tightly,

0:25:24 > 0:25:26and they came back and the walls were all mouldy.

0:25:26 > 0:25:29And the Bible says

0:25:29 > 0:25:34that if there's mould there and it increases after you close the windows

0:25:34 > 0:25:38and doors for ten days, it increases, then you have to tear it down and burn it.

0:25:38 > 0:25:40Don't let one stone upon the other stone.

0:25:47 > 0:25:51And so, just as the Old Testament says, they're taking all the stones,

0:25:51 > 0:25:57plaster and timber to an unclean place and burning the lot.

0:25:57 > 0:26:01They're following the Bible to the very letter.

0:26:03 > 0:26:08It seems this new faith Ephraim follows is in many ways

0:26:08 > 0:26:12just as uncompromising as the Amish Church he's left.

0:26:34 > 0:26:36CHILDREN CHATTER

0:26:36 > 0:26:40Ephraim has given up working so that he can spread the Gospel.

0:26:40 > 0:26:45This morning, he's taken delivery of some car stickers and signs.

0:26:47 > 0:26:49Maybe this one here. I like this one.

0:26:49 > 0:26:56"The fool has said there is no God."

0:26:56 > 0:27:00Psalms 14, verse 1.

0:27:00 > 0:27:03If you're going to a big city,

0:27:03 > 0:27:05you'll have 10,000 people will see your van,

0:27:05 > 0:27:09and 10,000 people are going to have to think about something they hadn't thought about before.

0:27:09 > 0:27:13I'm hoping that a couple of my friends will put these on their buggies.

0:27:14 > 0:27:19I think it will look really nice to have something like that on their buggies.

0:27:19 > 0:27:22If someone put one of those on a buggy, what kind of response would they get?

0:27:28 > 0:27:32Yes, it would be frowned upon very much.

0:27:32 > 0:27:35The Amish have this saying that they say, "You don't need to use

0:27:35 > 0:27:39"words to win, you just live your life and let people see...

0:27:41 > 0:27:43"..let people see the life of Christ in you."

0:27:43 > 0:27:50So they would not think it's wise to have Scripture on your car or your buggy.

0:27:50 > 0:27:53They'd think you'd be proud.

0:27:54 > 0:27:59But if you know there's a hurricane coming and it's going to touch down in a certain area,

0:27:59 > 0:28:04you've got to get out of the houses and move, because they'll die,

0:28:06 > 0:28:08so I think it's important that we

0:28:08 > 0:28:10talk about the message.

0:28:14 > 0:28:16- Can I give you a gospel message? - Thank you.

0:28:16 > 0:28:18You're welcome.

0:28:18 > 0:28:21- Can I give a gospel message to you? - No, thank you.

0:28:21 > 0:28:26- All right.- There's a funfair going on in the nearby town today.

0:28:26 > 0:28:29But Ephraim's set up his signs just outside.

0:28:30 > 0:28:32I don't want to be connected with the fair.

0:28:32 > 0:28:36It's a wicked place. The whole thing is about money, and they're all trying

0:28:36 > 0:28:41to get rich, trying to entertain, trying to satisfy their longings.

0:28:43 > 0:28:48There's the gazebo, some of the pictures are really

0:28:48 > 0:28:53demonic, you got the dragon trains, you've got

0:28:53 > 0:28:56the evil house on the other street,

0:28:56 > 0:29:00and it's just...

0:29:00 > 0:29:02It's a place where I don't want to be.

0:29:02 > 0:29:05A gospel message for you. Do you want to be in heaven?

0:29:05 > 0:29:10All right. Don't stay too long in there, it's a wicked place.

0:29:10 > 0:29:17- It's what you make of it, I guess. - OK, it's not what you make of it, it's what it is.

0:29:20 > 0:29:22Here's a gospel message for you.

0:29:22 > 0:29:24- Thank you.- You're welcome.

0:29:24 > 0:29:28People are more receptive here than in England.

0:29:28 > 0:29:31In England they've been taught Darwin

0:29:31 > 0:29:33quite...

0:29:33 > 0:29:35a few years more than we have here.

0:29:35 > 0:29:39The Bible says that in the beginning God created the world in six days,

0:29:39 > 0:29:44and that's what's true, that's the truth.

0:29:46 > 0:29:49That's what happened in six days.

0:29:49 > 0:29:51But Darwin doesn't believe that way.

0:29:54 > 0:29:57Or he didn't. He does believe that way now.

0:29:57 > 0:30:02Darwin now is saying, "Yes, Jesus was the Christ, I didn't acknowledge it in the past,

0:30:02 > 0:30:09"but he is, and I wish I would have," you know. Darwin is in hell today, according to the Scriptures.

0:30:12 > 0:30:15OK. How many fives are in 16?

0:30:15 > 0:30:21This literal reading of the Bible is something he's determined to share with his children.

0:30:21 > 0:30:24Ephraim and Amanda don't send their children to school.

0:30:24 > 0:30:28Instead, they do all the teaching themselves at home.

0:30:31 > 0:30:35We do books. But then we also learn through life.

0:30:35 > 0:30:41We butcher chickens, we...plant a garden.

0:30:41 > 0:30:44All these things are learning experiences.

0:30:46 > 0:30:52When Amanda says that butchering chickens can be part of their schooling, she really means it.

0:30:52 > 0:30:54CHICKEN CLUCKS

0:30:56 > 0:31:00But the lesson today is not so much about biology as it is about theology.

0:31:00 > 0:31:04The Bible says that the life is in the blood.

0:31:04 > 0:31:05So what it means is...

0:31:07 > 0:31:10..that's what makes something live.

0:31:10 > 0:31:13Step back, Samuel.

0:31:13 > 0:31:17..is the blood, so when the blood's all gone, children,

0:31:17 > 0:31:19the animal is dead.

0:31:19 > 0:31:29And when Jesus was on the cross, his life was dropped out on the ground for us and so when Jesus' blood

0:31:29 > 0:31:34becomes ours we do have life because his life, his blood has life in it.

0:31:45 > 0:31:50It's the day after the Elsie and Jesse's excommunication.

0:31:50 > 0:31:53The Amish believe they've been deceived into going to Charity Church,

0:31:53 > 0:31:58and have handed their flesh to the devil.

0:31:58 > 0:32:01I've come to see how they're coping with that.

0:32:01 > 0:32:06- It sounds very harsh.- Yes, but often what people do is,

0:32:06 > 0:32:12like people who leave the Amish, if that happens

0:32:12 > 0:32:15they'll afterwards just

0:32:15 > 0:32:21like pray, pray to God and ask him to remove that curse.

0:32:21 > 0:32:25I feel if we pray about it, I think he would.

0:32:28 > 0:32:34The Amish think that Elsie and Jesse are now living in a place of temptation and deceit.

0:32:38 > 0:32:41They have a word for this place.

0:32:41 > 0:32:43They call it the "world".

0:32:49 > 0:32:56The Amish keep themselves separate by having countless rules for every aspect of their lives.

0:32:58 > 0:33:05Without those rules to guide them, Elsie and Jesse are now faced with bewildering choices.

0:33:05 > 0:33:09The first thing they must decide is what to wear.

0:33:18 > 0:33:19When we were Amish,

0:33:19 > 0:33:24the Amish Church decides a lot of things, you know, like how the clothes

0:33:24 > 0:33:31should be made, and the colours we should wear, and the things that we can have and not have.

0:33:35 > 0:33:38Nothing is forbidden any more.

0:33:38 > 0:33:40They can have anything they want.

0:33:44 > 0:33:49But after a lifetime of rules, they have no experience of making choices independently.

0:33:54 > 0:33:58So now it's up to us to decide, you know,

0:33:58 > 0:34:06what does God's word say about this or that, you know, and we try to make our decisions based on...

0:34:08 > 0:34:10..what the Bible says.

0:34:18 > 0:34:21Ephraim's putting up a fence for his chickens.

0:34:27 > 0:34:31I didn't need a set of rules any more to guide my life when I became a Christian.

0:34:31 > 0:34:33Because I now have...

0:34:33 > 0:34:36Here you go.

0:34:36 > 0:34:38..I now have living inside of me

0:34:38 > 0:34:44God himself, who knows the difference between right and wrong,

0:34:44 > 0:34:46and so therefore I don't need rules.

0:34:50 > 0:34:53Don't point guns. We don't point guns at people.

0:34:53 > 0:34:55That is not sober.

0:34:56 > 0:35:01Christopher! How are you feeling when you're pointing the gun, sober or foolish?

0:35:01 > 0:35:03Sober.

0:35:03 > 0:35:06Sober now but how were you feeling then?

0:35:08 > 0:35:09- Foolish.- Foolish.

0:35:09 > 0:35:13Yeah, Papa doesn't want you to do that. We want to stay sober.

0:35:13 > 0:35:15Thank you.

0:35:15 > 0:35:18I want something else to govern my children rather than a set of rules.

0:35:18 > 0:35:21I want them to know why,

0:35:21 > 0:35:23why don't we

0:35:23 > 0:35:25walk around immodestly?

0:35:25 > 0:35:29And I want them to know it's because the Bible says

0:35:29 > 0:35:31instead of having a set of rules.

0:35:31 > 0:35:35The Bible talks about the sin of nakedness,

0:35:35 > 0:35:37I didn't know that.

0:35:37 > 0:35:39Isn't that a rule as well in a way?

0:35:40 > 0:35:44It would be something that the Bible would have as a rule,

0:35:44 > 0:35:49I guess, although it's not a rule, it's part of a life, part of a...

0:35:52 > 0:35:54Yes, it's part of a life.

0:35:54 > 0:35:56It's much bigger than a rule, isn't it?

0:36:05 > 0:36:10I've often asked why the Amish do things the way they do.

0:36:10 > 0:36:13The answer is always the same.

0:36:13 > 0:36:15You don't ask why, they say.

0:36:15 > 0:36:17It's just how we do.

0:36:19 > 0:36:24The Amish are taught to obey without question, and conform.

0:36:29 > 0:36:32CONGREGATION SINGS

0:36:32 > 0:36:37At first glance, the congregation of Charity Church doesn't appear to be

0:36:37 > 0:36:41all that different to the Amish Church that so many of them have come from.

0:36:43 > 0:36:47Although Charity claims not to have rules like the Amish,

0:36:47 > 0:36:51their lives are governed by what they read in the Bible.

0:36:51 > 0:36:56And they too keep their distance from the modern world.

0:36:56 > 0:37:00But although it might not seem much of a difference, coming to this church

0:37:00 > 0:37:04is probably the biggest change they'll ever make in their lives.

0:37:13 > 0:37:17Today, Ephraim's trying to drum up more customers for the produce stand.

0:37:20 > 0:37:22Stand over there and tell me how this looks.

0:37:24 > 0:37:29They live rent free in the summer in exchange for running the stand.

0:37:29 > 0:37:33But once winter sets in, the family will have to start paying their way.

0:37:35 > 0:37:38Wow, this is such a busy road.

0:37:38 > 0:37:39It is a busy road.

0:37:39 > 0:37:42The landlord recently offered them another deal.

0:37:42 > 0:37:46If sales are better than usual, they won't pay any rent at all.

0:37:50 > 0:37:52The stand's been far busier than they expected.

0:37:52 > 0:37:55This wasn't the plan when they first moved in here.

0:37:55 > 0:37:58Right now, it looks like a full time job.

0:38:00 > 0:38:03I really struggle with, OK, I've got to come out and sell stuff.

0:38:03 > 0:38:06The customers are here, flowers, I can sell things,

0:38:06 > 0:38:08I can make it happen.

0:38:08 > 0:38:13And I really just have to say, "God, please, you know, take that from me."

0:38:13 > 0:38:17Look, if we sell flowers we sell flowers, I told him last night

0:38:17 > 0:38:21I said, "OK, Lord, if this stand does better than normal

0:38:21 > 0:38:25"we can be rent free, so you're going to make it happen,

0:38:25 > 0:38:27"I'm not going to make it happen."

0:38:27 > 0:38:28OK, maybe I should make signs,

0:38:28 > 0:38:33put a sign in every telephone pole and just, you know, come out and really make stuff happen.

0:38:33 > 0:38:35I said, "No, I'm not going to do it."

0:38:35 > 0:38:42I told God this morning, if people need stuff then they're going to buy it somewhere, make them stop here.

0:38:42 > 0:38:46Ephraim wants God to provide for all his family's needs.

0:38:46 > 0:38:48But even though the rent is covered,

0:38:48 > 0:38:51there are other financial pressures to deal with as well.

0:38:56 > 0:38:59During the course of my first film with the family,

0:38:59 > 0:39:02Ephraim's daughter Marie contracted leukaemia.

0:39:05 > 0:39:09It was the beginning of years of expensive treatment.

0:39:09 > 0:39:12So what will you be sending us, and what will it cost?

0:39:12 > 0:39:15I will have to check, I thought we were sending everything.

0:39:18 > 0:39:22Although she's recovered now, she still needs chemotherapy.

0:39:25 > 0:39:28Ephraim wanted to stop buying the medicine

0:39:28 > 0:39:33and instead rely on God to keep the cancer at bay.

0:39:33 > 0:39:35But the state wouldn't let him.

0:39:35 > 0:39:37We were going to take Marie off the chemo for a month

0:39:37 > 0:39:40and we were going to stay off, and the law said

0:39:40 > 0:39:44we have to go back on, and so that was really a stressful time,

0:39:44 > 0:39:47saying, "Well, hang on, the Bible says that

0:39:47 > 0:39:51"we believe she's healed, we want to continue down the natural route,"

0:39:51 > 0:39:55but the law is saying you need to continue or we'll make her continue.

0:40:01 > 0:40:05In his old life, all his medical expenses

0:40:05 > 0:40:09would have been covered in full by the Amish.

0:40:16 > 0:40:21But now, he's relying on occasional donations from friends at Charity.

0:40:21 > 0:40:25and his savings, which are disappearing fast.

0:40:29 > 0:40:31Well done, Marie.

0:40:34 > 0:40:362.5 milligrams, is that correct?

0:40:36 > 0:40:39OK, that's a very good price on that.

0:40:39 > 0:40:41On the way out of the hospital,

0:40:41 > 0:40:45he stops to try and get a better deal for the medicine Marie needs.

0:40:45 > 0:40:47So there's not much savings on that.

0:40:47 > 0:40:51So the only one that we save on is dexamethasone.

0:40:53 > 0:40:55OK, thank you. Bye.

0:40:56 > 0:41:01Ephraim's plan was to stop working and give all his time to God.

0:41:01 > 0:41:06The way it's looking now, he'll need a miracle to carry on.

0:41:13 > 0:41:17Amish children are taught only the basics.

0:41:17 > 0:41:21They have their own schools and leave at the age of 14.

0:41:26 > 0:41:29Now that they've joined Charity,

0:41:29 > 0:41:32Elsie has to come to grips with home schooling.

0:41:32 > 0:41:36Is it quite a lot for you to learn as well?

0:41:36 > 0:41:39Yes, it is, like these books,

0:41:39 > 0:41:45these are different from what I had when I was going to school.

0:41:45 > 0:41:50The Amish schools they have other kinds that are more, more simple.

0:41:50 > 0:41:53So some things in here

0:41:53 > 0:41:56is a little bit challenging for me.

0:41:56 > 0:42:00This morning we'll do a page in letters and sounds.

0:42:01 > 0:42:05It's a Phonics Seatwork Text.

0:42:05 > 0:42:08With three children, it seems a lot for her to take on.

0:42:08 > 0:42:12And what's more, Elsie is expecting another child.

0:42:12 > 0:42:16Hurt? How about in hurt?

0:42:17 > 0:42:20Jesse wants to buy a car,

0:42:20 > 0:42:22but he's having trouble selling his buggy.

0:42:24 > 0:42:29While only Amish would want it, no Amish would buy it off him.

0:42:29 > 0:42:31Can you explain to me why it is

0:42:31 > 0:42:34that they wouldn't be able to buy?

0:42:38 > 0:42:39They don't want to help us

0:42:39 > 0:42:41to something different than what we were

0:42:41 > 0:42:43brought up from.

0:42:45 > 0:42:49The buggy is fundamental to the Amish way of life.

0:42:49 > 0:42:51It's their means of going about their lives

0:42:51 > 0:42:55as cars are totally forbidden.

0:42:55 > 0:43:00Buying a car is a big change and it'll transform the way they live.

0:43:02 > 0:43:05But a car is not always a blessing.

0:43:10 > 0:43:13The exhaust pipe on Ephraim's car is bust,

0:43:13 > 0:43:16and he's having a go at fixing it himself.

0:43:19 > 0:43:21It's a bit of a learning experience.

0:43:23 > 0:43:26This is not the kind of thing you had to do

0:43:26 > 0:43:28when you had a horse and buggy!

0:43:28 > 0:43:31No, horse and buggy was, rather you had to figure out

0:43:31 > 0:43:32what was wrong with the horse!

0:43:32 > 0:43:36If he got sick, then I'd know. I know how to take care of horses.

0:43:36 > 0:43:39But vans is a new thing.

0:43:39 > 0:43:43But if I'm going to be using the van, I need to

0:43:43 > 0:43:45learn how they work, otherwise

0:43:45 > 0:43:49I'll spend a lot of money on paying people to fix my van.

0:43:49 > 0:43:53That's not my vision.

0:43:56 > 0:43:59He's going to replace the exhaust on his car

0:43:59 > 0:44:01with one from this wreck.

0:44:03 > 0:44:06This was Ephraim's first car.

0:44:06 > 0:44:11But a few months ago while he was on his way to church, he rolled it.

0:44:11 > 0:44:14The whole family was inside at the time.

0:44:16 > 0:44:19We were singing, having a beautiful time

0:44:19 > 0:44:25and the van came around like this and rolled,

0:44:25 > 0:44:29it flipped in the air the first time and it came down right here,

0:44:29 > 0:44:30and Amanda got the jar of it,

0:44:30 > 0:44:33and then we rolled again and landed on the four wheels

0:44:33 > 0:44:37and Amanda, she went unconscious for just a little bit.

0:44:38 > 0:44:42But there was people there right away and they called the ambulance,

0:44:42 > 0:44:47but it was icy and it was just... I got out and I said,

0:44:47 > 0:44:51"Lord, what is this? We had an accident, we rolled twice,

0:44:51 > 0:44:55"but we're not hurt, and what are you trying to say?"

0:44:55 > 0:44:59And so I went on a fast on Monday,

0:44:59 > 0:45:03and Tuesday morning the Lord woke me early, my quiet time,

0:45:03 > 0:45:06and showed me that I was proud, I was actually proud of this van,

0:45:06 > 0:45:09I was proud of how the Lord had given me this, and that we had prayed

0:45:09 > 0:45:12and prayed and prayed, and then God gave us this van for 900,

0:45:12 > 0:45:15and I was proud about that fact, that I hadn't missed it.

0:45:15 > 0:45:17So I repented of my pride

0:45:17 > 0:45:20and wanting people to think that I'm spiritual.

0:45:24 > 0:45:27So it was a good lesson.

0:45:27 > 0:45:29And by God's grace no-one was hurt.

0:45:31 > 0:45:34And the Lord provided another van

0:45:34 > 0:45:38that has much less mileage on and for even less money.

0:45:50 > 0:45:52Cheap Heaps in Lancaster City

0:45:52 > 0:45:58is just what its name suggests; a budget used car dealer.

0:45:58 > 0:46:02Jesse and Elsie are looking for something with plenty of room.

0:46:02 > 0:46:06Elsie is now seven-and-a-half months pregnant.

0:46:08 > 0:46:10OK. What are you looking for?

0:46:10 > 0:46:13The red Mercury Villager.

0:46:13 > 0:46:16Let's go out outside, guys, take a look.

0:46:20 > 0:46:22This one has 5,000 miles on it.

0:46:22 > 0:46:27OK? And a brand new inspection until next November.

0:46:27 > 0:46:29How does it run?

0:46:29 > 0:46:30- Runs very, very nice.- OK.

0:46:30 > 0:46:33- You can go on a test drive if you'd like to do that.- OK.

0:46:37 > 0:46:39How does it feel to drive this?

0:46:39 > 0:46:40Good.

0:46:40 > 0:46:43It's a bit of a shock to see Jesse behind the wheel.

0:46:43 > 0:46:47But like many Amish men, during his wild youth, he had a car.

0:46:47 > 0:46:50It's fun driving.

0:46:53 > 0:46:55But I'm not sure about this one.

0:46:55 > 0:46:58There's something odd about the electrics.

0:47:07 > 0:47:10So how much is this?

0:47:10 > 0:47:12How much do they want for this van?

0:47:12 > 0:47:18- 3,300.- 3,300?- Yeah.

0:47:18 > 0:47:22And how many miles does it have?

0:47:22 > 0:47:24125,000.

0:47:24 > 0:47:25Is that pretty good?

0:47:29 > 0:47:30Yeah, they said it is.

0:47:34 > 0:47:37Jesse may still be able to drive,

0:47:37 > 0:47:40but his navigation skills are a bit rusty.

0:47:40 > 0:47:42On the way back, we get lost.

0:47:49 > 0:47:51It's three quarters of an hour

0:47:51 > 0:47:54before we find our way back to Cheap Heaps.

0:47:54 > 0:47:57Do you have any other questions for me?

0:47:57 > 0:48:00Is there a switch for the interior light in that car?

0:48:00 > 0:48:02I'm sure there is. I can check it for you.

0:48:02 > 0:48:07Typically, it's just a matter of... did you turn it both ways?

0:48:07 > 0:48:09I thought I did.

0:48:09 > 0:48:14- I didn't turn it past the symbols. - I'll check it for you.

0:48:14 > 0:48:17There's more to buying a car than knowing how to drive,

0:48:17 > 0:48:19and they seem overwhelmed by it.

0:48:19 > 0:48:22Are you guys looking to make a purchase right away?

0:48:22 > 0:48:25Yeah, Saturday we're looking at making a purchase

0:48:25 > 0:48:29but we're going to look at a few other vehicles first.

0:48:30 > 0:48:33Just as they're about to test another cheap heap,

0:48:33 > 0:48:35Jesse gets a call from Ephraim.

0:48:37 > 0:48:40With God's help, he reckons he's found them a good car

0:48:40 > 0:48:42from a trustworthy man.

0:48:42 > 0:48:44Amen.

0:48:44 > 0:48:47I suppose we'll take a look at that.

0:48:47 > 0:48:50We should go home and pray about it again.

0:48:50 > 0:48:53'Yeah, it's got good tyres on it.

0:48:53 > 0:48:56'It's just inspected, it's good till next September.'

0:49:01 > 0:49:05Early the next morning, I got a phone call from Jesse.

0:49:05 > 0:49:09He was on his way to the hospital with Elsie.

0:49:09 > 0:49:12Their baby wasn't due until Christmas,

0:49:12 > 0:49:16but six weeks earlier than expected, Elsie had gone into labour.

0:49:16 > 0:49:19Father, we pray for Jesse and Elsie, Father,

0:49:19 > 0:49:23on their way to the hospital, or maybe there already, for their baby to be born.

0:49:23 > 0:49:26Father, we pray in Jesus' name that the baby will be healthy.

0:49:26 > 0:49:29Father, we pray against any extra expenses

0:49:29 > 0:49:31that could be incurred in the hospital.

0:49:31 > 0:49:35Father, we pray that they will not do lots of tests, but would only do

0:49:35 > 0:49:40what is necessary for a safe arrival of their new child.

0:49:40 > 0:49:42In Jesus' name, amen.

0:49:44 > 0:49:46You can go do your chores, children.

0:49:46 > 0:49:48PHONE RINGS

0:49:48 > 0:49:50Hi, Jesse, it's Eph.

0:49:50 > 0:49:51How is everything going?

0:49:51 > 0:49:54'It's going good.'

0:49:54 > 0:49:57Do they expect the baby to be born today?

0:49:57 > 0:49:59'Yeah.'

0:49:59 > 0:50:01OK.

0:50:01 > 0:50:04How close is the baby to being born?

0:50:04 > 0:50:08- Any idea?- 'Very soon.'- Very soon, OK.

0:50:14 > 0:50:16Who is that for?

0:50:16 > 0:50:18Andrew, I have some letters for them.

0:50:18 > 0:50:20Would you like to take them?

0:50:20 > 0:50:25Thank you very much, I will do that, that's really nice of you.

0:50:30 > 0:50:32When we arrived at the hospital,

0:50:32 > 0:50:36Elsie had already given birth to a baby girl.

0:50:37 > 0:50:39They named her Hannah Rose.

0:50:39 > 0:50:42But she lived for only an hour.

0:50:45 > 0:50:50If it was God's will, no matter what the doctors or nurses do,

0:50:50 > 0:50:53they will not revive that child.

0:50:56 > 0:50:59If that child were to go,

0:50:59 > 0:51:01he's going to take it.

0:51:05 > 0:51:10# Jesus has taken a beautiful bird

0:51:10 > 0:51:16# Out of our garden of love... #

0:51:16 > 0:51:20The funeral was held two days later at Charity church.

0:51:25 > 0:51:28Standing out amongst the parked cars,

0:51:28 > 0:51:30I saw one solitary Amish buggy.

0:51:30 > 0:51:35Elsie's parents and some of her sisters

0:51:35 > 0:51:39have violated their Amish rules

0:51:39 > 0:51:44and come this once to a non-Amish church.

0:51:44 > 0:51:49Most of Jesse's family stayed away.

0:51:56 > 0:52:01After the burial, there was a meal in the basement of the church.

0:52:01 > 0:52:04But none of their Amish family stayed.

0:52:04 > 0:52:07It was a step too far for them.

0:52:29 > 0:52:34It was a hard day but God is working things...

0:52:34 > 0:52:37things out, through this.

0:52:42 > 0:52:45It has really brought our families together.

0:52:48 > 0:52:53And we hadn't seen most of our families since spring.

0:52:54 > 0:52:59So it was, I think God used that

0:52:59 > 0:53:02to break down some...

0:53:02 > 0:53:05some barriers that had been there, some walls.

0:53:08 > 0:53:12During the funeral your parents were there with you.

0:53:12 > 0:53:18Yes, yes, they were. It was very special.

0:53:18 > 0:53:21I got to sit beside my mum

0:53:21 > 0:53:26and my dad, they were sitting next to me,

0:53:26 > 0:53:31and that was very special, yeah.

0:53:38 > 0:53:40And we prayed that

0:53:41 > 0:53:44they would hear a good message..

0:53:46 > 0:53:49and we prayed that some seeds...

0:53:51 > 0:53:54I think some seeds have been sown.

0:53:56 > 0:53:58They heard the gospel.

0:54:20 > 0:54:25This move towards evangelical Christianity

0:54:25 > 0:54:28is splitting Amish families.

0:54:28 > 0:54:32And it's a conflict that's far from over.

0:54:32 > 0:54:36There's no chance Elsie and Jesse can ever go back to the way they were.

0:54:39 > 0:54:44The only hope they have of getting close to their families again

0:54:44 > 0:54:46is if they too leave the Amish.

0:54:58 > 0:55:03With winter approaching, Ephraim's closing down the produce stand.

0:55:06 > 0:55:09We're done with the produce for this year, and so we'll take it down

0:55:09 > 0:55:12and put it in the barn until next spring

0:55:12 > 0:55:14and we'll put it back up again.

0:55:14 > 0:55:18His plan to live rent free all year round, has not worked out.

0:55:18 > 0:55:24We need to come up with 800 a month yet for rent and utilities

0:55:24 > 0:55:28for November, December, January, February and maybe March.

0:55:28 > 0:55:31We might be doing flowers in March ready so.

0:55:31 > 0:55:34Four months for sure, maybe five. That's nice.

0:55:34 > 0:55:40So far Ephraim's been relying on God to provide for his family's needs.

0:55:42 > 0:55:44He's been kept going with envelopes of cash,

0:55:44 > 0:55:46given anonymously,

0:55:46 > 0:55:49most probably by sympathetic members of his church.

0:55:52 > 0:55:54But with God no longer providing,

0:55:54 > 0:55:57Ephraim's got no other choice but to take a job

0:55:57 > 0:56:00doing building work.

0:56:00 > 0:56:02I expected him to provide.

0:56:02 > 0:56:07You know, OK, it's October 20th, 25th

0:56:07 > 0:56:10and there's nothing, nothing, not a dollar!

0:56:12 > 0:56:1621st was a Sunday, I thought, "Well, maybe someone's going to walk up

0:56:16 > 0:56:17"and give me an envelope."

0:56:19 > 0:56:23Monday morning I said, "OK, Lord, there's nothing here."

0:56:23 > 0:56:25We can live for a little bit...

0:56:26 > 0:56:29..we're going to have to see what we can do for a couple of weeks,

0:56:29 > 0:56:31but, you know, what's the plan?

0:56:31 > 0:56:34We go to pay rent; the rent is 800 a month too.

0:56:34 > 0:56:36Giddy up, horsies!

0:56:37 > 0:56:39As well as the paid work,

0:56:39 > 0:56:41he's come up with another very Amish plan

0:56:41 > 0:56:43to bring in a bit of money.

0:56:43 > 0:56:45I haven't done this in a while.

0:56:45 > 0:56:47This is going to be fun.

0:56:50 > 0:56:53He's bought this horse cheap and plans to fatten it up

0:56:53 > 0:56:55and sell it on for a profit.

0:56:57 > 0:57:00As a bonus, the horse also gives him an alternative

0:57:00 > 0:57:03when his car's not working.

0:57:07 > 0:57:11Ephraim has always been at odds with the culture he grew up in.

0:57:11 > 0:57:15But at the same time, he's never completely escaped the Amish.

0:57:15 > 0:57:21Though he's left the church, his simple values are not so different to those he was raised with.

0:57:21 > 0:57:24But still, the Amish elders see him as a threat.

0:57:24 > 0:57:27And not without reason.

0:57:29 > 0:57:34If this move towards evangelical Christianity takes hold,

0:57:34 > 0:57:38it could be the end of the Amish as they are now.

0:57:39 > 0:57:42But it could also be the beginning of something new.

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