0:00:02 > 0:00:06This programme contains strong language and some scenes of a sexual nature.
0:00:06 > 0:00:08All over the country, thousands of women from 18 to 80 are
0:00:08 > 0:00:11- signing up to work as online webcam models.- I have to take this off.
0:00:11 > 0:00:14For the girls it's the promise of easy money,
0:00:14 > 0:00:17the most successful models charge over £5 a minute,
0:00:17 > 0:00:19and can make hundreds of pounds a day,
0:00:19 > 0:00:21all from the comfort of their own bedrooms.
0:00:21 > 0:00:23You absolute filth bag.
0:00:23 > 0:00:26INDISTINCT
0:00:26 > 0:00:28But the customer always comes first,
0:00:28 > 0:00:33for the hundreds of thousands of men who have signed up it means easy
0:00:33 > 0:00:35one-on-one access to their favourite fantasy girl.
0:00:37 > 0:00:41Does that mean your cock's twitching a little bit for me, does it?
0:00:43 > 0:00:46We take a look into the secretive world of adult webcamming
0:00:46 > 0:00:50and meet three online performers - Sammie...
0:00:50 > 0:00:53The more you talk to them the less they are wanking.
0:00:53 > 0:00:56- ..Carla...- I have never actually done an anal scene before.
0:00:56 > 0:00:59- ..and Olivia...- I was always destined to have big boobs.
0:00:59 > 0:01:02..and find out what it is really like baring all
0:01:02 > 0:01:05online for strangers all over the world.
0:01:05 > 0:01:07It is so imperative to have good people around you,
0:01:07 > 0:01:08when you do this job.
0:01:08 > 0:01:11I shut my computer before anything could happen.
0:01:11 > 0:01:13It's not glamorous like people think.
0:01:23 > 0:01:25Every day up and down the country,
0:01:25 > 0:01:29thousands of Britons are logging onto adult webcam sites.
0:01:29 > 0:01:31The most popular category is solo women
0:01:31 > 0:01:34and there is a story behind every girl.
0:01:34 > 0:01:36Do you want me to give you a little twirl?
0:01:36 > 0:01:4025-year-old Sammie wants to leave a troubled past behind
0:01:40 > 0:01:43and hopes that webcamming is the ticket to a better life.
0:01:43 > 0:01:45I can't wait to get my degree.
0:01:45 > 0:01:49I will be helping people instead of emptying their balls.
0:01:50 > 0:01:5321-year-old glamour model Olivia hopes webcamming can boost her
0:01:53 > 0:01:58career, but just how far will she have to go to achieve her success?
0:01:58 > 0:02:01The next thing would be doing fully nude webcamming.
0:02:01 > 0:02:03Where does it stop? I don't really know.
0:02:05 > 0:02:08And 24-year-old porn star Carla, who does the job
0:02:08 > 0:02:11because she loves it, but life as a webcam girl means
0:02:11 > 0:02:14she just isn't able to find the right man.
0:02:14 > 0:02:16A cock is only pretty when the guy is really hot.
0:02:16 > 0:02:17Yeah, that is what I mean.
0:02:17 > 0:02:19That is true. It is true.
0:02:19 > 0:02:23Otherwise you're looking at it and you're like, "Urgh!"
0:02:27 > 0:02:3125-year-old Sammie has been working in the adult industry for over
0:02:31 > 0:02:35seven years. She used to be a porn star but now just does webcamming.
0:02:37 > 0:02:42Working from home means it she likes to keep her place clean and tidy.
0:02:42 > 0:02:46I would advise it for any human being, not just a cam girl,
0:02:46 > 0:02:49to be clean, because if you've got a clean house,
0:02:49 > 0:02:51then you've got a clean mind.
0:02:51 > 0:02:55It is a hard act balancing webcamming and trying to live a normal life.
0:02:55 > 0:02:59Sammie is moving flat and is waiting for the estate agent to turn up
0:02:59 > 0:03:02and show some potential tenants around but he is running late
0:03:02 > 0:03:04and work is currently on hold.
0:03:04 > 0:03:07I don't even know what is happening with these estate agents,
0:03:07 > 0:03:08I think they are taking the piss.
0:03:08 > 0:03:10PHONE DIALS
0:03:11 > 0:03:14'Welcome to Orange answerphone.'
0:03:14 > 0:03:17I am sat here thinking, "Can I get naked or can I not?"
0:03:17 > 0:03:23I just don't understand where people's decency is. I don't get it.
0:03:23 > 0:03:25I am going to get on cam.
0:03:25 > 0:03:29Fuck it. Fuck them.
0:03:29 > 0:03:31They can fuck off.
0:03:31 > 0:03:35Sammie webcams through an adult website which gives her access to
0:03:35 > 0:03:37over 100,000 potential customers.
0:03:37 > 0:03:41She charges £3.50 a minute, and for that she offers
0:03:41 > 0:03:44a one-on-one, no limits, hard-core show.
0:03:44 > 0:03:45To help draw in the punters,
0:03:45 > 0:03:49Sammie uses her porn name Keisha for her online profile.
0:03:49 > 0:03:54"Keisha and her naughty self is getting off on loving all the sexual action coming her way."
0:03:54 > 0:03:57Now she is logged in, it is straight down to business
0:03:57 > 0:04:00and not long before she gets her first punter.
0:04:00 > 0:04:01COMPUTER CHIMES
0:04:01 > 0:04:06MUSIC: "Shake Ya Ass" by Mystikal
0:04:15 > 0:04:17# Shake ya ass Watch yourself
0:04:17 > 0:04:19# Shake ya ass Some of us are working for the
0:04:19 > 0:04:20# Shake ya ass... #
0:04:20 > 0:04:24Don't know what he's doing now. When he's not typing, he's wanking.
0:04:24 > 0:04:27# ..I kind of want a dick in my hand Or with my foot in ya ass... #
0:04:27 > 0:04:30He's going to go in a minute as well because he is going to come.
0:04:33 > 0:04:34DOOR BELL RINGS
0:04:34 > 0:04:38Oh! As if! It's the estate agents! One minute!
0:04:40 > 0:04:44Yes, just one sec, thanks for letting me know you were going to be so late.
0:04:45 > 0:04:48Absolute jokers, mate, seriously.
0:04:48 > 0:04:52As if we actually knew that was going to happen.
0:04:52 > 0:04:54You'll just have to wait a minute.
0:04:54 > 0:05:00I have had to log off. It's like... Oh, it is so annoying.
0:05:00 > 0:05:04"OK, I will be back in five," he put anyway. He's a lucky man.
0:05:06 > 0:05:09You like to not tell me when you're late, don't you?
0:05:09 > 0:05:11INDISTINCT RESPONSE
0:05:11 > 0:05:15Yeah, I know it is. You like to not tell me, you were supposed to be here at half six, no?
0:05:15 > 0:05:20- Seven o'clock I was told.- Oh, God. You and your professionalism!
0:05:20 > 0:05:24I got half six from your girl.
0:05:24 > 0:05:28Being interrupted partway through a session is not ideal for Sammie
0:05:28 > 0:05:30or her customer.
0:05:30 > 0:05:33He might not even come back now because I had to do what I did.
0:05:33 > 0:05:35I had to rush out.
0:05:35 > 0:05:41I am not going to lie, I've got a bit of an anger issue. I lose my temper a lot.
0:05:41 > 0:05:47I don't lose it a lot, I just lose it if a situation is...
0:05:47 > 0:05:54is...is, one out of my control and, two, where I feel like I am being disrespected.
0:05:54 > 0:05:56When I feel like that,
0:05:56 > 0:05:59I literally can lose it and I don't want to lose it.
0:05:59 > 0:06:06Like, who the hell wants to lose the plot? I know I don't. I nearly did then.
0:06:06 > 0:06:08I hope he doesn't lock the door behind him
0:06:08 > 0:06:13because I haven't got my key. I walked out with no key.
0:06:13 > 0:06:16- Have you locked my door? - I haven't got a key. - You haven't got a key, nice one.
0:06:16 > 0:06:21- Finished?- I recognise you. I've met you before, haven't I?- Have you?
0:06:21 > 0:06:24Take care of yourselves. Don't worry about it.
0:06:24 > 0:06:29He says he's seen me somewhere before. He's a blatant perv.
0:06:29 > 0:06:32I know exactly where he's seen me. One of my foot fetish films.
0:06:34 > 0:06:35Definitely!
0:06:39 > 0:06:41They left all my lights on. What the hell?
0:06:43 > 0:06:46With the estate agent gone, Sammie returns to business
0:06:46 > 0:06:48and can finally start her shift uninterrupted.
0:06:50 > 0:06:53Webcamming work can be extremely variable,
0:06:53 > 0:06:57but Sammie can expect to satisfy around 20 customers per night.
0:06:58 > 0:07:00And it doesn't always take long.
0:07:00 > 0:07:01CASH REGISTER CHIMES
0:07:01 > 0:07:042 minutes 27.
0:07:04 > 0:07:06So I made 4.88 I think.
0:07:06 > 0:07:10It's 2am when Sammie finally turns off her webcam.
0:07:10 > 0:07:13MUSIC: "Evening/Morning" by Bombay Bicycle Club
0:07:20 > 0:07:23Sammie's main source of income is webcamming,
0:07:23 > 0:07:25but it is an industry she is desperate to leave behind
0:07:25 > 0:07:28so she can go to college to study psychology.
0:07:28 > 0:07:30Ta, babe.
0:07:30 > 0:07:33I don't really want to be interacting with people by taking my clothes off.
0:07:33 > 0:07:36I'd rather interact with people on a one-on-one basis,
0:07:36 > 0:07:38get into their mind and help them.
0:07:38 > 0:07:40Not analyse them through a webcam
0:07:40 > 0:07:44because then I will only get one type of person, and that's a horny bloke.
0:07:45 > 0:07:49But in order to achieve her dreams, she's to really watch the pennies.
0:07:49 > 0:07:53Babe, can you do me a favour? Can you give me a few onions?
0:07:53 > 0:07:55So it's three for a pound. So you've got your lettuce,
0:07:55 > 0:07:59your cucumber, can I get a few onions and make it a pound?
0:07:59 > 0:08:01You're a diamond, ta.
0:08:01 > 0:08:06I've got my potatoes and onions and I got tomatoes and cucumber
0:08:06 > 0:08:10and lettuce and I just spent four quid.
0:08:11 > 0:08:13But saving alone is not enough,
0:08:13 > 0:08:17she needs to earn if she wants to go to college and that means clocking
0:08:17 > 0:08:21up the hours in front of the webcam, charging £3.50 a minute.
0:08:21 > 0:08:24How the system works, it takes 30%.
0:08:24 > 0:08:28So in order to get £4, I need to get...
0:08:29 > 0:08:33..like, what, £7?
0:08:33 > 0:08:38So all it needs to be is two minutes. Two minutes and I've got it.
0:08:47 > 0:08:49You all right?
0:08:49 > 0:08:54In the webcam world nothing is as it seems.
0:08:54 > 0:08:57Despite having a legion of male fans,
0:08:57 > 0:09:00Sammie actually lives at home with her girlfriend, Mar.
0:09:02 > 0:09:07I met her out on a night out, I didn't really speak to her much then.
0:09:07 > 0:09:11Then one of my close friends came round here
0:09:11 > 0:09:15so I came round to see her and she was walking around just like this.
0:09:15 > 0:09:16She was on the cam as well.
0:09:16 > 0:09:19And then we...
0:09:19 > 0:09:25Then I just stayed here for a couple of days and we just got on.
0:09:25 > 0:09:27I just started talking to her
0:09:27 > 0:09:30and it kind of was that kind of love at first sight thing.
0:09:30 > 0:09:37- Not like the first sight but... - It took a few days.- We had that look at each other, do you know?
0:09:37 > 0:09:40Then everything has happened naturally since then.
0:09:40 > 0:09:42It may look like domestic bliss
0:09:42 > 0:09:45but it still has to fit around the webcam.
0:09:45 > 0:09:49If the cam goes off, the food gets put off, you know?
0:09:49 > 0:09:52you've got to take advantage of £2 or £3.50 a minute,
0:09:52 > 0:09:54do you know what I mean?
0:09:57 > 0:09:59That's the kind of thing food can wait for.
0:09:59 > 0:10:01COMPUTER CHIMES
0:10:12 > 0:10:16So I guess it's me taking over the dinner then, babe, yeah?
0:10:17 > 0:10:21I find it funny, the fact that Sam will be talking to them
0:10:21 > 0:10:24and I will be sitting next to her, I just find it really funny.
0:10:24 > 0:10:26I don't know.
0:10:30 > 0:10:36I think I kind of like the fact that they are getting off over my girlfriend. She's with me.
0:10:36 > 0:10:39I can touch her, she is right there.
0:10:39 > 0:10:43They're paying stupid amounts of money for that, just to see that.
0:10:43 > 0:10:50The fact that they are men and I am a female. Do you know what I mean? I've done well.
0:10:54 > 0:10:59It is nearly midnight and they finally sit down to dinner.
0:10:59 > 0:11:02Dear Lord, we thank you for blessing us with this food we put in front of us,
0:11:02 > 0:11:05I hope that every beautiful person gets to eat as well as we do and we thank you
0:11:05 > 0:11:09for constantly guiding us, blessing me and Mar in our bright future, and we hope
0:11:09 > 0:11:13that every beautiful person you put in our path gets blessed as well as we do.
0:11:13 > 0:11:14- Amen.- Amen.
0:11:17 > 0:11:19- Did you look?- Let's eat. Yes.
0:11:19 > 0:11:20- Oh, she looked.- I did.
0:11:20 > 0:11:26Mar is a student and Sammie's working hours aren't always ideal.
0:11:26 > 0:11:31When I have uni, it is bad because now I'm going to go to sleep
0:11:31 > 0:11:35and Sam will come in and I will be knocked out so...
0:11:35 > 0:11:39- Mar sleeps, she does not wake up when I go in.- I will be knocked out.
0:11:39 > 0:11:41No cuddles or nothing.
0:11:41 > 0:11:45Then I've got to get up at seven in the morning. Half six, really,
0:11:45 > 0:11:48so I don't get to spend any time with her in the morning.
0:11:50 > 0:11:53- I'm tired.- Go and get ready for bed then.
0:11:53 > 0:11:5612 o'clock is bedtime for me.
0:11:56 > 0:12:00- It's 12 o'clock?- Yeah, babe. - Stop it.- I have got to be up at...
0:12:04 > 0:12:07I have got to be up, man. Which is really bad.
0:12:07 > 0:12:08COMPUTER CHIMES
0:12:08 > 0:12:10Wait!
0:12:10 > 0:12:12COMPUTER CHIMES
0:12:17 > 0:12:18I am going to go to bed now.
0:12:22 > 0:12:27Her daily target is £150, peak time for webcam traffic is 11pm
0:12:27 > 0:12:32until 2am, so for Sammie it is when she makes the best money.
0:12:32 > 0:12:34CASH REGISTER CHIMES
0:12:34 > 0:12:36He wants me to pretend to suck his dick.
0:12:36 > 0:12:40This can get mind numbing. I can't wait to get my degree.
0:12:40 > 0:12:42Just being able to get up to work
0:12:42 > 0:12:46and know that I'm going to be helping people
0:12:46 > 0:12:48instead of just emptying their balls, helping them.
0:12:48 > 0:12:51Actually helping people in society.
0:12:53 > 0:12:58COMPUTER CHIMES CONTINUOUSLY
0:13:02 > 0:13:07After this guy, I am going to turn it off and go to sleep.
0:13:07 > 0:13:11I need to go to sleep. It's 2:25.
0:13:12 > 0:13:16Sammie has worked later than usual but she is pleased,
0:13:16 > 0:13:18she made £360.
0:13:18 > 0:13:21I did over double my target today.
0:13:23 > 0:13:25So it's been a good day.
0:13:29 > 0:13:31Right, I am going to go to bed now.
0:13:32 > 0:13:33Night then.
0:13:46 > 0:13:5124-year-old Carla is a webcam girl and hard-core porn star.
0:13:51 > 0:13:54I am open-minded, I will try anything, pretty much.
0:13:54 > 0:14:00So I have handcuffs, baby oil, very popular.
0:14:00 > 0:14:04You've got, like, your whips, this is my latex.
0:14:04 > 0:14:06Bloody hell is it hard to get on.
0:14:06 > 0:14:12And off. I have my dog lead. My rubber blindfold and ball gag.
0:14:12 > 0:14:18My nipple clamps. That's probably the most lethal one in there. Anal beads.
0:14:19 > 0:14:21Yeah, that's interesting.
0:14:21 > 0:14:25Obviously for webcam purposes it widens your audience.
0:14:25 > 0:14:28In the two years Carla has been webcamming,
0:14:28 > 0:14:30she's had all kinds of strange requests.
0:14:30 > 0:14:37This one guy wanted me sat on my sofa completely naked in Ugg boots
0:14:37 > 0:14:40and cover myself with cooking oil. Olive oil.
0:14:40 > 0:14:44And rub myself in it. And he was on there for about half an hour.
0:14:44 > 0:14:52I charge £3 a minute, so obviously that is a nice little half hour.
0:14:52 > 0:14:57With hundreds of webcam models available to the punters,
0:14:57 > 0:15:00Carla has to make sure they pick her, so she's come up with some
0:15:00 > 0:15:03unique ways to stay ahead of the competition.
0:15:04 > 0:15:07I am quite hungry now so what I am going to do,
0:15:07 > 0:15:12what I advertised was, basically, watch me cook my dinner
0:15:12 > 0:15:15while I am in my underwear.
0:15:18 > 0:15:24If I am doing this, sometimes I will get my leg up, keep the interest in there.
0:15:25 > 0:15:29I kind of make sure that I bend over
0:15:29 > 0:15:31and...
0:15:31 > 0:15:36kind of have a bit of height or do it with my mouth open slightly.
0:15:37 > 0:15:41Just touch myself like I am wiping something away.
0:15:43 > 0:15:46This is a group session and five punters have logged in,
0:15:46 > 0:15:49each paying £2 a minute.
0:15:49 > 0:15:53I know this is absolutely bizarre, but people pay for this.
0:15:54 > 0:15:59I can just imagine them sat at home right now, jerking themselves off.
0:16:01 > 0:16:05You've kind of got to use what you've got,
0:16:05 > 0:16:08you've got to realise that sometimes less is more.
0:16:08 > 0:16:11You don't have to show anything.
0:16:11 > 0:16:16Already I will have made about 50 quid from this already
0:16:16 > 0:16:17and I haven't even got my boobs out.
0:16:22 > 0:16:25With lunch taken care of, Carla retreats to the living room
0:16:25 > 0:16:26for a quick go on the Xbox.
0:16:26 > 0:16:30For God's sake. I am so rubbish.
0:16:32 > 0:16:34A thing I have just recently found out,
0:16:34 > 0:16:37I was on the webcam the other day and was bored
0:16:37 > 0:16:40and some guy was like, "You play Xbox!
0:16:40 > 0:16:43"And you're playing Xbox in your underwear! That's amazing."
0:16:43 > 0:16:46The next thing I know I have all these people coming in
0:16:46 > 0:16:50and I made I think, I got like 300 quid from that lot,
0:16:50 > 0:16:56something like that just for half an hour. It's absolutely bonkers.
0:16:56 > 0:16:57There's a fetish for everything.
0:16:59 > 0:17:03Hooray! COMPUTER CHIMES
0:17:05 > 0:17:11Hey there, are you OK? I was just playing Xbox.
0:17:13 > 0:17:17It's too hot, definitely, that is why I am not wearing any clothes.
0:17:19 > 0:17:23I have a personality, and I am able to connect with
0:17:23 > 0:17:27a lot of the customers or a lot of the punters, which come through.
0:17:27 > 0:17:35I like to just lay on my sofa in my underwear and play games.
0:17:38 > 0:17:43You meet a guy, to get them to spend their money on you.
0:17:43 > 0:17:47You have got to connect with them, you've got to form some sort of
0:17:47 > 0:17:51chemistry to make them want to spend time with you.
0:17:51 > 0:17:56Does that mean your cock's twitching a little bit for me, does it?
0:17:57 > 0:18:02With the webcamming, if you throw them a load of banter and show them
0:18:02 > 0:18:05that you've got a personality, they are going to want to talk to you.
0:18:05 > 0:18:09You just want to have a good look at my bum, don't you? Dirty boy.
0:18:09 > 0:18:14Nice juicy bum you could be watching bounce.
0:18:14 > 0:18:16CASH REGISTER CHIMES
0:18:16 > 0:18:17Easy as that.
0:18:17 > 0:18:24That guy alone was £12, that is a nice tidy sum for six minutes' work.
0:18:24 > 0:18:26Never give them too much too quick
0:18:26 > 0:18:29because if you do they are just going to... I am finished.
0:18:36 > 0:18:37It might look like easy money
0:18:37 > 0:18:41but it is no coincidence that Carla is a successful webcam model.
0:18:41 > 0:18:45She markets herself ferociously and is getting some explicit
0:18:45 > 0:18:47profile pictures taken for her webcam page.
0:18:47 > 0:18:50Hi. Are you all right?
0:18:50 > 0:18:53Carla is no stranger to getting naked in a studio.
0:18:53 > 0:18:56She's been working as a porn star for the last year.
0:18:56 > 0:19:03I have always wanted to do porn ever since I was really young.
0:19:05 > 0:19:09Like, stupidly young, like, 16.
0:19:09 > 0:19:13I am naturally a very sexual person anyway.
0:19:13 > 0:19:15And that's it, ready.
0:19:16 > 0:19:18Is that the model walk, yeah?
0:19:24 > 0:19:29So, nice glamour, down to butt shots, down to on the floor
0:19:29 > 0:19:31and then we will get some on the bed.
0:19:31 > 0:19:33She wants about 300 for a set.
0:19:33 > 0:19:35OK?
0:19:35 > 0:19:36That's it, nice.
0:19:43 > 0:19:46The shoot has been organised by her agent.
0:19:46 > 0:19:48My mum is my agent.
0:19:50 > 0:19:55Naturally. Everyone's like, "Really?" My mum loves it, funnily enough.
0:19:55 > 0:19:58It's like she lives her life through me.
0:19:58 > 0:20:01She looks after everything, all my e-mails, everything.
0:20:01 > 0:20:02Finds all my work.
0:20:04 > 0:20:08Obviously she never wanted me to do it, but I think she can see how much
0:20:08 > 0:20:12I actually enjoy my job and I like being my own boss.
0:20:12 > 0:20:16I can do what I want and it's something that interests me.
0:20:16 > 0:20:19Underneath. Pussy in shot, Patrick, with her face as well.
0:20:19 > 0:20:23I personally don't see there's a problem in showing the world
0:20:23 > 0:20:29one of the most natural things ever. You know? So...
0:20:29 > 0:20:30Nice foot and mid shots on these,
0:20:30 > 0:20:33so they are quite arty. Put your phone in your crotch.
0:20:33 > 0:20:38Carla's career is flourishing, but being a webcam girl
0:20:38 > 0:20:41and porn star makes it difficult to find the right man.
0:20:41 > 0:20:43If I was to meet someone I liked,
0:20:43 > 0:20:45I would explain to them and I'd say...
0:20:45 > 0:20:49If I could see that there was something happening I'd tell them.
0:20:49 > 0:20:55"Listen, you need to know something. Take it how you want to take it.
0:20:55 > 0:20:57"This is what I do."
0:20:57 > 0:21:01And obviously, sometimes it can go, "Oh, God, no."
0:21:01 > 0:21:04Sometimes it can go, "Come on then."
0:21:04 > 0:21:08And some guys are like, "OK, I don't like it,
0:21:08 > 0:21:13"let's just not talk about it and accept it to a point." It's hard.
0:21:13 > 0:21:18- And if it happens, we'll see. - But it's been a long wait.
0:21:18 > 0:21:21She hasn't had a boyfriend since she started webcamming.
0:21:30 > 0:21:34Ambitious 21-year-old Olivia is a newcomer to webcamming.
0:21:37 > 0:21:40She's invested heavily in her quest for success,
0:21:40 > 0:21:44spending over £5,000 on cosmetic surgery.
0:21:44 > 0:21:46Though not all the punters seemed to notice.
0:21:46 > 0:21:51Usually it is someone like, "Bend over, let me do this to you,
0:21:51 > 0:21:53"that to you. Will you take your stockings off."
0:21:53 > 0:21:56As soon as they say that, I am like, "I've spent so much on my face
0:21:56 > 0:21:59"and my boobs, why do you want to see my feet?
0:21:59 > 0:22:02Just going to give him a little twirl of the outfit.
0:22:06 > 0:22:09Olivia has gone to great lengths to pull in the punters.
0:22:09 > 0:22:13But unlike other webcam girls, she likes to keep something hidden.
0:22:13 > 0:22:17My ultimate limit is fully nude.
0:22:17 > 0:22:21If they were being really, really raunchy,
0:22:21 > 0:22:23I would probably do the hand cup,
0:22:23 > 0:22:27which is basically like, not the most nicest thing
0:22:27 > 0:22:29but it's kind of like that.
0:22:29 > 0:22:33So they can't see like any lips or anything.
0:22:33 > 0:22:38Or any of it, they can just see that I am fully naked and holding myself.
0:22:43 > 0:22:45He's asked for a lap dance now.
0:22:47 > 0:22:50And she has very clear reasons for not revealing everything.
0:22:50 > 0:22:53It is the only bit of dignity that I have,
0:22:53 > 0:22:55not ever showing my downstairs,
0:22:55 > 0:22:58So I am trying to keep that dignity for like,
0:22:58 > 0:23:02obviously, people that I choose to see it - and not get paid - do.
0:23:02 > 0:23:04My mum thinks it is bad enough me
0:23:04 > 0:23:07getting my boobs out, never mind anything else.
0:23:11 > 0:23:13He's asked to see my bum.
0:23:16 > 0:23:18Whilst Olivia keeps something back,
0:23:18 > 0:23:20some of the punters are a little more forthcoming.
0:23:20 > 0:23:23It's shocking when you expect someone's face
0:23:23 > 0:23:25but you just see their penis straightaway.
0:23:25 > 0:23:29Um, I will just let them get on with it,
0:23:29 > 0:23:32at least I know that they are enjoying watching me.
0:23:33 > 0:23:37Olivia's no nudity policy is working for now.
0:23:37 > 0:23:39CASH REGISTER RINGS
0:23:39 > 0:23:41But webcamming is not her only job.
0:23:41 > 0:23:43Mwah!
0:23:44 > 0:23:47Her goal is to make it big in the glamour world
0:23:47 > 0:23:50and she works around the clock as an adult TV presenter and model,
0:23:50 > 0:23:54appearing in lads' mags and national newspapers.
0:23:54 > 0:23:58MUSIC: "Strict Machine" by Goldfrapp
0:23:58 > 0:24:05This is a bit of latex, it's not the easiest thing to get in and out of.
0:24:09 > 0:24:12INDISTINCT
0:24:12 > 0:24:15Olivia has been, glamour modelling for two years
0:24:15 > 0:24:18and she thinks she knows the reason for her success.
0:24:19 > 0:24:22I was always destined to have big boob., I remember
0:24:22 > 0:24:26when I was little, I had this game, and it had these wired,
0:24:26 > 0:24:29little catchers for these jumping frogs
0:24:29 > 0:24:31and I used to put them down my top!
0:24:33 > 0:24:38At a time when most young people are in debt or struggling for work,
0:24:38 > 0:24:42she's single-handedly carving out her own career, but it's not easy.
0:24:42 > 0:24:44I am probably not your average 21-year-old.
0:24:44 > 0:24:48I don't know where my next job or money is going to come from
0:24:48 > 0:24:50so you must be quite mature about it.
0:24:50 > 0:24:53I can't keep blowing it on crazy nights out
0:24:53 > 0:24:57and doing whatever all my friends my age do.
0:25:03 > 0:25:06Olivia is on her way home for another webcam session.
0:25:08 > 0:25:10She's so focused on success
0:25:10 > 0:25:13that even her flat is geared around making money.
0:25:13 > 0:25:19I do try and keep my house very kind of plain and bland, so I do quite
0:25:19 > 0:25:22a few photoshoots up against the big plain walls.
0:25:22 > 0:25:26I have done shoots where I pushed the sofa up against it
0:25:26 > 0:25:30and shoots in the kitchen and bedroom as well.
0:25:31 > 0:25:33Olivia is getting ready to go on the webcam
0:25:33 > 0:25:35and wants to look her best.
0:25:35 > 0:25:38You have to look like a slag at the end of the day,
0:25:38 > 0:25:43the sluttier the make-up the better. It's called slutty make-up.
0:25:43 > 0:25:45Because of her busy schedule,
0:25:45 > 0:25:49Olivia doesn't leave the meeting punters on the webcam to chance.
0:25:49 > 0:25:52I generally book someone in, someone has asked to talk to me,
0:25:52 > 0:25:54so they are generally a fan anyway,
0:25:54 > 0:25:59so they will have gone out of their way to ask me to go on cam for them.
0:25:59 > 0:26:03It's a good way to end the night, have a chat, earn some money.
0:26:03 > 0:26:05I don't have any housemates or boyfriend
0:26:05 > 0:26:08to keep me entertained for the last few hours of the night.
0:26:08 > 0:26:10# Talk dirty to me... #
0:26:10 > 0:26:13The punter arrives and Olivia gets to work.
0:26:13 > 0:26:15High, sexy, how are you?
0:26:15 > 0:26:17But as things start to hot up....
0:26:21 > 0:26:23..the Internet goes down.
0:26:23 > 0:26:26I am so bad with technical difficulties like this.
0:26:26 > 0:26:28I actually don't know what to do.
0:26:30 > 0:26:34With the Internet down, she decides to pack it in for the evening.
0:26:34 > 0:26:37And the unlucky punter will have to come again.
0:26:48 > 0:26:51It's 2pm and Sammie has just started
0:26:51 > 0:26:53her usual 12 hour shift on the webcam.
0:26:53 > 0:26:59This guy has been on the webcam with me since I started doing webcamming.
0:26:59 > 0:27:03He's a very simple guy, he always wants to be told he's got a big cock.
0:27:05 > 0:27:08So he will pay £3.50 per minute.
0:27:08 > 0:27:11I must get at least 150 quid a week off him.
0:27:13 > 0:27:15Despite being an experienced webcam girl,
0:27:15 > 0:27:18Sammie doesn't always get the chance to glam up
0:27:18 > 0:27:21and this can sometimes lead to some wardrobe malfunction.
0:27:21 > 0:27:24Oh, shit, I've got the wrong pants on.
0:27:24 > 0:27:26I've got leggings on underneath.
0:27:26 > 0:27:29I'll have to take them off. It's cold outside, innit?
0:27:29 > 0:27:35# Mistakes, oh, my I'm turning red, ooh
0:27:35 > 0:27:37# Who could this be? Oh, my
0:27:37 > 0:27:40# Ooh, my... #
0:27:40 > 0:27:42CASH REGISTER RINGS
0:27:42 > 0:27:44COMPUTER CHIMES
0:27:44 > 0:27:48To be a successful webcam girl, Sammie has to be ready to carry out
0:27:48 > 0:27:51all kinds of requests from her punters. No matter how strange.
0:27:53 > 0:27:55You want me to smoke for you, yeah?
0:27:55 > 0:27:59You want me to go and get a little cigarette and smoke that for you?
0:27:59 > 0:28:01Let me take you in here.
0:28:01 > 0:28:04Hm...
0:28:05 > 0:28:08She doesn't want to upset her girlfriend, so she takes the punter
0:28:08 > 0:28:10into the bathroom to smoke.
0:28:14 > 0:28:16That's, good...
0:28:18 > 0:28:20Mmm...
0:28:23 > 0:28:28Oh, that's great, you dirty fuck.
0:28:29 > 0:28:32If anything, I could start seeing how sexy it can be,
0:28:32 > 0:28:35cos when I am looking at the camera and I'm seeing the smoke,
0:28:35 > 0:28:38I'm thinking, "You look quite hot," to be fair.
0:28:44 > 0:28:47Oh, that's it, baby.
0:28:47 > 0:28:50The life of a webcam girl can be a lonely one.
0:28:50 > 0:28:54During the day, Sammie's girlfriend Mar is at college,
0:28:54 > 0:28:58but the two of them manage to keep in regular contact.
0:28:58 > 0:29:01- Sammie receives a call from Mar. - Hey there.
0:29:01 > 0:29:03And she's upset. People at college
0:29:03 > 0:29:05have found out about Sammie's porn past.
0:29:07 > 0:29:09I don't think that it is humiliating, babe.
0:29:09 > 0:29:14MAR'S COMMENTS OVER PHONE INAUDIBLE
0:29:14 > 0:29:17Babe, I'm not being funny, but they live with their mums,
0:29:17 > 0:29:19like whoa re they to be saying anything?
0:29:19 > 0:29:22What, they live with their parents and have a fucking nine to five job
0:29:22 > 0:29:26and they think they can judge someone because they get their tits out?
0:29:26 > 0:29:29Who's the bad one for looking? No, it is the point.
0:29:29 > 0:29:32You say you're getting humiliated, what the fuck
0:29:32 > 0:29:34are you humiliated about my past for? I ain't.
0:29:34 > 0:29:36Babe, the fucking two-faced bitches,
0:29:36 > 0:29:38you ain't going to have nothing to defend
0:29:38 > 0:29:40cos they'll lick your arse to your face.
0:29:40 > 0:29:42They'll fucking buzz off it
0:29:42 > 0:29:44and ask for tips for their boyfriend in front of your face.
0:29:45 > 0:29:46Don't get me vexed, Mar.
0:29:46 > 0:29:48I am having a go. I am sick of you saying.
0:29:48 > 0:29:50Why are you saying that you're humiliated?
0:29:50 > 0:29:53Do you want me to show you what humiliation is?
0:29:53 > 0:29:54(Fuck off.)
0:29:54 > 0:29:57Seriously?!
0:29:57 > 0:30:00Some people have said to her in uni about me,
0:30:00 > 0:30:05"Do you want to see Mar's girlfriend's porn," and all this.
0:30:05 > 0:30:09It's like, "Oh, for fuck's sake, what the hell is that?"
0:30:09 > 0:30:13And I've just fucking gone off-cam, like, for that fucking bullshit.
0:30:15 > 0:30:17Fucking bullshit, man. People are just so easy to...
0:30:17 > 0:30:20I know people are watching this now, this documentary,
0:30:20 > 0:30:21they're going to be fucking judging,
0:30:21 > 0:30:24because someone gets their kit off for a living
0:30:24 > 0:30:26and they're going to start judging. Do you know what?
0:30:26 > 0:30:30It's either your husband that's watching us, and at the end
0:30:30 > 0:30:36of the day, all these girls do is just make a living for themselves.
0:30:37 > 0:30:40We're just normal girls, like...
0:30:40 > 0:30:44Just cos we've done what we've done, it doesn't mean anything.
0:30:44 > 0:30:45Like...
0:30:45 > 0:30:49I can't be dealing with it, it's like I've had it all my life, like,
0:30:49 > 0:30:52since I got into this industry when I was 18, like,
0:30:52 > 0:30:54people don't have a clue.
0:30:54 > 0:30:56They don't have an actual clue.
0:31:00 > 0:31:03But there's no respite from the webcam.
0:31:03 > 0:31:07Despite being in a bad mood, she has to continue with her shift.
0:31:07 > 0:31:08COMPUTER CHIMES
0:31:08 > 0:31:10But her next punter, a regular, cheers her up.
0:31:13 > 0:31:15Oh, it's my little fetish boy.
0:31:15 > 0:31:18He doesn't want to see anything.
0:31:18 > 0:31:21He's a fetish type of guy, who wants to get beaten up.
0:31:23 > 0:31:25Sammie does domination sessions where she abuses
0:31:25 > 0:31:28and humiliates men at their request.
0:31:28 > 0:31:30Can you hear me?
0:31:30 > 0:31:33How about you tell me what you're good for,
0:31:33 > 0:31:38so that I know what I'm going to use your pathetic little self for?
0:31:38 > 0:31:40There's no sexual interaction whatsoever
0:31:40 > 0:31:44because the only interaction with him is pain and humiliation.
0:31:44 > 0:31:47That's the only interaction that they're going to get.
0:31:47 > 0:31:48I don't take anything off.
0:31:48 > 0:31:50You just see me sat here now like this.
0:31:50 > 0:31:52If anything, he'd want to see my arse
0:31:52 > 0:31:56and think about the thought of him being smothered by my arse.
0:31:58 > 0:32:00You're a fucking mug, aren't you?
0:32:01 > 0:32:03Be our little fucking slut whore.
0:32:04 > 0:32:07Use you, like a little bitch, yeah?
0:32:08 > 0:32:10I'll blackmail them and say,
0:32:10 > 0:32:11"I'll tell your boss," or
0:32:11 > 0:32:17"I'll tell your mum," or "I'll tell someone. I'll tell on you," like.
0:32:17 > 0:32:20So they get off on that - the fact that you know their dirty secret
0:32:20 > 0:32:24and that you could expose them to the whole world.
0:32:24 > 0:32:27You aren't valued. You're a little bitch, deep down inside.
0:32:27 > 0:32:29Not only do the punters get off on this,
0:32:29 > 0:32:32Sammie particularly enjoys these sessions.
0:32:32 > 0:32:37I like to do the dominatrix, fetish side of stuff,
0:32:37 > 0:32:39cos I've formed, in a way, if this makes sense,
0:32:39 > 0:32:41a sort of hatred for men, naturally.
0:32:41 > 0:32:44When it comes to fetish and to domination,
0:32:44 > 0:32:46that's when I really get my payback.
0:32:46 > 0:32:50My hatred for men has grown through my job.
0:32:50 > 0:32:53Even though I was blinded by money and misguided,
0:32:53 > 0:32:57I was never actually saying, "Can I do this?
0:32:57 > 0:32:58"Can I take that up there?
0:32:58 > 0:33:00"Can I have that harder?"
0:33:00 > 0:33:06It was never me. And I found that now I would never do that again,
0:33:06 > 0:33:11I would never, ever, like, have sex for money on camera,
0:33:11 > 0:33:14I'd never do any movies like that ever again,
0:33:14 > 0:33:16but I would definitely...
0:33:16 > 0:33:21I would definitely beat up a few guys for money.
0:33:21 > 0:33:24Although Sammie no longer works in the porn industry, she still uses
0:33:24 > 0:33:29her porn name Keisha for her webcam profile and even has some old DVDs.
0:33:31 > 0:33:34There's a lot in her past that she regrets, but her life is changing
0:33:34 > 0:33:38and her films are a constant reminder of how far she's come.
0:33:38 > 0:33:40It's...
0:33:40 > 0:33:44It's one of the last scenes that I did before I stopped doing it.
0:33:46 > 0:33:48MOANING
0:33:49 > 0:33:51Any of the porn I did, I didn't enjoy.
0:33:51 > 0:33:54PANTING
0:33:54 > 0:33:57Oh, the two masters are in now, the two "teachers".
0:33:59 > 0:34:04When I hear myself, it just makes me cringe cos I know how fake it is.
0:34:04 > 0:34:05It's making me a bit sick.
0:34:07 > 0:34:09It's just cos I know I was doing it for the money,
0:34:09 > 0:34:11do you know what I mean?
0:34:11 > 0:34:14MOANING
0:34:14 > 0:34:15I'm not watching this.
0:34:17 > 0:34:19I know how much pain I was in, so I'm not watching it.
0:34:29 > 0:34:33Sammie starred in over 100 hard-core adult moves as Keisha,
0:34:33 > 0:34:37having sex with both men and women, but life after porn was tough
0:34:37 > 0:34:41and at her lowest point she was sucked into the world of escorting.
0:34:44 > 0:34:47Despite having made her last film three years ago, Sammie is
0:34:47 > 0:34:52still dealing with her experiences of being in the adult industry.
0:34:52 > 0:34:56I pushed myself to limits that I didn't even want to.
0:34:56 > 0:35:00Slowly but surely I just lost it and I was just like,
0:35:00 > 0:35:02"No, I'm not doing this any more."
0:35:02 > 0:35:03I created Keisha cos I was like,
0:35:03 > 0:35:06"Fuck the world, I'm going to do what I'm going to do,"
0:35:06 > 0:35:09but then I became HER, and that was scary.
0:35:09 > 0:35:13If you become your act, then you're going to hate yourself.
0:35:13 > 0:35:14And when you turn into that,
0:35:14 > 0:35:19you start to think that a bag defines you as a person. You think that you
0:35:19 > 0:35:24have to be this pair of fake tits and you start to question boys and think,
0:35:24 > 0:35:28"Are they with me because I'm this person or because I'm this person?"
0:35:28 > 0:35:32And it's just not right, like, you don't need that, like...
0:35:32 > 0:35:33You don't need it.
0:35:35 > 0:35:36Erm...
0:35:36 > 0:35:38you just don't need them things in your life.
0:35:38 > 0:35:42You don't need to please anyone, your life's about being happy.
0:35:42 > 0:35:47It's not about making other people happy, it's about making you happy.
0:35:47 > 0:35:51Sometimes, with this job, there's things in the industry that
0:35:51 > 0:35:54you're doing and they don't make you happy.
0:35:54 > 0:35:56And you have bad people around you.
0:35:56 > 0:36:00And that's why it's so imperative that you have good people around you
0:36:00 > 0:36:01when you do this job.
0:36:01 > 0:36:03Because people will fuck you up, man.
0:36:03 > 0:36:05People will try and fuck you over
0:36:05 > 0:36:07and they'll pretend that they like you
0:36:07 > 0:36:11and they don't - they just want you for like fucking money.
0:36:11 > 0:36:13It's horrible.
0:36:16 > 0:36:19Sammie feels that the webcamming lets her have control -
0:36:19 > 0:36:21something she didn't have with porn.
0:36:23 > 0:36:26When you're being filmed for a scene, there's only
0:36:26 > 0:36:29so much cutting you can do before the producer realises,
0:36:29 > 0:36:31"I'm not going to work with this girl again."
0:36:31 > 0:36:34So, you've then got to realise that you're trying to please that producer
0:36:34 > 0:36:37and you're going to take some pain that you don't want to be taking.
0:36:37 > 0:36:41That's why, with the cam, I love it because I literally can tell
0:36:41 > 0:36:45someone to fuck off myself, if I don't want to speak to them.
0:36:45 > 0:36:47COMPUTER CHIMES
0:36:47 > 0:36:49Oh, God - great!
0:36:49 > 0:36:51That's not good.
0:36:51 > 0:36:54COMPUTER CHIMES
0:37:12 > 0:37:16It's midday and webcam girl Olivia has just woken
0:37:16 > 0:37:17up for a lunchtime session.
0:37:17 > 0:37:20Your average guy will just be happy with stockings, suspenders
0:37:20 > 0:37:22and a corset.
0:37:22 > 0:37:24If not, we can easily remove it.
0:37:25 > 0:37:26Start getting changed.
0:37:28 > 0:37:31All the glamour shoots that Olivia does means a lot of travelling,
0:37:31 > 0:37:34so she really enjoys the convenience of webcamming.
0:37:34 > 0:37:38It's from home, so I don't have to go out my way to drive anywhere
0:37:38 > 0:37:40and if...
0:37:41 > 0:37:46..a client wants me to wear something else, then I've not forgot it -
0:37:46 > 0:37:47everything's here.
0:37:47 > 0:37:51I can do what I want. I'm free to roam around my house
0:37:51 > 0:37:54and be a bit more adventurous with things really.
0:38:00 > 0:38:02Put a little lipstick on for him.
0:38:04 > 0:38:06They seem to like that.
0:38:06 > 0:38:07Change position.
0:38:07 > 0:38:08We get bored.
0:38:09 > 0:38:11This guy's said he's with friends.
0:38:11 > 0:38:14Like if they're getting me to try, like, get me to
0:38:14 > 0:38:18do some crazy things - I've had people asking me to do handstands
0:38:18 > 0:38:22and things like that before - so then it's just a bit like,
0:38:22 > 0:38:25"OK, you're blatantly taking the piss."
0:38:25 > 0:38:28Still, they're paying, so if they want to pay to watch me
0:38:28 > 0:38:33do circus tricks, I'll quite happily do circus tricks.
0:38:34 > 0:38:38Despite not going open-legged, Olivia's popularity has grown.
0:38:38 > 0:38:41Apparently, he saw a photo of me in a paper that he likes
0:38:41 > 0:38:44and he wants to send it in to sign.
0:38:44 > 0:38:47I've got a little fanbase where he works.
0:38:49 > 0:38:51Oh, he's asked how big are my boobs,
0:38:51 > 0:38:54so that might be the next question - to get them out.
0:38:55 > 0:38:58With her growing popularity, comes more
0:38:58 > 0:39:01and more requests for Olivia to show more on cam.
0:39:01 > 0:39:05If I do start going fully nude and showing everything,
0:39:05 > 0:39:06then it probably...
0:39:06 > 0:39:11I might as well go into porn and start making sex movies,
0:39:11 > 0:39:14cos I'm sure if I started opening my legs and doing it for them,
0:39:14 > 0:39:18they're going to ask to see toys being involved and stuff like that.
0:39:18 > 0:39:21It's just a whole new level that you need to go into.
0:39:23 > 0:39:27Olivia is sticking to her guns, but the temptation to go fully nude
0:39:27 > 0:39:30and make more money may be hard to resist.
0:39:39 > 0:39:4124-year-old webcam girl
0:39:41 > 0:39:44and porn star Carla is hard at work waiting for the next customer.
0:39:46 > 0:39:49Getting naked is something that always comes naturally to her.
0:39:49 > 0:39:52I'm the type of girl to walk around the flat with no clothes on
0:39:52 > 0:39:54and the lights on when it's dark outside.
0:39:54 > 0:39:57I will cos I don't care.
0:39:57 > 0:40:01I'm just like, at the end of the day, right,
0:40:01 > 0:40:04I was born naked,
0:40:04 > 0:40:08so therefore, it's my right to be naked in my own home.
0:40:08 > 0:40:12If I want to walk around naked in my own home, I will. But on that note...
0:40:12 > 0:40:14COMPUTER CHIMES
0:40:14 > 0:40:16What makes you pick me today, then?
0:40:16 > 0:40:19What are you hoping to see me do for you?
0:40:19 > 0:40:22Do you want me to give you a little twirl?
0:40:22 > 0:40:24Yeah.
0:40:24 > 0:40:26What, sort of...?
0:40:26 > 0:40:29You just sit and relax.
0:40:30 > 0:40:31SHE GIGGLES
0:40:34 > 0:40:36You like what you see?
0:40:37 > 0:40:40SHE READS: "I would love to be in that room with you
0:40:40 > 0:40:43"so you could see how hard my cock is."
0:40:43 > 0:40:46Why don't you tell me how hard your cock is, mister?
0:40:46 > 0:40:48Is it throbbing?
0:40:48 > 0:40:50And is it big? How big is it?
0:40:50 > 0:40:54"Eight inches"? Ohhh!
0:40:54 > 0:40:58You'll be surprised how many people have eight inches.
0:41:02 > 0:41:06"And dripping at the end"? Absolute filth bag!
0:41:06 > 0:41:11I hope you have your fingers wrapped tight around that cock of yours.
0:41:11 > 0:41:12Naughty, naughty boy.
0:41:12 > 0:41:15And why don't you squeeze it as well?
0:41:17 > 0:41:19CASH REGISTER RINGS
0:41:19 > 0:41:20He's gone.
0:41:20 > 0:41:25So, eight inches is usually the national average...
0:41:25 > 0:41:27SHE GUFFAWS
0:41:27 > 0:41:30..for men these days. It's shocking, that, isn't it?
0:41:30 > 0:41:34Very rarely do they say anything less.
0:41:34 > 0:41:39Sometimes seven, but eight seems to be the favourite number.
0:41:39 > 0:41:44So, if you're one of those guys - I know.
0:41:49 > 0:41:52Carla clocks off the webcam for the afternoon.
0:41:52 > 0:41:56Being in the adult industry has made it tough for her to meet a man,
0:41:56 > 0:41:59but she thinks she might have found someone.
0:42:01 > 0:42:04It's a bit of a fiery relationship, but it's all right.
0:42:04 > 0:42:07He's funny, though. We just have a laugh.
0:42:07 > 0:42:11Carla met Rob, a 26-year-old tattooist, on Twitter,
0:42:11 > 0:42:13and they hit it off.
0:42:13 > 0:42:14They've just got together
0:42:14 > 0:42:17and are in the honeymoon stage of their relationship.
0:42:17 > 0:42:20When I'm sitting down watching a film,
0:42:20 > 0:42:24you've got your boyfriend there, you know, I like to cuddle up.
0:42:24 > 0:42:27No, doesn't happen. I don't get any, ever.
0:42:28 > 0:42:31I'm not being funny, but in a relationship, do you not do that?
0:42:31 > 0:42:33Yes.
0:42:33 > 0:42:36I sleep next to you. Don't you think that's e-fucking-nough?
0:42:38 > 0:42:40- Heartless, innit? - It's not heartless.
0:42:40 > 0:42:42- You get to put your leg on my leg. - No, I don't.
0:42:42 > 0:42:46I don't even go near you, because you're like, "Get off me. Get off."
0:42:46 > 0:42:50No, I'm not like, "Get off." You are. Just do it when I'm asleep. I can't say nothing if I'm asleep.
0:42:52 > 0:42:54No, I'm all right.
0:42:54 > 0:42:56So, you don't mind about cuddling, then?
0:42:56 > 0:42:59- You know what I mean?- Lucky me(!)
0:42:59 > 0:43:01# For ever we tried to make it right
0:43:01 > 0:43:03# Together we saw the end in sight
0:43:03 > 0:43:05# I'm tired of fighting the good fight... #
0:43:05 > 0:43:07Are my hands cold? Are my hands cold?
0:43:07 > 0:43:11I'm so hungry, I would eat your bumhole right now.
0:43:14 > 0:43:18Although not a professional, Rob has done a few porn shoots.
0:43:18 > 0:43:21But it's the first time that he's been out with a porn star.
0:43:21 > 0:43:24It's annoying when you're out and people want to stop and like,
0:43:24 > 0:43:26"Oh, yeah, sign this, sign that." It's annoying.
0:43:26 > 0:43:28It's all right, though. I've got something people want.
0:43:28 > 0:43:31People always want stuff what people want, don't they?
0:43:31 > 0:43:33Do you know what I mean?
0:43:33 > 0:43:36It's like a new car, I suppose. It's like one of those.
0:43:36 > 0:43:38Everyone wants it. It's like, "Oh, that's nice, that's nice."
0:43:38 > 0:43:40And I've got it.
0:43:42 > 0:43:44- Whoaaa! - # ..Together we saw the end in sight
0:43:44 > 0:43:47# I'm tired of fighting the good fight... #
0:43:47 > 0:43:49Carla seems to have found her man
0:43:49 > 0:43:52and for now, the future looks bright.
0:43:52 > 0:43:55# ..No, I never believed in their insight. #
0:44:05 > 0:44:07It's a new day and another photoshoot
0:44:07 > 0:44:09for busy webcam girl, Olivia.
0:44:09 > 0:44:13She wants to be a top glamour model and is promoting herself via
0:44:13 > 0:44:16a guest appearance on her friend Jenny's website.
0:44:16 > 0:44:18- JENNY ON PHONE:- 'Hello?'
0:44:18 > 0:44:23Hiya. Whereabouts am I coming? I'm completely lost in the building.
0:44:23 > 0:44:27- 'Walk up three floors.' - Oh! Oh!- 'Is that you?'- Yeah.
0:44:27 > 0:44:30Olivia is also keen to run her own website.
0:44:30 > 0:44:33And that's not the only thing she has in common with Jenny.
0:44:33 > 0:44:38We have exactly the same boobs. They're identical.
0:44:38 > 0:44:40Yours are probably browner than mine.
0:44:41 > 0:44:45Like her webcamming, Olivia has strict rules for glamour modelling
0:44:45 > 0:44:47and won't reveal all.
0:44:47 > 0:44:50- Have you got any idea what sort of images you want?- Not really.
0:44:50 > 0:44:53Just some nice hot girl-girls, maybe touching each other's boobs.
0:44:53 > 0:44:55Some nice bum shots.
0:44:55 > 0:44:58- Yeah.- Don't know, whatever we think's going to look hot, really.
0:44:58 > 0:44:59Whatever works.
0:44:59 > 0:45:01Shall we go for it, then?
0:45:03 > 0:45:04Now look in the camera for us.
0:45:09 > 0:45:11There you go then.
0:45:11 > 0:45:12HE LAUGHS
0:45:12 > 0:45:15You've got a sexy bum, miss!
0:45:15 > 0:45:17High-five! Naked high-five!
0:45:19 > 0:45:21Jenny's finished modelling for the day
0:45:21 > 0:45:24and shoots some behind-the-scenes material for her website.
0:45:24 > 0:45:25Work!
0:45:27 > 0:45:30I can't do it standing up!
0:45:32 > 0:45:35Olivia wants to achieve the same success as Jenny.
0:45:35 > 0:45:38But there's a catch - Jenny bares all.
0:45:38 > 0:45:40The money nowadays in the glamour industry's not great,
0:45:40 > 0:45:43obviously, since the credit crunch. It is a tough industry.
0:45:43 > 0:45:45It is a really tough industry. It's very competitive.
0:45:45 > 0:45:49It's not glamorous like people think.
0:45:49 > 0:45:51That's a wrap. Cool.
0:45:51 > 0:45:53Well done, guys. Thanks.
0:45:57 > 0:46:00For Olivia, there is still a temptation to earn more money
0:46:00 > 0:46:04and go fully nude, but she's worried about where it might lead.
0:46:04 > 0:46:08It would be so easy right now to walk into like porn or escorting
0:46:08 > 0:46:09or some things like that,
0:46:09 > 0:46:14and quite a few of the girls are like really, deeply, badly influenced
0:46:14 > 0:46:15to go straight into that.
0:46:15 > 0:46:19I know I've been like strong enough not to take anything like that on,
0:46:19 > 0:46:20and I've been lucky enough
0:46:20 > 0:46:23to be able to keep on doing what I do without that.
0:46:23 > 0:46:27Olivia's paying a visit to her mum, Sandra, to discuss her career.
0:46:28 > 0:46:31She's at the house where she grew up with her mum and stepdad
0:46:31 > 0:46:34and where she first started webcamming.
0:46:34 > 0:46:36Oh, thank you!
0:46:36 > 0:46:39Sandra started her daughter's modelling career at a young age
0:46:39 > 0:46:41and always had high hopes for her.
0:46:41 > 0:46:45The first time I put you into that modelling competition,
0:46:45 > 0:46:49when you was, I think, about seven or eight, oh, you hated it.
0:46:49 > 0:46:52You forced me into a first catwalk and then it, like...
0:46:52 > 0:46:55You stood there and there were so many people in the centre
0:46:55 > 0:46:57and it was like, you was going, "I can't do it, I can't do it."
0:46:57 > 0:47:01I was going, "You can, Olivia, you can. Go on, just walk down there."
0:47:01 > 0:47:04It's all my fault, really. What have I created?
0:47:05 > 0:47:08For Sandra, Olivia's work in the adult industry
0:47:08 > 0:47:11is a far cry from the early modelling days.
0:47:11 > 0:47:13I would like you to get out of the industry.
0:47:13 > 0:47:15What would you want me to do?
0:47:15 > 0:47:17I'd like you to do modelling in magazines.
0:47:17 > 0:47:19Like a fashion model more?
0:47:19 > 0:47:21Yeah, not glamour. No.
0:47:21 > 0:47:23You know, obviously, about the webcamming.
0:47:23 > 0:47:24I'd done it here, didn't I,
0:47:24 > 0:47:28and you was like, "I don't want it going on in my house."
0:47:28 > 0:47:29I didn't like it at all.
0:47:29 > 0:47:33I think you probably did it when I didn't know about it.
0:47:33 > 0:47:36I don't really know what you do on the webcam.
0:47:36 > 0:47:39Don't really talk that much about it, do we?
0:47:39 > 0:47:40I smoke on it.
0:47:40 > 0:47:42Oh, Olivia!
0:47:42 > 0:47:44I get couples.
0:47:44 > 0:47:46What do couples want?
0:47:46 > 0:47:48A make-believe threesome.
0:47:48 > 0:47:50SHE LAUGHS
0:47:50 > 0:47:52Or, like the guy just wants to like get turned on
0:47:52 > 0:47:55by you talking to his wife, or whatever.
0:47:55 > 0:47:59Or like, me telling him what to do to his wife.
0:47:59 > 0:48:02Like the humiliation people, it's called humiliation,
0:48:02 > 0:48:06like the more you can do to humiliate them, the better and then,
0:48:06 > 0:48:09like, people like being dominated by like being hurt,
0:48:09 > 0:48:11that kind of thing, like literally,
0:48:11 > 0:48:14demanding them to do like the most painful of things.
0:48:14 > 0:48:18- Yeah.- I just can't believe that people pay for this.
0:48:22 > 0:48:26I do worry about you, because I do worry that you're going to
0:48:26 > 0:48:29get forced into something that you don't want to do.
0:48:29 > 0:48:32I know you like money.
0:48:32 > 0:48:35And you like nice things in life.
0:48:35 > 0:48:38And I just worry that if somebody offers you the right money,
0:48:38 > 0:48:42- that you would get into something. - Do you?- Yeah.
0:48:42 > 0:48:46But I've already had, like, every offer under the sun.
0:48:46 > 0:48:49You don't tell me that, so I don't really know.
0:48:51 > 0:48:54Right, see you later. It was nice seeing you.
0:48:54 > 0:48:56- Love you.- Bye!- Bye.
0:48:56 > 0:48:59- Bye!- Bye! See ya. Bye.
0:49:01 > 0:49:04What she's going to show and keep private is going to continue
0:49:04 > 0:49:08to be on Olivia's mind for the foreseeable future.
0:49:08 > 0:49:11I think the only way that I would do something like that
0:49:11 > 0:49:13is if I got like a really great photoshoot
0:49:13 > 0:49:16that offered a lot, a lot of money.
0:49:16 > 0:49:18If a guy wanted to tip me a few grand to do it,
0:49:18 > 0:49:20I'd probably consider it as well,
0:49:20 > 0:49:24but until, like, a lot of money was offered and it was like,
0:49:24 > 0:49:25made me have a second think,
0:49:25 > 0:49:29then I wouldn't just quite happily get it out like that.
0:49:39 > 0:49:41It's Friday night in Brentwood
0:49:41 > 0:49:45and while most 24-year-olds are gearing up for a big night,
0:49:45 > 0:49:46Carla is at home alone.
0:49:50 > 0:49:53She's recently broken up with her boyfriend Rob.
0:49:53 > 0:49:57I was actually really upset at first, because I really liked him.
0:49:57 > 0:50:01I stood in the shower crying, you know.
0:50:01 > 0:50:03I'd watch a film, cry.
0:50:03 > 0:50:06Cos everything would just remind me of him.
0:50:06 > 0:50:09But then when I sat down and I thought about it,
0:50:09 > 0:50:14and I was just like, I was just thinking over the whole thing
0:50:14 > 0:50:17and now I'm like, "What was I doing?!"
0:50:17 > 0:50:20Do you know? I'm such an idiot.
0:50:20 > 0:50:22It's difficult for Carla,
0:50:22 > 0:50:26because it's her first relationship since getting into webcamming.
0:50:26 > 0:50:31I'm not going to lie, I feel used, yeah. I do feel used.
0:50:31 > 0:50:37I just feel like this guy has walked into my life,
0:50:37 > 0:50:40you know, and made me...
0:50:42 > 0:50:45You know, got as far as getting in a relationship with me,
0:50:45 > 0:50:49and then me getting all these feelings and stuff and then
0:50:49 > 0:50:52he was just... It's not like he's just gone,
0:50:52 > 0:50:55he's taken everything with it.
0:50:55 > 0:50:58And she's under no illusions that meeting a man is tough
0:50:58 > 0:51:00when you get naked for a living.
0:51:00 > 0:51:01It does affect people I meet.
0:51:01 > 0:51:04And I probably could have got in a relationship
0:51:04 > 0:51:07with someone that I used to see in the past,
0:51:07 > 0:51:10and it would have gone completely differently if I didn't do what I do
0:51:10 > 0:51:13but...
0:51:13 > 0:51:15that's what you get when you take your job, really.
0:51:15 > 0:51:18I WILL meet the right guy one day.
0:51:18 > 0:51:21Someone will be out there that's on my level.
0:51:21 > 0:51:25Despite feeling down, Carla cracks on with the webcamming.
0:51:25 > 0:51:28But to top it all, no-one is logging in to see her.
0:51:28 > 0:51:30Absolutely dead.
0:51:31 > 0:51:34It's not happening so far.
0:51:34 > 0:51:36So boring!
0:51:36 > 0:51:39With business so slow, there's no point waiting around,
0:51:39 > 0:51:41and she shuts up shop for the night.
0:51:41 > 0:51:45There's been no-one. No-one.
0:51:52 > 0:51:55Not one to mope around, Carla decides she isn't going to wait
0:51:55 > 0:51:59for the punters to come to her and takes matters into her own hands.
0:51:59 > 0:52:03This is typically my personality coming out now.
0:52:03 > 0:52:06I've said, "Get on my cam now, you boring sods."
0:52:06 > 0:52:08Followed by my link,
0:52:08 > 0:52:11and then I'm now going to tweet a picture but, like, a silly one...
0:52:13 > 0:52:15..of myself, like...
0:52:16 > 0:52:18..to show I'm pissed off.
0:52:18 > 0:52:20And that's what I tweet.
0:52:22 > 0:52:23And it works.
0:52:23 > 0:52:26COMPUTER CHIMES There you go.
0:52:26 > 0:52:28Right, take this off.
0:52:28 > 0:52:31CHIMING CONTINUES
0:52:34 > 0:52:36Can you hear me OK?
0:52:36 > 0:52:38Oh, dear! You're hung-over?
0:52:38 > 0:52:43How can you be hung-over still? It's ten to three!
0:52:43 > 0:52:46Where did you go last night?
0:52:46 > 0:52:49Carla may not have found the right guy yet,
0:52:49 > 0:52:52so for now, a webcam man will have to do.
0:52:52 > 0:52:55So you're an Essex boy then, yeah?
0:52:55 > 0:52:57I'm an Essex girl.
0:52:57 > 0:52:59So, did you not pull last night?
0:52:59 > 0:53:03So you thought you would come on here and seduce me instead?
0:53:05 > 0:53:06Someone's asked me before
0:53:06 > 0:53:10if I could turn back the clocks, would I still do it?
0:53:10 > 0:53:12The answer is, yes, I would
0:53:12 > 0:53:16because it's just me.
0:53:16 > 0:53:19I hope you're sat on your chair, or wherever you are,
0:53:19 > 0:53:21and you're completely naked.
0:53:21 > 0:53:25I'm not a shelf stacker or something like that, you know,
0:53:25 > 0:53:28which my parents always used to think I was going to be.
0:53:28 > 0:53:31They either thought I was going to be someone like that,
0:53:31 > 0:53:34or on the dole for the rest of my life
0:53:34 > 0:53:38and, yeah, it's in this industry, but I've done something with my life.
0:53:38 > 0:53:41Are you going to come shoot your air down with me, mister?
0:53:41 > 0:53:43CASH REGISTER CHIMES
0:53:43 > 0:53:44Another happy punter,
0:53:44 > 0:53:48and Carla rewards herself with her favourite hobby.
0:53:48 > 0:53:49I think it's Xbox time.
0:54:10 > 0:54:13Sammie and Mar have settled into their new flat together.
0:54:13 > 0:54:15For Sammie, it's the first of a number of changes
0:54:15 > 0:54:20she's making in her life as she tries to shake off her porn past.
0:54:20 > 0:54:24I just want to leave all the negativity behind, you know?
0:54:24 > 0:54:26I'll never forget my past
0:54:26 > 0:54:29and I'm never going to be able to take away the fact that I am
0:54:29 > 0:54:32Keisha, but I was Keisha, you know, so it's not like I'm hiding anything.
0:54:32 > 0:54:38I would always admit to, yeah, that was me, but in the sense of it WAS.
0:54:38 > 0:54:42It's not any more. That's not who I am.
0:54:42 > 0:54:45Sammie still uses Keisha as her webcam profile,
0:54:45 > 0:54:47but that's all about to change.
0:54:47 > 0:54:50I'm just going to be changing my name today, sort of to my real name -
0:54:50 > 0:54:52I'm going to change my modelling name to Sammie.
0:54:52 > 0:54:54I just want to start afresh.
0:54:54 > 0:54:57Now it's just time for Sammie to have some shine.
0:54:57 > 0:54:59I've never believed in myself as much as I do now.
0:55:03 > 0:55:04# Trapped in a prism
0:55:04 > 0:55:06# In a prism of light
0:55:07 > 0:55:09# Alone in the darkness
0:55:09 > 0:55:11# Darkness of white
0:55:11 > 0:55:13# We fell in love
0:55:13 > 0:55:15# Alone on a stage
0:55:15 > 0:55:18# In the reflective age... #
0:55:18 > 0:55:20I'm going to change it now.
0:55:20 > 0:55:24So, now it's going to get changed to Sammie.
0:55:24 > 0:55:26# ..Entre le royaume
0:55:26 > 0:55:28# Des vivants et des morts
0:55:28 > 0:55:31# If this is heaven
0:55:31 > 0:55:32# I don't know what it's for... #
0:55:32 > 0:55:35That's it. Woo!
0:55:35 > 0:55:38Good. I feel cleansed.
0:55:40 > 0:55:43I'm feeling very positive about all this.
0:55:44 > 0:55:46Very, very positive.
0:55:49 > 0:55:52I think it's a good step for her, definitely.
0:55:52 > 0:55:56I think it's better that she's gone to Sammie.
0:55:56 > 0:56:00The next step for Sammie will be to leave webcamming behind her
0:56:00 > 0:56:02and go to college.
0:56:02 > 0:56:04But for now, it's keeping her busy.
0:56:04 > 0:56:06COMPUTER CHIMES
0:56:06 > 0:56:07There it is!
0:56:07 > 0:56:09You have to run!
0:56:10 > 0:56:13# ..It's just a reflektor
0:56:19 > 0:56:21# Will I see you on the other side?
0:56:27 > 0:56:30# It's just a reflektor
0:56:36 > 0:56:38# Will I see you on the other side?
0:56:38 > 0:56:42# Reflektor
0:56:45 > 0:56:47# We all got things to hide
0:56:47 > 0:56:52# Reflektor. #