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0:02:51 > 0:02:5221?

0:03:07 > 0:03:09Spasiba.

0:03:24 > 0:03:27MODEL SPEAKS RUSSIAN

0:04:02 > 0:04:05She maybe never had the body, though.

0:04:07 > 0:04:08Oh, really? Wow.

0:04:09 > 0:04:11There's some cute girls. There's some nice ones.

0:04:11 > 0:04:13One of these.

0:04:13 > 0:04:15Wow.

0:04:15 > 0:04:16How old is she?

0:04:16 > 0:04:19HE SPEAKS RUSSIAN

0:04:20 > 0:04:21I'll try.

0:04:43 > 0:04:49I'm looking for a specific type of girl

0:04:49 > 0:04:51for the Japanese market.

0:04:51 > 0:04:54Everybody has their own vision of beauty,

0:04:54 > 0:04:59and it's hard, sometimes, to bypass my own personal aesthetic preferences,

0:04:59 > 0:05:04but for Japan, it is quite specific,

0:05:04 > 0:05:08so the girls have to be a certain height, not too tall, cute, young.

0:05:08 > 0:05:11Young is very important.

0:05:16 > 0:05:17It's not entirely up to me.

0:05:17 > 0:05:20I make note of what I see today,

0:05:20 > 0:05:23then I review it with our board in Tokyo.

0:05:23 > 0:05:27We have Musako, a booker, Masaya, the owner,

0:05:27 > 0:05:30Kazumi, another booker, so it's a group decision.

0:05:31 > 0:05:35And often, it's not what I believe is the best.

0:05:35 > 0:05:38Sometimes the girl that I think is so amazing for Japan

0:05:38 > 0:05:42doesn't work at all, so that's what's exciting about this business.

0:05:42 > 0:05:46It's totally unpredictable, so nobody knows.

0:06:07 > 0:06:09Mmm. It's very good for Japan.

0:06:13 > 0:06:14Mmm. Mmm.

0:06:16 > 0:06:18SHE SPEAKS RUSSIAN

0:06:23 > 0:06:24Filming?

0:06:24 > 0:06:26No, no. Yeah, yeah, I'm going to video her.

0:06:43 > 0:06:47OK, stay here, Nadya. Can you come here, closer?

0:06:48 > 0:06:50Closer. Can you open your hair?

0:06:57 > 0:06:59Say hello, Nadya.

0:07:05 > 0:07:06From Novosibirsk.

0:07:10 > 0:07:12OK.

0:07:14 > 0:07:16Just see how long it is, OK?

0:07:26 > 0:07:28Perfect. Thank you. Spasiba.

0:07:31 > 0:07:32OK.

0:07:34 > 0:07:35Hello.

0:07:35 > 0:07:36Hello.

0:10:34 > 0:10:36I love to travel!

0:10:38 > 0:10:43I love the trains, especially the toilets. I miss them!

0:10:43 > 0:10:45I miss this, you know?

0:10:45 > 0:10:48'The concept of Noah was simple.'

0:10:48 > 0:10:50Just like Noah saved all the animals,

0:10:50 > 0:10:53I'm trying to save all these young girls.

0:10:53 > 0:10:56That's what I'm doing. I'm putting them on the plane,

0:10:56 > 0:10:59sending them to the West, giving them a chance

0:10:59 > 0:11:03where they can find themselves, develop as women,

0:11:03 > 0:11:06grow as individuals,

0:11:06 > 0:11:09and I hope that someday they'll do some good to the other people.

0:11:11 > 0:11:13So, in a way, for me, this is a religious matter.

0:11:15 > 0:11:16This is my bible.

0:11:21 > 0:11:24Ashley will be my western partner.

0:11:26 > 0:11:30We also have problems in the West, and it's also a difficult,

0:11:30 > 0:11:34uphill battle there, but it's a different problem,

0:11:34 > 0:11:37so together we'll be a great team.

0:11:39 > 0:11:42The depth of the psychology involved, you know.

0:11:42 > 0:11:44We go very, very deep with the girl, trying to understand

0:11:44 > 0:11:48all her problems, trying to understand the parents.

0:11:48 > 0:11:51We, sort of, at the end, form a profile.

0:11:51 > 0:11:54And we try to replace those fathers

0:11:54 > 0:11:58and support them in any way we can.

0:11:59 > 0:12:04You know, in certain cities you must have trustworthy people,

0:12:04 > 0:12:11so then they can find the girls at much earlier stages

0:12:11 > 0:12:13and pre-screen them until we get there.

0:12:15 > 0:12:18This is strategically very important.

0:12:18 > 0:12:21Before anybody else can get there, we'll have the girls.

0:12:27 > 0:12:29Yeah, those are pretty.

0:12:30 > 0:12:32She's so cute.

0:12:32 > 0:12:33Yes.

0:12:33 > 0:12:35Can you send me her pictures just to follow?

0:12:35 > 0:12:36Yeah, sure.

0:12:39 > 0:12:42'They love skinny girls in Japan,'

0:12:42 > 0:12:45and she has a fresh, young face.

0:12:45 > 0:12:49She looks young, almost like a prepubescent girl.

0:12:56 > 0:13:01DANCE MUSIC PLAYS

0:16:10 > 0:16:12It's a great freedom not be employed...

0:16:15 > 0:16:18..in a nine-to-five job.

0:16:22 > 0:16:25But I don't know.

0:16:25 > 0:16:30The business of modelling is not something

0:16:30 > 0:16:35I feel necessarily passionate about,

0:16:35 > 0:16:41because it really has no weight.

0:16:45 > 0:16:49It changes minute by minute, and it's based on nothing.

0:16:51 > 0:16:53If you start to look at all those girls,

0:16:53 > 0:16:57and you really look at each one and you bring them close to you,

0:16:57 > 0:16:59and you look in their eyes and look in their faces,

0:16:59 > 0:17:05you can start to see their age and their experience,

0:17:05 > 0:17:07and the business is obsessed with youth,

0:17:07 > 0:17:10and especially my business in Japan.

0:17:10 > 0:17:15You can't be young enough,

0:17:15 > 0:17:19and youth is beautiful,

0:17:19 > 0:17:22because there's a luminosity, there's something in the skin.

0:17:26 > 0:17:29There's something innocent.

0:17:34 > 0:17:37That's what my eye has been trained to see from Japan.

0:17:39 > 0:17:43So I look at beauty and I think of young girls, beautiful.

0:21:56 > 0:21:59We had a really good casting yesterday.

0:21:59 > 0:22:01Really beautiful girls, quite productive.

0:22:01 > 0:22:03There were, like, 200 girls.

0:22:08 > 0:22:12Probably, like, six girls, seven girls.

0:22:12 > 0:22:14So I want to pick, maybe,

0:22:14 > 0:22:1630 really great girls that I know I can confirm.

0:22:16 > 0:22:19OK, Tigran, I'll talk to you again. OK, bye.

0:22:23 > 0:22:26Tigran is a really hard-core business.

0:22:26 > 0:22:29He's done what nobody else in this business has done, like,

0:22:29 > 0:22:30the money he's made.

0:22:35 > 0:22:41Whereas, when I work with Japan, they don't know what I do, where I go.

0:22:41 > 0:22:43As long as I bring them the girls.

0:22:43 > 0:22:49I have no job description of what I do or what I'm supposed to bring them.

0:22:49 > 0:22:55They cover my expenses and I get a commission of whatever I bring them.

0:22:55 > 0:22:57So that is freedom.

0:22:58 > 0:23:02I can kind of get away with not really caring about this business that much.

0:23:06 > 0:23:09But I never like to think of myself as an ex-model.

0:23:09 > 0:23:11I never like to bring that point up.

0:23:13 > 0:23:16But, of course, it does bring a different insight.

0:23:17 > 0:23:20But I was the person that hated this business more than anybody,

0:23:20 > 0:23:24and now I'm 15 years in it.

0:23:42 > 0:23:46This whole place is hurting me too much.

0:23:46 > 0:23:48Even if I do ten jobs in the next two weeks,

0:23:48 > 0:23:52there won't be any money for me by the time I cover my expenses.

0:23:54 > 0:23:56Fashion is so boring to me these days.

0:23:56 > 0:23:58I don't even like to look at the magazines.

0:23:58 > 0:24:02I mean, I do, but it's just all the same stuff all the time.

0:24:03 > 0:24:06Anyone who does it must be an idiot.

0:24:06 > 0:24:09So what are you trying to say?

0:24:12 > 0:24:13What would you rather do?

0:24:13 > 0:24:15Poetry? Yeah.

0:24:19 > 0:24:22Girl, what happened to you in Tokyo, huh?

0:24:23 > 0:24:26What's this twister taking you away for?

0:24:30 > 0:24:31Is it really worth it?

0:25:54 > 0:25:55Model?

0:25:55 > 0:25:56Yes.

0:26:47 > 0:26:48OK?

0:26:48 > 0:26:49OK.

0:27:05 > 0:27:07Take off your shoes.

0:27:07 > 0:27:09OK.

0:27:09 > 0:27:12What? Shoes?

0:27:12 > 0:27:14Take off shoes.

0:27:15 > 0:27:16Ah.

0:27:16 > 0:27:18Oh. Yeah?

0:27:18 > 0:27:19Yeah.

0:28:48 > 0:28:50To live in a glass house.

0:28:55 > 0:28:58It's great in the daytime, but scary at night.

0:28:58 > 0:29:00When I stay here alone, I get scared.

0:29:03 > 0:29:07It's like, if you're inside with the lights on, people can see you,

0:29:07 > 0:29:11but you can't see them, and then there's, like, weird sounds.

0:29:11 > 0:29:13It's pretty isolated.

0:29:23 > 0:29:24They're sleeping.

0:29:28 > 0:29:29One boy and one girl.

0:29:34 > 0:29:37I got them from a dollar store, or something.

0:29:38 > 0:29:41When I bought my house, I got the babies at the same time.

0:29:41 > 0:29:46I felt like I had a home, so I should have a baby.

0:29:47 > 0:29:49I was 23 at the time.

0:29:51 > 0:29:54I had three, but then I dissected one.

0:29:57 > 0:30:00I mean, the models that we meet in Russia are really little girls,

0:30:00 > 0:30:03just the babies, but they're not my children.

0:30:03 > 0:30:06I mean, I'm not at that point yet.

0:30:06 > 0:30:09I'm in that precarious place where they don't really know,

0:30:09 > 0:30:11like, can they be my friend?

0:30:11 > 0:30:17I care about the girls a lot. I don't feel, like, inspired by...

0:30:22 > 0:30:26I don't know. No, I do really care about the girls. It's just...

0:30:27 > 0:30:28I don't feel so...

0:30:30 > 0:30:34Like I have some, you know,

0:30:34 > 0:30:38big truth to tell them about the amazing business,

0:30:38 > 0:30:43that I'm going to change their lives and make them be fulfilled,

0:30:43 > 0:30:45because it's very tough.

0:30:45 > 0:30:46Very tough business.

0:32:59 > 0:33:05I'm trying to remember how I felt the first time I landed in Japan.

0:33:08 > 0:33:11I'm having a hard time remembering the first flight,

0:33:11 > 0:33:14but I remember walking into the agency,

0:33:14 > 0:33:17and meeting with Sako, who was my booker.

0:33:23 > 0:33:25The Japanese always want something new.

0:33:26 > 0:33:28And it's the best place for the new face to come,

0:33:28 > 0:33:31so Tigran wants to send his models to Japan,

0:33:31 > 0:33:34then Messiah wants to receive the new models.

0:33:35 > 0:33:38It's more convenient to have me in New York

0:33:38 > 0:33:40where I can meet girls in New York,

0:33:40 > 0:33:42fly to Europe, cover certain regions,

0:33:42 > 0:33:46so they pay me a small commission to be the scout.

0:33:48 > 0:33:52Messiah owns Switch. He loves, I mean...

0:33:55 > 0:33:56Loves models.

0:34:00 > 0:34:01By foot, we go.

0:34:27 > 0:34:30Three, two, action.

0:34:30 > 0:34:33Hello, my name is Nadya and I'm 15 years old.

0:37:11 > 0:37:13Many, many questions.

0:37:14 > 0:37:20But don't answer. I don't hear answer.

0:37:20 > 0:37:22Why?

0:37:27 > 0:37:28Discuss.

0:37:46 > 0:37:49I think that the main issue for me is that there is a lot of 13,

0:37:49 > 0:37:5214, 15 years old girls.

0:37:52 > 0:37:54I mean, there is, too, in Europe,

0:37:54 > 0:37:57and all of them say that no,

0:37:57 > 0:38:00in Europe and America they don't use any girl under 16 any more,

0:38:00 > 0:38:03but the girls, I see them at the casting, I talk to them.

0:38:03 > 0:38:05But who is to blame?

0:38:05 > 0:38:08We can't blame the girls, because they're just being sent.

0:38:08 > 0:38:10We can't blame the families, because maybe they are in need.

0:38:10 > 0:38:12Can we blame the agency that took them on,

0:38:12 > 0:38:14because a client will take them?

0:38:14 > 0:38:17Can we blame the clients that will pretend or won't know,

0:38:17 > 0:38:19actually, how old those girls are?

0:38:19 > 0:38:22There's no-one to blame, but the whole thing is so wrong.

0:38:22 > 0:38:25They all play blind, really,

0:38:25 > 0:38:28and if they used 13 or 14-year-old girls, it means, did you not

0:38:28 > 0:38:33want any girls that are the shape of a woman, really.

0:38:47 > 0:38:50Seven for Russia, so you start from area code.

0:38:52 > 0:38:54I don't know, it's your number.

0:38:56 > 0:38:57You got area code?

0:38:59 > 0:39:01Area. Do you have a dictionary?

0:39:02 > 0:39:03Dictionary.

0:39:05 > 0:39:07Dictionary. Do you have a book?

0:39:09 > 0:39:12No. Russian-English book, you have.

0:39:12 > 0:39:13Ah.

0:39:13 > 0:39:15Bring, bring. Yes.

0:39:19 > 0:39:21This, Russian. Ah, English.

0:39:25 > 0:39:26So,

0:39:28 > 0:39:31seven is Russia, and you put...

0:39:36 > 0:39:38Erm, yes.

0:39:38 > 0:39:39Press.

0:39:46 > 0:39:48No.

0:39:48 > 0:39:50Write down your number.

0:39:56 > 0:39:58Ah, it's not in service.

0:39:58 > 0:40:02We cannot call from this number. This phone doesn't work.

0:42:00 > 0:42:02Here is me, getting my hair done in Japan.

0:42:04 > 0:42:08I remember the birth, being a model,

0:42:08 > 0:42:10and I hated it so much.

0:42:10 > 0:42:13I've never been so down.

0:42:13 > 0:42:16I remember days where I would just literally stay in my apartment

0:42:16 > 0:42:18and stay in my bed all day.

0:42:18 > 0:42:20I just couldn't even get out of bed.

0:42:20 > 0:42:22I didn't know what to do with myself. I felt so depressed.

0:42:24 > 0:42:25All I would think about is,

0:42:25 > 0:42:28"OK, what am I going to really do with my life?

0:42:28 > 0:42:30"Why am I doing this?"

0:42:30 > 0:42:32"When can I go home?"

0:42:34 > 0:42:37I realised that I didn't actually have to have

0:42:37 > 0:42:39a death of modelling, because I started scouting,

0:42:39 > 0:42:44and I could actually now be in control, and that was fun,

0:42:44 > 0:42:46because I could decide when I want to travel,

0:42:46 > 0:42:49and I could pick the models, and I was still a model,

0:42:49 > 0:42:53so all my friends were models, a lot of them, so I just started

0:42:53 > 0:42:58sending them to Japan, so right away, I had an instantaneous business.

0:43:00 > 0:43:03The best thing I did was buy my little house.

0:43:03 > 0:43:06And then I made more money when I sold it, which I'm doing now,

0:43:06 > 0:43:09so I'm actually reaping the benefits of my modelling career right now.

0:43:22 > 0:43:24So this is my favourite little spot.

0:43:27 > 0:43:30I had these boxes made for these little mini prints.

0:43:32 > 0:43:34Stockings.

0:43:37 > 0:43:39Hands, gestures.

0:43:45 > 0:43:47See, I'm trying to hide my camera under the table...

0:43:50 > 0:43:53..so that they don't know that I'm photographing.

0:43:53 > 0:43:56Sometimes I wouldn't photograph the girl's face,

0:43:56 > 0:43:59I would just photograph her feet or her hands.

0:44:07 > 0:44:11Sometimes I would try and find the legs, match the legs,

0:44:11 > 0:44:14which legs went with which body.

0:44:16 > 0:44:18Hey, does that work? That works.

0:44:19 > 0:44:21Doesn't it?

0:44:21 > 0:44:23Oh, no. Doesn't work.

0:44:23 > 0:44:24Wait, almost works.

0:44:25 > 0:44:29This is the same. This is the same bathing suit, though, look.

0:44:31 > 0:44:35That fits that. If I had it on a tripod, then I could.

0:46:25 > 0:46:27A lot of times, you do shoots,

0:46:27 > 0:46:30and you never see the pictures in the end.

0:46:30 > 0:46:32The pictures can be sold to a magazine afterwards,

0:46:32 > 0:46:34and so you won't make any money,

0:46:34 > 0:46:37because agencies don't want you to know what's going on, anyway.

0:46:37 > 0:46:41It's better for them, because if you don't really know what's going on,

0:46:41 > 0:46:43how much you're getting paid, what are your expenses,

0:46:43 > 0:46:45they can get more money out of you.

0:46:46 > 0:46:49You have to be really on top of everything,

0:46:49 > 0:46:52and at 13 years old, she won't be on top of everything,

0:46:52 > 0:46:55she'll be like, "Oh, my God, I'm going to Japan. I have all those jobs booked,

0:46:55 > 0:46:57"I'm going to make that much money at least."

0:46:57 > 0:47:01But they don't know that they're not getting those jobs.

0:47:01 > 0:47:02They'll just take advantage of her.

0:47:23 > 0:47:24Taxi.

0:47:25 > 0:47:27S'il vous plait.

0:47:27 > 0:47:28Concorde? Concorde.

0:47:30 > 0:47:32Taxi!

0:47:36 > 0:47:40I don't know if short-term would be defined by, like,

0:47:40 > 0:47:4212 years of travelling.

0:47:42 > 0:47:45It's more than short-term. It's an addiction.

0:47:49 > 0:47:51It really is an addiction.

0:47:54 > 0:48:00I stick with what I know, because I'm afraid to try new things.

0:48:04 > 0:48:08Once you've travelled and seen so much,

0:48:08 > 0:48:12you sort of want that stimulus again,

0:48:12 > 0:48:14because there's a certain stimulus with new places.

0:48:22 > 0:48:26Sorry, Tigran. I was just wanting to make sure I had it right.

0:48:26 > 0:48:28You had it right.

0:48:28 > 0:48:31I mean, this is what I know the most.

0:48:31 > 0:48:33I started doing this when I was 17.

0:48:33 > 0:48:35It's just, like, something I know,

0:48:35 > 0:48:37but it's not something that I necessarily...

0:48:37 > 0:48:39I need to be more business, like you.

0:48:41 > 0:48:44Your business and this business.

0:48:44 > 0:48:47So many people aren't business in this business, so...

0:49:00 > 0:49:02I mean, if you catch the girl at 12,

0:49:02 > 0:49:05when these girls are in these very delicate stages of their lives,

0:49:05 > 0:49:08then you have more power, or more influence to guide and direct.

0:49:08 > 0:49:11It's not really the age, it's how mature they are,

0:49:11 > 0:49:13because at the age of 13,

0:49:13 > 0:49:16she has something that most people rarely have,

0:49:16 > 0:49:17and that's called dignity.

0:49:17 > 0:49:22A 13-year-old will never go with a rich man, you know, for money,

0:49:24 > 0:49:27Because she'll understand that

0:49:27 > 0:49:29she's much happier with the 100,000

0:49:29 > 0:49:32that she earned, or with the 50,000

0:49:32 > 0:49:34that she earned, than with the

0:49:34 > 0:49:363 million that she gets from this

0:49:36 > 0:49:39rich man, doing nothing other than

0:49:39 > 0:49:41spreading her legs in front of him.

0:49:41 > 0:49:44A 12-year-old or 13-year-old would never do it.

0:49:44 > 0:49:46OK?

0:49:46 > 0:49:48They're difficult girls.

0:49:48 > 0:49:53So, to have a good effect of education,

0:49:53 > 0:49:56we sometimes take these girls to the morgue, and we show them

0:49:56 > 0:50:01these young girls or boys who did drugs and passed away.

0:50:01 > 0:50:03That has an everlasting effect,

0:50:03 > 0:50:06and if the model is still too hard-headed,

0:50:06 > 0:50:08we have the autopsy done in front of them.

0:50:08 > 0:50:10Believe me, that affects them so strongly.

0:50:10 > 0:50:11You do that?

0:50:11 > 0:50:13Yeah.

0:50:13 > 0:50:15So you call up the morgue in St Petersburg?

0:50:15 > 0:50:16That's right.

0:50:16 > 0:50:18And you find out?

0:50:18 > 0:50:19That's right.

0:50:19 > 0:50:21You know, the worst part is when they realise

0:50:21 > 0:50:25they could be in their place,

0:50:25 > 0:50:28and that has a very, very strong effect on them.

0:50:28 > 0:50:32Believe me, seeing a dead, young girl in front of you

0:50:32 > 0:50:34has a really strong effect.

0:50:35 > 0:50:37With an open body, you know.

0:50:47 > 0:50:50I think I was a very bad person in my past life.

0:50:52 > 0:50:55So I'm back to pay my debt.

0:50:58 > 0:51:01I think I was a military person.

0:51:01 > 0:51:04I know that, and I killed a lot of people.

0:51:04 > 0:51:08So I think I'm back to now help people.

0:51:11 > 0:51:12So...

0:52:26 > 0:52:28Maybe...

0:52:34 > 0:52:35It's my contract.

0:52:57 > 0:52:59PHONE RINGS.

0:52:59 > 0:53:00Hello?

0:53:06 > 0:53:08Alyo?

0:53:08 > 0:53:09Alyo?

0:54:48 > 0:54:51I've been scouting with Tigran,

0:54:51 > 0:54:53and this is Noah Models' most recent find.

0:54:55 > 0:54:58But they have a real monopoly on the Russian market

0:54:58 > 0:55:01because they have agencies stretching all the way across Russia,

0:55:01 > 0:55:06and they have 20 little offices, so they're scouting in that area,

0:55:06 > 0:55:09and they're really getting first option on all the girls,

0:55:09 > 0:55:11because there's little agencies.

0:55:53 > 0:55:55This is the bathroom?

0:55:57 > 0:55:58Oh, my gosh!

0:55:59 > 0:56:01Wow.

0:56:01 > 0:56:02That is a pretty bad one.

0:56:04 > 0:56:06That's pretty bad!

0:56:08 > 0:56:11What do we have out here?

0:56:11 > 0:56:13A garden?

0:56:13 > 0:56:14Yeah, we know.

0:56:35 > 0:56:38So, yes, it's not... Yeah.

0:56:41 > 0:56:43It's not the best model's apartment.

0:56:44 > 0:56:46But I guess it's OK.

0:56:46 > 0:56:47Yeah.

0:56:47 > 0:56:48OK.

0:56:52 > 0:56:56You're going to, I mean, you're pretty busy with the castings,

0:56:56 > 0:56:59and then, this weekend, I think you have a shooting.

0:57:01 > 0:57:02Why, why is that funny?

0:57:07 > 0:57:09Oh.

0:57:20 > 0:57:22I don't work. Nadya and I.

0:57:23 > 0:57:25We don't know yet.

0:57:25 > 0:57:28I know, I don't work.

0:57:28 > 0:57:29Why?

0:57:29 > 0:57:30I don't know why.

0:57:30 > 0:57:31You feel you don't work?

0:57:32 > 0:57:39I don't work in this week, next week.

0:57:39 > 0:57:41Nadya doesn't work this week and next week.

0:57:41 > 0:57:42Why?

0:57:42 > 0:57:43I don't know.

0:57:43 > 0:57:45This is your feeling.

0:57:45 > 0:57:50This is not the reality, because we don't know.

0:57:50 > 0:57:53Still every day you're doing castings, right?

0:57:53 > 0:57:54Yeah.

0:57:54 > 0:57:55But this week we know no job.

0:57:55 > 0:57:57No job.

0:57:57 > 0:57:58And then next week, casting, casting.

0:57:58 > 0:58:00Casting, casting, no job.

0:58:00 > 0:58:03But maybe the next week you have a job.

0:58:03 > 0:58:05I don't know.

0:58:15 > 0:58:17All right.

0:58:24 > 0:58:26Nadya.

0:58:41 > 0:58:42OK.

0:58:59 > 0:59:04What I wanted out of life was...

0:59:06 > 0:59:09..I want my own security.

0:59:09 > 0:59:13When I go back and read a lot of my writings,

0:59:13 > 0:59:17a lot of the times I've been modelling I feel really scared.

0:59:20 > 0:59:22I obsess about money and I just have to chill out.

0:59:24 > 0:59:26I don't know.

0:59:26 > 0:59:29Sometimes I think I'm not being professional, you know.

0:59:29 > 0:59:32There's a lot of things that I've done that are bad in the business,

0:59:32 > 0:59:35but I always try to play it off like I'm so good.

0:59:35 > 0:59:37Maybe I'm not really that good at all.

0:59:44 > 0:59:45It's just growing.

0:59:46 > 0:59:48It's producing. It's very active, you know.

0:59:48 > 0:59:50It's just doing its own thing.

0:59:51 > 0:59:55I mean, I would be happy to be four months pregnant

0:59:55 > 0:59:59with a healthy thing, but this is just something that's growing

0:59:59 > 1:00:02for no reason, that eventually will have to be taken out.

1:00:02 > 1:00:05One's here,

1:00:05 > 1:00:07and one's here.

1:00:07 > 1:00:09They said it's right at the top.

1:00:09 > 1:00:12They just open it and there it is, sitting right there.

1:00:16 > 1:00:17So...

1:00:20 > 1:00:23One is a fibroid, and one is a cyst.

1:00:27 > 1:00:31But hopefully it will be all right in ten days from now...

1:00:34 > 1:00:38..when I get operated on by a robot.

1:00:44 > 1:00:45Thank you so much.

1:02:37 > 1:02:42I have diaries, probably more videotapes.

1:02:43 > 1:02:46This is the truest evidence.

1:03:00 > 1:03:02All the girls just want to get out, so they try.

1:03:02 > 1:03:04They can be athletes, they can be gymnasts,

1:03:04 > 1:03:06they can be ballerinas, they can be models,

1:03:06 > 1:03:07they can be prostitutes.

1:03:13 > 1:03:17Most of the time, they do a combination of both,

1:03:17 > 1:03:19I mean, often, yeah.

1:03:19 > 1:03:21They do.

1:03:21 > 1:03:24There are certain agencies, high-class agencies that will

1:03:24 > 1:03:29help facilitate, and especially ones if you have the experience

1:03:29 > 1:03:32of making money and you are a model,

1:03:32 > 1:03:35you only know how to make money as a model.

1:03:35 > 1:03:36If you're not making money

1:03:36 > 1:03:38as a model, you just know you're

1:03:38 > 1:03:40a beautiful girl who uses her body,

1:03:40 > 1:03:43so it's kind of natural to think,

1:03:43 > 1:03:47"Well, I sell my body for the camera.

1:03:47 > 1:03:49"What's the difference?"

1:03:49 > 1:03:54You know the DVDs I gave you, and you could see, sometimes,

1:03:54 > 1:03:56the girl presented herself in a certain way

1:03:56 > 1:03:58at the castings in Russia.

1:03:58 > 1:04:00Sometimes it was clearly like

1:04:00 > 1:04:02she was presenting herself as a sex object.

1:04:02 > 1:04:04Sometimes she was just a young girl.

1:04:04 > 1:04:07I mean, those tapes are widely distributed.

1:04:09 > 1:04:10And, of course, the goal is

1:04:10 > 1:04:11that they get placed at modelling

1:04:11 > 1:04:15agencies, but the reality is...

1:04:18 > 1:04:20..that they get placed other places, too.

1:04:21 > 1:04:26And I don't have first hand experience of these things.

1:04:26 > 1:04:28I mean, I'm not, obviously,

1:04:28 > 1:04:31participating in this, so...

1:04:32 > 1:04:35It's just normal to be a prostitute.

1:04:38 > 1:04:40For them, you know.

1:04:41 > 1:04:44Maybe it's easier than being a model.

1:04:44 > 1:04:45I don't know.

1:04:50 > 1:04:52I mean, in a lot of countries,

1:04:52 > 1:04:58prostitution is not considered a terrible thing.

1:05:00 > 1:05:01Erm...

1:05:04 > 1:05:08I don't really acknowledge that it exists.

1:06:12 > 1:06:14I don't understand how new girls

1:06:14 > 1:06:17like Nadya and Madlen can make you money,

1:06:17 > 1:06:19can make Tigran money, can make Ashley money.

1:06:37 > 1:06:39If they don't make money, why do you bring them in?

1:07:17 > 1:07:19Here is some literature just on the procedure you had.

1:07:19 > 1:07:21This is very broad,

1:07:21 > 1:07:25and it's not truly specific to exactly what you had done.

1:07:25 > 1:07:28You want to make sure you continue to eat well, but things to look out

1:07:28 > 1:07:33for that you would need to call your doctor is if you notice any separation.

1:07:34 > 1:07:36So it sometimes takes a little while

1:07:36 > 1:07:39for the body to process all that you've received.

1:07:41 > 1:07:42- OK, so I'll be right back. - OK.

1:07:50 > 1:07:51It's painful to cough.

1:07:53 > 1:07:55It's a small incision.

1:07:57 > 1:08:00The fibroid they had to cut in 20 pieces to take it out.

1:08:00 > 1:08:04They thought it was ten centimetres, but it was actually 15.

1:08:04 > 1:08:09A baby's head, like, that big, that came out of me.

1:08:12 > 1:08:15And then another one, this one.

1:08:18 > 1:08:19This thing.

1:08:20 > 1:08:24So disgusting. Oh, my God. This is the cyst.

1:08:24 > 1:08:28This is blonde hair. They've never seen one with so much blonde hair.

1:08:28 > 1:08:30My egg, splitting on its own.

1:08:33 > 1:08:36They said I could have a baby in six months.

1:08:36 > 1:08:40I mean, I want a baby, because that's what I'm born to do.

1:08:43 > 1:08:45I mean, I'm born with these organs.

1:08:51 > 1:08:52I want a little bit of everything,

1:08:52 > 1:08:53but I do want a baby.

1:08:55 > 1:08:57Hopefully that could travel

1:08:57 > 1:08:58with me to Russia.

1:09:01 > 1:09:06So when I go to have a baby, I'll, like, decide which date and then

1:09:06 > 1:09:09just go and have the same operation that I just had, basically.

1:11:54 > 1:11:56THEY SPEAK IN RUSSIAN

1:12:01 > 1:12:05THEY SPEAK IN RUSSIAN

1:12:11 > 1:12:15NADYA'S MOTHER SPEAKS RUSSIAN

1:12:31 > 1:12:34NADYA'S MOTHER SPEAKS RUSSIAN

1:13:03 > 1:13:05OK.

1:13:05 > 1:13:07Which girls, particularly, are you looking for?

1:13:07 > 1:13:11For my market, which is Japan, we are quite specific,

1:13:11 > 1:13:13so we like young girls,

1:13:13 > 1:13:15fresh girls, new faces.

1:13:15 > 1:13:17The girls that I see today,

1:13:17 > 1:13:19the chances are I will book some of them.

1:13:19 > 1:13:21They should expect to work

1:13:21 > 1:13:22very hard in Japan,

1:13:22 > 1:13:25but it's a very safe place,

1:13:25 > 1:13:28and every model has success in Japan.

1:13:28 > 1:13:30Unlike other markets,

1:13:30 > 1:13:31where they might go into debt,

1:13:31 > 1:13:33they never do in Japan.

1:13:33 > 1:13:35They only win.

1:13:35 > 1:13:36Very good.

1:13:43 > 1:13:45Oh, she's cute.

1:13:45 > 1:13:47Hello.

1:13:47 > 1:13:48Hello.

1:13:48 > 1:13:50Do you speak English?

1:13:51 > 1:13:52Yes.

1:13:52 > 1:13:53Yes, you do?

1:13:55 > 1:13:57A little English?

1:13:59 > 1:14:01Yes.

1:14:01 > 1:14:03She's so cute.

1:14:03 > 1:14:04Yes.

1:14:06 > 1:14:08Maria.

1:14:08 > 1:14:09Can you introduce yourself?

1:14:09 > 1:14:12# My name is Maria, Maria. #

1:14:12 > 1:14:14My name is Maria.

1:14:14 > 1:14:16And you are 13 years old?

1:14:18 > 1:14:19Your age is 13?

1:14:22 > 1:14:2313.

1:14:28 > 1:14:30Beautiful.

1:14:30 > 1:14:32Can you put your hair back?

1:14:33 > 1:14:36You're so cute!

1:14:36 > 1:14:39Do you think she'll grow a little bit? She'll grow, right? She's 13.

1:14:39 > 1:14:40Yes, for sure.

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