0:00:02 > 0:00:06This programme contains strong language
0:00:06 > 0:00:08For many young Brits, life has never been more of a struggle.
0:00:08 > 0:00:11- There isn't any opportunities. - They may be broke...
0:00:11 > 0:00:13Well, that's my money gone, going on a bet.
0:00:13 > 0:00:15I've never been in so much debt in my life.
0:00:15 > 0:00:17..stuck in a rut...
0:00:17 > 0:00:18What's the point in getting up early?
0:00:18 > 0:00:20I haven't got anything to get up early for.
0:00:20 > 0:00:22..or just want more...
0:00:22 > 0:00:25Two days a week I have to do this, digging shit out of a hole!
0:00:25 > 0:00:26..but now...
0:00:28 > 0:00:31..they have the chance of escape.
0:00:31 > 0:00:32Around the world,
0:00:32 > 0:00:35there are manual jobs where young people can strike payday gold.
0:00:35 > 0:00:38'There's definitely some good money to be earned.'
0:00:38 > 0:00:39'It sort of comes down to the individual'
0:00:39 > 0:00:41and how much money do you want to make?
0:00:41 > 0:00:44A couple of years ago, I made 100 grand in 36 days.
0:00:44 > 0:00:48The catch? They're some of the toughest jobs on the planet.
0:00:48 > 0:00:51Ah, covered in cow shit 24/7,
0:00:51 > 0:00:54and if they're not shitting on you, they're running at you.
0:01:01 > 0:01:04Now, young Brits in need of a cash injection...
0:01:04 > 0:01:07I'm not coming home until I have that money.
0:01:07 > 0:01:10..are being given the chance to earn the big bucks.
0:01:10 > 0:01:13Getting kicked, getting head-butted - mental.
0:01:14 > 0:01:17The most brutal job I've ever done in my life.
0:01:17 > 0:01:20And it's no good complaining cos we don't give a shit!
0:01:20 > 0:01:24And it could change more than just their bank balance.
0:01:24 > 0:01:27Who would have thought I'd be doing that ever in my lifetime?
0:01:27 > 0:01:30The question is, can they stand the pace?
0:01:30 > 0:01:33Why is there guts and shit in here?!
0:01:33 > 0:01:35I will shove a fish down his throat.
0:01:35 > 0:01:37Or will the punishing world of manual labour...
0:01:37 > 0:01:39Argh! Brent!
0:01:39 > 0:01:40I can't do it.
0:01:40 > 0:01:42SHE RETCHES
0:01:42 > 0:01:44I can't handle this. It's hurting me.
0:01:44 > 0:01:47..send them screaming back to the UK?
0:01:47 > 0:01:49SHE YELPS AND GIGGLES
0:01:49 > 0:01:51I just desperately want to go home.
0:02:03 > 0:02:04Meet...
0:02:08 > 0:02:10Three young Brits desperate to get their lives in order
0:02:10 > 0:02:13and make some serious cash.
0:02:13 > 0:02:17'When I left the Army, I had about 20 grand saved up -'
0:02:17 > 0:02:19no debts, no bills.
0:02:19 > 0:02:24Erm, now I'm in about seven grand in debt
0:02:24 > 0:02:27and I'm pretty much desperate now.
0:02:27 > 0:02:29I do need the money and I need
0:02:29 > 0:02:31to provide for my little girl.
0:02:32 > 0:02:35'I use a payday loan. I pay it back when I get paid next'
0:02:35 > 0:02:37and then I'm back to square one with no money
0:02:37 > 0:02:39because I paid the payday loan.
0:02:39 > 0:02:41Now I'm going to have to use a payday loan again.
0:02:41 > 0:02:43Oh, God, I'm in the... Ah!
0:02:43 > 0:02:45I am so stressed out
0:02:45 > 0:02:47with my financial situation.
0:02:47 > 0:02:50'I owe so much. I've not got work any more,'
0:02:50 > 0:02:53so every month I don't get anything.
0:02:53 > 0:02:56Now they have the chance to seriously raise their earnings,
0:02:56 > 0:02:59if they can handle some seriously high-level grafting.
0:03:03 > 0:03:06Skyscraper window cleaning in Canada -
0:03:06 > 0:03:09a profession fraught with danger.
0:03:09 > 0:03:13The moment you don't feel fear is the moment you're going to mess up,
0:03:13 > 0:03:15and you're going to go plummeting into the ground.
0:03:17 > 0:03:21On the shores of Lake Ontario lies Canada's commercial capital,
0:03:21 > 0:03:23Toronto.
0:03:23 > 0:03:26It's a city of windows where daredevils in the sky
0:03:26 > 0:03:28risk it all to earn hard cash.
0:03:30 > 0:03:33You could fall right off here and die in a second if you're not safe.
0:03:33 > 0:03:36Daydreaming, not being focused on the job,
0:03:36 > 0:03:39not paying attention to the weather, it may kill you.
0:03:39 > 0:03:40When something goes wrong in the air,
0:03:40 > 0:03:43you find God and you try not to wet yourself.
0:03:43 > 0:03:45'You've got to be a little bit crazy.'
0:03:45 > 0:03:47You've got to love your life on the line.
0:03:47 > 0:03:49If you love to be in the situations when...
0:03:49 > 0:03:53when you make a mistake you die, this is the job for you.
0:03:53 > 0:03:58Every year, thousands of Brits land Canadian work visas and head west.
0:03:59 > 0:04:04One of the best-paying manual jobs is cleaning skyscrapers.
0:04:04 > 0:04:05If you are good at this,
0:04:05 > 0:04:09you have the ability to earn 40 to 60 an hour.
0:04:09 > 0:04:11You can earn up to 2,000 a week.
0:04:11 > 0:04:13The sky's the limit.
0:04:13 > 0:04:17The best part about this job would be the money, I'd say, and the view.
0:04:17 > 0:04:20Nobody else gets a view like I get every morning.
0:04:20 > 0:04:23The industry attracts young rookies every year,
0:04:23 > 0:04:25but not everyone can hack it.
0:04:25 > 0:04:27After a day's work, OK, there's going to be muscles
0:04:27 > 0:04:30that are going to ache on them that they never even knew they had.
0:04:30 > 0:04:33Now I'm thinking, like, "What have I got myself into?"
0:04:33 > 0:04:35There's plenty of people in the world,
0:04:35 > 0:04:37there's no way they can do this job.
0:04:37 > 0:04:39What if I pass out? Oh, my God!
0:04:39 > 0:04:42What if I fell? What if I dropped?
0:04:42 > 0:04:45I won't look down, I'll just keep focusing on the people
0:04:45 > 0:04:47and maybe give them a little Beyonce,
0:04:47 > 0:04:50a little hand gesture, and they might be, like, "You're so brave."
0:04:50 > 0:04:53'I'll take anything, innit?'
0:04:55 > 0:04:56Need the cash, don't I?
0:04:59 > 0:05:03Dom, Darcie and Stephen have each been offered a job for three weeks.
0:05:03 > 0:05:07Starting at the bottom, they could earn up to £400 per week.
0:05:07 > 0:05:10Bernard, I'll see you on the other side.
0:05:10 > 0:05:13But, armed with one-year Canadian work visas,
0:05:13 > 0:05:16the three Brits have the opportunity to extend their stay.
0:05:23 > 0:05:27The man they will need to impress is British expat Neal Dance.
0:05:27 > 0:05:31The boss of the cleaning company, he has lived in Canada for 25 years.
0:05:33 > 0:05:35I'm expecting a lot from these British workers.
0:05:35 > 0:05:39The more they work, the more money they make. That's it. Period.
0:05:39 > 0:05:42- Hi, there. Darcie?- Yeah. - I'm Neal Dance. How are you?
0:05:42 > 0:05:46- I'm all right.- Good to meet you. How was your flight?
0:05:46 > 0:05:51If they get to stay, their earnings could climb up to £1,000 per week.
0:05:51 > 0:05:53- Hello.- Who are you?- I'm Dom.
0:05:53 > 0:05:56Nice arms, sir, we're going to put those to work, trust me.
0:05:56 > 0:05:58- Thanks.- As long as they're not for show
0:05:58 > 0:06:00and they're good for scrubbing. OK.
0:06:00 > 0:06:02- Hi, there.- Hiya, are you all right? - Yeah, man, I'm great.
0:06:02 > 0:06:04- And your name is?- Stephen.
0:06:04 > 0:06:07- Hi, my name's Ste. - You all right? I'm Darcie. Hi.
0:06:07 > 0:06:10- Pleased to meet you.- You, too. - Hello, mate. Dom.- Nice to meet you.
0:06:10 > 0:06:12Is anyone bricking it or is it just me?
0:06:12 > 0:06:16I don't think it's hit me yet. It probably will when I'm up there, but not now it hasn't, no.
0:06:16 > 0:06:18- Yeah.- I'm not scared, like, on a plane,
0:06:18 > 0:06:20but, like, if it's going up a ladder,
0:06:20 > 0:06:24I'm proper, like, I'm going to poo. Like, I'm going to poo my pants.
0:06:28 > 0:06:3018-year-old Stephen, from Merseyside,
0:06:30 > 0:06:32is no stranger to airports.
0:06:32 > 0:06:35He's studying to achieve his life's ambition.
0:06:37 > 0:06:40In the future, I want to be a trolley dolly.
0:06:40 > 0:06:43This is my favourite bit of my course in cabin crew,
0:06:43 > 0:06:46and it's, like, a flight simulator set up, basically.
0:06:46 > 0:06:49Hello. You all right? Would you like a tea or coffee?
0:06:49 > 0:06:50'Like, seems, like, I just love it.'
0:06:50 > 0:06:52Like, I love doing the safety demonstration.
0:06:52 > 0:06:54'You can do it sexy as you want, like.'
0:06:54 > 0:06:56You can't do it that on the bigger airlines, I bet,
0:06:56 > 0:07:00but maybe the low-cost, you might be able to get away with it.
0:07:00 > 0:07:04But pursuing his dream has got Stephen in serious debt.
0:07:04 > 0:07:06Oh, God!
0:07:06 > 0:07:09And now he desperately needs to earn some money.
0:07:09 > 0:07:11Oh! Ah! Ooh!
0:07:11 > 0:07:13Oh, God.
0:07:13 > 0:07:15'I actually need to be able to afford'
0:07:15 > 0:07:17my driving lessons and then I'd have to get a car
0:07:17 > 0:07:19so I can actually get to the airport
0:07:19 > 0:07:21for like three o'clock in the morning.
0:07:21 > 0:07:24And then low-cost airlines, they actually make you
0:07:24 > 0:07:28pay hundreds of pounds just for like training to be cabin crew.
0:07:30 > 0:07:34I'm in debt with college, I'm in debt with, like, phone bills.
0:07:34 > 0:07:36I took, like, an overdraft out
0:07:36 > 0:07:39and then I owe my mum, like, more than 400.
0:07:39 > 0:07:43And, at the moment, my income is zero. Nothing.
0:07:43 > 0:07:46'I'm not on benefits or anything, so it's quite difficult.'
0:07:46 > 0:07:48I'm living off my mum really.
0:07:48 > 0:07:49Would you like any sugar?
0:07:49 > 0:07:51With the money he earns in Canada,
0:07:51 > 0:07:54Stephen hopes to fuel the next stage of his trolley-dolly dream.
0:07:54 > 0:07:56Hi, ladies, would you like a tea or coffee?
0:07:56 > 0:07:59But money isn't his only motivation.
0:08:01 > 0:08:04Since coming out at 15, things haven't been straightforward
0:08:04 > 0:08:07with all members of Stephen's family.
0:08:07 > 0:08:10Why would you want to go into a job that's really difficult?
0:08:10 > 0:08:14I do feel like I have to prove something to some people,
0:08:14 > 0:08:19that I am tough and stuff and not just a flamboyant...
0:08:19 > 0:08:21- Wimp.- ..wimp.
0:08:21 > 0:08:26'He used to be close to his dad, but since coming out'
0:08:26 > 0:08:29he feels that Dad's distanced away from him.
0:08:29 > 0:08:33So I think it may be to prove to Dad, as well.
0:08:35 > 0:08:39Because all he wants is to be loved, I think, our Ste.
0:08:39 > 0:08:42I will prove it, though, like, by doing a manly job.
0:08:44 > 0:08:47Now in Toronto, Stephen has the opportunity to show himself,
0:08:47 > 0:08:50and others, what he's really made of.
0:08:51 > 0:08:55He cries at lifting furniture, so God help him doing windows!
0:08:55 > 0:08:58When I saw you, I was, like, "Oh, God, he's a manly man,
0:08:58 > 0:09:00"he's going to be, like, get away, Ste."
0:09:05 > 0:09:08For the first time, the three Brits get a view of the skyline
0:09:08 > 0:09:12which will be their workplace for the next three weeks.
0:09:12 > 0:09:15How high are these buildings?
0:09:15 > 0:09:18So, on average we're working around 700 to 800 feet.
0:09:18 > 0:09:21Oh! OK.
0:09:21 > 0:09:24Like, am I actually going to be able to do this, Darcie?
0:09:24 > 0:09:27- I'm not Spider-Man. - See this one here?
0:09:27 > 0:09:29Oh, God, look at that. Look at that!
0:09:29 > 0:09:31- Oh, my God! - Oh, for fuck's sake!
0:09:31 > 0:09:33Argh!
0:09:38 > 0:09:4422-year-old Londoner Darcie had a difficult start in the UK.
0:09:44 > 0:09:48It definitely wasn't easy, like, as an immigrant family
0:09:48 > 0:09:50living in and out of B&Bs when we first got here.
0:09:50 > 0:09:54It was really horrible, cramped, one bedroom.
0:09:54 > 0:09:57I remember fighting with my brothers, like, who'd sleep on what side
0:09:57 > 0:09:59and kind of things like that.
0:09:59 > 0:10:02As they grew up, money was always tight,
0:10:02 > 0:10:05and in her teens she started getting into debt.
0:10:07 > 0:10:10'When I first took a payday loan out, I was 18.'
0:10:10 > 0:10:13Who would give a payday loan to an 18-year-old? Seriously.
0:10:13 > 0:10:17Now studying and still paying off her loans, Darcie is stuck at home.
0:10:17 > 0:10:19'The only way I could pay off my payday loans'
0:10:19 > 0:10:21was to use my student loans.
0:10:21 > 0:10:24'That's why I couldn't move out like everybody else did'
0:10:24 > 0:10:26when they went to uni and college and things like that,
0:10:26 > 0:10:28because I had debts to pay off.
0:10:31 > 0:10:34But money isn't the only thing keeping Darcie at home.
0:10:36 > 0:10:39I feel like I'm responsible to help my mum,
0:10:39 > 0:10:43like with the family around the house, with my brothers.
0:10:43 > 0:10:44Darcie's pretty much like the gel
0:10:44 > 0:10:46that kind of holds the family together.
0:10:46 > 0:10:48She always has been like that.
0:10:48 > 0:10:51This will be Darcie's first time away from the family
0:10:51 > 0:10:54and her first taste of independence.
0:10:55 > 0:10:58I want to learn to take care of myself.
0:10:58 > 0:11:02I need to kind of like break free from my family.
0:11:02 > 0:11:05I'm still kind of scared, because all I know is being here.
0:11:06 > 0:11:10But I guess that's the whole part of growing.
0:11:10 > 0:11:12It is... It is a good idea.
0:11:15 > 0:11:17This... This will be a great chance, like,
0:11:17 > 0:11:20just to push myself over the edge, literally.
0:11:22 > 0:11:25For the new recruits, it's straight to work.
0:11:25 > 0:11:27Neal wants them to experience what it takes
0:11:27 > 0:11:30to be a skyscraper window cleaner.
0:11:30 > 0:11:32This is their make-or-break day.
0:11:32 > 0:11:34I'm going to be taking 'em up to the 48th floor
0:11:34 > 0:11:36of the Bay Wellington Tower.
0:11:36 > 0:11:38I'm going to be looking for their reaction,
0:11:38 > 0:11:40to see if they're going to go white knuckle on me.
0:11:40 > 0:11:45If they can't handle it, that's them done, I don't need 'em.
0:11:45 > 0:11:48The three Brits know this job demands a head for heights.
0:11:49 > 0:11:54But none of them have ever stepped outside at over 600 feet before.
0:11:54 > 0:11:56So come on, then.
0:11:57 > 0:12:00So here we are, guys. So you're in a safe position now
0:12:00 > 0:12:02and I want you to look over my shoulders, OK?
0:12:02 > 0:12:05And what do you see? Windows.
0:12:05 > 0:12:06And do you know what we do?
0:12:06 > 0:12:08We clean those windows.
0:12:08 > 0:12:10Every window represents a dollar.
0:12:10 > 0:12:12So, follow me, guys, come on.
0:12:12 > 0:12:15I'm going to show you where you guys are going to go in a minute.
0:12:15 > 0:12:19- You're hilarious. You're fucking hilarious!- Can I put my glasses on?
0:12:19 > 0:12:20- Your glasses?- Yeah.
0:12:20 > 0:12:24So...I just step over the tracks...
0:12:24 > 0:12:25This man is crazy!
0:12:25 > 0:12:28- ..and I'm on the edge of the building.- What are you doing?
0:12:28 > 0:12:33OK? And I can have a nice experience, being on the edge here,
0:12:33 > 0:12:35looking over.
0:12:35 > 0:12:37I can look over this way, I can do...
0:12:39 > 0:12:41Right, OK.
0:12:41 > 0:12:45So, who's going to go first?
0:12:45 > 0:12:47Me first.
0:12:47 > 0:12:49OK.
0:12:49 > 0:12:52OK, come on over. Not a problem. Here we go.
0:12:52 > 0:12:54- OK, so...- Whoa!
0:12:54 > 0:12:57This is the city of Toronto. OK, all right.
0:12:57 > 0:13:00See the people? Don't they look like regular size, man?
0:13:00 > 0:13:01- Eh, like what the hell?- Yeah.
0:13:01 > 0:13:03OK, have a look? Can you reach?
0:13:03 > 0:13:05Yeah, come on, you can go further, come on.
0:13:05 > 0:13:08Come on. Come on. Come on, you can do it.
0:13:08 > 0:13:09So, at some stage of the game,
0:13:09 > 0:13:12- you're going to be playing on one of these buildings.- Wow!- All right.
0:13:12 > 0:13:15- I can't explain that feeling, man. - No?- I can't.
0:13:15 > 0:13:16I just feel like a fucking...
0:13:16 > 0:13:19A load of energy just rushing through my body.
0:13:24 > 0:13:2925-year-old Dom has a history of seeking adventure.
0:13:29 > 0:13:30'When I was younger,'
0:13:30 > 0:13:34I always used to play Army with my mates, with toys, Action Man.
0:13:34 > 0:13:38I didn't want to go to college, so I joined the Army at 16.
0:13:38 > 0:13:40GUNFIRE
0:13:40 > 0:13:43Dom served in Northern Ireland, Belize
0:13:43 > 0:13:46and did two tours of Afghanistan.
0:13:46 > 0:13:47It's an adrenaline rush.
0:13:47 > 0:13:50A lot of us were like we can't wait till our next one.
0:13:50 > 0:13:53Everyone's looking forward to first contact.
0:13:54 > 0:13:57Pretty much all of us, we enjoyed it.
0:14:02 > 0:14:04But after fighting it out with the Taliban
0:14:04 > 0:14:07and leaving the Army, Dom moved back in with his mum
0:14:07 > 0:14:12and had to take a job selling double glazing.
0:14:12 > 0:14:14'It's like going from one extreme to'
0:14:14 > 0:14:18something that's just so boring and mundane and just grim.
0:14:18 > 0:14:21It's a bit of a come-down, massive come-down.
0:14:21 > 0:14:25I could see the difference in him from when he came...
0:14:25 > 0:14:29he first came out of the Army. He was quite quiet and quite reserved.
0:14:29 > 0:14:32Their policy was you've got four weeks to make at least one sale,
0:14:32 > 0:14:37but they got rid of me in three, so I must have been pretty shit!
0:14:37 > 0:14:41Now, Dom spends his time on a desperate job hunt.
0:14:41 > 0:14:42I've been looking for gym work,
0:14:42 > 0:14:46warehouse work, also a bit of labouring, cleaning.
0:14:46 > 0:14:49But I thought as a soldier
0:14:49 > 0:14:52serving the country you'd get a job straightaway,
0:14:52 > 0:14:55with that being on your CV, a lot of people would want to snap you up.
0:14:55 > 0:14:56But it doesn't work like that.
0:14:56 > 0:15:00The bills are mounting up and he's heavily in debt.
0:15:00 > 0:15:04Here's one from Halifax credit card,
0:15:04 > 0:15:084,417. That's my favourite one, yeah.
0:15:08 > 0:15:11But Dom doesn't just have to worry about himself.
0:15:11 > 0:15:12Faster, faster!
0:15:12 > 0:15:16Although he doesn't live with two-year-old Lexi and her mum,
0:15:16 > 0:15:19he takes his role as a dad very seriously.
0:15:19 > 0:15:20Yeah!
0:15:20 > 0:15:23'Not being able to provide for my daughter as I want to
0:15:23 > 0:15:27'and as I should be able to, it's quite heartbreaking to me.'
0:15:27 > 0:15:30And it's upsetting. Most of all, it's upsetting, yeah.
0:15:30 > 0:15:32You can see all the way down to the street level.
0:15:32 > 0:15:36Dom has a chance to try a new career and finally make some money.
0:15:37 > 0:15:40The biggest reason I need a job is to support my family.
0:15:42 > 0:15:46I haven't felt that alive since I was in Afghan,
0:15:46 > 0:15:48when I was getting shot at.
0:15:48 > 0:15:50- OK.- Argh! My heart's beating...
0:15:50 > 0:15:52Now, it's Darcie's turn.
0:15:52 > 0:15:54Take my hand, baby!
0:15:54 > 0:15:56Having previously only worked in retail,
0:15:56 > 0:15:59she's way out of her comfort zone.
0:15:59 > 0:16:03That's it. Go on. The other one. Perfect!
0:16:03 > 0:16:05OK. Come on, you can do it.
0:16:05 > 0:16:08- Right, lean forward.- Argh!
0:16:08 > 0:16:10See, it wasn't that bad, was it? OK.
0:16:10 > 0:16:14- Don't move me too quick, please! Oh, fuck!- No, come on, you've got lots of room there, look.
0:16:14 > 0:16:18- No, no, don't touch the rope! - Yes, you do.- Don't touch the rope! Don't fucking touch the rope!
0:16:18 > 0:16:20I never touched the rope. Put your foot here, come on. Come on.
0:16:20 > 0:16:23- Sorry, I didn't mean to shout at you. - No, no, you can hold on to me,
0:16:23 > 0:16:25if you want. No, it's OK, I can understand.
0:16:25 > 0:16:28Despite her nerves, she's keen to get a souvenir.
0:16:28 > 0:16:32- Ready?- You want that selfie, you go for it, bud.
0:16:32 > 0:16:34- Cos I'm not going to do this again. - Oh, you are!
0:16:36 > 0:16:38Which leaves Stephen.
0:16:38 > 0:16:40I've just had a little prayer.
0:16:40 > 0:16:43Little prayer, yeah? It's always good to have a little prayer sometimes.
0:16:43 > 0:16:45- DARCIE:- Ste, you're going to do it.
0:16:45 > 0:16:48Let me just pretend I'm doing cabin crew. "Ladies and gentlemen,
0:16:48 > 0:16:51"I'm just getting off the aircraft for you and saving all your lives."
0:16:51 > 0:16:54- Right. - NEAL:- You're good? Okey-dokey.
0:16:54 > 0:16:55Spider-Man.
0:16:59 > 0:17:02Still connected, remember? We show that you are connected.
0:17:02 > 0:17:04- Oh, fucking hell!- OK. So, all right.
0:17:04 > 0:17:07You're all right, bud, you're all right. There you go. Peek over, peek over.
0:17:07 > 0:17:11- You can get a little closer, come on. I know, it's... - I'm shitting my pants!
0:17:11 > 0:17:13No, you're not! Come here, come here. All right.
0:17:13 > 0:17:16- So now look over the city. - That was hilarious!
0:17:16 > 0:17:19Checked already, you're all good. All right?
0:17:19 > 0:17:20Lean into it, lean into it. Look.
0:17:20 > 0:17:23- Like I'm doing a pose.- Yeah, posed!
0:17:23 > 0:17:25I've always wanted to be a model.
0:17:25 > 0:17:27Bet you they're laughing at me in the offices, aren't they?
0:17:27 > 0:17:29Like, "What is he doing?!"
0:17:29 > 0:17:31I think they're actually working!
0:17:31 > 0:17:34Oh, it is a long way from home.
0:17:34 > 0:17:37And it's a long, like, way from, like, ground, as well.
0:17:37 > 0:17:40Like...
0:17:41 > 0:17:43Oh, fuck.
0:17:43 > 0:17:45I don't want a hug!
0:17:45 > 0:17:47But the experience has provoked more
0:17:47 > 0:17:49than just a fear of heights for Stephen.
0:17:49 > 0:17:53I feel, like, oh, I'm just a wimp.
0:17:53 > 0:17:55You're not a wimp.
0:17:55 > 0:17:57The first question I would ask is who's your judge?
0:17:57 > 0:18:00- Who's judging you as a wimp? - Who do you think?
0:18:00 > 0:18:02Like, my uncles, my dad.
0:18:02 > 0:18:07Steve, who's here right now calling you a wimp?
0:18:07 > 0:18:11- You!- That's the thing. Listen... - So you're your own judge right now, buddy.
0:18:11 > 0:18:13Don't cry. Don't cry.
0:18:13 > 0:18:17Listen, I don't know why you care about what people think so much.
0:18:17 > 0:18:19I used to be like that. It didn't get me nowhere.
0:18:19 > 0:18:21I don't give a fuck what anyone thinks about me.
0:18:21 > 0:18:25They can suck a dick. That's not my problem.
0:18:25 > 0:18:29Come. Don't cry. OK?
0:18:29 > 0:18:31You're not a wimp.
0:18:31 > 0:18:34So don't say that again or else I'll beat you up! Got it?
0:18:37 > 0:18:39Cheer up.
0:18:39 > 0:18:43'I think they realise that this isn't just a walk in the park.'
0:18:43 > 0:18:45And I think Steve is going to be the trouble child
0:18:45 > 0:18:47for getting over the edge of the building.
0:18:47 > 0:18:50He needs his confidence built up and, erm, you know,
0:18:50 > 0:18:54he'll get over it. He has to, else he isn't going to have a job.
0:18:58 > 0:19:00From the safety of their hostel,
0:19:00 > 0:19:03the new arrivals anticipate the weeks ahead.
0:19:03 > 0:19:06'I think Stephen, Dom and me will be able to do the job.'
0:19:06 > 0:19:09I don't know, we're all... We've all got different personalities
0:19:09 > 0:19:11and we're very strong minded, like in our own way.
0:19:11 > 0:19:14'I've been out of work for a while.'
0:19:14 > 0:19:15I'm raring to go, I'm ready to go.
0:19:15 > 0:19:18I can't wait to get up there.
0:19:18 > 0:19:21I'm just feeling too overwhelmed with everything.
0:19:21 > 0:19:24Like, I've never felt like this, like, for a long time.
0:19:24 > 0:19:27But this is getting me really, like, overwhelmed,
0:19:27 > 0:19:30like, seriously.
0:19:30 > 0:19:31Did I pack my straighteners?
0:19:33 > 0:19:34Yeah.
0:19:41 > 0:19:45It's 7am in Toronto and time to get ready for work.
0:19:47 > 0:19:50Neal has a team of 60 working on buildings across the city.
0:19:53 > 0:19:56The new recruits will be starting with the basics -
0:19:56 > 0:20:00learning on the job with Trystan.
0:20:00 > 0:20:03And the first task is mastering the tools of the trade.
0:20:03 > 0:20:06The fewer movements we make, the easier it is.
0:20:13 > 0:20:15One window might seem easy,
0:20:15 > 0:20:18but it gets slightly more difficult when there are thousands of them
0:20:18 > 0:20:21to clean and you're dangling on a skyscraper.
0:20:21 > 0:20:23It's not as easy as it looks.
0:20:25 > 0:20:27Not bad for your first attempt with the left.
0:20:27 > 0:20:31- Do you think so?- Yes, I think you have natural talent.
0:20:31 > 0:20:35One down, bend, up, down and swipe.
0:20:37 > 0:20:41And I can't fucking get rid of that bit again.
0:20:41 > 0:20:44I wouldn't be happy if my window cleaner did that to me.
0:20:47 > 0:20:49It's now time to tackle the grime outside.
0:20:51 > 0:20:54For speed, Trystan needs the new recruits to use both their hands
0:20:54 > 0:20:56when they're cleaning.
0:20:56 > 0:20:59Left hand for the left window, right hand for the right window.
0:20:59 > 0:21:01I can't do left.
0:21:01 > 0:21:03You will at the end of this session
0:21:03 > 0:21:06be neither left handed nor right handed.
0:21:08 > 0:21:10Oh, for goodness' sake!
0:21:12 > 0:21:15You're making it a little more complicated than it has to be.
0:21:17 > 0:21:19Nice turns.
0:21:20 > 0:21:23Oh, seriously, I'm not in the mood, like...
0:21:23 > 0:21:25I get frustrated easily.
0:21:25 > 0:21:27I just can't do window cleaning, like.
0:21:27 > 0:21:28I don't know why I've been...
0:21:28 > 0:21:31You sound like you're convincing yourself that you can't do this.
0:21:31 > 0:21:34- Cos I know I can't. It's too hard. - No, it's not too hard.
0:21:34 > 0:21:36My left hand doesn't function and I'm not...
0:21:36 > 0:21:38It just needs a bit of practice.
0:21:39 > 0:21:41Mmm...
0:21:43 > 0:21:44The seemingly simple task
0:21:44 > 0:21:47has triggered old insecurities for Steve.
0:21:49 > 0:21:51HE SOBS
0:21:57 > 0:21:59Can't work with men.
0:21:59 > 0:22:00They're just...
0:22:04 > 0:22:06..intimidating.
0:22:09 > 0:22:13I just don't feel comfortable working with, like, other men.
0:22:13 > 0:22:17I've just... I've hated it, like, with school, going into sports...
0:22:17 > 0:22:19I fucking hate it, like, working with men, like,
0:22:19 > 0:22:22getting bullied on catering courses, like, everywhere.
0:22:22 > 0:22:24I just don't like working with men.
0:22:24 > 0:22:26And I just feel like they're taking the mick out of me
0:22:26 > 0:22:29cos I just can't... I'm not practical.
0:22:29 > 0:22:32Dom's getting all, like, fucking, "Oh, yeah, you're doing good."
0:22:32 > 0:22:34I can't fucking window clean it for shit.
0:22:34 > 0:22:37I'm fucking shit, like. I don't like it.
0:22:39 > 0:22:42I've never been this emotionally stupid.
0:22:47 > 0:22:50Since his father left the family home when he was a baby,
0:22:50 > 0:22:52Stephen has gone through tough times
0:22:52 > 0:22:55without a close male figure in his life.
0:22:55 > 0:22:59I came out to my dad, erm, by text message
0:22:59 > 0:23:01and that was, like, a few months later of coming out
0:23:01 > 0:23:04to like my mum and my family and my friends
0:23:04 > 0:23:06because I felt like he would be, like,
0:23:06 > 0:23:08the last one to, like, accept it.
0:23:08 > 0:23:11I got a text back saying, "Is this a phase?"
0:23:11 > 0:23:16And then, erm, the connection between us started going
0:23:16 > 0:23:18and I just don't think...
0:23:18 > 0:23:21Well, I personally don't think that he accepts it that much.
0:23:24 > 0:23:27And maybe doing a tough job will actually
0:23:27 > 0:23:29show him that, actually I'm quite capable,
0:23:29 > 0:23:32I'm still, like, a man, I'm still, like, his son.
0:23:34 > 0:23:37After work, Neal wants to see how his new recruit has been doing.
0:23:37 > 0:23:40Today was the first time you really tried to use a squeegee, right?
0:23:40 > 0:23:43- Oh, yeah.- So what sort of expectations
0:23:43 > 0:23:46- did you put on yourself?- I just thought it would be easier.
0:23:46 > 0:23:49Yeah! What did I tell you day one?
0:23:49 > 0:23:53I told you day one it looks like it's really easy, right?
0:23:53 > 0:23:54But it actually takes some form of skill.
0:23:54 > 0:23:59- You're not going to learn that overnight.- I'm scared if, like, I'm annoying everyone, though,
0:23:59 > 0:24:03- like, because I can't do it and they'll just... - Who gives a fuck who you annoy?
0:24:03 > 0:24:05I don't care who you annoy.
0:24:05 > 0:24:08Remember, time, practice will get you there, baby.
0:24:08 > 0:24:11- It's just doing me head in, cos I know...- Yeah, yeah, yeah,
0:24:11 > 0:24:14but da-da-da-da-da-da! Stop right there.
0:24:14 > 0:24:18Right now, you're moving beyond today.
0:24:18 > 0:24:23I'm asking you to be patient and I'm asking you to believe in you.
0:24:23 > 0:24:26- Right, OK?- Yeah. - So don't listen to anybody else.
0:24:26 > 0:24:28In fact, don't even listen to you.
0:24:28 > 0:24:32Just listen to my instructors and listen to me, right, OK,
0:24:32 > 0:24:33and clean a window.
0:24:33 > 0:24:37Period. That's it, baby. All right?
0:24:37 > 0:24:38Yeah.
0:24:40 > 0:24:41Ow!
0:24:44 > 0:24:47Over the next few days, Stephen is out with the ground crew.
0:24:47 > 0:24:50You've got to put more into it, put more shoulder into it.
0:24:50 > 0:24:52My muscles are not used to this.
0:24:52 > 0:24:55If I get a tan, though, I'll be fine.
0:24:55 > 0:24:57Time is money, bud, you've got to keep going here.
0:24:57 > 0:24:58As are Dom and Darcie.
0:24:58 > 0:25:01You've got to put your back into it more, Dom. That's it.
0:25:01 > 0:25:03That's it.
0:25:05 > 0:25:07- Did I do it? - You did. You did.
0:25:07 > 0:25:08Get in!
0:25:10 > 0:25:11Doing it here is one thing,
0:25:11 > 0:25:14but doing it up in the sky is a whole other ballgame.
0:25:14 > 0:25:17Guys, we're going to take a look at the future you.
0:25:17 > 0:25:19Now they've mastered cleaning,
0:25:19 > 0:25:22Trystan wants them to see what they'll be doing next.
0:25:22 > 0:25:25- Right here? - And we see a set of ropes.
0:25:25 > 0:25:30- And we see a person up there. - Oh, my God! Oh!
0:25:30 > 0:25:33- Oh, I can't do that. - Are you fucking...?
0:25:33 > 0:25:35SHE LAUGHS
0:25:38 > 0:25:40- Oh, my God! Oh, my God! - Oh, my God.
0:25:40 > 0:25:43Oh, my God! Oh, my God! She's going to fall.
0:25:43 > 0:25:46- Stop! Be careful!- Oh, my God!
0:25:46 > 0:25:48Be careful.
0:25:48 > 0:25:51And, at this point, it's just business as usual -
0:25:51 > 0:25:53wash a window, squeegee a window.
0:25:55 > 0:25:58Ooh, it's hurting my head, looking at her.
0:25:58 > 0:26:00Oh, my God, why is she swinging so much?
0:26:00 > 0:26:02Oh, she's swinging. Oh, fuck off!
0:26:05 > 0:26:07Do you guys think you can do that?
0:26:07 > 0:26:10- Yeah.- No.
0:26:16 > 0:26:20Back at their hostel, they have a well-deserved night off.
0:26:20 > 0:26:24It feels hard. Wait, tell me how far up.
0:26:24 > 0:26:27- Say when.- There, cos if you go too far up...- Here?
0:26:27 > 0:26:29..it'll hurt. No, Darcie!
0:26:29 > 0:26:34- It hurts.- The vein in your head's starting to come out.
0:26:34 > 0:26:36Oh, my God! When does the burning come?
0:26:36 > 0:26:39When does the burning come?
0:26:39 > 0:26:43After days of unfamiliar hard work, Stephen's body is paying the price.
0:26:44 > 0:26:47Darcie! Oh, sorry.
0:26:47 > 0:26:49Oh, my God, that, like, seriously...
0:26:49 > 0:26:52No, no, no, no, no.
0:26:52 > 0:26:55- Ooh!- Feel better?
0:26:55 > 0:26:58- Fucking feel worse, Darcie. - Oh, fuck off, you ungrateful shit!
0:27:03 > 0:27:06Going over the edge of a building for the first time
0:27:06 > 0:27:10is the scariest moment for any skyscraper window cleaner.
0:27:10 > 0:27:12How are you doing?
0:27:12 > 0:27:15And now it's the Brits' turn to take that leap.
0:27:16 > 0:27:17Are you all right?
0:27:17 > 0:27:20OK, so you're going to go over the wall with Krzysztof today.
0:27:20 > 0:27:22- Are you all looking forward to it? - Yeah.
0:27:22 > 0:27:24Good.
0:27:24 > 0:27:27I'm going to go first to just get it out of the way.
0:27:27 > 0:27:29So you're going to be the first one over the wall?
0:27:29 > 0:27:32Well, well done. I like the fact that you jumped to the plate.
0:27:32 > 0:27:34The rope, just throw it over the edge.
0:27:34 > 0:27:38The bosun's chair is a short wooden plank suspended by ropes.
0:27:38 > 0:27:41It takes nerves of steel.
0:27:41 > 0:27:44But to make the big money it has to be mastered.
0:27:44 > 0:27:46I'm doing the teeth chattering thing. God!
0:27:46 > 0:27:48'How am I going to sit in that, like, seriously?'
0:27:48 > 0:27:51How am I going to get off the edge? It's scary.
0:27:51 > 0:27:55It's, like, I don't want to commit. Like, I don't really want to die.
0:27:55 > 0:27:57OK, Stephen.
0:27:57 > 0:27:59STEPHEN CHUCKLES
0:27:59 > 0:28:02To get into the chair, you need to climb over the edge
0:28:02 > 0:28:05and push yourself off the wall to sit down.
0:28:05 > 0:28:09- Oh, Krzysztof... - Go. Go! You're good.
0:28:09 > 0:28:10Everything's fine.
0:28:10 > 0:28:14But, at over 100 feet in the air, it's a huge challenge.
0:28:16 > 0:28:17OK, hold on.
0:28:17 > 0:28:21I'm going to stand here, and, just in case, I'll hold you, OK?
0:28:21 > 0:28:24- Yeah.- Go. I got you. You're not falling anywhere. Go.
0:28:24 > 0:28:26Stand on your chair. Go, go.
0:28:26 > 0:28:28- Yes, I'm on it.- Good.- Oh...
0:28:28 > 0:28:31Stand on it. Hold the rope.
0:28:31 > 0:28:34- You OK?- Oh, it's moving side to side.
0:28:34 > 0:28:37Yeah, a little bit. Now I'm going to sit on my chair and I'll show you.
0:28:37 > 0:28:40- I'm shaking. - Yeah, that's fucking perfect, man.
0:28:40 > 0:28:44You've got to slip your legs in and then you've got to sit in it.
0:28:44 > 0:28:48- Oh...- So, look, move your chair off, slip your foot in there.
0:28:48 > 0:28:50- Slip your foot... - Can I just keep hold?
0:28:50 > 0:28:53Slip your foot in. Slip your foot in.
0:28:53 > 0:28:55- Now the other one. Now the other one.- Oh, f...
0:28:55 > 0:28:58The other one. Slip it in, slip it in.
0:28:58 > 0:28:59- There you go.- Good! Good.
0:28:59 > 0:29:02- Argh! Oh, my God! - Yeah, there you go.
0:29:02 > 0:29:04Oh, fuck!
0:29:08 > 0:29:11Stephen must guide himself down the building.
0:29:11 > 0:29:13Just descend slowly.
0:29:13 > 0:29:16Krzysztof has his own way of making new workers learn
0:29:16 > 0:29:17that they're safe in the chair.
0:29:17 > 0:29:19What was I saying, Darcie?
0:29:19 > 0:29:21Oh!
0:29:21 > 0:29:24Oh, Krzysztof!
0:29:24 > 0:29:26Krzysztof, I nearly fell off the swing then.
0:29:26 > 0:29:29- It's all good, man. - I nearly cried then.
0:29:29 > 0:29:30OK.
0:29:30 > 0:29:33Oh, you're making me... Right, I'm swinging, look.
0:29:33 > 0:29:36So, look, see, now you're comfortable swinging.
0:29:36 > 0:29:38Yeah.
0:29:38 > 0:29:40Krzysztof's methods might seem extreme...
0:29:40 > 0:29:43I'm getting more comfortable.
0:29:43 > 0:29:46Quite shocked still that I'm like dangling off a building
0:29:46 > 0:29:48on a rope! I'm swinging, like.
0:29:49 > 0:29:53Having got to grips with the chair, Stephen returns to earth.
0:29:53 > 0:29:57- There you go. You did it, man. - My bum's gone dead funny.
0:29:57 > 0:29:59- I did it.- You did it.
0:29:59 > 0:30:01I just felt like I actually achieved something
0:30:01 > 0:30:06that I would never ever, ever, ever, ever do.
0:30:06 > 0:30:08He forced himself to do it. No, he's a brave man.
0:30:08 > 0:30:10He was terrified and he said, "Fuck it, I'm going to do it."
0:30:10 > 0:30:15- And he did it.- Yeah. - Great job!- I'm a brave man.
0:30:15 > 0:30:17Talking to the other male trainers, which I'm not used to,
0:30:17 > 0:30:20that's really like had a big impact on me.
0:30:20 > 0:30:22'And having them there saying,
0:30:22 > 0:30:25"You can do this. I'm really proud of you. You've gone so far,"
0:30:25 > 0:30:27that's just like a really nice thing,
0:30:27 > 0:30:29hearing that from, like, a man.
0:30:29 > 0:30:30OK, let's go.
0:30:30 > 0:30:32Next up, Dom.
0:30:33 > 0:30:36OK, now, just go over the edge,
0:30:36 > 0:30:38hang yourself on your very favourite chair.
0:30:38 > 0:30:41You're almost there. Yeah, you're almost there, man.
0:30:41 > 0:30:43- Where is it?- Sit on your chair.
0:30:46 > 0:30:50- Go on, Dom. - All right, all right, good.
0:30:50 > 0:30:53Right, let me just get... Let me just get used to this.
0:30:53 > 0:30:55I'll swing about a bit.
0:30:55 > 0:30:57- You good?- Yeah.- OK.
0:30:59 > 0:31:02The ex-soldier might be used to keeping a calm exterior...
0:31:04 > 0:31:07You're doing really good, Dom.
0:31:07 > 0:31:08Thank you.
0:31:08 > 0:31:12..but Krzysztof needs to push Dom further.
0:31:12 > 0:31:15- BLEEP!- OK!
0:31:15 > 0:31:18- Cheers for that, Krzysztof. - Oh, any time, buddy.- Yeah?
0:31:21 > 0:31:25- All right, all right, all right! - HE CHUCKLES
0:31:25 > 0:31:28- OK!- BLEEP!- All right, all right, all right, all right!
0:31:30 > 0:31:33- OK?- OK. Yeah, I'm fine, yeah, yeah. - We're good.
0:31:35 > 0:31:37- STEPHEN:- Krzysztof, you need to behave!
0:31:37 > 0:31:39I think you're a natural on the rope.
0:31:39 > 0:31:42- Is it all right to be a bit nervous? - Yeah, of course, that's normal,
0:31:42 > 0:31:45but I think, you know, couple of weeks of practice,
0:31:45 > 0:31:47I think you're going to be making good money.
0:31:47 > 0:31:49I think you're going to do good.
0:31:49 > 0:31:51Now, it's Darcie's turn.
0:31:51 > 0:31:54Slide your legs in. Slide them in.
0:31:54 > 0:31:56And she gets into position with ease.
0:31:56 > 0:32:00There you go. You did it.
0:32:02 > 0:32:04Oh, my God, looking down!
0:32:04 > 0:32:07Argh! Oh, my God!
0:32:07 > 0:32:09I thought I was going to be more nervous than this.
0:32:09 > 0:32:11Your hand in between for... Yeah.
0:32:11 > 0:32:13But, even with a safety rope attached,
0:32:13 > 0:32:14when she starts to descend...
0:32:14 > 0:32:16Oh, my God! Oh, my God! Oh, my God! No, no, no, no!
0:32:16 > 0:32:20- I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! - Everything's fine.
0:32:20 > 0:32:22..something changes for Darcie.
0:32:22 > 0:32:25The hardest part was going over the edge.
0:32:25 > 0:32:26- This is nothing.- OK.
0:32:26 > 0:32:27See? It's perfect.
0:32:29 > 0:32:31- SHE SCREAMS - It's fine. You're doing fine. That's normal.
0:32:31 > 0:32:34- Oh, my God! Oh, my God! No! - You're doing good.
0:32:34 > 0:32:36It bounced. It fucking bounced!
0:32:36 > 0:32:39You're hanging off the ropes, of course it's going to bounce!
0:32:39 > 0:32:41Everything's fine.
0:32:41 > 0:32:43(Oh, my God!)
0:32:43 > 0:32:46Now they're both over the edge, there's no way back up.
0:32:46 > 0:32:49I'm right here, Darcie, I'm right here.
0:32:49 > 0:32:51Everything's fine, you're safe.
0:32:51 > 0:32:54Oh, why the fuck did I sign up for this?!
0:33:03 > 0:33:05You're doing great.
0:33:05 > 0:33:07- OK, can we just get down? - Don't panic.
0:33:07 > 0:33:10Just take deep breaths, don't panic, you're doing great.
0:33:10 > 0:33:11- You're doing great.- I don't know,
0:33:11 > 0:33:13cos I feel like I'm going to have a panic attack.
0:33:13 > 0:33:16Still more than 80 feet above ground,
0:33:16 > 0:33:18Darcie is now in full meltdown.
0:33:18 > 0:33:21- Oh, my God! Oh, my God! - Everything's fine. OK.
0:33:21 > 0:33:23- It's swinging! - Yeah, of course, that's...
0:33:23 > 0:33:26- Oh, my God, no, it's swinging! - It's like you're on a swing.
0:33:26 > 0:33:28My knees are shaking!
0:33:28 > 0:33:31OK, we're almost down. We're almost down.
0:33:31 > 0:33:34I don't want to do this any more.
0:33:34 > 0:33:36- I want to get off. - You can't, go down.
0:33:36 > 0:33:39That is the only way you can get off this is to go down, Darcie.
0:33:39 > 0:33:40Inch by inch...
0:33:40 > 0:33:42Oh, my God! Oh, my God!
0:33:42 > 0:33:45..Krzysztof helps Darcie to lower herself down the rope.
0:33:45 > 0:33:47Keep going. Stand up.
0:33:47 > 0:33:49You're on earth!
0:33:49 > 0:33:54- Oh, my God, I'm so proud of you. - I'm never doing that again.
0:33:54 > 0:33:57I honestly thought that we were going to have to rescue her.
0:33:57 > 0:33:59It was insane.
0:33:59 > 0:34:03It was, erm, yeah, it was definitely the most scariest rookie I ever had.
0:34:03 > 0:34:05So, Darcie, second time's going to be easier.
0:34:05 > 0:34:07I'm not doing it again.
0:34:07 > 0:34:09Don't give up after first time because it was hard.
0:34:09 > 0:34:12I'm not doing it again. I almost had a panic attack.
0:34:12 > 0:34:15- I'm not doing it again.- You did fine, though.- I cried my fucking eyes out!
0:34:17 > 0:34:21Darcie's battled with anxiety since she was young,
0:34:21 > 0:34:23but she's had to hide it.
0:34:23 > 0:34:26On the outside, I show...
0:34:26 > 0:34:28I have to show that I'm strong and tough.
0:34:28 > 0:34:31Cos if I show that I'm vulnerable all the time,
0:34:31 > 0:34:34people are going to kind of like see it and then take advantage.
0:34:34 > 0:34:36And I don't want that.
0:34:36 > 0:34:39So my guard will always be up as far as I'm concerned.
0:34:40 > 0:34:45Darcie, her mum and brothers struggled as refugees in the UK.
0:34:45 > 0:34:47But five years after they arrived,
0:34:47 > 0:34:51Darcie's father was finally able to join the family.
0:34:51 > 0:34:54When my dad came, it was... It was really fun.
0:34:54 > 0:34:57For those first five months he was there,
0:34:57 > 0:35:02or should I say those last five months, it was... It was good.
0:35:03 > 0:35:09But he passed away on Boxing Day in 2001.
0:35:09 > 0:35:13I think we got the call on Christmas night.
0:35:13 > 0:35:16Like, I think, like, my mum just...
0:35:16 > 0:35:19Yeah, I think the whole street heard her scream.
0:35:22 > 0:35:26Darcie felt she had to stay strong to keep her family together.
0:35:28 > 0:35:30I have to be tough about it.
0:35:30 > 0:35:33But, you know, sometimes when I want to cry, I do kind of cry,
0:35:33 > 0:35:35just not around people.
0:35:38 > 0:35:42Now she's desperate to be independent and work away from home.
0:35:43 > 0:35:47But not being able to handle the chair means her job prospects
0:35:47 > 0:35:49could hang in the balance.
0:35:49 > 0:35:52I'm not doing the bosun's chair again.
0:35:52 > 0:35:53I'm going to speak to Neal
0:35:53 > 0:35:56and see what else he can sort out for me.
0:35:56 > 0:35:59We'll see if he's got another job
0:35:59 > 0:36:01or another way for me to earn money.
0:36:07 > 0:36:09Hi, there.
0:36:09 > 0:36:11Neal needs to know what's going on with Darcie
0:36:11 > 0:36:13and what can be done about it.
0:36:13 > 0:36:16I felt like I was OK when I first got over the wall.
0:36:16 > 0:36:17- Yeah, yeah.- But then, like,
0:36:17 > 0:36:20the descending and stuff like that, I started to panic.
0:36:20 > 0:36:22All righty. Well, listen,
0:36:22 > 0:36:26you had the strength to go over the side of the building, right?
0:36:26 > 0:36:28- Yeah.- OK. Do you know what we're going to do, Darcie?
0:36:28 > 0:36:30We're going to throw you in the swing stage
0:36:30 > 0:36:33and see how that happens, because we've got to get you producing, OK?
0:36:33 > 0:36:37Don't discount what you can and can't do right now, OK?
0:36:37 > 0:36:39You think about it tonight and then, tomorrow,
0:36:39 > 0:36:42- it's a brand-new day and we can start again, OK?- OK.
0:36:42 > 0:36:45- All righty? Are you good with that?- Yeah.
0:36:45 > 0:36:46Righto, man.
0:36:51 > 0:36:54It's halfway through their stay in Canada,
0:36:54 > 0:36:57and things are set to get tougher for the three Brits.
0:36:59 > 0:37:02Before work, Dom finds time to call his daughter.
0:37:03 > 0:37:06- Daddy?- Hello, poppet.
0:37:06 > 0:37:10Oh! How are you? You look pretty.
0:37:10 > 0:37:13Daddy loves you.
0:37:13 > 0:37:14Are you going to blow me a kiss?
0:37:17 > 0:37:19It makes my day talking to her.
0:37:23 > 0:37:26All three are now heading for different locations
0:37:26 > 0:37:29out in the field, working alongside the pros.
0:37:30 > 0:37:32How are you doing, man?
0:37:32 > 0:37:34Dom will be swinging in a bosun's chair
0:37:34 > 0:37:37off a tricky 17-storey building.
0:37:39 > 0:37:41He should be shitting himself!
0:37:41 > 0:37:44He will be once he gets his ass over the edge!
0:37:47 > 0:37:50Stephen is on ground work.
0:37:50 > 0:37:52And Neal's given Darcie another chance to show
0:37:52 > 0:37:57she can handle heights, working on a swing stage with 25-year-old Brent.
0:37:57 > 0:38:00- Hiya.- Darcie, I'm Brent.- I'm Darcie. Are you all right?- Nice to meet you.
0:38:00 > 0:38:02- Erm, we're going to be cleaning this building today.- OK.
0:38:02 > 0:38:04Start from the roof, come down.
0:38:04 > 0:38:06Lots of work to do, so let's get started.
0:38:06 > 0:38:09The swing stage hangs from the roof of a building
0:38:09 > 0:38:11attached only by cables.
0:38:12 > 0:38:17For safety reasons, workers have to operate in pairs.
0:38:17 > 0:38:19Are we going to be swinging a lot?
0:38:21 > 0:38:23Just whenever we move, really.
0:38:25 > 0:38:28Good? Here, you want to go first, Darcie?
0:38:30 > 0:38:31Oh, God!
0:38:33 > 0:38:35Oh, my God!
0:38:36 > 0:38:37Don't jump!
0:38:39 > 0:38:42- Are you OK? - Yeah, I think so.
0:38:43 > 0:38:46- We're going to go down. You ready?- Yeah.
0:38:50 > 0:38:53OK. It's not bad.
0:38:53 > 0:38:55It's OK.
0:39:00 > 0:39:03- OK! No. No.- No?
0:39:04 > 0:39:06No, it's swinging.
0:39:06 > 0:39:09HE LAUGHS
0:39:09 > 0:39:12- You want to go back up? - No, give it a second.
0:39:12 > 0:39:14Maybe I just need to adjust.
0:39:14 > 0:39:16Concentrate on the fucking windows.
0:39:18 > 0:39:20Don't look down.
0:39:20 > 0:39:22Don't look down.
0:39:24 > 0:39:26But the further the stage moves down,
0:39:26 > 0:39:29the more it swings out from the building.
0:39:29 > 0:39:31I feel like an old lady!
0:39:31 > 0:39:36Oh, God, Brent, you're making the fucking thing shake! Please!
0:39:36 > 0:39:38- Hey, do you want to go back up? - Yeah.
0:39:38 > 0:39:40OK. We're going up.
0:39:40 > 0:39:42I'm really sorry, Brent.
0:39:44 > 0:39:47Darcie's fears have got the better of her again.
0:39:47 > 0:39:49Oh! It's swinging. It keeps swinging.
0:39:49 > 0:39:52The bosun chair was swinging, that's swinging.
0:39:52 > 0:39:55Oh!
0:39:55 > 0:39:59She... She's not too comfortable with the swinging of the stage.
0:39:59 > 0:40:01Brent calls the office for support.
0:40:01 > 0:40:02She had enough.
0:40:02 > 0:40:06Without a co-worker, he could lose out on a whole day's pay.
0:40:06 > 0:40:08Are you going to get another partner?
0:40:08 > 0:40:11I need at least one other person to be on the stage,
0:40:11 > 0:40:13just for emergency purposes.
0:40:13 > 0:40:15Oh, I'm sorry, I feel shit for you.
0:40:15 > 0:40:18No, no, don't. Seriously. If you can't, you can't.
0:40:18 > 0:40:22There is only one worker close by who might be able to help...
0:40:22 > 0:40:23Hi.
0:40:23 > 0:40:27- '..Stephen.'- Swap over.- 'He's been asked to step in for Darcie.'
0:40:27 > 0:40:29I'm going to go, then. I'll leave you two to it, yeah?
0:40:29 > 0:40:33- Yeah, you'll like it on the floor. Be good.- Later.- See ya.
0:40:34 > 0:40:36You'll be good, man.
0:40:39 > 0:40:41- Oh!- You're good.
0:40:46 > 0:40:49I should be on that floor right now.
0:40:49 > 0:40:52We'll get to the floor in no time, bro, no time.
0:40:53 > 0:40:57But Stephen, like Darcie, is a novice on the swing stage.
0:40:57 > 0:40:59So... Argh! Brent!
0:41:00 > 0:41:03Oh, fuck, that's made me... Oh...
0:41:03 > 0:41:06You're good, buddy.
0:41:06 > 0:41:09Oh-h-h!
0:41:09 > 0:41:11Cheeky... Oh, this... Oh!
0:41:12 > 0:41:15I feel, like, all right, actually.
0:41:15 > 0:41:17It's a bit, erm, when it moves, but, to be honest,
0:41:17 > 0:41:19I've just got this thing in my mind today
0:41:19 > 0:41:21where I just have to get the job done.
0:41:21 > 0:41:23200 feet from the ground,
0:41:23 > 0:41:26Stephen has 20 storeys of windows to clean.
0:41:27 > 0:41:30Just getting used to the swinging.
0:41:30 > 0:41:33This is just like severe turbulence on a plane.
0:41:33 > 0:41:35I'm used to, like... I need to be able to do this
0:41:35 > 0:41:38for cabin crew, like, as a flight attendant.
0:41:38 > 0:41:40I'd never go on an aeroplane, I've never been on an aeroplane,
0:41:40 > 0:41:42- I'm terrified of 'em.- See, Brent,
0:41:42 > 0:41:45I could help you to feel comfortable on the aeroplane.
0:41:46 > 0:41:50"Ladies and gentlemen, there's a lot of turbulence on board today.
0:41:50 > 0:41:56"Please stay calm, breathe and relax, I've got it all sorted."
0:41:56 > 0:41:58Brent will get paid today after all,
0:41:58 > 0:42:03and Stephen will get paid 5.50 an hour extra for working high rise.
0:42:07 > 0:42:09Yeah, that's scary shit,
0:42:09 > 0:42:14but I'm just going to focus on my reflection - my beautiful face!
0:42:14 > 0:42:16BRENT LAUGHS
0:42:22 > 0:42:24'Steve helped me out big time, you know?'
0:42:24 > 0:42:26It was awesome, it was good of him,
0:42:26 > 0:42:30cos otherwise I'd be sitting at home not doing anything, so he did good.
0:42:30 > 0:42:32Say when you're ready. You good?
0:42:33 > 0:42:36'I think I did quite well today.'
0:42:36 > 0:42:38People back home, they'd look at me and they'd be, like,
0:42:38 > 0:42:41"Is that you, Ste?" They'll actually have to blink or something
0:42:41 > 0:42:43because they'll be, like, "Ste doing this? Like, come on!
0:42:43 > 0:42:46"Like, are you being serious?" Me, doing this.
0:42:46 > 0:42:48Across town, Dom has been tasked
0:42:48 > 0:42:53with cleaning the 17-storey Metro Centre on the bosun's chair.
0:42:53 > 0:42:56It's a notoriously tricky building to handle.
0:42:56 > 0:42:59There's some buildings out there that, still, once you...
0:42:59 > 0:43:01When you get over the wall, you get a little chill up the ass
0:43:01 > 0:43:04and this building's one of them, yeah, sometimes.
0:43:07 > 0:43:08Fucking hell!
0:43:14 > 0:43:16After getting over the top a first time,
0:43:16 > 0:43:19there's a difficult second ledge to negotiate.
0:43:21 > 0:43:23Oh, fucking hell, boy!
0:43:27 > 0:43:29Oh, man!
0:43:37 > 0:43:39It's fucking scary, boy.
0:43:39 > 0:43:42Dom's now experienced enough to descend solo.
0:43:44 > 0:43:47I don't think it'll ever get boring for me,
0:43:47 > 0:43:50cos, erm...
0:43:50 > 0:43:54even though I'm scared, it's still exciting!
0:43:54 > 0:43:57Even though I'm fucking shitting myself, it's still exciting.
0:43:57 > 0:44:00Even though these ropes sound like they're going to fucking snap,
0:44:00 > 0:44:02it's still exciting!
0:44:06 > 0:44:10I feel happy. I feel happy doing this.
0:44:10 > 0:44:13And it's been a long time since I've felt happy doing a job.
0:44:16 > 0:44:19It's been three years since Dom left the Army.
0:44:19 > 0:44:22Pretty much saw a lot, yeah.
0:44:22 > 0:44:24People getting blown up and shot.
0:44:26 > 0:44:30That's what happens in war. I mean...
0:44:30 > 0:44:32people get killed, don't they, in war.
0:44:34 > 0:44:37Since then, he's struggled adjusting to civilian life.
0:44:39 > 0:44:42'I couldn't stay in a normal job for long.
0:44:42 > 0:44:44'I could probably do it for a few months.'
0:44:44 > 0:44:47It sort of eats you up and then you just think, "Why am I here?"
0:44:47 > 0:44:51It's, erm... It's probably, erm...
0:44:51 > 0:44:56Understand it a bit better if you've been through the same sort of thing.
0:44:56 > 0:44:59Hello, Neal, how you doing?
0:44:59 > 0:45:01Neal also served in the British Army.
0:45:02 > 0:45:05Dom wants to talk to him about how to move on.
0:45:05 > 0:45:08When I got out of the military, I felt totally lost
0:45:08 > 0:45:13and not able to fit in to England. I could not live in the UK.
0:45:13 > 0:45:17And it was that experience of being...
0:45:17 > 0:45:20I felt totally rejected by the UK at that time.
0:45:20 > 0:45:21I felt the same, really.
0:45:21 > 0:45:25When I left the Army I sort of felt a bit lost, didn't know what to do.
0:45:25 > 0:45:27It's up to you to get yourself together.
0:45:27 > 0:45:29And that's it, man, but use what they gave you.
0:45:29 > 0:45:31What did they give you?
0:45:31 > 0:45:35They gave you discipline, they gave you a way of organising stuff,
0:45:35 > 0:45:38right, OK, and a mind-set to get forward.
0:45:38 > 0:45:40So they gave you something.
0:45:40 > 0:45:43You just have to take what they gave you from that setting
0:45:43 > 0:45:46and apply it to this setting, right, for you.
0:45:46 > 0:45:49You give me 100%, I give you 100%, OK.
0:45:49 > 0:45:53So I'm more than willing to get you into a space where you can be
0:45:53 > 0:45:56established here and you can feel comfortable and go to work.
0:45:56 > 0:45:58And then I leave it into your hands.
0:45:58 > 0:46:00I will just give you the opportunity,
0:46:00 > 0:46:02then it's up to you, right.
0:46:02 > 0:46:05And if you ever need a talk, I'm gonna be there, man.
0:46:07 > 0:46:10Neal's offer of a permanent position, with potential to earn
0:46:10 > 0:46:14up to £1,000 a week, leaves Dom with a dilemma -
0:46:14 > 0:46:19to go home to his daughter or stay in Canada and send money home.
0:46:20 > 0:46:22I think I could potentially earn a lot of money here
0:46:22 > 0:46:25and to be able to provide for my little girl and...
0:46:25 > 0:46:27he's given me a big opportunity here, so...
0:46:27 > 0:46:29And he's helped me get a lot of things off my chest as well,
0:46:29 > 0:46:32personal issues as well.
0:46:32 > 0:46:36So it's not just work-based he's, er, helped me out with,
0:46:36 > 0:46:37it's other stuff.
0:46:44 > 0:46:46Before Dom has to make that decision,
0:46:46 > 0:46:48there's still a week of work ahead.
0:46:48 > 0:46:52Stephen and Darcie don't yet know if they'll be offered longer contracts.
0:46:52 > 0:46:54You guys are pretty cool, so.
0:46:54 > 0:46:56You wouldn't think that someone like me
0:46:56 > 0:46:58would get along with Dom, and vice versa,
0:46:58 > 0:47:00then all of us getting along together.
0:47:00 > 0:47:02When I saw you I was like, "Oh, she's going to be loud,
0:47:02 > 0:47:05- "isn't she, she's..." - GASPS: Did you?
0:47:05 > 0:47:07All the way through this, you've been saying "I can't do this,
0:47:07 > 0:47:10"I can't do that", but you actually get on with it.
0:47:10 > 0:47:12- Yeah. - And you actually do it.
0:47:12 > 0:47:16You underestimate yourself way too much, like, you really do.
0:47:16 > 0:47:19People at home would say to me, "Oh, yeah,
0:47:19 > 0:47:21"you can't do anything like that."
0:47:21 > 0:47:23It seems like you care too much about what people think,
0:47:23 > 0:47:24but that's not the case.
0:47:24 > 0:47:27You want to show others you're capable of doing this
0:47:27 > 0:47:29- kind of stuff without caring about what they think.- Yeah.
0:47:29 > 0:47:32- The amount of time we've been here, you've done well, mate.- Yeah.
0:47:32 > 0:47:34Considering you've been putting yourself down
0:47:34 > 0:47:36at the same time whilst doing it!
0:47:46 > 0:47:49Back at the hostel, Stephen is thinking about life
0:47:49 > 0:47:50when he does return home.
0:47:51 > 0:47:54I'm just writing, like, a letter to my dad.
0:47:54 > 0:47:59It's going to be difficult cos this is like the first time I've ever
0:47:59 > 0:48:01told him how I'm feeling about not seeing him and stuff.
0:48:01 > 0:48:04So it's going to be quite...
0:48:04 > 0:48:06It's going to be quite hard.
0:48:06 > 0:48:09But I need to tell him, cos this is what I've been thinking quite a lot.
0:48:11 > 0:48:15"Hi, Dad, you're probably wondering why I'm sending you a letter.
0:48:15 > 0:48:18"I'm currently in Canada working as a window cleaner.
0:48:18 > 0:48:21"Being here has made me think a lot about how I want our
0:48:21 > 0:48:25"relationship to be close and a proper dad-and-son relationship.
0:48:25 > 0:48:29"I feel like we have distanced away from each other since being young."
0:48:30 > 0:48:32HE SNIFFS
0:48:35 > 0:48:38"And it has had a big impact on me as I've got older.
0:48:41 > 0:48:44"I've found it hard to actually say this to you.
0:48:44 > 0:48:48"I just feel like I've not been able to talk to you.
0:48:56 > 0:49:01"And maybe I don't know if that's why one of the reasons that I feel
0:49:01 > 0:49:02"so intimidated around men,
0:49:02 > 0:49:05"because I never had the father figure around me."
0:49:08 > 0:49:12Like, I still love him. I love him loads.
0:49:12 > 0:49:14Love my dad.
0:49:31 > 0:49:35After more than three weeks in the job, it's time to get paid.
0:49:36 > 0:49:37Hey, guys, how are you?
0:49:37 > 0:49:39Hiya.
0:49:39 > 0:49:42- Good to see you again, bud. - All right, how are you?
0:49:42 > 0:49:43Oh, I'm great.
0:49:43 > 0:49:47So, it's, er, the final paycheque today for you guys, eh?
0:49:47 > 0:49:51So I've got the money on me, so, er, let's go for it right now.
0:49:51 > 0:49:53Who do I have first? Darcie.
0:49:53 > 0:49:55- All right, and there we go. - Thank you very much.
0:49:55 > 0:49:57Thank you.
0:49:57 > 0:50:02They've each made between 990 and £1,100.
0:50:02 > 0:50:03Oh, shit! OK.
0:50:03 > 0:50:07Oh, wow, that's a lot, isn't it? Oh, thank you.
0:50:07 > 0:50:10Yeah, it's a good start, yeah. I think it's a very good start.
0:50:10 > 0:50:12It's a fucking good start.
0:50:12 > 0:50:15So first of all, guys, just thank you for making the effort,
0:50:15 > 0:50:17really appreciate it, and like I said, the door is open
0:50:17 > 0:50:20for you to come back and hopefully I'll see you again soon.
0:50:20 > 0:50:23Neal's been impressed and has given all three of them
0:50:23 > 0:50:25the option to stay on.
0:50:25 > 0:50:26See you later.
0:50:27 > 0:50:30- I got money! - I can pay my bills!
0:50:30 > 0:50:31- OK.- Yeah.
0:50:34 > 0:50:37Dom would have the most to sacrifice.
0:50:39 > 0:50:41It's been an emotional decision
0:50:41 > 0:50:43because it's quite heartbreaking to miss out on a lot.
0:50:43 > 0:50:46She's my...my only little girl.
0:50:46 > 0:50:47Um...
0:50:47 > 0:50:51I'm going to miss, miss, miss her, miss her little face,
0:50:51 > 0:50:52miss cuddling her.
0:50:52 > 0:50:56I think I've come to a decision. I'm going to stay here.
0:50:56 > 0:50:58Poppet.
0:50:58 > 0:51:00- Yeah. - Ha-ha.
0:51:00 > 0:51:03You're seeing Nanny on Monday, aren't you?
0:51:04 > 0:51:06I'm not going to be there.
0:51:06 > 0:51:09Daddy's going to be staying here for a bit.
0:51:09 > 0:51:11I'm not going to see you for a while,
0:51:11 > 0:51:14but when I come back, we'll have a good time, yeah?
0:51:15 > 0:51:17Yeah?
0:51:17 > 0:51:19Blow me a kiss. Mwah.
0:51:19 > 0:51:21Bye-bye, Lexi.
0:51:21 > 0:51:22Love you.
0:51:25 > 0:51:27It is a bit, er, upsetting.
0:51:27 > 0:51:32However... I think I'll be able to make a better future for her
0:51:32 > 0:51:34if I stay here for a little while.
0:51:40 > 0:51:44But Dom's not the only one who's decided to stay.
0:51:44 > 0:51:46After her traumas in the air,
0:51:46 > 0:51:49Darcie's found success working in a team on the ground.
0:51:51 > 0:51:54I'm going to be working here for another couple of months,
0:51:54 > 0:51:57so, I guess that's how much I like the job now -
0:51:57 > 0:52:00in your face, three-weeks-ago Darcie.
0:52:00 > 0:52:03You missed a little spot there. There you go.
0:52:03 > 0:52:07Everybody I've met so far on this trip has definitely helped me
0:52:07 > 0:52:11and like pushed me further into becoming independent.
0:52:11 > 0:52:14Having anxiety, I'm always around people,
0:52:14 > 0:52:16cos I always depended on people.
0:52:16 > 0:52:17Now...
0:52:17 > 0:52:20I think I can step into the real world safely and say,
0:52:20 > 0:52:22"Hey, I can make it on my own."
0:52:23 > 0:52:26Dom is thriving working in the bosun's chair.
0:52:26 > 0:52:31Today, he's on the 53-storey Canada Trust Tower.
0:52:32 > 0:52:34It's a little bit high, yeah.
0:52:34 > 0:52:36Everything's back on track now.
0:52:36 > 0:52:40I mean, um, the future looks a lot more positive than what it did.
0:52:42 > 0:52:43Ooh!
0:52:43 > 0:52:46However, yeah, I'm not going to be with my little girl as much,
0:52:46 > 0:52:50but...she's got a good mum looking after her.
0:52:54 > 0:52:57Oh, I'm sure I'll look back in time and I'll say, yeah,
0:52:57 > 0:52:58I made the right decision.
0:52:58 > 0:53:02Yeah, well, this is going to be my workplace for the next few months.
0:53:02 > 0:53:04It's quite...
0:53:04 > 0:53:05It's quite breathtaking, actually.
0:53:10 > 0:53:13I still can't believe I'm here.
0:53:13 > 0:53:16But given this, given this opportunity means a lot to me,
0:53:16 > 0:53:18it means a lot, so much.
0:53:18 > 0:53:23I think this job is, um, this job's for me, it's for me.
0:53:34 > 0:53:38Stephen has decided to go home and complete his cabin crew course.
0:53:38 > 0:53:41But before leaving, he has one more job -
0:53:41 > 0:53:45on the monumental 72-storey Scotia Plaza.
0:53:46 > 0:53:48- Hello, Stephen. - Hello, nice to meet you.
0:53:48 > 0:53:50- I'm John. - Oh, nice to meet you.
0:53:50 > 0:53:52John is a veteran window cleaner
0:53:52 > 0:53:55and they'll be working 900 feet above street level.
0:54:06 > 0:54:08I'm feeling really confident, to be honest.
0:54:08 > 0:54:10Yeah, you just have to do it, don't you?
0:54:14 > 0:54:15I like it.
0:54:19 > 0:54:21I'm dead proud of myself, I really am.
0:54:21 > 0:54:25It's like a huge accomplishment, like, in my life.
0:54:25 > 0:54:29I fucking nailed it... Like, come on, let's be honest, I nailed it.
0:54:29 > 0:54:33And Stephen's enjoyed his day with a new workmate.
0:54:33 > 0:54:37Like, when I came here three weeks ago I'd find a guy like John
0:54:37 > 0:54:41really intimidating, I'd be dead scared to approach him and stuff.
0:54:41 > 0:54:43And now, like...
0:54:43 > 0:54:46I don't feel like that, I don't feel intimidated.
0:54:46 > 0:54:47You held your own out there.
0:54:47 > 0:54:50We went all the way into the boom, you didn't... you didn't panic,
0:54:50 > 0:54:53you didn't whimper, you didn't cry, you took it.
0:54:53 > 0:54:55- Thank you so much. - You did a great job.
0:54:55 > 0:54:58- Thank you. Means a lot. - Thank you. You did the work.
0:54:58 > 0:55:01Feel dead confident, feel like I can be me.
0:55:01 > 0:55:05Don't have to act, like, manly, so, yeah, feel dead good, yeah.
0:55:13 > 0:55:16Two months later, back home in Merseyside,
0:55:16 > 0:55:18things have changed for Stephen.
0:55:18 > 0:55:21Since coming back I'm up-to-date with all my bills, I'm really happy
0:55:21 > 0:55:25cos I've got no stress now and I'm just...
0:55:25 > 0:55:27ah, it's a relief.
0:55:27 > 0:55:30And the letter he wrote from Toronto has had an impact.
0:55:31 > 0:55:35So I got a text from my dad and it said, "I'm proud of you, son,
0:55:35 > 0:55:37"see you soon, love, Dad."
0:55:37 > 0:55:41We met up about a week later and we just started talking
0:55:41 > 0:55:44about general stuff, about me having a job and everything like that,
0:55:44 > 0:55:48it was just a general conversation what, like, a dad and a son do.
0:55:48 > 0:55:52And it felt really good. From now it's a good, positive step.
0:55:52 > 0:55:54So I'm not looking back, I'm moving forward.
0:55:54 > 0:55:57There's a light in the tunnel and I'm going to aim for that light.
0:56:09 > 0:56:12Next time, cattle ranching in Australia.
0:56:12 > 0:56:13Ooohh!
0:56:13 > 0:56:15But will our Brits have a beef...
0:56:15 > 0:56:17This is roaring good fun. A lot of adrenaline.
0:56:17 > 0:56:18They're unpredictable.
0:56:18 > 0:56:20Oh...
0:56:20 > 0:56:22..with one of the world's toughest jobs?
0:56:22 > 0:56:23Fuck off!
0:56:23 > 0:56:25I'm sweating, I'm so scared.