0:00:02 > 0:00:05I'm Georgia. I'm 16 years old. I'm exactly the same age my mum was when she had me.
0:00:07 > 0:00:11Georgia's mum is kiss and tell Queen and topless model, Alicia Douvall.
0:00:11 > 0:00:15Mum's been having surgery ever since I was little.
0:00:15 > 0:00:17She's had over 100 procedures.
0:00:17 > 0:00:18Hi.
0:00:19 > 0:00:22I'm so happy with my nose.
0:00:22 > 0:00:24But we are complete opposites.
0:00:24 > 0:00:27All she wants to do is study biology and Macbeth.
0:00:27 > 0:00:32She came from my womb. How can she be that different?
0:00:32 > 0:00:35But now life's about to change forever.
0:00:35 > 0:00:37Alicia's pregnant.
0:00:37 > 0:00:39- Isn't she sweet?- Yeah.
0:00:39 > 0:00:40BABY CRIES
0:00:40 > 0:00:44But will Georgia be left holding the baby?
0:00:44 > 0:00:46That's my care instructions.
0:00:46 > 0:00:49I've kind of got my hands full at the moment.
0:00:49 > 0:00:54# Feels like I am just too close to love you... #
0:00:54 > 0:00:56Oh!
0:00:57 > 0:01:00I should let her go out, really, but I'm not going to.
0:01:00 > 0:01:02I think she still sees me as like a six-year-old.
0:01:05 > 0:01:07Well I don't care, it's fine. I won't do it.
0:01:07 > 0:01:09Well I find it ridiculous.
0:01:09 > 0:01:10Look, it's dark outside.
0:01:10 > 0:01:12Yeah, but I've spent all day with you.
0:01:12 > 0:01:17# I am just too close to love you... #
0:01:17 > 0:01:19I don't like asking you about going anywhere.
0:01:19 > 0:01:21But you were sneaky about it!
0:01:21 > 0:01:24Yeah, that's because I don't like asking because you say no to everything.
0:01:24 > 0:01:32This programme contains some strong language.
0:01:48 > 0:01:51Alicia and Georgia share a bed in their two bed flat in Chelsea.
0:01:51 > 0:01:54All right, shall we go and leave this brewing
0:01:54 > 0:01:56and move your chest of drawers?
0:01:58 > 0:02:00Tonight, Georgia is moving into her own room
0:02:00 > 0:02:04to make space for the new baby.
0:02:04 > 0:02:07- All this is for a tiny baby.- Yes.
0:02:09 > 0:02:13But moving next door is as far as Alicia is willing to let Georgia go.
0:02:13 > 0:02:16- Are you allowed out much, Georgia? - No, I'm not allowed.
0:02:16 > 0:02:20My curfew is six o'clock, seven o'clock.
0:02:20 > 0:02:23That's weekends as well.
0:02:23 > 0:02:24That is only weekends actually.
0:02:24 > 0:02:27During the week I'm not allowed to go out.
0:02:29 > 0:02:31I like her company. We are best friends at the end of the day.
0:02:31 > 0:02:34I know. But I like my friends' company.
0:02:34 > 0:02:36I like to see them.
0:02:36 > 0:02:41But yes, no, I don't let her go out to see her friends or...
0:02:41 > 0:02:43go for dinner with her friends and stuff
0:02:43 > 0:02:45'cos I don't want her...
0:02:45 > 0:02:48to start drinking and stuff.
0:02:48 > 0:02:49I'm not going to, I don't want to.
0:02:49 > 0:02:54Eventually I'm just going to go by myself without, you know.
0:02:54 > 0:02:55Yeah, but I'll follow you.
0:02:56 > 0:02:59- You'll have a baby!- I'll still follow you. I'll find a way.
0:02:59 > 0:03:02OK, well you enjoy following me. Nothing's going to happen.
0:03:06 > 0:03:09I know what I was like at 16.
0:03:09 > 0:03:12And I thought I knew everything. I thought I was an adult.
0:03:12 > 0:03:14But I knew nothing. I wasn't an adult.
0:03:18 > 0:03:20I think that we have come to a crossroads
0:03:20 > 0:03:22because I'm not willing to let her go.
0:03:23 > 0:03:25And she wants her freedom.
0:03:35 > 0:03:37It's the morning of Alicia's caesarean.
0:03:37 > 0:03:40Georgia has got up early to have breakfast with Mum.
0:03:40 > 0:03:44This is the last time it'll be just the two of them.
0:03:44 > 0:03:45We've got to go.
0:03:45 > 0:03:47Get my private room.
0:03:48 > 0:03:51We've got to get this show on the road, baby. Come on.
0:03:57 > 0:03:59What are you worried about?
0:03:59 > 0:04:03I'm worried that I'll have to do loads of stuff for the baby.
0:04:03 > 0:04:04Look after the baby.
0:04:04 > 0:04:07It'll be screaming and I'll be able to hear it.
0:04:07 > 0:04:10And then I'll be tired.
0:04:15 > 0:04:18My mum told me she was pregnant on my birthday.
0:04:18 > 0:04:20Which was very annoying.
0:04:20 > 0:04:24And it wasn't, I didn't believe her because she jokes about things.
0:04:26 > 0:04:28I think at first, when she first told me,
0:04:28 > 0:04:31I was kind of annoyed that she'd got pregnant and everything.
0:04:33 > 0:04:35Because it's always been me and her.
0:04:37 > 0:04:38I'm going to stop it.
0:04:38 > 0:04:41- What did you do?- That was you because you were going in.
0:04:41 > 0:04:42No, it wasn't me, Georgie.
0:04:43 > 0:04:45Don't blame everything on me.
0:04:45 > 0:04:46Stop being nasty to me.
0:04:46 > 0:04:49Yeah, well you should have waited for the next one.
0:04:50 > 0:04:53Me wearing scrubs.
0:05:02 > 0:05:04The father of the baby's not around.
0:05:05 > 0:05:08She kind of feels it's her fault
0:05:08 > 0:05:11so I think she kind of blames herself for that.
0:05:17 > 0:05:20# You know I never want to let you down
0:05:21 > 0:05:24# Cuts me up to see you sad... #
0:05:26 > 0:05:29Fine. Oh, I hate this.
0:05:29 > 0:05:30Come on, you'll be fine.
0:05:30 > 0:05:32She's not doing anything yet.
0:05:33 > 0:05:35Just think of the benefits of, you know...
0:05:39 > 0:05:41As Alicia is a single parent,
0:05:41 > 0:05:45she has asked Georgia to come into the delivery room with her.
0:05:45 > 0:05:47Baby's coming soon.
0:05:50 > 0:05:51Sounds weird.
0:05:57 > 0:05:58Oh-argh!
0:05:58 > 0:06:00- Do you want to see your baby? - Oh, yeah.- Yeah.
0:06:02 > 0:06:04Take pictures. Slowly!
0:06:04 > 0:06:07- Slowly, slowly.- Oh, wow!
0:06:07 > 0:06:09Say hi.
0:06:10 > 0:06:12Hello.
0:06:12 > 0:06:18BABY CRIES
0:06:23 > 0:06:26Wow.
0:06:26 > 0:06:29It's amazing.
0:06:29 > 0:06:32It's left to Georgia to cut her new sister's umbilical cord.
0:06:32 > 0:06:37- OK? So you just have to snip away. - Yeah?- And you cut just there for me.
0:06:37 > 0:06:38There you go.
0:06:38 > 0:06:39Oh my God!
0:06:40 > 0:06:43- That's it.- There.
0:06:43 > 0:06:46She's cute.
0:06:46 > 0:06:47Oh!
0:06:50 > 0:06:53She's dead cute.
0:06:54 > 0:06:55Our little family.
0:06:57 > 0:07:00There's three of us now.
0:07:00 > 0:07:04- There was two about three minutes ago.- Now there's three.
0:07:07 > 0:07:09There you go. Just hold onto her.
0:07:09 > 0:07:12She's so cute.
0:07:14 > 0:07:16Her feet! I can feel how tiny she is.
0:07:27 > 0:07:30Ah! She's weeing now. Jesus!
0:07:30 > 0:07:34THEY LAUGH
0:07:36 > 0:07:37- Isn't she sweet?- Yeah.
0:07:38 > 0:07:41Welcome to the world, baby Papaya.
0:07:42 > 0:07:46# We're going to come together we're going to celebrate
0:07:46 > 0:07:50# We'll all gather round like it's your birthday.
0:07:50 > 0:07:53# I don't want to know just what I'm going to do
0:07:53 > 0:07:58# I don't care where you going I'm coming along with you... #
0:07:58 > 0:08:01After a short stay in hospital, Georgia and Alicia have
0:08:01 > 0:08:05returned home to start their new lives with baby Papaya.
0:08:05 > 0:08:08I'm a one-woman feeding machine.
0:08:08 > 0:08:10I'm a one-woman feeding machine.
0:08:10 > 0:08:12You can breastfeed?
0:08:12 > 0:08:14Yeah, I couldn't believe I can breastfeed.
0:08:14 > 0:08:17Because obviously I've had 16 boob jobs.
0:08:17 > 0:08:22And the last operation was like seven, eight hours, reconstruction.
0:08:22 > 0:08:25So I just can't believe that I'm actually able to breastfeed
0:08:25 > 0:08:27and the plastic surgeon said its 50/50.
0:08:27 > 0:08:32But I think my saving grace is that they didn't go through the nipple.
0:08:34 > 0:08:37So if you have a boob job, don't go through the nipple.
0:08:37 > 0:08:38I don't want a boob job!
0:08:38 > 0:08:41No, but if any of your friends, don't go through the nipple.
0:08:41 > 0:08:42So they're working boobs?
0:08:42 > 0:08:43They're working boobs
0:08:43 > 0:08:47and they're actually working for the first time for the right reason.
0:08:47 > 0:08:51They've been out more times than in my glamour modelling career.
0:08:51 > 0:08:53And in the nightclubs.
0:08:53 > 0:08:56You aren't giving yourself a very good reputation.
0:08:56 > 0:08:57Well it's true though.
0:08:57 > 0:09:00If you're a glamour model you get your boobs out for a job.
0:09:02 > 0:09:05- Yeah...- I got my boobs out virtually everyday for shoots.
0:09:05 > 0:09:10- OK.- But feeding a baby they're out even more times.
0:09:10 > 0:09:11Yeah.
0:09:11 > 0:09:13I don't know why I bother even putting them back in.
0:09:26 > 0:09:28Alicia is settling into motherhood
0:09:28 > 0:09:31while Georgia also finds herself with more responsibility.
0:09:31 > 0:09:36I think I probably filled that, the role of father a lot for my mum
0:09:36 > 0:09:40because I look after her quite a lot and do things like put the pram up
0:09:40 > 0:09:43and things like that and everything.
0:09:43 > 0:09:45Which, so, you know.
0:09:45 > 0:09:47Are you happy to do that?
0:09:47 > 0:09:48Yeah, I don't mind it.
0:09:48 > 0:09:50It's, you know, it's good for me
0:09:50 > 0:09:52and it was amazing that I could have been there.
0:09:52 > 0:09:55Because I, I don't know, it just seems so hard
0:09:55 > 0:09:57without another person there.
0:09:57 > 0:10:00To have a child and you want support of someone
0:10:00 > 0:10:02and someone to help you with the baby.
0:10:03 > 0:10:10# Down by the river by the boat where everybody goes to be alone
0:10:10 > 0:10:17# Where you won't see any rising sun down to the river we go on... #
0:10:17 > 0:10:20Alicia and Georgia are introducing baby Papaya to the world.
0:10:20 > 0:10:22Beginning with a magazine spread.
0:10:25 > 0:10:28A year ago, Alicia had surgery on her face.
0:10:28 > 0:10:31She had a chin and nose implant placed under the skin.
0:10:31 > 0:10:34She now regrets this decision as it has left her with
0:10:34 > 0:10:37nerve damage affecting her ability to smile.
0:10:38 > 0:10:41Looking through the pictures from the shoot
0:10:41 > 0:10:43she is less than impressed with the results.
0:10:44 > 0:10:46My face is like...
0:10:47 > 0:10:50plastic so not fantastic.
0:10:50 > 0:10:53I can't even smile. They were like "Smile, smile in the pictures".
0:10:53 > 0:10:57And I was like...I can't smile. I literally can't smile.
0:10:57 > 0:10:59It's friggin' awful.
0:11:01 > 0:11:04You're not e-mailing your surgeon, are you?
0:11:04 > 0:11:08I am. I really am. Look.
0:11:08 > 0:11:11- Are you?- Yes.
0:11:11 > 0:11:13How do you feel about that?
0:11:13 > 0:11:16As long as I'm on half term I don't mind...
0:11:16 > 0:11:18When you go, really.
0:11:18 > 0:11:22It needs to move. It's like, this is fucking hideous.
0:11:23 > 0:11:25OK.
0:11:25 > 0:11:29It's like I haven't even got a body to make up for the face.
0:11:29 > 0:11:32You know like some people in a pub they're like, "Shame about the face
0:11:32 > 0:11:34"but at least her body is all right."
0:11:34 > 0:11:37I've gone and fucked up the whole thing now!
0:11:41 > 0:11:44Dejected by the photos for the magazine shoot
0:11:44 > 0:11:47and no longer able to smile,
0:11:47 > 0:11:52Alicia is wasting no time booking her corrective facial surgery.
0:11:52 > 0:11:55That's my main aim is just to get my lip working and get my face working.
0:11:55 > 0:11:59And the other question I have, is it safe whilst breastfeeding?
0:11:59 > 0:12:06# I can see it and I can feel it by believing... #
0:12:11 > 0:12:12It's the day after the magazine shoot
0:12:12 > 0:12:16and Georgia is returning home from college.
0:12:16 > 0:12:19She's unaware that Alicia has booked her surgery trip to Boston.
0:12:27 > 0:12:29- Hello.- Hey!
0:12:29 > 0:12:30Hello.
0:12:30 > 0:12:33- How was your day?- Yeah, it was good.
0:12:33 > 0:12:35So, I've booked us a holiday.
0:12:35 > 0:12:40- You have? - Yeah, for your half term.- OK.
0:12:40 > 0:12:43- Tiny, tiny, tiny, tiny drawback. - What?
0:12:44 > 0:12:49That we have to go February 8, is that all right? Fly February 8?
0:12:50 > 0:12:51So you get two days off.
0:12:51 > 0:12:55- Not really.- Of college, it's just the last two days of college.
0:12:55 > 0:12:57I don't really have a choice, do I?
0:12:58 > 0:13:02Why don't you look at your calendar, you'll miss one day of college.
0:13:02 > 0:13:04You just said two days.
0:13:04 > 0:13:08February 8 is a Wednesday so, yeah, technically two days.
0:13:08 > 0:13:09But you'd miss really one, wouldn't you.
0:13:09 > 0:13:12No, I'd miss two days.
0:13:12 > 0:13:15That'll be my 100% attendance gone!
0:13:16 > 0:13:24- Wait, February?- Ninth and...- Wait, wait, of February?- February, yeah.
0:13:24 > 0:13:26- Nnnn.- No, don't come up with anything!
0:13:26 > 0:13:29Wait, wait, wait, no, no, honest excuse.
0:13:29 > 0:13:33OK. Now I have biology mock there. I have drama mock.
0:13:33 > 0:13:37Eight, six, seven, eight, photography mock.
0:13:37 > 0:13:40And that's for my exam. This will go towards my A-level.
0:13:42 > 0:13:44Look. I'm free on that, you know?
0:13:45 > 0:13:46That's...
0:13:48 > 0:13:50Georgie, please.
0:13:50 > 0:13:53No, I'm not, look, it's not, I don't do this on purpose.
0:13:53 > 0:13:55This is an exam thing.
0:13:55 > 0:13:57I'll just say...
0:13:57 > 0:14:03she has a photography...
0:14:03 > 0:14:05They're not going to give me.
0:14:05 > 0:14:11- ..mock on...- I only have two weeks or three weeks left to do this.
0:14:11 > 0:14:13I'd like the extra day.
0:14:14 > 0:14:18Georgie, you don't need the extra day, this is not crucial.
0:14:19 > 0:14:22Well, I don't care, it's fine, I won't do it.
0:14:22 > 0:14:25No, Georgie, I'm just finding out...
0:14:25 > 0:14:30"She has a photography mock on Wednesday the 8, however..."
0:14:30 > 0:14:32Oh, she's kicking off now as well!
0:14:32 > 0:14:34"However..."
0:14:34 > 0:14:35BABY CRIES
0:14:38 > 0:14:43You can't catch up on a mock. If it's over, you've missed it.
0:14:43 > 0:14:47Well, I'm finding out, darling, aren't I? I'm writing to see.
0:14:47 > 0:14:48That's not good for me, though.
0:14:48 > 0:14:51Because it means I won't have as much time as everyone else to do...
0:14:51 > 0:14:54You've always got an excuse!
0:14:54 > 0:14:56How is this not, this is a valid excuse.
0:14:56 > 0:15:00- It's an exam that goes towards my A-level.- It's not...
0:15:00 > 0:15:03It's right at the end. It's the last day of term. That's why I thought...
0:15:05 > 0:15:09Jesus! It's the last day of term.
0:15:11 > 0:15:13That's probably broken now.
0:15:13 > 0:15:17OK, I won't go. Fine, you win.
0:15:17 > 0:15:18- Yeah?- Yeah.
0:15:20 > 0:15:24- Really?- Well, I would prefer that but...you know.
0:15:29 > 0:15:32Are you done, yes?
0:15:32 > 0:15:35Well, I thought you would be happy that we're going to Boston.
0:15:37 > 0:15:39Doesn't bother me.
0:15:39 > 0:15:42Well, it obviously does bother you, doesn't it?
0:15:42 > 0:15:46- Georgie, don't walk away. - I need to do stuff.
0:15:50 > 0:15:52That went well.
0:15:52 > 0:15:53SHE LAUGHS
0:15:56 > 0:15:57SHE SIGHS
0:15:57 > 0:15:58Great.
0:16:01 > 0:16:04SHE TUTS AND SIGHS
0:16:04 > 0:16:06MUSIC: "Away FRM U" by Oberhofer
0:16:07 > 0:16:09# Oh, oh
0:16:10 > 0:16:12# Oh, oh. #
0:16:12 > 0:16:14Despite Georgia's pleas,
0:16:14 > 0:16:17Alicia is going ahead with the surgery in Boston.
0:16:17 > 0:16:19# You're pushing me away from you
0:16:19 > 0:16:22# And there's nothing I can do
0:16:22 > 0:16:27# And I can't fight All of your battles for you. #
0:16:27 > 0:16:29Ready...go.
0:16:30 > 0:16:34If she can get 4 1/2-week-old Papaya her first passport in time.
0:16:34 > 0:16:38# I'll hop the fence So I can get out of this mess
0:16:41 > 0:16:45# Oh oh-oh. #
0:16:45 > 0:16:49So, I've done it. I've registered her. So I've got my certificate.
0:16:49 > 0:16:51Yay!
0:16:52 > 0:16:56I'm now a proud owner of a certified baby.
0:16:57 > 0:17:00Papaya Coco Piri Douvall.
0:17:00 > 0:17:02MUSIC: "Undercover Martyn" by Two Door Cinema Club
0:17:07 > 0:17:12Georgia and Alicia are having a photo shoot for Fabulous magazine.
0:17:12 > 0:17:15So, what's the first preference for me to wear?
0:17:15 > 0:17:18But, for the first time, Georgia is the focus of the article.
0:17:18 > 0:17:21# She spoke words That would melt in your hand. #
0:17:21 > 0:17:23If you had a choice, what would you do today?
0:17:23 > 0:17:26I'd probably get my homework done out the way
0:17:26 > 0:17:27and see my friends right now,
0:17:27 > 0:17:32cos they're having a party tonight I think, but I'm not allowed to go.
0:17:32 > 0:17:36Even though this would finish, probably, in time for me to go, but...
0:17:36 > 0:17:38No.
0:17:38 > 0:17:40MUSIC: "Sorta Fairytale" by Tori Amos
0:17:44 > 0:17:49# On my way up north
0:17:49 > 0:17:51# Up on the Ventura
0:17:51 > 0:17:56# I pulled back the hood. #
0:17:56 > 0:18:00I would like it a lot to have a lot more freedom and independence.
0:18:02 > 0:18:06She likes to say we're best friends, which I guess we are,
0:18:06 > 0:18:11but even my best friend, I don't spend every working hour with them.
0:18:11 > 0:18:14# We could break a silver lining
0:18:14 > 0:18:17# And I'm so sad
0:18:17 > 0:18:22# Like a good book I can't put this day back. #
0:18:22 > 0:18:25Hair done, make-up on - all dressed up, but nowhere to go.
0:18:25 > 0:18:29Georgia is making one last plea to meet up with her friends this evening.
0:18:29 > 0:18:31PAPAYA CRIES
0:18:33 > 0:18:36You can put that nappy in the bin, if you could.
0:18:37 > 0:18:39Aw...
0:18:40 > 0:18:42So, is it too late for me to go to Chloe's, then?
0:18:42 > 0:18:46- Uh, Georgie, what time is it? - Like, 4.30.- Yes.
0:18:46 > 0:18:50- You really want to go late at night? - It's not late at night though.
0:18:50 > 0:18:53I knew you would do this. I knew it. But I find it ridiculous.
0:18:53 > 0:18:56- Look, it's dark outside. - Yeah, but I...
0:18:56 > 0:18:59And you want to go outside - we've got loads of things to do...
0:18:59 > 0:19:00We don't have loads of things to do.
0:19:00 > 0:19:04- You wanted me to do your photography with you.- Yeah, tomorrow.
0:19:04 > 0:19:07- Why do you want to keep seeing all your friends?- Well, because I'm...
0:19:07 > 0:19:09- You see them all week at college. - I don't see them all week.
0:19:09 > 0:19:13- I don't see Chloe all week. - You never want to see me.
0:19:13 > 0:19:16I do want to see you. I spent all day with you.
0:19:18 > 0:19:21How can you want to go and see your friends today, Georgie?
0:19:21 > 0:19:25MUSIC: "Somebody That I Used To Know" by Gotye
0:19:25 > 0:19:27I'm losing her.
0:19:28 > 0:19:31# But you didn't have to cut me off
0:19:31 > 0:19:36# Make out like it never happened And that we were nothing
0:19:36 > 0:19:38# And I don't even need your love
0:19:38 > 0:19:43# But you treat me like a stranger And I feel so rough
0:19:43 > 0:19:46# No, you didn't have to stoop so low
0:19:46 > 0:19:48# Have your friends Collect your records
0:19:48 > 0:19:50# And then change your number
0:19:50 > 0:19:53# I guess that I Don't need that though
0:19:53 > 0:19:57# Now you're just somebody That I used to know. #
0:20:02 > 0:20:05It's the night before the trip to Boston for Alicia's surgery.
0:20:05 > 0:20:08Georgia has had the results from her photography mock,
0:20:08 > 0:20:10but it's not what she was hoping for.
0:20:10 > 0:20:14He said, "I expected you to get an A, but you haven't.
0:20:14 > 0:20:17"But you've passed." It means I got a B or a C.
0:20:17 > 0:20:19Oh, dear. Well, you'll be all right
0:20:19 > 0:20:22when it comes to the actual A-level, won't you?
0:20:22 > 0:20:27- Well, that was part of the actual A-level.- No.- Yes.
0:20:27 > 0:20:32- That's, like, one section of it. - Shut up - I thought it was a mock.
0:20:32 > 0:20:35No, photography counts towards the A-level.
0:20:35 > 0:20:39- So you're not going to get an A in your photography A-level?- Not in AS.
0:20:39 > 0:20:42Oh, my God. That's a disaster.
0:20:42 > 0:20:44It's not a disaster.
0:20:44 > 0:20:47- So I suppose that's my fault, isn't it, if that's photography?- A bit.
0:20:47 > 0:20:52- Really? - Well, he said it was rushed, so...
0:20:52 > 0:20:55I must have rushed cos I only had today to do it, so...
0:20:55 > 0:20:58MUSIC: "Give Me What I Want" by Kids In Glass Houses
0:20:59 > 0:21:01# Doo-doo-doo-doo-doo-doo-doo. #
0:21:01 > 0:21:05# We take three steps forward Three steps back
0:21:05 > 0:21:07# She said, "I don't like The way you're dressed."
0:21:07 > 0:21:10# So then four words later She takes four back... #
0:21:10 > 0:21:12Are all your friends meeting up in half term?
0:21:12 > 0:21:16Yeah, everyone's meeting up in half term, but I'm busy.
0:21:16 > 0:21:19It would have been nice to see my friends.
0:21:19 > 0:21:21I go, I come back and I have a couple of days,
0:21:21 > 0:21:25but my mum already said, "You're not meeting your friends."
0:21:25 > 0:21:28I can when we get back, so... It's a no.
0:21:28 > 0:21:33I think she still sees me as a six-year-old, but... I don't know.
0:21:33 > 0:21:34She trusts me to do a lot of things.
0:21:34 > 0:21:37She expects me to do really adult things all the time,
0:21:37 > 0:21:41but then if I want to see my friends or something, it's a no go.
0:21:42 > 0:21:44It's a no.
0:21:44 > 0:21:47# Give me what I want Give me what I want
0:21:47 > 0:21:52# Give me what I want Give me what I want. #
0:21:52 > 0:21:58For the first time I've built myself a family and I love this.
0:21:58 > 0:22:00I love having a family. I love having, you know...
0:22:02 > 0:22:06Papaya and Georgia and I've got a family. I love sitting around,
0:22:06 > 0:22:09and what people probably take for granted and don't think is that much,
0:22:09 > 0:22:12but, like, sitting around and having our dinner -
0:22:12 > 0:22:15I think, "Oh, my God," and, like, I've built a happy home.
0:22:15 > 0:22:19In my eyes, I've succeeded in the most important thing
0:22:19 > 0:22:21that I ever set out to accomplish
0:22:21 > 0:22:24and I've built a safe, happy, loving home,
0:22:24 > 0:22:28which...I know is really...
0:22:28 > 0:22:30Most people would take that for granted,
0:22:30 > 0:22:35but where I've come from and where I am now -
0:22:35 > 0:22:37that's a fucking miracle.
0:22:38 > 0:22:41So I'm not ready to let it go.
0:22:41 > 0:22:45Call me a shit mum or call me what you want, but...
0:22:45 > 0:22:48I don't know. I don't want her to grow up and I don't want her...
0:22:49 > 0:22:52I don't want her to be, you know, gone.
0:22:52 > 0:22:54And off with some boy.
0:22:54 > 0:22:57No, he can't take my little girl away from me - she's too tiny.
0:22:58 > 0:23:01I want her to be a little baby for a bit longer.
0:23:01 > 0:23:03I don't think that's too much to ask for.
0:23:03 > 0:23:06MUSIC: "Come Closer" by Miles Kane
0:23:10 > 0:23:12I'm going to Boston, baby.
0:23:13 > 0:23:16Alicia, Georgia and seven-week-old Papaya
0:23:16 > 0:23:18are all on their way to Boston
0:23:18 > 0:23:22so Alicia can have her chin and nose implants removed.
0:23:22 > 0:23:24# You're a million miles
0:23:24 > 0:23:28# A million miles away
0:23:28 > 0:23:33# So come closer
0:23:33 > 0:23:36# Whoa-oh oh-oh oh-oh Ah-ah ah-ah ah-ah
0:23:36 > 0:23:39# Whoa-oh oh-oh oh-oh. #
0:23:39 > 0:23:42ALICIA SIGHS So, I can't believe it.
0:23:42 > 0:23:44This is the last time you see this ugly face.
0:23:44 > 0:23:47- Yay!- That's going to be gone,
0:23:47 > 0:23:50that's going to be gone and then like that.
0:23:51 > 0:23:54- Like that.- OK.
0:23:54 > 0:23:58So, without the plastic, my nose originally is like...
0:23:59 > 0:24:01..that. So, that goes.
0:24:04 > 0:24:07This is what the surgeons do, you see? Look.
0:24:07 > 0:24:09It looks good, yeah. It's fine.
0:24:10 > 0:24:13So that's without the nose implant and without the chin implant.
0:24:13 > 0:24:16I can't really see the difference with the chin. I guess...
0:24:19 > 0:24:22- That's me.- OK.- Again.
0:24:28 > 0:24:33Georgia now has an idea of what to expect from tomorrow's surgery,
0:24:33 > 0:24:37but experience has taught her that Alicia is rarely happy with the outcome for long.
0:24:47 > 0:24:50It's 6am, the morning of Alicia's surgery.
0:24:50 > 0:24:52Georgia is up and preparing bottles.
0:24:52 > 0:24:55She is about to be solely responsible for Papaya
0:24:55 > 0:24:57for the first time.
0:24:57 > 0:25:00- Right, I'd better go.- OK.
0:25:01 > 0:25:05I shall go and meet my fate.
0:25:06 > 0:25:08Bye-bye, little one.
0:25:09 > 0:25:13I love you lots, but I've got to leave you.
0:25:13 > 0:25:15- Have you got everything?- Yeah.
0:25:15 > 0:25:18- OK, bye-bye.- I love you lots. - Love you too.- Bye-bye -
0:25:18 > 0:25:21- I don't want to go.- You'll be fine.
0:25:21 > 0:25:23You'll be back soon.
0:25:25 > 0:25:28- Bye.- Bye. Have fun.
0:25:29 > 0:25:32- Well, you won't have fun, but... - Bye.- Bye.
0:25:33 > 0:25:35- Bye.- Bye, OK!
0:25:35 > 0:25:37I get it - you're going now.
0:25:37 > 0:25:39- Bye.- Bye!
0:25:41 > 0:25:44- Love you lots - won't be long. - OK.
0:25:44 > 0:25:46- I love you lots.- Love you, too.
0:25:46 > 0:25:49- Bye.- Bye-bye, Papaya - I love you.
0:25:49 > 0:25:53She's not listening. She's looking away.
0:25:53 > 0:25:55Oh, it's horrible, this is.
0:26:13 > 0:26:18I didn't even cry at the birth of my daughter. I never, ever, ever cry.
0:26:18 > 0:26:20The severity of it all.
0:26:24 > 0:26:25I'm OK now.
0:26:27 > 0:26:29It's just not nice, is it?
0:26:30 > 0:26:33Oh, God - part of me just prays that I never,
0:26:33 > 0:26:37ever have to put myself or my family in this situation again.
0:26:38 > 0:26:40But, you know what? This is like,
0:26:40 > 0:26:44please, if I come away with my mouth working again,
0:26:44 > 0:26:48I really don't want any more surgery. I really don't. It's just shit.
0:26:49 > 0:26:52This is as low as you can go, isn't it, really?
0:26:52 > 0:26:54MUSIC: "Born To Die" by Lana Del Rey
0:26:54 > 0:26:58# Walking through the city streets
0:26:59 > 0:27:03# Is it by mistake or design
0:27:03 > 0:27:08# I feel so alone On the Friday nights
0:27:08 > 0:27:13# Can you make it feel like home If I tell you you're mine
0:27:13 > 0:27:16# It's like I told you, honey
0:27:16 > 0:27:18# Don't make me sad
0:27:18 > 0:27:21# Don't make me cry
0:27:21 > 0:27:26# Sometimes love is not enough And the road gets tough
0:27:26 > 0:27:28# I don't know why. #
0:27:28 > 0:27:31PAPAYA WAILS
0:27:36 > 0:27:38It's coming.
0:27:40 > 0:27:43Georgia has learnt all about sterilising bottles
0:27:43 > 0:27:47and caring for Papaya, but she's never had to do it alone before.
0:27:49 > 0:27:51Where are the baby wipes? Sh, sh, sh, sh.
0:27:51 > 0:27:53MUSIC: "Go" by Delilah
0:27:58 > 0:28:00It's all done.
0:28:00 > 0:28:03# I've been waiting for you It's been so long. #
0:28:03 > 0:28:05Lean forward. Lean forward.
0:28:05 > 0:28:08# I know just what I would do
0:28:08 > 0:28:10# When I heard your song
0:28:11 > 0:28:14# The next thing I felt was you
0:28:14 > 0:28:17# Holding me close
0:28:17 > 0:28:19# What am I going to do. #
0:28:19 > 0:28:23Georgia is hopeful that her mum's attitude towards plastic surgery
0:28:23 > 0:28:25is finally changing.
0:28:25 > 0:28:28My mum does seem different from the other times
0:28:28 > 0:28:30when she's gone to have surgery.
0:28:30 > 0:28:32- She's more... - PAPAYA CRIES
0:28:32 > 0:28:35Um... Sh.
0:28:35 > 0:28:38Like, before she used to be, kind of, like, excited to go,
0:28:38 > 0:28:40but now she's really not.
0:28:40 > 0:28:42Doesn't want to leave Papaya and me.
0:28:42 > 0:28:46I hope it works. I hope she looks better from it
0:28:46 > 0:28:49and, like, her face works, don't we?
0:28:49 > 0:28:52If it was my choice then I'd say, yeah, this would be my last trip
0:28:52 > 0:28:54if this isn't her last surgery
0:28:54 > 0:28:56cos I wouldn't want to come back again.
0:28:56 > 0:29:00It's just so much hassle and stress and everything
0:29:00 > 0:29:01and it's not even worth it.
0:29:01 > 0:29:04- PAPAYA CRIES - I miss school because of it
0:29:04 > 0:29:07and then I have to sit here...
0:29:07 > 0:29:10Come on. Sh.
0:29:10 > 0:29:14Is this what you want, or not? No?
0:29:15 > 0:29:18I have to sit here, you know, with her screaming and then her...
0:29:18 > 0:29:21- PAPAYA COUGHS - Ooh.
0:29:24 > 0:29:28Are you done now? You can't want more.
0:29:30 > 0:29:32# But Ooh Your love's so cruel
0:29:32 > 0:29:35# You make me wanna go, go
0:29:35 > 0:29:40# Go, go, go ooh. #
0:29:40 > 0:29:44Georgia has now spent 11 hours alone with Papaya.
0:29:44 > 0:29:47Hi, I just wanted to know if Alicia Douvall has come out of her surgery yet?
0:29:47 > 0:29:50But her duties do not end here.
0:29:50 > 0:29:55When Alicia returns, she will be affected by the anaesthetic and also need care.
0:29:55 > 0:29:57Hi.
0:29:57 > 0:29:59Morning.
0:29:59 > 0:30:01Your face doesn't look that bad, actually.
0:30:02 > 0:30:06- I'm so happy with my nose. - Yeah, it looks better.
0:30:06 > 0:30:08It's so much better. Old nose.
0:30:10 > 0:30:14It's starting to swell now so you won't see, but I've got me back.
0:30:14 > 0:30:18- Yeah, it's good. - Do I look better?- Yeah.
0:30:18 > 0:30:21Papaya. I missed... Ooh.
0:30:21 > 0:30:24Do look a bit strange?
0:30:24 > 0:30:28- I missed you. - She's kind of tired.
0:30:28 > 0:30:30Oh, no.
0:30:30 > 0:30:33Have I changed the outline so you can't recognise me?
0:30:34 > 0:30:36She's looking at me.
0:30:36 > 0:30:38Yeah, she looks at everyone like that.
0:30:38 > 0:30:41MUSIC: "What Can I Say?" by The Pigeon Detectives
0:30:41 > 0:30:43That's a bit tight.
0:30:45 > 0:30:50That's my instructions. That's my care instructions.
0:30:50 > 0:30:52I've kind of got my hands full at the moment.
0:30:52 > 0:30:56- This is a mouthwash. Did I say that? - Yep, you said that.
0:30:56 > 0:30:59# You say that you're Trying to change
0:30:59 > 0:31:03# But you go at it again At it again
0:31:03 > 0:31:05# What can I say? #
0:31:05 > 0:31:09Party, Papaya. This is it - the start of a new life.
0:31:09 > 0:31:11You've got your new life, now I've got mine.
0:31:11 > 0:31:14- OK, can you just stop talking now? - OK, sorry.
0:31:14 > 0:31:16# You say that you're Trying to change
0:31:16 > 0:31:20# But you go at it again At it again
0:31:20 > 0:31:24# And now it seems the only way
0:31:24 > 0:31:27# To tell the night from day. #
0:31:27 > 0:31:31- I'm really proud of you. - That's good.- Thank you so much.
0:31:31 > 0:31:34- I so appreciate you. - It's fine. OK, well... Yeah.
0:31:36 > 0:31:39You will be rewarded in heaven, but...
0:31:39 > 0:31:41- In heaven?- I'll take you shopping.
0:31:41 > 0:31:45- OK.- And after this, this is a new start.
0:31:45 > 0:31:47Yeah, cos I'm not doing it again. So it's fine.
0:31:47 > 0:31:50Yeah, and we're going to take you shopping to Boston
0:31:50 > 0:31:55- and I'm going to buy you some nice stuff.- OK.- And treat you.
0:31:55 > 0:31:59- And we can start having a good time now.- That's good.
0:31:59 > 0:32:03- The worst is over and behind us and this is, like...- We've got tonight.
0:32:03 > 0:32:08- Hopefully this is the start of a new start.- OK.
0:32:08 > 0:32:11Thank you, Georgia. I really appreciate it.
0:32:11 > 0:32:13It's fine.
0:32:13 > 0:32:16- Thank you.- It's OK.
0:32:16 > 0:32:20- You are lovely. You're the apple of my eye.- OK.
0:32:23 > 0:32:26- You really are lovely.- It's fine.
0:32:27 > 0:32:30- You're an angel.- OK.
0:32:31 > 0:32:35- And it's not just the drugs saying that.- OK.
0:32:37 > 0:32:42Alicia is sleeping in the other room recovering from anaesthetic
0:32:42 > 0:32:45leaving Georgia to care for Papaya through the night.
0:32:45 > 0:32:48FROM OUTSIDE: Turn the light off and then she'll probably...
0:32:51 > 0:32:54- PAPAYA WAILS - Urgh!
0:32:54 > 0:32:56- ALICIA MURMURS - What?
0:33:01 > 0:33:03- Are you all right?- Yep.
0:33:03 > 0:33:07- Here, let me pull your legs. - Oh, no, no - that's fine.
0:33:07 > 0:33:11I'm there now. No, no - I'm there. It's fine.
0:33:11 > 0:33:15- Is that the middle? - Yeah, yeah, no. OK, go back.
0:33:18 > 0:33:20PAPAYA MURMURS Sh, sh, sh, sh.
0:33:20 > 0:33:23Put your head down, your head down.
0:33:23 > 0:33:24Twist it.
0:33:25 > 0:33:28- Good night.- Night.
0:33:28 > 0:33:30- Love you.- Love you, too.- Love you.
0:33:30 > 0:33:33- ALICIA MUTTERS - Just go to sleep.
0:33:45 > 0:33:49It's the morning after surgery and Georgia has been up for hours.
0:33:58 > 0:33:59Morning.
0:34:01 > 0:34:03Oh, God - I'm swelling up now.
0:34:03 > 0:34:05I feel like shit.
0:34:05 > 0:34:07SHE CHUCKLES
0:34:07 > 0:34:09I feel awful.
0:34:09 > 0:34:12I've got a headache, I feel tired and I'm in pain,
0:34:12 > 0:34:14but I'm not taking the painkillers.
0:34:14 > 0:34:17I started breastfeeding again at three in the morning,
0:34:17 > 0:34:18but I'm just expressing.
0:34:19 > 0:34:23Believing this really was her last-ever surgical procedure,
0:34:23 > 0:34:26Alicia reflects on when it all began.
0:34:26 > 0:34:29I've been addicted to plastic surgery for...
0:34:31 > 0:34:32Since I was...
0:34:33 > 0:34:3717, I had my first operation.
0:34:37 > 0:34:40I've been addicted since then.
0:34:40 > 0:34:41That's a long time.
0:34:44 > 0:34:48And waiting in the waiting room I thought, "This so isn't the answer.
0:34:48 > 0:34:50"It's such a mug's game."
0:34:54 > 0:34:58I just don't want to do it ever again. I really don't.
0:34:58 > 0:35:01And I said that before, but...
0:35:03 > 0:35:05I think this time...
0:35:06 > 0:35:10My frame of mind is completely different.
0:35:11 > 0:35:16And I feel like this is a start of... Finally, I'm going to live my life.
0:35:19 > 0:35:22Georgia's got a good feeling that it's the end as well, haven't you?
0:35:22 > 0:35:24Yeah.
0:35:43 > 0:35:46Do you think it's the last surgery?
0:35:46 > 0:35:48I don't know. I don't want to...
0:35:49 > 0:35:52If I say I think it is, it probably won't be, but...
0:35:53 > 0:35:55I don't know.
0:35:55 > 0:35:56Do you hope it's the last surgery?
0:35:56 > 0:35:58I mean, yeah, it'd be great for her if it was
0:35:58 > 0:36:02because then she wouldn't have to, you know, keep wasting her money
0:36:02 > 0:36:04and coming here and back again
0:36:04 > 0:36:07and it would be really good for everyone.
0:36:07 > 0:36:11I think for Papaya as well cos she won't have to, kind of, see it either.
0:36:14 > 0:36:16I don't know. I don't know if it will be.
0:36:21 > 0:36:24I think this experience definitely has been different.
0:36:24 > 0:36:26I think now it's very clear
0:36:26 > 0:36:29that she's not making herself look better in any way.
0:36:29 > 0:36:32I look at pictures of her when she was, like,
0:36:32 > 0:36:3619, 20 and she would look perfect there.
0:36:37 > 0:36:40This picture was of my mum
0:36:40 > 0:36:43before, I think, she had really any surgery
0:36:43 > 0:36:45apart from, like, one boob job, maybe.
0:36:45 > 0:36:48No, I think she looks really good there.
0:36:48 > 0:36:51Like, her hair and everything looks nice. It's natural.
0:36:51 > 0:36:54It looks different to what she looks like now.
0:36:55 > 0:36:59The first, like, surgery that I remember of hers
0:36:59 > 0:37:02was probably when she had, like, her whole face, kind of,
0:37:02 > 0:37:06peel thing or something and it was like flesh red.
0:37:06 > 0:37:08She had this plastic thing over it.
0:37:08 > 0:37:12And I saw her and I was just like running away, screaming and crying.
0:37:12 > 0:37:14I was like, "No, the monster!"
0:37:16 > 0:37:18She can move on now, you know?
0:37:18 > 0:37:20She can fix what she's done wrong
0:37:20 > 0:37:25and start living her life without plastic surgery.
0:37:25 > 0:37:27MUSIC: "I Would Do Anything For You" by Foster The People
0:37:27 > 0:37:29# Never want to stand upon myself
0:37:29 > 0:37:32# Never want to get in the way I said it
0:37:32 > 0:37:35# I don't know what the plan is
0:37:35 > 0:37:39# But you can share with me
0:37:39 > 0:37:43# Cos ooh, la, la I've fallen in love
0:37:43 > 0:37:45# And it's better this time
0:37:45 > 0:37:47# Than ever before
0:37:47 > 0:37:51# Cos ooh, la, la I've fallen in love. #
0:37:51 > 0:37:55Alicia and Georgia have been back in the UK for a week.
0:37:56 > 0:37:59Close friend Jessica is round to help Alicia get ready
0:37:59 > 0:38:02for her first night out since before she was pregnant.
0:38:02 > 0:38:05That is stunning, and I think with some nice shoes
0:38:05 > 0:38:09- and a nice handbag... - No, I look like Big Bird.- Oh, God.
0:38:09 > 0:38:12What about this white one? No, not that.
0:38:12 > 0:38:13Since arriving back from Boston,
0:38:13 > 0:38:16Alicia and Georgia's relationship has strained.
0:38:16 > 0:38:21Georgia is still not allowed out and her frustration is growing.
0:38:21 > 0:38:24I wanted to go out on Saturday, but...
0:38:24 > 0:38:27Did you? Where did you want to go on Saturday?
0:38:27 > 0:38:31I wanted to go to my friend's house to stay at hers, but she said no.
0:38:31 > 0:38:36But she said next weekend I can go and see my friends.
0:38:36 > 0:38:39Well, they're going to come here actually. So...
0:38:39 > 0:38:43- Are you looking forward to that? - Yeah, it should be good.
0:38:43 > 0:38:47I don't know, though. Cos she'll probably just be hanging around.
0:38:47 > 0:38:50It's not really the same as going to see your friends
0:38:50 > 0:38:52as staying here with your mum.
0:38:52 > 0:38:56I'm 32, she's bloomin' 16.
0:38:57 > 0:38:59- Not the same, is it?- Yeah.
0:38:59 > 0:39:02She thinks she should be able to go out
0:39:02 > 0:39:06and stay overnight with her friend and go to parties, but it's like...
0:39:06 > 0:39:09- It's just not right.- No.
0:39:09 > 0:39:12What does she do when she goes out with her friends anyway?
0:39:12 > 0:39:16Always wants to go and play Xbox, to be fair.
0:39:16 > 0:39:18She wants to go around their house and play Xbox,
0:39:18 > 0:39:21so it's not like she wants to go clubbing or anything, but you know,
0:39:21 > 0:39:25that's when someone will offer her a drink or offer her drugs
0:39:25 > 0:39:28and the next thing you know you've got a heroin addict on your hands.
0:39:32 > 0:39:35- Jessica, are you ready?- Ready.
0:39:36 > 0:39:39- Please don't get moody, darling, it's very exhausting.- I'm not!
0:39:40 > 0:39:45You're 16, not 60 - you can't be going out at 16 years old.
0:39:45 > 0:39:47Well, how come everyone else does?
0:39:47 > 0:39:51Because they're the ones who are going to end up 16 and pregnant.
0:39:51 > 0:39:54- No, because I'm not going... - And unsuccessful at school.
0:39:54 > 0:39:57You're going to be doing... You're going to do well.
0:39:57 > 0:40:00You're going to come away with A-levels
0:40:00 > 0:40:03and you're going to do well, whereas they're not.
0:40:03 > 0:40:06But anyway, I don't like asking you about going anywhere...
0:40:06 > 0:40:09- But you were sneaky about it. - Yeah, that's because I don't like asking you
0:40:09 > 0:40:10cos you say no to everything!
0:40:10 > 0:40:13Why don't you want your friend to come here though?
0:40:13 > 0:40:17It's just awkward having, you know, your mum there.
0:40:17 > 0:40:19- Why?- Because it's not what people want.
0:40:19 > 0:40:21People aren't five any more.
0:40:21 > 0:40:27- Your friends might like us.- Exactly. I bet they would like us.- We're fun.
0:40:27 > 0:40:29I bet the boys would like Jessica.
0:40:29 > 0:40:30They're not...
0:40:33 > 0:40:35We should have a theme!
0:40:35 > 0:40:38THEY CLAP AND GIGGLE
0:40:38 > 0:40:39Shall we have a theme?
0:40:39 > 0:40:42- Oh, your friends will love it. - Oh, come on let us have the theme!
0:40:42 > 0:40:46- What's the theme? - Pimps and prostitutes?
0:40:46 > 0:40:49No, we were going to do that. Pimps and whores it was.
0:40:49 > 0:40:53- So you want my friends to come dressed like that?- Yeah.
0:40:53 > 0:40:57- Pimps and prostitutes - or should we do Barbie and Ken?- No. No, no.
0:40:57 > 0:40:59What time?
0:40:59 > 0:41:03Um... Seven o'clock? Six o'clock?
0:41:03 > 0:41:05Say six o'clock and then they can...
0:41:05 > 0:41:07Oh, she's getting excited now, see?
0:41:07 > 0:41:09Ah, see? You're liking her parties now!
0:41:09 > 0:41:12If you're going to go all out, I might as well invite more people.
0:41:12 > 0:41:15- THEY CHEER AND CLAP - There we go.
0:41:15 > 0:41:17See, look - we've made her happy now.
0:41:17 > 0:41:21Alicia and Georgia have reached a compromise and peace is restored.
0:41:21 > 0:41:25The girls head out for the night excited to make more party plans,
0:41:25 > 0:41:27leaving Georgia to babysit.
0:41:27 > 0:41:31MUSIC: "Bad Girls" by M.I.A.
0:41:31 > 0:41:33# Live fast, die young Bad girls do it well
0:41:33 > 0:41:38# Live fast, die young Bad girls do it well. #
0:41:38 > 0:41:41This feels weird. It feels like...
0:41:41 > 0:41:44Do you feel nice getting all dressed up today and going out?
0:41:44 > 0:41:47Well, it's a bit hectic, isn't it? But, yeah, it does feel nice getting ready,
0:41:47 > 0:41:51but it feels weird. It feels like this isn't my life any more.
0:41:52 > 0:41:53- You know?- Yeah.
0:41:53 > 0:41:55# Hands up
0:41:55 > 0:41:57# Hands tied
0:41:57 > 0:42:00# Don't go screaming If I blow you with a bang
0:42:00 > 0:42:04# Suki Zuki I'm coming in the Cherokee
0:42:04 > 0:42:07# Gasoline There's steam on the window screen. #
0:42:07 > 0:42:10I guess if my mum's going to be involved
0:42:10 > 0:42:12and in the room and everything,
0:42:12 > 0:42:14she might as well go all the way out
0:42:14 > 0:42:17and embarrass me completely.
0:42:17 > 0:42:19MUSIC: "Sprawl II" by Arcade Fire
0:42:21 > 0:42:26# They heard me singing And they told me to stop. #
0:42:26 > 0:42:28Saturday has arrived and Georgia and Alicia
0:42:28 > 0:42:32are planning for the night's Pimp And Whore gathering.
0:42:32 > 0:42:35Complete with pass-the-parcel and magician.
0:42:35 > 0:42:39I'm a bit worried about quiches. That's the picture...
0:42:40 > 0:42:43..this is how it turned out.
0:42:43 > 0:42:47# We rode our bikes To the nearest park
0:42:52 > 0:42:54Versace, come here.
0:42:56 > 0:42:59Look. Look at the doggy. Doesn't he look good?
0:42:59 > 0:43:01He's a whore.
0:43:01 > 0:43:03Here we go.
0:43:04 > 0:43:06Have you done the carrots and a cucumber, Jessica?
0:43:06 > 0:43:10- No, I'm going to do it now.- OK. - Anything else?- Um...
0:43:10 > 0:43:13A nice new man, naked? No?
0:43:15 > 0:43:18# Black river Your city lights shine. #
0:43:18 > 0:43:22- So which outfit have you gone with? What's this?- I'm the saloon...
0:43:22 > 0:43:26- Saloon girl. - Do you think people will be talking about this on Monday at college?
0:43:26 > 0:43:30Yeah, people probably will be talking about it.
0:43:32 > 0:43:35You look amazing. It looks really good.
0:43:35 > 0:43:39- You look like a proper whore now, well done.- Thanks.
0:43:39 > 0:43:41I'm going to do the washing-up.
0:43:41 > 0:43:44- I'll do the washing-up. Do your make-up. - Yeah, but you can't do it.
0:43:44 > 0:43:46It's not the most important thing -
0:43:46 > 0:43:50- the most important thing is your make-up, darling. - No, because this looks really bad.
0:43:51 > 0:43:56Georgie's really stressed. I see another side to Georgie now.
0:43:56 > 0:43:57MUSIC: "Wild Ones" by Flo Rida
0:43:57 > 0:44:01# Hey, I heard you were a wild one
0:44:03 > 0:44:06# Ooh
0:44:06 > 0:44:09# If I took you home It'd be a home run. #
0:44:09 > 0:44:12It's so stressful having get-togethers.
0:44:14 > 0:44:16Georgia collect her friends and is relieved to see
0:44:16 > 0:44:19they have entered the party spirit
0:44:19 > 0:44:21and come dressed as pimps and whores.
0:44:21 > 0:44:24Hello? Hi, everyone.
0:44:26 > 0:44:29- This is Jessica.- Jessica.
0:44:29 > 0:44:31- Hello.- Hi, nice to meet you. I'm Jess.
0:44:31 > 0:44:33- I'm Anthony. - THEY LAUGH
0:44:33 > 0:44:35Hi. Toby.
0:44:35 > 0:44:37THEY LAUGH
0:44:37 > 0:44:39# I like crazy, foolish, stupid Party going wild, fist pumping
0:44:39 > 0:44:42# Music, I might lose it Blast to the roof
0:44:42 > 0:44:44That's how we do'z it Do'z it, do'z it
0:44:44 > 0:44:46# I don't care the night, She don't care we like
0:44:46 > 0:44:49# Almost dared the right five Ain't no surprise
0:44:49 > 0:44:51# Take me so high Jumping those dives
0:44:51 > 0:44:53# Surfing the crowd. #
0:44:53 > 0:44:56This is the first time Alicia's met Georgia's friends
0:44:56 > 0:44:59and it appears her worries were unfounded.
0:44:59 > 0:45:00I can trust her with them.
0:45:00 > 0:45:03I think you've got nothing to worry about with these friends.
0:45:03 > 0:45:05I know. Who'd have thought?
0:45:05 > 0:45:08I think I will let her out, cos it's not like that lot are going to be...
0:45:08 > 0:45:11What did you think they would be like?
0:45:11 > 0:45:13You get an image in your head of, like, hood rats.
0:45:13 > 0:45:16Maybe you thought that their idea of a party
0:45:16 > 0:45:17was music, dancing, drinking...
0:45:17 > 0:45:20They're, like, really nice kids and, just...nice. Really nice kids.
0:45:20 > 0:45:23Well behaved, aren't they? Polite as well.
0:45:23 > 0:45:25They weren't like the type of kids I was going round with.
0:45:25 > 0:45:28# Ooh
0:45:28 > 0:45:32# Hey, I heard You liked the wild ones
0:45:32 > 0:45:35# Wild ones, wild ones, ooh
0:45:35 > 0:45:37# Party rocker, foot show stopper
0:45:37 > 0:45:39# More shampoo Number one, club popper
0:45:39 > 0:45:42# Got a hangover like too much vodka Can't see me with ten binoculars
0:45:42 > 0:45:45# So cool No doubt by the end of the night
0:45:45 > 0:45:48# Got the clothes coming off Til' I make that move
0:45:48 > 0:45:50# Somehow, someway Gotta raise the roof, roof
0:45:50 > 0:45:52# All black shades When the sun come through
0:45:52 > 0:45:56# Oh, it's on like everything goes Round up, baby, till the freaky show
0:45:56 > 0:45:58# What happens to that body Is a private show
0:45:58 > 0:46:01# Stays right here Pri-Private show. #
0:46:01 > 0:46:04'I think a lot of people definitely think that she is irresponsible
0:46:04 > 0:46:07'and not a good mum, but a lot of people don't really know her.
0:46:07 > 0:46:09'I think she's a good mum.'
0:46:24 > 0:46:28A few days later, it turns out Georgia has an admirer.
0:46:28 > 0:46:30Toby, a boy from the party,
0:46:30 > 0:46:32has written a message on her Facebook page.
0:46:36 > 0:46:40- In what way? What did he say, "I love you," or something?- Basically.
0:46:40 > 0:46:43- Did he?- Basically. Kind of. In that sense.
0:46:43 > 0:46:47Did he? How can he love you? So you've been dating him, basically.
0:46:47 > 0:46:50- No, I haven't! No.- Yes, you have.
0:46:50 > 0:46:51No, I haven't.
0:46:51 > 0:46:55- Well, how can he love you unless he's been dating you?- I don't know.
0:46:55 > 0:46:57So you been dating him for how long?
0:46:57 > 0:47:01I haven't been dating him. I'm not dating him - we're friends.
0:47:01 > 0:47:03I'm not dating him.
0:47:04 > 0:47:06Is that what you've been doing in your room?
0:47:06 > 0:47:08Sitting there going, "I love you." "I love you back."
0:47:08 > 0:47:10No! I don't tell people I love them.
0:47:10 > 0:47:13You did respond and has he been asking you out?
0:47:13 > 0:47:15- Yeah.- And what you say?
0:47:15 > 0:47:17- No.- Why not?
0:47:17 > 0:47:19What? You just told me not to, so I'm not.
0:47:19 > 0:47:21Would you like to go on a date with him?
0:47:21 > 0:47:23I don't mind.
0:47:23 > 0:47:27- I guess I would.- Well, don't knock yourself out for the poor boy.- What?
0:47:27 > 0:47:30I think it's nice you've got a little geeky boyfriend. It's nice.
0:47:30 > 0:47:33- Oh, my God.- You can study your work together and stuff, can't you?
0:47:33 > 0:47:36- So you wouldn't have sex then?- No!
0:47:36 > 0:47:39Please don't, Georgia, because I'd be really upset.
0:47:39 > 0:47:43I'm not going to. I don't want to, OK? It's fine. Not going to.
0:47:47 > 0:47:51Toby is on his way to pick Georgia up for her first ever date
0:47:51 > 0:47:54and Alicia is keen to help her get ready.
0:47:54 > 0:47:56- Do you want me to do your make-up for you?- No.
0:47:56 > 0:47:59- So when he comes round he goes... - I've done it. - "Oh, wow - she looks lovely."
0:47:59 > 0:48:03- Where?- I just... I don't put, like, tons on, do I?
0:48:03 > 0:48:06Do you want a bit more?
0:48:06 > 0:48:08I'll go and find you an outfit quickly.
0:48:11 > 0:48:15This...with black leggings...
0:48:15 > 0:48:17We're going to a park!
0:48:17 > 0:48:20- Darling, can I pluck your eyebrows? - Yes.- Thank you.
0:48:33 > 0:48:36- No. No.- No, this isn't red and I'm going to dull it down with pink.
0:48:36 > 0:48:40- No, I don't want that.- It's coral. It's coral.- No, it's fine.
0:48:40 > 0:48:43- No, no, no. Just one little bit more. - No! I'll look like a drag queen.
0:48:43 > 0:48:46- Lip-gloss. Lip-gloss doesn't do anything.- I've got my own lip-gloss.
0:48:46 > 0:48:49- It's fine.- OK, let me do...- No! No.
0:48:58 > 0:49:01- Hello.- Crazy. - SHE LAUGHS
0:49:04 > 0:49:06- Oh, hi!- Hi.
0:49:07 > 0:49:10- How are you?- I'm good, how are you? - Fine, thank you.
0:49:10 > 0:49:13It's her first date.
0:49:13 > 0:49:14- Oh, my God.- Isn't it?
0:49:14 > 0:49:16Have you been on dates before?
0:49:16 > 0:49:19Uh...Not proper ones.
0:49:19 > 0:49:22Aw, it's both of your first dates. That's so sweet.
0:49:22 > 0:49:26- Where's your purse? - So don't let her smoke or drink.
0:49:26 > 0:49:28- Do you smoke or drink?- No.- Good.
0:49:28 > 0:49:32If she smokes or drinks, I will kill you and I will kill you.
0:49:32 > 0:49:35- Yeah, I won't let her smoke definitely.- Or drink.
0:49:35 > 0:49:38- Yeah, or drink.- Good.
0:49:38 > 0:49:40And no hanky-panky.
0:49:41 > 0:49:43- OK.- Bye.- Bye.
0:49:44 > 0:49:46I'll see you later.
0:49:48 > 0:49:50- Bye.- Bye.- Bye.
0:49:52 > 0:49:55# Great Dane's cheekbones Teenage hormones
0:49:55 > 0:49:58# Young complexion Non-physical affection
0:49:58 > 0:50:00# You're a God send
0:50:00 > 0:50:03# Do you want a boyfriend? Crazy crazy, easy tiger. #
0:50:03 > 0:50:06I believe if I do all of the three - you salute and you go,
0:50:06 > 0:50:11- "Hello, Mr Magpie, how's your wife?" - What? You're talking to birds.
0:50:11 > 0:50:14No, cos two is good luck, cos it's, like, their wife.
0:50:19 > 0:50:23I'm not putting my feet down, anyway.
0:50:23 > 0:50:26Today is the day that Georgia is finally allowed the freedom
0:50:26 > 0:50:28she's been fighting for.
0:50:53 > 0:50:57My mum and my relationship is a bit strange. A bit.
0:50:57 > 0:50:59- How?- I don't know.
0:50:59 > 0:51:01My mum is quite strict.
0:51:01 > 0:51:04Yeah. She threatened to kill me. It's fine.
0:51:04 > 0:51:08I can't go out, like, in the evenings and things like that.
0:51:08 > 0:51:12- Yeah, it's understandable though. - Is it?
0:51:12 > 0:51:13A little.
0:51:13 > 0:51:16- Well, she cares, so that's cool.- Yeah.
0:51:16 > 0:51:18I don't know - maybe she's, like...
0:51:18 > 0:51:22She doesn't want you to grow up as fast.
0:51:22 > 0:51:25So she still wants you around.
0:51:25 > 0:51:31She can't expect me to stay inside all day every day.
0:51:31 > 0:51:34Yeah, you've got to get out. All in due time, I guess.
0:51:34 > 0:51:37- Yeah.- Hopefully.
0:51:37 > 0:51:40- I do... Oh!- Is there a bin?
0:51:55 > 0:51:58- Did he say, "I love you?"- No.
0:51:58 > 0:52:00So come on. Tell me everything.
0:52:00 > 0:52:04- We hugged - that was all. - How did he hug you? What happened?
0:52:04 > 0:52:06Like, a normal hug. I don't know.
0:52:06 > 0:52:08What do you mean, What do you mean?
0:52:08 > 0:52:11I don't know what you mean - it's a hug.
0:52:11 > 0:52:14So, what, how did the hug come about?
0:52:14 > 0:52:17Because we were saying goodbye and then we hugged in the park.
0:52:17 > 0:52:20He really likes you.
0:52:20 > 0:52:22- I really like him. Do you like him? - Yes, I like him.
0:52:22 > 0:52:25- He's a nice boy, isn't he? - Yes, he is.- You know what?
0:52:25 > 0:52:28- Young love is the most beautiful thing in the world.- OK.- It is.
0:52:28 > 0:52:32It's lovely to see you two together. It actually warmed my heart.
0:52:32 > 0:52:36Honestly. It was really nice to see you two together.
0:52:36 > 0:52:38I thought I'd want to kill him.
0:52:38 > 0:52:41I thought I would want to chop his balls off. But actually...
0:52:41 > 0:52:45- Well, you did say you were going to kill him.- I didn't say kill him.
0:52:45 > 0:52:49- You did. You said you would kill him.- But anyway.
0:52:49 > 0:52:51It just warms my heart to see you two together
0:52:51 > 0:52:54and I want you to be happy and I want you to be in love.
0:52:54 > 0:52:56I'm not going to stop you doing that. Why should I?
0:52:56 > 0:52:59Why should I stop you having a bit of happiness
0:52:59 > 0:53:00and a bit of love in your life?
0:53:02 > 0:53:05- You go for it.- OK. - Honestly, I mean it. You go for it.
0:53:18 > 0:53:22- Here we are.- It's a few weeks later and Georgia has just turned 17.
0:53:22 > 0:53:25Today is her first time behind the wheel.
0:53:25 > 0:53:29- Happy?- Yeah, it's good.- You're a big girl now, aren't you?- Yeah.
0:53:29 > 0:53:32You've got a car and everything. That means you're an adult.
0:53:32 > 0:53:34Go on - stick your L plates on then.
0:53:41 > 0:53:43OK. Seatbelt on.
0:53:43 > 0:53:47Right. First, second, third.
0:53:47 > 0:53:49Turn the key.
0:53:49 > 0:53:52- How does this work? - Oh, for God's sake - let me do it.
0:53:55 > 0:53:57- Oh, OK.- Jesus.
0:53:57 > 0:54:00OK, I get it. Oh, do you need to take the... Why did you put them on?
0:54:01 > 0:54:02Nice and slowly.
0:54:04 > 0:54:05Argh!
0:54:05 > 0:54:08SHE SCREAMS
0:54:08 > 0:54:12- I pressed go and you said... - Keep calm. Don't panic.
0:54:12 > 0:54:14- You're the one panicking. - Yeah, I know.
0:54:14 > 0:54:17I'm just trying to keep calm about this.
0:54:18 > 0:54:21She's letting me do a lot more now with my friends.
0:54:21 > 0:54:24I've got two concerts this year that I'm going to
0:54:24 > 0:54:27and I went on a date for the first time,
0:54:27 > 0:54:29which is good considering my mum was like,
0:54:29 > 0:54:31"You can't have a boyfriend till you're 40."
0:54:31 > 0:54:34And she invites him out for dinners and family things,
0:54:34 > 0:54:37which is good because it means she's accepting it.
0:54:37 > 0:54:40No, you're in third. Second.
0:54:40 > 0:54:44I think before I didn't realise how close we really are.
0:54:44 > 0:54:47I just thought that she was just trying to make sure
0:54:47 > 0:54:51I didn't do anything bad to the extreme.
0:54:51 > 0:54:54To the left-hand side. If a car comes, we're dead.
0:54:54 > 0:54:58I thought my mum needed me a lot more than I needed her
0:54:58 > 0:55:01cos I thought, "Oh, I'm a teenager now - I can go and do what I want."
0:55:06 > 0:55:09- Regroup.- Well, I'm not turning round.
0:55:09 > 0:55:11- That's not going to happen. - You're not turning around -
0:55:11 > 0:55:14you're going along there go round there and then you're coming back.
0:55:14 > 0:55:16I can't drive in a straight line yet
0:55:16 > 0:55:21so I don't understand how I'm going to drive in a circle already.
0:55:21 > 0:55:23- All right, I'll do it. - You're going to turn round?
0:55:23 > 0:55:25- I'll turn the car around.- Fine.
0:55:27 > 0:55:29See, I wouldn't have been able to do that.
0:55:35 > 0:55:38Georgia is finally on the road to adulthood.
0:55:38 > 0:55:42At last, she appears to be winning her battle for independence.
0:55:42 > 0:55:44Alicia by her side, but no longer at the controls.
0:55:44 > 0:55:50I think my mum's worried that she'll be replaced by my friends.
0:55:50 > 0:55:53I think you can't replace your mum cos they're always irreplaceable.
0:55:53 > 0:55:57They are always someone that you'll need, even if you don't think you do.
0:55:57 > 0:55:59And then go into second now.
0:56:01 > 0:56:04That's it. Now keep going.
0:56:04 > 0:56:07No matter how old you are you'll always need your mum for something.
0:56:07 > 0:56:10They can always teach you something new and help you.
0:56:11 > 0:56:13Now go into third.
0:56:14 > 0:56:16That's it, now keep going.
0:56:18 > 0:56:20Keep going, keep going, keep going.
0:56:20 > 0:56:24Georgia - life is not one big straight line.
0:56:24 > 0:56:27- You have to learn to turn the car.- OK.
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