Sighthill

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0:00:02 > 0:00:07This programme contains very strong language.

0:00:35 > 0:00:40- You're too late.- Is he away out? - He's away. Five minutes ago.

0:00:40 > 0:00:42What, are you taking photographs of the new houses?

0:00:42 > 0:00:45- No, I was walking round.- Oh, right.

0:00:45 > 0:00:50Yeah, not yet, just the final few months of the old blocks, really.

0:00:50 > 0:00:52Oh, right. I know, it's sad, isn't it?

0:00:52 > 0:00:54See when you think of all the people that's lived in these

0:00:54 > 0:00:57and they're crying their eyes oot cos they're getting pulled down.

0:00:57 > 0:01:00- Cos it was good, wasn't it? - Ah, but it's no' noo.

0:01:00 > 0:01:03All the years, you know what I mean, living in somewhere,

0:01:03 > 0:01:06and then just all of a sudden, they've got to come down.

0:01:06 > 0:01:08You know what I mean? So, we've definitely missed him?

0:01:08 > 0:01:10- Aye. Oh, aye, he's away. Aye.- OK.

0:01:10 > 0:01:12- Right, see yous later. - See you later.

0:01:19 > 0:01:22- I just, boom, for fun. - Oh, no.- That's it.

0:01:22 > 0:01:25- Watch out, dude. - She just went smash.

0:01:25 > 0:01:29Look at his hat. Look at his hat. Just grab it.

0:01:29 > 0:01:31Oh, I need to straighten myself up.

0:01:33 > 0:01:36TV PLAYS

0:01:40 > 0:01:42Aye.

0:01:43 > 0:01:46A guy going like that, and he says,

0:01:46 > 0:01:49"I'm gonnae pump the fucking arse off you."

0:01:49 > 0:01:51- THEY LAUGH - She said,

0:01:51 > 0:01:54"Let us see the size of it." Takes a big bit of chewing gum,

0:01:54 > 0:01:57- sticks it right in the top of it. - THEY LAUGH

0:01:57 > 0:02:01He says, "What's the fucking chewing gum for?"

0:02:01 > 0:02:03Every time he makes a roll-up, he puts it out, like, halfway

0:02:03 > 0:02:05and then sticks it in his tumbler.

0:02:05 > 0:02:07That's our smoke in there.

0:02:08 > 0:02:10- Remember last time we went all the way round the back...- I know.

0:02:10 > 0:02:12..to just take the bins down?

0:02:17 > 0:02:19For the night,

0:02:19 > 0:02:22the mission - we're going to have to get £6 for that,

0:02:22 > 0:02:25£8 to get high, and then something to eat,

0:02:25 > 0:02:28so we need a score. We need to get £20 from somewhere, right?

0:02:28 > 0:02:31Whereas if we just get a bottle of cider,

0:02:31 > 0:02:33we can have a party in the dark.

0:02:33 > 0:02:36We don't need to worry about leccy. We don't worry about leccy, anyway,

0:02:36 > 0:02:37but if we can get leccy, that'll help.

0:02:39 > 0:02:41If it was me, I'd be breaking down, like I told you yesterday.

0:02:41 > 0:02:43I'd be breaking down every two seconds.

0:02:43 > 0:02:45But, right, what happens if I break down, then?

0:02:45 > 0:02:48- What's going to happen if I break down?- Eh?

0:02:48 > 0:02:50No, like, we don't want you to break down.

0:02:50 > 0:02:52I know. That's what I'm saying. What happens if I do?

0:02:52 > 0:02:57- What's going to happen to us three, this full group?- It doesn't mean...

0:02:57 > 0:02:59If you break down, us two will obviously be there

0:02:59 > 0:03:01- and try and... - Of course. I know yous will.

0:03:01 > 0:03:04My point being, if one of us breaks down -

0:03:04 > 0:03:07one link in the chain - if that's broken, we're fucked.

0:03:07 > 0:03:10- There's no limit to...- So, even though my mum might have cancer

0:03:10 > 0:03:13and she might be dying very soon, I still need to survive and shit,

0:03:13 > 0:03:15and I need the people...

0:03:15 > 0:03:17I need yous to survive, do you know what I mean?

0:03:17 > 0:03:20Whereas if I just break down, that's gonnae fuck this unit up.

0:03:20 > 0:03:22I cannae dae that. We cannae have that.

0:03:22 > 0:03:23So, we need to be strong.

0:03:28 > 0:03:30We got told she was going to die before Christmas.

0:03:30 > 0:03:34Then we got told she's got, like, a few hours, and that was weeks ago.

0:03:34 > 0:03:37- How often do you come and see her? - Every day.

0:03:37 > 0:03:39Like, I usually come in the morning,

0:03:39 > 0:03:42but I prefer to come up when I've got food

0:03:42 > 0:03:45and when I've got leccy and shit, so that she's no' worried.

0:03:45 > 0:03:47Because when I come up, she starts to panic

0:03:47 > 0:03:48if I've got nothing to eat or that,

0:03:48 > 0:03:50so I'd rather get the leccy and shit sorted first.

0:03:50 > 0:03:53But we never managed today so I'm just going to go with nothing,

0:03:53 > 0:03:55but I'll tell her I've got something to eat and that,

0:03:55 > 0:03:56just not to worry her.

0:04:23 > 0:04:26GULLS SQUAWK

0:04:35 > 0:04:36There you are.

0:04:41 > 0:04:44There's the one I was telling you about.

0:04:45 > 0:04:47- GULL SQUAWKS - That's it.

0:04:47 > 0:04:50See the one with the orange on its beak?

0:04:53 > 0:04:55That's the mammy of the lot.

0:05:01 > 0:05:04Aye, you. Sure you are.

0:05:04 > 0:05:07If you could get us three packs of papers, it'd be...

0:05:07 > 0:05:10Oh, wait a minute. I better gie you another ten.

0:05:10 > 0:05:13Do you need milk or whatever? I've got money here, it's all right.

0:05:13 > 0:05:17- A paper.- A Daily Record?- Aye.

0:05:17 > 0:05:21- I need a paper, son.- Cool. - Right, Gary, aye?

0:05:21 > 0:05:24He's up here every day to make sure I've got

0:05:24 > 0:05:29bread and milk and everything, to make sure I've got what I need.

0:05:29 > 0:05:31Oh, a cracking wee guy.

0:05:31 > 0:05:34Och, his sister, they're the exact same. You know, they're...

0:05:37 > 0:05:41Well, they're kind of like family to you, aren't they?

0:05:41 > 0:05:43I'm the granda!

0:05:43 > 0:05:47See, if you're talking to Gary,

0:05:47 > 0:05:49he says, "You know Lonnie? You know Lonnie?"

0:05:49 > 0:05:51"Aye, my granda."

0:05:52 > 0:05:56Emma, Laura, they're all the same. I'm the granda.

0:05:56 > 0:06:02Every bitch that comes up here, or guy, I'm the granda.

0:06:02 > 0:06:06"We're going up to Granda's." Och!

0:06:06 > 0:06:09THEY SING

0:06:15 > 0:06:17THEY LAUGH

0:06:19 > 0:06:22- ON PHONE:- 'Hello, Gaz, how are you?' - I'm no' bad.

0:06:22 > 0:06:25Do you think we'd be able to get something to eat out of Tesco?

0:06:25 > 0:06:27'Er...aye.

0:06:27 > 0:06:30- 'I'll get you at half three anyway, all right?'- Right, cool.

0:06:30 > 0:06:34- 'Cheers, Gaz. See you later.' - See you later.- 'Bye-bye.'- Bye.

0:06:34 > 0:06:36Right, are yous gonnae come at half three and meet me, right?

0:06:36 > 0:06:38Come to Tesco with me at half three.

0:06:38 > 0:06:40But don't let him know you're my pal, right?

0:06:40 > 0:06:42And then if he gives me money, I'll say, "I need the toilet,"

0:06:42 > 0:06:45and I'll run to the toilet. Cos it'll be half three, four o'clock.

0:06:45 > 0:06:47I'll run to the toilet. You get into the toilet,

0:06:47 > 0:06:49I'll give you a tenner and you can run down to the Barras

0:06:49 > 0:06:51and get legals.

0:07:10 > 0:07:13He may no' show he's, like, upset about his ma or anything,

0:07:13 > 0:07:15but when he's sleeping,

0:07:15 > 0:07:17you can hear him talking about his mum and that, so...

0:07:18 > 0:07:21He just keeps going, "Ma, Ma, Ma. Wait, Mum."

0:07:21 > 0:07:23Like she's gone away or something, you know.

0:07:31 > 0:07:34Gary's away to his mum's funeral the day, and Cesar's...

0:07:34 > 0:07:37I don't know where he went last night.

0:07:37 > 0:07:39I hope...

0:07:39 > 0:07:43I hope he actually talks to me about it soon, man, cos I...

0:07:43 > 0:07:45I cannae dae anything till he talks to me.

0:07:45 > 0:07:48- Has he tried? - No, I don't even think he's...

0:07:48 > 0:07:52He just keeps coming in, taking pipes and going to sleep.

0:08:05 > 0:08:07"I never expected you to be like this," and shit.

0:08:07 > 0:08:08I'm like, "What do you mean?"

0:08:08 > 0:08:11"You stopped going to mosque," and shit. Like, fucking...

0:08:13 > 0:08:15"You're not praying no more," and that.

0:08:15 > 0:08:18They've always seen me like, "Fucking Cesar's a kid,"

0:08:18 > 0:08:20cos, like, I was smart.

0:08:20 > 0:08:22I still am smart.

0:08:22 > 0:08:27It's just I've adapted to being so fucking...

0:08:27 > 0:08:32a sinner that it's just constant, bruv. Like smoking a joint, bro.

0:08:42 > 0:08:44HE COUGHS

0:08:50 > 0:08:52- Shit!- That's a pity.

0:08:52 > 0:08:55HE CRUNCHES

0:09:01 > 0:09:04TV PLAYS

0:09:04 > 0:09:07PHONE RINGS

0:09:13 > 0:09:15DOOR SLAMS

0:09:21 > 0:09:24HE SOBS

0:10:40 > 0:10:43Hello, my friend. Welcome, welcome.

0:10:43 > 0:10:46This is my old flat.

0:10:46 > 0:10:49I'm sorry, it's terrible. My clothes and...

0:10:49 > 0:10:54Because it's a very small flat, and old, the flat.

0:10:54 > 0:10:55This is my kitchen here.

0:10:57 > 0:11:00This is all damp. Here, damp. Look.

0:11:00 > 0:11:04You see here, it's very, very, very old indeed.

0:11:04 > 0:11:06Yeah, I can see it.

0:11:06 > 0:11:10I bought in city centre, very nice picture.

0:11:10 > 0:11:11Beautiful.

0:11:13 > 0:11:19This, I bought for £25. It's cheap.

0:11:19 > 0:11:22My wife, she finds this in the market. She's very clever.

0:11:22 > 0:11:26- If you want to open the window, better. Maybe you'll see.- Yeah.

0:11:26 > 0:11:28Look, this is beautiful. It rains today.

0:11:28 > 0:11:32- Do you know which one is yours? - I don't know exactly.

0:11:32 > 0:11:36People never tell me whether it's this side or this side.

0:11:36 > 0:11:39June, July, God willing, I move out of this house.

0:11:39 > 0:11:42- New house, I'm happy.- Yeah? - I'm very happy. Very happy.

0:11:42 > 0:11:46And happy with the house and happy with you and happy with the film.

0:11:51 > 0:11:54GARY: Missed call at 10.13.

0:11:56 > 0:12:00- Oh, shit!- What is it? - He's coming at half 12.- Fuck!- Argh!

0:12:03 > 0:12:08Fucking hell. It's, like, 12 o'clock, right?

0:12:08 > 0:12:10- Fuck's sake.- What about this?

0:12:10 > 0:12:12Are you taking this with you or what?

0:12:12 > 0:12:15No, I'm going to look for the duvet cover.

0:12:17 > 0:12:20It's in my mum's name. They know I'm here, as well,

0:12:20 > 0:12:22so I'll get the blame of leaving it a mess.

0:12:34 > 0:12:35Simple, man.

0:12:37 > 0:12:40"Morphine sulphate. Morphine sulphate. Methadone."

0:12:40 > 0:12:43- Was that your mum's?- Aye.

0:12:58 > 0:13:01- So, who's coming at half 12? - My social worker.

0:13:01 > 0:13:03He's coming to move me.

0:13:15 > 0:13:17Got a stick in it and everything.

0:13:29 > 0:13:31I'm a baby of two heroin addicts.

0:13:31 > 0:13:33When I got took away, she should have went,

0:13:33 > 0:13:35"Right, I've got to get my weans back."

0:13:37 > 0:13:40I'm sitting here waiting on my mum, waiting on my family

0:13:40 > 0:13:43to stop taking heroin so I can get back home.

0:13:43 > 0:13:44But they never.

0:13:53 > 0:13:56Am I still going to see you down in Sighthill, then?

0:13:56 > 0:13:58I'll still be in Sighthill every day...

0:13:59 > 0:14:02..with Cesar and Jack and shit.

0:14:02 > 0:14:04I'm basically just moving bed.

0:14:17 > 0:14:19I'm dying to get out of here, man,

0:14:19 > 0:14:22so I can start getting back on track and getting myself together,

0:14:22 > 0:14:23do you know what I mean?

0:14:47 > 0:14:53THEY SPEAK OWN LANGUAGE

0:15:24 > 0:15:27I've been sleeping in closes. I don't even know what day it is.

0:15:27 > 0:15:33- Have you been on the streets?- Aye. - Where are you sleeping tonight?

0:15:33 > 0:15:35I don't know, to be honest.

0:15:35 > 0:15:38I'm just looking for a close that's open

0:15:38 > 0:15:41and hopefully just crash there for a while.

0:15:48 > 0:15:51I think that's... I think that's Cesar's mum.

0:15:53 > 0:15:55That's Cesar's mum.

0:15:55 > 0:15:59Gary, bad boy, yeah. Gary not working.

0:16:00 > 0:16:04Drinking, smoking. I don't know what to do.

0:16:04 > 0:16:05Yeah.

0:16:05 > 0:16:09Gary, he have family, that boy?

0:16:09 > 0:16:12Er...he's got...he's got sisters.

0:16:12 > 0:16:14Where is sister?

0:16:14 > 0:16:16Er, I'm no'... I don't know, like, her house number.

0:16:16 > 0:16:18I just know he's got a sister.

0:16:19 > 0:16:22You coming and we'll go for a walk somewhere?

0:16:32 > 0:16:34When I was... I got kicked out when I was 14.

0:16:36 > 0:16:38So, I just, like, slept under bridges and that.

0:16:38 > 0:16:42And then, one day, somebody offered me a joint.

0:16:42 > 0:16:43I took the joint.

0:16:43 > 0:16:46I asked him what it was and he said it was legal highs.

0:16:48 > 0:16:51And that was me right up till the noo, man -

0:16:51 > 0:16:56just constantly smoking legals, constantly kicking about toon.

0:16:56 > 0:16:59And then I met Gary

0:16:59 > 0:17:01and he was just like, "No, you're coming up the road with me."

0:17:01 > 0:17:03"No, no, I'll go sleep under a bridge.

0:17:03 > 0:17:07"I'm all right, man." He's like, "No, up the road with me."

0:17:07 > 0:17:11- So, he really took you under his wing?- Aye.

0:17:11 > 0:17:14As soon as I got into his house, he flung me in the shower, man,

0:17:14 > 0:17:16and told me to go and lie on a bed for once.

0:17:16 > 0:17:18And it felt good, man.

0:17:20 > 0:17:23But things change.

0:18:11 > 0:18:13Payton is three, Bobby's four,

0:18:13 > 0:18:18Caitlin's six, Courtney's nine,

0:18:18 > 0:18:24I'm 11, my sister Elizabeth is 16,

0:18:24 > 0:18:29my sister Angela is 18 in two month.

0:18:29 > 0:18:32My other big sister is...

0:18:34 > 0:18:40..23, and I don't know my other brother's age.

0:18:40 > 0:18:42So, who do you share a room with?

0:18:42 > 0:18:45Courtney and Caitlin and Bobby and Elizabeth.

0:18:47 > 0:18:50- My sister.- So, there's, what, five of yous?

0:18:50 > 0:18:52Yeah. In the one room.

0:18:53 > 0:18:55But we've got two bunk beds in there.

0:18:57 > 0:19:02I've got a blue one with Courtney and Caitlin

0:19:02 > 0:19:05and my other sister, Biffy, and Bobby,

0:19:05 > 0:19:07who's got a grey one.

0:19:21 > 0:19:24- Hi, Margaret! - DOGS BARK

0:19:27 > 0:19:28Hello, Margaret!

0:19:50 > 0:19:53- Haven't seen you in a while. - Just floating about.

0:19:53 > 0:19:54Sorry, man.

0:19:57 > 0:20:00Just floating about, man. Looking for Cesar.

0:20:02 > 0:20:04- How's your hostel? - It's all right, man.

0:20:04 > 0:20:07It's nice and calm, so...

0:20:09 > 0:20:11- VIA INTERCOM:- 'Hello?'- Cesar?

0:20:11 > 0:20:14'What Cesar? I don't know. No understand.'

0:20:14 > 0:20:19- Eh, Abel?- 'Don't know.'- Fuck it.

0:20:19 > 0:20:21I don't know who that is.

0:20:23 > 0:20:25Do you want to move?

0:20:29 > 0:20:32SIREN WAILS IN DISTANCE

0:21:02 > 0:21:06- Larry!- One sec! - I cannae bring the wean in.- Oh.

0:21:06 > 0:21:08- Too much smoke.- Right.

0:21:08 > 0:21:10I am not smoking.

0:21:12 > 0:21:13Right, two minutes.

0:21:18 > 0:21:21- So, you ready?- Aye. - Have you got your letter?

0:21:21 > 0:21:24- Aye.- Right, let's see it so I see where we're going.

0:21:29 > 0:21:32- Is it cold out there? - A wee bit chilly, aye.

0:21:32 > 0:21:34- Where are we going? - Going through to your house.

0:21:34 > 0:21:36- Aye, where is it?- Fountainwell. Just there at the Callie.

0:21:36 > 0:21:39- Oh, aye, aye.- Mm-hm.

0:21:39 > 0:21:44- You going over to the new house just now?- Yeah, I have...

0:21:44 > 0:21:47When we get a taxi, you can come with us.

0:21:47 > 0:21:49- When?- Just now.

0:21:49 > 0:21:51- How you doing, Mr Morrison?- Aye.

0:21:51 > 0:21:54I'm Craig. I'm one of the house marshals.

0:21:54 > 0:21:57- You met me years ago.- I met you. - You remember me? Very good.

0:21:57 > 0:22:00- How you doing?- Not bad. I'm all right now.

0:22:12 > 0:22:17CHILDREN CHAT

0:22:19 > 0:22:22- (Hello.- Come with me.- Yes.- OK.)

0:22:32 > 0:22:35Bobby, listen. No, just listen.

0:22:35 > 0:22:38GULLS SQUAWK

0:22:38 > 0:22:40That's your food.

0:22:40 > 0:22:43GULLS SQUAWK

0:22:45 > 0:22:47That was my stick!

0:22:48 > 0:22:52- I'm sorry!- Fucking... Fucking wee fanny.

0:22:54 > 0:22:55I'll put YOU in there.

0:22:55 > 0:22:58THEY CHAT INAUDIBLY

0:23:11 > 0:23:12Bobby.

0:23:16 > 0:23:19Climb up on the stone, go like that.

0:23:48 > 0:23:51HE IMITATES GUNSHOTS

0:24:27 > 0:24:30It's very nice. Lovely, yeah. Thank you, God. Yeah.

0:24:30 > 0:24:33Hey, I'm going to sign tomorrow

0:24:33 > 0:24:35and the next tomorrow, maybe he give me key.

0:24:41 > 0:24:43HE SIGHS

0:24:43 > 0:24:48THEY SPEAK OWN LANGUAGE

0:24:53 > 0:24:56Look how much I have stuff. Look, come and see. Look.

0:24:56 > 0:24:59Where I give this stuff? Look, come and see.

0:24:59 > 0:25:02Look, I have too much stuff. Where I give this in this house?

0:25:02 > 0:25:03All bin.

0:25:05 > 0:25:08Bin. Give bin. This, bin, bin.

0:25:18 > 0:25:19- OK, my friend?- Yeah.

0:25:19 > 0:25:21Thank you very much for having me along today.

0:25:21 > 0:25:22No problem. Welcome.

0:25:39 > 0:25:40Oh.

0:25:42 > 0:25:45Some lad's gonnae take it. Quick roll-up.

0:25:45 > 0:25:47A quick roll-up, Gary.

0:25:51 > 0:25:53"Your cheque is now available to collect

0:25:53 > 0:25:56"from our office at 40 Charles Street."

0:25:56 > 0:25:58- I don't know what the cheque's for. - HE CHUCKLES

0:25:58 > 0:26:01- Your house, is it no'? - What?- Is it no' your house?

0:26:01 > 0:26:06- Aye, money towards your new house. - Aye, to do it up and shit.- Aye.

0:26:06 > 0:26:09- Buy you all a drink. - THEY CHUCKLE

0:26:12 > 0:26:14See them birds I feed?

0:26:14 > 0:26:16They've started fucking nipping my fingers

0:26:16 > 0:26:18if I've no' got the grub out.

0:26:22 > 0:26:26PIGEONS COO

0:26:26 > 0:26:30Oh! Oh! Hey, what did I tell you about fighting?

0:26:33 > 0:26:34Hey?

0:26:44 > 0:26:48Right, that's us. You've had your breakfast.

0:26:48 > 0:26:51- GIRLS:- # It's a hard-knock life for us

0:26:51 > 0:26:55# It's a hard-knock life for us

0:26:55 > 0:26:58# 'Stead of treated, we get tricked

0:26:58 > 0:27:01# 'Stead of kisses, we get kicked

0:27:01 > 0:27:03# It's a hard-knock life. #

0:27:05 > 0:27:07Looks like a cat.

0:27:18 > 0:27:20- Ow!- Sorry.

0:27:22 > 0:27:25- I'm getting back.- Whoa!

0:27:25 > 0:27:28- Whoa! - ALARM BLARES

0:27:28 > 0:27:31- RECORDING:- 'If you don't move now, I will call the police.'

0:27:31 > 0:27:36- What are you gonnae do? - What you gonnae do, hen?

0:27:36 > 0:27:39- Here, Courtney, stay. - We're going back this way.

0:27:39 > 0:27:41'If you don't move now, I will call the police.'

0:27:41 > 0:27:43Is that going to go off again?

0:27:43 > 0:27:46Courtney, let's wait and see what happens.

0:27:46 > 0:27:49Come on. Come on, Courtney.

0:27:52 > 0:27:55'If you don't move now, I will call the police.'

0:28:09 > 0:28:14HE HUMS

0:28:23 > 0:28:25They seem to struggle, don't they?

0:28:25 > 0:28:29It seems like that guy is a big, strong, muscly guy,

0:28:29 > 0:28:33but he was struggling with a mattress.

0:28:35 > 0:28:38Has that been risk-assessed, do you think?

0:28:39 > 0:28:41Whoops! See that? I rest my case.

0:28:50 > 0:28:54He cannae have much left, surely. He cannae have much left.

0:29:01 > 0:29:06Bit of history, this is. That's 32 and 34 Pinkston Drive.

0:29:06 > 0:29:09That's still standing. That's going to come down.

0:29:09 > 0:29:12And that's 17, 19 Pinkston Drive.

0:29:12 > 0:29:14That used to be right here, so it was.

0:29:14 > 0:29:17That was this flat right here. Taking these. This is my memory.

0:29:17 > 0:29:19This is all my memory and that of the flats

0:29:19 > 0:29:23where I used to hang about and get drunk in, get my buckets in.

0:29:23 > 0:29:25Catch you later!

0:29:39 > 0:29:42Do you have a screw? Do you have screw?

0:29:42 > 0:29:44- A what?- Screw. Screw.

0:29:44 > 0:29:47- Screw?- Yeah, for my cooker. I need to take off, please.

0:29:47 > 0:29:51How can I take off? My cooker, how can I take off?

0:29:51 > 0:29:54Off, water for washing machine. Where is it? Off?

0:29:56 > 0:29:57If...

0:29:58 > 0:30:00Blue and red?

0:30:02 > 0:30:05I know my situation very sad,

0:30:05 > 0:30:11but thank you, God, I start new life in the UK.

0:30:13 > 0:30:17After, I says, "I surrender."

0:30:17 > 0:30:22I go to surrender. 13 years in Iran, in jail in Iran.

0:30:22 > 0:30:25I says, "I give you food." No good. He punch.

0:30:25 > 0:30:27Because Christianity people, you know.

0:30:27 > 0:30:29He want change different religion.

0:30:29 > 0:30:33I never change. Never.

0:30:33 > 0:30:37I know if he killed me and finished my life, I don't care.

0:30:44 > 0:30:46Where the fuck are you going, Richard?

0:30:59 > 0:31:01Richard, when are you moving?

0:31:02 > 0:31:07- Over the next week. - Probably soon.- Aye.

0:31:16 > 0:31:19TV PLAYS

0:31:29 > 0:31:31How you feeling about it?

0:31:31 > 0:31:37Och, I'm looking forward to it, but...a bit apprehensive.

0:31:46 > 0:31:50I cannae even remember what like the place looks.

0:31:56 > 0:31:59- TV:- 'Now, you may think this flat is a little tired on the inside.

0:31:59 > 0:32:03'Well, you'd be right. It does have an awful lot going for it, though.'

0:32:03 > 0:32:07- This should all have been done. - HE CHUCKLES

0:32:07 > 0:32:10Big Ellen. Oh, Jesus Christ. Oh!

0:32:12 > 0:32:14You never think of these things at the time.

0:32:14 > 0:32:17It's when you sit back and you go...

0:32:17 > 0:32:20You sit and you look back on these things and you say...

0:32:21 > 0:32:24.."What a fucking life that woman must have had.

0:32:26 > 0:32:28"What I must have put her through."

0:32:44 > 0:32:46That's the place just opened and it's pure like...

0:32:46 > 0:32:48It's like a squat right away.

0:32:48 > 0:32:51- It's a disgrace. - They take us for everything.

0:32:51 > 0:32:54They take everything. They want everything.

0:32:54 > 0:32:56Enoch Powell years ago...

0:32:56 > 0:32:58You'll maybe no' remember him, but I remember Enoch Powell.

0:32:58 > 0:33:00- I remember.- Aye. And he said,

0:33:00 > 0:33:03- "Don't let them get in or they'll take over."- That's right.

0:33:03 > 0:33:04Well, God bless him.

0:33:04 > 0:33:08That man's dead many long years, but his words are coming true.

0:33:08 > 0:33:10And from where they come...

0:33:10 > 0:33:12They're actually killing themselves to get here.

0:33:12 > 0:33:14Coming over in dinghies!

0:33:17 > 0:33:19- MINISTER:- The next folk to move.

0:33:19 > 0:33:23And it's a very exciting time, a very stressful time.

0:33:23 > 0:33:27It was my delight to be in three of the houses this week,

0:33:27 > 0:33:30and to pray with folk in their new houses,

0:33:30 > 0:33:32and I was just overwhelmed.

0:33:32 > 0:33:37They are fabulous! They are absolutely gorgeous houses.

0:33:37 > 0:33:39Er, I think...

0:33:40 > 0:33:43Take this. Very important.

0:33:43 > 0:33:44Because it's heavy.

0:33:49 > 0:33:50Here we go, pal.

0:33:57 > 0:33:59Come on!

0:33:59 > 0:34:05Sometimes, if I'm happy, I remember the wars,

0:34:05 > 0:34:07I'm going to cry.

0:34:07 > 0:34:10Because different before and now, you know?

0:34:10 > 0:34:13Too much different because I'm going to cry

0:34:13 > 0:34:16because my life is fair.

0:34:19 > 0:34:21You don't know what I felt.

0:34:21 > 0:34:24I don't know what you feel in your heart, you know?

0:34:25 > 0:34:27I keep my sad in my heart.

0:34:30 > 0:34:34CONGREGATION SINGS IN DISTANCE

0:34:41 > 0:34:45# I've got the love of Jesus in my heart

0:34:45 > 0:34:50# And I'm so happy So very happy

0:34:50 > 0:34:54# I've got the love of Jesus in my heart... #

0:34:54 > 0:34:57This is new house. Beautiful.

0:34:57 > 0:35:01- Only cupboard - no good. - Aye.- Cupboard small - why?

0:35:01 > 0:35:04- You've got too much stuff!- Yeah. HE LAUGHS

0:35:04 > 0:35:07Maybe it's a big mistake, David Cameron.

0:35:07 > 0:35:09He gave kitchen - big, bathroom - big.

0:35:09 > 0:35:12- What's his benefits?- Cupboard - big.

0:35:12 > 0:35:14- BBC One?- Yeah, BBC One!

0:35:14 > 0:35:17ALL CHUCKLE

0:35:18 > 0:35:21BBC One! BBC One!

0:35:21 > 0:35:23This is my house here.

0:35:32 > 0:35:33# Happy

0:35:33 > 0:35:36# So very happy

0:35:36 > 0:35:40# I've got the love of Jesus in my heart

0:35:40 > 0:35:44# I am so happy So very happy

0:35:44 > 0:35:49# I've got the love of Jesus in my heart... #

0:36:07 > 0:36:08Let me see that.

0:36:16 > 0:36:19- I'll go get you a wheelbarrow, right?- No, it's all right, man.

0:36:19 > 0:36:23No, I've got one of my own. I've got a good one.

0:36:23 > 0:36:25- No, I'll go show you.- Where is it?

0:36:26 > 0:36:27Bobby!

0:36:29 > 0:36:32- What, this? - It's only for one minute.

0:36:32 > 0:36:34Please?

0:36:34 > 0:36:37- No, leave it.- No, I'm just taking it up the green thing.

0:36:37 > 0:36:40- No!- No, it's ours. - I only fricking asked!

0:36:40 > 0:36:43- Stop it!- Say sorry.

0:36:43 > 0:36:45- Say sorry.- Sorry.

0:36:45 > 0:36:49- Say, "I'm the king."- Get off me! - Say, "I'm the king!"- Get off me!

0:36:49 > 0:36:52- Skank.- Get off me, you stupid wee kid.

0:37:01 > 0:37:05- Honestly...- The polis are asking me about him, man.

0:37:05 > 0:37:08Fucking... Fuck knows. Cos probably it's these other folks.

0:37:08 > 0:37:11It's like every guy, yeah, who comes to your house,

0:37:11 > 0:37:12it's a different policeman.

0:37:12 > 0:37:15Do you get me? So, he's still reported missing around the scheme,

0:37:15 > 0:37:17the whole of Glasgow.

0:37:17 > 0:37:20Probably cos that fucking...guy, the lieutenant or whatever you call him,

0:37:20 > 0:37:22tells them, "Go, go, go, go, go."

0:37:22 > 0:37:25They're like, "OK, OK, OK," even though they don't want to do that

0:37:25 > 0:37:27cos they like a piece of action.

0:37:27 > 0:37:30They go like that, "Is Gary in your room?"

0:37:30 > 0:37:31Are you fucking shitting me?!

0:37:35 > 0:37:38- Who's the strongest out of yous two? - Ooh! Him. No' me.

0:37:38 > 0:37:42- He's older.- That doesnae mean he's strongest, but...

0:37:44 > 0:37:48- Who's stronger out of you and your pal?- Him. He does rugby.

0:37:48 > 0:37:53- What?- He's a rugby player. - Who, him?- Aye.

0:37:54 > 0:37:55I think you'd take him.

0:37:57 > 0:38:00Aye, I took a boy who was in high school,

0:38:00 > 0:38:03and it was easy to batter him.

0:38:03 > 0:38:06- Are you in high school now? - No, I'm primary seven.

0:38:30 > 0:38:33Just haud it. Haud it.

0:38:34 > 0:38:37(I'm putting something in there.)

0:38:48 > 0:38:51CESAR SPEAKS INAUDIBLY

0:38:51 > 0:38:53I want to see that movie.

0:38:53 > 0:38:55Do you know it? Straight Outta Compton?

0:38:57 > 0:38:58Dodgy, isn't it?

0:39:01 > 0:39:04- Doesnae even smell right or... Like...- What is it?

0:39:04 > 0:39:06It's, er...

0:39:06 > 0:39:08It's like the new...

0:39:08 > 0:39:10It's called MJ Sweet. It's a new legals.

0:39:10 > 0:39:14Instead of herbal incense, it's a herbal blend and it's fucked me.

0:39:14 > 0:39:18Like, I need to go to the hospital soon.

0:39:19 > 0:39:23Or the doctors or something. Fuck, that's destroyed me.

0:39:28 > 0:39:31- You're my light, sweetheart. - HE MUMBLES

0:39:34 > 0:39:37HE HUMS

0:39:39 > 0:39:42INTERCOM RINGS

0:39:42 > 0:39:47THEY SPEAK OWN LANGUAGE

0:39:57 > 0:40:02- Fuck sake!- I have my boots on and everything. What's happening?

0:40:03 > 0:40:05They're awesome, man. I like these.

0:40:05 > 0:40:08- I'm trying to get the black and red ones, man.- Oh!

0:40:08 > 0:40:10- Black and red ones, man? - HE LAUGHS

0:40:10 > 0:40:12I'd be rocking them.

0:40:12 > 0:40:14- Get some new ladies.- I know.

0:40:14 > 0:40:17- Last time...- I went to the buroo this morning.

0:40:17 > 0:40:18- The buroo?- Aye.

0:40:24 > 0:40:27Here, stop. You.

0:40:27 > 0:40:29Now, tell me this.

0:40:29 > 0:40:31How long is it you never went to your hostel?

0:40:40 > 0:40:44So, I'm thinking, from here, we'll walk up this way,

0:40:44 > 0:40:47we'll turn round the park and where all the open fields is,

0:40:47 > 0:40:50the new road and then where the proposed allotments are.

0:40:58 > 0:41:00This is where the dead bodies go.

0:41:09 > 0:41:11Amazing all the thinking that's been done for this

0:41:11 > 0:41:14and they never thought about a youth provision.

0:41:14 > 0:41:16At that time, it was a priority

0:41:16 > 0:41:18to get better housing for people, honestly.

0:41:18 > 0:41:20But I'm talking about the new generation.

0:41:20 > 0:41:25- Climb higher.- Higher? I can go higher.

0:41:25 > 0:41:27All right, I'll go higher for you.

0:41:29 > 0:41:31This is how high I can get.

0:41:40 > 0:41:43CHILDREN SHOUT

0:41:43 > 0:41:47So, to that side will be the playground for the school,

0:41:47 > 0:41:48but also the new pitches, as well.

0:41:48 > 0:41:51So, this bit at the back, would that be, like, the gym hall

0:41:51 > 0:41:52- and sports facilities?- Yes.

0:42:12 > 0:42:14Bingo.

0:42:23 > 0:42:25Lighter's fucked.

0:42:39 > 0:42:41Hide there, hide there, hide there!

0:42:41 > 0:42:43Hide there, Gary. Hide.

0:42:44 > 0:42:46- Seriously?- There's two more.

0:42:46 > 0:42:50- Don't tell anybody about it.- OK. - If you want some, don't tell.

0:43:02 > 0:43:04I just moved back here to stay with my mum,

0:43:04 > 0:43:05but she just fucking died, didn't she?

0:43:05 > 0:43:08So, what the fuck am I meant to do? Float about here?

0:43:08 > 0:43:11I don't know any cunt or nothing. My sisters don't even talk to me.

0:43:16 > 0:43:18Yous have taken stuff out the club.

0:43:18 > 0:43:21- Yous have taken trophies, bingo... - Did you pay for it?

0:43:21 > 0:43:23No, but it was open and it's a building, so we took two boxes.

0:43:23 > 0:43:25It doesnae matter if it was open or whatever.

0:43:25 > 0:43:29- You can calm down a bit, can't you? - It's a youth centre for this scheme.

0:43:29 > 0:43:30It's in bad enough state as it is

0:43:30 > 0:43:32without yous taking whatever we've got left.

0:43:32 > 0:43:34What do you mean, "Yous taking what we've got left"?

0:43:34 > 0:43:36I took two glue sticks because the community...

0:43:36 > 0:43:37He's got the bingo.

0:43:37 > 0:43:39- He's got one of her tubs! - It's nothing to do with me.

0:43:39 > 0:43:41I didn't even know he was in there when I went in.

0:43:45 > 0:43:47- I'm actually sticking up for you here.- Calm down.

0:43:47 > 0:43:49- That's what I'm saying. - What's happened?

0:43:49 > 0:43:51- You've come in here and taken two glue sticks?- Aye.

0:43:51 > 0:43:53- How did you get in here? - The door was open.

0:43:53 > 0:43:55- They're dumb. - Well, you're fucking dumb!

0:43:55 > 0:43:57You took a big, massive fucking bingo set!

0:43:57 > 0:44:00Yeah, I wanted that! I wanted it. I wanted it.

0:44:00 > 0:44:04If you've got to do a turn, get something that's worth a lot, that fits in your pocket.

0:44:04 > 0:44:05Fits in my pocket!

0:44:05 > 0:44:10You don't run into fucking Legoland and steal a big Lego boat worth £20.

0:44:10 > 0:44:14Ready, man? Oh, right in the balls! Right in the balls!

0:44:14 > 0:44:16What, son? What, son?

0:44:22 > 0:44:23Argh!

0:44:34 > 0:44:37PAPER RIPS LOUDLY

0:44:39 > 0:44:42Right, that's going next. I'll lift all this in here.

0:44:42 > 0:44:43Sure?

0:44:43 > 0:44:45So, once I get that chair there, I'm sorted.

0:44:45 > 0:44:49- Oh, mind my...- What? - My thing.- What?

0:44:49 > 0:44:51My... What do you call it?

0:44:51 > 0:44:53Extension. It's all right, I'll get that.

0:44:53 > 0:44:55Oh, your extension ladder? Take that with you.

0:44:55 > 0:44:58- Have you seen all the plug sockets? - Give us some of that beer.

0:44:58 > 0:45:00That's all away.

0:45:01 > 0:45:03That's it. It's just this chair and these boxes.

0:45:03 > 0:45:05- That's going with him. - And the lights.

0:45:05 > 0:45:08- His cooker and his washing machine and his fridge.- Aye.

0:45:08 > 0:45:11And that's it. That's him out of here.

0:45:15 > 0:45:16There it is.

0:45:24 > 0:45:27Hey, you cunt. We don't even want you!

0:45:30 > 0:45:32Ah.

0:45:38 > 0:45:40Done. Have you seen Gary?

0:45:40 > 0:45:44I haven't seen him, actually. I haven't seen him in a week or so.

0:45:44 > 0:45:47I've had the police at my door loads of times looking for him.

0:45:47 > 0:45:49He's went missing fae his unit.

0:45:51 > 0:45:54- So...- What, so, nobody's seen him?- No.

0:45:54 > 0:45:56Nobody's seen him at all. He's went missing.

0:45:58 > 0:46:01He'll be fine. This is what Gary does.

0:46:08 > 0:46:11What's it going to take to speak to him again?

0:46:11 > 0:46:13Him sorting his life out

0:46:13 > 0:46:17and no' acting like a daft wee boy cos he's nearly 20.

0:46:17 > 0:46:19So...

0:46:19 > 0:46:23Once he's sorted his life out, he comes back to me,

0:46:23 > 0:46:24I'll maybe think about talking to him.

0:46:28 > 0:46:31Me and my sister were in care, as well. No' just Gary.

0:46:33 > 0:46:37He choosed to be the way he is the noo.

0:46:37 > 0:46:40He just thinks nobody wanted him, which isn't the case at all.

0:46:42 > 0:46:44- Hi, John. Hiya.- Hi.

0:46:50 > 0:46:52'He needs to hit rock bottom.'

0:46:59 > 0:47:01Right, come on.

0:47:01 > 0:47:04Are you going to stick your fingers up to that fucking shithole?

0:47:04 > 0:47:07Fuck that. Up you.

0:47:07 > 0:47:09Thank fuck!

0:47:09 > 0:47:12Right, swap arms. Swap arms with the stick.

0:47:12 > 0:47:14I'll grab that arm.

0:47:14 > 0:47:16- This'll take you a walk.- It might.

0:47:16 > 0:47:20- Right, switch arms here. - Aye, cos I'm the wrong arm.

0:47:20 > 0:47:23- Grab that arm. No, grab that arm. - It's all right, I'll grab...

0:47:23 > 0:47:27No, you're pushing the trolley. Grab my arm. Hold my arm.

0:47:43 > 0:47:46Remember... Where's my money? Remember I gave you my money?

0:47:46 > 0:47:49- Where is it?- I spended it.

0:47:50 > 0:47:53- It's somewhere in there! - No, it isnae!

0:48:05 > 0:48:06It's me, Mum!

0:48:09 > 0:48:11TV PLAYS

0:48:19 > 0:48:22- Dad, where's my mum? - They're in the house.

0:48:22 > 0:48:25- Fucking there in the house. - Just now?- Aye!

0:48:27 > 0:48:30SHE SINGS

0:48:33 > 0:48:35- Is it cool?- Beautiful.

0:48:35 > 0:48:38- Massive?- My room's tiny. - Oh, it's massive!

0:48:38 > 0:48:41- My room's tiny. - Is it massive, aye?- Oh, aye.

0:48:46 > 0:48:49Keep your fucking hands off my white walls.

0:48:52 > 0:48:55- Is this mine?- No.- Aw!

0:48:55 > 0:48:59- Is this mine?- No.- Is that mine?

0:49:01 > 0:49:04- How the hell...? - Your bed'll go here, right?

0:49:04 > 0:49:07- Caitlin?- So, I've got quite a small room.

0:49:15 > 0:49:18Aw!

0:49:18 > 0:49:21Boo! My baby!

0:49:21 > 0:49:24- Do your little dance. - SHE HUMS

0:49:24 > 0:49:27- My boy! Let me see if I can lift you.- No!

0:49:27 > 0:49:31I can an' aw! Ooh, my boy! Help me!

0:49:31 > 0:49:36Come on, I'll get you on the pavement, son. Ooh!

0:49:36 > 0:49:38Right, guess what? Let's get it to that old lady.

0:49:38 > 0:49:40Right, get it, whoever's it is.

0:49:57 > 0:50:01- And none of these wee arses are here, are they?- No.

0:50:01 > 0:50:04- I'll be up here... - They're no' getting in.

0:50:04 > 0:50:06I'll be up here going round.

0:50:08 > 0:50:09It's nice here.

0:50:11 > 0:50:13Look, this is... Look, two pictures. Change.

0:50:13 > 0:50:15Look. Look, look. Come and see.

0:50:15 > 0:50:16Look.

0:50:16 > 0:50:19Changes. Two colour, look. Change.

0:50:22 > 0:50:23Thank you.

0:51:06 > 0:51:12- He's acting very strange. - Who?- Emma's brother.

0:51:12 > 0:51:13Oh, he's always acting strange.

0:51:13 > 0:51:17No, but he's acting even more strange than he normally does.

0:51:19 > 0:51:21Do you think it's the drugs?

0:51:23 > 0:51:27- Hey! I haven't seen you in ages. - How are you? You all right?

0:51:27 > 0:51:30- I'm OK. How are you?- No' bad.

0:51:30 > 0:51:34- Argh! Hurt my insides.- What have you been doing with yourself?

0:51:34 > 0:51:36Nothing.

0:51:36 > 0:51:39Just getting about like a fanny. The usual.

0:51:41 > 0:51:44- So, have you seen much of the guys?- No, no' really.

0:51:44 > 0:51:48I was with Cesar last night and Jack's in his hostel still.

0:51:48 > 0:51:51HE COUGHS He doesnae come out much.

0:51:55 > 0:51:57So, there's me thinking that

0:51:57 > 0:51:58I wouldn't see you around Sighthill again,

0:51:58 > 0:52:01and you're...and you're back.

0:52:01 > 0:52:03I'll be in Sighthill all the time.

0:52:03 > 0:52:05I'll be here for the rest of my life.

0:52:06 > 0:52:08Don't know why, but I will be.

0:52:13 > 0:52:15If you do it, put the chips in here.

0:52:28 > 0:52:31Are you no' packing your things to take over with you?

0:52:31 > 0:52:34- Would you help me get a trolley?- Aye.

0:52:34 > 0:52:37- Who's taking the telly?- Dad.

0:52:37 > 0:52:41We'll probably be moving stuff out till, like, nine or something.

0:52:41 > 0:52:43Let's jog.

0:52:45 > 0:52:49- Hey, you! I'm fae Sighthill! Argh!- So am I!

0:52:55 > 0:52:58TROLLEY RATTLES

0:53:04 > 0:53:07This might have £1 in it.

0:53:12 > 0:53:14It's hard.

0:53:43 > 0:53:46MAN CHUCKLES, GROANS

0:54:05 > 0:54:08Mum? I can't believe what I've just done.

0:54:08 > 0:54:11Took a trolley and there's £1 inside it.

0:54:11 > 0:54:12How lucky's that?

0:54:12 > 0:54:16Cos it was shut, so I just kept smashing it with bricks.

0:54:19 > 0:54:20That's me.

0:54:20 > 0:54:24- Aye, so, you better go in, then? - Yeah.

0:54:24 > 0:54:27How do you want to go in the lift?

0:54:37 > 0:54:38Go, go, go! Go, go, go, go!

0:54:52 > 0:54:56# It's a hard-knock life for us

0:54:58 > 0:55:02# It's a hard-knock life for us. #

0:55:05 > 0:55:10You call this a pound? I shake it up and down!

0:55:21 > 0:55:25They're 2p, aren't they? Can I have 25 of them for 50p?

0:55:25 > 0:55:28Three, four, five.

0:55:28 > 0:55:30That's 30.

0:55:30 > 0:55:3230, 40.

0:55:33 > 0:55:36Where have you got all this money fae?

0:55:38 > 0:55:42I'm just coming in to give you your medal.

0:55:42 > 0:55:46- Where's Mum and Dad? - Robert, your medal.

0:55:46 > 0:55:49Robert, just to let you know, I brung you your medal, all right?

0:55:49 > 0:55:51Mm-hm.

0:56:40 > 0:56:42When I was a wee boy,

0:56:42 > 0:56:45I waited for 11 years in a bedroom to get back to my mum.

0:56:45 > 0:56:48And then I got back and then she got diagnosed with cancer and died,

0:56:48 > 0:56:49so I don't know what to think of that.

0:56:49 > 0:56:52I don't even know if I've accepted it.

0:56:52 > 0:56:55I don't know if... I don't even know if I feel it.

0:56:55 > 0:56:57I don't know if I'm in the denial stage.

0:56:57 > 0:56:58I don't know what the fuck's happening.

0:56:58 > 0:57:01I reckon I'm just going to be like this forever.

0:57:04 > 0:57:06Look at me now. I've been in care all my life.

0:57:06 > 0:57:08What the fuck am I staying under a tree for?

0:57:30 > 0:57:31This is all my mum's stuff, man,

0:57:31 > 0:57:34so I should say a wee prayer right now,

0:57:34 > 0:57:36since all her stuff's going up in the air with her, isn't it?