Life and Death the Pentecostal Way

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0:00:07 > 0:00:09You don't need faith...

0:00:10 > 0:00:11..when you're healthy and strong.

0:00:13 > 0:00:16You don't need faith when everybody is agreeing with you.

0:00:18 > 0:00:19You don't need faith...

0:00:20 > 0:00:23..when everything is all right at home.

0:00:23 > 0:00:25But when trouble comes...

0:00:26 > 0:00:31..and when difficult time comes, and when the future is uncertain,

0:00:31 > 0:00:35and when the path that you're taking is unknown,

0:00:35 > 0:00:39the Bible says that's the time Jesus turns around and says,

0:00:39 > 0:00:41"Where is your faith?"

0:00:41 > 0:00:45Because it would seem to me that your faith has no relevance

0:00:45 > 0:00:50if it doesn't come to your aid in the midst of your trouble.

0:00:53 > 0:00:55Am I talking to somebody today?

0:00:55 > 0:00:56- CONGREGATION:- Yes!

0:00:56 > 0:00:59Where do you get this kind of faith...

0:00:59 > 0:01:01when all around you is crumbling...

0:01:03 > 0:01:06..the systems and the structure is against you?

0:01:06 > 0:01:12Stand up to your feet, and give Jesus praise.

0:01:13 > 0:01:17There are over half a million Pentecostal worshippers in Britain.

0:01:17 > 0:01:19It's a global evangelical movement

0:01:19 > 0:01:22that started more than a century ago,

0:01:22 > 0:01:25and it's the fastest-growing Christian faith in our country.

0:01:27 > 0:01:31We spent three months filming in one of south London's oldest

0:01:31 > 0:01:33black-majority Pentecostal churches,

0:01:33 > 0:01:36the Brixton Community Church,

0:01:36 > 0:01:39to find out what draws people to this growing faith.

0:01:40 > 0:01:44We discovered a place of powerful personal stories,

0:01:44 > 0:01:47and a church that wants to change people's lives.

0:02:04 > 0:02:06MUSIC WITHIN: Holy Holy by Michael W Smith

0:02:11 > 0:02:19# Are you Lord God almighty

0:02:19 > 0:02:23# Worthy is the Lamb

0:02:23 > 0:02:27# Worthy is the Lamb... #

0:02:27 > 0:02:32'New Testament Church of God - it is Pentecostal.

0:02:34 > 0:02:36'We shout. We sing.

0:02:36 > 0:02:39'And we praise God, and we shout, "Hallelujah!"'

0:02:39 > 0:02:43and if you're in a nominal church and you shout "Hallelujah!"

0:02:43 > 0:02:46people look at you as if you are insane.

0:02:52 > 0:02:56'The spirit of God enters you, and he directs you.'

0:02:59 > 0:03:03When you have contact with God, there's something

0:03:03 > 0:03:07inside of you wants to explode to the world out there,

0:03:07 > 0:03:10"Yes, something is happening in me."

0:03:12 > 0:03:16# Worthy is the Lamb... #

0:03:25 > 0:03:27Hallelujah!

0:03:29 > 0:03:31Hallelujah!

0:03:37 > 0:03:40We are loud. We are noisy people.

0:03:40 > 0:03:43That's what Pentecost is about, yes.

0:03:43 > 0:03:45It's what Pentecost is about.

0:03:49 > 0:03:53Whatever you are, whoever you are, come as you are.

0:03:57 > 0:04:02The Brixton Community Church has been in south London for 60 years.

0:04:02 > 0:04:06It belongs to one of the larger Pentecostal denominations,

0:04:06 > 0:04:08called the New Testament Church of God...

0:04:08 > 0:04:10..bring them to a safe haven...

0:04:10 > 0:04:14..established here by West Indians who came to Britain in the 1950s.

0:04:14 > 0:04:16Father, we love you.

0:04:16 > 0:04:18PIANO PLAYS

0:04:18 > 0:04:20APPLAUSE

0:04:20 > 0:04:21Come on!

0:04:24 > 0:04:29# Oh, He's the Lily of the Valley... #

0:04:29 > 0:04:33The preacher leading the Brixton Church is Bishop Brown,

0:04:33 > 0:04:36a prominent figure in the Pentecostal faith.

0:04:36 > 0:04:41He wants the church to have a strong social as well as religious purpose.

0:04:41 > 0:04:45'The African-Caribbean sector of Christendom

0:04:45 > 0:04:48'is expanding exponentially.'

0:04:50 > 0:04:54'The church is really quite vital to the life

0:04:54 > 0:04:56'of this community.'

0:04:56 > 0:04:59There's some people who question, "Why do you need so many churches?"

0:04:59 > 0:05:03But they don't ask you, "Why do you need so many McDonald's?"

0:05:03 > 0:05:05- So... - HE CHUCKLES

0:05:05 > 0:05:09This is a church that believes it has a role in people's lives

0:05:09 > 0:05:10from the very beginning.

0:05:10 > 0:05:12Tell him to come out of that gate.

0:05:12 > 0:05:14Starting with the Sunday school bus

0:05:14 > 0:05:17that collects children from the surrounding area.

0:05:18 > 0:05:20Where's Mummy?

0:05:20 > 0:05:21Ah!

0:05:21 > 0:05:23Ohh!

0:05:25 > 0:05:29The Borough of Lambeth is one of the most diverse parts of London,

0:05:29 > 0:05:32where wealth and poverty live cheek-by-jowl.

0:05:33 > 0:05:38When you start children young into a denominational Christian background,

0:05:38 > 0:05:41they tend to, erm...

0:05:41 > 0:05:42come a bit more often.

0:05:44 > 0:05:47They understand the Bible, being good, being kind,

0:05:47 > 0:05:49being generous to people, being humble,

0:05:49 > 0:05:52and they can use this as they grow up in life.

0:05:52 > 0:05:55CHILDREN CHEER

0:05:55 > 0:05:59You water the seed, and the plant will grow.

0:05:59 > 0:06:00Come on, superstar.

0:06:00 > 0:06:02If we were not there,

0:06:02 > 0:06:05preaching, motivating, teaching...

0:06:05 > 0:06:08the prisons wouldn't have place to hold people.

0:06:08 > 0:06:10The mental homes -

0:06:10 > 0:06:12they're already packed and bursting to capacity

0:06:12 > 0:06:14with their own people, anyway.

0:06:15 > 0:06:18But if the church wasn't there...

0:06:19 > 0:06:22..I dread to think what society would look like.

0:06:25 > 0:06:28WOMAN SINGS

0:06:30 > 0:06:33Anyone can walk in here and join the service...

0:06:33 > 0:06:35OK, so, let's stand and pray together.

0:06:35 > 0:06:37..but the church, ultimately,

0:06:37 > 0:06:40wants people to make a much bigger life commitment.

0:06:40 > 0:06:42Father, I just want to thank you for this day, that Lord God,

0:06:42 > 0:06:45you will continue to talk to them about where you want them to be,

0:06:45 > 0:06:48what you want them to do, who you have called them to be.

0:06:48 > 0:06:51And, Father, as they make their way to Sunday, with their Father,

0:06:51 > 0:06:54they're going to take a step of baptism...

0:06:54 > 0:06:57Jordan is 16, and Hannah, 17.

0:06:57 > 0:07:00They're preparing for their baptism -

0:07:00 > 0:07:03the biggest rite of passage in Pentecostalism,

0:07:03 > 0:07:05symbolising their commitment to their faith.

0:07:05 > 0:07:07..it will not just be an empty sign, but, Father,

0:07:07 > 0:07:09when they rise up out of the water,

0:07:09 > 0:07:11Father, they will signify the resurrection

0:07:11 > 0:07:13of Christ Jesus in their lives.

0:07:16 > 0:07:17So, what is baptism?

0:07:17 > 0:07:19A public declaration.

0:07:19 > 0:07:21- A public declaration?- Erm...

0:07:23 > 0:07:26- Of what?- From... Huh?- Of what?

0:07:26 > 0:07:28That you've chosen the straight and narrow road,

0:07:28 > 0:07:30that you've chosen to live your life like Christ.

0:07:32 > 0:07:33But first you have to repent.

0:07:33 > 0:07:36The only way you can actually say yes

0:07:36 > 0:07:40is if you actually repent of your sins, and you don't turn back,

0:07:40 > 0:07:45and you try and follow the straight and narrow path of, erm...

0:07:45 > 0:07:48- Jesus Christ.- That's not repentance!

0:07:48 > 0:07:50No, I know! But it's part of it.

0:07:50 > 0:07:52- Like, that's the only... - Well, what is repentance?

0:07:52 > 0:07:54Asking God for forgiveness.

0:07:54 > 0:07:56Of your sins.

0:07:56 > 0:07:58Repentance isn't...

0:07:58 > 0:08:00not going out drinking, or not smoking,

0:08:00 > 0:08:02or not having loads of sexual partners.

0:08:05 > 0:08:06That's not repentance.

0:08:06 > 0:08:07Just because you DON'T...

0:08:09 > 0:08:12..go with every Tom, Dick and Harry, doesn't mean that you've repented.

0:08:13 > 0:08:16So it's not just stopping doing stuff,

0:08:16 > 0:08:19it is actually stopping doing that stuff,

0:08:19 > 0:08:23stop going in that direction, and turning to God.

0:08:23 > 0:08:26Repentance is a change of heart...

0:08:26 > 0:08:29and a change of purpose, and a change of your mind.

0:08:30 > 0:08:34'I always liken baptism to a marriage between two people,'

0:08:34 > 0:08:36because you come into it...

0:08:36 > 0:08:38having thought about it,

0:08:38 > 0:08:41and made a decision that this is what I want to tell the world.

0:08:41 > 0:08:43So that's the new one, that's the gold one.

0:08:43 > 0:08:46Hannah and Jordan will be baptised in a public ceremony

0:08:46 > 0:08:49involving complete immersion in water.

0:08:49 > 0:08:52So that goes on....

0:08:52 > 0:08:53like that.

0:08:53 > 0:08:56It covers everything up, so nothing shows.

0:08:56 > 0:08:59From then on, they can become full members of the church.

0:09:01 > 0:09:05'Because I've known them since they were very, very tiny babies,

0:09:05 > 0:09:06'to have seen them grow up,'

0:09:06 > 0:09:08and get to this stage in their lives,

0:09:08 > 0:09:11in their Christian walk, is just amazing for me.

0:09:11 > 0:09:14And so, I've kind of, like, personally invested in them.

0:09:14 > 0:09:15They're like my babies.

0:09:15 > 0:09:18Every single one of them. They're all my babies.

0:09:18 > 0:09:22And I just love 'em, so it is really exciting.

0:09:22 > 0:09:25I was going to get baptised for my 16th birthday,

0:09:25 > 0:09:28as I wasn't going to have any type of party, or...

0:09:28 > 0:09:32erm...anything like that.

0:09:32 > 0:09:35Nothing wild, but I wanted it to be memorable.

0:09:35 > 0:09:40I'm definitely quite nervous and anxious about it.

0:09:41 > 0:09:43But I'm also quite excited.

0:09:45 > 0:09:46That comes off.

0:09:46 > 0:09:49And this, there... There you go.

0:09:49 > 0:09:52From what other people have been telling me,

0:09:52 > 0:09:55at the end...

0:09:55 > 0:09:57it's quite overwhelming.

0:09:57 > 0:09:59You know, the experience, and...

0:09:59 > 0:10:02coming up through the water, what they felt.

0:10:02 > 0:10:06I feel like that's what I want.

0:10:06 > 0:10:10That's what I want. That's what I would like to feel myself.

0:10:10 > 0:10:11And, erm...

0:10:11 > 0:10:13that's what I'm kind of looking forward to.

0:10:16 > 0:10:18Yes, hi, good morning. My name is Millicent Brown.

0:10:18 > 0:10:21I'm calling from the New Testament Church of God.

0:10:21 > 0:10:26I'd like to place an order for some little Bibles

0:10:26 > 0:10:29that we give to the children when they're dedicated.

0:10:30 > 0:10:33What's striking about this church

0:10:33 > 0:10:35is how it offers much more than religion.

0:10:35 > 0:10:38It's also about supporting a community.

0:10:38 > 0:10:42If people need help in the week, the bishop's wife, Sister Brown,

0:10:42 > 0:10:44is there as a drop-in.

0:10:44 > 0:10:47I've had people come in that just needed something to eat...

0:10:49 > 0:10:52..and didn't have any money for shopping.

0:10:52 > 0:10:56If they're having some difficulties in their life,

0:10:56 > 0:11:00and they're in need of some support...

0:11:01 > 0:11:03..they will come in and ask.

0:11:03 > 0:11:05Some of them will say,

0:11:05 > 0:11:07"Look, is there anybody I could speak with now?"

0:11:07 > 0:11:10Others will say, "Can I make an appointment to see somebody?"

0:11:11 > 0:11:15Oh, there's a lot going on in churches that people...

0:11:15 > 0:11:17the average person would not be aware of.

0:11:17 > 0:11:21Father, we ask this mercy through your name...

0:11:21 > 0:11:24Annette has turned to the church for support in raising her son.

0:11:25 > 0:11:28She's a teaching assistant and a single mum

0:11:28 > 0:11:30with a 12-year-old boy called Kai.

0:11:31 > 0:11:34She's been coming to church with Kai since he was born.

0:11:37 > 0:11:39I went there, but just to christen him, innit?

0:11:39 > 0:11:41And then I...kind of stayed.

0:11:41 > 0:11:43And I'm still there now.

0:11:44 > 0:11:46You christen them, and then you go and have a party,

0:11:46 > 0:11:48like if you get married.

0:11:49 > 0:11:50You know, you have a party after.

0:11:50 > 0:11:54But this is just dedicating them to God.

0:11:54 > 0:11:55To say, "Protect them."

0:11:56 > 0:11:58Oh, publicly, yeah.

0:11:58 > 0:12:00- INTERVIEWER:- Do you feel like he IS protected?

0:12:00 > 0:12:02Yeah. No, he is.

0:12:02 > 0:12:04Sorry. No, he is.

0:12:04 > 0:12:06It says it.

0:12:06 > 0:12:07Like...

0:12:07 > 0:12:09it says it.

0:12:09 > 0:12:12What made you stay? What made you keep going to church after that?

0:12:14 > 0:12:15Like...

0:12:17 > 0:12:20Cos after a while, you realise that you need to be there.

0:12:23 > 0:12:24And I don't know if...

0:12:25 > 0:12:31..for other people, all things just stay calm, or...

0:12:32 > 0:12:34..manageable...

0:12:34 > 0:12:38but, like, some stuff wasn't being manageable for me.

0:12:38 > 0:12:43And so it seemed like that was the only place to go to get some...

0:12:45 > 0:12:46..peace, I suppose.

0:12:50 > 0:12:54Like, there's people around me, friends or family.

0:12:54 > 0:12:58But...they can't really sustain you, they can't sustain you.

0:12:58 > 0:13:02- Hello. - Hi! Hello, Annette, how are you?

0:13:02 > 0:13:04- I'm fine.- Grab a chair.

0:13:04 > 0:13:06- Thank you.- How's Kai?

0:13:06 > 0:13:07- He's fine.- Yeah?

0:13:07 > 0:13:13But I just wanted to ask you what I should do in regard to...

0:13:15 > 0:13:17To...?

0:13:17 > 0:13:18Changing his school.

0:13:18 > 0:13:20Because he's been in behaviour issues,

0:13:20 > 0:13:24and he's been excluded and removed from one school, two schools,

0:13:24 > 0:13:25put in another school,

0:13:25 > 0:13:27so now they've put him at a pupil referral unit.

0:13:27 > 0:13:29"Kai is a bright and able 12-year-old boy

0:13:29 > 0:13:31"who has a history of challenging behaviour."

0:13:31 > 0:13:33And that's the problem.

0:13:33 > 0:13:36He will kick things, like the door, or the chair.

0:13:36 > 0:13:39He will pick up the chair, and throw it.

0:13:39 > 0:13:43- Now, I understand you've... You've got some of his past work?- Yes.

0:13:43 > 0:13:46- Here.- Reports and things like that you have for him?

0:13:46 > 0:13:49- These ones are from... - Are these old ones?

0:13:49 > 0:13:52Yeah. For reception.

0:13:52 > 0:13:54This is Kai's work at seven?

0:13:54 > 0:13:56- Yeah.- That's his handwriting at seven?

0:13:56 > 0:13:59- Yes.- He wrote this by himself at seven?- When he was seven.

0:13:59 > 0:14:00Yeah.

0:14:00 > 0:14:04So it appears that he was working pretty good.

0:14:04 > 0:14:07Yeah, but in the middle, I don't know, he just...

0:14:07 > 0:14:08Something went amiss?

0:14:08 > 0:14:09- Yeah.- Mmm.

0:14:09 > 0:14:11I think I look after him very well.

0:14:11 > 0:14:13"Why are you angry? What are you angry about?"

0:14:13 > 0:14:15Then, that's what... I'm saying, "What are you angry about?

0:14:15 > 0:14:18"What, I don't feed you? I don't put clothes on your back?"

0:14:18 > 0:14:20- "I don't beat you." - No, that's not...- Yeah!

0:14:20 > 0:14:23There's a lot of issues that he may have.

0:14:23 > 0:14:26- I know that his dad is not here. - Yeah, no.- He's abroad.

0:14:26 > 0:14:31So he may well need to have that male person who is a father figure.

0:14:31 > 0:14:34Why does he react in that way when he gets angry?

0:14:34 > 0:14:36- OK.- What is it that triggers off?

0:14:36 > 0:14:39- So, can you do that?- I'd be more than happy to talk with him.

0:14:39 > 0:14:40The battle isn't lost.

0:14:40 > 0:14:43- OK.- I will tell you that - the battle isn't lost.

0:14:43 > 0:14:44Thank you.

0:14:45 > 0:14:47- INTERVIEWER:- So, what is that?

0:14:47 > 0:14:50This is from Lego Chima.

0:14:52 > 0:14:55So this bit comes out, so then that can fly.

0:14:55 > 0:14:59It's been eight months since Kai was excluded from secondary school,

0:14:59 > 0:15:02and moved to a pupil referral unit.

0:15:02 > 0:15:04His future's hanging in the balance

0:15:04 > 0:15:08while he waits to hear when they'll find him another school.

0:15:08 > 0:15:10They said that I was uncontrollable

0:15:10 > 0:15:13cos I kept on messing around in classes and disturbing people.

0:15:15 > 0:15:19And because, with my anger, and I keep getting angry...

0:15:19 > 0:15:21and doing the wrong things when I do get angry.

0:15:22 > 0:15:24What did you think about that?

0:15:25 > 0:15:28It was fair, because I was getting angry over silly things,

0:15:28 > 0:15:30and doing the wrong things.

0:15:30 > 0:15:31But I also didn't want to leave.

0:15:33 > 0:15:36- Do you feel like you want another chance?- Yeah.

0:15:39 > 0:15:40What about church?

0:15:40 > 0:15:43- Do you like going to church?- Yeah.

0:15:43 > 0:15:46Lots of people pray for me, and also, there's, like,

0:15:46 > 0:15:50older children that look after me and make sure I'm all right.

0:15:50 > 0:15:54And...I'm kind of getting used to how long the services are.

0:15:56 > 0:15:58And do you believe in God?

0:15:58 > 0:15:59Yeah.

0:15:59 > 0:16:02Like, today, erm... we were coming...

0:16:02 > 0:16:04I had £3 in my pocket,

0:16:04 > 0:16:07and there was a man that was homeless in front of Tesco...

0:16:07 > 0:16:10and I gave him my £3.

0:16:10 > 0:16:12And when I got into Tesco,

0:16:12 > 0:16:15my mum picked up Oreos, and got me Oreos, so...

0:16:17 > 0:16:21God knows that you did a good deed, and he pays you back.

0:16:26 > 0:16:30The church building is maintained largely by its congregation,

0:16:30 > 0:16:32and leased from the Church of England,

0:16:32 > 0:16:34but it's showing signs of age.

0:16:35 > 0:16:39# And I will stand with Him on

0:16:39 > 0:16:42# That day... #

0:16:43 > 0:16:45Pastor decided...

0:16:45 > 0:16:48that we had to come up with some kind of fundraising

0:16:48 > 0:16:50in aid of the lift.

0:16:50 > 0:16:54Some of the elderlies cannot walk up the stairs,

0:16:54 > 0:16:57because of pain and other sickness,

0:16:57 > 0:16:59so the lift would be easier for them.

0:17:01 > 0:17:04- INTERVIEWER:- It smells amazing. - Thank you, my darling.

0:17:05 > 0:17:08That's my chicken, leave it to drain over here.

0:17:08 > 0:17:11So when it's finished, we can pour it out in this one.

0:17:11 > 0:17:14We have the good scotch bonnet here.

0:17:14 > 0:17:18Good scotch bonnet, so we're going to make them blend in,

0:17:18 > 0:17:21with some nice onions.

0:17:22 > 0:17:25Yes, how much is this?

0:17:25 > 0:17:27You can't be serious!

0:17:27 > 0:17:28£1.50?

0:17:30 > 0:17:34I don't want the discount - I want to pay for my things.

0:17:34 > 0:17:36Jamaican soul food.

0:17:36 > 0:17:38- Yes!- Ah... - LAUGHTER

0:17:38 > 0:17:41The Word, and food.

0:17:46 > 0:17:47Are you ready to give?

0:17:48 > 0:17:52This church relies overwhelmingly on donations from the congregation

0:17:52 > 0:17:54for its survival.

0:17:55 > 0:17:59Pentecostal churches usually ask members to pay a tithe,

0:17:59 > 0:18:02meaning 10% of their income.

0:18:02 > 0:18:05In reality, here, they give what they can.

0:18:05 > 0:18:09- This is my seed... - CONGREGATION:- This is my seed...

0:18:09 > 0:18:12- ..as I give it to you... - ..as I give it to you...

0:18:12 > 0:18:16- ..I expect harvest. - ..I expect harvest.

0:18:16 > 0:18:19- It may not come back... - It may not come back...

0:18:19 > 0:18:22- ..in monetary form... - ..in monetary form...

0:18:22 > 0:18:26- ..but however you bless me... - ..but however you bless me...

0:18:26 > 0:18:28..I will be satisfied.

0:18:29 > 0:18:32# Behold He comes

0:18:32 > 0:18:34# Riding on the clouds

0:18:34 > 0:18:36# Shining like the sun

0:18:36 > 0:18:39# At the trumpet call

0:18:39 > 0:18:41# Lift your voice... #

0:18:41 > 0:18:46The community gathering its own funds is the story of how this,

0:18:46 > 0:18:49and many other Pentecostal churches, were established.

0:18:50 > 0:18:53So, when they came out from the Caribbean to Britain,

0:18:53 > 0:18:58they believed that they could just walk into any church, sit down,

0:18:58 > 0:19:00and be accepted as a member.

0:19:01 > 0:19:02Well, they weren't.

0:19:05 > 0:19:09Christianity in general was not initially welcoming to us.

0:19:12 > 0:19:17But the churches weren't started as a protest against rejection.

0:19:18 > 0:19:23In their hearts, there was a Pentecostal fire.

0:19:23 > 0:19:26# Oh, Lord, you know

0:19:26 > 0:19:29# I have no friend like you... #

0:19:29 > 0:19:31They had to...

0:19:31 > 0:19:35find and plant these churches that would help them give expression...

0:19:36 > 0:19:38..to the God that they know...

0:19:39 > 0:19:41..and the faith that they had back home.

0:19:41 > 0:19:43Praise the Lord!

0:19:43 > 0:19:45They moved around to several halls,

0:19:45 > 0:19:48schools and church halls, and what have you.

0:19:49 > 0:19:54In the mid-70s, we found this place, that was derelict.

0:19:55 > 0:19:58Obviously, when we came in, it's not like what it is now.

0:19:59 > 0:20:01It was pigeon-infested -

0:20:01 > 0:20:07we cleared out one tonne of pigeon poo from the bell towers.

0:20:08 > 0:20:12And so, this is where we have been since 1977.

0:20:18 > 0:20:21One of the founding members of this church, Deacon Bair,

0:20:21 > 0:20:22has passed away.

0:20:25 > 0:20:29The generation of people that came here out of the Windrush

0:20:29 > 0:20:32came and made their living, made their contribution,

0:20:32 > 0:20:34but they're now passing on.

0:20:34 > 0:20:37Since I've been here, in the last 18 months,

0:20:37 > 0:20:39I must have done over 30 funerals.

0:20:43 > 0:20:46'My dad was very ambitious.'

0:20:46 > 0:20:49He found himself working at the Post Office,

0:20:49 > 0:20:50and he was working seven days a week,

0:20:50 > 0:20:52you know, to make ends meet.

0:20:52 > 0:20:55When you're new in the country, you take whatever job you can,

0:20:55 > 0:20:58whether you're a cleaner, whether you're a domestic hand,

0:20:58 > 0:21:00whether you work in hospitals.

0:21:00 > 0:21:03They brought their money together, a joint collection,

0:21:03 > 0:21:07to purchase a property, the house of God, a place to worship,

0:21:07 > 0:21:09and that's what they did.

0:21:10 > 0:21:12Mum, like my dad...

0:21:12 > 0:21:14Very smart people, weren't they?

0:21:14 > 0:21:16- Yeah.- Very stylish.

0:21:16 > 0:21:19My mum, of course, had the hat on.

0:21:19 > 0:21:21Beautiful dress.

0:21:21 > 0:21:22She would wear lovely shoes,

0:21:22 > 0:21:26and in the early days, my mum would even wear gloves.

0:21:26 > 0:21:29Back in those days, we didn't have, erm...

0:21:29 > 0:21:30our own transportation.

0:21:30 > 0:21:33- No.- So you can just imagine, there are seven of us in our family,

0:21:33 > 0:21:37so, seven children getting onto a bus,

0:21:37 > 0:21:39all dressed up smartly to go to church.

0:21:41 > 0:21:44There's a lot of love in the church, in helping each other out...

0:21:45 > 0:21:48..supporting each other with housing, child care,

0:21:48 > 0:21:51if you wanted to get on, get a job.

0:21:51 > 0:21:55Anything to help their life through.

0:21:55 > 0:21:57It was a community.

0:21:57 > 0:22:00UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYS

0:22:02 > 0:22:05# Have you heard

0:22:05 > 0:22:09# Have you heard

0:22:09 > 0:22:15# Have you heard about that city in the sky

0:22:15 > 0:22:18# Have you heard

0:22:18 > 0:22:20# Have you heard... #

0:22:29 > 0:22:32Hello, my cheeky one!

0:22:33 > 0:22:35Hello, darling!

0:22:36 > 0:22:38Shaniqua grew up in Brixton.

0:22:38 > 0:22:41Good morning, Baba!

0:22:41 > 0:22:45She's now 25, and works locally as a hairdresser.

0:22:45 > 0:22:46Come here, darling.

0:22:46 > 0:22:49She's preparing to have her baby, Isaiah, christened,

0:22:49 > 0:22:53or as the Pentecostalists say, dedicated, at the church.

0:22:53 > 0:22:57He is getting something made, which is really, like, personal to him.

0:22:57 > 0:22:59And, er...

0:22:59 > 0:23:02just the fact that he's going to get blessed...

0:23:02 > 0:23:04- ISAIAH GURGLES - Yeah!

0:23:04 > 0:23:08And he's just, like, he doesn't have no clue, but it's just so sweet,

0:23:08 > 0:23:09and I love it.

0:23:09 > 0:23:11- SHE GASPS - Teddy, Teddy!

0:23:11 > 0:23:13SHE CHUCKLES

0:23:13 > 0:23:16- INTERVIEWER:- So they call it a dedication, is that right?- Mm-hmm.

0:23:16 > 0:23:20- Do you know why?- Basically, you're dedicating your baby to the Lord.

0:23:20 > 0:23:22Erm...you're handing him over.

0:23:22 > 0:23:25- So, stand him up.- Yeah.

0:23:25 > 0:23:28'It's just giving him a chance of life, I think.

0:23:29 > 0:23:32'Being protected under God.'

0:23:32 > 0:23:33Up you get!

0:23:33 > 0:23:35- SHE CHUCKLES - Look at me!

0:23:35 > 0:23:37You look so cute!

0:23:37 > 0:23:40'To find out I was pregnant, it was a big shock.

0:23:40 > 0:23:42'It's very difficult, er...

0:23:42 > 0:23:45'you know, when the dad is supposed to be there.

0:23:45 > 0:23:48'The situation of that is very - and always will be -

0:23:48 > 0:23:49'heart-breaking for me.'

0:23:49 > 0:23:52Now we're going to make some alterations! Yes!

0:23:52 > 0:23:56But the thought of getting rid of another human just, like,

0:23:56 > 0:24:00broke my soul, and I feel like I would have been worse off.

0:24:00 > 0:24:01He's come out so happy,

0:24:01 > 0:24:04so I couldn't have dreamt of a better decision.

0:24:04 > 0:24:07And he's really changed me in so many better ways.

0:24:08 > 0:24:11Is the church accepting, you know...

0:24:11 > 0:24:13you being a single mum, and everything?

0:24:13 > 0:24:15Do you feel like they accept?

0:24:15 > 0:24:20Well, I addressed that straightaway to the, you know, Pastor's wife,

0:24:20 > 0:24:24erm...and she was, you know, very encouraging about it,

0:24:24 > 0:24:26and they didn't make me feel like I don't fit in,

0:24:26 > 0:24:29or I should not be there.

0:24:29 > 0:24:32And you talked about how it protects him.

0:24:32 > 0:24:34Can you explain that a bit?

0:24:34 > 0:24:38Anything that may happen, you know, he'll be protected.

0:24:38 > 0:24:40When there's maybe a situation that's happened,

0:24:40 > 0:24:44or he's gone through something major in his life,

0:24:44 > 0:24:46and he needs to turn to someone, but, you know,

0:24:46 > 0:24:48there's no human there, he can turn to God.

0:24:48 > 0:24:51Cos God already protected him when he was a baby.

0:24:51 > 0:24:56So, I feel like, you know, it's saving him from a lot of disaster.

0:24:56 > 0:24:58ISAIAH GURGLES

0:24:58 > 0:25:01Isaiah's dedication is the first stage

0:25:01 > 0:25:04in the process of joining the church.

0:25:05 > 0:25:07In a suburb outside Brixton,

0:25:07 > 0:25:10Hannah is getting ready for the next stage -

0:25:10 > 0:25:12her baptism -

0:25:12 > 0:25:13a more profound ritual,

0:25:13 > 0:25:16that can only be undertaken by someone old enough

0:25:16 > 0:25:18to decide for themselves.

0:25:18 > 0:25:20So, just the normal black leggings.

0:25:20 > 0:25:23- You can't wear black! - No! Yes, I can!

0:25:23 > 0:25:27They said, really and truly, come in anything you don't mind getting wet.

0:25:27 > 0:25:29Well, try it on, and we'll tell you what it looks like, innit?

0:25:29 > 0:25:33Yeah, Hannah's the last one to be baptised out all of us.

0:25:33 > 0:25:35As much as it was all of our decision,

0:25:35 > 0:25:37she took the time to really think about what she wanted to do,

0:25:37 > 0:25:39and why she wanted to do it.

0:25:39 > 0:25:40It wasn't just on a whim,

0:25:40 > 0:25:42it wasn't just because the rest of us have done it.

0:25:42 > 0:25:44It was because she's made that decision

0:25:44 > 0:25:46that she really wants to do it, and she's ready now.

0:25:46 > 0:25:48Kind of recently, I remember, like, erm...

0:25:49 > 0:25:51..being actually able to say it.

0:25:51 > 0:25:53Like, saying, "I want to get baptised."

0:25:53 > 0:25:55I remember when I said it, and I was like,

0:25:55 > 0:25:57"Oh, my days, I just said it out of my mouth!"

0:25:57 > 0:26:00So, what was, like, your turning point, is my question?

0:26:00 > 0:26:02I don't actually really know. It just kind of happened for me.

0:26:02 > 0:26:07Like, one minute I was really almost scared, and the next, I was, like...

0:26:07 > 0:26:10I was fine, and I just decided, "OK, yeah."

0:26:10 > 0:26:11- Just at peace.- Yeah.

0:26:11 > 0:26:13Yeah, that's a better word.

0:26:13 > 0:26:16- INTERVIEWER: Do you remember your baptism?- Oh, yes!

0:26:16 > 0:26:18Oh, gosh!

0:26:18 > 0:26:21What do you mean, "Oh, gosh?" It was 30 years ago.

0:26:21 > 0:26:22Oh, for the love of chips!

0:26:22 > 0:26:23HANNAH CHUCKLES

0:26:23 > 0:26:24Yeah, it was really lovely.

0:26:24 > 0:26:27There was about 25 of us...

0:26:27 > 0:26:29and it was candlelight.

0:26:29 > 0:26:30- Soft.- Yeah, and the church...

0:26:30 > 0:26:33It was just all candles, and we all had to hold a candle,

0:26:33 > 0:26:38and march right down to the centre of the church, all the way around,

0:26:38 > 0:26:39and come back again,

0:26:39 > 0:26:42and then we just said our testimony individually.

0:26:42 > 0:26:44Lots of singing and praising, and...

0:26:44 > 0:26:46it was awesome.

0:26:46 > 0:26:48Do you feel like you're going to be restricted

0:26:48 > 0:26:50as a Christian, though, Han? Do you think that...

0:26:50 > 0:26:53Oh, no! No.

0:26:53 > 0:26:57I've chosen to follow, erm...

0:26:57 > 0:27:01Jesus' commands, although it's going to be trying. I'm just saying.

0:27:01 > 0:27:02Cos, I mean, I'm human,

0:27:02 > 0:27:07so I know that, like, sometimes, things may happen, and stuff.

0:27:07 > 0:27:08- But...- You make mistakes.- Yeah.

0:27:08 > 0:27:10So I may make mistakes,

0:27:10 > 0:27:13but I'm human, and this world is very tempting.

0:27:13 > 0:27:17Especially at my age, with all the things going on like parties, and...

0:27:17 > 0:27:19I think a lot of times when people decide they want to get baptised,

0:27:19 > 0:27:20then it's like,

0:27:20 > 0:27:23"Oh, but if I get baptised, I have to be this perfect Christian."

0:27:23 > 0:27:26We all sin, and even after being baptised, we're still going to sin.

0:27:26 > 0:27:29- Mmm.- We're still going to make mistakes.

0:27:29 > 0:27:32# The Lord is my light and salvation

0:27:32 > 0:27:34# Whom shall I fear?

0:27:34 > 0:27:38# Of whom shall I be afraid

0:27:38 > 0:27:41# The Lord is my light and salvation... #

0:27:41 > 0:27:44We've spoken to Hannah about drugs, we've spoken to her about sex,

0:27:44 > 0:27:46all of them, you know, all of them.

0:27:48 > 0:27:50You know, Hannah's going to meet guys out there,

0:27:50 > 0:27:52but it's about making the right choices,

0:27:52 > 0:27:55and the church should be a safe haven.

0:27:55 > 0:28:01# I will wait on you... #

0:28:01 > 0:28:03My experience with God and Ken's experience with God

0:28:03 > 0:28:06is going to be different from Hannah's experience with God.

0:28:06 > 0:28:09So she'll be out there, or at work, and stuff like that,

0:28:09 > 0:28:11and somebody will annoy her, and she'll say,

0:28:11 > 0:28:14"You know, Mum, that so-and-so, he was saying this, and saying that,"

0:28:14 > 0:28:16but I just said, "Oh, Lord, what shall I do?"

0:28:16 > 0:28:19"Get him out of my face!" You know, she finds that God for herself.

0:28:19 > 0:28:21And that's all we ask.

0:28:28 > 0:28:32Like Hannah, Jordan's also next in his family to get baptised...

0:28:33 > 0:28:36..following in the footsteps of his brother, Reiss.

0:28:38 > 0:28:42Their teens was a dreaded moment for me.

0:28:42 > 0:28:45How was I going to keep them in church?

0:28:45 > 0:28:47As a single parent, it was difficult.

0:28:47 > 0:28:48Erm...

0:28:48 > 0:28:55I didn't think that my children, my two boys, would have been baptised.

0:28:55 > 0:28:58It's one of the best feelings a parent could have.

0:29:00 > 0:29:06'I was originally not very strong in my faith.'

0:29:06 > 0:29:10And as the years went on, I found these...

0:29:10 > 0:29:15You know, my brothers at church, and...

0:29:15 > 0:29:16they were...

0:29:16 > 0:29:19They really influenced me.

0:29:19 > 0:29:24They really changed my life from where I was to where I am now.

0:29:24 > 0:29:27- INTERVIEWER:- Would your teenage years have been different

0:29:27 > 0:29:30- if you hadn't gone to church? - Oh, yeah.

0:29:30 > 0:29:32Most definitely.

0:29:32 > 0:29:35I know I would be a sinner right now, and I know that...

0:29:36 > 0:29:39..the life that I would be living,

0:29:39 > 0:29:43if my mum didn't bring me up in church, would be quite shameful.

0:29:46 > 0:29:49What changes when you get baptised?

0:29:49 > 0:29:51Erm... There was times I even...

0:29:51 > 0:29:53Like, I would start listening to R&B...

0:29:55 > 0:29:57..and, yeah, it would just kind of make me feel a bit,

0:29:57 > 0:29:59like, weird or uneasy.

0:29:59 > 0:30:01Erm...

0:30:01 > 0:30:03Like, if they were talking about, like, sex too much.

0:30:03 > 0:30:04HE CHUCKLES

0:30:04 > 0:30:07And then I had to try and find alternatives,

0:30:07 > 0:30:11things that were Christian or gospel that sounded like R&B.

0:30:12 > 0:30:15'I don't like when people put, like, stereotypes just because they hear,

0:30:15 > 0:30:17'like, they go to church or whatever.

0:30:17 > 0:30:21'Everyone can still socialise. And at the end of the day, you know,'

0:30:21 > 0:30:25you have to be just loving and kind to everyone, like,

0:30:25 > 0:30:27regardless of what you know or don't know about them.

0:30:28 > 0:30:31You just have to be nice people, that's it.

0:30:36 > 0:30:38God, we know you have the power.

0:30:38 > 0:30:40Cover us under your blood.

0:30:40 > 0:30:42The blood that has all the power.

0:30:42 > 0:30:46For the most committed members of this church, it's a place where they

0:30:46 > 0:30:48spend many hours of the week.

0:30:49 > 0:30:52They vividly describe the Pentecostal belief

0:30:52 > 0:30:54that they're filled with the Holy Spirit.

0:30:56 > 0:30:58The spirit of God move upon you,

0:30:58 > 0:31:02literally as how I would be speaking to you now.

0:31:03 > 0:31:05God's spirit move.

0:31:05 > 0:31:06It move like a wind.

0:31:06 > 0:31:07It move with power.

0:31:07 > 0:31:10You know when a wind comes, and blow you here and blow you there,

0:31:10 > 0:31:13lift you up? That's what's happened.

0:31:14 > 0:31:20And you want to serve God the way that he would want you to serve him.

0:31:22 > 0:31:23Hello, my dear.

0:31:23 > 0:31:27- Hello. I'm giving out leaflets. - Sorry.- OK.

0:31:29 > 0:31:32- Hello.- These members belong to the church's evangelism team,

0:31:32 > 0:31:35who believe they have a duty to convert others.

0:31:35 > 0:31:40He said, "Don't just go into where it is convenient, go everywhere.

0:31:40 > 0:31:43"And tell people of Him." And that's what we want to do.

0:31:43 > 0:31:46We want to establish the word of God,

0:31:46 > 0:31:48because He called us into service,

0:31:48 > 0:31:52and once we are in service, we are at work.

0:31:52 > 0:31:53And we are working for Him.

0:31:53 > 0:31:58- It's 11.30. 11.30am, OK?- OK.- Yeah.

0:31:58 > 0:32:01- Is you...? Come here, me want you, me want you!- No, I can't.

0:32:01 > 0:32:03Grandma's got the kids, I've got a few hours till their birthday.

0:32:03 > 0:32:07- OK.- Thank you, thank you. God bless.

0:32:07 > 0:32:14You can tell sometimes when people pass and they'll give you a glance.

0:32:14 > 0:32:16And you know they're kind of interested.

0:32:16 > 0:32:18And so, you follow them and you say,

0:32:18 > 0:32:21"Would you like to read about God?"

0:32:21 > 0:32:25And you find most of the time they'll say yes.

0:32:25 > 0:32:26Pray for us tonight.

0:32:26 > 0:32:28I'm supposed to be sleeping in his house,

0:32:28 > 0:32:30and he does not keep a clean house.

0:32:31 > 0:32:35- When's Jesus coming?- When's Jesus... We want to know.- He's coming soon.

0:32:35 > 0:32:37I want to put a date in the diary. I want to know...

0:32:37 > 0:32:39He's coming soon. All right.

0:32:39 > 0:32:44Father, in the name of your Son, and the name of the Holy Spirit.

0:32:44 > 0:32:47Thank you, Lord.

0:32:47 > 0:32:49- HE MUMBLES - Give him a hug.

0:32:50 > 0:32:52Why do you need prayer today?

0:32:52 > 0:32:55I've left... I'm on the streets.

0:32:55 > 0:32:58I take crack. I'm waiting to get into a rehab,

0:32:58 > 0:33:01in a couple of days to a week.

0:33:01 > 0:33:03My brother died of cancer nine months ago,

0:33:03 > 0:33:08- my older brother killed himself, took his own life.- Oh.

0:33:08 > 0:33:15At the age of five, I was taken out of the park by a stranger and...

0:33:15 > 0:33:16That's a lot, isn't it?

0:33:16 > 0:33:19That's what we're here for, for people like you

0:33:19 > 0:33:21to give you some kind of hope,

0:33:21 > 0:33:23to know that despite what you've gone through,

0:33:23 > 0:33:27Jesus Christ loves you. Let's all pray together.

0:33:27 > 0:33:31- Alleluia, Father God. - THEY PRAY

0:33:36 > 0:33:43# Come fill my life

0:33:43 > 0:33:47# From the inside

0:33:47 > 0:33:50# From the inside

0:33:50 > 0:33:52# Of me

0:33:52 > 0:33:59# Set me on fire

0:33:59 > 0:34:03# From the inside

0:34:03 > 0:34:06# From the inside

0:34:06 > 0:34:09# Of me

0:34:09 > 0:34:14# Cos all I want

0:34:14 > 0:34:21# Is for you, for you to be glorified

0:34:21 > 0:34:26# You to be lifted high

0:34:26 > 0:34:30# All I want

0:34:30 > 0:34:37# Is for you, for you to be glorified

0:34:37 > 0:34:45# You to be lifted high. #

0:34:53 > 0:34:56Shaniqua spent much of her childhood living with her

0:34:56 > 0:35:00grandparents on the estate just behind the church.

0:35:00 > 0:35:03She stopped going to this church years ago,

0:35:03 > 0:35:07but she's chosen to have Isaiah dedicated the sake family tradition.

0:35:07 > 0:35:09Can you see the doggy?

0:35:09 > 0:35:10Is that a doggy, darling?

0:35:13 > 0:35:18Having my child, it wasn't the way I planned it to be,

0:35:18 > 0:35:21and I feel like that's how it was for my parents.

0:35:21 > 0:35:23You know, it wasn't planned, it was a shock.

0:35:23 > 0:35:26You know, it wasn't supposed to happen, so, unfortunately,

0:35:26 > 0:35:30they wasn't together for them, then, to enable...

0:35:30 > 0:35:33to nurture me as parents should.

0:35:35 > 0:35:40As a child, unfortunately, you have to sort of find your own way.

0:35:40 > 0:35:44You know, you end up searching for things that are not good for you.

0:35:45 > 0:35:47I felt, maybe, like, suicidal.

0:35:48 > 0:35:51When, you know, days when I was at home in the dark

0:35:51 > 0:35:54and I just wanted to not be here any more.

0:35:56 > 0:35:59"In the days of heartache, anguish and defeat,

0:35:59 > 0:36:01"trust in the Lord Jesus.

0:36:01 > 0:36:03"He will not only be with you throughout your life,

0:36:03 > 0:36:06"He will carry you in the times you need him the most."

0:36:06 > 0:36:10When you thought there was no-one there, He was carrying you.

0:36:10 > 0:36:12He was moulding you, He was strengthening you.

0:36:12 > 0:36:15He was building you up, He was...

0:36:27 > 0:36:30'It's all right, Shaniqua.'

0:36:30 > 0:36:33He was being...

0:36:33 > 0:36:36He was being a real, true father,

0:36:36 > 0:36:39and just making something of me

0:36:39 > 0:36:42when I didn't understand, when I didn't realise.

0:36:47 > 0:36:51People knowing me, they'd be like, "Why don't you come to church?

0:36:51 > 0:36:53"You know, God has done amazing things for me.

0:36:53 > 0:36:55"Like, I need you to see it for yourself."

0:36:55 > 0:36:57And it's as simple as that.

0:36:57 > 0:36:59And you go, like, "Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah."

0:37:01 > 0:37:05I'll be like, "No, I'm a sinner. I sin like no tomorrow."

0:37:05 > 0:37:08I can't afford to show myself up, like, it's embarrassing.

0:37:08 > 0:37:11And then one day, I went. One day, I actually went.

0:37:11 > 0:37:14Literally, as soon as they would sing and pray, I would cry.

0:37:14 > 0:37:16I would cry my heart out.

0:37:16 > 0:37:18Because it just touched me in a different way.

0:37:18 > 0:37:20It just moved me.

0:37:20 > 0:37:24# Hallelujah, eh-eh-eh-eh

0:37:24 > 0:37:28# Hallelujah, ehhh! #

0:37:28 > 0:37:33Shaniqua has started going to a younger kind of Pentecostal Church.

0:37:33 > 0:37:37# Hallelujah, eh

0:37:37 > 0:37:38# Hallelujah... #

0:37:38 > 0:37:42This is one of many new ones springing up around the country

0:37:42 > 0:37:45in community halls and rented spaces,

0:37:45 > 0:37:47each with their own distinct character.

0:37:47 > 0:37:49# Hallelujah, eh-eh-eh-eh

0:37:49 > 0:37:52# Hallelujah, ehhh

0:37:52 > 0:37:55# Hallelujah, eh-eh-eh-eh

0:37:55 > 0:37:58# Hallelujah, ehhh

0:37:58 > 0:38:01# Hallelujah, eh-eh-eh-eh... #

0:38:01 > 0:38:04It is a youth-based church where, you know,

0:38:04 > 0:38:07we have a lot of young people coming in.

0:38:07 > 0:38:10Doesn't necessarily mean adults can't come, everybody is welcome,

0:38:10 > 0:38:14but the story behind it is that my pastor has changed the lives of her

0:38:14 > 0:38:16young boys who were gang members.

0:38:16 > 0:38:20THEY SING

0:38:30 > 0:38:34And it started from there, so it brought, you know, their friends,

0:38:34 > 0:38:38and their friends' friends, and that's how the church has grown.

0:38:38 > 0:38:42THEY SING

0:38:46 > 0:38:49'When I leave, you know, I always feel like, you know,

0:38:49 > 0:38:52'I've got the biggest smile on my face.

0:38:54 > 0:38:56'In a good way, it's like a fix.

0:38:58 > 0:39:03'Drug users, they get their fix from drugs, but this is a good fix.'

0:39:03 > 0:39:05# You are

0:39:05 > 0:39:07# You are, you are, you are. #

0:39:15 > 0:39:16- So, you enjoyed that, then?- Yeah.

0:39:16 > 0:39:19- So, what else did you do anyway? - And we did...

0:39:19 > 0:39:22Annette is still trying to get her son, Kai,

0:39:22 > 0:39:25moved from the pupil referral unit.

0:39:25 > 0:39:26He's been trying a new secondary,

0:39:26 > 0:39:29but he hasn't yet been offered a place.

0:39:29 > 0:39:32So, what do you think? Is this going to be your new school?

0:39:32 > 0:39:35Yeah. I'm going to start going in September.

0:39:35 > 0:39:38I went for a trial for this week,

0:39:38 > 0:39:40to see if it's OK.

0:39:43 > 0:39:46- Do you think you'll be happy there?- Yeah.

0:39:47 > 0:39:49Good. Great.

0:39:55 > 0:39:56There's his dad.

0:39:58 > 0:39:59That's my dad.

0:40:01 > 0:40:03And that one there as well.

0:40:03 > 0:40:05When did he go back to Jamaica?

0:40:05 > 0:40:07He went when I was born.

0:40:07 > 0:40:09Yeah, like two weeks old.

0:40:09 > 0:40:13Yeah. They didn't let him stay, I think.

0:40:13 > 0:40:17We weren't married. I wasn't married to him, so he had to go back home.

0:40:20 > 0:40:23- My favourite picture. One of my favourites.- Is it? Oh, OK.

0:40:23 > 0:40:27- How come?- It says, "I love my dad, from Kai," on the chalk board.

0:40:35 > 0:40:37To help with his behaviour at school,

0:40:37 > 0:40:41Kai had an appointment with Sister Brown at the church

0:40:41 > 0:40:42to talk about his anger issues.

0:40:44 > 0:40:47On the way there, Kai ran into a gang of boys

0:40:47 > 0:40:49who he said insulted his mum.

0:40:49 > 0:40:50Kai.

0:40:51 > 0:40:53Hello.

0:40:53 > 0:40:55That's not the way to start, is it, huh?

0:40:59 > 0:41:01I can see you're upset.

0:41:01 > 0:41:04Want us to wait for a little while?

0:41:04 > 0:41:05That's OK.

0:41:06 > 0:41:08I can wait until you feel better, all right?

0:41:10 > 0:41:11You all right?

0:41:12 > 0:41:14Hey, son, how you doing?

0:41:16 > 0:41:20- Come upstairs with me.- He's upset. He's upset right now.

0:41:26 > 0:41:29What the boys said to you upsets him real bad.

0:41:29 > 0:41:32Yeah, but we've had this conversation about what people say

0:41:32 > 0:41:34about people or me.

0:41:34 > 0:41:36We don't mind, let people say what they want.

0:41:36 > 0:41:41No, no. OK, you can't stop people from saying what they say.

0:41:41 > 0:41:44But every time it happens, it's upsetting Kai.

0:41:44 > 0:41:48And when people begin to say things to you,

0:41:48 > 0:41:51they are talking about him

0:41:51 > 0:41:54when they talk about you, because you're his mother.

0:41:54 > 0:41:56That's exactly what's upset him.

0:41:58 > 0:41:59Do you know where those boys go?

0:41:59 > 0:42:01Have you ever talked with them by yourself?

0:42:01 > 0:42:04No, I just see them riding up and down the street on bikes.

0:42:04 > 0:42:07- When? When? - When I'm coming home from school.

0:42:09 > 0:42:12All indications that he's a brilliant boy.

0:42:12 > 0:42:16You've been ever so brilliant at school, it's excellent.

0:42:16 > 0:42:19Have you got any idea what else are the causes why you get angry?

0:42:22 > 0:42:26Just when they talk about my family.

0:42:26 > 0:42:30- When people talk about your mother and your family?- Yeah.

0:42:31 > 0:42:35You communicate. You know, you are able to say that,

0:42:35 > 0:42:38but how can you express yourself without getting angry,

0:42:38 > 0:42:41without getting uptight?

0:42:41 > 0:42:45To be able to express yourself in a clear and precise way.

0:42:45 > 0:42:51Would you mind if I asked you to let him spend a week or so with us?

0:42:51 > 0:42:53Would you mind doing that?

0:42:54 > 0:42:55- You don't mind?- I don't mind.

0:42:55 > 0:42:59I see a smile on your face, Kai.

0:42:59 > 0:43:02You want to come spend a week with us? Yeah? Good.

0:43:02 > 0:43:04It's all right.

0:43:04 > 0:43:07SHE CRIES

0:43:09 > 0:43:12(It's all right, it's all right.)

0:43:12 > 0:43:16Yeah, she wants the very best for you, OK?

0:43:16 > 0:43:18Oh, God.

0:43:19 > 0:43:21Sorry, Kai.

0:43:21 > 0:43:23Wow.

0:43:23 > 0:43:26- You don't mind him coming? - I don't mind at all.

0:43:26 > 0:43:29(Everything is going to be all right.)

0:43:29 > 0:43:32You just need a little break from all of the...

0:43:32 > 0:43:34all of the pressure.

0:43:34 > 0:43:36- Please behave yourself. - No, you don't have to tell him that.

0:43:36 > 0:43:38You'll be all right. He's going to be all right.

0:43:38 > 0:43:40You don't have to tell him anything.

0:43:40 > 0:43:43I'm going to get on with some work.

0:43:43 > 0:43:46You're going to be all right, everything is going to be all right.

0:43:46 > 0:43:49He has great potential, there's no doubt about that.

0:43:49 > 0:43:51I bet you don't know this one.

0:43:52 > 0:43:56I'll teach you this one. This one.

0:43:56 > 0:43:58This one.

0:43:58 > 0:44:00This one. And then shoot.

0:44:04 > 0:44:07- I don't want nothing to happen to him.- Listen, anything can flip.

0:44:07 > 0:44:10In these streets of London, anything can flip.

0:44:10 > 0:44:12- I don't want nothing to happen. - You have the gun crime,

0:44:12 > 0:44:15you have the knife, you have everything. Anything can happen,

0:44:15 > 0:44:18so this is why we have to build some kind of support.

0:44:18 > 0:44:22And don't feel any way about it. We have to build support around him.

0:44:32 > 0:44:36And, Father, we ask you this evening, hallelujah,

0:44:36 > 0:44:40to have mercy on the people who lives in Brixton.

0:44:40 > 0:44:45Father God, you know those, oh, God, who give the troubles.

0:44:45 > 0:44:49You know the gunmen, you know the knife carriers,

0:44:49 > 0:44:52you know the druggers, you know them, God, who rapes,

0:44:52 > 0:44:54you know those who steal.

0:44:54 > 0:44:57Father God, you knows them, hallelujah!

0:44:57 > 0:45:02Remember the police that police the streets, God, in Brixton.

0:45:02 > 0:45:07I pray God that you build a fence around them and you will give them

0:45:07 > 0:45:13love, peace and understanding of the people, that they can work together.

0:45:15 > 0:45:18Hallelujah!

0:45:18 > 0:45:20Hallelujah!

0:45:25 > 0:45:29Have you ever been in a situation where you've felt out of place?

0:45:31 > 0:45:33Have you ever been in a situation

0:45:33 > 0:45:35where you feel that you didn't matter?

0:45:38 > 0:45:43Way back in the '50s,

0:45:43 > 0:45:45the generation, the Windrush generation...

0:45:47 > 0:45:50..they were not literally told that they don't belong.

0:45:50 > 0:45:54All they were told, "That we don't want no Irish,

0:45:54 > 0:45:57"we don't want no blacks,

0:45:57 > 0:45:59"and we don't want no dogs."

0:46:00 > 0:46:02Rejection.

0:46:04 > 0:46:07I won't tell you this morning, God...

0:46:10 > 0:46:11..that...

0:46:14 > 0:46:15..before...

0:46:17 > 0:46:21..that boy gets into a gang,

0:46:21 > 0:46:25and before he took the first spliff...

0:46:27 > 0:46:33..and before he plunged that knife or pulled that trigger,

0:46:33 > 0:46:38you can go back and discover the word that overrides,

0:46:38 > 0:46:42and that is at the core of it, is the word rejection.

0:46:42 > 0:46:46Some of them were rejected in the school system.

0:46:46 > 0:46:50Marked down and expelled. Rejection.

0:46:50 > 0:46:56And I have to confess and admit that sometimes, even in the church,

0:46:56 > 0:46:59people are living with rejection.

0:46:59 > 0:47:04The church is not absent. We have a way of just rejecting people,

0:47:04 > 0:47:07because they don't look like us,

0:47:07 > 0:47:10because they don't talk like us, because they don't behave like us.

0:47:10 > 0:47:17They don't conduct themselves like us. We have a way of rejecting them.

0:47:17 > 0:47:18Give me your handbag.

0:47:23 > 0:47:25Because you know sometimes...

0:47:27 > 0:47:29..we are in church...

0:47:31 > 0:47:35..and we're sitting down...

0:47:37 > 0:47:43..so our handbag is beside us. But there comes a prostitute.

0:47:45 > 0:47:47And as soon as they come...

0:47:50 > 0:47:52..to sit beside you...

0:47:52 > 0:47:55LAUGHTER

0:47:59 > 0:48:02You know, you just grab a hold of your bag.

0:48:04 > 0:48:08You're sending out a message...

0:48:08 > 0:48:11that they don't belong here.

0:48:11 > 0:48:15And at least, you don't belong and qualify to sit on the seat

0:48:15 > 0:48:17where I sit.

0:48:17 > 0:48:20And in that very action,

0:48:20 > 0:48:22we are demonstrating...

0:48:23 > 0:48:25..rejection.

0:48:25 > 0:48:29Let me say to you, when you feel rejected, and you feel

0:48:29 > 0:48:33that you can't do it, God will send for you.

0:48:34 > 0:48:36Hallelujah!

0:48:37 > 0:48:41Your rejection

0:48:41 > 0:48:45and your disadvantage

0:48:45 > 0:48:49have a way of bringing out the best in you.

0:48:57 > 0:49:00Never allow your memories...

0:49:03 > 0:49:08..to destroy your dreams.

0:49:08 > 0:49:11The pain. The hurt.

0:49:11 > 0:49:13The abuse. The rejection.

0:49:14 > 0:49:19Don't let them destroy your dreams.

0:49:30 > 0:49:33'When did you write these?'

0:49:33 > 0:49:37Just about two and a half weeks ago, three weeks.

0:49:39 > 0:49:43And my personal goals is to do with myself,

0:49:43 > 0:49:48which means I set discipline for myself, respect myself.

0:49:48 > 0:49:51Love myself, put myself first.

0:49:51 > 0:49:53Stop putting myself down.

0:49:55 > 0:49:57And, also,

0:49:57 > 0:49:59between now and the future, you know,

0:49:59 > 0:50:02I really would like to meet someone who, you know,

0:50:02 > 0:50:05loves me for me and would love Isaiah.

0:50:05 > 0:50:07And love God as well.

0:50:07 > 0:50:09And will treat me how I deserve to be treated.

0:50:15 > 0:50:17You've got to have dreams, at the end of the day,

0:50:17 > 0:50:20no-one should tell you that you shouldn't.

0:50:22 > 0:50:25It's the day of Shaniqua's dedication ceremony

0:50:25 > 0:50:27for her baby boy, Isaiah.

0:50:28 > 0:50:32Hey. Hey, handsome.

0:50:33 > 0:50:34Hey.

0:50:57 > 0:51:03One of the most precious gifts we have a normal life is our family.

0:51:04 > 0:51:09And your family might not be all that you want it to be.

0:51:10 > 0:51:14Maybe it is made up of different bits and pieces.

0:51:15 > 0:51:18But nevertheless, it is your family.

0:51:19 > 0:51:20Invest in them love.

0:51:22 > 0:51:27And instil in them that they can be whatever they want to be in life.

0:51:29 > 0:51:33Will you pray for your children's future, so they will develop in an

0:51:33 > 0:51:36environment of prayer and support.

0:51:36 > 0:51:39- If you do, say we will.- We will.

0:51:40 > 0:51:44'If I can be that support for him being young,

0:51:44 > 0:51:48'and be there consistently without it being, you know, here one minute,

0:51:48 > 0:51:52'gone the next minute, here one minute, gone the next minute...

0:51:53 > 0:51:56'..I would rather be there consistently through his life,

0:51:56 > 0:51:58'so he knows that I'm there.

0:51:58 > 0:52:02'And he knows that he trusts me, that I'm his mum.

0:52:02 > 0:52:04'That's how a family home should be.'

0:52:04 > 0:52:08This is Isaiah Jonah Campbell,

0:52:08 > 0:52:11and we lift him up in the presence of the Lord.

0:52:13 > 0:52:17And pronounce him duly dedicated in the name of the Father,

0:52:17 > 0:52:20and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit.

0:52:44 > 0:52:48Tonight is one of the biggest events of the year for the church.

0:52:50 > 0:52:51It's the evening of baptism

0:52:51 > 0:52:55that Hannah and Jordan have been preparing for for weeks.

0:52:55 > 0:52:59Anyone can read the Bible, come to church every Sunday,

0:52:59 > 0:53:02read the Bible every day, pray every day,

0:53:02 > 0:53:06but if there is no repentance, there is no salvation.

0:53:08 > 0:53:12You must repent of your sins.

0:53:13 > 0:53:16I always say this - if you haven't repented,

0:53:16 > 0:53:19that water does nothing whatsoever.

0:53:21 > 0:53:23Cos that water

0:53:23 > 0:53:28is the same water that is going into every household on this road.

0:53:28 > 0:53:31There is no salvation in that water,

0:53:31 > 0:53:33it is just Thames water.

0:53:34 > 0:53:37So you can go in that pool...

0:53:37 > 0:53:39without repenting,

0:53:39 > 0:53:44and what happens is you go in as a dry sinner,

0:53:44 > 0:53:46and you come out as a wet one.

0:53:48 > 0:53:52After you emerge, when you get up, they'll wipe your face.

0:53:52 > 0:53:54I got loads of cream on.

0:53:54 > 0:53:55That's what we're going to do.

0:53:57 > 0:54:01We're going to wrap it like this as we take you out.

0:54:01 > 0:54:03- So you're not exposed the back, yeah?- Yeah.

0:54:03 > 0:54:06'It's like I'm going through a door I'm never going to go back out of.'

0:54:06 > 0:54:09I know that this is a really big step,

0:54:09 > 0:54:13and I'm just really happy to be taking it now that I'm ready

0:54:13 > 0:54:18and I'm not anxious or, like, "Am I doing the right thing?"

0:54:18 > 0:54:19Everything just feels right.

0:54:19 > 0:54:21Like, everything just feels in place, how it should be.

0:54:23 > 0:54:27"I want to further my relationship with Christ.

0:54:27 > 0:54:32- "Also, I want to be a disciple of Christ..."- Ah!

0:54:32 > 0:54:34THEY LAUGH

0:54:34 > 0:54:35Good.

0:54:36 > 0:54:37"And this next step..."

0:54:41 > 0:54:42Ooh, I need to...

0:54:42 > 0:54:45- Just say it.- Does anyone have a pen?

0:54:45 > 0:54:49Everyone getting baptised today has to make a public declaration or

0:54:49 > 0:54:52testimony to explain why they've made this choice.

0:54:52 > 0:54:58It's for that. "Finally, I want to get baptised for my 16th birthday,

0:54:58 > 0:55:02"as I turned 16 last month, I'm getting baptised today."

0:55:02 > 0:55:04That's it.

0:55:04 > 0:55:08It's one thing to get saved in secret, but some point,

0:55:08 > 0:55:11you've got to go public with your faith.

0:55:11 > 0:55:14And Hannah, our dear Hannah, has been here for a long,

0:55:14 > 0:55:17long time and wants to be baptised.

0:55:17 > 0:55:20But tonight she made the decision, "I'm going to be baptised."

0:55:20 > 0:55:23You have to go public with your faith.

0:55:23 > 0:55:26It gives you, kind of, butterflies.

0:55:26 > 0:55:32Make you feel a bit, oh, elated, that kind of thing,

0:55:32 > 0:55:36to see the last child get baptised.

0:55:39 > 0:55:41In Hannah's baptism,

0:55:41 > 0:55:46she actually asked for me to be in the pool with her.

0:55:57 > 0:56:00That's quite touching.

0:56:00 > 0:56:04That's quite touching, and something like that I'll remember.

0:56:05 > 0:56:08I'll remember for the rest of my life, I think.

0:56:10 > 0:56:14And tonight, it gives me great pleasure to be able take part

0:56:14 > 0:56:18- in her baptism in this... - APPLAUSE

0:56:18 > 0:56:21It's a great pleasure tonight for us to join in baptising you.

0:56:21 > 0:56:25In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit.

0:56:25 > 0:56:26Amen.

0:56:38 > 0:56:40I did it!

0:56:47 > 0:56:50"I've chosen to get baptised today

0:56:50 > 0:56:53"because I want to further my relationship with Christ.

0:56:53 > 0:56:58"I also want to be a disciple of Christ

0:56:58 > 0:57:02"and I know that this next step is for life.

0:57:02 > 0:57:06"As I turned 16 last month, I'm going to get baptised today

0:57:06 > 0:57:09"as I have come to more of an understanding

0:57:09 > 0:57:11"of the meaning of baptism."

0:57:11 > 0:57:15CHEERING AND APPLAUSE

0:57:31 > 0:57:35This is our brother, Jordan.

0:57:35 > 0:57:38You all know him.

0:57:38 > 0:57:41Ever since I came here, my heart has been linked with his.

0:57:41 > 0:57:46And I'm so pleased that he's made this decision follow the Lord

0:57:46 > 0:57:49in obedience and to be baptised today.

0:57:49 > 0:57:52And we know that God has a bright future for him.

0:57:52 > 0:57:55This is a part of his destiny.

0:57:55 > 0:57:58And it's a pleasure tonight to baptise him.

0:57:58 > 0:58:02We now baptise you in the name of the Father,

0:58:02 > 0:58:05and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit.

0:58:39 > 0:58:44EXCITED CHATTER

0:58:44 > 0:58:46I'm so happy.