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0:00:03 > 0:00:05- # Reverie # - Debussy
0:01:09 > 0:01:10- Ela?
0:01:16 > 0:01:17- Ela?
0:01:23 > 0:01:24- Ela?
0:01:38 > 0:01:40- Look, Mam.
0:01:40 > 0:01:41- Look, Mam.- - Here you go.
0:02:05 > 0:02:09- Don't worry. - I'll buy you another one.
0:02:10 > 0:02:11- Come on.
0:02:18 > 0:02:20- # Raindrop Prelude # - Chopin
0:03:05 > 0:03:07- Els.
0:03:47 > 0:03:49- Hello.
0:03:49 > 0:03:50- Hello.
0:03:58 > 0:03:59- Hiya.
0:04:05 > 0:04:07- Yuck.
0:04:08 > 0:04:09- Argh!
0:04:11 > 0:04:12- HE GROWLS
0:04:14 > 0:04:16- Ela?
0:04:16 > 0:04:18- Dinner's ready.
0:04:18 > 0:04:19- How did it go today?
0:04:19 > 0:04:22- How did it go today?- - Not bad. Not bad at all.
0:04:22 > 0:04:24- What have you two been doing?
0:04:24 > 0:04:25- Seeing things.
0:04:26 > 0:04:28- Nice. What kind of things?
0:04:28 > 0:04:30- The water, down by the pier.
0:04:30 > 0:04:32- We had pink ice cream.
0:04:32 > 0:04:33- Hush!
0:04:34 > 0:04:36- I thought I'd seen you. - I was in the bay.
0:04:36 > 0:04:38- I saw you at the end of the pier.
0:04:39 > 0:04:39- No.
0:04:39 > 0:04:40- No.- - Yes.
0:04:41 > 0:04:42- Yes, I did.
0:04:43 > 0:04:46- Do you know what? - You were very, very small.
0:04:47 > 0:04:50- You both walked - across the palm of my hand...
0:04:50 > 0:04:54- ..slowly, right to the end - of my little finger.
0:04:55 > 0:04:58- Do you know what? It tickled.
0:04:59 > 0:05:00- Like this.
0:05:00 > 0:05:02- Don't. Don't.
0:05:08 > 0:05:09- Ela?
0:05:19 > 0:05:21- OK, Mam. Just brushing my teeth.
0:05:28 > 0:05:30- Lights out in ten minutes.
0:05:30 > 0:05:31- Oh.
0:05:32 > 0:05:33- I'll give you oh!
0:05:38 > 0:05:39- Love you, baby.
0:05:39 > 0:05:41- You're my precious.
0:05:41 > 0:05:43- Love you, Mam.
0:05:51 > 0:05:52- Are you sleeping?
0:05:55 > 0:05:57- I have a good feeling - about this house.
0:06:01 > 0:06:03- Are you OK, Daf?
0:06:04 > 0:06:06- Getting better.
0:06:06 > 0:06:08- Every day.
0:06:11 > 0:06:13- I love you.
0:06:20 > 0:06:21- I love you too.
0:06:32 > 0:06:34- CLINK OF MILK BOTTLES
0:07:34 > 0:07:36- What shall we do today, Els?
0:07:36 > 0:07:39- First fine Saturday for a long time.
0:07:39 > 0:07:41- Can we go and see things?
0:07:41 > 0:07:43- I think that's a great idea.
0:07:44 > 0:07:47- Dad? Do you want to go - and see things?
0:07:47 > 0:07:50- See things? - Sounds like a great idea to me.
0:07:58 > 0:07:59- Finished?
0:08:03 > 0:08:05- Do you want to go out to play?
0:08:05 > 0:08:06- Can I stay with you?
0:08:06 > 0:08:08- Can I stay with you?- - No.
0:08:08 > 0:08:09- It's OK.
0:08:10 > 0:08:14- Go out for some fresh air. Dad - and I want to sort this house out.
0:08:17 > 0:08:18- I'll help.
0:08:18 > 0:08:20- I'll help.- - No, it's OK.
0:08:22 > 0:08:23- Out you go.
0:08:23 > 0:08:24- Out you go.- - OK, Mam.
0:08:40 > 0:08:42- Hello, sweetie.
0:08:44 > 0:08:46- What's your name then?
0:08:46 > 0:08:48- Ela.
0:08:49 > 0:08:52- Pretty name. Anyone in?
0:08:54 > 0:08:57- Auntie Janice is late as usual, - sugar lump.
0:08:57 > 0:08:59- So long now.
0:09:04 > 0:09:05- So long now.
0:09:09 > 0:09:11- Hello!
0:09:12 > 0:09:16- I've brought you more pencils. - The ones you like.
0:09:18 > 0:09:19- MOBILE PHONE
0:09:19 > 0:09:20- Sorry, sorry.
0:09:27 > 0:09:29- Do you want something from the shop?
0:09:39 > 0:09:43- Bills, water, electric. - I'll play these this afternoon.
0:09:53 > 0:09:54- Lovely jubbly.
0:09:55 > 0:09:59- There we go then. I'll put - these here then I'll be off.
0:10:02 > 0:10:06- The new people are settling in. Your - mother always likes a little colour.
0:10:06 > 0:10:11- You know where I am if you - need anything - any time of day.
0:10:12 > 0:10:13- Cheerio.
0:10:16 > 0:10:18- MOBILE PHONE
0:10:18 > 0:10:20- There's no peace in this world.
0:10:21 > 0:10:23- Hello.
0:10:23 > 0:10:26- Yes, Auntie Sarah. - Yes, Auntie Sarah.
0:10:26 > 0:10:31- I know I said I'd be there today. - I am trying. I've been...
0:10:39 > 0:10:40- I don't want to talk about it.
0:10:40 > 0:10:41- I don't want to talk about it.- - Daf.
0:10:43 > 0:10:45- Come here.
0:10:46 > 0:10:48- Come here.
0:10:52 > 0:10:55- Peace. That's all I need. - A little peace.
0:10:58 > 0:11:00- With you.
0:11:00 > 0:11:02- PIANO MUSIC
0:11:09 > 0:11:11- # Dance of the Sugar Plum Fairy # - Tchaikovsky
0:11:25 > 0:11:27- You're laughing.
0:11:29 > 0:11:31- I was dancing.
0:11:32 > 0:11:35- Mam. Why don't you dance any more?
0:11:46 > 0:11:47- Mam.
0:11:49 > 0:11:53- Dad doesn't like the music, does he? - Why?
0:11:55 > 0:11:57- It reminds him of things.
0:11:58 > 0:12:00- Sad things?
0:12:00 > 0:12:01- Sad things.
0:12:01 > 0:12:03- Happy things.
0:12:05 > 0:12:07- Just things.
0:12:10 > 0:12:12- Mam.
0:12:16 > 0:12:18- Is it OK if I like the music?
0:12:20 > 0:12:23- Of course it's OK - for you to like the music.
0:12:24 > 0:12:26- Of course.
0:12:27 > 0:12:29- Do you like the music, Mam?
0:12:30 > 0:12:33- It's a good friend to me - every day, Ela.
0:12:41 > 0:12:43- Is that your balloon?
0:12:45 > 0:12:46- Mm.
0:12:54 > 0:12:55- Goodnight.
0:12:55 > 0:12:56- Goodnight.- - Goodnight.
0:12:56 > 0:12:58- Where's my kiss?
0:12:58 > 0:13:00- Mam, I'm not five years old.
0:13:01 > 0:13:03- You do this straight after supper.
0:13:04 > 0:13:06- Come here, it's all dried up.
0:13:08 > 0:13:10- Don't you...!
0:13:12 > 0:13:14- Goodnight.
0:13:16 > 0:13:17- Mam.
0:13:18 > 0:13:20- Can I say goodnight to Dad?
0:13:20 > 0:13:22- Not tonight, Els.
0:13:22 > 0:13:24- Not tonight, Els.- - He never says goodnight.
0:13:24 > 0:13:25- Hush now.
0:13:26 > 0:13:30- You don't want dirty paint - over that clean face.
0:13:30 > 0:13:32- Goodnight. Love you.
0:13:32 > 0:13:33- Goodnight. Love you.- - Love you too.
0:13:44 > 0:13:46- Goodnight.
0:14:15 > 0:14:17- Goodnight.
0:14:21 > 0:14:21- .
0:14:27 > 0:14:27- Subtitles
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0:14:34 > 0:14:36- DOOR OPENS
0:14:39 > 0:14:40- Ela.
0:14:41 > 0:14:43- I'm late. I have to go.
0:14:43 > 0:14:46- There's plenty of food - in the fridge.
0:14:46 > 0:14:48- See you tonight.
0:14:50 > 0:14:52- I'll cook something nice for supper.
0:14:52 > 0:14:55- And then we can read stories - - you can choose.
0:15:01 > 0:15:03- Piano Man - 10.00am, 2.00pm, 4.00pm
0:16:00 > 0:16:01- Accident.
0:16:07 > 0:16:08- Sorry, Dad.
0:16:09 > 0:16:10- It's only milk.
0:16:16 > 0:16:19- Dad, can we go somewhere today?
0:16:21 > 0:16:22- Dad?
0:16:22 > 0:16:23- Dad?- - Not today.
0:16:24 > 0:16:25- I have a lot to do.
0:16:26 > 0:16:28- A picture to finish. To sell.
0:16:28 > 0:16:30- It's OK. Maybe tomorrow.
0:16:33 > 0:16:35- Yes. Maybe tomorrow.
0:16:36 > 0:16:38- Out you go now.
0:16:45 > 0:16:46- Dad.
0:16:48 > 0:16:50- Are you OK?
0:16:51 > 0:16:52- Yes, love.
0:17:11 > 0:17:13- WINDOW OPENS
0:17:18 > 0:17:20- PIANO NOTES
0:17:26 > 0:17:27- PIANO NOTES
0:17:36 > 0:17:37- PIANO NOTES
0:17:43 > 0:17:45- PIANO NOTES
0:17:48 > 0:17:50- # Dau Gi Bach #
0:18:02 > 0:18:05- PIANO NOTES CONTINUE - TO ELA'S MOVES
0:18:12 > 0:18:14- # Grand Old Duke Of York #
0:18:17 > 0:18:19- # Dacw Mam yn Dwad #
0:18:24 > 0:18:25- # Dau Gi Bach #
0:19:09 > 0:19:12- Thank you for the nice, nice music.
0:19:20 > 0:19:22- Hungry?
0:19:22 > 0:19:23- Hungry?- - Yes.
0:19:23 > 0:19:25- # Waltz in C Sharp Minor # - Chopin
0:19:26 > 0:19:27- Cheese sandwich?
0:19:27 > 0:19:29- Cheese sandwich?- - Thank you.
0:19:32 > 0:19:34- Can I have round and round cheese?
0:19:34 > 0:19:35- What's that?
0:19:36 > 0:19:37- Like Mam does.
0:19:38 > 0:19:40- Around and around.
0:19:40 > 0:19:43- I've made you this one already.
0:19:43 > 0:19:45- Sorry. Flat and flat cheese.
0:19:47 > 0:19:49- Thank you, Dad.
0:19:56 > 0:19:58- Stop it, will you!
0:20:04 > 0:20:05- Sorry, Dad.
0:20:12 > 0:20:14- Can I go to the garden?
0:20:17 > 0:20:18- Yes, OK.
0:20:18 > 0:20:20- Thank you.
0:20:27 > 0:20:29- PIANO MUSIC
0:20:37 > 0:20:38- MUSIC STOPS
0:20:39 > 0:20:41- Don't stop.
0:20:44 > 0:20:47- # Dance of the Sugar Plum Fairy # - Tchaikovsky
0:21:09 > 0:21:11- MUSIC STOPS
0:21:12 > 0:21:14- Finally.
0:21:19 > 0:21:21- # Reverie # - Debussy
0:21:35 > 0:21:38- Are you scared, up there?
0:22:04 > 0:22:06- MUSIC STOPS
0:22:12 > 0:22:13- PIANO NOTES
0:22:19 > 0:22:22- # The Grand Old Duke of York #
0:22:31 > 0:22:33- Bravo. Thank you.
0:23:06 > 0:23:07- Mam.
0:23:08 > 0:23:10- Is Dad angry with me?
0:23:12 > 0:23:14- What do you mean?
0:23:14 > 0:23:16- What do you mean?- - Is Dad angry with me?
0:23:17 > 0:23:18- Why?
0:23:18 > 0:23:21- Has something happened?
0:23:21 > 0:23:23- Has something happened?- - Nothing, Mam. I was just thinking.
0:23:25 > 0:23:27- Has he said something?
0:23:28 > 0:23:30- No. It doesn't matter. Really.
0:23:34 > 0:23:36- The balloon's almost flat.
0:23:38 > 0:23:40- There's no need to be scared of Dad.
0:23:41 > 0:23:43- He's not ill.
0:23:45 > 0:23:47- He has a lot in here...
0:23:47 > 0:23:49- ..but he has a lot more up here.
0:23:51 > 0:23:54- Sometimes, they don't mix.
0:23:54 > 0:23:56- They just make a lot of mess.
0:23:58 > 0:24:01- Sometimes, we see the mess.
0:24:01 > 0:24:03- Only sometimes.
0:24:05 > 0:24:06- Come here.
0:24:58 > 0:25:00- Daf?
0:25:09 > 0:25:11- You're hurting everyone.
0:25:12 > 0:25:14- Not just you.
0:25:17 > 0:25:19- She's ten years old.
0:25:19 > 0:25:21- She has no worries.
0:25:33 > 0:25:35- Daf!
0:25:39 > 0:25:42- You never touch her.
0:25:45 > 0:25:47- Never cuddle her.
0:25:48 > 0:25:50- She's not a pane of glass. - She won't break.
0:25:52 > 0:25:54- You never say goodnight to her.
0:25:56 > 0:25:57- I can't.
0:25:57 > 0:25:59- I can't.- - You said you'd try!
0:25:59 > 0:26:02- That's why we moved here.
0:26:05 > 0:26:07- I am trying.
0:26:09 > 0:26:11- Sometimes, you try too hard.
0:26:11 > 0:26:15- Think about things - instead of just doing them.
0:26:17 > 0:26:19- She thinks the world of you.
0:26:21 > 0:26:23- Open your eyes to it.
0:26:29 > 0:26:32- I'm spinning around in circles.
0:27:51 > 0:27:53- See you tonight.
0:29:07 > 0:29:11- Eenie, meenie, miney, moe...
0:29:11 > 0:29:14- ..catch a squirrel by its toe.
0:29:14 > 0:29:16- If he screams, let him go...
0:29:17 > 0:29:20- ..eenie, meenie, miney, moe.
0:29:23 > 0:29:24- No.
0:29:25 > 0:29:27- This one today.
0:30:25 > 0:30:26- WINDOW OPENS
0:30:31 > 0:30:33- # Canon in D # - Pachelbel
0:31:56 > 0:31:58- Thank you.
0:32:00 > 0:32:01- You're welcome.
0:32:12 > 0:32:14- Llion.
0:32:15 > 0:32:17- Oh. Hello, Llion.
0:32:18 > 0:32:19- I'm Ela.
0:32:36 > 0:32:36- .
0:32:40 > 0:32:40- Subtitles
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0:33:12 > 0:33:14- Me.
0:33:19 > 0:33:21- Any note?
0:33:45 > 0:33:46- SMOKE ALARM
0:33:46 > 0:33:47- Ela?
0:33:54 > 0:33:56- Thanks for letting me play.
0:33:57 > 0:33:58- It's nice.
0:33:58 > 0:33:59- It's nice.- - Ela?
0:34:01 > 0:34:02- Dad's looking for me.
0:34:02 > 0:34:05- I'd better go.
0:34:05 > 0:34:07- Ela?
0:34:14 > 0:34:16- Can I come here again?
0:34:18 > 0:34:20- Tomorrow?
0:34:22 > 0:34:24- OK. Tomorrow.
0:34:24 > 0:34:26- Thank you. Bye.
0:34:27 > 0:34:28- Ten...
0:34:31 > 0:34:32- OK. Ten.
0:34:33 > 0:34:35- Thank you. Ta-ta, Llion.
0:34:35 > 0:34:37- Ta-ta, Llion.
0:34:43 > 0:34:44- Shush!
0:34:50 > 0:34:51- Ela.
0:34:53 > 0:34:54- Where have you been?
0:34:54 > 0:34:56- Where have you been?- - Out playing.
0:34:59 > 0:35:00- Ela?
0:35:01 > 0:35:03- Do you want to go - for a picnic tomorrow?
0:35:06 > 0:35:08- Just the two of us.
0:35:08 > 0:35:10- Just the two of us.- - Yes, please.
0:35:10 > 0:35:13- You can tell me - what you've been doing.
0:35:13 > 0:35:16- We haven't spoken much recently.
0:35:21 > 0:35:23- Dad. What time?
0:35:23 > 0:35:25- Does it matter?
0:35:26 > 0:35:27- Sorry.
0:35:28 > 0:35:30- Eleven?
0:35:33 > 0:35:34- Thanks, Dad.
0:35:55 > 0:35:57- PIANO MUSIC CONTINUES
0:36:07 > 0:36:09- DOOR SLAMS /SCREAMING
0:36:11 > 0:36:12- It's OK, it's OK.
0:36:12 > 0:36:16- Look, I'm opening the door. - It was the wind.
0:36:18 > 0:36:20- Door open. Open.
0:36:28 > 0:36:30- Open.
0:36:42 > 0:36:44- # Moonlight Sonata # - Beethoven
0:36:47 > 0:36:48- OK?
0:36:50 > 0:36:52- Door open.
0:36:52 > 0:36:54- Open.
0:36:55 > 0:36:56- Ela.
0:36:57 > 0:37:00- It's not time to stop playing yet.
0:37:00 > 0:37:02- HE CRIES
0:37:12 > 0:37:13- Ela?
0:37:16 > 0:37:17- Ela?
0:37:18 > 0:37:20- Where have you been?
0:37:23 > 0:37:24- Answer me, Ela.
0:37:24 > 0:37:25- Answer me, Ela.- - Playing.
0:37:25 > 0:37:26- Where?
0:37:26 > 0:37:28- Hiya.
0:37:33 > 0:37:35- What's wrong?
0:37:37 > 0:37:39- What happened?
0:37:42 > 0:37:43- Dad?
0:37:46 > 0:37:49- Come outside with me. Come on.
0:37:53 > 0:37:55- Ela, see you later.
0:38:43 > 0:38:44- Llion?
0:38:47 > 0:38:48- Llion?
0:38:50 > 0:38:53- Llion? Do you want to draw pictures?
0:38:53 > 0:38:54- In here.
0:38:58 > 0:38:59- Pardon?
0:38:59 > 0:39:01- In here.
0:39:10 > 0:39:11- Sorry.
0:39:21 > 0:39:23- CLOCK TICKS
0:39:55 > 0:39:57- Nice, aren't they?
0:40:05 > 0:40:06- KNOCK ON DOOR
0:40:06 > 0:40:07- Hello?
0:40:07 > 0:40:09- Hello.
0:40:11 > 0:40:12- What are you doing?
0:40:12 > 0:40:13- What are you doing?- - Pictures.
0:40:14 > 0:40:15- Like Dad.
0:40:15 > 0:40:16- Yes.
0:40:16 > 0:40:18- I have some I made for Dad.
0:40:19 > 0:40:22- But don't tell him. - They're a surprise.
0:40:24 > 0:40:26- Mam?
0:40:26 > 0:40:28- Is it OK for me to have a friend?
0:40:30 > 0:40:33- Of course it is. - There's no need to ask.
0:40:35 > 0:40:37- Would your friend - like to come for tea?
0:40:38 > 0:40:40- He's a little shy.
0:40:40 > 0:40:42- He?
0:40:43 > 0:40:46- Whit-tu-whoo, Ela Hughes.
0:40:46 > 0:40:48- Do you have a boyfriend?
0:40:48 > 0:40:50- No, we're just friends.
0:40:50 > 0:40:52- Really?
0:40:52 > 0:40:53- Yes.
0:40:53 > 0:40:58- Well, he doesn't have to be shy. - He can come here whenever he wants.
0:40:58 > 0:41:01- Myself and Dad - will leave you in peace.
0:41:02 > 0:41:04- Right, Madam, bed.
0:41:04 > 0:41:06- Oh, Mam, it's the holidays.
0:41:08 > 0:41:10- OK then.
0:41:11 > 0:41:16- Make sure Ela switches - the light off in half an hour.
0:41:16 > 0:41:17- OK.
0:41:17 > 0:41:19- Your lips didn't even move!
0:41:21 > 0:41:23- Goodnight, sweetheart.
0:41:24 > 0:41:26- Goodnight, Mam, love you.
0:41:26 > 0:41:28- Love you too.
0:41:31 > 0:41:33- I think Ela has a boyfriend.
0:41:38 > 0:41:40- You're not the only man - in her life now.
0:41:47 > 0:41:48- Daf?
0:42:05 > 0:42:05- .
0:42:08 > 0:42:08- Subtitles
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0:42:14 > 0:42:15- Hello?
0:42:22 > 0:42:23- Grab it.
0:42:26 > 0:42:27- Thank you.
0:42:36 > 0:42:38- Grab, close your eyes.
0:42:42 > 0:42:44- Surprise.
0:42:51 > 0:42:53- What is it?
0:42:53 > 0:42:54- Llion?
0:43:02 > 0:43:03- Wow.
0:43:21 > 0:43:23- There are hundreds of them.
0:43:25 > 0:43:28- Three hundred... - Three hundred and ninety-seven.
0:43:39 > 0:43:41- Let them fly.
0:44:33 > 0:44:35- SHE HUMS
0:44:39 > 0:44:41- Shush!
0:44:41 > 0:44:43- Sorry.
0:44:45 > 0:44:47- I'm sorry.
0:44:48 > 0:44:51- Mam says you have a boyfriend.
0:44:51 > 0:44:52- No, I don't.
0:44:52 > 0:44:54- No, I don't.- - Do you have a boyfriend?
0:44:54 > 0:44:56- Do you have a boyfriend, Ela Hughes?
0:44:58 > 0:44:59- Do you have a boyfriend?
0:44:59 > 0:45:00- Do you have a boyfriend?- - Pink ice cream?
0:45:01 > 0:45:02- Oooh!
0:46:36 > 0:46:38- Goodnight, Llion.
0:46:51 > 0:46:52- Daf?
0:46:55 > 0:46:58- I just wanted to say thank you.
0:46:59 > 0:47:00- For making Ela so happy.
0:47:01 > 0:47:03- You know...
0:47:03 > 0:47:05- ..Sunday...
0:47:08 > 0:47:10- Happy?
0:47:11 > 0:47:12- Yes.
0:47:13 > 0:47:14- But...
0:47:14 > 0:47:15- But...- - Hush.
0:47:34 > 0:47:35- Ela?
0:47:38 > 0:47:39- Dad?
0:47:46 > 0:47:48- Maybe tomorrow...
0:47:51 > 0:47:53- Do you want to...
0:47:58 > 0:47:59- Sorry.
0:48:01 > 0:48:02- Never mind.
0:48:10 > 0:48:11- Dad?
0:48:34 > 0:48:37- Lovely jubbly. - Everything in its place once more.
0:48:37 > 0:48:41- I know you don't like talking - but you are OK, aren't you?
0:48:41 > 0:48:42- Llion?
0:48:43 > 0:48:46- OK? Great.
0:48:46 > 0:48:48- Call me if you need anything.
0:48:49 > 0:48:52- Day or night. Just ring.
0:48:52 > 0:48:56- I recognise your number. - You won't have to say a thing.
0:48:56 > 0:48:59- Lovely jubbly. Cheerio.
0:49:13 > 0:49:14- CLOCK CHIMES
0:49:15 > 0:49:16- Hello.
0:49:16 > 0:49:17- Hello.- - Hello.
0:49:18 > 0:49:22- Llion, can you play some music - for Dad? The one he likes.
0:49:22 > 0:49:24- It goes like this.
0:49:24 > 0:49:26- SHE HUMS
0:49:29 > 0:49:31- HE HUMS
0:49:38 > 0:49:40- # Dance of the Sugar Plum Fairy # - Tchaikovsky
0:50:41 > 0:50:44- HE CHOKES
0:50:52 > 0:50:54- Dad?
0:51:00 > 0:51:02- Please answer, Mam.
0:51:02 > 0:51:04- CHOKING
0:51:06 > 0:51:07- Please.
0:51:07 > 0:51:09- Llion, Llion!
0:51:09 > 0:51:11- Llion!
0:51:13 > 0:51:15- Mam, please come home.
0:51:15 > 0:51:17- Dad's hurt.
0:51:25 > 0:51:26- Move.
0:51:27 > 0:51:29- Move!
0:51:31 > 0:51:34- Out, Ela. Out!
0:51:35 > 0:51:38- Please do as I tell you. Please!
0:51:38 > 0:51:40- I want to help.
0:51:40 > 0:51:43- A ten-year-old girl - can't do anything to help.
0:51:43 > 0:51:45- Go away.
0:52:32 > 0:52:33- Water.
0:52:33 > 0:52:35- Pardon.
0:52:35 > 0:52:36- Pardon.- - Water.
0:52:39 > 0:52:41- Water, yes.
0:52:44 > 0:52:47- Mam and Dad are sad.
0:52:47 > 0:52:49- So am I.
0:52:50 > 0:52:52- Dad's very, very sad.
0:52:52 > 0:52:54- Mam's quietly sad.
0:52:55 > 0:52:56- Sad?
0:52:56 > 0:52:58- Sad?- - Yes. Sad.
0:53:00 > 0:53:06- A year tomorrow, a happy face day - turned into a sad face day.
0:53:06 > 0:53:09- Sad face. Happy face.
0:53:12 > 0:53:14- Why do you do that?
0:53:14 > 0:53:16- Why do you do that?- - That's what people do.
0:53:16 > 0:53:17- Why?
0:53:17 > 0:53:19- Why what?
0:53:19 > 0:53:21- Sad face.
0:53:21 > 0:53:23- Happy face.
0:53:24 > 0:53:26- That's what people do.
0:53:26 > 0:53:27- Why?
0:53:27 > 0:53:28- Why?- - I don't know.
0:53:28 > 0:53:30- I don't know.
0:53:33 > 0:53:34- Llion.
0:53:34 > 0:53:36- Why don't you like flowers?
0:53:38 > 0:53:40- Lovely jubbly.
0:53:41 > 0:53:43- Lovely jubbly?
0:53:43 > 0:53:46- Multicoloured woman. Lovely jubbly.
0:53:46 > 0:53:47- Janice.
0:53:48 > 0:53:49- Lovely jubbly.
0:53:50 > 0:53:51- Lovely jubbly.
0:53:58 > 0:54:01- # Happy birthday to me tomorrow #
0:54:03 > 0:54:05- Ela.
0:54:05 > 0:54:08- Birthday is happy, - every birthday is happy,
0:54:08 > 0:54:10- Happy birthday cards.
0:54:13 > 0:54:15- Do you want some birthday cake?
0:54:15 > 0:54:17- Mam can help.
0:54:18 > 0:54:20- Do you like white icing?
0:54:21 > 0:54:23- I like pink icing.
0:54:23 > 0:54:26- Mam might have to help carry it up.
0:54:27 > 0:54:30- I'll ask her to leave it - outside your door. OK?
0:54:30 > 0:54:31- OK.
0:54:31 > 0:54:32- OK.
0:54:35 > 0:54:36- Llion.
0:54:36 > 0:54:40- Can you play that music for Dad - the next time?
0:54:40 > 0:54:42- The one he likes.
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0:55:06 > 0:55:06- Subtitles
0:55:06 > 0:55:08- Subtitles- - Subtitles
0:55:11 > 0:55:13- Sure you don't want to come with us?
0:55:14 > 0:55:16- You go.
0:55:19 > 0:55:22- I'll be fine. - Are you going to the shop?
0:55:24 > 0:55:28- Ela? I want you - to come with me to the shop.
0:55:31 > 0:55:32- Ela?
0:55:34 > 0:55:37- Put your shoes on, please.
0:55:44 > 0:55:46- Mam? Mam?
0:55:55 > 0:55:57- I'm so sorry.
0:55:59 > 0:56:01- So, so, sorry.
0:56:03 > 0:56:04- Sorry. Come on.
0:56:05 > 0:56:06- No.
0:56:08 > 0:56:11- I want to stay and keep Dad company.
0:56:16 > 0:56:18- You're my precious.
0:56:19 > 0:56:21- Love you.
0:56:22 > 0:56:24- Love you too.
0:56:26 > 0:56:28- Very, very much.
0:56:28 > 0:56:30- I won't be long.
0:56:40 > 0:56:41- Mam?
0:56:41 > 0:56:42- Yes?
0:56:43 > 0:56:46- Do you want to do something nice, - something happy?
0:56:46 > 0:56:49- That would be lovely.
0:56:49 > 0:56:51- What can we do?
0:56:51 > 0:56:55- I've made a cake - for me and my friend.
0:57:01 > 0:57:04- I thought you might like - to join us for a piece.
0:57:05 > 0:57:07- A little tea party.
0:57:07 > 0:57:08- Where is the party?
0:57:08 > 0:57:10- Where is the party?- - It's not a real party.
0:57:11 > 0:57:12- Just you, me and Llion.
0:57:13 > 0:57:15- Your school friend?
0:57:15 > 0:57:17- No.
0:57:18 > 0:57:19- Llion.
0:57:19 > 0:57:21- Upstairs.
0:57:23 > 0:57:26- He's my friend. - It's his birthday today.
0:57:32 > 0:57:34- Stop doing that for a moment.
0:57:36 > 0:57:38- What do you mean, your friend?
0:57:40 > 0:57:43- Me and Llion. We're friends. - I told you.
0:57:44 > 0:57:47- You said you had a friend - from school.
0:57:48 > 0:57:53- No, Mam. I said friend. That's all.
0:57:53 > 0:57:55- Llion from upstairs?
0:57:56 > 0:57:58- You're friends with him?
0:57:59 > 0:58:00- Yes.
0:58:00 > 0:58:03- Since when?
0:58:06 > 0:58:08- Since when, Ela?
0:58:08 > 0:58:10- I don't remember.
0:58:10 > 0:58:12- I go there every day - to play the piano.
0:58:15 > 0:58:17- Since when?
0:58:18 > 0:58:19- I don't remember.
0:58:21 > 0:58:23- Try and remember.
0:58:24 > 0:58:25- Sorry, I can't.
0:58:28 > 0:58:30- What does Dad think about all this?
0:58:32 > 0:58:34- I don't know.
0:58:34 > 0:58:37- Does he know that you go up there?
0:58:39 > 0:58:40- I don't know.
0:58:42 > 0:58:44- Do you want to come up with me?
0:58:46 > 0:58:48- Yes.
0:58:53 > 0:58:56- He's scared of a lot of things.
0:58:56 > 0:59:00- I'll have to speak to him. - I'll explain to you what to do.
0:59:13 > 0:59:15- He's very shy.
0:59:18 > 0:59:19- Llion?
0:59:19 > 0:59:22- Mam and I have brought you - a birthday cake.
0:59:22 > 0:59:24- Happy birthday.
0:59:25 > 0:59:28- Cak... cak... No time to eat now.
0:59:43 > 0:59:45- # Canon in D # - Pachelbel
1:01:12 > 1:01:14- Ah!
1:01:17 > 1:01:19- Time to eat.
1:01:21 > 1:01:23- Cake.
1:01:24 > 1:01:26- Cake.
1:01:29 > 1:01:32- # Happy birthday to you
1:01:33 > 1:01:36- # Happy birthday to you
1:01:36 > 1:01:39- # Happy birthday to Llion
1:01:39 > 1:01:41- Happy birthday to Llion.
1:01:41 > 1:01:43- Happy birthday to Llion.- - # Happy birthday to you #
1:01:46 > 1:01:47- Dad?
1:01:52 > 1:01:53- What's going on?
1:01:55 > 1:01:56- What's happening?
1:01:57 > 1:02:00- Dad, Llion is my friend.
1:02:02 > 1:02:07- Friend? - He's old enough to be your father.
1:02:07 > 1:02:10- You're my father. - And you're my friend.
1:02:11 > 1:02:13- How long has this been going on?
1:02:13 > 1:02:16- How long has this been going on?- - You should know. You're at home.
1:02:17 > 1:02:19- She's been coming up every day.
1:02:19 > 1:02:21- She's been coming up every day.- - Since when?
1:02:21 > 1:02:24- Mam, what's wrong?
1:02:30 > 1:02:32- What have you been doing to her?
1:02:32 > 1:02:34- Don't, you're scaring him.
1:02:36 > 1:02:38- We're friends. Llion's like Tomos.
1:02:39 > 1:02:40- Like Tomos?
1:02:43 > 1:02:44- Hoi!
1:02:47 > 1:02:49- Hey! What have you been doing?
1:02:50 > 1:02:52- What's been going on?
1:02:54 > 1:02:56- Explain? Explain what?
1:02:57 > 1:02:59- He's insane.
1:02:59 > 1:03:02- You're old enough to be her father.
1:03:02 > 1:03:04- You freak!
1:03:04 > 1:03:05- Shut up.
1:03:05 > 1:03:07- Shut up.- - You're mad.
1:03:10 > 1:03:12- Ela? Ela.
1:03:12 > 1:03:14- Come on.
1:03:14 > 1:03:15- Out, out!
1:03:16 > 1:03:17- Go!
1:03:20 > 1:03:22- Tomos was first, now Llion too.
1:03:23 > 1:03:24- I hate you.
1:03:37 > 1:03:41- Spinning in circles, you said. - This is a hell of a circle.
1:03:43 > 1:03:45- Losing one child.
1:03:45 > 1:03:48- You're making a good job - of losing another.
1:03:48 > 1:03:52- She's ten years old. - She's seen far too much.
1:03:53 > 1:03:55- That's your fault.
1:03:55 > 1:03:56- You...
1:03:56 > 1:03:58- ..and your grief.
1:03:58 > 1:04:00- That's all that matters to you.
1:04:02 > 1:04:04- What about us?
1:04:04 > 1:04:06- What about our grief?
1:04:06 > 1:04:09- I lost a child too.
1:04:10 > 1:04:12- Ela lost a little brother.
1:04:22 > 1:04:24- You didn't kill him.
1:04:27 > 1:04:29- I did.
1:04:32 > 1:04:34- It was an accident.
1:04:34 > 1:04:36- He choked - on a small piece of rubber.
1:04:37 > 1:04:39- I was meant to look after him.
1:04:39 > 1:04:42- I was home with him painting.
1:04:42 > 1:04:45- Me and my bloody music.
1:04:45 > 1:04:49- He choked in the next room - and I couldn't hear a thing.
1:04:49 > 1:04:51- I did it. I did.
1:04:51 > 1:04:53- No, Dafydd.
1:04:53 > 1:04:55- Yes, Gwyneth, yes.
1:04:55 > 1:04:57- Why have you never blamed me?
1:04:58 > 1:05:01- Never been angry with me?
1:05:02 > 1:05:04- Why not, Gwyneth?
1:05:04 > 1:05:07- Why not?
1:05:09 > 1:05:11- It was an accident.
1:05:14 > 1:05:16- Have you ever thought to yourself...
1:05:17 > 1:05:20- .."Yes, it is Dafydd's fault.
1:05:21 > 1:05:25- "He was home with Tomos.
1:05:25 > 1:05:28- "He was meant to look after him."
1:05:28 > 1:05:31- Have you never thought, - "Can I trust him with Ela?
1:05:32 > 1:05:34- "Is he fit to look after her?"
1:05:37 > 1:05:39- Answer me.
1:05:40 > 1:05:42- Answer me.
1:05:44 > 1:05:45- Answer me.
1:05:50 > 1:05:51- Yes.
1:05:52 > 1:05:56- Yes. Yes, I've blamed you.
1:05:58 > 1:05:59- I've hated you.
1:06:01 > 1:06:04- I've hated Ela a little too.
1:06:04 > 1:06:07- More than anything, I hate myself.
1:06:09 > 1:06:11- I blame myself.
1:06:12 > 1:06:15- Do you know what?
1:06:17 > 1:06:20- I'm so grateful that I wasn't there.
1:06:22 > 1:06:27- Grateful that I can blame you - because I wasn't there.
1:06:29 > 1:06:31- Grateful that you're the one - who's suffering.
1:06:32 > 1:06:33- But the truth is, Dafydd...
1:06:34 > 1:06:38- ..it could have happened to me - because it was an accident.
1:06:40 > 1:06:44- You can't keep an eye on them - every second of the day.
1:06:50 > 1:06:52- Just think...
1:06:53 > 1:06:57- I've hated Ela for being here - when Tomos isn't.
1:07:02 > 1:07:04- That's the type of person I am.
1:07:06 > 1:07:09- I've hated everyone and everything.
1:07:17 > 1:07:19- SHE SOBS
1:07:32 > 1:07:34- # Canon in D # - Pachelbel
1:08:33 > 1:08:35- Good morning.
1:08:44 > 1:08:45- Ela?
1:08:46 > 1:08:48- Almost ten o'clock.
1:08:51 > 1:08:52- What's that?
1:08:52 > 1:08:54- What's that?- - A surprise.
1:08:55 > 1:08:57- Coffee.
1:08:57 > 1:08:59- Hey, beep-beep.
1:08:59 > 1:09:01- Move.
1:09:03 > 1:09:04- How's it going?
1:09:04 > 1:09:06- How's it going?- - OK, great.
1:09:08 > 1:09:10- Take a seat.
1:09:10 > 1:09:12- I made this for you.
1:09:17 > 1:09:18- With Llion's help.
1:09:23 > 1:09:24- Thanks, sweetheart.
1:09:24 > 1:09:26- Let me see.
1:09:30 > 1:09:32- It's perfect, Ela.
1:09:33 > 1:09:35- PIANO MUSIC
1:09:39 > 1:09:40- Right.
1:09:42 > 1:09:44- Right.
1:09:44 > 1:09:46- Here we go.
1:09:46 > 1:09:48- Dad on the hopscotch.
1:10:04 > 1:10:05- Well done.
1:10:52 > 1:10:54- Yuck.
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