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0:00:21 > 0:00:25- # I will lift up mine eyes - unto the hills
0:00:26 > 0:00:29- # From whence cometh my help!
0:00:30 > 0:00:34- # My help cometh from the Lord
0:00:35 > 0:00:39- # Who made heaven and earth
0:00:40 > 0:00:43- # He will not permit thy foot - to be moved
0:00:43 > 0:00:47- # He that keepeth thee - will not slumber #
0:06:33 > 0:06:35- Hey, what are you doing?
0:06:35 > 0:06:37- Leave her alone.
0:06:51 > 0:06:52- Sara?
0:06:55 > 0:06:56- Sara!
0:08:08 > 0:08:10- She's cold.
0:08:36 > 0:08:38- You'll be warm now.
0:08:40 > 0:08:40- What happened?
0:08:40 > 0:08:42- What happened?- - We're alright.
0:08:42 > 0:08:44- Everything's alright.
0:08:44 > 0:08:46- He pulled us out of the car.
0:08:47 > 0:08:49- Do you want it?
0:08:58 > 0:08:59- Ouch.
0:09:02 > 0:09:03- Hey, what's wrong?
0:09:06 > 0:09:08- She needs a doctor.
0:09:15 > 0:09:16- Hey!
0:09:16 > 0:09:17- Iwan, please.
0:09:18 > 0:09:19- It's alright.
0:09:25 > 0:09:26- What are you doing?
0:09:26 > 0:09:28- It's OK.
0:10:11 > 0:10:13- What's your name?
0:10:18 > 0:10:19- Stanley.
0:10:22 > 0:10:24- Thanks, Stanley.
0:10:47 > 0:10:49- "When I was a child
0:10:49 > 0:10:51- "I spoke as a child.
0:10:52 > 0:10:54- "I understood as a child
0:10:54 > 0:10:57- "I thought as a child.
0:10:58 > 0:11:00- "But when I became a man
0:11:00 > 0:11:03- "I put away childish things.
0:11:05 > 0:11:10- "For now we see through a glass, - darkly
0:11:11 > 0:11:13- "But then face to face
0:11:14 > 0:11:17- "Now I know in part
0:11:17 > 0:11:21- "But then shall I know, - even as also I am known."
0:11:29 > 0:11:31- How is she?
0:11:32 > 0:11:33- Sleeping.
0:14:09 > 0:14:11- She needs to drink this.
0:14:13 > 0:14:14- Alright.
0:14:47 > 0:14:48- What's the time?
0:14:50 > 0:14:51- I don't know.
0:14:53 > 0:14:54- It's early.
0:15:14 > 0:15:15- What do you see?
0:15:17 > 0:15:18- Nothing.
0:15:25 > 0:15:26- What are we going to do?
0:15:28 > 0:15:30- Leave.
0:15:30 > 0:15:32- Keep moving on.
0:15:32 > 0:15:34- What else can we do?
0:15:35 > 0:15:38- Do you think we should go back?
0:15:45 > 0:15:46- They're finished.
0:15:47 > 0:15:49- They're bad for you.
0:15:49 > 0:15:51- You're bad for me.
0:15:56 > 0:15:58- Drink that.
0:15:58 > 0:15:59- Go back to sleep.
0:17:41 > 0:17:43- Is there a phone here?
0:17:44 > 0:17:47- I want to phone someone - about the car.
0:17:50 > 0:17:51- Stanley?
0:17:58 > 0:17:59- No.
0:21:37 > 0:21:38- Hello?
0:23:33 > 0:23:35- Sara.
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0:24:24 > 0:24:25- It's a mess.
0:24:27 > 0:24:30- You'd have been better off - leaving it where it was.
0:24:30 > 0:24:33- What are you doing up? - I thought you were asleep.
0:24:33 > 0:24:35- I'm awake now.
0:24:45 > 0:24:47- How's your leg?
0:24:48 > 0:24:51- It's getting better, thanks.
0:25:14 > 0:25:16- What do you have there, Stanley?
0:25:19 > 0:25:20- Keep it.
0:26:50 > 0:26:52- The photo...
0:26:52 > 0:26:54- ..the one in the bedroom.
0:26:55 > 0:26:57- Are they your parents?
0:26:58 > 0:26:59- Yes.
0:27:04 > 0:27:07- Your mother's beautiful.
0:27:09 > 0:27:11- She used to take me swimming...
0:27:12 > 0:27:13- ..in the river.
0:27:16 > 0:27:19- I'd hold on to her firmly - around her neck.
0:27:19 > 0:27:22- Then we'd descend slowly - into the water.
0:27:26 > 0:27:28- You were lucky...
0:27:29 > 0:27:32- ..to have a mother - who loved you so much.
0:28:02 > 0:28:03- Nice shoes.
0:28:05 > 0:28:07- The only ones he had.
0:28:18 > 0:28:19- What is he doing?
0:28:19 > 0:28:21- What is he doing?- - He's digging a well or something.
0:28:29 > 0:28:31- There's something about this place.
0:28:31 > 0:28:34- Everything we need is already here.
0:28:34 > 0:28:36- We can't stay here.
0:28:37 > 0:28:39- We can't keep running away forever.
0:28:40 > 0:28:43- Anyway, what would we do on arrival?
0:28:43 > 0:28:44- How would we live?
0:28:44 > 0:28:46- How would we live?- - I'll find work.
0:28:46 > 0:28:48- Pushing bodies around a hospital.
0:28:48 > 0:28:50- If I have to work, I'll work.
0:28:50 > 0:28:53- You don't have to work. - We could stay here.
0:28:56 > 0:28:58- Food for thought.
0:28:59 > 0:29:01- Our own little world.
0:29:02 > 0:29:03- No more running.
0:29:05 > 0:29:06- No lies.
0:29:08 > 0:29:09- Just you and me.
0:29:14 > 0:29:15- Come here.
0:29:22 > 0:29:23- You come here.
0:30:13 > 0:30:14- I've been thinking.
0:30:17 > 0:30:20- You should help Stanley - with the well.
0:30:21 > 0:30:23- He's helped us, hasn't he?
0:30:24 > 0:30:26- It's only fair.
0:30:33 > 0:30:34- I don't think...
0:30:34 > 0:30:37- I don't think...- - No. No, it's fine.
0:30:40 > 0:30:41- That's very kind.
0:30:43 > 0:30:44- So that's settled.
0:30:45 > 0:30:48- It feels like the right thing to do.
0:30:49 > 0:30:50- Yes, it does.
0:30:53 > 0:30:54- Thank you.
0:31:17 > 0:31:17- Hey!
0:31:17 > 0:31:18- Hey!- - Sshh.
0:31:39 > 0:31:41- Do you want me to stop?
0:32:15 > 0:32:19- # My help cometh from the Lord
0:32:20 > 0:32:23- # Who made heaven and earth
0:32:23 > 0:32:27- # He will not permit thy foot - to be moved
0:32:27 > 0:32:30- # He that keepeth thee - will not slumber
0:32:31 > 0:32:36- # Behold, he that keepeth Israel - shall neither slumber nor sleep
0:32:37 > 0:32:40- # The Lord is thy keeper
0:32:41 > 0:32:45- # The Lord is thy shade - upon thy right hand
0:32:46 > 0:32:50- # The sun shall not smite thee - by day, nor the moon by night #
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0:33:51 > 0:33:52- Stanley?
0:34:02 > 0:34:04- What's wrong?
0:34:09 > 0:34:11- It belonged to my mother.
0:34:17 > 0:34:19- I want you to have it.
0:34:25 > 0:34:27- I don't know what to say.
0:34:50 > 0:34:52- There's too much there.
0:34:52 > 0:34:54- It'll be too heavy.
0:35:02 > 0:35:04- Do we have to prop up the walls?
0:35:04 > 0:35:05- The earth is solid.
0:35:08 > 0:35:11- Do you think there's water there, - Stanley?
0:35:13 > 0:35:15- There's water everywhere.
0:39:42 > 0:39:46- I work hard, yet there isn't even - a drink at the end of the day.
0:39:51 > 0:39:53- Don't you ever touch that stuff?
0:39:55 > 0:39:58- It isn't the only thing - you've never touched.
0:39:58 > 0:40:00- Don't take any notice of him!
0:40:00 > 0:40:03- This is what he's like - without cigarettes.
0:40:34 > 0:40:36- They belonged to my father.
0:40:38 > 0:40:39- Whisky?
0:40:40 > 0:40:42- Very good, Stanley.
0:40:47 > 0:40:49- You're not wearing it.
0:40:53 > 0:40:55- I wasn't sure if I should.
0:41:34 > 0:41:35- It's pretty.
0:41:36 > 0:41:38- Do you think so?
0:41:41 > 0:41:43- It belonged to his mother.
0:41:43 > 0:41:46- He didn't have anyone else, I guess.
0:41:48 > 0:41:50- Don't you think that's sad?
0:41:54 > 0:41:55- Iwan?
0:42:08 > 0:42:10- PIANO INTRO
0:42:17 > 0:42:22- # Gweddi Mam # - sung by Jac a Wil
0:42:26 > 0:42:30- # Her tender care guiding my step
0:42:31 > 0:42:36- # Remember, dear child, - a mother's prayer
0:42:38 > 0:42:42- # Whenever I reach for her hand
0:42:43 > 0:42:47- # I feel as though she's nearby
0:42:48 > 0:42:53- # A gentle breeze - carries her voice on the air
0:42:55 > 0:42:58- # Always reminding me
0:42:58 > 0:43:03- # Of a mother's prayer #
0:43:29 > 0:43:32- I didn't go to school - like other children.
0:43:35 > 0:43:37- Mam and Dad - thought my place was here.
0:43:42 > 0:43:45- What about your brothers? - Your sisters?
0:43:47 > 0:43:48- There was only me.
0:44:25 > 0:44:26- It's pretty.
0:44:29 > 0:44:30- It sounds old.
0:44:51 > 0:44:55- I used to watch them dance - in the barn.
0:44:56 > 0:44:57- Who?
0:44:57 > 0:44:58- Mam and Dad.
0:45:00 > 0:45:02- I was supposed to be asleep.
0:45:04 > 0:45:06- But it was a hot summer.
0:45:09 > 0:45:11- I watched them through the window.
0:45:14 > 0:45:15- They were very happy.
0:45:21 > 0:45:22- Stanley?
0:45:44 > 0:45:46- John Stanley Evans...
0:45:48 > 0:45:51- ..would you be so kind - as to dance with me?
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0:47:12 > 0:47:13- Iwan?
0:49:02 > 0:49:03- Sara.
0:50:29 > 0:50:32- I thought there might be a house...
0:50:32 > 0:50:33- ..a phone.
0:50:35 > 0:50:36- Anything.
0:50:41 > 0:50:43- There's nothing on the lane, - it's never-ending.
0:50:49 > 0:50:50- I thought you'd gone.
0:50:53 > 0:50:55- Would it matter if I had gone?
0:51:06 > 0:51:08- We shouldn't be here.
0:51:10 > 0:51:12- We should have moved on.
0:51:13 > 0:51:14- This place is...
0:51:14 > 0:51:15- This place is...- - All we ever wanted.
0:51:19 > 0:51:21- You and me.
0:51:22 > 0:51:24- Our own private world.
0:51:24 > 0:51:26- What about Stanley?
0:51:26 > 0:51:29- There's no need to worry - about Stanley.
0:51:29 > 0:51:30- Isn't there?
0:51:59 > 0:52:01- You don't have to do it.
0:52:03 > 0:52:04- I want it.
0:52:38 > 0:52:39- Iwan.
0:52:42 > 0:52:44- Iwan!
0:52:48 > 0:52:49- Iwan, don't.
0:52:51 > 0:52:52- Don't!
0:52:58 > 0:52:59- Iwan.
0:53:51 > 0:53:55- Your mother and father were wise - keeping you home from school.
0:53:57 > 0:53:59- Children can be vile.
0:53:59 > 0:54:02- We had one like you at our school.
0:54:03 > 0:54:06- No-one was allowed to ask - what was wrong with him.
0:54:06 > 0:54:08- Everyone pretended he was alright.
0:54:09 > 0:54:12- Maybe I should have helped him.
0:54:12 > 0:54:15- But that's not how children think.
0:54:15 > 0:54:18- There are schools for their sort - nowadays.
0:54:18 > 0:54:21- They're not placed - with normal children.
0:54:21 > 0:54:23- They don't draw attention to them.
0:54:24 > 0:54:26- But they always notice - a retard in the class.
0:54:32 > 0:54:33- I'm sorry.
0:54:34 > 0:54:35- Are you alright?
0:54:35 > 0:54:37- I didn't mean to...
0:54:39 > 0:54:41- Your parents - should have drowned you.
0:54:44 > 0:54:46- To save people a lot of trouble.
0:54:57 > 0:54:58- Stanley!
0:55:01 > 0:55:02- Stanley?
0:55:04 > 0:55:05- Are you alright?
0:55:45 > 0:55:47- He's gone.
0:55:48 > 0:55:50- His room and all his stuff.
0:55:54 > 0:55:56- Did something happen?
0:56:14 > 0:56:15- Stanley?
0:56:30 > 0:56:31- Stanley?
0:56:35 > 0:56:36- Open this door.
0:56:38 > 0:56:40- I know you're in there.
0:56:52 > 0:56:54- He put a roof over our heads.
0:56:56 > 0:56:57- We had nowhere.
0:56:59 > 0:57:00- "You and me.
0:57:01 > 0:57:03- Our own private world."
0:57:04 > 0:57:06- Your words.
0:57:08 > 0:57:10- Iwan.
0:57:11 > 0:57:13- I'm sorry...
0:57:13 > 0:57:15- ..about this morning.
0:57:21 > 0:57:23- Have a drink with me.
0:57:31 > 0:57:32- To you and me.
0:57:34 > 0:57:36- And this heaven on fucking earth.
0:59:12 > 0:59:14- PIANO INTRO - # Gweddi Mam #
0:59:20 > 0:59:24- # I can never forget
0:59:25 > 0:59:29- # My mother's gentle words to me
0:59:30 > 0:59:34- # Her tender care guiding my step
0:59:34 > 0:59:37- # Remember, dear child
0:59:37 > 0:59:40- # A mother's prayer
0:59:41 > 0:59:46- # Whenever I reach for her hand
0:59:46 > 0:59:51- # I feel as though she's nearby
0:59:52 > 0:59:57- # A gentle breeze - carries her voice on the air
0:59:58 > 1:00:01- # Always reminding me
1:00:02 > 1:00:06- # Of a mother's prayer #
1:00:12 > 1:00:15- Are you going to dance - with me or what?
1:00:15 > 1:00:16- Come on.
1:00:18 > 1:00:21- # I can never forget the cry
1:00:21 > 1:00:25- # That brings to my heart - the joys of heaven
1:00:25 > 1:00:28- # No matter how far I flee away
1:00:28 > 1:00:31- # God knows and sends in summertime
1:00:31 > 1:00:36- # A reminder of a mother's prayer #
1:00:39 > 1:00:40- It's alright.
1:00:40 > 1:00:43- # Whenever I reach for her hand
1:00:43 > 1:00:46- # I feel as though she's nearby
1:00:47 > 1:00:51- # A gentle breeze - carries her voice on the air
1:00:53 > 1:00:54- # Always #
1:00:55 > 1:00:56- Come closer.
1:00:57 > 1:01:00- # A mother's prayer #
1:01:08 > 1:01:10- What's wrong?
1:01:12 > 1:01:15- # Seasons melt into one another #
1:01:15 > 1:01:16- Iwan!
1:01:17 > 1:01:21- # Her words remain - in sunshine and stormy weather #
1:01:21 > 1:01:23- It must be lonely for you.
1:01:26 > 1:01:27- Year after year.
1:01:29 > 1:01:31- The chickens have one another.
1:01:31 > 1:01:32- Who do you have?
1:01:32 > 1:01:34- Who do you have?- - Don't listen to him, Stanley.
1:01:34 > 1:01:38- Did you hear about that bloke - from Blaenau? He fucks trees.
1:01:39 > 1:01:40- Did you hear that story?
1:01:41 > 1:01:43- No.
1:01:44 > 1:01:47- Have you ever wanted - to fuck a tree, Stanley?
1:01:50 > 1:01:51- No.
1:01:55 > 1:01:57- How about a woman?
1:01:58 > 1:02:01- Have you ever wanted - to fuck one of them?
1:02:09 > 1:02:12- You've never kissed one, have you?
1:02:14 > 1:02:16- Give him a kiss.
1:02:19 > 1:02:20- Iwan, please.
1:02:20 > 1:02:21- Iwan, please.- - Now.
1:02:34 > 1:02:35- Not like that.
1:02:36 > 1:02:38- A real kiss.
1:03:05 > 1:03:07- That's what you call a kiss!
1:03:10 > 1:03:11- How was it, Stanley?
1:03:12 > 1:03:13- Do you want more?
1:03:16 > 1:03:18- Take off your dress.
1:03:19 > 1:03:21- No.
1:03:21 > 1:03:23- I told you to take off your dress
1:03:24 > 1:03:24- Leave her alone.
1:03:24 > 1:03:26- Leave her alone.- - Don't you fucking dare!
1:03:27 > 1:03:29- Iwan, no.
1:03:32 > 1:03:35- Don't you dare come at me again. - Do you hear me?
1:03:37 > 1:03:38- Sara...
1:03:47 > 1:03:48- Sara!
1:03:51 > 1:03:51- Sara.
1:03:51 > 1:03:53- Sara.- - Give me a minute, please, Iwan.
1:03:54 > 1:03:55- Open this door.
1:03:56 > 1:03:59- Maybe you should listen to her.
1:04:01 > 1:04:02- Get out of my house.
1:04:04 > 1:04:05- Get out!
1:04:28 > 1:04:30- I was going to tell you.
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1:05:11 > 1:05:13- You're still here.
1:05:16 > 1:05:17- I thought you'd have gone.
1:05:17 > 1:05:19- I thought you'd have gone.- - To where?
1:05:41 > 1:05:43- Did you like it when I watched you?
1:05:45 > 1:05:47- I don't remember.
1:05:51 > 1:05:54- You left the door open - so I could see you.
1:09:51 > 1:09:53- I was supposed to look after him.
1:09:55 > 1:09:56- Alun.
1:09:57 > 1:09:58- His name was Alun.
1:10:00 > 1:10:01- Your brother.
1:10:01 > 1:10:02- Yes.
1:10:04 > 1:10:06- We were playing by the bridge.
1:10:07 > 1:10:08- He was climbing.
1:10:11 > 1:10:13- It had been raining.
1:10:15 > 1:10:16- I couldn't reach him.
1:10:19 > 1:10:21- The water was cold.
1:10:22 > 1:10:24- It was deep.
1:10:26 > 1:10:28- I wasn't strong enough.
1:10:33 > 1:10:35- By the time Dad came - it was too late.
1:10:43 > 1:10:48- Never again will floods come - to destroy our lives.
1:11:05 > 1:11:08- Are your parents - with your brother in the graveyard?
1:11:10 > 1:11:12- My parents aren't dead.
1:11:13 > 1:11:15- They went away.
1:11:16 > 1:11:19- Men came and told them - they had to leave.
1:11:21 > 1:11:23- Why didn't you go away too?
1:11:27 > 1:11:29- This is where Alun and I were born.
1:11:32 > 1:11:34- I couldn't leave him all alone.
1:11:43 > 1:11:46- They spent three days - searching for me.
1:11:46 > 1:11:48- Policemen called here.
1:12:50 > 1:12:51- Iwan.
1:12:59 > 1:13:01- Speak to us.
1:13:05 > 1:13:06- Iwan.
1:13:07 > 1:13:08- Don't be like this.
1:13:09 > 1:13:11- I gave you everything.
1:13:14 > 1:13:15- Take her.
1:13:15 > 1:13:17- Take her.- - Iwan, please!
1:13:18 > 1:13:19- Iwan.
1:13:19 > 1:13:21- You can't do this.
1:13:26 > 1:13:27- Go away!
1:13:30 > 1:13:32- What happened to you?
1:13:33 > 1:13:35- Me! What happened to me?
1:13:39 > 1:13:42- Can't you see? - That's what happened to me.
1:13:43 > 1:13:45- It's a pity - I didn't die in that car.
1:13:45 > 1:13:47- Do you want to fuck her, Stanley?
1:13:47 > 1:13:49- Go for it! Fuck her.
1:13:49 > 1:13:52- Don't expect too much, - because she's a whore.
1:13:53 > 1:13:54- A dirty little whore.
1:13:54 > 1:13:56- Ask her about our baby.
1:13:56 > 1:13:57- Ask her about our baby.- - That's enough.
1:13:57 > 1:13:59- Ask her what was wrong with him.
1:13:59 > 1:14:01- What's wrong? Come on. Tell him!
1:14:02 > 1:14:05- Tell him how much - you like fucking your brother.
1:14:05 > 1:14:08- Don't be shy. - We all know your history.
1:14:09 > 1:14:10- What are you going to do?
1:14:10 > 1:14:12- What are you going to do?- - Leave him alone.
1:14:12 > 1:14:15- Come on, Stanley! Come on!
1:14:15 > 1:14:17- Come on!
1:14:22 > 1:14:24- Iwan!
1:15:16 > 1:15:18- I'll never forget her face.
1:15:21 > 1:15:22- The disappointment.
1:15:24 > 1:15:25- Shame.
1:15:34 > 1:15:36- She found us, Stanley.
1:15:39 > 1:15:40- Mam.
1:15:44 > 1:15:47- She walked into the room - and saw her children...
1:15:48 > 1:15:49- ..together.
1:19:34 > 1:19:35- Sara.
1:19:40 > 1:19:41- Stanley?
1:20:22 > 1:20:23- Sara.
1:20:30 > 1:20:31- You can stay here...
1:20:34 > 1:20:36- ..with us.
1:20:41 > 1:20:42- Sara.
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