0:00:09 > 0:00:12THEY CHEER
0:00:12 > 0:00:14What happened with us was a one-off.
0:00:14 > 0:00:16- It...- It will happen again.
0:00:16 > 0:00:17It's just who you are.
0:00:19 > 0:00:21I'm sorry. Justin!
0:00:21 > 0:00:24- I know, Conor.- I wish I could just be with you, Sandie.
0:00:24 > 0:00:26You're not on your on.
0:00:29 > 0:00:31Mum, wake up. Mum!
0:00:31 > 0:00:35- I can't keep doing this. I want my mum back.- I'm right here.
0:00:35 > 0:00:36You're not even close.
0:00:38 > 0:00:40- Man, you have no standards. - I have standards!
0:00:40 > 0:00:43'Fellas do the weirdest things to try and be one of the lads.'
0:00:43 > 0:00:47I don't need a stalking bunny boiler on my case all night!
0:00:47 > 0:00:49Oh, Leech has grown a pair!
0:00:50 > 0:00:53- That's piss!- You lose, Leech.
0:00:56 > 0:00:58What are you doing? I've got a boyfriend!
0:00:58 > 0:01:00Stay here.
0:01:01 > 0:01:05You and Eva? Kept that one quiet, didn't you?
0:01:05 > 0:01:06I told you nothing happened.
0:01:06 > 0:01:10- I just think you could do better. - What, like you?
0:01:11 > 0:01:12My sister killed herself.
0:01:12 > 0:01:15- You know you have to go home.- Why?
0:01:15 > 0:01:17Same reason I'll end up going back to my mum's.
0:01:17 > 0:01:19It's family.
0:02:01 > 0:02:03KNOCK ON THE DOOR
0:02:03 > 0:02:04- Hi.- All right?
0:02:04 > 0:02:08- I thought you might have gone. - No, my flight's not until tonight.
0:02:08 > 0:02:11- Oh.- And I wouldn't leave without saying goodbye.
0:02:13 > 0:02:16Well, let me know when you're heading.
0:02:16 > 0:02:19- I was going to grab a coffee after, if you fancy it?- Yeah. Definitely.
0:02:19 > 0:02:22Leech and I were thinking of heading anyway
0:02:22 > 0:02:23so see you there.
0:02:24 > 0:02:27Yeah. OK. Well, I'll catch you up.
0:02:27 > 0:02:28Cool.
0:02:38 > 0:02:41Ah, nice one.
0:02:41 > 0:02:44- It's a one-off. - Yeah. You said that last time.
0:02:55 > 0:02:58- What's the rush? - Haven't packed for home yet.
0:02:58 > 0:03:01Sure, you only own about two Gaelic tops.
0:03:01 > 0:03:04So how do they do Christmas in Cork?
0:03:04 > 0:03:06Midnight mass and carols by the fire, is it?
0:03:06 > 0:03:08More like drinking all day
0:03:08 > 0:03:11and me trying to keep my brother from killing my old man.
0:03:11 > 0:03:13How do you do it up here?
0:03:13 > 0:03:15Pretty similar, actually.
0:03:15 > 0:03:18That's why I'm getting the hell out.
0:03:18 > 0:03:21I'm spending it in London.
0:03:21 > 0:03:23I thought I told you.
0:03:23 > 0:03:25No. Who are you staying with?
0:03:25 > 0:03:27Friends.
0:03:32 > 0:03:34OK, what's with the weirdness?
0:03:34 > 0:03:36I thought you said you didn't do jealous.
0:03:36 > 0:03:37I don't. I'm just curious.
0:03:37 > 0:03:39Curious?
0:03:39 > 0:03:43Conor, you've spent the past few weeks sneaking in and out of here.
0:03:43 > 0:03:46What? All of a sudden you're ready to be seen in public with me?
0:03:48 > 0:03:50Maybe... Maybe I am.
0:03:51 > 0:03:53Ready for a place like London, I mean.
0:03:53 > 0:03:56Well, then. Come.
0:04:02 > 0:04:03Right. What's up?
0:04:03 > 0:04:08We've been sat here for ten minutes and you haven't made one inappropriate comment.
0:04:08 > 0:04:10I'm grand. Honestly.
0:04:10 > 0:04:11It's not Carly, is it?
0:04:11 > 0:04:13What?
0:04:13 > 0:04:15Of course not. I'm well over that.
0:04:15 > 0:04:18Good. I don't think I'm up for giving advice on girls.
0:04:18 > 0:04:20Yeah, well, I don't need it, mate.
0:04:20 > 0:04:23Happy Christmas!
0:04:23 > 0:04:27- I'm not really in the Christmas spirit, Sandie.- Me too.
0:04:27 > 0:04:30Will you go and put yourself out of your misery already?
0:04:30 > 0:04:32- What's up?- She's getting her coursework results.
0:04:32 > 0:04:35- We know she's passed. - No, we don't know that, Sandie.
0:04:35 > 0:04:38I was supposed to work hard this term. For some reason I thought
0:04:38 > 0:04:42drunken mystery tours to the back arse of nowhere were a good idea.
0:04:42 > 0:04:45I refuse to let anyone head home without doing something festive.
0:04:45 > 0:04:46Back in a bit.
0:04:46 > 0:04:49Come on, guys! Get in the mood.
0:04:49 > 0:04:51We survived our first term!
0:04:54 > 0:04:55Eva!
0:04:55 > 0:04:57You just walked straight past us.
0:04:57 > 0:05:01I know. I'm too hungover for Tinkerbell and her Christmas shite.
0:05:01 > 0:05:03- You're off, then?- Looks like it.
0:05:03 > 0:05:07Here, how come you get to hide out in halls for Christmas and I don't?
0:05:07 > 0:05:11Because it's your sister's anniversary mass.
0:05:11 > 0:05:12You can't not go.
0:05:12 > 0:05:14And no matter how depressing it is,
0:05:14 > 0:05:17you still have a family to go home to.
0:05:17 > 0:05:20Who knows what state mine's in?
0:05:20 > 0:05:22I'd still swap you.
0:05:22 > 0:05:24Have you heard from her?
0:05:24 > 0:05:27Thought she might have called, but...
0:05:27 > 0:05:29Why don't you call her?
0:05:29 > 0:05:31- See if she's OK...- No.
0:05:31 > 0:05:33No, I'm done with that. It's up to her now.
0:05:33 > 0:05:35If she doesn't care, why should I?
0:05:35 > 0:05:38- You could still check on her. See if she...- Hey.
0:05:38 > 0:05:39Eva, nice try.
0:05:41 > 0:05:42Stop stalling.
0:05:42 > 0:05:44Go.
0:05:44 > 0:05:45You're going to miss your bus.
0:05:48 > 0:05:50Come with me?
0:05:51 > 0:05:52Eva...
0:05:52 > 0:05:56Ah, it's OK. Forget about it, I'll be fine.
0:06:01 > 0:06:03Bye.
0:07:00 > 0:07:03So, Christmas together. Does that mean we have to do presents?
0:07:03 > 0:07:06Me coming to London is your present.
0:07:06 > 0:07:07- Oh, is that right?- Yeah.
0:07:07 > 0:07:10Can I uninvite you and get an actual present, then?
0:07:10 > 0:07:13No, you're stuck with me now.
0:07:13 > 0:07:14KNOCK ON THE DOOR
0:07:14 > 0:07:16Justin!
0:07:17 > 0:07:18Hold on!
0:07:21 > 0:07:23Can I come in?
0:07:23 > 0:07:25I'm just on my way to work. I'm already late.
0:07:25 > 0:07:27Can I catch you later?
0:07:28 > 0:07:31- Don't worry about it. - Are you all right?
0:07:31 > 0:07:32It's no big deal.
0:07:34 > 0:07:36I'll text you in a bit, yeah?
0:07:41 > 0:07:43So you're ready for London, then?
0:07:50 > 0:07:52What's he doing?
0:07:52 > 0:07:54- Robbing from the poor to give to the poor.- What?
0:07:54 > 0:07:58I'm making hampers for the homeless. Church is collecting.
0:07:58 > 0:08:00Aw, Leech, that's so sweet!
0:08:00 > 0:08:02Yeah, it's amazing. So selfless, giving away food
0:08:02 > 0:08:06- that's not actually yours. - I think it's a great idea.
0:08:06 > 0:08:09- You can have whatever of mine you want.- Sweet.
0:08:09 > 0:08:11This arrived for you.
0:08:11 > 0:08:14- Just stick it in my room, will you?- OK.
0:08:15 > 0:08:17- What is it?- Just something I ordered.
0:08:20 > 0:08:23- Jackpot.- I like this new Leech.
0:08:27 > 0:08:31MUSIC: "Berlin" by Snow Patrol
0:08:31 > 0:08:32- Right, so who am I playing?- Me.
0:08:32 > 0:08:35Just as soon as I annihilate Sandie here.
0:08:36 > 0:08:38Na-ha!
0:08:39 > 0:08:41Leech, you can have my shot.
0:08:46 > 0:08:47Leech?
0:08:47 > 0:08:49This is our song.
0:08:49 > 0:08:50What?
0:08:50 > 0:08:52Me and Carly.
0:08:56 > 0:08:58- What's going on?- What's he doing?
0:08:58 > 0:09:00- No idea.- You all right, bud?
0:09:00 > 0:09:02Yeah. Just time to go to the church.
0:09:02 > 0:09:04- What are you up to?- You'll see.
0:09:14 > 0:09:17- Jess, what's wrong? - I only just scraped through.
0:10:01 > 0:10:02Jess, I'm sure they'll understand.
0:10:02 > 0:10:05Just explain to them, it's a tough course.
0:10:05 > 0:10:06They won't listen.
0:10:06 > 0:10:08They think if you work hard, you get the grades.
0:10:08 > 0:10:12They won't consider for a second that I'm just not good at it.
0:10:12 > 0:10:13I'm sure that's not true.
0:10:13 > 0:10:15It is.
0:10:15 > 0:10:18I can't do it, Danny.
0:10:18 > 0:10:21Jess, you can't put this pressure on yourself.
0:10:21 > 0:10:23You can only do what you can do.
0:10:23 > 0:10:26It's no wonder I'm so crap at it
0:10:26 > 0:10:29- when I never wanted to do it. - What are you talking about?
0:10:30 > 0:10:33I only chose Law to make them happy.
0:10:48 > 0:10:49Give me two minutes.
0:10:54 > 0:10:56Don't.
0:10:56 > 0:10:58- What are you doing? - What's it look like?
0:11:00 > 0:11:01What?
0:11:01 > 0:11:03Eva, you shouldn't be here.
0:11:03 > 0:11:07- Yeah, well, I didn't feel like going back, did I?- You can't...
0:11:07 > 0:11:09I'm not talking about it, Danny.
0:11:11 > 0:11:13SLOT MACHINE BLEEPS
0:11:18 > 0:11:21So, it's going well with Justin?
0:11:21 > 0:11:22I don't know. Yeah.
0:11:24 > 0:11:25Really?
0:11:27 > 0:11:28Yeah, I suppose.
0:11:30 > 0:11:31What happened?
0:11:34 > 0:11:38Well...he invited me to London for Christmas.
0:11:38 > 0:11:39Oh! And what did you say?
0:11:39 > 0:11:41I said yes.
0:11:41 > 0:11:43So what's the problem?
0:11:43 > 0:11:44Nothing.
0:11:48 > 0:11:49Well, uh...
0:11:49 > 0:11:50I kind of...
0:11:51 > 0:11:54Something happened and I kind of blew it.
0:11:54 > 0:11:55Conor.
0:11:55 > 0:11:59Justin's been really patient with you all the way through this.
0:11:59 > 0:12:01I mean, really patient.
0:12:01 > 0:12:02What's your point?
0:12:02 > 0:12:04Don't mess him about.
0:12:09 > 0:12:10Is there anything I can do?
0:12:10 > 0:12:13Call my parents, tell them I'm dead? PHONE RINGS
0:12:13 > 0:12:14- Jess.- When they find out I'm not
0:12:14 > 0:12:18they'll be so relieved, they won't care about my shitty performance.
0:12:18 > 0:12:20I think you're overreacting.
0:12:20 > 0:12:23I know you do. You don't know my parents.
0:12:24 > 0:12:27Private party or can anyone join?
0:12:27 > 0:12:29Can you just give us a minute, Eva?
0:12:29 > 0:12:32Like that, is it? Didn't realise I was interrupting.
0:12:32 > 0:12:34You're not. Just give us a sec, will you?
0:12:35 > 0:12:37I just wanted to say how nice this was.
0:12:37 > 0:12:39You guys friends again.
0:12:39 > 0:12:41Everything's just forgotten. It's like, McCann who?
0:12:41 > 0:12:43What are you trying to do?
0:12:43 > 0:12:46- Ignore her.- You're good at that, aren't you, Danny?
0:12:46 > 0:12:49- Shouldn't you be going home by now? - Pack it in.
0:12:49 > 0:12:52- Sure Mummy and Daddy miss their princess.- That's enough! Ignore her.
0:12:52 > 0:12:55Like you're some angel, Danny. Called home yet?
0:12:57 > 0:13:00Hasn't told you about his alkie ma yet, has he, Jess?
0:13:00 > 0:13:03But then again, why would he? He's been avoiding her for weeks.
0:13:03 > 0:13:05I know. Amazing son, right?
0:13:08 > 0:13:09Danny...
0:13:11 > 0:13:14Feel better when you try to take everyone down with you?
0:13:14 > 0:13:17- Thought Jess should know the real Danny.- Leave her out of it.
0:13:17 > 0:13:19She doesn't deserve your shit. None of us do.
0:13:19 > 0:13:22What's wrong? She not letting you into her knickers?
0:13:22 > 0:13:25Grow up, Eva! You're like a child. If you're miserable,
0:13:25 > 0:13:28- everyone has to be.- Go back to Jess. Sure she's bored without her toy.
0:13:28 > 0:13:31Have a drink! Maybe that'll help.
0:13:31 > 0:13:34Yeah, cos you've got your shit together, haven't you?
0:13:34 > 0:13:37Hiding from your ma?
0:13:37 > 0:13:38Do you think Maeve would be proud
0:13:38 > 0:13:41of how you're paying your respects to her today?
0:13:41 > 0:13:44Or would she just see how you're using her death
0:13:44 > 0:13:46as an excuse to be your vile self?
0:13:50 > 0:13:51For all you know,
0:13:51 > 0:13:54your ma's drunk herself stupid and lying dead somewhere.
0:13:54 > 0:13:56And you know what,
0:13:56 > 0:13:58it'll be all your fault.
0:14:02 > 0:14:03Danny!
0:14:08 > 0:14:12- Eva...- Just get away, Jess.
0:14:20 > 0:14:21Carly.
0:14:24 > 0:14:25I'll catch you later.
0:14:29 > 0:14:31What are you doing here?
0:14:31 > 0:14:32Just doing my bit.
0:14:36 > 0:14:38Good for you.
0:14:38 > 0:14:40Carly. Wait.
0:14:43 > 0:14:45I'm sorry.
0:14:47 > 0:14:48I was an idiot.
0:14:50 > 0:14:53Yeah, understatement. I was a complete prick.
0:14:53 > 0:14:57I behaved like McCann and those twats.
0:14:57 > 0:14:58And worst of all, I...
0:15:00 > 0:15:01..I hurt you.
0:15:03 > 0:15:06That's the last thing I wanted to do.
0:15:06 > 0:15:08You're the only one that gets me.
0:15:11 > 0:15:12I can't.
0:15:12 > 0:15:14Please, give me another chance.
0:15:17 > 0:15:18I've changed.
0:15:19 > 0:15:23You said it would take something like this...
0:15:23 > 0:15:24What?
0:15:24 > 0:15:26That I had to change
0:15:26 > 0:15:29if you were going to take me back.
0:15:29 > 0:15:31When did I...?
0:15:33 > 0:15:35Hold on. Have you been reading my emails?
0:15:35 > 0:15:36No. Well...
0:15:36 > 0:15:39You have! You've hacked my account.
0:15:39 > 0:15:40That's why you're here!
0:15:42 > 0:15:43Carly, listen.
0:15:43 > 0:15:45Stop! Just stop.
0:15:46 > 0:15:47It's over, Chris.
0:15:49 > 0:15:51It doesn't have to be.
0:15:56 > 0:15:59I've started seeing someone else.
0:16:04 > 0:16:05I'm sorry.
0:16:20 > 0:16:21Bye, Chris.
0:16:54 > 0:16:57Yeah, look, don't worry about it. The flight's not until half past
0:16:57 > 0:17:01so I should be in good time to check in. No, it's fine.
0:17:01 > 0:17:02Look, I'll see you then... Mum!
0:17:02 > 0:17:05Mum, I've got to ring you back. OK, bye.
0:17:05 > 0:17:07Can you pull over here?
0:17:12 > 0:17:13Mum?
0:17:59 > 0:18:01Eva?
0:18:08 > 0:18:10Eva, I'm so sorry, I didn't know.
0:18:15 > 0:18:16I've been up here before.
0:18:19 > 0:18:21But I've never got this close.
0:18:24 > 0:18:26I wish you'd said something.
0:18:39 > 0:18:41All right, then.
0:18:44 > 0:18:46What are you doing?
0:18:52 > 0:18:53I'm not leaving without you.
0:18:58 > 0:19:00So...
0:19:02 > 0:19:04..things are going well, then?
0:19:04 > 0:19:06With your course and everything?
0:19:06 > 0:19:10Uh, yeah. Yeah, I passed first term.
0:19:11 > 0:19:14Got second highest in my last assignment.
0:19:14 > 0:19:16That's great, son.
0:19:16 > 0:19:18You did a shop.
0:19:18 > 0:19:20Don't say it like I've never done one before.
0:19:23 > 0:19:25So, you've settled in, then.
0:19:25 > 0:19:27Halls OK?
0:19:27 > 0:19:29Yeah, I'm in with a nice bunch, actually.
0:19:29 > 0:19:33Next thing you'll be telling me you've got a girlfriend.
0:19:34 > 0:19:36There was someone, but...
0:19:36 > 0:19:38Oh.
0:19:38 > 0:19:40..I just kept messing it up.
0:19:40 > 0:19:42Still don't know how.
0:19:46 > 0:19:49So are we allowed to crack open
0:19:49 > 0:19:52- these posh biscuits on top of the fridge or what?- Hawk eyes.
0:20:01 > 0:20:03I've been going to meetings.
0:20:04 > 0:20:07I mean, it's only been a few weeks, but...
0:20:09 > 0:20:10..it's a start.
0:20:16 > 0:20:18You've got every right to be angry, Eva.
0:20:24 > 0:20:28You know, she called me that night.
0:20:28 > 0:20:31Wanted to meet up.
0:20:31 > 0:20:33You didn't know what she was going to do.
0:20:33 > 0:20:35I could've stopped her.
0:20:35 > 0:20:37You don't know that.
0:20:43 > 0:20:44Eva,
0:20:44 > 0:20:46you're blaming the wrong person.
0:20:48 > 0:20:49It's not your fault.
0:20:57 > 0:20:59I just miss her so much.
0:21:13 > 0:21:14Let's go.
0:21:16 > 0:21:17Jess...
0:21:20 > 0:21:21Thanks.
0:21:23 > 0:21:24Don't worry.
0:21:26 > 0:21:29I thought I might not get to see you.
0:21:31 > 0:21:34PHONE RINGS
0:21:37 > 0:21:38Hello?
0:21:41 > 0:21:42Yeah, OK.
0:21:47 > 0:21:48I take it that was her.
0:21:49 > 0:21:51She wants to meet.
0:21:51 > 0:21:52ALISON CHUCKLES
0:21:52 > 0:21:55Maybe you'll come and see me soon.
0:22:00 > 0:22:02Can you keep this for me?
0:22:02 > 0:22:05I'll open it on Christmas Day.
0:22:07 > 0:22:08Go.
0:22:12 > 0:22:15MUFFLED MUSIC
0:22:19 > 0:22:21DOOR OPENS
0:22:21 > 0:22:23Leech, come on. You have to see this, bud. Come on.
0:22:30 > 0:22:33# You better shape up
0:22:33 > 0:22:34# Cos I need a man
0:22:36 > 0:22:39# And my heart is set on you
0:22:39 > 0:22:41# You better shape up
0:22:42 > 0:22:45# You better understand
0:22:45 > 0:22:48# To my heart I must be truuuue!
0:22:48 > 0:22:51# Ooh! Ooooh! #
0:22:53 > 0:22:56You're the one that I want, you're the one I want, ooh-ooh!
0:22:56 > 0:22:58Come on, you're up next!
0:22:59 > 0:23:02Jess. I thought you might have been gone already.
0:23:04 > 0:23:06- Long story.- You OK?
0:23:06 > 0:23:09Yeah. I think I will be.
0:23:11 > 0:23:12Did you go home?
0:23:18 > 0:23:21You know, you can tell me anything, Danny.
0:23:21 > 0:23:23I know that.
0:23:26 > 0:23:28I think I'm going to switch courses.
0:23:28 > 0:23:29To English.
0:23:29 > 0:23:34I decided three years was too long to do what someone else wants you to do.
0:23:34 > 0:23:36Jess, that's great.
0:23:38 > 0:23:40I also decided something else.
0:23:54 > 0:23:56I'm sorry I waited so long.
0:23:56 > 0:23:58I just...
0:23:58 > 0:24:00I didn't want to get hurt again.
0:24:06 > 0:24:09- ALL:- # An old man said to me
0:24:10 > 0:24:13# Won't see another one... #
0:24:13 > 0:24:15Hello!
0:24:15 > 0:24:17# And then... #
0:24:17 > 0:24:19THEY LAUGH
0:24:19 > 0:24:22MUFFLED SINGING THROUGH WALL
0:24:33 > 0:24:36# So lately
0:24:36 > 0:24:38# Been wondering
0:24:38 > 0:24:42# Who will be there to take my place
0:24:42 > 0:24:44# When I'm gone
0:24:44 > 0:24:46# You'll need love
0:24:46 > 0:24:50# To light the shadows on your face
0:24:52 > 0:24:56# If a greater wave shall fall
0:24:56 > 0:24:59# And fall upon us all
0:25:00 > 0:25:04# Then between the sand and stone
0:25:04 > 0:25:07# Could you make it on your own?
0:25:07 > 0:25:12# So if I could, then I would
0:25:12 > 0:25:16# I'll go wherever you will go
0:25:16 > 0:25:19# Way up high
0:25:19 > 0:25:21# Or down low
0:25:21 > 0:25:25# I'll go wherever you will go
0:25:25 > 0:25:27# And maybe
0:25:27 > 0:25:29# I'll work out
0:25:29 > 0:25:33# A way to make it back someday
0:25:33 > 0:25:38# To watch you, to guide you
0:25:38 > 0:25:41# Through the darkest of your days... #
0:25:41 > 0:25:43I was out of line earlier.
0:25:44 > 0:25:46Same here.
0:25:47 > 0:25:49I'm going home tomorrow.
0:25:49 > 0:25:51Good.
0:25:53 > 0:25:54Come on.
0:25:54 > 0:25:56# Then I hope there's someone out there
0:25:56 > 0:25:59# Who can bring me back to you
0:25:59 > 0:26:01# So if I could
0:26:01 > 0:26:03# Then I would
0:26:03 > 0:26:08# I'll go wherever you will go
0:26:08 > 0:26:10# Way up high
0:26:10 > 0:26:12# Or down low
0:26:12 > 0:26:17# I'll go wherever you will go
0:26:17 > 0:26:20# Run away with my heart
0:26:22 > 0:26:25# Run away with my hope
0:26:26 > 0:26:29# Run away with my love
0:26:33 > 0:26:35# I know now
0:26:35 > 0:26:38# Just quite how
0:26:38 > 0:26:42# My life and love might still go on
0:26:42 > 0:26:44# In your heart
0:26:44 > 0:26:46# And your mind
0:26:46 > 0:26:51# I'll stay with you for all of time
0:26:51 > 0:26:53# And if I could
0:26:53 > 0:26:55# Then I would
0:26:55 > 0:27:00# I'll go wherever you will go
0:27:04 > 0:27:08# I'll go wherever you will go... #
0:27:08 > 0:27:10PHONE BEEPS
0:27:25 > 0:27:27HARD HOUSE MUSIC
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