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0:00:02 > 0:00:05I hope you won't mind if I leave you both alone for a few days.

0:00:05 > 0:00:06No, no, by all means.

0:00:08 > 0:00:09Mrs Regina Standish.

0:00:12 > 0:00:14Mrs Bligh, I'm afraid I'm going to have to ask you

0:00:14 > 0:00:15to stay away for a while.

0:00:15 > 0:00:16No!

0:00:16 > 0:00:18Any progress we make with James,

0:00:18 > 0:00:21you undo with your displays of distress.

0:00:21 > 0:00:23I've come to talk about our daughter.

0:00:23 > 0:00:25Who is she?

0:00:25 > 0:00:27- Where is she? - I... I...

0:00:27 > 0:00:28- Well, is she here? Overseas? - I can't tell you.

0:00:28 > 0:00:30- Why? - Not yet.- Why not?!

0:00:32 > 0:00:34- WOMAN:- Colin, what have you done?

0:00:35 > 0:00:37Come on.

0:00:39 > 0:00:41Are you right with what we've done?

0:00:42 > 0:00:44We saved more lives from being ruined.

0:01:07 > 0:01:08Tue-moi!

0:01:15 > 0:01:17SHE WHIMPERS

0:01:20 > 0:01:21Kill me!

0:01:41 > 0:01:43Anything I can help you with, Mr Briggs?

0:01:43 > 0:01:46Um, no, no, I'm just passing.

0:01:46 > 0:01:48It's always good to pop in for a prayer.

0:01:48 > 0:01:51The flowers can wait if I'd be disturbing you.

0:01:51 > 0:01:55No, I'll just go and say g'day to the Mrs.

0:01:55 > 0:01:59Such a dab hand with pastry was your Millie.

0:01:59 > 0:02:01A loss to the CWA.

0:02:02 > 0:02:06Hey, for her.

0:02:06 > 0:02:07Thank you.

0:02:07 > 0:02:09A bucket of water would greatly assist.

0:02:09 > 0:02:10I'll be inside.

0:02:10 > 0:02:13I'll just leave it at the door, if that's all right.

0:02:13 > 0:02:16- I've got mucky boots. - Oh, yes, yes, of course. Indeed.

0:02:21 > 0:02:24- Ah, Miss Adams. - Doris.

0:02:24 > 0:02:26I've just come from the church.

0:02:26 > 0:02:27I saw Mr Briggs there

0:02:27 > 0:02:30looking for all the world like a lost soul.

0:02:30 > 0:02:31Really?

0:02:31 > 0:02:33I suspect he's missing your company.

0:02:33 > 0:02:35A single man, a single woman.

0:02:36 > 0:02:40In spite of a difference in years, affections form.

0:02:40 > 0:02:44There are some who say you've broken his heart by accepting Mr Bligh.

0:02:44 > 0:02:46There are some who need to padlock their tongues.

0:02:46 > 0:02:48Oh, indeed, indeed.

0:02:48 > 0:02:52I only know he wasn't himself. He wasn't himself at all.

0:02:55 > 0:02:58DOG BARKS

0:03:03 > 0:03:06Well, I know that look. I'll put the kettle on.

0:03:12 > 0:03:14Thanks.

0:03:16 > 0:03:21People are starting to wonder. Doris Collins is starting to wonder.

0:03:21 > 0:03:22Bugger Doris Collins.

0:03:22 > 0:03:26The best way to get on is just to act like nothing's happened.

0:03:26 > 0:03:27Yeah.

0:03:28 > 0:03:30I went to church to say a prayer for him.

0:03:30 > 0:03:32Well, I couldn't even walk in.

0:03:32 > 0:03:34We did what we had to.

0:03:35 > 0:03:38Every man deserves a Christian burial.

0:03:38 > 0:03:41It was burial for him or the law for them.

0:03:41 > 0:03:42I know.

0:03:43 > 0:03:46My boy Daniel died on Kokoda

0:03:46 > 0:03:48and he's up there somewhere in the mud.

0:03:48 > 0:03:52There's no cross, no prayers, no blessing.

0:03:53 > 0:03:54It's haunted me ever since.

0:03:56 > 0:03:58Drove the old girl into an early grave.

0:04:02 > 0:04:03You've got my silence, but...

0:04:05 > 0:04:08..we done to Bert what I blamed God for doing to my boy.

0:04:10 > 0:04:13- You're a good man, Roy. - It don't sit right, Sarah.

0:04:14 > 0:04:16You know it don't...

0:04:18 > 0:04:20..no matter what you say.

0:04:22 > 0:04:24- MAN:- So, when we come into the church,

0:04:24 > 0:04:27we bless ourself with holy water in the sign of the cross.

0:04:27 > 0:04:28You do it.

0:04:32 > 0:04:33That's good.

0:04:33 > 0:04:36It will become second nature in a little while.

0:04:36 > 0:04:39So, you are here for your first instruction in the Catholic faith.

0:04:39 > 0:04:40- Are you ready? - Yes.

0:04:43 > 0:04:44Yes.

0:04:44 > 0:04:47So, some of the things that we do and believe

0:04:47 > 0:04:49will seem a little strange to you at first.

0:04:49 > 0:04:52Do you see that little cupboard on the altar?

0:04:52 > 0:04:53We call that the tabernacle.

0:04:53 > 0:04:56In that, we keep the reserved hosts -

0:04:56 > 0:04:59wafers consecrated during the Holy Mass.

0:04:59 > 0:05:01Now, we believe that during the consecration,

0:05:01 > 0:05:04the bread and wine truly become the body and blood

0:05:04 > 0:05:05of our Lord Jesus Christ.

0:05:05 > 0:05:09You're saying God actually changes bread and wine into flesh and blood?

0:05:10 > 0:05:13If he can create the universe, Anna...

0:05:14 > 0:05:15Now, come with me.

0:05:36 > 0:05:38- CAROLYN:- No, Mother, I'm not dashing off. Why do you ask?

0:05:38 > 0:05:40Well, I want to spend time with James and Olivia

0:05:40 > 0:05:43so I'll be leaving for the city on Sunday after matins.

0:05:43 > 0:05:47- Matins! Oh, that takes me back. - Now, it's known you're visiting.

0:05:47 > 0:05:49You'll be expected in the family pew.

0:05:49 > 0:05:52- Are you coming in? - No, I haven't got time.

0:05:52 > 0:05:54And it may encourage Anna to join us.

0:05:54 > 0:05:55The longer we can avoid her

0:05:55 > 0:05:58publicly aligning herself with the papacy, the better.

0:05:58 > 0:05:59What are you up to?

0:05:59 > 0:06:02You say you're here to meet Miss Adams?

0:06:02 > 0:06:03She'll be there too, I hope.

0:06:03 > 0:06:06- Ah. - What?

0:06:06 > 0:06:07Stop making mischief.

0:06:07 > 0:06:09I'm not aware that I am.

0:06:09 > 0:06:11- She's a Jew. - I'm well aware of that.

0:06:11 > 0:06:15And religion is a weapon that you can use against her.

0:06:15 > 0:06:19Differences exist, Carolyn. They cannot be ignored.

0:06:20 > 0:06:21So, can I count on you?

0:06:24 > 0:06:27Good. I shall see you then.

0:06:30 > 0:06:33It's his way of coping. He'll come out of it.

0:06:33 > 0:06:35He was just trying to protect me is all.

0:06:35 > 0:06:38- If I hadn't made Bert angry... - It's not your fault.

0:06:38 > 0:06:39I suggested going on a picnic

0:06:39 > 0:06:41and Bert just bowled up, said he was going.

0:06:41 > 0:06:43- I tried to stop him and... - Eve, you were upset.

0:06:43 > 0:06:46..he just went crazy hitting me and calling me horrible names!

0:06:46 > 0:06:47Eve! Eve!

0:06:50 > 0:06:52You had no choice. You know that.

0:06:52 > 0:06:55At the very least, Colin would be sent to a reformatory.

0:06:56 > 0:06:59And if they decided that he was lying to protect you,

0:06:59 > 0:07:00you could hang.

0:07:03 > 0:07:05People will believe Bert's gone away.

0:07:05 > 0:07:07- Act like he has, all right? - What if he's missed?

0:07:07 > 0:07:10We will face that if and when we have to.

0:07:10 > 0:07:11All right?

0:07:16 > 0:07:17You know where I am if you need me.

0:07:21 > 0:07:23Before you go...

0:07:27 > 0:07:29..I found this in his swag.

0:07:29 > 0:07:32It's 1,000 quid in a cheque from Mr Bligh.

0:07:33 > 0:07:38- What should I do with it? - Why would George give Bert money?

0:07:38 > 0:07:39Eve?

0:07:41 > 0:07:42What he saw.

0:07:46 > 0:07:49Harry and Mr James.

0:07:51 > 0:07:52KNOCK AT DOOR

0:07:56 > 0:07:58There's no need to look so alarmed, Mrs Bligh.

0:07:58 > 0:08:01I made inquiries after we ran into each other

0:08:01 > 0:08:02and found out James is a patient.

0:08:02 > 0:08:06- I was there seeing a friend. - I'm here to help.

0:08:06 > 0:08:08Help isn't required.

0:08:08 > 0:08:10I assume it's some sort of breakdown.

0:08:10 > 0:08:12- I don't know what to say to you. - Don't be concerned.

0:08:12 > 0:08:15They were discreet about his condition.

0:08:15 > 0:08:17I don't know the details,

0:08:17 > 0:08:20but I am here to help in any way I can.

0:08:22 > 0:08:24I don't understand why.

0:08:24 > 0:08:26An investment in my possible future.

0:08:26 > 0:08:31- We may all be family one day. - You're that interested in Anna?

0:08:31 > 0:08:33I'm being badgered to marry

0:08:33 > 0:08:36and she's the only vaguely interesting candidate...

0:08:36 > 0:08:40which sounds less than romantic, but...you understand.

0:08:42 > 0:08:47So, if I can help, discretion is assured.

0:08:47 > 0:08:48Thank you.

0:08:50 > 0:08:54And perhaps you'll trust me with the full story...in time.

0:09:10 > 0:09:11You asked for me?

0:09:11 > 0:09:14I want... I want to go home.

0:09:14 > 0:09:16- I see. - Now!

0:09:16 > 0:09:20- Now!- There's no need for agitation. - I just... I just want to...

0:09:20 > 0:09:23- I just want to leave! - I'm sure part of you does.

0:09:23 > 0:09:27The deviant side wants to flee from the treatment that will see it gone.

0:09:29 > 0:09:30I can leave if I want to.

0:09:30 > 0:09:34- There, I'm afraid, you're wrong. - I came here voluntarily.

0:09:34 > 0:09:37Your father and your wife signed you in.

0:09:37 > 0:09:39You cannot leave without their consent.

0:09:40 > 0:09:42- (STUTTERS)- I want to see them.

0:09:42 > 0:09:43I want to see them.

0:09:43 > 0:09:47- That is not...not possible, James. - I just want to leave.

0:09:47 > 0:09:48Relax.

0:09:53 > 0:09:58Your kind lacks moral fibre, James, and I'm here to provide it for you.

0:10:02 > 0:10:04I can't stand the pain.

0:10:06 > 0:10:07The confusion.

0:10:08 > 0:10:11After the treatments, I don't know who I am.

0:10:11 > 0:10:13But you know who you're not.

0:10:14 > 0:10:17You are not the deviant within.

0:10:17 > 0:10:20We will defeat him...together.

0:10:23 > 0:10:25A nurse will bring something to settle you.

0:10:32 > 0:10:35I won't breathe a word about what they did.

0:10:35 > 0:10:38- Tell Mr Bligh. - I will.- It's our shame too.

0:10:39 > 0:10:41I'll see you tomorrow.

0:10:42 > 0:10:46I'm thinking about selling up, leaving.

0:10:46 > 0:10:47Colin won't forget here.

0:10:47 > 0:10:50- Do you have somewhere to go? - My cousins will set us right.

0:10:50 > 0:10:52Amy's all I'd miss.

0:10:52 > 0:10:54- I'll give Mr Bligh his money back. - No!

0:10:54 > 0:10:57I'll tell him Bert gave it to me before he left.

0:10:57 > 0:10:59No, it would raise too many questions.

0:10:59 > 0:11:01We can't even say we know about it.

0:11:01 > 0:11:04Use the money for Colin's education.

0:11:04 > 0:11:08He's bright. He'll go far.

0:11:08 > 0:11:10But you're right.

0:11:10 > 0:11:11Not here.

0:11:22 > 0:11:2464. Looks like I've won again!

0:11:24 > 0:11:27GEORGE: I'm attempting to make you feel comfortable.

0:11:27 > 0:11:30Oh, I see. Perhaps I'm a natural.

0:11:30 > 0:11:33Your sister has agreed to join us at church.

0:11:33 > 0:11:36It might help to allay idle chatter if Anna could be there also.

0:11:36 > 0:11:38She's taking instruction.

0:11:38 > 0:11:40- Yeah, she is not a Catholic yet... - Nevertheless...

0:11:40 > 0:11:42..and I hope never will be.

0:11:42 > 0:11:45Your father must be rolling in his grave.

0:11:45 > 0:11:49Surely it's enough worrying about what the living think, Mother.

0:11:49 > 0:11:52Oh, if you'd care to accompany us,

0:11:52 > 0:11:54although you may feel a little uncomfortable

0:11:54 > 0:11:56- at a Christian service. - This Sunday?

0:11:56 > 0:11:58- Yes. - Of course.

0:11:58 > 0:12:02Well, I understand if your faith precludes it on a regular basis.

0:12:02 > 0:12:06Of course, as George's wife, it would be expected, normally.

0:12:06 > 0:12:09- Mother.- We can't tiptoe around these matters, George.

0:12:09 > 0:12:11Well, if we're mixing faiths,

0:12:11 > 0:12:13I should go with Sarah to the Goldbergs tomorrow.

0:12:13 > 0:12:14You're more than welcome.

0:12:14 > 0:12:17- It's for Shabbat. - Really?

0:12:17 > 0:12:20It's Hanukkah, which makes it particularly special.

0:12:20 > 0:12:23I think Father just did another spin in his coffin!

0:12:23 > 0:12:26There's no need for poor taste, George.

0:12:26 > 0:12:27If you'll excuse me...

0:12:35 > 0:12:39I've been waiting for a chance to speak with you alone.

0:12:42 > 0:12:45I was at the Walker farm today.

0:12:45 > 0:12:47Bert's gone.

0:12:47 > 0:12:50Has he? Good.

0:12:51 > 0:12:54Eve mentioned James.

0:12:54 > 0:12:56She assumed I knew.

0:13:06 > 0:13:10TELEPHONE RINGS

0:13:39 > 0:13:41Mr Bligh, what are you doing out of bed?

0:13:41 > 0:13:44Come on, now. Don't do anything foolish.

0:13:44 > 0:13:46Orderlies! Orderlies!

0:13:47 > 0:13:49- I'll need a sedative. - No! No!

0:13:49 > 0:13:51I want to go home!

0:13:51 > 0:13:53I want to leave!

0:13:54 > 0:13:56You can't keep me here. You can't keep me here.

0:13:56 > 0:13:59No! Get off me! Get off me!

0:14:00 > 0:14:02Let me go!

0:14:12 > 0:14:15- SARAH:- Olivia knows?

0:14:15 > 0:14:17She's a tower of strength...

0:14:19 > 0:14:22..working with James to help him overcome it.

0:14:22 > 0:14:25- What if he can't? - She asked that too.

0:14:26 > 0:14:28If I'd been different...

0:14:29 > 0:14:31..after Elaine died...

0:14:33 > 0:14:34I left him to Mother.

0:14:34 > 0:14:36It's nothing you've done. You must know that.

0:14:38 > 0:14:39You sound so sure.

0:14:39 > 0:14:43- I've known many men like James. - This turns my stomach.

0:14:43 > 0:14:45- He's your son. - Mm-hm.

0:14:47 > 0:14:50Well, I'm here if you need to talk about it.

0:14:55 > 0:14:59The only offensive thing I know about men like James...

0:15:01 > 0:15:04..they were murdered in the camps for who they were,

0:15:04 > 0:15:06along with the Jews.

0:15:08 > 0:15:13RECITES IN HEBREW

0:15:18 > 0:15:20- Amen. - Amen.

0:15:20 > 0:15:22Amen.

0:15:23 > 0:15:25So, she chases me down the street.

0:15:25 > 0:15:29"Mr Gold! Mr Gold! I want to wish you a happy Hanukkah."

0:15:29 > 0:15:30"Hanukkah?" I say.

0:15:30 > 0:15:33And she says, "Yeah, it's Christmas for Jews,

0:15:33 > 0:15:34"only not so festive."

0:15:34 > 0:15:36THEY LAUGH

0:15:36 > 0:15:38Who are we to question Doris Collins?

0:15:38 > 0:15:39Greater men have tried!

0:15:39 > 0:15:41Not necessarily successfully, though!

0:15:41 > 0:15:43Not at all.

0:15:53 > 0:15:55I appreciate you giving me the chance

0:15:55 > 0:15:58to better understand Sarah's world.

0:15:58 > 0:16:00And now you have your own nation.

0:16:00 > 0:16:03Israel is only five years old and has many enemies...

0:16:04 > 0:16:07..but with or without her, we will survive.

0:16:08 > 0:16:12Our faith will sustain us.

0:16:12 > 0:16:15And so many of us have just died for it.

0:16:24 > 0:16:28Thank you, Amy. Is anything the matter?

0:16:28 > 0:16:29No, ma'am.

0:16:30 > 0:16:32Sit down.

0:16:32 > 0:16:34- Oh, no, I couldn't. - Indulge me.

0:16:37 > 0:16:38Come a little closer.

0:16:44 > 0:16:47Clearly, you've been crying.

0:16:47 > 0:16:49My sister Eve is leaving.

0:16:49 > 0:16:52She says it's because her Bert shot through.

0:16:52 > 0:16:54Hmm. Well, she's well rid of him.

0:16:57 > 0:17:00Ma'am, if you'd rather I left too...

0:17:00 > 0:17:02Why should I?

0:17:02 > 0:17:08I'm a reminder of what happened between my brother and Mr James.

0:17:09 > 0:17:13Amy, what you are, my dear,

0:17:13 > 0:17:16is a loyal and very valued member of this household.

0:17:18 > 0:17:20However, if you wish to leave,

0:17:20 > 0:17:22I shall write you the best of references

0:17:22 > 0:17:25and ensure that you secure a good position elsewhere.

0:17:28 > 0:17:29No.

0:17:31 > 0:17:34This is home.

0:17:34 > 0:17:35Thank you.

0:17:37 > 0:17:39- Please excuse me. - Of course.

0:17:46 > 0:17:50- Excuse me? - Visiting hours are over. Sorry.

0:17:50 > 0:17:53I imagine Dr Duncan's left for the day.

0:17:57 > 0:18:00- No need. You're in luck. - Thank you.

0:18:06 > 0:18:08Jack?

0:18:08 > 0:18:09Jack?

0:18:09 > 0:18:11Maybe he snuck out when I wasn't looking.

0:18:11 > 0:18:14His place is just round the corner.

0:18:14 > 0:18:15GLASS SMASHES

0:18:18 > 0:18:20On second thoughts,

0:18:20 > 0:18:23I won't bother him at home after a busy day.

0:18:23 > 0:18:26If not before, I'll see him at church on Sunday.

0:18:26 > 0:18:28Maybe get the chance to talk then.

0:18:29 > 0:18:30Sorry to bother you.

0:18:33 > 0:18:36We should thank Mother for trying to score that point.

0:18:36 > 0:18:38I might not have gone otherwise.

0:18:38 > 0:18:40- Well, I'm glad you did. - So am I.

0:18:43 > 0:18:46Last night and tonight, the talk of the camps...

0:18:49 > 0:18:51You were a Jew in France at that time.

0:18:51 > 0:18:53One day, I'd like to know.

0:18:56 > 0:18:58I'd rather we concentrate on the future.

0:19:01 > 0:19:02Mm-hm.

0:19:07 > 0:19:09- Good night. - Good night.

0:19:32 > 0:19:34When the wicked man turneth away from his wickedness

0:19:34 > 0:19:35that he hath committed

0:19:35 > 0:19:39and doeth that which is lawful and right,

0:19:39 > 0:19:41he shall save his soul alive.

0:19:42 > 0:19:45If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves

0:19:45 > 0:19:47and the truth is not in this...

0:19:47 > 0:19:50(WHISPERS) A Jew? Where's the lightning bolt?

0:19:50 > 0:19:52- Carolyn. - Sarah.

0:19:52 > 0:19:53Sh!

0:19:53 > 0:19:57..and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

0:19:57 > 0:19:59Dearly beloved brethren,

0:19:59 > 0:20:02the Scriptures moveth us in sundry places to acknowledge

0:20:02 > 0:20:06and confess our manifold sins and wickedness

0:20:06 > 0:20:08and that we should not dissemble nor cloak them

0:20:08 > 0:20:12in the face of Almighty God, our Heavenly Father,

0:20:12 > 0:20:18but to confess them with the humble, lowly, penitent and obedient heart

0:20:18 > 0:20:22to the end that we may obtain forgiveness of the same

0:20:22 > 0:20:26by his infinite goodness and mercy.

0:20:45 > 0:20:47Meet me at three where it happened.

0:20:48 > 0:20:49We both need it.

0:20:55 > 0:20:58- Oh, Jack! - Can't stop. Sorry.

0:20:58 > 0:21:00Well, it can't be anything so urgent.

0:21:00 > 0:21:03- Clearly, there is.- Well, it's very rude of him not to greet you

0:21:03 > 0:21:05after all these years away,

0:21:05 > 0:21:06unless it's something that we've done.

0:21:06 > 0:21:08Apart from trying to steal away his best notes.

0:21:08 > 0:21:10I wish you luck with that!

0:21:10 > 0:21:11Here she is.

0:21:12 > 0:21:14We were just talking about George

0:21:14 > 0:21:16trying to make you a member of the idle rich.

0:21:16 > 0:21:17I wish you luck with that.

0:21:17 > 0:21:20No wonder you have trouble with her, Mother. She's just like me.

0:21:20 > 0:21:22- Must you? - I must.

0:21:23 > 0:21:26Let's dispatch Mother to the city and then we'll have a good chat.

0:21:26 > 0:21:29It stuns me she's going and yielding you the field.

0:21:29 > 0:21:30She'll be back.

0:21:30 > 0:21:32I'd love to know what the old tinker's up to.

0:21:32 > 0:21:34Thank you.

0:21:34 > 0:21:35For what?

0:21:35 > 0:21:38I wasn't sure what I was expecting, but it wasn't this.

0:21:38 > 0:21:40I'm simply observing the decencies.

0:21:46 > 0:21:48- Lunchtime! - Already?

0:21:48 > 0:21:51Your mamma wants it now in case Jack arrives early for Gilda.

0:21:51 > 0:21:54- I know what I want for lunch. - Come on!

0:21:54 > 0:21:55- One kiss! - No!

0:21:55 > 0:21:58- Just one. - We can't.

0:21:58 > 0:21:59No-one's watching.

0:22:03 > 0:22:06Father Joe says God's always watching.

0:22:06 > 0:22:09You want me to be a good Catholic wife, don't you?

0:22:09 > 0:22:10Well, not too good.

0:22:10 > 0:22:13Come on. Eh! Shirt.

0:22:14 > 0:22:17We shouldn't really make jokes like that.

0:22:17 > 0:22:20- Like what? - About God, Father Joe.

0:22:20 > 0:22:25- It was just a joke. - I know, but God's listening.

0:22:25 > 0:22:27- Do you really believe that? - Of course.

0:22:27 > 0:22:31You really believe God's listening to what everyone says?

0:22:31 > 0:22:33God is everything.

0:22:34 > 0:22:39- What if I can't believe that? - Well, you will.

0:22:39 > 0:22:40But what if I can't?

0:22:40 > 0:22:44A lot of what Father Joe said seemed sort of silly.

0:22:44 > 0:22:47Don't say that. Never say that in front of my ma and papa.

0:22:47 > 0:22:51I wouldn't, but if I can't be honest about it with you...

0:22:54 > 0:22:55You will try your hardest, won't you?

0:22:56 > 0:22:59It's for you. Of course I will.

0:22:59 > 0:23:03Well, then...you will believe.

0:23:06 > 0:23:07Yeah?

0:23:07 > 0:23:08HORN HONKS

0:23:08 > 0:23:10GEORGE: Car's waiting.

0:23:16 > 0:23:21George, I'm rather enjoying your sister spending time with us,

0:23:21 > 0:23:24but would you invite her here while I'm away?

0:23:24 > 0:23:26I'd like her to feel part of the family again.

0:23:26 > 0:23:28I'll see what I can do.

0:23:29 > 0:23:31And if she asks, perhaps you could say

0:23:31 > 0:23:34I'd be pleased to find her still here when I return.

0:23:34 > 0:23:36Why don't you tell her?

0:23:36 > 0:23:39I think it might register more coming from you.

0:23:39 > 0:23:42- I'd be happy to.- Right, well, I'll telephone when I've seen James.

0:23:42 > 0:23:45- Shall I give him your...? - Encouragement? Naturally.

0:23:45 > 0:23:46George...

0:23:48 > 0:23:49..and your love?

0:23:51 > 0:23:54Whatever abhorrence we share for James' nature,

0:23:54 > 0:23:56we must never lose sight of that.

0:24:00 > 0:24:03He was the most dreadful snob as a boy!

0:24:03 > 0:24:06He spent his childhood chanting, "I'm the king of the castle

0:24:06 > 0:24:08- "and you're the dirty rascal!" - Our George?

0:24:08 > 0:24:10He grew into his egalitarian ways.

0:24:12 > 0:24:14I was just saying how elitist you were, brother dear.

0:24:14 > 0:24:16Don't listen to a word she says.

0:24:16 > 0:24:18She is absolutely right,

0:24:18 > 0:24:21but someone had to compensate for your ragtag ways, my darling.

0:24:21 > 0:24:23Please sit down, both of you.

0:24:25 > 0:24:28I have enjoyed our brief time together.

0:24:28 > 0:24:30You always enjoy our brief times together.

0:24:30 > 0:24:31I mean it.

0:24:31 > 0:24:34Miss Adams, I shall see you upon my return.

0:24:34 > 0:24:35You will.

0:24:41 > 0:24:44She invites you in, then scarpers.

0:24:44 > 0:24:46She's definitely up to something, trust me.

0:24:51 > 0:24:54CARLA: I am sorry to bother you on a Sunday, Doctor.

0:24:54 > 0:24:55He doesn't mind. Do you, Jack?

0:24:55 > 0:24:57Sickness doesn't recognise weekends.

0:24:57 > 0:24:59Painful?

0:25:00 > 0:25:02Mumps.

0:25:03 > 0:25:05Well, you've all had it so no-one's at risk.

0:25:05 > 0:25:09Bed rest and aspirin for the pain and fever should see her right.

0:25:11 > 0:25:13Miss Carolyn!

0:25:13 > 0:25:14- GILDA:- Mamma!

0:25:14 > 0:25:16- Si, tesoro! Vengo! - Got to dash.

0:25:25 > 0:25:28Ignoring me is one thing. Avoiding me is childish.

0:25:28 > 0:25:30- What do you expect? - Better than this.

0:25:30 > 0:25:33What's left to say? Unless you want to say who she is.

0:25:35 > 0:25:36So, there's nothing to talk about.

0:25:47 > 0:25:49So, how was mass?

0:25:49 > 0:25:50What was that about?

0:25:50 > 0:25:53Oh, nearly had a bingle earlier.

0:25:53 > 0:25:55Told him to brush up on his road rules.

0:25:55 > 0:25:57So, mass?

0:25:57 > 0:26:00Well, I was a pretend Anglican and now I'm a pretend Catholic.

0:26:00 > 0:26:03It's easy to change a belief you never had!

0:27:05 > 0:27:09Hello. Ah, there's the person I should be meeting.

0:27:15 > 0:27:17- I've ordered tea. - Oh, thank you.

0:27:17 > 0:27:19I'm parched after that long drive.

0:27:20 > 0:27:21Well...?

0:27:21 > 0:27:23I'm leaving tonight.

0:27:23 > 0:27:28I already have investigators at work in Paris, London and Berlin.

0:27:28 > 0:27:30One thing that can be said for the Nazis -

0:27:30 > 0:27:31they kept meticulous records.

0:27:34 > 0:27:36And £1,000 should suffice?

0:27:36 > 0:27:38No expense spared, you said.

0:27:40 > 0:27:42I expect results well within three months.

0:27:42 > 0:27:44Splendid.

0:27:44 > 0:27:47So, how is it having her under your roof?

0:27:47 > 0:27:49She's assimilating too well.

0:27:49 > 0:27:53George needs to see her in the context of the wider world.

0:27:53 > 0:27:55Why do you think I'm here?

0:27:55 > 0:27:59First, James and Olivia and then I have some arrangements to make.

0:28:02 > 0:28:04The patient's grandmother is on her way.

0:28:04 > 0:28:07- NURSE:- I thought no visitors.

0:28:07 > 0:28:09She's clearly unfamiliar with the word 'no'.

0:28:09 > 0:28:12Get him cleaned up, tidy up the room,

0:28:12 > 0:28:14a bowl of fruit and some fresh flowers.

0:28:15 > 0:28:17And heavier sedation.

0:28:23 > 0:28:27I never thought I'd say this, but I'm so glad you're here.

0:28:27 > 0:28:29I felt rather alone.

0:28:30 > 0:28:33I do understand.

0:28:33 > 0:28:34You've shown great fortitude,

0:28:34 > 0:28:37which can only serve to strengthen James's resolve.

0:28:37 > 0:28:39How can it, when I'm not permitted to see him?

0:28:39 > 0:28:41The doctors know best.

0:28:41 > 0:28:44They treat me as if I were a liability.

0:28:44 > 0:28:46The medical profession can often be undiplomatic.

0:28:46 > 0:28:48We're spoiled by Jack.

0:28:48 > 0:28:50Right, now, perhaps if you wait here...

0:28:50 > 0:28:53No, I'm coming in with you.

0:28:53 > 0:28:56Oh, Olivia, you must not get yourself worked up in a state.

0:28:56 > 0:28:59Being fobbed off by them is one thing.

0:28:59 > 0:29:01I will not be fobbed off by you.

0:29:03 > 0:29:05Very well.

0:29:05 > 0:29:08But you must promise to abide by the doctor's decision, whatever it is.

0:29:12 > 0:29:15What if he tries to deter you?

0:29:16 > 0:29:18I must repeat, we usually restrict visitors

0:29:18 > 0:29:20at this stage of the treatment.

0:29:20 > 0:29:22Well, I fail to see how assuring James

0:29:22 > 0:29:25that he has my full support could be counter-productive.

0:29:25 > 0:29:27Then you need to be prepared.

0:29:27 > 0:29:30To the untrained eye, his appearance is confronting.

0:29:30 > 0:29:32Mrs Bligh was unable to contain herself.

0:29:32 > 0:29:35It is very distressing to see him like this.

0:29:35 > 0:29:38But it is all part of the process.

0:29:38 > 0:29:41The worst thing for James would be for you to curtail his treatment

0:29:41 > 0:29:44based on an emotional reaction.

0:29:44 > 0:29:46You misjudge me, Doctor.

0:29:46 > 0:29:49Rest assured, James will see a calm, smiling face.

0:29:49 > 0:29:52Very well. Yeah, but only you.

0:29:52 > 0:29:54You understand.

0:30:08 > 0:30:11He appears to have been burnt.

0:30:11 > 0:30:14We are administering electroshock therapy

0:30:14 > 0:30:16and we'll be moving on to aversion therapy -

0:30:16 > 0:30:19an emetic administered while he's shown images conducive to arousal.

0:30:19 > 0:30:21I see.

0:30:21 > 0:30:23I know what you must be going through.

0:30:25 > 0:30:26I think not.

0:30:31 > 0:30:34It's all right, darling boy. I've come to visit.

0:30:34 > 0:30:35James, James.

0:30:37 > 0:30:39I'm so proud of you, James.

0:30:42 > 0:30:43Why is he so heavily sedated?

0:30:43 > 0:30:46The conscious mind of the invert resists being challenged

0:30:46 > 0:30:49so we sedate him after each treatment

0:30:49 > 0:30:50to allow the subconscious free rein.

0:30:50 > 0:30:53Now he is getting agitated. This is what I was concerned about.

0:30:53 > 0:30:55James, James, sh.

0:30:55 > 0:30:57It's all right.

0:30:57 > 0:31:01I insisted that I see you, but I promised not to stay.

0:31:02 > 0:31:05Will you be strong, my darling?

0:31:05 > 0:31:07For Olivia and for the baby?

0:31:08 > 0:31:10James?

0:31:12 > 0:31:13Love you.

0:31:27 > 0:31:29HE WHIMPERS

0:31:31 > 0:31:34What did he say?

0:31:34 > 0:31:35Sounded like, "I love you too."

0:31:45 > 0:31:47You are to be congratulated for putting the patient's wellbeing

0:31:47 > 0:31:50ahead of your own understandable distress.

0:31:53 > 0:31:56You do understand that your grandson cannot move beyond his malady

0:31:56 > 0:31:58without a level of discomfort.

0:31:58 > 0:32:02Well, I rely on you, Doctor, to keep his discomfort to a minimum.

0:32:02 > 0:32:06This is the 1950s, Mrs Bligh, not the Middle Ages.

0:32:06 > 0:32:10What did James say?

0:32:10 > 0:32:12Something I rarely hear these days.

0:32:38 > 0:32:43Have you broken down or stopped running?

0:32:43 > 0:32:45I deserve that.

0:32:46 > 0:32:47I do understand.

0:32:47 > 0:32:49You can't.

0:32:51 > 0:32:54Not without knowing a lot more than you do.

0:32:54 > 0:32:55About...?

0:32:55 > 0:32:56Me.

0:32:58 > 0:33:01But I'm here to hear your story.

0:33:04 > 0:33:06I'd always had a crush on you.

0:33:06 > 0:33:09I used to wait for your visits to Mother.

0:33:10 > 0:33:12I had no idea.

0:33:13 > 0:33:16- I was shy. - You? Shy?

0:33:17 > 0:33:18I was then.

0:33:20 > 0:33:23So, I was desperate to see you when I got to uni.

0:33:23 > 0:33:25I thought I had to work to get you.

0:33:27 > 0:33:29I did love you.

0:33:30 > 0:33:32Truly.

0:33:34 > 0:33:36I loved you.

0:33:41 > 0:33:42I would have stood by you.

0:33:42 > 0:33:46- And lost Mother's support? - We'd have managed.

0:33:46 > 0:33:50You were a brilliant student. You relied on her.

0:33:51 > 0:33:54- I wasn't going to risk that. - Well, I should have had the choice.

0:33:54 > 0:33:57My life is peppered with 'should haves'.

0:33:59 > 0:34:04So, I disappeared...

0:34:06 > 0:34:09..I had our child and gave her away and here we are.

0:34:15 > 0:34:16I did it all for you.

0:34:20 > 0:34:23But you have every right to be angry.

0:34:41 > 0:34:44I'm just heading out to visit Roy. I promised him a cup of tea.

0:34:44 > 0:34:47- Would you like me to drive you? - No, no, the ride will do me good.

0:34:48 > 0:34:50I've just started drawing up a guest list.

0:34:50 > 0:34:53- For...? - Our engagement party.

0:34:55 > 0:34:58While the cat's away...

0:34:58 > 0:35:00I thought a bush dance.

0:35:00 > 0:35:02- A bush dance? - With a bush band.

0:35:02 > 0:35:04A refreshing change from the string quartets

0:35:04 > 0:35:07- that normally grace our parties.- How would your mother feel about that?

0:35:07 > 0:35:09I think she'll be happy not being swept into a Pride of Erin

0:35:09 > 0:35:12- with the locals.- Aren't you early?

0:35:12 > 0:35:14Hurry back.

0:35:14 > 0:35:16Soon as I can.

0:35:18 > 0:35:20You do like the idea?

0:35:21 > 0:35:22I love it.

0:36:03 > 0:36:05It's brewed up things for me too.

0:36:10 > 0:36:12I was in the Resistance.

0:36:13 > 0:36:14I shot a wounded friend.

0:36:18 > 0:36:20It was that or leave her to be tortured by the Gestapo

0:36:20 > 0:36:22before they killed her anyway.

0:36:22 > 0:36:26If the right outweighs the wrong, no matter how wrong...

0:36:27 > 0:36:29..you'll face your God again.

0:36:30 > 0:36:31Eventually.

0:36:43 > 0:36:48PRAYS IN HEBREW

0:36:48 > 0:36:51BOTH: Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name

0:36:53 > 0:36:56Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven

0:36:56 > 0:36:58Give us this day our daily bread

0:36:58 > 0:37:00And forgive us our trespasses

0:37:00 > 0:37:02as we forgive those who trespass against us

0:37:02 > 0:37:04And lead us not into temptation...

0:37:05 > 0:37:08What if our daughter hadn't found out about you?

0:37:08 > 0:37:10- She did. - Yeah, but if she hadn't?

0:37:12 > 0:37:14We wouldn't be here.

0:37:16 > 0:37:19- I'd never have known. - No.

0:37:20 > 0:37:23- There ARE reasons. - Yeah, so you keep saying.

0:37:26 > 0:37:27I need more.

0:37:27 > 0:37:28No.

0:37:28 > 0:37:30- I deserve more. - I can't.

0:37:30 > 0:37:32It's my right to know her.

0:37:39 > 0:37:40Please...

0:37:42 > 0:37:43..tell me.

0:37:45 > 0:37:46Who is she?

0:37:50 > 0:37:52If you ever loved me...

0:37:57 > 0:37:58Anna.

0:38:02 > 0:38:04My Anna.

0:38:06 > 0:38:07Our Anna.

0:38:15 > 0:38:18- Mrs Bligh, what a pleasure. - Andrew!

0:38:18 > 0:38:21Elizabeth's come to visit James.

0:38:21 > 0:38:24- Do sit down. - Where are you staying?

0:38:24 > 0:38:27- Well, here. - Not any longer.

0:38:27 > 0:38:30Mother sent me to insist you be our house guest.

0:38:30 > 0:38:32I insist you join her.

0:38:32 > 0:38:33Oh, I'm not sure that would...

0:38:33 > 0:38:35Olivia tells me you've been very understanding.

0:38:35 > 0:38:37- About James? - Mm-hm.

0:38:37 > 0:38:39Of course. Some sort of rest cure, yes?

0:38:39 > 0:38:41Thank you for your discretion.

0:38:41 > 0:38:43Actually, I was intending to visit your mother

0:38:43 > 0:38:45so your invitation's very timely.

0:38:45 > 0:38:49- To see her for...? - A private matter.

0:38:49 > 0:38:50It's perfect, then.

0:38:50 > 0:38:52Did Olivia happen to mention

0:38:52 > 0:38:55I'm storing pennies in heaven to aid my cause with Anna?

0:38:55 > 0:38:57No, she didn't.

0:38:57 > 0:38:59I've decided to press my advantage.

0:38:59 > 0:39:03I'll pop down to Ash Park once you've settled in with Mother.

0:39:03 > 0:39:05Well, perhaps not for a few days.

0:39:05 > 0:39:07We need to give Anna plenty of notice, don't you think?

0:39:18 > 0:39:20Instruction. Father Joe.

0:39:22 > 0:39:24Coming.

0:39:32 > 0:39:34JACK: I promise not to go blundering in with her.

0:39:34 > 0:39:36Thank you.

0:39:41 > 0:39:45I'm moving into the main house while Mother's away, if you want me.

0:39:48 > 0:39:51I've only had one conversation alone with her ever.

0:39:51 > 0:39:53Recently.

0:39:54 > 0:39:58A railway station platform, of all places.

0:39:58 > 0:40:01Thank you for trusting me.

0:40:01 > 0:40:03Finally.

0:40:03 > 0:40:05Better late than never.

0:40:05 > 0:40:07Yes.

0:40:12 > 0:40:14I'll look after the place till you sell.

0:40:14 > 0:40:16You've done enough already.

0:40:16 > 0:40:19You'll never get your price if it goes to the pack.

0:40:19 > 0:40:20Good luck, lass.

0:40:20 > 0:40:22You look after your mum, eh?

0:40:25 > 0:40:28Try to forget this ever happened.

0:40:28 > 0:40:31- Won't be easy. - Do it for him.

0:40:33 > 0:40:34Bye, sweetie.

0:40:40 > 0:40:42Colin?

0:40:45 > 0:40:46Colin?

0:40:48 > 0:40:50You were protecting your mum.

0:40:52 > 0:40:54You did nothing wrong.

0:40:59 > 0:41:05# I believe for every drop of rain that falls

0:41:05 > 0:41:09# A flower grows

0:41:09 > 0:41:16# And I believe that somewhere in the darkest night

0:41:16 > 0:41:22# A candle glows

0:41:24 > 0:41:30# I believe for everyone who goes astray

0:41:30 > 0:41:37# Someone will come to show the way

0:41:37 > 0:41:41# Yes, I believe

0:41:41 > 0:41:45# Oh, I believe

0:41:45 > 0:41:51# I believe above the storm the smallest prayer

0:41:51 > 0:41:55# Will still be heard

0:41:55 > 0:42:02# And I believe that someone in the great somewhere

0:42:02 > 0:42:07# Hears every word

0:42:07 > 0:42:12# Every time I hear a newborn baby cry

0:42:12 > 0:42:16# Or touch a leaf

0:42:16 > 0:42:20# Or see the sky

0:42:20 > 0:42:23# Then I know why

0:42:23 > 0:42:28# Oh, I know why I

0:42:29 > 0:42:36# Believe. #

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