0:00:03 > 0:00:04The Jew's job application.
0:00:04 > 0:00:08All the information to give me a starting point over there.
0:00:08 > 0:00:12- There's no shame in surviving, love. - It's how I survived.
0:00:14 > 0:00:15I used my body.
0:00:17 > 0:00:18They used it.
0:00:18 > 0:00:20I've come to talk about our daughter.
0:00:20 > 0:00:23- Who is she?- Anna.
0:00:23 > 0:00:24I'm planning to propose.
0:00:24 > 0:00:26The answer will be no.
0:00:26 > 0:00:29- You've made me believe in you. - Really?
0:00:29 > 0:00:30You're engaged.
0:00:30 > 0:00:33You think I'm going to let some wop farm boy have her?
0:00:36 > 0:00:39The procedure is called a transorbital lobotomy.
0:00:39 > 0:00:42It has proven 100% effective in cases such as yours.
0:00:42 > 0:00:47- How did it go with Dr Stewart? - The referral wasn't for me.
0:00:47 > 0:00:50George, I'm sorry, I think I've made a terrible mistake.
0:01:19 > 0:01:21James said he wanted someone for Olivia.
0:01:21 > 0:01:24If I'd have known what it was for I never would have suggested Stewart.
0:01:24 > 0:01:28- The man's got a good reputation. - On women's issues!
0:01:28 > 0:01:30But he brings a certain cruelty to men like James.
0:01:30 > 0:01:32- Now with Milson involved...- Sorry, is James undergoing treatment?
0:01:32 > 0:01:34Of his own volition.
0:01:34 > 0:01:37I know two men who were under Milson's care.
0:01:37 > 0:01:39Neither were healed, both are damaged and I've heard of others.
0:01:39 > 0:01:43- He never said it would be easy. - There is no cure, George!
0:01:43 > 0:01:45Can we talk? Outside.
0:01:58 > 0:02:00You can't dismiss what she's saying.
0:02:00 > 0:02:01- Of course she's against it! - You have to at least see him.
0:02:01 > 0:02:03There's nothing wrong with James in her bohemian circles.
0:02:03 > 0:02:06- Do you know what's being done to him?- Milson has assured me...
0:02:06 > 0:02:10- Do you know? - No.- I have a fair idea.
0:02:10 > 0:02:13James is up to it. Her pansy friends weren't.
0:02:13 > 0:02:15- It's as simple as that.- Don't!
0:02:15 > 0:02:16Please...
0:02:16 > 0:02:20No father could be happy learning his son is like that.
0:02:20 > 0:02:22No father should let his child be tortured.
0:02:25 > 0:02:28Milson said family concern would hamper his progress.
0:02:30 > 0:02:32I'm simply asking you to see him.
0:02:45 > 0:02:47They told me not to visit him.
0:02:48 > 0:02:52- I should have stood my ground! - Try to be strong. For James.
0:02:52 > 0:02:55I'm worried George may be talked around.
0:02:55 > 0:02:57That's why I'm going.
0:03:01 > 0:03:02All set.
0:03:03 > 0:03:06- Keep an open mind. - Of course I will.
0:03:10 > 0:03:13- I'll need some time alone with James.- It may not be possible.
0:03:13 > 0:03:14We have to make sure it is.
0:03:19 > 0:03:20Please.
0:03:23 > 0:03:25Please.
0:03:28 > 0:03:31Whatever it takes to get to the truth.
0:03:35 > 0:03:37Listen to me carefully, James.
0:03:37 > 0:03:39Yes.
0:03:39 > 0:03:43Your family insist on seeing you, so I'm relying on your strength.
0:03:43 > 0:03:45Now answer me this.
0:03:45 > 0:03:47Do you wish to see that look of utter disgust
0:03:47 > 0:03:49on your father's face again?
0:03:52 > 0:03:53No.
0:03:54 > 0:03:58Then make him proud of the real man we're making of you, yes?
0:04:03 > 0:04:07- Yes.- Good.
0:04:07 > 0:04:09Now, just a mild sedative.
0:04:19 > 0:04:22There. Get rid of this, then bring them down.
0:04:42 > 0:04:43I'm off.
0:04:43 > 0:04:46- Shopping.- Oh, in this heat?
0:04:46 > 0:04:48A necessary evil this time of year.
0:04:48 > 0:04:50You still have a few days' grace.
0:04:50 > 0:04:52Not if I want a certain somebody in the country
0:04:52 > 0:04:54to receive something in time.
0:04:54 > 0:04:56You surprise me.
0:04:56 > 0:04:58You impress me.
0:04:58 > 0:05:01Your determination to persevere with my granddaughter,
0:05:01 > 0:05:03despite her behaviour.
0:05:03 > 0:05:08I'm no stranger to wild oats. I'd be a hypocrite to begrudge Anna hers.
0:05:08 > 0:05:09I was thinking,
0:05:09 > 0:05:12a gift in the hand is better than two in the post.
0:05:14 > 0:05:18Father's antics do rather rule out a Merry Christmas here.
0:05:18 > 0:05:19You'd like to visit.
0:05:23 > 0:05:25No battle can be won from a distance.
0:05:27 > 0:05:29A country Christmas it is, then.
0:05:31 > 0:05:33I wish you could stay.
0:05:33 > 0:05:37"You engaged, Miss Anna. Now you live here? Scandalo!"
0:05:37 > 0:05:39- When's he going to call me Anna? - Probably never.
0:05:39 > 0:05:44- I should take this off in case we run into someone.- Here.
0:05:44 > 0:05:47I want it announced properly. In the paper.
0:05:47 > 0:05:50Mr George Bligh is proud to announce
0:05:50 > 0:05:56the engagement of his daughter Anna to Gino Poletti.
0:05:56 > 0:05:59Then this will be on your finger forever.
0:05:59 > 0:06:01Forever.
0:06:06 > 0:06:07CAR APPROACHES
0:06:12 > 0:06:13No telling.
0:06:16 > 0:06:20Dr Duncan. Gilda must be the most visited patient you've got.
0:06:23 > 0:06:26Guess what. I'm making it easier for you.
0:06:26 > 0:06:28Making what easier?
0:06:28 > 0:06:32I'm moving home, so you can visit me and Auntie Carolyn at the same time.
0:06:32 > 0:06:37I saw you at the party. Of course you're interested. Who wouldn't be?
0:06:37 > 0:06:39You'd make a nice new uncle.
0:06:39 > 0:06:41Anna.
0:06:42 > 0:06:43I'm...
0:06:46 > 0:06:49Don't worry, I'll put in a good word for you.
0:06:58 > 0:07:01- Doctor. My fiancee, Miss Adams. - Miss Adams. My congratulations.
0:07:01 > 0:07:03- Oh, thank you.- Mrs Bligh.
0:07:03 > 0:07:06- How is he?- He's doing well. Very keen to reassure you.
0:07:09 > 0:07:11Oh, my darling!
0:07:11 > 0:07:14Let's show him some strength, shall we?
0:07:14 > 0:07:17James. How are you, son?
0:07:18 > 0:07:21He may be a little slow to respond. A mild sedation.
0:07:22 > 0:07:24Is that necessary?
0:07:24 > 0:07:26We keep him as comfortable as possible.
0:07:26 > 0:07:29Don't we, James? Hm? Look who's here.
0:07:31 > 0:07:33Look at your wife. Positively glowing.
0:07:35 > 0:07:38So...big.
0:07:40 > 0:07:43It's two weeks since you've seen me.
0:07:44 > 0:07:46Yes.
0:07:46 > 0:07:48How are you finding things, James?
0:07:48 > 0:07:51We're very pleased with his progress.
0:07:51 > 0:07:53They're not being too rough on you?
0:07:53 > 0:07:56I'd rather you didn't discuss his treatment.
0:07:56 > 0:07:58Certainly not ask him to make value judgements on it.
0:07:58 > 0:08:02- I see.- This is the very reason we don't encourage visitors.
0:08:02 > 0:08:05Um, a neutral topic perhaps. News from home.
0:08:08 > 0:08:12Sarah, why don't you tell James about the engagement party
0:08:12 > 0:08:14while we discuss the treatment outside.
0:08:14 > 0:08:17I'd rather not involve Miss Adams.
0:08:17 > 0:08:19- Olivia.- Of course.
0:08:19 > 0:08:22Ash Park's never seen anything like it.
0:08:22 > 0:08:24We had all the locals in,
0:08:24 > 0:08:27the hokey-pokey on the main lawn, if you can imagine.
0:08:27 > 0:08:30Despite appearances, James is making excellent headway.
0:08:32 > 0:08:34Roy Briggs even performed a bush ballad.
0:08:42 > 0:08:43James...
0:08:45 > 0:08:47I know what they're doing to you.
0:08:49 > 0:08:52Oh, James.
0:08:52 > 0:08:53Yes?
0:09:05 > 0:09:07It's not working, is it?
0:09:07 > 0:09:09This torment.
0:09:13 > 0:09:17You don't have to stay. You can come home.
0:09:17 > 0:09:19But if you want to leave you must tell your father.
0:09:19 > 0:09:23- He needs to be convinced.- Please. - James, listen to me.
0:09:23 > 0:09:25- What is being done to you...- Don't.
0:09:25 > 0:09:28- We need to know exactly. Please. - Don't. No. No.
0:09:28 > 0:09:30- You must tell me.- Don't. Don't!
0:09:30 > 0:09:32- So when can he come home? - Not for some time.
0:09:32 > 0:09:36- We don't want to jeopardise progress.- No!
0:09:36 > 0:09:37James!
0:09:37 > 0:09:40- What's going on? - He's in a terrible physical state!
0:09:40 > 0:09:43He's being sedated on a regular basis. And look at his arms.
0:09:43 > 0:09:46- These bruises are consistent with harsh restraints.- That's enough!
0:09:46 > 0:09:48And there's only one thing that causes this.
0:09:48 > 0:09:51A high voltage and lack of care in the application.
0:09:51 > 0:09:54- I must ask you to leave. Now. - Not without James.
0:09:54 > 0:09:56I refuse to be lectured to
0:09:56 > 0:09:58by a woman who has no knowledge of what is happening.
0:09:58 > 0:10:02I'm a nurse. I understand exactly what's happening.
0:10:02 > 0:10:05You bring a nurse in the guise of your fiancee to poke and pry?
0:10:05 > 0:10:07This is outrageous!
0:10:07 > 0:10:09Your ill-informed opinions are not required.
0:10:09 > 0:10:11Miss Adams is my fiancee.
0:10:13 > 0:10:16George Bligh and a nurse.
0:10:16 > 0:10:18Your tone is offensive, Doctor.
0:10:18 > 0:10:23- Livvy.- What I find offensive is you bringing someone in, fiancee or not,
0:10:23 > 0:10:24to investigate my methods.
0:10:24 > 0:10:27- You have to take him out of here. - Leave now!
0:10:27 > 0:10:28You've undone weeks of work in a moment.
0:10:28 > 0:10:31- George, only you can sign him out. - Mr Bligh!
0:10:31 > 0:10:32He's being brutalised!
0:10:32 > 0:10:35I refuse to be lectured to by a nurse
0:10:35 > 0:10:37who has no idea of what is being done.
0:10:37 > 0:10:38I have every idea.
0:10:38 > 0:10:42I've had it done to me. I've survived barbarians like you.
0:10:48 > 0:10:50- Sarah.- But...- Please!
0:10:53 > 0:10:56- You've been in a mental hospital? - What matters now is James.
0:10:56 > 0:10:58You can't just say something like that...
0:10:58 > 0:11:01You can't ignore... ignore what's going on.
0:11:02 > 0:11:05You're too personally involved. It's best you stay here.
0:11:05 > 0:11:09If you leave him here, we are finished.
0:11:11 > 0:11:12You're upset.
0:11:12 > 0:11:15I can't be with a man who'd abandon him to this.
0:11:29 > 0:11:30Stop!
0:11:32 > 0:11:33I'd like to talk to my son.
0:11:41 > 0:11:43Olivia.
0:11:47 > 0:11:48I knew you'd see reason.
0:11:50 > 0:11:53You don't want a son who spends his life furtively seeking out...
0:11:53 > 0:11:54Not a word until I've finished.
0:12:04 > 0:12:05James.
0:12:07 > 0:12:09When I found out...
0:12:10 > 0:12:13..I said some hurtful things that I truly regret.
0:12:17 > 0:12:18We love you.
0:12:21 > 0:12:25I love you, James, and we will get through this together.
0:12:25 > 0:12:27We will.
0:12:28 > 0:12:31Do you understand?
0:12:31 > 0:12:33Look at me, not him.
0:12:38 > 0:12:40Tell me truthfully...
0:12:41 > 0:12:43..do you want to stay?
0:12:45 > 0:12:47Tell me what your heart says.
0:13:12 > 0:13:15This is a sad day for your family, Mr Bligh.
0:13:59 > 0:14:01How does this sound?
0:14:01 > 0:14:04- What is it? - My engagement notice.
0:14:04 > 0:14:06You're not one to waste time, are you?
0:14:06 > 0:14:08I thought I'd save Father the trouble.
0:14:08 > 0:14:10I'm happy for you, my darling.
0:14:10 > 0:14:13You fought for love and you won. Not everyone is so fortunate.
0:14:15 > 0:14:20Look at you, staring dreamily off into the distance.
0:14:20 > 0:14:21You're as bad as he is.
0:14:23 > 0:14:27- Jack Duncan.- Oh!- He blushes whenever he talks about you.
0:14:27 > 0:14:29You're imagining things.
0:14:29 > 0:14:32He's been acting strangely since you arrived.
0:14:32 > 0:14:34Perhaps it's true love.
0:14:34 > 0:14:37- This isn't one of your novels. - Isn't it?- No!
0:14:38 > 0:14:40I'm worried about someone.
0:14:40 > 0:14:43- Grandmother?- No.
0:14:43 > 0:14:44It's not for me to tell.
0:14:45 > 0:14:47I'll finish this, then.
0:14:48 > 0:14:50It really is wonderful.
0:14:52 > 0:14:53CAR HORN SOUNDS
0:14:54 > 0:14:56They're here.
0:15:00 > 0:15:02- How is he?- Let's get him to bed.
0:15:02 > 0:15:04- James! What's wrong with him? - Later.
0:15:04 > 0:15:08- Olivia said the flu. It's not, is it?- Not now.
0:15:08 > 0:15:11- But look at him!- Anna, please. - I'll call Dr Duncan.
0:15:11 > 0:15:14- Can't you see to him? - He needs a doctor.
0:15:14 > 0:15:17- We can trust Jack.- All right.
0:15:23 > 0:15:24- Livvy...- I'm here.
0:15:28 > 0:15:30You're home.
0:15:30 > 0:15:33- Home?- At Ash Park.
0:15:36 > 0:15:38- I've let you down.- No.
0:15:38 > 0:15:40You're safe now.
0:15:43 > 0:15:45Thank you.
0:15:56 > 0:15:58You and him.
0:15:58 > 0:15:59Sh.
0:15:59 > 0:16:02You and him got me through.
0:16:02 > 0:16:04Your father loves you.
0:16:04 > 0:16:06Not him.
0:16:08 > 0:16:09Him.
0:16:09 > 0:16:11You just rest now.
0:16:16 > 0:16:20George... Oh, for goodness' sake, who's been in your ear? Has Miss...
0:16:21 > 0:16:23He was doing well.
0:16:26 > 0:16:28Oh, if you insist.
0:16:28 > 0:16:30We'll speak at home.
0:16:33 > 0:16:35Problems?
0:16:35 > 0:16:39A storm in a teacup, I'm sure, but I'd best return immediately.
0:16:39 > 0:16:41Of course.
0:16:41 > 0:16:43And given the circumstances,
0:16:43 > 0:16:47I think it prudent to cancel any Christmas plans.
0:16:47 > 0:16:48That's a shame.
0:16:48 > 0:16:52But rest assured, I am most simpatico to your cause.
0:16:53 > 0:16:55- I'll organise a car.- Thank you.
0:17:33 > 0:17:34We're together again.
0:17:37 > 0:17:39That's what matters.
0:17:41 > 0:17:43He's taking his time.
0:17:43 > 0:17:45I'm sure he's just being thorough.
0:17:45 > 0:17:47How could you let him be locked up?
0:17:47 > 0:17:49He had a mental collapse.
0:17:49 > 0:17:51- You almost abandoned him. - It's not the time, Anna.
0:17:51 > 0:17:53No! Someone should have told me.
0:17:53 > 0:17:55Why? What could you have done?
0:17:55 > 0:17:58Other than not treat him like something disgusting, I'm not sure.
0:17:58 > 0:18:01I can't act like it's normal. It's not.
0:18:01 > 0:18:04- I just don't understand. - This isn't helping.
0:18:08 > 0:18:09How is he?
0:18:12 > 0:18:14He suffered some pretty serious trauma.
0:18:15 > 0:18:17Physically, he should recover soon enough.
0:18:17 > 0:18:19Mentally?
0:18:20 > 0:18:22Not being a psychiatrist, that's harder to say.
0:18:22 > 0:18:24You must have some idea.
0:18:24 > 0:18:27What I do know of shock therapy suggests its effects pass with time.
0:18:27 > 0:18:31- They do. - Oh, thank God!
0:18:31 > 0:18:32I am worried about one thing.
0:18:34 > 0:18:39I don't know the first thing about dealing with, um, the other stuff.
0:18:39 > 0:18:42His attraction to men.
0:18:42 > 0:18:44The time for tiptoeing has passed.
0:18:47 > 0:18:49Maybe you should get someone else in.
0:18:49 > 0:18:51We need someone we can trust.
0:18:51 > 0:18:53You need someone who can understand his condition.
0:18:54 > 0:18:56Not my area.
0:18:56 > 0:18:58You heal his body. The rest is up to us now.
0:19:01 > 0:19:02KNOCK ON DOOR
0:19:07 > 0:19:09Mr James, I brought you something to eat.
0:19:13 > 0:19:15Um, would you like me to just...
0:19:23 > 0:19:24Oh, sir!
0:19:24 > 0:19:26Just my wife! Just Livvy!
0:19:34 > 0:19:36With our love and support he will get through,
0:19:36 > 0:19:38but if word got out he'd carry the shame forever.
0:19:38 > 0:19:40It would destroy us.
0:19:40 > 0:19:43I hate to ask you to keep things from Gino,
0:19:43 > 0:19:44but he'd never understand.
0:19:46 > 0:19:50- I'm sorry. Mrs Bligh, he needs you. - Excuse me.
0:19:53 > 0:19:56- James?- I'm sorry.
0:19:56 > 0:19:58- I'm sorry.- It's all right.
0:19:58 > 0:20:00I'm sorry.
0:20:00 > 0:20:02What happened? I should get Jack.
0:20:02 > 0:20:04- Amy?- Yes, ma'am?
0:20:07 > 0:20:09- No, go!- James!
0:20:09 > 0:20:11- Go! - I should really clean...
0:20:11 > 0:20:13Clean it up later. Get Jack.
0:20:14 > 0:20:16- Darling, what's wrong? - It's just Amy.
0:20:16 > 0:20:19It's her. She...
0:20:19 > 0:20:21She reminds me of...
0:20:22 > 0:20:24Reminds you of who?
0:20:24 > 0:20:26The treatment.
0:20:27 > 0:20:28I get sick.
0:20:32 > 0:20:35- Thoughts.- Sh-sh-sh.
0:20:38 > 0:20:40Sorry.
0:20:40 > 0:20:44You and him, you and him will save me.
0:20:45 > 0:20:47James, who are you talking about?
0:20:51 > 0:20:53She made me think of him.
0:21:06 > 0:21:07Harry.
0:21:10 > 0:21:12I do hope nothing's too amiss.
0:21:14 > 0:21:16- Anything I can do?- There's not.
0:21:18 > 0:21:22- I'll press on with our plans for the Adams woman.- Thank you.
0:21:22 > 0:21:24- And for your hospitality.- Oh!
0:21:24 > 0:21:27- I do hope to be able to reciprocate. - Yes.
0:21:29 > 0:21:31Thank you.
0:21:39 > 0:21:41I'm surprised you're still interested in the Bligh minx.
0:21:41 > 0:21:45She adds spice to this ridiculous need you have for me to marry.
0:21:45 > 0:21:47And if her final choice is the dago?
0:21:47 > 0:21:48Don't be absurd.
0:21:57 > 0:21:59- Is he settling?- He's asleep.
0:22:01 > 0:22:05I'm sorry for my ultimatum at the hospital.
0:22:05 > 0:22:07Never use our relationship again as a threat.
0:22:09 > 0:22:11You had shock treatment?
0:22:13 > 0:22:14Not here.
0:22:17 > 0:22:20You asked what happened during the war.
0:22:23 > 0:22:26All you need to know to understand this is...
0:22:29 > 0:22:32..it's what came after that made me lose my mind.
0:22:35 > 0:22:37I'd survived for Rene.
0:22:39 > 0:22:40And when I eventually did get home
0:22:40 > 0:22:43no-one knew whether he was alive or dead.
0:22:44 > 0:22:48So I waited for the telephone to ring
0:22:48 > 0:22:50or for him to step off one of the trains
0:22:50 > 0:22:52that brought the survivors back.
0:22:54 > 0:22:59The stations were full of people like me, searching the faces.
0:23:02 > 0:23:04Scarecrow faces.
0:23:05 > 0:23:07But he never came.
0:23:10 > 0:23:12The truth did, though, finally.
0:23:14 > 0:23:15From a man who'd seen him die.
0:23:17 > 0:23:23And I heard this scream, this piercing scream,
0:23:23 > 0:23:24and it was mine.
0:23:25 > 0:23:29I fell into this darkness.
0:23:29 > 0:23:30Oh, Sarah.
0:23:31 > 0:23:34I woke in the hospital weeks later,
0:23:34 > 0:23:37strapped to a bed, with electricity burning through my brain,
0:23:37 > 0:23:39being tortured in the name of normalcy.
0:23:45 > 0:23:48I would have said anything to stop you leaving James to that.
0:23:53 > 0:23:57Thank you for trusting me.
0:24:18 > 0:24:20How is he?
0:24:26 > 0:24:29- Dr Duncan's with him again. - Can I see him?
0:24:31 > 0:24:34It might be best left for now.
0:24:40 > 0:24:41Anna...
0:24:44 > 0:24:51I-I think James formed a...an affection..
0:24:52 > 0:24:55..before we left for the city.
0:24:55 > 0:24:57Who was it?
0:24:59 > 0:25:01Amy's brother.
0:25:01 > 0:25:03Oh, Livvy!
0:25:06 > 0:25:10It must be why he sought treatment.
0:25:14 > 0:25:19He ran from it, and he put himself through all of that...
0:25:21 > 0:25:22..for me.
0:25:24 > 0:25:25For us.
0:25:34 > 0:25:35A little early for that.
0:25:37 > 0:25:40I'm girding my loins for Mother's arrival.
0:25:43 > 0:25:45Did you ever suspect?
0:25:47 > 0:25:49He hid it deep.
0:25:49 > 0:25:51You think he should accept what he is, don't you?
0:25:51 > 0:25:53Many do.
0:25:53 > 0:25:56And what about Livvy? And the baby?
0:25:57 > 0:26:00There lies the complication.
0:26:00 > 0:26:03Well, at least with them he won't end up old and alone.
0:26:04 > 0:26:08If men like him were allowed love, they'd soon find it.
0:26:08 > 0:26:10It's society that condemns them to loneliness.
0:26:13 > 0:26:14I'm on my soapbox. Sorry.
0:26:18 > 0:26:20I'm off.
0:26:20 > 0:26:22- I'll see you out.- No need.
0:26:22 > 0:26:23I will.
0:26:29 > 0:26:30I almost told her today.
0:26:32 > 0:26:34I know what we said.
0:26:34 > 0:26:35I won't.
0:26:36 > 0:26:40George doesn't need that on top of this.
0:26:40 > 0:26:41You're a wonderful man.
0:26:43 > 0:26:46Well, yell if you need help with your mother, huh?
0:27:02 > 0:27:03KNOCK ON DOOR
0:27:05 > 0:27:06Yes?
0:27:09 > 0:27:10- May I?- Of course.
0:27:19 > 0:27:20Thank you, George.
0:27:22 > 0:27:24Any father would have done the same.
0:27:24 > 0:27:28Some. A lot wouldn't.
0:27:38 > 0:27:39What now?
0:27:46 > 0:27:50- That's up to you.- And you.
0:27:50 > 0:27:54- His collapse came from your disgust. - Yes.
0:27:57 > 0:28:01Sarah has had exposure to this sort of thing. With her help...
0:28:01 > 0:28:03And your love.
0:28:05 > 0:28:06Our love.
0:28:13 > 0:28:15But we have to give him the choice.
0:28:18 > 0:28:20I beg your pardon?
0:28:20 > 0:28:23We cannot incarcerate him in this life.
0:28:25 > 0:28:27Or we're no better than Dr Milson.
0:28:28 > 0:28:30But what if he chooses that?
0:28:33 > 0:28:35It would break my heart.
0:28:39 > 0:28:44But so would living with him as his jailer.
0:29:05 > 0:29:07She thinks she can stop it.
0:29:07 > 0:29:09Oh! Rispetto.
0:29:12 > 0:29:13Amy. Thank you.
0:29:13 > 0:29:15Grandmother!
0:29:16 > 0:29:20You're here for James? I'm glad.
0:29:20 > 0:29:24- How is he?- He's...- Is he in his room?- Yes. Grandmother...
0:29:24 > 0:29:26I trust your father stressed the importance
0:29:26 > 0:29:28- of this not leaving the family. - Of course.
0:29:28 > 0:29:31The inner family, which does not include your inamorato.
0:29:31 > 0:29:34Gino and I are getting married.
0:29:34 > 0:29:37Father gave his blessing yesterday. I've moved back until the wedding.
0:29:37 > 0:29:39I see.
0:29:40 > 0:29:44Hm. One can only imagine your contribution to all of this.
0:29:44 > 0:29:48Climb down off your high horse, Mother, please, for once.
0:29:48 > 0:29:50There are things you should know before you go up.
0:30:03 > 0:30:05James.
0:30:05 > 0:30:07Look who it is.
0:30:16 > 0:30:17James.
0:30:20 > 0:30:21Can you hear me?
0:30:23 > 0:30:24Grandmother.
0:30:27 > 0:30:29Oh, my poor boy.
0:30:31 > 0:30:33You left me.
0:30:35 > 0:30:38I thought you wanted to stay the course.
0:30:38 > 0:30:40I said, "Help me."
0:30:44 > 0:30:47- Help?- I begged.
0:30:50 > 0:30:51And then you left.
0:30:54 > 0:30:56You left me.
0:30:57 > 0:30:58Forgive me.
0:31:00 > 0:31:01I didn't know.
0:31:05 > 0:31:06Forgive me.
0:31:21 > 0:31:23Oh.
0:31:33 > 0:31:35Oh, there you are.
0:31:35 > 0:31:38Apparently you've given Anna your blessing.
0:31:38 > 0:31:41They're in love. I believe that won't change.
0:31:41 > 0:31:43The agreement was a three-month trial.
0:31:43 > 0:31:46You were wrong about James and you're wrong about this!
0:31:53 > 0:31:55That was uncalled for.
0:31:58 > 0:31:59I did let myself be deceived.
0:32:01 > 0:32:03And I have to live with the knowledge
0:32:03 > 0:32:04that I abandoned him to that.
0:32:08 > 0:32:13Anna and Gino, I simply ask one thing -
0:32:13 > 0:32:16if I have the right to ask anything of anybody anymore -
0:32:16 > 0:32:20that we defer any public announcement until after Christmas.
0:32:20 > 0:32:24I'd rather not muddy the festivities with any adverse reactions.
0:32:24 > 0:32:27And then?
0:32:27 > 0:32:29What will be, will be.
0:32:29 > 0:32:32So can that be arranged?
0:32:32 > 0:32:34I'll speak with Anna.
0:32:34 > 0:32:36Good.
0:32:36 > 0:32:40That way we can focus our attentions on James.
0:32:40 > 0:32:41Yes.
0:32:46 > 0:32:48I was expecting more of a fight.
0:32:48 > 0:32:51Anna?
0:32:51 > 0:32:53Hm. It's a bed of her own making.
0:33:06 > 0:33:12Mildred, I'd like to place a long distance call, please, to Sydney.
0:33:12 > 0:33:14Person to person.
0:33:14 > 0:33:15Mr Andrew Swanson.
0:33:20 > 0:33:22I must admit I was beginning to think something had happened
0:33:22 > 0:33:24at Ash Park you were gone so long.
0:33:24 > 0:33:28- I stayed for a bite of lunch. - Everything all right there, I trust?
0:33:30 > 0:33:31I knew it!
0:33:31 > 0:33:35I saw you and Miss Carolyn at the engagement party.
0:33:35 > 0:33:37Enough sparks to start a bushfire!
0:33:37 > 0:33:39You need that imagination of yours seen to.
0:33:39 > 0:33:41Sister Carvolth's birthday, you said.
0:33:41 > 0:33:45If you would be so kind. I feel terrible forgetting the date.
0:33:45 > 0:33:48You will keep my asking under your hat, won't you?
0:33:48 > 0:33:50I'll do my best.
0:33:50 > 0:33:51Falling in the middle of the festive season,
0:33:51 > 0:33:54I can never remember whether it's the 27th or the...
0:33:54 > 0:33:56- It's the 27th.- Oh, I thought so.
0:33:56 > 0:34:00Wouldn't want her to miss out on your famous pound cake, hm?
0:34:00 > 0:34:03If there's anything I should know about the Blighs...
0:34:03 > 0:34:06- Bye, Doris.- Indeed, indeed.
0:34:14 > 0:34:16Jack.
0:34:16 > 0:34:18Sorry to disturb you.
0:34:18 > 0:34:21Um, you haven't got any idea where your employment file is, do you?
0:34:21 > 0:34:23No.
0:34:23 > 0:34:24It's missing.
0:34:24 > 0:34:27- You didn't take it?- Of course not.
0:34:27 > 0:34:29It must be misfiled, then.
0:34:29 > 0:34:30Right.
0:34:30 > 0:34:33I'll keep looking. Just thought I'd check with you first.
0:34:33 > 0:34:34See you tomorrow.
0:34:43 > 0:34:45When you hear I'm gone,
0:34:45 > 0:34:46don't take solace in the fact.
0:34:46 > 0:34:49There's many a slip twixt the cup and the altar.
0:34:50 > 0:34:52Shalom.
0:35:35 > 0:35:37Hungry?
0:35:39 > 0:35:41I'll organise a tray to be brought up.
0:35:51 > 0:35:53I'm happy to be home...
0:35:54 > 0:35:56..with you and him.
0:36:00 > 0:36:02What's wrong?
0:36:04 > 0:36:09You keep mentioning...him.
0:36:11 > 0:36:14Him. Her.
0:36:18 > 0:36:21You mean the baby?
0:36:21 > 0:36:25Every night I... I thought of you both.
0:36:31 > 0:36:33It kept me going.
0:36:35 > 0:36:38James, it's all right.
0:36:38 > 0:36:42I can get better with you.
0:36:46 > 0:36:47Listen to me.
0:36:49 > 0:36:52If you felt that you had no choice...
0:36:54 > 0:36:58- ..but that side of you, I would try...- No. No.
0:37:01 > 0:37:03As long as I have you.
0:37:04 > 0:37:06Him.
0:37:08 > 0:37:09Her.
0:37:12 > 0:37:13No.
0:37:35 > 0:37:37Miss Adams.
0:37:41 > 0:37:44My personal file has gone missing from the hospital.
0:37:46 > 0:37:50- Is there a reason you mention it? - Oh, it's on my mind.
0:37:53 > 0:37:56Well, you are a woman of mystery, Miss Adams.
0:37:56 > 0:37:59Perhaps someone's curiosity got the better of them.
0:37:59 > 0:38:01Or perhaps it's simply been mislaid.
0:38:01 > 0:38:04Or perhaps this three months trial was you playing for time.
0:38:19 > 0:38:21Your nonna, after Christmas she will say yes?
0:38:21 > 0:38:23So she says.
0:38:23 > 0:38:27- But she has a lot of things on her mind, so that may change.- Ah.
0:38:27 > 0:38:30James is home and he's not well.
0:38:30 > 0:38:32Ah, that's no good.
0:38:35 > 0:38:37- Gino.- Yep.
0:38:37 > 0:38:40- We'll finish the other field tomorrow.- Si, Papa.
0:38:48 > 0:38:51- What is it?- What? - I know when you're hiding something.
0:38:52 > 0:38:56- You know I'll never lie to you. - Of course.
0:38:56 > 0:38:59But there's something that I can't tell you.
0:38:59 > 0:39:01I just can't.
0:39:01 > 0:39:04- Why not?- I just can't.
0:39:04 > 0:39:07So if I can't be honest,
0:39:07 > 0:39:10I want to at least be honest about not being honest.
0:39:12 > 0:39:15Only you would say something like that.
0:39:15 > 0:39:17Just one secret.
0:39:17 > 0:39:21Please, just one, and I promise never another.
0:39:21 > 0:39:23One.
0:39:23 > 0:39:25I love you.
0:39:32 > 0:39:33KNOCK ON DOOR
0:39:33 > 0:39:35Come.
0:39:41 > 0:39:42It's that bad.
0:39:43 > 0:39:45Elizabeth.
0:39:45 > 0:39:47From the look on your face.
0:39:47 > 0:39:50Oh, it's nothing to do with that. We've got her on the back foot.
0:39:50 > 0:39:52No, this is an idea I've had.
0:39:54 > 0:39:55Should I be worried?
0:39:55 > 0:39:58Can you get some time off before Christmas?
0:39:58 > 0:40:01I'm the boss. Why?
0:40:01 > 0:40:04I'm hosting a party in Sydney.
0:40:04 > 0:40:06We could kill two birds with one stone.
0:40:07 > 0:40:10And what birds might they be?
0:40:10 > 0:40:13It would give you some insight that may help you with James.
0:40:15 > 0:40:18- What sort of party is this? - You'll see.
0:40:18 > 0:40:22And it will give us a chance to spend some more time together.
0:40:22 > 0:40:25Just us.
0:40:25 > 0:40:26Right.
0:40:27 > 0:40:30No obligation.
0:40:30 > 0:40:31Yeah, I'd like that.
0:40:34 > 0:40:35Yeah.
0:40:39 > 0:40:43Olivia said that you've committed to her and the baby.
0:40:47 > 0:40:50It never needs to be spoken of again.
0:40:50 > 0:40:54It's like it was all a bad dream.
0:40:55 > 0:40:59That's a good way to think of it, yes.
0:40:59 > 0:41:02Just like you've woken from a bad dream.
0:41:09 > 0:41:11There's the chap.
0:41:24 > 0:41:26I didn't want to interrupt.
0:41:26 > 0:41:28Fresh air?
0:42:13 > 0:42:15I'd hoped never to burden you with this.
0:42:17 > 0:42:19But they've forced my hand.
0:42:19 > 0:42:21- Who?- Your mother.
0:42:21 > 0:42:22Regina.
0:42:23 > 0:42:26Before she left I saw her at the hospital.
0:42:26 > 0:42:28She had this smug manner to her.
0:42:31 > 0:42:34Jack's just discovered my employment records are missing.
0:42:34 > 0:42:37I think they've been taken to guide a search into my past,
0:42:37 > 0:42:39and given the Nazi obsession with record-keeping
0:42:39 > 0:42:42it's all there to be found.
0:42:42 > 0:42:43What could be found?
0:42:47 > 0:42:50The full story of what happened to me at Ravensbruck.
0:42:52 > 0:42:54To hear it from anyone else would be the end of us.
0:42:59 > 0:43:01It may be anyway.