0:00:02 > 0:00:04- You've made me believe in you. - Really?- You're engaged.
0:00:04 > 0:00:06Do you think I'm going to let some wop farm boy have her?
0:00:06 > 0:00:08I thought I'd have to work to get you.
0:00:08 > 0:00:10- I did love you. - And I loved you.
0:00:11 > 0:00:13I don't care what it costs.
0:00:13 > 0:00:16Find something that will rid us of her for ever.
0:00:16 > 0:00:19I used my body.
0:00:19 > 0:00:21They used it.
0:00:21 > 0:00:24How can I marry without telling him?
0:00:24 > 0:00:28See, he's a man. Don't risk destroying this.
0:00:28 > 0:00:29What could be found?
0:00:29 > 0:00:32The full story of what happened to me at Ravensbruck.
0:00:32 > 0:00:36To hear it from anyone else would be the end of us.
0:00:41 > 0:00:44RECORD CRACKLES WOOD CREAKS
0:00:46 > 0:00:49CHATTER AND LAUGHTER
0:01:03 > 0:01:07I got through it by going somewhere in my mind.
0:01:09 > 0:01:11Somewhere far away.
0:01:11 > 0:01:15I feel as if it happened to someone else.
0:01:21 > 0:01:23But it happened to me.
0:01:23 > 0:01:26I feel so...
0:01:29 > 0:01:33I should have told you before.
0:01:33 > 0:01:36- It has to affect how you see me. - I won't let it.
0:01:36 > 0:01:38I won't.
0:01:40 > 0:01:45- I'm so sorry. - I've come to terms with it...
0:01:46 > 0:01:48..within myself.
0:02:00 > 0:02:03Well, it seems rather poor timing, I must say.
0:02:03 > 0:02:07It's for one night, and he'll check on James before he goes.
0:02:07 > 0:02:09And the reason for this gathering?
0:02:09 > 0:02:13It's my annual pre-Christmas bash for glorious misfits.
0:02:13 > 0:02:16- The reason for Jack to go? - It may help him understand James.
0:02:16 > 0:02:20He'll certainly see that his kind come in all shapes and sizes.
0:02:20 > 0:02:22Well, I think it's a marvellous idea.
0:02:22 > 0:02:24Sarah agrees, don't you?
0:02:24 > 0:02:27I don't see it can hurt.
0:02:27 > 0:02:30Avoiding facts does more harm than facing them ever does.
0:02:34 > 0:02:37- George. - Sorry?
0:02:37 > 0:02:41- I'm interested in your opinion. - I'd rather not discuss it.
0:02:41 > 0:02:44Fear not, Mother, I'll send Jack home unsullied.
0:02:44 > 0:02:47Have you known men like James, Miss Adams?
0:02:47 > 0:02:49- I have.- Oh.
0:02:49 > 0:02:51- So you've mixed in the demimonde? - Not really.
0:02:51 > 0:02:53They're found in all sorts of circles.
0:02:53 > 0:02:56LAUGHTER I'm aware of that.
0:02:56 > 0:02:58Well, perhaps one day you may enlighten us
0:02:58 > 0:03:01about your clearly colourful past.
0:03:12 > 0:03:17Do I detect a certain tension between yourself and Miss Adams?
0:03:17 > 0:03:20Stay out of it...please.
0:03:31 > 0:03:34HE GROANS
0:03:35 > 0:03:39James. James, wake up. HE GASPS
0:03:39 > 0:03:42It's all right, darling, it's just a nightmare.
0:03:42 > 0:03:46You're home. You're here. BREATHES SHAKILY
0:03:46 > 0:03:48You're safe.
0:03:48 > 0:03:51It was dreadful. I was hitting him.
0:03:51 > 0:03:57- Who? - Again and again with my fists.
0:03:57 > 0:04:01I was hitting our son because he's like me.
0:04:01 > 0:04:03It was just a nightmare.
0:04:03 > 0:04:09If it's a boy, my grandfather and me, William on your side of the family...
0:04:09 > 0:04:11- If it's hereditary... - You're upsetting yourself.
0:04:11 > 0:04:16- What would you do if you knew before he was born? How would you feel? - Stop it!
0:04:18 > 0:04:21SHE SIGHS
0:04:21 > 0:04:26I would love him like any other child.
0:04:27 > 0:04:28Really?
0:04:30 > 0:04:32How could I not?
0:04:32 > 0:04:35He comes from our love.
0:04:37 > 0:04:39Lie down.
0:04:41 > 0:04:42Sleep.
0:05:20 > 0:05:22Doris is on a decorations frenzy.
0:05:22 > 0:05:26I'm getting out before I end up draped in tinsel and holly.
0:05:27 > 0:05:29Problem?
0:05:29 > 0:05:31I'm here to help with yours, I hope.
0:05:31 > 0:05:33I'm sure everyone's asking for time off over Christmas.
0:05:33 > 0:05:35I'm juggling it. Just.
0:05:35 > 0:05:37I'll take as many extra shifts as you need.
0:05:37 > 0:05:40Won't you be expected at Ash Park?
0:05:40 > 0:05:42Well, given my faith, I'd rather be with my patients.
0:05:42 > 0:05:44- Surely George wants his... - He understands.
0:05:46 > 0:05:48- Well, his loss is my gain. - Yes.
0:06:22 > 0:06:23I want you to drink all of it.
0:06:26 > 0:06:27Well done.
0:06:35 > 0:06:36Excuse me.
0:06:52 > 0:06:56I love you. That will never change.
0:06:58 > 0:07:01I-I don't want to, but I keep seeing you...
0:07:04 > 0:07:06I can't keep these images out of my mind.
0:07:06 > 0:07:08- You can't imagine what it was like. - I'm sure.
0:07:08 > 0:07:12But I see you...with all those men.
0:07:12 > 0:07:15There was no pleasure.
0:07:15 > 0:07:17There was only violence and horror.
0:07:23 > 0:07:25I feel such anger.
0:07:28 > 0:07:30But I will come to terms with it.
0:07:32 > 0:07:35But can you marry someone with that in their past?
0:07:35 > 0:07:39- I can't let you go. - Don't come back until you're sure.
0:07:42 > 0:07:44This is too painful.
0:07:56 > 0:07:59HOOF BEATS GROW LOUDER
0:08:03 > 0:08:04So what do you reckon, Mrs Bligh?
0:08:04 > 0:08:08Oh, well, you certainly have the wherewithal for a real schoolroom.
0:08:08 > 0:08:10Thank Mr Bligh from the men.
0:08:10 > 0:08:13We're very grateful you've offered to teach them.
0:08:13 > 0:08:18I do hope Mrs Duncan doesn't mind us taking your spare time.
0:08:18 > 0:08:23Ah, there's no Mrs Duncan, ma'am, just footloose and fancy free me.
0:08:23 > 0:08:26- LAUGHS - Then we don't have to worry.
0:08:26 > 0:08:28Ah, we know that it's mostly your doing.
0:08:28 > 0:08:30So thank you, ma'am.
0:08:32 > 0:08:35I'm glad for the chance to be as busy as my husband is
0:08:35 > 0:08:39with the property and his affairs in the city.
0:08:42 > 0:08:43Good day.
0:08:43 > 0:08:46Ah, Mrs Bligh, before you go.
0:08:47 > 0:08:51- Merry Christmas from the men. - Oh.
0:08:51 > 0:08:54You said that roses are your favourite.
0:08:54 > 0:08:56I don't think you've got one like it.
0:08:56 > 0:09:00Thank you, John. I have just the spot for it.
0:09:00 > 0:09:02It's Jack, ma'am.
0:09:03 > 0:09:05To most.
0:09:22 > 0:09:27- It's a beautiful rose. - It is. A fine hybrid.
0:09:27 > 0:09:30However, I suspect you're not here for a lesson in horticulture.
0:09:30 > 0:09:32No.
0:09:32 > 0:09:34I thought you should know I'm moving into the hospital
0:09:34 > 0:09:36over the Christmas period.
0:09:36 > 0:09:39- I'll be doing double shifts. - Oh. I see.
0:09:42 > 0:09:45I know what you're doing.
0:09:47 > 0:09:51And I've told George the worst that can possibly be told.
0:09:51 > 0:09:54Nothing Regina unearths can hurt us if we weather this.
0:09:56 > 0:09:59Merry Christmas.
0:09:59 > 0:10:02When we settled on your three months with us,
0:10:02 > 0:10:05I foretold that you would decide its outcome.
0:10:05 > 0:10:07I'll only be gone a short while.
0:10:07 > 0:10:09Will you?
0:11:00 > 0:11:02How may I help you, Mrs Duncan?
0:11:04 > 0:11:08I apologise, being a total stranger and all,
0:11:08 > 0:11:10um, but I didn't know where else to turn.
0:11:10 > 0:11:14It-it's about my Jacky.
0:11:14 > 0:11:15He's named after his father.
0:11:15 > 0:11:19I know things didn't end well, here with Jacky's dad.
0:11:19 > 0:11:22- It was a long time ago. - It was.
0:11:22 > 0:11:27I've gotta tell you, though, he often spoke of you, and well.
0:11:27 > 0:11:29Things have been hard since he passed.
0:11:29 > 0:11:31Ah.
0:11:31 > 0:11:34I'm not looking for a hand-out, not for myself.
0:11:34 > 0:11:36But Jacky's a real clever lad,
0:11:36 > 0:11:39and he'll go far if he can stay at school.
0:11:40 > 0:11:43I don't have the money.
0:11:43 > 0:11:46John always said that you cared about that sort of thing, so I...
0:11:46 > 0:11:47I understand.
0:11:49 > 0:11:52And what would you like to do with your life, Jack?
0:11:52 > 0:11:54A clerk, perhaps.
0:11:56 > 0:11:58What if you could do anything?
0:12:01 > 0:12:03I reckon a doctor, ma'am.
0:12:07 > 0:12:10A few more days and James should be back to rights.
0:12:10 > 0:12:11Good.
0:12:11 > 0:12:15- He's following conversation again, he's stopped drifting.- Thank you.
0:12:15 > 0:12:19I'll give him another once-over as soon as I'm back from Sydney.
0:12:19 > 0:12:22Please don't return spouting any of Carolyn's nonsense.
0:12:22 > 0:12:24If she and Miss Adams had their way
0:12:24 > 0:12:28they'd see James in some bohemian menage.
0:12:28 > 0:12:29Well, what if that's what he wants?
0:12:29 > 0:12:32He's a married man expecting a child.
0:12:32 > 0:12:33He's chosen to embrace his family duty.
0:12:33 > 0:12:36- Fair enough. - Hmm.
0:12:36 > 0:12:39No doubt that woman's been in your ear already.
0:12:39 > 0:12:40What, Sarah?
0:12:40 > 0:12:43My best efforts have been met with paranoid ramblings.
0:12:43 > 0:12:46Any tensions are of her making.
0:12:46 > 0:12:47Have you two had a stoush?
0:12:47 > 0:12:50Jack, if we discuss it, we'll disagree.
0:12:50 > 0:12:52I don't like it when we disagree.
0:12:52 > 0:12:55- You never have.- No.
0:12:55 > 0:12:58Come on, I've got your Christmas present in the car.
0:13:02 > 0:13:05- Oh. - Don't think you've got one like it.
0:13:08 > 0:13:12- What? - Oh, your timing is...
0:13:12 > 0:13:14Thank you.
0:13:16 > 0:13:20- It's been a tough year. - It has.
0:13:23 > 0:13:27- Look at us, eh, still friends. - Oh.
0:13:27 > 0:13:28Always.
0:14:04 > 0:14:06Merry Christmas, Jack.
0:14:06 > 0:14:08Is that...?
0:14:08 > 0:14:11Taken from last year's gift, yes.
0:14:12 > 0:14:15Thank you for all the work you've been doing with the men.
0:14:15 > 0:14:17They've made wonderful progress.
0:14:17 > 0:14:20We've done well, haven't we?
0:14:20 > 0:14:22Yes.
0:14:29 > 0:14:31You don't have to do that.
0:14:31 > 0:14:34Well, you can't leave everything strewn about.
0:14:35 > 0:14:38- Oh, Jack. - It's OK.
0:14:38 > 0:14:42You know how I feel about you, you must.
0:14:42 > 0:14:45- I... - You feel the same way.
0:14:45 > 0:14:49I know you do. It's wrong but you do.
0:14:51 > 0:14:52I can't give you what you've got
0:14:52 > 0:14:56but I could make you happy, and you're not.
0:14:58 > 0:15:00Come with me.
0:15:01 > 0:15:04Come away, Elizabeth.
0:15:06 > 0:15:09That's Mrs Bligh.
0:15:11 > 0:15:14How dare you presume to know what constitutes my happiness!
0:15:14 > 0:15:17You will go to the overseer, Mr Duncan, and offer your notice,
0:15:17 > 0:15:20or I'll go to my husband and have you flogged off this property.
0:15:20 > 0:15:23- You love me. You know you do. - Go.
0:15:26 > 0:15:27Now!
0:15:56 > 0:15:57Grandmother?
0:16:00 > 0:16:04- Is it James? - No.
0:16:05 > 0:16:07- Me? - LAUGHS No.
0:16:07 > 0:16:12I know I've disappointed you. CAR PULLS UP
0:16:12 > 0:16:17Whatever our differences, you know I'll always love you.
0:16:17 > 0:16:20CAR DOOR OPENS AND SHUTS Well, that is a comfort.
0:16:23 > 0:16:25What is he doing here?
0:16:25 > 0:16:27I invited him to join us for Christmas.
0:16:27 > 0:16:28How could you?
0:16:28 > 0:16:31Anna, you've never given him a proper chance.
0:16:36 > 0:16:38Promising start.
0:16:47 > 0:16:51GIRL: Gino, it's not fair.
0:16:51 > 0:16:55Anna, don't cry, please.
0:16:57 > 0:16:59I don't want to go to Darwin.
0:16:59 > 0:17:05At least you get to see your papa. I'm not allowed to see mine.
0:17:05 > 0:17:10- Why did they lock him up? - Cos he's Italian.
0:17:11 > 0:17:13You should go.
0:17:20 > 0:17:23I'm going to marry you when I grow up.
0:17:23 > 0:17:25- LAUGHS - Don't be so soppy.
0:17:29 > 0:17:32Andrew Swanson's here.
0:17:34 > 0:17:36And he's staying for Christmas.
0:17:36 > 0:17:41It now makes sense why she made us delay the announcement.
0:17:42 > 0:17:45There's no need to be jealous, she's just making mischief.
0:17:45 > 0:17:46He should know the truth.
0:17:46 > 0:17:48Maybe it's time he did.
0:17:52 > 0:17:57Why she'd invite him under the circumstances is beyond me.
0:17:57 > 0:17:59He knows you've been unwell. He won't be curious.
0:17:59 > 0:18:02- I meant the circumstances with Anna. - Oh.
0:18:02 > 0:18:06Some sort of last-ditch effort.
0:18:06 > 0:18:09- Sure you're up to this? - It's a good test.
0:18:12 > 0:18:15DOOR OPENS LAUGHTER
0:18:15 > 0:18:18- Andrew. - Olivia. Radiant as ever.
0:18:18 > 0:18:21We are so pleased to have you with us.
0:18:21 > 0:18:22A great improvement on dinner for one.
0:18:22 > 0:18:25Mother's with an aunt I can't abide. LAUGHS
0:18:25 > 0:18:27There's nothing worse than being alone at Christmas.
0:18:27 > 0:18:30- Good to see you on your feet, James. - It's good to be on them.
0:18:30 > 0:18:33Father speaks well of Dr Stewart. Certainly dried him out.
0:18:33 > 0:18:35Not that I'm implying...
0:18:35 > 0:18:37Oh, of course not.
0:18:37 > 0:18:40How is Sir Henry?
0:18:40 > 0:18:42In London, trying to outrun the scandal.
0:18:42 > 0:18:45And there we shall draw a veil over unsavoury matters.
0:18:45 > 0:18:49- Sarah's not joining us? - She's at the hospital.
0:18:49 > 0:18:52George's intended. I met her at the engagement party.
0:18:52 > 0:18:55Of course. Well, Christmas means little to those of her faith.
0:18:55 > 0:18:58I hope we're not late.
0:18:58 > 0:19:02Welcome back, James. Uh, Anna says you've been sick.
0:19:02 > 0:19:04I'm much improved. Thank you.
0:19:04 > 0:19:08- You know Gino, Andrew. You've met. - Not in person.
0:19:08 > 0:19:10How are you, old boy?
0:19:10 > 0:19:13What happened to you at the engagement party? You disappeared.
0:19:13 > 0:19:17Andrew has difficulty focusing on any one thing for too long.
0:19:17 > 0:19:18Anna.
0:19:18 > 0:19:20It seems your granddaughter has me pegged.
0:19:20 > 0:19:24There are exceptions, though, when I find something worth focusing on.
0:19:24 > 0:19:27Well, I'm afraid to say that dinner is about to be served.
0:19:27 > 0:19:30Gino has come with an invitation for us.
0:19:30 > 0:19:32This year Father Joe would like to
0:19:32 > 0:19:33invite all faiths to our midnight mass.
0:19:33 > 0:19:38Our family would like to invite your family to share it with us.
0:19:38 > 0:19:40I'm going. I think we all should.
0:19:40 > 0:19:43Well, thank your parents, but I think not.
0:19:43 > 0:19:45What about you, old boy?
0:19:45 > 0:19:48I've always wondered what sort of blood sacrifices
0:19:48 > 0:19:49you papists get up to.
0:19:49 > 0:19:52You can't let him go on his own, Grandmother.
0:19:52 > 0:19:54As I said, dinner awaits.
0:19:54 > 0:19:58There must be an extra chair for my fiance,
0:19:58 > 0:20:00surely, even without his generous invitation.
0:20:00 > 0:20:03That's one piece of news I hadn't caught up on.
0:20:03 > 0:20:09We're announcing it after Christmas, but as we're all here en famille...
0:20:09 > 0:20:10I see.
0:20:10 > 0:20:14Nothing like a long drive to give a man an appetite.
0:20:14 > 0:20:17- Shall we?- Yes.
0:20:23 > 0:20:25I'm just not playing her game any more.
0:20:25 > 0:20:29Very well. As long as it's done with respect.
0:20:32 > 0:20:34James, when you're up to socialising again
0:20:34 > 0:20:37I must show you both some hospitality.
0:20:37 > 0:20:39Well, it might be some time before we're back in the city.
0:20:39 > 0:20:42- When you are. - Well, thank you.
0:20:42 > 0:20:46And for being so kind to Livvy while I was unwell.
0:20:46 > 0:20:48She's fine company.
0:20:49 > 0:20:52- Perhaps you could join us. - We'd love to.
0:20:52 > 0:20:55- Wouldn't we? - We would.
0:20:55 > 0:20:58Perhaps a visit to the cinema.
0:20:58 > 0:21:01I'd love to see one of the new widescreen films.
0:21:01 > 0:21:02CinemaScope.
0:21:02 > 0:21:05I find it rather like peering through the slit in a letter box.
0:21:05 > 0:21:07Well, you'd know, Andrew.
0:21:07 > 0:21:11I've become rather a fan of the foreign film lately.
0:21:11 > 0:21:13The last one I saw, oddly enough, was called "Anna".
0:21:13 > 0:21:16- Oh.- Italian.
0:21:16 > 0:21:17How intriguing.
0:21:17 > 0:21:20The story of a dancer torn between two men.
0:21:20 > 0:21:22Full of murder and cruelty.
0:21:22 > 0:21:26Crazy lot, you Italians, if your films are anything to go by.
0:21:26 > 0:21:28Passionate.
0:21:28 > 0:21:30The main thing I've learned from Italian films
0:21:30 > 0:21:35is that when an Italian gives his heart, he gives it truly.
0:21:36 > 0:21:39Such a hopeless romantic.
0:21:39 > 0:21:41Hopeless.
0:21:45 > 0:21:47KNOCK AT DOOR
0:21:48 > 0:21:52Was that exhibition absolutely necessary?
0:21:52 > 0:21:54You brought it on yourself.
0:21:54 > 0:21:55You don't understand, do you?
0:21:55 > 0:21:59He could do your reputation irreparable damage if he so chose.
0:21:59 > 0:22:01In the world of debs and tea parties, maybe.
0:22:01 > 0:22:05That's not my world any more. It never really was.
0:22:05 > 0:22:07The irony of your rebellion.
0:22:07 > 0:22:09I wouldn't mind all this nonsense, Anna,
0:22:09 > 0:22:11if you were fighting for true independence,
0:22:11 > 0:22:14but you're simply tying yourself to that boy's stove
0:22:14 > 0:22:18to dutifully deliver new little Polettis on an annual basis.
0:22:18 > 0:22:20Foolish, foolish girl!
0:22:20 > 0:22:23DOOR SLAMS
0:22:30 > 0:22:32If you'd prefer your privacy, sir...
0:22:35 > 0:22:39- I don't understand. - What?
0:22:39 > 0:22:43Why you're still interested in Anna. She's engaged.
0:22:43 > 0:22:45- It hasn't been announced. - It will be.
0:22:45 > 0:22:48I'll throw in the towel if you prefer.
0:22:48 > 0:22:52It's not up to me. I simply don't see the possibility of your success.
0:22:53 > 0:22:55We shall see, sir.
0:23:40 > 0:23:43KNOCK AT DOOR Yes.
0:23:48 > 0:23:51- I hope you don't mind. - As a matter of fact, I do.
0:23:51 > 0:23:53The time for games is over.
0:23:53 > 0:23:57So, Anna Bligh...
0:23:59 > 0:24:01LAUGHS
0:24:01 > 0:24:03..would you do me the honour of becoming...
0:24:03 > 0:24:05- Andrew, stop it. - ..of becoming my wife?
0:24:05 > 0:24:08- LAUGHS - What?
0:24:08 > 0:24:11Get up. Stop being silly.
0:24:11 > 0:24:13I thought you'd appreciate the romantic approach.
0:24:13 > 0:24:15- I'm engaged. - Come now.
0:24:15 > 0:24:17You don't love me.
0:24:17 > 0:24:20You interest me, which is more than I can say of anyone else.
0:24:20 > 0:24:22You've run, I've chased.
0:24:22 > 0:24:25- Now you stop, I catch. - I've been caught.
0:24:25 > 0:24:27- The joke is wearing thin, Anna. - It's no joke.
0:24:27 > 0:24:31- You can't be serious. - Yes, I am.
0:24:34 > 0:24:37A good soldier never retires from the field.
0:24:42 > 0:24:45- Keep it. - I won't change my mind.
0:24:45 > 0:24:47You won't marry him.
0:24:52 > 0:24:56You won't dine with a monkey at your table every night.
0:25:01 > 0:25:04JAUNTY MUSIC PLAYS CHEERFUL CHATTER
0:25:05 > 0:25:07SONG: # Jingle bells, jingle... #
0:25:07 > 0:25:08HE VOMITS
0:25:08 > 0:25:10# Jingle all the way
0:25:10 > 0:25:13# Oh, what fun it is to ride in a one-horse open sleigh
0:25:13 > 0:25:16# Jingle bells, jingle bells Jingle all the...
0:25:16 > 0:25:19Your behaviour has become impossible to ignore.
0:25:19 > 0:25:20I didn't ask you to come after me.
0:25:20 > 0:25:23- You're not driving like that. - None of your ruddy...
0:25:23 > 0:25:26- Let's get you to bed. - You're not my mother!
0:25:26 > 0:25:28I did not give you everything
0:25:28 > 0:25:31to stand back and watch you turn into this.
0:25:33 > 0:25:35You don't know.
0:25:35 > 0:25:39Well, how can I help you if you won't tell me? Tell me!
0:25:41 > 0:25:44Bloody Japs. Bloody Japs.
0:25:44 > 0:25:47Oh, God, what did they do to you?
0:25:48 > 0:25:51Jack, trust me.
0:25:51 > 0:25:53Take my hand.
0:25:56 > 0:25:57Take it.
0:25:58 > 0:26:01Now stand up. Come on.
0:26:03 > 0:26:06I refuse to see you in the gutter.
0:26:06 > 0:26:11This is going to stop and it's going to stop here and now!
0:26:11 > 0:26:13You be a man.
0:26:19 > 0:26:21- KNOCK AT DOOR - Just a tick.
0:26:34 > 0:26:35Yes.
0:26:35 > 0:26:39I just need your signature on these and then you're free to go.
0:26:42 > 0:26:44- Do you have everything you need? - Yeah.
0:26:44 > 0:26:46- Even packed my feather boa. - Hmm.
0:26:46 > 0:26:48Then according to Elizabeth, you'll be right at home.
0:26:48 > 0:26:49SHE LAUGHS
0:26:51 > 0:26:52What?
0:26:52 > 0:26:57Oh...maybe I should stay.
0:26:59 > 0:27:01- James might need me. - James will be fine.
0:27:01 > 0:27:04I can't imagine you won't be enlightened in some way.
0:27:04 > 0:27:05And entertained.
0:27:05 > 0:27:08Yeah, I guess it does give me
0:27:08 > 0:27:09something to talk about over Christmas pud.
0:27:09 > 0:27:12- There you go then. - Sarah.
0:27:14 > 0:27:16- Moving in here? - It's temporary.
0:27:18 > 0:27:20I hope so.
0:27:27 > 0:27:30JAUNTY MUSIC
0:27:39 > 0:27:42SONG: # I know a gal A wonderful gal
0:27:42 > 0:27:45# She's the sweetest gal in town
0:27:45 > 0:27:48# You can search for miles around
0:27:48 > 0:27:51# But no-one can be found like this one
0:27:51 > 0:27:54# She has a smile that will open your eyes
0:27:54 > 0:27:57# With a certain little way
0:27:57 > 0:28:00# And every time that you get near her
0:28:00 > 0:28:02# You look at her and say
0:28:02 > 0:28:05# A red-hot momma
0:28:05 > 0:28:06# A red-hot momma
0:28:06 > 0:28:08- # You're the one I need...- #
0:28:08 > 0:28:11I was starting to think you'd lost your nerve.
0:28:11 > 0:28:13# A red-hot momma, a red-hot momma
0:28:13 > 0:28:15# Yes, indeed... #
0:28:15 > 0:28:18Hope I didn't interrupt anything.
0:28:18 > 0:28:21Harold? Oh, I'm not his type at all.
0:28:21 > 0:28:23- Oh.- Not like that.
0:28:23 > 0:28:26- He likes the dusky ladies. - Right.
0:28:26 > 0:28:30They, on the other hand, do like men, dusky or otherwise.
0:28:32 > 0:28:33Thank you.
0:28:37 > 0:28:40Carolyn, darling, a triumph.
0:28:40 > 0:28:44Brian, this is my dear friend, Jack.
0:28:44 > 0:28:46- Pleased to meet you, Brian. - Oh, no, no, no.
0:28:46 > 0:28:48Tonight, darling, it's Mary.
0:28:48 > 0:28:52Mary Christmas. Nice?
0:28:52 > 0:28:55Excuse me. Oooh!
0:28:56 > 0:28:59It's one thing to have an eye for a bloke,
0:28:59 > 0:29:01but why do they have to act so bloody flamboyant?
0:29:02 > 0:29:04Let's broaden your horizons.
0:29:09 > 0:29:13George, your unhappy mood is becoming obvious to our guest.
0:29:13 > 0:29:15You invited him.
0:29:15 > 0:29:17Miss Adams has confided in me that
0:29:17 > 0:29:21you and she are grappling with certain revelations that she's made.
0:29:23 > 0:29:26I'd be a hypocrite if I didn't express my hope
0:29:26 > 0:29:28that it will bring this misalliance to an end.
0:29:28 > 0:29:30It won't!
0:29:39 > 0:29:42- CAROLYN:- Jack, Charles. Charles, Jack.
0:29:42 > 0:29:45Jack's a doctor from Inverness, my dear friend.
0:29:45 > 0:29:48Charles is a divorce lawyer. He does all the best people.
0:29:48 > 0:29:50- In the nicest possible way. - JACK LAUGHS
0:29:50 > 0:29:52Ah, Elva darling, meet Jack.
0:29:52 > 0:29:54Jack, my wife, Elva.
0:29:54 > 0:29:57- And you are? - Gorgeous, aren't you, sweetheart?
0:29:57 > 0:30:01- You're married. - In the nicest possible way.
0:30:33 > 0:30:36DARK MUSIC
0:30:49 > 0:30:51LAIDBACK MUSIC
0:30:51 > 0:30:54MAN: One win, three losses. Disappointing performance.
0:30:54 > 0:30:56- JACK:- Don't worry, we'll get them next time.
0:30:56 > 0:30:58Doubt it.
0:30:58 > 0:31:02You can't blame Solomon for the loss. The poor bloke was ill.
0:31:02 > 0:31:04Taking on the Saffas with crook guts is madness.
0:31:04 > 0:31:06He's too young to be captain.
0:31:06 > 0:31:07I bet you weren't saying that
0:31:07 > 0:31:10when he scored that try at the death against Fiji last year.
0:31:10 > 0:31:13That test was a nail-biter, all right.
0:31:13 > 0:31:15I'll never understand the fascination
0:31:15 > 0:31:17you lads have with football.
0:31:17 > 0:31:19Not all football. Just rugby.
0:31:22 > 0:31:24Anyway, that's me done.
0:31:25 > 0:31:28Look me up when you're next in town then. Caro's got my address.
0:31:28 > 0:31:31- Yeah, will do, Wally. - Good on you, mate.
0:31:33 > 0:31:36- SHE LAUGHS - Don't get your hopes up.- Hmm.
0:31:36 > 0:31:38Bye-bye.
0:31:40 > 0:31:43SHE LAUGHS
0:31:43 > 0:31:45What's so funny?
0:31:45 > 0:31:47You just made a date.
0:31:48 > 0:31:50- He's not.- He is.
0:31:50 > 0:31:54But he just seemed so...normal.
0:31:54 > 0:31:55All shapes and sizes.
0:31:57 > 0:31:59- Were you tempted?- No.
0:31:59 > 0:32:02So no matter what they want you to be, you are who you are.
0:32:02 > 0:32:06- Of course. - That's exactly the way James feels.
0:32:06 > 0:32:08- James wants to change. - SHE SCOFFS
0:32:08 > 0:32:11Only because he's been told he should.
0:32:11 > 0:32:13He should be free to live his life without shame.
0:32:13 > 0:32:16- What, like Mary Christmas? - Like all of them.
0:32:16 > 0:32:18I don't think Elizabeth would ever forgive me
0:32:18 > 0:32:21if I got James waltzing around like Carmen Miranda.
0:32:21 > 0:32:22But it's his choice to make.
0:32:22 > 0:32:25Although maybe not the bowl of fruit on his head.
0:32:26 > 0:32:28You're serious.
0:32:28 > 0:32:32Olivia deserves better than a compromise. Any woman does.
0:32:37 > 0:32:38Yeah.
0:32:38 > 0:32:40What?
0:32:41 > 0:32:43Nothing.
0:32:45 > 0:32:47It's late.
0:32:47 > 0:32:49We used to stay up much later than this.
0:32:49 > 0:32:51Yeah, well, we're not that young any more.
0:32:51 > 0:32:54- We're not that old either. - Carolyn...
0:32:54 > 0:32:59The way I felt back then... it hasn't changed.
0:33:00 > 0:33:03- Not a day's gone past... - OK, I should go.
0:33:03 > 0:33:05What just happened?
0:33:05 > 0:33:07Nothing.
0:33:07 > 0:33:09- Was it what I said about James? - No, no.
0:33:09 > 0:33:12- It was something. - Just forget it.
0:33:13 > 0:33:16There's a perfectly good bed right here, Jack.
0:33:22 > 0:33:24Merry Christmas.
0:33:35 > 0:33:37I can't. I'm sorry.
0:33:37 > 0:33:39- I'm sorry.- Jack?
0:33:39 > 0:33:42- Wait! - DOOR CLOSES
0:34:10 > 0:34:13James, aren't you supposed to be sleeping?
0:34:13 > 0:34:16Jungle Man - I should have known.
0:34:16 > 0:34:18He could beat all the rotten old Japs, Mummy.
0:34:18 > 0:34:21Daddy will keep us safe. We don't need him.
0:34:42 > 0:34:46- OLIVIA:- You've been very good today, haven't you, little one?
0:34:46 > 0:34:49No kicking to disturb Mummy.
0:34:51 > 0:34:53Did you hear what Andrew said?
0:34:55 > 0:34:56Hmm?
0:34:56 > 0:34:59He said I looked as if I'd stepped out of a Nativity play.
0:35:01 > 0:35:03What's that?
0:35:06 > 0:35:11I was testing myself, seeing if it nauseated me.
0:35:11 > 0:35:14- And did it? - Quite the opposite, actually.
0:35:16 > 0:35:18Brought back some happy memories.
0:35:19 > 0:35:23My mother used to catch me reading comic books by torchlight.
0:35:23 > 0:35:27My favourite weekly was School Friend.
0:35:27 > 0:35:30I would devour it as soon as it arrived.
0:35:30 > 0:35:31Under the covers?
0:35:31 > 0:35:34Only if I hadn't finished by bedtime.
0:35:34 > 0:35:39You see, no-one wore a loincloth in School Friend.
0:35:39 > 0:35:40I'm sure.
0:36:02 > 0:36:05I do feel like Mary in a way.
0:36:05 > 0:36:09I'm carrying all the hopes of our little world inside me.
0:36:11 > 0:36:13SHE LAUGHS
0:36:13 > 0:36:16That sounded very silly.
0:36:18 > 0:36:19Not at all.
0:36:22 > 0:36:24Good night.
0:36:36 > 0:36:40Soon it will all be like it was a bad dream.
0:36:47 > 0:36:49That's what Father said.
0:36:55 > 0:36:57There's something we need to do.
0:36:58 > 0:36:59With Father.
0:37:01 > 0:37:02Tomorrow.
0:37:13 > 0:37:15- Is this really necessary? - Yes.
0:37:24 > 0:37:26I don't mean to be cruel
0:37:26 > 0:37:28but something needs saying and I need to say it here.
0:37:28 > 0:37:32- In Olivia's condition... - I'm fine.
0:37:32 > 0:37:35- If it helps. - I hope so.
0:37:36 > 0:37:43All my life, I've been running and I want it to stop.
0:37:45 > 0:37:47- This is where I kissed Harry. - James...
0:37:47 > 0:37:50I wouldn't be saying this if it wasn't necessary.
0:37:50 > 0:37:54- We've put all that behind us. - No, we haven't.
0:37:54 > 0:37:56That's the point.
0:37:56 > 0:38:01We can't until you both accept who I am.
0:38:02 > 0:38:05No more talk of...of bad dreams.
0:38:05 > 0:38:08No more sweeping it under the carpet
0:38:08 > 0:38:11to avoid the fact that I will always be this.
0:38:13 > 0:38:15I tried changing.
0:38:17 > 0:38:19I can't.
0:38:21 > 0:38:23Then how do we proceed?
0:38:23 > 0:38:27As husband and wife, I hope.
0:38:27 > 0:38:31As parents.
0:38:31 > 0:38:34As father and son.
0:38:34 > 0:38:36I made marriage vows, I'll never betray them,
0:38:36 > 0:38:39but if I did, you have to accept it would be with a man.
0:38:39 > 0:38:40Oh, son...
0:38:40 > 0:38:44The only way I can move forward is by facing the truth...
0:38:46 > 0:38:48..and then moving beyond it.
0:38:52 > 0:38:55Then we face it.
0:38:58 > 0:39:00Father?
0:39:01 > 0:39:03And move beyond it.
0:39:03 > 0:39:05Yes.
0:39:15 > 0:39:21BING CROSBY SINGS: # Silent night
0:39:21 > 0:39:26# Holy night
0:39:26 > 0:39:32# All is calm
0:39:32 > 0:39:37# All is bright
0:39:37 > 0:39:43# Round yon virgin
0:39:43 > 0:39:49# Mother and child
0:39:49 > 0:39:54# Holy infant
0:39:54 > 0:40:01# So tender and mild
0:40:01 > 0:40:03# Sleep
0:40:03 > 0:40:07# In heavenly
0:40:07 > 0:40:12# Peace
0:40:12 > 0:40:16# Sleep
0:40:16 > 0:40:20# In heavenly
0:40:20 > 0:40:24# Peace. #
0:40:31 > 0:40:33Excuse me.