0:00:02 > 0:00:11This programme contains some strong language.
0:00:14 > 0:00:15Please, God.
0:00:16 > 0:00:17Not this time.
0:00:19 > 0:00:23GENTLE PIANO MUSIC
0:00:33 > 0:00:37# Broken windows in empty hallways
0:00:37 > 0:00:42# A pale dead moon in a sky streaked with grey
0:00:43 > 0:00:48# Human kindness is overflowing
0:00:48 > 0:00:55# And I think it's going to rain today. #
0:01:27 > 0:01:31In the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit...
0:01:33 > 0:01:36The grace of our Lord, Jesus Christ, and the love of God,
0:01:36 > 0:01:39and the Communion of the Holy Spirit be with you all.
0:01:39 > 0:01:42We've some... we've some guests here today -
0:01:42 > 0:01:44parents with children
0:01:44 > 0:01:46who are making their First Holy Communion next week,
0:01:46 > 0:01:50so I'm just going to stop and explain things at times.
0:01:50 > 0:01:52That might make the Mass a little longer,
0:01:52 > 0:01:55but hopefully, more enjoyable. HE LAUGHS GENTLY
0:01:55 > 0:01:58Brothers and sisters, let us acknowledge our sins,
0:01:58 > 0:02:02and so prepare ourselves to celebrate the sacred mysteries.
0:02:04 > 0:02:06I confess to Almighty God...
0:02:06 > 0:02:09- ALL:- And to you, my brothers and sisters,
0:02:09 > 0:02:11that I have greatly sinned...
0:02:11 > 0:02:15And it's now that God changes the bread into the body of Christ
0:02:15 > 0:02:17and the wine into His blood.
0:02:17 > 0:02:19There's going to be a bell that we ring here, and that dates back
0:02:19 > 0:02:22from the old days, where everything was in Latin
0:02:22 > 0:02:24and no-one knew what was going on,
0:02:24 > 0:02:26so the bell meant "this bit's important".
0:02:26 > 0:02:28BELL RINGS
0:02:30 > 0:02:33For on the night he was betrayed...
0:02:33 > 0:02:35he himself took bread...
0:02:37 > 0:02:38..and giving you thanks,
0:02:38 > 0:02:40he said the blessing,
0:02:40 > 0:02:44broke the bread and gave it to his disciples, saying,
0:02:44 > 0:02:47"Take this, all of you, and eat of it...
0:02:48 > 0:02:52"..for this is my body, which will be given up for you."
0:02:52 > 0:02:53BELL RINGS
0:02:55 > 0:02:58In a similar way, when supper was ended,
0:02:58 > 0:03:04he took the chalice and, giving you thanks, he said the blessing,
0:03:04 > 0:03:07and gave the chalice to his disciples, saying,
0:03:07 > 0:03:11"Take this, all of you, and drink of it...
0:03:13 > 0:03:16"..for this is the chalice of my blood..."
0:03:16 > 0:03:17You dirty, filthy beast.
0:03:17 > 0:03:19You horror!
0:03:19 > 0:03:20"The blood..."
0:03:20 > 0:03:22Have you got no shame?
0:03:22 > 0:03:25- "The blood..." - Have you got no bloody shame?
0:03:25 > 0:03:31"..of the new and eternal covenant, which will be poured out for you..."
0:03:31 > 0:03:34You dirty, filthy beast!
0:03:34 > 0:03:36"Do this...
0:03:37 > 0:03:39"..in memory of me."
0:03:39 > 0:03:41BELL RINGS
0:04:00 > 0:04:02No, that's all gone, thank God.
0:04:02 > 0:04:06I mean, the idea of a child of nine having anything to confess,
0:04:06 > 0:04:08let alone a list of things... MOBILE PHONE RINGS
0:04:08 > 0:04:11Well, I find that a bit, erm... I find that a bit harsh.
0:04:11 > 0:04:12Erm...
0:04:12 > 0:04:16What we do now is a general absolution at the start
0:04:16 > 0:04:18of the Mass, and that includes everyone, of course...
0:04:18 > 0:04:22PHONE RINGS ..not just the, erm, children, every...
0:04:22 > 0:04:24- The, er, the children, everyone. - I'm sorry.
0:04:24 > 0:04:27- It's all right, you've obviously got a lot on your plate.- Yeah, I have.
0:04:27 > 0:04:31I'm sorry, I'm not playing the naughty little schoolgirl thing.
0:04:31 > 0:04:34I have got a lot on my plate. I was, erm, I wasn't expecting this.
0:04:34 > 0:04:37I wasn't expecting an hour-long Mass before the meeting.
0:04:37 > 0:04:39I'm really sorry, darling. I run a shop,
0:04:39 > 0:04:42- I'm...- Yeah.- ..I'm 40 minutes late, I wasn't there,
0:04:42 > 0:04:44the boss is now going to open it up and I'm going to be in the shit.
0:04:44 > 0:04:47- Er... - Sorry, I'm not swearing, I'm...
0:04:47 > 0:04:49- PHONE RINGS Is your mum at home?- What?
0:04:49 > 0:04:52Is your mum in? I mean, you could get off and we could
0:04:52 > 0:04:54- drop Lisa... It's Lisa - is it Lisa?- Yeah.
0:04:54 > 0:04:57- Yeah.- We could drop Lisa off, couldn't we, Miss Pickering?
0:04:57 > 0:04:59- Yeah?- Honestly.- Are you going to be all right?- Yeah.
0:04:59 > 0:05:02- She'll be fine. - I'm sorry, love. I'm really sorry.
0:05:02 > 0:05:04- All right, don't worry. - I'm really, really sorry.
0:05:04 > 0:05:05It's all right, see ya.
0:05:06 > 0:05:08OK?
0:05:08 > 0:05:11It's Christina Fitzsimmons here, Jean, I'm returning your call.
0:05:11 > 0:05:14Erm, I couldn't talk in church, it's a long story,
0:05:14 > 0:05:16I'll explain when I get there.
0:05:16 > 0:05:20I should be about ten minutes, all right? Thanks, bye.
0:05:32 > 0:05:34I'm sorry, Jean. I'm really, really sorry.
0:05:34 > 0:05:37Our Lisa's taking her First Communion next week.
0:05:37 > 0:05:40I know you don't like hearing about other people's kids,
0:05:40 > 0:05:43but anyway... The meeting was supposed to be at nine o'clock,
0:05:43 > 0:05:44but what they didn't tell me
0:05:44 > 0:05:47is there was going to be an hour-long Mass
0:05:47 > 0:05:50before that even started, so... I'm so, so sorry I'm late.
0:05:50 > 0:05:51What's that?
0:05:56 > 0:05:57It's an IOU.
0:05:57 > 0:05:59- 60 quid?- Yeah.
0:05:59 > 0:06:02Well, what's a 60 quid IOU doing in one of our tills?
0:06:02 > 0:06:04- I borrowed 60 quid. - No, no, no, you took 60 quid.
0:06:04 > 0:06:07- No, I didn't...- You stole 60 quid. - I didn't.- You're a thief.
0:06:07 > 0:06:09I'm not a thief, Jean, because a thief doesn't leave...
0:06:09 > 0:06:12- You are.- ..a note saying that I owe you 60 quid, do they?
0:06:12 > 0:06:14- Well, would you take ten grand, then?- No.
0:06:14 > 0:06:17You wouldn't take ten grand and sign a note saying, "I owe you
0:06:17 > 0:06:19- "ten grand"? That'd be theft, yeah? - Yeah, course it would.
0:06:19 > 0:06:22- Why ain't THAT theft?- Because, Jean, it's 60 quid,
0:06:22 > 0:06:23and I can pay back 60 quid.
0:06:23 > 0:06:27- I couldn't pay back ten grand, could I?- Show me, then.- Show you what?
0:06:27 > 0:06:29- Show me the 60 quid. - I haven't got 60 quid.
0:06:29 > 0:06:31- Then, when were you thinking of paying it back?- Payday.
0:06:31 > 0:06:33I'm sorry if you've heard this before,
0:06:33 > 0:06:35but I've got three kids to feed, Jean.
0:06:35 > 0:06:37And the shitty money that YOU pay, a pound an hour
0:06:37 > 0:06:40above the minimum wage, won't cover that, which is why I took 60 quid.
0:06:40 > 0:06:42In fact, I didn't take 60 quid, I borrowed 60 quid.
0:06:42 > 0:06:44- You're sacked.- What? - You heard me, you're sacked.
0:06:44 > 0:06:47- Now, piss off before I phone the police.- Please do not sack me.
0:06:47 > 0:06:49You've just said yourself, it's shitty money,
0:06:49 > 0:06:51so sod off and find something better.
0:06:57 > 0:07:00Right, well you owe me, erm, you owe me two weeks,
0:07:00 > 0:07:02two weeks' wages.
0:07:02 > 0:07:04- Well, you'll get 'em in due course. - No, I need it now. I'm skint.
0:07:04 > 0:07:07Halfway through the month and you're skint already?
0:07:07 > 0:07:08- Yeah, I am. - And what were you going to do?
0:07:08 > 0:07:10Take even more out of my till?
0:07:10 > 0:07:12Yeah, I was, because half the staff are doing it.
0:07:12 > 0:07:14They're all borrowing from the till, because the money you pay is shite!
0:07:14 > 0:07:17Well, then, at the risk of repeating myself,
0:07:17 > 0:07:19you sod off and find something better.
0:07:19 > 0:07:22- You and your three bleeding kids. - You...
0:07:25 > 0:07:26Get off me!
0:07:27 > 0:07:28THEY STRAIN
0:07:28 > 0:07:30Get off me!
0:07:30 > 0:07:32Get...
0:07:32 > 0:07:34off me...
0:07:51 > 0:07:52What are you doing here?
0:07:52 > 0:07:57Oh, love, I'm sorry. I forgot that he was bringing you home.
0:07:57 > 0:07:58- What's happened?- Lise...
0:07:58 > 0:08:00Lise! Lisa!
0:08:03 > 0:08:04I've, erm...
0:08:04 > 0:08:07I've had a barney with the area manager, after she sacked me.
0:08:07 > 0:08:10- Sacked you?- What, for being late? - Yeah.
0:08:10 > 0:08:12Well, no, not quite, but if I hadn't have been late,
0:08:12 > 0:08:15then she wouldn't have opened up and found an IOU for 60 quid.
0:08:15 > 0:08:18So, yeah, basically for being late.
0:08:18 > 0:08:19- Sorry.- Thanks.
0:08:21 > 0:08:24- Why do people go to Mass, Father? - Lots of reasons.
0:08:24 > 0:08:27- But they get something out of it, yeah?- Yeah.
0:08:27 > 0:08:29Well, I got this and this,
0:08:29 > 0:08:30and I got the sack.
0:08:30 > 0:08:32So if I go tomorrow, what am I going to get - cystitis?
0:08:37 > 0:08:38- Sorry.- See ya, boys.
0:08:41 > 0:08:42Erm...
0:08:44 > 0:08:45If there's anything I can do.
0:08:45 > 0:08:47Oh, come on, Lisa.
0:08:50 > 0:08:53All right, I'll let you get on.
0:08:53 > 0:08:54Thanks, Father.
0:08:54 > 0:08:56Lisa, will you move away from the door?
0:08:56 > 0:08:58I'm going to come in and I don't want to hurt you,
0:08:58 > 0:09:01so just move away from the door, please. Lise...
0:09:11 > 0:09:12All right?
0:09:16 > 0:09:17You see this?
0:09:20 > 0:09:23That's all going to be gone by the time it's your Communion.
0:09:25 > 0:09:26It will all be gone.
0:09:28 > 0:09:29Look at me.
0:09:29 > 0:09:31I'll be all gorgeous again.
0:09:35 > 0:09:36Come 'ere.
0:09:37 > 0:09:39You know that...
0:09:39 > 0:09:41you know that lovely dress that you wanted?
0:09:41 > 0:09:43The one with the veil? I'm going to get you that.
0:09:47 > 0:09:48It's too much.
0:09:48 > 0:09:49No, it's not.
0:09:51 > 0:09:54It's not, I'm going to get it for you.
0:09:54 > 0:09:58Hmm. Nothing's too much for you, is it? Hmm...
0:10:00 > 0:10:04MAN: 'I'm going to read you a poem about a hawk.
0:10:04 > 0:10:07'You will take it home and you will write about it.
0:10:07 > 0:10:09'Whoever writes the best composition'
0:10:09 > 0:10:13wins this, which is also about a hawk.
0:10:13 > 0:10:15WHISTLING IN BACKGROUND
0:10:15 > 0:10:18"I caught this morning morning's minion,
0:10:18 > 0:10:22"kingdom of daylight's dauphin,
0:10:22 > 0:10:25"dapple-dawn-drawn Falcon in his riding
0:10:25 > 0:10:30"of the rolling level underneath him, steady air, and striding
0:10:30 > 0:10:35"High there, how he rung upon the rein of a wimpling wing
0:10:35 > 0:10:37"In his ecstasy!
0:10:37 > 0:10:41"Then off, off forth on swing
0:10:41 > 0:10:46"As a skate's heel sweeps smooth on a bow-bend..."
0:10:46 > 0:10:52HIS VOICE ECHOES "My heart in hiding Stirred for a bird, the achieve of,
0:10:52 > 0:10:55"the mastery of the thing!"
0:10:55 > 0:10:56Brute beauty and valour...
0:10:56 > 0:10:59"And the fire that breaks from thee then, a billion
0:10:59 > 0:11:01"Times told lovelier, more dangerous
0:11:01 > 0:11:04"O, my chevalier!"
0:11:04 > 0:11:07- CHILD'S VOICE:- "I like 'caught' - I caught this morning.
0:11:07 > 0:11:09"It's as if we've caught hold of the tail of the hawk
0:11:09 > 0:11:13"and it's taking us with it, swooping and soaring.
0:11:13 > 0:11:16"And the Ms are good too - morning morning's minion -
0:11:16 > 0:11:18"because M is the shape of a bird
0:11:18 > 0:11:22"and 'orning, 'orning's and 'inion trailing after it,
0:11:22 > 0:11:24"and that could be us, hanging on.
0:11:27 > 0:11:30"And then it drops so fast, you can't say 'down'...
0:11:32 > 0:11:35"Because it's quicker than down, so it has to be dom.
0:11:35 > 0:11:38"And you can't say words beginning with D easily, it takes effort,
0:11:38 > 0:11:41"and that is the effort the hawk is making to climb back up there."
0:11:45 > 0:11:47Father?
0:11:47 > 0:11:48Who helped you?
0:11:50 > 0:11:51SMACK
0:12:09 > 0:12:10'It's not the pain!'
0:12:12 > 0:12:14- TANNOY:- ..arriving into Sheffield.
0:12:14 > 0:12:16Sheffield's your next station stop.
0:12:16 > 0:12:18If you're leaving us here in Sheffield...
0:12:18 > 0:12:20VOICE FADES
0:12:22 > 0:12:24- So, we do it, yeah?- Yeah.
0:12:24 > 0:12:26We draw up a roster.
0:12:26 > 0:12:29Beth will still do her two nights, I'll do my one.
0:12:29 > 0:12:31That leaves four nights between the seven of you.
0:12:31 > 0:12:33- Phil won't do one.- He will.
0:12:33 > 0:12:36He didn't know Mam was dying, but he knows now and he will.
0:12:36 > 0:12:38Just when you need a miracle, it happens.
0:12:38 > 0:12:40It works out at just over once a fortnight. It's nothing.
0:12:40 > 0:12:43- You're second.- Second, third, fourth, there's nothing in it...
0:12:43 > 0:12:44So who's going to do it?
0:12:44 > 0:12:47How can you go for me when he's 80-odd in the lead?
0:12:47 > 0:12:49It didn't stop you going for me two hands ago,
0:12:49 > 0:12:50you devious, little shit bag.
0:12:50 > 0:12:53- You weren't 80-odd behind two hands ago.- 62...
0:12:53 > 0:12:55You were practically level two hands ago, you crying git.
0:12:55 > 0:12:58I was NOT practically level, I was 62...
0:12:58 > 0:13:01- Who's going to do it?- I've got... - So, who's going to do it?!
0:13:03 > 0:13:05- What's up with you?- She's dying.
0:13:06 > 0:13:08She can't be left alone overnight.
0:13:08 > 0:13:10Beth and Ness can't do it all on their own,
0:13:10 > 0:13:12so we'll have to do our bit, yeah?
0:13:12 > 0:13:15- Yeah.- All right, so who's going to organise that?
0:13:15 > 0:13:16- You!- 16...
0:13:16 > 0:13:18No, not me.
0:13:18 > 0:13:20- 62... 62.- There you are.
0:13:22 > 0:13:25- That's what I bloody told you! - Right, I'm going.
0:13:25 > 0:13:26Well, what about us?
0:13:26 > 0:13:29- I don't know, you'll have to have a three-hander or something.- Aw...
0:13:29 > 0:13:31Three-handers are shite.
0:13:31 > 0:13:33Sorry about that.
0:13:52 > 0:13:55- Hiya.- Hi.- You all right?
0:13:55 > 0:13:56How's she been?
0:13:56 > 0:13:58Not bad. Michael's here, Mam.
0:13:58 > 0:14:00Hiya, son.
0:14:00 > 0:14:02Hiya, Mam. I'll be up in a minute.
0:14:04 > 0:14:06- She made me do her hair for you. - Aye.
0:14:06 > 0:14:07Tell her it looks nice.
0:14:07 > 0:14:09I will.
0:14:09 > 0:14:10Bye, Mam!
0:14:10 > 0:14:12- Bye, love.- Bye.
0:14:12 > 0:14:15- Bye. See you later. - See you later.- Yeah.
0:14:22 > 0:14:24Hiya, Mam.
0:14:24 > 0:14:25How are you, son?
0:14:25 > 0:14:26I'm great.
0:14:27 > 0:14:29You?
0:14:30 > 0:14:32I'm great, too.
0:14:33 > 0:14:35- Your hair looks nice.- Oh...
0:14:35 > 0:14:37Beth did it.
0:14:37 > 0:14:38It's lovely.
0:14:43 > 0:14:46# Unforgettable...
0:14:46 > 0:14:48# Ooh...
0:14:48 > 0:14:52# That's what you are...
0:14:59 > 0:15:02# Unforgettable...
0:15:02 > 0:15:04# Ooh...
0:15:04 > 0:15:06# Mmm...
0:15:06 > 0:15:09# That's what you are...
0:15:09 > 0:15:11# Ooh...
0:15:14 > 0:15:17# Unforgettable...
0:15:17 > 0:15:20# Ooh...
0:15:20 > 0:15:25# Lonely or far...
0:15:30 > 0:15:33# Like a song of love
0:15:33 > 0:15:37# That clings to me
0:15:38 > 0:15:41# Ooh, how the thought of you
0:15:41 > 0:15:44# Does things to me
0:15:46 > 0:15:49# Never before...
0:15:49 > 0:15:51# Ooh...
0:15:51 > 0:15:54# Has someone
0:15:54 > 0:15:58# Been more...
0:15:58 > 0:16:03# Mmm, unforgettable...
0:16:03 > 0:16:05# Ooh...
0:16:06 > 0:16:09# Ooh, in every way... #
0:16:09 > 0:16:11# Ooh... #
0:16:16 > 0:16:18- Right, how many 12s are in 60? - MUSIC IN BACKGROUND
0:16:18 > 0:16:20- I'm not having it. - Yes, you are.- It's black.
0:16:20 > 0:16:23It's fine. Oh, my God, will you turn that down?!
0:16:23 > 0:16:25- Five.- Five's right.
0:16:25 > 0:16:26I'll just have some porridge.
0:16:26 > 0:16:29No, you're going to have THAT. Will you turn that down?!
0:16:29 > 0:16:31Five miles at 30mph.
0:16:31 > 0:16:33Right. Mam, have you got any money?
0:16:33 > 0:16:36Er, 15 quid and some coppers.
0:16:36 > 0:16:39You're going to have to say that you've forgotten your dinner money.
0:16:39 > 0:16:40- Right, eat it!- Can't he say it?
0:16:40 > 0:16:43- No, he can't say it. 5 into 30?- 6.
0:16:43 > 0:16:46That's right. And then 6 into 60?
0:16:46 > 0:16:48Ten.
0:16:48 > 0:16:49Simple.
0:16:50 > 0:16:51Will you lend us it?
0:16:51 > 0:16:52Of course.
0:16:52 > 0:16:54- Will you give me a letter? - Saying what?
0:16:54 > 0:16:57That you forgot your dinner money, but you remembered to bring
0:16:57 > 0:17:00a letter saying that you'd forgotten it?! I think they might, somehow...
0:17:00 > 0:17:01Ow!
0:17:06 > 0:17:08BELL RINGS
0:17:25 > 0:17:27Mrs Fitzsimmons.
0:17:35 > 0:17:39- Hi.- I've got your form up on screen, Mrs Fitzsimmons.
0:17:39 > 0:17:42- Right.- Have you claimed job-seeker's allowance before?
0:17:42 > 0:17:44No, I've worked since I left school -
0:17:44 > 0:17:46I mean, crap jobs, but I've always worked.
0:17:46 > 0:17:49And you know it's not for me to decide on the merits of your claim?
0:17:49 > 0:17:50Yeah. Yeah, they explained that.
0:17:50 > 0:17:53Nevertheless, you've put down here you resigned.
0:17:53 > 0:17:56- Yeah.- Well, that's making yourself intentionally unemployed,
0:17:56 > 0:17:59Mrs Fitzsimmons, which usually means you can't claim for 13 weeks.
0:17:59 > 0:18:01- 13 weeks?- Yeah.
0:18:01 > 0:18:03I was sacked.
0:18:03 > 0:18:05- You were sacked?- Yeah.
0:18:05 > 0:18:07Then, why did you put you resigned?
0:18:09 > 0:18:11Erm...
0:18:11 > 0:18:14Cos I was ashamed of being sacked.
0:18:14 > 0:18:16Why were you sacked?
0:18:16 > 0:18:18It was just a misunderstanding.
0:18:18 > 0:18:21We do check with the employer, Mrs Fitzsimmons.
0:18:21 > 0:18:23I borrowed some money out the till.
0:18:23 > 0:18:27I mean, she'll say that it was theft, the area manager,
0:18:27 > 0:18:29but it wasn't. I was going to put it back.
0:18:29 > 0:18:31I see.
0:18:31 > 0:18:33- Anything else?- Yeah, I punched her.
0:18:35 > 0:18:38But that's not why I was sacked, cos technically, erm,
0:18:38 > 0:18:42- I was already sacked when I punched her.- I see.
0:18:44 > 0:18:45That's, erm...
0:18:45 > 0:18:47as bad as resigning, yeah?
0:18:47 > 0:18:50People might think it worse, Mrs Fitzsimmons,
0:18:50 > 0:18:52but the penalty might well be the same.
0:18:52 > 0:18:5513 weeks. But we'll notify you of that by letter.
0:18:58 > 0:19:00I've got three kids.
0:19:00 > 0:19:01I'm sorry.
0:19:01 > 0:19:04Right, well, there something I can claim? Social security? Something?
0:19:04 > 0:19:06I'm afraid not.
0:19:06 > 0:19:08Is there a Mr Fitzsimmons?
0:19:08 > 0:19:11Yeah, but he hasn't given a penny since the day I threw him out.
0:19:11 > 0:19:13- Well, maybe you should ask... - No, there's no chance of that.
0:19:13 > 0:19:16Do you know anyone else who could lend you some money?
0:19:16 > 0:19:18Bono, McCartney, Elton John.
0:19:18 > 0:19:20Personally, I mean. Brother, sister...?
0:19:20 > 0:19:22I don't know anyone who isn't skint.
0:19:23 > 0:19:25I've got three kids and no money.
0:19:25 > 0:19:28There must be something I can claim to feed my kids.
0:19:28 > 0:19:30There might be the possibility of an emergency loan, but we'd
0:19:30 > 0:19:33consider that only when you've made genuine attempts
0:19:33 > 0:19:34to borrow the money yourself.
0:19:34 > 0:19:36All right, and who decides what's genuine?
0:19:36 > 0:19:40Well, obviously a successful attempt must have been genuine.
0:19:40 > 0:19:44But I wouldn't need the money then, would I?
0:19:44 > 0:19:45No.
0:19:59 > 0:20:01- Sorry I'm late.- It's OK.
0:20:03 > 0:20:04Next is the First Holy Communion.
0:20:04 > 0:20:07Nothing but praise for last year's, Pauline, thanks very much,
0:20:07 > 0:20:10so if you're prepared to take it on again?
0:20:10 > 0:20:11Yeah, yeah.
0:20:11 > 0:20:13In that case, same again this time - yes?
0:20:13 > 0:20:15Yeah. Just one thing.
0:20:15 > 0:20:16Yes, Father.
0:20:16 > 0:20:19It's just the cost with that.
0:20:19 > 0:20:20The cost?
0:20:20 > 0:20:22Yes.
0:20:22 > 0:20:26I know last year a few families got into debt with everything,
0:20:26 > 0:20:29you know, the dress, the party, other bits and pieces.
0:20:29 > 0:20:33And I just think this year there'll be more doing it.
0:20:33 > 0:20:36But the ceremony itself costs nothing, Father.
0:20:36 > 0:20:39We ask them every year to keep it simple, and they just get more
0:20:39 > 0:20:40and more, well...
0:20:42 > 0:20:43- ..vulgar.- Mm.
0:20:43 > 0:20:47But there's one thing we could ask them to do.
0:20:47 > 0:20:49Yeah?
0:20:49 > 0:20:51We could ask them to do it in their school uniform.
0:20:53 > 0:20:54No suits, no fancy frocks.
0:20:56 > 0:20:57Pauline?
0:21:01 > 0:21:03Would people want that?
0:21:03 > 0:21:05Yeah, perhaps.
0:21:05 > 0:21:07But it would look like an ordinary Mass.
0:21:07 > 0:21:11There would be nothing you could do to make it any different from a...
0:21:11 > 0:21:15Look, Father, you say "fancy frocks",
0:21:15 > 0:21:19but they're not just fancy, are they? They're white.
0:21:19 > 0:21:22- They're symbols of purity. - They're eight years old.
0:21:22 > 0:21:24Dress them in rags, they'd still be pure.
0:21:26 > 0:21:30Look, I'm not criticising you in any way whatsoever, Miss Pickering.
0:21:30 > 0:21:33I just think people are taking on years of debt
0:21:33 > 0:21:36for a ceremony lasting less than an hour.
0:21:36 > 0:21:37I've got to go, I'm afraid.
0:21:37 > 0:21:40You know, I thought I was helping people celebrate
0:21:40 > 0:21:43a blessed sacrament, but it seems I was wrong.
0:21:43 > 0:21:47It seems I've just been driving people deeper and deeper
0:21:47 > 0:21:49into poverty and despair.
0:21:49 > 0:21:51- Pauline...- No, I've got to go. I've got marking to do.
0:21:51 > 0:21:52SIGHING
0:21:55 > 0:21:57CHEERING ON TV
0:22:04 > 0:22:05- TV:- 'Hi, everyone.'
0:22:05 > 0:22:07KNOCK ON DOOR
0:22:07 > 0:22:08That's Mariella.
0:22:08 > 0:22:10Mariella?
0:22:10 > 0:22:12- She's taking you out. - I'll get it!
0:22:12 > 0:22:14Mum, I can't go out looking like this...
0:22:14 > 0:22:16She's taking you out.
0:22:19 > 0:22:23INDISTINCT TV VOICE AND CHEERING
0:22:28 > 0:22:30THEY LAUGH
0:22:30 > 0:22:32Have you tried Tom?
0:22:32 > 0:22:34Yeah.
0:22:34 > 0:22:37- And?- And he says he's skint.
0:22:37 > 0:22:39Do you believe him?
0:22:41 > 0:22:45- You can't half pick 'em.- Thanks. - You're welcome.
0:22:45 > 0:22:48So there's this banana and a vibrator,
0:22:48 > 0:22:49and they're in the top drawer,
0:22:49 > 0:22:51and the banana turns around and says,
0:22:51 > 0:22:54"Well, I don't know what you're shaking for, she's going to EAT me."
0:22:54 > 0:22:55LAUGHTER
0:22:55 > 0:22:58I mean, my missus, she's in front of the mirror and she says,
0:22:58 > 0:23:01"I think I'd like me boobs to be a bit bigger."
0:23:01 > 0:23:04I said, "Right, once or twice a day,
0:23:04 > 0:23:07"get a bit of tissue paper and give them both a good wipe with it."
0:23:07 > 0:23:10She said, "How's that going to make 'em bigger?"
0:23:10 > 0:23:12I said, "Well, it worked on your arse, didn't it?"
0:23:12 > 0:23:14LAUGHTER
0:23:14 > 0:23:17Oh, here she comes. What a beauty. Hello, love!
0:23:17 > 0:23:19What a gorgeous outfit that is.
0:23:19 > 0:23:22- Thanks very much.- You're welcome. Eh, you two must be sisters.
0:23:22 > 0:23:24What's the matter? Couldn't Cinderella make it?
0:23:24 > 0:23:26LAUGHTER
0:23:26 > 0:23:29- Do you want one of these?- You what? - Do you want one of these?
0:23:29 > 0:23:31Oh, yeah, it was a black eye? I didn't realise, love.
0:23:31 > 0:23:33I thought I was talking to a panda.
0:23:33 > 0:23:35You can't beat a good laugh,
0:23:35 > 0:23:37it's got to be the best medicine in the world, innit?
0:23:37 > 0:23:40Eh? Unless you're diabetic, then insulin's fairly high on the list.
0:23:40 > 0:23:44Never thought I'd make myself laugh with that one, that's dangerous.
0:23:44 > 0:23:48Apart from one. Oh, hello, love. Hello. Are you enjoying yourself?
0:23:48 > 0:23:50Well, tell your face that.
0:23:50 > 0:23:51What you drinking - Night Nurse?
0:23:51 > 0:23:54GENTLE PIANO MUSIC
0:23:57 > 0:24:01# I get along without you
0:24:03 > 0:24:05# Very well
0:24:10 > 0:24:13# Of course I do
0:24:18 > 0:24:23# Except when soft rains fall
0:24:26 > 0:24:32# And drip from leaves Then I recall
0:24:35 > 0:24:41# The thrill of being sheltered
0:24:41 > 0:24:47# In your arms
0:24:47 > 0:24:51# Of course I do... #
0:24:51 > 0:24:53'..becoming moderate.
0:24:54 > 0:24:56'Thames, Dover, Wight.
0:24:56 > 0:25:00'South-westerly five or six, increasing gale eight for a time,
0:25:00 > 0:25:04'occasional rain, good becoming moderate.
0:25:04 > 0:25:06'Portland...'
0:25:15 > 0:25:20VOICES ECHO
0:25:27 > 0:25:29VOICES GET LOUDER
0:25:29 > 0:25:32SHOUTING AND WAILING VOICES ECHO
0:25:38 > 0:25:40WHISTLE BLOWS
0:25:40 > 0:25:42SHOUTING
0:25:42 > 0:25:46- Keep it going, John. - Great ball, John!
0:25:46 > 0:25:52Skin that fat bastard, Harry! Skin him. Good lad. Get it over!
0:25:52 > 0:25:54Get it over, Harry! Cross it!
0:25:54 > 0:25:56That's it - go to him!
0:25:56 > 0:25:58Come on!
0:25:58 > 0:26:00COME ON!
0:26:02 > 0:26:04Yes!
0:26:04 > 0:26:07That's what you get when you press. Right?
0:26:07 > 0:26:08So press them.
0:26:11 > 0:26:13Eh, you!
0:26:13 > 0:26:14Get here, you bastard!
0:26:14 > 0:26:16Hey, you. Get on.
0:26:16 > 0:26:18Ref. Ref! Sub, Ref!
0:26:18 > 0:26:19Can't sub a man who runs off.
0:26:19 > 0:26:22He's run off cos we're subbing him.
0:26:22 > 0:26:23No chance. No chance.
0:26:23 > 0:26:25We told him he was coming off so he's ran off.
0:26:25 > 0:26:28Would this man lie? Would this man lie?
0:26:28 > 0:26:31Would a man like this lie? Ref! Ref!
0:26:31 > 0:26:33BELL RINGS Morning.
0:26:36 > 0:26:38If you wouldn't make a bit of a palaver and eat your blummin' toast,
0:26:38 > 0:26:41- it wouldn't happen, would it? - Morning.
0:26:41 > 0:26:42Morning. ..Eh, not you.
0:26:42 > 0:26:44- In the wars again?- What?
0:26:44 > 0:26:46Get your hand caught in the till?
0:26:47 > 0:26:49Joke. Sorry.
0:26:49 > 0:26:52Mrs Evans, she's usually on the gate.
0:26:52 > 0:26:53Oh, I'm standing in.
0:26:53 > 0:26:57She won't be in till mid-morning, so... Why - is there a problem?
0:26:57 > 0:26:59He's got no dinner money and he's not going to have it for the rest of
0:26:59 > 0:27:03the week and he's embarrassed about it, so I said that I'd tell her.
0:27:03 > 0:27:06It's all right. Well, I could tell her if you want?
0:27:06 > 0:27:08- Would you?- Yeah, no problem.
0:27:08 > 0:27:11- Did you hear that?- Yeah. - Right, well, what do you say?
0:27:11 > 0:27:13- Thank you, Father. - Ah, you're welcome.
0:27:13 > 0:27:15- Thank you. - Anything else I can do?
0:27:15 > 0:27:19Um...you could lend me £1,000 and I'll pay you back
0:27:19 > 0:27:2110p a week for the next 200 years?
0:27:23 > 0:27:25Can I come and see you some time?
0:27:26 > 0:27:28Um... Why?
0:27:28 > 0:27:30Cos I think you're in pain.
0:27:32 > 0:27:35No - REAL pain.
0:27:38 > 0:27:40I'm just skint, Father.
0:27:51 > 0:27:53Can you look into this, please?
0:27:53 > 0:27:54It's company policy.
0:27:56 > 0:27:58We can only pay the meltdown price.
0:27:58 > 0:28:01Nine carat - can't give them away.
0:28:02 > 0:28:05Common occurrence, is it - woman flogging their rings?
0:28:05 > 0:28:06Yeah.
0:28:06 > 0:28:07How much?
0:28:07 > 0:28:0830.
0:28:10 > 0:28:12No, I'm selling. I'm not pawning.
0:28:12 > 0:28:14It's the same thing.
0:28:21 > 0:28:22Emerald.
0:28:22 > 0:28:25Yep. Blame Frankie for that.
0:28:25 > 0:28:26Sorry?
0:28:26 > 0:28:29Dettori. Came third in the 2005 Derby.
0:28:29 > 0:28:31If he'd have come first, I'd have got a diamond.
0:28:31 > 0:28:33Right.
0:28:33 > 0:28:35All right, so how much?
0:28:35 > 0:28:38I can go to 70. 70, 30 - that's 100 in total.
0:28:38 > 0:28:40No, 150.
0:28:40 > 0:28:43We don't bargain, I'm sorry. 100 and that's it.
0:28:43 > 0:28:45Right, well, you can take your 100
0:28:45 > 0:28:47and shove it up your hole.
0:28:59 > 0:29:01Shit!
0:29:11 > 0:29:12Ah...
0:29:14 > 0:29:15Don't gloat.
0:29:15 > 0:29:18I won't.
0:29:19 > 0:29:21Oh, my God! You knew I was coming back, didn't you?
0:29:21 > 0:29:22Yeah.
0:29:22 > 0:29:24How? How did you know I'd come back?
0:29:24 > 0:29:26You didn't put the ring back on.
0:29:26 > 0:29:29The ones who tell me to shove it up my hole as they're putting
0:29:29 > 0:29:32the ring back on - they don't come back.
0:29:32 > 0:29:34The others do.
0:29:34 > 0:29:37I've never had a millionaire in here, love.
0:29:37 > 0:29:41You come in here, you're skint...and angry.
0:29:41 > 0:29:44But there's no politicians here, so they give it to me.
0:29:44 > 0:29:48And I don't think that's fair, love, cos I'm skint, too.
0:29:48 > 0:29:52And though I'd like to give everyone a break, I can't,
0:29:52 > 0:29:57because I'd get sacked, and even though it's a shitty job
0:29:57 > 0:30:01that gives me nothing but grief, it's still a job and I need it.
0:30:02 > 0:30:04Thank you.
0:30:07 > 0:30:08Right.
0:30:15 > 0:30:16Thanks.
0:30:22 > 0:30:24I'll just be a minute, all right?
0:30:40 > 0:30:42Hiya, Mam.
0:30:42 > 0:30:44TV PLAYS
0:30:44 > 0:30:45Oh!
0:30:46 > 0:30:48Mam?
0:30:48 > 0:30:50Mam?
0:31:02 > 0:31:03Mam?
0:31:14 > 0:31:15Mum?
0:31:22 > 0:31:24Mum...
0:31:26 > 0:31:27Mum?
0:31:29 > 0:31:31Mum!
0:31:33 > 0:31:35Oh, no, Mum...
0:31:38 > 0:31:39Mum!
0:32:02 > 0:32:03Oh!
0:32:14 > 0:32:16Oh, no!
0:32:16 > 0:32:17BEEPS
0:32:25 > 0:32:29- Are you still getting the flashbacks?- Yeah.
0:32:32 > 0:32:34Are they just as frequent?
0:32:35 > 0:32:37More.
0:32:37 > 0:32:41I have done one or two decent things in my life, Peter, I really have,
0:32:41 > 0:32:43but I never flash back to THEM.
0:32:43 > 0:32:44PHONE RINGS
0:32:44 > 0:32:46It's on answer.
0:32:48 > 0:32:50'You've reached Father Michael Kerrigan. I can't get
0:32:50 > 0:32:51'to the phone at the moment.
0:32:51 > 0:32:54'If you'd like to leave a message and your phone number,
0:32:54 > 0:32:58'I'll get back to you as soon as possible. Thanks.'
0:32:59 > 0:33:01Um...
0:33:06 > 0:33:07BEEP
0:33:07 > 0:33:09I hate that.
0:33:09 > 0:33:11A sane priest would assume it wasn't important,
0:33:11 > 0:33:14otherwise they'd have left a message, but I can't do that.
0:33:14 > 0:33:17I assume they didn't leave a message cos it was TOO important,
0:33:17 > 0:33:19too heart-breaking, too gut-wrenching
0:33:19 > 0:33:21to speak to a bloody answering machine.
0:33:21 > 0:33:26And what a shitty priest I am to expect them to do so.
0:33:26 > 0:33:27HE CLEARS HIS THROAT
0:33:29 > 0:33:32RINGING
0:33:39 > 0:33:40H-Hello?
0:33:40 > 0:33:44'Hi, there. It's Father Michael Kerrigan here.
0:33:44 > 0:33:45'You rang me just now.'
0:33:47 > 0:33:50Yeah, Father, I dialled the wrong number.
0:35:47 > 0:35:49KISSES
0:35:52 > 0:35:55KISSES
0:35:56 > 0:35:57SHE CRIES
0:36:01 > 0:36:03KISSES
0:36:03 > 0:36:06Yeah, I thought their nan was picking them up
0:36:06 > 0:36:08and she thought I was picking them up,
0:36:08 > 0:36:10so I'll be there in two minutes, all right?
0:36:39 > 0:36:41Come here. I want hugs!
0:36:42 > 0:36:44I want big hugs...
0:36:54 > 0:36:56What's up?
0:36:56 > 0:36:57Nothing.
0:36:57 > 0:36:59Why are you crying?
0:36:59 > 0:37:03I'm not. I just...I just want big hugs.
0:37:17 > 0:37:18Hello, Jean.
0:37:21 > 0:37:22Had a fight.
0:37:22 > 0:37:23- Anyone- I- know?
0:37:24 > 0:37:27Yeah, um...Rosie Lunt's daughter.
0:37:27 > 0:37:29Right.
0:37:29 > 0:37:32I told Stephen it was over work, but it wasn't really.
0:37:33 > 0:37:38I, um...found out it's my fault that we can't have kids.
0:37:38 > 0:37:41I think he always knew, but just didn't say anything...
0:37:41 > 0:37:45which shows how good of a man he is, how good a father he'd have been.
0:37:45 > 0:37:48It just makes it all the more...
0:37:48 > 0:37:49painful.
0:37:53 > 0:37:55Shall I let you into a secret?
0:37:56 > 0:37:57Yeah.
0:37:58 > 0:38:01I'm not the Virgin Mary's biggest fan.
0:38:02 > 0:38:03No?
0:38:03 > 0:38:05No.
0:38:05 > 0:38:09I think a few hundred years ago, a cardinal went to see the Pope
0:38:09 > 0:38:13and he said, "Have you seen what this guy Christ actually said?"
0:38:13 > 0:38:15And the Pope looks at it and goes,
0:38:15 > 0:38:18"Let's start talking about his mother. She said nothing."
0:38:21 > 0:38:23But she did find it easy, though,
0:38:23 > 0:38:27didn't she, ridiculously easy, to get pregnant?
0:38:27 > 0:38:30So, I think this is her department, don't you?
0:38:30 > 0:38:31Yeah.
0:38:33 > 0:38:35Shall we pray to her?
0:38:35 > 0:38:37Yeah, please.
0:38:37 > 0:38:39Hail, Mary, full of grace.
0:38:39 > 0:38:41BOTH: The Lord is with thee.
0:38:41 > 0:38:43Blessed art thou amongst women
0:38:43 > 0:38:46and blessed is the fruit of thy womb - Jesus.
0:38:46 > 0:38:49Holy Mary, Mother of God,
0:38:49 > 0:38:54pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death, Amen.
0:38:58 > 0:39:00Right... Now, listen.
0:39:00 > 0:39:04I need to tell you something very important -
0:39:04 > 0:39:06your nan's ill and she's in bed,
0:39:06 > 0:39:10and you're not to go up to her until I say so, right?
0:39:10 > 0:39:12- Promise me.- All right.- All right.
0:39:12 > 0:39:15She needs peace.
0:39:15 > 0:39:17- Right?- All right.
0:40:22 > 0:40:25BIRD SCREECHES
0:40:41 > 0:40:42- My shorts...- I just told you that -
0:40:42 > 0:40:44I don't know how much is going to go in there.
0:40:44 > 0:40:47It could be half a month's wages, it could be nothing... Put that down.
0:40:47 > 0:40:50Will you get off that? ..Well, no, but whatever it is,
0:40:50 > 0:40:52it's not going to be enough to cover the direct debit
0:40:52 > 0:40:53and then you're going to charge me,
0:40:53 > 0:40:55- and I don't want you to do that. - They're wet.
0:40:55 > 0:40:58Yeah? Well, hopefully, in the future, you'll remember to put them
0:40:58 > 0:40:59in the dirty washing, won't you?
0:40:59 > 0:41:02- Sorry, I'm trying to get my kids ready for school...- They're wet.
0:41:02 > 0:41:03Yes, I know they're wet.
0:41:03 > 0:41:06- I can't go to school with these shorts wet.- Excuse me.
0:41:06 > 0:41:08Sorry. You're just going to have to wear them wet, aren't you?
0:41:08 > 0:41:10I can't wear 'em wet! I'll look like a right idiot.
0:41:10 > 0:41:12Sorry, I'll have to call you back.
0:41:12 > 0:41:14- Mum!- What are you doing? Get down here.
0:41:16 > 0:41:18What do you think you're doing?
0:41:18 > 0:41:19Taking Grandma a cup of tea.
0:41:19 > 0:41:21But I told you not to go in there, didn't I?
0:41:21 > 0:41:25Her head's banging and she needs peace and quiet,
0:41:25 > 0:41:27absolute peace and quiet.
0:41:27 > 0:41:29Right.
0:41:29 > 0:41:30Hey...
0:41:32 > 0:41:35Look, it's not your fault. Go on, go in there.
0:41:42 > 0:41:4413 weeks till I can claim?
0:41:44 > 0:41:45- Yes.- Sorry.
0:41:45 > 0:41:47Well, you said I might be able to get a loan.
0:41:47 > 0:41:49It's unlikely, I'm afraid, so if you...
0:41:49 > 0:41:50All right, so what do I do?
0:41:50 > 0:41:52Well, we'll find you a job, if you just take a seat.
0:41:52 > 0:41:54I'm a betting shop manager who stole from her employer -
0:41:54 > 0:41:56what kind of chance does that give me?
0:41:56 > 0:41:58Well, there are other jobs.
0:41:58 > 0:42:01Oh, yeah, I sold 'em! You clocked 'em last time.
0:42:01 > 0:42:03I sold them, I got 100 quid and I didn't piss it up a wall
0:42:03 > 0:42:06or go down the bingo - I filled the fridge with it.
0:42:06 > 0:42:08What do I do?
0:42:08 > 0:42:10Well, maybe there are other things that you could sell.
0:42:57 > 0:42:58KNOCKING
0:43:03 > 0:43:05Hiya. You all right?
0:43:05 > 0:43:07- Hiya, Father. - Is your mum in?
0:43:07 > 0:43:09Yeah.
0:43:09 > 0:43:10Can I see her?
0:43:10 > 0:43:12She's sick.
0:43:12 > 0:43:13- I know.- You know?
0:43:13 > 0:43:16Yeah, she phoned me, said she couldn't make the meeting,
0:43:16 > 0:43:18so I thought I'd bring it all round.
0:43:18 > 0:43:20Um...yeah. I'll give it to her.
0:43:20 > 0:43:22There's stuff I said we'd talk about.
0:43:22 > 0:43:24No, she's too sick for that.
0:43:24 > 0:43:28I'm a priest. I'm used to seeing sick people.
0:43:28 > 0:43:29Dead ones, even.
0:43:31 > 0:43:32Sorry.
0:43:32 > 0:43:35- All right, well, I'll tell her you called.- Well...
0:43:37 > 0:43:38..I brought you these.
0:43:39 > 0:43:41What are they?
0:43:41 > 0:43:44Er, they're vouchers for the food bank.
0:43:44 > 0:43:46We all need a bit of help now and again.
0:43:46 > 0:43:48Will you...um...will you go, Father?
0:43:48 > 0:43:50It's not what you imagine. They're good people.
0:43:50 > 0:43:53- Please, Father, will you... - They judge no-one - they...
0:43:53 > 0:43:55..will you just go?
0:43:55 > 0:43:56OK.
0:43:57 > 0:43:59If you change your mind...
0:43:59 > 0:44:01I won't change my mind.
0:44:01 > 0:44:04You'll tell your mam I called in, yeah?
0:44:04 > 0:44:07Yeah. She'll be really pleased you called. Thanks.
0:44:07 > 0:44:08Sorry I've upset you.
0:44:10 > 0:44:11All right.
0:44:21 > 0:44:23KNOCKING
0:44:26 > 0:44:29Thought you'd be out. I didn't get you a cake.
0:44:34 > 0:44:35Where's Mam?
0:44:35 > 0:44:37- Out.- Where?
0:44:37 > 0:44:39I don't know. She said, but...
0:44:39 > 0:44:42It's Wednesday. I always come round on a Wednesday.
0:44:42 > 0:44:44Well, you know what she's like.
0:44:44 > 0:44:46All right. You can have her cake.
0:44:52 > 0:44:55Did she go to the doctor's?
0:44:55 > 0:44:57What?
0:44:57 > 0:44:59Did she go to the doctor's?
0:45:01 > 0:45:02No.
0:45:03 > 0:45:06No? She said she'd go this morning.
0:45:06 > 0:45:09- Why?- She's getting chest pains.
0:45:10 > 0:45:13- Why didn't you tell me? - You live under the same roof as her.
0:45:13 > 0:45:15- I thought you'd know. - Well, I did...I don't.
0:45:15 > 0:45:16Can I go for the kids?
0:45:16 > 0:45:18No.
0:45:18 > 0:45:20Well, we usually pick them up, me and Mam.
0:45:20 > 0:45:22Yeah, well, um...
0:45:22 > 0:45:25I've got to be there or Mam's got to be there, so...
0:45:25 > 0:45:28All right, I'll go with YOU, then. Is that a problem?
0:45:28 > 0:45:29No.
0:45:29 > 0:45:32- They like it when I go for them.- Great.
0:45:33 > 0:45:36- Summat wrong?- No, not at all.
0:45:38 > 0:45:40SIGHS
0:45:44 > 0:45:46Come 'ere, trouble!
0:45:46 > 0:45:47Gosh!
0:45:49 > 0:45:51- Who's this for?- Grandma.
0:45:51 > 0:45:53She been sick?
0:45:53 > 0:45:56Um... A couple of days but she's all right now.
0:45:56 > 0:45:57Well, what was it?
0:45:57 > 0:45:59Just a bit of a cold.
0:45:59 > 0:46:00We can't go in her room.
0:46:00 > 0:46:04- What - she went to bed with it? - Yeah.- A bit of a cold?
0:46:04 > 0:46:06Yes, but she's all right now!
0:46:07 > 0:46:09You all right?
0:46:32 > 0:46:34Go on, in you get.
0:46:35 > 0:46:37Come on.
0:46:38 > 0:46:40My coat.
0:46:47 > 0:46:49Eh, eh! Where are you going?
0:46:49 > 0:46:51What are you... Shush! What are you doing?
0:46:51 > 0:46:52I'm taking this up to Nan.
0:46:57 > 0:47:00Go on. I'll give it to her. Go in there.
0:47:01 > 0:47:03Mam's bag.
0:47:03 > 0:47:05Yeah?
0:47:05 > 0:47:08What? She took the small one.
0:47:08 > 0:47:10Mam's purse.
0:47:10 > 0:47:11Where is she?
0:47:14 > 0:47:15Upstairs.
0:47:18 > 0:47:19Right, kids.
0:47:19 > 0:47:23We're, um... We're going to go and see Nan. Can you guys stay here?
0:47:23 > 0:47:24Stay here.
0:47:29 > 0:47:30Eh!
0:47:30 > 0:47:32Come 'ere. Eh, eh! She's dead.
0:47:46 > 0:47:48SHE EXHALES AND GASPS
0:47:55 > 0:47:56Mum?
0:48:11 > 0:48:12How?
0:48:15 > 0:48:19I just... I found her like that. Well, not like that, but...dead.
0:48:23 > 0:48:25Did you get her a priest?
0:48:28 > 0:48:30No.
0:48:30 > 0:48:32She'd want a priest.
0:48:33 > 0:48:35You know what all that meant to her.
0:48:36 > 0:48:38You got his number?
0:48:45 > 0:48:47We can't call him yet.
0:48:47 > 0:48:48Why not?
0:48:51 > 0:48:53Because she gets her pension tomorrow.
0:48:57 > 0:48:58What?
0:48:59 > 0:49:03I'm skint. No job, no dole, no nothing. I'm...
0:49:05 > 0:49:07I need her pension.
0:49:07 > 0:49:09- Oh, my God, you...! - I've got three kids to feed.
0:49:09 > 0:49:12That's why you lied to me and said she was out!
0:49:13 > 0:49:14Yeah.
0:49:14 > 0:49:16You weren't even going to tell me!
0:49:18 > 0:49:19Oh, my God!
0:49:21 > 0:49:23Please - I don't want the kids to hear.
0:49:26 > 0:49:29- When did this happen?- Mariella...
0:49:29 > 0:49:30How long's she been like this?
0:49:30 > 0:49:33Please, I don't want the kids to hear, do I? I don't... Three days.
0:49:40 > 0:49:41You heartless...
0:49:43 > 0:49:44..scheming bitch.
0:49:45 > 0:49:48I'm sorry.
0:49:48 > 0:49:51Can you leave her with me, please?
0:49:51 > 0:49:55- I'm sor...- Can you leave me alone with my mother? Please?
0:49:57 > 0:49:58I'm sorry.
0:50:05 > 0:50:07DOOR CLOSES
0:50:28 > 0:50:29I'm sorry.
0:50:31 > 0:50:35- You took her ring. - Yeah, but...I didn't sell it.
0:50:37 > 0:50:42Look, I didn't sell it. I couldn't sell it. Look. Look, here.
0:50:46 > 0:50:49Please, don't say anything, will you, please? Please don't...
0:51:05 > 0:51:08FOOTSTEPS APPROACH
0:51:25 > 0:51:26Who's that for?
0:51:28 > 0:51:30My mam.
0:52:05 > 0:52:08Um, yeah, I've come to get my mum's pension.
0:52:08 > 0:52:10All right. Stick your card in the machine, then.
0:52:10 > 0:52:12It'll just ask you for its PIN.
0:52:14 > 0:52:17How is she?
0:52:17 > 0:52:18Yeah, she's not too good.
0:52:18 > 0:52:20Is it her chest?
0:52:20 > 0:52:23- What?- She said last time.
0:52:24 > 0:52:27Oh, um...yeah.
0:52:31 > 0:52:33She's doing all right now.
0:52:33 > 0:52:35Tell her I was asking.
0:52:35 > 0:52:36I will.
0:52:39 > 0:52:41- Thanks.- Bye.
0:53:02 > 0:53:04RINGING TONE
0:53:04 > 0:53:07'Hello. It's Father Michael Kerrigan here.'
0:53:07 > 0:53:09It's Christina Fitzsimmons, Rosie's daughter.
0:53:11 > 0:53:14She's...died suddenly, Father.
0:53:14 > 0:53:16'Christina, I'm so sorry.'
0:53:21 > 0:53:23KNOCKING
0:53:25 > 0:53:28I'm so sorry, Christina.
0:53:34 > 0:53:36Thank you, Father.
0:54:02 > 0:54:04I'll miss you, Rosie.
0:54:08 > 0:54:10When did she die?
0:54:10 > 0:54:12Between ten o'clock last night and ten o'clock this morning, Father,
0:54:12 > 0:54:14when I found her.
0:54:16 > 0:54:18Would you mind if I lit a candle?
0:54:19 > 0:54:20No.
0:54:22 > 0:54:25It's easy to forget that Christ is here, giving us strength,
0:54:25 > 0:54:26easing our pain.
0:54:28 > 0:54:30The candle reminds us of that fact.
0:54:34 > 0:54:36She's been dead a few days, Christina.
0:54:36 > 0:54:37That's not possible, Father.
0:54:37 > 0:54:41I'm sorry, Christina, but, um...
0:54:41 > 0:54:42was it her pension?
0:54:42 > 0:54:45I don't know what you're talking about, Father.
0:54:45 > 0:54:47Christina, we'll need a doctor to certify death.
0:54:47 > 0:54:50He'll know she's been dead for days. He'll call the police.
0:54:50 > 0:54:52First thing they'll do is check when her pension was last drawn.
0:54:52 > 0:54:54When was that?
0:54:54 > 0:54:57Did you know that she was having chest pains?
0:54:57 > 0:54:59- Yeah.- Did you know she was having chest pains? Cos I didn't.
0:54:59 > 0:55:01- Yes...- Everyone else knew, but I didn't know!
0:55:01 > 0:55:03When was her pension last drawn, Christina?
0:55:07 > 0:55:08An hour ago.
0:55:08 > 0:55:10Oh, Christina.
0:55:10 > 0:55:11SHE SOBS
0:55:11 > 0:55:14- Come 'ere. - Am I going to go to prison, Father?
0:55:15 > 0:55:17I don't know.
0:55:18 > 0:55:20It's all right.
0:55:23 > 0:55:25Will you join me in a prayer?
0:55:35 > 0:55:36Our Father...
0:55:36 > 0:55:39BOTH: Who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name...
0:55:39 > 0:55:43Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.
0:55:43 > 0:55:47Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses
0:55:47 > 0:55:50as we forgive those who trespass against us.
0:55:50 > 0:55:57And lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil. Amen.
0:56:06 > 0:56:08What now?
0:56:10 > 0:56:14# Tell me what it's like in heaven
0:56:14 > 0:56:18# I hope it's kinder than it is down here
0:56:18 > 0:56:24# With all the trials and tribulations
0:56:24 > 0:56:28# All the worry and living in fear
0:56:28 > 0:56:31# Hallelujah
0:56:31 > 0:56:34# Hallelujah
0:56:34 > 0:56:38# We might be bruised but we're not broken. #