Memory Games

Download Subtitles

Transcript

0:00:37 > 0:00:40Control, this is Tango 354 on call 43.

0:00:40 > 0:00:42I'm at the location given. Over.

0:00:42 > 0:00:43SIREN WAILING

0:00:52 > 0:00:55Is this him, the "drowning man"?

0:00:56 > 0:00:58I take it I'm not needed then?

0:00:58 > 0:00:59No, sorry mate.

0:01:03 > 0:01:08Right now, we're 'ere to make the council wake up

0:01:08 > 0:01:12and give the people who run Warley Point the funds they need.

0:01:12 > 0:01:15- Yeah! Hear! Hear!- Now, I'm not talking about luxuries,

0:01:15 > 0:01:18like colour tellies and fancy food...

0:01:18 > 0:01:21- Are you absolutely sure you're up to this?- I'm fine, honestly.

0:01:21 > 0:01:24- You've got your mobile? - Matt, stop fussing.

0:01:24 > 0:01:26Well, decent turn-out.

0:01:26 > 0:01:28Very decent.

0:01:31 > 0:01:33You definitely haven't seen HIM?

0:01:33 > 0:01:35Not for days.

0:01:35 > 0:01:39- Right-ho, let's get started then, come on...- I'll leave you to it.

0:01:39 > 0:01:41- Get some sleep.- ..we're off!

0:01:41 > 0:01:43THEY CHEER

0:01:45 > 0:01:47# Bless them all

0:01:47 > 0:01:49# Bless them all

0:01:49 > 0:01:52# The long and the short and the tall... #

0:01:59 > 0:02:00# It's a long way... #

0:02:00 > 0:02:03Can we please get a move on!

0:02:03 > 0:02:06# It's a long way to Tipperary

0:02:06 > 0:02:10# To the sweetest girl I know... #

0:02:15 > 0:02:17It's your fault! You told me it's...

0:02:17 > 0:02:20I know it's cold outside, but you know this isn't a hostel.

0:02:20 > 0:02:23- You know it's not a pub...- Bleurgh!

0:02:23 > 0:02:25Ho-ho! You're getting slow, gramps!

0:02:25 > 0:02:29You're going to love the night shift. It has a charm all it's own.

0:02:29 > 0:02:32- About as charming as a rectal probe(!)- Getcher hands off...

0:02:34 > 0:02:37I thought this was supposed to be a gentle stroll,

0:02:37 > 0:02:40not a flamin' death march!

0:02:40 > 0:02:44# Pack up your troubles in your old kit bag

0:02:44 > 0:02:46# And smile, smile, sm... #

0:02:46 > 0:02:48ARGH!

0:02:49 > 0:02:52- What happened?- My back's gone.

0:02:52 > 0:02:54- Listen to me, erm, er...- It's Stan.

0:02:54 > 0:02:57- Stan.- Just get me on my feet.

0:02:57 > 0:03:00Argh! Oh, oh, ooh...

0:03:00 > 0:03:02Er, er...

0:03:02 > 0:03:04I'll call... I'll call an ambulance.

0:03:04 > 0:03:06Ooh, ah!

0:03:09 > 0:03:11Oh, there's no signal!

0:03:12 > 0:03:14Er, er...

0:03:14 > 0:03:16Hey, ambulance.

0:03:16 > 0:03:19I-I'm with someone, he's e-elderly and I-I...

0:03:19 > 0:03:22He's fallen over and I-I-I think he might have broken his hip.

0:03:22 > 0:03:24Er...

0:03:24 > 0:03:26He can't...move.

0:03:31 > 0:03:32KNOCK ON DOOR

0:03:32 > 0:03:34Dr Hanna?

0:03:34 > 0:03:38The ambulance has just gone out for a serious spinal injury.

0:03:39 > 0:03:40PAGER BEEPS

0:03:44 > 0:03:46- Oh, you have- got- to be kidding me!

0:03:57 > 0:04:01- OK, people, let's make a bit of room.- Stay back please, thank you.

0:04:01 > 0:04:03Thank you.

0:04:03 > 0:04:05OK, hello, I'm Dr Hanna. Can you hear me?

0:04:05 > 0:04:08Can you move your feet for me?

0:04:08 > 0:04:11Pulse 80. BP over 90.

0:04:11 > 0:04:14We're going to get you some pain relief and get you to hospital, OK.

0:04:14 > 0:04:17I'll get the morphine. Collar and board him.

0:04:17 > 0:04:19- Find out who's in charge. - What's his name again?

0:04:19 > 0:04:22- Can someone tell me who's in charge please?- Ok, Stan...

0:04:24 > 0:04:28See, this outfit's working for me. Very Spandau Ballet!

0:04:28 > 0:04:29Bit before my time that.

0:04:29 > 0:04:33- What are you doing here?- I'm on call. What are you doing here?

0:04:33 > 0:04:34I'm a BASICS volunteer.

0:04:34 > 0:04:37Ha! You're joking?

0:04:37 > 0:04:38Interesting.

0:04:38 > 0:04:41I had you down more as a, "what's in it for me?", kind of guy.

0:04:41 > 0:04:42Somebody's got to do it.

0:04:42 > 0:04:45People insist on getting into scrapes at unsociable hours.

0:04:45 > 0:04:47What's with the glasses?

0:04:47 > 0:04:50Before you make some joke, I didn't have time to put my lenses in.

0:04:50 > 0:04:53- They're horrible.- I was going to say they're nice.- Really?

0:04:53 > 0:04:56- No.- Why are you here? - What, is this it?

0:04:56 > 0:04:59- Yes.- Chinese whispers.

0:04:59 > 0:05:01Control gets half a dozen hysterical calls...

0:05:01 > 0:05:04Oh! I could be at home in bed now.

0:05:04 > 0:05:08Organiser's over there, walkers said she was pushing them too hard.

0:05:08 > 0:05:11- What's her version? - Why don't you go find out?

0:05:11 > 0:05:14Ha, good luck, she's a bit loopy to be honest. A bit hyped up.

0:05:46 > 0:05:48SHE WHIMPERS

0:05:50 > 0:05:52SHE WHIMPERS

0:05:54 > 0:05:55SHE WHIMPERS

0:05:59 > 0:06:02OK, OK, I'm a doctor, I'm a doctor, I'm here to help you!

0:06:02 > 0:06:06Calm down, I'm here to help you. CALM DOWN!

0:06:06 > 0:06:07OK?

0:06:07 > 0:06:08OK? I'm a doctor?

0:06:08 > 0:06:10Right, you've hurt your leg very badly.

0:06:10 > 0:06:13I need you to keep still, or you're going to make it worse.

0:06:13 > 0:06:15- (Where is he?)- OK?

0:06:15 > 0:06:17Where's he gone?

0:06:17 > 0:06:20Hello, this is Tango 354.

0:06:20 > 0:06:25I have a female...about 40, she's had a fall of approximately 20 feet.

0:06:26 > 0:06:28Keep still!

0:06:28 > 0:06:32- We're just going to let him sleep it off.- Don't we need to work out what's wrong?

0:06:32 > 0:06:35- He's drunk, that's what's wrong. - Doesn't he need IV fluids?

0:06:35 > 0:06:39Plus, we should take blood for LFT's and what about a chest x-ray?

0:06:39 > 0:06:42OK. First, he's had all the tests done already.

0:06:42 > 0:06:44He's here every couple of months with the same thing.

0:06:44 > 0:06:47In winter he lives here, how's the leg?

0:06:47 > 0:06:50- Er, it's itchy...- Yeah, but his condition could have worsened.

0:06:50 > 0:06:53- What colour is he?- What's his colour got to do with anything?

0:06:53 > 0:06:56I mean, is he yellow? Is he jaundiced?

0:06:56 > 0:07:00Er, he's not blue as well, so his airway's fine and his BM's normal.

0:07:00 > 0:07:03Roll him on his side and let him sleep it off. Thank you...

0:07:03 > 0:07:07I take it the, er, the mentoring lark is wearing a bit thin?

0:07:07 > 0:07:10This guy just needs to be brought down a peg or two, seriously.

0:07:10 > 0:07:13It's itchy...itchy...

0:07:13 > 0:07:16Lovely singing voice, Stan, give us another one!

0:07:16 > 0:07:19Please, take him to cubicles.

0:07:19 > 0:07:20All right.

0:07:20 > 0:07:24- Sorry, are we keeping you up?- Oh, I'll have you know I'm flat out, Zoe.

0:07:24 > 0:07:25Yeah, so I can see.

0:07:25 > 0:07:29- Oh, my grandma used to have specs like those.- Oh, very funny!

0:07:29 > 0:07:30Sexy glasses!

0:07:30 > 0:07:32And suddenly everyone's a comedian.

0:07:32 > 0:07:34I wish I'd stayed in bed.

0:07:34 > 0:07:38Actually buddy, there is something you can do for him. Come here.

0:07:38 > 0:07:41Lay on a...

0:07:41 > 0:07:45cleaning trolley, plenty of large surgipads and take the air freshener in with you.

0:07:45 > 0:07:49- That leg's going to need cleaning up. It's down to us.- Us?- You.

0:07:52 > 0:07:54STAN MUMBLES

0:08:19 > 0:08:22Go and get yourself cleaned up.

0:08:22 > 0:08:26- Then come into my office and tell me what's been going on.- OK.

0:08:27 > 0:08:31- He shouldn't have left Lloyd to deal with Ivan on his own. - He's playing games.

0:08:31 > 0:08:34I'll give him games.

0:08:34 > 0:08:38Right then, Ivan, let's have a look at that leg of yours.

0:08:40 > 0:08:42- Staff Nurse Faldren!- Yeah!

0:08:42 > 0:08:44OK, let's have a look.

0:08:44 > 0:08:48- Ruth!- Erm, what do we do? - Just get the door, yeah?

0:08:48 > 0:08:51- Come on, this way.- OK, let's get you through to resus.

0:08:51 > 0:08:52I've got ya'.

0:08:52 > 0:08:55- What's happening to me? - You're in safe hands, Rachel.

0:08:55 > 0:08:57- You!- I'm new.

0:08:57 > 0:08:58Never mind that.

0:09:01 > 0:09:03He's having problems breathing.

0:09:05 > 0:09:08Yep, absent breath sounds on the left.

0:09:08 > 0:09:12It's a pneumothorax. You have a collapsed lung.

0:09:12 > 0:09:16OK, let's have a look at this. Arm's pierced right through.

0:09:16 > 0:09:18- Bone's been shattered. - OK, sit him forward.

0:09:18 > 0:09:24Right, I want 6 units cross matched immediately. And a FAST scan to exclude any pericardial trauma.

0:09:24 > 0:09:29It's a pity neither of your mentees are here to watch.

0:09:29 > 0:09:31OK, back.

0:09:34 > 0:09:41She has a bi-malleolar fracture of the ankle and the calcaneum's been smashed.

0:09:41 > 0:09:43GCS was 15 throughout.

0:09:43 > 0:09:45I have given her 5 mgs of morphine and an anti-emetic.

0:09:45 > 0:09:47But, er, no sign of head trauma.

0:09:49 > 0:09:50Thank you, doctor.

0:09:58 > 0:10:04Sorry, Rachel, I know this is a bit uncomfortable, but we have to clean the wounds as a first step.

0:10:04 > 0:10:06And that's about it. Well done, Scarlett.

0:10:06 > 0:10:10We've increased your pain relief to make you feel more comfortable.

0:10:10 > 0:10:12And we've contacted your husband.

0:10:12 > 0:10:18When you fell, you landed in an upright position and crushed your ankle, you understand?

0:10:18 > 0:10:19She was being followed, by a man.

0:10:19 > 0:10:21You're safe now.

0:10:21 > 0:10:27And you sustained serious lower leg injuries, we're going to need to get you soon to emergency surgery.

0:10:27 > 0:10:28But, I'll be all right, though?

0:10:28 > 0:10:34- Eventually. Hopefully. Have you eaten recently?- Indian. It was, er...

0:10:34 > 0:10:39- Tonight?- I really wouldn't know. She'll have to wait till morning for the operation.

0:10:39 > 0:10:42In the meantime let's get a back slab on that leg.

0:10:42 > 0:10:44And get her up to CDU, thank you.

0:10:44 > 0:10:46Thank you, Doctor.

0:10:46 > 0:10:50Thank you, Doctor.

0:10:50 > 0:10:52Thanks.

0:10:53 > 0:10:55Breathing a little better?

0:10:55 > 0:10:58Well, enough to tell us your name?

0:10:58 > 0:11:01L-Luke...Mason. I need to call the police.

0:11:01 > 0:11:04They've been contacted. Someone will be here soon.

0:11:04 > 0:11:06Can you tell us what happened?

0:11:06 > 0:11:08I was attacked by the university, they tried to rob me.

0:11:08 > 0:11:12- I should have just given them the cash.- That's what I'd have done.

0:11:12 > 0:11:14But I just snapped.

0:11:14 > 0:11:16I thought, no, you'll have to fight me.

0:11:16 > 0:11:20Then I heard this bang, and, and I look down and there's this hole in my arm.

0:11:20 > 0:11:22I grabbed one guy but the other one got away.

0:11:22 > 0:11:26I was so fired up, you know, I didn't feel any pain.

0:11:26 > 0:11:30And the next thing I just couldn't breathe and, er, that's it really.

0:11:30 > 0:11:33- Who brought you to hospital? - Me. I- I walked it.

0:11:33 > 0:11:36Huh! It's a hell of a long walk, man!

0:11:36 > 0:11:38How serious is it?

0:11:38 > 0:11:39Very, Luke.

0:11:39 > 0:11:43You have a large nail embedded in your chest.

0:11:43 > 0:11:47- A nail?- It's passed through your lung and it's lying close to your heart.

0:11:47 > 0:11:48They attacked me with a nail gun?

0:11:48 > 0:11:50I'd say so, yes.

0:11:50 > 0:11:52Am I going to die?

0:11:52 > 0:11:55Well, we can treat it but you're going to have to have an operation.

0:11:57 > 0:12:00What kind of sicko attacks someone with a nail gun?

0:12:02 > 0:12:06Hi, can you fast-bleep cardio-thorasics to resus, yep.

0:12:06 > 0:12:09Oh, Jay, a word of advice, this is an ED, not a playground.

0:12:09 > 0:12:13- It's not the right place for settling scores. - What are you talking about?

0:12:13 > 0:12:17- That stunt earlier with Nurse Asike? - Oh, yeah, that was funny though.

0:12:17 > 0:12:18You were being immature.

0:12:18 > 0:12:21- Me, immature?- Hello?

0:12:21 > 0:12:23- He started it. - Yeah, it's Dr Winters.

0:12:23 > 0:12:25So this man who's been following you...

0:12:25 > 0:12:28He wants to hurt me.

0:12:28 > 0:12:30He's been in my house, in my bedroom.

0:12:30 > 0:12:33- Everywhere I go, he's there. - Have you spoken to the police?

0:12:33 > 0:12:35Not interested.

0:12:37 > 0:12:40- Sorry, sorry.- Ah, Dr Lyons.

0:12:40 > 0:12:44Yes? Oh, for me, right. What we got? Too much Barley Wine?

0:12:44 > 0:12:49No, not exactly. The night staff at her nursing home found her having a haematemesis.

0:12:49 > 0:12:52- OK.- And suffering severe abdominal pain. So they called us.

0:12:52 > 0:12:55Looks like they did the right thing then.

0:12:55 > 0:12:57It's not as simple as that exactly.

0:12:57 > 0:13:00- She's made a living will. - So we need to respect her wishes.

0:13:00 > 0:13:02Oh, no, no no.

0:13:02 > 0:13:05- Right.- I shouldn't be here...

0:13:05 > 0:13:06No...

0:13:07 > 0:13:11OK, Luke, the X-ray and ultrasound confirmed the position of the nail.

0:13:11 > 0:13:13It's gone into the heart, but it's not a problem.

0:13:13 > 0:13:18Now we need some idea of your medical history so we can pass in on to the surgical team.

0:13:18 > 0:13:21- Any allergies?- Not that I know of. - OK, are you on any medication?- No.

0:13:21 > 0:13:24- What about this? It looks recent. - It was my appendix.

0:13:24 > 0:13:26Were there complications?

0:13:26 > 0:13:27Yeah. It was pretty serious.

0:13:27 > 0:13:29OK. Was that done here?

0:13:29 > 0:13:32No, Saint Lawrence's in Truro, that's where I'm from.

0:13:32 > 0:13:35I love it there! Is there anyone you want us to call?

0:13:35 > 0:13:37Sandy, the wife, she's pregnant, expecting twins.

0:13:37 > 0:13:40Twins, eh? You are going to be busy.

0:13:40 > 0:13:42She's been having a rough time of it recently.

0:13:42 > 0:13:45I don't want to upset her or frighten her. I work nights.

0:13:45 > 0:13:48- So I'll call her in the morning. - Cool.

0:13:48 > 0:13:51- Nurse Faldren, can I have a word? Can you spare him?- Yeah.

0:13:51 > 0:13:53Lloyd, I'd like you to assist Dr Winters.

0:13:53 > 0:13:55It should be a good learning experience.

0:14:01 > 0:14:06I thought you'd like to know I've cleaned up Ivan's leg and changed his dressing.

0:14:06 > 0:14:09You shouldn't have left Lloyd to deal with that on his own.

0:14:09 > 0:14:11I thought he was ready!

0:14:11 > 0:14:16- Oh, come on, I know you weren't keen on mentoring Lloyd and Scarlett. - That's not true.

0:14:16 > 0:14:20Perhaps you'd prefer it if I found someone more responsible?

0:14:20 > 0:14:25Look, it's not that I don't want to do it, it's just...

0:14:25 > 0:14:27Is that it?

0:14:27 > 0:14:30Look, I don't know what he told you but he does not respect me.

0:14:30 > 0:14:32And do you blame him?

0:14:34 > 0:14:36Get back to work.

0:14:39 > 0:14:44Right, Shirley, I know what you've written, but we're going to need to treat you.

0:14:44 > 0:14:47Can you make the cancer go away?

0:14:49 > 0:14:51Then I don't want any treatment.

0:14:51 > 0:14:54This is a medical emergency, you're really not well.

0:14:58 > 0:15:02No treatment.

0:15:02 > 0:15:03No resuscitation.

0:15:03 > 0:15:09Fine, I'll set you up with some pain medication that you can control yourself, OK?

0:15:11 > 0:15:14- Where are you from?- Scotland.

0:15:14 > 0:15:20- I know that, ya bampot. - Sorry, erm, I was born in Glasgow.

0:15:20 > 0:15:22I'm from the Gorbals.

0:15:22 > 0:15:25Yeah, so what brings you all the way down to Holby?

0:15:25 > 0:15:30- Train?- Aye, me too.

0:15:31 > 0:15:33Right, OK.

0:15:33 > 0:15:36We'll get you moved as soon as possible.

0:15:36 > 0:15:39Are you sure this is what you want?

0:15:39 > 0:15:44What I want is to be in my own bed with my own things.

0:15:44 > 0:15:48I had it all planned, even the music.

0:15:49 > 0:15:51Can I ring your family for you?

0:15:51 > 0:15:56I'm 90. Everyone I care about's already gone.

0:15:56 > 0:16:00I've outlived my own children.

0:16:00 > 0:16:05I know what's happening to me and I'm ready for it.

0:16:05 > 0:16:06I'm not scared.

0:16:06 > 0:16:09Right, Shirley, we're got you a place on a ward.

0:16:09 > 0:16:13Be a bit quieter and a bit more comfortable for you there.

0:16:13 > 0:16:16I want to stay here. Listen to the folk.

0:16:18 > 0:16:21Well, at least let me get you another pillow

0:16:21 > 0:16:25and something more comfy to lie on than this trolley. OK?

0:16:30 > 0:16:32- Your patient. Erm, Stan?- Yeah?

0:16:32 > 0:16:35Mrs Greer would like to know how he's doing?

0:16:35 > 0:16:37He's got severe contusions to his lower back.

0:16:37 > 0:16:42Hello, Mrs Greer, I'm Dr Hanna. Stan's got some bruising.

0:16:42 > 0:16:46- It looks a sight but he's fine really. No broken bones.- Thanks.

0:16:46 > 0:16:49If you need anything, we'll just be outside.

0:16:57 > 0:17:02What are you still doing here anyway?

0:17:02 > 0:17:04I thought you'd be tucked up in bed?

0:17:04 > 0:17:06Sleep's overrated.

0:17:31 > 0:17:34- You wouldn't lend me a pound, would you?- No.

0:17:35 > 0:17:39You really can't relate to people can you? I mean this is not an act.

0:17:39 > 0:17:41Lend me a pound! I need some chocolate.

0:17:41 > 0:17:44You insult me with one hand and with the other you try and cadge money from me?

0:17:44 > 0:17:46You are incredible.

0:17:46 > 0:17:48So I'm repeatedly told.

0:17:48 > 0:17:49It was not a compliment.

0:17:49 > 0:17:51Oh, come on.

0:17:57 > 0:17:58I want the change!

0:17:58 > 0:18:00Thank you.

0:18:16 > 0:18:20SHE SCREAMS

0:18:24 > 0:18:27OK! What's wrong? It's OK, it's OK, there's no-one there.

0:18:27 > 0:18:29- He was here!- Calm down, calm down.

0:18:29 > 0:18:30What's going on?

0:18:30 > 0:18:32Have you seen anybody?

0:18:32 > 0:18:36- No, who?- Who was here? Who's here?

0:18:36 > 0:18:38He was here.

0:18:38 > 0:18:40Lie back down for me, lie back down for me.

0:18:40 > 0:18:42It's OK, there's nobody here.

0:18:42 > 0:18:45- Will you stay with her. I'll call security.- Sure.

0:18:45 > 0:18:49It's OK, Mrs Greer, I'm going to give you something relax you. OK?

0:18:52 > 0:18:53Your bag?

0:18:59 > 0:19:02Chlorpromazine. Is this on prescription?

0:19:02 > 0:19:06Hey, Jay. The kid with the nail in him. What's that all about?

0:19:06 > 0:19:10Get this, right. Attacked by some kids in the park with a nail gun.

0:19:10 > 0:19:12Puts up a fight and bang!

0:19:12 > 0:19:14- Hey, Charlie?- Yeah?

0:19:14 > 0:19:16Did you organise a bed for Shirley?

0:19:16 > 0:19:19She's refused it.

0:19:19 > 0:19:22What, so she just gets to die there? That's...nice.

0:19:22 > 0:19:24She doesn't want us to treat her.

0:19:24 > 0:19:27All that's left is for us to care for her.

0:19:27 > 0:19:29And if that's what she wants.

0:19:29 > 0:19:33Hey, Charlie, is the number for Shirley's care home in her file?

0:19:33 > 0:19:34Yes. Ah, Scarlett.

0:19:34 > 0:19:37Let's get a couple more ticks on your competency form.

0:19:37 > 0:19:44I've got a nasty rash and a pre-tibial laceration with skin loss for steri strips.

0:19:44 > 0:19:46Sounds terrifying.

0:19:46 > 0:19:47You'll be fine.

0:19:47 > 0:19:50And you didn't get a good look at them?

0:19:50 > 0:19:52Like I said, it all happened so fast.

0:19:52 > 0:19:55- What about the guy who whacked you? - Yeah, him. He was, er white.

0:19:55 > 0:19:57Um-hm. Anything else?

0:19:57 > 0:19:58It's all a bit hazy.

0:19:58 > 0:20:00Well, you've been very helpful.

0:20:04 > 0:20:07I think he needs to rest now. I'll see you out, OK?

0:20:07 > 0:20:12I'll get somebody over to where it happened, maybe I can find some witnesses.

0:20:16 > 0:20:20- Can I help you? - Er, I'm here to see Rachel Greer.

0:20:20 > 0:20:22Who let you through here?

0:20:22 > 0:20:24Look, I'm just here to see my wife.

0:20:24 > 0:20:26I've had a message that she's been in an accident.

0:20:26 > 0:20:29You're her husband? Can I see some ID, please?

0:20:29 > 0:20:31Er, yes.

0:20:31 > 0:20:35Um, Matthew Greer, Matt Greer...

0:20:35 > 0:20:37Right, OK, thank you.

0:20:40 > 0:20:44Your wife has had a very serious fall.

0:20:44 > 0:20:48It seems she was being followed, we think the man may still be here in the hospital.

0:20:48 > 0:20:51- Look, there is no man.- What?

0:20:51 > 0:20:53- He doesn't exist. - She's making this up?

0:20:53 > 0:20:56No. Not in the way that you mean.

0:20:56 > 0:21:04Look, I mean there is a man, for Rachel he's real...absolutely, completely, 100% real.

0:21:04 > 0:21:07All I know is he only exists in her head.

0:21:07 > 0:21:09Nowhere else. Er, can I see her?

0:21:09 > 0:21:11Yeah, yeah, go ahead.

0:21:11 > 0:21:13She's on Chlorpromazine.

0:21:21 > 0:21:24He came back.

0:21:24 > 0:21:29No, Rachel, you told me you hadn't seen him.

0:21:29 > 0:21:31He was chasing me.

0:21:31 > 0:21:33No, he wasn't.

0:21:36 > 0:21:38I want you to go now please.

0:21:38 > 0:21:42I'm not going anywhere. Could we have some privacy?

0:21:42 > 0:21:45I want you to go now!

0:21:45 > 0:21:50I think we should leave Rachel alone to rest now.

0:22:05 > 0:22:07How is she?

0:22:07 > 0:22:09She's not looking good.

0:22:09 > 0:22:11I'm dying, I'm not deaf!

0:22:11 > 0:22:14Ear trouble. It's rude to eavesdrop.

0:22:14 > 0:22:16Can you make sure she's had enough morphine?

0:22:16 > 0:22:22That's fine. Could you just call me back with whatever you have on Mr Mason. Thank you.

0:22:24 > 0:22:26Cheer up, it might never happen.

0:22:26 > 0:22:29It will though, won't it?

0:22:29 > 0:22:31Oh, was it something I said?

0:22:31 > 0:22:34Usually, yes. Strangely, this time, no.

0:22:34 > 0:22:37I must be losing my touch.

0:22:46 > 0:22:47You want to hear them out there.

0:22:47 > 0:22:51- Who?- Everyone. All the staff. Going on about what a hero you are.

0:22:51 > 0:22:54What are you doing, man? You're not doing that right.

0:22:54 > 0:22:56Excuse me.

0:22:58 > 0:23:03- What are they saying? - About you standing up to those guys with a six inch nail in your chest.

0:23:03 > 0:23:05Do you want to concentrate, yeah?

0:23:05 > 0:23:08Less blabbing. Up to you.

0:23:08 > 0:23:09I had enough, you know?

0:23:09 > 0:23:12Sometimes you just got to fight back.

0:23:12 > 0:23:14Sorry to disturb you. Jay, is it all right?

0:23:14 > 0:23:19- Yep.- The reason I popped in, er, me and the others well,

0:23:19 > 0:23:25we were talking outside and, er, we just wanted to wish you luck for your operation.

0:23:25 > 0:23:27And to...shake your hand.

0:23:27 > 0:23:29The good one, obviously.

0:23:29 > 0:23:35OK, the cardio-thorasic surgeons have had a look at your X-ray and...

0:23:35 > 0:23:38- Do you want something?- Er, no. No, no, no, no.

0:23:38 > 0:23:42- They'll be down to see you shortly. - Reclaim those streets.

0:23:45 > 0:23:49All we can do is monitor her and make sure that her pain relief's working.

0:23:49 > 0:23:51- If there's any change. - Yes, I'll let you know.

0:23:51 > 0:23:54- Straightaway, please?- OK.

0:23:54 > 0:23:57< I'll sort you... I'll sort you all out!

0:23:57 > 0:24:01I don't know how you manage to keep smiling.

0:24:01 > 0:24:03Years of practice, mate. Watch.

0:24:03 > 0:24:06How's it going?

0:24:06 > 0:24:10We've been to the location where Mr Mason reported the attack.

0:24:10 > 0:24:12Nobody saw anything.

0:24:12 > 0:24:16This is strange because it's a very busy part of town.

0:24:16 > 0:24:18- I've been thinking about that. - Go on.

0:24:18 > 0:24:22His injuries are so severe, I don't think he could have walked that far.

0:24:22 > 0:24:23In fact, I'm sure he couldn't.

0:24:23 > 0:24:25It must have happened closer to here.

0:24:25 > 0:24:27I mean, he's in shock, you know.

0:24:27 > 0:24:30It's not unusual for people to confuse distances, times,

0:24:30 > 0:24:33- that sort of thing.- Any chance I can have a word with him?

0:24:33 > 0:24:34I'll see if he's up to it.

0:24:34 > 0:24:37OK. I'll give you a bit of time.

0:24:37 > 0:24:40Er, Dr Winters.

0:24:40 > 0:24:41Er, St Lawrence's.

0:24:41 > 0:24:43Oh, yeah.

0:24:44 > 0:24:45Er, hi. Yeah?

0:24:50 > 0:24:52Sorry, er, could you repeat that?

0:24:54 > 0:24:57No, you've been very helpful. Thank you.

0:24:57 > 0:25:00Everything all right?

0:25:01 > 0:25:04You seem a bit, er, bemused.

0:25:04 > 0:25:07Is there not something you could be doing?

0:25:07 > 0:25:09Well, I...

0:25:34 > 0:25:37Mr Greer, I don't know your wife's history,

0:25:37 > 0:25:41but these hallucinations are having a detrimental effect.

0:25:41 > 0:25:43Is there something you want to tell me?

0:25:43 > 0:25:45Well, I first knew something was wrong

0:25:45 > 0:25:47when she started to have these night terrors.

0:25:47 > 0:25:52They came out of nowhere and they were really, really bad.

0:25:52 > 0:25:55- Her eyes would roll and...- REM.

0:25:55 > 0:25:57And then things just spiralled.

0:25:57 > 0:26:02She has this strange thing where she thinks the place that she's in

0:26:02 > 0:26:04is also somewhere else.

0:26:04 > 0:26:07So, like, our house here, would also be in Manchester.

0:26:07 > 0:26:09Has she had any tests? Brain scans?

0:26:09 > 0:26:12They didn't find anything so she ended up seeing a psychiatrist.

0:26:12 > 0:26:15And the chap that she sees - the hallucination.

0:26:15 > 0:26:17Are there any others?

0:26:17 > 0:26:19Yeah, first it was children.

0:26:19 > 0:26:21She'd hear them playing upstairs.

0:26:21 > 0:26:24And then there was a cat that she'd hear

0:26:24 > 0:26:28scratching and crying in our wardrobe.

0:26:28 > 0:26:31But we don't have a cat. Or children. I'm allergic to them.

0:26:31 > 0:26:33Children or cats?

0:26:36 > 0:26:39And the psychiatrist chap, what did he diagnose?

0:26:39 > 0:26:41Anxiety and depression.

0:26:41 > 0:26:43- And the chlorpromazine?- That's new.

0:26:43 > 0:26:46It's just supposed to help with the episodes.

0:26:46 > 0:26:48Right, can't stand here chatting.

0:27:00 > 0:27:02You're not real.

0:27:22 > 0:27:24Can I get some help in here?

0:27:24 > 0:27:26- Get off!- Legs down.

0:27:26 > 0:27:28Get off!

0:27:29 > 0:27:31Get him out of here!

0:27:32 > 0:27:34Get him off me!

0:27:34 > 0:27:36OK. OK, OK.

0:27:41 > 0:27:43(I want to go home.)

0:27:45 > 0:27:47It's time for bed.

0:27:49 > 0:27:52This is a much more violent episode. Let's get her back on the bed.

0:27:52 > 0:27:54Yeah, I'll call for some help.

0:27:54 > 0:27:57Maybe Charlie can spare us somebody.

0:27:57 > 0:27:59We can't leave her alone like this again.

0:27:59 > 0:28:03Er, OK, ask for the new nurse, I don't know her name.

0:28:03 > 0:28:04She looked kind of gormless.

0:28:04 > 0:28:07She seemed to be comfortable with her.

0:28:07 > 0:28:10Right. I'll ask for the gormless one, then, yeah?

0:28:10 > 0:28:12You know what it's like out there.

0:28:12 > 0:28:16- You've just got to be able to look after yourself.- Believe me, I know.

0:28:16 > 0:28:19There's some bad people just looking for the next victim.

0:28:19 > 0:28:22Less yakking. You might actually learn something.

0:28:22 > 0:28:26Listen, Dr Winters, I just wanted to thank you

0:28:26 > 0:28:28for, well, everything, really.

0:28:28 > 0:28:30Er, Nurse Asike.

0:28:32 > 0:28:35There's a policeman in reception.

0:28:35 > 0:28:37Can you find him and make sure he doesn't leave?

0:28:37 > 0:28:39Tell him I need a word.

0:28:40 > 0:28:43- It's worse than you thought, isn't it?- No.

0:28:43 > 0:28:47- Er, I gave St Lawrence's a call. - Are you checking up on me?

0:28:47 > 0:28:49We needed your medical history.

0:28:51 > 0:28:55- It's not what it looks like. - What does it look like?

0:28:55 > 0:28:57Ruth? What's going on?

0:29:03 > 0:29:06You're about to undergo a major operation, Luke.

0:29:06 > 0:29:08Is there anything else I need to know?

0:29:08 > 0:29:10It's a coincidence.

0:29:10 > 0:29:14Hang on. You did this to yourself? What, the nail? Your face?

0:29:14 > 0:29:16You don't understand. I can explain.

0:29:16 > 0:29:18Please don't tell the police.

0:29:18 > 0:29:21I've done a stupid thing.

0:29:25 > 0:29:27OK, if anything,

0:29:27 > 0:29:30anything at all changes, you call me, OK?

0:29:30 > 0:29:32She's in safe hands. Page me if she wakes up.

0:29:32 > 0:29:36I was thinking, REM Sleep Behaviour Disorder. You know...

0:29:36 > 0:29:39Yeah, when people act out dreams, often violently.

0:29:39 > 0:29:43- She hasn't got that because her hallucinations are happening when she's awake.- Correct.

0:29:44 > 0:29:48- Are you going to listen to me?- Yeah!

0:29:48 > 0:29:50First, I thought it was early-onset Alzheimer's.

0:29:50 > 0:29:53- It's rare in someone so young. - But not unknown.

0:29:53 > 0:29:55People in their early 30's get it.

0:29:55 > 0:29:58What got me thinking was the night terrors.

0:29:58 > 0:29:59That got me on to REM.

0:29:59 > 0:30:02- It's not a typical symptom of Alzheimer's, Dylan.- Exactly.

0:30:02 > 0:30:08And neither is what happened to her when she was given the anti-psychotic drugs which is what led me to...

0:30:08 > 0:30:11Lewy Body Dementia? Huh?

0:30:16 > 0:30:18Erm, Inspector, can I have a word?

0:30:23 > 0:30:24How's she doing?

0:30:25 > 0:30:26Fading.

0:30:28 > 0:30:29You all right, Shirley?

0:30:35 > 0:30:37You were meant to call me if she deteriorated.

0:30:37 > 0:30:40- Did you even come and check on her? - Of course I did.

0:30:40 > 0:30:43- I'm sorry I didn't call you. - All right, you two.

0:30:51 > 0:30:54Look, I know it's been a long and difficult shift

0:30:54 > 0:30:57- but can the two of you please cool it?- Linda?

0:30:58 > 0:31:02The last thing she needs to hear is us all arguing, isn't it?

0:31:02 > 0:31:04Why don't you take a break?

0:31:04 > 0:31:06From Shirley's care home.

0:31:09 > 0:31:12Sorry, Charlie. It's just, I...

0:31:12 > 0:31:15It's not me you need to apologise to, is it?

0:31:21 > 0:31:23- I've never heard of it. - You wouldn't have.

0:31:23 > 0:31:25It's incredibly unusual in one so young.

0:31:25 > 0:31:28It's plausible that nobody but me has picked it up.

0:31:28 > 0:31:32- What makes you think that you're right and everybody else is wrong? - Matt.

0:31:32 > 0:31:35You said Rachel thought the house was in two places at once?

0:31:35 > 0:31:37That's called reduplicative paramnesia.

0:31:37 > 0:31:39If you take it with the other symptoms -

0:31:39 > 0:31:42the night terrors, reaction to the chlorpromazine.

0:31:42 > 0:31:45- I know what I'm talking about. - Yes, but you don't know.

0:31:45 > 0:31:49We can't be 100 per cent sure until she's dead and we cut open her brain.

0:31:49 > 0:31:51Dr Keogh, can I have a word, please?

0:31:51 > 0:31:53Excuse me. Nurse?

0:31:53 > 0:31:56Could you get a cup of tea for Mr Greer, please?

0:31:56 > 0:31:58Thank you.

0:31:58 > 0:32:00- You're being brutal. - Brutally honest.

0:32:00 > 0:32:03No, just brutal. Go a bit easier on them.

0:32:03 > 0:32:05Stop being so pleased with your own brilliance.

0:32:05 > 0:32:07And if you can't do that, well,

0:32:07 > 0:32:09just give me a sign and I'll take over.

0:32:12 > 0:32:14Yeah, it's unbelievable, isn't it?

0:32:14 > 0:32:16Bloke's going about his business,

0:32:16 > 0:32:20next thing you know, he's being attacked with a nail gun. Nice.

0:32:20 > 0:32:24- If I was in charge...- Thankfully you're not, are you, Jeffrey?

0:32:24 > 0:32:27- Yeah, but if I was. - Yes, but you're not.- But if I was...

0:32:27 > 0:32:30Uh-oh, I can feel a "flogging's too good for them" coming.

0:32:30 > 0:32:32You'll learn to spot the signals.

0:32:32 > 0:32:35Right, come on, Butch. Duty calls!

0:32:35 > 0:32:37It's broken Britain, mate. I'm just saying.

0:32:37 > 0:32:40What happens if these nutters with a nail gun don't get caught?

0:32:40 > 0:32:41They won't be.

0:32:41 > 0:32:44- The guy's a con man.- Jay.

0:32:44 > 0:32:48The guy's a man who nearly got killed standing up to scumbags.

0:32:48 > 0:32:52Oh, you think so? Well, have a good look, man!

0:32:52 > 0:32:54Cos he's taken everyone for a ride.

0:32:59 > 0:33:01So, there's no treatment?

0:33:01 > 0:33:04Well, there's treatment, but there's no cure. Dr Hanna.

0:33:04 > 0:33:07There are a lot of ways you can handle this.

0:33:07 > 0:33:10There are drugs available for the sleep disorder, dementia.

0:33:10 > 0:33:14- Even the hallucinations.- I work with old people, I know about dementia.

0:33:14 > 0:33:15She's not going to die?

0:33:15 > 0:33:18- We'll all die. - We're talking years, not months.

0:33:18 > 0:33:20- It's a progressive condition. - How many years?

0:33:20 > 0:33:23The average is five to eight,

0:33:23 > 0:33:25but that's not to say it can't be 20.

0:33:25 > 0:33:27- And the drugs...- Well, sometimes,

0:33:27 > 0:33:31the problem is that the side effects are worse than the hallucinations.

0:33:32 > 0:33:35Is he here, now? The man?

0:33:35 > 0:33:36Talk to him.

0:33:37 > 0:33:41- Come on, he's your hallucination. Take control.- Can I?

0:33:49 > 0:33:52I can explain, you know.

0:33:52 > 0:33:56So can I - the whole thing's a compensation scam.

0:33:56 > 0:33:59You're a criminal, Luke, and you know what?

0:33:59 > 0:34:03You've been found out. You deserve everything they throw at you.

0:34:03 > 0:34:04That sound about right?

0:34:09 > 0:34:11Oh, no, you don't.

0:34:11 > 0:34:13It wasn't about the money. You don't understand.

0:34:13 > 0:34:15You're going to kill yourself.

0:34:15 > 0:34:18- So what? No-one cares! - What the hell's going on?

0:34:20 > 0:34:23Luke? What you doing, mate?

0:34:23 > 0:34:26Just let him go and we can sort this out.

0:34:26 > 0:34:30Luke? Talk to me.

0:34:30 > 0:34:33- I'm so sorry to cause so much trouble.- It doesn't matter.

0:34:34 > 0:34:37- Yes, it does.- What I said...

0:34:37 > 0:34:40Lloyd. Tell him everything's going to be all right.

0:34:40 > 0:34:42- Just...- Luke.

0:34:45 > 0:34:48- I'm not going to lie to you. What you did was wrong...- Lloyd!

0:34:51 > 0:34:53Everyone's going to hate me.

0:34:53 > 0:34:55Not us, mate.

0:34:56 > 0:34:58We're not here to judge you, OK?

0:34:59 > 0:35:01I can't talk to the police.

0:35:01 > 0:35:03FRANTIC BEEPING

0:35:03 > 0:35:04Please don't make me.

0:35:04 > 0:35:07OK, OK.

0:35:09 > 0:35:11It's all right.

0:35:17 > 0:35:18Right, he's going!

0:35:18 > 0:35:21Page Dr Hanna and fast bleep cardiothoracics.

0:35:29 > 0:35:31He's really not here?

0:35:31 > 0:35:34No, he's really not here.

0:35:34 > 0:35:36Excuse me. Sorry, Dr Hanna, they need you in Resus.

0:35:36 > 0:35:38OK, I'll be back.

0:35:38 > 0:35:41Can you stay with us, please? We need to keep her talking.

0:35:41 > 0:35:43Come on, just talk to him.

0:35:44 > 0:35:46- I can't.- Just say anything.

0:35:46 > 0:35:48I'd like you to stop this, please.

0:35:48 > 0:35:50He's not going to hurt you, I promise.

0:35:50 > 0:35:52Tell him how you feel.

0:35:56 > 0:35:57What do you want?

0:36:10 > 0:36:12Swabs and suction.

0:36:12 > 0:36:16Yeah, there it is. A slow ooze by the nail.

0:36:16 > 0:36:19A purse-string suture should sort this out. Suture, please, Tess.

0:36:19 > 0:36:22Ruth, can you check behind the heart, please?

0:36:25 > 0:36:28- No, no posterior penetration. - Excellent.

0:36:29 > 0:36:32Now, Lloyd,

0:36:32 > 0:36:36this is what we call a purse-string suture.

0:36:36 > 0:36:41The idea being that when Dr Winters removes the nail,

0:36:41 > 0:36:46I will tighten the suture and close the hole.

0:36:47 > 0:36:49OK?

0:36:49 > 0:36:53Ruth, grab a set of Spencer Wells, please.

0:36:53 > 0:36:56Grab hold of the end of the nail

0:36:56 > 0:37:00and very slowly, I need you to pull the nail out.

0:37:00 > 0:37:03Not just yet! Suction, please.

0:37:03 > 0:37:05I'll tell you when.

0:37:05 > 0:37:09OK, slowly start pulling now.

0:37:12 > 0:37:16Like so.

0:37:16 > 0:37:20Can you call the surgical team down here, please, Tess?

0:37:20 > 0:37:21So they can close up

0:37:21 > 0:37:24and to congratulate us, frankly, on our brilliant work.

0:37:24 > 0:37:26Well done, everyone.

0:37:26 > 0:37:30This is ridiculous. I want this to stop, right now.

0:37:30 > 0:37:33We'll get through this together. I'll stand by you.

0:37:33 > 0:37:36Just say what you're feeling.

0:37:41 > 0:37:43I don't want you here.

0:37:44 > 0:37:47Come on, you can do better than that.

0:37:49 > 0:37:52I want you to leave, disappear.

0:37:52 > 0:37:53Is he gone?

0:37:57 > 0:38:00I don't want to look at you. You're disgusting.

0:38:07 > 0:38:09Turn around.

0:38:09 > 0:38:10Say something else.

0:38:14 > 0:38:16Touch your nose.

0:38:19 > 0:38:20Yeah?

0:38:38 > 0:38:40I'm sorry about earlier.

0:38:40 > 0:38:41It's OK.

0:38:43 > 0:38:44Have you got an MP3 player?

0:38:46 > 0:38:48Yeah. Batteries are dead, though.

0:38:52 > 0:38:53Take a look.

0:39:03 > 0:39:05Hey. You got some kind of a death wish?

0:39:05 > 0:39:07A guy puts a pair of scissors to your neck,

0:39:07 > 0:39:09tell him what he wants to hear.

0:39:09 > 0:39:12- I don't lie.- You're quick enough to pass judgement, though.

0:39:12 > 0:39:15- And you didn't judge him? - You think you're a superior being?

0:39:15 > 0:39:17Cos, let me tell you. You are not.

0:39:17 > 0:39:20- Excuse me.- Lloyd! Lloyd, hang on.

0:39:22 > 0:39:24You've had a shock, OK?

0:39:24 > 0:39:28- If you need someone to talk to... - It's fine. It's fine.

0:39:28 > 0:39:33OK, maybe I shouldn't have banged on about him being a con man like I did, winding everyone up.

0:39:33 > 0:39:35It wasn't very professional.

0:39:35 > 0:39:39And all the stuff with Ivan...

0:39:39 > 0:39:43I'm sorry if I... Lloyd, man.

0:39:43 > 0:39:47What I'm trying to say is, you're no good to any of us if you're dead.

0:39:47 > 0:39:51Look, no offence, yeah? But I just need to be on my own right now.

0:39:51 > 0:39:53Try and get my head round all this.

0:39:57 > 0:40:00- Big Mac, have you got an MP3? - Of course.

0:40:00 > 0:40:03- So, you know how to download songs? - I do.

0:40:03 > 0:40:07But I probably already got what you're after -

0:40:07 > 0:40:08I collect classic tunes.

0:40:08 > 0:40:11I've got every Eurovision winner and runner-up

0:40:11 > 0:40:14pretty much from the beginning of the show.

0:40:14 > 0:40:16Dana International - my particular favourite.

0:40:16 > 0:40:18Really? Amazing. Can I borrow it?

0:40:18 > 0:40:21Er, it's at home. I could fetch it for you.

0:40:21 > 0:40:25# Here's a nice piece of advice I got from an old fishmonger

0:40:25 > 0:40:29# When the food is scarce and you see the hearse

0:40:29 > 0:40:31# You know you've died of hunger. #

0:40:36 > 0:40:38She's sleeping, now.

0:40:38 > 0:40:41This is that number I was talking to you about.

0:40:41 > 0:40:43I really hope it works out for the two of you.

0:40:43 > 0:40:46I don't think there is a two of us, now.

0:40:48 > 0:40:52I was going to leave her, you know, before all of this started.

0:40:52 > 0:40:56I think I was just too scared to leave.

0:40:56 > 0:40:58Or maybe I stayed out of pity.

0:41:00 > 0:41:02Or guilt.

0:41:02 > 0:41:05But you didn't leave and you're here now - that's what matters.

0:41:08 > 0:41:10I'll let you get on.

0:41:24 > 0:41:28Stan, this is Shirley. Shirley, Stan.

0:41:28 > 0:41:29Thank you for this, mate.

0:41:31 > 0:41:36# Oh, Danny boy The pipes, the pipes are calling

0:41:36 > 0:41:41# From glen to glen and down the mountain side

0:41:41 > 0:41:47# The summer's gone and all the flowers are dying

0:41:47 > 0:41:52# 'Tis you, 'tis you must go and I must bide. #

0:41:54 > 0:41:56I don't know any more.

0:41:58 > 0:42:00Sing it again, then.

0:42:00 > 0:42:06# Oh, Danny boy The pipes, the pipes are calling

0:42:06 > 0:42:10# From glen to glen and down the mountain side. #

0:42:11 > 0:42:13She's gone.

0:42:16 > 0:42:17Do you think she heard it?

0:42:19 > 0:42:20Hope so.

0:42:29 > 0:42:32- Yes?- Hey, do you have a moment?

0:42:33 > 0:42:35OK.

0:42:37 > 0:42:40I've been thinking about what happened earlier -

0:42:40 > 0:42:41the trick I played on Lloyd.

0:42:41 > 0:42:45- OK.- I don't blame him for dropping me in it with you.

0:42:45 > 0:42:47The thing is, though, I'd like to give it another go.

0:42:47 > 0:42:50You know, mentoring him and Scarlett.

0:42:50 > 0:42:53- Give me one good reason why I should reconsider.- He's a good nurse.

0:42:53 > 0:42:56They both are, or they will be.

0:42:56 > 0:42:58I'd like to be part of the process.

0:42:58 > 0:43:04And to be honest with you, I think I've got a lot to offer!

0:43:04 > 0:43:06You need to pull your socks up, Jay.

0:43:06 > 0:43:07I know.

0:43:07 > 0:43:11- Do you?- Yes, I do. Really.

0:43:14 > 0:43:16I'll give you one more chance. One more chance.

0:43:16 > 0:43:18Mentoring is like a two-way street.

0:43:18 > 0:43:22I know it can feel like a burden but it teaches you about yourself.

0:43:22 > 0:43:24- Your strengths and your limits.- OK.

0:43:24 > 0:43:28- And for the record, Lloyd didn't drop you in it.- What?

0:43:28 > 0:43:32What? Didn't take a genius to work that one out.

0:43:35 > 0:43:37It's morning.

0:43:42 > 0:43:45- If I ever end up like that, will you do me a favour?- Shoot you?

0:43:45 > 0:43:48- Both barrels. - With great pleasure.- Want some?

0:43:50 > 0:43:54- When you back on shift? - Ooh, that's unpleasant.

0:43:54 > 0:43:57- Erm, 45 minutes. - Fancy grabbing a drink?

0:43:58 > 0:44:01I'm not asking you out on a date, Dylan.

0:44:03 > 0:44:08- You know, when you asked earlier on why I was a BASICS volunteer?- Did I?

0:44:08 > 0:44:10Yes, I think so.

0:44:10 > 0:44:13And you asked why I was here

0:44:13 > 0:44:15rather than at home tucked up in bed.

0:44:15 > 0:44:19Oh, well, if I did, which I didn't, I was only being polite.

0:44:19 > 0:44:22- I know that's an alien concept to you.- Well, you definitely did.

0:44:22 > 0:44:26The reason is, when I'm on call, when I'm here,

0:44:26 > 0:44:30I can't have a drink, I have to stay sober.

0:44:30 > 0:44:33Don't we all? Crap, I know.

0:44:38 > 0:44:39How are you doing?

0:44:39 > 0:44:43- Outstanding.- I didn't realise you...

0:44:43 > 0:44:46Wow! Twelve Steps and all that?

0:44:46 > 0:44:48No, no, no. I'm not an alcoholic.

0:44:48 > 0:44:51I just... Well, people say, when I've had a drink, I get a bit arsey.

0:44:51 > 0:44:54I know, it's tough to believe.

0:44:57 > 0:44:59Well, I only meant a coffee.

0:45:03 > 0:45:06Oh, by the way, you owe me £9.

0:45:06 > 0:45:10Technically, it's ten, but I'll let you off the one.

0:45:17 > 0:45:21I won't stay long. Is that...? Thank you.

0:45:22 > 0:45:24Hi.

0:45:25 > 0:45:28We thought you might want to keep this.

0:45:30 > 0:45:31As a souvenir.

0:45:34 > 0:45:37So, we contacted your wife. Took a bit of finding.

0:45:37 > 0:45:39When did she leave?

0:45:39 > 0:45:41About a year ago.

0:45:42 > 0:45:44A year ago yesterday.

0:45:46 > 0:45:49- It's not all lies, you know. - You don't need to explain.

0:45:49 > 0:45:52The first attack, in Truro, that was real.

0:45:52 > 0:45:54I didn't know I'd get compensation.

0:45:56 > 0:45:58It changed my life.

0:45:59 > 0:46:03Everyone patting me on the back, telling me what a hero I was.

0:46:03 > 0:46:05So, what went wrong?

0:46:05 > 0:46:08Just got confused, you know. Up in the head and...

0:46:08 > 0:46:10That's when I had the brilliant idea of,

0:46:10 > 0:46:12you know, what if it happened again?

0:46:12 > 0:46:16Not like the first time. Nothing dangerous, you know?

0:46:16 > 0:46:18Just through the arm.

0:46:20 > 0:46:25I just really wanted to get that good feeling back, you know?

0:46:28 > 0:46:30- What happens now?- I don't know.

0:46:30 > 0:46:33I expect the police will want to talk to you.

0:46:34 > 0:46:38But I think, whatever happens, Luke...

0:46:39 > 0:46:43..you need help. Psychiatric help.

0:46:45 > 0:46:48Believe me, I know what I'm talking about.

0:46:48 > 0:46:49Thank you.

0:46:50 > 0:46:52I'm out of here, she's all yours!

0:46:54 > 0:46:56- Right, who's for the full English? - Oh, go on, then.

0:46:56 > 0:47:00- Perfect way to unwind. - I'm off for a run. 16 miles.

0:47:00 > 0:47:02- Oh, here we go. - That's the way to unwind.

0:47:02 > 0:47:05- I prefer to unwind horizontally. - Oi! Oi!

0:47:05 > 0:47:08- Sleeping!- Right, who's with me?

0:47:08 > 0:47:10Come on, Omar. Get running!

0:47:10 > 0:47:14Do you know what? I don't know if I want this. Who's coming along?

0:47:16 > 0:47:18So, that's the night shift.

0:47:18 > 0:47:21I heard about what happened. Are you all right?

0:47:21 > 0:47:23I'm absolutely exhausted.

0:47:23 > 0:47:26- What about you? - My feet are killing me.- Guys.

0:47:26 > 0:47:29You two up for breakfast? Yeah?

0:47:29 > 0:47:31Lloyd?

0:47:31 > 0:47:33Maybe some other time.

0:47:34 > 0:47:37Come on.

0:47:43 > 0:47:46I'm going to give the black pudding a miss, guys.

0:47:46 > 0:47:49Oh, come on, man! Black pudding's the food of the Gods.

0:47:49 > 0:47:50And which Gods would they be?

0:47:50 > 0:47:52The Gods of blocked arteries.

0:47:52 > 0:47:55Athero and his good friend Sclerosis.

0:48:17 > 0:48:20Subtitles by Red Bee Media Ltd

0:48:20 > 0:48:23E-mail subtitling@bbc.co.uk