Survivor's Guilt

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0:00:02 > 0:00:03- What are you doing?- Re-examining. - That's enough.

0:00:03 > 0:00:04- How's Sally?- Dead.

0:00:04 > 0:00:06Sally, she's alive?

0:00:06 > 0:00:08Course she's alive.

0:00:08 > 0:00:11Dr Ashford is a bully. I wish to lodge a formal complaint.

0:00:11 > 0:00:14The proceeds of the estate sale to be shared equally.

0:00:14 > 0:00:18Ethan is to hold Caleb's share with power of attorney.

0:00:18 > 0:00:21If this is another one of your jokes...

0:00:21 > 0:00:25- Good to see you, mate. - Lance Corporal.

0:00:25 > 0:00:26It's like talking to a robot.

0:00:26 > 0:00:28I don't think there's anything to worry about.

0:00:28 > 0:00:30That's what he says and clearly there is!

0:01:05 > 0:01:08Guys, no running in the ED.

0:01:08 > 0:01:13See that? No running. Mr Responsible, that's me.

0:01:13 > 0:01:16That's got to be worth at least a tenner of my inheritance.

0:01:16 > 0:01:18Isn't that a little disrespectful to our dead mother?

0:01:18 > 0:01:20Isn't that a little sentimental for an atheist?

0:01:20 > 0:01:25I'm not technically an... I'm not even going to go there.

0:01:25 > 0:01:28- Don't you just want to...- What? - Punch him sometimes?

0:01:28 > 0:01:30I did punch him once when I was nine...

0:01:30 > 0:01:33Pshew! And fractured my thumb metacarpal.

0:01:33 > 0:01:35I'm not going to give him THAT satisfaction again.

0:01:38 > 0:01:42Here is your key. Any problems, give us a shout.

0:01:56 > 0:02:00There was a time we'd barely get through the front door...

0:02:00 > 0:02:04Look, I'm sorting my head out.

0:02:04 > 0:02:08I'm talking it out with Iain, going over that day in Afghanistan...

0:02:12 > 0:02:16I'm really pleased we came to Holby.

0:02:16 > 0:02:19I'm going to go for a walk and get some air.

0:02:26 > 0:02:29Hiya, Beth, err...it's Iain.

0:02:29 > 0:02:33Listen, I've got your message, you're in Holby. Um...

0:02:33 > 0:02:35I guess I could talk to Kenny,

0:02:35 > 0:02:38but I'm not sure what good it's going to do.

0:02:38 > 0:02:43But, er, give me a call if you need me, yeah? OK.

0:02:43 > 0:02:45Ah...

0:02:45 > 0:02:48When a man hangs up that quickly, it generally means only one thing...

0:02:48 > 0:02:50Well, you know how it is.

0:02:50 > 0:02:52It's that lass you popped out to see the other night, innit?

0:02:52 > 0:02:55Can't take no for an answer?

0:02:55 > 0:02:58Doesn't know that "no strings attached" means, erm...

0:02:58 > 0:03:00- well, "no strings attached"...- Right.

0:03:00 > 0:03:04- Are we going to do this or what? - Umm, yeah.

0:03:07 > 0:03:09She fell out of bed, someone had to come with her,

0:03:09 > 0:03:12what was I supposed to do? I'll pick him up in a couple of hours...

0:03:12 > 0:03:15- I don't know...- OK, this is Barbara Rayburn, she's 84.

0:03:15 > 0:03:17She was found on the floor beside her bed.

0:03:17 > 0:03:19She's got shortened and rotated right hip.

0:03:19 > 0:03:22- He's being difficult? You're being difficult.- GCS is 15, pulse is 80,

0:03:22 > 0:03:25BP is 140 over 60 and her sats are 96.

0:03:25 > 0:03:28I've given her 10 of morphine and she's had some Entonox.

0:03:28 > 0:03:30Ah, thanks, Dixie. All right, Barbara?

0:03:30 > 0:03:32It's OK, you're in safe hands now.

0:03:32 > 0:03:36Sorry, child care nightmare, I'm Mrs Rayburn's carer, I found her.

0:03:36 > 0:03:39Spot of early morning tap dancing or something ridiculous...

0:03:39 > 0:03:43- Jenny, isn't it?- Ethan.

0:03:43 > 0:03:46Erm, Jenny nursed my mother, before she died.

0:03:46 > 0:03:48- I see...- An incredible woman.

0:03:48 > 0:03:49Thank you.

0:03:52 > 0:03:55Ok... Erm, cubicle three, please.

0:03:55 > 0:03:57Incredibly weak genes, though.

0:03:57 > 0:03:59None of that brilliance passed on to me, sadly.

0:03:59 > 0:04:01And we're tight on numbers, as always.

0:04:01 > 0:04:04I'm afraid you are going to have to work with Dr Ashford today.

0:04:04 > 0:04:07- That's fine, I'm a professional. - And the bullying allegation?

0:04:07 > 0:04:10- Have you had any more thoughts about that?- I am, um...

0:04:10 > 0:04:12We shouldn't be discussing this here.

0:04:12 > 0:04:14Come and see me on your next break.

0:04:14 > 0:04:17If you want to go with a complaint, we'll get the ball rolling.

0:04:17 > 0:04:20If you want a less formal solution, which I advise, we can talk.

0:04:20 > 0:04:22Sure.

0:04:22 > 0:04:25- She OK?- You have to do everything you can to try and make amends,

0:04:25 > 0:04:27cos the last thing you need is a tribunal.

0:04:27 > 0:04:31- You don't think I was bullying her? - No, of course not! But it's messy.

0:04:31 > 0:04:34A little bit of humility goes a long way.

0:04:34 > 0:04:38ROMANTIC MUSIC

0:04:44 > 0:04:46You looked a bit tense.

0:04:46 > 0:04:51I thought, maybe...a massage might help you relax a bit...

0:04:51 > 0:04:54No, no, no... No, I didn't mean that,

0:04:54 > 0:04:56I just think we need to spend some time together...

0:04:56 > 0:04:59I can't pretend that everything is OK!

0:04:59 > 0:05:02I can't lie on this bed and let you touch me,

0:05:02 > 0:05:05- like you're the man that I married. - Don't you think I know that?

0:05:05 > 0:05:08I woke up last night, you had PINNED me to the bed

0:05:08 > 0:05:12- and you were SCREAMING in my face! - I was dreaming, I'm sorry!

0:05:12 > 0:05:17- I can't do this anymore... - No, no, no, no, no, no, PLEASE!

0:05:17 > 0:05:21I don't know who you are, or where you've gone.

0:05:21 > 0:05:23But you are scaring me.

0:05:23 > 0:05:27- I'm scared of you pulling away. - Do you blame me?

0:05:27 > 0:05:30So you are?! You are backing out on me!

0:05:30 > 0:05:32You're backing out of this!

0:05:32 > 0:05:34KENNY!

0:05:34 > 0:05:39NO! KENNY! KENNY!

0:05:39 > 0:05:42No, no, no, wait, wait, wait, move!

0:05:42 > 0:05:45SHE CRIES AND SCREAMS

0:05:50 > 0:05:52Help me!

0:05:52 > 0:05:55I can't believe you were so late this morning!

0:05:55 > 0:05:57What was the last thing I said to you before I left the house?

0:05:57 > 0:05:59There's Charlie, I'll introduce you to him.

0:05:59 > 0:06:02If there's even the faintest chance of me working here full-time,

0:06:02 > 0:06:05- I'd like to get off on a more professional footing.- Totally.

0:06:05 > 0:06:07So, the whole nickname thing, just make sure it's kept to a...

0:06:07 > 0:06:10Lofty, isn't it? From last week? The agency sent you?

0:06:10 > 0:06:13Um, yes, but... actually I prefer to be called...

0:06:13 > 0:06:16You're late! And as you can see, we need all the help we can get.

0:06:16 > 0:06:19- So why don't you get stuck straight in?- Right.

0:06:19 > 0:06:21You any good with screaming kids?

0:06:21 > 0:06:25Umm...my uncle keeps pigs. They... squeal.

0:06:25 > 0:06:28I didn't ask for the life story.

0:06:28 > 0:06:33- Cubicle three, full set of obs. Be careful, he bites.- Right.

0:06:40 > 0:06:42The cold shoulder.

0:06:42 > 0:06:45I think she might go all the way with this complaint.

0:06:45 > 0:06:49It's ridiculous. All it was was a bit of tough love.

0:06:49 > 0:06:52You see, you respond well to that, she obviously doesn't.

0:06:52 > 0:06:54It was an error of judgement on your part.

0:06:54 > 0:06:58- You have to start by admitting that. - You sound like Zoe.

0:06:58 > 0:07:00Tough love.

0:07:03 > 0:07:04Ohh, they've only just arrived...

0:07:04 > 0:07:09- Oh, here, quick!- Kenny? - Ah, he a mate of yours?

0:07:09 > 0:07:12- Yeah, we served together. - Ah, all right...

0:07:12 > 0:07:15- She's through here.- Are you all right? What happened?

0:07:15 > 0:07:17I'm so glad it's you. Her jacket went up in flames,

0:07:17 > 0:07:20- her hand's really badly burnt.- OK. Have you had it in water?- Yeah.

0:07:20 > 0:07:22OK, how are you, Beth, are you all right?

0:07:22 > 0:07:25- Yeah. It hurts. - Let's have a look at this...

0:07:25 > 0:07:26SHE WINCES

0:07:26 > 0:07:29OK. OK, what I'm going to do, Beth,

0:07:29 > 0:07:31is I'm going to get you some pain relief, OK?

0:07:31 > 0:07:34- Then we'll have a closer look at these burns.- Here you go...- Cheers.

0:07:34 > 0:07:37We're going to take you to the hospital,

0:07:37 > 0:07:40so, anything you need, you know, phone, wallet, keys,

0:07:40 > 0:07:43you'd better get it now. It's amazing what people forget, eh?

0:07:43 > 0:07:45OK, no problem... I'll be a minute.

0:07:45 > 0:07:47Mac? Can you get me the carrier chair just in case.

0:07:47 > 0:07:49Yep, no worries.

0:07:49 > 0:07:52The other night... He can't know that you came to see me.

0:07:52 > 0:07:54- What, you want me to lie? - He's losing it,

0:07:54 > 0:07:57he's paranoid enough as it is... Please, promise me.

0:07:57 > 0:08:00OK, OK.

0:08:00 > 0:08:03Cheers, mate.

0:08:03 > 0:08:06We'll transfer you to orthopaedics and then assess you on the ward.

0:08:06 > 0:08:11- Thank you.- I'll see you out there shortly, OK?- Thank you.

0:08:11 > 0:08:13Thank you so much.

0:08:13 > 0:08:16Ah, it's frightening when anybody has a fall like that,

0:08:16 > 0:08:18but a woman of such advanced years.

0:08:18 > 0:08:20Easy on the age chat! She can hear you, you know.

0:08:20 > 0:08:21Oh, gosh, no, I wasn't being rude...

0:08:21 > 0:08:24Relax! She's nearly 90! And you are to easy to wind up!

0:08:24 > 0:08:27THEY CHUCKLE

0:08:27 > 0:08:30I wanted to thank you for the flowers you sent to the funeral.

0:08:30 > 0:08:33- No worries.- Penny, isn't it?

0:08:33 > 0:08:37- It's Jenny! - Of course, sorry, from the hospice.

0:08:37 > 0:08:42What you did for our mother, beyond the call of duty, it means so much.

0:08:42 > 0:08:45Thank you. It is kind of my job, though.

0:08:45 > 0:08:48- You only came to see her once.- Nah... Mum and I spoke a lot on the phone.

0:08:48 > 0:08:51She mentioned me?

0:08:51 > 0:08:54Yeah... No, come to think of it, that WAS Penny. Umm...

0:08:54 > 0:08:57OK, so Mrs Rayburn has gone to orthopaedics,

0:08:57 > 0:09:00it's third floor, you should be able to follow signs from there.

0:09:00 > 0:09:02Thank you. Good to see you again.

0:09:02 > 0:09:04Tell Penny I said hi.

0:09:07 > 0:09:10Aw, what's wrong?

0:09:10 > 0:09:13Am I stepping on your toes?

0:09:13 > 0:09:15You're a doctor, on duty.

0:09:15 > 0:09:18She's here to see a patient, who passed through our ED.

0:09:18 > 0:09:22The levels of unprofessionalism that your libido drags you down to

0:09:22 > 0:09:23continue to astound me.

0:09:23 > 0:09:27So, you're definitely not going to go there?

0:09:27 > 0:09:29Cool!

0:09:32 > 0:09:35What was that all about? I get the sibling rivalry thing,

0:09:35 > 0:09:36but I reckon you were on there.

0:09:36 > 0:09:39He just came in and blew you out the water!

0:09:39 > 0:09:41- I don't think I was in any way "on". - The eyes don't lie.

0:09:41 > 0:09:43Please, I...I'm at work.

0:09:43 > 0:09:46- She's a...- Doesn't matter. He should have backed off.

0:09:46 > 0:09:48Ah... I don't know what he's still DOING here...

0:09:48 > 0:09:54Well, I do. It's the money, obviously. Ooohh... Sorry.

0:09:54 > 0:09:57I'm sure Mum put me in charge of his inheritance

0:09:57 > 0:10:01- because she genuinely wanted him to change...- Cal is hard-wired, Ethan...

0:10:01 > 0:10:04If I gave him his money, he'd go.

0:10:04 > 0:10:05But?

0:10:05 > 0:10:09Well, I'd be letting her down... I just don't think I can do that.

0:10:12 > 0:10:15This is Beth Archer, she's got burns to her hands and her wrists.

0:10:15 > 0:10:17She's had Entonox and 5 of morphine at the scene.

0:10:17 > 0:10:21BP is 120 over 80, airways are all clear, sats are 98%.

0:10:21 > 0:10:23Great, thanks, Iain.

0:10:23 > 0:10:25Straight through to cubicles and I'll be with you shortly...

0:10:25 > 0:10:28- I'm coming with ya. - I don't want you to come.

0:10:28 > 0:10:30Beth...

0:10:30 > 0:10:33- I just want to be on my own. - Erm...

0:10:33 > 0:10:35- Do you mind taking her? I'll get her booked in.- Sure.

0:10:35 > 0:10:38- Can you help me with the details? - I just want to go with her!

0:10:38 > 0:10:40It's just a bit of paperwork... Won't take long.

0:10:40 > 0:10:43Come on, it'll give her a chance to calm down.

0:10:43 > 0:10:47Weey! There we go! That's good!

0:10:47 > 0:10:48One more, one more!

0:10:48 > 0:10:51See that, girls? Premier League next season.

0:10:51 > 0:10:53LAUGHTER

0:10:53 > 0:10:54Ah, what!?

0:10:54 > 0:10:57Yeah, man, how you doing, mate?! You all right?

0:10:57 > 0:10:59- Just ignore him... - It's fine.

0:10:59 > 0:11:02You all right? You're looking well! How was it then, eh?

0:11:02 > 0:11:03Nothing to write home about.

0:11:03 > 0:11:06Six months inside, and that's all you got to say for yourself?

0:11:06 > 0:11:08It's a youth offenders', isn't it, not a prison?

0:11:08 > 0:11:12All right, yeah. So, you're out now, yeah? Come on, what we doing?

0:11:12 > 0:11:13- Nah, I'm good.- Ah, what?

0:11:13 > 0:11:16You're kidding! We need to be celebrating. Get some booze in!

0:11:16 > 0:11:19- Nah, we're all right.- Speaking for your brother now, are ya?

0:11:19 > 0:11:22- No, I'm just saying...- Good. Come on, mate, what are we doing?

0:11:22 > 0:11:27- I'm skint, aren't I?- Skint? Since when has that ever stopped us?

0:11:27 > 0:11:30What's the matter with you? You lost your touch? Come on, liven up!

0:11:38 > 0:11:44Hey, if I were you, I'd get yourself coffee while you can.

0:11:44 > 0:11:47She's pulling away from me, I feel it.

0:11:50 > 0:11:53Just...give her some space.

0:11:53 > 0:11:57That's what she said the other week...

0:11:57 > 0:12:02Disappeared on me for the night. Wouldn't say where.

0:12:02 > 0:12:05If I didn't know her any better, I'd say she's seeing another bloke.

0:12:05 > 0:12:09Beth? No way.

0:12:09 > 0:12:12You haven't spoken to her?

0:12:12 > 0:12:14No.

0:12:14 > 0:12:18Look, I'll get an update and you can see her in a minute, OK?

0:12:18 > 0:12:20And then when she's out of here, you and me, we'll talk, OK?

0:12:20 > 0:12:22Grab a beer or something.

0:12:28 > 0:12:31He was fine when I left this morning.

0:12:31 > 0:12:33Ugh, if he doesn't want to eat anything, don't force him!

0:12:33 > 0:12:36Mac? How much longer are you going to be?

0:12:36 > 0:12:38I'm, um... I'm just waiting on Iain, he's, erm...

0:12:38 > 0:12:41- paperwork or something.- You should have turned around by now.

0:12:41 > 0:12:43Yeah... I'll chase him.

0:12:43 > 0:12:48No, I'm not at home yet! So bring him here!

0:12:48 > 0:12:51Are you capable of being anything other than useless?

0:12:56 > 0:12:58Husband being rubbish with the kids?

0:12:58 > 0:13:02Really? We're going to do this?

0:13:02 > 0:13:05I'm tired, and stroppy,

0:13:05 > 0:13:08and my ex-boyfriend is bringing our absolute nightmare of a son here

0:13:08 > 0:13:09in about half an hour.

0:13:09 > 0:13:12I spend my free time shouting at my kid

0:13:12 > 0:13:14and generally failing as a mother.

0:13:14 > 0:13:17Wow! That's, um... that's quite a personal ad.

0:13:17 > 0:13:20If that's the sort of thing that gets you going, give me your number.

0:13:20 > 0:13:22I'll think about calling.

0:13:22 > 0:13:25I'd need some sort of personality disorder in there to get me going...

0:13:25 > 0:13:28- Borderline workaholic?- Anything a little more...vulnerable?

0:13:28 > 0:13:31- I don't do tears. - Surely you do drinks?

0:13:31 > 0:13:35So, you got your mum's persistence - and he got her looks.

0:13:35 > 0:13:38- What, my brother? The looks? - He's very pretty...

0:13:38 > 0:13:41Now we're starting to uncover that personality disorder.

0:13:41 > 0:13:43SHE CHUCKLES

0:13:48 > 0:13:51- All right, here you are, then. - So, I'm doing it, am I?

0:13:51 > 0:13:53- Yeah! I'll distract him. - Can't we just go?

0:13:53 > 0:13:57- And where's the fun in that, eh? - Just wait by the door, yeah?

0:13:57 > 0:13:59Yeah, wait there.

0:14:09 > 0:14:13You all right, mate? Me nan, she didn't get her paper this morning.

0:14:13 > 0:14:16- Oh, what's the address? - Her address?

0:14:16 > 0:14:19No wonder she didn't get her paper, if you haven't got her address!

0:14:19 > 0:14:22It's Gladys, you know. Little Gladys with the purple hair.

0:14:22 > 0:14:24She comes in here all the time.

0:14:24 > 0:14:26Look, mate, these are your customers, right?

0:14:26 > 0:14:29- You abuse them, you lose them. - What's her surname?

0:14:29 > 0:14:30Do you get a lot of Gladyses in here, do ya?

0:14:30 > 0:14:32You know what, don't even worry, yeah?

0:14:32 > 0:14:35- Grandad got her an iPhone last week, she reads it online.- Heeeeyy!

0:14:35 > 0:14:38Leg it! Leg it! Go!

0:14:40 > 0:14:43- THEY LAUGH - You got it, yeah?

0:14:45 > 0:14:47Right. What have we got?

0:14:47 > 0:14:49All the burns look partial thickness,

0:14:49 > 0:14:52but a couple of large tense blisters on the palm

0:14:52 > 0:14:55and thenar eminence with generalised erythema.

0:14:55 > 0:14:57She's got full sensation and movement.

0:14:57 > 0:14:59Look at the new boy trying to impress!

0:14:59 > 0:15:03But... Well, strictly I'm not new, not to nursing...

0:15:03 > 0:15:05- It's Lofty, isn't it? - Actually, my name is...

0:15:05 > 0:15:08After the permanent position? Yeah, I'll put in a good word.

0:15:08 > 0:15:11Well, uhh...you don't need to do that... I mean...

0:15:11 > 0:15:13- if... if you want to do that... - Great.

0:15:13 > 0:15:16Well, uncomplicated partial thickness burns,

0:15:16 > 0:15:20- that'll all need dressing, OK? - Got it.

0:15:20 > 0:15:21Sorry!

0:15:21 > 0:15:23Oh, 'scuse me.

0:15:23 > 0:15:26That nurse. She's the one that sent the flowers to the funeral, right?

0:15:26 > 0:15:29- Yes...- Can you remember what they looked like?

0:15:29 > 0:15:31Of course I can't. Why?

0:15:31 > 0:15:34I thought it would be a bit cool if I could remember, that's all.

0:15:34 > 0:15:35Ah, if it comes up.

0:15:35 > 0:15:39Using our dead mum to try and pull women? You are pure class.

0:15:45 > 0:15:47You're going to have to see him eventually.

0:15:47 > 0:15:51I know. I just needed a moment.

0:15:51 > 0:15:53Are things that bad?

0:15:53 > 0:15:58We weren't going to move back here. I just didn't know what else to do.

0:15:58 > 0:16:01Why don't you want him to know that you've been seeing me?

0:16:01 > 0:16:06He's been drinking, and when he drinks he gets angry, possessive...

0:16:06 > 0:16:09Where am I going, who am I seeing?

0:16:09 > 0:16:12It's hard enough trying to see my friends

0:16:12 > 0:16:15and if he'd known that I'd been to see you he'd go crazy.

0:16:15 > 0:16:18Shutting him out is not going to help, lying to him,

0:16:18 > 0:16:20that's definitely not going to fix it.

0:16:20 > 0:16:25I keep saying to myself that he's ill, and I have to help him.

0:16:25 > 0:16:28But if it was anyone else and my relationship was this bad...

0:16:28 > 0:16:30I'd have just left months ago.

0:16:30 > 0:16:33You can't give up on him. Not yet.

0:16:33 > 0:16:36Aah, sorry, buddy. We're... We're back on.

0:16:36 > 0:16:38I'm in the middle of something...

0:16:38 > 0:16:40Yeah. I believe it's called a shift.

0:16:40 > 0:16:42Dixie is chasing.

0:16:45 > 0:16:47You should go.

0:16:47 > 0:16:50You've got my number, yeah?

0:16:57 > 0:17:00- You know we're trespassing. - I've done worse.

0:17:00 > 0:17:03Yeah, but you're breaking the conditions of your licence.

0:17:03 > 0:17:06- I can live with that. - Why are you being like this?

0:17:06 > 0:17:10That's it, lads, don't worry about me, I'll be all right...

0:17:10 > 0:17:12Yeah, well, it's not our fault you can't keep up.

0:17:12 > 0:17:15All right, Mo Farah. Did you see him?

0:17:15 > 0:17:18He weren't even in the shop and he pegged it faster than we did!

0:17:20 > 0:17:22Chuck us me bag, mate.

0:17:28 > 0:17:30Looking for this?

0:17:30 > 0:17:32Yeah, chuck it here, man, I'm struggling.

0:17:32 > 0:17:35Not until you tell me who grassed me.

0:17:36 > 0:17:38MOBILE PHONE BEEPS

0:17:42 > 0:17:46- Jenny! Jen!- Nathan?

0:17:46 > 0:17:48He was...he was shaking, Jen, he's, er...

0:17:48 > 0:17:51He's gone all floppy, and his eyes have gone dead, look!

0:17:51 > 0:17:53Josh, Joshie... Come on!

0:17:53 > 0:17:57Somebody! Somebody! Somebody help us!

0:17:57 > 0:18:00- Tell me what happened.- I don't know if he's breathing. He's passed out.

0:18:00 > 0:18:03All right, then, OK, well, we'll come this way... Ethan, Ethan!

0:18:03 > 0:18:07- I need your help. All right.- Jenny?

0:18:07 > 0:18:10Six months I was in that place.

0:18:10 > 0:18:12You thought it was my fault that you got caught, is it?

0:18:12 > 0:18:15No, no, no, I got caught. They knocked on my door,

0:18:15 > 0:18:17and the laptops was under my bed.

0:18:17 > 0:18:19Yes, we thought they would be safer there.

0:18:19 > 0:18:23I mean, your dad's too drunk to go looking for them, innit?

0:18:23 > 0:18:27- Someone called the police, didn't they?- Just give it to him, will ya?

0:18:27 > 0:18:28- No, no, no...- He can't breathe!

0:18:28 > 0:18:31He gives it the chat, he gives it all the big "I am",

0:18:31 > 0:18:33but you don't do nothing, do ya?

0:18:33 > 0:18:38- Mate, I swear to you. - Stop lying!

0:18:38 > 0:18:41What are you doing!? He needs that!

0:18:41 > 0:18:44I took the risks. I was the one who went in there

0:18:44 > 0:18:46and grabbed them laptops off that table.

0:18:46 > 0:18:49You were sitting on your bike outside! Didn't want to know!

0:18:49 > 0:18:52Mate... I swear...

0:18:54 > 0:18:57Tell me who grassed me. Tell me it was you!

0:18:57 > 0:19:00I swear to God, I didn't grass ya.

0:19:01 > 0:19:05Ryan! You'd better not be climbing up there!

0:19:05 > 0:19:10I didn't do it, mate!

0:19:10 > 0:19:13- RYAN!- He needs his inhaler, Danny.

0:19:13 > 0:19:16- RYAN! GET DOWN!- I'm almost there! - Ryan!

0:19:16 > 0:19:18DANNY SCREAMS

0:19:18 > 0:19:23Ryan, are you all right?

0:19:23 > 0:19:26I'm going to get you some help. Don't worry, breathe...

0:19:26 > 0:19:29Breathe, don't worry, bubba.

0:19:29 > 0:19:31He just started jerking and then went floppy.

0:19:31 > 0:19:34- Airways are clear, he's breathing. - Yeah, he's burning up...

0:19:34 > 0:19:37Can I get a reading, please? It's OK, buddy, what's his name?

0:19:37 > 0:19:39- Joshua.- Joshie.

0:19:39 > 0:19:42Hello, Joshie. My name's Ethan, I'm a doctor.

0:19:42 > 0:19:44- 39.8.- Did he have a temperature this morning?

0:19:44 > 0:19:47No, just a...a bit... a bit of a cold.

0:19:47 > 0:19:50- Is he on any medication?- No.

0:19:50 > 0:19:53Let's get him on 20 milligrams per kilogram of paracetamol.

0:19:53 > 0:19:56Keep an eye on that temperature, please.

0:19:56 > 0:19:58All right, let's get all of these layers off.

0:20:06 > 0:20:09WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO HIM?

0:20:09 > 0:20:10SIREN WAILS

0:20:10 > 0:20:12Look, everything will be OK, the ambulance is here.

0:20:12 > 0:20:14I can't be here, Ryan, I shouldn't be here.

0:20:14 > 0:20:17- Look, I'll come and check up on you, I'm sorry!- Dan!

0:20:19 > 0:20:22HE GROANS

0:20:22 > 0:20:24HE CHOKES

0:20:28 > 0:20:30- What's your name?- Ryan.

0:20:30 > 0:20:33It's all right, Ryan, I'm Iain, I'm a paramedic, mate.

0:20:33 > 0:20:34- They told us you had a fall. - Yeah...

0:20:34 > 0:20:36Try and keep still, son, OK?

0:20:36 > 0:20:39- What, and you landed on your feet? - Yeah, it really, really hurts...

0:20:39 > 0:20:42OK, don't worry, we're going to get you something for the pain, OK?

0:20:42 > 0:20:44Stephen - he's round there.

0:20:44 > 0:20:45Who's that?

0:20:45 > 0:20:48My mate Stephen, really bad asthma attack.

0:20:48 > 0:20:50OK, don't worry, we'll look after your mate.

0:20:50 > 0:20:52- Go and have a look... - OK, you got him?- Got him.

0:20:52 > 0:20:53Stephen!

0:20:55 > 0:20:58Stephen!

0:20:58 > 0:21:00Oh, all right, son. I've got him!

0:21:00 > 0:21:02We'll get you out of here, OK?

0:21:02 > 0:21:05Iain, we're going to need another unit, mate!

0:21:05 > 0:21:06Oh, no, no, no, no, you know,

0:21:06 > 0:21:09you know what he's like when he kicks off.

0:21:09 > 0:21:11- I've never had to grab him like that.- Aggressive infection

0:21:11 > 0:21:14in the middle ear. How...how has he been over the last few days?

0:21:14 > 0:21:17I...I don't know, erm...a bit grizzly, runny nose, that's it.

0:21:17 > 0:21:19His temperature's very high and he's pretty unwell with it,

0:21:19 > 0:21:22so let's start him on amoxicillin, 250mg, eight hourly.

0:21:22 > 0:21:25- And the bruises?- He kicked off in the supermarket -

0:21:25 > 0:21:27I grabbed him, I pulled him out of there!

0:21:27 > 0:21:30- How could you do this?!- Please, I know this is difficult but...

0:21:30 > 0:21:32- Is that what made him pass out? - I didn't do it that hard!

0:21:32 > 0:21:35What you witnessed was a febrile convulsion - the body's way

0:21:35 > 0:21:37of dealing with the spike in temperature.

0:21:37 > 0:21:39I've given him paracetamol to bring that down, we'll start him

0:21:39 > 0:21:44on a course of antibiotics to help with his infection, and we'll monitor him over the next hour or so.

0:21:44 > 0:21:46He'll be right as rain in no time at all.

0:21:46 > 0:21:47And the bruises?

0:21:47 > 0:21:51They're fairly minor and they're consistent with the explanation,

0:21:51 > 0:21:53they should heal in a couple of weeks.

0:22:12 > 0:22:13TELEPHONE BEEPS

0:22:23 > 0:22:24Is that my phone?

0:22:28 > 0:22:29You got a text.

0:22:29 > 0:22:31- So you thought you would read it? - It's from your mum,

0:22:31 > 0:22:35- I thought I should check it, she's probably worried and stuff... - You can't keep doing this.

0:22:35 > 0:22:38- I'm not doing anything. - I have nothing to hide...

0:22:38 > 0:22:41and if you don't believe that then I don't even know what you're doing here.

0:22:41 > 0:22:43Maybe I'll go.

0:22:55 > 0:22:57Come on, I thought you didn't do tears.

0:22:59 > 0:23:02I know they were only minor bruises,

0:23:02 > 0:23:04and he wouldn't hurt him deliberately,

0:23:04 > 0:23:06he loves him so much...

0:23:07 > 0:23:09He's a good dad.

0:23:10 > 0:23:11Yeah.

0:23:11 > 0:23:14He sounds like a super dad,

0:23:14 > 0:23:15why did you ever let him go?

0:23:17 > 0:23:19You know how it is -

0:23:19 > 0:23:22new parents stop investing in the relationship...

0:23:22 > 0:23:25Then, there was the whole sex with the girl in Accounts thing...

0:23:25 > 0:23:29Yeah, well...that would probably do it.

0:23:29 > 0:23:31You need to learn to control yourself.

0:23:33 > 0:23:35Yeah, well, I do have a thing for redheads

0:23:35 > 0:23:37- that are good with numbers.- OK, now

0:23:37 > 0:23:39we're hitting some common ground.

0:23:39 > 0:23:43So this, erm...this redhead, you ever got her number?

0:23:43 > 0:23:45SIREN WAILS

0:23:46 > 0:23:48This is Ryan Pemberly, he's 15.

0:23:48 > 0:23:51He's fallen approximately 20 foot onto concrete, landing on his feet.

0:23:51 > 0:23:54Query fracture to his left heel, which is in a bad way,

0:23:54 > 0:23:55with lots of swelling.

0:23:55 > 0:23:57He wasn't KO'd, GCS 15,

0:23:57 > 0:24:00BP 120/75, sats 98% on air,

0:24:00 > 0:24:03his pulse is 80 and I've given him ten of morphine.

0:24:03 > 0:24:06OK, Stephen, that nebulised salbutamol seems to have had a good effect,

0:24:06 > 0:24:08but I still want you to get looked at properly.

0:24:08 > 0:24:10You know you're pretty fit for a doctor.

0:24:10 > 0:24:12I endorse a zero tolerance approach to verbal abuse.

0:24:12 > 0:24:15It's not verbal abuse if I'm saying you're fit, is it?

0:24:15 > 0:24:17Well, it's still inappropriate, so wind your neck in

0:24:17 > 0:24:20and show some respect to the people who saved your life today.

0:24:20 > 0:24:24OK, then, over on three - one, two, three...

0:24:24 > 0:24:25OK.

0:24:25 > 0:24:27Thanks, guys.

0:24:30 > 0:24:32Breathing's fine, yeah.

0:24:32 > 0:24:34- OK, airway's clear...- Where is he?!

0:24:34 > 0:24:36- ..and we have bilateral movement... - Is he all right?

0:24:36 > 0:24:38Try and keep still for me.

0:24:38 > 0:24:40And you are?

0:24:40 > 0:24:41His brother, Daniel.

0:24:41 > 0:24:44OK, Daniel - no need to panic, we've got everything under control.

0:24:44 > 0:24:46It's all right, I'm here, mate.

0:24:56 > 0:24:58Right. All set?

0:24:58 > 0:25:01- Can you give me a minute? I just want to check on Beth.- Uh.

0:25:01 > 0:25:04What about your mate?

0:25:04 > 0:25:06Yeah, I'm just going to see if she's all right first.

0:25:06 > 0:25:10- Grab us a coffee, will you?- Aaah... And I'm paying for that, am I?

0:25:10 > 0:25:13You're really getting the hang of this ECA role, aren't ya?

0:25:16 > 0:25:18Rita, have you seen the mother of young Joshua?

0:25:18 > 0:25:20Business or pleasure?

0:25:20 > 0:25:21Business, obviously.

0:25:21 > 0:25:24Oh, Ethan... She's out the front. Come with me.

0:25:30 > 0:25:33Well, if I want to call myself a mother,

0:25:33 > 0:25:35I really ought to get back in there.

0:25:35 > 0:25:39Look, erm...when stuff gets tough, I'm the first person to run away

0:25:39 > 0:25:41and pretend it's not happening.

0:25:41 > 0:25:44Yeah - we saw you what, like, once at the hospice?

0:25:44 > 0:25:48Ouch! That's a bit below the belt.

0:25:48 > 0:25:50I thought "below the belt" was your comfort zone.

0:25:50 > 0:25:55I don't know whether to be deeply offended or strangely aroused.

0:25:55 > 0:25:57Well, if it helps, your mum didn't really want to see you anyway.

0:25:57 > 0:26:00Ah! Bam! Yeah, smack in the face number two.

0:26:00 > 0:26:02- No, in a good way!- Yeah.

0:26:02 > 0:26:04She didn't want to be a burden on anyone.

0:26:04 > 0:26:07"Life's for the living," that's what she said.

0:26:07 > 0:26:10Should I not have mentioned that?

0:26:10 > 0:26:13No. I'm...I'm glad you did.

0:26:20 > 0:26:23SIREN WAILS

0:26:26 > 0:26:27Oh!

0:26:32 > 0:26:35'That is a mess, a real mess...'

0:26:35 > 0:26:38RYAN GROANS

0:26:41 > 0:26:44Can we get some views on the foot, please,

0:26:44 > 0:26:47after chest, C-spine and pelvis?

0:26:47 > 0:26:49Let's keep the leg elevated

0:26:49 > 0:26:50and give him 1.2 grams

0:26:50 > 0:26:53of co-amoxiclav if he's not allergic

0:26:53 > 0:26:54- to penicillin.- No worries.

0:26:54 > 0:26:57After the X-rays, I'll refer him to the Orthopods.

0:26:57 > 0:26:59OK, Ryan, your heel is exposed

0:26:59 > 0:27:01through the bottom of your foot.

0:27:01 > 0:27:04I'm afraid you're going to need an operation.

0:27:04 > 0:27:05Why did you go for it?

0:27:05 > 0:27:08I don't know... I just, Stephen, he was going to die!

0:27:08 > 0:27:10He's the reason I got locked away - he deserved everything he got.

0:27:10 > 0:27:12- You could have killed him.- Yeah?

0:27:12 > 0:27:14Well, I ain't finished with him yet.

0:27:19 > 0:27:21Is Kenny still here?

0:27:21 > 0:27:23Yeah. He's in reception.

0:27:23 > 0:27:24Looking a bit lost.

0:27:27 > 0:27:29Look, Beth.

0:27:29 > 0:27:31The old Kenny...

0:27:32 > 0:27:34..the one that you married...

0:27:34 > 0:27:36that's who you're doing this for.

0:27:40 > 0:27:41Why him?

0:27:43 > 0:27:46Why did it have to hit him so hard?

0:27:47 > 0:27:51You were there, you went through the same thing that he did...

0:27:51 > 0:27:52No, Kenny wasn't...

0:27:56 > 0:27:57I was...

0:27:58 > 0:28:00When the bomb went off...

0:28:04 > 0:28:05Sorry...

0:28:09 > 0:28:10We've all been affected.

0:28:11 > 0:28:14We just cope with it in different ways.

0:28:14 > 0:28:16I'm no different to Kenny.

0:28:24 > 0:28:28Uh, Ethan, can you, erm...give me a second opinion on this, please?

0:28:28 > 0:28:30I'm not carrying on as if nothing happened.

0:28:30 > 0:28:32Look, it was just a kiss.

0:28:32 > 0:28:35With a woman whose son is still under our care.

0:28:35 > 0:28:38You're a doctor, you should show some restraint. And Rita saw you!

0:28:38 > 0:28:40All right, Nibbles. Ararararr...

0:28:40 > 0:28:42Don't call me that.

0:28:43 > 0:28:45Your behaviour reflects incredibly badly on me as well, you know.

0:28:45 > 0:28:48You could have got a job at any hospital, why here?

0:28:48 > 0:28:50Why not?

0:28:50 > 0:28:52Because it makes me want to...

0:28:52 > 0:28:54break my thumb on your nose again.

0:28:58 > 0:29:00Look, I don't want to leave you, but I've got to check in

0:29:00 > 0:29:03- with my probation officer, all right?- It's fine.

0:29:03 > 0:29:05- I'll be back as soon as I can.- OK.

0:29:07 > 0:29:09I imagine they'll be looking to transfer you

0:29:09 > 0:29:12to the orthopaedic surgeons as soon as the X-rays are back.

0:29:12 > 0:29:16So you might want to get a picture of that before they stitch it up.

0:29:16 > 0:29:18It could make quite the status update.

0:29:20 > 0:29:22Did Danny see you come in?

0:29:22 > 0:29:23No. Is he here?

0:29:23 > 0:29:25No, he's just left, but he'll kill you if he sees you in here.

0:29:25 > 0:29:27Yeah, all right, stresshead.

0:29:27 > 0:29:30I only come in here to say thanks, anyway.

0:29:30 > 0:29:32You going up there and that.

0:29:32 > 0:29:33Pretty brave.

0:29:34 > 0:29:38Totally loopy, but...nah, you didn't have to do that, mate.

0:29:38 > 0:29:41It's all right. Where's that doctor, eh?

0:29:42 > 0:29:44You know I didn't grass him.

0:29:44 > 0:29:45I know.

0:29:46 > 0:29:48Why'd you know?

0:29:48 > 0:29:50I just believe you, that's all.

0:29:50 > 0:29:52What, you believe me over your own brother?

0:29:52 > 0:29:54Oh, come on, can you find me that doctor?

0:29:54 > 0:29:56I'm feeling rough again.

0:29:59 > 0:30:00Mate, was it you?

0:30:03 > 0:30:05Who else knew the laptops were there, eh?

0:30:05 > 0:30:08- How can you do that, man? That's your brother!- Please...

0:30:08 > 0:30:10Just get me a doctor.

0:30:11 > 0:30:12All right.

0:30:12 > 0:30:15Hey, mate - he's gone a bit funny over here.

0:30:16 > 0:30:18OK, let's check your obs.

0:30:25 > 0:30:27You look like you might need this.

0:30:30 > 0:30:31What do I owe ya?

0:30:31 > 0:30:32Oh, nothing.

0:30:32 > 0:30:36Ex-serviceman. Got to look after each other.

0:30:36 > 0:30:39Iain said you served together, in Afghanistan.

0:30:39 > 0:30:42It's all right, I don't mean to pry -

0:30:42 > 0:30:45some boys like to talk about it, some don't.

0:30:45 > 0:30:48I've done nothing but talk about it -

0:30:48 > 0:30:51six months of rehabilitation and therapy...

0:30:51 > 0:30:54Thinking the time might have been better spent

0:30:54 > 0:30:55on marriage counselling.

0:30:55 > 0:30:58Yeah, well, when a bloke's adjusting back into normal life, it, erm...

0:30:58 > 0:31:01it can be hard on the old relationships.

0:31:01 > 0:31:05- You speaking from experience? - Ha! Me? No, no...

0:31:05 > 0:31:09I have to settle for a nice glass of red and a bag of chips these days.

0:31:09 > 0:31:13Not that I've ever really been one for relationships.

0:31:13 > 0:31:15Or one-night stands, for that matter.

0:31:15 > 0:31:17What do they call them these days? "Booty calls", innit?

0:31:17 > 0:31:19Yeah, that's it.

0:31:19 > 0:31:21Dunno, some of the young boys at work here...

0:31:21 > 0:31:23Oof, things I could tell you...

0:31:23 > 0:31:25You mean Iain?

0:31:25 > 0:31:29Well, he, erm...he did have a phone call out of the blue, yeah.

0:31:29 > 0:31:32He went off with a cheeky grin and a spring in his step...

0:31:32 > 0:31:33When was this?

0:31:33 > 0:31:36- Oh, I don't know.- When was it?

0:31:36 > 0:31:39Erm...erm... Couple of weeks back, I think, erm...

0:31:39 > 0:31:42Friday! Yeah, Thursday is my quiz night.

0:31:42 > 0:31:43Hey, your...

0:31:51 > 0:31:54Erm...his obs are still fine, but I'll start him on half-hourlys.

0:31:54 > 0:31:56Alert me if there are developments.

0:31:59 > 0:32:02She's hot and that, but ain't she a bitch?

0:32:02 > 0:32:05I hear she can be lovely.

0:32:05 > 0:32:08So is this all you can do, then? Can't do anything else?

0:32:08 > 0:32:11I know it's hard to see your mate in this condition.

0:32:11 > 0:32:13Yeah, he's like a fitness freak as well. The rest of us,

0:32:13 > 0:32:16we'll all be smoking joints in the park and he's doing laps

0:32:16 > 0:32:18in his running tights. I mean, like proper tights -

0:32:18 > 0:32:19looks like a right tool.

0:32:19 > 0:32:21He's a runner?

0:32:21 > 0:32:23Yeah. Obsessed.

0:32:24 > 0:32:26Just bear with me a second...

0:32:38 > 0:32:39Kenny.

0:32:43 > 0:32:45I'm sorry...

0:32:45 > 0:32:48My head's been...

0:32:48 > 0:32:50Maybe it's just been the shock or something.

0:32:53 > 0:32:55The way I've been - it's not been fair on you.

0:32:57 > 0:33:01Please, let's just go back to the B&B and get some sleep, yeah?

0:33:01 > 0:33:04Maybe we can grab that beer later, yeah?

0:33:04 > 0:33:05Sure.

0:33:09 > 0:33:11Looking at his obs, there's not a problem.

0:33:11 > 0:33:13So why are we having this conversation? I'm really busy.

0:33:13 > 0:33:15Because he does seem to be deteriorating.

0:33:15 > 0:33:18He's not tachycardic, but he does seem to be uncomfortable,

0:33:18 > 0:33:20a little agitated and I'm concerned.

0:33:20 > 0:33:22OK.

0:33:22 > 0:33:24Erm, his mate seems to think he's a bit of a runner...

0:33:24 > 0:33:26Obsessed, actually, and when I first saw him

0:33:26 > 0:33:29he seemed like a skinny, malnourished teenager.

0:33:29 > 0:33:32But now I think he's more like a super athlete.

0:33:32 > 0:33:33Super?

0:33:33 > 0:33:35You know...for more of a less exaggerated phrase.

0:33:35 > 0:33:39- OK, Lily?- Mm?- Erm, this patient with the calcaneus fractured...

0:33:39 > 0:33:41- Waiting for transfer.- Right, will you have a look at him again

0:33:41 > 0:33:44with the assumption that his resting pulse is more like 40?

0:33:44 > 0:33:46- OK. Lofty?- Thank you.

0:33:48 > 0:33:49Ethan!

0:33:50 > 0:33:51Ethan!

0:33:51 > 0:33:54I just wanted to explain about what you saw...

0:33:54 > 0:33:55There's no need.

0:33:55 > 0:33:58I don't usually do things like that.

0:33:58 > 0:34:00I was in a funny place, I just...

0:34:03 > 0:34:05I needed a bit of comfort.

0:34:05 > 0:34:07I hope you don't think any the less of me...

0:34:07 > 0:34:08Oh, of course not.

0:34:09 > 0:34:13Now, let's, erm...go and check on this little chap, OK?

0:34:17 > 0:34:18Hello.

0:34:19 > 0:34:23I feel stupid for panicking now - he...he looks like he's fine.

0:34:23 > 0:34:26That's good - that's what we want to see.

0:34:26 > 0:34:29That means the paracetamol is bringing his temperature down.

0:34:29 > 0:34:31As I said, the antibiotics should soon clear the infection up.

0:34:33 > 0:34:34Hello, Joshie.

0:34:36 > 0:34:37Did you do this by yourself?

0:34:37 > 0:34:39He's very good with his colours.

0:34:39 > 0:34:42Yeah, always has been, eh?

0:34:42 > 0:34:45Would you mind if we had a... a quick chat about Josh

0:34:45 > 0:34:48and his behaviour, just for a couple of minutes?

0:34:48 > 0:34:50Umm, I, like, really need the loo.

0:34:50 > 0:34:53- Has that come on suddenly?- I'm just bursting.- I understand.

0:34:53 > 0:34:57- Can I check your abdomen? Then we'll collect a urine sample. - Hang on, love,

0:34:57 > 0:34:59I'm not staying in here if he's going to do that!

0:34:59 > 0:35:01Do you feel any tenderness here?

0:35:01 > 0:35:02Yeah, there!

0:35:02 > 0:35:06We'll get you some privacy and if you could urinate into this.

0:35:08 > 0:35:10Is there a development?

0:35:10 > 0:35:14He is very athletic, so assuming normally the has a low resting pulse,

0:35:14 > 0:35:1880 plus is tachycardic. I think he may have an intra-abdominal bleed.

0:35:18 > 0:35:21- Good spot.- The nurse picked it up.

0:35:21 > 0:35:24Hey, is that blood? Hey, Ryan, did that come out of your todger, mate?

0:35:24 > 0:35:26- OK, that isn't helping. - All right, I'm just saying.

0:35:26 > 0:35:29That's frank haematuria. Dip it and send it to the lab ASAP.

0:35:29 > 0:35:33And we'll do a fast scan of his abdomen straight away, OK?

0:35:33 > 0:35:35That better, treacle?

0:35:36 > 0:35:39You've both described him as being a bit of a handful.

0:35:39 > 0:35:40They all are, aren't they?

0:35:40 > 0:35:43Sometimes, yes, but this tantrum in the supermarket,

0:35:43 > 0:35:44especially the trigger for it,

0:35:44 > 0:35:47and...his behaviour with other children...

0:35:47 > 0:35:51That's because he didn't spend much time with other kids when he was a toddler.

0:35:51 > 0:35:53That could be the case,

0:35:53 > 0:35:54but combined with the fact

0:35:54 > 0:35:57that you said his speech has been slow to develop...

0:35:57 > 0:35:59- Not that slow. - Jenny, let him finish.

0:36:02 > 0:36:06Have you considered that he may have an autistic spectrum disorder?

0:36:08 > 0:36:10No, he can't...

0:36:10 > 0:36:12We've both said it before, almost as a joke.

0:36:12 > 0:36:14Have you spoken to your GP about this?

0:36:15 > 0:36:18Look, it's a difficult thing to confront,

0:36:18 > 0:36:21especially with your first child when there's no other frame of reference.

0:36:21 > 0:36:24I should have done something sooner.

0:36:24 > 0:36:27- I'm such a bad mo...- Hey! Hey, hey, hey!

0:36:27 > 0:36:30He's a good kid, and we both do our best.

0:36:33 > 0:36:36What I would suggest is you speak to your GP.

0:36:36 > 0:36:39They'll begin the process of diagnosis. Spotting this now,

0:36:39 > 0:36:42this really is a good thing.

0:36:45 > 0:36:47- Thank you so much.- Yes...

0:36:55 > 0:36:59You keep telling yourself you didn't take advantage of her state of mind.

0:37:09 > 0:37:11There we are, look at that.

0:37:11 > 0:37:15A significant haematoma around the left kidney.

0:37:15 > 0:37:18We'll need a contrast abdominal CT

0:37:18 > 0:37:19for a definitive result.

0:37:19 > 0:37:21I'll alert urology.

0:37:21 > 0:37:23Ryan, you have some damage

0:37:23 > 0:37:25to your urinary tract.

0:37:25 > 0:37:28We're going to refer you to a urologist. Do you understand?

0:37:28 > 0:37:31Ryan, could I have a contact number for your parents?

0:37:31 > 0:37:32It's just my dad.

0:37:32 > 0:37:35OK, erm...you give me his number and I'll give him a call.

0:37:35 > 0:37:38- He should be here. I'll just go get a pen, OK?- OK.

0:37:38 > 0:37:41Oi! Is he going to be all right?

0:37:41 > 0:37:42Ah, he's in safe hands.

0:37:42 > 0:37:45It's probably best if you wait in reception though, OK?

0:37:45 > 0:37:48- I'll let you know once his scans come through.- All right.

0:37:52 > 0:37:53It's good we caught it now,

0:37:53 > 0:37:55could have ended up with a massive haemorrhage.

0:37:55 > 0:37:58I'll let you organise the referral. I'll be back to review him

0:37:58 > 0:38:00- but let me know if there's any changes.- Of course.

0:38:00 > 0:38:03I'm not paying for the damage, you're insured! I should sue you

0:38:03 > 0:38:07- for not having a fire extinguisher in the room.- Honey, leave it. - I'm not having it.

0:38:07 > 0:38:09- She can't do this. You can't do this!- Kenny! Please,

0:38:09 > 0:38:12let me deal with it! Wait upstairs.

0:38:14 > 0:38:18- She's not kicking us out, we paid in advance.- Wait upstairs.

0:38:18 > 0:38:20And pack the bags or something.

0:38:34 > 0:38:35You still here?

0:38:36 > 0:38:38Yeah, no thanks to you.

0:38:38 > 0:38:39It's not over.

0:38:39 > 0:38:42I'm not going to tell you again, Dan, all right?

0:38:42 > 0:38:45- I weren't the one who grassed you up.- Somebody did.- Yeah?

0:38:45 > 0:38:48- Want to try looking a bit closer to home?- You what?

0:38:48 > 0:38:50Well, maybe your little shadow isn't too fond of you no more.

0:38:50 > 0:38:52You want to watch your mouth, mate.

0:38:52 > 0:38:54Yeah? Why don't you think about it for a second, eh?

0:38:54 > 0:38:57Why did he take all that risk? Why did he even go up there

0:38:57 > 0:38:59in the first place? You want me to tell you why, Dan?

0:38:59 > 0:39:02Guilty conscience - I didn't call the Old Bill, so he must have.

0:39:02 > 0:39:04Yeah? Come on, then!

0:39:04 > 0:39:06Come on, boys, calm down, please. No.

0:39:06 > 0:39:08Leave it! Any more of that and you'll both be out!

0:39:08 > 0:39:11- You need to get your head sorted out, mate.- So do you.

0:39:11 > 0:39:15- Stephen? Come with me.- I want to see my brother.- No, you'll sit down there and behave yourself

0:39:15 > 0:39:17until someone comes to help you. Thank you.

0:39:17 > 0:39:18HE CLAPS

0:39:18 > 0:39:21Would you look at that? Nibbles grew a pair.

0:39:21 > 0:39:22Back off!

0:39:23 > 0:39:24What has got into you?

0:39:27 > 0:39:28Ethan!

0:39:40 > 0:39:41He's texting ya...

0:39:43 > 0:39:44- ..calling ya...- What?

0:39:47 > 0:39:49Is he the first bloke you've been with?

0:39:51 > 0:39:52Is he the first one you turned to

0:39:52 > 0:39:56when I couldn't give you what you wanted?

0:39:56 > 0:39:57I want you.

0:39:57 > 0:39:59But it's easier with him?

0:40:00 > 0:40:01God, this is stupid.

0:40:01 > 0:40:04Bet he doesn't make you feel sick when you look at him.

0:40:06 > 0:40:09You don't feel ashamed when he tries to kiss you!

0:40:11 > 0:40:13Because he didn't fall apart!

0:40:14 > 0:40:16- He didn't have a breakdown!- Stop.

0:40:16 > 0:40:20He could cope with what he saw, what we went through.

0:40:22 > 0:40:24I'm that screw-up

0:40:24 > 0:40:27who still sees that boy being ripped apart.

0:40:27 > 0:40:30I'm the one who still sees his mates in pieces on the floor.

0:40:30 > 0:40:33I'm the one who's sitting there

0:40:33 > 0:40:36trying to figure out why I couldn't see it coming,

0:40:36 > 0:40:38why I couldn't stop it,

0:40:38 > 0:40:43and he gets to carry on with his life, with my wife, my woman!

0:40:43 > 0:40:44Get off me!

0:40:44 > 0:40:45SHE YELLS

0:41:00 > 0:41:02They're taking me up to surgery.

0:41:04 > 0:41:05Is it true?

0:41:09 > 0:41:11All them times you come and see me.

0:41:11 > 0:41:13"Can't wait for you to get out..."

0:41:15 > 0:41:16And all that time...

0:41:18 > 0:41:20..all that time it was you who grassed me?

0:41:20 > 0:41:22- Somebody had to stop you... - What was I going to do, eh?

0:41:22 > 0:41:25You have a go at Dad for being drunk, but the worst he'd do

0:41:25 > 0:41:27is throw up or fall down the stairs every now and again.

0:41:27 > 0:41:30- Yeah, and he's a waste of space. - And what are you?

0:41:30 > 0:41:33The drugs you were taking and the stuff you were nicking,

0:41:33 > 0:41:37when you started hitting Dad, hitting me...

0:41:38 > 0:41:41- That's when someone had to stop you.- My own brother...

0:41:41 > 0:41:43My own brother of all people!

0:41:43 > 0:41:45- OK, Daniel, come on. - Nah, you're dead, mate!

0:41:45 > 0:41:46Hey, hey, hey, hey! Come on!

0:41:46 > 0:41:49- You think I'm joking?- Out! Out! - You're dead!

0:41:49 > 0:41:51Hey! Out! Security!

0:41:51 > 0:41:52It's all right.

0:41:54 > 0:41:55I'm going.

0:42:03 > 0:42:05Are you OK?

0:42:05 > 0:42:07I'm sorry that happened.

0:42:07 > 0:42:11Well, all I wanted to do was something to make him stop,

0:42:11 > 0:42:12make him think...

0:42:14 > 0:42:16I didn't know what else to do.

0:42:17 > 0:42:20You gave him a chance to change his ways

0:42:20 > 0:42:22and if he's too stupid to see that,

0:42:22 > 0:42:24that is his problem.

0:42:25 > 0:42:27Surgeons are ready for you now. OK?

0:42:27 > 0:42:29Let's go.

0:42:36 > 0:42:38You all right?

0:42:40 > 0:42:43I know your mum's last request is hanging over you...

0:42:43 > 0:42:45but he's making your life a misery.

0:42:46 > 0:42:49- I can rise above it. - Clearly, you can't.

0:42:49 > 0:42:53I think your mum put that condition in her will as a challenge to him...

0:42:54 > 0:42:56..not as a responsibility for you.

0:42:57 > 0:42:59It was a slap in the face from beyond the grave

0:42:59 > 0:43:03and if that doesn't wake him up to himself, then I don't know what will.

0:43:03 > 0:43:07I think the sooner he's out of your life, the better.

0:43:15 > 0:43:17All right - back off, I'm going.

0:43:17 > 0:43:21Dan, go easy on him, all right?

0:43:21 > 0:43:22He's your brother.

0:43:24 > 0:43:27He must've been messed up or something to do something like that.

0:43:27 > 0:43:31- He ain't my brother...- Look, it's not as if you didn't do it, is it, mate?

0:43:31 > 0:43:33You got caught nicking a load of gear. Just move on.

0:43:33 > 0:43:36Yeah? And what do you know?

0:43:37 > 0:43:39Look, you coming or what?

0:43:39 > 0:43:41No.

0:43:41 > 0:43:43I'm going to make sure he's all right.

0:43:44 > 0:43:46You're dead to me as well.

0:43:47 > 0:43:48Your loss.

0:43:49 > 0:43:53Oi! My mate, can I see him?

0:43:53 > 0:43:55Ryan? Sure. As soon as he's out of theatre.

0:43:55 > 0:43:58If you'd like to take a seat, I'll find out what ward he's on.

0:43:59 > 0:44:02What do I think of him? I think he's got a good clinical judgement,

0:44:02 > 0:44:06- his heart's in the right place, and the sooner we get an extra pair of hands, the better.- Good.

0:44:06 > 0:44:10- His references are absolutely sound. What do you think, Ash? - Well, he was the first

0:44:10 > 0:44:14- to raise the alarm over the kid with the damaged urethra. Could have been a different outcome.- Right.

0:44:14 > 0:44:15Thumbs up all round then.

0:44:19 > 0:44:21- Lofty?- Mm?

0:44:21 > 0:44:24I'd just like to say we're very impressed with you today and, erm...

0:44:24 > 0:44:27if you are looking for a permanent job,

0:44:27 > 0:44:29we'd be happy for you to apply here.

0:44:29 > 0:44:31Oh, yeah, absolutely.

0:44:31 > 0:44:33Well, of course, there would be a formal application process,

0:44:33 > 0:44:37but...you're exactly the kind of candidate we're looking for.

0:44:37 > 0:44:39Yeah, good work today, Ben.

0:44:39 > 0:44:41Ah, Lofty is fine.

0:44:43 > 0:44:45Nice one, Lofty.

0:44:45 > 0:44:48'Ah, you know, it's always about this time of day'

0:44:48 > 0:44:50when I would do literally anything for the person

0:44:50 > 0:44:53- that would make me a nice cup of tea. - Subtle as a rhino. As ever.

0:44:53 > 0:44:54PHONE VIBRATES

0:44:54 > 0:44:57- I do owe you one though.- Uh-uh. - Hello?

0:44:57 > 0:44:58Beth.

0:44:58 > 0:45:00Yeah, all right, calm down.

0:45:00 > 0:45:02OK, I'll be there.

0:45:02 > 0:45:04Yeah, as soon as I can get out of here, I'll come and get you.

0:45:06 > 0:45:08It's Beth - she's in trouble.

0:45:08 > 0:45:09Yeah?

0:45:09 > 0:45:12Oh, come on, I'm due a break. I'll be an hour tops.

0:45:12 > 0:45:14Right, can you return to base

0:45:14 > 0:45:16and restock the oxygen cylinders please, Big Mac?

0:45:16 > 0:45:19- Doesn't look like I got a choice, does it?- Nice one.

0:45:19 > 0:45:21- I owe you another one. - Mmm... You do indeed.

0:45:24 > 0:45:26I noticed that you and Lily are getting on well today.

0:45:26 > 0:45:29When she's on it, she's a great doctor.

0:45:29 > 0:45:32- Have you got a minute for a chat? - Sure...

0:45:49 > 0:45:51Here you go - every penny.

0:45:54 > 0:45:55Her name was Jenny.

0:45:57 > 0:46:00You can have your inheritance on one condition.

0:46:00 > 0:46:02You leave here and you don't come back.

0:46:06 > 0:46:09No, I don't think it is admitting liability.

0:46:09 > 0:46:12I just think it's the decent thing to do.

0:46:12 > 0:46:14I suppose.

0:46:14 > 0:46:17We were working well together earlier on.

0:46:17 > 0:46:19She's got a good career ahead of her.

0:46:19 > 0:46:22And if a two-minute apology will save the earache of a tribunal,

0:46:22 > 0:46:24I suppose I can suck it up.

0:46:25 > 0:46:27You asked me to come and see you...

0:46:27 > 0:46:28Yes.

0:46:30 > 0:46:31- Look, Lily, I'm...- It's fine.

0:46:34 > 0:46:36Would you give us a moment?

0:46:45 > 0:46:48That last comment, it's unfortunate that you heard it,

0:46:48 > 0:46:51because Martin was just saying how impressed he's been with you today.

0:46:51 > 0:46:54I'm sure he was and...and that's fine. You're his friend...

0:46:54 > 0:46:57And I was advising him to apologise.

0:46:57 > 0:46:59In the hope that this would go away?

0:46:59 > 0:47:00In the hope that I can run an ED

0:47:00 > 0:47:03where good doctors can be good doctors.

0:47:05 > 0:47:06You know, I get it -

0:47:06 > 0:47:09sometimes you need to get tough in order to help others.

0:47:09 > 0:47:12Yes. And that is all that he was trying to do.

0:47:18 > 0:47:19No.

0:47:19 > 0:47:22I don't believe he was trying to make me a better doctor -

0:47:22 > 0:47:25he was trying to make me feel bad about myself.

0:47:25 > 0:47:27He has a problem with my personality,

0:47:27 > 0:47:28not with my professional competence.

0:47:28 > 0:47:31- I don't think that's the case. - But I do.

0:47:31 > 0:47:32It's a clear abuse of power.

0:47:32 > 0:47:34He was trying to humiliate me.

0:47:34 > 0:47:37The one thing I know about Dr Ashford is he wouldn't be...

0:47:37 > 0:47:40I don't need to know anything about Dr Ashford.

0:47:40 > 0:47:43The fact remains that he has no right to bully me.

0:47:45 > 0:47:47You really want to go through with this?

0:47:50 > 0:47:51I have to.

0:48:06 > 0:48:08LOUD THUDS

0:48:09 > 0:48:11SHE CRIES

0:48:11 > 0:48:13I was terrified that he'd come back.

0:48:13 > 0:48:19Shh... Shh... It's OK - he can't hurt you,

0:48:19 > 0:48:20not while I'm here.

0:48:20 > 0:48:22You know me, Iain, mate.

0:48:22 > 0:48:25I am more than happy to cover for you and restock the ambulance,

0:48:25 > 0:48:28but...if you could pop in somewhere and get me a sandwich on the way back,

0:48:28 > 0:48:31that should more than compensate for the additional labour.

0:48:31 > 0:48:35All right, mate, I'll speak to you when you get back. Cheers.

0:48:38 > 0:48:40Oh! Oooh...

0:48:41 > 0:48:44You frightened the life out of me. You all right, mate?

0:48:44 > 0:48:45What are you doing here?

0:48:45 > 0:48:46Where's Iain?