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0:00:02 > 0:00:05- I wasn't meant to stay.- You couldn't drag yourself away.- I've got to go.

0:00:05 > 0:00:07- You want to see her?- Yeah, but I don't want to turn up

0:00:07 > 0:00:09in an ambulance, it'll freak her out. Come on, Dix.

0:00:09 > 0:00:13- I'm not sure why you're doing this. - Me neither.

0:00:13 > 0:00:15'I could see her shoes right in the middle of the bedroom.'

0:00:15 > 0:00:18Like hundreds of pounds, really classy shoes.

0:00:18 > 0:00:22Right, ma'am, your carriage awaits.

0:00:22 > 0:00:23'It was dangerous,'

0:00:23 > 0:00:26unprofessional and totally inappropriate.

0:00:26 > 0:00:27I'm sorry for leaving you in the lurch.

0:00:27 > 0:00:31- You left your colleagues in the lurch.- But minor injuries unit!

0:00:31 > 0:00:33It's the adrenaline rush, isn't it?

0:00:33 > 0:00:35Makes us think we can do just about anything.

0:00:35 > 0:00:38Even change an overstretched system for the good.

0:00:38 > 0:00:41- And you don't think it could be done?- Good luck.

0:01:30 > 0:01:33Zoe, got a Mr Francis on the phone for you.

0:01:33 > 0:01:34Can't I even go to the toilet?

0:01:34 > 0:01:36He said it was urgent.

0:01:36 > 0:01:38- Nice lippy.- Yeah, it should be.

0:01:38 > 0:01:41Give him my mobile number and tell him to call me on there.

0:01:45 > 0:01:46Just the person.

0:01:46 > 0:01:48The busiest person. Can it wait?

0:01:48 > 0:01:51I just wondered if it would be OK to attend that seminar next month.

0:01:51 > 0:01:54- Er....e-mail me the date. - I already did. Twice.

0:01:54 > 0:01:56Right. Well, I will reply when I have time.

0:02:03 > 0:02:07- Someone's in a good mood! - I give it ten minutes.

0:02:07 > 0:02:09These complaint files I said I'd sort.

0:02:09 > 0:02:13- Looking like five already. - I have found another lot lurking.

0:02:13 > 0:02:16Believe it or not, I'm actually on top of all this.

0:02:16 > 0:02:18Seriously. I am.

0:02:19 > 0:02:21Always happy to help ease the load.

0:02:21 > 0:02:23Personally, I find delegation the key to success.

0:02:25 > 0:02:27- Anyway, I have a suggestion. - Oh, yeah?

0:02:27 > 0:02:29We bring the complainants in.

0:02:29 > 0:02:32Face to face, we can reduce the paperwork in an instant.

0:02:32 > 0:02:35MOBILE RINGS Um, yeah, all right.

0:02:35 > 0:02:37Yeah? Good.

0:02:39 > 0:02:40Mr Francis.

0:02:41 > 0:02:45Trac-tor.

0:02:45 > 0:02:48OK. And put it together.

0:02:48 > 0:02:51Trac-tor. Tractor.

0:02:51 > 0:02:54Good! Think we're ready to move on to the next level, don't you?

0:02:54 > 0:02:56You don't know how long I've been waiting to hear you say that.

0:02:56 > 0:02:58Behave yourself, young lady!

0:02:58 > 0:03:00I love it when you get all masterful.

0:03:00 > 0:03:04What's got into you today? OK, so, what's the title say...?

0:03:07 > 0:03:08The...

0:03:12 > 0:03:16Oh, I can't even read the title, I'm so thick.

0:03:16 > 0:03:19- You're doing really well. - Yeah, for a four-year-old.

0:03:19 > 0:03:23Don't be so hard on yourself. I'm proud of you.

0:03:23 > 0:03:24Really proud.

0:03:26 > 0:03:28I've got something for you.

0:03:29 > 0:03:32I'm not very good at arty stuff...it's a bit rubbish.

0:03:32 > 0:03:34That's great! Thank you!

0:03:39 > 0:03:42- You look pretty good for an OAP. - Hey!

0:03:42 > 0:03:44Ah! There's my birthday boy!

0:03:44 > 0:03:48- Hello! I was going to come home for lunch.- I'm going to take you out.

0:03:50 > 0:03:52- You're not well.- It's just a cold.

0:03:52 > 0:03:56- I've got another meeting before I... - I can wait. It's fine.

0:03:58 > 0:03:59Oh, it's Fran, right?

0:03:59 > 0:04:04Yeah. Do you mind if I don't, just cos...?

0:04:04 > 0:04:05Yeah, sure.

0:04:05 > 0:04:08We were actually in the middle of a reading lesson.

0:04:08 > 0:04:11Well, we can pick up where we left off tomorrow, if you like?

0:04:12 > 0:04:15Wow! Look at that!

0:04:15 > 0:04:16I'll go and get some plates.

0:04:16 > 0:04:19Oh, sweet! Is this from your niece?

0:04:20 > 0:04:21Fran made it.

0:04:26 > 0:04:30If you knew how good his niece is at art, you'd know that's a real compliment.

0:04:32 > 0:04:36Yeah, I've not been grounded since I was 15. Quite excited, really.

0:04:36 > 0:04:38Yeah, well, if you will go all maverick.

0:04:38 > 0:04:42You'll be fine, not like you've been in trouble before.

0:04:42 > 0:04:44Exactly. I'm not worried.

0:04:44 > 0:04:47Well, I would be. Walking off a shift to transfer a patient

0:04:47 > 0:04:50halfway across the country...

0:04:50 > 0:04:51it's pretty off limits, I'd say.

0:04:53 > 0:04:54(He's got a point.)

0:04:59 > 0:05:01If you want to take a seat...

0:05:02 > 0:05:04I think your bags have got bags.

0:05:04 > 0:05:07Sounds about right, one for each kid, I reckon.

0:05:07 > 0:05:09You can't keep doing doubles, you'll burn out.

0:05:09 > 0:05:12I need the extra cash - four kids and a wife with a shoe habit.

0:05:13 > 0:05:15I'm fine.

0:05:19 > 0:05:21Pizza for breakfast AND lunch, eh?

0:05:23 > 0:05:24This is a one-off, Doctor.

0:05:29 > 0:05:33Hey, you, remember the rule?

0:05:33 > 0:05:34- I wasn't sad.- Good.

0:05:37 > 0:05:40Now, remind me, what's the order of the Best Day Ever?

0:05:40 > 0:05:43Bowling. Cinema. And staying up late!

0:05:43 > 0:05:45Better get washed and dressed then, young man.

0:05:45 > 0:05:47Oh, no, I don't think so, Mum.

0:05:47 > 0:05:50There's definitely no washing on a day like today.

0:05:58 > 0:06:04Almost done. You're being very quiet.

0:06:07 > 0:06:11All right, well, I'll send these bloods off up to the lab

0:06:11 > 0:06:14and hopefully we'll get them back in an hour.

0:06:16 > 0:06:19Do you want a cup of tea or some water while you're waiting?

0:06:24 > 0:06:26You're OK.

0:06:26 > 0:06:28Careful!

0:06:28 > 0:06:29Sorry!

0:06:38 > 0:06:40Coat on! It's cold.

0:06:40 > 0:06:42Don't have to, do I, Mum?

0:06:42 > 0:06:43Don't push it, Blake.

0:06:43 > 0:06:44MOBILE RINGS

0:06:48 > 0:06:49Hello.

0:06:51 > 0:06:52Yes.

0:06:54 > 0:06:56What, now?

0:06:57 > 0:07:01OK. Yep, I'll see you in a minute.

0:07:04 > 0:07:08Stephen wants to go through a few final things before tomorrow.

0:07:08 > 0:07:10He said half an hour, tops.

0:07:10 > 0:07:12You said we'd spend all day together.

0:07:12 > 0:07:14Well, I'll be back before you know it.

0:07:14 > 0:07:16We'll still have time to fit everything in.

0:07:16 > 0:07:19She can meet us at the park. Then we won't waste as much time.

0:07:19 > 0:07:20Good idea.

0:07:31 > 0:07:36OK then, Doctor. Are we walking, or taking the TARDIS?

0:07:42 > 0:07:45Another one falls for your irresistible charm.

0:07:45 > 0:07:47What, Fran?

0:07:47 > 0:07:51You're joking, right? It couldn't be more obvious. What's wrong with you?

0:07:53 > 0:07:56I know you think I'm oblivious, but you're wrong this time.

0:07:56 > 0:07:59She's just a bit...intense.

0:07:59 > 0:08:03- You sure you don't want any, Fran? - No. Looks a bit sickly.

0:08:03 > 0:08:06We should be saving ourselves for lunch, really.

0:08:06 > 0:08:08Where are you taking me?

0:08:09 > 0:08:12SHE CHUCKLES AND COUGHS

0:08:12 > 0:08:14So, how long have you been here, Fran?

0:08:14 > 0:08:17Oh, let me see, about three months now.

0:08:17 > 0:08:20I was over in the Hilton but I found the service a bit too,

0:08:20 > 0:08:23how shall I put it...in your face.

0:08:23 > 0:08:26Sorry, Abs, I won't be more than half an hour.

0:08:26 > 0:08:30It's fine. Reservation's not for an hour.

0:08:30 > 0:08:31ABI COUGHS

0:08:32 > 0:08:35I'll make a cuppa. Tea or coffee?

0:08:35 > 0:08:36No.

0:08:45 > 0:08:46Careful!

0:08:56 > 0:08:57Gran!

0:09:00 > 0:09:01Gran!

0:09:04 > 0:09:06SHE WHEEZES

0:09:06 > 0:09:07My leg's slipping!

0:09:09 > 0:09:11I'm coming, Blake!

0:09:11 > 0:09:12Aargh!

0:09:12 > 0:09:14Gran! Gran!

0:09:14 > 0:09:17It's all right, my love, Gran's here.

0:09:17 > 0:09:20- My arm!- Let's see.

0:09:20 > 0:09:23Ow! Ow!

0:09:23 > 0:09:26Just...keep it still. Don't move it.

0:09:26 > 0:09:27Ow!

0:09:29 > 0:09:32Oh... Not today. Please!

0:09:35 > 0:09:37ABI WHEEZES

0:09:37 > 0:09:41- I've lost my bag. It was there. - Shouldn't leave stuff lying around. This place is full of thieves.

0:09:41 > 0:09:44- Was it there when you left?- Dunno.

0:09:44 > 0:09:48- Why are you looking at me like that?- I'm not!

0:09:48 > 0:09:52- You think I took it?- Look, if you did, I won't tell anyone.

0:09:52 > 0:09:55I know it can't be easy. But if you needed help, you only had to...

0:09:55 > 0:09:58Why would I want your stupid bag? I haven't got it!

0:09:58 > 0:10:01- Prove it!- Why should I? - I really need my inhaler.

0:10:01 > 0:10:04Drop dead for all I care.

0:10:05 > 0:10:08WHEEZING GETS LOUDER

0:10:19 > 0:10:21You are faking it, right?

0:10:23 > 0:10:26Stop it. You're freaking me out.

0:10:26 > 0:10:29You're just trying to get me into trouble.

0:10:33 > 0:10:36Quick...I just found her.

0:10:36 > 0:10:38Where's your inhaler? Where's her bag?

0:10:38 > 0:10:43Have a look in the kitchen, will you? It's OK, just relax. Try and relax.

0:10:43 > 0:10:44WHEEZING CONTINUES

0:10:47 > 0:10:48Yeah. Ambulance, please.

0:10:57 > 0:10:59- What were you playing at?- Eh?

0:10:59 > 0:11:01Mrs Gorecki, cubicle two.

0:11:03 > 0:11:04Yeah, I've sent the bloods off.

0:11:04 > 0:11:06She didn't need bloods doing.

0:11:06 > 0:11:10She was waiting to do a urine sample. She's had an accident as a result of waiting so long.

0:11:10 > 0:11:12Well, why didn't she say something?

0:11:12 > 0:11:14She's got a limited understanding of English.

0:11:17 > 0:11:21So I take it from that you haven't done Mr Jones's bloods in cubicle one?

0:11:21 > 0:11:23I'll do it now.

0:11:27 > 0:11:31Sort it out, Fletch. Otherwise I'm going to have to send you home.

0:11:38 > 0:11:43Um... I was thinking it might be a chocolate day.

0:11:43 > 0:11:46Do you think it might be a chocolate day?

0:11:46 > 0:11:49Will you stop with the sad puppy dog eyes!

0:11:49 > 0:11:52I'm not worried, so why should you be worried?

0:11:52 > 0:11:53Excuse me for caring!

0:11:53 > 0:11:56- Fussing, more like. - Hey, I wasn't fussing!

0:11:56 > 0:12:00Big Mac, you get a drop of that on my clobber and I swear I will kill you!

0:12:00 > 0:12:02Blood's a nightmare to get out.

0:12:02 > 0:12:03'Holby control to 3006.'

0:12:05 > 0:12:073006 to control, go ahead.

0:12:07 > 0:12:10'A woman has collapsed at Stanley House Hostel, over.'

0:12:11 > 0:12:143006 to control, on our way. Over.

0:12:14 > 0:12:16Right, come on then, big boy, chop chop.

0:12:28 > 0:12:31Blake Heggarty.

0:12:31 > 0:12:34- How you doing there, Blake? - I think he's broken his arm.

0:12:34 > 0:12:38OK, let's have a look at you in here.

0:12:38 > 0:12:40She's clearly a little old lady who likes a good moan.

0:12:40 > 0:12:44- Leave it with me.- Thanks.

0:12:44 > 0:12:45What was that about?

0:12:45 > 0:12:48Apparently she's going to make a complaint against me disappear.

0:12:48 > 0:12:52Oh, yeah, with her amazing empathy and bedside manner(!)

0:12:52 > 0:12:55I don't know, she seems to be a force to be reckoned with.

0:13:00 > 0:13:04All right, thanks, mate. She's asthmatic.

0:13:04 > 0:13:07Right, OK, has she had any of her puffer?

0:13:07 > 0:13:11- No. Her bag's disappeared. - No sign there.

0:13:11 > 0:13:12- What's her name, mate?- Abi.

0:13:12 > 0:13:17- All right, Abi, you are going to be fine, sweetheart. Can I have the nebuliser?- On its way.

0:13:17 > 0:13:22- Is she going to be all right? - If we get her into hospital, we'll know a little more then.

0:13:22 > 0:13:25Right, Abi, I'm just going to take your pulse, OK?

0:13:27 > 0:13:31- Do you like being a doctor? - Yeah, most of the time.

0:13:31 > 0:13:34I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

0:13:34 > 0:13:37- And what area of medicine are you going to specialise in? - Time travel.

0:13:37 > 0:13:40I see, that kind of doctor!

0:13:40 > 0:13:42- Can you feel that?- Yeah.

0:13:42 > 0:13:47OK. I think we've got ourselves a torus fracture in the distal radius.

0:13:47 > 0:13:51Which for those of us who aren't doctors is a posh way of saying a broken arm.

0:13:51 > 0:13:54We'll have a look at the X-ray, but I don't think you're looking at anything too serious.

0:13:54 > 0:13:57Can you prioritise us? We're a bit tight for time today.

0:13:57 > 0:14:00Um, I'm afraid it doesn't work like that.

0:14:00 > 0:14:02Well, please, could you make it work like that?

0:14:02 > 0:14:05We've wasted enough time here as it is.

0:14:05 > 0:14:10I'm not being difficult. I'm just asking if you could speed things up.

0:14:10 > 0:14:11It's a special day for our family.

0:14:11 > 0:14:14- Are you OK?- I have heartburn.

0:14:14 > 0:14:18- She got it at the park earlier. - No, I didn't.- That's why she couldn't catch me.

0:14:18 > 0:14:22We're not here to talk about my digestive system, young man.

0:14:27 > 0:14:30OK, my lovely. Let's get you hooked up.

0:14:30 > 0:14:31I'll come.

0:14:31 > 0:14:34- You don't have to.- I do.

0:14:36 > 0:14:38You're not improving, actually.

0:14:38 > 0:14:41Mac, can you increase the oxygen air flow and I'll get a line in?

0:14:41 > 0:14:45- Get on to the ED, let them know we are coming in as well, yeah?- Will do.

0:14:49 > 0:14:53Oh! Sorry, I came as soon as I could. Are you OK?

0:14:55 > 0:14:58- What's happened? - We just got the X-rays back.

0:14:58 > 0:15:01So this is the fracture just here.

0:15:01 > 0:15:04I'm pleased to say I was right, it's in a good position

0:15:04 > 0:15:06so nothing too major, but it'll need to be in plaster.

0:15:08 > 0:15:11Hope this wasn't a ruse to get to meet the real doctors.

0:15:11 > 0:15:12I've asked them to hurry up.

0:15:12 > 0:15:15Don't worry. We'll still have time for all our plans.

0:15:17 > 0:15:18How long will it take?

0:15:18 > 0:15:22Usually about 20 minutes, but I detect a sense of urgency

0:15:22 > 0:15:24so I'll put my running shorts on, we'll have it done in ten.

0:15:24 > 0:15:25We were going bowling.

0:15:25 > 0:15:27Bowling's overrated. Stupid shoes.

0:15:27 > 0:15:29I can still go to the cinema, though?

0:15:29 > 0:15:31I don't know - what do you reckon, Doc?

0:15:33 > 0:15:35- Can you eat popcorn with your good hand?- Yeah.

0:15:35 > 0:15:39- Then, I say it's fine.- Mum says it's happy faces only today.

0:15:39 > 0:15:43I think that's a great rule. So what's this special occasion for?

0:15:44 > 0:15:46It's none of your business.

0:15:46 > 0:15:47Mum!

0:15:47 > 0:15:50It's private.

0:15:50 > 0:15:53Um, I'm...

0:15:53 > 0:15:55I'm going to prison tomorrow.

0:15:56 > 0:15:57- Eva!- What?

0:15:59 > 0:16:01I'm not proud of it, but I'm not going to lie.

0:16:01 > 0:16:02I'm sorry to hear that.

0:16:05 > 0:16:08Only for six months though, eh, Blake?

0:16:08 > 0:16:10I'll be out before your birthday.

0:16:10 > 0:16:13- Are you going to stay with Granny?- Yeah.

0:16:14 > 0:16:15Of all the days.

0:16:15 > 0:16:18It wasn't your fault.

0:16:18 > 0:16:20I didn't get to him fast enough.

0:16:21 > 0:16:24Mrs Heggarty, this heartburn you keep getting,

0:16:24 > 0:16:27could you explain exactly where the pain is?

0:16:28 > 0:16:30What pains?

0:16:30 > 0:16:32We had pizza for breakfast. It didn't sit well.

0:16:33 > 0:16:36Seeing as you're here, we'll get you booked in,

0:16:36 > 0:16:39run a few tests, see what might be the problem, OK?

0:16:47 > 0:16:50- Jeff.- Hey, Zoe. This is Abi Cayton. She is 30 years old.

0:16:50 > 0:16:51She's had a severe asthma attack.

0:16:51 > 0:16:56We have given her two 5mg nebulisers of salbutamol with little effect and 500 of ipratropium.

0:16:56 > 0:17:02Pulse is 100, resps 28, sats are at 96%. Still unable to speak in full sentences.

0:17:02 > 0:17:04Is she going to be all right?

0:17:04 > 0:17:07OK, Abi, I need you to shifty over when you're ready.

0:17:09 > 0:17:11Lovely. Thank you.

0:17:14 > 0:17:16Let's listen to your chest.

0:17:16 > 0:17:20Let's repeat the salbutamol and stand by with 200 hydrocortisone IV.

0:17:23 > 0:17:27Yes, there's still a mild respiratory wheeze.

0:17:27 > 0:17:31She is getting tired - right, I need some bloods, FBC and U&Es and I'll do an ABG.

0:17:31 > 0:17:32What's going on?

0:17:32 > 0:17:34Can she speak?

0:17:34 > 0:17:36Can we get a chest X-ray in here?

0:17:36 > 0:17:38Is she going to be all right?

0:17:38 > 0:17:40Right, we'll give you some more ipratropium.

0:17:40 > 0:17:43- How much have you given her, Jeff? - 500.- Let's give another 250.

0:17:51 > 0:17:53Earlier?

0:17:53 > 0:17:54When?

0:17:56 > 0:17:57No, no, that's fine.

0:17:58 > 0:18:00OK. See you later, thank you very much.

0:18:03 > 0:18:05They've moved my interview forward.

0:18:05 > 0:18:07They want me there at three o'clock.

0:18:07 > 0:18:09Well, best get it out of the way.

0:18:09 > 0:18:10I was always like this at school.

0:18:10 > 0:18:13Never revised and always regretted it at the last minute.

0:18:13 > 0:18:15Procrastination is the thief of time.

0:18:16 > 0:18:19You're like a cat, Dixie. Always land on your feet.

0:18:23 > 0:18:24We could role-play it.

0:18:26 > 0:18:29- You what? - The interview. Like a trial run.

0:18:31 > 0:18:35Don't know why you're shaking your head. You're going to be the interviewer.

0:18:35 > 0:18:38- Why can't you be?- Because I shall be watching and giving notes.

0:18:45 > 0:18:47People can die from asthma attacks.

0:18:47 > 0:18:49- Don't think like that. - It's never been this bad before.

0:18:49 > 0:18:53That's probably because she's never had pneumonia before.

0:18:53 > 0:18:54It sounds worse than it is.

0:18:54 > 0:18:57It's basically a severe chest infection.

0:18:57 > 0:19:00This shadowing area here shows you where it is.

0:19:00 > 0:19:03- She's going to get better, then? - A course of antibiotics, couple of nights in,

0:19:03 > 0:19:06- she'll be back to normal. - Can I see her?- Yes, of course.

0:19:09 > 0:19:10Don't worry, she'll be fine.

0:19:12 > 0:19:13It's over.

0:19:18 > 0:19:21KNOCK AT DOOR

0:19:21 > 0:19:22Say "enter"!

0:19:24 > 0:19:25Come in!

0:19:29 > 0:19:32- Sit down. - They'll probably say "take a seat".

0:19:34 > 0:19:39OK, do you want to tell me what you were thinking whisking a seriously ill patient out of the ED

0:19:39 > 0:19:42without the use of a fully equipped ambulance?

0:19:42 > 0:19:44His mother was dying. And he wanted to see her.

0:19:44 > 0:19:47And you think that was a good enough reason, do you?

0:19:47 > 0:19:49Yeah.

0:19:49 > 0:19:50What? I do!

0:19:50 > 0:19:54You should probably say "I'm sorry and I'll never do anything like it again".

0:19:54 > 0:19:56Well, I probably won't, will I?

0:19:56 > 0:19:58- Definitely won't. - I wouldn't put it past her.

0:19:58 > 0:20:03OK, I'm really sorry. It was misjudged. I'll never follow my heart again.

0:20:03 > 0:20:08I will become a robot and care a little less about patients with every passing day. OK?

0:20:12 > 0:20:13Shall we try that again?

0:20:18 > 0:20:20Blake said she didn't move as he fell.

0:20:20 > 0:20:25Heartburn wouldn't stop you trying to help your grandchild if he was about to fall off a climbing frame,

0:20:25 > 0:20:26- would it?- No.

0:20:26 > 0:20:29Let's run an ECG and get some bloods.

0:20:29 > 0:20:31She's obviously a doctor dodger.

0:20:32 > 0:20:34Zoe, a moment?

0:20:34 > 0:20:35Depends how long a moment is.

0:20:35 > 0:20:38Walk and talk, then. Do you remember a Mrs Shackles?

0:20:38 > 0:20:40Name doesn't ring a bell. Why?

0:20:40 > 0:20:44She claims you discharged her without a follow-up letter to her GP.

0:20:44 > 0:20:49- I would've given her a letter. - She didn't pick up her TTAs either.

0:20:49 > 0:20:52Her UTI got worse and she ended up back in the ED a week later

0:20:52 > 0:20:54- in a worse condition. - No, I do remember her.

0:20:54 > 0:20:57I told her to go to the pharmacy and definitely gave her a letter for the GP.

0:20:57 > 0:21:01Great, that's all I need. Right, I'll see what I can do.

0:21:01 > 0:21:06- Not sure this will go quietly, though.- I have every faith in you. I'm sure you'll work your magic.

0:21:14 > 0:21:17She's going to be absolutely fine, you know.

0:21:17 > 0:21:20Severe asthma attacks can be distressing to watch.

0:21:20 > 0:21:21I don't know what to do.

0:21:21 > 0:21:25You don't have to do anything. You can go in if you like or ask him to speak to you.

0:21:25 > 0:21:27No. No. It's fine.

0:21:29 > 0:21:32I just...need to work out what to do.

0:21:38 > 0:21:40Please...you don't need to worry.

0:21:44 > 0:21:48Right, we're going to move you to a cubicle until a bed becomes available upstairs.

0:21:48 > 0:21:51I was so scared. It's OK. Just relax.

0:21:53 > 0:21:56- Fran...- Not quite the ice queen she likes to make out...

0:21:56 > 0:21:58- She just stood there. - What do you mean?

0:21:58 > 0:22:02- She watched me. She just watched. - Try not to get too worked up.

0:22:02 > 0:22:05- Stay as calm as you can.- My bag.

0:22:05 > 0:22:07- We couldn't find it. - She stole it.

0:22:07 > 0:22:10Fran? She looked for it.

0:22:11 > 0:22:15She's a good kid. I know she comes across badly, but I know her.

0:22:15 > 0:22:16She just stood there!

0:22:16 > 0:22:20- She was probably scared!- She said I could die for all she cared.

0:22:20 > 0:22:22You don't believe me, do you?

0:22:22 > 0:22:23Sorry...

0:22:26 > 0:22:28I'll go and find her. I'll talk to her. OK?

0:22:33 > 0:22:35Fuss and nonsense.

0:22:35 > 0:22:37Thank you for indulging me.

0:22:37 > 0:22:39Almost done.

0:22:39 > 0:22:43I can't believe you had pizza for breakfast - that is totally awesome.

0:22:43 > 0:22:45- And we're having burger and chips for tea.- Oh, you are not!

0:22:47 > 0:22:50That's pretty good, even if I do say so myself.

0:22:50 > 0:22:52OK, there's some non-specific abnormalities

0:22:52 > 0:22:54but nothing conclusive.

0:22:54 > 0:22:55I told you I was fine.

0:22:57 > 0:22:59Still, we'll repeat the ECG shortly

0:22:59 > 0:23:02and my colleague here is going to take some bloods.

0:23:02 > 0:23:03Belts and braces.

0:23:07 > 0:23:09Mum? You all right?

0:23:13 > 0:23:16Is there anything you're not telling us, Mrs Heggarty?

0:23:18 > 0:23:20Bit light-headed, that's all.

0:23:20 > 0:23:22Nothing else? Nausea? Headache?

0:23:22 > 0:23:25Will everyone stop fussing, please?

0:23:25 > 0:23:26- Bloods?- Yes, please.

0:23:43 > 0:23:44Fran!

0:23:50 > 0:23:52Fran, stop!

0:23:53 > 0:23:55I just want to talk to you.

0:24:02 > 0:24:03Oi!

0:24:09 > 0:24:10Fran, wait!

0:24:22 > 0:24:24CAR ALARM GOES OFF

0:24:24 > 0:24:26Fran!

0:24:34 > 0:24:36Fran!

0:24:40 > 0:24:42CAR HORN BEEPS

0:25:00 > 0:25:01Move!

0:25:07 > 0:25:09Come here!

0:25:09 > 0:25:14- Get off of me! Get off me. - Why do you want it, huh?

0:25:14 > 0:25:15Huh?

0:25:15 > 0:25:18Abi doesn't like me. What has she been saying about me?

0:25:18 > 0:25:21- She said you stole her bag.- I knew she was going to say something.

0:25:21 > 0:25:24Well, did you?

0:25:24 > 0:25:25Don't look at me like that.

0:25:25 > 0:25:29- Let me have a look.- Get off! Why do you believe her and not me?

0:25:29 > 0:25:31Because she's my wife!

0:25:32 > 0:25:35Yeah, well, we've got something special too, you and me.

0:25:35 > 0:25:37You think there's something between us?

0:25:38 > 0:25:41I don't like you in that way.

0:25:41 > 0:25:45I'm so stupid, you did all this because you wanted to be with me.

0:25:45 > 0:25:46- Give me...- No!

0:25:46 > 0:25:47Give me the bag!

0:25:54 > 0:25:55She could have died!

0:26:16 > 0:26:17Sam?

0:26:18 > 0:26:19OK, just one more.

0:26:19 > 0:26:23Blimey, are you going to leave any in me?

0:26:23 > 0:26:27All right, we'll send these off up to the lab

0:26:27 > 0:26:31and when we get the results back and we're happy,

0:26:31 > 0:26:32you can shoot off, all right?

0:26:40 > 0:26:42What are you doing?

0:26:42 > 0:26:47That machine said I was fine. They can ring if there's a problem.

0:26:49 > 0:26:50We're staying.

0:26:50 > 0:26:53Well, you can. I'm going.

0:26:54 > 0:26:58Now. Where did that nice nurse take my grandson?

0:27:02 > 0:27:05- Help!- Receiver, please, Robyn? Let's get her back onto the bed.

0:27:07 > 0:27:08What's happening?

0:27:12 > 0:27:14OK, we need to get her into resus now.

0:27:14 > 0:27:18- What is happening? - She's got a faint pulse.- Let's go.

0:27:18 > 0:27:21Sam, Sam! Stop it, you're scaring me!

0:27:23 > 0:27:24Sam...please talk to me.

0:27:36 > 0:27:39Hello, yes, help me... I need an ambulance.

0:27:39 > 0:27:41Sam!

0:27:41 > 0:27:46Charging...all clear.

0:27:46 > 0:27:47Shocking.

0:27:50 > 0:27:52Still in VT.

0:27:52 > 0:27:55- Charging again. All clear. - All clear.

0:27:55 > 0:27:57Shocking.

0:28:00 > 0:28:01OK, she's back in sinus rhythm.

0:28:03 > 0:28:05Hi, Pauline, it's OK. You can relax.

0:28:08 > 0:28:11- What happened? - Your heart went into a funny rhythm.

0:28:12 > 0:28:14Help me.

0:28:14 > 0:28:15What is it?

0:28:15 > 0:28:17I can't die.

0:28:22 > 0:28:25'The address is a building site on the corner of Crowell Street.'

0:28:25 > 0:28:27Roger, Rog, on our way.

0:28:31 > 0:28:34Crowell Street? Hardly worth taking the ambo?

0:28:34 > 0:28:38Good point. Shall I call them back and tell them to stop being so lazy?

0:28:38 > 0:28:39Right, come on, chop chop.

0:28:48 > 0:28:52Help! Please! I need...

0:28:54 > 0:28:59- He's not moving! - OK, right, what's his name?

0:28:59 > 0:29:03- Sam.- And do you know what happened?

0:29:03 > 0:29:04Yeah, he fell onto that.

0:29:07 > 0:29:09- Did you call an ambulance?- Yeah.

0:29:09 > 0:29:11How long has he not been breathing?

0:29:11 > 0:29:14Er... I don't know, eight minutes...ten, I dunno.

0:29:17 > 0:29:20- Come on, mate. - Do you even know what you are doing?

0:29:20 > 0:29:23I'm a paramedic.

0:29:23 > 0:29:26Come on, mate.

0:29:26 > 0:29:29It's not going to be long, the hospital is really close by.

0:29:29 > 0:29:32I'm here, I won't leave you. I'll never leave you.

0:29:32 > 0:29:36Quick as you can, mate. Hey, Dix.

0:29:36 > 0:29:39Right, his name's Sam, he's been down a while.

0:29:39 > 0:29:42- I'm not getting anything. - How long has he been down?

0:29:43 > 0:29:45Eight to ten minutes.

0:29:45 > 0:29:50He had no cardiac compressions when I arrived a couple of minutes ago. Got an injury to his back.

0:29:50 > 0:29:52- I think he fell on that. - Yeah, he just fell.

0:29:52 > 0:29:55OK, Sam, let's have you, mate.

0:29:55 > 0:29:59- It was an accident. I didn't mean to hurt him.- Do you just want to give him some space, darling?

0:30:02 > 0:30:04Haven't you got to be somewhere?

0:30:04 > 0:30:06It's only round the corner.

0:30:06 > 0:30:07Go on. You'll be late.

0:30:09 > 0:30:14- Come on, Sam.- Sam, please don't die. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

0:30:15 > 0:30:18- Come in.- Is she OK?

0:30:18 > 0:30:20Her heart's settled. But we're keeping her closely monitored.

0:30:20 > 0:30:24Oh, Mum, I'm so sorry.

0:30:24 > 0:30:27I can't believe I've done this to you.

0:30:27 > 0:30:31- She's OK.- But what if she's not? And Blake...

0:30:33 > 0:30:37- Who's going to look after him?- Is there another relative or a friend?

0:30:37 > 0:30:41No, there's no-one. It was just me and Mum growing up

0:30:41 > 0:30:44and Blake and I only moved here recently to be closer to her.

0:30:46 > 0:30:47Are you sure there's no-one?

0:30:49 > 0:30:51We've only got each other.

0:30:54 > 0:30:59OK. I'll make a few inquiries, find out what your options are.

0:31:15 > 0:31:17Ready, steady...slide.

0:31:17 > 0:31:18What happened again, Jeff?

0:31:18 > 0:31:23He fell into some fencing. He's got a penetrating wound to the upper left side back of his chest.

0:31:23 > 0:31:24And how long has he been PEA?

0:31:24 > 0:31:27Cardiac arrest ten minutes. In PEA ever since we got there.

0:31:27 > 0:31:31Let's get the ventilator on and see what we're dealing with.

0:31:31 > 0:31:34Stand by to do a log roll. I want to see how this wound looks.

0:31:34 > 0:31:37OK, let's roll him on his side then, please.

0:31:37 > 0:31:40- Jeff, will you call it? - On three. One, two, three.

0:31:42 > 0:31:46Yes, there it is - it's hit the aorta. Back down.

0:31:46 > 0:31:48One, two and down.

0:31:48 > 0:31:51OK. He's still in PEA, so continue CPR and we get

0:31:51 > 0:31:55one milligram of adrenaline in. Can we call for three units of O neg

0:31:55 > 0:31:57and another cross match 6?

0:31:58 > 0:32:02And we've got a thoracotomy kit handy. Thanks, Jeff.

0:32:03 > 0:32:06I was only talking to him an hour ago!

0:32:06 > 0:32:07OK, stop a second.

0:32:10 > 0:32:12No output and he's in asystole.

0:32:13 > 0:32:15His wife's waiting to go to a ward.

0:32:15 > 0:32:17- Should I get someone to go and get her?- No!

0:32:17 > 0:32:18Go quickly.

0:32:25 > 0:32:30Hello. I'm Kathleen Dixon. Sorry I'm a bit late.

0:32:31 > 0:32:33Very late.

0:32:33 > 0:32:37You want me to go in now?

0:32:37 > 0:32:39OK, OK.

0:32:42 > 0:32:43Hello.

0:32:45 > 0:32:47Sorry. I got caught up in an emergency.

0:32:52 > 0:32:53What's happened?

0:32:56 > 0:32:57Sam?

0:32:59 > 0:33:02Stop a second.

0:33:02 > 0:33:06There is still no output despite bloods and adrenaline. This isn't working.

0:33:06 > 0:33:08- Do something. - You going to open his chest?

0:33:08 > 0:33:11Let's just think about this.

0:33:11 > 0:33:15He's been down now at least 20 minutes and in cardiac arrest throughout with no attempts

0:33:15 > 0:33:19at resuscitation on scene for approximately ten minutes, Jeff said.

0:33:19 > 0:33:21He's had six units of blood?

0:33:21 > 0:33:2312 units of blood, active CPR and adrenaline with no response.

0:33:23 > 0:33:27He's been asystolic for the past eight minutes.

0:33:27 > 0:33:30I don't think a thoracotomy's going to achieve anything.

0:33:32 > 0:33:36What's happening? Can you do something? Can you try?

0:33:43 > 0:33:44Are we all agreed?

0:33:48 > 0:33:50- No! - Abi, we are not helping him.

0:33:50 > 0:33:53- We need to stop.- No. Try something! - I'm so sorry.

0:33:53 > 0:33:58Please, just try something, please!

0:33:58 > 0:33:59SHE SOBS

0:34:01 > 0:34:02What did you do to him?

0:34:02 > 0:34:03SCREAMING

0:34:06 > 0:34:11- It was an accident! - You OK?- It was an accident!

0:34:11 > 0:34:13Call the police! She had my inhaler!

0:34:13 > 0:34:15She tried to kill me and now she's killed Sam.

0:34:15 > 0:34:16Get her in my office. I'll call the police.

0:34:16 > 0:34:20I'm not a bad person. I loved him!

0:34:20 > 0:34:21Come on!

0:34:21 > 0:34:24SHE SOBS

0:34:29 > 0:34:33We're going to arrange another ECG, see what's going on.

0:34:33 > 0:34:34What will happen now?

0:34:36 > 0:34:39My guess is that one of the arteries in the heart became blocked,

0:34:39 > 0:34:43which caused a heart attack, which in turn caused the abnormal rhythm

0:34:43 > 0:34:44that made you collapse.

0:34:44 > 0:34:48So the cardiologists will take you in for some further treatment and investigations.

0:34:48 > 0:34:52- What about tomorrow?- Don't worry. We'll find a way.

0:34:52 > 0:34:56I have made a few calls and I'm afraid if there's no relative

0:34:56 > 0:35:01or friend who is willing to take him, we are looking at temporary foster care.

0:35:02 > 0:35:04Well, it won't be for long.

0:35:04 > 0:35:07He hates being with people he doesn't know.

0:35:07 > 0:35:09We don't have a choice, do we?

0:35:14 > 0:35:20They'll be good, though, won't they? They'll make him feel safe.

0:35:22 > 0:35:25This is all my fault. I'm never going to forgive myself.

0:35:25 > 0:35:28No, Mum, there's nothing to forgive.

0:35:29 > 0:35:33I'm the one who thought I was so clever,

0:35:33 > 0:35:38I thought I could slip through that loophole without anyone finding out

0:35:38 > 0:35:41- and all for the sake of a few quid...- No, love...

0:35:41 > 0:35:45Yes, Mum. And now I'm going to prison.

0:35:47 > 0:35:49If you want to blame anyone, blame me.

0:35:52 > 0:35:53Gran!

0:35:57 > 0:36:01Hey! Don't look so scared. I'm fine.

0:36:17 > 0:36:22The ECG showed there's a blockage but everything's looking stable.

0:36:22 > 0:36:25You'll be going up to the cardiac catheter lab asap.

0:36:25 > 0:36:27Well, it's not what we planned

0:36:27 > 0:36:30but it's certainly a day to remember, eh?

0:36:30 > 0:36:35- OK, go.- I don't think so, Mum. - Have fun!

0:36:36 > 0:36:40- Do you want to go to the cinema or stay with Gran?- Stay with Gran.

0:36:42 > 0:36:44It's the three of us or not at all.

0:36:45 > 0:36:47It's always been like that.

0:36:50 > 0:36:52How's it going in there?

0:36:52 > 0:36:54He's being put with emergency foster parents.

0:36:54 > 0:36:58- They'll pick him up in the morning. - Really? What, there was nobody else? - Apparently not.

0:37:00 > 0:37:03- Shame there's nothing we can do, he's a sweet kid.- Nice family.

0:37:07 > 0:37:09Police are on their way.

0:37:09 > 0:37:11I didn't do any of this on purpose.

0:37:12 > 0:37:15I'm not a bad person. You have to believe me.

0:37:15 > 0:37:16So why didn't you help her?

0:37:18 > 0:37:24I panicked. I don't know how any of this happened.

0:37:24 > 0:37:30None of it makes any sense. I didn't think he would get hurt.

0:37:32 > 0:37:33He's the last person...

0:37:39 > 0:37:40He's always been so nice to me.

0:37:44 > 0:37:47The only person that's ever looked out for me.

0:37:53 > 0:37:57It was an accident,

0:37:57 > 0:38:00but no-one's going to believe me, are they?

0:38:06 > 0:38:09I wish I could just turn back the clock.

0:38:09 > 0:38:11Well, we all wish that sometimes.

0:38:15 > 0:38:17- You can use the office.- Thank you.

0:38:19 > 0:38:22Tell me you've got a spare cigarette.

0:38:28 > 0:38:31- We've just heard.- Poor Zoe.

0:38:31 > 0:38:33Sounds like he was dead when they arrived.

0:38:35 > 0:38:39How long had he been down? I...heard he was found nearby.

0:38:40 > 0:38:44Yeah. The girl said ten minutes, but it was probably longer.

0:38:50 > 0:38:53Surely as soon as that penetrating injury was found,

0:38:53 > 0:38:54a thoracotomy was obvious.

0:38:56 > 0:38:59No CPR for at least ten minutes. Didn't stand a chance.

0:38:59 > 0:39:01Look, I'm not saying Zoe did wrong,

0:39:01 > 0:39:03but, I don't know, I suppose it's the surgeon in me.

0:39:05 > 0:39:09I think you and I know that chest should have been opened immediately

0:39:09 > 0:39:13and, on top of her game, so would Zoe.

0:39:16 > 0:39:18Surprised she didn't have the confidence.

0:39:22 > 0:39:25I couldn't see him cos he was still in a coma.

0:39:25 > 0:39:27THEY CHUCKLE

0:39:28 > 0:39:29Well?

0:39:31 > 0:39:33No way!

0:39:33 > 0:39:38Yeah. I've been suspended, pending further investigation.

0:39:41 > 0:39:42Nearly had me then.

0:39:45 > 0:39:48I'm just going to look on it as enforced holiday.

0:39:48 > 0:39:50I can't believe this.

0:39:50 > 0:39:52Who am I going to annoy now?

0:39:52 > 0:39:55Everyone you come into contact with? As usual?

0:39:56 > 0:40:00Now, I have to work out what I'm going to do with all this lovely time off.

0:40:05 > 0:40:06Whip-round?

0:40:17 > 0:40:20Sorry. Heard about what happened.

0:40:20 > 0:40:22Not much that could have been done.

0:40:22 > 0:40:25- Try not to blame yourself.- Sorry?

0:40:25 > 0:40:29It's a hard call. Opening him up might have saved him, but...

0:40:29 > 0:40:33I had the thoracotomy kit, all ready to go. He'd been down too long.

0:40:33 > 0:40:35He was dead.

0:40:36 > 0:40:38Have you got something to say?

0:40:38 > 0:40:40- No.- Good.

0:40:40 > 0:40:43Because I was in there, and trust me, I made the right call.

0:40:45 > 0:40:46OK?

0:40:54 > 0:40:56Thanks.

0:40:58 > 0:40:59Max, I need your help.

0:41:02 > 0:41:05- Me again, I'm afraid. - What's wrong now?

0:41:05 > 0:41:08- Oh, smoking?- I've just had one.

0:41:10 > 0:41:12Sorry, it's just been a very long shift.

0:41:12 > 0:41:14OK. You look tired.

0:41:14 > 0:41:18- Isn't that just another way of saying terrible?- No, not at all.

0:41:22 > 0:41:25You know, after a day you've had today, what you need?

0:41:25 > 0:41:30- A magic wand?- Can't help with that. But a good bottle of Viognier.

0:41:30 > 0:41:32Yeah, I might treat myself to a bottle.

0:41:32 > 0:41:35No, I meant me and you, my treat.

0:41:35 > 0:41:36What, like a date?

0:41:36 > 0:41:39Five minutes in reception?

0:41:39 > 0:41:40Yeah, OK, thank you.

0:41:43 > 0:41:46You're the one who calls the shots round here, aren't you?

0:41:46 > 0:41:49- Allegedly.- Can we use the HDC?

0:41:49 > 0:41:53We can't find any other solitary rooms and as it's not being used...?

0:41:53 > 0:41:56Do I want to ask? No, I don't want to ask, do I?

0:41:56 > 0:41:58- But as soon as someone needs it, yeah?- Yeah.

0:42:01 > 0:42:05You'll be going up to the cath lab pretty soon but in the meantime we'll keep an eye on you

0:42:05 > 0:42:07in the high-dependency cubicle.

0:42:07 > 0:42:09- Can we stay with her? - I think you may want to.

0:42:09 > 0:42:12Is there a family that wanted to watch a film and eat fast food?

0:42:14 > 0:42:17Well, your room awaits.

0:42:17 > 0:42:18Oh, cool!

0:42:19 > 0:42:21Oh, I don't know what to say.

0:42:21 > 0:42:23Well, it wasn't just me. Got my trusty assistant.

0:42:23 > 0:42:25I knew you were trouble.

0:42:25 > 0:42:26Takes one to know one, lovely.

0:42:29 > 0:42:31Happy faces only, remember?

0:42:33 > 0:42:35Right.

0:42:35 > 0:42:37DOCTOR WHO THEME STARTS

0:42:37 > 0:42:38Enjoy!

0:42:40 > 0:42:44- Well done. - They deserve a break.

0:42:44 > 0:42:46They're not the only ones.

0:42:46 > 0:42:47Thank you.

0:42:50 > 0:42:54I had this thoracotomy kit standing by.

0:42:54 > 0:42:58I could have opened him up, but maybe...

0:42:58 > 0:43:01- What? He would have lived? - Maybe I could've brought him back.

0:43:03 > 0:43:05You made a judgment call.

0:43:05 > 0:43:10No point in "what ifs" now, is there? Are you doubting it?

0:43:10 > 0:43:15Yeah, no... Well, it's not just me doubting.

0:43:15 > 0:43:18- What do you mean?- It doesn't matter.

0:43:18 > 0:43:21- Has someone said something? - Martin made a comment.

0:43:21 > 0:43:25Oh. You should just ignore him.

0:43:25 > 0:43:28Oh, I can't, Connie. He's a good doctor.

0:43:28 > 0:43:31And so are you. A better one.

0:43:33 > 0:43:35Really, people in glass houses...

0:43:36 > 0:43:40Right, I think we deserve another one of these.

0:43:43 > 0:43:45Excuse me.

0:43:48 > 0:43:52- You still here? - Final shot of caffeine was needed.

0:43:53 > 0:43:57- You look worn out.- You need to work on your compliments.

0:43:57 > 0:44:00- Aarghh! - What are you doing?!

0:44:03 > 0:44:05That's it, you're in no fit state to work.

0:44:05 > 0:44:08- You need time off. - I need the money!

0:44:08 > 0:44:10Accidents happen, all right?

0:44:10 > 0:44:13Yeah, they do, and we both know the consequences of making them.

0:44:13 > 0:44:16- I've got a rest day coming up, I'm fine.- No, you're not, Fletch.

0:44:16 > 0:44:19No more double shifts. I mean it!

0:44:19 > 0:44:22You need to slow down. Come on, let's go and dress that.

0:44:22 > 0:44:24No. I'm going home.

0:44:25 > 0:44:29Fletch, is everything OK? I know you're tired, but is there anything else I should know about?

0:44:29 > 0:44:32I just need to get my head down for a few hours, that's all.

0:44:39 > 0:44:41A spa day?

0:44:41 > 0:44:42This is Dixie we're talking about.

0:44:42 > 0:44:44- Parachute jump? - A parachute jump?

0:44:44 > 0:44:49Well, you know her better than anyone else, what would she want to do with this lot?

0:44:52 > 0:44:56You lost your wallet? Let me guess. It's a whip-round.

0:44:56 > 0:44:59- I didn't know she was there. - So what am I getting?

0:44:59 > 0:45:03Well, so far you're jumping out of a plane into a hot tub.

0:45:03 > 0:45:05Nice!

0:45:05 > 0:45:08How about we give it to that nice bloke behind the bar and drink the lot?

0:45:08 > 0:45:11- This is meant to be for you.- And that's what I want to use it for,

0:45:11 > 0:45:12so you have to do as I say.

0:45:12 > 0:45:14I wouldn't argue with her, mate, trust me.

0:45:14 > 0:45:17Go on. Tell everyone it's free drinks all round.

0:45:17 > 0:45:20Right, you horrible lot, Dixie says it's drinks all round.

0:45:20 > 0:45:23- Ah!- Thank you.- Nice one, Dixie!

0:45:23 > 0:45:25Didn't think you'd be here.

0:45:25 > 0:45:30No, well... Look, I'm sorry if I was a bit of a tool earlier.

0:45:32 > 0:45:36- Why change the habit of a lifetime, Jeffery?- Just gutted for you.

0:45:37 > 0:45:41- I know.- I still think you were wrong for doing it.

0:45:41 > 0:45:43But I wouldn't do anything differently if I had my time again.

0:45:45 > 0:45:48Plus, I've always wanted the time to learn Spanish.

0:45:48 > 0:45:49- Have you?- No.

0:45:49 > 0:45:52DVDs and chocolates.

0:45:52 > 0:45:55That's what I'm planning. Maybe a bit of travelling.

0:45:57 > 0:45:59Nice. Maybe it's time I got myself a suspension!

0:46:22 > 0:46:25- It's not an easy role. - You're telling me!

0:46:25 > 0:46:31- You're doing fine.- Fine? Was kind of hoping for better than "fine".

0:46:31 > 0:46:33It's never easy losing a patient.

0:46:34 > 0:46:37If you let the comments Ash made get to you then...

0:46:37 > 0:46:40It isn't that. It's...

0:46:40 > 0:46:43It's just everything.

0:46:45 > 0:46:46It doesn't matter.

0:46:47 > 0:46:49Well, it clearly does.

0:46:51 > 0:46:57And I know what it's like. Clinical lead can be a very lonely place.

0:46:59 > 0:47:01I thought I'd be OK, I thought I'd be good at it.

0:47:01 > 0:47:05I've always been pretty good at whatever I put my mind to.

0:47:05 > 0:47:10But this, I just... Don't get me wrong, I enjoy being a consultant.

0:47:10 > 0:47:13I like going for a drink after work.

0:47:13 > 0:47:15I'm a team player,

0:47:15 > 0:47:19but the management and board meetings and paperwork?

0:47:19 > 0:47:24Meetings about meetings, it just wasn't top of my list.

0:47:24 > 0:47:27And I don't know whether I...

0:47:34 > 0:47:38Listen, enough about me! Enough about me!

0:47:38 > 0:47:40Let me get us the next one!