0:00:02 > 0:00:04- I'm not worried.- I would be. Walking off a shift
0:00:04 > 0:00:06to transfer a patient across the country - pretty off-limits.
0:00:06 > 0:00:08I've been doing a bit of moonlighting,
0:00:08 > 0:00:11- mini-cabbing on the side.- You can't possibly give your best here
0:00:11 > 0:00:13- if you're permanently exhausted. - I've been suspended
0:00:13 > 0:00:15pending further investigation.
0:00:15 > 0:00:18I don't think a thoracotomy's going to achieve anything.
0:00:18 > 0:00:20I'm not saying Zoe did wrong, but I think you and I know
0:00:20 > 0:00:22that chest should have been opened immediately.
0:00:22 > 0:00:25I had the thoracotomy kit standing by, all ready to go.
0:00:25 > 0:00:28He had been down too long, Martin. Trust me, I made the right call.
0:01:12 > 0:01:13Morning.
0:01:15 > 0:01:16So, is he naked?
0:01:16 > 0:01:18No. No, he's not naked.
0:01:18 > 0:01:19So why does he want a gown?
0:01:19 > 0:01:20You'll see.
0:01:22 > 0:01:24You know I've got that meeting at 9:30 today?
0:01:24 > 0:01:26Morbidity and Mortality. Yeah.
0:01:26 > 0:01:29You don't have to go if you don't want to.
0:01:29 > 0:01:32- Would you prefer it if I didn't? - It's up to you.
0:01:32 > 0:01:34Then I'll be there. I need to be there.
0:01:34 > 0:01:36How is Ella?
0:01:36 > 0:01:38She's....
0:01:38 > 0:01:39not happy.
0:01:39 > 0:01:41But then again, neither am I.
0:01:43 > 0:01:46- Straight through to the left. I'll just...- It's fine.
0:01:46 > 0:01:49- I just thought that... - Are you deaf?! I said it's fine.
0:01:55 > 0:01:57Nice legs!
0:01:57 > 0:02:00The idea is to attract
0:02:00 > 0:02:02- a younger clientele.- Mm.
0:02:02 > 0:02:05- What's wrong with the old clientele?- Nothing.
0:02:05 > 0:02:06I'm not trying to alienate them.
0:02:06 > 0:02:09They want to eat in an Italian restaurant,
0:02:09 > 0:02:12not a Swedish furniture store.
0:02:12 > 0:02:14But the younger clientele don't,
0:02:14 > 0:02:16and they're the ones that spend the money.
0:02:16 > 0:02:17You just want to impress your mates.
0:02:17 > 0:02:19It's nothing to do with my mates.
0:02:19 > 0:02:23Let's concentrate on impressing the customers we do have, huh?
0:02:23 > 0:02:25No point in rocking the boat.
0:02:25 > 0:02:28We're doing very nicely, thank you.
0:02:29 > 0:02:32At least let me show you the business plan.
0:02:32 > 0:02:35Do you think your mum and me had a business plan
0:02:35 > 0:02:37when we opened this place?
0:02:37 > 0:02:41The only plan we had was to serve good Italian food.
0:02:41 > 0:02:44It worked then, and it's works now.
0:02:45 > 0:02:48SHE SIGHS
0:02:49 > 0:02:51Try this.
0:02:52 > 0:02:54Oh, that's superb.
0:02:54 > 0:02:56I thought you'd like it. Lisa, do you want a taste?
0:02:56 > 0:02:57I'm fine.
0:02:57 > 0:03:00There won't be another restaurant in 100 miles
0:03:00 > 0:03:02that does a pasta dish like that.
0:03:02 > 0:03:04Maybe there's a reason for that.
0:03:05 > 0:03:06That is not called for.
0:03:08 > 0:03:12These restaurant chains don't just throw together their menus,
0:03:12 > 0:03:15they work from a marketing strategy.
0:03:15 > 0:03:18They don't do a pasta dish like that because they can't.
0:03:18 > 0:03:20I'm just trying to think of the future.
0:03:20 > 0:03:24Our regular clientele are getting older with every year.
0:03:24 > 0:03:27We should think of the future.
0:03:27 > 0:03:29You make it sound as if we're about to go bust.
0:03:29 > 0:03:32- No!- We average 20-30 covers every lunchtime,
0:03:32 > 0:03:3440-50 most evenings.
0:03:34 > 0:03:36But for how long?
0:03:36 > 0:03:39Five years ago, before Mum died, we were doing 40-50 at lunch.
0:03:39 > 0:03:43She was a great chef. People loved her food.
0:03:43 > 0:03:45And they love Zed's, it's just...
0:03:45 > 0:03:47nothing stays the same forever.
0:03:47 > 0:03:49We do new specials all the time.
0:03:49 > 0:03:51But what sort of specials?
0:03:51 > 0:03:53- Argh!- Where did you get this recipe from?
0:03:53 > 0:03:55It was one of Mum's.
0:03:55 > 0:03:56So it's not new, it's old.
0:03:56 > 0:03:58I don't know what your problem is,
0:03:58 > 0:04:01but you should be backing your sister, not putting her down.
0:04:05 > 0:04:07If that's what you think, then...
0:04:14 > 0:04:16Good morning. I am Dr Chao. What seems to be the problem?
0:04:16 > 0:04:17Superglue.
0:04:17 > 0:04:20- Where and what?- May I?
0:04:20 > 0:04:23- Can't you just tell her? - She does need to see.
0:04:29 > 0:04:30So where's the glue.
0:04:30 > 0:04:35All over. The, erm...garments have been stuck to his body.
0:04:35 > 0:04:37Right.
0:04:40 > 0:04:41How did this...?
0:04:41 > 0:04:45- He thinks probably Rohypnol. - Not your drug of choice, I suspect.
0:04:45 > 0:04:46- No.- He was in the gym this morning
0:04:46 > 0:04:49and he thinks someone must have spiked his high-protein drink.
0:04:49 > 0:04:52- Right.- One of his competitors. - He's not just any old competitor.
0:04:52 > 0:04:54He's the loser that always comes second.
0:04:54 > 0:04:57- He's never beaten me, never. - At what?
0:04:57 > 0:04:59Body-building. Mr Crosby's a body-builder.
0:04:59 > 0:05:02After the drink, the next thing I remember is waking up
0:05:02 > 0:05:05propped up against a lamp post dressed like...
0:05:05 > 0:05:08And in five hours' time he's got the, Erm...county finals?
0:05:08 > 0:05:11The South West Area Finals. I'm hot favourite.
0:05:11 > 0:05:13I've got the best lat spread in the UK, bar none.
0:05:13 > 0:05:15And he doesn't want to do it in women's knickers.
0:05:15 > 0:05:17I'm sure he doesn't. I'll see what I can do.
0:05:20 > 0:05:22Seen Fletch?
0:05:22 > 0:05:24- No.- I've an M&M meeting,
0:05:24 > 0:05:27- so, when you see him, tell him to keep an eye on things.- Yeah, sure.
0:05:34 > 0:05:38Zoe, would you like me to take this meeting?
0:05:38 > 0:05:41- No, why would I? - I could help direct questions.
0:05:41 > 0:05:44- I'm happy to answer anything. - Yeah, course, I just thought
0:05:44 > 0:05:47- it might make it easier for you. - I'm fine. Thank you.
0:05:47 > 0:05:48Oh, thank you.
0:05:51 > 0:05:53OK, everyone, let's sit down.
0:05:53 > 0:05:56Right, let's start with the case
0:05:56 > 0:05:59that I was involved with a few weeks ago.
0:05:59 > 0:06:00Sam Cayton.
0:06:06 > 0:06:08Would Miss Hazel come to Room Two?
0:06:08 > 0:06:11That's Miss Hazel to Room Two, please.
0:06:11 > 0:06:12Thank you.
0:06:19 > 0:06:21It's OK. It's OK. I'm not angry.
0:06:23 > 0:06:25How did you know I was here?
0:06:25 > 0:06:28I can be very resourceful when I need to be.
0:06:28 > 0:06:30I... I...
0:06:30 > 0:06:33All I want to do is sit down and talk it through with you
0:06:33 > 0:06:36so that you know exactly what it is that you're doing.
0:06:36 > 0:06:38- I can't...- Amelia...
0:06:38 > 0:06:39No!
0:06:39 > 0:06:40Amelia.
0:06:43 > 0:06:46Amelia, where are you going?
0:06:46 > 0:06:47I need to... I just need to...
0:06:47 > 0:06:50All I'm asking is that we talk.
0:06:50 > 0:06:53I'm not doing anything wrong. It's not illegal.
0:06:53 > 0:06:57How can killing someone not be wrong? And of course it's wrong.
0:06:57 > 0:06:59I'm not killing someone.
0:06:59 > 0:07:01You have a child growing inside you.
0:07:01 > 0:07:04If you go through with an abortion, that child will be dead.
0:07:04 > 0:07:06How is that not killing someone?
0:07:06 > 0:07:09PHONE RINGS
0:07:11 > 0:07:14'I've got a quick pick-up for you, take you half an hour tops.'
0:07:14 > 0:07:18No, look, I better not. I'm going to be late for work as it is.
0:07:18 > 0:07:20HORNS BLARE
0:07:28 > 0:07:30'So, can I put you down for it?'
0:07:30 > 0:07:33No. I.... Hang on, hang on.
0:07:35 > 0:07:38CAR HORN BLARES Amelia!
0:07:48 > 0:07:50He was in PEA when he arrived
0:07:50 > 0:07:53and we made the decision quite quickly to stop resuscitation,
0:07:53 > 0:07:55so there was probably 15 minutes,
0:07:55 > 0:07:58but he'd been down considerably longer pre-hospital.
0:07:58 > 0:08:02There was no attempt at CPR for about ten minutes at the scene,
0:08:02 > 0:08:03until Dixie arrived.
0:08:03 > 0:08:04Sorry.
0:08:06 > 0:08:08Did you consider any other action?
0:08:08 > 0:08:10Such as?
0:08:10 > 0:08:12A thoracotomy?
0:08:12 > 0:08:13Yes, I thought about it.
0:08:13 > 0:08:15But you decided against it?
0:08:15 > 0:08:17It wasn't as straightforward as that.
0:08:17 > 0:08:19It's never straightforward.
0:08:19 > 0:08:24Would a thoracotomy have maybe been worth a go?
0:08:24 > 0:08:26I don't see what there was to lose.
0:08:26 > 0:08:29I didn't consider it worth cracking open a patient's chest
0:08:29 > 0:08:32on the slightest possibility, and I don't believe any consultant
0:08:32 > 0:08:34who'd have been under those circumstances
0:08:34 > 0:08:36would have done anything differently.
0:08:36 > 0:08:39Martin, you've been in the ED long enough to know how Resus works.
0:08:39 > 0:08:41Any thoughts?
0:08:44 > 0:08:48Any other questions or observations regarding this case?
0:08:50 > 0:08:52OK, let's move on.
0:08:52 > 0:08:55Martin, you had two sudden deaths in one day.
0:08:55 > 0:08:58I would like to start with the 19-year-old
0:08:58 > 0:09:00who suffered the subarachnoid.
0:09:00 > 0:09:02Jason Lister.
0:09:02 > 0:09:04Ethan, you were treating him as well, yeah?
0:09:04 > 0:09:06This was the youth who'd taken ketamine.
0:09:06 > 0:09:09Yes, the initial injury was a fall. Is that correct?
0:09:11 > 0:09:12Was there multiple injuries?
0:09:14 > 0:09:18Yeah. Yes... He was a mess.
0:09:18 > 0:09:20So where did the ketamine come in?
0:09:22 > 0:09:26He had taken ketamine prior to his fall...
0:09:26 > 0:09:29he had a therapeutic dose here.
0:09:29 > 0:09:33He reacted badly to the drug and became hypertensive.
0:09:34 > 0:09:38Postmortem indicated this led to...
0:09:39 > 0:09:42..the rupture of a pre-existing berry aneurism.
0:09:43 > 0:09:45We...
0:09:46 > 0:09:48We...erm...
0:10:13 > 0:10:17Well, I think what is probably concerning people here,
0:10:17 > 0:10:19is the fact that we have had three sudden deaths
0:10:19 > 0:10:21in a very short space of time.
0:10:21 > 0:10:23Now, the questions we need to consider
0:10:23 > 0:10:26are what are the commonalities
0:10:26 > 0:10:27and, more importantly,
0:10:27 > 0:10:29is there anything we need to change
0:10:29 > 0:10:31when handling a similar case in the future?
0:10:52 > 0:10:54Ash, for what it's worth, I just want to say
0:10:54 > 0:10:57you did what any one of us would have done.
0:10:57 > 0:10:59But not everyone has a daughter like mine.
0:10:59 > 0:11:03Without her, this situation wouldn't have happened.
0:11:03 > 0:11:07Yes, well... The thing I'm learning in the ED
0:11:07 > 0:11:09is that you've got to go with your instincts.
0:11:09 > 0:11:12Hesitate and all is lost.
0:11:12 > 0:11:14So what should my instincts have been
0:11:14 > 0:11:16with a 19-year-old full of ketamine?
0:11:17 > 0:11:20Oh... Just what you did.
0:11:20 > 0:11:22But I got it wrong.
0:11:22 > 0:11:24No, no. He got it wrong.
0:11:24 > 0:11:27He lied, he tried to get away with it. He couldn't.
0:11:27 > 0:11:30No, the, erm... The thing that I was referring to
0:11:30 > 0:11:34was to the thoracotomy that didn't happen.
0:11:34 > 0:11:38I honestly believe a life could have been saved there.
0:11:38 > 0:11:42Yeah. Well... I've handed in my notice.
0:11:44 > 0:11:46- You what?- After Jason, I told Zoe.
0:11:46 > 0:11:49So I'm just working out my notice now.
0:11:51 > 0:11:52Where are you going?
0:11:52 > 0:11:55Nowhere. I need to spend some time with Ella.
0:11:55 > 0:11:57Yes, of course.
0:11:57 > 0:11:59Well, that's a shame.
0:11:59 > 0:12:02- I had to do something. - I can see that.
0:12:06 > 0:12:10I don't know what I have to do to impress you.
0:12:10 > 0:12:13You don't have to do anything. You're my daughter.
0:12:13 > 0:12:16Maybe you'd think more of me if I wasn't.
0:12:16 > 0:12:19You know what Zed was like when she first came to us.
0:12:19 > 0:12:21That had nothing to do with me.
0:12:21 > 0:12:23She needed serious care and attention!
0:12:23 > 0:12:28I was 16, and what I didn't need was to be ignored.
0:12:28 > 0:12:31- Nobody ignored you. - You're ignoring me now!
0:12:31 > 0:12:33What, because I don't want my restaurant turning into
0:12:33 > 0:12:35some design concept with no heart?!
0:12:35 > 0:12:39And that about sums it up. You think I'm heartless.
0:12:39 > 0:12:42- I didn't say that! - Not in so many words.
0:12:42 > 0:12:47OK, I don't cook. I don't drool over photographs of Bologna,
0:12:47 > 0:12:49but I'm still your biological daughter.
0:12:49 > 0:12:51I know that.
0:12:51 > 0:12:57Then it would be nice if just for once you acted as if I was.
0:12:58 > 0:13:00This is all in your head.
0:13:00 > 0:13:02- And that's it?- I don't have time for this nonsense!
0:13:02 > 0:13:07Fine. If that's how you want it.
0:13:07 > 0:13:09- Fine.- What's wrong this time?
0:13:09 > 0:13:10It's...
0:13:10 > 0:13:12Something and nothing.
0:13:12 > 0:13:14The design she's been working on?
0:13:15 > 0:13:17You know about it?
0:13:17 > 0:13:18I didn't mind it.
0:13:30 > 0:13:32- Dad.- Look, Lisa.
0:13:34 > 0:13:38Listen, it's obvious I don't really fit in,
0:13:38 > 0:13:41so I've decided to quit the restaurant.
0:13:41 > 0:13:42I'm ignoring that.
0:13:42 > 0:13:45- No. Listen...- Oh!
0:13:45 > 0:13:47Argh!
0:13:49 > 0:13:51- OK, OK...- Lisa, quick!
0:13:54 > 0:13:56- Quick!- OK, OK, move.
0:14:04 > 0:14:05You OK?!
0:14:09 > 0:14:11Zed?
0:14:11 > 0:14:14Zila! It's OK.
0:14:14 > 0:14:16- We'll get an ambulance.- What?
0:14:16 > 0:14:19Don't move! Stay still. Stay still.
0:14:19 > 0:14:22SIREN WAILS
0:14:23 > 0:14:25It hurts. It really hurts.
0:14:25 > 0:14:28OK, well, look, the ambulance is here now, just keep still for me.
0:14:28 > 0:14:30You're going to be OK.
0:14:30 > 0:14:33- Are you injured at all? - No, no, no, I'm fine.
0:14:33 > 0:14:35This is becoming a bit of a habit, isn't it?
0:14:35 > 0:14:40- Hanging around street corners waiting for accidents to happen? - Just passing.
0:14:40 > 0:14:43- Is that your mini cab?- Yeah. - You were lucky, mate.- Exactly?
0:14:43 > 0:14:48- OK, what we got? - OK, pedestrian versus car, somewhere between 30-40 miles an hour.
0:14:48 > 0:14:53She's hit her head but she wasn't KO'd. I've immobilised her neck as best I can.
0:14:53 > 0:14:55OK, sweetheart. I'm Jeff, I'm a paramedic.
0:14:55 > 0:14:58- Can you tell me your name? - It's Amelia Myles.
0:14:58 > 0:15:00Sir, if you don't mind...
0:15:00 > 0:15:03- I'm her father.- I appreciate that, but I need to hear it from her.
0:15:03 > 0:15:05- Sorry.- It helps me assess.
0:15:05 > 0:15:08OK. So, Amelia, have you got any pain anywhere?
0:15:08 > 0:15:10It's in her shoul... Sorry.
0:15:10 > 0:15:13My neck and my shoulder are really painful.
0:15:14 > 0:15:16- Anywhere else?- My stomach.
0:15:16 > 0:15:17- Collar and board, Jeffrey?- Yeah.
0:15:21 > 0:15:24Do you have any breathing difficulties, Amelia?
0:15:24 > 0:15:26I don't think so.
0:15:26 > 0:15:29OK, I think what we'll do is we'll immobilise her neck.
0:15:29 > 0:15:33It's just a precaution, really. We'll do that with a collar, give you something for the pain.
0:15:33 > 0:15:36- Get you to hospital. Get you checked over, and that's you.- OK.
0:15:36 > 0:15:39I'm going to give you some Entonox. Keep your breathing nice and easy.
0:15:39 > 0:15:41What about the baby?
0:15:41 > 0:15:43- Baby?- She's pregnant.
0:15:44 > 0:15:47- Right, OK, how many weeks?- 16.
0:15:50 > 0:15:52How does your baby feel?
0:15:52 > 0:15:54I don't know.
0:15:54 > 0:15:56Have you felt your baby move at all today?
0:15:56 > 0:15:58I think so.
0:15:58 > 0:16:01If your baby moves again, just let me know, all right?
0:16:02 > 0:16:06I remember putting my hand on your mum's tummy, to feel you kicking.
0:16:09 > 0:16:13I've tried using a gym but I just get really bored.
0:16:13 > 0:16:15Motivation is everything.
0:16:15 > 0:16:17You must have some serious motivation.
0:16:17 > 0:16:19How many hours a week do you spend working out?
0:16:19 > 0:16:23It doesn't matter how many hours you take, it's what you do during those hours.
0:16:25 > 0:16:27Yeah, but what stops you getting so bored?
0:16:27 > 0:16:32The need to be numero uno - the best, and that's what I am.
0:16:32 > 0:16:34Not a loser like the rest of the world.
0:16:34 > 0:16:37- Is it working?- Yeah, it's working.
0:16:37 > 0:16:40Only these two are slower than a tortoise with one leg.
0:16:41 > 0:16:44Would you prefer they left you to it? Because I can assure you
0:16:44 > 0:16:48there are plenty of other patients with genuine illnesses.
0:16:48 > 0:16:51No? OK. Good.
0:16:51 > 0:16:53- What's rattled her cage? - You, at a guess.
0:17:07 > 0:17:11- I'm going to leave you to it. I'm late enough. - All right, thanks, mate.
0:17:11 > 0:17:12All right? Cheers.
0:17:14 > 0:17:16Hey.
0:17:16 > 0:17:18- Tamzin?- I'll catch you later. We're on a shout.
0:17:20 > 0:17:23Well, there's a turn-up for the book. She's back.
0:17:23 > 0:17:24Yeah.
0:17:25 > 0:17:28You're going to be OK. I'll make sure of that.
0:17:32 > 0:17:35OK, thank you, Zoe. This is Amelia Myles.
0:17:35 > 0:17:38She's 18 years old, 16 weeks pregnant, involved in an RTC,
0:17:38 > 0:17:40car was travelling between 30-40 miles an hour.
0:17:40 > 0:17:43She wasn't KO'd. Fractured clavicle,
0:17:43 > 0:17:46she has pain in her ribs and abdomen and stomach cramps,
0:17:46 > 0:17:47but no PV bleeding.
0:17:47 > 0:17:52GCS been 15 throughout. Pulse 80, BP 130 and sats 97%.
0:17:52 > 0:17:54She's had 5mg of morphine so far. OK, you fit?
0:17:54 > 0:18:00- Is the baby going to be all right? - We hope so. Hello, Amelia, I'm Zoe, one of the consultants here.
0:18:00 > 0:18:02My neck and shoulder are really painful.
0:18:02 > 0:18:04OK, Dr Hardy - can you start primary survey?
0:18:04 > 0:18:07Yes. Hello, Amelia. My name is Ethan. I'm another doctor,
0:18:07 > 0:18:11just not as important as Zoe. I'm going to ask you to lie as still as possible
0:18:11 > 0:18:15while I check your chest and stomach. Tell me if there is any discomfort, all right?
0:18:15 > 0:18:18What about those cramps, how bad are they?
0:18:18 > 0:18:19Not too bad.
0:18:19 > 0:18:24OK, can we get another line in and get some bloods? Ethan, how you doing?
0:18:24 > 0:18:27Yeah. Airway's obviously clear.
0:18:27 > 0:18:29Chest and breathing sound good.
0:18:29 > 0:18:33There is some minor bleeding to a wound on the back of the head.
0:18:33 > 0:18:36It's going to be OK. Babies are very resilient.
0:18:36 > 0:18:38This is payback.
0:18:38 > 0:18:40For what?
0:18:40 > 0:18:44What I wanted to do. What I was going to do.
0:18:44 > 0:18:47Amelia, let the nurse get on with her job.
0:18:47 > 0:18:49- Sorry.- It's OK.
0:18:49 > 0:18:53- It's all going to be fine. - You know I always look after you.
0:18:53 > 0:18:55Is there anybody you want me to ring?
0:18:56 > 0:18:58You better let Mum know.
0:18:58 > 0:19:01No. I'll tell her when I think it's right.
0:19:02 > 0:19:04I'll be right back.
0:19:06 > 0:19:09- Tess.- You're here. What time did you manage to show?
0:19:09 > 0:19:13- That's what I wanted to talk to you about.- You did well to walk away from that one, son.
0:19:13 > 0:19:16- From what?- The RTC that the young lady was involved in.
0:19:16 > 0:19:18- You were in an accident? - It wasn't his fault.
0:19:18 > 0:19:21- No, it wasn't my fault. - Why didn't you say?
0:19:21 > 0:19:24He's too busy worrying about his cab being off the road for so long.
0:19:25 > 0:19:28- You promised.- I was going to expla...- Don't bother.
0:19:28 > 0:19:31Just get on with your work and let me get on with mine.
0:19:44 > 0:19:47Hi. My name's Tamzin, this is my colleague, Greg.
0:19:50 > 0:19:52- What's her name?- It's Zila.
0:19:52 > 0:19:54- Zila.- Zed.- Zed.
0:19:54 > 0:19:58All right, Zed. Are you having any problems breathing at all?
0:19:58 > 0:19:59What actually happened?
0:19:59 > 0:20:03- I'm not sure.- It was an accident. There was this fire.
0:20:03 > 0:20:07She fell backwards and there was this knife. It was an accident.
0:20:07 > 0:20:10Can I have some dressing gauze and tape, please?
0:20:10 > 0:20:11And can you get that and put it in a bag?
0:20:13 > 0:20:16- She's going to be all right, isn't she?- We'll do our best to make sure she is, yeah.
0:20:16 > 0:20:21- I am going to need to have a look at your hands.- Lisa. And Dad. You need to get checked out too.
0:20:21 > 0:20:25I need to make sure Zed's all right, that's what I need to do.
0:20:25 > 0:20:30- So your GP's Dr Masters. is that correct?- Yes.
0:20:30 > 0:20:32So he's been dealing with your antenatal care?
0:20:32 > 0:20:35Not exactly.
0:20:35 > 0:20:38Who has, then? No-one.
0:20:38 > 0:20:41She was keeping the pregnancy a secret.
0:20:41 > 0:20:43Is that right, Amelia?
0:20:43 > 0:20:45The father didn't want to know.
0:20:45 > 0:20:47She was ashamed.
0:20:49 > 0:20:50Why would she be ashamed?
0:20:53 > 0:20:55Amelia, tell the nurse why you were ashamed.
0:20:57 > 0:20:59I...
0:20:59 > 0:21:00She was planning a termination.
0:21:03 > 0:21:05You don't want to keep the baby?
0:21:05 > 0:21:08Didn't. She's changed her mind.
0:21:08 > 0:21:13Was that when you found out? The decision is yours, Amelia.
0:21:13 > 0:21:16It's your body.
0:21:16 > 0:21:20The baby will be fine and you are making the right decision.
0:21:20 > 0:21:23- You wouldn't have been able to live with yourself if you'd had an abortion.- No.
0:21:25 > 0:21:27And it will have the best start in life.
0:21:27 > 0:21:31I'll see to that. I know exactly what to do.
0:21:31 > 0:21:35I'm sure Amelia will work everything out for herself, won't you, Amelia?
0:21:50 > 0:21:54You didn't tell me about Ash. About his resignation.
0:21:54 > 0:21:58I wanted to get a replacement lined-up before I went public.
0:21:58 > 0:21:59He'll be a loss.
0:21:59 > 0:22:02- I think it's a mistake.- Do you?
0:22:02 > 0:22:05His daughter has been nothing but trouble since day one.
0:22:05 > 0:22:07He's quit his job for her - what next?
0:22:07 > 0:22:10Giving in to her has been the problem all along.
0:22:10 > 0:22:13I think this will only make things worse. But what do I know?
0:22:13 > 0:22:15I don't even have children.
0:22:19 > 0:22:22Well, I guess the only thing is to let him try.
0:22:27 > 0:22:30OK, Charlie. We've got a penetrating knife wound to the back.
0:22:30 > 0:22:32Right, straight into Resus. It's all clear.
0:22:32 > 0:22:34And this is Lisa. She's got burns on her hands.
0:22:34 > 0:22:36Sue, could you triage this young lady, please?
0:22:36 > 0:22:39OK. What've we got?
0:22:39 > 0:22:40This is Zila Ponzini, 25.
0:22:40 > 0:22:44Penetrating knife wound in a restaurant kitchen fire.
0:22:44 > 0:22:47Barely conscious when we arrived. No significant improvement.
0:22:47 > 0:22:52GCS 9, Sats 95%, pulse 130, BP 90 over 50.
0:22:52 > 0:22:55She's had 100% oxygen, 250 of saline.
0:22:55 > 0:22:59Knife wound in a kitchen fire. That's interesting.
0:22:59 > 0:23:02Three, two, one. Yeah, some kind of accident.
0:23:02 > 0:23:05This is Mr Ponzini, Zila's father.
0:23:05 > 0:23:08Can you tell us what happened? Anything might help.
0:23:08 > 0:23:13I'm not sure. Some brandy caught fire and there was confusion.
0:23:13 > 0:23:16Not for long. And then, there she was, on the floor, bleeding.
0:23:16 > 0:23:19Right, we need to get you seen to as well.
0:23:19 > 0:23:21I'm not bothered about me. I need to stay here.
0:23:21 > 0:23:22We've got the knife.
0:23:22 > 0:23:25Can I see that before you take it to the police, please?
0:23:27 > 0:23:30We're going to do an ultrasound, which they're trying to organise.
0:23:30 > 0:23:32So hopefully we won't keep you waiting too long.
0:23:32 > 0:23:37Thanks. I'm so glad you came to your senses.
0:23:37 > 0:23:40Now that's out of the way, I can sort out everything else.
0:23:40 > 0:23:45Sorry. I just remembered we need to check Amelia's personal details.
0:23:45 > 0:23:48Would you take Mr Myles to reception, please, and make sure we have everything correct?
0:23:48 > 0:23:51- I'm sure everything is fine. - It won't take a minute
0:23:51 > 0:23:54and I also need to do an examination on your daughter.
0:23:54 > 0:23:56OK. I'll be back in a minute.
0:24:03 > 0:24:07- Interesting man, your father.- Yes.
0:24:07 > 0:24:11I take it he didn't want you to have a termination.
0:24:11 > 0:24:14He says it's murder. You're killing a child.
0:24:16 > 0:24:19But you didn't think that, not this morning.
0:24:19 > 0:24:21I'm not sure what I was thinking.
0:24:27 > 0:24:29What are you thinking now?
0:24:31 > 0:24:36If I decide to keep the baby, I don't know how I'd cope.
0:24:37 > 0:24:41What about any brothers and sisters - couldn't they help?
0:24:41 > 0:24:43- I don't have any. - Then what about your mum?
0:24:46 > 0:24:47She does what my dad says.
0:24:49 > 0:24:51Does your dad always get his own way?
0:24:52 > 0:24:54He goes out to work.
0:24:55 > 0:24:57His wages put food on the table.
0:24:59 > 0:25:02That doesn't mean he owns you or your mum.
0:25:07 > 0:25:09You're going to have a baby.
0:25:10 > 0:25:13You need to make your own decisions.
0:25:15 > 0:25:16Decide what YOU want.
0:25:19 > 0:25:23These are what we call partial thickness burns.
0:25:23 > 0:25:26So what I am going to do is trim off some the blistering
0:25:26 > 0:25:28and then see where we go from there.
0:25:28 > 0:25:30Don't worry, it doesn't hurt.
0:25:33 > 0:25:36So how did this happen?
0:25:36 > 0:25:40Hah! I thought you doctors were meant to know everything.
0:25:40 > 0:25:42I know this could have been a lot worse.
0:25:42 > 0:25:45It was worse for my stupid sister.
0:25:45 > 0:25:48Stabbed with her own knife.
0:25:48 > 0:25:50That's not clever.
0:25:50 > 0:25:52Oh, I don't know. I think it's very clever
0:25:52 > 0:25:55if it keeps her the centre of attention.
0:25:55 > 0:25:59- Ah! Stabbing trumps burns. That sort of thing?- Exactly.
0:26:01 > 0:26:03Reading between the lines,
0:26:03 > 0:26:06I'm guessing there's a bit of sibling rivalry kicking around.
0:26:06 > 0:26:11You have no idea what's kicking around. No idea.
0:26:11 > 0:26:15You'd be surprised. Me and my brother.
0:26:16 > 0:26:18Sometimes it's like Cain and Abel.
0:26:20 > 0:26:23We've been fortunate so far there's been no knives hanging around.
0:26:26 > 0:26:29She's arrested. I'll start CPR.
0:26:29 > 0:26:30I'm not losing another patient.
0:26:30 > 0:26:34Then let's do all we can to make sure that doesn't happen, then.
0:26:34 > 0:26:38- Zed!- Please get theatre ready now.
0:26:38 > 0:26:41- What's happening? - We're out of options.- Bella!
0:26:41 > 0:26:44Penetrating trauma. It's always an option.
0:26:45 > 0:26:47Bella!
0:26:47 > 0:26:49A thoracotomy?
0:26:49 > 0:26:50There's always a risk.
0:26:50 > 0:26:52Baby!
0:26:52 > 0:26:54Better the surgeon, lower the risk.
0:26:54 > 0:26:56- Zed!- Ash?
0:26:58 > 0:26:59Yeah.
0:26:59 > 0:27:01Charlie. Could you sort out?
0:27:01 > 0:27:04Ladies and gentlemen, we're going for a rapid sequence induction.
0:27:04 > 0:27:07- What's for her?- Your daughter's in a critical condition,
0:27:07 > 0:27:10- but she's in very good hands.- Zed!
0:27:10 > 0:27:13- The doctors have to perform a... - Zed!
0:27:13 > 0:27:15So what happens now?
0:27:15 > 0:27:18We're still waiting for the sonographer to do the ultrasound.
0:27:18 > 0:27:20OK. Don't worry, I'll wait with you.
0:27:22 > 0:27:25I bet you're looking forward to having a new baby in the house,
0:27:25 > 0:27:27- aren't you?- We'll see.
0:27:31 > 0:27:34I suppose someone will need to speak with the father.
0:27:34 > 0:27:37- What about?- About being a father.
0:27:37 > 0:27:40No need. The kid's a waste of space.
0:27:40 > 0:27:42Still, he is the father.
0:27:42 > 0:27:46- Take my word. He's not interested. I've already spoken to him. - I didn't know you knew him.
0:27:46 > 0:27:51- Who do you think told me where you were this morning?- He promised he wouldn't say anything.
0:27:51 > 0:27:54Well, I had a few words with him and he told me everything.
0:27:54 > 0:27:55He knows your little game.
0:27:55 > 0:27:57Her little game?
0:27:57 > 0:28:00Why she slept with such a loser. He told me.
0:28:00 > 0:28:02What did he say?
0:28:02 > 0:28:04That you would love to see my face if I ever found out.
0:28:06 > 0:28:10Do you see NOW why I have to look after you?
0:28:10 > 0:28:12I think she can see why.
0:28:12 > 0:28:15And how.
0:28:15 > 0:28:17Scalpels, please.
0:28:19 > 0:28:22- OK?- OK.- All right, deep breath.
0:28:22 > 0:28:26We will start with the bilateral thoracotomies. OK?
0:28:26 > 0:28:28Let's go.
0:28:32 > 0:28:35Bring your incision to meet mine in the middle.
0:28:38 > 0:28:40Scissors, please.
0:28:48 > 0:28:51OK, bone cutters.
0:29:00 > 0:29:03OK.
0:29:03 > 0:29:05OK, spread this for me.
0:29:05 > 0:29:09Retractor and swabs.
0:29:12 > 0:29:14OK.
0:29:18 > 0:29:21- OK.- OK.
0:29:21 > 0:29:24OK.
0:29:24 > 0:29:26Retract the lung.
0:29:31 > 0:29:33Scalpel and forceps, please.
0:29:41 > 0:29:43How's it looking?
0:29:43 > 0:29:45Don't know.
0:29:47 > 0:29:50I need to get these clots first.
0:29:52 > 0:29:55OK.
0:29:58 > 0:30:02OK, there's no obvious myocardial injury.
0:30:02 > 0:30:06There is a tear in the pericardial vein.
0:30:06 > 0:30:09Got it. Clip please.
0:30:09 > 0:30:12Can't see a thing. Suction.
0:30:14 > 0:30:16OK, starting internal massage.
0:30:19 > 0:30:22- Anything?- Just give it a minute.
0:30:29 > 0:30:31I've got something.
0:30:31 > 0:30:33Right, Fletch. Give me some good news please.
0:30:38 > 0:30:40Good news on the way. She has got a pulse.
0:30:40 > 0:30:44OK, let's get her straight up to theatre, please.
0:30:44 > 0:30:46I'm going to make it.
0:30:46 > 0:30:49They thought they could get one up on me. Not a chance.
0:30:49 > 0:30:51At last!
0:30:51 > 0:30:53I thought I was going to have to wait here forever!
0:30:53 > 0:30:55If you get your finger out, I'll have plenty of time
0:30:55 > 0:30:57to pump some iron before parading my wares.
0:30:57 > 0:30:59I am the man with the pecs of steel.
0:30:59 > 0:31:02Might just be me, but I don't really get the point?
0:31:02 > 0:31:05If I told you I was an ugly, ten-stone weakling that got bullied,
0:31:05 > 0:31:07- then you'd understand, wouldn't you?- No.
0:31:07 > 0:31:09All good to go. Good job.
0:31:09 > 0:31:13I recommend you buy some emollient cream, in case you develop a rash.
0:31:13 > 0:31:14I don't do rashes.
0:31:14 > 0:31:17I'll go and get you something to wear from lost property.
0:31:21 > 0:31:23I am the man.
0:31:23 > 0:31:26- Fancy a piece of this now?- No.- No?
0:31:26 > 0:31:30No, no. I think I would rather wake up next to a worm.
0:31:30 > 0:31:32OK. I get it.
0:31:32 > 0:31:35- I've sort of known all along. - Get what?
0:31:35 > 0:31:37Short hair. Aggressive attitude.
0:31:37 > 0:31:39You're a lesbian!
0:31:39 > 0:31:41Just to give you hope...
0:31:41 > 0:31:43I've turned a few of your gang in my time.
0:31:46 > 0:31:49Whatever gets you through the day.
0:31:49 > 0:31:52There. You can you see the baby now.
0:31:52 > 0:31:54I didn't expect it to look like that.
0:31:54 > 0:31:56I can see its arms and legs.
0:31:56 > 0:31:59And you can hear the heartbeat, loud and clear.
0:31:59 > 0:32:03- There's no problem, then? - Not at all. If you need me...
0:32:03 > 0:32:07So, if everything's fine... I can take her home?
0:32:07 > 0:32:10Not today, I'm sorry. Because of the bang to the head,
0:32:10 > 0:32:12we're going to have to keep her in overnight.
0:32:12 > 0:32:13I think she'd be better at home...
0:32:13 > 0:32:15And I'm sure she'd rather be at home,
0:32:15 > 0:32:17but it's best to be on the safe side.
0:32:17 > 0:32:20She has a broken clavicle and three broken ribs,
0:32:20 > 0:32:22so she needs to rest.
0:32:22 > 0:32:25It's perfect.
0:32:25 > 0:32:27Can I know my baby's sex?
0:32:27 > 0:32:30They'll hopefully be able to tell you when you have your 20-week scan.
0:32:30 > 0:32:33You don't want to get too attached to it.
0:32:33 > 0:32:34Don't I?
0:32:34 > 0:32:38- No, not with so much still up in the air.- Right...
0:32:38 > 0:32:41Bringing up a baby isn't quite the bed of roses you might think it is.
0:32:41 > 0:32:43No...
0:32:43 > 0:32:47But I'll help you through it, make sure you make the right decisions.
0:32:47 > 0:32:49Thanks, Dad.
0:32:49 > 0:32:52I really think you need to let Amelia make her own decisions,
0:32:52 > 0:32:53as far as the baby is concerned.
0:32:53 > 0:32:57I'm just trying to avoid any further upset.
0:32:57 > 0:33:00I'm not following what you're saying.
0:33:00 > 0:33:02Let me try and make it clear.
0:33:02 > 0:33:07- I'm too old to have a baby in my life.- So?
0:33:07 > 0:33:11- So, when the child's born, it will be adopted.- What?
0:33:11 > 0:33:13It makes sense, Amelia, you know it does?
0:33:23 > 0:33:26A nurse will be with you soon, to dress your wounds, OK?
0:33:26 > 0:33:28How long are they going to be like this?
0:33:28 > 0:33:30A few days.
0:33:30 > 0:33:33I'm afraid you won't be able to do a lot until they've healed.
0:33:33 > 0:33:36More than Zed.
0:33:36 > 0:33:39- Is that your sister?- Yeah.
0:33:39 > 0:33:43You know, since you've been here, you haven't even asked how she is.
0:33:43 > 0:33:45Is she all right?
0:33:45 > 0:33:49My colleagues had to perform an emergency procedure on her.
0:33:49 > 0:33:52- They're taking her up to theatre now.- Sounds bad.
0:33:52 > 0:33:53Well, she survived.
0:33:55 > 0:33:58Are you saying there was a chance she might not have?
0:33:58 > 0:34:01Yeah. A VERY serious chance.
0:34:01 > 0:34:05- It could still go either way. - Did you see my dad?
0:34:05 > 0:34:09- Yeah, I told him I was treating you. - But he didn't ask...?
0:34:09 > 0:34:12I told him, so he didn't have to ask.
0:34:12 > 0:34:14Where is he now?
0:34:14 > 0:34:19He's with your sister. She still won't wake up for a while.
0:34:19 > 0:34:23He'd still rather stay with her than see how I am.
0:34:23 > 0:34:25That about sums it up.
0:34:35 > 0:34:37What happened?
0:34:37 > 0:34:39The procedure went as well as we could have hoped.
0:34:39 > 0:34:40Thank you. Thank you so much.
0:34:40 > 0:34:43She'll be taken up to theatre then to ITU.
0:34:43 > 0:34:45- I will get someone to show you. - Thank you.
0:34:48 > 0:34:50You all right?
0:34:50 > 0:34:53This is crazy. This should never have happened.
0:34:53 > 0:34:56I should have put a stop to it.
0:34:56 > 0:34:57Put a stop to what?
0:34:57 > 0:35:00Lisa, acting like a spoilt child.
0:35:00 > 0:35:04Maybe you should speak to her. I am sure she's as upset as you are?
0:35:06 > 0:35:08Yeah. I think I should.
0:35:08 > 0:35:12Clear the air.
0:35:12 > 0:35:13Do you know where she is?
0:35:13 > 0:35:16- Yes, she's just this way. I'll show you.- Thank you.
0:35:16 > 0:35:18'Doors closing.'
0:35:21 > 0:35:23Well, I'd like to say it's been a pleasure...
0:35:23 > 0:35:25Likewise...
0:35:25 > 0:35:28And if you ever fancy dipping your toe
0:35:28 > 0:35:32into the other side of the pond... get in touch.
0:35:32 > 0:35:37Here I come... The next South-West Area Champion! Yes!
0:35:37 > 0:35:39LAUGHTER
0:35:39 > 0:35:43I'm waiting for a nurse to dress my hands.
0:35:43 > 0:35:46I will attend to that right now for you.
0:35:46 > 0:35:48They look painful...
0:35:48 > 0:35:51They are.
0:35:51 > 0:35:54How's your face?
0:35:54 > 0:35:55I'd forgotten.
0:35:55 > 0:36:00After watching Zed fight for her life, this is nothing ...
0:36:00 > 0:36:03- She OK?- I hope so...
0:36:03 > 0:36:06- Otherwise, you wouldn't be here, would you?- What?
0:36:06 > 0:36:08You'd be with her.
0:36:08 > 0:36:12She's in theatre at the moment. She's still very poorly, I'm afraid.
0:36:12 > 0:36:15As soon as your favourite daughter is OK, you have time for me.
0:36:15 > 0:36:17Zed is seriously ill!
0:36:19 > 0:36:21This hasn't been fun!
0:36:21 > 0:36:23If it weren't for you, none of this would have happened!
0:36:23 > 0:36:28And if you and Mum hadn't adopted some kid, you might have remembered your real daughter!
0:36:28 > 0:36:30Zed has been more of a daughter than you ever have!
0:36:30 > 0:36:32NOW you've said it.
0:36:32 > 0:36:34Said what you've been wanting to say for years.
0:36:34 > 0:36:37She's the top of the tree and I don't get a look in!
0:36:37 > 0:36:39- You really think that?- Yes!
0:36:39 > 0:36:42Then, fine. If that's how you think, I accept your resignation.
0:36:42 > 0:36:44Come and collect your things from the restaurant.
0:36:44 > 0:36:47- I don't want to see you there ever again!- You're not serious.
0:36:47 > 0:36:49Yes, I am!
0:36:49 > 0:36:53Because of your petty jealousy, Zed nearly died today!
0:36:53 > 0:36:57That's NOT going to happen again! I promise you!
0:37:00 > 0:37:02Now, it may be sore for a little while yet,
0:37:02 > 0:37:04so we'll prescribe some painkillers.
0:37:04 > 0:37:06Your ribs will just need time to heal.
0:37:06 > 0:37:11- Will the painkillers harm my baby? - No, the baby'll be fine.
0:37:11 > 0:37:12We're going to get you up on the ward,
0:37:12 > 0:37:15but hopefully, by tomorrow, you should be on your way home.
0:37:15 > 0:37:17- And that's it?- That's it.
0:37:17 > 0:37:18OK.
0:37:20 > 0:37:22I'll go and call your mother.
0:37:22 > 0:37:25Is there anything you want me to say to her?
0:37:27 > 0:37:30OK.
0:37:30 > 0:37:32Dad...
0:37:37 > 0:37:39I'm not coming home.
0:37:42 > 0:37:45I'm not coming home if you want me to give up the baby.
0:37:45 > 0:37:48- We'll talk about this later.- No!
0:37:48 > 0:37:50I want to talk about it now.
0:37:53 > 0:37:56OK...
0:37:56 > 0:37:59What do you want to say?
0:37:59 > 0:38:03That this is my child and I am going to keep it.
0:38:03 > 0:38:08How? How are you going to keep it? How are you going to pay for it?
0:38:08 > 0:38:10I'll find a way.
0:38:10 > 0:38:12Plenty of single mums do.
0:38:12 > 0:38:16This is none of your business, and I would rather you kept quiet.
0:38:16 > 0:38:19You don't like the idea of somebody sticking up for me,
0:38:19 > 0:38:20being on my side.
0:38:20 > 0:38:22That has nothing to do with it.
0:38:22 > 0:38:24You know me and Mum are scared of you.
0:38:24 > 0:38:26What are you saying? That I knock you around?
0:38:26 > 0:38:29No.
0:38:29 > 0:38:31It's just you just have a way of making me and Mum
0:38:31 > 0:38:33do what you want.
0:38:33 > 0:38:34That is ridiculous.
0:38:34 > 0:38:36It's true!
0:38:36 > 0:38:40All my life, I've watched you bully Mum...
0:38:40 > 0:38:42and now I see that's what you're doing to me.
0:38:44 > 0:38:46Well, no more!
0:38:48 > 0:38:53I'm having this baby with or without your permission.
0:38:55 > 0:38:57OK.
0:38:57 > 0:38:59OK, if that's what you want to do.
0:39:01 > 0:39:07Then I genuinely hope that you and your child have a wonderful life...
0:39:07 > 0:39:11but don't you ever come asking me for anything,
0:39:11 > 0:39:14because it won't be pleasant turning you away.
0:39:23 > 0:39:25- I did it.- You did.
0:39:26 > 0:39:29And now I'll never see him again.
0:39:31 > 0:39:32My own father.
0:39:40 > 0:39:42The man was upset.
0:39:42 > 0:39:46People say things they don't mean when they're upset.
0:39:46 > 0:39:48He meant it.
0:39:48 > 0:39:50I know my dad.
0:39:51 > 0:39:53We were fine until they adopted Zed.
0:39:55 > 0:39:59Everything suddenly changed when she came on the scene.
0:39:59 > 0:40:00They felt sorry for her.
0:40:02 > 0:40:04They never gave me a chance.
0:40:07 > 0:40:09I think I was the favourite.
0:40:09 > 0:40:11Well, certainly my mum's anyway.
0:40:12 > 0:40:17It wasn't until after she died that I suddenly realised
0:40:17 > 0:40:20that all she ever really wanted was for me and my brother to get along.
0:40:22 > 0:40:23And do you?
0:40:26 > 0:40:29I think we've let it go on a little too long now.
0:40:37 > 0:40:39SIREN WAILS
0:40:44 > 0:40:49Mr Myles, I know you think in some way I'm responsible
0:40:49 > 0:40:51for what's happened with your daughter,
0:40:51 > 0:40:54but this situation was going to surface one day.
0:40:54 > 0:40:58I only want what's best for her. That's all I've ever wanted.
0:41:01 > 0:41:05When she was 13, I had tickets for a concert for her mum and me.
0:41:05 > 0:41:07Requiem Mass. Fantastic stuff.
0:41:08 > 0:41:11Mum got ill, so I asked Amelia if she wanted to come with me.
0:41:11 > 0:41:14She didn't want to she wanted to play with her friends,
0:41:14 > 0:41:15some party...
0:41:15 > 0:41:17but she did come with me.
0:41:17 > 0:41:19You ask her today and she'll tell you
0:41:19 > 0:41:21that was one of the best nights of her life.
0:41:21 > 0:41:22But she's not 13.
0:41:22 > 0:41:25And sometimes we have to let our kids make their own mistakes.
0:41:25 > 0:41:28This would be a huge mistake.
0:41:28 > 0:41:30This will affect the rest of her life.
0:41:30 > 0:41:32And if you make her give up the baby,
0:41:32 > 0:41:34it will most certainly affect the rest of your life.
0:41:34 > 0:41:36I love my daughter.
0:41:36 > 0:41:38I don't doubt that.
0:41:38 > 0:41:41And she wants you in her life, but she also wants her baby.
0:41:47 > 0:41:50I don't think it's right, them letting her back.
0:41:50 > 0:41:52I can see what it's doing to you.
0:41:52 > 0:41:55Well, to be honest with you, big man? I'm pleased she's back.
0:41:55 > 0:41:57Really?
0:41:57 > 0:41:59Yeah.
0:41:59 > 0:42:00Ah, Tamzin.
0:42:02 > 0:42:03Hi.
0:42:05 > 0:42:06Hi.
0:42:07 > 0:42:09How's your first day back?
0:42:09 > 0:42:12Yeah, good. No-one's paralysed yet.
0:42:20 > 0:42:22So where's Dixie?
0:42:23 > 0:42:25Uh, yeah, she is, um...
0:42:25 > 0:42:28She's taking a break.
0:42:28 > 0:42:29Won the lottery, has she?
0:42:29 > 0:42:33Well, she's not sharing it with me if she has.
0:42:33 > 0:42:36Listen, Tamzin, do you fancy a drink after work?
0:42:36 > 0:42:39Yeah, I'd love one.
0:42:39 > 0:42:41Great.
0:42:41 > 0:42:43I'm trying to remember, it's rum and coke, innit?
0:42:43 > 0:42:45Not any more. I am a wine girl now.
0:42:45 > 0:42:48Ah, can't handle the hangovers, eh?
0:42:48 > 0:42:51It's not really me, it's my fiance. He loves the stuff.
0:42:51 > 0:42:55Not the expensive stuff, but none of that cheap plonk either.
0:42:55 > 0:42:58- Fiance?- Yeah, got engaged.
0:42:58 > 0:43:01Right, great, congratulations.
0:43:01 > 0:43:02Thanks.
0:43:04 > 0:43:06Well, I will see you later.
0:43:06 > 0:43:08Yeah, I'll see you later.
0:43:12 > 0:43:14- Tamzin.- Yeah.
0:43:14 > 0:43:18Listen, tonight, I just remembered, I can't do tonight.
0:43:19 > 0:43:22I've got to be somewhere.
0:43:22 > 0:43:24OK. Another time.
0:43:24 > 0:43:27Yeah. Yeah, yeah. Another time.
0:43:39 > 0:43:40SIREN WHOOPS
0:43:46 > 0:43:48Amelia.
0:43:48 > 0:43:50Is it OK if I go with her?
0:43:51 > 0:43:52That's up to Amelia.
0:43:54 > 0:43:57Are you going to try and make me change my mind?
0:43:57 > 0:43:58No.
0:43:58 > 0:44:02I just want to see if there's some way we can make this work.
0:44:02 > 0:44:03I'm not giving up my baby.
0:44:03 > 0:44:05I know. I get that.
0:44:07 > 0:44:08OK.
0:44:27 > 0:44:28Mr Ponzini.
0:44:28 > 0:44:29Sh!
0:44:33 > 0:44:34How is she doing?
0:44:34 > 0:44:37They say as well as can be expected.
0:44:38 > 0:44:41This has been a tough day for you...
0:44:41 > 0:44:43and it's also been a tough day for Lisa.
0:44:46 > 0:44:48I don't have a family.
0:44:48 > 0:44:50No kids...that I know of.
0:44:51 > 0:44:54But I do know siblings.
0:44:54 > 0:44:58Sometimes a brother and sister can't live together...
0:45:00 > 0:45:03..but can't live apart either.
0:45:03 > 0:45:04Do you know what I mean?
0:45:04 > 0:45:07Yeah, I know what you mean.
0:45:08 > 0:45:13It wasn't like that for me and my brother. I sometimes wish it was.
0:45:15 > 0:45:19But I think it's like that for Lisa and her sister here.
0:45:21 > 0:45:24I always thought that Zila needed more of me..
0:45:24 > 0:45:26- SOBBING:- She was a sad little thing.
0:45:28 > 0:45:32And there was Lisa so full of life, confident.
0:45:34 > 0:45:37Yeah, I can understand that...
0:45:37 > 0:45:40but today, Mr Ponzini, when you said
0:45:40 > 0:45:42you didn't want Lisa to come back into the restaurant?
0:45:42 > 0:45:45I said it because I was hurting.
0:45:45 > 0:45:47Lisa's my daughter.
0:45:47 > 0:45:48I love her.
0:45:51 > 0:45:54Look, she's outside. Do you want me to bring her in?
0:45:55 > 0:45:57Please.
0:45:57 > 0:45:58OK.
0:46:12 > 0:46:14I'm sorry, Dad.
0:46:14 > 0:46:16- SOBBING:- I'm really sorry.
0:46:16 > 0:46:17I know.
0:46:19 > 0:46:21We're going to be fine.
0:46:21 > 0:46:25I couldn't bear to lose you or my sister.
0:46:26 > 0:46:29We'll sort it out, I promise.
0:46:36 > 0:46:38I hope you can hear me.
0:46:39 > 0:46:40Oh, you better get better...
0:46:42 > 0:46:46..because the truth is I'm a lousy cook.
0:46:46 > 0:46:47HE CHUCKLES
0:47:02 > 0:47:04I hear you did what I didn't do.
0:47:06 > 0:47:09A thoracotomy?
0:47:09 > 0:47:11Yes, well Connie, not me.
0:47:11 > 0:47:12I was just assisting,
0:47:12 > 0:47:16but it was totally different circumstances to your patient.
0:47:16 > 0:47:17I know.
0:47:18 > 0:47:20It was something else, though,
0:47:20 > 0:47:23and it made me realise a few things.
0:47:23 > 0:47:25It made me realise why I love this job
0:47:25 > 0:47:28and that I'm good at what I do.
0:47:28 > 0:47:29Do you see me arguing?
0:47:31 > 0:47:34So I'd like to withdraw my resignation.
0:47:35 > 0:47:38Already done. I never handed it in.
0:47:38 > 0:47:40Anything else?
0:47:40 > 0:47:43Yeah. Here in the ED, more than anywhere else,
0:47:43 > 0:47:46you have to work as a team...
0:47:46 > 0:47:48and you and I make a great team.
0:47:48 > 0:47:51So where have we been going wrong?
0:47:51 > 0:47:54I think we've allowed ourselves to be played.
0:47:54 > 0:47:56I think you might have a point.
0:47:56 > 0:47:59What we mustn't do is allow ourselves to be played again.
0:47:59 > 0:48:01Agreed.
0:48:01 > 0:48:03- Fancy a drink? - Yeah, why not?
0:48:03 > 0:48:05I've never seen Mrs Beauchamp in the pub.
0:48:05 > 0:48:07I think we should be safe there.