0:00:02 > 0:00:04Budgets are the new black, and we are very much in the red.
0:00:04 > 0:00:06How about a little challenge to help stem the flow?
0:00:06 > 0:00:09- Cal, see if you can awaken his competitive spirit?- Hm.
0:00:09 > 0:00:12I was a football widow every Saturday for a very long time.
0:00:12 > 0:00:14Not for a while now, though.
0:00:14 > 0:00:17I don't see how a game of chess is going to help us with the budget.
0:00:17 > 0:00:18Yeah. Not how you play.
0:00:18 > 0:00:20How's Mark? Is he still dragging you down White Hart Lane
0:00:20 > 0:00:22every other weekend?
0:00:22 > 0:00:24He's dead.
0:00:24 > 0:00:25Mark's dead.
0:01:01 > 0:01:03What do you see as your biggest weakness?
0:01:03 > 0:01:05I'm a perfectionist.
0:01:05 > 0:01:07I find it hard to switch off.
0:01:07 > 0:01:09Ha. Everyone says that.
0:01:09 > 0:01:11It's true. Sadly.
0:01:11 > 0:01:14Tell me about the last time you were stressed at work,
0:01:14 > 0:01:15and how you dealt with it.
0:01:15 > 0:01:18Well, everybody who works in an ED gets stressed.
0:01:18 > 0:01:20Anyone who says otherwise is a liar,
0:01:20 > 0:01:25but if you're part of a good team, somehow, you cope.
0:01:25 > 0:01:29What attracted you to the nursing profession?
0:01:29 > 0:01:31The chance to do something bigger than me.
0:01:31 > 0:01:32More important than me.
0:01:35 > 0:01:38For what it's worth, I'd hire you.
0:01:38 > 0:01:40Yeah?
0:01:40 > 0:01:41Yeah.
0:01:42 > 0:01:43Well...
0:01:43 > 0:01:46Let's hope Tess feels the same.
0:01:46 > 0:01:48One visit. On compassionate grounds.
0:01:48 > 0:01:49That's all I'm asking for.
0:01:49 > 0:01:50They'd never allow it.
0:01:50 > 0:01:52- What, have you asked them? - There's no point.
0:01:52 > 0:01:54Well, can't you just tell them
0:01:54 > 0:01:56that my mother is dying alone on a hospital ward.
0:01:56 > 0:01:58- It's not going to happen.- Come on!
0:01:58 > 0:02:01Sorry, sorry. We're...we're fine.
0:02:03 > 0:02:05You could go yourself.
0:02:05 > 0:02:08You could take this. You could talk to her.
0:02:08 > 0:02:09Can't you ask a friend?
0:02:09 > 0:02:11I'm asking you.
0:02:11 > 0:02:12Please.
0:02:12 > 0:02:13I'm sorry.
0:02:13 > 0:02:15No.
0:02:20 > 0:02:22Try and relax. You're doing really well.
0:02:22 > 0:02:24We're going to help you breathe now.
0:02:24 > 0:02:25Can we have 20 of prednisolone
0:02:25 > 0:02:28and continue the back-to-back nebulisers, please.
0:02:28 > 0:02:30All right. Breathe through this mask.
0:02:30 > 0:02:32We may need PICU.
0:02:32 > 0:02:34Can we, erm, get the parents here, please?
0:02:36 > 0:02:37OK. What have we got?
0:02:37 > 0:02:39Severe asthma. History of atopy.
0:02:39 > 0:02:41They mowed the school playing fields and left the window open.
0:02:41 > 0:02:42Parents not with him?
0:02:42 > 0:02:44Erm...teacher brought him in.
0:02:44 > 0:02:46These veins are a nightmare.
0:02:46 > 0:02:48Can we have an I.O. gun on stand-by, please?
0:02:48 > 0:02:49Sats are still not picking up?
0:02:49 > 0:02:51Yes, he's not shifting any air.
0:02:51 > 0:02:54All right, if the nebuliser doesn't work, we may have to intubate.
0:02:54 > 0:02:57So, let's have the RSI drugs on stand-by, too, please.
0:02:57 > 0:02:59- Connie, can I have a look?- Mmm?
0:02:59 > 0:03:01Can I have a look?
0:03:01 > 0:03:02- Oh, yeah.- Thank you.
0:03:03 > 0:03:05Will? I'm Rita.
0:03:05 > 0:03:08Do you like spaghetti Bolognese?
0:03:08 > 0:03:09Good. So do I.
0:03:10 > 0:03:14I want you to imagine you're a string of spaghetti
0:03:14 > 0:03:18all floppy and wet because you've been cooked far too long.
0:03:18 > 0:03:22So, just let your arms go limp and your legs go limp and relax.
0:03:25 > 0:03:29Just allow the magic gas to move inside you.
0:03:29 > 0:03:30- Sats are picking up.- Good boy.
0:03:30 > 0:03:33- 94...- Huh.- 95...
0:03:52 > 0:03:53Oi! Hey!
0:04:03 > 0:04:07Ah. Someone is full of the joys of spring this morning.
0:04:07 > 0:04:10No, I'm just pleased the delivery is here, that is all.
0:04:10 > 0:04:13Ha, ha, of course, you are, Jeffrey!
0:04:13 > 0:04:14The date went well then?
0:04:14 > 0:04:16Yeah.
0:04:16 > 0:04:18Did she take you anywhere nice?
0:04:18 > 0:04:20Ah... I'm trying to get this done.
0:04:20 > 0:04:23Well, no. Just cos... Judging from the bags under your eyes,
0:04:23 > 0:04:24you didn't get much sleep last night.
0:04:24 > 0:04:28- Well... you could say that. - Ooh, you devil!
0:04:28 > 0:04:29You seeing her again?
0:04:29 > 0:04:31Yeah. Tonight, as it goes.
0:04:31 > 0:04:33She's a game girl, I'll give her that.
0:04:33 > 0:04:36Oh, well in that case, maybe you should take her out on a shout.
0:04:36 > 0:04:38You know? Show her where the action is.
0:04:38 > 0:04:41If the ambo's rocking, don't come knocking, right?
0:04:41 > 0:04:43- What's this?- Oh, nothing...
0:04:43 > 0:04:47Just asking Romeo here about his big date with Samantha.
0:04:47 > 0:04:50Oh, yeah, of course! So, it was good then?
0:04:50 > 0:04:51Yeah. Good. Yeah.
0:04:52 > 0:04:53Great.
0:04:53 > 0:04:58RADIO: 'Holby Control to 3006, emergency call to HMP Belleville,
0:04:58 > 0:05:00'35-year-old male suffered a serious assault.
0:05:00 > 0:05:03'Injuries unknown at this stage, early update appreciated.'
0:05:03 > 0:05:063006 to control, received. We're on our way.
0:05:06 > 0:05:07Quick as we can.
0:05:08 > 0:05:09Come here, Mac.
0:05:13 > 0:05:16They, erm, they can be tricky little blighters, those.
0:05:16 > 0:05:18Yeah.
0:05:20 > 0:05:22I'll go up with him.
0:05:22 > 0:05:24- Good.- You feeling better now?
0:05:24 > 0:05:25Wet spaghetti?
0:05:25 > 0:05:27Oh. It's an old trick.
0:05:30 > 0:05:33She up for the senior staff nurse post today?
0:05:33 > 0:05:35Yes. Why?
0:05:35 > 0:05:37It's not often people surprise me.
0:05:38 > 0:05:40Morning, Mrs Beauchamp!
0:05:40 > 0:05:42Dr Knight. How's your little contest?
0:05:43 > 0:05:47- It's as good as won.- Good.
0:05:47 > 0:05:50I swear those heels get higher every day.
0:05:50 > 0:05:53Board meeting. Can you come with me to cubicles, please?
0:05:53 > 0:05:54Yes. I can.
0:05:56 > 0:05:59So, she's had a bit of a bump and persistent epistaxis,
0:05:59 > 0:06:03as well as lacerations to her eye and her cheek.
0:06:04 > 0:06:08She's just here. This is Kate.
0:06:08 > 0:06:09This is Dr Knight.
0:06:09 > 0:06:12Hello, Kate. You can call me Cal.
0:06:12 > 0:06:15Right. Let's have a look at these injuries.
0:06:16 > 0:06:19Can you, erm, tell me how these happened?
0:06:19 > 0:06:23I hit myself with the cupboard door.
0:06:23 > 0:06:26I'm just going to spray this into your nose
0:06:26 > 0:06:27to try and stop the bleeding.
0:06:27 > 0:06:28Hold that side of your nose.
0:06:28 > 0:06:31Now, you might have a bitter taste in the back of your throat.
0:06:34 > 0:06:38All right and could you pinch your nose for me? Great.
0:06:38 > 0:06:40All right, we need to request a facial x-ray
0:06:40 > 0:06:42once the bleeding's stopped.
0:06:42 > 0:06:43How long's this going to take?
0:06:43 > 0:06:44It shouldn't take too long.
0:06:44 > 0:06:47I need to get going as soon as I can.
0:06:47 > 0:06:50Look, I know you must think I'm some battered wife,
0:06:50 > 0:06:51but I'm fine.
0:06:52 > 0:06:55And erm...did the cupboard door do this to you, too?
0:06:58 > 0:07:00Let's get that bleeding stopped.
0:07:02 > 0:07:03He's taken a bad beating.
0:07:03 > 0:07:06- All right, that's nice. What's his name?- Mark.
0:07:06 > 0:07:07Is he conscious?
0:07:07 > 0:07:08Just about. He's in a bad way.
0:07:08 > 0:07:11OK, what's he done? Did he grass somebody up or something?
0:07:11 > 0:07:13Not exactly.
0:07:13 > 0:07:16- I hate these places.- You and me both.
0:07:16 > 0:07:17Stay close to me, will ya?
0:07:17 > 0:07:19- I intend to. - INMATES CATCALL
0:07:19 > 0:07:21Oh, here we go. More fun and games!
0:07:21 > 0:07:23All right, boys. MORE CATCALLING
0:07:23 > 0:07:27Let's have look. Watch yourself, mate, please.
0:07:27 > 0:07:31All right, fella? I'm Jeff, I'm a paramedic. Can you hear me?
0:07:31 > 0:07:33I'm just going to have a feel, all right?
0:07:33 > 0:07:35HE GROANS IN PAINS
0:07:35 > 0:07:38All right, you've got some tenderness there, yeah?
0:07:38 > 0:07:40OK, we need a pelvic sling, some O2, a collar and board
0:07:40 > 0:07:42and we need to get a line-in, OK?
0:07:42 > 0:07:44And when you go outside, just keep them peeled, OK?
0:07:44 > 0:07:46- Yes.- I'll keep the chain long.
0:07:46 > 0:07:49Chain? This guy supposed to be dangerous?
0:07:49 > 0:07:50Not to us.
0:07:50 > 0:07:54Well, OK. Sorry, is there someone that can go with her, please?
0:07:56 > 0:07:58I'm sorry.
0:07:59 > 0:08:01- I'm sorry.- This is the second time this week!
0:08:01 > 0:08:03I had to stop and help someone that was lost.
0:08:03 > 0:08:05- And that took you ten minutes?- I had to go with him.
0:08:05 > 0:08:08He...he wouldn't have found it on his own otherwise.
0:08:08 > 0:08:09It's not good enough, Lofty.
0:08:09 > 0:08:12You have to start behaving like a professional.
0:08:12 > 0:08:15- I'll make it up to you, I swear. - Yeah, you will.
0:08:15 > 0:08:17And you can start by sorting out the delivery in the staff room,
0:08:17 > 0:08:20cos as usual the place is a pigsty.
0:08:20 > 0:08:22Ah, it's all in here. Pattern of injuries have been increasing
0:08:22 > 0:08:24over the last two years.
0:08:24 > 0:08:26Bruising, black eyes, dislocated shoulder...
0:08:26 > 0:08:27Let's have a look.
0:08:27 > 0:08:30- Get your own patient.- Charming.
0:08:30 > 0:08:31Has she been referred before?
0:08:31 > 0:08:34- Domestic violence, charity, police? - Nah, doesn't look like it.
0:08:34 > 0:08:36I'll speak to her. See if I can find a chink in the armour.
0:08:36 > 0:08:38- Yeah. Good luck.- Anything I can help with?
0:08:38 > 0:08:40Why are you still here?
0:08:45 > 0:08:48- Here. Look at this.- A body?
0:08:48 > 0:08:49What? No.
0:08:50 > 0:08:52Thought I'd do a bit of busking later.
0:08:52 > 0:08:53In the hospital?
0:08:53 > 0:08:56Yeah, there's a small chance I might have spent my rent money.
0:08:56 > 0:08:59- Here? Really?- It's for charity.
0:08:59 > 0:09:01Have you spent your rent money again!?
0:09:01 > 0:09:03I'm raising money for charity.
0:09:03 > 0:09:04Robyn, is Resus clear?
0:09:04 > 0:09:07Ahh... Mrs Langton is still in there.
0:09:07 > 0:09:10Right. Well, can we move her? We've got a Level One trauma coming in.
0:09:10 > 0:09:12It's a CAT C prisoner.
0:09:12 > 0:09:16This is Mark Richie, 35 years old. He was attacked.
0:09:16 > 0:09:18Got lacerations to his face, fractured jaw,
0:09:18 > 0:09:20fractured pelvis and bruising to his chest.
0:09:20 > 0:09:24Was KO'd, GCS was 12, is now 13, BP is 90 over 60,
0:09:24 > 0:09:26pulse 100 and sats are 93%.
0:09:26 > 0:09:29Ten of morphine and 750 of saline.
0:09:29 > 0:09:31And his BP has stabilised now.
0:09:31 > 0:09:33And this gentleman is Derek.
0:09:34 > 0:09:37Ash, just to let you know. Sex offences against a child.
0:09:37 > 0:09:38- Right.- Am I in the way?
0:09:38 > 0:09:40Good work. We'll work around you.
0:09:40 > 0:09:42- Erm, middle bed, thanks, Tamzin. - Right, nearly there, Mark.
0:09:42 > 0:09:44I'll take primary survey, yeah?
0:09:44 > 0:09:46Let's get him over when we're ready then, please.
0:09:46 > 0:09:48- His name is Mark?- Yeah.
0:09:48 > 0:09:51- Go on three. One, two, three. - Hello, Mark. I'm Zoe.
0:09:51 > 0:09:53Let's get another line-in, please.
0:09:53 > 0:09:55I need a VBG, erm, routine bloods
0:09:55 > 0:09:58and cross matching for six units, please.
0:09:58 > 0:10:00OK, let's have a listen to this chest.
0:10:00 > 0:10:03All right, we need a bowl and suction over here, please.
0:10:03 > 0:10:04All right, Mark, take it easy.
0:10:04 > 0:10:07Yeah, it definitely feels like he's fractured his jaw...
0:10:07 > 0:10:09Yeah, and a couple of teeth missing.
0:10:09 > 0:10:12All right. OK. Can you look straight ahead for me, please?
0:10:15 > 0:10:18Tenderness to the right side of his chest.
0:10:18 > 0:10:20Equal air entry bilaterally.
0:10:20 > 0:10:24Can we get a FAST scan over here, please?
0:10:24 > 0:10:27Hey, are you a nurse?
0:10:27 > 0:10:28Any blondes work here?
0:10:28 > 0:10:30What?
0:10:30 > 0:10:33Any blonde nurses? Pretty ones?
0:10:33 > 0:10:36No blondes. You'll have to make do with me, I am afraid.
0:10:36 > 0:10:39You did well in there. They're not easy, those shouts.
0:10:39 > 0:10:42Mmm, thanks, Jeff. I'm just glad that you were with me.
0:10:42 > 0:10:45All right, tiger? I hear you're back in the dating jungle.
0:10:45 > 0:10:46Yeah, something like that.
0:10:46 > 0:10:48- What's she like? You met her yet? - Nah, not yet.
0:10:48 > 0:10:51Right, let's get a wiggle on, shall we?
0:10:51 > 0:10:52See you later! OK.
0:10:55 > 0:10:58Back down on my count, one, two, three.
0:10:58 > 0:10:59OK.
0:10:59 > 0:11:01OK, what've we got?
0:11:01 > 0:11:02Uh... What haven't we got?
0:11:02 > 0:11:05Scan have got somebody on the table, but they can take him in 15 minutes.
0:11:05 > 0:11:09OK, can we get a plain film of his pelvis in the meantime, please?
0:11:19 > 0:11:21Can you give me a moment, please?
0:11:40 > 0:11:43'A Study of Production and Development in Health care Costs'.
0:11:43 > 0:11:44Yeah. That's a little bit tragic.
0:11:44 > 0:11:47Shouldn't you be with your patient?
0:11:47 > 0:11:50Well, I am just taking a couple of minutes to strategise.
0:11:51 > 0:11:53There.
0:11:53 > 0:11:56Actually, that's quite good by your mediocre standards.
0:11:56 > 0:11:58Yes, it is...
0:12:01 > 0:12:04- Lofty. Have you seen anyone else by this board?- Nope.
0:12:04 > 0:12:06That's weird.
0:12:06 > 0:12:09Oh, the, erm...dishwasher's broken by the way.
0:12:15 > 0:12:17You OK?
0:12:17 > 0:12:19Yeah, I'm just thirsty, that's all.
0:12:19 > 0:12:22You got your job interview? Not nervous, are you?
0:12:22 > 0:12:26You got me, Lofty. I'm a bag of nerves.
0:12:26 > 0:12:29You'll storm it. They'd be mad not to hire you.
0:12:34 > 0:12:36There you go. You only needed paper stitches.
0:12:36 > 0:12:39There's no damage to your facial bones.
0:12:39 > 0:12:41Next time, you might not be so lucky.
0:12:41 > 0:12:43I'll try and look where I'm going next time.
0:12:45 > 0:12:48Did someone do this to you, Kate?
0:12:48 > 0:12:49I'm fine. I need to go now.
0:12:49 > 0:12:51No. No! Listen! Wait.
0:12:51 > 0:12:54I've seen a lot of women come in here, telling me they're fine.
0:12:54 > 0:12:55That they can handle it.
0:12:55 > 0:12:58It's part of our nature to think that we can fix things.
0:12:58 > 0:13:01That we can improve any situation.
0:13:01 > 0:13:03That only we understand him.
0:13:04 > 0:13:07But those same women are brought back in here, broken.
0:13:07 > 0:13:10Mentally, and physically.
0:13:10 > 0:13:13Don't let yourself get to that stage.
0:13:13 > 0:13:15- Accept help when it's offered. - I can't.
0:13:15 > 0:13:16- Yes, you can.- You don't understand.
0:13:16 > 0:13:19- Then help me understand.- I'm sorry, I've got to get going.
0:13:19 > 0:13:21- No, don't, don't go.- I've been here too long already.
0:13:21 > 0:13:23If you let us know, we can help you.
0:13:23 > 0:13:24I wish it were that simple.
0:13:26 > 0:13:29Hey, hey, hey, hey! It's all right! It's all right!
0:13:29 > 0:13:30Can I have some help here, please!
0:13:30 > 0:13:32- Who's this?- He was in a locked car outside.- Alone?
0:13:32 > 0:13:35He'd smashed the window. So... Hey! We're just going to sit you down.
0:13:35 > 0:13:38- Sit down.- OK? Hey!- OK.
0:13:38 > 0:13:40- It's all right. It's OK.- Calm down.
0:13:43 > 0:13:46Louise, have the notes from the prison come through yet?
0:13:46 > 0:13:48Ah, yeah, I was just about to bring them through.
0:13:48 > 0:13:50- I'll take them.- Hey, you know he's a kiddy fiddler?
0:13:50 > 0:13:54- Really?- Yeah, it's horrible. I hope they throw away the key.
0:13:54 > 0:13:55Thank you.
0:14:27 > 0:14:30- Lily? Did you move my chess piece? - What?
0:14:30 > 0:14:31Well, someone took my turn.
0:14:31 > 0:14:33Someone who apparently is a chess genius.
0:14:33 > 0:14:37- You're very sweet but why would I do that?- I don't know.
0:14:37 > 0:14:38Your chess skills are pitiable,
0:14:38 > 0:14:41but I have better things to do than to help you cheat.
0:14:41 > 0:14:44It's a great move. His queen is completely trapped.
0:14:44 > 0:14:46Who else could have made it?
0:14:49 > 0:14:50Tess! My son!
0:14:50 > 0:14:52- Your son?- He's gone.
0:14:52 > 0:14:53Where was he?
0:14:53 > 0:14:55- I left him in the car.- Ah, right, come with me.
0:15:00 > 0:15:02BOY GRUNTS
0:15:02 > 0:15:04Calm down. It's OK.
0:15:04 > 0:15:06Oh, my God, look at his hands!
0:15:06 > 0:15:08He broke the window with a torch. Cut his hands on the glass.
0:15:08 > 0:15:10- Is he autistic? Can he speak?- No.
0:15:10 > 0:15:12Hey, Jack, we're going to have to have a look at those hands, mate.
0:15:12 > 0:15:15- Thank you, we can take it from here. - But...- Go!
0:15:15 > 0:15:17Let them see your hands, you're bleeding.
0:15:17 > 0:15:20See, that thing he does with his arms? I don't know why he does it.
0:15:20 > 0:15:24- Jack, please, let the doctor see your hands.- OK.
0:15:24 > 0:15:26Why don't we leave him with Dr Knight for a little while.
0:15:26 > 0:15:28Let him calm down? And let's find you a cup of tea.
0:15:28 > 0:15:30I sh...should call my husband.
0:15:30 > 0:15:33OK, Jack.
0:15:33 > 0:15:36Ow. Ow.
0:15:36 > 0:15:38Oh, for f...
0:15:38 > 0:15:42Fine! We'll just have to use disposable cups from now on.
0:15:42 > 0:15:43Did Tess ask you to do that?
0:15:43 > 0:15:45Nah, I just did it for a laugh.
0:15:45 > 0:15:47Of course she did.
0:15:47 > 0:15:49I'm pretty handy with a screwdriver, if I don't say so myself.
0:15:49 > 0:15:52Yeah?
0:15:52 > 0:15:53Go on, then.
0:16:00 > 0:16:04Mmm, that's a nasty pelvic fracture. It's likely to be unstable.
0:16:04 > 0:16:06BP still 90 over 60.
0:16:06 > 0:16:08He's hypovolaemic.
0:16:08 > 0:16:12Mark, on a scale from one to ten, how bad is the pain?
0:16:12 > 0:16:14Let's give him five more of morphine, please.
0:16:14 > 0:16:16And can we get the orthopods to review him
0:16:16 > 0:16:17as soon as possible, please?
0:16:17 > 0:16:19CT's ready for him.
0:16:19 > 0:16:20OK. Let's go.
0:16:20 > 0:16:21I'll take him.
0:16:21 > 0:16:24All right, that's another five of morphine going through.
0:16:28 > 0:16:29Ready.
0:16:35 > 0:16:37Jack, I need to look at these cuts on...
0:16:37 > 0:16:42I want to check these cuts on your hands.
0:16:42 > 0:16:47All right, would you, erm...would you like a sweet?
0:16:47 > 0:16:49- No?- Cal, can I help at all?
0:16:49 > 0:16:51No, Ethan, thank you, I'm fine.
0:16:51 > 0:16:59PHONE RINGS
0:16:59 > 0:17:01I'm so sorry.
0:17:01 > 0:17:05No, no. Could you just keep it on, just for a minute?
0:17:05 > 0:17:08PHONE CONTINUES TO RING
0:17:08 > 0:17:11Do you like music, Jack?
0:17:11 > 0:17:14Thank you. You can wait outside.
0:17:14 > 0:17:16I've got to stay with him at all times.
0:17:16 > 0:17:18Well, he's not going to get up and run away, is he?
0:17:20 > 0:17:22- You going to be OK?- Thanks, Max.
0:17:25 > 0:17:27- Did you read my letters?- No.
0:17:27 > 0:17:30- None of them?- Didn't even open them.
0:17:30 > 0:17:34I'm guessing you haven't told them here?
0:17:34 > 0:17:36What...what do they think?
0:17:36 > 0:17:38You're divorced?
0:17:38 > 0:17:41Or just not met the right bloke?
0:17:41 > 0:17:43I told them you were dead.
0:17:43 > 0:17:45It's true...to me.
0:17:46 > 0:17:49I can't give you a divorce, Rita.
0:17:49 > 0:17:50Can't or won't?
0:17:53 > 0:17:56OK, fine. My solicitor will be in touch with yours. OK?
0:17:56 > 0:17:59We'll get you treated and you can be on your way.
0:17:59 > 0:18:02No. You are going to hear me out.
0:18:02 > 0:18:05You left me in there to rot.
0:18:05 > 0:18:07Nothing for three years.
0:18:07 > 0:18:10Not one letter, not one visit,
0:18:10 > 0:18:12then divorce papers out of the blue.
0:18:14 > 0:18:17I know how much I hurt you.
0:18:17 > 0:18:20But you can't just cut me off.
0:18:20 > 0:18:23Ten minutes.
0:18:23 > 0:18:25That's all I'm asking for.
0:18:25 > 0:18:26No.
0:18:26 > 0:18:28Ten minutes.
0:18:28 > 0:18:31Fine. Then I'll tell all of them here.
0:18:31 > 0:18:32All of it.
0:18:32 > 0:18:34I will not let that happen.
0:18:35 > 0:18:37Aha!
0:18:39 > 0:18:43Fixed it. Blocked filter!
0:18:43 > 0:18:46Well done. Have you got that MP3 player?
0:18:47 > 0:18:49You must have stuff you need to be getting on with.
0:18:49 > 0:18:52Yes. Speaking to you.
0:18:52 > 0:18:54Do you have any help?
0:18:54 > 0:18:55Not really.
0:18:55 > 0:18:59No specialist support? Respite care?
0:19:00 > 0:19:03He did go somewhere for a day a week, but they stopped the funding.
0:19:04 > 0:19:06And school?
0:19:06 > 0:19:09When I can persuade him, he doesn't like it.
0:19:09 > 0:19:12I can't imagine how hard it must be on your own.
0:19:12 > 0:19:15Must put your relationship under a lot of strain.
0:19:16 > 0:19:19If there's anything you want to speak to me about,
0:19:19 > 0:19:21in confidence, you can.
0:19:23 > 0:19:25It's my husband.
0:19:25 > 0:19:26Are you OK?
0:19:29 > 0:19:30I am so sorry.
0:19:32 > 0:19:34Can you give us five minutes, please?
0:19:34 > 0:19:35You think I did this to her?
0:19:35 > 0:19:37I don't think anything.
0:19:37 > 0:19:39I'm just making sure that she gets the right help.
0:19:39 > 0:19:41I wish it was Miles. I would take that any day, over...
0:19:41 > 0:19:43Show her.
0:19:43 > 0:19:45Go on.
0:19:51 > 0:19:52Is that Jack?
0:19:53 > 0:19:55He doesn't mean to.
0:19:59 > 0:20:01You can wait outside.
0:20:02 > 0:20:03Erm, everything all right?
0:20:03 > 0:20:05Yes, it's fine.
0:20:05 > 0:20:06- Are you sure?- Yes.
0:20:06 > 0:20:09Rita, can we start cleaning off some of these lacs, please?
0:20:09 > 0:20:10- How's he doing?- Pelvic fracture
0:20:10 > 0:20:13and we're still waiting for the trauma CT to assess stability
0:20:13 > 0:20:15and look for active bleeding.
0:20:15 > 0:20:16- These from the prison?- Yeah.
0:20:16 > 0:20:18Could be one for Interventional Radiology.
0:20:18 > 0:20:19How are you feeling?
0:20:19 > 0:20:23A little better for seeing Rita here.
0:20:23 > 0:20:25Is there a page missing? Next of kin.
0:20:27 > 0:20:30We don't have a next of kin for you.
0:20:30 > 0:20:31Is there anyone you'd like me to call?
0:20:31 > 0:20:34Yeah. There is actually.
0:20:34 > 0:20:36My wife.
0:20:36 > 0:20:39But I doubt she'd come if you called her.
0:20:39 > 0:20:41Well, I can let her know what's happened.
0:20:41 > 0:20:43I haven't seen her in three years.
0:20:43 > 0:20:46Since the day I got sent down.
0:20:46 > 0:20:49All right, erm, let me know when the CT's back. Thank you.
0:20:49 > 0:20:53Right. These lacerations ready to be sutured?
0:20:53 > 0:20:54Still miss her, though.
0:20:54 > 0:20:56Every minute of every day.
0:21:03 > 0:21:06OK, well, that seems to have done the trick. What did you put on?
0:21:06 > 0:21:07Elton John.
0:21:07 > 0:21:09Well, I was under pressure!
0:21:09 > 0:21:11OK. You can change it if you want, OK, Jack?
0:21:13 > 0:21:15OK, this might sting a little bit.
0:21:19 > 0:21:21Blimey.
0:21:21 > 0:21:23I think I've read that autistic kids don't feel pain,
0:21:23 > 0:21:26but this is something else.
0:21:26 > 0:21:29- Well, maybe he just feels it differently.- Maybe...
0:21:29 > 0:21:30You can help us if you like, Jack.
0:21:32 > 0:21:35Here, you wipe your fingers like this.
0:21:36 > 0:21:39And then that goes in the bin, like that.
0:21:39 > 0:21:40Want to try?
0:21:48 > 0:21:49Well done.
0:21:51 > 0:21:53OK, brave lad.
0:21:53 > 0:21:54We'll get these bandages on you
0:21:54 > 0:21:57and then we can get you off and find your mum.
0:21:57 > 0:21:58JACK MOANS AND GRUNTS
0:21:58 > 0:22:00Is it too tight?
0:22:00 > 0:22:02I didn't hurt him, did I?
0:22:02 > 0:22:04Does it feel weird, Jack?
0:22:04 > 0:22:06It's off, it's off, Jack, it's fine!
0:22:06 > 0:22:08He doesn't like the bandage.
0:22:08 > 0:22:10Ah, he's a bit funny with textures.
0:22:10 > 0:22:13You ready to go home, Jack? Daddy's come to pick us up.
0:22:13 > 0:22:16How about we go and get some ice cream, eh?
0:22:16 > 0:22:18Would you like that?
0:22:18 > 0:22:20You gave me such a fright.
0:22:21 > 0:22:25OK, come on. It's time to go. We need to give these back.
0:22:25 > 0:22:27- It's OK.- Calm down, Jack. Jack.
0:22:27 > 0:22:30SHE SCREAMS
0:22:30 > 0:22:32- Are you OK?- Mmm...it's just my shoulder.
0:22:32 > 0:22:33- OK, let's get you up.- Take it easy.
0:22:33 > 0:22:36- Have you got her?- Yeah. You go.
0:22:36 > 0:22:38All right.
0:22:38 > 0:22:39Did you see a kid run past?
0:22:39 > 0:22:41Yeah, that way.
0:22:41 > 0:22:42How's it looking?
0:22:42 > 0:22:44Well, your modelling career is over.
0:22:44 > 0:22:45Huh!
0:22:45 > 0:22:48You know, you smell bloody great.
0:22:48 > 0:22:50Coco Chanel and cigarettes.
0:22:50 > 0:22:53Don't suppose you couldn't wheel us out for one, could you?
0:22:53 > 0:22:54Afraid not.
0:22:54 > 0:22:58Huh. Better have another hit of this then.
0:22:58 > 0:23:00Got to take what I can get.
0:23:04 > 0:23:06Take my advice.
0:23:06 > 0:23:07Don't go to prison.
0:23:07 > 0:23:09How do you know I haven't been?
0:23:09 > 0:23:12- Have you?- No.
0:23:12 > 0:23:14Never got caught.
0:23:16 > 0:23:18Very chatty with the sex offender.
0:23:18 > 0:23:20Flirty, some might say.
0:23:20 > 0:23:22- Max!- Meet me upstairs in ten minutes.
0:23:22 > 0:23:24- I can't. I haven't got time.- Make time.
0:23:32 > 0:23:35Don't talk to my colleagues.
0:23:35 > 0:23:36I was just being friendly.
0:23:36 > 0:23:38You have no power over me any more.
0:23:38 > 0:23:41I will not listen to you. And you cannot make me.
0:23:41 > 0:23:44This is the last conversation we will ever have.
0:23:44 > 0:23:47Can you...can you get something out of my back pocket?
0:23:47 > 0:23:48No.
0:23:48 > 0:23:50Do you want me to ask Zoe?
0:23:50 > 0:23:51Please.
0:24:02 > 0:24:03Take it.
0:24:03 > 0:24:05I know you probably burnt yours.
0:24:07 > 0:24:09Just tell me you don't think about me.
0:24:11 > 0:24:14Tell me you don't still love me, even if you hate me.
0:24:18 > 0:24:20Rita...
0:24:23 > 0:24:26Oh, Rita. I have to ask you.
0:24:26 > 0:24:29- Do you have any history with this guy?- No.
0:24:29 > 0:24:32He knows your name.
0:24:32 > 0:24:34Well, he probably read my name badge.
0:24:34 > 0:24:35I've got to get to my interview.
0:24:37 > 0:24:39Just taking her off to x-ray.
0:24:39 > 0:24:42I know what it is. It's dislocated. I've done it before.
0:24:42 > 0:24:44- I can get it back in myself. - Don't do that.
0:24:44 > 0:24:46He's not in the department. I think he went into the hospital.
0:24:46 > 0:24:48Please, find him for me.
0:24:48 > 0:24:51- I'll get security to search.- But I know what he looks like.
0:24:51 > 0:24:53OK, but don't be long.
0:24:53 > 0:24:54I'll get him back. I swear.
0:25:10 > 0:25:11Right.
0:25:11 > 0:25:14You really want to have a word with your interior designer.
0:25:14 > 0:25:16Lock the door
0:25:19 > 0:25:23As I was saying, I haven't got long, so whatever this is,
0:25:23 > 0:25:25I expect it to be pretty impressive...
0:25:25 > 0:25:27Well, if you want to see something impressive,
0:25:27 > 0:25:29I'm holding the wrong instrument.
0:25:29 > 0:25:31I've heard all the jokes before, Max, and they're not funny.
0:25:31 > 0:25:35- So, if that's all this is...- Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait! Sit down.
0:25:36 > 0:25:37Tell me again what...erm...
0:25:37 > 0:25:40What did you say when you came in?
0:25:40 > 0:25:43I said whatever this is I expect it to be pretty imp....
0:25:49 > 0:25:51OK, Kate, we're going to reduce your shoulder now,
0:25:51 > 0:25:53but we're going to need to give you some IV sedation.
0:25:53 > 0:25:56No. I don't want it.
0:25:56 > 0:25:58I'm afraid Entonox isn't really going to cut it.
0:25:58 > 0:25:59I don't care. You can just do it.
0:25:59 > 0:26:02It's really not something I'd advise.
0:26:02 > 0:26:04- I'm three months pregnant.- OK.
0:26:04 > 0:26:07This painkiller won't harm your baby.
0:26:07 > 0:26:08You don't know that.
0:26:08 > 0:26:10I do.
0:26:10 > 0:26:12If you're worried about autism, there's no...
0:26:12 > 0:26:13Just do it.
0:26:13 > 0:26:15- You sure?- Mm-hm.
0:26:15 > 0:26:18- OK. All right.- Ready?
0:26:18 > 0:26:20Just try and stay as relaxed as possible.
0:26:22 > 0:26:24Does he run away a lot?
0:26:24 > 0:26:26All the time.
0:26:27 > 0:26:29Every time we go out.
0:26:29 > 0:26:31- SHE GRUNTS IN PAIN - Oh, that's good.
0:26:31 > 0:26:32And from home, too.
0:26:34 > 0:26:35I have to keep all the windows locked.
0:26:35 > 0:26:39It's like I'm just some stranger he's always trying to run away from.
0:26:39 > 0:26:40I'm sure that's not true.
0:26:40 > 0:26:42We're strangers to each other.
0:26:42 > 0:26:45You're his mum. I'm sure he knows that.
0:26:45 > 0:26:51I can't understand when he's upset, or thirsty, or in pain.
0:26:51 > 0:26:52Or if he feels any pain.
0:26:52 > 0:26:54I took him to the hairdresser the other day
0:26:54 > 0:26:58and he screamed so badly they had to finish it on the street outside.
0:26:58 > 0:27:00I...I look into his eyes and I...
0:27:00 > 0:27:02- Any joy?- No.
0:27:02 > 0:27:04..just see nothing.
0:27:04 > 0:27:06I have no idea what he's thinking.
0:27:06 > 0:27:08If he's thinking anything at all.
0:27:08 > 0:27:10Kate, darling...
0:27:12 > 0:27:15- ..no sign of him.- He'll turn up. He always does.
0:27:21 > 0:27:23No.
0:27:28 > 0:27:30Could you call this number for us? Anna Hargreaves.
0:27:30 > 0:27:32- She's a social worker.- Please, don't. Don't.
0:27:32 > 0:27:34Oh, no. Sit back. Watch your shoulder.
0:27:34 > 0:27:38Kate. Kate, please, just keep your arm as still as possible.
0:27:39 > 0:27:42Please.
0:27:42 > 0:27:44Thank you.
0:27:48 > 0:27:50We have to.
0:27:54 > 0:27:58SHE CRIES
0:27:58 > 0:28:01Can you ask that nurse to come back in? Rita?
0:28:01 > 0:28:03- She's left the department now. - Where's she gone?
0:28:03 > 0:28:04You don't need to know that.
0:28:04 > 0:28:07Please. Can you ask her to come back in?
0:28:07 > 0:28:09She's not available.
0:28:09 > 0:28:10I'm asking nicely.
0:28:10 > 0:28:13And I'm telling you nicely, she's not available.
0:28:13 > 0:28:15You're very protective. What?
0:28:15 > 0:28:16You got your eye on her, have you?
0:28:16 > 0:28:19Dr Ashford?
0:28:19 > 0:28:22Right. CT results are back.
0:28:22 > 0:28:24Large retroperitoneal haemotoma.
0:28:24 > 0:28:26Need to get him to IR.
0:28:26 > 0:28:28Would you let Radiology know we'll be five minutes?
0:28:28 > 0:28:31Right, Mark, we need to do a procedure called an embolisation
0:28:31 > 0:28:33to relieve the bleeding in your pelvis.
0:28:33 > 0:28:36- We're taking you through now. - No.
0:28:36 > 0:28:37I'm not going.
0:28:37 > 0:28:39Sorry?
0:28:39 > 0:28:40I'm not going.
0:28:44 > 0:28:45She'll be in as soon as she can.
0:28:45 > 0:28:46Thanks.
0:28:48 > 0:28:51I'm not putting our son into care! I am not giving up on him.
0:28:51 > 0:28:54It's not about giving up on him!
0:28:54 > 0:28:58I can't watch my wife and my son tear each other to pieces.
0:28:58 > 0:29:01We're banging our heads against a brick wall, day after day,
0:29:01 > 0:29:04hoping for... What?
0:29:04 > 0:29:06A miracle?
0:29:06 > 0:29:09We thought he might grow out of it. He hasn't.
0:29:11 > 0:29:12And he won't.
0:29:12 > 0:29:15But...he's our child.
0:29:15 > 0:29:19He's not a baby. He's getting bigger, stronger...
0:29:19 > 0:29:23This...this is only going to get worse.
0:29:23 > 0:29:25I'm sorry, but we don't have any other choice.
0:29:25 > 0:29:26We...we do.
0:29:26 > 0:29:28I wish you believed that.
0:29:28 > 0:29:30But you don't, do you?
0:29:31 > 0:29:34And neither do I.
0:29:34 > 0:29:36- Please, leave.- We need to face reality.
0:29:36 > 0:29:39- No!- It's not going to get any better.
0:29:39 > 0:29:41Get out.
0:29:41 > 0:29:43Get out!
0:29:53 > 0:29:55Are you having pain?
0:29:56 > 0:29:58Oh, OK. You're bleeding a little.
0:29:58 > 0:30:00Let's get you back on the bed.
0:30:00 > 0:30:03Gently does it, gently does it. OK.
0:30:07 > 0:30:11Ethan? I've got to go and interview. Can you take over here?
0:30:11 > 0:30:13- Yeah, of course.- It's a delicate one. - It's OK.
0:30:15 > 0:30:18Hey, Ethan, what are you doing? Mate, she's my patient!
0:30:18 > 0:30:20She got a free upgrade.
0:30:23 > 0:30:24Hello.
0:30:27 > 0:30:29- KNOCKS DOOR - Max?
0:30:29 > 0:30:31Yeah? Just give me a minute!
0:30:32 > 0:30:34Sh, sh, sh.
0:30:37 > 0:30:39- Hi. - CLEARS THROAT
0:30:39 > 0:30:41- What are you doing?- Sorry?
0:30:41 > 0:30:44- What?- I'm just...working out.
0:30:44 > 0:30:45You never work out.
0:30:45 > 0:30:48Which is why I thought now would be a good time to start.
0:30:48 > 0:30:50Right. Well, we need a patient taken down to X-ray.
0:30:50 > 0:30:53Yep. I'm on it like an Easter...
0:30:53 > 0:30:55- bonnet.- Have you been drinking?
0:30:55 > 0:30:56I wish.
0:30:59 > 0:31:00- That was...- Impressive?
0:31:00 > 0:31:03No. That was...that was just lucky!
0:31:03 > 0:31:05I've got to try and sneak out of here now, without...
0:31:05 > 0:31:08Max... I've got to go.
0:31:08 > 0:31:12Don't get your knickers in a twist.
0:31:12 > 0:31:14(I'm not wearing any.)
0:31:22 > 0:31:23Rita Freeman?
0:31:23 > 0:31:26- Yes. Yes, that's me.- Hi. Sarah Lewis, HR manager.
0:31:26 > 0:31:27- Hello.- Come with me.
0:31:28 > 0:31:32Heartbeat seems fine. You'll need a check up with Obs and Gynae.
0:31:33 > 0:31:36There's the little face there. Do you see?
0:31:37 > 0:31:40Reminds me of seeing Jack like that. He looked so perfect.
0:31:40 > 0:31:43He was such a dream baby.
0:31:43 > 0:31:44He never cried.
0:31:44 > 0:31:45Never made a fuss.
0:31:48 > 0:31:51I thought I was the luckiest mum in the world.
0:31:51 > 0:31:54It's not that people with autism don't have feelings, it's...
0:31:54 > 0:31:57more that they find it hard to make sense of them.
0:31:57 > 0:31:58I have read the books.
0:31:58 > 0:31:59Yes. Sorry.
0:32:01 > 0:32:04I'm trying not to be bitter. It's...it's just hard.
0:32:04 > 0:32:06It's understandable.
0:32:06 > 0:32:07It's not what you expected.
0:32:07 > 0:32:10You're bound to feel cheated.
0:32:10 > 0:32:11And angry.
0:32:11 > 0:32:13But there are still things to enjoy.
0:32:13 > 0:32:15You just have to look a bit harder.
0:32:18 > 0:32:21He's insistent he only wants to speak to her. Won't say why.
0:32:21 > 0:32:22Well, where is she?
0:32:22 > 0:32:24Having her interview.
0:32:24 > 0:32:25He's tachycardic.
0:32:25 > 0:32:28He's losing blood faster than we can get it in him.
0:32:28 > 0:32:31This is ridiculous.
0:32:31 > 0:32:34- Mr Richie, do you realise what's happening?- I do.
0:32:34 > 0:32:36Without this very straightforward procedure,
0:32:36 > 0:32:38it's most likely you will suffer a fatal haemorrhage.
0:32:38 > 0:32:41- Do you understand that?- Yeah.
0:32:43 > 0:32:45Let's just get him to Radiology.
0:32:45 > 0:32:47I said. No.
0:32:47 > 0:32:49Oh, he's a ward of the state for goodness' sake.
0:32:49 > 0:32:52I have the right to refuse treatment, don't I?
0:32:52 > 0:32:53Same as any other patient.
0:32:53 > 0:32:55No, we don't have time for undergraduate ethics.
0:32:55 > 0:32:58Connie, he's right. Clearly, he has capacity.
0:33:01 > 0:33:03Why are you refusing treatment?
0:33:03 > 0:33:05I want to speak to Rita.
0:33:05 > 0:33:07Well, Staff Nurse Freeman is not available.
0:33:07 > 0:33:09- You can speak to her afterwards. - You don't get it.
0:33:10 > 0:33:13She won't listen.
0:33:13 > 0:33:15People used to listen.
0:33:15 > 0:33:18Now, this is the only way I have left.
0:33:20 > 0:33:22I need to make her understand.
0:33:22 > 0:33:23Understand what?
0:33:25 > 0:33:26I wrecked her life.
0:33:28 > 0:33:29BP's dropping.
0:33:31 > 0:33:33So, I've been building my experience
0:33:33 > 0:33:35across a wide range of clinical areas.
0:33:35 > 0:33:40Developing my knowledge of palliative care pathways,
0:33:40 > 0:33:43and I also took the RCN Sexual Health course.
0:33:43 > 0:33:47And you have a special interest in child protection, is that right?
0:33:50 > 0:33:51Yes.
0:33:51 > 0:33:53Can you tell us about that?
0:33:56 > 0:33:57His GCS is dropping.
0:33:57 > 0:34:00Right, let's get another unit through the rapid infuser, please.
0:34:00 > 0:34:02We can't keep filling the bath with the plug out.
0:34:02 > 0:34:06- Let's just get him to Radiology.- No.
0:34:06 > 0:34:09Text Rita. I want her here. Now!
0:34:09 > 0:34:13Well, I've...I've always wanted to, erm...
0:34:13 > 0:34:15Had an interest in...
0:34:15 > 0:34:17Excuse, me can I have some water?
0:34:17 > 0:34:18Take your time.
0:34:22 > 0:34:24Perhaps, you could give us some examples.
0:34:24 > 0:34:26OK, so, erm...
0:34:26 > 0:34:30Recently, a child came in and erm...
0:34:30 > 0:34:34it...it looked like she'd been abused by her carer.
0:34:34 > 0:34:35PHONE PINGS AND VIBRATES
0:34:35 > 0:34:36I'm so sorry, excuse me.
0:34:44 > 0:34:46- Go on.- HURRIEDLY: Well, what I'm trying to say is
0:34:46 > 0:34:48child protection is something I take very seriously.
0:34:48 > 0:34:52It's something that we all take very seriously and,
0:34:52 > 0:34:53well, I mean...
0:34:53 > 0:34:54That's about it.
0:34:57 > 0:34:59Is everything all right, Rita?
0:35:01 > 0:35:03I'm fine. Sorry. Thank you.
0:35:03 > 0:35:05Thank you...thank you for your time.
0:35:33 > 0:35:36That's awesome! Wish I had some money.
0:35:38 > 0:35:39I have a steristrip.
0:35:40 > 0:35:44Thanks. What you doing round here?
0:35:44 > 0:35:45Looking for a kid.
0:35:46 > 0:35:49I'm trying to hide from Tess as well.
0:35:49 > 0:35:51CAR HONKS
0:35:51 > 0:35:52Jack?
0:35:59 > 0:36:02What you doing here, eh?
0:36:02 > 0:36:06It's OK. Are you coming? Are you coming, Jack?
0:36:12 > 0:36:15You want to see Max? Hear the music, yeah?
0:36:18 > 0:36:20That's it, Jack.
0:36:23 > 0:36:26Ash? What's going on?
0:36:26 > 0:36:28- He's bleeding out and refusing treatment.- Why?
0:36:28 > 0:36:30I was hoping you could tell me that.
0:36:30 > 0:36:32- You need to tell us what's going on, Rita.- I don't know.
0:36:32 > 0:36:34He says he only wants to talk to you.
0:36:34 > 0:36:36- I've got nothing to say to him. - How do you know this man?
0:36:36 > 0:36:39Right. There you are. He's inside.
0:36:39 > 0:36:41- I can't.- He's refusing intervention until he speaks to you.
0:36:41 > 0:36:44Now, we have put six units, FFPs and platelets
0:36:44 > 0:36:46and still can't stop the bleeding.
0:36:46 > 0:36:49I'm not going in there. I have got nothing to say to him.
0:36:49 > 0:36:50You listen to me. Whatever your problem is,
0:36:50 > 0:36:53you get in there, you be professional and you do your job.
0:36:53 > 0:36:55- No.- Excuse me?
0:36:55 > 0:36:56I said, "No!"
0:37:06 > 0:37:08This is Max, Jack.
0:37:08 > 0:37:10He's playing his guitar.
0:37:11 > 0:37:12Do you like music, Jack?
0:37:34 > 0:37:37Thanks for the text.
0:38:03 > 0:38:05Rita. They need you in there.
0:38:07 > 0:38:10Please, just go in and see them. He just wants to talk.
0:38:11 > 0:38:12I know what he wants.
0:38:14 > 0:38:17- He wants me to listen to his lies. - What do you mean?
0:38:17 > 0:38:20I've heard them all before. And I have fallen for them before.
0:38:20 > 0:38:22- How do you know this man?- Please, Ash, please,
0:38:22 > 0:38:25don't make me go back in there.
0:38:25 > 0:38:27Well, if you don't, he's going to die on that trolley.
0:38:27 > 0:38:28Your choice.
0:38:31 > 0:38:33Are you sure you don't want me to call your wife for you?
0:38:33 > 0:38:35Well, we'll keep you as comfortable as we can.
0:38:35 > 0:38:38We'll just be outside. OK?
0:38:38 > 0:38:39Thanks.
0:38:50 > 0:38:53I'm here as your nurse. Nothing more.
0:38:53 > 0:38:55I know.
0:38:55 > 0:38:59I'm not going to ask for your forgiveness.
0:39:00 > 0:39:02I know I'm past that.
0:39:02 > 0:39:05I just want you to understand.
0:39:06 > 0:39:10I wish I'd told you the truth from the start.
0:39:11 > 0:39:15I thought I could forget it.
0:39:15 > 0:39:18I could make it go away.
0:39:18 > 0:39:23I was under so much pressure at school.
0:39:23 > 0:39:25You know how much I was drinking.
0:39:27 > 0:39:29I thought you were going to leave me.
0:39:29 > 0:39:32I just wanted to...
0:39:32 > 0:39:34blank things out.
0:39:34 > 0:39:37The booze and...
0:39:38 > 0:39:41..and the online stuff.
0:39:41 > 0:39:43Please, don't make me hear this.
0:39:43 > 0:39:46She...she came onto me.
0:39:46 > 0:39:49She wasn't a kid.
0:39:49 > 0:39:52She was a young woman.
0:39:52 > 0:39:56She was 13 years old.
0:39:56 > 0:39:58She was your pupil.
0:39:58 > 0:40:00I was weak. I was stupid.
0:40:01 > 0:40:04She was everything you weren't.
0:40:04 > 0:40:06She worshipped me.
0:40:06 > 0:40:09She never questioned me, or made me feel stupid.
0:40:09 > 0:40:12Don't you dare try and blame this on me.
0:40:12 > 0:40:13This is not my fault.
0:40:13 > 0:40:16I know. It's my fault.
0:40:16 > 0:40:19This is all my fault.
0:40:19 > 0:40:22I...I lost myself.
0:40:22 > 0:40:24I needed your help.
0:40:24 > 0:40:27I still need you now.
0:40:27 > 0:40:29It's too late.
0:40:29 > 0:40:31I've missed you so much.
0:40:32 > 0:40:37I thought I was going to die from missing you.
0:40:37 > 0:40:38Don't.
0:40:40 > 0:40:41Have you missed me?
0:40:42 > 0:40:45I missed the man I married.
0:40:45 > 0:40:48Every minute of every day.
0:40:50 > 0:40:52And you are not him.
0:40:52 > 0:40:53I am. Rita, I am.
0:40:53 > 0:40:55No, no, you're not.
0:40:55 > 0:40:58Yes! Look at the picture.
0:40:58 > 0:41:00That's the real us.
0:41:00 > 0:41:03We just lost each other for a bit.
0:41:03 > 0:41:06I know you still love me.
0:41:07 > 0:41:09No, I don't. I don't.
0:41:09 > 0:41:12Then say it.
0:41:12 > 0:41:14Say it!
0:41:14 > 0:41:16We belong together.
0:41:16 > 0:41:17Is everything OK?
0:41:24 > 0:41:26I'm ready for the treatment now.
0:41:26 > 0:41:30Right. This BP is still not picking up.
0:41:30 > 0:41:32Let's hope you haven't left it too late.
0:41:32 > 0:41:36Right, you contact the surgeons, let them know he's agreed.
0:41:36 > 0:41:39Thanks, Lofty.
0:41:39 > 0:41:40Oh, is he OK?
0:41:40 > 0:41:42He's fine. Been hanging out with Max.
0:41:42 > 0:41:43Who's Max?
0:41:43 > 0:41:45Show her the video.
0:42:07 > 0:42:10Mark? Keep pushing the bloods.
0:42:10 > 0:42:14Mark, can you hear me? Sats have dropped to 92, CO2's rising.
0:42:14 > 0:42:16All right. We can't move him like this.
0:42:16 > 0:42:18We need to go for a Rapid Sequence Induction.
0:42:18 > 0:42:20Yeah, pass me the sux. Thank you.
0:42:20 > 0:42:24All right, I'll reduce the ketamine in case he arrests on induction.
0:42:24 > 0:42:26- OK, no, stop!- What?
0:42:26 > 0:42:28Don't use sux. He can't have sux.
0:42:29 > 0:42:31Sux apnoea.
0:42:32 > 0:42:36Right, 50 of rocuronium, please.
0:42:38 > 0:42:43OK, rocuronium going in. Yup.
0:42:43 > 0:42:44OK.
0:42:44 > 0:42:45Bougie.
0:42:50 > 0:42:54Inflate the cuff, please. Breath sounds are good.
0:42:54 > 0:42:55Yup. Cricoid off.
0:42:55 > 0:42:57Rita just gave me this.
0:42:57 > 0:43:00Next of kin details from the prison. He's her husband.
0:43:01 > 0:43:02What?
0:43:17 > 0:43:20Miles? The social worker's here.
0:43:27 > 0:43:28Don't wake him.
0:43:36 > 0:43:39Did you not even think to pick up a phone?
0:43:39 > 0:43:41I was...in the moment.
0:43:41 > 0:43:43It would have taken you less than a minute to call us
0:43:43 > 0:43:45and tell us you found him.
0:43:45 > 0:43:48You cannot exist in your own little world.
0:43:48 > 0:43:49You're part of a team.
0:43:49 > 0:43:51And I need to know that I can rely on you.
0:43:53 > 0:43:56But that being said, you did well with Jack.
0:43:56 > 0:43:58He seemed to respond to you and Max.
0:43:58 > 0:43:59And the parents needed to see that.
0:43:59 > 0:44:01What's going to happen?
0:44:01 > 0:44:02They're going to carry on with him at home.
0:44:02 > 0:44:04Hopefully with a lot more support.
0:44:04 > 0:44:07I think you showed them a bit of light at the end of the tunnel.
0:44:09 > 0:44:10- Sister Bateman?- Hmm?
0:44:11 > 0:44:13I can't help noticing...
0:44:13 > 0:44:17We've all noticed that you seem a little uptight since the accident.
0:44:17 > 0:44:21Is there anything that you want to talk about?
0:44:21 > 0:44:23A few of us are going to the pub after shift.
0:44:23 > 0:44:26You could join us for a nice sherry or something?
0:44:26 > 0:44:27Might help you relax a bit?
0:44:29 > 0:44:30I'm fine, but thank you.
0:44:32 > 0:44:34I mended the dishwasher!
0:44:34 > 0:44:36What would I do without you, Lofty?
0:44:36 > 0:44:38- Mrs Beauchamp?- What are you doing?
0:44:38 > 0:44:41- Yes?- I just wanted to say nice move.
0:44:41 > 0:44:42What?
0:44:42 > 0:44:45I hope this isn't too presumptuous, but I'm taking it as a sign.
0:44:45 > 0:44:47About who you're backing in our little competition.
0:44:47 > 0:44:49Maybe, I can take you out to dinner? To say thank you...
0:44:49 > 0:44:51Ah...
0:45:03 > 0:45:05Oooh!
0:45:05 > 0:45:07Tess? Need you in your office. It's Rita.
0:45:07 > 0:45:08Ah.
0:45:11 > 0:45:13Do you have any idea how many ethical
0:45:13 > 0:45:16and professional standards you've breached today?
0:45:16 > 0:45:19Not only did you lie about your relationship with a patient,
0:45:19 > 0:45:23putting yourself in an ethically very dubious position,
0:45:23 > 0:45:27you then tried to conceal the lie by taking his notes.
0:45:30 > 0:45:33Not to mention the fact that you've lied to your employers,
0:45:33 > 0:45:35your colleagues.
0:45:35 > 0:45:38I mean, the lack of probity, of integrity that you've shown today
0:45:38 > 0:45:40is absolutely disgraceful.
0:45:40 > 0:45:41Rita.
0:45:43 > 0:45:45Do you have anything to say for yourself?
0:45:47 > 0:45:50- No.- Then get out.
0:45:50 > 0:45:52Connie, it's not your place to discipline the nurses.
0:45:52 > 0:45:55This is my team. And I will not tolerate what I've seen today!
0:45:55 > 0:45:58- It's Tess's team.- She jeopardised a patient's care!
0:45:58 > 0:46:00I will deal with my nurses.
0:46:11 > 0:46:14Face it, bro, it's over.
0:46:14 > 0:46:16Hope you're going to be gentlemanly in defeat.
0:46:16 > 0:46:18Sorry?
0:46:18 > 0:46:22Well, let's just say the gods AND goddesses are smiling on me.
0:46:24 > 0:46:25HE SCOFFS
0:46:47 > 0:46:50Two bottles of larger, please.
0:46:50 > 0:46:52You deserve this. You did really well today.
0:46:52 > 0:46:54Oh, thanks.
0:46:54 > 0:46:56No, I mean it. I'm really proud of you.
0:46:56 > 0:46:59Even if you are a bit of a div sometimes.
0:46:59 > 0:47:01Most of the time.
0:47:01 > 0:47:02Do you play any instruments?
0:47:02 > 0:47:03What?
0:47:03 > 0:47:04Right, my round, I think.
0:47:06 > 0:47:07What are we having?
0:47:07 > 0:47:11I was just saying that you guys did really well today with that lad.
0:47:11 > 0:47:14- Mmm.- And there is a great charity for autism.
0:47:14 > 0:47:15And they're always short of funds.
0:47:15 > 0:47:18So, I thought, with all the money that you've raised...
0:47:18 > 0:47:20And the rest?
0:47:25 > 0:47:28Right, I've signed us up.
0:47:28 > 0:47:30An open mic night?
0:47:30 > 0:47:31I'll play bass.
0:47:31 > 0:47:33Can you actually play bass?
0:47:33 > 0:47:36I played double bass at school. Grade 3.
0:47:36 > 0:47:38'The Lodgers'?
0:47:38 > 0:47:41Good, isn't it? Just came to me.
0:47:41 > 0:47:42You're a genius...
0:47:43 > 0:47:44Rita.
0:47:45 > 0:47:47Rita.
0:47:47 > 0:47:48Hey...
0:47:49 > 0:47:51Why didn't you just tell us the truth?
0:47:55 > 0:47:56I could have helped you.
0:47:58 > 0:48:00I'm so sorry.
0:48:00 > 0:48:02It wasn't your fault, Rita.
0:48:03 > 0:48:05It wasn't your fault he did what he did.
0:48:07 > 0:48:09I gave evidence in his defence.
0:48:09 > 0:48:11I believed him.
0:48:13 > 0:48:16So, I stood up in court and I told everyone she was lying.
0:48:19 > 0:48:22It was my husband who was abusing her.
0:48:22 > 0:48:24- Come on, let me walk you home. - It's all right.
0:48:24 > 0:48:27- I've wasted enough of your time today.- Hey...