A Life Less Lived

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0:00:02 > 0:00:05- This needs sorted. I'll do it.- Has she stolen my case?- Daylight robbery.

0:00:05 > 0:00:08So if we can confirm how much blood we actually use,

0:00:08 > 0:00:10we'd save ourselves a small fortune.

0:00:11 > 0:00:14And go back to my place for a couple of hours.

0:00:14 > 0:00:18Firstly, a couple of hours - don't flatter yourself.

0:00:20 > 0:00:22There are no easy rides in Trauma, Dr Knight.

0:00:22 > 0:00:24Lose the uniform, meet me at five.

0:01:03 > 0:01:04Free NHS health check.

0:01:04 > 0:01:07What does it say? "A single integrated check

0:01:07 > 0:01:10"for all aged 40 to 74."

0:01:10 > 0:01:12Got to hand it to the NHS.

0:01:12 > 0:01:14For a creaky old dinosaur, she tracked me down

0:01:14 > 0:01:16with ruthless efficiency.

0:01:16 > 0:01:19I turned 40 at 7:55am this morning.

0:01:19 > 0:01:22- How many a day?- Hmm?

0:01:22 > 0:01:25You know the drill. How many?

0:01:25 > 0:01:2810, 15?

0:01:28 > 0:01:33- Alcohol units? - Oh, Susan, five, six.

0:01:33 > 0:01:35Per week?

0:01:35 > 0:01:36Per day.

0:01:38 > 0:01:39So, what's the verdict?

0:01:39 > 0:01:41How long have we known each other?

0:01:41 > 0:01:43- (Too long.)- Seven, eight years.

0:01:43 > 0:01:48Official guidance is to discuss CVD risks without being alarmist.

0:01:48 > 0:01:50Very sensible advice indeed.

0:01:50 > 0:01:53Your blood-pressure's high, you drink too much, you smoke. A lot.

0:01:53 > 0:01:57Your cholesterol is rising. Every key indicator is trending upwards.

0:01:57 > 0:01:59Well, I like to be current.

0:01:59 > 0:02:01Put it like this - if it could,

0:02:01 > 0:02:04this computer would have sirens blaring, a red light flashing,

0:02:04 > 0:02:08and large neon lights screaming, "Zoe Hanna, sort yourself out!"

0:02:08 > 0:02:11Well, as long as you're not being alarmist(!)

0:02:13 > 0:02:15HE SIGHS

0:02:15 > 0:02:17SCHOOL BELL RINGS

0:02:22 > 0:02:25CHILDREN CHAT AND GIGGLE

0:02:25 > 0:02:27- Come on!- Come on!

0:02:29 > 0:02:31- HE WHISTLES - Dad! You're back!- Yeah!

0:02:31 > 0:02:35- Where were you this time? Afghanistan?- You know I can't tell you that, Seb.

0:02:35 > 0:02:37Because it's a secret?

0:02:37 > 0:02:39- A state secret. National security. - Come on. Get in the car.

0:02:39 > 0:02:42- Where are we going? - We are going on an adventure.

0:02:42 > 0:02:45- Yes!- Watch your head. Keep the noise down.

0:02:45 > 0:02:48- Sh!- We're going on an adventure! We're going on an adventure!

0:02:51 > 0:02:53Are you OK?

0:02:53 > 0:02:55I'm fine.

0:02:57 > 0:02:58Problem?

0:02:58 > 0:03:02Yes. It would appear I'm winning.

0:03:02 > 0:03:03He's left his queen wide open.

0:03:03 > 0:03:06Cal never leaves his queen open. He's set a trap.

0:03:06 > 0:03:09Or maybe you're just better than him?

0:03:09 > 0:03:11Speaking of which, have you presented your

0:03:11 > 0:03:14Cost Reductions In Blood Transfusion idea to Mrs Beauchamp, yet?

0:03:14 > 0:03:16I haven't quite finished writing it up yet.

0:03:16 > 0:03:18It's a proposal, Ethan. Not a thesis.

0:03:18 > 0:03:20Well, I just want to be sure. It's like chess.

0:03:20 > 0:03:22You can't be too cautious.

0:03:22 > 0:03:26Maybe that's why your brother always wins.

0:03:26 > 0:03:27ENGINE STARTS

0:03:27 > 0:03:29It's a bit early, isn't it? Even for you.

0:03:31 > 0:03:33That car was there last night when I left.

0:03:33 > 0:03:35So?

0:03:35 > 0:03:38So. Nothing...I suppose.

0:03:48 > 0:03:49Thank you, Dr Knight.

0:03:49 > 0:03:52You're very welcome, Connie. Sorry, Mrs Beauchamp.

0:03:52 > 0:03:54What do you want?

0:03:56 > 0:03:57Um...

0:03:57 > 0:04:01I was just wondering, after our drink the other night...

0:04:01 > 0:04:03What were you wondering?

0:04:03 > 0:04:06Where we...I stand?

0:04:06 > 0:04:07In the car park.

0:04:07 > 0:04:09In my way.

0:04:10 > 0:04:12It was a drink, Dr Knight.

0:04:12 > 0:04:14Not a promise.

0:04:15 > 0:04:18CAR LOCKS Glad we got that sorted.

0:04:18 > 0:04:22Playing tonight? I've put The Lodgers down for open-mic night.

0:04:22 > 0:04:24I don't know.

0:04:24 > 0:04:26Come on. Adoring fans await.

0:04:26 > 0:04:28I'm not really in the mood.

0:04:30 > 0:04:33If I didn't know better, I'd say he's been dumped.

0:04:33 > 0:04:35You need to be in a relationship to be dumped.

0:04:35 > 0:04:38I don't know, he's been acting very oddly. Mysterious phone calls,

0:04:38 > 0:04:40sudden disappearances...

0:04:40 > 0:04:43Maybe he's seeing somebody on the sly.

0:04:43 > 0:04:46Max is a lone wolf. Footloose and fancy-free.

0:04:46 > 0:04:48I've seen black widow spiders

0:04:48 > 0:04:50more ready for a long-term commitment than him.

0:04:50 > 0:04:53Can you take Mr Hayden, Claire, through to triage, please.

0:04:53 > 0:04:56- You're here. - And so are a lot of patients.

0:04:56 > 0:04:57We're a little short-staffed -

0:04:57 > 0:05:00without a replacement for Fletch, and Charlie not being here.

0:05:00 > 0:05:02I thought he was in today?

0:05:02 > 0:05:05He was meant to be. Jet lag, apparently.

0:05:05 > 0:05:08From a man who's barely taken a sick day in his life.

0:05:09 > 0:05:11Yes, Dr Knight?

0:05:11 > 0:05:12I was just wondering

0:05:12 > 0:05:15if you've had any more thoughts about my cost-cutting proposal?

0:05:15 > 0:05:18BOTH: "Cost Reductions In Blood Transfusions."

0:05:18 > 0:05:22Yes, it has potential. But it's a little bit sketchy in places.

0:05:22 > 0:05:25Perhaps your brother can give me something with more substance?

0:05:25 > 0:05:28- You wanted blue sky thinking, right? - Yeah.

0:05:28 > 0:05:32Well, I'm the ideas man. Ethan's more of a...

0:05:32 > 0:05:34- workhorse.- Is that so?

0:05:34 > 0:05:36- That is so. - Right, I'll think about it.

0:05:39 > 0:05:41SHE CLEARS HER THROAT

0:05:41 > 0:05:43Is Dr Hanna in yet?

0:05:43 > 0:05:46No. But Dr Chao's ready and waiting.

0:05:46 > 0:05:47No, it's all right. I'll, er, I'll wait.

0:05:47 > 0:05:50You don't get to choose your doctor.

0:05:50 > 0:05:52I said I'll wait.

0:05:55 > 0:05:56That's you told!

0:05:56 > 0:05:59So patients are picking favourites now?

0:05:59 > 0:06:01We'll see what Zoe has to say about that.

0:06:01 > 0:06:02Where is Dr Hanna?

0:06:04 > 0:06:05Hey. Whoa!

0:06:05 > 0:06:07Sorry, Jeff.

0:06:09 > 0:06:11You're a bit jumpy today.

0:06:11 > 0:06:12Yeah, I know.

0:06:12 > 0:06:15You ever get the feeling you're being followed?

0:06:15 > 0:06:18All the time. Especially since I started on the social networking.

0:06:18 > 0:06:19I'm serious! Last couple of nights,

0:06:19 > 0:06:21I've had this feeling someone's following me.

0:06:21 > 0:06:24You know, watching me.

0:06:24 > 0:06:25- Paranoid, huh? - Just because you think

0:06:25 > 0:06:28everyone's out to get you, it doesn't mean they're not.

0:06:28 > 0:06:30- No, thanks. I think.- You're welcome.

0:06:30 > 0:06:32You all right? You two busy tonight?

0:06:32 > 0:06:34Lofty's got a gig.

0:06:34 > 0:06:36The Lodgers, yeah?

0:06:36 > 0:06:38Might be just "Lodger". Max is playing hard to get.

0:06:38 > 0:06:42Yeah, all right, I'm game. What about, um, Dave?

0:06:42 > 0:06:45He'll be fine, once he knows I'm out with you lot.

0:06:45 > 0:06:47- See you in a bit, yeah?- See you.

0:06:48 > 0:06:51On the other hand, it could be a case of the green-eyed monster.

0:06:51 > 0:06:55What, "Don't Care Dave"? I don't think so! I don't know the geezer.

0:06:55 > 0:06:57But he clearly knows you.

0:06:57 > 0:07:00Tamzin and you have been getting very close recently.

0:07:00 > 0:07:04One word out of place from her at home, and who knows?

0:07:07 > 0:07:09I know, I know, I'm sorry I'm late.

0:07:09 > 0:07:12It's not me you need to be worried about. Connie wants to see you.

0:07:12 > 0:07:14Zoe. Molly Drover's waiting for you.

0:07:14 > 0:07:17She's refusing to be seen by anyone else.

0:07:17 > 0:07:19Well, they can't pick and choose.

0:07:19 > 0:07:20Yeah, that's what I said.

0:07:20 > 0:07:23Still, if your public needs you...

0:07:23 > 0:07:25Send her straight through to cubicles.

0:07:27 > 0:07:28GIGGLING

0:07:31 > 0:07:34Listen, listen to me. I need you to be serious.

0:07:34 > 0:07:36Look straight at the camera. No smiling,

0:07:36 > 0:07:38- no pulling faces. All right?- OK.

0:07:38 > 0:07:40There's chocolate in it for you.

0:07:40 > 0:07:42He's not allowed it at home. Graham says.

0:07:42 > 0:07:44Graham isn't here, though, is he?

0:07:46 > 0:07:48Look, it's for an ID.

0:07:48 > 0:07:49A special ID.

0:07:49 > 0:07:52- Special Forces? Like yours? - Something like that.

0:07:52 > 0:07:55Yes!

0:07:55 > 0:07:57COINS JANGLE, WHIRRING

0:08:01 > 0:08:05- Molly!- Ah!- You're looking great.

0:08:05 > 0:08:09Aw, yeah, well, I'm clean. Couple of months now.

0:08:09 > 0:08:11Oh? New programme?

0:08:11 > 0:08:13Um, new bloke.

0:08:13 > 0:08:16- Ooh!- No need to look like that!

0:08:16 > 0:08:19Hey, I used to be quite the catch back in the day.

0:08:19 > 0:08:21SHE LAUGHS

0:08:21 > 0:08:23Well, in another life.

0:08:23 > 0:08:25I don't doubt it. Deep breath.

0:08:26 > 0:08:30I did have another life, you know, once.

0:08:30 > 0:08:33A proper one. Bloke, kid...

0:08:33 > 0:08:35That kind of thing.

0:08:35 > 0:08:37Kid...?

0:08:37 > 0:08:39Yeah, a daughter.

0:08:39 > 0:08:41Didn't I ever tell you that?

0:08:41 > 0:08:44No. You never did. Was she taken from you?

0:08:47 > 0:08:49- Let's run some tests on you. Yeah? - Yeah.

0:08:53 > 0:08:56Rita, could you arrange an ECG and some bloods,

0:08:56 > 0:08:58including a D-dimer for Molly here?

0:08:58 > 0:09:01Are you OK?

0:09:01 > 0:09:03I would be if everybody stopped asking.

0:09:03 > 0:09:08If you weren't so blatantly hung-over, people wouldn't be asking.

0:09:08 > 0:09:12Molly? Will you give us a moment?

0:09:12 > 0:09:13Yeah.

0:09:14 > 0:09:17You...with me. Now.

0:09:21 > 0:09:23- Where are we travelling to? - It's a surprise.

0:09:23 > 0:09:25Stormtroopers!

0:09:25 > 0:09:28Seb! Come back! Seb, don't make a scene.

0:09:28 > 0:09:30Seb!

0:09:30 > 0:09:33Pow-pow! Pow-pow-pow! Pow-pow-pow!

0:09:33 > 0:09:35Seb!

0:09:36 > 0:09:37Seb!

0:09:37 > 0:09:40Seb, come here!

0:09:41 > 0:09:43- Seb, come here! - Pow-pow-pow! Pow-pow!

0:09:43 > 0:09:45Seb, stop!

0:09:45 > 0:09:46SHE SCREAMS

0:09:51 > 0:09:53Dad? Dad?

0:09:53 > 0:09:57- It's OK, we're fine.- Dad, look out!

0:10:01 > 0:10:05- Dad?- Dad?- You OK, mate? I've got you.- I knew you would.

0:10:05 > 0:10:07- You're a hero.- Blimey. You OK?

0:10:07 > 0:10:10- I'm fine.- Dad, your head.

0:10:10 > 0:10:14- Don't move. I'm calling an ambulance.- No, don't. I'll be fine. I just need a minute.

0:10:14 > 0:10:16You need a hospital, mate.

0:10:16 > 0:10:19This should make you feel a bit better.

0:10:19 > 0:10:22I use to do this a lot in my wilder days.

0:10:22 > 0:10:24Never had to do it, myself.

0:10:24 > 0:10:27Well, let's hope you don't have to do it again.

0:10:27 > 0:10:29If Tess or if Connie knew...

0:10:32 > 0:10:34Listen, I know you didn't get the promotion.

0:10:34 > 0:10:39And I can guess why. Don't let them get to you. Prove them wrong.

0:10:39 > 0:10:42And the alcohol won't help.

0:10:42 > 0:10:44Believe me.

0:10:44 > 0:10:46It's not just the promotion, Zoe.

0:10:47 > 0:10:51There you are! Um, Mrs Beauchamp's looking for you.

0:10:51 > 0:10:53- OK, I will be through soon. - You OK, Rita?

0:10:53 > 0:10:55- Yep.- She will be.

0:10:55 > 0:10:58- And you didn't see this. - I didn't see what?

0:11:02 > 0:11:06I'm sorry about this morning - I had a GP appointment that overran.

0:11:06 > 0:11:09Typical NHS! What's this?

0:11:09 > 0:11:11- A written warning?- Worse.

0:11:11 > 0:11:13A holiday form?!

0:11:13 > 0:11:17Pre-approved. Four weeks. Go. Wherever you want.

0:11:17 > 0:11:19Do...whatever it is you do for fun.

0:11:19 > 0:11:21This...this is what I do.

0:11:21 > 0:11:23Zoe, you know what I'm trying to build here.

0:11:23 > 0:11:27The best ED in the country, and in order to do that...

0:11:27 > 0:11:29You need to get rid of me?

0:11:29 > 0:11:31I need you to be at your best.

0:11:31 > 0:11:35Which you clearly haven't been recently. For...whatever reason.

0:11:35 > 0:11:38Look, just think of it as recharging your batteries.

0:11:38 > 0:11:41My batteries are recharged, thank you very much.

0:11:41 > 0:11:43I am not the enemy, Zoe.

0:11:43 > 0:11:45Think about it, OK?

0:11:56 > 0:11:59PK Perry Construction had an after-tax profit

0:11:59 > 0:12:03of 175,000 on a turnover of £524,000.

0:12:04 > 0:12:07While that pales in comparison to RIN Corporation,

0:12:07 > 0:12:10we are profitable, with a demonstrable year-on-year growth.

0:12:10 > 0:12:13We have a small but highly skilled team

0:12:13 > 0:12:16who do remain as condition of sale,

0:12:16 > 0:12:18with the exception of my father here,

0:12:18 > 0:12:21who'll be enjoying the fruits of his retirement.

0:12:21 > 0:12:25And myself, who will be enjoying the fruits of his retirement!

0:12:25 > 0:12:26We're done here.

0:12:26 > 0:12:28Almost. Just the matter of contracts.

0:12:28 > 0:12:30No, no, no.

0:12:31 > 0:12:32We're done here.

0:12:37 > 0:12:38Excuse me.

0:12:38 > 0:12:42- You're in rude health. - This is very good news, Molly.

0:12:42 > 0:12:43But I just...

0:12:43 > 0:12:46I just don't feel right. Here.

0:12:46 > 0:12:49That's probably some musculoskeletal pain down the chest wall.

0:12:49 > 0:12:51A bit of ibuprofen and you will be fine.

0:12:51 > 0:12:53I hate tablets - they do nothing for me.

0:12:53 > 0:12:56Is there anyone we can call to collect you, Molly?

0:12:56 > 0:12:57Maybe this new bloke?

0:12:57 > 0:13:00No! I...I can look after myself.

0:13:00 > 0:13:03OK, I'm going to leave you with Rita. Take care.

0:13:06 > 0:13:09There are worse things than taking a holiday.

0:13:09 > 0:13:11Good news travels fast!

0:13:11 > 0:13:13Everyone needs a break.

0:13:13 > 0:13:15This is not about needing a break.

0:13:15 > 0:13:17It's about Connie getting her own way.

0:13:17 > 0:13:19She can rule the department but she cannot...

0:13:19 > 0:13:22- She cannot rule you!- Thank you!

0:13:22 > 0:13:23Happy birthday, by the way.

0:13:25 > 0:13:27Thought I'd forgotten?

0:13:27 > 0:13:30Tell anyone, and you die. Slowly.

0:13:30 > 0:13:31I didn't know it was your birthday.

0:13:31 > 0:13:34Do you make a habit of sneaking up on people?

0:13:34 > 0:13:38No. Do you make a habit of sneaking OUT on people? Bit rude.

0:13:38 > 0:13:40About that, Max, it was nothing personal...

0:13:40 > 0:13:45Oh. Is this the part where you're all, "We need to talk"? Cos I'm busy.

0:13:45 > 0:13:48No. This is the part where you avoid a difficult

0:13:48 > 0:13:50conversation by being unnecessarily hostile.

0:13:52 > 0:13:54Are you going to be OK, Molly?

0:13:55 > 0:13:57I'm going to have to be, aren't I?

0:13:57 > 0:13:59Rita? Have you got a mo?

0:14:05 > 0:14:06Take a look at this.

0:14:08 > 0:14:10- Dad?- Go on. You take some.

0:14:11 > 0:14:14Cement? So what?

0:14:14 > 0:14:17That is concrete. That is Portland cement mixed with rock and water.

0:14:17 > 0:14:20Is there a point to this?

0:14:20 > 0:14:22We both know the technical side is not my strong suit.

0:14:22 > 0:14:23The point is whoever mixed that

0:14:23 > 0:14:26knows as much about the process as you do.

0:14:26 > 0:14:30Those cowboys in there are cutting corners.

0:14:30 > 0:14:33This whole site is an accident waiting to happen.

0:14:33 > 0:14:35- You don't know that. - I do know it!

0:14:35 > 0:14:38- And so will the Health and Safety Executive soon.- Hang on a minute.

0:14:38 > 0:14:42If you report them, no-one's going to touch us. You'll lose everything.

0:14:42 > 0:14:44Then we'll start again.

0:14:44 > 0:14:46I can do this without you, you know?

0:14:46 > 0:14:49- INDISTINCT SHOUTING - Do what...?- Sell. Mum left me her share of the company.

0:14:49 > 0:14:53- We'll talk about this later. - No, we'll talk about it now! You're not even listening!

0:14:53 > 0:14:55- Dad! - SHOUTING

0:15:04 > 0:15:06Dad!

0:15:06 > 0:15:07- Right, come on, then.- Dad!

0:15:09 > 0:15:10Come on, that's it.

0:15:10 > 0:15:13Come across there. Come on, you're doing well.

0:15:13 > 0:15:16- That's it, that's it.- What you standing there for? Get a ladder!

0:15:18 > 0:15:20Get back! Get back! It's going to go any moment!

0:15:20 > 0:15:23There you go. I'll come down there with you. OK?

0:15:23 > 0:15:26HE COUGHS

0:15:26 > 0:15:30- Need a hand?- No, no, no, you go down there.- Dad.- I'll be all right.

0:15:31 > 0:15:33CREAKING AND CLUNKING

0:15:33 > 0:15:35Come on!

0:15:35 > 0:15:38- Hold on, Dad! - Quick, get it up to him!

0:15:38 > 0:15:40Dad, get on the ladder.

0:15:40 > 0:15:43OK, I got it. Get on, come on, Dad!

0:15:43 > 0:15:46- Hurry up! - Get back, Chris, get back.

0:15:46 > 0:15:48- CREAKING - Chris!

0:15:54 > 0:15:57CLATTER

0:15:57 > 0:16:00You seem in a good mood for someone who's facing "mate" in four.

0:16:00 > 0:16:03Mate in four, huh? You left the queen, didn't you?

0:16:03 > 0:16:08I'm guessing... knight to d3 takes bishop?

0:16:08 > 0:16:09Maybe.

0:16:09 > 0:16:11Yeah.

0:16:11 > 0:16:13- Oh, Mrs Beauchamp.- Yes? - I wanted to talk to you

0:16:13 > 0:16:15about the cost-cutting initiative.

0:16:15 > 0:16:16Ah. Dr Knight has told you about it.

0:16:16 > 0:16:21- About what?- His proposal. Cost Reductions In Blood Transfusions.

0:16:21 > 0:16:22Dr Knight's proposal...?

0:16:22 > 0:16:25Yes. It's exactly the kind of blue sky thinking I was looking for.

0:16:25 > 0:16:27Blue sky thinking?

0:16:27 > 0:16:29- That was the brief. - As are the details.

0:16:29 > 0:16:34Why don't you two work together to see you if you can flesh it out?

0:16:34 > 0:16:36Is there a problem?

0:16:38 > 0:16:40I am going to put it in your pocket. OK?

0:16:40 > 0:16:42Wait. My kids.

0:16:42 > 0:16:44Is there anyone I can call to be with them?

0:16:44 > 0:16:46- Their mum?- She's...

0:16:48 > 0:16:52Look, it's just us. I don't want them to be scared.

0:16:53 > 0:16:55- I'll take good care of them. - Thanks.

0:16:55 > 0:16:57Molly Drover.

0:16:57 > 0:16:59Yeah, I've seen her - she's fine. I sent her home.

0:16:59 > 0:17:02- Well, she's back again. Asking for you.- What?!

0:17:02 > 0:17:05- I'll see her shortly. - No time like the present.

0:17:08 > 0:17:09You all right, lads?

0:17:09 > 0:17:14Ah! Tamz, would you say your Dave was a fiery type?

0:17:14 > 0:17:17No. Dave wouldn't hurt a fly.

0:17:17 > 0:17:19Unless, of course, he gets jealous.

0:17:19 > 0:17:21Then he's like most guys, really - just a bit protective.

0:17:21 > 0:17:25'Holby 3006. Emergency call to Windmill Road redevelopment site.

0:17:25 > 0:17:27'Several injured. One serious.'

0:17:27 > 0:17:303006 to Control. Received. Over. We're on our way. Over.

0:17:30 > 0:17:33- They've requested a trauma doctor. - OK, that's with us, yeah?

0:17:33 > 0:17:36- I'll call Mrs Beauchamp.- No need. I'm your trauma doctor, Jeff.

0:17:36 > 0:17:39- I'll grab my stuff. - What about Molly? Zoe!

0:17:39 > 0:17:44It looks like heavy bruising and scalp laceration. Easily fixed.

0:17:44 > 0:17:47None of that will be confirmed until you've had a CT scan.

0:17:47 > 0:17:51Is all this really necessary? I feel absolutely fine.

0:17:51 > 0:17:53Hopefully have you out of here in about an hour.

0:17:57 > 0:18:00So I thought we were supposed to be working together?

0:18:00 > 0:18:04How did you do it? How did you steal my idea?

0:18:05 > 0:18:07What idea?

0:18:07 > 0:18:10Mrs Beauchamp never mentioned that you come to her with an idea.

0:18:10 > 0:18:14I didn't get the chance. But I will do now, believe me.

0:18:14 > 0:18:16But will she believe you?

0:18:17 > 0:18:20Look, you're too late, bro. You've missed your chance.

0:18:20 > 0:18:22You always do.

0:18:22 > 0:18:23Oh, and...

0:18:23 > 0:18:27in life, as in chess, there's one simple rule.

0:18:29 > 0:18:31Always take the queen.

0:18:36 > 0:18:41- All right, Jeff, what's the score? - BP 80/60, pulse 110,

0:18:41 > 0:18:44Sats 96%. He has some breathing difficulties, which was made worse

0:18:44 > 0:18:46when they cleared him from the entrapment.

0:18:46 > 0:18:48So I thought we might be looking at a pneumothorax.

0:18:48 > 0:18:52- What's his name? - Chris. His name's Chris.

0:18:52 > 0:18:54I'm his father. Phillip Perry.

0:18:54 > 0:18:56Hi, Chris. I'm Zoe. I'm a doctor. How are you feeling?

0:18:56 > 0:18:59- Hurts.- Yeah, I am sure it does.

0:18:59 > 0:19:01He's tachycardic, his resps are up.

0:19:01 > 0:19:04Reduced breath sounds to the right. It is a tension pneumothorax.

0:19:04 > 0:19:06- Needle decompression, then? - Yes, please.

0:19:06 > 0:19:09Chris, we are going to try and help you breathe more easily, OK?

0:19:09 > 0:19:12We are going to do something called a needle decompression.

0:19:12 > 0:19:15Because you got some air trapped in your pleural space

0:19:15 > 0:19:16so this will relieve the pressure.

0:19:20 > 0:19:22OK, Chris, stay with us.

0:19:25 > 0:19:28- Any good?- It's in the right place but it's not decompressing.

0:19:28 > 0:19:29I'm going to have to go in.

0:19:29 > 0:19:32OK, he's got no output. He's stopped breathing and he's in PEA.

0:19:32 > 0:19:34Come on, Chris, stay with us.

0:19:38 > 0:19:43Let me guess - no fracture, no cerebral contusion, no neck injury.

0:19:43 > 0:19:46Just heavy bruising and scalp laceration?

0:19:46 > 0:19:48I'll let you give him the good news.

0:19:50 > 0:19:52- Don't let him do this.- He's right.

0:19:52 > 0:19:55I'm waiting on the radiologist's report, but it looks clear to me.

0:19:55 > 0:19:57I'm not talking about the CT. I'm talking

0:19:57 > 0:19:59about your blood transfusion idea. He stole it, didn't he?

0:20:01 > 0:20:04- You can't let him get away with it. - He already has.

0:20:04 > 0:20:06Mrs Beauchamp is not going to believe me now.

0:20:07 > 0:20:11I thought you said there's nothing on the CT?

0:20:11 > 0:20:14So what is this area of low attenuation?

0:20:16 > 0:20:19Ah... I was only looking for haemorrhage.

0:20:19 > 0:20:21That looks like something pre-existing.

0:20:30 > 0:20:34- What are you doing?- I'm going to make an incision in his chest to try

0:20:34 > 0:20:37- and release the pressure.- OK. - Yeah.

0:20:40 > 0:20:42Come on, Chris.

0:20:46 > 0:20:50- Yeah, I've got it. - Good. We've got a vague output.

0:20:50 > 0:20:52He's making respiratory effort as well.

0:20:52 > 0:20:55OK, let's get him on the oxygen.

0:20:55 > 0:20:58- We'll put a binder on him before we go to the ED.- Nice one.

0:21:00 > 0:21:02- Nice one. - APPLAUSE

0:21:03 > 0:21:05Just doing my job.

0:21:11 > 0:21:15- You all right, mate?- Oh, I'm not a patient. I'm looking for one.

0:21:15 > 0:21:18A man, late 30s, brown hair. Big cut on the top of his head.

0:21:18 > 0:21:21He was involved in an accident in my shop.

0:21:21 > 0:21:23He had a couple of kids with him. Boy and a girl.

0:21:23 > 0:21:24I thought they might like these.

0:21:24 > 0:21:27They kinda fell on their dad's head. In a crate.

0:21:27 > 0:21:29Are you aware that your leg's bleeding?

0:21:29 > 0:21:32Oh! Had a bit of a fight with a display stand. It's nothing.

0:21:32 > 0:21:34Come with me. I'll check you out.

0:21:34 > 0:21:36And we'll see if we can get your toys delivered.

0:21:45 > 0:21:47You all right, kids?

0:21:50 > 0:21:51Here you go.

0:21:53 > 0:21:56- You OK, Seb? You look pale. - When can we see Dad?

0:21:56 > 0:21:58Don't worry, sweetheart, it won't be long.

0:21:58 > 0:22:00- I want Mum.- We're with Dad today.

0:22:00 > 0:22:03I don't feel right, Ellie.

0:22:03 > 0:22:04Sorry, is your mum alive?

0:22:04 > 0:22:06Yeah. Why?

0:22:06 > 0:22:09Must have got the wrong end of the stick.

0:22:09 > 0:22:12SEB PANTS

0:22:12 > 0:22:13Are you OK, Seb?

0:22:13 > 0:22:15- OK.- Can you help him?

0:22:15 > 0:22:18He'll be all right. Let's put his legs up.

0:22:18 > 0:22:19Stay on your side.

0:22:19 > 0:22:22The CT scan shows you've suffered no long-lasting damage

0:22:22 > 0:22:27- from the blow, but... - But nothing. My job, over the years, has kept me from my kids.

0:22:27 > 0:22:29It's kept us apart a lot. I've made them promises.

0:22:29 > 0:22:31I can't let them down again.

0:22:31 > 0:22:33Well, I can't force you to.

0:22:33 > 0:22:36Dr Hardy? Mr Durante? Dr Ashford needs you in Resus. Now.

0:22:36 > 0:22:38It's Sebastian.

0:22:38 > 0:22:41He said he wasn't feeling very well. Developed respiratory problems

0:22:41 > 0:22:44and collapsed. All in under 30 seconds.

0:22:44 > 0:22:46Seb, mate? What's wrong?

0:22:46 > 0:22:48- What's happened to him?!- OK, Seb...

0:22:48 > 0:22:50If you open your mouth, please?

0:22:51 > 0:22:53He's got a wheeze.

0:22:54 > 0:22:56And he's developing an urticaria.

0:22:56 > 0:22:59Could be anaphylaxis. Is he allergic to anything?

0:22:59 > 0:23:01Mr Durante, is your son allergic?

0:23:01 > 0:23:03I-I don't know.

0:23:03 > 0:23:06Give him 300 micrograms of adrenaline,

0:23:06 > 0:23:091/1000 IM, and I'll put a line in.

0:23:09 > 0:23:13Has he ever been a patient here? Can I check his records?

0:23:13 > 0:23:15He was born here. But...

0:23:15 > 0:23:18- Dad...?- It won't be under Durante. Use his mother's name. Millar.

0:23:18 > 0:23:20- Sebastian Millar. - It was the chocolate.

0:23:20 > 0:23:24- It can't be.- There were nuts in it. Mum doesn't let him eat nuts.

0:23:24 > 0:23:27I didn't know. I didn't know.

0:23:27 > 0:23:29OK, Seb, try and slow your breathing down.

0:23:29 > 0:23:31This is Chris Perry, 42, he's got a chest trauma.

0:23:31 > 0:23:33He had no air entry on the right.

0:23:33 > 0:23:37He went into PEA arrest and I had to try a needle decompression,

0:23:37 > 0:23:40which he didn't respond to, so I had to do a thoracostomy on site.

0:23:40 > 0:23:43His sats are now improving to 97%.

0:23:43 > 0:23:46His pulse is 90, resps around 26, his BP is 110/60.

0:23:46 > 0:23:49- So I'm going to have to do a chest drain.- No, that's it. Thank you, Dr Hanna.

0:23:49 > 0:23:52- We'll take it from here.- No, no. You're pulling me off this case.

0:23:52 > 0:23:56You are covered in dirt and need to clean yourself up.

0:23:56 > 0:23:58- Let us do our job.- Unbelievable.

0:23:58 > 0:24:00Oh, believe it. Get on with your job!

0:24:00 > 0:24:02Where's Chris? Where's my son?

0:24:02 > 0:24:05He's in Resus, Mr Perry. He's in good hands.

0:24:05 > 0:24:08If you'd like to come with me, I'll take you to where he is.

0:24:10 > 0:24:11PHONE RINGS

0:24:11 > 0:24:16- Not now, Dad. - You look...terrible.

0:24:16 > 0:24:20So I've been told. By Her Majesty, no less.

0:24:20 > 0:24:24Anyway, I'll have you know, I've been working very hard on this look.

0:24:24 > 0:24:28That's better. You got a nice smile.

0:24:28 > 0:24:31- The blood, sweat and attitude I can live without.- Max. Don't.

0:24:31 > 0:24:36- What?- It was never going to work. - What, this conversation?

0:24:36 > 0:24:39- No. Us!- I dunno. Seemed to be working pretty well the other night.

0:24:41 > 0:24:43You're just so young! And I'm...

0:24:43 > 0:24:46I swear, if you say "old", I am going to kill myself.

0:24:46 > 0:24:47- OK, older. Wiser.- Yeah, of course,

0:24:47 > 0:24:50because sleeping with someone, sneaking out of their room,

0:24:50 > 0:24:52then breaking up with them is what the truly old and wise do!

0:24:52 > 0:24:54Hang on! Breaking up?!

0:24:54 > 0:24:57It's not like we were in a relationship.

0:24:57 > 0:24:59It was kind of a relationship.

0:24:59 > 0:25:01No! It was fun. It was a laugh.

0:25:01 > 0:25:02But that's all it was.

0:25:02 > 0:25:04Oh, and this is funny why?

0:25:04 > 0:25:06"It was fun. It was a laugh"?

0:25:06 > 0:25:08I don't know what you think a relationship is,

0:25:08 > 0:25:12but for someone so old and wise, you're not very good at reading between the lines.

0:25:14 > 0:25:15So...

0:25:15 > 0:25:17Ball's in your court.

0:25:23 > 0:25:26How could he not know his son is allergic?

0:25:26 > 0:25:28I know his work takes him away, but still.

0:25:28 > 0:25:31I don't think it's just his work that keeps him from his kids.

0:25:31 > 0:25:33He's not even next of kin?

0:25:35 > 0:25:39Mr Perry, you should really be getting that ankle seen to

0:25:39 > 0:25:42- by a doctor.- I'm not going anywhere. Not while Chris is...

0:25:44 > 0:25:47- Is he going to die?- No. Not at all.

0:25:47 > 0:25:50- It's all my fault.- Did YOU drop that scaffolding on him?

0:25:50 > 0:25:54It's my fault he was there. The business, you know?

0:25:54 > 0:25:56He hates it.

0:25:56 > 0:25:58He was never any good at it.

0:25:58 > 0:26:00But I didn't know how to let go.

0:26:00 > 0:26:01Of him?

0:26:01 > 0:26:04Of the business. The job.

0:26:04 > 0:26:06I didn't know how to walk away.

0:26:09 > 0:26:11Mr Perry, your son is stable.

0:26:11 > 0:26:14We've put in a chest drain, so that should help re-inflate the lung, OK?

0:26:14 > 0:26:17- He's going to be all right? - See for yourself.

0:26:17 > 0:26:19He's weak but conscious.

0:26:21 > 0:26:24- Don't you have patients to attend to?- I'm getting there.

0:26:25 > 0:26:29He's had quite a lot of morphine, so he might still be a bit groggy.

0:26:29 > 0:26:31Chris, your father is here to see you.

0:26:35 > 0:26:38- Oh, Chris, I'm so sorry.- Yeah...

0:26:40 > 0:26:41So am I.

0:26:43 > 0:26:47- For what?- For thinking you could stop being Mr Working Class Hero

0:26:47 > 0:26:49just for just five minutes.

0:26:49 > 0:26:51OK, this isn't doing you any good. That's enough.

0:26:51 > 0:26:53No, no. It's OK.

0:26:53 > 0:26:57It's not OK, Dad. It's not OK, but she's right.

0:26:58 > 0:27:00That's enough.

0:27:01 > 0:27:02HE COUGHS

0:27:04 > 0:27:08Robyn, could you take Mr Perry to see Dr Chao?

0:27:08 > 0:27:11Get his ankle seen to. While she's at it,

0:27:11 > 0:27:14tell her I suggest full bloods and a chest X-ray.

0:27:14 > 0:27:15I won't be needing that.

0:27:17 > 0:27:19Hello, this is Dr Ethan Hardy calling from Holby A & E,

0:27:19 > 0:27:23to inform you that your son, Sebastian, was admitted here today

0:27:23 > 0:27:24after an allergic reaction.

0:27:24 > 0:27:26Now, he is absolutely fine

0:27:26 > 0:27:28and is currently in the care of his father. So...

0:27:28 > 0:27:30GLASS BREAKS

0:27:31 > 0:27:36Er, as I said, he's doing fine, but if are able to give me

0:27:36 > 0:27:38a call back or come and visit us,

0:27:38 > 0:27:41I can go through everything in a bit more detail. OK, thank you.

0:27:45 > 0:27:48What's going on, Molly? Are you afraid to go home?

0:27:48 > 0:27:51Is this new bloke... Is he knocking you about?

0:27:51 > 0:27:57No! He's not like that. He's a good man.

0:27:57 > 0:27:59You know, decent.

0:27:59 > 0:28:01So why are you faking your symptoms?

0:28:01 > 0:28:04Are you hoping to get into the pharmacy?

0:28:04 > 0:28:07Is that it? Maybe score some cheap codeine or diazepam?

0:28:07 > 0:28:09Cos it's not going to happen.

0:28:09 > 0:28:12I don't do that. Not any more.

0:28:14 > 0:28:15That's not who I am.

0:28:15 > 0:28:18I want to believe you, but unless you tell me what's going on,

0:28:18 > 0:28:19I can't help you.

0:28:20 > 0:28:22I've been drinking for 29 years.

0:28:25 > 0:28:29I mean, it's almost two-thirds of my life.

0:28:31 > 0:28:33Proper drinking, that is.

0:28:33 > 0:28:37You know, the drinking you do when you've decided on...

0:28:40 > 0:28:42..a life less lived.

0:28:44 > 0:28:47You've done the hard part, Molly. You're clean.

0:28:47 > 0:28:49We're a hospital, not a group therapy session.

0:28:49 > 0:28:51If you can't deal with your demons outside,

0:28:51 > 0:28:55then papering over the cracks hiding in a hospital is not going to help.

0:28:55 > 0:28:57You have got to deal with it.

0:28:59 > 0:29:02Dr Hanna, you may want to see this.

0:29:02 > 0:29:04Phillip Perry's chest X-ray.

0:29:04 > 0:29:06It looks pretty advanced.

0:29:06 > 0:29:08Why didn't he say anything?

0:29:08 > 0:29:11He had other things on his mind. Where is he?

0:29:11 > 0:29:13Just over here.

0:29:14 > 0:29:16He was right here!

0:29:18 > 0:29:21- Right, I will check Resus. - I will check this way.

0:29:21 > 0:29:24Tamzin! You got a moment? Your bloke's here.

0:29:24 > 0:29:28- What bloke?- YOUR bloke. Betrothed. Ball and chain.

0:29:28 > 0:29:30"Don't Care" Dave?

0:29:30 > 0:29:32That's the one. He can't wait to meet YOU.

0:29:32 > 0:29:35- Me? What does he want to meet me for?- He's dying to.

0:29:41 > 0:29:43DYING to meet you.

0:29:43 > 0:29:46Hmm. That is rather an unfortunate turn of phrase, Jeffrey.

0:29:46 > 0:29:49Yeah, very unfortunate.

0:29:52 > 0:29:55Rita, will you check Molly Drover's obs one last time?

0:29:55 > 0:29:58I'm almost certain they'll come back clear. When they do, street her.

0:29:58 > 0:30:00For good this time.

0:30:00 > 0:30:01OK.

0:30:01 > 0:30:03Chris. Have you seen your father?

0:30:05 > 0:30:07I thought you were treating him?

0:30:07 > 0:30:08We were, but he's gone.

0:30:10 > 0:30:12He can't have got far on that ankle.

0:30:13 > 0:30:17It's not his ankle that I'm worried about, it's his condition.

0:30:17 > 0:30:19What condition?

0:30:22 > 0:30:23Mesothelioma.

0:30:23 > 0:30:25Eh?

0:30:25 > 0:30:27Cancer.

0:30:30 > 0:30:32Oh! Er, hello again.

0:30:34 > 0:30:37- You know him?- Yes, this gentleman was involved at the toy shop

0:30:37 > 0:30:39this morning. The manager, right?

0:30:40 > 0:30:43This is Dave - my fiance.

0:30:44 > 0:30:47Dave, this is Big Mac. And this...

0:30:47 > 0:30:50- is Jeff.- Jeff! I've heard so much about you.

0:30:50 > 0:30:52Oh, right! All good, I hope?

0:30:52 > 0:30:54Thank you for looking out for my girl!

0:30:54 > 0:30:56That's OK, it's all right, mate.

0:30:59 > 0:31:02OK, I will leave you to it, then.

0:31:06 > 0:31:10Blimey, Dave's just had me in a bear hug!

0:31:11 > 0:31:13You think this is a brain tumour?

0:31:13 > 0:31:16We don't know yet, but I do know that it needs to be investigated.

0:31:16 > 0:31:19You think I can do this to my kids?

0:31:19 > 0:31:22- I owe them more than that.- Don't you actually owe them the truth?

0:31:24 > 0:31:25This...

0:31:26 > 0:31:29That's a prison-issue tattoo.

0:31:29 > 0:31:31Funny thing for a doctor to know.

0:31:31 > 0:31:34Which is why I have left a message for your ex-wife.

0:31:34 > 0:31:36She'll be here as soon as she can.

0:31:36 > 0:31:40Looks like you've got every detail covered, Doctor. Good.

0:31:41 > 0:31:45Go on, then. Sign me up.

0:31:45 > 0:31:47Good. Thank you.

0:31:47 > 0:31:50Asbestos. In the lungs. That's just great.

0:31:50 > 0:31:52Your precious job has done for you...

0:31:52 > 0:31:55Just like it did for Mum. And tried to do for me.

0:31:55 > 0:31:57- Chris...- Is this some kind of sick joke, is it?

0:31:57 > 0:31:59It's no joke.

0:32:01 > 0:32:05I've got just a few months left. At most.

0:32:06 > 0:32:08Why didn't you tell me?

0:32:10 > 0:32:13Why wouldn't you tell me something like that?

0:32:13 > 0:32:14I was scared.

0:32:16 > 0:32:17Didn't know how you'd react.

0:32:19 > 0:32:20Because you think I'm weak?

0:32:20 > 0:32:25- No. Because- I- am. I wanted to leave you something.

0:32:25 > 0:32:27A legacy.

0:32:28 > 0:32:32I see I'm wrong now. Got to be your own man.

0:32:33 > 0:32:37You've got to make your own decisions. Your own mistakes.

0:32:39 > 0:32:42Robyn, would you take Mr Perry back to cubicles?

0:32:42 > 0:32:44Dr Chao is expecting him.

0:32:46 > 0:32:49Zoe? Your presence is required.

0:32:49 > 0:32:53I've been told to bring you - kicking and screaming if I have to.

0:32:53 > 0:32:54Lead on.

0:32:56 > 0:32:58So, what is this about?

0:32:58 > 0:33:00I am not quite sure.

0:33:00 > 0:33:02I can hazard a guess. It's Connie putting me in my place,

0:33:02 > 0:33:04just like she's done to everyone else.

0:33:04 > 0:33:06- I don't think... - I'll tell you what- I- think, Martin.

0:33:06 > 0:33:09She's wanted this from the start. And worst of all -

0:33:09 > 0:33:10and there's plenty, by the way -

0:33:10 > 0:33:13she's done it with the help of one of my closest friends.

0:33:13 > 0:33:16She's turned Tess into somebody I don't recognise any more.

0:33:16 > 0:33:19- She's cold, she's distant, she's cruel.- Zoe...

0:33:19 > 0:33:21And as for the rest of the team,

0:33:21 > 0:33:22she has turned them into a bunch

0:33:22 > 0:33:25of cowardly, backstabbing, spineless yes-men.

0:33:30 > 0:33:32TOOT!

0:33:35 > 0:33:41Well, on behalf of the cowardly, backstabbing, spineless yes-men...

0:33:41 > 0:33:43Happy birthday!

0:33:43 > 0:33:48- THEY MURMUR: Happy birthday. - Happy birthday, Zoe.

0:33:48 > 0:33:53Whoa! How many bottles did YOU have last night?

0:33:53 > 0:33:55Two?

0:33:55 > 0:33:57I can see it in your eyes.

0:33:59 > 0:34:02So, kindred spirit, eh?

0:34:02 > 0:34:03Oh! No pun intended.

0:34:03 > 0:34:05Whatever, Molly.

0:34:05 > 0:34:09Dr Hanna's right, isn't she? There's nothing wrong with you, is there?

0:34:11 > 0:34:13There's everything wrong with me.

0:34:13 > 0:34:16I am who I am, after all.

0:34:24 > 0:34:27Oh, Tess, what am I doing?

0:34:27 > 0:34:29I don't know.

0:34:30 > 0:34:33You embarrassed yourself. Humiliated me.

0:34:33 > 0:34:37- I'm so sorry.- Are you?

0:34:38 > 0:34:41Why does Connie get under your skin so much?

0:34:41 > 0:34:42You don't have anything to prove.

0:34:42 > 0:34:46- And you do?- I have a team to lead.

0:34:46 > 0:34:49Compromises to make. Which you walked away from.

0:34:49 > 0:34:51Management, fine.

0:34:51 > 0:34:54But when did you stop caring for patients like Molly Drover?

0:34:54 > 0:34:56When did you become THAT doctor?

0:34:56 > 0:34:58Hang on, there's nothing wrong with her.

0:34:58 > 0:35:00Medically, physically, she is fine.

0:35:00 > 0:35:02If she was sick, I would treat her, Tess.

0:35:02 > 0:35:05She's faking it, she's making it up' She thinks she had a kid.

0:35:05 > 0:35:06She did.

0:35:06 > 0:35:10Her daughter died in this hospital almost 30 years ago.

0:35:18 > 0:35:21Ethan? What's this about an MRI for Mr Durante?

0:35:21 > 0:35:24Yes, that's nothing you need to concern yourself about.

0:35:24 > 0:35:26You're obviously making up the diagnosis

0:35:26 > 0:35:28to get in Mrs Beauchamp's good books.

0:35:28 > 0:35:31Which is better than stealing ideas to get in her pants, though.

0:35:31 > 0:35:34Where are they? Where are my children?

0:35:34 > 0:35:36Sebastian and Eloise - where are they?

0:35:36 > 0:35:40- Are you Sarah Lou?- Yeah.- I'm Dr Hardy. Er, do you want to follow me?

0:35:40 > 0:35:43- Are they OK?- Yes, they're fine. They're just with their father.

0:35:43 > 0:35:45That's the problem. He's abducted them.

0:35:45 > 0:35:48He got out of jail yesterday, and today he snatched them

0:35:48 > 0:35:50from their holiday club.

0:35:50 > 0:35:52Er, we didn't know.

0:35:52 > 0:35:53He's hardly going to tell you, is he?

0:35:53 > 0:35:57No, it's OK. They're right here.

0:36:01 > 0:36:03Seb? Ellie?

0:36:03 > 0:36:07Louise, can you call Security, please.

0:36:13 > 0:36:16Any sign? She's got to be around here somewhere.

0:36:16 > 0:36:18Remind me why I'm doing this again?

0:36:18 > 0:36:19Because Molly needs my help.

0:36:19 > 0:36:22Her daughter died in this hospital 29 years ago today,

0:36:22 > 0:36:25and she was in the hospital to stop herself from remembering,

0:36:25 > 0:36:28- from drinking. - Remind me why I'M doing this again?

0:36:29 > 0:36:31Because I need you.

0:36:31 > 0:36:35And you're about the only person who will help me.

0:36:35 > 0:36:36Despite everything.

0:36:41 > 0:36:43Do they teach you this in the Army, Dad?

0:36:43 > 0:36:46Only in special circumstances. Get in the car.

0:36:46 > 0:36:47Go on, get in the car.

0:36:54 > 0:36:56Mr Durante, wait!

0:36:56 > 0:36:59No! Give them back! My babies! Give them back!

0:36:59 > 0:37:01Step away, Sarah.

0:37:01 > 0:37:04- No! Don't take them from me! - You took them from me!

0:37:04 > 0:37:06Please! Don't do this!

0:37:06 > 0:37:09YOU did this! A banning order while I was inside?!

0:37:09 > 0:37:12What did you expect? YOU DID THIS. You!

0:37:12 > 0:37:15- Want to know what I think? - Not really.

0:37:15 > 0:37:17I think maybe you should take a holiday.

0:37:17 > 0:37:19If one more person suggests that...

0:37:19 > 0:37:22But not on your own cos that would be boring.

0:37:24 > 0:37:26Max, I can't. The place needs me.

0:37:26 > 0:37:30Do you think? Or do you think you need this place?

0:37:30 > 0:37:31What's that supposed to mean?

0:37:31 > 0:37:33There's more to life than work, Zoe.

0:37:33 > 0:37:36My work is saving lives. What's more important than that?

0:37:36 > 0:37:38I don't know - having one?

0:37:42 > 0:37:44Molly!

0:37:45 > 0:37:48Ah! Dr Hanna. Want to party?

0:37:50 > 0:37:53No. And neither do you.

0:37:53 > 0:37:55Oh, yes, I do.

0:37:55 > 0:37:59Molly, I know now - I didn't know before - about your daughter.

0:37:59 > 0:38:03And I'm sorry. I understand.

0:38:03 > 0:38:04No...

0:38:05 > 0:38:07..you...don't.

0:38:10 > 0:38:13I'm sorry, OK? I'll drop the order.

0:38:13 > 0:38:16- Just, please, give them back. - It's too late. It's gone too far.

0:38:16 > 0:38:19It hasn't. This can end now.

0:38:19 > 0:38:20I know how you must be feeling.

0:38:20 > 0:38:23You know nothing! These are MY children.

0:38:23 > 0:38:26- Mine.- If you drive away, there is no turning back.

0:38:26 > 0:38:30- I know, I know!- Please! Don't! Don't hurt my babies!

0:38:30 > 0:38:32These are my kids. My family.

0:38:32 > 0:38:34- I'd never hurt them. - You already have.

0:38:34 > 0:38:38You didn't know something as basic as what Sebastian is allergic to.

0:38:38 > 0:38:40And he should be in a hospital bed right now.

0:38:40 > 0:38:43You're hurting them by taking them away from their mother.

0:38:44 > 0:38:46Look, what's in your head,

0:38:46 > 0:38:48it's affecting your senses.

0:38:48 > 0:38:49You know that.

0:38:50 > 0:38:53You certainly shouldn't be driving a car.

0:38:53 > 0:38:55Nate? What's he talking about?

0:38:55 > 0:38:56Dad? Are you sick?

0:38:58 > 0:39:00You're not leaving us, are you?

0:39:01 > 0:39:02I'm so sorry.

0:39:03 > 0:39:06I didn't want to lose you.

0:39:06 > 0:39:08You haven't. You won't. Ever.

0:39:15 > 0:39:18Come on. Let's get that scan done, OK?

0:39:24 > 0:39:26I can still see her.

0:39:28 > 0:39:30When I close my eyes, you know?

0:39:32 > 0:39:35I mean, you'd think after 29 years...

0:39:35 > 0:39:38That's not going to make it better.

0:39:38 > 0:39:42No, see, it makes it worse. See, that's the point.

0:39:43 > 0:39:46But you've done so well, Molly. You've got hope.

0:39:46 > 0:39:47Oh...

0:39:49 > 0:39:51Don't you get it?

0:39:53 > 0:39:55It's the hope...that hurts.

0:39:58 > 0:40:01See, this has been my life for as long as I can remember.

0:40:01 > 0:40:04- Why change it now?- Because you've got something to live for.

0:40:04 > 0:40:06No, I have to deal with it. Like she said.

0:40:06 > 0:40:09This is who I am.

0:40:09 > 0:40:11I can't change it now.

0:40:11 > 0:40:14What do I know, Molly? I haven't got a life.

0:40:14 > 0:40:16All I do is...

0:40:18 > 0:40:19..is this.

0:40:21 > 0:40:23I've been doing it for so long,

0:40:23 > 0:40:27I don't know when it stopped being part of my life

0:40:27 > 0:40:28and it became my life.

0:40:33 > 0:40:35I suppose the question is...

0:40:37 > 0:40:40..are we scared of life or...

0:40:41 > 0:40:43..or of living it?

0:40:52 > 0:40:55Dr Knight, I'd like to talk to you about the figures -

0:40:55 > 0:40:56what exactly are the savings?

0:40:56 > 0:40:58Er...

0:40:58 > 0:41:00Loads and loads.

0:41:00 > 0:41:05Loads. I am sure the chief executive will want something more...

0:41:05 > 0:41:08precise than "loads".

0:41:08 > 0:41:12I presume you have specific examples?

0:41:12 > 0:41:15Of course. I mean, it's all in the proposal.

0:41:15 > 0:41:18Is it, indeed? Mm-hm.

0:41:18 > 0:41:22If you look at paragraph 12 on page 18.

0:41:22 > 0:41:24Thank you, Dr Hardy, yes, I have read it.

0:41:25 > 0:41:29But I seriously doubt whether your brother has.

0:41:29 > 0:41:30Ethan's the numbers man.

0:41:30 > 0:41:34And a workhorse - that's what you called him, wasn't it?

0:41:34 > 0:41:36Just after you stole his idea.

0:41:38 > 0:41:40I don't know what Ethan has been telling you but...

0:41:40 > 0:41:45Dr Hardy said nothing. What I do care about is integrity.

0:41:45 > 0:41:47And that is something you will have to learn

0:41:47 > 0:41:50if you are to have a future in this department.

0:41:56 > 0:41:58Thank you. You can go.

0:42:08 > 0:42:10- I'm sorry.- Hmm?

0:42:12 > 0:42:13What about?

0:42:13 > 0:42:18The way I've behaved - towards you, towards the staff.

0:42:18 > 0:42:20- Everything.- I am sorry, Zoe, am I missing something?

0:42:20 > 0:42:22Are you having a bad day or what?

0:42:22 > 0:42:25I'm having a great day.

0:42:25 > 0:42:27I've got something for you.

0:42:27 > 0:42:29Holiday form, thank you.

0:42:29 > 0:42:31It's a bit more permanent than that.

0:42:37 > 0:42:40Do you want a proper drink later - on me?

0:42:40 > 0:42:42Sure.

0:42:42 > 0:42:45We've got a game to finish.

0:42:45 > 0:42:47No. I think we're done.

0:42:47 > 0:42:48Almost.

0:42:55 > 0:42:58Looks like you were right.

0:42:58 > 0:42:59Mate in four.

0:43:00 > 0:43:04Still, no hard feelings, eh?

0:43:04 > 0:43:06It's all part of the game.

0:43:10 > 0:43:11What are you doing?

0:43:11 > 0:43:13I am walking away.

0:43:13 > 0:43:15No more games.

0:43:15 > 0:43:17We are...finished.

0:43:25 > 0:43:27She's amazing, isn't she?

0:43:27 > 0:43:28Yeah.

0:43:28 > 0:43:30I couldn't believe it when she said yes.

0:43:30 > 0:43:32Nah, I bet.

0:43:32 > 0:43:33Is she happy?

0:43:33 > 0:43:35Sorry?

0:43:35 > 0:43:37Is Tamzin happy?

0:43:39 > 0:43:41It was so simple before.

0:43:41 > 0:43:44Now, every minute she's worrying about the wedding -

0:43:44 > 0:43:46table plans, venues, music...

0:43:48 > 0:43:52I need to know. Is she happy?

0:43:53 > 0:43:55Yeah, yeah, mate.

0:43:55 > 0:43:56She's happy.

0:43:59 > 0:44:01- Here you go, Jeffery.- Cheers.

0:44:01 > 0:44:02Changed your mind, then?

0:44:02 > 0:44:05Yeah, I thought people might come over for Zoe...

0:44:05 > 0:44:07er, Dr Hanna's birthday drinks thing.

0:44:07 > 0:44:09Don't you mean leaving drinks?

0:44:09 > 0:44:12Haven't you heard? She's quit.

0:44:12 > 0:44:14She's leaving tonight.

0:44:16 > 0:44:19- We'll miss you, Zoe.- Ah, thank you.

0:44:19 > 0:44:22So, it's true? You're leaving.

0:44:22 > 0:44:23It looks like it.

0:44:23 > 0:44:25Leaving us in the lurch.

0:44:25 > 0:44:28- Tess...- It's OK. She's right.

0:44:29 > 0:44:33I just feel like it's the right thing to do, Tess.

0:44:34 > 0:44:36Good luck, Zoe.

0:44:45 > 0:44:48- Look after Charlie for me.- We will.

0:44:56 > 0:45:00"Dear Connie, it will be obvious by now that I'm leaving.

0:45:00 > 0:45:03"So I won't bang on about why too much.

0:45:03 > 0:45:07"Suffice to say, a wise woman pointed out to me

0:45:07 > 0:45:11"that a life less lived is no life at all.

0:45:11 > 0:45:15' "It's the staff I want to talk about.

0:45:15 > 0:45:17' "Just a piece of advice.

0:45:17 > 0:45:19' "Look after them.

0:45:19 > 0:45:21' "Tolerate their little spats...'

0:45:23 > 0:45:26"Help them when they're at their most vulnerable.

0:45:29 > 0:45:32"Protect them when they're in danger.

0:45:35 > 0:45:39"Help them when they don't realise they need it.

0:45:39 > 0:45:43"Praise them when they save lives

0:45:43 > 0:45:44"Enable them to change.

0:45:46 > 0:45:49"Or just make a difference.

0:45:49 > 0:45:52"Because they are the greatest asset any leader could have,

0:45:52 > 0:45:55' "and the greatest of friends.'

0:45:55 > 0:45:57"I wish you the best of luck...

0:45:57 > 0:45:59"really - you're going to need it.

0:45:59 > 0:46:01"Regards, Zoe.

0:46:02 > 0:46:06"PS. I've left you a little something in your drawer.

0:46:08 > 0:46:11"Keep them under your desk and give your feet a break.

0:46:11 > 0:46:14"Doing a double shift in heels is murder."

0:46:25 > 0:46:26So...

0:46:26 > 0:46:29You're running away.

0:46:29 > 0:46:31- Good choice. - I am not running away.

0:46:33 > 0:46:35I'm running TOWARD something.

0:46:35 > 0:46:37What?

0:46:38 > 0:46:39Me.

0:46:39 > 0:46:42- Did you just say that?- I know!

0:46:42 > 0:46:44See? What am I going to do now?

0:46:44 > 0:46:46You'll live your life.

0:46:46 > 0:46:48Other people will make you laugh.

0:46:48 > 0:46:49Not like you.

0:46:49 > 0:46:52Hmm, this is true.

0:46:52 > 0:46:53Listen, um...

0:46:58 > 0:47:00I want you to be happy.

0:47:02 > 0:47:04So do I.

0:47:04 > 0:47:06That's why I am doing this.

0:47:06 > 0:47:08Can you understand that?

0:47:09 > 0:47:10If I have to.

0:47:11 > 0:47:13(Max...

0:47:19 > 0:47:21(Thank you.)

0:47:26 > 0:47:28Zoe.

0:47:28 > 0:47:30I love you, you know.

0:47:30 > 0:47:32I know. MOBILE PHONE RINGS

0:47:36 > 0:47:37Dad?

0:47:39 > 0:47:41Yeah, I've had a lovely birthday, thank you.

0:47:43 > 0:47:47Yeah, I've got some time off. I'm going to come and visit you.

0:47:50 > 0:47:52Hmm... For as long as you want me.

0:47:52 > 0:47:55There you are! We're on. You playing or not?

0:47:57 > 0:48:00You all right, mate? You've been quiet all day.

0:48:00 > 0:48:03Is there anything I can help with?

0:48:03 > 0:48:04Nah.

0:48:04 > 0:48:06I'm good.

0:48:08 > 0:48:09Come on.

0:48:10 > 0:48:12Let's rock'n'roll.

0:48:14 > 0:48:16Don't worry, mate, she'll be back.