Maybe This Year

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0:00:02 > 0:00:03- We can keep visiting her. - I can't.

0:00:03 > 0:00:06Contenders, you will go on my first whistle. One, two, three...

0:00:06 > 0:00:09HE WHISTLES

0:00:09 > 0:00:10HE CHUCKLES

0:00:10 > 0:00:11Who the hell am I, Charlie?

0:00:11 > 0:00:15My real mum - she must still be out there, right?

0:00:15 > 0:00:17Everything is good, Dixie.

0:00:17 > 0:00:20Tell my daughter she best have saved me a sarnie.

0:00:20 > 0:00:23A button-cute little kid, two mums - I get it, all right?

0:00:23 > 0:00:26But you're running away with this one, Dix, it's taking over you.

0:00:26 > 0:00:28Ethan.

0:00:28 > 0:00:30What if he's not my brother?

0:01:09 > 0:01:10Dix?

0:01:10 > 0:01:12You all right, mate?

0:01:12 > 0:01:13I'm all right, Iain.

0:01:18 > 0:01:20CHATTER

0:01:20 > 0:01:22HE GRUNTS

0:01:22 > 0:01:25MUSIC PLAYS: I Am What I Am by Gloria Gaynor

0:01:25 > 0:01:27TURNS MUSIC OFF

0:01:27 > 0:01:30Mum, I'm here, I'm ready, I'm immaculate.

0:01:30 > 0:01:33Well, I say that, you should see the awful shirt they've given me...

0:01:33 > 0:01:36- Don't you just love the winter? - Mind out!

0:01:36 > 0:01:38- Rude.- Move!

0:01:44 > 0:01:46PHONE RINGS

0:01:46 > 0:01:48Mum?

0:01:50 > 0:01:51Iain, you all right there?

0:01:51 > 0:01:54Yeah, yeah. Dixie is in the back. Quick.

0:01:54 > 0:01:56Watch yourselves on the ice, guys. Watch the ice.

0:01:56 > 0:01:59- Dix?- Yeah. Yeah, I'm OK.

0:01:59 > 0:02:03I think Iain skidded on the ice. We didn't stand a chance.

0:02:03 > 0:02:04No, Lily, let me.

0:02:04 > 0:02:06What, in those shoes?

0:02:07 > 0:02:10Just be careful how you move around in there.

0:02:10 > 0:02:12We can't be sure this is stable.

0:02:12 > 0:02:14Right, this is Florence Hill, 38.

0:02:14 > 0:02:17We picked up with a queried fractured elbow after

0:02:17 > 0:02:21she slipped on some ice, but post-RTC, she's got

0:02:21 > 0:02:25a foreign body embedded in her thigh - looks like fibreglass.

0:02:25 > 0:02:28I've given her ten of morphine en route for the elbow.

0:02:28 > 0:02:31- Lily, why don't you attend to the motorcyclist.- On it.

0:02:31 > 0:02:33- Dixie, can I get some extra dressing, please?- Yeah.

0:02:33 > 0:02:36Right, let's get some IM ketamine, please. You all right, Dixie?

0:02:36 > 0:02:40- Yeah, yeah, yeah. - Right, Louise, get my trainers from my office, please.

0:02:40 > 0:02:43Charlie, once the fire service are here, can you make sure...

0:02:43 > 0:02:45- I will prep resus. - It's like a skating rink out there.

0:02:45 > 0:02:48Cutbacks, isn't it? It's always the cutbacks.

0:02:48 > 0:02:49WOMAN GROANS

0:02:49 > 0:02:51Yeah, I think this is through and through.

0:02:51 > 0:02:53Give me a pedal pulse, please.

0:02:53 > 0:02:55OK.

0:02:55 > 0:02:58And I thought the worst of my problems was a broken elbow.

0:02:58 > 0:03:01Typical. The one day I have to be somewhere.

0:03:01 > 0:03:04- Don't worry, you'll get there. - Promise?

0:03:04 > 0:03:06SHE CHUCKLES

0:03:09 > 0:03:12Uh...I uh...

0:03:12 > 0:03:14Hello.

0:03:14 > 0:03:16Hello.

0:03:16 > 0:03:20Hey, you OK? Can you grab me that wheelchair, please?

0:03:20 > 0:03:21Can you tell me your name?

0:03:21 > 0:03:23Susan Blossom.

0:03:23 > 0:03:26I don't mean to cause a fuss, I saw the ambulance.

0:03:26 > 0:03:28No, no, no, no, that's what we're here for.

0:03:28 > 0:03:29Can you tell me what happened?

0:03:29 > 0:03:32I fell. I slipped over.

0:03:32 > 0:03:34OK, we'll get you cleaned up

0:03:34 > 0:03:36and get the doctor to have a look at you, all right?

0:03:36 > 0:03:39I was out shopping, buying presents.

0:03:39 > 0:03:42My boy'll be home for Christmas - God willing.

0:03:45 > 0:03:47Er, Santiago Allen?

0:03:49 > 0:03:51This way.

0:03:56 > 0:03:58There are no paper bags, Mum.

0:03:58 > 0:04:01I don't need to breathe into a bag!

0:04:01 > 0:04:02HE SIGHS

0:04:02 > 0:04:05I was looking so good. Even in this shirt.

0:04:05 > 0:04:07I'll selfie it to you.

0:04:07 > 0:04:10Honestly, you wouldn't wash your car with it.

0:04:14 > 0:04:16Right, all hands on deck.

0:04:16 > 0:04:19We are now, officially, two doctors and one ambulance down.

0:04:19 > 0:04:20An ambulance?

0:04:20 > 0:04:23Didn't you hear it? It crashed right outside.

0:04:23 > 0:04:26So, up and at 'em, as they say.

0:04:26 > 0:04:27OK, yep. Two secs.

0:04:29 > 0:04:33Listen, if it helps,

0:04:33 > 0:04:36a good half of the department staff know about Matilda.

0:04:36 > 0:04:38She's in the best place, Cal.

0:04:38 > 0:04:41Yeah. She wasn't mine, so...

0:04:48 > 0:04:51What's that stuff you gave me?

0:04:51 > 0:04:53It's like morphine.

0:04:53 > 0:04:55Street value of millions.

0:04:55 > 0:04:58If I get hooked, I'm blaming you.

0:04:58 > 0:05:00HE CHUCKLES

0:05:00 > 0:05:02Right, we need to get this leg elevated.

0:05:02 > 0:05:05OK, Flo. Now, here is where the fun starts.

0:05:05 > 0:05:06That's irony, right?

0:05:06 > 0:05:07This is how we roll.

0:05:09 > 0:05:10THEY CHUCKLE

0:05:10 > 0:05:12Argh.

0:05:12 > 0:05:13Flo?

0:05:13 > 0:05:16It's nothing, I bumped it when I fell.

0:05:16 > 0:05:19It's just my leg. Now, that's another story.

0:05:19 > 0:05:22All right, let's try and do this, all right? Ready?

0:05:22 > 0:05:24Argh!

0:05:24 > 0:05:27All right, all right, sorry, Flo. Sorry. No, no, no, she's trapped.

0:05:27 > 0:05:29Ah, right, thank you.

0:05:29 > 0:05:31Can we get some O neg on standby, please?

0:05:31 > 0:05:32Yep. Anything else?

0:05:32 > 0:05:35Listen, we need to get an ETA on the fire service.

0:05:35 > 0:05:36- Yep, I'm all over it. - Cheers.

0:05:38 > 0:05:41I think you'll find that particular horse has bolted, mate.

0:05:41 > 0:05:46So, Flo. What you been up to today, huh? What, Christmas shopping?

0:05:46 > 0:05:50I was out buying sunblock. I'm getting on a plane tonight.

0:05:50 > 0:05:51Ah, anywhere nice?

0:05:51 > 0:05:53Australia.

0:05:53 > 0:05:55Always wanted to take a trip over there.

0:05:55 > 0:05:59This is permanent. I'm emigrating.

0:05:59 > 0:06:04Sold my flat, everything is packed up and ready to be sent.

0:06:04 > 0:06:05Oh, OK, so that's what you

0:06:05 > 0:06:08- meant by you had somewhere to go. - I know.

0:06:08 > 0:06:11Can I fly with a broken elbow?

0:06:11 > 0:06:14I...I think you might have to rearrange.

0:06:14 > 0:06:16I'm afraid England doesn't want to let you go.

0:06:16 > 0:06:20Nothing's stopping me. I found love...

0:06:20 > 0:06:23My husband-to-be's from there.

0:06:23 > 0:06:25You've just ruined all my hopes.

0:06:25 > 0:06:28Sorry, you'll have to find someone else.

0:06:28 > 0:06:30HE SIGHS

0:06:30 > 0:06:32Don't look at me.

0:06:32 > 0:06:35SHE CHUCKLES

0:06:35 > 0:06:37PHONE RINGS

0:06:37 > 0:06:41- Noel.- No, Rita.- You can't just ignore the phone.

0:06:41 > 0:06:42What phone?

0:06:42 > 0:06:44Come on, I've got enough on my plate today.

0:06:44 > 0:06:46I was promised an assistant.

0:06:46 > 0:06:49- It's the weather, he'll have been held up.- He?

0:06:49 > 0:06:51Holby City Emergency Department, what can I do for you?

0:06:51 > 0:06:55- Hold up, mate. - I'm Jack, your new ring-a-ding man.

0:06:56 > 0:06:58Oh, very firm.

0:06:58 > 0:07:00You must be strangling these poor phones.

0:07:00 > 0:07:03Problem solved. Can I get on with my work now?

0:07:03 > 0:07:05Uh-hm.

0:07:05 > 0:07:07I know...

0:07:07 > 0:07:09The doctor'll be here in a second.

0:07:09 > 0:07:14My fault for rushing around - I've still got so much to get.

0:07:14 > 0:07:16Order the turkey, make the Christmas pudding,

0:07:16 > 0:07:18I've got a special recipe for it.

0:07:18 > 0:07:20Not to mention all the presents.

0:07:20 > 0:07:23Sounds like you're having the perfect Christmas.

0:07:23 > 0:07:26Hi, there. I'm Dr Knight.

0:07:26 > 0:07:28So, we've got a head lac

0:07:28 > 0:07:31and a particularly nasty gash to the knee.

0:07:31 > 0:07:33Do you mind if I take a look?

0:07:34 > 0:07:36SHE MOANS

0:07:36 > 0:07:39Right, it's unlikely, but in case there is a fracture,

0:07:39 > 0:07:41- I'd like to get an X-ray. - I hope not. I've got so much to do.

0:07:41 > 0:07:44Susan's having a big family Christmas.

0:07:44 > 0:07:46Lucky you.

0:07:46 > 0:07:50Sorry, he's just been a bit... caught up, lately.

0:07:50 > 0:07:51Oh.

0:07:51 > 0:07:55When can I go? Only, I haven't put the lights up yet.

0:07:55 > 0:07:57Let's see how your leg is.

0:07:57 > 0:08:00Normally I have them on by now, shining brightly.

0:08:02 > 0:08:05My front window's like a lighthouse.

0:08:09 > 0:08:13- Hi.- Dr Hardy, this is Raz Manson. He's 18 years old,

0:08:13 > 0:08:15been complaining of dizziness.

0:08:15 > 0:08:18A passer-by brought him in when he stumbled in front of his car.

0:08:18 > 0:08:20- He's probably been drinking. - No, I ain't.

0:08:20 > 0:08:22Well, you weren't ice skating.

0:08:22 > 0:08:25You're sweet. I just slipped is all.

0:08:25 > 0:08:28OK. We do need to know if you've been drinking, though.

0:08:28 > 0:08:31- Yeah, like I've got the money for it.- I take it you've been sleeping rough?

0:08:31 > 0:08:35- Well, I wasn't in the Ritz. - Let's get some IV access, please.

0:08:35 > 0:08:38Would you mind if we get you out of your trousers and into a gown?

0:08:38 > 0:08:40- We've got spares. - No. They were given to me.

0:08:40 > 0:08:42Yeah, but I can get you a clean pair.

0:08:42 > 0:08:44I said they were given to me.

0:08:44 > 0:08:47OK. We can work round that for now.

0:08:47 > 0:08:49Why's it so hot in here?

0:08:49 > 0:08:52You're feeling the sudden shift from the cold to the warm.

0:08:52 > 0:08:56Right, let's have a look.

0:08:56 > 0:08:58OK, this does look like frostbite.

0:08:58 > 0:09:00Can we get some warm water, please?

0:09:00 > 0:09:04We're going to need to re-warm his fingers with wet heat. You OK?

0:09:04 > 0:09:08When I've finished my assessment, we'll get you a cup of tea as well.

0:09:08 > 0:09:10Can I get a breakfast with that?

0:09:10 > 0:09:12His temp's 35.

0:09:12 > 0:09:15OK, that's pretty low, it's not unexpected. Let's get an ECG, please.

0:09:15 > 0:09:19His pulse is 80 and his BP is 121/78.

0:09:19 > 0:09:21Right, let's get you warmed up.

0:09:21 > 0:09:24We're going to need the warming blanket, please, Louise.

0:09:26 > 0:09:28Er, Mr Allen, sorry for the...

0:09:33 > 0:09:34- Ohhh... - WOMAN EXCLAIMS

0:09:34 > 0:09:36..sorry.

0:09:43 > 0:09:46So, I was in medical records for a while,

0:09:46 > 0:09:48then the X-ray film library, but my ambition was to be a nurse.

0:09:48 > 0:09:50I saved a squirrel's life once.

0:09:50 > 0:09:52Should've meant me being a vet, I know,

0:09:52 > 0:09:55but some animals smell awful. I mean, they pong, Noelle.

0:09:55 > 0:09:59So I thought, "I know, I'll become a nurse. Nurse Jack."

0:09:59 > 0:10:02- There's still time. - Do you think so?

0:10:02 > 0:10:05Mm. You could apply now. Right this minute.

0:10:06 > 0:10:08I've lost a patient.

0:10:08 > 0:10:11OMG, my first death. Is there a button we press?

0:10:11 > 0:10:13Lost, as in gone missing.

0:10:13 > 0:10:17Santiago Allen, large guy, white hair, big fluffy beard.

0:10:17 > 0:10:21- It's the tenth one I've lost this year.- Excuse me.

0:10:21 > 0:10:23Ugh! What is that? Noelle, Noelle!

0:10:23 > 0:10:26All right, all right, calm down, calm down.

0:10:26 > 0:10:29Right, sir, if you'd like to come with me.

0:10:29 > 0:10:31If you just take a seat over there, please.

0:10:31 > 0:10:34We're very busy and a little short-handed,

0:10:34 > 0:10:36but don't worry, you'll be seen. Ah, Dr Chao. How about that?

0:10:36 > 0:10:38Magic.

0:10:38 > 0:10:40This way, please.

0:10:40 > 0:10:42So, you bonded with Jack yet?

0:10:42 > 0:10:45Tenner says he doesn't last the day.

0:10:45 > 0:10:49Back. Go on, back, I say. Noelle?!

0:10:52 > 0:10:54There's some definite bruising.

0:10:55 > 0:10:58Have you had shortness of breath, Flo?

0:10:58 > 0:10:59No. Nothing like that.

0:10:59 > 0:11:01We'll need a CT once we get in.

0:11:01 > 0:11:04- OK.- Let me take a look at the foot.

0:11:04 > 0:11:06- Can you do obs for me, please? - All right.

0:11:08 > 0:11:10FLO EXCLAIMS

0:11:10 > 0:11:12AMBULANCE CREAKS

0:11:12 > 0:11:13Not good news, I'm afraid.

0:11:13 > 0:11:16Big Mac says the fire crew that was on its way, it's been held

0:11:16 > 0:11:18up at an RTC, the main road's closed.

0:11:18 > 0:11:21- Oh!- Cheers, Lou. - Sorry, I've got to get back inside.

0:11:21 > 0:11:24Thanks, Louise. You all right?

0:11:24 > 0:11:26Yeah, yeah, I am fine. I'm good.

0:11:28 > 0:11:30I'm never going to get on that plane.

0:11:30 > 0:11:32Hey, listen, Flo...

0:11:32 > 0:11:35we'll give them a couple more minutes,

0:11:35 > 0:11:37but either way, we'll get you sorted out, OK?

0:11:37 > 0:11:41I left a message with Brendan, my fiance, telling him

0:11:41 > 0:11:42I was on my way here.

0:11:42 > 0:11:45But if I'm not going to make it to the airport,

0:11:45 > 0:11:47can you make sure he finds me?

0:11:47 > 0:11:50- Of course. - He'll be in the air now.

0:11:50 > 0:11:53- He's on a plane, then? - Coming from Australia.

0:11:55 > 0:11:58Long-distance love. Wow. When was the last time you saw him?

0:11:58 > 0:12:00We met online.

0:12:00 > 0:12:05Brendan came over six months ago, we clicked like you wouldn't believe.

0:12:05 > 0:12:10It's going to be all kangaroos and shrimps on the barbie.

0:12:10 > 0:12:13I'm supposed to be emigrating today.

0:12:13 > 0:12:15He's flying all the way from Australia

0:12:15 > 0:12:17and then, flying straight back, hm?

0:12:17 > 0:12:19He is quite a gentlemen, eh?

0:12:19 > 0:12:22Coming to collect his woman like that.

0:12:22 > 0:12:24There's not enough of us around.

0:12:25 > 0:12:29Resps of 18. BP's 100/70. Pulse 100.

0:12:29 > 0:12:30I'm scared of planes.

0:12:30 > 0:12:33He said he'd hold my hand all the way to Sydney.

0:12:33 > 0:12:37It's so much safer on terra firma.

0:12:37 > 0:12:39FLO SCREAMS

0:12:39 > 0:12:42- Flo? - Oh, no, Flo.

0:12:42 > 0:12:45Right, OK, we need to get her out of here now.

0:12:45 > 0:12:47Erm, I need to clamp the artery.

0:12:48 > 0:12:51- Flo, you still with us? - Yeah.

0:12:51 > 0:12:54OK, listen, we're going to need to break this up into more manageable pieces.

0:12:54 > 0:12:55All right?

0:12:55 > 0:12:58Someone out here must have something we can use.

0:12:58 > 0:13:01It's your call.

0:13:01 > 0:13:03OK.

0:13:03 > 0:13:05Ask Charlie for the FAST scan.

0:13:06 > 0:13:10If you've got to do it, do it. Can't keep Brendan waiting.

0:13:12 > 0:13:14SHE SCREAMS

0:13:14 > 0:13:15Sorry. So sorry.

0:13:15 > 0:13:17FLO SHRIEKS

0:13:17 > 0:13:19If you're free, they're moving Flo.

0:13:19 > 0:13:21Right, on my way.

0:13:21 > 0:13:23Olivia, you can't stay away, can you?

0:13:23 > 0:13:27If you come round this side and I'll pop you into the bed.

0:13:28 > 0:13:30Ready?

0:13:30 > 0:13:31There we go.

0:13:32 > 0:13:34Let me see your notes.

0:13:35 > 0:13:38Right, your ECG looks normal, so that's good.

0:13:38 > 0:13:41So, we're going to set about wet-heating your fingers now.

0:13:41 > 0:13:45This can be quite painful, but the painkillers should help.

0:13:45 > 0:13:47And we'll check your feet while we wait for a space on the ward.

0:13:47 > 0:13:50OK. Louise, could you start that? Thanks.

0:13:51 > 0:13:53HE GROANS

0:13:54 > 0:13:57I didn't come here to be tortured.

0:13:58 > 0:13:59HE COUGHS

0:13:59 > 0:14:02- You all right? - I'm all right.

0:14:02 > 0:14:03His heart rate's up to 100.

0:14:03 > 0:14:06I'm going to die, aren't I? I told you, I'm going to die!

0:14:06 > 0:14:08No, no, no, that's not going to happen.

0:14:08 > 0:14:11As soon as I felt winter coming, I just knew. I just knew I was going to die.

0:14:11 > 0:14:15Mate, you've got a phone, so that must mean you've got family or friends.

0:14:15 > 0:14:17Call one of them, cos you can't go back out there.

0:14:17 > 0:14:19- No. I can't... - Course you can.

0:14:19 > 0:14:20NO! All right?

0:14:22 > 0:14:23Just no.

0:14:25 > 0:14:27HE WHIMPERS

0:14:51 > 0:14:52OK, let's do this.

0:14:55 > 0:14:57- Do it.- OK.

0:14:59 > 0:15:02SHE SHRIEKS

0:15:02 > 0:15:05Nobody told me it was this bad.

0:15:05 > 0:15:08All right, all right.

0:15:08 > 0:15:10Yeah. We're there. Let's go. Let's go.

0:15:13 > 0:15:18Everybody ready? OK, on three - one, two, three!

0:15:18 > 0:15:21- ALL STRAIN - OK, I got her, Jacob. - Got her, Mac, yeah?

0:15:21 > 0:15:24Got her. All right, nice and easy.

0:15:24 > 0:15:26OK, and three, two, one, down.

0:15:26 > 0:15:27FLO MOANS

0:15:27 > 0:15:29- OK.- OK.

0:15:29 > 0:15:32OK, let's do this, Mac, fast and fluid.

0:15:37 > 0:15:42They're loving me, Mum, Noelle even said I'd earned a break...

0:15:42 > 0:15:44Flo... Go, go, go, go.

0:15:44 > 0:15:47All right, she's pale, very clammy, and her neck veins are distended.

0:15:47 > 0:15:49Obs as soon as we can, please.

0:15:49 > 0:15:51Heart rate's increasing.

0:15:51 > 0:15:53It's got to be this chest injury.

0:15:53 > 0:15:55She was in pain, but said she felt OK, considering.

0:15:55 > 0:15:58I think she just wanted to make sure she was on that plane.

0:15:58 > 0:16:02- Yep.- Cap refill is down, will do some sats in a second.

0:16:04 > 0:16:06Looks like a pericardial effusion.

0:16:06 > 0:16:09All right, let's sedate her. I want 20ml of propofol, please, Lily.

0:16:09 > 0:16:12And let's get a pericardiocentesis kit.

0:16:12 > 0:16:13Right away.

0:16:13 > 0:16:16Can someone fast bleep cardiothoracics, please?

0:16:18 > 0:16:21Right, so I got the X-ray back and there is no fracture.

0:16:21 > 0:16:23Just get some stitches in and then, you'll be on your way.

0:16:23 > 0:16:27- So, no more shopping today? - No. Wouldn't have thought so.

0:16:31 > 0:16:33Sorry, I'll just be a minute.

0:16:34 > 0:16:36Dr Knight, can I have a quick word?

0:16:36 > 0:16:38Before you ask, I'm not doing Secret Santa.

0:16:38 > 0:16:43- I could've guessed that. Look, I know what you're going through. - Actually, you don't.

0:16:43 > 0:16:46Well, no, I can imagine. If you're not up to being here...

0:16:46 > 0:16:48Who are you? Charlie?

0:16:49 > 0:16:51Look, Robyn...

0:16:51 > 0:16:53I'll get on top of this...

0:16:53 > 0:16:55I'm just trying to say that...

0:16:55 > 0:16:57SUSAN GASPS

0:16:57 > 0:16:58Susan?

0:17:00 > 0:17:01It can't be.

0:17:01 > 0:17:03PHONE RINGS

0:17:03 > 0:17:05It can't.

0:17:07 > 0:17:09PHONE CONTINUES

0:17:11 > 0:17:13Hello... Hello?

0:17:13 > 0:17:15Dr Knight.

0:17:15 > 0:17:16Louise?

0:17:21 > 0:17:22MAN COUGHS

0:17:25 > 0:17:27Can you check his temperature, please?

0:17:27 > 0:17:28OK, I need to have a proper look at you.

0:17:28 > 0:17:30- PHONE:- Louise? Hello?

0:17:30 > 0:17:32It's his phone.

0:17:32 > 0:17:33Who is Jerome?

0:17:37 > 0:17:39Susan?

0:17:40 > 0:17:43He's... He's my son.

0:17:44 > 0:17:47I haven't seen him for years.

0:17:48 > 0:17:49He... He ran away.

0:17:52 > 0:17:54It might just be me, Noelle,

0:17:54 > 0:17:57but where are all the fairy lights and the decorations?

0:17:57 > 0:18:00I've looked for him everywhere. I need to report a missing patient.

0:18:00 > 0:18:03He's probably upped and left, happens all the time, Lofty.

0:18:03 > 0:18:05PHONE RINGS

0:18:05 > 0:18:08Ho, ho, Ho-lby City Emergency Department, how may I assist thee?

0:18:08 > 0:18:09Tell you what...

0:18:10 > 0:18:13..I'll have a word with my mate, get him to check the CCTV.

0:18:15 > 0:18:17Erm, do you think you could cope without me?

0:18:17 > 0:18:19Look at me, plunged straight into the firing line.

0:18:19 > 0:18:22It's like when I did Cabaret at school, the musical,

0:18:22 > 0:18:24the lead girl went ill and I had to step in.

0:18:24 > 0:18:26I'll take that as a yes.

0:18:26 > 0:18:27He's...er, fun.

0:18:29 > 0:18:30HE LAUGHS

0:18:34 > 0:18:35BEEPING

0:18:35 > 0:18:38- Obs? - Sats are still low.

0:18:39 > 0:18:43Right, well, let me know when you're clear.

0:18:43 > 0:18:45I'll stay on the line.

0:18:47 > 0:18:49Would you fly around the world for someone?

0:18:49 > 0:18:51Absolutely.

0:18:51 > 0:18:53Twice if I had to.

0:18:53 > 0:18:56This Brendan, if that's even his name,

0:18:56 > 0:18:58he's persuaded her to

0:18:58 > 0:19:01sell everything up and open a nice little joint account.

0:19:01 > 0:19:04That's cynical.

0:19:04 > 0:19:06That's not cynical, I'm just a realist.

0:19:09 > 0:19:12Tenner says he shows.

0:19:12 > 0:19:13Only a tenner?

0:19:15 > 0:19:17You're not very confident.

0:19:17 > 0:19:19All right.

0:19:19 > 0:19:2011 quid.

0:19:20 > 0:19:23THEY CHUCKLE

0:19:23 > 0:19:25Nearly there.

0:19:27 > 0:19:29OK.

0:19:31 > 0:19:34(Come on, Flo. Look at that, well done.)

0:19:34 > 0:19:35Obs?

0:19:36 > 0:19:40Improving. Resps 15, BP's 120/80, pulse 80.

0:19:40 > 0:19:42(Lovely.)

0:19:42 > 0:19:44So, have we got a bet?

0:19:51 > 0:19:52I'm glad we did examine you.

0:19:52 > 0:19:55It looks like you've got cellulitis of the leg, which is

0:19:55 > 0:19:57a nasty skin infection.

0:19:57 > 0:19:59Are you sure you didn't feel any pain?

0:19:59 > 0:20:01Thought it was frostbite.

0:20:03 > 0:20:05What do I say?

0:20:06 > 0:20:08Erm...

0:20:08 > 0:20:09try hello.

0:20:15 > 0:20:16Jerome?

0:20:20 > 0:20:22It is...

0:20:24 > 0:20:26It's you, isn't it?

0:20:26 > 0:20:29Uh, sorry. This gentleman's name is...

0:20:29 > 0:20:31Jerome. Raz is just a nickname.

0:20:36 > 0:20:38Mum?

0:20:44 > 0:20:45Oh, my.

0:20:45 > 0:20:47SHE SNIFFLES

0:20:50 > 0:20:53You're real!

0:20:57 > 0:20:59Right, OK, thank you.

0:20:59 > 0:21:01PHONES RING

0:21:01 > 0:21:04You haven't scared him off already, have you? Last thing I need.

0:21:04 > 0:21:05Holby City Emergency Department.

0:21:05 > 0:21:08Hello, Holby City Emergency Department, how can I help you?

0:21:08 > 0:21:12- I just want to know where the decs are. The Christmas decs. - It's a bit early for that, isn't it?

0:21:12 > 0:21:15- I know you're hiding them, Biggus Maccus.- Biggus whattus?

0:21:17 > 0:21:20Now, you want to help me prove that men are good, honest and worthwhile?

0:21:20 > 0:21:22Huh. Where do I sign?

0:21:22 > 0:21:25I need to trace a flight from Australia, one particular passenger.

0:21:25 > 0:21:26Can you help me with that?

0:21:26 > 0:21:29- NOEL CHUCKLES - I can do that standing on my head. What's the chap's name?

0:21:29 > 0:21:31Brendan Burnett. Aussie fella.

0:21:31 > 0:21:33Jacob, sort that for me, will you?

0:21:34 > 0:21:37Excuse me.

0:21:37 > 0:21:41Guess which paramedic isn't on the St James's Christmas card list?

0:21:41 > 0:21:44They're packed, then? What happens if I get the blame?

0:21:44 > 0:21:46- I'll go on strike. - Yeah, right.

0:21:46 > 0:21:49I will. I'll call everyone out. How's your head?

0:21:49 > 0:21:50It's all right.

0:21:52 > 0:21:53Sorry.

0:21:55 > 0:21:57HE RETCHES

0:21:57 > 0:22:00OK, Louise, I'm going to take some blood cultures.

0:22:00 > 0:22:02If you can get the antibiotics ready, please.

0:22:02 > 0:22:04Jerome, I'm right here.

0:22:04 > 0:22:06Do you know if you're allergic to penicillin?

0:22:06 > 0:22:09- HE RETCHES Jerome? - Not that I know of.

0:22:09 > 0:22:12Is your son allergic to anything, any medications?

0:22:12 > 0:22:13Uh, no. Nothing. He never was.

0:22:13 > 0:22:17- Are you sure? You did say he's been gone a long time.- I'm his mother. I'm sure.

0:22:17 > 0:22:19Great. If you could just wait outside, please?

0:22:19 > 0:22:22- I'm not moving. - Come on, he's not going anywhere.

0:22:22 > 0:22:26- Promise. - It's OK, it's OK. I'll be fine.

0:22:26 > 0:22:27HE CHUCKLES

0:22:27 > 0:22:29Fine, but I'm coming right back.

0:22:31 > 0:22:34Thank you. Cal. How are you doing?

0:22:34 > 0:22:36Yeah, I'm getting there.

0:22:36 > 0:22:38You sure?

0:22:38 > 0:22:40Yeah, being here, working, it all helps.

0:22:44 > 0:22:46HE EXHALES

0:22:47 > 0:22:50Well, it shouldn't be too long before you go up to theatre.

0:22:50 > 0:22:52Is Brendan here?

0:22:53 > 0:22:55I, erm, I don't know if he's landed.

0:22:55 > 0:22:57He'll be charging through checkout.

0:22:57 > 0:22:58I expect so.

0:23:03 > 0:23:04Excuse me.

0:23:10 > 0:23:13- 11 quid, we said. - You found him?

0:23:13 > 0:23:17Noel checked every flight from Australia coming to this airport today.

0:23:17 > 0:23:19No Brendan Burnett.

0:23:19 > 0:23:20SHE SIGHS

0:23:20 > 0:23:22You were spot on.

0:23:23 > 0:23:25He's probably a con merchant.

0:23:25 > 0:23:27Probably taken every penny she's got.

0:23:27 > 0:23:30Really didn't want to be right about this one.

0:23:30 > 0:23:32I hate this guy.

0:23:32 > 0:23:34Lonely people, Jacob.

0:23:36 > 0:23:40Seven billion people in the world and they can't find anyone.

0:23:44 > 0:23:48Imagine that, that must be the best Christmas present ever.

0:23:48 > 0:23:50Do you think he'll come home with you?

0:23:50 > 0:23:52He looked like he wanted to.

0:23:52 > 0:23:58Maybe this is what he needed, a chance to find his way home again.

0:23:58 > 0:24:00Just imagine if he did...

0:24:03 > 0:24:04HE WHEEZES

0:24:04 > 0:24:06He will, won't he?

0:24:06 > 0:24:08All that food you've bought, and those presents,

0:24:08 > 0:24:10I can't imagine he'll resist.

0:24:11 > 0:24:12Susan, erm...

0:24:13 > 0:24:16..about earlier, apparently, I was off my game.

0:24:16 > 0:24:18Don't be silly.

0:24:20 > 0:24:22Hey. I've got something for you.

0:24:22 > 0:24:24Really?

0:24:29 > 0:24:32His heart rate's slowing and his BP is down to 120/88,

0:24:32 > 0:24:35and his resps, they're down to 20.

0:24:35 > 0:24:37OK, can I get you to sit forward for me, please?

0:24:37 > 0:24:40Let's keep the fluids going and keep an eye on him, yeah?

0:24:40 > 0:24:41Some nice deep breaths.

0:24:45 > 0:24:47OK. I'm sorry about that,

0:24:47 > 0:24:51your mother obviously forgot that you have certain allergies.

0:24:51 > 0:24:52Raz?

0:24:56 > 0:24:58That's my mum for you.

0:25:05 > 0:25:09I didn't just injure the woman, we had to divert patients from the ED.

0:25:09 > 0:25:11And they went to St James's.

0:25:11 > 0:25:12You weren't driving.

0:25:12 > 0:25:14It was an accident, mate.

0:25:14 > 0:25:15I know that.

0:25:19 > 0:25:21I'm going to find that motorbike responder,

0:25:21 > 0:25:23get her version of events.

0:25:24 > 0:25:27Theatre won't be long. Ten minutes.

0:25:28 > 0:25:29You're wrong.

0:25:31 > 0:25:34I checked, double-checked. His name's not on any flight list.

0:25:34 > 0:25:37- He promised me. - I know.

0:25:38 > 0:25:41And I'm really sorry, but you're going to keep asking

0:25:41 > 0:25:43for him, and sometimes you...

0:25:44 > 0:25:46Sometimes you, erm...

0:25:46 > 0:25:50Sometimes...your heart can make you blind to the truth.

0:25:50 > 0:25:53I know how it sounds!

0:25:53 > 0:25:56Don't you think my friends said the same?!

0:25:56 > 0:25:59- But when we met, we both knew. - Flo...

0:25:59 > 0:26:00No, I'm going to call him.

0:26:00 > 0:26:03SHE EXCLAIMS Stay still.

0:26:03 > 0:26:05SHE CRIES

0:26:05 > 0:26:12You tell him...when he lands, you tell him to come and find me.

0:26:14 > 0:26:17OK. I'll tell Reception, OK?

0:26:17 > 0:26:18You'll see.

0:26:24 > 0:26:27FLO GROANS

0:26:29 > 0:26:32- How's Olivia doing? - Olivia?

0:26:32 > 0:26:34The little girl, came in with her mum?

0:26:34 > 0:26:36I'm sorry, Dix, I haven't had a minute.

0:26:36 > 0:26:38Well, get yourself in there.

0:26:38 > 0:26:39- Sorry? - Do your job.

0:26:42 > 0:26:44- Ethan.- Hey.

0:26:44 > 0:26:46Do you fancy getting a few beers later?

0:26:46 > 0:26:49- Maybe. Maybe a takeaway - my treat.- Yeah, OK.

0:26:50 > 0:26:53You're sure that's what you want to do?

0:26:53 > 0:26:56Why does everyone think I can't cope?

0:26:56 > 0:26:58No, no. I wasn't... I was just checking.

0:26:58 > 0:27:01It' just, we haven't done it for ages

0:27:01 > 0:27:04and I think we've got a few things to talk about.

0:27:04 > 0:27:08- Yeah, definitely. Listen, can I run something by you?- Sure.

0:27:08 > 0:27:13OK, your patient, Mrs Blossom, she was admitted once with a cut hand.

0:27:13 > 0:27:17And here, in social, it says her son has epilepsy.

0:27:19 > 0:27:21So?

0:27:21 > 0:27:24Well, Raz, her "son", didn't mention anything about being epileptic.

0:27:24 > 0:27:26You'd think he would.

0:27:26 > 0:27:28Did you ask him?

0:27:28 > 0:27:30No, no, well...

0:27:30 > 0:27:34I mean, well, he didn't have any drugs on him for controlling it.

0:27:34 > 0:27:37I think he's being a little economical with the truth.

0:27:37 > 0:27:39All right, well, check with him first.

0:27:39 > 0:27:42Yeah, of course, I will.

0:27:42 > 0:27:46But if I'm right, though, for whatever reason, they're both lying.

0:27:48 > 0:27:52Well, I'll talk to Susan. There must be some sort of explanation.

0:27:52 > 0:27:54- All right?- Yeah.

0:27:58 > 0:28:00How's Flo?

0:28:00 > 0:28:01Stable.

0:28:01 > 0:28:05She's got five minutes before we go to theatre.

0:28:05 > 0:28:06Nice work.

0:28:06 > 0:28:08So far.

0:28:08 > 0:28:13Listen, just a quick thought, is Grace coming back for Christmas?

0:28:13 > 0:28:15No, she's not.

0:28:15 > 0:28:18You angling to see if I'm working Christmas Day?

0:28:18 > 0:28:20Like lonely people do.

0:28:20 > 0:28:21Well, now you mention it...yes.

0:28:21 > 0:28:23What if I'm busy?

0:28:23 > 0:28:24Doing what?

0:28:24 > 0:28:27I don't know, entertaining.

0:28:27 > 0:28:29Anyone specific in mind?

0:28:29 > 0:28:31I'm merely hypothesising.

0:28:31 > 0:28:34Would this be someone that I already know?

0:28:34 > 0:28:38Just an idea, you know, a roaring fire, brandy,

0:28:38 > 0:28:42James Bond on the TV, pulling a cracker with someone...

0:28:42 > 0:28:44- You've just pinched my fantasy. - CHUCKLING: Sorry.

0:28:44 > 0:28:46You know what you should do?

0:28:47 > 0:28:49Make it happen.

0:28:49 > 0:28:50What's the point, if you don't?

0:28:54 > 0:28:56- There you go, all done. - Thank you.

0:29:01 > 0:29:05I'm sorry to ask this, but is Jerome adopted?

0:29:05 > 0:29:07No.

0:29:07 > 0:29:08Why would you ask that?

0:29:12 > 0:29:15I don't understand. What is it?

0:29:15 > 0:29:16What?

0:29:16 > 0:29:18It's just that...

0:29:18 > 0:29:21It's OK, Robyn. Thanks, though.

0:29:23 > 0:29:25Look, erm...

0:29:25 > 0:29:28I think I know what you're hoping for.

0:29:28 > 0:29:31I've been there myself.

0:29:31 > 0:29:34You end up praying to anything you can think of.

0:29:36 > 0:29:39- But that boy in resus... - No.

0:29:39 > 0:29:41- Don't say it. - That's not...

0:29:41 > 0:29:43Please...

0:29:43 > 0:29:45you don't have to.

0:29:47 > 0:29:50- I am so, so sorry. - It has to be him.

0:29:50 > 0:29:53Is there a partner we can call for you or anyone else?

0:29:55 > 0:29:58You were hoping he was coming home this year, all these presents

0:29:58 > 0:30:01and food you've bought, enough for a whole family.

0:30:03 > 0:30:05But there's no-one...is there?

0:30:09 > 0:30:12I still haven't put the lights up.

0:30:14 > 0:30:17As soon as there's a bed free, we'll be moving you upstairs.

0:30:17 > 0:30:21Hear that? A few nights in a nice warm bed.

0:30:21 > 0:30:23And after that?

0:30:23 > 0:30:25Let's get you well enough first.

0:30:25 > 0:30:29Where's my mum? I'd like to see her.

0:30:29 > 0:30:31Right. When you say "mum"...

0:30:34 > 0:30:37I'm sorry, but your medical records don't quite add up.

0:30:38 > 0:30:40What you talking about?

0:30:40 > 0:30:44Her records state that her son...

0:30:44 > 0:30:46You're epileptic.

0:30:47 > 0:30:49Yeah, I am.

0:30:49 > 0:30:51I'm always at the drop-in to pick up my meds.

0:30:51 > 0:30:53And what meds are those?

0:30:53 > 0:30:55The usual stuff.

0:30:55 > 0:30:57- Raz... - It's Jerome.

0:30:57 > 0:30:59- Ethan... - Hang on.

0:30:59 > 0:31:01No. I've spoken to Susan.

0:31:01 > 0:31:03Why have you got Jerome's phone?

0:31:04 > 0:31:06Why wouldn't I have it?

0:31:06 > 0:31:08Jerome has got Jerome's phone.

0:31:08 > 0:31:12Just like Jerome has Jerome's shoes and trousers. Because I'm Jerome.

0:31:12 > 0:31:14Well, Susan knows you're not.

0:31:15 > 0:31:18So...I'm guessing you know him.

0:31:18 > 0:31:20How about you tell me where he is.

0:31:20 > 0:31:22You'll make a lonely woman very happy.

0:31:24 > 0:31:27- I can't. - At least let her know he's safe.

0:31:27 > 0:31:31You don't get it, do you? I never want to go out there ever again.

0:31:32 > 0:31:35On the streets. I don't want to freeze to death.

0:31:37 > 0:31:38I've seen it happen.

0:31:40 > 0:31:43I've woken up and someone is lying close by and they never woke up.

0:31:44 > 0:31:48I want to sit by a fire, I want to eat some proper food, for once.

0:31:49 > 0:31:51And is there nothing at home?

0:31:53 > 0:31:56Wasn't a choice to run away, it was fear.

0:31:56 > 0:32:00A fear of everything happening back there.

0:32:00 > 0:32:02Where's Jerome?

0:32:02 > 0:32:04Susan.

0:32:04 > 0:32:05Where's my son?

0:32:13 > 0:32:17All right, we're taking you up to cardiac theatre now.

0:32:17 > 0:32:19Brendan?

0:32:19 > 0:32:20How is she doing?

0:32:20 > 0:32:23Yeah, we're just taking her up.

0:32:23 > 0:32:24Flo?

0:32:24 > 0:32:25Flo?!

0:32:28 > 0:32:30She's in PEA.

0:32:30 > 0:32:32The drain's dislodged, let's prep resus, please.

0:32:32 > 0:32:35Must have happened while she was trying to sit up.

0:32:35 > 0:32:37The effusion must have re-accumulated. Let's go, please.

0:32:37 > 0:32:39Think she needs a thoracotomy?

0:32:39 > 0:32:43Probably, but let's try the pericardiocentesis first.

0:32:43 > 0:32:45Connie, don't lose her. Don't lose her.

0:32:46 > 0:32:48Can I speak to, um...

0:32:48 > 0:32:50It's Susan.

0:32:50 > 0:32:53Yeah, can I speak to you alone, please?

0:32:55 > 0:32:57I'm not sure I can do this.

0:32:59 > 0:33:03(OK.)

0:33:03 > 0:33:07Me and Jerome were best mates for a while, but we kind of...

0:33:07 > 0:33:09drifted apart.

0:33:09 > 0:33:11You know where he is, though?

0:33:11 > 0:33:12I know where he was.

0:33:16 > 0:33:20Uh...he kept me going. Yeah, I mean, we kept each other...going and...

0:33:20 > 0:33:26and sometimes I'd fetch his meds, just to make sure he was OK.

0:33:26 > 0:33:28Did he...

0:33:28 > 0:33:30Did he ever tell you why he ran away?

0:33:31 > 0:33:33He said he felt like he was never there.

0:33:35 > 0:33:37Said he felt like he was never really anywhere.

0:33:39 > 0:33:43Dark thoughts is what he used to call it.

0:33:43 > 0:33:46Would you know where to find him at all?

0:33:47 > 0:33:48Mrs Blossom...

0:33:49 > 0:33:51Yes?

0:33:53 > 0:33:56- You're going to hate me. - Oh, we both pretended...

0:33:56 > 0:34:00No, I mean, you're going to hate me for what I have to tell you.

0:34:03 > 0:34:06It gets cold out there, yeah?

0:34:06 > 0:34:09Cold isn't even the word.

0:34:09 > 0:34:10I mean, cold would be good.

0:34:10 > 0:34:12But out there it's...

0:34:13 > 0:34:15..just something else entirely.

0:34:15 > 0:34:17But you find somewhere warm, surely?

0:34:19 > 0:34:20Susan, erm...

0:34:22 > 0:34:24..I think what Raz is trying to say is...

0:34:26 > 0:34:28..Jerome passed away.

0:34:32 > 0:34:34No.

0:34:34 > 0:34:37But I have been getting everything ready.

0:34:37 > 0:34:38Raz.

0:34:38 > 0:34:40This year is the Christmas he comes home.

0:34:42 > 0:34:45You tell him - when you see him -

0:34:45 > 0:34:49you tell him his mum's got presents and food and a tree.

0:34:50 > 0:34:53And all the lights in the front window.

0:34:53 > 0:34:58He'll see them, bright as bright.

0:34:58 > 0:35:00You will tell him that, won't you?!

0:35:00 > 0:35:02SHE WAILS

0:35:03 > 0:35:06(OK, OK, all right, all right.)

0:35:06 > 0:35:08SHE SOBS

0:35:08 > 0:35:11- How's her output? - Nothing. Keep trying.

0:35:13 > 0:35:15We have been going for 20 minutes.

0:35:15 > 0:35:18We've tried everything and she's not responding.

0:35:18 > 0:35:20I can do another 20 minutes, easy.

0:35:20 > 0:35:22I think we should stop.

0:35:22 > 0:35:25I know you don't want to call it, so don't, all right?

0:35:25 > 0:35:29I'll keep compressing, you keep the adrenaline flowing.

0:35:29 > 0:35:32Flo...

0:35:32 > 0:35:35I need you to stay with me, OK? Hang in there.

0:35:35 > 0:35:38We got it wrong, Flo. Brendan's coming.

0:35:38 > 0:35:40That's right. You were right.

0:35:40 > 0:35:43- Yes, he's going to be here. - Jacob.

0:35:43 > 0:35:46Look, she believes in him, so maybe we should believe in her.

0:35:46 > 0:35:48Yeah?

0:35:48 > 0:35:52I want my wedding invite. Don't you let me down, you hear?

0:35:52 > 0:35:55Come on, Flo, Brendan's flown a million miles

0:35:55 > 0:35:58and he's desperate to be with his woman.

0:35:58 > 0:36:00He can't wait another second.

0:36:03 > 0:36:05HE PANTS

0:36:05 > 0:36:07- She's not coming back. - Connie.

0:36:07 > 0:36:09No. We have done everything we could.

0:36:20 > 0:36:23OK, now you listen to me now, Flo.

0:36:23 > 0:36:26Listen. It's all out there waiting for you.

0:36:26 > 0:36:30You hear? And Brendan needs you by his side. In fact,

0:36:30 > 0:36:31you need to come back, anyway,

0:36:31 > 0:36:34you've got that return flight to catch.

0:36:34 > 0:36:35Jacob.

0:36:35 > 0:36:37New life, new world.

0:36:38 > 0:36:40Come on, this is what you want, isn't it?

0:36:40 > 0:36:43Jacob, she's gone.

0:36:43 > 0:36:45All reversible causes have been addressed,

0:36:45 > 0:36:49she's been in PEA for 25 minutes and is now asystolic.

0:36:49 > 0:36:52All the evidence points to us stopping.

0:36:54 > 0:36:56So, is everyone in agreement?

0:37:01 > 0:37:03Time of death, 3.37pm.

0:37:03 > 0:37:04SHE CLEARS THROAT

0:37:07 > 0:37:09SHE SIGHS

0:37:15 > 0:37:18- Well? How is she? - She's fine.

0:37:18 > 0:37:19Fine?

0:37:19 > 0:37:21She has a sprained wrist, it's nothing serious.

0:37:21 > 0:37:22How did she do it?

0:37:22 > 0:37:25She fell. Everyone seems to be falling today, it's slippery out.

0:37:25 > 0:37:27- Are you sure? - It's what they both said,

0:37:27 > 0:37:30so I'd imagine it's exactly what happened, yes.

0:37:30 > 0:37:32OK, you need to get Olivia on her own and ask her again.

0:37:32 > 0:37:34OK, can we stop this please, Dixie? Just...stop.

0:37:34 > 0:37:37- You can't make accusations without backing them up. - Who asked you?

0:37:37 > 0:37:39Yeah, it's fine, thank you, Lily.

0:37:39 > 0:37:42Proof. Do you have any? Otherwise, you can't say things like that.

0:37:42 > 0:37:44Check Olivia's file, see how many times she's been injured.

0:37:44 > 0:37:47Do you think I haven't? She's been in once before, OK?

0:37:47 > 0:37:49Once.

0:37:49 > 0:37:51Ethan. You shouldn't let people talk to you like that.

0:37:51 > 0:37:54That was kind of you, but it's going to take more than that.

0:37:54 > 0:37:55Excuse me?

0:37:55 > 0:37:57I haven't forgotten what you did to Alicia.

0:38:00 > 0:38:02- Dixie! - Hello, darling.

0:38:02 > 0:38:04We were just leaving.

0:38:04 > 0:38:07Just wanted to say hi. So, what's all this?

0:38:07 > 0:38:10- What's been happening? - She tripped up the stairs.

0:38:10 > 0:38:11Yeah...

0:38:12 > 0:38:14Oh, that looks painful.

0:38:16 > 0:38:19You been getting too excited about Christmas?

0:38:21 > 0:38:22Olivia?

0:38:22 > 0:38:25- I've booked a cab, so we'd better go...- I just wanted to say hello.

0:38:25 > 0:38:29- Well, you've done that now, so, erm...- You mind those stairs, eh?

0:38:29 > 0:38:31You know, it would be good if she was a bit more careful.

0:38:31 > 0:38:35You don't want people wondering why her file's getting so thick.

0:38:43 > 0:38:46Hi, could you file this for me, please?

0:38:46 > 0:38:49Since you asked so nicely. I'm Jack.

0:38:49 > 0:38:52Er, Dr Hardy. Ethan.

0:38:53 > 0:38:57Ethan Hardy. Ooh, kiss me, Hardy.

0:38:58 > 0:39:01Oh, a history buff. Excellent.

0:39:03 > 0:39:05I have lots of books you could borrow.

0:39:05 > 0:39:08Just don't fine me when I'm late returning them.

0:39:10 > 0:39:11No, I won't.

0:39:13 > 0:39:16According to the CCTV tapes, Mr Allen never left the hospital.

0:39:16 > 0:39:17Describe him again for me.

0:39:17 > 0:39:21Big portly fella. White beard, white hair...

0:39:21 > 0:39:22rosy red...

0:39:22 > 0:39:24cheeks.

0:39:24 > 0:39:26Hang on a minute. That sounds familiar.

0:39:26 > 0:39:28- Lofty.- Well, think about it. - Stop it right there.

0:39:28 > 0:39:31It's not even Christmas yet and I've had enough of it already.

0:39:31 > 0:39:33Honestly.

0:39:36 > 0:39:39How can anyone ever have enough of Christmas?

0:39:40 > 0:39:42How are you with knots?

0:39:44 > 0:39:46Did Jerome ever talk about me?

0:39:48 > 0:39:50Sometimes.

0:39:52 > 0:39:56He was the happiest boy...in the world.

0:39:57 > 0:39:59We all were.

0:40:01 > 0:40:02Once.

0:40:05 > 0:40:07I'm sorry I wasn't him.

0:40:12 > 0:40:14You take care now.

0:40:19 > 0:40:21Susan...

0:40:21 > 0:40:23When can I go home?

0:40:34 > 0:40:37Hey, up.

0:40:39 > 0:40:43Flo - she didn't make it.

0:40:43 > 0:40:45Oh, don't tell me that.

0:40:45 > 0:40:47Mate, it wasn't the crash.

0:40:48 > 0:40:51She had a prior injury to her chest.

0:40:51 > 0:40:52It had nothing to do with you.

0:40:52 > 0:40:54It was my fault she was trapped.

0:40:54 > 0:40:55You hit ice, man.

0:40:57 > 0:41:00Look, Flo being trapped would've made no difference.

0:41:00 > 0:41:02It just wasn't her day.

0:41:02 > 0:41:05I've got a statement from the bike medic, CCTV, everything.

0:41:05 > 0:41:07So that means you're in the clear.

0:41:07 > 0:41:09That's small mercies, Jacob!

0:41:10 > 0:41:13Hey. Not Flo...?

0:41:18 > 0:41:21Look, I was just, erm...

0:41:21 > 0:41:22I'm here now.

0:41:22 > 0:41:25- It's fine. - Iain...- No.

0:41:26 > 0:41:29Apparently, there was nothing anyone could do anyway.

0:41:32 > 0:41:34SHE EXHALES

0:41:38 > 0:41:40Raz?

0:41:40 > 0:41:41- Was just looking. - For...?

0:41:43 > 0:41:46- Those drugs that made me sick. - Cos that's a great idea.

0:41:46 > 0:41:50- So, give me a better one. - You stay here, we look after you.

0:41:50 > 0:41:52Look, I'll get you new clothes, warm ones, as many as I can.

0:41:52 > 0:41:55You see, the trouble with that is, the longer I stay in here,

0:41:55 > 0:41:57the colder it's going to be when I get turfed out.

0:41:57 > 0:41:59So we find you a hostel somewhere.

0:41:59 > 0:42:01- That's going to take weeks! - You don't know that.

0:42:01 > 0:42:03You're feeling sorry for me. Only, I don't need that.

0:42:03 > 0:42:06- I need...- I'm just doing my job.

0:42:06 > 0:42:07You OK?

0:42:07 > 0:42:09You need to do something.

0:42:09 > 0:42:11Yeah, but...like what?

0:42:11 > 0:42:14I don't know, anything you can. Just anything!

0:42:17 > 0:42:20Ready? On three. Yes?

0:42:20 > 0:42:21Charlie'll go mad.

0:42:21 > 0:42:24On three, Lofty. Actually, why do they call you Lofty?

0:42:24 > 0:42:27You good with...lofts?

0:42:27 > 0:42:28What?

0:42:28 > 0:42:30It doesn't matter. On three.

0:42:30 > 0:42:33OK? One. Two. Three!

0:42:36 > 0:42:38Hm.

0:42:38 > 0:42:41BOTH: One. Two. Three.

0:42:50 > 0:42:52BUZZ

0:42:52 > 0:42:54BUZZ

0:42:56 > 0:42:58Is that your lost patient?

0:42:58 > 0:43:01Yeah. Yeah, it is.

0:43:01 > 0:43:03Seriously?

0:43:03 > 0:43:05I had to do something to shut him up.

0:43:05 > 0:43:07He wanted me to wear the whole outfit.

0:43:08 > 0:43:12I suppose Christmas is coming whether we like it or not.

0:43:29 > 0:43:31Susan.

0:43:31 > 0:43:33- I just want to go home. - Really?

0:43:35 > 0:43:39For a second there, for just a second, I had him back.

0:43:39 > 0:43:41That is not Raz's fault, is it?

0:43:41 > 0:43:44I'm not blaming him. I'm not blaming anyone.

0:43:44 > 0:43:46OK, so why walk away?

0:43:46 > 0:43:48What else is there?

0:43:48 > 0:43:51OK, I'm not going to suggest anything stupid.

0:43:52 > 0:43:55I really could, I usually do, in fact.

0:43:55 > 0:43:59But if you leave now, then, you both lose, don't you?

0:44:01 > 0:44:03It's going to be cold this Christmas.

0:44:05 > 0:44:09Sorry. It's always cold.

0:44:13 > 0:44:15It's not a perfect world, Dr Knight.

0:44:16 > 0:44:19But you can make it a little bit more perfect,

0:44:19 > 0:44:20if you've got the chance.

0:44:22 > 0:44:24I don't know why you care.

0:44:24 > 0:44:27Surely you see people every day with a story just like this.

0:44:27 > 0:44:30Yeah, but thanks to you and Raz,

0:44:30 > 0:44:32this is the first time I actually understand it.

0:44:35 > 0:44:37Will he be OK?

0:44:37 > 0:44:41He's scared. There's only so much we can do for him.

0:44:43 > 0:44:46He's not my son.

0:44:46 > 0:44:48That does not stop him needing a mum.

0:44:49 > 0:44:52Even if it's just for Christmas.

0:44:52 > 0:44:54SHE CHUCKLES

0:45:17 > 0:45:19Look at their faces, Noelle...

0:45:19 > 0:45:21look.

0:45:22 > 0:45:25And they're going to keep on coming, those faces, Jack.

0:45:25 > 0:45:27Every day, sometimes every minute.

0:45:27 > 0:45:30You know what you need? Warming up.

0:45:30 > 0:45:32Mine's a latte, then.

0:45:32 > 0:45:35You're such a wit, Noelle. Honestly.

0:45:36 > 0:45:41You know, horrid shirt aside, I think I'm going to like it here.

0:45:45 > 0:45:47Oh...

0:45:48 > 0:45:50Hi, I'm looking for a Florence Hill.

0:45:50 > 0:45:53Oh, you're the, uh, the Aussie.

0:45:54 > 0:45:58Right, let me just, um, call...

0:46:01 > 0:46:03Mr Burnett.

0:46:03 > 0:46:05Hi.

0:46:05 > 0:46:06Can I have a word, please?

0:46:12 > 0:46:14LIQUID POURS

0:46:14 > 0:46:15Charlie, have you got a minute?

0:46:15 > 0:46:17Yeah, sure.

0:46:17 > 0:46:23Hi. Um, I was planning on telling Ethan, well, everything.

0:46:23 > 0:46:24Good luck.

0:46:24 > 0:46:27Erm, but I think I should get all the facts first.

0:46:27 > 0:46:28Find out who I am.

0:46:28 > 0:46:31Who we are.

0:46:31 > 0:46:35Because he'll ask and I'll need to have answers when he does.

0:46:35 > 0:46:39Mr Sensible? Finally using my loaf.

0:46:39 > 0:46:43That sounds...remarkably sensible.

0:46:43 > 0:46:46Now, I've just got to find her.

0:46:46 > 0:46:48One thought....

0:46:48 > 0:46:50I wouldn't do it alone.

0:46:53 > 0:46:55You offering?

0:46:57 > 0:47:00Yeah. Why not?

0:47:06 > 0:47:08KNOCK ON DOOR

0:47:11 > 0:47:13You wanted to see me?

0:47:13 > 0:47:14Yeah, come in.

0:47:15 > 0:47:17Erm...

0:47:17 > 0:47:19close the door.

0:47:24 > 0:47:28I...er, just didn't want anyone seeing this.

0:47:31 > 0:47:32LIQUID POURS

0:47:32 > 0:47:35I thought we should have a toast.

0:47:37 > 0:47:38To Flo.

0:47:38 > 0:47:40Yeah, of course.

0:47:42 > 0:47:44To Flo.

0:47:44 > 0:47:46And Brendan.

0:47:46 > 0:47:47What?

0:47:47 > 0:47:49He came?

0:47:51 > 0:47:54She was right, all along.

0:47:54 > 0:47:55What did he say?

0:47:58 > 0:48:00Everything you'd imagine he would.

0:48:01 > 0:48:05You should've called me, we could've told him together.

0:48:11 > 0:48:13We got it so wrong today, didn't we?

0:48:15 > 0:48:17HE SIGHS

0:48:18 > 0:48:20I know.

0:48:20 > 0:48:21I know.