0:00:02 > 0:00:04I can't choose who I work with, but I only drink with mates.
0:00:04 > 0:00:06She said she doesn't want to die here.
0:00:06 > 0:00:08- If you really want to help, then get out.- It's fine.- Just go.
0:00:08 > 0:00:11There is a sick patient in there in need of medical attention.
0:00:11 > 0:00:13And you said "Clear"? You had checked everyone had done so
0:00:13 > 0:00:15before you pressed the button?
0:00:15 > 0:00:16She's dead, Dylan, and it's all my fault.
0:00:16 > 0:00:18My daughter died here today.
0:00:18 > 0:00:20I could ring around the local hospices
0:00:20 > 0:00:22and see if I can get her a place somewhere nice.
0:00:22 > 0:00:25Ben, what happened was a tragic accident.
0:00:25 > 0:00:27What are you saying?
0:00:27 > 0:00:29I'm saying I didn't have time to check
0:00:29 > 0:00:30before I gave the order to clear.
0:01:06 > 0:01:08Right, there we are.
0:01:08 > 0:01:11I've told the hospice you'll be up about one-ish.
0:01:12 > 0:01:14Bye-bye, Emilie.
0:01:14 > 0:01:17Bye, Charlie.
0:01:17 > 0:01:18And thank you.
0:01:18 > 0:01:20I know you pulled strings to get her in there.
0:01:20 > 0:01:24Well, they have beautiful gardens and they do a mean G&T, so...
0:01:25 > 0:01:28Right, your first day can be tough.
0:01:28 > 0:01:30You'll feel like the new boy at school, but follow my lead,
0:01:30 > 0:01:32you should be fine.
0:01:32 > 0:01:34Please tell me she's coming.
0:01:34 > 0:01:35Jez Andrews.
0:01:35 > 0:01:37New paramedic.
0:01:37 > 0:01:40On his first shift. Trial shift.
0:01:41 > 0:01:43Mrs Beauchamp. Clinical lead.
0:01:45 > 0:01:46All set?
0:01:46 > 0:01:48Yes.
0:01:48 > 0:01:50Make sure Cal talks to you.
0:01:50 > 0:01:51About what?
0:01:52 > 0:01:54Let's get this show on the road.
0:01:54 > 0:01:55Thanks, guys.
0:01:57 > 0:01:58Road trip!
0:02:00 > 0:02:04We did the right thing, letting them go, didn't we?
0:02:04 > 0:02:05Yeah.
0:02:05 > 0:02:07Managed to get us an early check in.
0:02:07 > 0:02:09Day off?
0:02:09 > 0:02:12Grace is being looked after by the child-minder.
0:02:13 > 0:02:15- So, go.- OK.
0:02:20 > 0:02:22Did you get any sleep at all?
0:02:22 > 0:02:23Not really.
0:02:27 > 0:02:30I was on the rota for today.
0:02:30 > 0:02:31I thought I should come in.
0:02:31 > 0:02:34- Well, you haven't been suspended, Lofty.- Not yet.
0:02:34 > 0:02:36The board are having a meeting this afternoon
0:02:36 > 0:02:39and we're going to know more then, all right?
0:02:39 > 0:02:42Lofty? What sort of a name's that?
0:02:43 > 0:02:45I used to live in a... loft.
0:02:45 > 0:02:47I've bust my wrist.
0:02:47 > 0:02:48And I feel a bit...
0:02:50 > 0:02:53Can I get some help here, please?
0:02:53 > 0:02:55- Thanks.- Let's get you to triage.
0:02:55 > 0:02:57This way.
0:02:58 > 0:03:01You know, whatever happens with him today, it's not your fault?
0:03:01 > 0:03:03There's nothing you could have done.
0:03:03 > 0:03:06I might be able to do something now, though.
0:03:13 > 0:03:15I'll be DJ. Any requests?
0:03:16 > 0:03:17Er, no, thank you.
0:03:19 > 0:03:21How old did you say you are?
0:03:21 > 0:03:2222.
0:03:22 > 0:03:26- When did you qualify? - Last month.
0:03:26 > 0:03:28Right, so this isn't just your first shift here?
0:03:28 > 0:03:30It's your first actual shift?
0:03:30 > 0:03:31Exciting, isn't it?
0:03:43 > 0:03:46Hey, what did Charlie mean?
0:03:46 > 0:03:48He said you needed to talk to me about something.
0:03:49 > 0:03:51No idea.
0:03:55 > 0:03:57Where's that?
0:03:57 > 0:03:58Conleth Bay.
0:03:59 > 0:04:01You look beautiful, Mum.
0:04:02 > 0:04:04Because I was happy.
0:04:06 > 0:04:09Will you do something for me?
0:04:09 > 0:04:10Of course.
0:04:10 > 0:04:13Will you scatter my ashes there?
0:04:16 > 0:04:19I'd give anything to go there one more time.
0:04:24 > 0:04:28- Iain, can you pull over for a sec? - Yeah.
0:04:28 > 0:04:29Mum just needs some air.
0:04:35 > 0:04:38So, the hospital panel will already be making their decision,
0:04:38 > 0:04:41but I thought we might do something informally.
0:04:41 > 0:04:43Something supportive.
0:04:43 > 0:04:45Solidarity. Raising awareness. I like it.
0:04:45 > 0:04:48We could do a gig. Like a Free Mandela type thing.
0:04:48 > 0:04:49I was thinking more of a card.
0:04:49 > 0:04:52Great. A card and a gig.
0:04:52 > 0:04:55I don't know. Messages of support, that sort of thing.
0:04:55 > 0:04:57No, it's a lovely idea.
0:04:57 > 0:05:00Tell you what? You do doctors. I'll do nurses.
0:05:00 > 0:05:02Oh, where would one buy a card?
0:05:08 > 0:05:10LAUGHING
0:05:13 > 0:05:16We should just take her to Conleth Bay.
0:05:16 > 0:05:18It's too far. There's no way we can take the ambulance.
0:05:18 > 0:05:20It's off-rota for the rest of the day.
0:05:20 > 0:05:23It'd just be sitting in the station doing nothing.
0:05:23 > 0:05:24She's far too sick, Cal.
0:05:25 > 0:05:28Which is why we have to do this now.
0:05:28 > 0:05:30Come on.
0:05:30 > 0:05:31Just drop it.
0:05:31 > 0:05:34There is no way we would persuade Iain to let us take her.
0:05:37 > 0:05:41Iain, mate. I think Mum dropped her blanket on the path back there.
0:05:41 > 0:05:43- Couldn't go and get it, could you? - Yeah.
0:05:51 > 0:05:53I'll give him a hand looking.
0:05:53 > 0:05:55Good lad.
0:05:57 > 0:05:58I'll drive.
0:06:02 > 0:06:04Come to give you a hand, mate.
0:06:04 > 0:06:06AMBULANCE STARTS
0:06:06 > 0:06:08Oi!
0:06:08 > 0:06:09Cal!
0:06:13 > 0:06:16OK, let me know if it feels tender when I press like that.
0:06:18 > 0:06:19OK, or there?
0:06:22 > 0:06:24OK. How much have you had to drink?
0:06:24 > 0:06:25Not enough.
0:06:27 > 0:06:29Let the good times roll.
0:06:29 > 0:06:30I don't think so.
0:06:30 > 0:06:32Thank you.
0:06:32 > 0:06:34How old are you?
0:06:34 > 0:06:3519.
0:06:35 > 0:06:37What's your date of birth?
0:06:37 > 0:06:402nd September '96.
0:06:40 > 0:06:41I don't think that's true, is it?
0:06:43 > 0:06:45Would you prefer it if I was younger?
0:06:45 > 0:06:49OK, shall we get that X-ray as soon as possible, please?
0:06:50 > 0:06:52Is there a nurse here called Ben?
0:06:52 > 0:06:53No.
0:06:56 > 0:06:58Mate, I can't believe they've done that.
0:07:00 > 0:07:03Hang on. When they sent me off for that blanket, you were in the back.
0:07:03 > 0:07:06- You knew what they were doing, didn't you?- No, mate!
0:07:06 > 0:07:08You let just let them drive off!
0:07:10 > 0:07:13Right, my phone and my wallet's in the cab.
0:07:13 > 0:07:15- You better have got yours. - Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
0:07:16 > 0:07:18It's in my locker.
0:07:19 > 0:07:21Guess we'll just have to hitch.
0:07:32 > 0:07:34I knew this would happen.
0:07:34 > 0:07:37Will you just shut up for one moment, please.
0:07:37 > 0:07:38I think we should go back.
0:07:38 > 0:07:41Nibbles...go and breathe into a bag, or something.
0:07:42 > 0:07:43Nibbles?
0:07:45 > 0:07:47Oh, don't ask.
0:07:47 > 0:07:49Where you headed to?
0:07:49 > 0:07:52Almost certain disaster.
0:07:52 > 0:07:53No...erm, Conleth.
0:07:54 > 0:07:55Really? Why?
0:07:56 > 0:07:59"Spontaneous fun", apparently.
0:07:59 > 0:08:01Oh, the horror!
0:08:01 > 0:08:02Ha. Thank you.
0:08:03 > 0:08:07You missed a turning back that way. Signposted to Hetham.
0:08:07 > 0:08:08Right.
0:08:11 > 0:08:14Why don't you come with us? Show us the way.
0:08:14 > 0:08:18Sorry. My tolerance for spontaneous fun is very low.
0:08:29 > 0:08:30Right.
0:08:33 > 0:08:35You know what, I still have no idea what road we're on.
0:08:38 > 0:08:41Hi. Er...
0:08:41 > 0:08:44- Sorry. Can you just...? - Pretty girl.
0:08:44 > 0:08:45Was she?
0:08:51 > 0:08:55I...need...to...ask...you... something.
0:08:56 > 0:08:58Yes.
0:08:58 > 0:09:02Will...you...have the test...done?
0:09:03 > 0:09:05The test?
0:09:10 > 0:09:12Survival rations. In case you get really lost.
0:09:14 > 0:09:16VIOLENT CHOKING
0:09:17 > 0:09:18- Emilie?- Mum?
0:09:18 > 0:09:19Cal, she's choking.
0:09:19 > 0:09:22- Mum. OK! Cough.- Emilie, cough! - Cough!
0:09:22 > 0:09:25- Cal, slap her back!- Mum!
0:09:31 > 0:09:33No.
0:09:35 > 0:09:38She's getting cyanosed, Cal. Come on.
0:09:38 > 0:09:39Oh!
0:09:39 > 0:09:42SHE GASPS LOUDLY
0:09:42 > 0:09:46Breathe! Just try and relax. Try and calm down.
0:09:46 > 0:09:49What were you thinking, giving her a sweet?
0:09:49 > 0:09:51Just breathe.
0:09:55 > 0:09:57Seriously? You've not made up yet?
0:09:57 > 0:09:59I'm not the one in the wrong, am I!
0:09:59 > 0:10:01Everyone is just a little bit bored of this now.
0:10:02 > 0:10:06And I am bored of doing all the work while you mope around,
0:10:06 > 0:10:09eating beige food, listening to Bonnie Tyler,
0:10:09 > 0:10:11and crying over your failed bromance!
0:10:11 > 0:10:16Maybe it was a bromance once. Now he's just a stranger to me.
0:10:16 > 0:10:17This cannot go on!
0:10:20 > 0:10:22ED, how may I direct your call?
0:10:26 > 0:10:28Oh, Ben. Cubicle three.
0:10:28 > 0:10:31Young lady. Drunk and possibly underage.
0:10:31 > 0:10:34Hasn't really taken to me.
0:10:34 > 0:10:35Would you mind having a chat?
0:10:35 > 0:10:37- Course.- Thanks.
0:10:38 > 0:10:40Just try and relax.
0:10:41 > 0:10:44It's OK. You're OK. Just breathe.
0:10:44 > 0:10:47SHE MOANS AND GASPS SOFTLY
0:10:47 > 0:10:49Just try and stay calm.
0:10:49 > 0:10:52Is there anything I can do? Call someone, or...
0:10:52 > 0:10:53No. It's fine.
0:10:55 > 0:10:58Oh. Thank you.
0:11:09 > 0:11:11Listen, er...
0:11:12 > 0:11:14I'll get the test done.
0:11:25 > 0:11:26Hello again.
0:11:27 > 0:11:30Sorry about all the...puke.
0:11:31 > 0:11:32Not my first time.
0:11:33 > 0:11:35Lana, how come you were up all night?
0:11:36 > 0:11:38Having fun.
0:11:38 > 0:11:41Your parents didn't know you were out?
0:11:44 > 0:11:45Oh...
0:11:46 > 0:11:48When I was 15,
0:11:48 > 0:11:51I killed my cousin's hamster.
0:11:51 > 0:11:52I trod on it accidentally.
0:11:53 > 0:11:57I was so terrified that I ran away from home for three days.
0:11:58 > 0:12:00Uh, I guess what I'm trying to say is,
0:12:00 > 0:12:02sometimes we feel so bad about something
0:12:02 > 0:12:05that we can't tell anyone about it.
0:12:06 > 0:12:07But you've come to the right place.
0:12:07 > 0:12:09I can keep a secret and...
0:12:09 > 0:12:12- I would like to help. - Your name's not Lofty.
0:12:13 > 0:12:15Lofty's my nickname.
0:12:15 > 0:12:17Ben's my first name.
0:12:17 > 0:12:18Chiltern.
0:12:22 > 0:12:24Lana. Can I take a look at your knuckles?
0:12:30 > 0:12:32I won't be a sec. All right?
0:12:36 > 0:12:38How's the pain?
0:12:38 > 0:12:39Oh. All right.
0:12:42 > 0:12:44Let me see if I can find something to help.
0:12:45 > 0:12:47How we doing back there?
0:12:47 > 0:12:50Yeah. We're all right just trying to find the painkillers.
0:12:52 > 0:12:55- They're not in there. - They are somewhere.
0:12:55 > 0:12:57No! They're in the paramedic bag, Ethan.
0:12:57 > 0:12:59I think you put them in yours.
0:12:59 > 0:13:00No. I didn't!
0:13:00 > 0:13:03- Cal, I watched you put them in here. - Seriously, they're not in there.
0:13:06 > 0:13:07I said they're not in there
0:13:07 > 0:13:09Cal!
0:13:10 > 0:13:13BRAKES AND TYRES SQUEAL
0:13:18 > 0:13:21Oh! Hello? Paramedics uniform?
0:13:21 > 0:13:24You know, the people who save lives?
0:13:24 > 0:13:27- I don't think real paramedics hitch. - I am a real paramedic.
0:13:27 > 0:13:30As of today, you're a question mark.
0:13:30 > 0:13:32I can't believe they've done this.
0:13:32 > 0:13:35- I know. Pretty cool, right? - What! No, not very cool at all.
0:13:35 > 0:13:37Ah come on! She's, like, 60, but she's fun.
0:13:37 > 0:13:40Wish my mum was more like that. My mum is a dragon.
0:13:40 > 0:13:43Still locks me out of the house if I come home late.
0:13:43 > 0:13:44It's deep.
0:13:44 > 0:13:47You still live at home with your mother?
0:13:47 > 0:13:49This one time she caught me in bed with this girl.
0:13:49 > 0:13:53Burst in, started screaming, woke all the neighbours up.
0:13:53 > 0:13:56Next thing, she's chasing me down the street with a slipper.
0:13:56 > 0:13:57Don't give me ideas.
0:13:58 > 0:14:00What about your parents?
0:14:00 > 0:14:02What are they like?
0:14:04 > 0:14:06Sorry, man.
0:14:06 > 0:14:08What were they like?
0:14:08 > 0:14:09What?
0:14:09 > 0:14:12I mean, they can't be still with us, right? Not at your age?
0:14:12 > 0:14:16What you on about, not at my age? I'm 32!
0:14:18 > 0:14:20Whoa! What you doing?
0:14:20 > 0:14:21HORN BLARES
0:14:21 > 0:14:22Argh!
0:14:22 > 0:14:24Oh, mate!
0:14:26 > 0:14:28Lucky you got me now, eh?
0:14:28 > 0:14:30Argh!
0:14:38 > 0:14:40Lucky we didn't dent it.
0:14:40 > 0:14:43Lucky? What were you doing driving like that?
0:14:43 > 0:14:45She's seriously ill!
0:14:45 > 0:14:46I know she's seriously ill.
0:14:46 > 0:14:50I'm the one that's trying to help her forget it, unlike you.
0:14:50 > 0:14:52How, exactly?
0:14:53 > 0:14:55I'm not the one who crashed, am I?
0:14:56 > 0:15:00Your sense of responsibility is pathologically stunted.
0:15:00 > 0:15:03I just don't think the world's going to end any minute I leave the house.
0:15:03 > 0:15:08You're like one of those nutjobs who walk around holding placards
0:15:08 > 0:15:09predicting the apocalypse.
0:15:09 > 0:15:12You're a disaster fantasist.
0:15:12 > 0:15:15ENGINE FAILS TO FIRE
0:15:15 > 0:15:17You were saying?
0:15:17 > 0:15:21Lana, I'm concerned about the calluses on your knuckles.
0:15:21 > 0:15:24I need to ask. Have you been making yourself sick?
0:15:24 > 0:15:26I'm getting out of here.
0:15:26 > 0:15:29- No. We haven't finished treating your wrist yet.- It's all right.
0:15:29 > 0:15:30That's just it, Lana.
0:15:30 > 0:15:33It really isn't your wrist that hurts at all, is it?
0:15:35 > 0:15:37It seems to me you've come here
0:15:37 > 0:15:39because you need to speak to someone.
0:15:39 > 0:15:40Am I right?
0:15:42 > 0:15:44Shall we call your parents?
0:15:44 > 0:15:46Or your guardian, if that's more appropriate.
0:15:46 > 0:15:47I'm sure we can find a number?
0:15:49 > 0:15:51We can call them together.
0:15:51 > 0:15:53Ben.
0:15:53 > 0:15:54Hi. This is Diane.
0:15:54 > 0:15:56Sorry I can't take your call. Please leave a message.
0:15:59 > 0:16:01I was going to take pictures of you.
0:16:03 > 0:16:06Put 'em on Twitter, put your address up.
0:16:06 > 0:16:08Make sure you get what you deserved.
0:16:10 > 0:16:12But you're not like I thought you'd be.
0:16:14 > 0:16:16I'm so sorry.
0:16:16 > 0:16:19- Get off me! - No, no, no! Calm down.
0:16:19 > 0:16:21You get out of my way. Get off me!
0:16:23 > 0:16:26- OK.- Let's get her to Resus.- OK.
0:16:29 > 0:16:31- What are you doing now? - Trying to open the bonnet.
0:16:31 > 0:16:34Why? I mean, you don't know what you're looking for.
0:16:34 > 0:16:36You'll literally just be staring at pieces of metal!
0:16:36 > 0:16:38Everything all right up there?
0:16:38 > 0:16:40Yeah, Mum. We're fine.
0:16:41 > 0:16:42Won't be long.
0:16:52 > 0:16:54This is so predictable.
0:16:54 > 0:16:56We could be in the garden at the hospice right now
0:16:56 > 0:16:57if we'd left this to me.
0:16:57 > 0:17:00But you had to make the big spontaneous gesture, didn't you?
0:17:00 > 0:17:03And now Emilie might die on the side of a road.
0:17:03 > 0:17:06Well, at least I'm trying something.
0:17:06 > 0:17:09Oh, and by the way, the side of the road is much better
0:17:09 > 0:17:13than some hospital trolley, covered in drips and monitors,
0:17:13 > 0:17:17Oh, hang on, you'd prefer that, wouldn't you,
0:17:17 > 0:17:21cos then you could control it like you love to control everything?
0:17:21 > 0:17:23Antiseptic Ethan bubble.
0:17:23 > 0:17:25Never taking a chance...
0:17:25 > 0:17:29like a selfish... misanthropic little baby!
0:17:29 > 0:17:33- What did you call me?- You heard me.
0:17:42 > 0:17:44Officer.
0:17:46 > 0:17:47She's bradycardic.
0:17:47 > 0:17:50She must have her father's surname. You weren't to know.
0:17:50 > 0:17:53Can we get someone to call her grandmother? Not you, Lofty.
0:17:53 > 0:17:55She'll need an ECG.
0:17:55 > 0:17:58Let's get 500 micrograms of atropine on standby, please,
0:17:58 > 0:18:02and we should check her potassium - she might need an infusion.
0:18:02 > 0:18:05Right, you're going to be fine, Lana.
0:18:05 > 0:18:07Lofty...go.
0:18:09 > 0:18:11So what exactly happened here?
0:18:11 > 0:18:13It's just a minor bump.
0:18:13 > 0:18:16No damage but the ignition won't start so...
0:18:16 > 0:18:19And you're, what, a paramedic?
0:18:19 > 0:18:22No, I'm a doctor, actually.
0:18:22 > 0:18:25Shouldn't you have a paramedic with you?
0:18:25 > 0:18:31Yes, er, they've just gone to call for, er, help.
0:18:31 > 0:18:33How about I call the Ambulance Service,
0:18:33 > 0:18:36- let them know what's happening? - No, that's...
0:18:36 > 0:18:39Hello, officer.
0:18:39 > 0:18:41Is she all right?
0:18:41 > 0:18:45Yes, yes, she's stable but her resps aren't great
0:18:45 > 0:18:49- so we would really like to get going.- Yeah.
0:18:49 > 0:18:51Your colleague said the engine won't start?
0:18:51 > 0:18:56Er...yes, that is correct.
0:18:56 > 0:18:58- I'll call for another ambulance. - No! No!
0:18:58 > 0:19:02- I-I was going to... - It's fine.
0:19:08 > 0:19:12Sorry. If I get the right side...
0:19:15 > 0:19:17Right.
0:19:20 > 0:19:24- It's probably just a loose connection.- Yes.
0:19:24 > 0:19:27Um, yes, OK.
0:19:29 > 0:19:32I can take a look if you like?
0:19:32 > 0:19:34Oh, um...
0:19:35 > 0:19:38..that would be brilliant.
0:19:54 > 0:19:55Mate, calm down, OK?
0:19:55 > 0:19:58It's not healthy to get so wound up. Not at your age.
0:19:58 > 0:20:00Still laughing? Seriously?
0:20:00 > 0:20:02Let me tell you something,
0:20:02 > 0:20:04them idiots have never driven an ambulance before.
0:20:04 > 0:20:06They're not insured to. Emilie is critically ill.
0:20:06 > 0:20:09For all you know, they've already been pulled over,
0:20:09 > 0:20:11and she's dying alone in a strange hospital bed.
0:20:11 > 0:20:13Still think it's funny?
0:20:13 > 0:20:16- No, mate.- No.
0:20:16 > 0:20:19You're supposed to be professional.
0:20:19 > 0:20:22You're nothing but an immature kid. You're a liability, mate.
0:20:35 > 0:20:38ETHAN LAUGHS
0:20:38 > 0:20:40THEY ALL LAUGH
0:20:40 > 0:20:43Whoo-hoo-hoo!
0:20:43 > 0:20:45Yeah!
0:20:52 > 0:20:54That helmet is a stroke of genius.
0:20:56 > 0:20:59Yeah, it was rather good, wasn't it?
0:21:11 > 0:21:13Cal...
0:21:15 > 0:21:18..this is a private genetics clinic.
0:21:20 > 0:21:23You've had the test done, haven't you?
0:21:23 > 0:21:25You went through this alone?
0:21:27 > 0:21:29It's all right, Ethan.
0:21:31 > 0:21:32It's not though, is it?
0:21:36 > 0:21:39SHE BREATHES HEAVILY
0:21:40 > 0:21:42Emilie?
0:21:50 > 0:21:53The low potassium is causing her heart to beat slowly.
0:21:53 > 0:21:56We're keeping a close eye on her, though.
0:21:56 > 0:21:59Diane did say she sometimes made herself sick,
0:21:59 > 0:22:01but I didn't think it was bulimia.
0:22:01 > 0:22:04- What did you think it was? - A thing girls do.
0:22:04 > 0:22:06Something they grow out of.
0:22:07 > 0:22:10How's she been since her mum died?
0:22:12 > 0:22:15She hasn't shed a tear. Not one.
0:22:16 > 0:22:19There's something's wrong with her.
0:22:19 > 0:22:22Why don't you go and talk to her, see if you can find out?
0:22:23 > 0:22:26Charlie, the grandmother is here.
0:22:26 > 0:22:28OK, good.
0:22:31 > 0:22:32Go on.
0:22:38 > 0:22:40Why don't I go to the vending machine, get you some sweets?
0:22:40 > 0:22:42Mrs Stuart.
0:22:43 > 0:22:45Get out.
0:22:45 > 0:22:49- Lana, please.- I said get out!
0:22:49 > 0:22:50Come on.
0:23:01 > 0:23:04She's not making much respiratory effort.
0:23:06 > 0:23:09We can't afford these sats to drop any more.
0:23:09 > 0:23:11What is it, like a fractured rib or..?
0:23:11 > 0:23:13Without an X-ray, I-I don't know.
0:23:16 > 0:23:19- She needs intubation, doesn't she? - Then we'd have to take her back.
0:23:19 > 0:23:22Maybe we should.
0:23:22 > 0:23:24Or maybe to another hospital.
0:23:29 > 0:23:30No, there's still nothing.
0:23:30 > 0:23:34Come on, Mum. Hey, can you hear me?
0:23:39 > 0:23:41- What did she say about resuscitation?- I don't know.
0:23:41 > 0:23:44She said she just doesn't want to die in a hospital,
0:23:44 > 0:23:46but we can't let her die on the side of the road.
0:23:47 > 0:23:49No.
0:23:49 > 0:23:51Then we don't.
0:23:51 > 0:23:54We don't let her die at the side of a road.
0:24:01 > 0:24:03It's a football injury.
0:24:03 > 0:24:05I know, don't say it.
0:24:05 > 0:24:08I shouldn't be playing football at my age.
0:24:10 > 0:24:13Go on, you should carry on without me.
0:24:20 > 0:24:21Come on, mate.
0:24:27 > 0:24:29Here.
0:24:29 > 0:24:30Here you are.
0:24:32 > 0:24:35OK, she's just about breathing on her own.
0:24:35 > 0:24:38Cal, it's good.
0:24:41 > 0:24:44She's going to die today, isn't she?
0:24:46 > 0:24:49I think she is, yeah.
0:24:49 > 0:24:51You were right.
0:24:51 > 0:24:54We should have taken her back.
0:24:54 > 0:24:56If we'd gone back when I wanted...
0:24:57 > 0:25:01..she'd be on a hospital trolley by now surrounded by strangers.
0:25:01 > 0:25:04Why do I always do this?
0:25:04 > 0:25:07Why do I never think things through?
0:25:07 > 0:25:10No, Cal, listen to me.
0:25:10 > 0:25:13It's me that hasn't been thinking.
0:25:13 > 0:25:15You know...
0:25:15 > 0:25:18I pretended that none of this was happening.
0:25:18 > 0:25:20You looked after her.
0:25:21 > 0:25:24You...faced up to taking the test.
0:25:27 > 0:25:29When were you planning on opening it?
0:25:29 > 0:25:31HE SIGHS
0:25:33 > 0:25:36I don't know.
0:25:36 > 0:25:40Well, when you do, I'm going to be here right next to you, all right?
0:25:41 > 0:25:45From now on, we do this together...
0:25:45 > 0:25:47as brothers.
0:25:53 > 0:25:55You all right?
0:25:55 > 0:25:58Never leave a man down.
0:25:58 > 0:26:00Two secs, mate.
0:26:18 > 0:26:19You boys OK?
0:26:19 > 0:26:22We are trying to get to a male stripper convention.
0:26:24 > 0:26:26That's my manager, obviously.
0:26:28 > 0:26:31You lovely ladies couldn't give us a lift, could you?
0:26:32 > 0:26:34Yeah, go on, then.
0:26:34 > 0:26:37Thank you.
0:26:40 > 0:26:42You coming or what?
0:26:51 > 0:26:54OK, sats are definitely improving.
0:26:54 > 0:26:56Yeah.
0:26:56 > 0:27:00- Are you OK to drive?- Yeah, yeah.
0:27:00 > 0:27:03Great...
0:27:03 > 0:27:05then let's get Mum to the seaside.
0:27:21 > 0:27:23Thank you.
0:27:23 > 0:27:27Lana, I'm going to refer you to somebody that you can talk to.
0:27:27 > 0:27:29- A psychiatrist?- Yeah.
0:27:29 > 0:27:33- I'm not talking to anyone like that. - Yes, you are. You need help.
0:27:33 > 0:27:37- Professional help.- I SAID I'm not talking to some shrink.
0:27:37 > 0:27:40Yes, you are or you're not coming back to my house.
0:27:42 > 0:27:45I've been talking to the doctor.
0:27:45 > 0:27:48There's somewhere you could go, it's residential,
0:27:48 > 0:27:51and they'll help you make you feel better.
0:27:51 > 0:27:53That's very much a last resort.
0:27:53 > 0:27:57Can you leave me alone, now, please?
0:27:59 > 0:28:01OK.
0:28:10 > 0:28:12Lana, I'm so sorry.
0:28:15 > 0:28:16You want to help me?
0:28:18 > 0:28:20Then help me get out of here.
0:28:22 > 0:28:24You're not well enough to leave.
0:28:24 > 0:28:27They're trying to make me talk to some counsellor.
0:28:27 > 0:28:31- Maybe you should.- I don't want to talk about it. I can't fix it.
0:28:34 > 0:28:37Did something happen between you and your mum?
0:28:40 > 0:28:42We had a row...
0:28:44 > 0:28:47..before she left for work about what time the bus was leaving.
0:28:51 > 0:28:53You know what the last thing I said to her was?
0:28:55 > 0:28:58That I hate her.
0:28:59 > 0:29:03And now, because of you,
0:29:03 > 0:29:06I'm never going to get to take that back.
0:29:10 > 0:29:12Sorry, Lofty? Rita called.
0:29:12 > 0:29:15They're ready for you upstairs.
0:29:24 > 0:29:27What are you doing here?
0:29:27 > 0:29:29I wanted to find you before my boss does.
0:29:29 > 0:29:32Jez, maybe you'd should explain.
0:29:35 > 0:29:37Well?
0:29:40 > 0:29:42I can't believe you've never watched this film.
0:29:42 > 0:29:44I don't have time to watch films,
0:29:44 > 0:29:47performing ground-breaking cardiac surgery.
0:29:49 > 0:29:54- Obviously I'm going to have to educate you.- Yeah, you are.
0:29:54 > 0:29:56MOBILE PHONE BUZZES
0:29:56 > 0:29:59No. Leave it.
0:29:59 > 0:30:02No, give me the phone.
0:30:02 > 0:30:05Please don't do that.
0:30:05 > 0:30:07PHONE MUFFLED
0:30:07 > 0:30:10I do that.
0:30:10 > 0:30:14I've spoken to the mental health team. We'll be transferring her now.
0:30:19 > 0:30:22Um...sorry, one moment.
0:30:22 > 0:30:24Isn't Ben meant to be at his hearing?
0:30:30 > 0:30:31Ben.
0:30:37 > 0:30:39I'm going to have to report it to control.
0:30:39 > 0:30:41They'll be able to track them by GPS.
0:30:41 > 0:30:43This is Cal and Ethan we're talking about.
0:30:43 > 0:30:44They're your friends.
0:30:44 > 0:30:46Yeah, and I came to you because they're my friends.
0:30:46 > 0:30:49Charlie, I want to help them just as much as you, pal,
0:30:49 > 0:30:51but they're driving without insurance.
0:30:51 > 0:30:53The sooner we find them, we can limit the damage.
0:30:53 > 0:30:56Charlie, we need you. It's Lofty.
0:30:56 > 0:30:59- What? - He's gone up into the ceiling.
0:31:05 > 0:31:07Lana?
0:31:35 > 0:31:38Lana, it's all right.
0:31:38 > 0:31:42Um, I can try his phone again.
0:31:42 > 0:31:45KNOCK ON DOOR
0:31:45 > 0:31:49Senior Staff Nurse Chiltern has been, um, unavoidably delayed.
0:31:51 > 0:31:53I just want to say one thing.
0:31:55 > 0:31:57He did his very best to save a patient's life
0:31:57 > 0:32:00under very difficult circumstances.
0:32:00 > 0:32:03Did he check that everybody was clear before he shocked her,
0:32:03 > 0:32:04I don't know?
0:32:04 > 0:32:06I don't think he knows
0:32:06 > 0:32:09and I'm pretty sure that you're not going to find out.
0:32:09 > 0:32:12But I do know that the patients here value him.
0:32:15 > 0:32:17Well, so do the staff,
0:32:17 > 0:32:20more than we can say.
0:32:20 > 0:32:22OK.
0:32:27 > 0:32:30I know you don't want to talk to a counsellor
0:32:30 > 0:32:33or me or anyone...
0:32:33 > 0:32:35So get lost then.
0:32:41 > 0:32:44I thought you might want to talk to your mum.
0:32:44 > 0:32:45What?
0:32:45 > 0:32:47'Hi, this is Diane. Sorry, I can't take your call.
0:32:47 > 0:32:50'Please leave a message.'
0:32:52 > 0:32:54I'll start.
0:32:56 > 0:32:58Diane, it's Lofty.
0:32:58 > 0:33:01Ben Chiltern.
0:33:01 > 0:33:03I know you didn't really know me.
0:33:06 > 0:33:08Wish I could change that.
0:33:08 > 0:33:10I've got Lana here.
0:33:10 > 0:33:12She said something to you that she didn't mean.
0:33:12 > 0:33:15You know that already, don't you?
0:33:15 > 0:33:19Course you do, cos when we have an argument with someone
0:33:19 > 0:33:22and we're angry and try and cause a reaction,
0:33:22 > 0:33:23you don't mean it.
0:33:23 > 0:33:26It doesn't matter.
0:33:26 > 0:33:28It's feelings that matter.
0:33:28 > 0:33:32If you love someone, they know it.
0:33:32 > 0:33:34You can't hide it.
0:33:34 > 0:33:37She's got a big mouth, Diane.
0:33:37 > 0:33:39She's got a heart the same size.
0:33:39 > 0:33:41You must be so proud of her.
0:33:41 > 0:33:44You must love her very, very much.
0:33:44 > 0:33:46I know she loves you.
0:33:46 > 0:33:49I've got her here with me now.
0:33:50 > 0:33:53I know she wants to talk to you.
0:33:53 > 0:33:55I don't.
0:33:55 > 0:33:57It's all right.
0:34:04 > 0:34:06Mum?
0:34:08 > 0:34:12I'm so sorry I shouted at you. I didn't mean it.
0:34:15 > 0:34:18I was right, though. The bus was at half past, not 20 past.
0:34:18 > 0:34:20I knew I wasn't late.
0:34:21 > 0:34:23I don't hate you.
0:34:26 > 0:34:29I wish I'd never said it.
0:34:29 > 0:34:31He's right, you know that, don't you?
0:34:33 > 0:34:36I miss you so, so much.
0:34:39 > 0:34:42I love you, Mum.
0:34:45 > 0:34:47It's OK. It's all right.
0:34:50 > 0:34:51How you doing?
0:34:56 > 0:34:59Your brother's...
0:34:59 > 0:35:01a dreadful driver.
0:35:17 > 0:35:18We're here.
0:35:18 > 0:35:20Let's go and find the beach.
0:35:25 > 0:35:28- All right, Lofty, nice and easy. - I'm OK, I'm fine.
0:35:28 > 0:35:30Enough heroism for one day.
0:35:30 > 0:35:32Lana, can you hear me all right?
0:35:32 > 0:35:37Let's get an ECG please, can we, if we haven't already done one?
0:35:37 > 0:35:38You missed your hearing.
0:35:39 > 0:35:42Unofficially, I can tell you, you'll have to retrain in defib safety,
0:35:42 > 0:35:46but it isn't going to be escalated.
0:35:46 > 0:35:48- Lofty, you're not going to lose your job.- Yeah.
0:35:49 > 0:35:52That's great. Thanks, Rita. Um...
0:35:54 > 0:35:55- It doesn't matter now.- Why?
0:35:57 > 0:36:00A friend of mine's doing a charity walk for a few months
0:36:00 > 0:36:02from Land's End to John O'Groats.
0:36:03 > 0:36:08I was thinking about it last night after everything that's happened.
0:36:08 > 0:36:09I want to do it.
0:36:09 > 0:36:11Take some time off, you know.
0:36:13 > 0:36:14I've got a lot of leave left
0:36:14 > 0:36:17and I was hoping you'd waive the last bit.
0:36:17 > 0:36:19And after that?
0:36:19 > 0:36:21I've got the inquest.
0:36:23 > 0:36:26But after the inquest, I won't come back.
0:36:26 > 0:36:29Sorry, say that again?
0:36:29 > 0:36:33I know you've all been there for me and I'm so grateful of that.
0:36:33 > 0:36:34This girl's mum died because of me.
0:36:34 > 0:36:38And I know it is not my fault, but it was on my watch.
0:36:38 > 0:36:41I can't live with myself until I find a way to say sorry.
0:36:41 > 0:36:43You can say sorry by staying here and treating patients.
0:36:43 > 0:36:45Thanks...
0:36:45 > 0:36:46for the support.
0:36:55 > 0:36:58This is where we came
0:36:58 > 0:37:00when you were children.
0:37:00 > 0:37:05I sat here and watched you.
0:37:09 > 0:37:12You still scared of crabs?
0:37:12 > 0:37:14What? I wasn't scared of them.
0:37:14 > 0:37:15Yes, you were.
0:37:16 > 0:37:18They have pincers. They can nip!
0:37:23 > 0:37:25- Race you.- Oh...
0:37:33 > 0:37:34Charlie?
0:37:36 > 0:37:38Any word on where they are yet?
0:37:38 > 0:37:39Not yet.
0:37:41 > 0:37:43Give it a couple of hours.
0:37:43 > 0:37:45They're not back by then, I'll report them myself.
0:37:52 > 0:37:54Right, we're already losing one, mate.
0:37:54 > 0:37:56If you don't want to lose another two,
0:37:56 > 0:37:59you'd better find them before my boss does.
0:38:06 > 0:38:09You don't have to do this, you know.
0:38:09 > 0:38:12We both know I'm never going to be the world's best ED nurse, Charlie.
0:38:12 > 0:38:14Too disorganised. Too chaotic.
0:38:16 > 0:38:18Too good at breaking things.
0:38:21 > 0:38:24We all have our strengths and weaknesses.
0:38:25 > 0:38:26What are my strengths?
0:38:27 > 0:38:31Helping people who can't see a way out.
0:38:31 > 0:38:33That's why I want to retrain after the walk.
0:38:35 > 0:38:37As?
0:38:37 > 0:38:40As a bereavement counsellor. Palliative care.
0:38:42 > 0:38:45- Oh.- I'll still be a nurse.
0:38:45 > 0:38:47I'll always be a nurse.
0:38:52 > 0:38:54If I was lost,
0:38:54 > 0:38:57I can't think of anybody else I'd rather talk to.
0:39:00 > 0:39:02THEY YELL AND LAUGH
0:39:02 > 0:39:04That was the line, that was the line!
0:39:07 > 0:39:09Just prove to me you're not scared, all right?
0:39:09 > 0:39:11Don't, please, please, please! It's not actually funny.
0:39:11 > 0:39:13He just wants to make friends.
0:39:13 > 0:39:15- Just wants to make friends, that's it.- I will look at it.
0:39:15 > 0:39:18- Yeah, but all it wants is to make friends.- Cal...- Just have a look.
0:39:18 > 0:39:21NO! Seriously, seriously!
0:39:23 > 0:39:25Whoo!
0:39:43 > 0:39:44I've come to say goodbye.
0:39:44 > 0:39:46Right, well, goodbye.
0:39:54 > 0:39:56Going for a drink with Max and Robyn in the pub.
0:39:56 > 0:40:01It's not much of a leaving party, but will you come?
0:40:01 > 0:40:03No, I've got work to do.
0:40:20 > 0:40:21Guess I'll be off then.
0:40:22 > 0:40:24I'm sorry about earlier.
0:40:24 > 0:40:26No, you were right.
0:40:26 > 0:40:28She's a sick woman.
0:40:28 > 0:40:30One last day with her lads, you can't deny her that,
0:40:30 > 0:40:32but I'm afraid that doesn't get us off scot-free.
0:40:32 > 0:40:36Your behaviour today has been completely unprofessional.
0:40:36 > 0:40:39You've left me with no other choice...
0:40:39 > 0:40:41- Jez, I've had to call your mum. - Get lost.
0:40:41 > 0:40:45She's on her way in. She'll be about 20 minutes.
0:40:45 > 0:40:46You're joking?
0:40:48 > 0:40:51Mate, call her back. Say you were wrong.
0:40:51 > 0:40:52Iain, please, you don't know her.
0:40:52 > 0:40:55- I'll never be allowed to leave the house again!- It's too late.
0:40:55 > 0:40:56She's already set off.
0:40:56 > 0:40:59Reckon she's bringing a slipper with her.
0:41:00 > 0:41:03HE LAUGHS
0:41:06 > 0:41:09I want this place ship-shape by 21 hundred hours
0:41:09 > 0:41:12and don't call me an old man again.
0:41:12 > 0:41:14You do realise you're leaving The Lodgers without a bassist?
0:41:14 > 0:41:18You'll find another one. Maybe one who can actually play bass.
0:41:18 > 0:41:22- Well, when we make it, you'll never forgive yourself.- I know.
0:41:23 > 0:41:26- ALL:- Surprise!
0:41:26 > 0:41:30Everyone signed your card so they can sign your sponsor form as well.
0:41:30 > 0:41:33- We'll bleed 'em dry. - I'll miss you so much.
0:41:43 > 0:41:45You going to open it?
0:41:50 > 0:41:51Mum wants to know.
0:41:53 > 0:41:54I wish you'd told me.
0:41:57 > 0:41:59We should have done this together.
0:42:10 > 0:42:12We did.
0:42:16 > 0:42:18What is this?
0:42:18 > 0:42:20Remember that sample I took from you
0:42:20 > 0:42:24when we were trying to persuade Isaac Sandison to have blood taken?
0:42:24 > 0:42:27Well, I sent yours off to the clinic with mine.
0:42:36 > 0:42:39Just rip it up and throw it away, Ethan, if you want.
0:42:46 > 0:42:47(I had to.)
0:42:53 > 0:42:55Oh, have you said bye to Lofty then?
0:42:57 > 0:42:58Yes, I have, yeah.
0:43:01 > 0:43:03I know how close you two got
0:43:03 > 0:43:06and how much you'll miss him.
0:43:07 > 0:43:12He was just a nurse and not a particularly competent one.
0:43:19 > 0:43:21Bam!
0:43:24 > 0:43:26Take care, Lofty.
0:43:26 > 0:43:28Keep in touch.
0:43:28 > 0:43:30Bye!
0:43:30 > 0:43:32THEY LAUGH
0:43:32 > 0:43:33I don't believe it!
0:43:42 > 0:43:45THEY CHEER
0:43:46 > 0:43:49I can't breathe! I can't breathe!
0:44:10 > 0:44:11Yeah?
0:44:13 > 0:44:15Yeah, I'm fine.
0:44:15 > 0:44:16Well done.
0:44:23 > 0:44:26- Statistics. - Screw the statistics, OK?
0:44:29 > 0:44:31- Do you want me to do it? - No, no, no, I'll do it.
0:44:41 > 0:44:44I'm clear as well.
0:44:44 > 0:44:46Mate, that's brilliant.
0:44:51 > 0:44:54- Come on, let's put this back on. - No, no.
0:44:56 > 0:44:57- What's that?- (Ethan.)
0:45:01 > 0:45:04Told you she liked you.
0:45:04 > 0:45:05There you go, bro.
0:45:07 > 0:45:09Get in, mate.
0:45:09 > 0:45:11- BREATHLESS:- Tell me a story.
0:45:13 > 0:45:15You and Kate.
0:45:17 > 0:45:18What happens?
0:45:24 > 0:45:26Um...
0:45:26 > 0:45:30on the first date, she suggests they go and see a three-hour movie
0:45:30 > 0:45:32with subtitles...
0:45:32 > 0:45:33ETHAN LAUGHS
0:45:33 > 0:45:35..and he knows she's the one.
0:45:37 > 0:45:39And he proposes on the third date.
0:45:41 > 0:45:45We get married in a registry office. Nothing fancy.
0:45:45 > 0:45:49Just friends, and the pub afterwards.
0:45:51 > 0:45:53Who's the best man?
0:45:53 > 0:45:57Oh, the... Cal's the best man, of course.
0:45:57 > 0:46:00- Yeah, he is. - And he makes a terrible speech.
0:46:02 > 0:46:06But he redeems himself afterwards when he tells everyone about you.
0:46:08 > 0:46:12About us all meeting Kate in the cafe.
0:46:12 > 0:46:13Go on.
0:46:15 > 0:46:19OK, er, well, we buy a house in Holby,
0:46:19 > 0:46:22and then we have a little girl.
0:46:22 > 0:46:24And we call her Emilie.
0:46:26 > 0:46:30And the day she's born is the most incredible...
0:46:32 > 0:46:34..and terrifying day of my life.
0:46:38 > 0:46:39She goes to med school.
0:46:41 > 0:46:43She becomes a doctor.
0:46:47 > 0:46:50And, eventually, she gets married...
0:46:53 > 0:46:55..and she has kids of her own.
0:47:00 > 0:47:04And Cal and I are doddery old men by then.
0:47:04 > 0:47:06Cal's on his fourth wife.
0:47:08 > 0:47:13But we come back here every year,
0:47:13 > 0:47:15all together to this bay...
0:47:18 > 0:47:22..and we look out at the sea...
0:47:22 > 0:47:26and we make a toast to you and we say...
0:47:28 > 0:47:29.."This is where it all began."
0:47:33 > 0:47:35Mum?
0:48:03 > 0:48:05What?