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0:00:03 > 0:00:06You didn't steal them, so who are you protecting?

0:00:06 > 0:00:08There's a bigger story here.

0:00:08 > 0:00:11Your little friend decided to have a witch hunt against Charlie.

0:00:11 > 0:00:13That's why we're in this situation.

0:00:13 > 0:00:14Did the police call back?

0:00:14 > 0:00:17- I'd hate to think you were vulnerable.- Will you walk me home?

0:00:17 > 0:00:18Yeah, but I thought...

0:00:18 > 0:00:20- It was Mark.- She's your sister.

0:00:20 > 0:00:22How long before he messes her up,

0:00:22 > 0:00:24like he has with everybody else?

0:00:24 > 0:00:26Is this about your wife?

0:00:26 > 0:00:27Your wife was...

0:01:05 > 0:01:07Ah, Louise! Handover notes.

0:01:07 > 0:01:09I'm off.

0:01:09 > 0:01:10So, you got any more plans with Iain?

0:01:10 > 0:01:11I'd say so.

0:01:11 > 0:01:14I'm pretty sure I left him wanting more last night.

0:01:14 > 0:01:16Won't be long now, Sophie, OK?

0:01:18 > 0:01:19My baby's sick.

0:01:19 > 0:01:21Can you call Dr Keogh?

0:01:21 > 0:01:22Of course.

0:01:22 > 0:01:24Aww, she's got a temperature.

0:01:24 > 0:01:26When did this start?

0:01:26 > 0:01:27Isn't that your baby sister?

0:01:28 > 0:01:30Hmm. My father's other offspring

0:01:30 > 0:01:34are probably best left to the care of somebody else.

0:01:34 > 0:01:36OK, I'm going to get someone to see you.

0:01:40 > 0:01:41Nice pyjamas.

0:01:41 > 0:01:42Evening, Lou.

0:01:42 > 0:01:44Hi, team.

0:01:46 > 0:01:49Is Charlie even the type to like a fuss?

0:01:49 > 0:01:51Charlie went down sticking up for his team.

0:01:51 > 0:01:53He's got his "welcome back to work" meeting on Monday

0:01:53 > 0:01:54and we are making a fuss.

0:01:54 > 0:01:56That is beautiful, Robyn.

0:01:56 > 0:01:57Noel...

0:01:58 > 0:02:01..take a deep breath, put the key in the lock

0:02:01 > 0:02:02and clean out Mac's locker.

0:02:04 > 0:02:06I feel like a grave robber.

0:02:06 > 0:02:08Hey, team. Pizza to get us through the night shift.

0:02:08 > 0:02:10I...

0:02:20 > 0:02:21When are you due?

0:02:23 > 0:02:24Eight weeks.

0:02:24 > 0:02:26Not long.

0:02:26 > 0:02:27It is your first?

0:02:29 > 0:02:31- Do you mind just...? - BABY CRIES

0:02:31 > 0:02:33Just...

0:02:33 > 0:02:35There. Thank you.

0:02:35 > 0:02:38I'm so not ready to face Glen yet.

0:02:38 > 0:02:39I can't believe I kissed him,

0:02:39 > 0:02:42a grieving man too vulnerable to know better.

0:02:42 > 0:02:45There's a word for women like me, I just don't know what it is.

0:02:45 > 0:02:47That's one for Dictionary Corner, methinks.

0:02:47 > 0:02:49Yeah, well, don't write to Countdown just yet.

0:02:49 > 0:02:52We've the Mortality Cafe first thing. You can't avoid him.

0:02:52 > 0:02:53I can try!

0:02:53 > 0:02:54Mr Crump?

0:02:57 > 0:02:59Rihanna - seven months, temperature.

0:02:59 > 0:03:01Has a doctor not been to see you yet?

0:03:01 > 0:03:03Yeah, twice, but I turned them down.

0:03:03 > 0:03:05She needs to see Dylan. It's her big brother.

0:03:05 > 0:03:09It's not really best for family members to treat family.

0:03:09 > 0:03:10Dylan? Please.

0:03:10 > 0:03:12She's really sick.

0:03:12 > 0:03:14Could you just take a look at her?

0:03:16 > 0:03:19Do you think you might be able to find Ethan

0:03:19 > 0:03:20to have a look at the infant?

0:03:20 > 0:03:21Rihanna needs her brother.

0:03:21 > 0:03:26I have explained that it's not best practice to treat family.

0:03:26 > 0:03:27Family?

0:03:27 > 0:03:28We have similar DNA,

0:03:28 > 0:03:31but so is my DNA similar to that of a banana.

0:03:33 > 0:03:35Why don't you go and take a seat

0:03:35 > 0:03:37and I'll get someone over in a sec, OK?

0:03:41 > 0:03:46Louise, the pregnant lady with the sore arm, isn't she your patient?

0:03:46 > 0:03:47I thought she was yours.

0:03:49 > 0:03:52Pregnant women really aren't my comfort zone.

0:03:52 > 0:03:53That thing I mentioned.

0:03:53 > 0:03:55Yeah, I remember, but...

0:03:55 > 0:03:57you can't avoid them forever, hon.

0:04:00 > 0:04:01Soph, are you ready?

0:04:05 > 0:04:06This place is for emergencies.

0:04:06 > 0:04:08No, no, no. You're all right.

0:04:08 > 0:04:10It's not even hurting any more.

0:04:20 > 0:04:22Oh, welcome back, Charlie.

0:04:22 > 0:04:25I didn't think you were starting till next week.

0:04:25 > 0:04:28Well, no, actually, I'm not on duty.

0:04:28 > 0:04:32I've just got a very important meeting that I have to prepare for.

0:04:32 > 0:04:33Oh.

0:04:33 > 0:04:36Well, if it helps, the nurses are giving me hell

0:04:36 > 0:04:38over me blabbing my mouth off to Hanssen.

0:04:38 > 0:04:41Well, my team tend to operate on trust.

0:04:49 > 0:04:51OK, head forward then, please.

0:04:51 > 0:04:54Her raised temperature and cough would suggest a chest infection,

0:04:54 > 0:04:56but we'll investigate.

0:04:56 > 0:04:59Has Rihanna been around any smoke at all?

0:04:59 > 0:05:01My partner's got COPD, so he quit.

0:05:03 > 0:05:04Right.

0:05:06 > 0:05:09The laws of gravity apply to blood as well.

0:05:09 > 0:05:11Can you keep the pressure on for me, yeah?

0:05:15 > 0:05:16Hello.

0:05:18 > 0:05:22Jacob, I do understand why the nurses think I crossed a trust line.

0:05:22 > 0:05:24I warned you, you were on your own.

0:05:24 > 0:05:28Now you're going to have to earn their trust back yourself.

0:05:33 > 0:05:36OK! Who've you got for me now?

0:05:37 > 0:05:38A diabetic foot ulcer.

0:05:40 > 0:05:42Right.

0:05:42 > 0:05:44Are you not happy with your triage?

0:05:49 > 0:05:51Mm.

0:05:51 > 0:05:53You better give this back to the pregnant lady.

0:05:53 > 0:05:55Soph Kelly?

0:05:55 > 0:05:57Her arm felt better, so she left.

0:05:57 > 0:05:59We keep the notes updated for a reason, Dr Gardner.

0:05:59 > 0:06:02She left just without being seen?

0:06:02 > 0:06:05Are you accusing Robyn of poor duty of care or something?

0:06:05 > 0:06:07No.

0:06:07 > 0:06:08No, of course not.

0:06:08 > 0:06:09Here.

0:06:09 > 0:06:11I'll be back.

0:06:15 > 0:06:17You don't like hospitals, do you?

0:06:26 > 0:06:27Hey.

0:06:27 > 0:06:30You forgot your page-turner.

0:06:30 > 0:06:31Oh. How could I?

0:06:33 > 0:06:35The nurses mentioned that you left.

0:06:35 > 0:06:37Yeah, my arm felt better.

0:06:40 > 0:06:43It doesn't look like the bus is coming any time soon, so...

0:06:43 > 0:06:46why don't you just let me check that arm for you?

0:06:47 > 0:06:49No harm in just checking.

0:06:50 > 0:06:52OK, the IV access is so that we can run blood tests

0:06:52 > 0:06:54and give IV medication if we need to.

0:06:58 > 0:07:02Sorry, the baby-sized lines can be a little fiddly.

0:07:02 > 0:07:05Well, a nice song will help, won't it, Rihanna?

0:07:05 > 0:07:08# We found love in a hopeless place

0:07:08 > 0:07:12# We found love in a hopeless place... #

0:07:12 > 0:07:14OK, I'm going to try the other side.

0:07:14 > 0:07:16- Can you chase up the RSV results, please?- OK.

0:07:16 > 0:07:18She's boiling hot.

0:07:18 > 0:07:19- What's wrong with her?- Don't worry.

0:07:19 > 0:07:22The paediatric paracetamol will bring her temperature down.

0:07:22 > 0:07:25Her ears and the back of her throat are a little red and inflamed.

0:07:25 > 0:07:28I just need to get a line in, in case it's a bacterial infection -

0:07:28 > 0:07:32and, if so, we will need to take a blood culture as well.

0:07:32 > 0:07:35Can you discharge my nasal fracture please, Ethan?

0:07:37 > 0:07:39Uh, OK.

0:07:39 > 0:07:42BABY CRIES

0:07:46 > 0:07:49Your baby sister will love you for this.

0:07:53 > 0:07:56Got sats at 90%, heart rate at 160.

0:07:56 > 0:08:00Can we get her some oxygen and get her to the HDC then, please?

0:08:00 > 0:08:04BABY CRIES

0:08:08 > 0:08:10Pint and then bed for me tonight.

0:08:13 > 0:08:14I thought you ended it with Rita.

0:08:17 > 0:08:19Kind of.

0:08:19 > 0:08:20I think she's got the wrong idea.

0:08:20 > 0:08:21I might have...

0:08:21 > 0:08:24I might have accidentally had goodbye sex with her last night.

0:08:24 > 0:08:26Hey, don't start messing her about again.

0:08:26 > 0:08:29Oi! Cover for me.

0:08:29 > 0:08:30Oh!

0:08:30 > 0:08:33HE GROANS

0:08:33 > 0:08:34Going somewhere?

0:08:39 > 0:08:41Poor little mite.

0:08:43 > 0:08:44Her poor mum.

0:09:08 > 0:09:10100ml bolus given.

0:09:10 > 0:09:11Heart rate's stabilising.

0:09:13 > 0:09:15So, do we know what caused it?

0:09:15 > 0:09:17Well, have a guess, Hazel.

0:09:17 > 0:09:18What do you think would cause a baby

0:09:18 > 0:09:21to have the respiration of a middle-aged smoker?

0:09:21 > 0:09:24- Here's a clue, your baby smells like an ashtray.- Dr Keogh.

0:09:24 > 0:09:27You come in here wringing your hands about, "My poor baby."

0:09:27 > 0:09:29If you really cared, you'd stop wringing your hands,

0:09:29 > 0:09:31you'd answer my question.

0:09:31 > 0:09:33He only ever smokes outside.

0:09:33 > 0:09:37He couldn't live with himself if thought he'd hurt her.

0:09:37 > 0:09:40It looks like she's getting better, so it's all right now anyway.

0:09:46 > 0:09:48'Leave a message for Brian after the beep

0:09:48 > 0:09:50'and, for Pete's sake, make it short.'

0:09:50 > 0:09:53Hello, Brian. Your daughter is in Holby City ED.

0:09:53 > 0:09:56You really should get down here as soon as you can.

0:09:59 > 0:10:00Hmm.

0:10:00 > 0:10:02So, Soph, you still have two arms.

0:10:03 > 0:10:05Was there anything else?

0:10:05 > 0:10:07Swollen ankles, dangerous cravings...

0:10:10 > 0:10:12I saw you had a C-section scar.

0:10:15 > 0:10:17They had to do a C-section at seven months.

0:10:17 > 0:10:19He was already gone.

0:10:20 > 0:10:22I'm sorry.

0:10:22 > 0:10:23It was in Warsaw.

0:10:23 > 0:10:25My husband's in haulage,

0:10:25 > 0:10:28he had a contract out there for a couple of years.

0:10:28 > 0:10:30And what stage are you now?

0:10:31 > 0:10:33Seven months.

0:10:36 > 0:10:38It didn't feel right doing the C-section.

0:10:40 > 0:10:43You can't do that to a baby that's not ready to be born,

0:10:43 > 0:10:45but Liam can be a bit of a bulldozer

0:10:45 > 0:10:47when he thinks he knows best, so...

0:10:47 > 0:10:50Did the doctors mention clotting or blood clots?

0:10:58 > 0:11:02I know you came to see us about a sore arm but...

0:11:02 > 0:11:04is there anything else worrying you?

0:11:07 > 0:11:10I can't feel him moving around as much.

0:11:11 > 0:11:14It hurts a bit when I breathe in.

0:11:14 > 0:11:17OK, well, we are going to look into that right now.

0:11:18 > 0:11:20I'll be back in one minute.

0:11:29 > 0:11:31Yes, this is Dr Gardner from ED.

0:11:31 > 0:11:34I need someone to bring a CTG machine down right now.

0:11:36 > 0:11:37Much appreciated. Thanks.

0:11:43 > 0:11:45- PHONE RINGS - Baby's fine.

0:11:53 > 0:11:55Maternity unit, midwife speaking.

0:11:58 > 0:11:59ED?

0:11:59 > 0:12:01Yes, I think I can remember the way.

0:12:04 > 0:12:07The crown jewels have lost some of their sparkle.

0:12:07 > 0:12:09Would you like me to go to the canteen, Iain?

0:12:09 > 0:12:12I'm sure they're doing some plum crumble!

0:12:12 > 0:12:15You want some plum crumble, do you, Noel?

0:12:15 > 0:12:18I tell you what, I'm not having Dylan rifle through my pants.

0:12:18 > 0:12:21Oh, don't worry. I'm going to take the bullet for that.

0:12:21 > 0:12:22It'll give us a chance to chat.

0:12:25 > 0:12:28I wouldn't have let her go if I knew it was serious.

0:12:28 > 0:12:30She wasn't up front with her symptoms.

0:12:30 > 0:12:32You couldn't have known.

0:12:32 > 0:12:33No, but you knew.

0:12:34 > 0:12:36I've been heavily pregnant too,

0:12:36 > 0:12:38so I know that unless it's falling off,

0:12:38 > 0:12:41wild horses would not make that woman get out of her bed

0:12:41 > 0:12:44and come and sit in A&E with a sore arm.

0:12:53 > 0:12:55Still doing off-duty homework?

0:12:55 > 0:12:58Yeah, I've got a post-suspension meeting

0:12:58 > 0:13:00with the Director of Nursing...

0:13:00 > 0:13:02so...

0:13:02 > 0:13:04I thought a little homework might be wise.

0:13:06 > 0:13:07Listen...

0:13:08 > 0:13:11..thanks for not putting the boot in.

0:13:11 > 0:13:14It's just, Robyn's the sort who would lose a lot of sleep

0:13:14 > 0:13:16if she thought she missed something.

0:13:21 > 0:13:25PERSISTENT BEEPING

0:13:25 > 0:13:26You're needed.

0:13:26 > 0:13:29- I'm up to my eyes.- What, in cheese and pickle? You're on!

0:13:30 > 0:13:32All right, Soph.

0:13:35 > 0:13:38Rihanna's RSV results are back double-quick.

0:13:38 > 0:13:41At least it should help Hazel stop beating herself up.

0:13:41 > 0:13:43It's viral, so not just wheezing from her dad's smoke.

0:13:43 > 0:13:46Yeah, but it's the environment that she's been living in,

0:13:46 > 0:13:49isn't it, that's made her susceptible? It's still his fault.

0:13:49 > 0:13:50All right, OK. Yeah, thanks.

0:13:52 > 0:13:54Where is she?

0:13:54 > 0:13:55What's happening?

0:13:55 > 0:13:57Is she dead?

0:14:02 > 0:14:05Your daughter is ill because of exposure to your second-hand smoke.

0:14:05 > 0:14:07At least I assume it is second-hand,

0:14:07 > 0:14:09you haven't got her on a 20-a-day habit of her own yet.

0:14:09 > 0:14:10This time,

0:14:10 > 0:14:12thanks to my team, and me,

0:14:12 > 0:14:15she's going to be all right. You don't have to worry.

0:14:19 > 0:14:22You'd love me to react to that, wouldn't you?

0:14:22 > 0:14:24Well, at least you seem to care about your daughter.

0:14:24 > 0:14:27That is something. HE COUGHS

0:14:27 > 0:14:28You laughing?

0:14:29 > 0:14:31You are. You're actually laughing.

0:14:36 > 0:14:39HE WAILS

0:14:42 > 0:14:43It's a tiny little cut

0:14:43 > 0:14:45with some bruising to your testicles.

0:14:45 > 0:14:47Oh!

0:14:47 > 0:14:48They've swollen like balloons.

0:14:48 > 0:14:51All right, Robyn. Speak up, why don't you?

0:14:51 > 0:14:53People in the morgue didn't hear you!

0:14:55 > 0:14:57Oh, here he is.

0:14:57 > 0:14:58What am I, your pre-rave entertainment?

0:14:58 > 0:15:00Of course.

0:15:00 > 0:15:01And for your information,

0:15:01 > 0:15:04no-one's called them raves since 1852.

0:15:04 > 0:15:05How's the...?

0:15:05 > 0:15:07He's yet to grow a pair.

0:15:07 > 0:15:08Hey, that's not fair.

0:15:08 > 0:15:10You tried to get away from me back there.

0:15:10 > 0:15:12If what happened last night was a mistake

0:15:12 > 0:15:15and you don't want to be with me, Iain, that is fine. I'll live.

0:15:15 > 0:15:17Why am I always the bad guy?

0:15:17 > 0:15:19Look, I've just given you a get-out-of-jail-free card.

0:15:19 > 0:15:21Use it.

0:15:21 > 0:15:25Now, let's get that superficial laceration

0:15:25 > 0:15:27on little Iain stitched up.

0:15:28 > 0:15:30Hope my hand doesn't slip.

0:15:30 > 0:15:32Whoa, whoa, whoa! Rita, hang on.

0:15:32 > 0:15:34I am not taking you for a fool.

0:15:34 > 0:15:36You don't know what I think about you.

0:15:36 > 0:15:38What do you think about me?

0:15:38 > 0:15:40I really like you...

0:15:40 > 0:15:43all right? It's just, sometimes, you can be a little bit...

0:15:45 > 0:15:47..bolshie.

0:15:47 > 0:15:48Bolshie?

0:15:48 > 0:15:50Yeah, bolshie.

0:15:50 > 0:15:52So, what are you saying?

0:15:52 > 0:15:53If I'm LESS bolshie...

0:15:55 > 0:15:57..you want us to be together?

0:16:02 > 0:16:03Yeah.

0:16:03 > 0:16:04Yeah, definitely.

0:16:06 > 0:16:08I'll get a smaller needle then.

0:16:12 > 0:16:14The pain when you take a deep breath,

0:16:14 > 0:16:16your ECG and arterial blood gas,

0:16:16 > 0:16:18lead us to think you may have a pulmonary embolism,

0:16:18 > 0:16:21a clot in your lung,

0:16:21 > 0:16:22but we can't be sure.

0:16:22 > 0:16:25We have to do another test to see if it is a PE.

0:16:25 > 0:16:28That test is a CTPA scan.

0:16:30 > 0:16:31What do you think?

0:16:33 > 0:16:36I'm not having a CTPA scan again.

0:16:36 > 0:16:39It's a minimal, minimal amount of radiation.

0:16:39 > 0:16:42We could do an echo instead.

0:16:42 > 0:16:44That is far from an ideal option.

0:16:44 > 0:16:45No, do it.

0:16:58 > 0:17:01It looks like there may be some strain on your heart

0:17:01 > 0:17:04because of a PE but...

0:17:04 > 0:17:08as I said before, without a CTPA scan, I can't be sure.

0:17:09 > 0:17:12The radiation is very little.

0:17:12 > 0:17:16The risks to your baby are far fewer than you not having the scan at all.

0:17:16 > 0:17:19They said that last time and my baby was dead a few hours later.

0:17:19 > 0:17:22I promise you, the CTPA would not have been the cause.

0:17:22 > 0:17:25It's not up for discussion.

0:17:25 > 0:17:26OK.

0:17:26 > 0:17:29We'll start you on a blood-thinning drug called tinzaparin

0:17:29 > 0:17:31which, hopefully, will help break up the clot.

0:17:31 > 0:17:34However, the drug can cause complications.

0:17:34 > 0:17:35Please, just try it.

0:17:38 > 0:17:40I came home to check on you.

0:17:40 > 0:17:43The neighbours said you were at the bus stop in your pyjamas.

0:17:43 > 0:17:46- Why didn't you call me?- They think it might be a clot again...

0:17:46 > 0:17:48but it's under control.

0:17:48 > 0:17:50Right, who's in charge here?

0:17:50 > 0:17:51I'm the doctor leading.

0:17:51 > 0:17:53An obs and gynae doctor?

0:17:53 > 0:17:56An emergency medicine consultant.

0:17:56 > 0:17:59A non-specialist? Great(!)

0:17:59 > 0:18:02You know she had a stillbirth last time, yeah?

0:18:02 > 0:18:03Nearly died, too.

0:18:03 > 0:18:06I'm aware of the history, I've spoken to an obstetrician.

0:18:06 > 0:18:10Good. So, we're not going to let my wife nearly kill herself again.

0:18:11 > 0:18:13Where's that...

0:18:13 > 0:18:15scan she needed last time?

0:18:15 > 0:18:16A CTPA scan?

0:18:16 > 0:18:17You wife doesn't want one.

0:18:17 > 0:18:19Well, she's having whatever she needs.

0:18:19 > 0:18:22I agree with you, but your wife doesn't agree with us.

0:18:22 > 0:18:25I'm not watching her nearly die in front of me again!

0:18:25 > 0:18:26Hey, back off!

0:18:26 > 0:18:28- What?- Don't test me.

0:18:31 > 0:18:32Staff midwife Duffin.

0:18:32 > 0:18:35Anything I can do to help while I'm here?

0:18:39 > 0:18:42Dylan said it's definitely the smoking that's caused it.

0:18:42 > 0:18:45I know you're trying, but you're going to have to try harder.

0:18:45 > 0:18:48He said even if you smoke outside, it comes in on your clothes.

0:18:48 > 0:18:50Yeah, but Dylan's an old woman.

0:18:50 > 0:18:53Do you know what it felt like to have those doctors look at me

0:18:53 > 0:18:55and know I'd let my baby be harmed?

0:18:55 > 0:18:57Her lungs are so tiny.

0:19:00 > 0:19:02An 11-year-old girl that died from lung disease,

0:19:02 > 0:19:04that's Rihanna in a few years.

0:19:04 > 0:19:06Consider it a get-well-soon card.

0:19:06 > 0:19:07Well, well done, Miss Marple.

0:19:07 > 0:19:08Spot on.

0:19:08 > 0:19:11I haven't quit, as is my right,

0:19:11 > 0:19:13and now I'm going out for a lovely fag.

0:19:21 > 0:19:22The problem with women is

0:19:22 > 0:19:25they've got a habit of only hearing what they want to hear.

0:19:25 > 0:19:27You just told her you didn't want to break up.

0:19:27 > 0:19:29Come on now. There's only one way to interpret that.

0:19:29 > 0:19:32Ma-ma-ma-ma. Me-me-me-me-me.

0:19:32 > 0:19:34I tell you what, if you're so clever,

0:19:34 > 0:19:35why don't you go tell her for me?

0:19:35 > 0:19:37Man up, will you? We're not 13.

0:19:37 > 0:19:39Ladies and gentlemen...

0:19:40 > 0:19:43..I have come here today...

0:19:43 > 0:19:45to talk to you about...

0:19:53 > 0:19:54Sorry, man, I've got to go.

0:19:54 > 0:19:56I've got a party I've got to get to.

0:19:56 > 0:19:58Look, Rita's a cool girl, you know,

0:19:58 > 0:20:00so just be honest with her.

0:20:16 > 0:20:19Sorry. I'm trying to give up but that smells so good.

0:20:19 > 0:20:22Do you think there's something gloriously rebellious

0:20:22 > 0:20:24about standing out here, puffing away,

0:20:24 > 0:20:26while your child suffers in there?

0:20:26 > 0:20:28If I throw you a bone, will you run away?

0:20:28 > 0:20:30That baby didn't ask to be born, you know.

0:20:30 > 0:20:33It's your duty to look after her.

0:20:33 > 0:20:36Why do you care so little about the damage that you've done to her?

0:20:36 > 0:20:37You pathetic fraction of a man!

0:20:40 > 0:20:42She's innocent! She is a baby!

0:20:42 > 0:20:44Why can't you love us...?

0:20:46 > 0:20:48Why can't you love her enough to care?

0:20:51 > 0:20:53HE WHEEZES

0:20:53 > 0:20:54Dylan...

0:20:55 > 0:20:58HE WHEEZES

0:20:58 > 0:20:59OK, whoa, whoa, whoa.

0:21:08 > 0:21:10The drugs should start helping soon.

0:21:10 > 0:21:11We're feeling better already.

0:21:13 > 0:21:15Glad you went back to nursing.

0:21:17 > 0:21:19Duffy, I don't feel comfortable

0:21:19 > 0:21:22being part of a risky pregnancy case.

0:21:22 > 0:21:23That bad experience...

0:21:23 > 0:21:26It's our job to deal with whatever comes in through those doors.

0:21:26 > 0:21:28Chin up. You can do it.

0:21:28 > 0:21:29Yeah, hi.

0:21:29 > 0:21:32Can we focus on treating my wife, please?

0:21:33 > 0:21:36Can you turn the volume on so I can hear him?

0:21:36 > 0:21:38I love hearing his little heart.

0:21:38 > 0:21:40- HEART BEATS VIA MONITOR - There we are. Baby FM.

0:21:40 > 0:21:42I could listen to that all day.

0:21:44 > 0:21:46HEART RATE INCREASES

0:21:46 > 0:21:48Soph, are you feeling more breathless?

0:21:48 > 0:21:50No, I feel fine.

0:21:50 > 0:21:52- What's happening? - Heart rate's rising.

0:21:52 > 0:21:55Louise, tell radiology we need that CTPA now

0:21:55 > 0:21:57and inform the obstetrician we're going ahead.

0:21:57 > 0:22:01- I'm not having that scan again. - Do it.- Please, stop taking over.

0:22:01 > 0:22:02You NEED that scan.

0:22:02 > 0:22:04We have to know what's going on.

0:22:04 > 0:22:08If that clot is big, you could be in serious trouble.

0:22:08 > 0:22:10All right, OK. First things first, Max.

0:22:10 > 0:22:12- Shall we bin those?- Yep.- Thank you.

0:22:12 > 0:22:15All right, let's start him on back-to-back nebulised salbutamol

0:22:15 > 0:22:19and Atrovent, please, and I'll get him 24% O2.

0:22:20 > 0:22:22He's dying, isn't he?

0:22:22 > 0:22:25Look, Rihanna's only just got out of the woods herself.

0:22:25 > 0:22:27She doesn't need to be seeing this.

0:22:27 > 0:22:29Ask one of the nurses to take you to the relatives' room.

0:22:29 > 0:22:32OK, we've got delayed cap re-fill.

0:22:32 > 0:22:34Brian, can you hear me?

0:22:34 > 0:22:35HE SPLUTTERS

0:22:35 > 0:22:38Perhaps a less involved doctor should be leading this.

0:22:38 > 0:22:39I'm not involved.

0:22:53 > 0:22:55Oh, dear, that looks nasty.

0:22:56 > 0:23:00Emergency C-section in case she deteriorates.

0:23:00 > 0:23:02It is a big PE but her condition seems stable.

0:23:02 > 0:23:05I think we should give the drugs a chance to work.

0:23:05 > 0:23:07I can't imagine she'll be wanting a C-section

0:23:07 > 0:23:08at seven months again either.

0:23:11 > 0:23:13Surgery or medication?

0:23:13 > 0:23:14There are risks with either.

0:23:23 > 0:23:26GASPING

0:23:26 > 0:23:29P 87.28, PC0 210.4.

0:23:29 > 0:23:33No, no, I need more light, please. I can't see anything.

0:23:33 > 0:23:35I can't make the bulbs any brighter, Dr Keogh.

0:23:35 > 0:23:37Look, it's not happening.

0:23:37 > 0:23:39You don't want to be responsible for your father's deterioration.

0:23:39 > 0:23:42At the moment, I don't need the distraction, thank you.

0:23:42 > 0:23:44Just go... Just get out! Get out!

0:23:44 > 0:23:46Let's not make things worse.

0:23:46 > 0:23:47Maybe go and get Rita.

0:23:49 > 0:23:50Come on.

0:23:50 > 0:23:52Come on, come on, come on.

0:23:55 > 0:23:57You're going to split a vein there if you're not careful.

0:23:59 > 0:24:02Dr Keogh, right now you're a son, not a doctor.

0:24:08 > 0:24:10- Dr Keogh?- Yeah, OK.

0:24:10 > 0:24:12Ethan, can you do this for me, please?

0:24:25 > 0:24:27Rita...

0:24:27 > 0:24:29about what I said earlier...

0:24:29 > 0:24:31You're right.

0:24:31 > 0:24:33I can be a bit bolshie.

0:24:33 > 0:24:35- You're not bolshie.- No, I am.

0:24:35 > 0:24:38I've just been mucked around one too many times, you know?

0:24:38 > 0:24:40I got used to keeping my guard up.

0:24:40 > 0:24:42I'm glad you can be honest with me.

0:24:42 > 0:24:44It shows you care.

0:24:44 > 0:24:45Of course I care.

0:24:45 > 0:24:47Good, because, you know...

0:24:47 > 0:24:50I really care about making this work.

0:24:50 > 0:24:51Sorry, Rita...

0:24:52 > 0:24:55..I know you've just finished your shift

0:24:55 > 0:24:57but you're needed to take over from me in resus.

0:24:57 > 0:24:58OK.

0:24:58 > 0:25:01Are you all right resting up in the staffroom till I'm done?

0:25:01 > 0:25:03- Yeah.- Yeah?

0:25:05 > 0:25:08I'll make you breakfast in bed.

0:25:08 > 0:25:09What?

0:25:09 > 0:25:12As if anything's ever kept a secret around here!

0:25:14 > 0:25:16Oh, shut up!

0:25:24 > 0:25:25Soph, Liam.

0:25:27 > 0:25:32So, CTPA did confirm a large clot in your lung.

0:25:32 > 0:25:33I'm sorry.

0:25:33 > 0:25:35It's happening again, isn't it?

0:25:36 > 0:25:38I'm not having a C-section again.

0:25:38 > 0:25:40You'll do whatever's safest for you.

0:25:40 > 0:25:41Liam...

0:25:41 > 0:25:43You never wanted him in the first place.

0:25:43 > 0:25:45We don't need you.

0:25:50 > 0:25:52Excuse me.

0:25:56 > 0:25:57I didn't mean that.

0:25:57 > 0:25:59He knows.

0:25:59 > 0:26:01I'll...

0:26:04 > 0:26:06Your vital signs seem stable,

0:26:06 > 0:26:07so the obstetrician and I

0:26:07 > 0:26:09are continuing to treat the clot

0:26:09 > 0:26:11with anticoagulation drugs for now.

0:26:11 > 0:26:13Good.

0:26:13 > 0:26:15The drugs are working.

0:26:15 > 0:26:16I'm fine.

0:26:16 > 0:26:18She's still very tachycardic.

0:26:20 > 0:26:22Please.

0:26:22 > 0:26:24He's only seven months.

0:26:24 > 0:26:25Give him a chance.

0:26:31 > 0:26:33You know, Brian's been trying so hard to quit.

0:26:35 > 0:26:37He hates himself that he hasn't been able to stop.

0:26:39 > 0:26:42Why are you here if you don't care?

0:26:42 > 0:26:45It's the done thing, isn't it, whether you care or not?

0:26:46 > 0:26:49Look, I get why you feel the way that you do,

0:26:49 > 0:26:50but this hate for him...

0:26:50 > 0:26:52Look, I don't hate him, Hazel.

0:26:52 > 0:26:54I'm indifferent to him.

0:26:54 > 0:26:57Well, I love him

0:26:57 > 0:27:00and I don't want him dying with you hating him.

0:27:00 > 0:27:03He's so ashamed of the mistakes that he made with you -

0:27:03 > 0:27:06but you know Brian, he'll never admit it.

0:27:06 > 0:27:07But I don't know Brian, Hazel.

0:27:07 > 0:27:08That's the point.

0:27:10 > 0:27:12He pulls through, he doesn't -

0:27:12 > 0:27:15what difference does it make to me?

0:27:15 > 0:27:17BABY COUGHS

0:27:18 > 0:27:20It doesn't have to be like this.

0:27:20 > 0:27:21It wasn't my decision

0:27:21 > 0:27:24to be abandoned by my father when I was a child.

0:27:27 > 0:27:30His decision for us to mean nothing to one another

0:27:30 > 0:27:32has been out of my hands for 30 years.

0:27:35 > 0:27:36Fine. Fine.

0:27:36 > 0:27:38Ignore your dad.

0:27:40 > 0:27:42You can't ignore your sister.

0:27:48 > 0:27:50SHE CRIES

0:27:50 > 0:27:51Half-sister.

0:27:55 > 0:27:58SIRENS WAIL

0:28:03 > 0:28:05I know it's tough on the dad, too.

0:28:07 > 0:28:10She's blocked out what happened last time.

0:28:10 > 0:28:12She could barely breathe.

0:28:15 > 0:28:16We went up to the theatre.

0:28:18 > 0:28:20It was all in Polish...

0:28:20 > 0:28:22I mean, they were very nice.

0:28:25 > 0:28:26They put this...

0:28:28 > 0:28:30..this sheet up and...

0:28:31 > 0:28:32..cut across her bump.

0:28:34 > 0:28:37I kept expecting to hear him cry but...

0:28:39 > 0:28:40..he was silent...

0:28:42 > 0:28:44..and I knew he was dead...

0:28:46 > 0:28:47..and Soph knew it, too...

0:28:50 > 0:28:52..and he was.

0:28:52 > 0:28:53He was blue...

0:28:55 > 0:28:57- HE SIGHS - ..and still, but...

0:29:00 > 0:29:03..I couldn't have been prouder of my boy for trying.

0:29:07 > 0:29:09We called him Arthur...

0:29:12 > 0:29:14..and we buried him.

0:29:14 > 0:29:16HE SOBS

0:29:29 > 0:29:31I couldn't do anything to make it better.

0:29:32 > 0:29:34And all you can do now...

0:29:34 > 0:29:36is love one another.

0:29:39 > 0:29:40Yeah.

0:29:42 > 0:29:43Yeah.

0:29:43 > 0:29:44OK.

0:29:46 > 0:29:48Right. Come on.

0:29:52 > 0:29:56Tell them I want an obs and gynae consultant back down here right now.

0:29:56 > 0:29:59My patient needs an emergency C-section prior to thrombolysis.

0:29:59 > 0:30:01Duffy?

0:30:01 > 0:30:03OK, you can go through.

0:30:06 > 0:30:07Well, what's happened?

0:30:07 > 0:30:1080/60 in less than ten minutes. She's stabilised, but for how long?

0:30:10 > 0:30:13- Well, she needs a C-section.- I know, but I can't get through to her

0:30:13 > 0:30:16and the surgeons are already committed to another emergency.

0:30:16 > 0:30:18We've got a small window to move her while she's still stable.

0:30:18 > 0:30:21We can get her up to ITU to wait then.

0:30:21 > 0:30:23You're her doctor, not her friend.

0:30:23 > 0:30:24Make her listen.

0:30:32 > 0:30:33OK, Soph.

0:30:33 > 0:30:36The anticoagulation drugs aren't working.

0:30:36 > 0:30:37They are. I can feel it.

0:30:37 > 0:30:38No, they're not.

0:30:38 > 0:30:41We need to treat the clot, so I have to get you upstairs

0:30:41 > 0:30:43and perform a C-section first.

0:30:43 > 0:30:45I want to move you while you're still stable.

0:30:45 > 0:30:47He's staying where he's safe.

0:30:47 > 0:30:48OK.

0:30:48 > 0:30:52You tell me how refusing a C-section is helping your baby.

0:30:52 > 0:30:54He's not ready.

0:30:54 > 0:30:56Arthur wasn't ready!

0:30:57 > 0:31:01Have you ever felt a baby being pulled out of you two months early?

0:31:03 > 0:31:06They're your kid, they're dying,

0:31:06 > 0:31:08and they know you let it happen.

0:31:09 > 0:31:11If he's not ready to be born,

0:31:11 > 0:31:13how is he going to cope if you go into cardiac arrest?

0:31:13 > 0:31:15He relies on you for his every breath.

0:31:15 > 0:31:19Sophie, you're not helping your baby, you're killing him.

0:31:19 > 0:31:22Arthur was so scared. I could feel him.

0:31:22 > 0:31:24And, and this one's scared, too!

0:31:24 > 0:31:27Please. Please, trust me.

0:31:27 > 0:31:29Let me take you up to ITU

0:31:29 > 0:31:32while you're still stable enough to make the journey.

0:31:38 > 0:31:418mg IV dexamethasone to help mature the baby's lungs.

0:31:41 > 0:31:43I'll give Nicu the heads up.

0:31:43 > 0:31:45Let the registrar know we're transferring her to ITU

0:31:45 > 0:31:47until an obs surgeon is available.

0:31:49 > 0:31:51Everybody upstairs.

0:31:51 > 0:31:53What do you need? Do you... Do you need these?

0:31:53 > 0:31:56I don't know. A room with better ventilation?

0:31:56 > 0:31:59Yeah, the gents' doesn't have one of those, um...

0:31:59 > 0:32:01The, the changing flaps.

0:32:01 > 0:32:04I'm responsible for a lot, Max, but not sexism in architecture.

0:32:04 > 0:32:05- Do you want a nappy?- Yeah.

0:32:06 > 0:32:08- HE GROANS - It's a bit stinky, mate.

0:32:08 > 0:32:10BABY CRIES

0:32:10 > 0:32:12I thought you'd be really good at this.

0:32:12 > 0:32:14I'm good with kids, just not the...

0:32:14 > 0:32:15stuff.

0:32:15 > 0:32:17Excrement?

0:32:17 > 0:32:19- She's your sister. - Half-sister.

0:32:19 > 0:32:20Dr Keogh?

0:32:20 > 0:32:23I thought we'd better have a chat about...earlier.

0:32:23 > 0:32:26I don't suppose you're any good with, er...?

0:32:29 > 0:32:31Just hang on, Soph.

0:32:31 > 0:32:33Oxygen back on, please.

0:32:33 > 0:32:34Stay with him.

0:32:34 > 0:32:36We'll all stay. Together.

0:32:36 > 0:32:38Don't be scared. I'm not.

0:32:38 > 0:32:41- Duffy, I can't keep up with these changes.- Hang on!

0:32:41 > 0:32:4370/40. Heart rate 140.

0:32:43 > 0:32:44Soph!

0:32:47 > 0:32:48She's arrested.

0:32:48 > 0:32:49ITU or ED?

0:32:51 > 0:32:53ITU or ED, Dr Gardner?

0:33:02 > 0:33:04- ED.- OK, excuse me.

0:33:05 > 0:33:08Perimortem C-section, alteplase to break up the clot.

0:33:08 > 0:33:11Call the anaesthetist, let theatre know.

0:33:11 > 0:33:12Doors!

0:33:16 > 0:33:18Ten years of medical training

0:33:18 > 0:33:20and your big bro doesn't know how to change a nappy.

0:33:20 > 0:33:2215 years' medical practise.

0:33:23 > 0:33:25I think she likes you, Uncle Jacob.

0:33:25 > 0:33:28Oh, I think she likes you too, Uncle Max.

0:33:28 > 0:33:29Cuddles?

0:33:31 > 0:33:33You don't know what you're missing.

0:33:33 > 0:33:34So, how's your dad?

0:33:34 > 0:33:36Um, I, I...

0:33:36 > 0:33:37I don't know.

0:33:37 > 0:33:40Rita and Ethan took over.

0:33:40 > 0:33:41Apologies for...

0:33:41 > 0:33:43No.

0:33:43 > 0:33:46It was your dad that was on the table.

0:33:46 > 0:33:49Must have been a very stressful situation for you.

0:33:49 > 0:33:50It really wasn't.

0:33:51 > 0:33:54I think Big Bro's telling porkies.

0:33:54 > 0:33:55Very pithy, Jacob.

0:33:55 > 0:33:59Would you mind? My baby-sitting duties are over.

0:33:59 > 0:34:01There you go.

0:34:01 > 0:34:04Could you find something to do with that?

0:34:07 > 0:34:08Louise?

0:34:08 > 0:34:10No pulse felt. PEA on the monitor.

0:34:10 > 0:34:13Continue CPR. Where are obs and the neo-natal team?

0:34:13 > 0:34:16Labour theatre ward, twins with complications.

0:34:16 > 0:34:18It's been four minutes.

0:34:19 > 0:34:22The clot's killing her. We'll have to start. Scalpel?

0:34:22 > 0:34:23How is this happening again?

0:34:23 > 0:34:25If you just wait outside the door for me, lovely.

0:34:25 > 0:34:27This will only be a few minutes.

0:34:27 > 0:34:29Making the incision.

0:34:29 > 0:34:31Shouldn't an obstetrician be doing that?

0:34:31 > 0:34:33Yeah, well, there isn't one. There's only me.

0:34:33 > 0:34:35Until the baby's out, we won't get very far.

0:34:36 > 0:34:38I'm cutting the muscle.

0:34:39 > 0:34:40Here's the uterus.

0:34:40 > 0:34:41Gently.

0:34:43 > 0:34:44SHE GRUNTS

0:34:45 > 0:34:47I see you, I see you, I see the feet.

0:34:47 > 0:34:49OK, Duffy,

0:34:49 > 0:34:52reach into the cavity and get this baby out.

0:34:52 > 0:34:54I'm pushing on the uterus.

0:34:54 > 0:34:55OK.

0:34:55 > 0:34:58OK. There we go. Come on.

0:34:58 > 0:34:59Out you come. Come on.

0:34:59 > 0:35:03There we go. There we go.

0:35:03 > 0:35:04He's so small.

0:35:04 > 0:35:06Now we're going to clamp

0:35:06 > 0:35:09and cut the cord.

0:35:09 > 0:35:12There we go, all right.

0:35:12 > 0:35:14Dr Gardner?

0:35:14 > 0:35:15Too long without output.

0:35:16 > 0:35:17He's not breathing.

0:35:17 > 0:35:19Assist with the baby, please.

0:35:22 > 0:35:24Pads.

0:35:24 > 0:35:25No!

0:35:25 > 0:35:2750mg of alteplase.

0:35:27 > 0:35:29Let's get this clot blasted once and for all.

0:35:29 > 0:35:30Won't she bleed out?

0:35:30 > 0:35:32It's her only chance. Come on.

0:35:32 > 0:35:34Let's get this baby up to Nicu.

0:35:34 > 0:35:36Stat! All right?

0:35:36 > 0:35:38OK, easy.

0:35:38 > 0:35:39Easy.

0:35:41 > 0:35:42I don't understand!

0:35:42 > 0:35:45Your son needs you. Come on.

0:35:45 > 0:35:47Hold on, Soph. Please!

0:35:47 > 0:35:48Come on!

0:36:13 > 0:36:15Your dad's dead.

0:36:15 > 0:36:17What?

0:36:17 > 0:36:18Not really.

0:36:18 > 0:36:21He said I had to get you back for some voicemail.

0:36:21 > 0:36:23He's not dead?

0:36:23 > 0:36:24He's up and he's talking.

0:36:26 > 0:36:29Dylan, you and I both know he probably hasn't got long.

0:36:33 > 0:36:34We need you.

0:36:43 > 0:36:44Pulse check.

0:36:49 > 0:36:50Asystole. Give her more adrenaline.

0:36:50 > 0:36:52What happened to the baby?

0:36:52 > 0:36:54Just focus on the task in hand!

0:37:15 > 0:37:17Quite a commute from New Zealand, isn't it?

0:37:17 > 0:37:18Oh!

0:37:20 > 0:37:21It's so good to see you.

0:37:27 > 0:37:28Two months prem.

0:37:30 > 0:37:34Well, who'd have thought your Paul would pull through the way he did?

0:37:34 > 0:37:37What is he now, a strapping 16-year-old?

0:37:37 > 0:37:41One day, I'll tell him who his star midwife was.

0:37:41 > 0:37:42You better had.

0:37:48 > 0:37:49You were in...

0:37:49 > 0:37:52Auckland, the last I heard.

0:37:52 > 0:37:54Two visits in one year?

0:37:54 > 0:37:56Just a working visit again.

0:37:56 > 0:38:00I'm doing agency shifts on maternity for the past week.

0:38:00 > 0:38:03I wanted to make sure I still had it before I called you.

0:38:03 > 0:38:06Who gave you the impression you ever had it in the first place?

0:38:06 > 0:38:07SHE GASPS

0:38:09 > 0:38:13You know, you've got a really good doctor in Elle.

0:38:13 > 0:38:15Reminded me a bit of Baz -

0:38:15 > 0:38:17not out for personal glory.

0:38:17 > 0:38:18You can trust her.

0:38:20 > 0:38:21Right.

0:38:25 > 0:38:26So, are you, er...

0:38:28 > 0:38:29Are you back in England for good?

0:38:29 > 0:38:31No, no.

0:38:31 > 0:38:34New Zealand's still home, but the kids are grown up now.

0:38:34 > 0:38:36Ryan's away with work a lot

0:38:36 > 0:38:39and I just thought, well, a quick break back to my old stomping ground

0:38:39 > 0:38:41might be nice.

0:38:47 > 0:38:48Poor bloke, eh?

0:38:51 > 0:38:53All those hopes and dreams.

0:38:56 > 0:38:58The future you plan.

0:39:04 > 0:39:08I should imagine they'll put you on home oxygen, eventually,

0:39:08 > 0:39:10as and when you stop smoking, that is.

0:39:11 > 0:39:12I am going to quit.

0:39:14 > 0:39:16Pretty sure I've heard that one before.

0:39:18 > 0:39:21I thought I was going to die today.

0:39:21 > 0:39:25I hate myself for what I've done to that poor little mite.

0:39:26 > 0:39:30On this occasion, your smoking wasn't directly responsible

0:39:30 > 0:39:32for her illness. But, you know...

0:39:32 > 0:39:34It's just a matter of time, isn't it?

0:39:37 > 0:39:40You can listen to my advice. I'm a doctor, you know.

0:39:41 > 0:39:43In fact, it would be idiotic not to.

0:39:45 > 0:39:48I do tell people about my son the doctor.

0:39:48 > 0:39:50He tells strangers.

0:39:50 > 0:39:51He's so proud.

0:39:56 > 0:39:59I tried for a long time to be somebody you might tolerate.

0:40:03 > 0:40:06There are things I want to put right,

0:40:06 > 0:40:08if you'll help me put them right.

0:40:16 > 0:40:17Stop CPR. Pulse check.

0:40:22 > 0:40:24No output. Still asystole.

0:40:24 > 0:40:26Continue CPR, give another shot of adrenaline.

0:40:26 > 0:40:29Dr Gardner, her PH is less than 6.8, and potassium over 10.

0:40:29 > 0:40:31I know.

0:40:31 > 0:40:35Dr Gardner, do you want me to call the registrar and anaesthetist?

0:40:45 > 0:40:46Stone heart.

0:40:57 > 0:41:01It seems as though the chest infection just made the COPD worse.

0:41:01 > 0:41:03Once you've had your breath of fresh air,

0:41:03 > 0:41:06we'll admit you overnight into a general medical ward.

0:41:06 > 0:41:08And then, hopefully, you can be discharged tomorrow.

0:41:08 > 0:41:10We'll give you some Amoxil.

0:41:12 > 0:41:14You could pop over, maybe,

0:41:14 > 0:41:16check he's keeping his promise on the fags.

0:41:18 > 0:41:20I'm sure we'll sort something out.

0:41:37 > 0:41:38Your dad pulled through.

0:41:38 > 0:41:39That's good.

0:41:41 > 0:41:42Yeah.

0:41:43 > 0:41:45Fancy a coffee, Max?

0:41:45 > 0:41:47Yeah, sure.

0:41:47 > 0:41:49Yeah, I know. I was just kidding.

0:41:49 > 0:41:50No, er...

0:41:50 > 0:41:53Game of chess?

0:41:53 > 0:41:54Yes.

0:41:57 > 0:42:01I was going to throw them away because, you know, I've given up.

0:42:01 > 0:42:02Don't smoke, Max.

0:42:22 > 0:42:24Tell Soph he's down but not out.

0:42:25 > 0:42:27He's making her proud.

0:42:37 > 0:42:38Liam...

0:42:43 > 0:42:45You never know.

0:42:45 > 0:42:47With a bit of luck, Glen might not show up.

0:42:47 > 0:42:50He doesn't strike me as an early bird.

0:42:50 > 0:42:51Don't be daft.

0:42:51 > 0:42:54You know they love the stupid o'clock.

0:42:54 > 0:42:57Cherish every moment, especially the inappropriate kiss ones.

0:42:59 > 0:43:01Oh, Iain, congrats, by the way.

0:43:01 > 0:43:03Rita's awesome.

0:43:03 > 0:43:05Gossip travels fast.

0:43:11 > 0:43:12Ah!

0:43:13 > 0:43:16Triple shift has ended.

0:43:20 > 0:43:22Get me out of here, babe.

0:43:22 > 0:43:25Anywhere. Let's go anywhere where there's a duvet.

0:43:31 > 0:43:33Rita...

0:43:33 > 0:43:34Do you know...

0:43:36 > 0:43:38..that I didn't think I'd ever have someone

0:43:38 > 0:43:40I love to come home to again?

0:43:40 > 0:43:43Rita, you are such an amazing, strong woman.

0:43:46 > 0:43:48And if I could make this work for you, I would.

0:43:50 > 0:43:51But I can't.

0:43:55 > 0:43:59What we had was fun, but that's all it was ever meant to be.

0:44:00 > 0:44:02Sleeping with you last night was a mistake.

0:44:04 > 0:44:07I don't want to be in a relationship with you and I'm really sorry...

0:44:08 > 0:44:10..but I never will.

0:44:15 > 0:44:16That's fine.

0:44:30 > 0:44:33Don't let today knock your confidence.

0:44:33 > 0:44:35Sometimes there's nothing that can be done.

0:44:35 > 0:44:36You held it together great.

0:44:36 > 0:44:38Didn't feel like it.

0:44:38 > 0:44:41You were chucked in at the deep end and you survived.

0:44:41 > 0:44:42That's the knack to this place.

0:44:42 > 0:44:45That, and the friends we make.

0:44:45 > 0:44:48Yup, it's a special place, all right.

0:45:03 > 0:45:05Rita?

0:45:06 > 0:45:07What's wrong?

0:45:07 > 0:45:09Can we go out for a drink later?

0:45:13 > 0:45:15Robyn?

0:45:15 > 0:45:16Oh, my...

0:45:16 > 0:45:18He doesn't seem like the sort

0:45:18 > 0:45:20who would throw kisses around willy-nilly.

0:45:21 > 0:45:23Hiya.

0:45:23 > 0:45:25Glen. Look, I'm sorry about last week.

0:45:25 > 0:45:28Can we just forget it ever happened?

0:45:28 > 0:45:29What, the kiss?

0:45:33 > 0:45:36I've not stopped thinking about that kiss.

0:45:38 > 0:45:40May I escort you to the Mortality Cafe?

0:45:43 > 0:45:45Our new tradition?

0:45:46 > 0:45:48- SHE CHUCKLES - Yeah.

0:46:04 > 0:46:05I heard about your patient.

0:46:07 > 0:46:09Doesn't get any easier, does it?

0:46:11 > 0:46:13Every decision...

0:46:14 > 0:46:17..I tried to do the right thing for her.

0:46:18 > 0:46:22Well, there was no right or wrong answer, really.

0:46:25 > 0:46:26And blabbing to Hanssen.

0:46:28 > 0:46:31I believed I was doing the right thing for the department.

0:46:31 > 0:46:32I know...

0:46:35 > 0:46:36I know I got it wrong,

0:46:36 > 0:46:39but I believed I was doing the right thing, and I'm sorry.

0:46:40 > 0:46:42I know.

0:46:42 > 0:46:43Don't worry.

0:46:43 > 0:46:45I've seen how you operate.

0:46:45 > 0:46:46You're one of us.

0:46:52 > 0:46:55Louise has heard from the neo-natal unit,

0:46:55 > 0:46:57and Soph's baby is doing great.

0:46:58 > 0:46:59Not out of the woods.

0:46:59 > 0:47:02There's a way to go, but doing great.

0:47:02 > 0:47:04Thanks, Charlie.

0:47:04 > 0:47:06Oh.

0:47:06 > 0:47:07Forgot my keys.

0:47:10 > 0:47:11Hey.

0:47:12 > 0:47:14I told the guys that we could

0:47:14 > 0:47:17do breakfast at that Greek place we used to hang out at.

0:47:17 > 0:47:18SHE LAUGHS

0:47:20 > 0:47:24Thought you could do with it after the shift you had, Pancake.

0:47:24 > 0:47:26Well...

0:47:26 > 0:47:28let's hope Mr Mikononopoulos hasn't still barred us

0:47:28 > 0:47:30for misusing the cutlery, Pudding.

0:47:34 > 0:47:35Come on, man.

0:47:39 > 0:47:45So, what was this I hear about you doing some weird vocal exercises?

0:47:45 > 0:47:48You're not auditioning for The X Factor again, are you?

0:47:48 > 0:47:49Really?

0:47:49 > 0:47:52It's just a little presentation for the great and the good next week.

0:47:52 > 0:47:54That's all.

0:47:54 > 0:47:56Hey, um, do you think Mr Mikononopoulos

0:47:56 > 0:47:59would like Big Mac's socks and sweaty gym shorts

0:47:59 > 0:48:02in his cafe this morning?

0:48:02 > 0:48:03Eurgh!

0:48:03 > 0:48:06Behold! The sacred sock of Mac.

0:48:06 > 0:48:07Mac!