The Fear

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0:00:02 > 0:00:03Look at the state of you!

0:00:03 > 0:00:05Three-zero-zero-six to control. I've found my crew mate.

0:00:05 > 0:00:06There is no wife.

0:00:06 > 0:00:08There's no Emma?

0:00:08 > 0:00:10She fell about ten metres from a roof

0:00:10 > 0:00:12and was caught by my good self.

0:00:12 > 0:00:14Hero of the hour.

0:00:14 > 0:00:15I'm going to go.

0:00:16 > 0:00:18I could take her for a couple of days a week.

0:00:18 > 0:00:20You'd do that?

0:00:20 > 0:00:22Why all the secrecy?

0:00:22 > 0:00:23Because of Grace.

0:00:23 > 0:00:26She's going to find out sooner or later.

0:00:26 > 0:00:28He didn't do anything. He didn't touch me.

0:00:28 > 0:00:29That's pathetic!

0:00:29 > 0:00:31- Iain.- You're insane!

0:01:14 > 0:01:15Morning.

0:01:16 > 0:01:17Morning!

0:01:23 > 0:01:24Where is everyone?

0:01:27 > 0:01:29No spinning. No spinning.

0:01:32 > 0:01:34What's that doing in here?

0:01:34 > 0:01:36It needed a home while they paint paediatric.

0:01:36 > 0:01:38Yes, it's good for morale. Apparently Google has one.

0:01:38 > 0:01:40Ethan...

0:01:40 > 0:01:41look around.

0:01:41 > 0:01:44Does this look like Google to you?

0:01:44 > 0:01:45Well, no.

0:01:45 > 0:01:48It might not be perfect, but it's home.

0:01:48 > 0:01:49Well, home just sprung a leak.

0:01:49 > 0:01:54Yes, we have a pregnant lady with hyperemesis in eight.

0:01:54 > 0:01:57Max, there's a patient in five needs taking up to Keller.

0:01:57 > 0:02:00And Jacob, I need you to restock the linen cupboard.

0:02:00 > 0:02:02OK, one second.

0:02:02 > 0:02:04THEY TALK OVER EACH OTHER

0:02:05 > 0:02:06Now!

0:02:08 > 0:02:11Yeah, I'm going to do it now, because...

0:02:11 > 0:02:13well, you know, now seems like as good a time as any

0:02:13 > 0:02:15to do a job that...

0:02:16 > 0:02:17What's got into her?

0:02:17 > 0:02:19I don't know. Shame?

0:02:27 > 0:02:29Oh, Dixy.

0:03:02 > 0:03:03What time do you call this?

0:03:03 > 0:03:05I know. I know. I'm sorry.

0:03:05 > 0:03:06But haven't you heard?

0:03:06 > 0:03:09There's only a new hero in Holby!

0:03:09 > 0:03:10Yes!

0:03:10 > 0:03:13Don't suppose I got a mention?

0:03:14 > 0:03:17Kieran Dean?!

0:03:17 > 0:03:19Brilliant. Just brilliant!

0:03:20 > 0:03:21So, you know that, er...

0:03:21 > 0:03:22Rita's back?

0:03:24 > 0:03:28She's got some nerve showing her face around here.

0:03:28 > 0:03:31You got time to take on the local hero?

0:03:31 > 0:03:34Oh, we're done discussing your punctuality, are we?

0:03:34 > 0:03:38Right, if you win, you get to give me the boring lecture, but if I win,

0:03:38 > 0:03:40I get to drive the ambulance.

0:03:40 > 0:03:41Deal?

0:03:41 > 0:03:43Driving. Big responsibility.

0:03:43 > 0:03:46That sounds like an excuse to me, old man!

0:03:46 > 0:03:47Come on. Let's play!

0:03:47 > 0:03:50You don't impress me, you know.

0:03:50 > 0:03:52I've been catching babies for years.

0:03:54 > 0:03:55Now I just look after one.

0:03:57 > 0:03:58Oh-aah!

0:04:06 > 0:04:07Coming in?

0:04:07 > 0:04:11- SHE LAUGHS - I am enjoying myself too much.

0:04:11 > 0:04:13- You're beautiful.- Aww.

0:04:15 > 0:04:18And you are an idiot!

0:04:18 > 0:04:19THEY CHUCKLE

0:04:19 > 0:04:21Oh, no.

0:04:21 > 0:04:23Tom!

0:04:23 > 0:04:25So this is what you get up to?

0:04:25 > 0:04:27- You followed us?!- No, no.

0:04:27 > 0:04:30I typed "woman making a fool of herself" into the sat nav.

0:04:30 > 0:04:32- Got here in no time.- You're the one making a fool of yourself, man!

0:04:32 > 0:04:34Haven't you got some homework to be doing, man?

0:04:34 > 0:04:38Your dad jokes are really cutting edge. You should try writing them down.

0:04:38 > 0:04:39What's this about?

0:04:39 > 0:04:40Go home. You're drunk.

0:04:40 > 0:04:42What, we talk through lawyers now?

0:04:42 > 0:04:4420 years, you can't even pick up the phone?

0:04:44 > 0:04:46You heard her. Go home!

0:04:46 > 0:04:47- Oh! - GLASS SMASHES

0:04:47 > 0:04:51- I'm sorry.- You always do this!

0:04:51 > 0:04:53It... It was an accident.

0:04:55 > 0:04:57Ugh!

0:05:06 > 0:05:08What you doing?

0:05:08 > 0:05:10He was trying to be nice.

0:05:10 > 0:05:12I know. I...

0:05:12 > 0:05:13I'm sorry. It's just...

0:05:13 > 0:05:15Glen. We know.

0:05:15 > 0:05:18I mean, what kind of a person does that to another human being?

0:05:18 > 0:05:20Those kind of people.

0:05:20 > 0:05:21Normal on the outside,

0:05:21 > 0:05:24but underneath, they're just whackos and bunny boilers.

0:05:24 > 0:05:27I mean, who lies about something like that? It's sick.

0:05:27 > 0:05:28She's still our boss.

0:05:28 > 0:05:31Yeah, exactly! There is no justice in this world!

0:05:31 > 0:05:33Oh... Robyn!

0:05:33 > 0:05:35Wrong side of bed?

0:05:35 > 0:05:36Man trouble.

0:05:36 > 0:05:37David!

0:05:37 > 0:05:39- If you've got her pregnant, then... - No!

0:05:39 > 0:05:42What? No! Me? No!

0:05:42 > 0:05:44Oh.

0:05:44 > 0:05:47DAVID LAUGHS

0:05:47 > 0:05:48I don't understand.

0:05:48 > 0:05:50I was led to believe my contract would be renewed automatically.

0:05:50 > 0:05:53Yes, and we're looking to see if the budget will stretch

0:05:53 > 0:05:56- to a permanent position, but at the moment... - I've given up a lot to be here.

0:05:56 > 0:05:59Henrik and I are really keen for you to stay, OK?

0:05:59 > 0:06:00I will know more after the meeting.

0:06:00 > 0:06:03- Yeah, but what do you think my chances are?- Iain!

0:06:03 > 0:06:04Oh, did you get my messages?

0:06:04 > 0:06:07- I just wanted to talk before... - You stay away from me, all right?

0:06:07 > 0:06:09I'll, erm...

0:06:09 > 0:06:11know more this afternoon.

0:06:15 > 0:06:16KNOCKING

0:06:16 > 0:06:19Martha! I'm not going anywhere till we talk! Martha!

0:06:19 > 0:06:23- I'm calling security. - Don't. He'll get bored, like usual.

0:06:23 > 0:06:25- This is OUR weekend.- Martha! - KNOCKING

0:06:25 > 0:06:27- It can't carry on like this. - No, don't!

0:06:27 > 0:06:29- She doesn't want to speak to you. - Out of my way.

0:06:29 > 0:06:30I'm calling security!

0:06:30 > 0:06:34- There's no law against talking to my wife.- You've been separated for months!- It's not over!

0:06:37 > 0:06:38Tell him, Martha.

0:06:38 > 0:06:40You know it's not.

0:06:42 > 0:06:43Move on, Tom!

0:06:43 > 0:06:45Can't you see? Everyone else has.

0:06:45 > 0:06:47Give me that phone.

0:06:47 > 0:06:49Give me the phone! It's mine.

0:06:52 > 0:06:53MARTHA SCREAMS

0:06:58 > 0:06:59MARTHA SCREAMS

0:06:59 > 0:07:01Oh, no! Oh, no!

0:07:03 > 0:07:04Rita, are you all right?

0:07:04 > 0:07:06Don't know. Do you think I'm all right?

0:07:06 > 0:07:08I think you're all right. Look how brave he's being.

0:07:08 > 0:07:10Oof! How many stitches?

0:07:10 > 0:07:11Ten!

0:07:11 > 0:07:15- Wow!- Now, when I was a girl, I came off my bike,

0:07:15 > 0:07:19and I had ten stitches all the way across there.

0:07:19 > 0:07:20Can't see anything now, though.

0:07:20 > 0:07:23Don't worry. You're practically bionic.

0:07:23 > 0:07:24Come on, then.

0:07:25 > 0:07:27Let us not see you again, sir!

0:07:29 > 0:07:31ELLE SIGHS

0:07:31 > 0:07:32You can be on my team any time.

0:07:32 > 0:07:34Oh, thank you.

0:07:34 > 0:07:36Do you have kids?

0:07:36 > 0:07:37No.

0:07:37 > 0:07:39Shame. You're really good with them.

0:07:39 > 0:07:42- Never really worked out.- Hmm.

0:07:42 > 0:07:44You're young. There's time.

0:07:44 > 0:07:46- Got to find the right man first. - Ah-ha!

0:07:46 > 0:07:49Yeah. I don't know what you've heard, but, erm...

0:07:49 > 0:07:52Hey, absolutely none of my business.

0:07:52 > 0:07:55As long as you think you're up to being back at work.

0:07:55 > 0:07:57I was climbing the walls at home.

0:07:57 > 0:07:59Boy, do I know that one!

0:07:59 > 0:08:02Erm...do you fancy a cup of tea?

0:08:02 > 0:08:03That would be lovely.

0:08:03 > 0:08:05Nellie! Breakfast!

0:08:09 > 0:08:11Morning.

0:08:11 > 0:08:12Oh, what, no cuddle?

0:08:12 > 0:08:14You too big for that?

0:08:14 > 0:08:15How are you?

0:08:15 > 0:08:17You see me complaining?

0:08:17 > 0:08:18My hero.

0:08:18 > 0:08:20Mum and me saw this amazing wedding dress.

0:08:20 > 0:08:22Shh, you! It's a secret!

0:08:22 > 0:08:23So excited.

0:08:23 > 0:08:26Been telling all my friends about being chief bridesmaid.

0:08:26 > 0:08:27They're all dead jealous.

0:08:27 > 0:08:30Well, if you two are happy, I'm happy.

0:08:30 > 0:08:32It's a day we're all going to remember for a very long time.

0:08:32 > 0:08:34Come on, you! Eat up!

0:08:39 > 0:08:40Big night tonight. Nervous?

0:08:40 > 0:08:43Well, yeah, I'm a single man that lives on a boat with his dog.

0:08:43 > 0:08:45I don't think "nervous" comes close.

0:08:45 > 0:08:47Yeah, I think you're going to need some help from the master.

0:08:47 > 0:08:51Is that you? No, no, no, no. I said I was nervous, not stupid!

0:08:54 > 0:08:56Well, she's put in an appearance.

0:08:56 > 0:08:59Yeah, she's clearly loving every minute.

0:08:59 > 0:09:02I'm in a meeting with the Trust all day, so if there's a problem,

0:09:02 > 0:09:04- just give me a call.- Mm-hmm.

0:09:08 > 0:09:09Mmm?

0:09:09 > 0:09:11So, I was thinking, er...

0:09:11 > 0:09:12Do you want to come over tonight?

0:09:12 > 0:09:16There's some Latin caff opened, so I thought we could give it a try.

0:09:16 > 0:09:20Or you could come to mine and salsa to your heart's content.

0:09:21 > 0:09:23Grace is at summer camp all week.

0:09:23 > 0:09:26- All right! - THEY CHUCKLE

0:09:27 > 0:09:29Mmm...let's see what you've got.

0:09:29 > 0:09:31- SHE CHUCKLES - Huh?

0:09:31 > 0:09:33RINGING TONE ON COMPUTER

0:09:33 > 0:09:34- Oh. - HE SIGHS

0:09:34 > 0:09:39- I see summer camp hasn't changed her impeccable timing.- (Sorry.)

0:09:39 > 0:09:40We need to tell her.

0:09:40 > 0:09:42What, and spoil the fun?

0:09:42 > 0:09:45No, I'm sorry. I will. I will, I will tell her.

0:09:46 > 0:09:47Mmm...

0:09:51 > 0:09:54MUSIC ON RADIO

0:09:54 > 0:09:57# Let me in, let me in

0:09:57 > 0:09:59# I've got a heart of gold. #

0:09:59 > 0:10:01Hey!

0:10:01 > 0:10:03No, no, no!

0:10:03 > 0:10:05Driver chooses the music. You made the rules!

0:10:05 > 0:10:08Yeah, and you wonder why I've never let YOU drive before.

0:10:08 > 0:10:09You never let me - I beat you!

0:10:09 > 0:10:12Four J-shots! Didn't even touch the sides.

0:10:12 > 0:10:13Mmm!

0:10:15 > 0:10:17That's a lot of firefighters for no fire.

0:10:17 > 0:10:18What the...?

0:10:22 > 0:10:23HEAVY BREATHING

0:10:23 > 0:10:25When they said "impaled," I thought...

0:10:26 > 0:10:29Find out how long it's going to take to separate them.

0:10:29 > 0:10:31Hello, there.

0:10:31 > 0:10:32Do you want to tell me what's happened?

0:10:32 > 0:10:34He attacked me.

0:10:34 > 0:10:36- Wouldn't have happened... - Tom! You started this!

0:10:36 > 0:10:37Whoa. Time out, OK?

0:10:37 > 0:10:39I just need to know how they ended up like this.

0:10:39 > 0:10:42They were fighting. They fell from there.

0:10:44 > 0:10:46OK.

0:10:47 > 0:10:48Well, your pulse is fine.

0:10:48 > 0:10:51- How are YOU doing? - Hurts like you wouldn't believe.

0:10:51 > 0:10:54Well, that's what I'm here for.

0:10:54 > 0:10:56Jez! Oxygen, please.

0:10:56 > 0:10:58This is where you say it looks worse than it is.

0:10:58 > 0:10:59Yeah...

0:10:59 > 0:11:01this looks much worse than what it is.

0:11:02 > 0:11:04They can't get a saw in between them,

0:11:04 > 0:11:07so they reckon that we'll have to take them in together.

0:11:07 > 0:11:08IAIN SIGHS

0:11:10 > 0:11:11All right, in you come, lads.

0:11:15 > 0:11:16Don't worry, Mum.

0:11:16 > 0:11:18I've got it all covered.

0:11:19 > 0:11:22- Yeah. No, we'll do the grub.- Mum! NELL GASPS FOR BREATH

0:11:22 > 0:11:23Deposit's paid on the pub.

0:11:23 > 0:11:27- Jason's going to put some money behind the bar.- What's happening?

0:11:28 > 0:11:30Mum!

0:11:30 > 0:11:31She's more excited than we are.

0:11:31 > 0:11:34- Mum!- I'm so glad we waited till she was old enough.

0:11:34 > 0:11:36SHE PANTS

0:11:36 > 0:11:38Yeah, well... Yeah, OK.

0:11:39 > 0:11:41- SCREAMS:- No!

0:11:47 > 0:11:48Elle, I've cleared Resus.

0:11:48 > 0:11:51I've activated the code red protocol, er...

0:11:51 > 0:11:54O-neg's on standby, and they've been transferred to a bariatric bed.

0:11:54 > 0:11:56Great. Noel, give theatre a heads-up.

0:11:56 > 0:11:58Dr Hardy, Rita, you're with me.

0:11:58 > 0:12:00Whoa, whoa, whoa! Slowly, really...slowly.

0:12:00 > 0:12:02Right, this is Krish Kapadia and Tom Cheney.

0:12:02 > 0:12:04They've both fallen 11 feet,

0:12:04 > 0:12:05impaling themselves on an iron fence.

0:12:05 > 0:12:09Krish's sats are 93%, but all other obs are unremarkable.

0:12:09 > 0:12:11Tom's obs are fine.

0:12:11 > 0:12:14We've given them 15mg of morphine each and started saline IV.

0:12:14 > 0:12:15Both stable?

0:12:15 > 0:12:17- Yeah.- OK, straight through to Resus.

0:12:17 > 0:12:19VERY slowly.

0:12:20 > 0:12:22Don't they know it's rude to stare?

0:12:22 > 0:12:25This is Martha. She's 53. She cut her hand on some broken glass.

0:12:25 > 0:12:28- MARTHA:- It's nothing. - Are you, erm...- TOM:- My wife.

0:12:28 > 0:12:30- She's my wife.- KRISH:- Ex-wife.

0:12:30 > 0:12:32- RITA:- Robyn, can you take Martha through to cubicles,

0:12:32 > 0:12:35and we'll let you know as soon as their condition changes.

0:12:35 > 0:12:38Right, this is an example of the pole that's inside them, OK?

0:12:38 > 0:12:41Oh, a present. You shouldn't have!

0:12:41 > 0:12:43- There's one of those inside them, is there?- Yeah.- Right.

0:12:43 > 0:12:47- ELLE:- OK, let's get some bloods off, cross-match six units to start with,

0:12:47 > 0:12:48and let's get some gases.

0:12:48 > 0:12:51It's difficult to know the exact trajectory through his body,

0:12:51 > 0:12:52but we could be looking at a pneumothorax.

0:12:52 > 0:12:54Look, somebody get me off this.

0:12:54 > 0:12:56Blondie. Can I call you Blondie?

0:12:56 > 0:12:57Not even in jest.

0:12:57 > 0:12:59- DYLAN:- Any head or neck pain?

0:12:59 > 0:13:01No, but everywhere else.

0:13:01 > 0:13:03- Right, good man.- ETHAN:- OK, oxygen levels are dropping.

0:13:03 > 0:13:07OK, let's get more IV access and a chest X-ray for both,

0:13:07 > 0:13:101g tranexamic acid, IV,

0:13:10 > 0:13:14tetanus, immunoglobulin and IV augmentin 1.2g.

0:13:14 > 0:13:16We'll give them both two units of O-neg, see how they respond,

0:13:16 > 0:13:19and let's set up a chest drain for Mr Cheney.

0:13:19 > 0:13:21- That's paramedic gear. - Yeah, all right!

0:13:21 > 0:13:22Iain, she was just trying to...

0:13:23 > 0:13:26Not in my Resus, and certainly not today.

0:13:32 > 0:13:33Iain...

0:13:34 > 0:13:35Iain!

0:13:35 > 0:13:37Jez, turn the ambo around. I'll only be a minute.

0:13:39 > 0:13:41This is why I wanted to clear the air before I came back.

0:13:41 > 0:13:43Think it's that easy?

0:13:43 > 0:13:44I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

0:13:44 > 0:13:46You're not, though, are you?

0:13:46 > 0:13:49Or else you wouldn't have come back here to rub my nose in it.

0:13:49 > 0:13:53Well, at least everybody here knows how crazy you really are.

0:13:53 > 0:13:54You want to do the decent thing?

0:13:54 > 0:13:55Leave.

0:14:07 > 0:14:10Don't, Charlie, cos I don't need your sympathy.

0:14:10 > 0:14:13- I was going to say we need you back in Resus.- 'Doors closing.'

0:14:16 > 0:14:17LIFT DOORS CLOSE

0:14:17 > 0:14:18You messed up.

0:14:20 > 0:14:21You won't be the last.

0:14:22 > 0:14:24I have thought about leaving, but...

0:14:25 > 0:14:27..you know, my friends are here.

0:14:27 > 0:14:29You're here.

0:14:29 > 0:14:31You're not going anywhere. I won't let you.

0:14:31 > 0:14:33But the way he looked at me.

0:14:34 > 0:14:35That hate...

0:14:35 > 0:14:37there is no coming back from that.

0:14:37 > 0:14:39You leave him to me.

0:14:39 > 0:14:40Don't. He's angry enough as it is.

0:14:40 > 0:14:42SHE SIGHS

0:14:43 > 0:14:48It might take time, but both him and his ego will get over it.

0:14:48 > 0:14:51In the meantime, you stick to doing what you're good at.

0:14:54 > 0:14:55Do YOU think I'm crazy?

0:14:57 > 0:14:58A little bit, yes.

0:15:00 > 0:15:02But then all the best people are.

0:15:04 > 0:15:06SHE CHUCKLES

0:15:06 > 0:15:08ROBYN: OK, This might sting a little bit.

0:15:08 > 0:15:10This is so typical of Tom.

0:15:10 > 0:15:12He always... Ow!

0:15:12 > 0:15:14He always goes too far.

0:15:14 > 0:15:17We're going to have to send you for an X-ray, just to make sure

0:15:17 > 0:15:19there's no more glass in there.

0:15:19 > 0:15:21That's why he dragged his heels on our divorce.

0:15:21 > 0:15:24He can't believe I'm happy without him.

0:15:24 > 0:15:26Well, if this new guy makes you feel like that...

0:15:26 > 0:15:28He does.

0:15:28 > 0:15:30My friends think I'm crazy, but...

0:15:30 > 0:15:33..I feel alive again.

0:15:33 > 0:15:35- He's one of the good guys.- Oh!

0:15:35 > 0:15:36Well, keep hold of him,

0:15:36 > 0:15:39cos there sure aren't many of them in the world.

0:15:39 > 0:15:41- TOM PANTS - Can't breathe.

0:15:41 > 0:15:44Please stop doing that, Tom. We got to work together, man.

0:15:44 > 0:15:45Get me off this thing.

0:15:45 > 0:15:47I'm afraid that's not going to help.

0:15:47 > 0:15:50Tom, I know you're scared, but it's really important you stay calm.

0:15:50 > 0:15:52You need to stay perfectly still.

0:15:52 > 0:15:55The more you move, the worse it gets,

0:15:55 > 0:15:57and the harder it is for us to work, OK?

0:15:58 > 0:16:00- ELLE:- OK, guys.

0:16:00 > 0:16:02He cannot move an inch. Understood?

0:16:03 > 0:16:06Carry on like that, and I might even let you call me Blondie.

0:16:07 > 0:16:09Just once, though.

0:16:09 > 0:16:10Chest drain.

0:16:10 > 0:16:12Are you OK?

0:16:12 > 0:16:13Fine.

0:16:15 > 0:16:16Keep looking at me, Tom.

0:16:18 > 0:16:20There are worse things to look at.

0:16:20 > 0:16:22OK, Tom. Cough for me.

0:16:22 > 0:16:24TOM COUGHS

0:16:25 > 0:16:27- And we're there.- Well done.

0:16:27 > 0:16:28Let theatre know.

0:16:28 > 0:16:32We'll stabilise them both, and they can be sent up to be separated.

0:16:35 > 0:16:38All right, now, just take nice, deep breaths for me, OK?

0:16:38 > 0:16:40So, she's never had anything like this before?

0:16:40 > 0:16:41No.

0:16:41 > 0:16:45- Feeling better now? - It still hurts where I fell.

0:16:45 > 0:16:47Where's Dad? He'll know what's wrong.

0:16:47 > 0:16:49My partner...

0:16:49 > 0:16:51he's got this disease. I don't know if it's important or not.

0:16:51 > 0:16:53OK. OK, do you want to give him a call?

0:16:53 > 0:16:55Doctors might need to talk to him.

0:16:55 > 0:16:57You're such a lucky girl!

0:16:57 > 0:16:59Most kids would kill to get a ride in the ambulance!

0:17:01 > 0:17:02Whoa! Jez!

0:17:02 > 0:17:04- RAPID BLEEPING - It's like before. I can't breathe!

0:17:04 > 0:17:06All right. Just take nice, deep breaths.

0:17:06 > 0:17:08RAPID BLEEPING CONTINUES

0:17:08 > 0:17:10Right, Jez, keep your eyes on the road, mate.

0:17:10 > 0:17:12The sooner the better.

0:17:12 > 0:17:14Your wish is my command.

0:17:14 > 0:17:17SIREN WAILS

0:17:20 > 0:17:23ENGINE SLOWS

0:17:24 > 0:17:25Jez?

0:17:32 > 0:17:34Oh, no way.

0:17:37 > 0:17:40Right, I'll be back in just one second, OK?

0:17:40 > 0:17:41You can't leave us!

0:17:44 > 0:17:45What are you doing?

0:17:45 > 0:17:47I forgot to fill her up. We're out of diesel.

0:17:47 > 0:17:49Ohh!

0:17:49 > 0:17:51Right, I'll call it in.

0:17:51 > 0:17:54No, no, no, no, no! I... I'll think of something!

0:17:54 > 0:17:56- Trust me! - We haven't got time for that!

0:17:56 > 0:17:58- I'm calling the rapid response! - I'll sort it out!

0:18:03 > 0:18:04You've got two minutes!

0:18:08 > 0:18:12We're stabilising them before we take them up to theatre.

0:18:12 > 0:18:14You really need to keep them calm.

0:18:14 > 0:18:16They're still together?!

0:18:16 > 0:18:18Why haven't you taken that thing out of them?

0:18:18 > 0:18:21Well, we move it or them without knowing what damage there is,

0:18:21 > 0:18:23and we could make things worse.

0:18:26 > 0:18:28OK. I can't see any free fluid in your abdomen.

0:18:28 > 0:18:30KRISH: That's a good thing, yeah?

0:18:30 > 0:18:31It is, yes.

0:18:31 > 0:18:34Let's insert a catheter now, just to be on the safe side.

0:18:34 > 0:18:36There's a sight for sore eyes.

0:18:36 > 0:18:37Martha!

0:18:38 > 0:18:40- RITA:- Tom, you need to let go.

0:18:40 > 0:18:41Just hear me out.

0:18:43 > 0:18:45I came to say I'm sorry.

0:18:45 > 0:18:46I've changed.

0:18:46 > 0:18:48KRISH SIGHS

0:18:48 > 0:18:49I want to start again.

0:18:49 > 0:18:50Forget lawyers.

0:18:51 > 0:18:53It's just about me and you.

0:18:53 > 0:18:54You don't give up.

0:18:54 > 0:18:56Even after everything you've put her through.

0:18:56 > 0:18:58Please, Tom.

0:18:58 > 0:18:59Let me go.

0:18:59 > 0:19:00Are you kidding?

0:19:01 > 0:19:03I'm never letting go again.

0:19:11 > 0:19:15- I thought they said they'd be here in two minutes.- Mmm.

0:19:15 > 0:19:17This is either genius or madness.

0:19:18 > 0:19:20What the hell is "winding time"?

0:19:20 > 0:19:22You really are worried.

0:19:22 > 0:19:23Remember, I'm free tonight.

0:19:23 > 0:19:26I don't do nappies or sick, but I'm good.

0:19:26 > 0:19:27I'm £8 an hour.

0:19:27 > 0:19:29You're going to charge me?

0:19:29 > 0:19:31Erm...Lily?

0:19:31 > 0:19:33- APPROACHING VOICE: - One last stretch, come on.

0:19:33 > 0:19:35Dr Keogh, we may require your help.

0:19:37 > 0:19:40Couldn't make this up, could you?

0:19:40 > 0:19:42All the steam engines taken, were they?

0:19:42 > 0:19:44Brilliant. Cheers, boys!

0:19:46 > 0:19:47What's going on, Iain?

0:19:47 > 0:19:49Some idiot forgot to fill the tank up.

0:19:49 > 0:19:50Bit oafish, isn't it?

0:19:50 > 0:19:52Yes.

0:19:52 > 0:19:55Right, This is Nell Sullivan. She's nine years old.

0:19:55 > 0:19:59She's fallen down some steps at 10:15 due to shortness of breath.

0:19:59 > 0:20:04Tachycardic, fluctuating, with a heart rate between 110 and 220.

0:20:04 > 0:20:06Yes, 220.

0:20:06 > 0:20:08I cleared her neck at the scene.

0:20:08 > 0:20:09She won't let me put a cannula in.

0:20:09 > 0:20:11Let's get her through to HDC, please.

0:20:11 > 0:20:14Hi, my name's Robyn, OK? There's nothing to worry about.

0:20:14 > 0:20:15That's what HE said.

0:20:15 > 0:20:18You, wipe that smile off your face. Robyn, can you get the bed, please?

0:20:18 > 0:20:20Get this sorted.

0:20:35 > 0:20:38- ETHAN:- We're going to need six more units of the O-neg,

0:20:38 > 0:20:40and some Hartmann's solution, as well, please.

0:20:40 > 0:20:43You're still wearing your wedding ring.

0:20:43 > 0:20:45Tells me all I need to know.

0:20:45 > 0:20:48Ethan...

0:20:48 > 0:20:49OK.

0:20:49 > 0:20:52- Shall I go and get Dr Gardner? - Yes, please.

0:20:52 > 0:20:53- GRACE:- She told me she was at work.

0:20:53 > 0:20:54She is. Kind of.

0:20:54 > 0:20:56- But...not really.- Grace!

0:20:56 > 0:20:58I thought you were at camp.

0:20:58 > 0:20:59Where's Mum?

0:20:59 > 0:21:01Well, she's in a meeting until later,

0:21:01 > 0:21:03but if it's urgent, I can page her.

0:21:03 > 0:21:04Or...

0:21:04 > 0:21:07we do have some table football in the staffroom.

0:21:07 > 0:21:09And I'm about to go on my break.

0:21:10 > 0:21:12You don't stand a chance.

0:21:12 > 0:21:13All right. Fighting talk!

0:21:15 > 0:21:17Nell!

0:21:17 > 0:21:19I've been worried sick.

0:21:19 > 0:21:21How is she?

0:21:21 > 0:21:23She's all right now. But I was so scared.

0:21:23 > 0:21:25It's all right. Daddy's here.

0:21:25 > 0:21:26Hi, I'm Dr Chao.

0:21:26 > 0:21:27I told them about you.

0:21:27 > 0:21:29I've got MEN2A. Multiple...

0:21:29 > 0:21:31Multiple endocrine neoplasia. That's very rare.

0:21:31 > 0:21:34- How long have you...- All my life.

0:21:34 > 0:21:36My dad gave it to me. His dad gave it to him.

0:21:36 > 0:21:39Years of stomach problems, sweats, being out of breath...

0:21:39 > 0:21:40Is that what Nell's got?

0:21:40 > 0:21:41It's a possibility.

0:21:43 > 0:21:46He got cancer cos they didn't catch it soon enough.

0:21:46 > 0:21:48- If it is that, we need to know. - They've got my notes.

0:21:48 > 0:21:50I've been seeing them about this.

0:21:50 > 0:21:52You need to check them against hers.

0:21:52 > 0:21:53Of course.

0:21:53 > 0:21:56Her ECG results show nothing out of the ordinary.

0:21:56 > 0:21:58Well, that's what it's like - it comes and goes.

0:21:58 > 0:22:00We'll keep her under observation.

0:22:00 > 0:22:03It's going to be all right now. Daddy's here.

0:22:03 > 0:22:04He knows what to do.

0:22:05 > 0:22:07- ELLE:- Blood in his urine?

0:22:07 > 0:22:10Well, would you like me to phone Mrs Beauchamp, so you can get a second opinion?

0:22:10 > 0:22:14Listen, if you speak to her, can you let her know that Grace is climbing the walls in the staffroom?

0:22:14 > 0:22:17I am perfectly capable of dealing with this by myself.

0:22:17 > 0:22:18Thank you very much!

0:22:19 > 0:22:20Big day.

0:22:20 > 0:22:23She's finding out if she gets a permanent position.

0:22:23 > 0:22:26Well, why am I always the last person to find out these things?

0:22:26 > 0:22:27IAIN: Right, you.

0:22:27 > 0:22:29There's some paperwork needs doing.

0:22:29 > 0:22:30So I'm going to take Dom off the RRV,

0:22:30 > 0:22:32and put him into the ambo with me for the day.

0:22:32 > 0:22:34Mate, I'm only human. We all make mistakes!

0:22:34 > 0:22:36Yeah, and I've got to report that mistake!

0:22:36 > 0:22:38Would you two at least have a stab

0:22:38 > 0:22:41at some kind of professionalism before this day is over?

0:22:41 > 0:22:43Yeah. Sorry, Charlie. You can't get the staff.

0:22:43 > 0:22:45Well, from where I'm standing,

0:22:45 > 0:22:47you're the one that's causing all the trouble.

0:22:50 > 0:22:52This is a job for adults.

0:22:52 > 0:22:53Start acting like one.

0:22:55 > 0:22:58If it's any consolation, it's me he wants to shout at.

0:22:58 > 0:23:01No, trust me - that one was all me.

0:23:02 > 0:23:04Now I know how you feel.

0:23:04 > 0:23:08I've put him through a lot, so... we need to cut him some slack.

0:23:14 > 0:23:16I promise you, it's just a little scratch.

0:23:18 > 0:23:20Anything exciting happening at school?

0:23:20 > 0:23:23I'm going to be chief bridesmaid. Mum and Dad are getting married.

0:23:23 > 0:23:24Wow!

0:23:24 > 0:23:26Finally getting round to it.

0:23:27 > 0:23:30Well, you're braver than most of the adults I know.

0:23:30 > 0:23:32Most of them are chickens.

0:23:32 > 0:23:34This isn't your fault.

0:23:34 > 0:23:36It's like history repeating itself.

0:23:36 > 0:23:39The needles, the tests, in and out of hospital...

0:23:39 > 0:23:43It won't be the same. She's got you to help her through.

0:23:43 > 0:23:46Look, we don't even know that it's that yet, so let's just wait and see, eh?

0:23:46 > 0:23:49I don't need tests to tell me what I already know.

0:23:50 > 0:23:52- ELLE:- Frank haematuria.

0:23:52 > 0:23:54- RITA: - It means possible kidney problems.

0:23:54 > 0:23:57OK, Let's get the rapid infuser on standby.

0:23:57 > 0:24:00We cannot move them while he's this unstable.

0:24:00 > 0:24:02Krish?

0:24:02 > 0:24:03We're going to get through this.

0:24:03 > 0:24:05Do you hear me?

0:24:05 > 0:24:08We've got plans. They don't stop here.

0:24:08 > 0:24:09Plans?

0:24:10 > 0:24:13- What do you mean?- Tell him.

0:24:13 > 0:24:14Tell him.

0:24:14 > 0:24:17Krish has got a job in the States.

0:24:17 > 0:24:19We're going in a few weeks.

0:24:19 > 0:24:20What about us?

0:24:20 > 0:24:22Don't get worked up, Tom.

0:24:22 > 0:24:25I've been trying to tell you for months.

0:24:25 > 0:24:27There is no more "us," Tom.

0:24:27 > 0:24:29It's time for you to move on, too.

0:24:31 > 0:24:32No.

0:24:34 > 0:24:37You're still wearing your wedding ring.

0:24:37 > 0:24:39It's an engagement ring.

0:24:39 > 0:24:41I'm going to marry Krish.

0:24:41 > 0:24:42That's enough!

0:24:44 > 0:24:45(I'm so sorry.)

0:24:45 > 0:24:48TOM SNIFFS

0:24:49 > 0:24:52Lily, they sent down Jason's old notes, and he's not lying -

0:24:52 > 0:24:54it's going to take a month to go through that.

0:24:54 > 0:24:57It's happening again! She can't breathe!

0:24:57 > 0:24:59It's OK, Nell. Deep breaths.

0:25:01 > 0:25:02This is exactly what I was like.

0:25:02 > 0:25:04- Yeah, pulse is 220. - Please let me examine her.

0:25:04 > 0:25:06She needs beta blockers. She needs these.

0:25:06 > 0:25:08No - this looks to me like paroxysmal SVT.

0:25:08 > 0:25:11- Is that different to what Jason's got?- Completely different.

0:25:11 > 0:25:14- It's an electrical problem in the heart, but don't worry - we can treat this.- No!

0:25:14 > 0:25:17- I had the same symptoms! - This is good news. We can treat her condition.

0:25:17 > 0:25:19This is exactly what happened!

0:25:19 > 0:25:21This is exactly what happened to me.

0:25:21 > 0:25:23They poked and prodded me, stuck needles in me for months.

0:25:23 > 0:25:27There's no evidence as yet to suggest that she has MEN2A.

0:25:27 > 0:25:29If you're worried about the possibility

0:25:29 > 0:25:31of her developing your condition, we can send her blood results

0:25:31 > 0:25:34to your specialist for further investigation.

0:25:34 > 0:25:35What will that tell us?

0:25:35 > 0:25:37They will be able to look at her hormone levels,

0:25:37 > 0:25:40and maybe compare genetic markers in Jason and Nell.

0:25:42 > 0:25:44As long as you're sure.

0:25:44 > 0:25:47I need to stimulate the vagal nerve in Nell's neck.

0:25:47 > 0:25:48You have to trust me.

0:25:48 > 0:25:50We do.

0:25:50 > 0:25:53Let's get an empty syringe and a bowl of ice water.

0:25:53 > 0:25:56(Hurry up, before they change their minds.)

0:25:56 > 0:25:58OK, for Krish, we need four more units of blood,

0:25:58 > 0:26:00four FPP, and four of platelets.

0:26:00 > 0:26:01Is this it?

0:26:01 > 0:26:04Of course not!

0:26:04 > 0:26:08The guy's getting worse. Get him off this thing. Get him up to theatre.

0:26:08 > 0:26:11He's too unstable for us to move.

0:26:11 > 0:26:12Blondie...

0:26:14 > 0:26:15What's your name?

0:26:15 > 0:26:17Rita.

0:26:17 > 0:26:18Rita...

0:26:19 > 0:26:22..you need to tell me straight.

0:26:22 > 0:26:23What are our chances?

0:26:25 > 0:26:27Your injuries are very serious,

0:26:27 > 0:26:30and we are doing our best to get you through this.

0:26:30 > 0:26:32MACHINE BLEEPS

0:26:32 > 0:26:33OK, BP's still falling.

0:26:33 > 0:26:35- ELLE:- OK, we need to intubate him fibre-optically.

0:26:35 > 0:26:37Page the anaesthetist.

0:26:37 > 0:26:38Krish...

0:26:38 > 0:26:40We're going to sedate you, OK?

0:26:40 > 0:26:41There's so much I want to say.

0:26:41 > 0:26:44- MARTHA:- I'm going to be right here when you wake up.

0:26:44 > 0:26:46I promise you.

0:26:46 > 0:26:47He's a fighter.

0:26:47 > 0:26:49Trust me.

0:26:49 > 0:26:50Takes one to know one.

0:26:54 > 0:26:55The way you look at him.

0:26:58 > 0:27:00You used to look at me like that.

0:27:03 > 0:27:06I'd give the world for you to look at me like that again.

0:27:06 > 0:27:08Ssh!

0:27:08 > 0:27:09It's true.

0:27:14 > 0:27:16Hey! We'll be in there in a sec.

0:27:16 > 0:27:18Just preparing the procedure.

0:27:18 > 0:27:19Thank you for your help.

0:27:19 > 0:27:20Oh, it's OK.

0:27:20 > 0:27:22It's good news about Nell, though.

0:27:22 > 0:27:25Must be difficult for your partner, living with that.

0:27:26 > 0:27:28Was there anything else?

0:27:28 > 0:27:32These blood results - the ones the doctor's sending to the specialist.

0:27:32 > 0:27:34What sort of thing will it show?

0:27:34 > 0:27:36I don't really know the details, I'm sorry,

0:27:36 > 0:27:39but I can send the doctor in to speak to you both if you like.

0:27:39 > 0:27:41No. Don't worry.

0:27:41 > 0:27:43Just wanted to know what it might tell us.

0:27:43 > 0:27:44Doesn't matter.

0:27:47 > 0:27:49Oh, I think it's best if you wait outside.

0:27:49 > 0:27:50No.

0:27:51 > 0:27:53She stays right here with me.

0:27:53 > 0:27:55- He's still deteriorating.- I know.

0:27:57 > 0:27:58We need to separate them down here

0:27:58 > 0:28:00if Krish is to stand any chance of making it.

0:28:00 > 0:28:03- That's a big risk. - Do you think I don't know that?

0:28:06 > 0:28:08OK, I'll let theatre know.

0:28:11 > 0:28:14Look, just take a deep breath, and place your face in the water.

0:28:14 > 0:28:15Please! I don't want to.

0:28:15 > 0:28:17Can't you give her some pills or something?

0:28:17 > 0:28:19The water stimulates the vagal nerve in the neck,

0:28:19 > 0:28:22and hopefully this will correct the electrical aberration in the heart.

0:28:22 > 0:28:25Essentially the cold water gives your system a really good shock.

0:28:25 > 0:28:28- It's amazing when it works. - My dad doesn't think it will.

0:28:28 > 0:28:32He's not your doctor, OK. Just place your face in the water, please.

0:28:32 > 0:28:33Dad...

0:28:33 > 0:28:35Do you need some help, Dr Chao?

0:28:35 > 0:28:38We're fine, thank you, Sister Freeman.

0:28:38 > 0:28:39Hey, you.

0:28:39 > 0:28:40How are you doing?

0:28:40 > 0:28:43She's just a kid. You can't expect her to do this.

0:28:43 > 0:28:45I'm scared.

0:28:45 > 0:28:46Of this?

0:28:47 > 0:28:49You're scared of this!? No way.

0:28:49 > 0:28:51This water?

0:28:58 > 0:29:01Absolutely nothing to be scared about.

0:29:03 > 0:29:04Your turn.

0:29:07 > 0:29:09Good girl.

0:29:09 > 0:29:10Good girl.

0:29:12 > 0:29:13What are you doing?

0:29:13 > 0:29:15My job, if you let me.

0:29:15 > 0:29:17You may think hysteria is helping your daughter, but it's not.

0:29:17 > 0:29:19Enough! Stay away from our daughter!

0:29:19 > 0:29:21YOU shouldn't be anywhere near children!

0:29:21 > 0:29:23We really need to calm down.

0:29:23 > 0:29:26Guys, her pulse is still 220.

0:29:27 > 0:29:29You paged me?

0:29:29 > 0:29:31Yes, I'd really like a second opinion.

0:29:31 > 0:29:34His BP has dropped, resps up despite the morphine.

0:29:34 > 0:29:35- Tom?- Yeah.

0:29:35 > 0:29:37I want to sedate him, move him,

0:29:37 > 0:29:39cut the damn pole, then get Krish up to theatre.

0:29:41 > 0:29:43Erm...

0:29:46 > 0:29:50- It's your call.- You mean it's on my head? Do you have a better idea?

0:29:50 > 0:29:51- Please.- No.

0:29:51 > 0:29:54I think that's as good an idea as we're going to get.

0:29:54 > 0:29:56You said moving them was dangerous.

0:29:56 > 0:29:58But Krish is deteriorating. This is his best chance.

0:29:58 > 0:30:00Then let's get on with it.

0:30:00 > 0:30:03Yeah, but you have to understand, Tom, there are enormous risks.

0:30:03 > 0:30:06I don't care. Do what you have to do.

0:30:06 > 0:30:09I won't have this on my conscience as well as everything else.

0:30:09 > 0:30:10Hot-headed as ever.

0:30:10 > 0:30:11Well...

0:30:11 > 0:30:13at least I know how to get things done.

0:30:16 > 0:30:17I'm sorry. It needed to be said.

0:30:17 > 0:30:20Lily, they are anxious parents, and you know that being a doctor

0:30:20 > 0:30:23is more than just treatment and diagnosis.

0:30:23 > 0:30:27The only option left for the SVT is adenosine.

0:30:27 > 0:30:30Stopping her heart will reset its proper rhythm.

0:30:30 > 0:30:32Are you're certain it isn't this hormonal disease

0:30:32 > 0:30:34that is causing the tachycardia?

0:30:34 > 0:30:36I don't think it can be.

0:30:37 > 0:30:40The mother was worried about the blood results earlier,

0:30:40 > 0:30:41and I think this is why.

0:30:41 > 0:30:44OK, if he is AB positive,

0:30:44 > 0:30:46and Nell's an O,

0:30:46 > 0:30:48doesn't that mean...

0:30:48 > 0:30:50She can't have MEN2A because she's not his daughter.

0:30:50 > 0:30:52The little girl in there is terrified

0:30:52 > 0:30:54that she's got that disease.

0:30:54 > 0:30:56And he's going out of his mind with worry.

0:30:56 > 0:30:58She's just standing by and letting it all happen.

0:30:58 > 0:31:00We can't judge. We've just got to treat them.

0:31:00 > 0:31:02Easy for you to say.

0:31:02 > 0:31:05You can't lie and brush things under the carpet and carry on like normal.

0:31:05 > 0:31:07THAT'S how people get hurt.

0:31:09 > 0:31:12I'm needed in Resus.

0:31:12 > 0:31:14Robyn, Sister Freeman is right.

0:31:14 > 0:31:16It's none of our business.

0:31:16 > 0:31:18Can you get parental consent for the adenosine, please?

0:31:18 > 0:31:21That little girl needs to know.

0:31:21 > 0:31:22- GRACE:- I win again!

0:31:22 > 0:31:23- JACOB:- Twice in one day!

0:31:23 > 0:31:25I give up.

0:31:25 > 0:31:27My breaks are for having fun, relaxing,

0:31:27 > 0:31:31- not getting my butt whooped at football.- Told you I was good!

0:31:31 > 0:31:32Grace?

0:31:32 > 0:31:34What are you...

0:31:34 > 0:31:35You're supposed to be in camp.

0:31:35 > 0:31:38I didn't want to stay. It was awful.

0:31:38 > 0:31:41OK. Right, we'll talk about this later.

0:31:41 > 0:31:43When?

0:31:43 > 0:31:47Well, I have work to do, so, er...let's go to my office.

0:31:47 > 0:31:49I need to talk to you about something, anyway.

0:31:49 > 0:31:52- See you, Jacob. - See you later, firecracker!

0:31:52 > 0:31:54Let me know when you fancy a rematch.

0:31:56 > 0:31:57(Thank you.)

0:32:00 > 0:32:02Dr Hardy, administer the ketamine up to 70mg, please.

0:32:02 > 0:32:05Krish's BP is plummeting. We're losing him.

0:32:05 > 0:32:08- His system's shutting down. - He's increasingly tachycardic.

0:32:08 > 0:32:10His sats are 94%, and his heart rate is 140.

0:32:10 > 0:32:13OK, raise lactate and base deficient for both.

0:32:13 > 0:32:14Krish's pH is 7.2.

0:32:14 > 0:32:16- Do something. Please! - Take her outside.

0:32:17 > 0:32:19It's taking too long.

0:32:21 > 0:32:23HE WINCES

0:32:23 > 0:32:25- No, no, no, no!- Argh!

0:32:25 > 0:32:27- RITA:- Tom, no!- Tom!

0:32:27 > 0:32:28GLASS SMASHES

0:32:28 > 0:32:31Let theatre know what's happened. Get Krish upstairs while I stabilise Tom.

0:32:32 > 0:32:34- Theatre! Now!- Ohh!

0:32:34 > 0:32:36Let's get him back on the trolley. Rapid infuse!

0:32:36 > 0:32:38Louise, are you all right?

0:32:38 > 0:32:40What have you done now?

0:32:40 > 0:32:42Louise! You can do this.

0:32:42 > 0:32:45Call for all the remaining crossmatch blood, and run through two units of FFP.

0:32:45 > 0:32:47I'm looking at massive blood loss, visceral injuries.

0:32:47 > 0:32:50He must have snagged an artery. He's going to arrest.

0:32:50 > 0:32:52Tell the doctor we're discharging Nell.

0:32:52 > 0:32:54What? No... I... I'd advise against that.

0:32:54 > 0:32:56She's in pieces after what happened.

0:32:56 > 0:32:57Now you want to stop her heart?

0:32:57 > 0:32:59I'll call Dr Chao.

0:32:59 > 0:33:01You can't stop us taking her to a different hospital.

0:33:01 > 0:33:03I'm afraid I'm going to have to.

0:33:03 > 0:33:05We'll take her to St James's.

0:33:05 > 0:33:07Talk to your consultant about her symptoms.

0:33:07 > 0:33:09We don't need any more tests here.

0:33:09 > 0:33:12- Excuse me...- Move out of my way!

0:33:12 > 0:33:15You can't do this! You need to tell him, because it's not fair on them.

0:33:18 > 0:33:20There's no way Nell can have your condition.

0:33:20 > 0:33:21You need to ask her why.

0:33:25 > 0:33:26What's she talking about?

0:33:26 > 0:33:28Robyn...

0:33:28 > 0:33:29Take your break.

0:33:32 > 0:33:33I'm sorry.

0:33:39 > 0:33:41That's another two-minute cycle.

0:33:41 > 0:33:43Let's see if we have anything.

0:33:43 > 0:33:44CONTINUOUS BLEEP

0:33:49 > 0:33:52He has been asystolic for too long.

0:33:52 > 0:33:53There's too much damage.

0:33:53 > 0:33:57He's got his whole life ahead of him. He can't die like this.

0:33:57 > 0:33:59Rita, stop.

0:33:59 > 0:34:01He deserves another chance.

0:34:01 > 0:34:03Rita, he's gone.

0:34:04 > 0:34:05We did our best.

0:34:08 > 0:34:09Rita.

0:34:13 > 0:34:15Time of death 14:28.

0:34:15 > 0:34:16BLEEP STOPS

0:34:24 > 0:34:25I didn't know.

0:34:27 > 0:34:28Not until now.

0:34:30 > 0:34:31How could you do that?

0:34:33 > 0:34:36She'll always be yours.

0:34:36 > 0:34:37She never has to know.

0:34:39 > 0:34:42I wish I could turn back the clock, but...

0:34:43 > 0:34:46- ..I can't.- How long were you going to carry on lying?

0:34:47 > 0:34:49Months? Years?

0:34:50 > 0:34:51Forever?

0:34:51 > 0:34:54I could never find the right time.

0:34:54 > 0:34:57You know how worried I was that I was going to give it to her.

0:35:01 > 0:35:03Every time I thought about telling you...

0:35:05 > 0:35:06..something else came up.

0:35:07 > 0:35:10You're a coward.

0:35:10 > 0:35:14Too busy playing happy families, when this was the important thing.

0:35:14 > 0:35:15Mr Sullivan?

0:35:16 > 0:35:19- Yes?- You need to come. We need to treat your daughter.

0:35:36 > 0:35:37I came to say...

0:35:37 > 0:35:38thank you.

0:35:38 > 0:35:40For earlier.

0:35:41 > 0:35:43I don't know what happened.

0:35:44 > 0:35:46Happens to us all.

0:35:47 > 0:35:48I was in shock, I guess.

0:35:51 > 0:35:52Are you sure you don't want a hand?

0:35:55 > 0:35:57I'm sure.

0:36:03 > 0:36:05I still don't get it, Rita.

0:36:06 > 0:36:08You lied to another woman about getting beaten up.

0:36:10 > 0:36:12What were you thinking?

0:36:15 > 0:36:18It's like falling into a black hole.

0:36:20 > 0:36:21You don't know how to stop.

0:36:21 > 0:36:24All you needed to do was reach out.

0:36:25 > 0:36:26We would have caught you.

0:36:46 > 0:36:48It's all done.

0:36:48 > 0:36:50Just like you asked.

0:36:50 > 0:36:51I'll, er...

0:36:51 > 0:36:53see you...

0:36:53 > 0:36:54tomorrow?

0:36:54 > 0:36:57Yeah, bright and early. And on time.

0:36:57 > 0:36:58HE SIGHS

0:37:01 > 0:37:03Look, everything you said about me...

0:37:03 > 0:37:05It was right.

0:37:05 > 0:37:06I've learnt my lesson.

0:37:06 > 0:37:09I'm not going to report you, if that's what you're worried about.

0:37:09 > 0:37:10Well, you... You should.

0:37:10 > 0:37:12You should report me.

0:37:12 > 0:37:13I deserve it.

0:37:13 > 0:37:14I appreciate that, but...

0:37:14 > 0:37:16I'm your boss,

0:37:16 > 0:37:18and I guess I need to learn from this, and all, so...

0:37:18 > 0:37:21let's just leave it at that, OK?

0:37:23 > 0:37:25Does that go for Rita as well?

0:37:28 > 0:37:30Come on, can't you see what you've done to her?

0:37:30 > 0:37:33She was fine until you started messing with her head.

0:37:33 > 0:37:36- Don't you think you've said enough? - Well, you knew she was getting serious,

0:37:36 > 0:37:40and you still kept going back for more. Like you say...

0:37:41 > 0:37:44..takes a big man to accept when he's wrong.

0:37:50 > 0:37:54This drug might make you feel anxious and scared.

0:37:54 > 0:37:57It's going to stop your heart, but only for a few seconds.

0:37:58 > 0:37:59It's going to be OK, yeah?

0:38:00 > 0:38:02Are we ready?

0:38:02 > 0:38:03MACHINE BLEEPS

0:38:13 > 0:38:15CONTINUOUS BLEEP

0:38:42 > 0:38:44SHE SIGHS

0:38:46 > 0:38:47HE SIGHS

0:38:51 > 0:38:52Argh!

0:38:52 > 0:38:54MACHINE BLEEPS

0:39:04 > 0:39:06SHE SIGHS

0:39:10 > 0:39:13Holy mackerel.

0:39:13 > 0:39:14You rang?

0:39:14 > 0:39:17Er...a patient in cubicle 3 needs taking up to Darwin, please.

0:39:17 > 0:39:19- I've arranged a bed.- OK.

0:39:19 > 0:39:20£8, really?

0:39:20 > 0:39:22Too late. Got plans.

0:39:22 > 0:39:25- Nine?- Ten and you've got yourself a deal. And remember, no...

0:39:25 > 0:39:27No nappies, no vomit. Yeah, OK.

0:39:27 > 0:39:29Can you be at the boat seven sharp, yeah?

0:39:29 > 0:39:30I know I've messed up,

0:39:30 > 0:39:33but it doesn't have to change anything.

0:39:33 > 0:39:34Please don't let it.

0:39:36 > 0:39:39That girl is the most important thing in my world.

0:39:39 > 0:39:41Mine, too.

0:39:42 > 0:39:43She's OUR little girl.

0:39:45 > 0:39:47Our little bridesmaid.

0:39:47 > 0:39:49One step at a time, yeah?

0:40:13 > 0:40:16They'll keep him intubated until they're certain his system can cope.

0:40:16 > 0:40:18Thank you.

0:40:18 > 0:40:21And for all you did for Tom.

0:40:23 > 0:40:25If it's any comfort...

0:40:25 > 0:40:28Tom knew what he was doing.

0:40:28 > 0:40:30He loved you enough to give you a second chance.

0:40:36 > 0:40:39Ah. Sorry, Dr Gardner. This arrived for you.

0:40:40 > 0:40:41Thanks, Noel.

0:41:11 > 0:41:13SHE CHUCKLES

0:41:40 > 0:41:41Come on. Go to sleep.

0:41:41 > 0:41:43Even Mr Huggy Frog's tired.

0:41:43 > 0:41:46I thought you were meant to be an expert with babies.

0:41:46 > 0:41:49Mate, I've done everything I can. I don't think this one's normal.

0:41:49 > 0:41:51Yeah, sleep? Any time soon?

0:41:51 > 0:41:53BABY SCREAMS

0:41:53 > 0:41:55Right. You're meant to be an expert. Just get out.

0:41:55 > 0:41:57You're a charlatan.

0:41:57 > 0:41:59Well, you can't say I didn't try.

0:41:59 > 0:42:01You're still going to pay me, right?

0:42:01 > 0:42:03Just... Just get out.

0:42:03 > 0:42:04BABY CRIES

0:42:04 > 0:42:05All right.

0:42:07 > 0:42:08Oh!

0:42:08 > 0:42:10I was just coming to find you.

0:42:11 > 0:42:13You look like you're in a rush.

0:42:13 > 0:42:16Yeah, I've got some holiday, so I'm going to take it.

0:42:16 > 0:42:18Listen, I, erm...

0:42:18 > 0:42:20I shouldn't have said what I did.

0:42:20 > 0:42:21I was angry. I AM...

0:42:21 > 0:42:24still angry about what happened, but, er...

0:42:24 > 0:42:26Well, I was out of line.

0:42:26 > 0:42:28You were right.

0:42:28 > 0:42:30I came back too soon.

0:42:30 > 0:42:32Well, one person can't make this much mess.

0:42:34 > 0:42:36You're a good man, Iain Dean.

0:42:36 > 0:42:39Promise me one thing.

0:42:39 > 0:42:42You'll remember the good times, cos it wasn't all bad.

0:42:42 > 0:42:43Yeah. Yeah, of course.

0:42:59 > 0:43:00Jacob.

0:43:00 > 0:43:02Have you seen Connie?

0:43:03 > 0:43:05Yeah, I think she's gone off for the day.

0:43:05 > 0:43:07Listen, erm...

0:43:08 > 0:43:10I'm really sorry to hear about that guy you lost.

0:43:12 > 0:43:14I know it must have been a tough situation.

0:43:14 > 0:43:15Yeah.

0:43:16 > 0:43:17Yeah, it was.

0:43:17 > 0:43:19But, erm...

0:43:19 > 0:43:21on a lighter note...

0:43:21 > 0:43:23looks like I'm here to stay.

0:43:23 > 0:43:25You're jo... THEY LAUGH

0:43:25 > 0:43:27That's what I like to hear! Yeah!

0:43:27 > 0:43:30So, time to celebrate. Where are you taking me, pudding?

0:43:30 > 0:43:33Sorry, pancake. I've got plans. I can't.

0:43:33 > 0:43:35Hey, hey, hey.

0:43:36 > 0:43:38I know that look.

0:43:38 > 0:43:41- What are you talking about? - You sure about this?

0:43:43 > 0:43:44Bye, Ellie.

0:43:48 > 0:43:51DYLAN HUMS A TUNE

0:43:51 > 0:43:57# Picnic time for teddy bears

0:43:57 > 0:44:02# You know the teddy bears are having a lovely time today

0:44:02 > 0:44:04BABY WHIMPERS

0:44:04 > 0:44:09# Watch them, catch them unawares

0:44:09 > 0:44:14# And see them picnic on their holiday

0:44:17 > 0:44:20# See them gaily gad about... #

0:44:20 > 0:44:21Sorry I was so busy today, darling.

0:44:21 > 0:44:24Hanging out with Jacob was pretty cool.

0:44:24 > 0:44:25Really?

0:44:27 > 0:44:28Pleased to hear it.

0:44:30 > 0:44:32In actual fact, I, er...

0:44:32 > 0:44:34wanted to talk to you.

0:44:34 > 0:44:35What's wrong?

0:44:35 > 0:44:36Gracie, what's wrong?

0:44:36 > 0:44:38I had a fight with Carmel.

0:44:38 > 0:44:39CONNIE SIGHS

0:44:39 > 0:44:40Another one?

0:44:40 > 0:44:42Sweetheart, I pay a fortune for you to go to that place.

0:44:42 > 0:44:45You can't walk out every time you have an argument with a friend.

0:44:45 > 0:44:47Typical of you! Forget it - I'll talk to Grandma instead.

0:44:47 > 0:44:52Sweetheart! I promise you, by tomorrow, it will all be over, OK?

0:44:52 > 0:44:56Now, why don't we grab some pizza and sit in front of the TV?

0:44:56 > 0:44:57Well!

0:44:57 > 0:44:58If it isn't my two favourite ladies!

0:44:58 > 0:45:01Ah, Staff Nurse Masters.

0:45:01 > 0:45:04Erm...thank you very much for helping out with Grace.

0:45:04 > 0:45:07And, erm...I'll see you tomorrow.

0:45:08 > 0:45:09OK.

0:45:09 > 0:45:10No worries.

0:45:10 > 0:45:12- Night, Jacob.- Hey...

0:45:12 > 0:45:14I'll keep practising!

0:45:14 > 0:45:16Ready for that rematch.

0:45:49 > 0:45:51Oi!

0:45:59 > 0:46:01You're not going to come in?

0:46:01 > 0:46:03Even Louise has put her hand in her pocket.

0:46:04 > 0:46:05Not tonight.

0:46:08 > 0:46:10HR sent me an e-mail saying you're going on holiday.

0:46:10 > 0:46:12I need to get an agency nurse.

0:46:12 > 0:46:15I've got a lot of holiday owed, so...

0:46:15 > 0:46:17So, take as long as you want.

0:46:17 > 0:46:20Just so you promise me you'll come back.

0:46:26 > 0:46:28Is this to do with Iain?

0:46:28 > 0:46:29No.

0:46:30 > 0:46:32It's to do with me.

0:46:32 > 0:46:35I can't keep making the same mistakes.

0:46:35 > 0:46:38You can't just run away.

0:46:38 > 0:46:40Where are you going to go?

0:46:40 > 0:46:41Well, I thought I'd travel,

0:46:41 > 0:46:43look up some old friends.

0:46:45 > 0:46:46It's time, Charlie.

0:46:47 > 0:46:49We both know that.

0:46:51 > 0:46:53I'll miss you.

0:46:53 > 0:46:54I know.

0:47:00 > 0:47:03So, you look after that big old heart of yours, all right?

0:47:03 > 0:47:04Stop scaring everybody.

0:47:06 > 0:47:08I'll do me best.

0:47:10 > 0:47:12Send us a postcard!

0:47:12 > 0:47:13SHE CHUCKLES

0:47:13 > 0:47:14You're funny!

0:47:14 > 0:47:16Anyone ever told you that?