0:00:02 > 0:00:04- Please don't send me away. - It's not your job to look after me.
0:00:04 > 0:00:07- Hugo? - I don't have anybody else to come.
0:00:08 > 0:00:10A booze bus?
0:00:10 > 0:00:12It's manned by a nurse and a paramedic,
0:00:12 > 0:00:14they treat the drinkers in the town centre.
0:00:14 > 0:00:16Do you think you should return to your medication?
0:00:16 > 0:00:19I don't recall ever feeling better.
0:00:19 > 0:00:22You have to feel the fear and do it anyway!
0:00:22 > 0:00:24Duffy, happy birthday.
0:00:24 > 0:00:28David, I thought you were going to take me for a ride in that car.
0:00:28 > 0:00:29How about we do that now?
0:00:29 > 0:00:32That's an amazing idea. There is something I want to show you.
0:01:09 > 0:01:12GPS PINGS STEADILY
0:01:19 > 0:01:22Come on.
0:01:25 > 0:01:29I know you're there. Come on, you little swine.
0:01:38 > 0:01:41Show yourself. Show yourself.
0:01:41 > 0:01:43WOMAN LAUGHS
0:01:50 > 0:01:54Ha! Yes! Out of the way.
0:01:57 > 0:01:59Yes! Yes!
0:01:59 > 0:02:01No!
0:02:06 > 0:02:09I know where you live and I am coming to get you,
0:02:09 > 0:02:12you stupid dinosaur.
0:02:12 > 0:02:13What is he doing?
0:02:13 > 0:02:15Trying to catch dinosaurs.
0:02:15 > 0:02:17Is that a euphemism?
0:02:19 > 0:02:22Few of my mates play it but, nah, not for me.
0:02:22 > 0:02:24That's a grown man - it's sad.
0:02:24 > 0:02:26So what's your idea of fun, then?
0:02:29 > 0:02:32Box set and a bottle of Prosecco.
0:02:32 > 0:02:34Some people would say that was sad.
0:02:34 > 0:02:35I don't care what people think.
0:02:35 > 0:02:38- Well, maybe they don't either? - It's still sad.
0:02:38 > 0:02:41# I'll tell you what I want, what I really, really want
0:02:41 > 0:02:45# So tell me what you want, what you really, really want... #
0:02:45 > 0:02:47Something romantic.
0:02:47 > 0:02:49Thank you.
0:02:50 > 0:02:54# It's a little bit funny... #
0:02:54 > 0:02:58Fancy grabbing some breakfast after this?
0:02:58 > 0:03:00Nah.
0:03:00 > 0:03:01OK, let me down gently, geez.
0:03:01 > 0:03:03It's not my style.
0:03:03 > 0:03:07- What, are you not even going to make up an excuse?- No.
0:03:07 > 0:03:11# ..but, boy, if I did... #
0:03:15 > 0:03:18It will be worthwhile, Robyn. No zombies, I promise.
0:03:18 > 0:03:20OK.
0:03:20 > 0:03:22You look tired, how long have you been up?
0:03:22 > 0:03:25Erm...I got a couple of hours last night.
0:03:25 > 0:03:27I'll get enough sleep when I'm dead.
0:03:28 > 0:03:30HE LAUGHS
0:03:33 > 0:03:34PHONE RINGS
0:03:35 > 0:03:37Hi.
0:03:37 > 0:03:39Robyn, it's Dylan. Are you with David?
0:03:39 > 0:03:41Yeah, can he hear me?
0:03:42 > 0:03:44No, I don't think so.
0:03:44 > 0:03:47Right, the psychiatrist was a figment of his imagination.
0:03:47 > 0:03:51She doesn't exist. I think it's fair to say he's been manic for
0:03:51 > 0:03:52'some time now.'
0:03:54 > 0:03:56Right. Well, I wish you'd have told me that earlier.
0:03:56 > 0:03:57'Where are you?'
0:03:58 > 0:04:00I don't have a clue.
0:04:00 > 0:04:06Well, keep him as calm as possible, just humour him, and if you can find
0:04:06 > 0:04:11a town name, or business, some sort of landmark, and text that to me.
0:04:11 > 0:04:12Then what?
0:04:12 > 0:04:13Then I'll call the police.
0:04:13 > 0:04:15No, no, no, I don't want that.
0:04:15 > 0:04:19David isn't his normal self in a very literal sense, Robyn.
0:04:19 > 0:04:22'I'm not sure I trust his judgment.'
0:04:22 > 0:04:24He's OK, Dylan, I can handle this.
0:04:25 > 0:04:29OK, well, I'll send the cavalry, then. Keep him calm.
0:04:33 > 0:04:35- Charlie.- Why me?
0:04:35 > 0:04:38She doesn't want to involve the police and I'm working.
0:04:38 > 0:04:40You're the psych nurse.
0:04:48 > 0:04:49Come on.
0:04:51 > 0:04:53Yes, come on.
0:05:00 > 0:05:03Oi, you a dolphin boy?
0:05:03 > 0:05:05Oh, my word, I didn't see.
0:05:05 > 0:05:09What was it for? A diplodocus?
0:05:10 > 0:05:12Not even a meat-eater, pal.
0:05:12 > 0:05:16Thank you, I...I'd better be off.
0:05:19 > 0:05:21I just saved your life.
0:05:21 > 0:05:22Thank you.
0:05:24 > 0:05:28Well, I should get your phone at the very least.
0:05:30 > 0:05:31Come on.
0:05:35 > 0:05:36I don't think so.
0:05:38 > 0:05:40That's a shame, isn't it?
0:05:41 > 0:05:46Although...I guess, it depends whether you enjoy violence or not?
0:05:53 > 0:05:55Yes, I quite agree but that is not the way to go about things.
0:05:55 > 0:05:58If I say, "Can I count on your vote," that means,
0:05:58 > 0:06:01"Can I count of your vote" - that is not a question, that is a statement.
0:06:01 > 0:06:03If they sense a division in our ranks, they'll pounce...
0:06:03 > 0:06:06Aw, he is just so dreamy.
0:06:06 > 0:06:09We have, like, so much in common.
0:06:09 > 0:06:12Same taste in clothes, high opinions of ourselves.
0:06:12 > 0:06:13Tight buns.
0:06:15 > 0:06:16Bit strange.
0:06:18 > 0:06:21No, I was running with the joke. Sorry.
0:06:21 > 0:06:23Anyway, I'm working so...
0:06:23 > 0:06:25At what?
0:06:25 > 0:06:29- I'm going to be a surgeon. - You fancy Nicola Sturgeon?
0:06:29 > 0:06:31No, he said, "I'm going to be a burden."
0:06:31 > 0:06:33But you already are.
0:06:34 > 0:06:36All right, forget it.
0:06:40 > 0:06:41Is he serious?
0:06:41 > 0:06:44No, it's a silly man crush he's got -
0:06:44 > 0:06:48you know he wanted to be a gladiator when he was younger.
0:06:48 > 0:06:49HE CLEARS HIS THROAT
0:06:52 > 0:06:53Yeah.
0:06:56 > 0:06:58Thanks for this, Robyn.
0:06:58 > 0:07:01I need to explain and I couldn't think of anyone better,
0:07:01 > 0:07:02so thank you so much.
0:07:04 > 0:07:06- Whoa. Eyes on the road, mate. - TYRES SQUEAL
0:07:20 > 0:07:23Who was that you were on the phone to earlier?
0:07:23 > 0:07:26Just Jacob, wanted me to work an extra shift.
0:07:26 > 0:07:28I hate those, don't you?
0:07:29 > 0:07:31We never live in the moment any more,
0:07:31 > 0:07:34we're never truly with the person next to us, always distracted,
0:07:34 > 0:07:38always tempted to find out what's going on somewhere else.
0:07:41 > 0:07:43I want to live in the moment.
0:07:46 > 0:07:49- Don't you?- What?
0:07:49 > 0:07:52- Want to live in the moment?- Yeah.
0:08:02 > 0:08:04Hey, hey, hey, what, what are you doing?
0:08:04 > 0:08:06I haven't got flippin' insurance,
0:08:06 > 0:08:10and you just thrown a £400 phone out of the window!
0:08:10 > 0:08:11I'll buy you a new one.
0:08:13 > 0:08:15With what? You get paid the same as me!
0:08:15 > 0:08:18I'll get you one, just trust me, Robyn.
0:08:21 > 0:08:24This is silly, we just phone David and tell him to bring her back.
0:08:24 > 0:08:26- It's not that easy. - Not if he's manic,
0:08:26 > 0:08:29he'll be convinced that whatever he's doing is correct and normal.
0:08:29 > 0:08:30OK, then we find them before he does something.
0:08:30 > 0:08:35He's still David, he's not likely to be violent or aggressive.
0:08:35 > 0:08:38- Not picking up. - I'm sure they'll be fine.
0:08:38 > 0:08:40The more you two try to reassure me, the less it does.
0:08:43 > 0:08:48So...you doing any more lessons with Lily?
0:08:48 > 0:08:50Do you want me to?
0:08:50 > 0:08:54Eh! Well, you fired me, so you don't have much choice.
0:08:54 > 0:08:57Yeah, right, that's why you want me to.
0:08:59 > 0:09:01- Latte, please.- Your ears burning?
0:09:01 > 0:09:04- Mmm, we were just talking about you.- Saying what?
0:09:04 > 0:09:07Just wondering when Gemma's next lesson is?
0:09:07 > 0:09:09Never.
0:09:09 > 0:09:10Why?
0:09:10 > 0:09:12It was a trial and she isn't ready to learn.
0:09:12 > 0:09:14Yes, she is, with you as a teacher.
0:09:14 > 0:09:15She doesn't have the discipline.
0:09:15 > 0:09:17- Yeah, I do.- Or the aptitude.
0:09:17 > 0:09:18Who are you slating?
0:09:18 > 0:09:20Or the resilience.
0:09:20 > 0:09:22She's just making these up now.
0:09:22 > 0:09:26Dr Chao, can I borrow you? What's happening, Iain?
0:09:26 > 0:09:27Can I?
0:09:27 > 0:09:28Come on!
0:09:30 > 0:09:32What's what she said?
0:09:32 > 0:09:35Resilience. Prove her wrong and you'll have it.
0:09:38 > 0:09:4112-year-old, Neela Aggarwal,
0:09:41 > 0:09:43fell at home and lacerated her forehead one hour ago.
0:09:43 > 0:09:48GCS 14, she drops one point for confusion. Sinus tachycardia.
0:09:48 > 0:09:51Now, her dad is in communication with the school,
0:09:51 > 0:09:53she's been withdrawn and lacking focus for the last term,
0:09:53 > 0:09:56dropped right down in her studies, went off her food,
0:09:56 > 0:09:59became uncommunicative, refused to see the school nurse.
0:09:59 > 0:10:01And you're telling me this because?
0:10:01 > 0:10:05Well, because, as a nurse, I can deal with the symptoms,
0:10:05 > 0:10:07but I thought this warrants a further investigation.
0:10:07 > 0:10:08Why is that?
0:10:10 > 0:10:14If it wasn't for the fact that she's a sweet 12-year-old girl,
0:10:14 > 0:10:16I'd say Neela is suffering from drug withdrawal.
0:10:16 > 0:10:17THEY SPEAK OWN LANGUAGE
0:10:19 > 0:10:21I highly doubt that.
0:10:31 > 0:10:33Mmm, is that for me?
0:10:33 > 0:10:34Thank you very much.
0:10:39 > 0:10:41It's getting late. Where are we?
0:10:41 > 0:10:43We're nearly there.
0:10:45 > 0:10:48Your psychiatrist wasn't real.
0:10:48 > 0:10:49Eh? What?
0:10:49 > 0:10:52Dylan went to the room, it was a storeroom.
0:10:52 > 0:10:54Maybe he got the wrong room.
0:10:54 > 0:10:56This is Dylan we're talking about.
0:10:56 > 0:10:58Exactly, no-one's perfect.
0:10:58 > 0:11:02Or maybe it was just a manic episode and she was all in your head?
0:11:05 > 0:11:06Life is for living.
0:11:09 > 0:11:11I'll catch you when you fall.
0:11:13 > 0:11:16I don't want to fall. I don't want to fall.
0:11:16 > 0:11:18What goes up must come down, eh?
0:11:20 > 0:11:24David, I know you are still in there, why can't you just trust me?
0:11:26 > 0:11:28It's here! We're here!
0:11:37 > 0:11:38ANGRY SHOUTING
0:11:48 > 0:11:50Dylan was so obsessed with drip stands,
0:11:50 > 0:11:52he forgot to double up on bowls.
0:11:52 > 0:11:54Well, there is a cinema around the corner -
0:11:54 > 0:11:55could you get some popcorn buckets?
0:11:55 > 0:11:58As soon as I get a minute, I'll go, all right?
0:12:11 > 0:12:12You all right, mate?
0:12:17 > 0:12:19How did you cut your head?
0:12:19 > 0:12:22Has Neela ever suffered from anxiety or panic attacks?
0:12:22 > 0:12:23THEY SPEAK OWN LANGUAGE
0:12:27 > 0:12:31No, she has always been a happy girl.
0:12:31 > 0:12:33THEY SPEAK OWN LANGUAGE
0:12:35 > 0:12:36- Please!- No!
0:12:38 > 0:12:42Last week she refused to go to school out of the blue.
0:12:42 > 0:12:44She's been falling behind in her work.
0:12:44 > 0:12:50She was a top student for years but we don't put pressure on her.
0:12:50 > 0:12:55Three days ago she started with this sweating, crying,
0:12:55 > 0:12:57couldn't eat, was sick.
0:12:57 > 0:13:01Couldn't sleep. We tried to get help but we were told to wait.
0:13:02 > 0:13:04And then she falls and now this.
0:13:07 > 0:13:09Lily?
0:13:09 > 0:13:12- Let's glue the head wound.- Right.
0:13:12 > 0:13:14Could I talk to you in private, please?
0:13:23 > 0:13:24What are you doing?
0:13:24 > 0:13:25Showing residue.
0:13:25 > 0:13:28Resilience, and I'm working.
0:13:28 > 0:13:29Please.
0:13:34 > 0:13:37How do you spell resilience?
0:13:37 > 0:13:38You shouldn't be here.
0:13:38 > 0:13:42R-E-S-I-L-I-E-N-C-E.
0:13:42 > 0:13:45Impressive. OK, spell anaesthetist.
0:13:45 > 0:13:47I always struggle with that.
0:13:48 > 0:13:54A-N-A-E-S-T-H-E-T-I-S-T. Can I use your phone?
0:13:58 > 0:14:01OK, stay still, please, darling. It's OK, it's OK.
0:14:02 > 0:14:05Gemma, get back to work, please.
0:14:05 > 0:14:07Now! All right, all right.
0:14:07 > 0:14:08Where does it hurt?
0:14:09 > 0:14:11It's been a while.
0:14:11 > 0:14:13Wait up. Wait up.
0:14:14 > 0:14:18But you never forget. You never forget.
0:14:19 > 0:14:20There.
0:14:33 > 0:14:34Your dad?
0:14:34 > 0:14:37Brother. Older brother.
0:14:37 > 0:14:38I'm sorry.
0:14:38 > 0:14:43Don't be. We were both quite insular boys, parents not exactly outgoing.
0:14:43 > 0:14:45You know, we'd sit in our rooms
0:14:45 > 0:14:48listening to the teenage angst back catalogue -
0:14:48 > 0:14:50Smiths, The Fall, The Jesus & Mary Chain.
0:14:53 > 0:14:55He bought the Bros album.
0:14:57 > 0:14:59Yeah, I'm not sure what happened there,
0:14:59 > 0:15:01probably trying to impress a girl, he was always trying to
0:15:01 > 0:15:06impress girls, but they weren't interested in him.
0:15:08 > 0:15:10Let's try Robyn1992?
0:15:13 > 0:15:14What about plain Robyn?
0:15:14 > 0:15:16It's not enough characters.
0:15:16 > 0:15:17So what are you doing now?
0:15:19 > 0:15:23If we can get her password, then we can locate her phone.
0:15:23 > 0:15:26Because a cloud knows where it is?
0:15:26 > 0:15:30Cyberspace, not actual space. Granny was called Cynthia.
0:15:32 > 0:15:34I just use password1234.
0:15:34 > 0:15:37Which you are not supposed to tell anybody.
0:15:39 > 0:15:41I found him. Overdose...
0:15:44 > 0:15:46..silly way to go.
0:15:46 > 0:15:50He spent three days in agony at the hospital before getting his wish.
0:15:52 > 0:15:57All those things he's missed since. All those experiences, and for what?
0:15:59 > 0:16:05For nothing more than a low-flying bout of depression.
0:16:06 > 0:16:08I don't fear my highs, Robyn.
0:16:13 > 0:16:14I fear...
0:16:18 > 0:16:19..going as low as he went.
0:16:26 > 0:16:29You see, that's what I wanted to explain to you...
0:16:29 > 0:16:32Oh, yeah, that's great. Very nice, you bare my soul
0:16:32 > 0:16:36- and no-one's listening... - David? David?
0:16:36 > 0:16:37Yes?
0:16:38 > 0:16:41I need you back. We need you back.
0:16:51 > 0:16:52Pet names?
0:16:52 > 0:16:56She had three cats and a dog, we could be here till Tuesday.
0:16:56 > 0:16:58- Just phone the police, Charlie? - Robyn said no.
0:16:58 > 0:17:00Robyn's also naive, 32 weeks pregnant
0:17:00 > 0:17:02and needs us to look out for her.
0:17:02 > 0:17:04Strictly speaking, David hasn't done anything illegal.
0:17:04 > 0:17:06What do we say to them?
0:17:06 > 0:17:07Just lie.
0:17:07 > 0:17:09What? Kidnap?
0:17:09 > 0:17:11If that's what it takes,
0:17:11 > 0:17:13you said yourself he doesn't know his own mind.
0:17:13 > 0:17:15And if anything were to happen to her, Charlie, and you didn't...
0:17:15 > 0:17:17What does this mean?
0:17:23 > 0:17:24Password1234?
0:17:24 > 0:17:25Yeah.
0:17:28 > 0:17:30So? What's the diagnosis?
0:17:30 > 0:17:31I'm sorry, but I have to ask.
0:17:31 > 0:17:35Does she have access to medicine cabinets in your house?
0:17:35 > 0:17:38No, and we don't have anything stronger than paracetemol.
0:17:38 > 0:17:39OK, how about when she's out?
0:17:39 > 0:17:41Could she be socialising with people who have access?
0:17:41 > 0:17:45You can't think that she is taking drugs? She's 12 years old!
0:17:45 > 0:17:47Can you be sure? You can't watch children all the time.
0:17:47 > 0:17:49- I am sure.- Mr Aggarwal, I...
0:17:49 > 0:17:51My wife takes her to school and picks her up.
0:17:51 > 0:17:53Does she have any siblings?
0:17:54 > 0:17:58No, now listen to me. We've sacrificed for her education,
0:17:58 > 0:18:03she goes to the best school in Holby and we live on the worst estate.
0:18:03 > 0:18:06She must study hard and achieve great things.
0:18:07 > 0:18:10We provide everything she needs under our roof.
0:18:10 > 0:18:14My little girl does not do drugs. She doesn't leave the house.
0:18:14 > 0:18:15Harsh.
0:18:18 > 0:18:23- And this is?- Nobody - I'm sorry if I've caused offensive.
0:18:23 > 0:18:25- I'll let you know what the tests reveal.- Yeah.
0:18:46 > 0:18:50- Is this one of mine?- Mm-hm.- Yeah. Standard CABG.
0:18:50 > 0:18:55Watch the one after - messy valve replacement on a bariatric.
0:18:55 > 0:18:57Great, yeah, I will. Thanks.
0:18:59 > 0:19:04You know, I wasn't going to bite, but, the new look, the videos...
0:19:05 > 0:19:08..do I need to get a restraining order?
0:19:12 > 0:19:17I just want to be a surgeon. And I thought...
0:19:17 > 0:19:20Well, you don't need a designer shirt for that.
0:19:23 > 0:19:28Scruffiest casino in Reno, one of my favourite places on the planet.
0:19:30 > 0:19:34Practise this. Surgeons need dexterity.
0:19:34 > 0:19:35And a surgeon like myself
0:19:35 > 0:19:38needs to make sure they're being taken seriously.
0:19:41 > 0:19:42Follow me young, Cal.
0:19:49 > 0:19:52Well, there'll be three of us soon.
0:19:52 > 0:19:54No, no, no, please, it's too early.
0:19:54 > 0:19:57Baby doesn't have a calendar. Right then.
0:19:59 > 0:20:01What do you mean, "Right then"?
0:20:01 > 0:20:04Well, I'm delivering a baby.
0:20:04 > 0:20:08Are you having a laugh? You couldn't deliver milk in your state.
0:20:08 > 0:20:12- State?- Go and find help, go and find a phone,
0:20:12 > 0:20:15go and do anything you can to bring an ambulance here.
0:20:15 > 0:20:17Nonsense.
0:20:18 > 0:20:21- David, please!- Robyn, I'm a nurse.
0:20:21 > 0:20:24You're not a midwife! And you are not well.
0:20:24 > 0:20:27Robyn, I've never felt better.
0:20:27 > 0:20:32No! You're ill and I'm not giving birth in a graveyard with
0:20:32 > 0:20:34a mentally unstable nurse.
0:20:35 > 0:20:38Sticks and stones, Robyn, sticks and stones. I'll go to the car and
0:20:38 > 0:20:40see what's there - we can improvise,
0:20:40 > 0:20:44it will be like that chap who got lost in the woods.
0:20:44 > 0:20:47This is not a game! David! Please!
0:20:50 > 0:20:52Not like this.
0:20:53 > 0:20:55Not like this.
0:20:58 > 0:21:00There's roadworks, so it's B-roads all the way.
0:21:00 > 0:21:04- OK.- Right. Not exactly the birthday we planned.
0:21:04 > 0:21:08Let's just have her back safe, have them both back safe, that'll do me.
0:21:08 > 0:21:10OK, Max.
0:21:11 > 0:21:15Surgery is life or death. But a surgeon can't think like that.
0:21:15 > 0:21:17So, one of your tasks is to make sure
0:21:17 > 0:21:21that the rest of your life is under complete control.
0:21:21 > 0:21:23Of course, that's easier said than done.
0:21:23 > 0:21:25We can't always control everything that happens to us
0:21:25 > 0:21:28but we can control how much it affects us.
0:21:30 > 0:21:32What are you doing in here?
0:21:34 > 0:21:35Me?
0:21:35 > 0:21:37Did you leave our daughter a tin of beans and a can opener?
0:21:37 > 0:21:41Oh, stop it. She has a carer.
0:21:41 > 0:21:44I know, I called earlier and spoke to an agency nurse.
0:21:46 > 0:21:47I needed to be somewhere.
0:21:47 > 0:21:51Yes, a school talent show for a perfectly healthy young child
0:21:51 > 0:21:54must have made a lovely change from struggling with Grace?
0:21:54 > 0:21:57Don't you dare. You're the one that cancelled on her.
0:21:57 > 0:21:59Anyway, I'm the one that puts in the hours.
0:21:59 > 0:22:03You do, normally, but tonight an agency nurse did.
0:22:03 > 0:22:04So?
0:22:06 > 0:22:11Bottom line, Connie, if you don't want to look after our daughter,
0:22:11 > 0:22:14then you just say the word because I will permanently.
0:22:17 > 0:22:19- Shall we?- Yep.
0:22:24 > 0:22:25Above all,
0:22:25 > 0:22:27you want to avoid an argument,
0:22:27 > 0:22:29speak your mind in front of an audience - if someone is
0:22:29 > 0:22:34taking liberties or undermining your authority, deal with it.
0:22:34 > 0:22:35OK.
0:22:35 > 0:22:37Here endeth the lesson.
0:22:43 > 0:22:46Right, if this doesn't stop it, you'll have to go to A&E.
0:22:46 > 0:22:47I need to get my phone back.
0:22:47 > 0:22:50The police said they'll do what they can but the area was clear.
0:22:50 > 0:22:52Why do we pay our taxes
0:22:52 > 0:22:55if we can't get help when we're a victim of crime?
0:22:55 > 0:22:57It's Saturday night, mate - they're stretched to the limit.
0:22:57 > 0:23:00You don't understand, though, I need my phone.
0:23:00 > 0:23:01To catch more dinosaurs?
0:23:01 > 0:23:05Yes, that's exactly it. I want my phone back
0:23:05 > 0:23:09cos it's got 350 different species of dinosaur and I'm an hour away
0:23:09 > 0:23:11from Jurassic level 12.
0:23:11 > 0:23:12- Seriously?- No.
0:23:14 > 0:23:20Well, yes, I am, but that's not the reason.
0:23:20 > 0:23:22It has got photos of my daughter on it.
0:23:22 > 0:23:23You didn't back them up?
0:23:23 > 0:23:25No.
0:23:26 > 0:23:30I wish I had because now she's lost forever.
0:23:30 > 0:23:31Just take some more.
0:23:37 > 0:23:39Lou.
0:23:39 > 0:23:40What?
0:23:45 > 0:23:46Sorry for your loss.
0:24:04 > 0:24:06Do you know him?
0:24:07 > 0:24:10- What?- The dad, has he threatened you or something?
0:24:10 > 0:24:12Don't be ridiculous.
0:24:12 > 0:24:14So when do you not stand up to people?
0:24:16 > 0:24:19Go on, Lil, you can talk to me. Was your dad pushy as well?
0:24:19 > 0:24:23How parents choose to bring up their children is up to them.
0:24:23 > 0:24:24Is that why we have social services?
0:24:24 > 0:24:27Wanting a child to succeed is not bad parenting.
0:24:30 > 0:24:33I'm just going to phone my wife, I'll be outside. OK?
0:24:37 > 0:24:41It's like that thing, hostages loving their kidnappers.
0:24:41 > 0:24:43Stockholm Syndrome.
0:24:43 > 0:24:46Yes! You have Stockholm Syndrome.
0:24:50 > 0:24:52I am just going to check a few things.
0:24:52 > 0:24:54Open your mouth for me, please.
0:24:55 > 0:24:57Mr Aggarwal said she hasn't been eating,
0:24:57 > 0:25:00mucous membrane's dry and tongue cracked.
0:25:03 > 0:25:05- Capillary refill delayed. - I'll set up the fluids.
0:25:05 > 0:25:06Thank you.
0:25:10 > 0:25:13Is everything OK, Neela? Is there anything you want to tell me?
0:25:20 > 0:25:21SHE GROANS
0:25:24 > 0:25:27Come, on, come on, come on.
0:25:38 > 0:25:40No, no, no, no.
0:25:40 > 0:25:43Come, on, come on, come on. Please, please.
0:25:43 > 0:25:47- You won't get very far. - Give me the keys, David.
0:25:47 > 0:25:49- No, I didn't mean that. - Give me the keys.
0:25:49 > 0:25:52No, no, I mean, you won't get very far because there's no petrol in it.
0:25:52 > 0:25:54We were on empty all the way here, I'm amazed we made it.
0:25:54 > 0:25:57I think my brother may be looking out for us.
0:25:59 > 0:26:03Church... there'll be a vicar's house.
0:26:04 > 0:26:07The house is empty, God is dead.
0:26:07 > 0:26:10So, anyway, I know it's slim pickings.
0:26:15 > 0:26:17I found a towel, bit manky.
0:26:17 > 0:26:22But then I got Duffy some whisky. So I can sterilise it.
0:26:22 > 0:26:23Get away!
0:26:23 > 0:26:26Then I got to thinking, we've been giving birth for thousands of years,
0:26:26 > 0:26:27what would the cave people have done?
0:26:27 > 0:26:29They wouldn't have had monitors and whatnot.
0:26:29 > 0:26:31- Get away from me.- No, no, no, no.
0:26:31 > 0:26:33They'd have used plants and leaves and stuff,
0:26:33 > 0:26:36so all I need to do is a bit of foraging and bob's your uncle.
0:26:36 > 0:26:38Get away from me! Or I mean it,
0:26:38 > 0:26:40I will scratch your eyes out!
0:26:50 > 0:26:51Stalker.
0:26:53 > 0:26:54Shut up.
0:26:55 > 0:26:58Oh, do us a strong coffee on tick, will you?
0:26:58 > 0:27:01No money, no caffeine.
0:27:01 > 0:27:03Come on, I'm brassic.
0:27:04 > 0:27:06Tiger Lily's not playing ball.
0:27:10 > 0:27:14- What?- I remember playing ball with you as a kid.
0:27:14 > 0:27:19I could be hammering you 25-0 and you'd still keep going.
0:27:19 > 0:27:21You're supposed to let little kids win.
0:27:22 > 0:27:24But then they never learn, do they?
0:27:35 > 0:27:37Don't you have customers to serve?
0:27:38 > 0:27:42No, not really. The booze bus has taken away half my customers.
0:27:44 > 0:27:46"Resilience is the...
0:27:49 > 0:27:50"..something...
0:27:50 > 0:27:57"to bounce back from advers..."
0:27:58 > 0:28:00It means tough.
0:28:00 > 0:28:02I'm working.
0:28:02 > 0:28:06- We can share our skills. - Why?- To help each other.
0:28:06 > 0:28:10OK, test just done, no cannabis, cocaine or opiates.
0:28:10 > 0:28:12But she's looking better now the fluids are in.
0:28:12 > 0:28:15Is Dylan around? Can he give us his opinion?
0:28:15 > 0:28:17- I'll grab him.- Thank you.
0:28:19 > 0:28:22And what are your skills? Annoying everyone?
0:28:22 > 0:28:26Something like that. I don't give in.
0:28:26 > 0:28:27HE SPEAKS OWN LANGUAGE
0:28:31 > 0:28:35- Hey, is there something you're not telling us?- You what?
0:28:35 > 0:28:37- What's going on with the little-un? - Gemma, come away now.
0:28:37 > 0:28:41No. You might brick it around him but I won't.
0:28:41 > 0:28:42Come on, what have you done to her?
0:28:42 > 0:28:46If I'm guilty of anything, it's of protecting her too much.
0:28:46 > 0:28:49So why is there a 12-year-old in there rattling like a good'un?
0:28:49 > 0:28:51- You what?- We've ruled out any drugs in her system.
0:28:51 > 0:28:54Well, maybe she's gone in the head cos they've pushed her too hard.
0:28:54 > 0:28:57- Enough.- There's not a child on Earth loved like my daughter.
0:28:57 > 0:29:02She's my miracle baby. We were told we could never have children.
0:29:03 > 0:29:05She's my gift from God.
0:29:05 > 0:29:09And I'm telling you, my wife and I have done nothing to harm her.
0:29:09 > 0:29:13I bring her here begging you people to find out what's wrong with her
0:29:13 > 0:29:14and you accuse me of what?
0:29:17 > 0:29:18Abuse?
0:29:18 > 0:29:20No.
0:29:20 > 0:29:21Soz.
0:29:21 > 0:29:24- That's quite a skill you've got. Go. - Move.
0:29:24 > 0:29:26Mr Aggarwal, I'm so sorry, OK?
0:29:26 > 0:29:30No-one else is thinking that, I apologise for her behaviour.
0:29:35 > 0:29:36All clear. Good.
0:29:36 > 0:29:38Right.
0:29:41 > 0:29:43This phone jacker, what did he look like?
0:29:46 > 0:29:51Short, skinny, bit like he should have been wearing glasses,
0:29:51 > 0:29:53stupid yellow tracksuit.
0:29:53 > 0:29:56- IMITATES RAF: - With a voice like that?
0:29:56 > 0:29:58"Oi, oi, how is it going, mate?"
0:29:58 > 0:29:59Yeah.
0:29:59 > 0:30:00You know him?
0:30:00 > 0:30:03Yes, he's a notorious scally from round here
0:30:03 > 0:30:05but he don't normally go that far.
0:30:10 > 0:30:12Do you think you could get his phone back?
0:30:12 > 0:30:16It's a bit risky, but he does have a laugh with me and Iain so...
0:30:16 > 0:30:19Anyway, what do you care? Not your style.
0:30:19 > 0:30:21That guy runs around hiding in a game
0:30:21 > 0:30:23rather than face up to his dead daughter.
0:30:23 > 0:30:26Yeah, you're right. So maybe he does need to face reality?
0:30:26 > 0:30:29Her photos, Jez. He needs them.
0:30:29 > 0:30:30All right, so...
0:30:32 > 0:30:34..what's it worth?
0:30:34 > 0:30:36The satisfaction of helping a grieving parent?
0:30:36 > 0:30:39Granted, but what about that breakfast date?
0:30:39 > 0:30:42- Do you have any morals?- Some.
0:30:44 > 0:30:48I'll think about it. That's the best you're getting.
0:30:48 > 0:30:50All right. Hold the fort.
0:30:54 > 0:30:56Please help me get through this.
0:30:58 > 0:31:02If not for me, then for her. I'm begging you.
0:31:03 > 0:31:04SHE GROANS
0:31:07 > 0:31:10I guess a crazy, manic nurse is better than no nurse?
0:31:12 > 0:31:15David? David.
0:31:19 > 0:31:23I'm sorry. You were right. I wasn't thinking straight.
0:31:23 > 0:31:25You can do this.
0:31:25 > 0:31:27I can, I can, I really can.
0:31:27 > 0:31:29Did you work on obs and gynae?
0:31:29 > 0:31:30No, but I always wanted to.
0:31:32 > 0:31:36- The baby's coming.- I'm on it!
0:31:36 > 0:31:39Where are you going? It's too late to get help now!
0:31:40 > 0:31:43Not sure how long the batteries will last.
0:31:43 > 0:31:46In retrospect, it possibly wasn't the best car to buy.
0:31:48 > 0:31:52Hey, bet you wish you'd chosen me as your birthing partner now?
0:31:52 > 0:31:54SHE YELLS
0:32:06 > 0:32:08Stop, stop, stop, stop, stop.
0:32:14 > 0:32:15Max!
0:32:16 > 0:32:18It says it's here.
0:32:18 > 0:32:21There's a few villages nearby.
0:32:21 > 0:32:22It's here!
0:32:22 > 0:32:23PHONE RINGS
0:32:38 > 0:32:41Look at that! Worthless.
0:32:43 > 0:32:46Yes, boys. What you saying, Raf? You good?
0:32:49 > 0:32:52Nee-naw man! He's all right him, lads.
0:32:54 > 0:32:57Where's your mate? One that talks funny?
0:32:57 > 0:33:01I'm flying solo tonight, I am just helping out the drinkers.
0:33:01 > 0:33:09So, basically... I need that dinosaur hunter's phone back.
0:33:12 > 0:33:14Got his little girl's photos on it.
0:33:18 > 0:33:19She passed away.
0:33:19 > 0:33:21I left my violin at home.
0:33:21 > 0:33:22Come on, man, he's...
0:33:24 > 0:33:26Time to go.
0:33:26 > 0:33:28Nee-naw.
0:33:32 > 0:33:34SHE SCREAMS
0:33:34 > 0:33:38It's this time, Robyn, the baby's nearly there, that's it.
0:33:38 > 0:33:40This is the big one, this is the big one.
0:33:40 > 0:33:44And push, push. You're amazing, amazing, amazing.
0:33:44 > 0:33:49- You're giving birth, think about it. - You think about it!
0:33:49 > 0:33:52Go on, go on. Good girl, push, push, push.
0:33:54 > 0:33:58- Stop, stop!- What? What?
0:33:58 > 0:34:03Don't want little baby Robyn being born on a gravestone, do we?
0:34:06 > 0:34:10That's it, good girl. And cue Robyn!
0:34:10 > 0:34:16Push! Push, but don't go on. Push, push.
0:34:16 > 0:34:19Good girl, yes, yes, push! Oh, yes.
0:34:19 > 0:34:23Yes, I've got you, little one. I've got you, little one.
0:34:23 > 0:34:26Oh, baby girl, baby girl, I've got her.
0:34:26 > 0:34:29- I've got her, oh, wow!- Is she OK?
0:34:29 > 0:34:33She's cold. She's cold, open up, quick.
0:34:33 > 0:34:36- She's cold, she's cold. - Keep us warm.
0:34:37 > 0:34:40Oh, Robyn, oh, Robyn, good girl. Come on.
0:34:40 > 0:34:41Come on.
0:34:42 > 0:34:45Where is it? Has someone been back here?
0:34:49 > 0:34:51Oh, it's OK, panic over.
0:34:54 > 0:34:56Sorry, can I pay for this, please?
0:34:56 > 0:34:58Yeah, leave the money on the trolley.
0:34:58 > 0:35:00Yes, no, I've only got a fiver.
0:35:00 > 0:35:01Thanks for the tip!
0:35:05 > 0:35:07For yourself.
0:35:19 > 0:35:21You do have it bad.
0:35:21 > 0:35:22Jacob!
0:35:26 > 0:35:27Here you go.
0:35:30 > 0:35:31It was that easy?
0:35:31 > 0:35:33I can sweet-talk most people.
0:35:33 > 0:35:37So I've heard. Better, Mr Judds?
0:35:37 > 0:35:38Yeah, thanks.
0:35:39 > 0:35:41Can I see her?
0:35:41 > 0:35:43I'd rather you didn't.
0:35:46 > 0:35:48It might open up some old wounds.
0:35:53 > 0:35:55Is that a cartoon dinosaur?
0:35:55 > 0:35:57You what? That's the first thing you look at!
0:35:57 > 0:36:00- What about your daughter? - Do you even have a daughter?
0:36:00 > 0:36:05You have no idea how much time and money I've invested in this game!
0:36:05 > 0:36:06Thousands.
0:36:06 > 0:36:09You made us feel sorry for you, you sad old man.
0:36:09 > 0:36:12- I nearly got my butt kicked, mate. - Thousands.
0:36:12 > 0:36:14Well, that's your choice!
0:36:14 > 0:36:17You got the titanium triceratops?
0:36:17 > 0:36:21You're not helping! You ought to be ashamed of yourself.
0:36:22 > 0:36:25A grown man, lying about a dead daughter to play
0:36:25 > 0:36:27a stupid kid's game.
0:36:27 > 0:36:28You wouldn't understand!
0:36:28 > 0:36:29So enlighten me.
0:36:33 > 0:36:37Look at me, I'm in my 40s, single,
0:36:37 > 0:36:39I sit on my backside all week at work.
0:36:39 > 0:36:43It's either get out and do this or I sit in and watch box sets,
0:36:43 > 0:36:44and I drink myself to death.
0:36:52 > 0:36:55What?
0:36:55 > 0:36:59Nothing. Your nose appears to be fine now.
0:36:59 > 0:37:01If you have any pain, we recommend paracetemol.
0:37:01 > 0:37:04Any further complaints, see your GP.
0:37:12 > 0:37:14There's something wrong.
0:37:14 > 0:37:17OK, OK, can you push? Can you push?
0:37:17 > 0:37:20The placenta. There should be contractions.
0:37:20 > 0:37:21Shall I pull?
0:37:23 > 0:37:26No. No. There's something wrong.
0:37:26 > 0:37:29Robyn? Robyn.
0:37:29 > 0:37:30There's something wrong.
0:37:34 > 0:37:40Robyn, no, don't. Robyn, Robyn, Robyn, Robyn.
0:38:08 > 0:38:10I won't tell you again.
0:38:10 > 0:38:11No, I want her to stay.
0:38:18 > 0:38:20- What's it like?- What?
0:38:20 > 0:38:22Being clever?
0:38:22 > 0:38:24What's it like not?
0:38:24 > 0:38:28Well, I'm in a better state than you right now, so I'd say it's boss.
0:38:29 > 0:38:31How clever are you?
0:38:33 > 0:38:36Top 0.01% of the population.
0:38:38 > 0:38:41So how come I know what's going on and you don't?
0:38:43 > 0:38:46You didn't want my phone to call someone, did you?
0:38:47 > 0:38:49You wanted the internet, didn't you?
0:38:53 > 0:38:56Definite electrolyte imbalance, has she any history of eating disorder?
0:38:56 > 0:38:58Father says no and there's nothing on her file.
0:38:58 > 0:39:01No major illnesses - she's improved with some IV fluid but still
0:39:01 > 0:39:04- has tremor and agitation. - OK, could be psychosomatic.
0:39:04 > 0:39:06I think your best bet is to encourage fluids orally and
0:39:06 > 0:39:09- make an outpatient appointment with CAMHS.- OK. Thank you.
0:39:09 > 0:39:10That's all right.
0:39:12 > 0:39:15- You're her.- What?- You are Neela.
0:39:15 > 0:39:17If you don't stop, I will call security.
0:39:17 > 0:39:19- Did your parents push you? - You want to counsel me now?
0:39:19 > 0:39:22- This is important. - No, my job is important.
0:39:22 > 0:39:25You clever people, you're all divs sometimes.
0:39:25 > 0:39:26What?!
0:39:26 > 0:39:29What did your parents do when you weren't working hard enough?
0:39:29 > 0:39:32- I always worked hard. - Come off it. Serious.
0:39:33 > 0:39:35I would have privileges removed.
0:39:35 > 0:39:37Stuff that would distract you from grafting?
0:39:37 > 0:39:38Yes, like the TV in my room.
0:39:40 > 0:39:44I think you'll find I've shown discipline, aptitude and resilience.
0:40:06 > 0:40:10We're going to have to wait until he brings her back, Charlie.
0:40:15 > 0:40:17Let's go check it out.
0:40:22 > 0:40:23"Dear Sam...
0:40:23 > 0:40:26"I think you are just so handsome.
0:40:26 > 0:40:30"Oh, should we have a shower together?"
0:40:30 > 0:40:32Again? That's your brother. Come on.
0:40:32 > 0:40:35Um, I'm not really getting the hang of this game.
0:40:35 > 0:40:37Mrs Beauchamp?
0:40:37 > 0:40:38Yes?
0:40:38 > 0:40:41Must be a pretty quiet shift for these conjoined doctors
0:40:41 > 0:40:43to be standing around all night?
0:40:43 > 0:40:45And what are you doing?
0:40:45 > 0:40:48I'm doing research work for Mr Strachan.
0:40:50 > 0:40:52You two, follow me to the sluice.
0:40:54 > 0:40:58"Oh, no, here I am in trouble when all I was trying to do
0:40:58 > 0:40:59"was impress Alicia.
0:41:00 > 0:41:05"Why-aye, pet. I'm not impressed with owt here like."
0:41:10 > 0:41:11Over here. Over here.
0:41:14 > 0:41:16No placenta birth, heavy blood loss.
0:41:16 > 0:41:19- All right. Ambulance, please. - This is my patient.
0:41:19 > 0:41:21I know you're ill, but if either of them are hurt,
0:41:21 > 0:41:23I will kill you, do you understand?
0:41:23 > 0:41:25But I delivered the baby.
0:41:25 > 0:41:27Yeah, in the middle of nowhere! She was trying to help you.
0:41:27 > 0:41:30- You're all right, love.- Wake up. - There's an ambulance on the way.
0:41:30 > 0:41:31You're doing fine.
0:41:32 > 0:41:36OK, let's get another line in and can we stand by with two units
0:41:36 > 0:41:38- of blood?- OK, on it.
0:41:40 > 0:41:43Robyn, you've retained the placenta and have had a major PPH,
0:41:43 > 0:41:46so we are going to send you upstairs, OK?
0:41:46 > 0:41:48Charlie, let's give her some more morphine
0:41:48 > 0:41:52and 10 milligrams of Oxytocin IM.
0:41:52 > 0:41:54Then let's set up an infusion of
0:41:54 > 0:41:57- five units slowly administered, please.- Right.
0:41:58 > 0:41:59Where is she?
0:41:59 > 0:42:02You're both in very safe hands - don't worry. Don't worry.
0:42:46 > 0:42:47SHE SPEAKS OWN LANGUAGE
0:42:49 > 0:42:51- Hi, it's me.- Hi, there, Neela.
0:43:01 > 0:43:05You're telling me this contraption made her ill?
0:43:05 > 0:43:07Removing it did.
0:43:07 > 0:43:08Nomophobia.
0:43:10 > 0:43:12It's not quite a recognised medical term
0:43:12 > 0:43:14but "nomo" stands for "no mobile"
0:43:14 > 0:43:16and "phobia" speaks for itself.
0:43:16 > 0:43:18I've read about it but I've never actually seen it.
0:43:18 > 0:43:23It affected Neela in a way we would expect a drug addict to react.
0:43:24 > 0:43:27She cut her head open looking for the phone,
0:43:27 > 0:43:29she was climbing the bookcase.
0:43:29 > 0:43:31But what can we do about it?
0:43:31 > 0:43:33Immediate withdrawal hasn't worked,
0:43:33 > 0:43:35you need to slowly reduce the time she spends on her phone
0:43:35 > 0:43:38and maybe allow her actual social interaction
0:43:38 > 0:43:41so she isn't so dependent on technology.
0:43:41 > 0:43:43Say family meals around the table?
0:43:43 > 0:43:45Walks in the park instead of revision?
0:43:49 > 0:43:52Thanks, I will.
0:43:53 > 0:43:56I am sorry if I accused you of anything.
0:44:06 > 0:44:08You know what you are?
0:44:08 > 0:44:11- No?- Tenacious.
0:44:12 > 0:44:14Can you teach me how to spell it.
0:44:15 > 0:44:19T-E-N...
0:44:21 > 0:44:24Do you think I'm sad like him?
0:44:24 > 0:44:25No. Don't be silly.
0:44:27 > 0:44:30Look, it's easier to sit in than take a chance on a night out.
0:44:30 > 0:44:34That's not sad. It just soon becomes normal, that's all.
0:44:34 > 0:44:37- So how come you don't? - I'm embracing life.
0:44:37 > 0:44:40Is that why you go with men as well as women?
0:44:40 > 0:44:42- I knew that bothered you. - It's your choice.
0:44:42 > 0:44:44Yeah, it is...and it bothers you.
0:44:47 > 0:44:50A bit, not sure I understand.
0:44:50 > 0:44:55But...maybe you can explain when you buy me breakfast?
0:44:57 > 0:44:59I can't do that.
0:45:01 > 0:45:02No, no.
0:45:04 > 0:45:08I spent all my money buying that phone back off Raf.
0:45:13 > 0:45:19So how about I cook you breakfast?
0:45:21 > 0:45:23That's the last thing I thought you'd say.
0:45:39 > 0:45:41OK, let's get her up.
0:45:41 > 0:45:44Not much of a birthday. Didn't even get a present.
0:45:44 > 0:45:46Robyn's little girl and I share the same birthday.
0:45:46 > 0:45:48I can't think of a better gift.
0:46:02 > 0:46:05David, there are some people out here who want to have
0:46:05 > 0:46:07- a word with you.- I'm not stupid. They're going to section me.
0:46:07 > 0:46:09Only if you don't go voluntarily.
0:46:09 > 0:46:11I'll end up like my brother if I accept it.
0:46:13 > 0:46:15Could you give us a minute?
0:46:23 > 0:46:25Tell me about this brother, David.
0:46:27 > 0:46:30- Killed himself, depression. - Oh, I'm sorry to hear that.
0:46:30 > 0:46:33Don't be, it wasn't recent, I don't need grief counselling.
0:46:33 > 0:46:36Well, we all need grief counselling.
0:46:36 > 0:46:40See, I'm in something of a predicament.
0:46:41 > 0:46:43You are?
0:46:44 > 0:46:46You're the only one who can get me out of it.
0:46:47 > 0:46:51You see, when I was in charge yesterday,
0:46:51 > 0:46:54I failed to notice in time the symptoms that you were displaying.
0:46:54 > 0:46:56That's dereliction of my duty
0:46:56 > 0:47:00and it's grounds for a tribunal, maybe even a hearing.
0:47:01 > 0:47:05So, whilst it's not really reasonable for me to ask you,
0:47:05 > 0:47:08I'm going to ask anyway - would you do me a favour?
0:47:09 > 0:47:11The favour is that you actively seek support,
0:47:11 > 0:47:15before support actively seeks you.
0:47:15 > 0:47:16That way I won't be the consultant
0:47:16 > 0:47:18that had a nurse sectioned in his resus.
0:47:20 > 0:47:21I know it's a lot to ask.
0:47:21 > 0:47:25And I am ashamed to ask it but what can I say? I'm a selfish man.
0:47:42 > 0:47:44- Hello, David, My name is Sue. - Yes, yes.
0:47:44 > 0:47:46I'd like to come with you people.
0:47:46 > 0:47:48No need for anything unnecessary.
0:47:48 > 0:47:50I... I come on my own volition.
0:48:07 > 0:48:09Noel?
0:48:11 > 0:48:12Yes, mate?
0:48:15 > 0:48:17I told the Department of Work and Pensions
0:48:17 > 0:48:19that I wasn't fit to come back to work.
0:48:22 > 0:48:24I was right, wasn't I?