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0:00:02 > 0:00:04She had a fit, punctured her carotid artery. Ambulance is on its way.

0:00:04 > 0:00:06Grace, talk to me.

0:00:06 > 0:00:07She had a serious head injury.

0:00:07 > 0:00:10There's no neurological reason why she's not talking.

0:00:11 > 0:00:13She's breathing, Max.

0:00:13 > 0:00:14She's going to make it.

0:00:14 > 0:00:15Morning.

0:00:18 > 0:00:22All consultants will be asked to re-interview for their jobs.

0:00:22 > 0:00:24HE LAUGHS

0:00:24 > 0:00:27Yes, I'd like to come with you people.

0:00:27 > 0:00:29No need to do anything unnecessary.

0:00:29 > 0:00:31I come on my own volition.

0:00:42 > 0:00:44PHONE RINGS

0:00:49 > 0:00:50Hello?

0:00:50 > 0:00:51Hello, Mrs Beauchamp.

0:00:51 > 0:00:54Ah, Hugo. I'm just about to take her presents to her so...

0:00:54 > 0:00:57Actually, I wanted to speak to you.

0:00:57 > 0:00:58Hugo?

0:00:58 > 0:00:59Me? OK.

0:01:01 > 0:01:04Hugo? What can I do for you, darling?

0:01:04 > 0:01:05Hugo?

0:01:07 > 0:01:08Hugo, are you still there?

0:01:08 > 0:01:10Is everything OK?

0:01:10 > 0:01:11Hugo?!

0:01:11 > 0:01:13Just...say happy birthday to Grace.

0:01:13 > 0:01:15LINE DISCONNECTS

0:01:56 > 0:01:58Hugo, where are you?

0:02:00 > 0:02:02Hugo, can I talk to you?

0:02:03 > 0:02:05Hugo!

0:02:09 > 0:02:10Hugo!

0:02:12 > 0:02:14Hugo, come back!

0:02:16 > 0:02:18DOORBELL RINGS

0:02:18 > 0:02:21- HUGO'S ANSWERPHONE:- Hi, I'm not here. You know what to do.

0:02:22 > 0:02:25Good morning.

0:02:25 > 0:02:27- Don't worry, it's educational.- Hmm.

0:02:29 > 0:02:31Hugo!

0:02:31 > 0:02:32Hugo, come back!

0:02:32 > 0:02:34I don't want to talk to you.

0:02:34 > 0:02:36Hugo!

0:02:36 > 0:02:37Get back here!

0:02:37 > 0:02:42# Happy birthday to you

0:02:42 > 0:02:45# Happy birthday to you

0:02:45 > 0:02:49# Happy birthday, dear Gracie

0:02:49 > 0:02:53# Happy birthday to you! #

0:02:53 > 0:02:54All right?

0:02:54 > 0:02:57Oh! Oh, OK.

0:02:59 > 0:03:01Happy birthday, Gracie.

0:03:01 > 0:03:03There we go.

0:03:03 > 0:03:06Erm, breakfast first before presents.

0:03:09 > 0:03:11It's all ready to go. It's all on there.

0:03:11 > 0:03:13Music, games, internet.

0:03:14 > 0:03:15She already has one.

0:03:15 > 0:03:17Connie, she can have a little bit of fun.

0:03:17 > 0:03:20CRASHING Grace!

0:03:22 > 0:03:25- It's OK.- No, it's fine, I'll do it. I'll do it, I'll do it.

0:03:31 > 0:03:33Are these your tablets?

0:03:33 > 0:03:36Gracie, this is for your epilepsy.

0:03:36 > 0:03:38These are very serious.

0:03:41 > 0:03:42Stupid girl.

0:03:42 > 0:03:44- Connie!- No.

0:03:44 > 0:03:45Pass me a glass of water.

0:03:49 > 0:03:51- Take this.- Connie, let's just talk about this.

0:03:51 > 0:03:53Take it now.

0:03:55 > 0:03:57I thought I could trust you, but obviously I can't.

0:03:57 > 0:04:00So you're coming to work with me today so I can keep an eye on you.

0:04:02 > 0:04:04SIRENS WAIL

0:04:04 > 0:04:06This morning, Robyn?

0:04:06 > 0:04:09Oh, that's great news.

0:04:09 > 0:04:12Yeah? OK. Thanks. Yeah, bye.

0:04:12 > 0:04:15They're discharging her?

0:04:15 > 0:04:17Good thing we slept well.

0:04:17 > 0:04:19That was our last night of peace for a while.

0:04:19 > 0:04:23Don't say that! I'm too old for the 2am nappy duty.

0:04:25 > 0:04:27David.

0:04:27 > 0:04:29- Hiya.- Hi.

0:04:29 > 0:04:31Good to see you.

0:04:31 > 0:04:33Yes, yes. Good to see you.

0:04:33 > 0:04:35David, it's going to be fine.

0:04:35 > 0:04:38Fine. Yes. It's fine, fine.

0:04:38 > 0:04:40Yeah.

0:04:41 > 0:04:44You know, Connie, she can come upstairs with me.

0:04:44 > 0:04:46No, she's staying in the ED where I can keep an eye on her.

0:04:49 > 0:04:50Morning.

0:04:50 > 0:04:53I wonder how Grace feels about her new stepmum.

0:04:53 > 0:04:57Do you think you're going to all go on holiday together, maybe?

0:04:57 > 0:04:59What's it called?

0:04:59 > 0:05:00Blended family.

0:05:54 > 0:05:55Hugo?

0:05:57 > 0:05:59Hugo, come back!

0:06:06 > 0:06:08Hugo!

0:06:10 > 0:06:12Please, Hugo.

0:06:12 > 0:06:14I'm not angry with you.

0:06:14 > 0:06:16I'm not going to hurt you.

0:06:18 > 0:06:20I just want us to sit and talk about it.

0:06:20 > 0:06:22That's all, OK?

0:06:27 > 0:06:28Hugo?

0:06:30 > 0:06:32I want my dad.

0:06:34 > 0:06:35No.

0:06:35 > 0:06:36We're going home. Come on.

0:06:36 > 0:06:40- I want to call Dad.- No, you're not calling him! Let's go.- Get off me!

0:06:40 > 0:06:41Hugo!

0:06:41 > 0:06:43Hugo, what are you doing?

0:06:43 > 0:06:45Hugo, get down now.

0:06:45 > 0:06:47- Hugo, come on.- Never!

0:06:47 > 0:06:49What are you doing? It's dangerous!

0:06:49 > 0:06:50- Leave me alone!- Come down!

0:06:50 > 0:06:53- We need to talk! - EXPLOSION

0:06:53 > 0:06:54HUGO SCREAMS

0:06:57 > 0:07:00Right, hour's physio, then you get this.

0:07:02 > 0:07:05Keep an eye on her - make sure she does her exercises.

0:07:05 > 0:07:08- Come on, Connie.- What? - She needs rest days.

0:07:08 > 0:07:10She needs time for her muscles to recover.

0:07:10 > 0:07:12Right, so suddenly now you're an expert in physio?

0:07:12 > 0:07:14She's doing too much.

0:07:14 > 0:07:15How would you know?

0:07:15 > 0:07:18- You're not with her every day. - Neither are you.

0:07:19 > 0:07:21Just be gentle.

0:07:21 > 0:07:24She's not trying to be difficult. She's frustrated.

0:07:29 > 0:07:31Morning. Hey, look what I found.

0:07:31 > 0:07:33Don't know whose it is. Must be for you!

0:07:33 > 0:07:37You'd think he'd have more things to worry about than just hounding us.

0:07:37 > 0:07:40He's like a shark, isn't he, when there's blood in the water -

0:07:40 > 0:07:42it's in his nature.

0:07:42 > 0:07:44Connie still thinks she's safe.

0:07:44 > 0:07:48What, on her salary? I think she's the biggest prey.

0:07:49 > 0:07:51David, welcome back.

0:07:51 > 0:07:53Hi. Hi.

0:07:53 > 0:07:55- Feeling all right? - Absolutely. Never better.

0:07:55 > 0:07:57Raring to go. Up and at 'em!

0:07:57 > 0:07:59But not too much! Just...

0:07:59 > 0:08:01Up and at 'em an appropriate amount.

0:08:01 > 0:08:02Right.

0:08:02 > 0:08:04Well, how about you have a word with the gang?

0:08:06 > 0:08:07A...word with the gang?

0:08:07 > 0:08:09Yeah, show them you're back.

0:08:09 > 0:08:10You're still part of the team.

0:08:10 > 0:08:13Isn't it better if I just slip under the radar?

0:08:13 > 0:08:15Right. OK, but watch your step today.

0:08:15 > 0:08:17You're going to have to earn back their trust.

0:08:17 > 0:08:21OK, woman in her 50s, found outside a hostel by a worker.

0:08:21 > 0:08:24Shivering and cold to the touch.

0:08:24 > 0:08:27Temperature 35.8, GCS is 13. PATIENT GROANS

0:08:27 > 0:08:30Motor impairment and confusion, but she's clearly been drinking

0:08:30 > 0:08:32so I don't know if that's the cold or the booze talking.

0:08:32 > 0:08:34Been a long night, has it, Molly?

0:08:34 > 0:08:35David, with me, please.

0:08:35 > 0:08:38- Who, me?- Yeah.

0:08:38 > 0:08:39Cubicle's free.

0:08:39 > 0:08:41HE STAMMERS

0:08:41 > 0:08:43Are you sure?

0:08:53 > 0:08:55HE BREATHES DEEPLY

0:09:04 > 0:09:06Hugo?

0:09:06 > 0:09:07I think I've hurt my leg.

0:09:09 > 0:09:10I can't move it.

0:09:10 > 0:09:12What do you mean, you can't move it?

0:09:12 > 0:09:14It's stuck.

0:09:14 > 0:09:15It feels wet.

0:09:15 > 0:09:17Just stay still, OK?

0:09:17 > 0:09:19I'm going to call for help.

0:09:21 > 0:09:23Ambulance, please.

0:09:25 > 0:09:28Right, let's get a cannula in and some bloods off.

0:09:29 > 0:09:31Gets quite cold out there at night.

0:09:31 > 0:09:35I don't feel it. Look, I'm going home.

0:09:35 > 0:09:37With all due respect, you were found asleep outside a hostel

0:09:37 > 0:09:40in a flower bed. I think you're better off here, don't you?

0:09:40 > 0:09:42Flower bed's softer than this thing.

0:09:42 > 0:09:44Then we will have somebody bring you some silk sheets.

0:09:44 > 0:09:45Where's Zoe?

0:09:45 > 0:09:47Get me Zoe, she'll see me right.

0:09:47 > 0:09:49I am afraid Dr Hanna's moved on.

0:09:49 > 0:09:50Hey, you, lad.

0:09:50 > 0:09:52Give Dr Zoe Hanna a call

0:09:52 > 0:09:55and tell her that Molly Drover needs a word with her.

0:09:55 > 0:09:56Well, I...

0:09:56 > 0:09:58- I suppose I could...- Failing that,

0:09:58 > 0:10:01a brandy...and a couple of fags.

0:10:01 > 0:10:03Let's just get the bloods done.

0:10:10 > 0:10:12Right, this arm.

0:10:12 > 0:10:13Oh, Dr Chao?

0:10:13 > 0:10:15Morning, Gem. How's your revision?

0:10:15 > 0:10:19You're good with numbers, right? Like maths and that?

0:10:19 > 0:10:21I'm a bit rusty with trig and calculus,

0:10:21 > 0:10:22but I'm all right with stats.

0:10:22 > 0:10:24Why?

0:10:24 > 0:10:27They've told me I need to sit a numeracy test - in two weeks.

0:10:27 > 0:10:28And if I fail, I lose my job.

0:10:28 > 0:10:30How can that be fair?

0:10:30 > 0:10:33Just when I was working so hard on my spelling,

0:10:33 > 0:10:36just when I was getting somewhere. And now maths!

0:10:36 > 0:10:40Don't panic. Meet me at lunch, I'll bring some books.

0:10:43 > 0:10:44Come on!

0:10:46 > 0:10:47Jez!

0:10:47 > 0:10:49We still on for later?

0:10:49 > 0:10:52You know, what we talked about the other day? That special treat?

0:10:52 > 0:10:55- Yeah?- Well, I've booked us a table. 7 o'clock.

0:10:55 > 0:10:58- What?- It's a pop-up restaurant in town. It's dead trendy.

0:10:58 > 0:10:59Everything's foraged.

0:10:59 > 0:11:03I thought you weren't bothered about all that...posh stuff?

0:11:03 > 0:11:05Well, we've done it your way. Now it's my turn.

0:11:05 > 0:11:08All right, come on, we've got an accident at a farm. We need to go.

0:11:08 > 0:11:10And wear a suit!

0:11:13 > 0:11:14Here we go.

0:11:20 > 0:11:21Charlie.

0:11:21 > 0:11:23Hello.

0:11:23 > 0:11:26So, first day out in the big wide world.

0:11:26 > 0:11:27Hello, darling.

0:11:27 > 0:11:30Where are you taking your mum? What's the plan?

0:11:31 > 0:11:35Um... We're going to wait for you to finish work.

0:11:35 > 0:11:39Well, we won't be finished till gone five.

0:11:39 > 0:11:42Take her out for a walk, show her off.

0:11:42 > 0:11:43Oh...

0:11:43 > 0:11:45I don't know, she's been coughing a bit.

0:11:45 > 0:11:47First time I took Louis out,

0:11:47 > 0:11:49I was so terrified he was going to get cold,

0:11:49 > 0:11:52I wrapped him up in about nine blankets. He nearly suffocated!

0:11:53 > 0:11:58She might be tiny, but she's a lot tougher than she looks.

0:11:58 > 0:11:59Just like her mum.

0:12:04 > 0:12:07So, if I only have the spelt and mushroom porridge,

0:12:07 > 0:12:11and I only drink tap water, and I definitely don't leave a tip,

0:12:11 > 0:12:13then I can afford it.

0:12:13 > 0:12:14Spelt and mushroom?

0:12:14 > 0:12:17Yes. With foraged sorrel leaves.

0:12:17 > 0:12:18You know what that means, don't you?

0:12:18 > 0:12:20They found it in a hedge!

0:12:20 > 0:12:22HE CHUCKLES

0:12:22 > 0:12:24Why don't you just tell her you can't afford it?

0:12:24 > 0:12:25Right, she'll understand.

0:12:25 > 0:12:29No, no, no, she has...expectations.

0:12:29 > 0:12:32Might be a daft question, but are you... Are you enjoying any of this?

0:12:47 > 0:12:50Not seen you here before.

0:12:50 > 0:12:51Maybe you just haven't noticed me.

0:12:51 > 0:12:52Hmm.

0:12:52 > 0:12:54One of the quiet ones.

0:12:54 > 0:12:56It's you lot we have to watch!

0:13:00 > 0:13:01SHE SIGHS

0:13:01 > 0:13:04I always usually get a sandwich in here.

0:13:04 > 0:13:06Biscuits, too.

0:13:06 > 0:13:08The chocolate ones.

0:13:08 > 0:13:12From the staffroom.

0:13:12 > 0:13:14I'm afraid you're nil by mouth at the moment, Molly.

0:13:15 > 0:13:17Well...

0:13:19 > 0:13:22Zoe always lets me have a tenner.

0:13:22 > 0:13:24For the hostel.

0:13:24 > 0:13:25Well, I'm not so sure.

0:13:27 > 0:13:30You said yourself - it gets so cold out there.

0:13:32 > 0:13:35I think one more night would finish me off.

0:13:38 > 0:13:41I knew as soon as I saw you.

0:13:42 > 0:13:44He's got kind eyes. Mmm.

0:13:44 > 0:13:48He wouldn't let an old lady freeze to death.

0:13:48 > 0:13:50How are we doing with obs?

0:13:50 > 0:13:53She's more tachycardic and hypotensive than when she came in.

0:13:53 > 0:13:57Heart rate 100, BP 109 over 62.

0:13:57 > 0:13:58SHE GROANS

0:14:00 > 0:14:01Are you in pain?

0:14:01 > 0:14:03OK, she has unequal pulses.

0:14:03 > 0:14:06Let's titrate 10mg of morphine, please.

0:14:06 > 0:14:08It's all right, Molly.

0:14:08 > 0:14:11OK, we'll need a chest X-ray, an ECG and an echo.

0:14:11 > 0:14:13And let's get BPs in both arms.

0:14:13 > 0:14:15Morphine...

0:14:15 > 0:14:17SHE CHUCKLES

0:14:19 > 0:14:21Hurry!

0:14:21 > 0:14:22What's his name?

0:14:22 > 0:14:23Hugo.

0:14:23 > 0:14:25Hugo?

0:14:25 > 0:14:27Oh, not you again.

0:14:27 > 0:14:30Remember me, Iain? And Jez?

0:14:31 > 0:14:32What happened?

0:14:32 > 0:14:34He was climbing up the ladder.

0:14:34 > 0:14:37He touched something at the top. There was an explosion, and...

0:14:37 > 0:14:38I think it must have shocked him.

0:14:38 > 0:14:41Jez, do you want to go and have a look?

0:14:41 > 0:14:44And I thought I got into trouble a lot at your age.

0:14:46 > 0:14:48Did you fall as well?

0:14:48 > 0:14:50Yeah, but I wasn't shocked.

0:14:50 > 0:14:52OK.

0:14:54 > 0:14:56Have you got any pain in your neck at all?

0:14:56 > 0:14:57No, it's my leg.

0:14:58 > 0:15:00OK.

0:15:00 > 0:15:01Anything, Jez?

0:15:01 > 0:15:03Yeah, there's some burnt wires.

0:15:03 > 0:15:05All right, listen, we're going to need a second crew

0:15:05 > 0:15:07and the fire boys, please.

0:15:07 > 0:15:08What?!

0:15:08 > 0:15:10Just stay nice and calm for me, all right?

0:15:10 > 0:15:133006 to control, requesting second unit...

0:15:13 > 0:15:15Hugo, I'm going to give you pain relief, all right?

0:15:15 > 0:15:16I know this is scary,

0:15:16 > 0:15:19but I also know a brave lad like you can handle it, yeah?

0:15:19 > 0:15:20'Go ahead, over.'

0:15:20 > 0:15:23- Jez, can you look after...? Sorry, what's your name?- Keira.

0:15:23 > 0:15:25Keira. Can you take care of Keira, please?

0:15:31 > 0:15:34Peace offering.

0:15:34 > 0:15:36I'm sorry I snapped this morning.

0:15:45 > 0:15:49If ever I seem...impatient with you,

0:15:49 > 0:15:53it is only because I want you to get better.

0:15:53 > 0:15:55I want you to be able to do the things you want to.

0:15:57 > 0:15:59You know that, don't you?

0:16:00 > 0:16:03PHONE RINGS

0:16:04 > 0:16:06Go on. It's yours, anyway.

0:16:08 > 0:16:10Sister Duffin, ED.

0:16:13 > 0:16:16Yeah.

0:16:16 > 0:16:18OK, and do you have an ETA on that?

0:16:21 > 0:16:22Yeah.

0:16:24 > 0:16:26All right, thanks.

0:16:26 > 0:16:28- DUFFIN HANGS UP PHONE - Mrs Beauchamp?

0:16:31 > 0:16:34It's Grace's friend, Hugo Bonning.

0:16:44 > 0:16:45Thanks.

0:16:46 > 0:16:49This is Keira Bradley, 26 years old, 25 weeks pregnant.

0:16:49 > 0:16:52She took a fall from a height of approximately ten feet.

0:16:52 > 0:16:53Neck was cleared at the scene.

0:16:53 > 0:16:57GCS 15, BP 100/70,

0:16:57 > 0:17:00pulse 100, resps 22, sats 98%.

0:17:00 > 0:17:02Pupils are equal and reactive.

0:17:02 > 0:17:04Great. Bed one, please.

0:17:04 > 0:17:05Hi there. I'm Cal, OK?

0:17:07 > 0:17:10- Keira.- We're just going to slide you across onto the bed, OK?

0:17:10 > 0:17:12What happened? Where's Hugo?

0:17:12 > 0:17:14The second vehicle was an ECA crew, so Iain stayed with him.

0:17:14 > 0:17:16- They're cutting him out.- Is he OK?

0:17:16 > 0:17:18Impalement to his upper thigh.

0:17:18 > 0:17:20What? Oh, Cal, you take the lead.

0:17:23 > 0:17:27All right. Airway's clear...

0:17:27 > 0:17:30This is Connie Beauchamp. I need an ETA on Hugo Bonning.

0:17:33 > 0:17:37Right, Hugo, what's going to happen is the firemen are going to

0:17:37 > 0:17:40cut the metal so that we can get you into the ambulance, all right?

0:17:40 > 0:17:42Hey, one of these days,

0:17:42 > 0:17:45you're going to be showing these spikes round at parties.

0:17:45 > 0:17:47Is my dad coming?

0:17:47 > 0:17:48Yeah, he's on his way.

0:17:48 > 0:17:50He's going to meet us at the hospital, all right?

0:17:50 > 0:17:52And Grace's mum?

0:17:52 > 0:17:55Who, Connie? Yeah, yeah, Connie will be there.

0:17:55 > 0:17:57All right? Sit tight. Good lad.

0:18:05 > 0:18:07OK, erm...

0:18:07 > 0:18:11Molly, you have a thoracic aneurysm in your chest.

0:18:11 > 0:18:13That means that the blood vessel carrying blood from your heart

0:18:13 > 0:18:16to the other parts of your body has become swollen and stretched.

0:18:16 > 0:18:19Now, it looks contained, for the time being,

0:18:19 > 0:18:21but it'll need surgery to repair it.

0:18:21 > 0:18:22Or?

0:18:22 > 0:18:24Or you'll die, I'm afraid.

0:18:24 > 0:18:25Oh, I don't think so.

0:18:25 > 0:18:27I can assure you, I'm correct.

0:18:27 > 0:18:30Erm, can we let Cardiothoracics know, please?

0:18:30 > 0:18:31No.

0:18:31 > 0:18:33Well, six years of medical school...

0:18:33 > 0:18:37No, no, I don't think that's what she means.

0:18:37 > 0:18:39No.

0:18:39 > 0:18:40No surgery.

0:18:40 > 0:18:42Did you understand what I said?

0:18:42 > 0:18:45Despite your best efforts over many years to destroy yourself,

0:18:45 > 0:18:47you haven't managed it.

0:18:47 > 0:18:50I don't know how, but you seem quite strong,

0:18:50 > 0:18:52so, with surgery, you stand a good chance.

0:18:52 > 0:18:54A good chance at what?

0:18:54 > 0:18:56Life?

0:18:56 > 0:18:57Well, this doesn't have to be it.

0:18:57 > 0:18:59Oh, look at me, honestly,

0:18:59 > 0:19:02and give me one good reason to keep going.

0:19:04 > 0:19:08Hey, I stole you a few from the staffroom.

0:19:08 > 0:19:10- Oh... - She can't have those, I'm afraid.

0:19:10 > 0:19:13I am not having surgery, so I can.

0:19:17 > 0:19:20No surgery, and I want it in writing -

0:19:20 > 0:19:23I want whatever paperwork you need to do to say this is it.

0:19:23 > 0:19:25No machines, no tubes.

0:19:25 > 0:19:28When it's time, it's time.

0:19:32 > 0:19:34All right, start prepping HTC, then, please.

0:19:44 > 0:19:46I'm Jim Bonning, Keira's partner.

0:19:46 > 0:19:48Hey, are you OK?

0:19:48 > 0:19:50Is the baby OK?

0:19:50 > 0:19:52Everything seems fine.

0:19:52 > 0:19:54The fall doesn't seem to have hurt Mum or Baby too badly.

0:19:54 > 0:19:57- HE EXHALES - Well, what happened?

0:19:58 > 0:20:00Hugo was in the farmyard - he went up a ladder.

0:20:00 > 0:20:02Why were you there?

0:20:02 > 0:20:04I'd made us breakfast, so...

0:20:04 > 0:20:05I couldn't find him.

0:20:05 > 0:20:07I just thought he might be playing in there.

0:20:09 > 0:20:10You should have stayed at the conference.

0:20:10 > 0:20:12Oh, it's not important.

0:20:12 > 0:20:13- It- is- important.

0:20:13 > 0:20:14It really isn't.

0:20:14 > 0:20:18GCS 15 throughout, BP maintained at 110 systolic,

0:20:18 > 0:20:20- sats now 97% on air...- Hugo!

0:20:20 > 0:20:23He's had 750mls of saline, 10mg of morphine

0:20:23 > 0:20:25and we've cleared his neck and back at the scene.

0:20:25 > 0:20:27Is he OK?

0:20:27 > 0:20:29Just give us some space, all right, Jim?

0:20:29 > 0:20:30When you're ready, Hugo, nice and steady,

0:20:30 > 0:20:32can you wriggle yourself across, mate?

0:20:32 > 0:20:34HUGO GROANS Good lad.

0:20:34 > 0:20:37All right, you're doing really well. We're going to look after you.

0:20:37 > 0:20:40OK, let's check for burns. I want FBC, Us & Es and CK,

0:20:40 > 0:20:42and check urine for myoglobin, please.

0:20:42 > 0:20:46Right... Hugo, what have you done here?

0:20:47 > 0:20:50- MOLLY GROANS - There we go. That's it.

0:20:50 > 0:20:52Oh...

0:20:52 > 0:20:57So, anyway, I went to AA for a while -

0:20:57 > 0:20:59you know, I gave them the whole spiel.

0:20:59 > 0:21:01Ha!

0:21:01 > 0:21:03I said I went - I didn't say it worked.

0:21:03 > 0:21:06Well, it's not too late for you to try again.

0:21:06 > 0:21:08Oh, you're a good lad.

0:21:08 > 0:21:14I appreciate the effort, I do, but you don't understand.

0:21:14 > 0:21:16Maybe I understand better than you think.

0:21:16 > 0:21:20Ah, well, you all say that, but none of you do, not really.

0:21:20 > 0:21:23We're all just patients to you lot.

0:21:24 > 0:21:26- We are, aren't we? - MOLLY CHUCKLES

0:21:27 > 0:21:29I'm a patient, too.

0:21:29 > 0:21:31Hmm?

0:21:32 > 0:21:33I have bipolar.

0:21:35 > 0:21:36I do understand.

0:21:38 > 0:21:42It's my first day back at work today.

0:21:42 > 0:21:44I had a bit of a...

0:21:44 > 0:21:46- Well...- A bit of a what?

0:21:49 > 0:21:51I did a lot of silly things.

0:21:55 > 0:21:57I let my son down.

0:21:58 > 0:22:00I let everyone down.

0:22:00 > 0:22:06I know what it's like, wanting everything to just...

0:22:06 > 0:22:07stop...

0:22:09 > 0:22:13..and how much harder it is to get up and try again.

0:22:15 > 0:22:18OK, are you ready to sign this, then?

0:22:18 > 0:22:20Oh, I don't have a pen, David.

0:22:21 > 0:22:26Maybe I could...have a bit more time to think.

0:22:28 > 0:22:30Yup, of course.

0:22:30 > 0:22:31Oh...

0:22:32 > 0:22:34SHE COUGHS

0:22:41 > 0:22:44Only in the muscle, no large vessels or structures involved,

0:22:44 > 0:22:47and it missed the femur, so we can remove them from here.

0:22:47 > 0:22:48Morphine?

0:22:48 > 0:22:50Going in.

0:22:50 > 0:22:52OK. Nice deep breaths, Hugo, OK?

0:22:52 > 0:22:55What were you doing, climbing all the way up there?

0:22:55 > 0:22:57I don't know. Playing.

0:22:57 > 0:22:58Playing?!

0:22:58 > 0:23:00Do you realise how much danger you've put yourself in?

0:23:00 > 0:23:01And not just you...

0:23:01 > 0:23:04I know - Keira and the baby.

0:23:04 > 0:23:06I didn't mean that. I...

0:23:06 > 0:23:08All right, sorry, we're going to need to remove these,

0:23:08 > 0:23:09so could you give us a few minutes?

0:23:09 > 0:23:11- Yeah.- Thank you.

0:23:12 > 0:23:15OK, Hugo, keep nice and still for me.

0:23:15 > 0:23:17HUGO PANTS

0:23:17 > 0:23:20Grace was very happy to get her message this morning.

0:23:20 > 0:23:21HUGO GROANS

0:23:21 > 0:23:22Oh, yeah?

0:23:22 > 0:23:24Mm-hmm.

0:23:24 > 0:23:27Did you want to speak to me as well about something?

0:23:27 > 0:23:29MACHINE BEEPS

0:23:30 > 0:23:31No?

0:23:31 > 0:23:34Only you sounded a little bit scared.

0:23:34 > 0:23:36HE WHIMPERS What were you frightened of?

0:23:39 > 0:23:41You know, whatever you tell us,

0:23:41 > 0:23:44it's just between us -

0:23:44 > 0:23:45we won't tell Keira or your dad.

0:23:47 > 0:23:48He'll be OK.

0:23:48 > 0:23:52You just concentrate on yourself now and this little one.

0:23:55 > 0:23:57SHE GROANS

0:23:59 > 0:24:00You're bleeding.

0:24:00 > 0:24:01What?

0:24:12 > 0:24:14Hey, birthday girl.

0:24:14 > 0:24:17How's it going? It's cool, isn't it?

0:24:17 > 0:24:20Oh, I see. Someone got birthday cake.

0:24:23 > 0:24:24Mum?

0:24:26 > 0:24:28You know, she's trying.

0:24:28 > 0:24:32She might not be the easiest mum in the world, but...

0:24:32 > 0:24:33she is making an effort.

0:24:35 > 0:24:36Go easy on her.

0:24:40 > 0:24:42Well, I've not had lunch yet, so...

0:24:42 > 0:24:44If you don't want it, then I'm just going to...

0:24:44 > 0:24:46HE CHUCKLES

0:24:51 > 0:24:53What? What is it?

0:24:58 > 0:25:00HE SIGHS

0:25:00 > 0:25:02Just try and relax for me, OK?

0:25:02 > 0:25:03You're 25 weeks, is that right?

0:25:03 > 0:25:06- Yeah. - SHE GASPS

0:25:06 > 0:25:08And the pain's getting worse, is it?

0:25:08 > 0:25:10Right, I think we might need to talk to Obs and Gynae.

0:25:11 > 0:25:13Can I have a word?

0:25:13 > 0:25:15Yeah, sure.

0:25:16 > 0:25:18She's not going to have a miscarriage, is she?

0:25:18 > 0:25:20Er...we don't know that yet.

0:25:20 > 0:25:22And at this stage, it wouldn't be a miscarriage -

0:25:22 > 0:25:24- it'd be a pre-term labour. - What, at six months?

0:25:24 > 0:25:25Yeah.

0:25:25 > 0:25:28The foetus has a reasonable chance of survival outside the womb.

0:25:28 > 0:25:29SHE GASPS

0:25:29 > 0:25:31It's going to be all right, love.

0:25:31 > 0:25:32You stay as calm as you can.

0:25:32 > 0:25:34Was it the fall?

0:25:35 > 0:25:36Possibly, yes.

0:25:41 > 0:25:42What's happening to Keira?

0:25:42 > 0:25:46You just concentrate on yourself, OK?

0:25:46 > 0:25:48Keira's being looked after.

0:25:49 > 0:25:51Is there something wrong with the baby?

0:25:51 > 0:25:53Whatever happens, it's not your fault.

0:25:55 > 0:25:57Yes, it is.

0:25:57 > 0:25:59Is that why you wanted to speak to me this morning?

0:26:02 > 0:26:06Sweetheart, you can tell me anything and I will help.

0:26:06 > 0:26:08I will protect you.

0:26:08 > 0:26:11You know that, don't you?

0:26:12 > 0:26:13Connie?

0:26:13 > 0:26:14Not now.

0:26:14 > 0:26:15A word.

0:26:15 > 0:26:17Now.

0:26:23 > 0:26:24Grace?

0:26:26 > 0:26:28I'll be back in a minute.

0:26:33 > 0:26:35Everything OK?

0:26:41 > 0:26:43You tried to drug me.

0:26:44 > 0:26:46No, sweetheart. You know how important the pills are...

0:26:46 > 0:26:49And you think that's the right way to go about things?

0:26:49 > 0:26:50- Grace, your voice... - Get away from me!

0:26:50 > 0:26:52Did you know she could talk?

0:26:54 > 0:26:56I've always been able to talk.

0:26:56 > 0:26:59I just didn't want to talk to you because I hate you.

0:27:02 > 0:27:03Well, do you know what, sweetheart?

0:27:03 > 0:27:05The feeling is mutual.

0:27:09 > 0:27:11Grace?

0:27:11 > 0:27:12Whoa...

0:27:12 > 0:27:13- Sam!- Grace!

0:27:13 > 0:27:16Can we get some help here, please?

0:27:16 > 0:27:17Get a trolley!

0:27:17 > 0:27:20Hey, hey, hey, shh-shh.

0:27:20 > 0:27:21Keep her still.

0:27:21 > 0:27:23Shh...

0:27:23 > 0:27:25Grace, Grace, it's OK, it's OK.

0:27:25 > 0:27:27Shh...

0:27:31 > 0:27:33- WOMAN IN DISTANCE:- My money's gone and my fags have gone.

0:27:33 > 0:27:35Somebody's taken 'em from my handbag.

0:27:35 > 0:27:37I went off to the toilet I come back and they'd gone.

0:27:37 > 0:27:39Well, I want you to call the police.

0:27:39 > 0:27:41Well of course, if it HAS been stolen,

0:27:41 > 0:27:43I've got absolutely no problem in phoning the police at all.

0:27:43 > 0:27:45In the meantime, I will inform security.

0:27:45 > 0:27:48Could you just wait here, please? Thank you.

0:27:48 > 0:27:49- What happened? - NOEL SIGHS

0:27:49 > 0:27:52The lady's saying that some cash has gone missing from her purse.

0:27:52 > 0:27:55- How much? - A fiver and a packet of fags.

0:27:55 > 0:27:57Oh, Dr Keogh, have you seen Molly?

0:27:57 > 0:28:00- She discharged herself about ten minutes ago.- Oh.

0:28:00 > 0:28:02She signed the DNR, by the way.

0:28:04 > 0:28:05HE SIGHS

0:28:07 > 0:28:11Right, you have ten biscuits. I take three-fifths of your biscuits.

0:28:11 > 0:28:12How many did I take?

0:28:14 > 0:28:16What sort of biscuits are they?

0:28:16 > 0:28:17Digestives.

0:28:17 > 0:28:18Ugh. You can have 'em all, then.

0:28:18 > 0:28:20Six.

0:28:20 > 0:28:21I have six.

0:28:21 > 0:28:22Do it again.

0:28:22 > 0:28:26Lily? Would you mind taking a look at Charlie?

0:28:26 > 0:28:28What's happened?

0:28:28 > 0:28:30She's really unsettled. I don't know what's wrong with her.

0:28:30 > 0:28:32CHARLIE CRIES

0:28:32 > 0:28:34I think she's just doing what babies do.

0:28:34 > 0:28:35Dr Chao?

0:28:40 > 0:28:42Robyn, is there anything I can do to help?

0:28:42 > 0:28:44- No, we're fine, thanks. - She doesn't need any help from you.

0:28:44 > 0:28:47I'm...really sorry about what happened.

0:28:47 > 0:28:48Just leave it, OK?

0:28:48 > 0:28:50Can't you see she's worried about the baby?

0:28:50 > 0:28:52And you've already put her in danger once, so...

0:28:52 > 0:28:54- I'm... I'm sorry.- Max...

0:28:54 > 0:28:57- This is the last person she needs. - All right, all right. That's enough.

0:28:57 > 0:28:59Is it? He shouldn't even be here.

0:28:59 > 0:29:00Come on.

0:29:00 > 0:29:03You don't talk about any of my nurses like that, you hear?

0:29:03 > 0:29:05No, no, Charlie... Charlie, don't.

0:29:05 > 0:29:07I...

0:29:15 > 0:29:16SAM SIGHS

0:29:16 > 0:29:18It's OK.

0:29:18 > 0:29:20It'll be all right.

0:29:20 > 0:29:22It'll be all right.

0:29:31 > 0:29:34You coming in or are you just going to stand there?

0:29:37 > 0:29:40You're both so damning of me.

0:29:42 > 0:29:44You take her for a while, then.

0:29:46 > 0:29:47Fine.

0:29:47 > 0:29:49OK, I'll bring her stuff over later.

0:30:18 > 0:30:20Bleeding is easing a little.

0:30:20 > 0:30:22There's no sign of any serious PV haemorrhage.

0:30:22 > 0:30:24It's OK, everything's going to be fine.

0:30:24 > 0:30:26Please stop saying that.

0:30:26 > 0:30:28I need some time on my own.

0:30:28 > 0:30:30- What?- Please.

0:30:30 > 0:30:31Just go.

0:30:33 > 0:30:35Jim, why don't you come with me for a bit?

0:30:35 > 0:30:36I don't understand.

0:30:36 > 0:30:39Look, it's been a stressful morning. I think she just...

0:30:39 > 0:30:40needs some rest.

0:30:40 > 0:30:43- But she needs me here! - Please, just get out.

0:30:43 > 0:30:44Come on.

0:30:47 > 0:30:49What's going on? What's wrong with her?

0:30:49 > 0:30:51Just...

0:30:51 > 0:30:53give her a few minutes, OK?

0:30:53 > 0:30:54- HUGO:- Dad?

0:30:55 > 0:30:57What's happening to Keira?

0:31:00 > 0:31:02What did you say to her?

0:31:03 > 0:31:05This morning.

0:31:05 > 0:31:08Look, I'm not going to be angry with you, Hugo.

0:31:08 > 0:31:09I just need you to tell me what you said.

0:31:09 > 0:31:11Mr Bonning, please...

0:31:11 > 0:31:12I'm sorry, Dad.

0:31:12 > 0:31:14- What did you say?!- Hey!

0:31:14 > 0:31:16Whoa, whoa, hang on, that's enough.

0:31:17 > 0:31:19That's enough.

0:31:20 > 0:31:24Hugo's clearly very upset, all right?

0:31:24 > 0:31:27He just needs a little bit of love and a little bit of support.

0:31:27 > 0:31:30I know. I didn't mean to scare him.

0:31:30 > 0:31:31It's just...

0:31:31 > 0:31:33he's been saying hurtful things to Keira.

0:31:33 > 0:31:35Like what?

0:31:35 > 0:31:38Saying that she'll never be as good a mum as his was.

0:31:39 > 0:31:43I know that she'll never replace Hugo's mum, but...

0:31:43 > 0:31:44I thought that we...

0:31:44 > 0:31:46We have a new kind of family.

0:31:47 > 0:31:50I'm starting to realise that might not be possible.

0:31:50 > 0:31:51Well, do you know what?

0:31:51 > 0:31:54You can't force him to love Keira the way you do.

0:31:54 > 0:31:56He's obviously still very angry about his mother's death.

0:31:56 > 0:31:58He just needs time.

0:31:58 > 0:31:59I've tried.

0:31:59 > 0:32:02But the baby's coming - we don't have any more time.

0:32:02 > 0:32:04HE SIGHS

0:32:04 > 0:32:05I'm just so tired.

0:32:05 > 0:32:06Dad?

0:32:06 > 0:32:08What are you talking about?

0:32:08 > 0:32:10Hugo, get back into bed. Come on.

0:32:10 > 0:32:13Oh, Hugo... Let's get him into bed.

0:32:14 > 0:32:16Sweetheart, what's going on?

0:32:16 > 0:32:18You all right?

0:32:18 > 0:32:20Hugo, talk to me.

0:32:20 > 0:32:21His heart's racing.

0:32:21 > 0:32:22Get the bed down.

0:32:22 > 0:32:24Hugo, talk to me, darling.

0:32:24 > 0:32:26SIREN WAILS

0:32:28 > 0:32:31BABY CRIES

0:32:31 > 0:32:32Come on.

0:32:32 > 0:32:34SHE SIGHS Come on.

0:32:34 > 0:32:36Please stop crying.

0:32:36 > 0:32:39Come on, baby girl, please, please stop crying.

0:32:39 > 0:32:42BABY CRIES Shh.

0:32:42 > 0:32:44Come on.

0:32:46 > 0:32:49- Shh.- Nothing wrong with her lungs, is there?

0:32:49 > 0:32:50MOLLY CHUCKLES

0:32:50 > 0:32:52MOLLY COUGHS

0:32:52 > 0:32:55My mother used to put a drop of gin in my bottle.

0:32:55 > 0:32:57Sent me straight off, apparently.

0:32:57 > 0:32:59SHE CHUCKLES

0:32:59 > 0:33:01No wonder I got a taste for it.

0:33:01 > 0:33:03OK. Thanks.

0:33:05 > 0:33:07Or, erm...

0:33:07 > 0:33:10you could try holding her against your chest.

0:33:10 > 0:33:13Let her hear your heartbeat, yeah?

0:33:14 > 0:33:18But of course that only works if your heart's not going like mad.

0:33:18 > 0:33:20Here.

0:33:20 > 0:33:22Sit down, love, eh? Come on.

0:33:24 > 0:33:25Try and calm down.

0:33:27 > 0:33:29Take a few good breaths.

0:33:29 > 0:33:31ROBYN BREATHES DEEPLY

0:33:31 > 0:33:32Now...

0:33:32 > 0:33:35hold her against your chest like that.

0:33:37 > 0:33:38CHARLIE STOPS CRYING

0:33:38 > 0:33:40There we go.

0:33:40 > 0:33:42ROBYN CHUCKLES

0:33:42 > 0:33:43- It's working.- Yeah.

0:33:43 > 0:33:45Well, it's not rocket science, love.

0:33:45 > 0:33:48If you're calm, she'll keep calm, too.

0:33:50 > 0:33:53- Her name's Charlotte. - Oh, yeah?- Charlie.

0:33:53 > 0:33:54Nice.

0:33:56 > 0:33:57Hello, Charlie.

0:33:59 > 0:34:00Ahh...

0:34:02 > 0:34:03You can hold her if you like.

0:34:03 > 0:34:05Me?

0:34:06 > 0:34:07Are you sure?

0:34:07 > 0:34:10Yeah. Come on.

0:34:13 > 0:34:15There we go.

0:34:22 > 0:34:23Hiya, love.

0:34:23 > 0:34:25It's your Auntie Molly.

0:34:25 > 0:34:27MOLLY SIGHS AND SNIFFS

0:34:37 > 0:34:41Pulse 180, he's in SVT. Let's have 4mg of adenosine, please.

0:34:41 > 0:34:43OK, it's 104/60.

0:34:43 > 0:34:45Ah, Hugo, your heart is going a little fast, isn't it?

0:34:45 > 0:34:47What's happening? What's wrong with him?

0:34:47 > 0:34:50The electrocution has sent his heart into an abnormal rhythm.

0:34:50 > 0:34:54We're going to give him some adenosine to slow his heart down.

0:34:54 > 0:34:56Adenosine 4mg, great.

0:34:56 > 0:34:58We're going to give you a drug now to help slow your heart down.

0:34:58 > 0:35:01It's not going to feel very nice, but it's only for a little while.

0:35:01 > 0:35:03All right?

0:35:03 > 0:35:05All right, little man.

0:35:05 > 0:35:06It's going to be OK.

0:35:10 > 0:35:11OK.

0:35:12 > 0:35:14All right...

0:35:14 > 0:35:16Not long now.

0:35:17 > 0:35:19He's back in sinus, all right.

0:35:19 > 0:35:22- Let's repeat the 12-lead ECG and check his BP, please.- All right.

0:35:25 > 0:35:28It's OK, sweetheart. I'm not going anywhere.

0:35:34 > 0:35:38I stole a fiver from the woman in the next bed.

0:35:38 > 0:35:41And a packet of fags.

0:35:41 > 0:35:42I know.

0:35:42 > 0:35:45Now, you asked me for one good reason to keep going.

0:35:45 > 0:35:47SHE SIGHS

0:35:47 > 0:35:48I saw you with Robyn.

0:35:48 > 0:35:50SHE SIGHS

0:35:50 > 0:35:53You're still trying to convince me to have that surgery,

0:35:53 > 0:35:56as if it's some sort of miracle cure.

0:35:56 > 0:35:58No.

0:35:58 > 0:36:00No.

0:36:01 > 0:36:03They don't exist.

0:36:03 > 0:36:05- Eh...- Not for people like us.

0:36:05 > 0:36:06SHE CHUCKLES

0:36:06 > 0:36:10What it COULD give you is the chance to wake up tomorrow...

0:36:10 > 0:36:13and have one last try.

0:36:13 > 0:36:14SHE GASPS

0:36:14 > 0:36:15Molly?

0:36:15 > 0:36:17Molly? Can I have some help here, please?

0:36:17 > 0:36:20Molly, it's not too late to change your mind about the DNR.

0:36:20 > 0:36:21All you have to say is "OK."

0:36:21 > 0:36:23SHE MOANS

0:36:23 > 0:36:24SHE MUTTERS

0:36:24 > 0:36:25What?

0:36:25 > 0:36:28- OK.- OK?- Yeah.- OK.

0:36:28 > 0:36:29OK, good, come on.

0:36:29 > 0:36:31OK, let's go.

0:36:35 > 0:36:41OK. Right, BP is 88 over 55, heart rate 120, she's shocked...

0:36:41 > 0:36:43I think the aneurysm's expanding.

0:36:43 > 0:36:44She's agreed to the surgery.

0:36:44 > 0:36:46- What?- Shall I call Cardiothoracics?

0:36:46 > 0:36:48No, no, no, no, no, hang on, slow down, slow down.

0:36:48 > 0:36:51Let's keep her pain under control. Just keep her comfortable.

0:36:51 > 0:36:53Well, er, yes, but, erm...

0:36:53 > 0:36:57Well... No, we have a patient here, a very poorly patient,

0:36:57 > 0:37:00who has a legally binding document clearly stating her wishes. Now...

0:37:00 > 0:37:03Tell me, what exactly did she say? Did she sign anything?

0:37:03 > 0:37:05No, no, not exactly.

0:37:05 > 0:37:07But she has now changed her mind.

0:37:07 > 0:37:09Yeah, so you say, but...

0:37:11 > 0:37:12You don't believe me.

0:37:12 > 0:37:15- No, I didn't say that.- No, I know when people think I'm lying.

0:37:15 > 0:37:16I just didn't think you'd be one of them.

0:37:16 > 0:37:18No, I don't think you're lying. I just...

0:37:18 > 0:37:20I know that you want to save a patient's life.

0:37:20 > 0:37:22Yeah, not like this.

0:37:22 > 0:37:24I wouldn't. I swear.

0:37:24 > 0:37:26Well, she might not survive the surgery, anyway.

0:37:26 > 0:37:28Yes, but we've got to give her that chance.

0:37:28 > 0:37:30MOLLY SNIFFS AND GROANS

0:37:30 > 0:37:32SHE COUGHS

0:37:34 > 0:37:36She's deteriorating.

0:37:36 > 0:37:38SHE COUGHS

0:37:39 > 0:37:43Well, I suppose we can't let you be the man who let Molly die

0:37:43 > 0:37:44on your first day back at work, can we?

0:37:44 > 0:37:46OK, er...yeah.

0:37:46 > 0:37:50Call Ms Effanga, let her know the plans have changed, all right?

0:37:53 > 0:37:55MOLLY GROANS

0:37:59 > 0:38:03I'd recognise the sound of those Louboutins anywhere.

0:38:03 > 0:38:04You on this thoracic aortic aneurysm?

0:38:04 > 0:38:06No, Mo. That's Dr Keogh.

0:38:06 > 0:38:08- Thought you'd be all over that.- Nah.

0:38:08 > 0:38:10Ms Effanga?

0:38:10 > 0:38:11She's in here.

0:38:32 > 0:38:34Thanks.

0:38:35 > 0:38:37MOLLY COUGHS

0:38:40 > 0:38:42- Is she...?- David.

0:38:42 > 0:38:44Well, she is a very sick lady.

0:38:46 > 0:38:48With that CT scan, I think it's worth a shot.

0:38:48 > 0:38:50How long until we can get her upstairs?

0:38:50 > 0:38:51Er...about three minutes.

0:38:51 > 0:38:53Come on then, handsome.

0:38:53 > 0:38:55- MOLLY:- Hey.

0:38:55 > 0:38:57If I die...

0:38:57 > 0:38:59I'm coming back to haunt you.

0:38:59 > 0:39:00Right.

0:39:01 > 0:39:03Please don't let her die.

0:39:03 > 0:39:04Tough old birds like her don't die easily.

0:39:25 > 0:39:26You all right?

0:39:27 > 0:39:29Earlier,

0:39:29 > 0:39:32you said it was your fault, what happened to Keira.

0:39:34 > 0:39:38Now, I know there's a bit of tension between you two

0:39:38 > 0:39:41and now your dad says you've said something to her.

0:39:43 > 0:39:46And I'm worried about you

0:39:46 > 0:39:49because when you called this morning, you sounded scared.

0:39:51 > 0:39:52Why?

0:39:52 > 0:39:54It's my fault.

0:39:56 > 0:39:58Why she did it.

0:39:58 > 0:39:59Why she did what?

0:40:02 > 0:40:04I told her she'd be a bad mum.

0:40:04 > 0:40:06- SHE SIGHS - That's why she took the pills.

0:40:10 > 0:40:13This is really important, Hugo. What pills did she take?

0:40:13 > 0:40:15In my hoodie.

0:40:16 > 0:40:17Your hoodie.

0:40:22 > 0:40:24I think she got them online.

0:40:25 > 0:40:27I Googled them.

0:40:27 > 0:40:29And she found out you knew.

0:40:29 > 0:40:31Is that why you ran away?

0:40:33 > 0:40:35She didn't want me to tell Dad.

0:40:36 > 0:40:38Sweetheart, it's OK.

0:40:39 > 0:40:40It's OK, you did well.

0:40:40 > 0:40:42All right?

0:40:46 > 0:40:47Alicia.

0:40:51 > 0:40:55I found out she's been taking abortion pills. Bought online.

0:40:56 > 0:40:58- At 25 weeks?- Mm.

0:41:06 > 0:41:07Keira...

0:41:08 > 0:41:10..I know about the pills you took.

0:41:13 > 0:41:14It's OK.

0:41:14 > 0:41:18It's OK, but you have got to let us help you.

0:41:18 > 0:41:20There's something wrong with me.

0:41:22 > 0:41:24I'm abnormal.

0:41:24 > 0:41:25I promise you you're not.

0:41:28 > 0:41:30You're not.

0:41:32 > 0:41:34OK, it's looking good.

0:41:37 > 0:41:39Graft's in place.

0:41:41 > 0:41:43Cross clamps are off.

0:41:44 > 0:41:47Suture line's holding.

0:41:47 > 0:41:49OK, let's get the heart restarted.

0:42:01 > 0:42:03I kept waiting for the maternal feelings to come, kept...

0:42:03 > 0:42:06expecting to feel that glow, but it just...

0:42:06 > 0:42:07never came.

0:42:08 > 0:42:12It just feels like I've got an alien inside me.

0:42:12 > 0:42:14I just wanted to get it out.

0:42:17 > 0:42:20What kind of mother feels like that about her own baby?

0:42:22 > 0:42:24People think motherhood comes naturally...

0:42:26 > 0:42:30..but for many, many women, that's just not their experience.

0:42:31 > 0:42:33Have you heard of prenatal depression?

0:42:33 > 0:42:35No?

0:42:35 > 0:42:38Lots of people know about the baby blues...

0:42:39 > 0:42:42..but few realise that for a lot of women,

0:42:42 > 0:42:45they suffer depression during their pregnancy.

0:42:46 > 0:42:49So you're not abnormal, Keira.

0:42:49 > 0:42:51And it's something we can help you with

0:42:51 > 0:42:54and I promise you, you will get through it.

0:42:56 > 0:42:57OK?

0:43:10 > 0:43:12This has nothing to do with Hugo.

0:43:12 > 0:43:14I think you should talk to her.

0:43:15 > 0:43:17OK.

0:43:24 > 0:43:26THEY LAUGH

0:43:26 > 0:43:27Erm...

0:43:27 > 0:43:28How come you haven't left yet?

0:43:28 > 0:43:30You're going to need a shower before we go

0:43:30 > 0:43:32and I'm not ironing your shirt for you.

0:43:32 > 0:43:34I know, I'm sorry. It's, er...

0:43:34 > 0:43:36It's been a long shift.

0:43:39 > 0:43:41Yeah, it's been a long, er...

0:43:41 > 0:43:43I'm just going to stand over here, OK?

0:43:43 > 0:43:46Listen, erm...

0:43:46 > 0:43:47I think I'm going to have an early one tonight.

0:43:47 > 0:43:49- No, but we...- Louise...

0:43:49 > 0:43:50I'll call you tomorrow, OK?

0:43:50 > 0:43:53Tomorrow morning. I'm really sorry, though.

0:43:54 > 0:43:57Read chapter four to seven by tomorrow.

0:43:57 > 0:43:59What?!

0:43:59 > 0:44:00That's, like...

0:44:00 > 0:44:0230 pages. I can't concentrate.

0:44:02 > 0:44:04You're a bright girl. You can do it.

0:44:04 > 0:44:06Drink plenty of water and have some oily fish.

0:44:09 > 0:44:12Don't suppose fish and chips counts, does it?

0:44:12 > 0:44:15Come on, my treat. We can talk about... I-so...

0:44:15 > 0:44:18Isosceles triangles.

0:44:18 > 0:44:19Ooh, get you!

0:44:19 > 0:44:22Alicia. So, I've been stood up in favour of an early night.

0:44:22 > 0:44:23What?!

0:44:23 > 0:44:26Oh, come on, let's drink gin and talk about how rubbish men are.

0:44:26 > 0:44:29Ethan, we're going to go to the pub for a drink, if you want to...

0:44:29 > 0:44:31Oh...

0:44:31 > 0:44:33Er... I'd better not.

0:44:45 > 0:44:46She's asleep.

0:44:46 > 0:44:48Well, rest is what she needs.

0:44:50 > 0:44:53I'm referring her to a specialist psychiatric service.

0:44:53 > 0:44:55She's going to need a lot of support.

0:44:55 > 0:44:57And so is Hugo.

0:45:00 > 0:45:01To keep that secret...

0:45:02 > 0:45:04..he must have been so scared.

0:45:04 > 0:45:06- Hmm.- I've, er...

0:45:06 > 0:45:09I've already spoken to work, arranged to take some time off,

0:45:09 > 0:45:11so I can look after them both.

0:45:11 > 0:45:13OK, but even with time off work...

0:45:15 > 0:45:16..it's going to be a lot to manage.

0:45:16 > 0:45:19Dad?

0:45:19 > 0:45:20- Hey.- Ahh...

0:45:20 > 0:45:22Back into bed, you.

0:45:23 > 0:45:26Maybe I could go to Auntie Rachel's for a few days.

0:45:26 > 0:45:28I'm not having you that far away, son, missing school.

0:45:30 > 0:45:31Maybe you should stay with me.

0:45:31 > 0:45:34Maybe I could stay with Grace, then?

0:45:35 > 0:45:37Mrs Beauchamp's much too busy.

0:45:37 > 0:45:39Connie could help me with my biology project.

0:45:39 > 0:45:41Oh...

0:45:41 > 0:45:43I don't know about that, but...

0:45:44 > 0:45:45Please?

0:45:46 > 0:45:48Well, er...

0:45:48 > 0:45:50I suppose if Mrs Beauchamp wouldn't mind.

0:45:50 > 0:45:52And if it was just for a few days...

0:45:52 > 0:45:54Erm...

0:45:56 > 0:45:58Yes, OK.

0:45:58 > 0:45:59Are you sure?

0:45:59 > 0:46:03Yes, yes, fine. If it will help, yeah.

0:46:03 > 0:46:04I appreciate that.

0:46:04 > 0:46:05Thank you.

0:46:05 > 0:46:07Can we have waffles?

0:46:07 > 0:46:09Yes.

0:46:09 > 0:46:11I'm sure we can manage that.

0:46:23 > 0:46:24David?

0:46:25 > 0:46:28Erm...that was Ms Effanga on the phone.

0:46:28 > 0:46:30Molly came through the surgery, so well done.

0:46:30 > 0:46:32She might have died if it hadn't been for you.

0:46:40 > 0:46:41David...

0:46:44 > 0:46:46..would you like to hold her?

0:46:54 > 0:46:56Hello.

0:46:56 > 0:46:58Hello!

0:46:58 > 0:47:00Hello!

0:47:00 > 0:47:01JACOB CHUCKLES

0:47:05 > 0:47:08I think this must have dropped out of your bag.

0:47:15 > 0:47:17Welcome back, mate.

0:47:35 > 0:47:38I'm going to stay with him, OK?

0:47:38 > 0:47:39Thank you.

0:47:44 > 0:47:47SHE SIGHS