Somewhere Between Silences - Part Two

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0:00:03 > 0:00:05We did everything we could to save your father.

0:00:05 > 0:00:07For the record, I am truly sorry. Hey.

0:00:07 > 0:00:09This lunchtime. Speed dating event.

0:00:09 > 0:00:12You did promise that you'd help me tick my love box.

0:00:12 > 0:00:13Yeah, all right. Whatever.

0:00:13 > 0:00:15Yes! Exciting.

0:00:15 > 0:00:16I told you to stay out of this!

0:00:18 > 0:00:21Tell them you're in love with a black guy. He'll kill you.

0:00:21 > 0:00:24Why don't you ask him who he's been sharing a bed with?

0:00:24 > 0:00:25Let me have him!

0:00:29 > 0:00:31HE SCREAMS

0:01:33 > 0:01:35Is he breathing?

0:01:35 > 0:01:36Did he fall?

0:01:36 > 0:01:38Move back, please. Move back.

0:01:38 > 0:01:40It's your brother, you got to get down there.

0:01:40 > 0:01:41Can everybody move back, please?

0:01:51 > 0:01:52OK...

0:01:52 > 0:01:54Try not to move. Help me!

0:01:55 > 0:01:57Ethan!

0:01:57 > 0:01:59Please...

0:01:59 > 0:02:02I know it's hard, but I need you to stay calm.

0:02:02 > 0:02:05Am I bleeding? Can I get a scoop, please? Yeah.

0:02:08 > 0:02:11All right, I need to straighten you out. Do you understand?

0:02:11 > 0:02:13Anything, just do it. Just help me.

0:02:15 > 0:02:17CRACK Argh!

0:02:18 > 0:02:22Excuse me, you're going to stand to one side. Dr Munroe...

0:02:22 > 0:02:23Scott!

0:02:23 > 0:02:25Is he going to be OK?

0:02:30 > 0:02:34HARMONICA PLAYS

0:03:02 > 0:03:04Heaven must be missing you right now.

0:03:15 > 0:03:18TANNOY: 'Thank you for shopping with us today.

0:03:18 > 0:03:21'Why not have a look at our food court

0:03:21 > 0:03:24'where we have lots of special offers for you to enjoy?'

0:03:34 > 0:03:37OK, oxygen on and let's start with 10mg of morphine, please.

0:03:37 > 0:03:39You've got to help me.

0:03:39 > 0:03:41We are. OK, I've got bilateral air entry.

0:03:41 > 0:03:45Sats 99%. GCS 14.

0:03:45 > 0:03:47Say something good.

0:03:47 > 0:03:50He needs a leg splint, and let's cross match for three units, please.

0:03:50 > 0:03:52Scalp laceration's not too bad but I do need to see his back

0:03:52 > 0:03:56so can we log roll and I'll get the spinal board out.

0:03:56 > 0:03:59One, two, three. Nice, easy.

0:03:59 > 0:04:01HE GROANS

0:04:03 > 0:04:04I'm going to look at your neck.

0:04:04 > 0:04:06Can you tell me if you feel any pain or discomfort?

0:04:06 > 0:04:08HE CRIES OUT That's agony.

0:04:10 > 0:04:13OK, he's tender mid-cervical spine.

0:04:13 > 0:04:15Given this mechanism he needs a full-body CT.

0:04:15 > 0:04:17Can we arrange that as quickly as we can, please?

0:04:17 > 0:04:20One, two, three. Easy does it.

0:04:24 > 0:04:26I'm sorry.

0:04:27 > 0:04:29If it's going to help any,

0:04:29 > 0:04:30I'm sorry.

0:04:37 > 0:04:38Hey.

0:04:38 > 0:04:40Have you called your mum yet?

0:04:40 > 0:04:41Mum...

0:04:41 > 0:04:43I didn't even think.

0:04:44 > 0:04:46Scott'll tell her everything.

0:04:46 > 0:04:47Maybe it's time.

0:04:48 > 0:04:51Can I not just go to yours now and move in?

0:04:51 > 0:04:52Just call her, Mickey.

0:04:54 > 0:04:56OK.

0:05:06 > 0:05:08Mum? You need to come to the hospital, OK?

0:05:20 > 0:05:21Oi!

0:05:40 > 0:05:41I'm sorry!

0:05:43 > 0:05:45Argh!

0:05:49 > 0:05:50Where are we going?

0:05:50 > 0:05:52We need to get you scanned.

0:05:52 > 0:05:53And this'll help?

0:05:53 > 0:05:54Yes.

0:05:56 > 0:05:58So we're good then?

0:05:58 > 0:06:00We'll know more after the scan.

0:06:00 > 0:06:01You and me.

0:06:01 > 0:06:03We're good, yeah?

0:06:04 > 0:06:08Ah, apparently there's someone who wants to see you.

0:06:08 > 0:06:12She's extremely charming and very pretty.

0:06:13 > 0:06:14SHE CLEARS HER THROAT

0:06:19 > 0:06:20Oh...

0:06:20 > 0:06:24Now this is very strange. I've been informed there is

0:06:24 > 0:06:29a remarkable young lady in the ED, but I can't seem to see her.

0:06:29 > 0:06:32No, no, I can't see her. Will you let me know if you find her?

0:06:32 > 0:06:34You're both so not funny.

0:06:34 > 0:06:37Look at you. Little star.

0:06:37 > 0:06:39Where's Dad? I want to show him.

0:06:39 > 0:06:41Absolutely. Let's find him.

0:06:41 > 0:06:46Oh, I should inform you there's been... Grace? ..an accident here.

0:06:46 > 0:06:48A pretty bad one.

0:06:48 > 0:06:50Am I needed?

0:06:50 > 0:06:52You will be eventually, yeah. Sorry.

0:06:54 > 0:06:57"Dr IP Myself."

0:06:59 > 0:07:00Really?

0:07:00 > 0:07:02"Staff Nurse Al Coholic."

0:07:04 > 0:07:06"Charge Nurse Anita Poo."

0:07:07 > 0:07:09I can't even read that last one.

0:07:09 > 0:07:11Hey, they're real people. I met them all.

0:07:11 > 0:07:13There's immaturity, and then there's this.

0:07:13 > 0:07:15Just be the grown-up. Put your name down.

0:07:15 > 0:07:18I'm sure once they've run out of childish noms de guerre there'll be

0:07:18 > 0:07:20doctors and nurses falling over themselves to join the list.

0:07:20 > 0:07:22Dr Keogh. Yeah.

0:07:23 > 0:07:26Have you got a moment? Yes.

0:07:26 > 0:07:29Only... I haven't had a reply.

0:07:29 > 0:07:32To what? The speed dating.

0:07:32 > 0:07:36Well, that is a good thing, isn't it? No, I sent an e-mail.

0:07:36 > 0:07:39Sorry, there was somebody there that actually tickled your fancy?

0:07:42 > 0:07:45Well, you did say I should get out there and...

0:07:47 > 0:07:48..find love.

0:07:48 > 0:07:52Right, OK. What I would say is be patient and...

0:07:52 > 0:07:54I can't believe I'm actually going to say this...

0:07:54 > 0:07:56I'm sure that love will find you.

0:08:14 > 0:08:17FOOTSTEPS

0:08:21 > 0:08:24Argh!

0:08:26 > 0:08:28Argh...

0:08:35 > 0:08:37Thanks, Trev. Can you just wait for a bit?

0:08:40 > 0:08:42How is he?

0:08:42 > 0:08:44I don't know. Last I knew they were taking him for a scan.

0:08:45 > 0:08:47What on earth happened?

0:08:50 > 0:08:51Mickey!

0:08:51 > 0:08:53I don't know yet.

0:08:53 > 0:08:55But let's find somewhere to sit.

0:08:55 > 0:08:58He'll be all right, OK? They're good people here.

0:08:58 > 0:08:59Tell that to your dad.

0:09:03 > 0:09:08OK, er... The CT shows you may have an injury to the cervical spine

0:09:08 > 0:09:11all right? It's not clear enough though, I'm afraid,

0:09:11 > 0:09:14so the radiologist has recommended a full MRI.

0:09:14 > 0:09:15That doesn't sound good.

0:09:20 > 0:09:21I couldn't do what you do.

0:09:23 > 0:09:25Not if it was the other way round.

0:09:25 > 0:09:26I'm just doing my job.

0:09:26 > 0:09:28What can I do?

0:09:28 > 0:09:30What can I give you?

0:09:31 > 0:09:33OK, I'm going to arrange the MRI.

0:09:33 > 0:09:36See, that's it right there.

0:09:36 > 0:09:37That's the problem.

0:09:39 > 0:09:40You can't look at me, can you?

0:09:43 > 0:09:44It wasn't me.

0:09:45 > 0:09:47Your... Your brother...

0:09:48 > 0:09:51..he brought it on himself.

0:09:51 > 0:09:52I swear to you.

0:09:54 > 0:09:56It only happened because...

0:09:56 > 0:09:58because he wouldn't listen.

0:10:00 > 0:10:01OK, you need to stop talking.

0:10:01 > 0:10:04He was coming at me and he wouldn't back down. Please stop.

0:10:04 > 0:10:06I never meant it. I swear.

0:10:06 > 0:10:08That is enough. But I'll tell you this.

0:10:08 > 0:10:10He went bravely.

0:10:16 > 0:10:19Dr Hardy? Ethan?

0:10:20 > 0:10:22Maybe you need to take a minute. Come on.

0:10:28 > 0:10:31Well, then, Henrik, I suggest you get the trust down here to see

0:10:31 > 0:10:34for themselves. The incident has been dealt with.

0:10:34 > 0:10:37Looks like Mum picked the wrong day to bring you in.

0:10:38 > 0:10:40If any department is adept at dealing with a crisis

0:10:40 > 0:10:42it's this one, so I can assure...

0:10:43 > 0:10:45Yes, yes, I'll keep you posted.

0:10:47 > 0:10:48Thanks for that comment.

0:10:48 > 0:10:50Relax, I was only joking.

0:10:52 > 0:10:55Yes, let's not have that spoil our day.

0:10:55 > 0:10:59Look, I've got a meeting, but how about we do something later.

0:10:59 > 0:11:00All of us?

0:11:00 > 0:11:05Mm-hm. Well, that's what families do isn't it? Even this one.

0:11:05 > 0:11:07Well, you better make it special. It's my treat.

0:11:07 > 0:11:11Well, in that case you'd better make it super special.

0:11:11 > 0:11:15I hope it will be, because I have been thinking about it,

0:11:15 > 0:11:18and if we're all happy with it...

0:11:20 > 0:11:23..how would you feel about moving back in with me.

0:11:23 > 0:11:24Really?

0:11:24 > 0:11:26Would that be something to celebrate?

0:11:26 > 0:11:28You actually mean it?

0:11:28 > 0:11:30I can't think of anything I'd like more.

0:11:32 > 0:11:34I'd say that's a yes.

0:11:34 > 0:11:37Yes! Back in my old room.

0:11:37 > 0:11:38Yes!

0:11:39 > 0:11:40Sorry, have you got two minutes?

0:11:42 > 0:11:43It's Ethan.

0:11:43 > 0:11:45Oh.

0:11:45 > 0:11:46Um...no.

0:11:48 > 0:11:49Two minutes.

0:11:51 > 0:11:53Just try and keep still for me, please.

0:11:53 > 0:11:56I'm fine. I keep telling people not to worry.

0:11:56 > 0:11:58What's your name?

0:11:58 > 0:12:02Maya Houlihan. OK, Maya, I'm just going to check you over.

0:12:02 > 0:12:05Do you have to? I'm not here for the sales.

0:12:09 > 0:12:11SHOUTING: Help!

0:12:11 > 0:12:12Help!

0:12:12 > 0:12:15What have you been up to then?

0:12:15 > 0:12:17I think I've broken my leg. What's your name, mate?

0:12:18 > 0:12:20Name's Copper Weiss.

0:12:20 > 0:12:22All right, Cooper. Just stay nice and still for me

0:12:22 > 0:12:24while I have a look at this leg, all right?

0:12:24 > 0:12:26What, you mean no break dancing?

0:12:27 > 0:12:30Ooh. Not tonight, I'm afraid.

0:12:30 > 0:12:33I don't know what he said, but you went white as a sheet.

0:12:35 > 0:12:36It was nothing.

0:12:36 > 0:12:38All the same, I'm going to arrange cover.

0:12:38 > 0:12:40No, you don't need to do that.

0:12:40 > 0:12:42Ethan, the fall happened in the ED.

0:12:42 > 0:12:45The board and Hanssen will put us under extreme scrutiny.

0:12:46 > 0:12:50If Mr Ellisson is causing you undue distress... Which he's not.

0:12:50 > 0:12:53If you are struggling, I'll need to find someone who isn't.

0:12:53 > 0:12:56In the meantime, stay away from Scott Ellisson, you understand?

0:13:04 > 0:13:07Sorry, but you were not yourself in there.

0:13:18 > 0:13:21If it's any comfort, I'd have left the pig lying there.

0:13:21 > 0:13:24The sooner they whack him upstairs, the better.

0:13:24 > 0:13:27Ethan. We've got a couple of patients on their way in.

0:13:27 > 0:13:29Are you up for that?

0:13:29 > 0:13:31Yes.

0:13:32 > 0:13:33Can we stop this, OK? I'm fine.

0:13:37 > 0:13:39I'm Dr Chao. Dr Hardy had a prior commitment.

0:13:39 > 0:13:41I am just going to examine your eyes.

0:13:43 > 0:13:44Scott!

0:13:47 > 0:13:48What happened?

0:13:49 > 0:13:51Can you feel this?

0:13:51 > 0:13:53I know you, don't I?

0:13:54 > 0:13:57Whatever, as long as you do your job properly.

0:13:57 > 0:13:59I can assure you... Of what, exactly? I mean...

0:13:59 > 0:14:04Is he going to be all right? Is he going to walk out of here, what?

0:14:04 > 0:14:07The scan was inconclusive. We're just waiting for an MRI.

0:14:07 > 0:14:09Argh, this place!

0:14:09 > 0:14:11Mum... No. No sudden movements, OK?

0:14:11 > 0:14:14You have to stay still until Ortho has reviewed you.

0:14:14 > 0:14:16Mrs Ellisson, perhaps it would be more comfortable for you to wait

0:14:16 > 0:14:19in the relatives' room. We've just been in there. Mum...

0:14:19 > 0:14:21Come on, let's go.

0:14:21 > 0:14:22Mickey...

0:14:25 > 0:14:27You need to tell her. Tell me what?

0:14:29 > 0:14:30What happened.

0:14:33 > 0:14:36You know? Mickey, why didn't you say anything?

0:14:40 > 0:14:42That was a long two minutes.

0:14:42 > 0:14:46Sorry, sweetheart. I had to speak to Mr Hanssen.

0:14:46 > 0:14:48Anyway, I'm here now.

0:14:48 > 0:14:52Mrs Beauchamp... Seriously? We're a doctor light.

0:14:52 > 0:14:53OK.

0:14:53 > 0:14:57You choose a film and find somewhere to eat, OK, babe?

0:14:58 > 0:15:00Yep, leave them on my desk.

0:15:00 > 0:15:02Will Mum be long?

0:15:02 > 0:15:04Well, you know what this place is like.

0:15:07 > 0:15:10Listen, do you fancy having a laugh?

0:15:11 > 0:15:13You've got a phone, right?

0:15:16 > 0:15:19This is Cooper Weiss, 29 years old.

0:15:19 > 0:15:22At 15:20 he's fallen approximately ten foot onto concrete.

0:15:22 > 0:15:24Query fractured tib/fib.

0:15:24 > 0:15:26GCS 15, pulse 110, BP 120/80...

0:15:26 > 0:15:29OK, this is Maya Houlihan, 24.

0:15:29 > 0:15:32At approximately 15:20, she came into contact with high-grade

0:15:32 > 0:15:35cleaning fluid which splashed into her eyes.

0:15:35 > 0:15:38Obs are satisfactory. We attempted irrigation to the eyes en route.

0:15:38 > 0:15:40Resus, please.

0:15:40 > 0:15:42All right, thanks, Iain.

0:15:42 > 0:15:44Can we get the patient... Cooper.

0:15:44 > 0:15:46Named after a barrel maker my mum took a shine to.

0:15:46 > 0:15:49Can we get the patient undressed, and I need bloods,

0:15:49 > 0:15:53FBCs, Us and Es, VBG and group and save, please.

0:15:53 > 0:15:55I'm going to take a look at this lower leg.

0:15:55 > 0:15:56Tibia looks unstable.

0:15:56 > 0:15:59Tibia or not tibia, that's the question.

0:15:59 > 0:16:04Ah, a student of Shakespeare. "Lord, what fools these mortals be!"

0:16:04 > 0:16:05Come again?

0:16:05 > 0:16:08The foot's well perfused. Pulse is good.

0:16:09 > 0:16:11I'm a little bit concerned about this high heart rate.

0:16:11 > 0:16:14Are you normally fit and well? Pretty much.

0:16:14 > 0:16:16Not on medication, or have allergies?

0:16:16 > 0:16:19Not me. Sound as a bell all over.

0:16:19 > 0:16:22Let's get that X-rayed as well.

0:16:22 > 0:16:25OK, let's get a line in and five of morphine, please.

0:16:26 > 0:16:29All right, there's some more burns from the chemical

0:16:29 > 0:16:31so these need to get checked out. How long will this take?

0:16:36 > 0:16:37Dr Hardy?

0:16:39 > 0:16:40Sorry.

0:16:40 > 0:16:43The eye is the priority, Maya, so I need to look at that first, OK?

0:16:45 > 0:16:47Can I get some litmus paper, please. Yes.

0:16:47 > 0:16:50It's stinging like mad. I know. Just bear with me.

0:16:56 > 0:16:58Just try and keep still. That's it, easy does it.

0:17:01 > 0:17:03That's alkaline. Can we get the eye irrigated

0:17:03 > 0:17:06and I'll exclude a corneal abrasion.

0:17:07 > 0:17:09I need to be somewhere.

0:17:09 > 0:17:11All in good time.

0:17:14 > 0:17:17Just tilt your head up for me. That's it.

0:17:18 > 0:17:19And one more.

0:17:20 > 0:17:23OK, that's it.

0:17:23 > 0:17:26They're the windows to the soul, aren't they? The eyes.

0:17:26 > 0:17:28Sorry?

0:17:30 > 0:17:32They reveal the true you. That's what they say.

0:17:34 > 0:17:37So if you could just sit forward.

0:17:37 > 0:17:40That's it, and pop your chin on there. Perfect.

0:17:45 > 0:17:48I need to go. I...

0:17:49 > 0:17:50Maya?

0:17:54 > 0:17:56I'm sick of waiting, Mickey.

0:17:56 > 0:17:59If you know what happened then you'd better tell me.

0:18:00 > 0:18:01Mickey?

0:18:06 > 0:18:07I almost fell with him.

0:18:08 > 0:18:10You could've been looking at two of us in that resus room.

0:18:10 > 0:18:11You were involved?

0:18:13 > 0:18:16We were arguing.

0:18:16 > 0:18:17What were you arguing about?

0:18:20 > 0:18:21Nothing.

0:18:21 > 0:18:24What were you arguing about?

0:18:26 > 0:18:28Argh!

0:18:34 > 0:18:35Sorry... Uh...

0:18:35 > 0:18:38I was just looking for someone else.

0:18:52 > 0:18:53Hey.

0:18:53 > 0:18:55You dropped this.

0:18:57 > 0:18:59Now you know where I've got to be.

0:18:59 > 0:19:01I know the funeral isn't today.

0:19:02 > 0:19:04According to that it was three weeks ago.

0:19:07 > 0:19:09I can't let you go off with your eye like that.

0:19:09 > 0:19:12Do I really need treatment? You do, yeah.

0:19:14 > 0:19:16OK.

0:19:17 > 0:19:19But promise me one thing.

0:19:21 > 0:19:23Just don't look too closely.

0:19:31 > 0:19:33Mum, the doctor said we should stay away.

0:19:34 > 0:19:37I can't stress enough that you need to be patient.

0:19:37 > 0:19:38How long is this going to take?

0:19:38 > 0:19:40The surgeons are all busy and there are no beds available.

0:19:46 > 0:19:49You know, when I walked in here I was terrified.

0:19:49 > 0:19:53Brought it all back about losing your dad in here and everything

0:19:53 > 0:19:54and I'm thinking...

0:19:54 > 0:19:57No, in fact, I'm pleading inside...

0:19:59 > 0:20:01..don't let me lose him.

0:20:01 > 0:20:03Not my son as well.

0:20:06 > 0:20:08But I was looking at the wrong son, wasn't I?

0:20:12 > 0:20:13I saw you, Mickey.

0:20:13 > 0:20:15With that bloke.

0:20:15 > 0:20:19The...black one, the paramedic.

0:20:20 > 0:20:22Dunno what you mean.

0:20:22 > 0:20:23The little looks.

0:20:23 > 0:20:28Just tiny things. But I saw you.

0:20:29 > 0:20:31You and him, you're like an open book.

0:20:35 > 0:20:36I was building up to tell you.

0:20:38 > 0:20:41Is this what you two were fighting about?

0:20:41 > 0:20:43Scott could've died, Mickey.

0:20:43 > 0:20:44That was all on him, not me.

0:20:45 > 0:20:48Things like this, they only ever end badly.

0:20:48 > 0:20:49Not if you open your eyes.

0:20:49 > 0:20:54I need you to think very carefully about this. Mum... No!

0:20:54 > 0:20:56Let me finish.

0:20:56 > 0:20:58I know this isn't you.

0:20:58 > 0:21:01I'm your mum, and mums,

0:21:01 > 0:21:03they just know.

0:21:03 > 0:21:04We all do stupid things, Mickey,

0:21:04 > 0:21:07we all get these mad ideas in our heads...

0:21:07 > 0:21:10I love him. ..and it's my job to bring you back to earth again.

0:21:10 > 0:21:12Listen to me.

0:21:13 > 0:21:15I love him, OK?

0:21:15 > 0:21:17You want to be a proper mum,

0:21:17 > 0:21:20then take on board what I'm saying to you.

0:21:24 > 0:21:25Walk away from him, Mickey.

0:21:27 > 0:21:28What?

0:21:28 > 0:21:32I'm don't blame you for what's happened, I really don't.

0:21:32 > 0:21:35I just... I just want my boys back.

0:21:36 > 0:21:38Mum...

0:21:39 > 0:21:40Come back, Mickey.

0:21:42 > 0:21:43I need you.

0:21:52 > 0:21:54OK, there are still residual chemicals in your eye, OK?

0:21:54 > 0:21:56So we're going to get those washed out

0:21:56 > 0:21:58and then we'll get you reviewed by an ophthalmologist.

0:21:58 > 0:22:00Sorry you'll miss your appointment.

0:22:00 > 0:22:03I'm afraid if we don't do the irrigation now it will cause

0:22:03 > 0:22:07lasting damage. Though we won't lie to you, it will be uncomfortable.

0:22:08 > 0:22:10Maya?

0:22:11 > 0:22:13OK, it's as I suspected.

0:22:13 > 0:22:16You will need to go to theatre when one becomes available.

0:22:16 > 0:22:17Is she all right?

0:22:17 > 0:22:20Let's just focus on you for the moment.

0:22:20 > 0:22:22You'll need a general anaesthetic

0:22:22 > 0:22:24because the surgeon will have to realign your leg.

0:22:24 > 0:22:26I didn't see her, I was running so fast.

0:22:26 > 0:22:30Mr Weiss, please. Do you understand what I'm saying?

0:22:30 > 0:22:32There may be quite a lengthy rehab.

0:22:32 > 0:22:34Is there anyone at home who can help you?

0:22:35 > 0:22:37I've got a wife and son.

0:22:38 > 0:22:40Good, OK. That's good to know.

0:22:41 > 0:22:44We will, of course, offer some after care.

0:22:44 > 0:22:45Great. Thank you.

0:22:46 > 0:22:48OK, thank you.

0:22:48 > 0:22:51That's one more. Now I'm going to lower you down, yeah?

0:22:56 > 0:22:58Er, yes. Ophthalmology, please.

0:23:04 > 0:23:06Yes, that's fine yes. Sorry, sweetheart...

0:23:14 > 0:23:15Thanks, Noel.

0:23:15 > 0:23:17TEXT MESSAGE ALERT

0:23:17 > 0:23:19I don't think so.

0:23:20 > 0:23:22My goodness. Dr Keogh. Yeah.

0:23:24 > 0:23:27I've had a reply.

0:23:27 > 0:23:30Oh, so you have. But it's not from the woman I e-mailed.

0:23:30 > 0:23:33Right, why is that a problem? It's from someone called Gillian.

0:23:33 > 0:23:35Mm-hm.

0:23:35 > 0:23:40I don't ever remember there being anyone called Gillian. Do you?

0:23:40 > 0:23:44No, to be honest I banished the whole ghastly exercise from my mind.

0:23:44 > 0:23:46I'd concentrate on the fact that somebody seems to like you.

0:23:46 > 0:23:48Make the most of that, why don't you?

0:23:49 > 0:23:52Noel. Noel, Noel, look, look.

0:23:52 > 0:23:54That's me.

0:23:54 > 0:23:57Oh. All right, Casanova. Don't rub it in.

0:24:02 > 0:24:03What else can we do?

0:24:03 > 0:24:06Oh, Grace. I'm sorry, I've got work piling up.

0:24:15 > 0:24:17Look, if it's right between you and Mickey,

0:24:17 > 0:24:20then it's always going to be right, innit? No matter what.

0:24:20 > 0:24:23Yeah, cos you're a real guru when it comes to making relationships work.

0:24:25 > 0:24:27Ah, speak of the devil.

0:24:31 > 0:24:32Jez...

0:24:32 > 0:24:34What's up?

0:24:34 > 0:24:35Is Scott all right?

0:24:37 > 0:24:38It's over.

0:24:41 > 0:24:43What are you talking about?

0:24:45 > 0:24:46Me and...

0:24:49 > 0:24:50..them.

0:24:54 > 0:24:55She said...

0:24:55 > 0:24:58My mum said...if I couldn't be the son she wanted me to be...

0:25:01 > 0:25:03..then she can't be my mum any more.

0:25:03 > 0:25:05It was that straightforward.

0:25:07 > 0:25:09All I had to do was stay or walk away.

0:25:12 > 0:25:13And here I am.

0:25:17 > 0:25:18Come here.

0:25:23 > 0:25:25I'm sorry.

0:25:30 > 0:25:34Yes, yes, Dr Chao. I need the MRI. Now.

0:25:34 > 0:25:36Just make it happen, please.

0:25:36 > 0:25:40It is what it is, mum. You gave him a chance.

0:25:40 > 0:25:43You spelled it out. You couldn't have done more.

0:25:46 > 0:25:48I hate this place.

0:25:48 > 0:25:51Every time I walk in here I lose someone.

0:25:56 > 0:25:58Finally, we're getting somewhere.

0:26:01 > 0:26:03You'd better look after this one.

0:26:03 > 0:26:05I don't need to be told that.

0:26:05 > 0:26:07Yeah, well, I'm saying it anyway.

0:26:25 > 0:26:28This is worse than the chemicals.

0:26:28 > 0:26:31I know it's uncomfortable... I can't do it, sorry.

0:26:31 > 0:26:33All right.

0:26:33 > 0:26:35You're not the first to do that.

0:26:37 > 0:26:40I'll have to go and get another one of these. Yeah.

0:26:40 > 0:26:41It's OK. Just lie back down.

0:26:42 > 0:26:44Here you are, all right?

0:26:49 > 0:26:50Please don't worry.

0:26:53 > 0:26:56Look, the funeral... Couldn't go.

0:26:56 > 0:26:57I just couldn't.

0:26:59 > 0:27:01And I wanted to, I did. It's OK.

0:27:03 > 0:27:05She was my best friend.

0:27:05 > 0:27:07Loved her like a sister.

0:27:08 > 0:27:11Then some stupid hit-and-run driver comes out of the dark

0:27:11 > 0:27:13and knocks her down.

0:27:15 > 0:27:16She never got up again.

0:27:19 > 0:27:21Funerals, they can be too much...

0:27:22 > 0:27:24..for lots of people.

0:27:24 > 0:27:26I tried to go.

0:27:26 > 0:27:27I swear to you.

0:27:28 > 0:27:30I was dressed, ready...

0:27:32 > 0:27:34Well, maybe not ready. But I tried to go.

0:27:34 > 0:27:36I know that feeling.

0:27:37 > 0:27:39You're not alone in that, I promise.

0:27:41 > 0:27:43When you looked into my eye...

0:27:46 > 0:27:47..you didn't find it, did you?

0:27:51 > 0:27:52My soul, I mean.

0:27:55 > 0:27:56It's long gone.

0:28:00 > 0:28:04Now you still haven't given me that number for your wife.

0:28:05 > 0:28:08Sorry, yeah, er... She'll be at work right now.

0:28:08 > 0:28:11Can you find my daughter and tell her to stay in my office?

0:28:13 > 0:28:16Right, well, they don't seem to have a bed upstairs

0:28:16 > 0:28:18so let's up the analgesia, please.

0:28:18 > 0:28:20You just don't want to let me go.

0:28:20 > 0:28:23I understand that, my wife's the same.

0:28:23 > 0:28:26I'm a little concerned though about your son.

0:28:26 > 0:28:28How old is he?

0:28:28 > 0:28:33Seven. OK. So presumably he's just come out of school.

0:28:33 > 0:28:35And if your wife is at work...

0:28:35 > 0:28:37We can't have a child running around on his own.

0:28:37 > 0:28:40Don't worry, I'll call the school. Which one is it?

0:28:41 > 0:28:43Well, it's got to be local, hasn't it?

0:28:44 > 0:28:46I'll need the name.

0:28:47 > 0:28:48I...

0:28:50 > 0:28:51I don't know it.

0:28:57 > 0:28:58They left me about a year ago.

0:28:59 > 0:29:01Came home one day and they were gone.

0:29:01 > 0:29:04No-one, not friends or relatives, will tell me anything.

0:29:04 > 0:29:08Right, so no-one at home? It's not even a home.

0:29:08 > 0:29:09I'm in a halfway house.

0:29:11 > 0:29:13You could have told us. We're not here to judge.

0:29:13 > 0:29:14Everyone else has.

0:29:16 > 0:29:17It's just...

0:29:18 > 0:29:20I used to be a good man once.

0:29:21 > 0:29:23Decent job, prospects.

0:29:24 > 0:29:25I used to wear a suit and tie.

0:29:28 > 0:29:30But drugs are the devil.

0:29:32 > 0:29:35Drugs? Well, that is something we definitely needed to know about.

0:29:35 > 0:29:37I've got a plan.

0:29:37 > 0:29:39If I can convince people I'm clean...

0:29:39 > 0:29:42Right, what drugs were you taking?

0:29:42 > 0:29:45I'm fighting back... Mr Weiss, what drugs were you talking?

0:29:48 > 0:29:52Mr Weiss? No, he's gone. Let's get him on his side.

0:29:52 > 0:29:55Watch the leg. Do we have any lorazepam here? Uh, no.

0:29:55 > 0:29:57Let's go and get some, please.

0:30:01 > 0:30:04Mum... Sweetheart, now's not the time. Excuse me.

0:30:10 > 0:30:14Let's check his BP and his BM. And let's do a head CT.

0:30:14 > 0:30:15That's all done.

0:30:18 > 0:30:19I'll be able to check the pH of your eye,

0:30:19 > 0:30:23and then I'll arrange to get these other burns looked at.

0:30:23 > 0:30:24So who did you lose?

0:30:25 > 0:30:27You said funerals were hard.

0:30:33 > 0:30:34My brother.

0:30:36 > 0:30:37Will you ever get over it?

0:30:39 > 0:30:40No.

0:30:45 > 0:30:47But I'm not sure I want to.

0:30:47 > 0:30:48I get that.

0:30:49 > 0:30:52Me and Allie were sisters in everything but the name.

0:30:52 > 0:30:54Inseparable.

0:30:56 > 0:30:58We were at a party.

0:31:01 > 0:31:04She wanted to leave, I wanted to stay

0:31:04 > 0:31:06so she walked home on her own.

0:31:06 > 0:31:10It was dark because they switch the street lamps off overnight.

0:31:10 > 0:31:12Which doesn't actually make any sense,

0:31:12 > 0:31:13it's the one time you need them.

0:31:16 > 0:31:17And she was hit by a car?

0:31:18 > 0:31:20Came out of nowhere.

0:31:21 > 0:31:24I should've left with her.

0:31:24 > 0:31:26There's always something we should've done differently.

0:31:26 > 0:31:29I think that every minute of every day.

0:31:32 > 0:31:35I went looking for her.

0:31:37 > 0:31:41Those stupid street lamps. It was so dark.

0:31:44 > 0:31:46They never caught the driver.

0:31:49 > 0:31:51But I so wish they had.

0:31:52 > 0:31:54I needed them to.

0:31:55 > 0:31:57Because? You know why.

0:31:59 > 0:32:02When you went looking for her you were driving?

0:32:02 > 0:32:05All I wanted to do was find her.

0:32:11 > 0:32:13You couldn't go to the funeral because you knocked her down.

0:32:15 > 0:32:17I'm not here any more.

0:32:19 > 0:32:20Can you help me?

0:32:25 > 0:32:27I'm just getting in the way now.

0:32:29 > 0:32:32Grace, listen... Why did she even bring me here?

0:32:34 > 0:32:35Because I'm proud of you.

0:32:36 > 0:32:39And I wanted everyone else to see how well you're doing.

0:32:39 > 0:32:41For five minutes.

0:32:44 > 0:32:48Sweetheart, it has been a really tough day and I'm sorry.

0:32:48 > 0:32:53There will be better ones but you cannot storm into HDU like that.

0:32:53 > 0:32:55TEXT MESSAGE ALERT

0:32:57 > 0:32:59Oh, no. What is it?

0:32:59 > 0:33:02I need to sort something. Where's Noel?

0:33:02 > 0:33:04Noel? Why do you need Noel?

0:33:06 > 0:33:08Grace?

0:33:08 > 0:33:09Your eye is going to be fine.

0:33:11 > 0:33:13And then what?

0:33:15 > 0:33:17You need to tell people what happened.

0:33:17 > 0:33:19I'll go to prison.

0:33:21 > 0:33:23How will that make things any better?

0:33:23 > 0:33:25It won't bring Allie back.

0:33:25 > 0:33:26I know.

0:33:29 > 0:33:31You're not going to tell the police?

0:33:31 > 0:33:32No, I'm not.

0:33:34 > 0:33:36You need to do that yourself.

0:33:36 > 0:33:39Don't you think I've tried?

0:33:39 > 0:33:41You can't carry this around forever, Maya.

0:33:43 > 0:33:44And I promise you this...

0:33:45 > 0:33:47..I did see a soul.

0:34:15 > 0:34:17Dr Keogh... Yes.

0:34:17 > 0:34:19Pretend you're Gillian. No, I don't wish to.

0:34:19 > 0:34:22Come on, please. I'm seeing her in 20 minutes and I...

0:34:23 > 0:34:25I don't know what to say.

0:34:26 > 0:34:29The best advice I can give you is just to be yourself.

0:34:29 > 0:34:34The best of yourself, that is. Just the friendly, kind chap you are.

0:34:35 > 0:34:37Yeah, but...look, I haven't had a...

0:34:37 > 0:34:40a date...for, well...

0:34:40 > 0:34:42quite some time, and...

0:34:42 > 0:34:43it's huge.

0:34:43 > 0:34:45It's Everest.

0:34:45 > 0:34:47Staff Nurse Hide?

0:34:47 > 0:34:49Ah, Mrs Beauchamp.

0:34:49 > 0:34:52May I introduce you to someone?

0:34:52 > 0:34:53Say hello.

0:34:55 > 0:34:57I already know Grace.

0:34:59 > 0:35:00She's also...

0:35:01 > 0:35:03..Gillian.

0:35:09 > 0:35:11I'm sorry?

0:35:11 > 0:35:13We thought it was funny.

0:35:13 > 0:35:15I can see you hiding there, Noel. Stand up.

0:35:18 > 0:35:20Ah.

0:35:20 > 0:35:22I see.

0:35:22 > 0:35:23So this...

0:35:25 > 0:35:26This was you...

0:35:31 > 0:35:34Well, you really got me this time. You got me good 'un.

0:35:35 > 0:35:37I'm really sorry.

0:35:37 > 0:35:40Not a problem, it's nothing.

0:35:40 > 0:35:42See, I knew you'd be game for a laugh.

0:35:42 > 0:35:44Yeah, that's...

0:35:45 > 0:35:46..that's me all over.

0:35:49 > 0:35:50Game for a laugh.

0:35:57 > 0:35:59Right, good news.

0:36:00 > 0:36:03There's still some soft tissue swelling around the spinal cord

0:36:03 > 0:36:05but no damage. I'd like to keep you immobilised,

0:36:05 > 0:36:08but the MRI has cleared any serious injuries.

0:36:10 > 0:36:11Hear that, Scott?

0:36:12 > 0:36:14Too right I did.

0:36:14 > 0:36:16You're going to be all right.

0:36:17 > 0:36:20Hard as nails, eh? How about that?

0:36:23 > 0:36:27I'm going to get some air, clear my head.

0:36:27 > 0:36:29You may as well, cos you're waiting for a bed.

0:36:31 > 0:36:32I'll be back in a bit.

0:36:32 > 0:36:34Mum, don't...

0:36:34 > 0:36:37Don't go looking for Mickey.

0:36:37 > 0:36:39No forgiving him and all that.

0:36:39 > 0:36:40He's made his bed.

0:36:41 > 0:36:43It's too late for that.

0:36:45 > 0:36:49I can't believe I'm actually going to say this, but...

0:36:49 > 0:36:50thank you.

0:37:05 > 0:37:07Not bad work for a Chink.

0:37:11 > 0:37:13What a wonderful thing to say.

0:37:14 > 0:37:17HE SNIGGERS

0:37:20 > 0:37:23Let's get him out of the ED as soon as possible.

0:37:23 > 0:37:25Two minutes while I chase on a bed.

0:37:34 > 0:37:36I can't even busk now.

0:37:37 > 0:37:39I mean, how am I going to do that

0:37:39 > 0:37:41while fitting on one leg?

0:37:42 > 0:37:47I'd imagine that people would be more inclined to put money

0:37:47 > 0:37:50in your tin if they saw that.

0:37:50 > 0:37:52Every cloud.

0:37:52 > 0:37:53I like you.

0:37:55 > 0:38:00Right, Mr Weiss. CT was clear and they've a bed for you upstairs.

0:38:02 > 0:38:04Why did you hide the epilepsy from us?

0:38:06 > 0:38:08There's a reason I developed it. And not a good one.

0:38:08 > 0:38:10The drugs?

0:38:11 > 0:38:14I was working hard, late nights, weekends.

0:38:14 > 0:38:16I needed something to keep me going.

0:38:16 > 0:38:18I had a fit but I carried on regardless.

0:38:20 > 0:38:21I thought I was providing a life.

0:38:22 > 0:38:25Put the hours in now, reap the rewards later. But...

0:38:25 > 0:38:29the rewards are already there. They're your wife and your son.

0:38:33 > 0:38:35As I said, there's a bed for you.

0:38:35 > 0:38:38It may be a lengthy recovery.

0:38:38 > 0:38:40I've blown it, haven't I?

0:38:40 > 0:38:43After this, people'll think I'm using again.

0:38:43 > 0:38:45Word'll get back to my wife...

0:38:45 > 0:38:46Send her to me.

0:38:48 > 0:38:50Really? Mm.

0:38:50 > 0:38:54I have all your test results, I can explain that it was an accident.

0:38:56 > 0:38:57You'd do that?

0:38:59 > 0:39:01Send them to me as well.

0:39:03 > 0:39:07OK? Right, well, patients to see, paperwork to do.

0:39:07 > 0:39:08Do yourself a favour.

0:39:10 > 0:39:12Don't wait to reap the rewards.

0:39:21 > 0:39:22Staff Nurse Hide...

0:39:25 > 0:39:27I can only sincerely apologise for my daughter's actions.

0:39:27 > 0:39:29I'd rather not talk about it.

0:40:05 > 0:40:06How about that, eh?

0:40:07 > 0:40:09I'm home and dry.

0:40:09 > 0:40:10Yeah.

0:40:12 > 0:40:14No need for all the panicking.

0:40:14 > 0:40:15That wasn't panicking.

0:40:19 > 0:40:21Must be sticking in your throat.

0:40:23 > 0:40:25Saving the guy who killed your brother.

0:40:28 > 0:40:30How proud he must be.

0:40:30 > 0:40:34Old Cal looking down, one hand still clutching his chest.

0:40:35 > 0:40:37No.

0:40:38 > 0:40:40He'd know I was doing my job.

0:40:42 > 0:40:44Saving your life.

0:40:46 > 0:40:47You and your stupid values.

0:40:49 > 0:40:52I fell, and you, you put me back together.

0:40:54 > 0:40:58Doesn't matter that I knifed one of you to death.

0:40:59 > 0:41:02The world is a sick place. But don't you just love...

0:41:02 > 0:41:05HE COUGHS ..love it?

0:41:07 > 0:41:10It's just so...

0:41:10 > 0:41:12So...

0:41:12 > 0:41:14HE SPLUTTERS ..so sick.

0:41:18 > 0:41:19I need to...

0:41:19 > 0:41:22HE SPLUTTERS

0:41:24 > 0:41:26No, no, please.

0:41:26 > 0:41:29Help me... You need to...

0:41:31 > 0:41:34Help me, please...

0:41:34 > 0:41:37HE CHOKES

0:42:05 > 0:42:07SCREAMING

0:42:08 > 0:42:11Someone! Quickly! Scott...

0:42:13 > 0:42:15Dr Choa? Dr Hardy?

0:42:18 > 0:42:19What's going on?

0:42:19 > 0:42:21Someone!

0:42:25 > 0:42:27Suction, please.

0:42:27 > 0:42:29Scott, Scott, Scott, please!

0:42:29 > 0:42:30Let's turn the monitors back on

0:42:30 > 0:42:33and can we get someone to hold his airway?

0:42:33 > 0:42:36Suction now, please. No, no, no!

0:42:38 > 0:42:40SOBBING No, no!

0:42:51 > 0:42:53Here you go.

0:42:58 > 0:43:00Here's to tomorrow.

0:43:04 > 0:43:05You all right?

0:43:07 > 0:43:08Yeah.

0:43:10 > 0:43:11Yeah, I am.

0:43:15 > 0:43:17LONG BEEP

0:43:17 > 0:43:19SOBBING

0:43:20 > 0:43:22Time of death, 17:42.

0:43:25 > 0:43:26He's gone.

0:43:34 > 0:43:36Maybe Cal's still around after all.

0:43:54 > 0:43:57Ah, David.

0:43:58 > 0:44:01Mate, that was a really stupid thing to do.

0:44:01 > 0:44:02I owe you a pint or three.

0:44:02 > 0:44:05No, no, I'm good. But thank you.

0:44:07 > 0:44:09David? Come here.

0:44:10 > 0:44:12Is it an I or a Y? Er...

0:44:13 > 0:44:16Either way I'm sure they'll know who we mean.

0:44:16 > 0:44:18What are you doing?

0:44:18 > 0:44:20Well, love comes in many forms, doesn't it?

0:44:20 > 0:44:22And if you don't find it in the form you originally hoped,

0:44:22 > 0:44:25you have to go looking for it elsewhere. No, you've lost me.

0:44:25 > 0:44:28Humanitarian love. Love for your fellow man.

0:44:28 > 0:44:30That's as vital as air. At least it is where you'll be going.

0:44:30 > 0:44:32I'm not sure...

0:44:32 > 0:44:34Well, hard luck. Your name's on the list now. That's that.

0:44:34 > 0:44:37Go on, tick your little box. There's a good boy.

0:44:38 > 0:44:41Mrs Beauchamp, a message from Resus. Scott Ellisson has died.

0:44:41 > 0:44:42What?

0:44:44 > 0:44:48Don't touch anything. I need to speak to Hanssen first. OK.

0:44:48 > 0:44:51So film first, then all you can eat. And then ice cream.

0:44:51 > 0:44:53Then ice cream. Um...

0:44:54 > 0:44:57Really sorry, I'm going to have to catch up with you later.

0:44:57 > 0:45:00Mum! It's just been one of those days.

0:45:02 > 0:45:03You mean...? Mm.

0:45:04 > 0:45:07Yeah, look, Grace, there'll be better days than today.

0:45:07 > 0:45:09Always.

0:45:09 > 0:45:11I want to believe that, I do.

0:45:11 > 0:45:13But it's not going to happen.

0:45:13 > 0:45:16Of course it will, darling. It'll never happen.

0:45:17 > 0:45:19But it's better that we know that now, right?

0:45:22 > 0:45:25I'm going to be there, I promise.

0:45:25 > 0:45:26Dad can look after me.

0:45:28 > 0:45:30So can I.

0:45:30 > 0:45:34People need you. It's not just me that wants your time.

0:45:39 > 0:45:42Well, that's very mature. It's because I'm growing up.

0:45:42 > 0:45:44You certainly are.

0:45:47 > 0:45:49You're more mature than your dad.

0:45:49 > 0:45:51I always have been.

0:45:51 > 0:45:53I'm still here, you know.

0:45:55 > 0:45:56I'm glad that we tried.

0:45:58 > 0:46:00I won't give up.

0:46:04 > 0:46:05You're still the best.

0:46:06 > 0:46:08Have fun.

0:46:19 > 0:46:21Dr Chao.

0:46:22 > 0:46:26We are now at the centre of an official enquiry.

0:46:26 > 0:46:30The police, the coroner, Hanssen will all want a piece of this.

0:46:30 > 0:46:32Make sure you have the answers.

0:46:54 > 0:46:56Hey.

0:47:01 > 0:47:03Talk to me, Cal.

0:47:06 > 0:47:09What's happened to me?

0:47:15 > 0:47:18I don't know what to do.

0:47:22 > 0:47:27I really need you to tell me

0:47:27 > 0:47:29because...

0:47:30 > 0:47:35I don't know what I am any more.

0:47:37 > 0:47:39And I'm scared.

0:47:45 > 0:47:47I miss you.

0:47:51 > 0:47:53I miss you so much.

0:48:00 > 0:48:02Please...

0:48:02 > 0:48:04help me.

0:48:46 > 0:48:47We know we're the last thing

0:48:47 > 0:48:49between something disastrous...

0:48:51 > 0:48:52..and something hopeful.

0:48:52 > 0:48:55Just sometimes we make a difference.

0:48:55 > 0:48:57That's why we come to work.

0:48:57 > 0:48:59That's what this place is all about.