0:00:03 > 0:00:05- Sleep deprivation finally sent you loopy?- Shut up!
0:00:07 > 0:00:08Do you have feelings for her?
0:00:08 > 0:00:10- What are you on about?- Sam,
0:00:10 > 0:00:11do you still have feelings for her?
0:00:11 > 0:00:12You did that on purpose!
0:00:14 > 0:00:15You can apply for whatever you want,
0:00:15 > 0:00:18just don't feel like you can't tell me.
0:00:18 > 0:00:20The research post.
0:00:20 > 0:00:23You will be based in Hong Kong. You did know that?
0:00:23 > 0:00:26There's something important I want to talk to you about.
0:00:31 > 0:00:34# It must be love, love, love! #
0:00:34 > 0:00:37All right, mate, it's a bit early for a drink, innit? David, David.
0:00:37 > 0:00:40Perfect timing, mate.
0:00:40 > 0:00:43You take party man in. Everything's on there.
0:00:43 > 0:00:45I need to nab a coffee.
0:00:45 > 0:00:47All right, Sinatra, come on, come on.
0:00:50 > 0:00:51Excuse me, mate,
0:00:51 > 0:00:54any chance of a coffee on tick? I've left my wallet at base.
0:00:54 > 0:00:56Can't do that, sorry, mate.
0:00:56 > 0:00:57What do you mean no?
0:00:57 > 0:01:00Come on, you do credit, right? You know I'm good for it.
0:01:00 > 0:01:02I'll get you a coffee.
0:01:05 > 0:01:07Dr Chao, Dr Chao.
0:01:07 > 0:01:08Give me a minute.
0:01:10 > 0:01:13- Mr Grayling.- I've got a meeting, but come and find me in an hour.
0:01:13 > 0:01:17I want to make sure you're firing on all cylinders for the pitch today.
0:01:17 > 0:01:19There's no need for concern. It will be word perfect.
0:01:19 > 0:01:21No harm in dotting a few Is.
0:01:21 > 0:01:22Oh, and just so you're aware,
0:01:22 > 0:01:25there's a Mr Heng heading the selection panel.
0:01:25 > 0:01:26He knew your father, apparently.
0:01:26 > 0:01:27Knew him how?
0:01:27 > 0:01:31No idea, but by all means, mine that particular relationship.
0:02:17 > 0:02:19Now pay attention, Rashid.
0:02:19 > 0:02:23Here's what my father said to me when I started work on my first day.
0:02:23 > 0:02:25It's not my first day, just my first in A&E.
0:02:25 > 0:02:26And I'll only be observing.
0:02:26 > 0:02:29Number one rule - do not soil yourself.
0:02:29 > 0:02:32- Mum?!- As in, make a good impression.
0:02:32 > 0:02:34Number two - Respect your peers.
0:02:34 > 0:02:36Even if you hate them.
0:02:36 > 0:02:38- Number three... - How long was Grandad's talk?
0:02:38 > 0:02:40You must've been well late for work.
0:02:40 > 0:02:41Open the glove compartment.
0:02:42 > 0:02:45Good luck gift for your favourite child?
0:02:45 > 0:02:47Pop it in the window.
0:02:47 > 0:02:50This is totally illegal. Where did you get this badge from?
0:02:50 > 0:02:53Well, I know a woman who's housebound. She never uses it.
0:02:53 > 0:02:55That's appalling.
0:02:58 > 0:03:00This is disabled parking.
0:03:00 > 0:03:02Which is why I'm using it.
0:03:02 > 0:03:05Sorry, it's just, idiots always try and park here.
0:03:05 > 0:03:06These people, eh?
0:03:11 > 0:03:12Thanks for the lift, Mum.
0:03:14 > 0:03:17Hey, give me a hug.
0:03:34 > 0:03:36Let me guess. The new F1?
0:03:36 > 0:03:37How can you tell?
0:03:37 > 0:03:40You've got a terrified look and your pits are leaking.
0:03:40 > 0:03:42Actually, there's no nerves here.
0:03:42 > 0:03:46I can't wait to get stuck in. I'm ready for this.
0:03:46 > 0:03:47TYRES SCREECH, HORN BLARES
0:03:47 > 0:03:49- Oh, dear.- What?
0:03:49 > 0:03:51Bet you're not ready for that.
0:03:58 > 0:04:00You gulped that down.
0:04:00 > 0:04:02I have to meet a client.
0:04:03 > 0:04:05Before you go...
0:04:05 > 0:04:08Mutton or lamb?
0:04:08 > 0:04:10Just don't say goat.
0:04:12 > 0:04:14It's really pretty.
0:04:14 > 0:04:18Hope so. Clint and I are going away for the weekend.
0:04:18 > 0:04:22Things have grown a little staid lately.
0:04:22 > 0:04:24I thought it was him, then I thought it was me.
0:04:24 > 0:04:25Now I think it's both of us.
0:04:25 > 0:04:28We need to get the va-va-voom back.
0:04:29 > 0:04:31Time, time, time. I'd better run.
0:04:31 > 0:04:35But, listen, you know - have fun.
0:04:35 > 0:04:38This says we're going to have plenty of that.
0:04:44 > 0:04:46- LAUGHS:- You filthy devil!
0:04:46 > 0:04:49Honestly, Lily, if anyone found this phone, I'd be arrested.
0:04:49 > 0:04:52Can I take a few minutes off to see Mr Grayling, please?
0:04:52 > 0:04:54Of course. What time's the presentation?
0:04:54 > 0:04:57- Three.- You nervous?
0:04:57 > 0:05:00My father used to say anxiety is the route to failure.
0:05:00 > 0:05:04Well, I'm sure if you need it, Iain will hold your hand.
0:05:04 > 0:05:06Today's pitch is all that matters.
0:05:08 > 0:05:11Is everything all right between you two?
0:05:11 > 0:05:14My father also said emotion is the enemy of success.
0:05:14 > 0:05:18My dad told me the Queen is really a lizard.
0:05:18 > 0:05:19SHE LAUGHS
0:05:19 > 0:05:22- Hey.- That's Charlotte's christening all booked.
0:05:22 > 0:05:24All I need now is a godfather.
0:05:24 > 0:05:26- Hi. I'm the new F1.- Hi.
0:05:26 > 0:05:28Are you going to make me an offer I can't refuse?
0:05:28 > 0:05:30- Sorry, what? - That's from The Godfather.
0:05:30 > 0:05:32Thank you. "Revenge is a dish..."
0:05:32 > 0:05:33- BOTH: "Best served cold." - There you go.
0:05:33 > 0:05:34Nice to meet you.
0:05:34 > 0:05:37I have no idea what you're talking about.
0:05:37 > 0:05:38Hi, I'm Rashid Masum.
0:05:39 > 0:05:42Yeah, I'm profoundly busy.
0:05:42 > 0:05:45Benjamin Franks?
0:05:46 > 0:05:48Hello again.
0:05:48 > 0:05:51No? Benjamin Franks?
0:05:51 > 0:05:53I'm not going to ask again.
0:05:53 > 0:05:56I need to find Mrs Beauchamp.
0:05:56 > 0:06:00You just did. Your mum nearly knocked her off her motor bike.
0:06:00 > 0:06:02David, I've got to change, can you show...
0:06:02 > 0:06:06- Rash, Dr Rashid Masum. - ..to Connie's office?
0:06:06 > 0:06:09My pleasure. Staff Nurse David Hide.
0:06:09 > 0:06:11Not Seek?
0:06:11 > 0:06:12No, I'm a Buddhist.
0:06:12 > 0:06:15HE LAUGHS
0:06:15 > 0:06:17See what I did there? Yeah! Come on.
0:06:19 > 0:06:20Clint?
0:06:26 > 0:06:27Clint?
0:06:30 > 0:06:31Where are you?
0:06:32 > 0:06:33Clint?
0:06:38 > 0:06:39Clint?
0:06:42 > 0:06:43Clint!
0:07:06 > 0:07:09Clint, pick up. I don't understand.
0:07:09 > 0:07:10Please call me.
0:07:13 > 0:07:15MOTOR REVS, GEARS GRIND
0:07:18 > 0:07:19PHONE RINGS
0:07:19 > 0:07:21PHONE RINGS
0:07:24 > 0:07:26Sadie?
0:07:26 > 0:07:27Clint's left me.
0:07:28 > 0:07:30I don't know what to do.
0:07:31 > 0:07:34OK, are you at the house?
0:07:34 > 0:07:35Stay put.
0:07:35 > 0:07:37I'll be right round.
0:07:37 > 0:07:41No, I'm already in the car, I'll come to you.
0:07:41 > 0:07:42CALL DISCONNECTS
0:07:44 > 0:07:48- Rhonda?- Sadie just called. She's coming here now.
0:07:48 > 0:07:51- And you answered? - I didn't know what else to do.
0:07:51 > 0:07:54She sounded so upset...
0:07:54 > 0:07:56I know it's tough...
0:07:57 > 0:08:01..and I'm feeling it too, but this is happening.
0:08:01 > 0:08:03We're happening, Rhonda.
0:08:03 > 0:08:05She was going to take you away for the weekend.
0:08:06 > 0:08:10I had to agree. It would've looked suspicious.
0:08:10 > 0:08:12Tell me we're doing the right thing.
0:08:12 > 0:08:14You love me, don't you?
0:08:17 > 0:08:19Then we're doing the right thing.
0:08:24 > 0:08:27# Each moment I wake up
0:08:27 > 0:08:28# Every night
0:08:28 > 0:08:31# Every day... #
0:08:32 > 0:08:37I have our new F1 - Dr Rashid Masum.
0:08:37 > 0:08:39Well, he appears to be invisible.
0:08:42 > 0:08:44Don't believe everything you've heard.
0:08:44 > 0:08:47HE CHUCKLES
0:08:48 > 0:08:52Firstly, I must apologise about my mum's driving. Sorry.
0:08:52 > 0:08:54SHE CHUCKLES
0:08:54 > 0:08:58Well, thankfully, you're working here and not her.
0:08:58 > 0:09:02You need to find Dr Chao, she's going to be your mentor.
0:09:04 > 0:09:07- Sorry, Dr...? - Don't worry, I'll take you. Come on.
0:09:07 > 0:09:08I haven't finished.
0:09:13 > 0:09:16Now, I won't lie to you,
0:09:16 > 0:09:18working here is going to be tough,
0:09:18 > 0:09:21it's a tough department, it will demand everything from you.
0:09:21 > 0:09:25But hopefully the things you learn
0:09:25 > 0:09:28will make you into the doctor you want to be.
0:09:29 > 0:09:31Welcome to Holby. I've finished now.
0:09:37 > 0:09:39# I never thought I'd love you
0:09:39 > 0:09:41# Quite as much
0:09:41 > 0:09:42# As I do... #
0:09:44 > 0:09:46OK. There's a break. Clean him up and get some pain relief, please.
0:09:46 > 0:09:48OK. And then you can be on your way.
0:09:50 > 0:09:53- I told you to come and look for me. - I've been with patients all morning.
0:09:53 > 0:09:56- I want this pitch to go perfectly. - Yes. And it will.
0:09:56 > 0:10:01- Dr Chao, this is Rashid...- Masum. - Masum, exactly, yes.
0:10:01 > 0:10:02I'm the new F1, and I believe
0:10:02 > 0:10:05you're going to have the pleasure of mentoring me.
0:10:05 > 0:10:07I have a meeting. There's a patient in Cubicle 3 -
0:10:07 > 0:10:09observe, record, return with your thoughts.
0:10:11 > 0:10:17Some of the women working here, they're pretty...brusque.
0:10:17 > 0:10:18Mm. I know.
0:10:20 > 0:10:22But I quite like that.
0:10:22 > 0:10:25All I can see is Sadie
0:10:25 > 0:10:28holding up this silk lingerie.
0:10:32 > 0:10:35Rhonda, we've been over this.
0:10:35 > 0:10:37What could any wife possibly get
0:10:37 > 0:10:40from a husband who no longer wants to be with her?
0:10:43 > 0:10:45- She's my best friend.- I know.
0:10:45 > 0:10:46She was mine as too.
0:11:02 > 0:11:04So how's your French coming along?
0:11:04 > 0:11:06- FRENCH ACCENT:- Nothing is going to stop us.
0:11:06 > 0:11:08SHE GIGGLES
0:11:22 > 0:11:23Come on.
0:11:37 > 0:11:41- What do you think?- Of?- The new F1.
0:11:42 > 0:11:44I give him a month.
0:11:44 > 0:11:46I mean totty-wise.
0:11:46 > 0:11:48I think I'm going to give him an eight out of ten.
0:11:48 > 0:11:51Nine if he's got a thing for redheads with kids.
0:11:51 > 0:11:53- So I've observed the patient. - Congratulations.
0:11:53 > 0:11:54What I mean is that's all I've done.
0:11:54 > 0:11:56He won't tell me what caused his injury.
0:11:56 > 0:11:58OK, then tell me what you do know.
0:11:58 > 0:12:00His name's Roland Polly, 73 years old.
0:12:00 > 0:12:02He came in with what look like burns to his chest.
0:12:02 > 0:12:05- Hi, Mr Polly, this is Dr...- Chao.
0:12:05 > 0:12:07Dr Chao.
0:12:07 > 0:12:08What happened?
0:12:08 > 0:12:11I have no idea. Honestly.
0:12:11 > 0:12:13So you're telling me these burns just appeared?
0:12:13 > 0:12:15Yes. Yes, they did.
0:12:15 > 0:12:17We can't keep you in this cubicle indefinitely.
0:12:17 > 0:12:20And if you can't tell me what happened, I can't treat you.
0:12:21 > 0:12:22Dr Chao, with me, please.
0:12:24 > 0:12:27Paramedics have called in an RTC difficult extraction.
0:12:27 > 0:12:30I'd like you to attend. Watch and listen.
0:12:30 > 0:12:31Should be educational.
0:12:31 > 0:12:32Message received.
0:12:34 > 0:12:36- Excuse me?- Sorry, it's just...
0:12:38 > 0:12:40- Sorry.- Strange boy.
0:12:46 > 0:12:48SIRENS WAIL
0:13:04 > 0:13:06- You good?- Yeah, all good.
0:13:06 > 0:13:07OK, does that feel all right?
0:13:07 > 0:13:10OK, Rhonda, I'm going to get you some pain relief, OK?
0:13:10 > 0:13:12And then we'll get you out of here. Bear with me.
0:13:16 > 0:13:19Hi, my name's Sam. I'm a paramedic.
0:13:19 > 0:13:20Do you remember what happened?
0:13:20 > 0:13:23Don't nod or shake your head - just yeses and nos.
0:13:23 > 0:13:24How are they?
0:13:24 > 0:13:26- WHISPERS:- The people in the other car.
0:13:26 > 0:13:29Nice and still for me. Just answer yes or no.
0:13:29 > 0:13:31That's my husband...
0:13:32 > 0:13:34- WHISPERS:- ..with my best friend.
0:13:34 > 0:13:38I'm sorry, but just yeses and nos for me, OK?
0:13:38 > 0:13:40Yes.
0:13:44 > 0:13:45For what it's worth,
0:13:45 > 0:13:48playing the drums isn't meant to be that dangerous.
0:13:51 > 0:13:55Dylan...here. You look dreadful.
0:13:55 > 0:13:57Do I? Thank you very much.
0:13:57 > 0:13:59Sorry, it's just...you know.
0:13:59 > 0:14:02- Come on, Louise, what is it that you want to know?- Everything.
0:14:04 > 0:14:06Sanosi is no longer part of my life.
0:14:06 > 0:14:09There - I think that can end your quest for information.
0:14:09 > 0:14:10Where did he go?
0:14:10 > 0:14:13To a new life, one that I can't possibly imagine,
0:14:13 > 0:14:15so there's no point in even speculating.
0:14:15 > 0:14:18I tried my best. And I failed.
0:14:26 > 0:14:30You're here to learn, am I clear? And don't salute.
0:14:31 > 0:14:32Back in a second.
0:14:34 > 0:14:37- I thought you had a pitch to give. - I tried to tell you.
0:14:37 > 0:14:40- Right, do you want the handover or not?- Please.
0:14:40 > 0:14:42The driver, er, he's fine, barely a scratch on him,
0:14:42 > 0:14:44but the woman, Rhonda Washbrook, 42.
0:14:44 > 0:14:48front passenger entrapment, hit side-on at approximately 40mph, OK?
0:14:48 > 0:14:50Her ABCs are fine,
0:14:50 > 0:14:53but she's got a nasty-looking open fracture to her left femur
0:14:53 > 0:14:55and pains in her pelvis, OK?
0:14:55 > 0:14:59No other obvious injuries but she has taken quite an impact.
0:14:59 > 0:15:02OK, I've got a line in. She just needs some pain relief.
0:15:07 > 0:15:10- Right, out of my way.- Are you going to reduce the fracture?
0:15:10 > 0:15:12I'm going to have a look first.
0:15:12 > 0:15:1310 of ketamine, please.
0:15:13 > 0:15:16Hi, Rhonda, I'm Dr Chao. We're going to get you out
0:15:16 > 0:15:19and I will have a proper look at you then, OK?
0:15:21 > 0:15:22This is going to help with the pain
0:15:22 > 0:15:25but it's still going to be uncomfortable when we move you.
0:15:25 > 0:15:26Can we get a pelvic binder
0:15:26 > 0:15:29and a femoral traction splint ready for me?
0:15:31 > 0:15:33Dr Chao, can you have a look?
0:15:35 > 0:15:37Iain, can you stay with her, please?
0:15:37 > 0:15:38Yeah, we're not going anywhere.
0:15:39 > 0:15:43My patient has sustained a potential full thickness head lac.
0:15:43 > 0:15:49And, er, just a heads-up - the man in the ambulance is her husband.
0:15:49 > 0:15:51You think she saw her with the other woman?
0:15:51 > 0:15:54The green-eyed monster lives and breathes.
0:15:55 > 0:15:56Sam.
0:15:58 > 0:15:59I'm sorry for what I did.
0:16:00 > 0:16:03- It's forgotten.- Are you sure?
0:16:03 > 0:16:04Yeah.
0:16:04 > 0:16:06Just watch out for any low-flying chips.
0:16:11 > 0:16:13Hey, wait up!
0:16:13 > 0:16:15Argh! Oh!
0:16:15 > 0:16:17Iain! Are you OK?
0:16:17 > 0:16:18Yeah, fine.
0:16:18 > 0:16:22- You go and sit in the car. - I'm sorry...- Car!
0:16:22 > 0:16:24I have a patient to attend to.
0:16:26 > 0:16:30Hi, my name is Dr Chao. Can you tell me if you feel any pain anywhere?
0:16:31 > 0:16:33OK, deep breaths for me.
0:16:35 > 0:16:38MOBILE RINGS
0:16:42 > 0:16:43Hi, Mum.
0:16:45 > 0:16:46Yeah, yeah.
0:16:47 > 0:16:49It's going great.
0:16:50 > 0:16:51They love me.
0:16:52 > 0:16:55Dr Chao, I need you over here now, please.
0:16:55 > 0:16:57Stay with her, yeah?
0:16:59 > 0:17:03- RHONDA SOBS - Rhonda, just try and relax for me, OK?
0:17:03 > 0:17:06We're going to make you as comfortable as possible, OK?
0:17:06 > 0:17:09Just pull the femur out to length. Are you OK?
0:17:09 > 0:17:10Yeah.
0:17:11 > 0:17:13Ready? One, two, three.
0:17:13 > 0:17:15SHE CRIES OUT
0:17:15 > 0:17:17Let's get the traction splint on.
0:17:20 > 0:17:21You're doing really well.
0:17:23 > 0:17:25Duffy, this is Rhonda Washbrook, 42.
0:17:25 > 0:17:31At approximately 11am she was the front-seat passenger in a two-car RTC
0:17:31 > 0:17:33and was hit side-on at 40mph.
0:17:33 > 0:17:36Tachy - 112, BP good - 126/74...
0:17:36 > 0:17:39- This is Sadie Holm, 47 years old... - ..GCS 15 throughout.
0:17:39 > 0:17:41..she was involved in a two-car RTC...
0:17:41 > 0:17:44She was fully immobilised at scene with a pelvic splint, 30 minutes.
0:17:44 > 0:17:47She's sustained a full-thickness laceration
0:17:47 > 0:17:49and she has left lateral neck pain.
0:17:49 > 0:17:51She had 1 gram of IV paracetamol
0:17:51 > 0:17:54but she's refused C-spine immobilisation.
0:17:56 > 0:17:59Where's Clint? I want him here.
0:17:59 > 0:18:00Bear with us just now.
0:18:00 > 0:18:03- Can we cross-match for four units, please?- I'll put another line in.
0:18:03 > 0:18:05Someone needs to look at your arm.
0:18:05 > 0:18:08It's fine, it's fine. I'll live.
0:18:09 > 0:18:11Let's get her ready, please.
0:18:11 > 0:18:15She's going to need a traumagram and I'm going to be speaking to CT.
0:18:16 > 0:18:18Somebody get me out of here. I can't be in here.
0:18:18 > 0:18:20You mustn't move, all right?
0:18:20 > 0:18:22No, no, this is her fault. She's caused this!
0:18:22 > 0:18:25- Stay nice and calm for me.- Clint?
0:18:25 > 0:18:27You really need to stay still, OK?
0:18:30 > 0:18:33- How is she?- Clint?
0:18:33 > 0:18:34Oh, thank goodness!
0:18:34 > 0:18:36- OK, I'm here, I'm here.- Excuse me.
0:18:36 > 0:18:37Just stay back.
0:18:37 > 0:18:39I'm just going to listen to your chest, OK?
0:18:41 > 0:18:42Just lie back.
0:18:50 > 0:18:51Iain, you all right?
0:18:52 > 0:18:55Word of advice - stay away from that new F1.
0:18:55 > 0:18:58- What, he did that?- As if we don't have enough accidents to deal with.
0:18:58 > 0:19:00He always seemed very pleasant to me.
0:19:00 > 0:19:02Well, he might be, but he's a flaming liability.
0:19:02 > 0:19:04Right, Iain, let's have a little chat.
0:19:07 > 0:19:09Apologies.
0:19:09 > 0:19:11Mr Polly is waiting.
0:19:11 > 0:19:13He's still here?
0:19:13 > 0:19:15Er, yes. He hasn't been treated.
0:19:27 > 0:19:30- Sorry, there was an emergency. - I really need to be on my way.
0:19:30 > 0:19:33Well, with all due respect, you're not actually helping make that happen, are you?
0:19:33 > 0:19:35Well, just give me some gel or plasters.
0:19:35 > 0:19:38It's not that straightforward. These are definitely burns, Mr Polly.
0:19:38 > 0:19:40And we need to know exactly what type.
0:19:40 > 0:19:42How many types are there?
0:19:42 > 0:19:45There's burns from fire, there's sunburn, there's steam burns...
0:19:45 > 0:19:46That's the one!
0:19:46 > 0:19:49Tea. Hot tea. Boiling.
0:19:49 > 0:19:51- Really?- I spilled tea down myself.
0:19:51 > 0:19:52Tea.
0:19:52 > 0:19:54Will you please treat me now?
0:19:54 > 0:19:56Thing is, it doesn't look like scalding,
0:19:56 > 0:19:59and it's focused on the chest area rather than splashing everywhere.
0:19:59 > 0:20:01Are you calling me a liar?
0:20:02 > 0:20:04- Uh...- Well?!- Dr Masum.- What?
0:20:04 > 0:20:06Mrs Beauchamp would like a word with you.
0:20:13 > 0:20:15Can we check if Sadie's wound's still bleeding?
0:20:16 > 0:20:19Here we go. Easy does it.
0:20:20 > 0:20:22So what happens now?
0:20:22 > 0:20:26We will keep you in for observation for a bit, to rule out concussion.
0:20:26 > 0:20:28I-I-I don't mean that.
0:20:29 > 0:20:32Oh, erm, I presume the police will be called
0:20:32 > 0:20:34and they'll want to talk to you.
0:20:34 > 0:20:35It's all just a blur.
0:20:37 > 0:20:41I saw them and then... I saw nothing - just...white.
0:20:42 > 0:20:45Not red. Cos they say that, don't they? They say you see red.
0:20:45 > 0:20:46But not me, I saw white.
0:20:47 > 0:20:49Just...white.
0:20:51 > 0:20:53Yes?
0:20:53 > 0:20:54- CONNIE:- Come.
0:20:54 > 0:20:56You wanted to see me, Mrs Beauchamp?
0:20:56 > 0:20:57Come in.
0:21:03 > 0:21:06I want you to tell me exactly what happened with the paramedic.
0:21:09 > 0:21:10The honest answer?
0:21:12 > 0:21:16I barged Iain and he cut his wrist on a broken window.
0:21:17 > 0:21:19You barged him?
0:21:19 > 0:21:21I was...
0:21:21 > 0:21:23And I know how this is going to sound...
0:21:23 > 0:21:25I was excited, I just wanted to see.
0:21:25 > 0:21:28If you can't take a clear and simple instruction
0:21:28 > 0:21:31then you have no place in this ED.
0:21:31 > 0:21:35- Maintaining control of the... - Sorry, could you excuse me, please?
0:21:42 > 0:21:45Right, you have two rib fractures
0:21:45 > 0:21:48and you're going to need surgery on your open femur fracture.
0:21:48 > 0:21:50But your pelvis looks fine.
0:21:50 > 0:21:51This is insane.
0:21:52 > 0:21:54There's more.
0:21:54 > 0:21:57- What is it?- There can't be worse.
0:21:57 > 0:21:59It's of a more delicate matter.
0:21:59 > 0:22:01I don't understand.
0:22:01 > 0:22:04- Could we talk in private?- It's fine.
0:22:05 > 0:22:07We're together.
0:22:07 > 0:22:08Very much so, yeah.
0:22:09 > 0:22:10OK.
0:22:11 > 0:22:13You're pregnant.
0:22:13 > 0:22:16- What?! - I have the results. I can show you.
0:22:17 > 0:22:19I thought you were on the pill.
0:22:19 > 0:22:21Well...
0:22:21 > 0:22:23I am. I mean...
0:22:23 > 0:22:24I was.
0:22:26 > 0:22:28I didn't want to be on it, not really.
0:22:29 > 0:22:31You didn't think to tell me?
0:22:31 > 0:22:33Let's pop this back on, shall we?
0:22:39 > 0:22:41VIOLENT VOMITING
0:22:41 > 0:22:43Rash?
0:22:43 > 0:22:44Rash, are you OK?
0:22:44 > 0:22:46TOILET FLUSHES
0:22:46 > 0:22:47Yeah, I'm great.
0:22:49 > 0:22:51You know, I thought I'd be a natural.
0:22:51 > 0:22:54I thought I'd walk in here and make everyone's day.
0:22:54 > 0:22:56Ah, well, maybe that'll just take time.
0:22:56 > 0:22:59No, it's too late. I've blown it already.
0:22:59 > 0:23:03Look, if it's any consolation, I was much worse when I first started.
0:23:03 > 0:23:05I couldn't even speak.
0:23:05 > 0:23:06To anyone.
0:23:07 > 0:23:09You see...
0:23:09 > 0:23:11You see, I'm a man who takes, um, well...
0:23:12 > 0:23:14..smaller steps than most.
0:23:15 > 0:23:16But you know what?
0:23:17 > 0:23:19I still get there.
0:23:19 > 0:23:23I still, somehow or other, find a way to...get there in the end.
0:23:25 > 0:23:27Rash...
0:23:28 > 0:23:30..slow and steady wins the race.
0:23:36 > 0:23:38Those results are definitely correct, then?
0:23:38 > 0:23:40No room for doubt or human error?
0:23:40 > 0:23:41None at all.
0:23:41 > 0:23:43What do you give people for shock around here, then?
0:23:43 > 0:23:46Tea with two sugars, and there's a cafe out there.
0:23:49 > 0:23:51Lily, you're needed in cubicles.
0:23:51 > 0:23:54- I'm not covering cubicles today. - We need a doctor.
0:23:54 > 0:23:56- Well, I have somewhere to be. - I know, and that's cubicles.
0:23:56 > 0:23:59I have a presentation!
0:24:03 > 0:24:04Iain.
0:24:05 > 0:24:07Thought you were busy making a name for yourself.
0:24:09 > 0:24:11If that's how you're going to be...
0:24:11 > 0:24:14Hang on, hang on, wait. I'm sorry.
0:24:15 > 0:24:16It's not been the best of days.
0:24:19 > 0:24:20Can I have a look?
0:24:21 > 0:24:22Please do.
0:24:31 > 0:24:34I'm going to have to clean the wound and assess the damage.
0:24:35 > 0:24:38Would you like some pain relief?
0:24:38 > 0:24:40Nah, you're all right, I'm a big boy.
0:24:40 > 0:24:43- HE GASPS - Ooh!
0:24:43 > 0:24:44Is the big boy OK?
0:24:50 > 0:24:52So you went for the pitch, then?
0:24:54 > 0:24:56I honestly tried to tell you...
0:24:56 > 0:24:58but you never seem to want to talk to me.
0:24:59 > 0:25:01I know, I'm sorry.
0:25:02 > 0:25:04I was just angry about the ketchup thing.
0:25:04 > 0:25:06Which I've apologised for.
0:25:07 > 0:25:08What did Sam say?
0:25:09 > 0:25:11She brought me here, didn't she?
0:25:14 > 0:25:18Trouble is, I'm now late meeting Mr Grayling.
0:25:19 > 0:25:22I always knew that five-year plan would work out for you.
0:25:24 > 0:25:26You remember I told you that?
0:25:26 > 0:25:28I remember everything you tell me.
0:25:31 > 0:25:32- WHISPERS:- Liar.
0:25:34 > 0:25:37You're going to need a few stitches but I think you'll live.
0:25:38 > 0:25:39So what happens next, then?
0:25:40 > 0:25:42If the pitch is successful?
0:25:43 > 0:25:44Promotion?
0:25:46 > 0:25:47A transfer.
0:25:48 > 0:25:50What, from the ED?
0:25:51 > 0:25:53Lucky you.
0:25:53 > 0:25:55Out of the country.
0:25:56 > 0:25:58The placement is in Hong Kong.
0:25:59 > 0:26:03Hang on, for a second then I thought you said Hong Kong.
0:26:03 > 0:26:05I'm so sorry, Mr Grayling's waiting.
0:26:21 > 0:26:23Clint?
0:26:27 > 0:26:29How could you do this to us?
0:26:31 > 0:26:32I...
0:26:34 > 0:26:37Please, Sadie, not now.
0:26:38 > 0:26:41Everything's a jumble in my head. I-I don't know where I am.
0:26:41 > 0:26:43What is it about her?
0:26:46 > 0:26:47There's an old song...
0:26:49 > 0:26:53I can't remember the title but there's a line in it...
0:26:53 > 0:26:55"Everybody's looking for something."
0:26:56 > 0:26:58I'm not.
0:26:58 > 0:27:00Er, Mrs Holm, you can't just wander around like this.
0:27:00 > 0:27:02Clint...
0:27:02 > 0:27:05Look, Sadie, you're going to have to let it go
0:27:05 > 0:27:07because I'm going to be a dad again, OK?
0:27:11 > 0:27:13Look, we need to look after you.
0:27:15 > 0:27:16Will you let us do that?
0:27:20 > 0:27:22- Ow!- What kind of fool are you?
0:27:22 > 0:27:25I set it up so the two of you could make up.
0:27:26 > 0:27:28Yeah, well, it's too late for that.
0:27:28 > 0:27:31Why didn't you just grab her and say what needed to be said?
0:27:31 > 0:27:34She's moving to Hong Kong. Satisfied?
0:27:34 > 0:27:37Well, I don't blame her with the way you've been making her feel.
0:27:37 > 0:27:40- She's hardly going to turn that down for me, is she? - Well, you don't know that, do you?
0:27:40 > 0:27:44You've been wrong about everything else so I don't see why you suddenly would be right about this.
0:27:44 > 0:27:46Oh, thanks. Nice vote of confidence.
0:27:46 > 0:27:48You can't let her go.
0:27:49 > 0:27:50It's out of my hands.
0:27:52 > 0:27:53You're better than this, Iain.
0:27:54 > 0:27:56Come on! You like her, don't you?
0:27:57 > 0:28:00- Yeah, suppose. - You suppo... And she likes you.
0:28:00 > 0:28:03Come on! We're not in a school playground.
0:28:03 > 0:28:06I'm just saying it's not out of your hands.
0:28:11 > 0:28:12Two words for you, mate.
0:28:12 > 0:28:15Total. Idiot.
0:28:23 > 0:28:28Mr Polly, I'm afraid we need this cubicle back.
0:28:28 > 0:28:32I've told you - they're burns from hot tea.
0:28:32 > 0:28:35Yes, hot tea. Unless you start telling us the truth
0:28:35 > 0:28:37I'm afraid there's nothing more we can do for you.
0:28:37 > 0:28:40Mr Polly, you want to get better.
0:28:40 > 0:28:41I mean, that's why you came here.
0:28:41 > 0:28:43So help us to help you.
0:28:44 > 0:28:46You won't understand.
0:28:48 > 0:28:50We're not here to judge, we're here to treat you.
0:28:51 > 0:28:54So what is it you don't want to tell us?
0:28:58 > 0:29:01It goes no further, I promise you.
0:29:01 > 0:29:04Only, I think these are chemical burns.
0:29:07 > 0:29:08You're spot-on.
0:29:09 > 0:29:12They're from, er, hair removal cream.
0:29:13 > 0:29:17I was trying to get rid of my ghastly chest hairs.
0:29:17 > 0:29:21- I'll check the pH of the burns and irrigate the wound.- OK, great.
0:29:21 > 0:29:24Thank you. Our lips are sealed.
0:29:24 > 0:29:26I promise you.
0:29:32 > 0:29:33Lily!
0:29:35 > 0:29:38What are you doing here? I'm about to go inside.
0:29:38 > 0:29:40- Just hear me out. - Iain, please, not now.
0:29:40 > 0:29:41I want you to tell you...
0:29:42 > 0:29:45..that I...really...
0:29:47 > 0:29:48Yes?
0:29:50 > 0:29:52I r-really like you.
0:29:53 > 0:29:56I like you more than I ever thought possible.
0:29:58 > 0:29:59You're telling me this now?
0:30:00 > 0:30:03There's never been anybody in my life like you.
0:30:03 > 0:30:04Ever.
0:30:07 > 0:30:09Are you not going to say anything?
0:30:10 > 0:30:11Dr Chao?
0:30:13 > 0:30:14Moral support.
0:30:15 > 0:30:18You won't need it. I had Heng eating out of my hand.
0:30:18 > 0:30:20Now, get in there and nail this thing.
0:30:23 > 0:30:24Later.
0:30:35 > 0:30:36Please, come in.
0:30:40 > 0:30:42So it's odds-on, then?
0:30:43 > 0:30:45Oh, I'd say so.
0:30:54 > 0:30:55Hello.
0:30:59 > 0:31:01Dr Chao?
0:31:06 > 0:31:08PHONE VIBRATES
0:31:11 > 0:31:15You know, a lot of people burn themselves with chemicals, it's not uncommon.
0:31:15 > 0:31:18But it's really not THAT embarrassing trying to get rid of body hair.
0:31:19 > 0:31:21I have a date with a younger man.
0:31:23 > 0:31:25I may have told him I was younger as well.
0:31:25 > 0:31:29But when I looked down and saw all this horrible white hair...
0:31:29 > 0:31:30- I get it now...- I panicked.
0:31:30 > 0:31:35I slathered it on and it started to burn, so I jumped in the shower,
0:31:35 > 0:31:38rubbed soap in and it made it ten times worse.
0:31:38 > 0:31:41- 'Fraid it would do. - Now there's no hiding it.
0:31:41 > 0:31:46My date will ask me how I hurt myself, I will tell him, and he will think...
0:31:46 > 0:31:48"You stupid old git."
0:31:48 > 0:31:51Look, my mum...
0:31:51 > 0:31:54once set me up on a date with the nicest girl you could imagine,
0:31:54 > 0:31:56but I had a spot on the tip of my nose, it was more like a boil.
0:31:56 > 0:31:59So the doctor in me thought I'd lance it and irrigate it.
0:31:59 > 0:32:02My nose swelled up so much I could hardly see past it.
0:32:02 > 0:32:06When I went to kiss the girl, I couldn't get anywhere near her lips.
0:32:06 > 0:32:08- Delightful.- But didn't put me off.
0:32:08 > 0:32:10I just thought, could be worse.
0:32:10 > 0:32:12And you lived happily ever after?
0:32:12 > 0:32:13Absolutely!
0:32:13 > 0:32:17Mr Polly, I'll be right back with a letter for your practice nurse.
0:32:19 > 0:32:20Ah...that girl.
0:32:21 > 0:32:24She never wanted to see you again, did she?
0:32:24 > 0:32:26Nope. Not for one second.
0:32:31 > 0:32:34- DOOR SHUTS - Well?
0:32:34 > 0:32:35I don't know.
0:32:35 > 0:32:37What?
0:32:37 > 0:32:39- I think I did all right.- Think?
0:32:40 > 0:32:42This is not the Lily Chao I know.
0:32:42 > 0:32:44I lost my way, I...
0:32:45 > 0:32:46..lost my focus.
0:32:46 > 0:32:48Well, what did Heng say?
0:32:48 > 0:32:52He didn't say anything. They just looked at me with blank faces, so...
0:32:52 > 0:32:53This is not acceptable.
0:32:54 > 0:32:56- Excuse me.- I haven't finished!
0:32:56 > 0:32:59It's not like I can go back in there and do it again!
0:33:02 > 0:33:05There will be repercussions, I promise you.
0:33:14 > 0:33:16You waited for me.
0:33:16 > 0:33:17Yeah, well...
0:33:18 > 0:33:21I need to know. Are you staying or going?
0:33:24 > 0:33:26They have others to see...
0:33:26 > 0:33:28but I didn't do my best.
0:33:29 > 0:33:33And the way I see it, I don't think I am going anywhere.
0:33:37 > 0:33:40I-I'm trying to feel bad for you, honest.
0:33:43 > 0:33:44Always honest.
0:34:03 > 0:34:05Excuse me, I don't think you should be in here.
0:34:05 > 0:34:06Just one minute, please.
0:34:24 > 0:34:25Does he love you?
0:34:26 > 0:34:29I'm so sorry.
0:34:29 > 0:34:31I want to ask so many questions, I want to hear it all.
0:34:31 > 0:34:33But look what I've done to you.
0:34:34 > 0:34:36Look what I've done to you.
0:34:36 > 0:34:39What happened to us?
0:34:39 > 0:34:42This is not how friends behave.
0:34:43 > 0:34:44Here we are.
0:34:46 > 0:34:49- I wish we weren't. - But it's a bit late for that.
0:34:51 > 0:34:53Clint told me you're pregnant.
0:34:54 > 0:34:57You've seen him? Where is he?
0:34:58 > 0:35:01Sadie, why is he not...here?
0:35:02 > 0:35:04- Rhonda?- Sadie...
0:35:04 > 0:35:05Rhonda?
0:35:07 > 0:35:09Can you help her, please?
0:35:09 > 0:35:11- OK, OK... - L-Look at her, do something!
0:35:13 > 0:35:15I need some help. Anyone, please.
0:35:18 > 0:35:22OK, Rhonda, let's get this back on.
0:35:22 > 0:35:25I'm just going to listen to your chest.
0:35:25 > 0:35:27But what if she does get posted to Hong Kong?
0:35:29 > 0:35:31Nah, she wants me.
0:35:31 > 0:35:34- Sure about that?- Hang on, you were the one trying to push us together
0:35:34 > 0:35:36and now you're telling me to be wary.
0:35:36 > 0:35:38What is it with women and changing their mind?
0:35:38 > 0:35:40As long as you're completely sure.
0:35:40 > 0:35:42I am going to make this happen. You watch.
0:35:46 > 0:35:50There's another hairline injury, it seemed innocuous.
0:35:50 > 0:35:52Morphine isn't going to be enough.
0:35:52 > 0:35:55- What do you mean?- You could try a serratus anterior nerve block.
0:35:58 > 0:36:00Good thinking. Ten out of ten.
0:36:00 > 0:36:03Sats 93% and she's tachy.
0:36:03 > 0:36:04OK, gloves, please.
0:36:04 > 0:36:07Can I get an ultrasound, please,
0:36:07 > 0:36:10- and can I have 20ml of 0.25% levobupivacaine?- Yeah.
0:36:10 > 0:36:14I'm going to inject a bolus to block the nerves.
0:36:14 > 0:36:16- It's going to help. - Can you call Clint?
0:36:16 > 0:36:18We're not too sure where he's gone.
0:36:18 > 0:36:22OK, Rhonda, we need you to roll over for us, OK? Nice and easy.
0:36:22 > 0:36:24That's it.
0:36:24 > 0:36:26- The path of true love... - That's it.
0:36:26 > 0:36:28What a mess!
0:36:28 > 0:36:30Ultrasound, please.
0:36:32 > 0:36:33You stay still for me.
0:36:33 > 0:36:39I'm going to inject around a nerve into your chest wall.
0:36:39 > 0:36:41It's going to feel like I'm going in very slowly
0:36:41 > 0:36:44but it's a good thing so please bear with me.
0:36:47 > 0:36:49Just stay still, stay still.
0:36:49 > 0:36:51RHONDA CRIES
0:36:51 > 0:36:53OK, nice and still.
0:36:54 > 0:36:55Almost there.
0:36:58 > 0:37:00OK, the pain should ease off now.
0:37:01 > 0:37:03Hang on, her heart rate just sped up.
0:37:04 > 0:37:06I thought you'd helped her?
0:37:09 > 0:37:10Can you feel this?
0:37:10 > 0:37:12My lips are tingling.
0:37:12 > 0:37:14- The anaesthetic. - Has gone into her bloodstream.
0:37:14 > 0:37:18Must have been when she moved. OK, let's forget about the procedure.
0:37:19 > 0:37:22Rhonda, I've been thinking... W-What's going on?
0:37:22 > 0:37:24Just stay back for me, please.
0:37:26 > 0:37:32Can I have 20% lipid emulsion 1.5ml per kilogram hourly infusion?
0:37:32 > 0:37:35And can you fast-beep the on-call anaesthetist?
0:37:35 > 0:37:37Yup.
0:37:38 > 0:37:40OK, can I have this arm?
0:37:40 > 0:37:43Doctor? Is there...? What about the baby?
0:37:43 > 0:37:45- Meaning?- Well, is there a chance she could lose it?
0:37:45 > 0:37:49- It's going to be part of our follow-up check. - But it that a possibility or...?
0:37:49 > 0:37:51I said I'll know more when I know more.
0:37:51 > 0:37:53Clint?
0:37:53 > 0:37:55What were you saying?
0:37:55 > 0:37:58Just checking everything's going to be OK. What did you think I was saying?
0:37:58 > 0:38:01- Excuse me, could you give us some room, please?- Yeah, sorry.
0:38:01 > 0:38:03Er, look, I really do want this. Really.
0:38:13 > 0:38:15Oh, Lily. How did the pitch go?
0:38:16 > 0:38:19Bad, and then better... I'm not sure.
0:38:19 > 0:38:20What?
0:38:20 > 0:38:24That doesn't sound like the medic I've seen grow into a very fine doctor.
0:38:24 > 0:38:25What happened?
0:38:25 > 0:38:27I was distracted.
0:38:27 > 0:38:29But it is what you want, though?
0:38:29 > 0:38:32I don't think what I want matters any more.
0:38:35 > 0:38:38If you have an opportunity, grab it with both hands.
0:38:38 > 0:38:40Don't let someone else have your career.
0:38:43 > 0:38:45And, er, when you've got a moment...
0:38:45 > 0:38:47I'd like your thoughts on the new F1.
0:38:48 > 0:38:49I can talk now.
0:38:52 > 0:38:55He's, er, raw, obviously.
0:38:55 > 0:38:58Excitable, nervous,
0:38:58 > 0:38:59lacks confidence.
0:38:59 > 0:39:02But what new F1 isn't?
0:39:03 > 0:39:06People can - and they often do - surprise you.
0:39:06 > 0:39:09It just takes them a little while to find a way.
0:39:10 > 0:39:12Thank you, Dr Chao.
0:39:26 > 0:39:28One, two.
0:39:28 > 0:39:30FEEDBACK FROM MIC
0:39:37 > 0:39:42Ah, the Dark Lord Grayling is walking about with a face like thunder.
0:39:42 > 0:39:45I may not be his favourite person right now.
0:39:45 > 0:39:47And yet you are smiling.
0:39:47 > 0:39:48I am?
0:39:48 > 0:39:50Must be lurve!
0:39:50 > 0:39:52It's similar to the smile I see every morning in the mirror.
0:39:52 > 0:39:57- So you're in love.- Well, it's in the air. As long as it lasts.
0:39:57 > 0:39:59If it doesn't work out you still have your career.
0:39:59 > 0:40:03Oh, Lily! Your career is what pays for the fun in between shifts.
0:40:03 > 0:40:05I never looked at it like that.
0:40:05 > 0:40:06Here's one of my sayings.
0:40:06 > 0:40:09Happiness won't wait around for you. Grab it while you can.
0:40:11 > 0:40:14Dr Chao. Do you have a moment?
0:40:30 > 0:40:31This wasn't the deal.
0:40:32 > 0:40:34I'm not here to judge, sir.
0:40:34 > 0:40:36She wants something I don't. I've been a dad already.
0:40:36 > 0:40:38This was meant to be something else.
0:40:38 > 0:40:41I really need to, um... get back to work.
0:40:41 > 0:40:44Hey! I heard you did all right in resus today.
0:40:44 > 0:40:47- Thanks, er...?- Alicia.
0:40:47 > 0:40:49We're heading to the pub in a bit.
0:40:49 > 0:40:52- I don't really drink. - Yeah, me neither. See you there.
0:41:04 > 0:41:06I know the pitch didn't go well for you.
0:41:07 > 0:41:11I accept that and I don't expect to be going any further.
0:41:11 > 0:41:19Indeed. Though what I saw was a very determined, very tenacious woman.
0:41:19 > 0:41:21The wheels had come off but you kept on going.
0:41:22 > 0:41:24I was terrible.
0:41:24 > 0:41:28Your father possessed the same dogged qualities.
0:41:28 > 0:41:32And when you stood there in front of us, I think I saw him, Dr Chao.
0:41:33 > 0:41:35That's very kind of you, thank you.
0:41:35 > 0:41:37He was also a very good reader of people.
0:41:39 > 0:41:43So I would like you to take this research project on.
0:41:46 > 0:41:47Excuse me?
0:41:47 > 0:41:50How would you feel about leading this project?
0:41:50 > 0:41:52But it's Mr Grayling's project.
0:41:52 > 0:41:54Ah, Mr Grayling.
0:41:54 > 0:41:56An intriguing man.
0:41:56 > 0:41:59But not one any of us would wish to pursue anything with.
0:42:02 > 0:42:04I don't need your answer now.
0:42:05 > 0:42:09But it was nice seeing a glimpse of your father again.
0:42:17 > 0:42:20So what do you think of the new rash Dr Rash?
0:42:20 > 0:42:23How many times are you going to use that joke?
0:42:23 > 0:42:25Anyway, Louise texted me. She's given him five out of ten.
0:42:25 > 0:42:28Five?! I'd give him at least a six, six and a half,
0:42:28 > 0:42:30and, well, with time and a fair wind that could change.
0:42:31 > 0:42:33Dr Masum.
0:42:34 > 0:42:35Are you coming to the pub?
0:42:36 > 0:42:38Actually, my mum's going to pick me up.
0:42:38 > 0:42:40It's your first day, you need to join in.
0:42:41 > 0:42:44It's something I should have done on my first day.
0:42:46 > 0:42:49Well, in that case, see you there...
0:42:54 > 0:42:55Sadie?
0:42:55 > 0:42:57I could phone someone. Jim Connors, he's a lawyer.
0:42:57 > 0:42:59You've got other things to worry about.
0:42:59 > 0:43:02Look, I'll tell the police that you were upset and you're not in your right mind.
0:43:02 > 0:43:04- What about Rhonda? - She's got what she really wants.
0:43:04 > 0:43:06I don't want to be part of that.
0:43:07 > 0:43:08What are you saying?
0:43:08 > 0:43:10Whatever you want.
0:43:10 > 0:43:12Cos now I truly know what matters.
0:43:14 > 0:43:15I think I do, too.
0:43:17 > 0:43:19I need to be there for my friend.
0:43:19 > 0:43:21Because you won't be, will you?
0:43:30 > 0:43:32Can I get you another?
0:43:32 > 0:43:35- Are you trying to get me drunk? - Oh, yes, it's a tradition.
0:43:35 > 0:43:38- OK, yeah, sure. What about you? - Don't drink. Another pint?
0:43:41 > 0:43:42Oh, she's here.
0:43:42 > 0:43:46MUSIC: It Must Be Love by Madness
0:43:49 > 0:43:53# I never thought I'd feel this way
0:43:53 > 0:43:56# The way I feel about you
0:44:03 > 0:44:08# As soon as I wake up every night, every day
0:44:09 > 0:44:14# I know that it's you I need to take my blues away
0:44:16 > 0:44:19# It must be love, love, love
0:44:21 > 0:44:24# It must be love, love, love
0:44:25 > 0:44:30# Nothing more, nothing less Love is the... #
0:44:33 > 0:44:36I don't sing out of tune for just anybody, you know.
0:44:38 > 0:44:39I got the research post.
0:44:41 > 0:44:42You're joking.
0:44:45 > 0:44:46I thought you blew it.
0:44:48 > 0:44:49I thought so, too.
0:44:53 > 0:44:54So what now?
0:44:55 > 0:44:57Honest answer, I don't know.
0:44:59 > 0:45:02For the first time in my life I have no idea what to do.
0:45:05 > 0:45:07How long have you got to decide?
0:45:09 > 0:45:10Soon.
0:45:14 > 0:45:16I could sing another song.
0:45:20 > 0:45:22You can't move to Hong Kong.
0:45:23 > 0:45:25Can you?
0:45:26 > 0:45:27- WHISPERS:- I don't know.
0:45:29 > 0:45:31What if I ask you not to go?
0:45:37 > 0:45:39- Don't...- No wait, please, Lily.
0:45:40 > 0:45:43Stay here. Be with me.
0:45:43 > 0:45:45We'll be amazing together.
0:45:51 > 0:45:53I'm so sorry.
0:45:54 > 0:45:55I can't do this.
0:46:23 > 0:46:24Lily.
0:46:24 > 0:46:27No, no, wait. Wait, wait, wait.
0:46:27 > 0:46:29Wait, stop.
0:46:29 > 0:46:32There's got to be a way to make this work, right? There has to be.
0:46:32 > 0:46:36I promise you I will be the best I can and I will make you so happy.
0:46:36 > 0:46:38- WHISPERS:- I know that.
0:46:52 > 0:46:54But this can open so many doors.
0:46:59 > 0:47:01I'm Lily Chao.
0:47:03 > 0:47:04And I have to go.