0:00:02 > 0:00:03- Hi. I'm the new FI.- Hi.
0:00:03 > 0:00:05Argh! Ugh!
0:00:05 > 0:00:06You, go and sit in the car.
0:00:06 > 0:00:08- I'm sorry.- Car!
0:00:08 > 0:00:12This is my life and I can't let this tumour take control of it.
0:00:12 > 0:00:15I'm not a murderer. I'm a good doctor.
0:00:15 > 0:00:17You used to be.
0:00:17 > 0:00:20No, it's going great. They love me.
0:00:20 > 0:00:25I'm Lily Chao and I have to go.
0:00:28 > 0:00:30You let a man die.
0:00:32 > 0:00:35Come on, my man, I mean, we're talking about the Incredible Hulk!
0:00:35 > 0:00:38Oh, what, I'm having a bad day so I'm just going to turn
0:00:38 > 0:00:40big, ugly and green?
0:00:40 > 0:00:43Uh-uh, give me Chris Hemsworth as Thor any day of the week.
0:00:43 > 0:00:44Oh, hello...
0:00:44 > 0:00:48What I wouldn't give to be that hammer. Morning, Ethan.
0:00:48 > 0:00:50No, but, seriously, you know what? You're right.
0:00:50 > 0:00:51Thor was the best one.
0:00:51 > 0:00:55Yeah, I mean, the protector of mankind, master of fertility
0:00:55 > 0:00:57and pretty much invincible.
0:00:57 > 0:00:59- Remind you of anyone? - JACOB LAUGHS
0:00:59 > 0:01:01He wasn't, actually.
0:01:01 > 0:01:03On the day of the twilight for the Norse gods,
0:01:03 > 0:01:05he killed the serpent god but then he got infected
0:01:05 > 0:01:07with its poison and died.
0:01:08 > 0:01:12Ironic, really, being poisoned by the evil he was trying to destroy.
0:01:12 > 0:01:14Yeah, well, no-one likes a know-it-all, Ethan.
0:01:15 > 0:01:17That's it - the next film is ruined for me now.
0:01:17 > 0:01:20- I don't need to go and watch it. - Thanks a lot, Ethan. Cheers.
0:01:20 > 0:01:22- I know what's going to happen. - Top man.
0:02:03 > 0:02:04She's not going to call.
0:02:11 > 0:02:13What are you doing?!
0:02:13 > 0:02:15First rule of break-ups - no contact.
0:02:15 > 0:02:18All right, so delete her number. Don't destroy personal property.
0:02:18 > 0:02:20Second rule of break-ups -
0:02:20 > 0:02:22to get over someone, you've got to get under someone.
0:02:22 > 0:02:25- 11'o'clock. Oi, oi! - SIREN WAILS
0:02:26 > 0:02:28What is that?
0:02:28 > 0:02:29She was fit.
0:02:29 > 0:02:33Yeah, but you're a paramedic, not a white van driver.
0:02:33 > 0:02:35And anyway, if I want relationship advice,
0:02:35 > 0:02:38I think I can find somebody better than Sam "Two Divorce" Nicholls.
0:02:39 > 0:02:40Low blow.
0:02:40 > 0:02:43Low blow? You've just thrown my phone out the window!
0:02:48 > 0:02:51SIRENS WAIL
0:02:51 > 0:02:52PHONE CHIMES
0:02:54 > 0:02:56SIRENS WAIL
0:03:13 > 0:03:14Go, go, go.
0:03:14 > 0:03:16SIRENS WAIL
0:03:23 > 0:03:25INDISTINCT RADIO CHATTER
0:03:25 > 0:03:27What have we got?
0:03:28 > 0:03:30PHONE RINGS
0:03:31 > 0:03:33Time's running out, Andrew.
0:03:33 > 0:03:35The police are outside.
0:03:35 > 0:03:37Better them than your family.
0:03:40 > 0:03:42You never said anything about a gun.
0:03:42 > 0:03:44You found my little present, then.
0:03:44 > 0:03:47I know these people.
0:03:47 > 0:03:48I live round here.
0:03:50 > 0:03:52It's where I take the kids for their sweets.
0:03:55 > 0:03:56My two little boys...
0:03:56 > 0:04:00Now, just a couple more steps and this will all be over.
0:04:02 > 0:04:04Please... HE WHIMPERS
0:04:04 > 0:04:06You have put it on, haven't you?
0:04:08 > 0:04:10Put it on.
0:04:10 > 0:04:13You can't make me wear it. I won't.
0:04:13 > 0:04:16I'll just press the send button, then, shall I?
0:04:16 > 0:04:18Got her e-mail address right here...
0:04:18 > 0:04:20- No! - Put the gun down or we will shoot!
0:04:23 > 0:04:26- Please, if it's money you want... - It's not just any money I want...
0:04:26 > 0:04:28..I can get it for you, I swear.
0:04:28 > 0:04:29..it's the money in that till.
0:04:29 > 0:04:31I don't want to hurt anyone.
0:04:31 > 0:04:35- That's funny, I can't hear you asking for any money.- I can't...
0:04:35 > 0:04:36I won't.
0:04:36 > 0:04:37Put the gun down!
0:04:37 > 0:04:43"Dear Mrs Hayes, your..."
0:04:43 > 0:04:47OK, OK, I'll do it,
0:04:47 > 0:04:50but I'm not going to put that thing on.
0:04:50 > 0:04:52The police will find it anyway.
0:04:52 > 0:04:56Not nice, is it, feeling powerless?
0:04:57 > 0:05:01Put the gun down or we will shoot!
0:05:01 > 0:05:04You have to understand, I don't want to do this.
0:05:04 > 0:05:07GUNSHOT, HE GROANS
0:05:07 > 0:05:09HE BREATHES HEAVILY
0:05:12 > 0:05:14MACHINE POWERS DOWN
0:05:20 > 0:05:22MICROWAVE WHIRS
0:05:29 > 0:05:32SIREN WAILS
0:05:32 > 0:05:34Late. Second shift. I'll apologise later.
0:05:34 > 0:05:37Well, thank goodness it's not your mother this time.
0:05:37 > 0:05:38Oh, about that, Mrs Beauchamp...
0:05:38 > 0:05:41- Sorry. 1,000 million sorries. - Are you late?
0:05:41 > 0:05:43I will be in one minute.
0:05:43 > 0:05:44Keep running.
0:05:51 > 0:05:52Oh...
0:05:55 > 0:05:57I still don't know why you're doing it.
0:05:57 > 0:05:59You're not religious, neither am I, and Charlotte can't even swim.
0:05:59 > 0:06:03Look, this isn't about you or me. It's about Charlotte.
0:06:03 > 0:06:05I just want what's best for her.
0:06:05 > 0:06:07And you think indoctrination into a 2,000-year-old cult
0:06:07 > 0:06:08is what's best for her?
0:06:08 > 0:06:10Good morning, Mrs Beauchamp.
0:06:17 > 0:06:18Someone knows.
0:06:18 > 0:06:19About?
0:06:26 > 0:06:27Got it.
0:06:27 > 0:06:30All right, give us some room, mate, I'll take that. Yeah. Right.
0:06:33 > 0:06:34They shot me.
0:06:34 > 0:06:37Yeah, well, that tends to happen if you hold up a shop.
0:06:37 > 0:06:38I wasn't...
0:06:38 > 0:06:41Yeah, well, that's nowt to do with us, mate.
0:06:41 > 0:06:42- OK.- Yep.
0:06:42 > 0:06:44Oh, OK.
0:06:44 > 0:06:47I've got it. It's gone straight through.
0:06:47 > 0:06:50- Oh, I need a chest seal out of the bag, please.- Got it.
0:06:53 > 0:06:55Now, I'm no expert, mate,
0:06:55 > 0:06:58but isn't the first rule of robbery to keep your face covered?
0:06:58 > 0:06:59It's not what it looks like.
0:06:59 > 0:07:01- Ready?- Yup.
0:07:03 > 0:07:04Probably better if you stop talking...
0:07:04 > 0:07:06You sound like my wife.
0:07:08 > 0:07:11Right, I need a stretcher, TXA and some morphine, please.
0:07:11 > 0:07:13It's all lies.
0:07:13 > 0:07:15OK.
0:07:19 > 0:07:21So it's either about the operation or it's about Scott Ellisson.
0:07:21 > 0:07:23If it was about my operation, someone would have
0:07:23 > 0:07:26knocked on my door by now.
0:07:26 > 0:07:30Yes, so it must be about Scott.
0:07:30 > 0:07:33OK, OK...
0:07:35 > 0:07:39I still replay it in my head all the time.
0:07:39 > 0:07:40The only time I don't is when I wake up.
0:07:40 > 0:07:44Those first few seconds when you don't have to think...
0:07:44 > 0:07:46I'm not sure I even have those any more.
0:07:46 > 0:07:48Oh, tell me about it.
0:07:48 > 0:07:51Yes, sorry.
0:07:51 > 0:07:53Have you had any news?
0:07:53 > 0:07:55I had an e-mail about two weeks ago.
0:07:55 > 0:07:56And?
0:07:56 > 0:07:58I deleted it.
0:07:58 > 0:08:02Why? You could be wasting valuable treatment time.
0:08:02 > 0:08:04Mrs Beauchamp, I don't understand.
0:08:04 > 0:08:06You have your demons. I have mine.
0:08:06 > 0:08:09Let's just leave it at that, shall we?
0:08:09 > 0:08:11KNOCK AT DOOR Yes, Charlie?
0:08:11 > 0:08:15Gunshot wound. I've activated the major haemorrhage protocol.
0:08:15 > 0:08:16- OK.- And it's any minute now.
0:08:16 > 0:08:18Thank you.
0:08:22 > 0:08:24I'm going to prep resus.
0:08:24 > 0:08:26Yeah, you do that.
0:08:28 > 0:08:29Such a shame about Dr Chao...
0:08:29 > 0:08:31- I think I was just about to win her over.- Really?
0:08:31 > 0:08:33It's not because of me she's gone, is it?
0:08:33 > 0:08:36Oh, yeah. She was totally threatened by your consummate display of
0:08:36 > 0:08:38medical ability, so muggins here has been left to mentor you.
0:08:38 > 0:08:40Jumping in her grave, are you?
0:08:40 > 0:08:42No, although her position has become available, so...
0:08:42 > 0:08:45So you get your chance to prove your worth by mentoring me
0:08:45 > 0:08:46on the gunshot wound? Nice.
0:08:46 > 0:08:47I'm afraid not.
0:08:47 > 0:08:49Look this is a marathon, OK, not a sprint,
0:08:49 > 0:08:52and lucky for you there's an elderly gentlemen in cubicle three
0:08:52 > 0:08:54with suspected gonorrhoea.
0:08:54 > 0:08:57It's got Rash written all over it, literally.
0:08:59 > 0:09:00SIREN WAILS
0:09:00 > 0:09:03This is Andrew Hayes. He's 42 years old.
0:09:03 > 0:09:06He was shot in the chest roughly 15 minutes ago.
0:09:06 > 0:09:08Suspected haemopneumothorax,
0:09:08 > 0:09:10entry wound the left anterior chest wall,
0:09:10 > 0:09:13exit underneath the left shoulder blade.
0:09:13 > 0:09:18Resps are pretty high at 36, pulse is 120, BP is 90/60,
0:09:18 > 0:09:21sats 93% on 100% oxygen.
0:09:21 > 0:09:25He was briefly unconscious, but GCS has been 15 since.
0:09:25 > 0:09:29He's had ten of morphine, fluids en route and 1 gram of TXA.
0:09:29 > 0:09:31Let's get him over on my count, guys.
0:09:33 > 0:09:35HE GROANS All right.
0:09:35 > 0:09:37- Board in?- Yeah.- On three.
0:09:37 > 0:09:38One, two, three.
0:09:38 > 0:09:39HE GROANS
0:09:39 > 0:09:41The police shot him.
0:09:41 > 0:09:43Well, how about that? We could start a club.
0:09:43 > 0:09:45- Jacob...- I need to take the suspect's clothes.
0:09:45 > 0:09:47Not until we've got him stabilised.
0:09:49 > 0:09:52Right, the airway seems clear.
0:09:54 > 0:09:59Absent breath on the right side...sorry, left side.
0:09:59 > 0:10:02Yeah, looks like a tension pneumothorax.
0:10:02 > 0:10:03Heart rate's up to 130.
0:10:03 > 0:10:05HE GROANS Right, let's decompress the chest.
0:10:05 > 0:10:08Let's push two units of O neg through the infuser, cross-match 8,
0:10:08 > 0:10:11and chest drain prepped, please.
0:10:11 > 0:10:14Let's get him on his side. I want to see the exit wound.
0:10:14 > 0:10:15HE GROANS
0:10:15 > 0:10:17Do you really think you should be doing this?
0:10:17 > 0:10:20As the most competent consultant in this hospital, yes, I do.
0:10:20 > 0:10:22I don't think you're fit to practise.
0:10:22 > 0:10:25Oh, well, it's a little bit late for medical ethics.
0:10:28 > 0:10:29You're not well, Mrs Beauchamp.
0:10:29 > 0:10:32PATIENT GROANS
0:10:32 > 0:10:34Connie, are you all right?
0:10:34 > 0:10:35Fine.
0:10:44 > 0:10:46Dr Hardy is going to take over.
0:10:52 > 0:10:54PHONE PLAYS A TUNE
0:10:58 > 0:11:00HE GRUNTS
0:11:13 > 0:11:15WATER TRICKLES
0:11:38 > 0:11:40Well, don't say I never give you anything.
0:11:47 > 0:11:48Excuse me.
0:11:49 > 0:11:52Oi, come on.
0:11:52 > 0:11:53Time to leave.
0:11:55 > 0:11:57HE WHEEZES
0:12:06 > 0:12:09MACHINE BEEPING
0:12:09 > 0:12:12Doesn't look like your typical armed robber...
0:12:12 > 0:12:13No.
0:12:13 > 0:12:15PATIENT GROANS
0:12:15 > 0:12:17FFP and blood through the warmer please.
0:12:18 > 0:12:21The person on the phone,
0:12:21 > 0:12:23they threatened my family...
0:12:27 > 0:12:28Can you cough for me, please?
0:12:28 > 0:12:30HE COUGHS
0:12:30 > 0:12:33OK, that's all good. Let's monitor how much blood drains.
0:12:33 > 0:12:35Can we get a chest X-ray and book him in for a CT scan?
0:12:35 > 0:12:38- And let's speak to theatre and see how long they are going to be.- OK.
0:12:38 > 0:12:39Nurse...
0:12:41 > 0:12:44Erm, Mrs Beauchamp...
0:12:47 > 0:12:49Yeah.
0:12:53 > 0:12:55This is Ocean Reynolds, 21,
0:12:55 > 0:12:58pedestrian versus van at about 9.20 this morning.
0:12:58 > 0:13:00Briefly KO'd. Her GCS is now 15.
0:13:00 > 0:13:02A deep forehead laceration
0:13:02 > 0:13:04and possible wrist fracture on the left.
0:13:04 > 0:13:06Her neck was cleared at the scene.
0:13:06 > 0:13:07OK.
0:13:07 > 0:13:11Well, for someone who was hit by a van, you've been remarkably lucky.
0:13:11 > 0:13:12You should see the van.
0:13:12 > 0:13:14Right, let's check you over...
0:13:17 > 0:13:18Airway is obviously clear.
0:13:24 > 0:13:26Breathing fine.
0:13:26 > 0:13:29Is there anything you want to talk to us about?
0:13:29 > 0:13:31Oh, it was a long time ago. I'm OK now.
0:13:34 > 0:13:36Ah.
0:13:36 > 0:13:38Looks serious in there.
0:13:38 > 0:13:39It's none of your concern.
0:13:39 > 0:13:43Sorry. I never liked hospitals.
0:13:43 > 0:13:45I was upstairs with meningitis a few years back.
0:13:45 > 0:13:47I swear my mum nearly had a breakdown.
0:13:47 > 0:13:50I'm not surprised. Right, let's get a head CT.
0:13:50 > 0:13:53Can you patch me up before she gets here?
0:13:53 > 0:13:54I'll see after the scan.
0:14:03 > 0:14:06Sorry, Mrs Beauchamp, are we not going to call her GP?
0:14:06 > 0:14:07Why?
0:14:07 > 0:14:11Well, her wrists. Aren't we getting involved?
0:14:11 > 0:14:14It's an historic and possibly self-inflicted injury that
0:14:14 > 0:14:16bears no relevance to today's injury.
0:14:16 > 0:14:17We don't investigate every patient.
0:14:17 > 0:14:19It'd be nice if we could, though.
0:14:19 > 0:14:20Well, give her a leaflet.
0:14:35 > 0:14:37I thought you were ignoring me earlier.
0:14:37 > 0:14:39No.
0:14:39 > 0:14:42No, sorry. No. I'm... It...
0:14:42 > 0:14:43Gunshot wounds, they...
0:14:43 > 0:14:46They take a lot of focus.
0:14:46 > 0:14:49I was hoping you could give us an update on when we can talk to him.
0:14:49 > 0:14:51Uh...
0:14:51 > 0:14:53Now's not really a good time.
0:14:53 > 0:14:55Well, you can't hold us off him forever.
0:14:55 > 0:14:57No. Erm...
0:14:57 > 0:14:59He said he was being coerced.
0:14:59 > 0:15:03Oh, yeah, the Deep Throat on the phone excuse.
0:15:03 > 0:15:06Well, it sounds like you've already made up your mind.
0:15:06 > 0:15:08There's no pre-cons, no intelligence on him,
0:15:08 > 0:15:11no signs of outward financial pressure...
0:15:11 > 0:15:15He's not on our radar for so much as a parking ticket,
0:15:15 > 0:15:17so it makes you wonder what he's hiding.
0:15:20 > 0:15:21Excuse me.
0:15:25 > 0:15:28Mrs Simpson's auricular haematoma has been drained.
0:15:28 > 0:15:29I think she fancies me.
0:15:29 > 0:15:31Hi, Mrs Simpson.
0:15:31 > 0:15:35And Mr Norton here is waiting for a referral to ENT.
0:15:35 > 0:15:36Morning.
0:15:40 > 0:15:41William is a frequent flyer,
0:15:41 > 0:15:44and this hand sanitiser is about 60% proof.
0:15:44 > 0:15:47He's only here for the free booze.
0:15:47 > 0:15:50But, yes, I am sure, Mrs Simpson does fancy you.
0:15:50 > 0:15:52Dr Munroe, this is Matthew Power, 25,
0:15:52 > 0:15:55found with breathing problems roughly 20 minutes ago.
0:15:55 > 0:15:59MATTHEW COUGHS Resps 20, pulse 110, BP 140/80,
0:15:59 > 0:16:02GCS 12, rising to 15,
0:16:02 > 0:16:04temperature high at 38.3.
0:16:04 > 0:16:07There's no previous history of trauma or epilepsy
0:16:07 > 0:16:09and his BM is fine at six.
0:16:09 > 0:16:11OK, can you move over for me, please?
0:16:13 > 0:16:15Hi, Matthew, I'm Alicia. I'm one of the doctors here.
0:16:15 > 0:16:16MATTHEW COUGHS
0:16:16 > 0:16:17Thank you, lads.
0:16:23 > 0:16:24Heavy night?
0:16:24 > 0:16:26Well, I only had a couple.
0:16:26 > 0:16:27I was talking to the patient.
0:16:29 > 0:16:31Was it you who called the ambulance?
0:16:32 > 0:16:35I can't leave someone puking their guts up on my cream carpet.
0:16:35 > 0:16:36Oh, heaven forbid.
0:16:36 > 0:16:38MATTHEW COUGHS
0:16:38 > 0:16:40All right, I'll be off, then.
0:16:40 > 0:16:42Don't you want to make sure he's OK?
0:16:42 > 0:16:44HE COUGHS
0:16:44 > 0:16:45I don't even know him.
0:16:45 > 0:16:48Why? Was it a one-night stand?
0:16:48 > 0:16:51Hey, we're not judging. We've all been there, mate.
0:16:51 > 0:16:54HE COUGHS
0:16:54 > 0:16:55I just want to get home, to be honest.
0:16:55 > 0:16:59Perhaps a little sit-down first.
0:16:59 > 0:17:03OK, can I get a full set of bloods, a VBG, ECG and a urine test, please?
0:17:03 > 0:17:04Yup, I'm on it.
0:17:04 > 0:17:06Oh, sorry, I meant Staff Nurse Hide.
0:17:09 > 0:17:13So, should I use my powers of invisibility for good or for evil?
0:17:13 > 0:17:17This is a marathon, not a sprint, remember?
0:17:22 > 0:17:24Thanks.
0:17:24 > 0:17:26Well, right, you were very lucky.
0:17:26 > 0:17:29The head CT was clear, so we just need to look at your wrist
0:17:29 > 0:17:32and then you can go.
0:17:32 > 0:17:35What, don't tell me you're not a fan of the police?
0:17:35 > 0:17:39I guess, you fought the law and the law won?
0:17:39 > 0:17:41Fan of The Clash, are you?
0:17:41 > 0:17:44Of course.
0:17:44 > 0:17:45So, what did he do?
0:17:45 > 0:17:48I'm not at liberty to discuss other patients.
0:17:48 > 0:17:51I bet he deserved it.
0:17:51 > 0:17:52What makes you say that?
0:17:52 > 0:17:53Cos he's a man.
0:17:55 > 0:18:01Well, that in itself is not a crime...yet.
0:18:05 > 0:18:07Right, let's get her transferred to cubicles
0:18:07 > 0:18:10once she's had her wrist X-rayed.
0:18:10 > 0:18:12Yeah, the guys found her phone in the back of the ambulance.
0:18:15 > 0:18:17Let's chase up her records.
0:18:17 > 0:18:19Sure.
0:18:19 > 0:18:20What?
0:18:20 > 0:18:22You're getting involved.
0:18:24 > 0:18:26MATTHEW COUGHS
0:18:26 > 0:18:29I'm worried this could be more than a chest infection.
0:18:29 > 0:18:32Have you been unwell at all lately?
0:18:32 > 0:18:33I'm always sick.
0:18:35 > 0:18:37OK, you know what? You can lie back.
0:18:37 > 0:18:39You know, this looks nasty...
0:18:39 > 0:18:41It stings a bit, yeah.
0:18:41 > 0:18:45Yeah, it could be an infection. This one looks recent.
0:18:45 > 0:18:47Fight like an alley cat, me.
0:18:48 > 0:18:50OK, can I get a wound swab, some blood cultures
0:18:50 > 0:18:51and some more saline, please?
0:18:51 > 0:18:55And let's send a sputum specimen to the lab.
0:18:55 > 0:18:56What would you like me to do?
0:18:56 > 0:18:58Follow Staff Nurse Hide's lead.
0:19:03 > 0:19:05HIDE CLEARS HIS THROAT
0:19:06 > 0:19:08Well, come on, follow my lead.
0:19:08 > 0:19:09OK.
0:19:09 > 0:19:11Can you book us an Uber? I can't even see straight.
0:19:11 > 0:19:13What did your last slave die of?
0:19:13 > 0:19:15Not booking me an Uber.
0:19:15 > 0:19:17I'm actually at work.
0:19:17 > 0:19:20That's it, you follow Nursie about.
0:19:21 > 0:19:23Is there's anyone we can call for you?
0:19:23 > 0:19:26Is there no friends we can call?
0:19:26 > 0:19:29What did you do? Kill someone? Vote Tory?
0:19:29 > 0:19:30I take offence to that.
0:19:30 > 0:19:32Ha. To have the luxury of a vote...
0:19:32 > 0:19:34You shouldn't waste your democratic privilege.
0:19:34 > 0:19:37Oh, someone's piped up a bit.
0:19:37 > 0:19:38Politics are important.
0:19:38 > 0:19:40PHONE CHIMES
0:19:48 > 0:19:50I feel sick.
0:19:50 > 0:19:51That's not why you didn't vote.
0:19:53 > 0:19:55It's because you're homeless, aren't you?
0:19:57 > 0:20:02WHEEZING: A few weeks ago, I got a message on my laptop,
0:20:02 > 0:20:04"How's Judith?"
0:20:04 > 0:20:06Judith's my wife.
0:20:08 > 0:20:09That's horrible.
0:20:09 > 0:20:12They knew everything -
0:20:12 > 0:20:15where I took my lunch breaks,
0:20:15 > 0:20:17the names of my kids...
0:20:17 > 0:20:21Andrew, if you've made a mistake,
0:20:21 > 0:20:23it's probably better to tell the police about it now.
0:20:23 > 0:20:25I'm sure they'll understand.
0:20:25 > 0:20:27ANDREW GROANS
0:20:27 > 0:20:30Right, Andrew, we'll be just on the other side of the glass, OK?
0:20:32 > 0:20:37I hate to state the obvious but we're medics, not detectives.
0:20:37 > 0:20:38I think he might be hiding something.
0:20:38 > 0:20:41Well, that something is actually none of our business.
0:20:45 > 0:20:48The fact that he's been sleeping rough helps explain his condition.
0:20:48 > 0:20:50I'll go and update Dr Munroe.
0:20:50 > 0:20:52Wait, you're going to leave me on my own?
0:20:52 > 0:20:56Oh, dear. Hmm?
0:20:56 > 0:20:58IN BABY VOICE: Separation anxiety?
0:20:58 > 0:20:59That's cute.
0:20:59 > 0:21:01You know, I could always put some newspaper on the floor
0:21:01 > 0:21:04in case you think you're going to have a little accident.
0:21:10 > 0:21:11I slept with a tramp.
0:21:11 > 0:21:16That's assuming you even rose to the occasion, so to speak.
0:21:16 > 0:21:18You can't be picky when you're homeless.
0:21:18 > 0:21:20How long have you been on the streets?
0:21:20 > 0:21:22A couple of years.
0:21:22 > 0:21:24Lose count after a bit.
0:21:24 > 0:21:26Right, well, good luck with it all.
0:21:26 > 0:21:28Don't you want my number?
0:21:28 > 0:21:31It's the phone box outside Poundland.
0:21:33 > 0:21:35Excuse me. Nursie, come here.
0:21:37 > 0:21:38Excuse me.
0:21:40 > 0:21:42Do you know how to book me in for a test?
0:21:42 > 0:21:44You just never know with these lot. I could have all sorts.
0:21:44 > 0:21:46I've actually had it with you.
0:21:46 > 0:21:48How I was ever attracted to you last night, I'll never know.
0:21:48 > 0:21:51Probably the opportunity to sponge off someone with broader shoulders.
0:21:51 > 0:21:54You, back into bed, and you, out, now.
0:21:59 > 0:22:00He needs a tetanus injection,
0:22:00 > 0:22:03and run that bag through him for four hours.
0:22:06 > 0:22:07Sorry, what are you doing?
0:22:07 > 0:22:10Putting up some saline. Boss.
0:22:10 > 0:22:13That has 40 millimoles of potassium in it.
0:22:13 > 0:22:16Seriously, Dr Masum, get your head in the game.
0:22:23 > 0:22:27Erm... Charlie, have you heard anything about me?
0:22:27 > 0:22:29People talking about me?
0:22:29 > 0:22:31In what way?
0:22:31 > 0:22:34In a bad way.
0:22:34 > 0:22:37No, not that I can think of.
0:22:37 > 0:22:38No.
0:22:40 > 0:22:43But you know what they say,
0:22:43 > 0:22:45"There's only one thing worse than being talked about..."
0:22:45 > 0:22:48"And that's not being talked about."
0:22:48 > 0:22:50Oscar Wilde.
0:22:50 > 0:22:52I guess I'll have to get used to that...
0:22:54 > 0:22:57Ah, could we check where we are with theatre, please?
0:22:57 > 0:22:59TOILET FLUSHES
0:23:02 > 0:23:04HIDE CLEARS HIS THROAT
0:23:04 > 0:23:06I'm not going to be sick.
0:23:06 > 0:23:08Good, good, good. That's what we call progress.
0:23:12 > 0:23:13Oh, dear.
0:23:15 > 0:23:18What kind of doctor can't even complete some basic duties?
0:23:18 > 0:23:20A brand-new one.
0:23:20 > 0:23:25Come on, come on... You shouldn't let one bad day hold you back.
0:23:25 > 0:23:29All right, let's call it two bad days, but...
0:23:29 > 0:23:32Thanks. Now, if you'll excuse me,
0:23:32 > 0:23:35I'll be hiding in a store cupboard for the rest of the day.
0:23:44 > 0:23:46SHE KNOCKS AT DOOR
0:23:46 > 0:23:48I've checked Ocean Reynolds' previous attendances...
0:23:50 > 0:23:51Yeah. Go on.
0:23:51 > 0:23:53There's nothing - not under that name.
0:23:55 > 0:23:56Are you OK?
0:23:56 > 0:23:58I'm fine.
0:23:58 > 0:23:59Thank you, Staff Nurse Miller.
0:24:02 > 0:24:03You don't look fine.
0:24:06 > 0:24:10What you said before - you were right.
0:24:10 > 0:24:12I'm not fit to practise either.
0:24:13 > 0:24:17Ethan, have you ever faced a manslaughter charge?
0:24:17 > 0:24:19Do you know what it's like? Because I do.
0:24:21 > 0:24:23Trust me, you won't make it.
0:24:23 > 0:24:25But anything has to be better than this.
0:24:27 > 0:24:30Then that's your prerogative.
0:24:30 > 0:24:33Get out. Get out.
0:24:36 > 0:24:38DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES
0:24:40 > 0:24:42It's not like a wedding. I don't have to lay on booze.
0:24:42 > 0:24:46A few frozen prawns and bottles of vino.
0:24:46 > 0:24:48Well, are people going to get on it at a christening?
0:24:48 > 0:24:50If I had to sit through a religious ceremony,
0:24:50 > 0:24:51I'd knock a few on the head.
0:24:51 > 0:24:53I don't even like prawns.
0:24:53 > 0:24:55Did you get Grace christened?
0:24:57 > 0:24:59That's a story for another time.
0:24:59 > 0:25:01I'll go and get your outpatients info...
0:25:05 > 0:25:07The paramedics handed in your phone.
0:25:07 > 0:25:09I should be more careful.
0:25:09 > 0:25:11Yeah. Perhaps you should.
0:25:11 > 0:25:14I have it in my office, for safekeeping.
0:25:14 > 0:25:16It's fine. I should probably call my mother.
0:25:16 > 0:25:19Is Ocean really your name?
0:25:19 > 0:25:21If I was going to pick a false identity,
0:25:21 > 0:25:24do you really think I'd choose a name like that?
0:25:24 > 0:25:27Just give me my phone, please.
0:25:27 > 0:25:30As I said, it's in my office for safekeeping,
0:25:30 > 0:25:32but I turned it on in case your mother calls.
0:25:32 > 0:25:33You did what?
0:25:33 > 0:25:37You seemed worried. Sorry, where are you going?
0:25:37 > 0:25:38Excuse me.
0:25:45 > 0:25:48Miss Reynolds, we need to finish your treatment.
0:25:53 > 0:25:55When did you switch it on?
0:25:55 > 0:25:5720 minutes ago.
0:25:57 > 0:26:00What is your fascination with this gunshot victim?
0:26:00 > 0:26:01I'm out of here.
0:26:01 > 0:26:02Here?
0:26:02 > 0:26:04Do you have something to do with it?
0:26:04 > 0:26:07If you're talking about justice being served,
0:26:07 > 0:26:08then, yeah, it was all me.
0:26:08 > 0:26:10- Now out of my way, Posho... - What, you some kind of vigilante?
0:26:10 > 0:26:13- Digilante. - Digilante, sorry... So what's that?
0:26:13 > 0:26:16I track down men on the internet. Bad men.
0:26:16 > 0:26:17You know, the worst kind.
0:26:17 > 0:26:19Like the guy with the bullet in his chest?
0:26:19 > 0:26:22Yeah, well, the bullet wasn't part of the plan.
0:26:24 > 0:26:26I met him on a chatroom.
0:26:26 > 0:26:28I told him I was younger, a lot younger...
0:26:28 > 0:26:31Let's just say that didn't put him off.
0:26:33 > 0:26:35I'll have to inform the police of this, you know that?
0:26:35 > 0:26:38Yeah, yeah, of course you do. Right noble citizen, aren't you?
0:26:38 > 0:26:41You have set a man up for a crime he didn't commit.
0:26:41 > 0:26:43- Yes.- So...
0:26:43 > 0:26:46Look, whatever you claim he's guilty of,
0:26:46 > 0:26:49this...this doesn't make it right.
0:26:49 > 0:26:52No. It makes me a hero.
0:26:55 > 0:26:57Ethan...
0:26:57 > 0:27:00We've had a phone call from one of the officers at the scene.
0:27:00 > 0:27:02They've found a Halloween mask inside the holdall
0:27:02 > 0:27:03he had in his possession.
0:27:08 > 0:27:10Looks like we've found our leverage.
0:27:12 > 0:27:17Ah, right, you'll have to make it quick.
0:27:20 > 0:27:23Mr Hayes, as soon as a theatre slot becomes available,
0:27:23 > 0:27:26we're going to be taking you upstairs for surgery,
0:27:26 > 0:27:28but the police would like a word with you first.
0:27:31 > 0:27:34Mr Hayes, DC Wilkinson.
0:27:34 > 0:27:38The firearms team have confirmed the gun was an imitation.
0:27:38 > 0:27:40It wasn't real?
0:27:43 > 0:27:46I can't even play Call Of Duty with my kids.
0:27:46 > 0:27:49How would I know the difference?
0:27:49 > 0:27:53Could you explain the other contents of the holdall to me, Mr Hayes?
0:27:53 > 0:27:54Why was that there?
0:27:56 > 0:28:00My wife, does she know?
0:28:00 > 0:28:02We haven't told her anything yet.
0:28:06 > 0:28:09I was having an affair.
0:28:09 > 0:28:12I ended it.
0:28:12 > 0:28:14She had other ideas.
0:28:14 > 0:28:16So she makes you commit armed robbery?
0:28:19 > 0:28:21Woman...scorned...
0:28:22 > 0:28:25The name of this woman - can you give that to us, Mr Hayes?
0:28:25 > 0:28:27HE COUGHS
0:28:28 > 0:28:31MACHINE BEEPS
0:28:31 > 0:28:33Sorry, could you give us a minute, please?
0:28:40 > 0:28:43I'm not a bad person, I promise...
0:28:48 > 0:28:49An ex-girlfriend can't be a wingman.
0:28:49 > 0:28:51Wing-woman. Anyway, I'm good at it.
0:28:51 > 0:28:54Look, maybe I don't want you to be good at it. I liked Lily.
0:28:54 > 0:28:55I liked her a lot,
0:28:55 > 0:28:58so maybe I just want five minutes to wallow in my pit,
0:28:58 > 0:29:01feel a bit sad, and then I'll dust myself off and move on.
0:29:01 > 0:29:02Is that all right with you?
0:29:02 > 0:29:04OK.
0:29:04 > 0:29:06Good.
0:29:06 > 0:29:08PHONE RINGS
0:29:16 > 0:29:19Is that a banana in your pocket or are you just pleased to see me?
0:29:19 > 0:29:21What's this?
0:29:21 > 0:29:23My academy, and this is a banana.
0:29:23 > 0:29:25Have you gone mental?
0:29:25 > 0:29:26Gone and come back again.
0:29:26 > 0:29:29Now, you are going to suture this banana with your eyes shut,
0:29:29 > 0:29:32or, more specifically, with a blindfold.
0:29:32 > 0:29:36Why would I ever need to suture someone with a blindfold on?
0:29:36 > 0:29:40Fail to prepare or prepare to fail.
0:29:40 > 0:29:45Now, once you've done that, CPR with Resus Annie.
0:29:45 > 0:29:47Did you know that her face is a mould of a woman who
0:29:47 > 0:29:49drowned in 19th-century Paris?
0:29:49 > 0:29:50Fascinating.
0:29:50 > 0:29:53All this is fascinating, but I have been through training,
0:29:53 > 0:29:54you know that, right?
0:29:54 > 0:29:57I don't doubt that you have,
0:29:57 > 0:30:01but this, this is where the real training begins.
0:30:02 > 0:30:04Come on, turn around. Turn around.
0:30:08 > 0:30:09Close your eyes.
0:30:09 > 0:30:12That's it. OK, now...
0:30:12 > 0:30:14Yeah, I'm not too sure how I feel about a man
0:30:14 > 0:30:17I barely know blindfolding me with a banana in his hand.
0:30:17 > 0:30:19Ha.
0:30:19 > 0:30:21WHISPERING: That's what they all say.
0:30:21 > 0:30:24And he's not the only one.
0:30:24 > 0:30:26There's a local councillor, a teacher...
0:30:26 > 0:30:29Allegations brought forward to the police, dropped every time.
0:30:29 > 0:30:32Lack of credible witness.
0:30:32 > 0:30:36And the girls that suffer at the hands of men like him?
0:30:36 > 0:30:39Well, they're guilty till they can prove they're a victim.
0:30:39 > 0:30:41But what...what you claim he's done..
0:30:41 > 0:30:43I don't claim.
0:30:43 > 0:30:45You put lives at risk today.
0:30:45 > 0:30:50Like his is worth anything. Can I just go?
0:30:50 > 0:30:54What happened in your life to make you act like this?
0:30:54 > 0:30:56Mmm?
0:30:56 > 0:30:59You know, if you go, he's quite likely to walk free.
0:30:59 > 0:31:02No. He was caught with a gun trying to do over a shop.
0:31:02 > 0:31:04He's not likely to hurt anyone any time soon.
0:31:04 > 0:31:06Well, if he can prove he was being coerced,
0:31:06 > 0:31:08do you think they're going to lock him up?
0:31:08 > 0:31:10What, you think he's going to get away with it?
0:31:10 > 0:31:15I don't know, but you're the only one that can see that he doesn't.
0:31:18 > 0:31:20Just wait here, all right?
0:31:20 > 0:31:23I will sort it, promise.
0:31:28 > 0:31:30DOOR SLAMS
0:31:31 > 0:31:33Make sure that patient doesn't leave my office.
0:31:35 > 0:31:37You got my note, then?
0:31:39 > 0:31:41I didn't have you down as a thief.
0:31:43 > 0:31:45Sorry?
0:31:45 > 0:31:47The pizza. You stole my pizza.
0:31:49 > 0:31:50Ah...
0:31:52 > 0:31:55You have no idea what's been going through my head all day.
0:31:55 > 0:31:57Well, hopefully the cost replacing it, so...
0:31:57 > 0:32:01OK.
0:32:01 > 0:32:03Can you leave me alone, please, Max?
0:32:03 > 0:32:04All right. It was only a joke.
0:32:04 > 0:32:07Yeah, well, it wasn't funny.
0:32:07 > 0:32:10If you can't do the time, don't do the crime, all right?
0:32:11 > 0:32:12Whoa-ho-ho!
0:32:12 > 0:32:15Hey, hey, hey, hey! Come on, now.
0:32:15 > 0:32:17Play nicely, kids.
0:32:17 > 0:32:19Hey, calm down.
0:32:19 > 0:32:21ETHAN BREATHES SHAKILY
0:32:21 > 0:32:23This isn't like you.
0:32:23 > 0:32:25This ain't you, Ethan.
0:32:30 > 0:32:33No. No.
0:32:33 > 0:32:35It's... It's not.
0:32:35 > 0:32:36Sorry.
0:32:51 > 0:32:52Ethan, is everything all right?
0:32:52 > 0:32:54I...
0:32:54 > 0:32:57I need to tell you something in private, if that's OK.
0:33:00 > 0:33:02What's this all about?
0:33:02 > 0:33:04Erm...
0:33:04 > 0:33:06Justice.
0:33:06 > 0:33:07For Cal?
0:33:10 > 0:33:12- For Scott Ellisson. - Excuse me, sorry.
0:33:12 > 0:33:14Sorry, can I help with something?
0:33:14 > 0:33:18Mr Hayes, he said someone phoned him?
0:33:18 > 0:33:20Oh, yes, our officers are trying to trace the signal.
0:33:20 > 0:33:23Right, well, there's no need. I think she's in my office.
0:33:28 > 0:33:31Please tell me you didn't do anything stupid.
0:33:31 > 0:33:32HE SIGHS
0:33:45 > 0:33:47I thought she being watched.
0:33:51 > 0:33:54Well, you see, I work for the NHS, not the police.
0:33:54 > 0:33:56She's probably long gone by now.
0:34:11 > 0:34:14Nice looking family. You look happy.
0:34:16 > 0:34:17We really were.
0:34:17 > 0:34:19I'm sure they will be again.
0:34:20 > 0:34:21I'd like to think so.
0:34:21 > 0:34:23Once you're out the picture.
0:34:26 > 0:34:27You're not a nurse.
0:34:27 > 0:34:29Prefer me dressed as a school girl?
0:34:30 > 0:34:34With my long socks and my little grey skirt?
0:34:34 > 0:34:36You?
0:34:36 > 0:34:38Can I still come round for that sleepover?
0:34:38 > 0:34:40You know, the one I shouldn't tell my mother about.
0:34:40 > 0:34:42You've ruined my life, you know that?
0:34:42 > 0:34:44Ruined your life?
0:34:44 > 0:34:45I'm only just getting started.
0:34:48 > 0:34:50What would happen if I pull this tube?
0:34:50 > 0:34:51CONNIE: You don't want to do that.
0:34:51 > 0:34:53Ocean, this had gone too far.
0:34:53 > 0:34:55- No! Say it.- His BP's dropped.
0:34:55 > 0:34:58- OK, we need to get him to theatre. - Tell them what you said to me.
0:34:58 > 0:35:00- This is not justice. - It's my kind of justice.
0:35:00 > 0:35:02She's lying. I've never seen her before in my life.
0:35:02 > 0:35:04- I swear!- No!
0:35:04 > 0:35:06- We really need to get to him. - GROANING
0:35:06 > 0:35:10Ocean, you had the chance to escape and you didn't.
0:35:10 > 0:35:12This is about you, isn't it?
0:35:12 > 0:35:13Isn't it? This is about the truth.
0:35:13 > 0:35:16That's the most important thing, the truth.
0:35:16 > 0:35:17- WHISPERING:- It's too late for me.
0:35:17 > 0:35:19No, it's not too late. It's never too late.
0:35:19 > 0:35:23- The world needs to know. - All right, I knew!
0:35:24 > 0:35:28I knew... I knew you were underage.
0:35:28 > 0:35:31And we were chatting, swapping videos.
0:35:31 > 0:35:32We were just chatting...
0:35:32 > 0:35:35- You would have took it further and you know that.- No, no, no!
0:35:35 > 0:35:38Ocean, Ocean, he's told you what you want.
0:35:38 > 0:35:40We heard it, we all heard it.
0:35:40 > 0:35:42- CHARLIE:- He's more tachycardic. BP dropping.
0:35:46 > 0:35:47- ETHAN:- Yep, he's lost output.
0:35:47 > 0:35:49No, no, no, no, no, no! Come on.
0:35:49 > 0:35:51All right, we need to get him intubated,
0:35:51 > 0:35:52we need to open up his chest now.
0:35:52 > 0:35:55- I'm going to start compressions. - She still needs to be treated.
0:35:55 > 0:35:58- RASH:- You know, you get a bit weird sometimes,
0:35:58 > 0:35:59but you're all right.
0:35:59 > 0:36:02Thank you. I don't think anyone's ever summed me up so succinctly.
0:36:02 > 0:36:03CLEARS THROAT
0:36:09 > 0:36:10What? He's not even a patient.
0:36:12 > 0:36:15Being a clinician is about more than just treating the physical ailments.
0:36:18 > 0:36:22OK, chill, Mr Miyagi.
0:36:22 > 0:36:24I'll try and talk some sense into him.
0:36:34 > 0:36:36So, you're, er... You're still here, then?
0:36:38 > 0:36:40Taxi refused to take me.
0:36:44 > 0:36:47How is the, er...vagabond?
0:36:49 > 0:36:53Have you ever thought it might not be his fault he's homeless?
0:36:53 > 0:36:54Typical snowflake.
0:36:55 > 0:36:56Society's fault, is it?
0:36:59 > 0:37:01I guess it must be easy for you having a bit of money.
0:37:04 > 0:37:06It's not my fault he messed up his life.
0:37:06 > 0:37:09Like you've never made a mistake?
0:37:09 > 0:37:11Not one that's left me begging for pennies
0:37:11 > 0:37:13so I can smoke crack in some shop doorway.
0:37:13 > 0:37:16Is that what you found so attractive about him?
0:37:16 > 0:37:17Are you done?
0:37:20 > 0:37:22No, I'm not.
0:37:22 > 0:37:24Not everyone gets everything handed to them on a plate.
0:37:24 > 0:37:27For some people, it's tough.
0:37:27 > 0:37:29- Says the junior doctor.- Yeah, I do.
0:37:29 > 0:37:32You disliked him so much, yet you slept with him.
0:37:35 > 0:37:37I was drunk.
0:37:37 > 0:37:39Then it's a shame you've got to be drunk
0:37:39 > 0:37:41before you connect with another human being.
0:37:41 > 0:37:42Enjoy your hangover.
0:37:57 > 0:37:59Ah, the wanderer returns.
0:38:01 > 0:38:04OK, well, the X-ray shows no signs of any foreign bodies
0:38:04 > 0:38:06so if you just clean it out and suture it up for me?
0:38:06 > 0:38:09- You're asking me? - Yeah, you're asking him?
0:38:09 > 0:38:13No, actually, I was hoping maybe my mam could pop in and have a go.
0:38:13 > 0:38:14Yes, you.
0:38:17 > 0:38:18But I could have killed him earlier.
0:38:18 > 0:38:20Yes, but you didn't.
0:38:20 > 0:38:21That's how you learn.
0:38:22 > 0:38:24By making mistakes?
0:38:24 > 0:38:25And getting shouted at.
0:38:28 > 0:38:31OK, er...suture kit, please.
0:38:34 > 0:38:37There's too much blood. Can I get some more suction, please?
0:38:38 > 0:38:40Er... I can't see a tamponade.
0:38:40 > 0:38:42He must be bleeding out from the injury to his lung.
0:38:42 > 0:38:44- Yeah, and he's losing a lot of blood.- Yep.
0:38:47 > 0:38:48I can't find a bleed point.
0:38:48 > 0:38:50Well, we have to stop it. What are we going to do?
0:38:53 > 0:38:55Er... A hilar twist.
0:38:58 > 0:39:00Yeah, good call.
0:39:01 > 0:39:04We rotate the lung, OK?
0:39:04 > 0:39:07It will stop the blood haemorrhaging. All right?
0:39:07 > 0:39:09I'm going to need your help.
0:39:09 > 0:39:11I don't think you do, Ethan.
0:39:12 > 0:39:13OK.
0:39:16 > 0:39:18OK.
0:39:18 > 0:39:21Have you ever seen one of these before?
0:39:21 > 0:39:23I've seen just about everything before.
0:39:23 > 0:39:27Yeah, but more importantly, have you done one of these before?
0:39:27 > 0:39:29It's just like turning off a tap.
0:39:29 > 0:39:31Right.
0:39:31 > 0:39:33- I need you to take over massaging the heart...- OK.
0:39:36 > 0:39:37Scissors, please.
0:39:45 > 0:39:48Er, dissecting through the pulmonary ligament.
0:40:07 > 0:40:08Lower lobe up towards me.
0:40:21 > 0:40:23Yeah, OK.
0:40:23 > 0:40:24BP stabilising.
0:40:26 > 0:40:29Right, let's keep the blood and FFP going through the rapid infuser.
0:40:29 > 0:40:32Can we call Darwin, let them know that we've got incoming?
0:40:32 > 0:40:34Yeah.
0:40:45 > 0:40:48Hmm. Game of two halves for you today.
0:40:48 > 0:40:50It's a marathon, not a sprint.
0:40:50 > 0:40:53Aw, get you, listening to your mentor.
0:40:53 > 0:40:54I feel dead wise!
0:40:55 > 0:40:58We'll get you some antibiotics to treat the chest infection
0:40:58 > 0:41:00and the sepsis simultaneously.
0:41:09 > 0:41:11Peace offering?
0:41:11 > 0:41:12A bag of cheese and onion
0:41:12 > 0:41:14doesn't mean you're not still rubbish in bed.
0:41:16 > 0:41:18I'll take them back then, shall I?
0:41:19 > 0:41:20Let's have a look...
0:41:30 > 0:41:32Is there anything you can do for him?
0:41:32 > 0:41:34Maybe keep him in for a few days?
0:41:35 > 0:41:38Er, well, we've caught the sepsis early, so, erm...
0:41:43 > 0:41:46You can always, er...
0:41:46 > 0:41:47..stay at mine if you want.
0:41:49 > 0:41:53No offence, but your place...
0:41:55 > 0:41:56..it's a bit messy.
0:41:57 > 0:41:59THEY CHUCKLE
0:41:59 > 0:42:03Look, if you really want to help, don't buy me crisps.
0:42:04 > 0:42:05Buy me cider.
0:42:07 > 0:42:08All right.
0:42:09 > 0:42:12And don't be such a div all your life.
0:42:12 > 0:42:13You can have a day off.
0:42:20 > 0:42:22Ow!
0:42:22 > 0:42:24There we go. Surely your mum should be here by now.
0:42:27 > 0:42:29I don't think she was ever coming, was she?
0:42:32 > 0:42:33Thank you, Staff Nurse Miller.
0:42:37 > 0:42:40You know you've ruined everything?
0:42:40 > 0:42:43- I knew what I was doing.- Really?
0:42:43 > 0:42:45I just got good at it.
0:42:45 > 0:42:48- Everything was under control. - Yeah, clearly.
0:42:49 > 0:42:50I'm not going back there.
0:42:52 > 0:42:54I'm not a victim, that's not who I am.
0:42:54 > 0:42:56- I'm a survivor.- Yeah.
0:42:58 > 0:43:01But what you did today wasn't courageous.
0:43:01 > 0:43:03It was stupid and reckless and very dangerous.
0:43:03 > 0:43:06When you face up to your past,
0:43:06 > 0:43:08you face men like him in the witness box,
0:43:08 > 0:43:10now, that would be courageous.
0:43:10 > 0:43:12You think so?
0:43:12 > 0:43:15Yeah, you would be a braver person than I could be.
0:43:15 > 0:43:17I don't know how to do that.
0:43:18 > 0:43:21Well, then, let people help you. You just need to ask.
0:43:21 > 0:43:24You know what you're dealing with, that's half the battle.
0:43:39 > 0:43:40Sorry about your phone.
0:43:42 > 0:43:44It's fine. I've got insurance.
0:43:44 > 0:43:48And sorry about today, in general.
0:43:51 > 0:43:52It's fine.
0:43:53 > 0:43:56- I've got something to cheer you up. - I worked hard for that pizza.
0:43:56 > 0:44:00Oh, get over it, you prawn! And technically, I paid for it,
0:44:00 > 0:44:02so mine's a pint. Only the one though.
0:44:02 > 0:44:04I can't leave Duffy baby-sitting all day.
0:44:04 > 0:44:06I thought Duffy was in Kent with her sisters.
0:44:06 > 0:44:08- Then who's looking after Charlotte? - Only kidding.
0:44:08 > 0:44:11Then again, if you spent less time in the pub, then you'd know.
0:44:11 > 0:44:13- Hey!- Low blow.
0:44:13 > 0:44:16Third rule of break ups - surround yourself with mates.
0:44:16 > 0:44:18- Like me.- Get off!
0:44:18 > 0:44:21Have you got any mates? Because we can round some up for you.
0:44:21 > 0:44:24Would anybody like to be friends with Iain?
0:44:24 > 0:44:26He's very handsome, smells lovely.
0:44:48 > 0:44:51DOOR OPENS, CHATTER
0:45:17 > 0:45:19Forensics have managed to retrieve some files
0:45:19 > 0:45:21from his personal computer.
0:45:21 > 0:45:24Apparently it didn't make for very easy viewing.
0:45:26 > 0:45:27Right.
0:45:27 > 0:45:29What were you saying earlier?
0:45:29 > 0:45:30About Scott Ellisson?
0:45:32 > 0:45:34Erm...
0:45:34 > 0:45:36It can wait. Excuse me.
0:45:46 > 0:45:48That moment when you lie in bed...
0:45:50 > 0:45:51..and you don't have to think.
0:45:54 > 0:45:55I want that to be me.
0:45:59 > 0:46:01OK.
0:46:01 > 0:46:04OK, it might not feel like it, but that's a good start.
0:46:05 > 0:46:07Or the beginning of the end.
0:46:09 > 0:46:13I half expected you to be carted away in chains by now.
0:46:15 > 0:46:21Yeah. We both know that... Scott shouldn't have died.
0:46:24 > 0:46:2598.
0:46:27 > 0:46:29The number of people who have died in my care.
0:46:30 > 0:46:3298.
0:46:32 > 0:46:33You counted?
0:46:34 > 0:46:36Every single one of them.
0:46:37 > 0:46:40It makes me wish I'd counted the ones I did save.
0:46:43 > 0:46:46You know, what you did in resus was remarkable.
0:46:47 > 0:46:48Really.
0:46:49 > 0:46:52You'd make a good clinical lead if you put yourself to it.
0:46:54 > 0:46:55Just think...
0:46:56 > 0:46:58One day, this could all be yours.
0:47:00 > 0:47:02Is this a scene from The Lion King?
0:47:05 > 0:47:08If I don't hand myself in...
0:47:09 > 0:47:11..would you get help?
0:47:11 > 0:47:13Blackmail. Oh...
0:47:13 > 0:47:16You definitely could be a clinical lead.
0:47:17 > 0:47:20Mrs Beauchamp, what are you so afraid of?
0:47:23 > 0:47:26I suppose just like everyone else, dying alone.
0:47:28 > 0:47:29That's not going to happen.
0:47:38 > 0:47:42Oh, and if you dare mention to anyone that I was scared,
0:47:42 > 0:47:45I won't hesitate to push you in front of a moving ambulance
0:47:45 > 0:47:47and make it look like an accident.
0:47:49 > 0:47:51Yeah, I'm, erm... I'm sure you would.