0:00:02 > 0:00:03Seriously, get your head in the game.
0:00:03 > 0:00:06- What kind of doctor can't complete basic duties?- A brand-new one?
0:00:06 > 0:00:09This is where the real training begins.
0:00:09 > 0:00:11He fancies the new girl in the coffee shop.
0:00:11 > 0:00:12I think I've lost my mojo.
0:00:12 > 0:00:14It's time to move on. She's long ago and far away.
0:00:14 > 0:00:16School isn't like it was for you.
0:00:16 > 0:00:18He could have killed me!
0:00:18 > 0:00:19Marty's up in hives.
0:00:19 > 0:00:22It was a joke, I never meant for you to get hurt. I'm sorry.
0:00:22 > 0:00:24Time for a proper introduction.
0:00:26 > 0:00:29This is Marty and he's my boyfriend.
0:00:30 > 0:00:32Kalen, Luca,
0:00:32 > 0:00:35get up and into the shower, please, or you'll both be late.
0:00:38 > 0:00:40I shan't ask you again.
0:00:41 > 0:00:42Oh! At least one of you is on time.
0:00:44 > 0:00:46Mwah!
0:00:46 > 0:00:48Thank you.
0:00:49 > 0:00:53Um...Blake, while we've got you here,
0:00:53 > 0:00:56we were thinking of spending Christmas at Marty's house this year.
0:00:56 > 0:01:01Yeah. There'll be plenty of room for all of us and Daisy will be there.
0:01:01 > 0:01:03- I don't know Daisy. - Well, we'll get to know her.
0:01:03 > 0:01:06Come on, it'll be fun, all six of us together.
0:01:06 > 0:01:08Kalen and Luca are really looking forward to it.
0:01:08 > 0:01:11You've already told them?
0:01:11 > 0:01:12Um...
0:01:14 > 0:01:17We spoke last night. You...you were at maths group.
0:01:17 > 0:01:20Fine. Do what you want. I'll spend Christmas at Dad's.
0:01:20 > 0:01:23Sweetie, I really don't think that's such a good idea.
0:01:23 > 0:01:25- You can't stop me seeing him.- I'm not trying to stop you seeing him,
0:01:25 > 0:01:29I'm just saying he's probably got his own thing going on.
0:01:29 > 0:01:30Yeah, we'll see.
0:01:30 > 0:01:32Blake? Blake!
0:01:35 > 0:01:36SHE SIGHS
0:01:36 > 0:01:38That went well.
0:01:40 > 0:01:42You don't say much about your ex.
0:01:42 > 0:01:44Not much to say.
0:01:44 > 0:01:45PHONE RINGS OUT
0:01:45 > 0:01:48I tried to make it work for much longer than I should.
0:01:48 > 0:01:51Five years ago, he left and not once did he look back.
0:01:52 > 0:01:54ANSWERPHONE: You've reached Marc.
0:01:54 > 0:01:56Please leave a message and I will get back to you.
0:01:56 > 0:01:59Hey, Dad, it's Blake.
0:01:59 > 0:02:01It's been a while.
0:02:01 > 0:02:04Just wanted to say hi. Call me back.
0:02:43 > 0:02:45Cometh the hour, cometh the man.
0:02:45 > 0:02:48Ha-ha! That's right, people, here I cometh!
0:02:49 > 0:02:52- Are they already drunk? - No, they're still drunk. Welcome to the Christmas shift.
0:02:52 > 0:02:55December 1st through to New Year's Day.
0:02:55 > 0:02:56All right, bring it on!
0:02:56 > 0:02:59Mrs Beauchamp's not in again, so we're a bit stretched.
0:02:59 > 0:03:01- I need you in Cubicles. Is that OK? - Yeah, that's cool.
0:03:01 > 0:03:04You sure? I won't be around much, so you'll be mostly flying solo.
0:03:04 > 0:03:08- I can handle it.- Come and get me if you get stuck, or when you're ready to discharge, OK?
0:03:08 > 0:03:09RASH CHUCKLES
0:03:09 > 0:03:12Nice to see Rash finding his feet.
0:03:21 > 0:03:23BUZZER BLEEPS
0:03:23 > 0:03:24Hello?
0:03:24 > 0:03:26It's me, Blake.
0:03:26 > 0:03:28Do we know a Blake?
0:03:28 > 0:03:30- LAUGHTER - All right.
0:03:33 > 0:03:35GATES RATTLE
0:03:42 > 0:03:45What did...what did she say? What did she say?
0:03:45 > 0:03:48I don't know...
0:03:48 > 0:03:50FAINT ANIMATED CHATTER
0:03:53 > 0:03:56RAUCOUS LAUGHTER
0:04:00 > 0:04:02Ah!
0:04:02 > 0:04:03We didn't think you'd come.
0:04:03 > 0:04:05Fin and Rory had you pegged for a swot.
0:04:05 > 0:04:07THEY LAUGH
0:04:07 > 0:04:09As you can see, my mum's away.
0:04:09 > 0:04:12And why should she have all the fun?
0:04:17 > 0:04:19Hey, what time do you call this?
0:04:19 > 0:04:21Oh, don't. Worst start to the day ever.
0:04:21 > 0:04:23- What's wrong?- Blake.
0:04:23 > 0:04:25You think he'd be used to Marty by now, but, oh, no.
0:04:25 > 0:04:29Every time we make plans, it's like treading on eggshells.
0:04:29 > 0:04:31And now my teenage son is threatening
0:04:31 > 0:04:34to run off to his dad's for Christmas just to make a point.
0:04:34 > 0:04:36Oh, well, you can't blame the kid for pushing buttons.
0:04:36 > 0:04:38He thinks you're replacing his dad.
0:04:38 > 0:04:41Oh, come on! Marc was barely a father when he was around,
0:04:41 > 0:04:43not that Blake remembers that, of course.
0:04:43 > 0:04:45Oh, no, Marc's amazing.
0:04:45 > 0:04:48And I know it was the right thing to do, sending him to that posh new school,
0:04:48 > 0:04:51but do I have any idea whether he's settling in, making friends?
0:04:51 > 0:04:54No! Because it is impossible to get that boy to talk!
0:04:55 > 0:04:57- What?- Unlike his mum.
0:04:57 > 0:04:58You're not funny.
0:04:58 > 0:05:01HE CHUCKLES Go get 'em, tiger.
0:05:03 > 0:05:06Well, the good news is we have coffee liqueur.
0:05:07 > 0:05:09The bad news? We're out of vodka.
0:05:09 > 0:05:12We can make something else. You got any rum, whiskey?
0:05:12 > 0:05:14Yeah, obviously.
0:05:14 > 0:05:16But we want Black Russians.
0:05:17 > 0:05:21Anyway...it's a chance for Blake to pay his dues, wouldn't you say?
0:05:26 > 0:05:28This is Jessie Fields, she's 22 years old.
0:05:28 > 0:05:31She's fallen down a few steps in an office building.
0:05:31 > 0:05:33Her resps are 12, pulse is 50.
0:05:33 > 0:05:36She's got an isolated injury to her left shoulder, possible dislocation.
0:05:36 > 0:05:37I've cleared her neck on scene,
0:05:37 > 0:05:40I've given her one gram of IV paracetamol.
0:05:40 > 0:05:42Pulse is 50?
0:05:42 > 0:05:45- Er...OK. Get her through to Resus, then, please.- Great.
0:05:45 > 0:05:47Where's Iain today?
0:05:47 > 0:05:50He's on enforced leave after the shooting. Under protest, I hear.
0:05:50 > 0:05:53Still can't believe what happened. Did Raf have any kids?
0:05:53 > 0:05:55I don't know.
0:05:55 > 0:05:56Imagine how Hanssen must feel,
0:05:56 > 0:05:59knowing his own son could do something so terrible.
0:06:02 > 0:06:03Great.
0:06:04 > 0:06:06Hang on, I'll, er...give you a hand.
0:06:06 > 0:06:07- No, it's fine.- No, it's fine.
0:06:07 > 0:06:09Is it me, or is he borderline stalking her?
0:06:12 > 0:06:15This isn't a proposal, by the way.
0:06:15 > 0:06:16- Um...- Unless you want it to be.
0:06:16 > 0:06:18- Er...no, not really.- No, no.
0:06:18 > 0:06:20I swear I saw her hiding from him yesterday
0:06:20 > 0:06:22behind a shrub in the peace garden.
0:06:22 > 0:06:26Don't be so mean. Not every relationship is doomed to fail.
0:06:29 > 0:06:31- And, um...- Max?
0:06:33 > 0:06:35These things aren't going to move themselves, you know.
0:06:35 > 0:06:37All right, hang on one second. Yeah.
0:06:40 > 0:06:42No time like the present.
0:06:42 > 0:06:44FAINT BARKING
0:07:02 > 0:07:04DOOR CHIMES
0:07:04 > 0:07:06MUSIC: Step Into Christmas by Elton John
0:07:09 > 0:07:12That boy, he should be in school.
0:07:25 > 0:07:27Hey! Hey! Stop! Hey!
0:07:27 > 0:07:28Sorry!
0:07:29 > 0:07:31Argh!
0:07:34 > 0:07:36Get...off me!
0:07:43 > 0:07:44- THEY LAUGH - Look at his face!
0:07:44 > 0:07:46HORN BLASTS
0:07:46 > 0:07:48MAN GROANS
0:07:48 > 0:07:51- Are you OK?- We need the ambulance right away, please.
0:07:54 > 0:07:56Two more beds clear?
0:07:56 > 0:07:59Ooh, not quite. I've just transferred a patient from Resus.
0:07:59 > 0:08:01- How many shoulder dislocations have you done?- A couple.
0:08:01 > 0:08:03OK, well, this one will be a good one for you.
0:08:03 > 0:08:05Give it a go. David will fill you in on the rest.
0:08:05 > 0:08:08Great. So, hit me.
0:08:08 > 0:08:11What? Certainly not. Why on earth would I want to hit you?
0:08:13 > 0:08:15Female, late 20s, fell down some steps.
0:08:15 > 0:08:17FYI, she's a bit sketchy on the details.
0:08:17 > 0:08:19She's been given one gram of IV paracetamol
0:08:19 > 0:08:22and 7.5mgs of morphine for the pain.
0:08:28 > 0:08:31- Hi, Jessie.- Hello, scumbag.
0:08:36 > 0:08:38Hi, I'm Sam, I'm a paramedic. I'm going to help you.
0:08:38 > 0:08:40Can you tell me your name?
0:08:40 > 0:08:41- WEAKLY:- Javed.
0:08:41 > 0:08:43- Javed.- Javed.
0:08:43 > 0:08:47OK, Javed, can you tell me where the pain's coming from?
0:08:47 > 0:08:49My chest.
0:08:49 > 0:08:51Pain down my left arm.
0:08:51 > 0:08:53Right. OK.
0:08:54 > 0:08:56- So you finally qualified.- Yeah.
0:08:56 > 0:08:59Congratulations on actually seeing something through.
0:08:59 > 0:09:02Right. You two seem to have some history,
0:09:02 > 0:09:04so I-I think it's inappropriate
0:09:04 > 0:09:06that Dr Masum should be treating you.
0:09:06 > 0:09:10Oh, don't worry, Rash and I have precisely zero emotional connection.
0:09:11 > 0:09:17OK, then, let's take a look at the shoulder, shall we?
0:09:17 > 0:09:18The old broken wing.
0:09:18 > 0:09:20It's not broken, genius.
0:09:20 > 0:09:22No, of course. It's not a wing either, I was just...
0:09:24 > 0:09:27OK, um... Er...I just want to check,
0:09:27 > 0:09:30does that feel the same on both sides?
0:09:30 > 0:09:34OK. Um...I'm going to have to relocate the joint.
0:09:34 > 0:09:37It's going to hurt a bit, I'm afraid, but it'll be over really quickly.
0:09:37 > 0:09:39Mm! Just like us.
0:09:39 > 0:09:41SHE INHALES
0:09:41 > 0:09:42OK. Er...
0:09:42 > 0:09:45- SHE MOANS - Yep, just try to relax.
0:09:46 > 0:09:48OK, almost there.
0:09:48 > 0:09:50SHE WINCES
0:09:50 > 0:09:52How does that feel?
0:09:52 > 0:09:54Yeah, I think that did it.
0:09:54 > 0:09:56Glad I could make it up to you.
0:09:58 > 0:10:01Er... David, can we get Jessie a shoulder sling, please?
0:10:01 > 0:10:02- Yes.- Yep.
0:10:04 > 0:10:07So, your fall, can you remember what happened?
0:10:07 > 0:10:11I was in heels. I must've just lost my balance.
0:10:12 > 0:10:14Did you trip on something?
0:10:14 > 0:10:17No! I...I don't know why I fell, OK? What does it matter?
0:10:17 > 0:10:20Well, have you been tired or stressed lately?
0:10:20 > 0:10:22I've been fine. What is your problem?
0:10:22 > 0:10:26He's just been asked by his boss to be extra-vigilant.
0:10:26 > 0:10:27Leave no stone unturned.
0:10:27 > 0:10:31Exactly. So, David, let's book Jessie for a head CT just in case.
0:10:31 > 0:10:33And let's get some bloods, too.
0:10:35 > 0:10:37Don't worry, um...I'm on it.
0:10:40 > 0:10:42OK. Thanks.
0:10:44 > 0:10:46Er...Dr Masum? Dr Masum?
0:10:46 > 0:10:50So, um... So, you and Jessie used to, er...?
0:10:50 > 0:10:52Yes. Good.
0:10:52 > 0:10:54Huh! Good work. Good work. Ha!
0:10:54 > 0:10:56- Never aim for less than a nine.- Hm.
0:10:59 > 0:11:01No, no, me neither.
0:11:01 > 0:11:03- PHONE RINGS - Hi, Marc, thanks for...
0:11:03 > 0:11:05No, Blake mentioned that he might...
0:11:05 > 0:11:07I'm well aware that you don't wish to speak to him,
0:11:07 > 0:11:09but what EXACTLY am I supposed to say to him?!
0:11:11 > 0:11:13Don't you threaten me, you...!
0:11:13 > 0:11:15Marc, you can't! Do not tell him!
0:11:15 > 0:11:17Marc! Marc, do not...!
0:11:19 > 0:11:20Elle?
0:11:20 > 0:11:23- Er...what have we got? - Javed Barazani.
0:11:23 > 0:11:24- I won't do it. - Rock, paper, scissors.
0:11:24 > 0:11:26How long's all this going to take?
0:11:26 > 0:11:28We should have the CT results back soon.
0:11:28 > 0:11:30- David, let's get an ECG in the meantime.- Yes.
0:11:32 > 0:11:34So, Jessie, what have you been up to this past...?
0:11:34 > 0:11:36How long has it been, a year?
0:11:36 > 0:11:38Two...years.
0:11:38 > 0:11:41Er...I'm still in journalism.
0:11:41 > 0:11:44Just rocked a job interview today for a fashion magazine.
0:11:44 > 0:11:48It's not official until they've e-mailed, but it's a sure thing.
0:11:48 > 0:11:52Congratulations. Um...which magazine?
0:11:52 > 0:11:54Estrada.
0:11:54 > 0:11:57Estrada! Yes! Yes, that's great!
0:11:58 > 0:11:59So I've heard.
0:11:59 > 0:12:01Plenty of men read it, actually.
0:12:01 > 0:12:04Ones that aren't emotionally stunted, anyway.
0:12:05 > 0:12:08Right. Well, er... I'll just, um...
0:12:10 > 0:12:12Um... Dr...Dr Masum?
0:12:14 > 0:12:17I'm sorry I have to ask, but what did you do to her?
0:12:17 > 0:12:19Nothing! I just...
0:12:19 > 0:12:22- I just ended it, that's all. - Where, live on TV?
0:12:22 > 0:12:24Would you just sort that ECG, please?
0:12:24 > 0:12:25Thank you.
0:12:26 > 0:12:30Good news, Mr Barazani. Your ECG suggests it wasn't a heart attack,
0:12:30 > 0:12:33but we'll need to do blood tests to confirm.
0:12:33 > 0:12:36Most likely, it was angina.
0:12:36 > 0:12:37Is that serious?
0:12:37 > 0:12:41Er...with medication, it's manageable,
0:12:41 > 0:12:44but you will need to make some lifestyle changes
0:12:44 > 0:12:47and, if at all possible, avoid stress.
0:12:47 > 0:12:50So no more chasing after thieves, Mr Barazani.
0:12:50 > 0:12:53But the boy stole a bottle of vodka, I couldn't just let him get away with it!
0:12:53 > 0:12:55Hello, Dad.
0:12:57 > 0:12:58What...what is he doing here?
0:12:58 > 0:13:00I didn't ask for him, I asked for Sana!
0:13:00 > 0:13:03She's my aunt. She's elderly. She asked me to come.
0:13:03 > 0:13:05Well, I don't want you here, so get out.
0:13:05 > 0:13:07Dad, I just want to know how you are.
0:13:07 > 0:13:09The doctor says I'm fine!
0:13:09 > 0:13:11That's not quite what I said.
0:13:11 > 0:13:13We need to keep your father here, monitor him,
0:13:13 > 0:13:15check his blood results are OK.
0:13:15 > 0:13:16- PHONE VIBRATES - Can I stay with him?
0:13:16 > 0:13:20Um...not if he doesn't want you to, I'm afraid.
0:13:20 > 0:13:22- Sorry.- Dad, please!
0:13:22 > 0:13:25Jacob, we need to keep Resus clear,
0:13:25 > 0:13:28so please transfer Mr Barazani to HDU.
0:13:28 > 0:13:30And, um...excuse me, I need to take this.
0:13:34 > 0:13:36Yes, er...speaking.
0:13:36 > 0:13:39What? No, he left for school this morning.
0:13:39 > 0:13:40What?!
0:13:42 > 0:13:44Right. Well, er...I apologise for his absence
0:13:44 > 0:13:48and...rest assured, I'll get to the bottom of it.
0:13:48 > 0:13:49Thanks for letting me know.
0:13:56 > 0:13:58PHONE RINGS OUT
0:13:58 > 0:14:00PHONE RINGS
0:14:03 > 0:14:06- ANSWERPHONE:- Leave your message after the tone.
0:14:06 > 0:14:08BLEEP!
0:14:08 > 0:14:10Blake, guess who?
0:14:10 > 0:14:13I just heard that you're not in school today.
0:14:13 > 0:14:17Sweetie, please, please call me back!
0:14:17 > 0:14:19And...just tell me what's going on.
0:14:24 > 0:14:26It's all clear for Jessie's head CT.
0:14:26 > 0:14:29Yeah, her bloods are fine, as well, but you'll want to see this.
0:14:31 > 0:14:35And I found...that in her notes.
0:14:44 > 0:14:48Hey, Jessie, your CT results came back and it's completely normal.
0:14:48 > 0:14:51Great. Does that mean I can go?
0:14:51 > 0:14:53I'm thinking you might've blacked out when you fell.
0:14:53 > 0:14:56- Did you take something?- Like what?
0:14:56 > 0:15:01Well, beta-blockers, they can be used for anti-anxiety medication
0:15:01 > 0:15:04and, according to your notes, you were prescribed them by your GP,
0:15:04 > 0:15:06er...two years ago.
0:15:09 > 0:15:11You know what? I've changed my mind.
0:15:11 > 0:15:13I don't want you treating me.
0:15:13 > 0:15:16What I may or may not have taken in the past is none of your business.
0:15:18 > 0:15:20You're Dr Munroe's patient.
0:15:20 > 0:15:23If you don't want me involved, that's fine, I understand.
0:15:23 > 0:15:25But can I at least wait for your blood results?
0:15:25 > 0:15:26I don't want to look incompetent.
0:15:35 > 0:15:37Hang on. Dr Masum?
0:15:37 > 0:15:40Hang on. But we...we have her bloods.
0:15:40 > 0:15:42I know, I'm just buying some more time.
0:15:42 > 0:15:44She's not ready to talk.
0:15:44 > 0:15:46Yes, good thinking.
0:15:46 > 0:15:48I see what you're doing here.
0:15:49 > 0:15:54Plus it puts you two together in true rom-com style.
0:15:55 > 0:15:58Rom-coms, women's magazines? Seriously, what's happening to you?
0:15:58 > 0:16:01Rash, I'm a fully-evolved metrosexual.
0:16:01 > 0:16:03I know a good match when I see it.
0:16:04 > 0:16:06No, thanks. Don't get me wrong, Jessie's great,
0:16:06 > 0:16:10but once a woman starts making long-term plans, I'm out.
0:16:15 > 0:16:17OK, you can lean back now.
0:16:17 > 0:16:19Jacob, let's repeat the 12-lead ECG, please.
0:16:19 > 0:16:21Sure.
0:16:25 > 0:16:27Elle?
0:16:27 > 0:16:30Er...Mr Barazani, you should be feeling much better now.
0:16:30 > 0:16:32I will be back to check on you later.
0:16:34 > 0:16:36Hey.
0:16:37 > 0:16:38Everything all right?
0:16:38 > 0:16:40Blake has gone AWOL.
0:16:41 > 0:16:43Do you want me to go look for him?
0:16:43 > 0:16:47Thanks, but I can't have you running around after my son.
0:16:47 > 0:16:50I think he's just on a mission to wind me up today.
0:16:50 > 0:16:52It's the same with this one.
0:16:53 > 0:16:55Nothing but trouble.
0:16:55 > 0:16:58We try to teach them, but what's the use?
0:16:58 > 0:17:00I should call Auntie Sana.
0:17:00 > 0:17:03Ah. Since when are you two so close?
0:17:04 > 0:17:05I've been helping her.
0:17:05 > 0:17:08Helping yourself to her purse, I think.
0:17:08 > 0:17:10I do her shopping, Dad, pick up her prescriptions,
0:17:10 > 0:17:12drive her to the mosque.
0:17:12 > 0:17:14- That's good of you. - I know you won't believe this,
0:17:14 > 0:17:17but I've been clean for three years.
0:17:17 > 0:17:20I work in a supermarket, just made assistant manager.
0:17:20 > 0:17:24Ah! Well, I hope there's someone watching the till,
0:17:24 > 0:17:26or you'll soon have your fingers in it.
0:17:29 > 0:17:30I need a coffee.
0:17:30 > 0:17:33TEXT ALERT
0:17:39 > 0:17:42- Just try them on. - I really don't like them.
0:17:42 > 0:17:44- It'll take a second.- Oi, Rudolph!
0:17:44 > 0:17:46Are you going to do some work today, or what?
0:17:46 > 0:17:48- Yeah, just one second.- OK. - There you go.
0:17:48 > 0:17:51I've got to do some work, too, so... I don't want to wear these either.
0:17:51 > 0:17:52OK. Well, you look good without them.
0:17:52 > 0:17:56You, however, Jingle Bells, come on, you loving it? Try it on.
0:18:19 > 0:18:22There'd better be a good reason for making me leave in the middle of a shift.
0:18:25 > 0:18:26What?
0:18:26 > 0:18:28Blake...?
0:18:39 > 0:18:40Ah.
0:18:43 > 0:18:45Peace offering.
0:18:48 > 0:18:50Your bloods have come back clear.
0:18:50 > 0:18:52I can hand you back to Dr Munroe,
0:18:52 > 0:18:54but she's going to ask the same question as me.
0:18:54 > 0:18:58Jessie, if you've taking something, anything, we really need to know.
0:19:01 > 0:19:02A truth for a truth.
0:19:02 > 0:19:04You first.
0:19:04 > 0:19:06Why'd you do it?
0:19:07 > 0:19:09I was waiting in bed for you.
0:19:09 > 0:19:11If you weren't interested, you should've just said,
0:19:11 > 0:19:15instead of climbing out the bathroom window like a total freak!
0:19:15 > 0:19:16Look, what I did, it was wrong,
0:19:16 > 0:19:19and if I could go back and do things differently, believe me, I would.
0:19:19 > 0:19:21That's not an answer.
0:19:22 > 0:19:24I was seeing someone else.
0:19:25 > 0:19:28Only for a couple of weeks, and then you and I met and we really clicked
0:19:28 > 0:19:30and I really wanted to cheat on her with you...
0:19:30 > 0:19:33Wow! That is the most romantic thing I've ever heard.
0:19:33 > 0:19:36What I'm saying is, I couldn't do it.
0:19:36 > 0:19:38And I should've just been honest with you.
0:19:39 > 0:19:41I'm sorry.
0:19:42 > 0:19:43SHE SIGHS
0:19:45 > 0:19:47I buy the pills online.
0:19:47 > 0:19:49I only take them when I get anxious.
0:19:49 > 0:19:52I had an interview, so...
0:19:52 > 0:19:53That's all.
0:19:53 > 0:19:55OK. Do you have them with you?
0:19:55 > 0:19:57I should just check the label, see what's in them.
0:20:03 > 0:20:05That was the last of it.
0:20:05 > 0:20:08I was going to order more, but I won't, OK?
0:20:11 > 0:20:12Jessie, why?
0:20:12 > 0:20:15Because I told my GP I still needed them and she wouldn't listen.
0:20:15 > 0:20:16I mean, why do you need them?
0:20:16 > 0:20:20- If you want someone to talk to, I could arrange something. - I don't need a shrink.
0:20:20 > 0:20:23- You took enough pills to black out. - I told you that was a mistake!
0:20:24 > 0:20:27Things are actually pretty good in my life right now, Rash.
0:20:28 > 0:20:30Trust me, I'll be fine.
0:20:31 > 0:20:34OK. I just need to keep you here a little longer,
0:20:34 > 0:20:37just until the beta-blockers have worn off.
0:20:37 > 0:20:38You're the doctor.
0:20:47 > 0:20:50Yes. Try and get hold of Dylan. I don't know why I'm dealing with his patients.
0:20:50 > 0:20:51- Hey. - Marty, what are you doing here?
0:20:51 > 0:20:54Did Blake's school get hold of you? They've left a message for you.
0:20:54 > 0:20:57Er...yes, thank you. I spoke with them.
0:20:57 > 0:21:00- Is everything all right? - Ha-ha-ha! No!
0:21:05 > 0:21:07This is glass from a bottle.
0:21:09 > 0:21:10Tell me how this happened again.
0:21:10 > 0:21:14I was just messing around with some friends. I fell over, that's all.
0:21:14 > 0:21:16And where are your friends now, hm?
0:21:16 > 0:21:18Leaving you to deal with this alone.
0:21:21 > 0:21:23You know I can't hide this from your mum, right?
0:21:23 > 0:21:25Can you at least back me up?
0:21:25 > 0:21:27HE SCOFFS
0:21:29 > 0:21:31JACOB SIGHS Sure.
0:21:31 > 0:21:33And afterwards,
0:21:33 > 0:21:36I'll see to it that you have a nice, fitting memorial service. Hm?
0:21:37 > 0:21:39Joker.
0:21:41 > 0:21:43- Elle?- I'll talk to him. - It'll be fine.- It will...
0:21:43 > 0:21:45Hang on.
0:21:48 > 0:21:50Blake?! What happened?
0:21:50 > 0:21:52He had an accident with a bottle of vodka.
0:21:52 > 0:21:54SHE GASPS Look, he knows he messed up.
0:21:54 > 0:21:56He was in a bad way when he called me.
0:21:56 > 0:21:58He called...? You called Jacob?
0:21:58 > 0:22:00You didn't think of letting your mum know where you were, right?
0:22:00 > 0:22:02Or me, even?
0:22:02 > 0:22:05Why would I call you? Just cos you're with her doesn't make you my dad!
0:22:05 > 0:22:10OK, that's enough. Would you both give me a minute with him? Please?
0:22:10 > 0:22:12- He needs an X-ray. - I'll deal with it.
0:22:12 > 0:22:13You shouldn't treat him yourself.
0:22:15 > 0:22:17HE SIGHS All right.
0:22:23 > 0:22:26If you are behaving this way because of Marty, I want it to stop!
0:22:26 > 0:22:28He has shown nothing but concern for you!
0:22:28 > 0:22:30Maybe he acts that way in front of you.
0:22:30 > 0:22:32Oh, Blake, that is not true.
0:22:32 > 0:22:35You are loved and cared for,
0:22:35 > 0:22:38but I will not have you bunking off school to drink bottles of vodk...
0:22:42 > 0:22:44The vodka...
0:22:44 > 0:22:46Did you steal it?
0:22:49 > 0:22:51Oh!
0:22:54 > 0:22:57No, we don't really offer psych unless they're threatening self-harm.
0:22:57 > 0:23:00Then maybe we should! Prevent people from getting to that point.
0:23:03 > 0:23:05She seems perfectly happy to me.
0:23:06 > 0:23:10She is definitely still into you.
0:23:10 > 0:23:11No! No, she's not.
0:23:11 > 0:23:13Even if she is, it doesn't matter
0:23:13 > 0:23:16because there's nothing I can do about it. She's my patient now.
0:23:16 > 0:23:18If she's your ex, it would be perfectly acceptable.
0:23:18 > 0:23:20David, it just wouldn't feel right, OK?
0:23:22 > 0:23:23All right.
0:23:23 > 0:23:25You can ignore me all you want.
0:23:25 > 0:23:31When I am finished here, you will go and see the shopkeeper, Mr Barazani,
0:23:31 > 0:23:33and you will apologise. Do you hear me?
0:23:34 > 0:23:36And I don't want you bothering your auntie either!
0:23:36 > 0:23:39All right, guys, all right. Let's try and keep things calm.
0:23:39 > 0:23:40I don't expect you to forget anything.
0:23:40 > 0:23:43I just want you to face facts.
0:23:43 > 0:23:45You're getting old.
0:23:45 > 0:23:48Look, if you want, I could quit my job and come and work for you again.
0:23:48 > 0:23:50You think I would let you in the shop?
0:23:50 > 0:23:54Why? So you can empty the safe again?
0:23:54 > 0:23:58Supervise me if you have to, but let me do this for you.
0:23:58 > 0:24:00Dad, you shouldn't be lifting heavy boxes any more.
0:24:00 > 0:24:03At least let me give you a hand with the deliveries.
0:24:03 > 0:24:06You pretend to be the dutiful son.
0:24:06 > 0:24:08You think, when I die, I'll leave you all my money.
0:24:08 > 0:24:10I couldn't give a damn about your money!
0:24:12 > 0:24:14If you don't want my help, fine!
0:24:15 > 0:24:16RAPID BEEPING
0:24:16 > 0:24:19- MR BARAZANI GASPS FOR BREATH - Dad?
0:24:20 > 0:24:22What's happening?
0:24:24 > 0:24:26He's in cardiac arrest. Can I get some help, please?!
0:24:29 > 0:24:31Wait here. I mean it!
0:24:32 > 0:24:33RAPID BEEPING
0:24:33 > 0:24:36He's in VF. Pads, please! Amir, step back.
0:24:48 > 0:24:49Charging.
0:24:51 > 0:24:53200 joules. Everybody step back.
0:24:53 > 0:24:55Clear. Shocking.
0:24:55 > 0:24:57RAPID BEEPING
0:24:59 > 0:25:01- TEXT ALERT - So I think he's ready for discharge.
0:25:01 > 0:25:03That's great. Thanks.
0:25:05 > 0:25:06Is that the job interview?
0:25:06 > 0:25:07Mm.
0:25:09 > 0:25:12- I got it!- Yes! Good job!
0:25:13 > 0:25:17Whoo! Um...I'm just going to finish up and I'll see you in a bit.
0:25:40 > 0:25:42RAPID BEEPING
0:25:47 > 0:25:49Is he going to be OK?
0:25:49 > 0:25:51I don't know, son.
0:25:52 > 0:25:54Hey!
0:25:56 > 0:25:58He's still in VF. Charging again.
0:25:59 > 0:26:01Everybody away. Shocking.
0:26:03 > 0:26:05RAPID BEEPING
0:26:07 > 0:26:09We have an output. Check his BP.
0:26:09 > 0:26:11Is he going to be all right?
0:26:11 > 0:26:14His heart's back into the correct rhythm, but he's still critical.
0:26:14 > 0:26:17Let's support his airway and do a repeat 12-lead ECG.
0:26:19 > 0:26:20Who was that boy out there?
0:26:24 > 0:26:25I don't know.
0:26:36 > 0:26:37Jessie, are you feeling OK?
0:26:39 > 0:26:43You know how you said you could...get me someone to talk to?
0:26:44 > 0:26:46Would you still do that?
0:26:46 > 0:26:48Yeah, of course. I can make a call.
0:26:48 > 0:26:52Has something happened? You seemed so happy just a minute ago.
0:26:52 > 0:26:54Something always happens, doesn't it?
0:26:55 > 0:26:57Jessie, I know you,
0:26:57 > 0:26:59and I know you are brave enough and strong enough
0:26:59 > 0:27:01to deal with whatever it is.
0:27:02 > 0:27:05Unlike me. I just tend to run away from stuff altogether.
0:27:05 > 0:27:08Yeah! I know. Via the bathroom window.
0:27:11 > 0:27:13You never made it up to me, you know.
0:27:13 > 0:27:16You could always maybe ask me out for a drink?
0:27:20 > 0:27:22It's fine.
0:27:22 > 0:27:24No, it's not what you think. It's just I'm a doctor, you're my patient...
0:27:24 > 0:27:27Really, forget it, Rash. I should've got the message the first time.
0:27:27 > 0:27:30What are you doing? You can't go now! There could still be drugs...
0:27:30 > 0:27:33- I feel fine!- Jessie, just stop! OK?
0:27:34 > 0:27:37You're amazing. I'm the screw-up here, not you,
0:27:37 > 0:27:41and I'd hate for you to walk out of here because of me.
0:27:41 > 0:27:44Please, let me at least make that call for you.
0:27:44 > 0:27:46I knew Blake lied about what happened.
0:27:46 > 0:27:49- It wasn't good for you to lie, too. - I know, but what was I supposed to do?
0:27:49 > 0:27:52You...you saw the state he was in.
0:27:52 > 0:27:55OK. We need to find him. He probably thinks he killed the old man.
0:27:55 > 0:27:58It's not that serious, OK? I'll find him. He'll be all right, OK.
0:27:58 > 0:28:00Thanks, Marty.
0:28:00 > 0:28:02What's up with you today?
0:28:02 > 0:28:04Nothing, I just... I'm just worried about Blake.
0:28:04 > 0:28:07Yeah, and you should be. I've never seen him like this.
0:28:07 > 0:28:11But you've been all over the place long before I brought him in.
0:28:11 > 0:28:12Elle, whatever it is, you can tell me.
0:28:12 > 0:28:16Jacob, will you stop interrogating me and help me find my son?
0:28:20 > 0:28:21OK.
0:28:34 > 0:28:36Elle?
0:28:36 > 0:28:38Thank you.
0:28:39 > 0:28:42Right, that is an MI.
0:28:42 > 0:28:46Louise, would you phone Cardiology, tell them he needs a PCI, please?
0:28:46 > 0:28:48- What does that mean?- Huh?
0:28:49 > 0:28:52Sorry. That is a non-surgical procedure to widen the artery.
0:28:54 > 0:28:56Your father's going to be all right.
0:29:01 > 0:29:03Would you do something for me?
0:29:03 > 0:29:05Tell him I'm sorry.
0:29:05 > 0:29:06You should tell him yourself.
0:29:06 > 0:29:09- I've done enough damage.- Amir?
0:29:09 > 0:29:11He won't want to wake up alone.
0:29:14 > 0:29:16SIREN WAILS
0:29:19 > 0:29:21Blake?
0:29:22 > 0:29:25Blake? Blake!
0:29:26 > 0:29:28Blake?
0:29:34 > 0:29:35DOOR SLAMS
0:29:44 > 0:29:46I come up here, too, when things get hairy.
0:29:54 > 0:29:55I had a feeling I might find you here.
0:30:01 > 0:30:03Mr Barazani pulled through.
0:30:05 > 0:30:07He's going to need treatment, but he should be fine.
0:30:10 > 0:30:12Hey.
0:30:13 > 0:30:16Now, it's not your fault that the old man has a heart condition,
0:30:16 > 0:30:19- but what you did today was beyond stupid.- I know.
0:30:19 > 0:30:21Why, Blake? Why?
0:30:23 > 0:30:24Huh!
0:30:24 > 0:30:27Do you know? I remember you when you were this high.
0:30:29 > 0:30:31You were a happy kid.
0:30:31 > 0:30:33What's happened?
0:30:33 > 0:30:34I just...
0:30:36 > 0:30:38I don't feel like I fit in anywhere.
0:30:42 > 0:30:45Come on, there's got to be something you can do!
0:30:45 > 0:30:47Yes, I know I'm just an F1, but if you could just listen...
0:30:49 > 0:30:52Well, I really think she needs to talk to someone.
0:30:52 > 0:30:54Great, thanks for nothing.
0:30:54 > 0:30:57Unbelievable! Now I have to tell her I couldn't even do that!
0:30:57 > 0:30:58Just don't ask.
0:31:02 > 0:31:04Did you see Jessie leave?
0:31:10 > 0:31:12I couldn't get much more out of him.
0:31:14 > 0:31:16Thanks, Jacob.
0:31:37 > 0:31:39I didn't mean for that to happen, Mum.
0:31:41 > 0:31:43- WHISPERS:- Oh, sweetie, I know you didn't.
0:31:45 > 0:31:47ELLE SIGHS
0:31:48 > 0:31:51Blake...talk to me, please!
0:31:56 > 0:31:58I called Dad.
0:31:58 > 0:32:00He never calls me back, though.
0:32:01 > 0:32:05Ever since he left, he talks to Kalen and he talks to Luca,
0:32:05 > 0:32:07but when I try to talk to him, it's like...
0:32:10 > 0:32:13- There's something wrong with me, isn't there?- No! No, there is not!
0:32:13 > 0:32:17- There is, cos nobody wants me around and it's...- Blake, you are...
0:32:17 > 0:32:20There you are, son. I've been looking for you everywhere. You OK?
0:32:20 > 0:32:21Get out!
0:32:21 > 0:32:23What?
0:32:23 > 0:32:25Why are you here? Why are you always here?!
0:32:25 > 0:32:27What is the matter with you?!
0:32:27 > 0:32:28Marty! Marty!
0:32:32 > 0:32:35- Could you...? - I'll do it! I'll do it! I'll do it!
0:32:35 > 0:32:37Blake? Blake.
0:32:38 > 0:32:41- Marty! What the...?!- Elle, look, I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to...
0:32:41 > 0:32:44Look, he just...he just came at me.
0:32:44 > 0:32:46Look, I've really tried with him, I have tried,
0:32:46 > 0:32:47but he's just out of control.
0:32:47 > 0:32:50Don't talk about my boy like that! He's going through something...
0:32:50 > 0:32:52Yes, I know. He resents me because I'm not his dad,
0:32:52 > 0:32:54but I'm the one here right now.
0:32:54 > 0:32:55I don't see anybody else stepping up.
0:32:55 > 0:32:57Look, I didn't mean that. I...
0:32:59 > 0:33:01I shouldn't have lost my temper.
0:33:01 > 0:33:02It should never have happened.
0:33:02 > 0:33:05You are...you are a great mum,
0:33:05 > 0:33:07but Blake needs a man around. He does.
0:33:09 > 0:33:12Look, I can fix this. Just give me until tonight. Please?
0:33:20 > 0:33:24Robyn? Guess what? Paul is coming to spend Christmas with us.
0:33:24 > 0:33:25- That's great.- Yeah, I know.
0:33:25 > 0:33:29It's the best Christmas present I could've asked for.
0:33:29 > 0:33:31But me and Charlotte, we won't be in the way, will we?
0:33:31 > 0:33:33No, of course not. The more the merrier.
0:33:33 > 0:33:35And Paul won't mind sleeping on the sofa.
0:33:35 > 0:33:37Some girl's just collapsed outside!
0:33:47 > 0:33:50She's bradycardic. Let's get her to Resus, please,
0:33:50 > 0:33:51and will you get Rash?
0:33:51 > 0:33:54- OK.- Right. All right.
0:33:56 > 0:34:00I know I let you down too many times in the past for you to forgive me.
0:34:03 > 0:34:06After today, you'll never have to see me again.
0:34:06 > 0:34:08Just let me stay until I know you're all right.
0:34:10 > 0:34:11Oh. Apologies, Mr Barazani,
0:34:11 > 0:34:14we are still waiting on the cath lab upstairs,
0:34:14 > 0:34:16but hopefully it shouldn't be much longer.
0:34:16 > 0:34:18Thank you, Doctor.
0:34:19 > 0:34:22That boy you were talking to, you said you didn't know him.
0:34:25 > 0:34:27Yes.
0:34:27 > 0:34:29I shouldn't have said that.
0:34:29 > 0:34:31He's my son.
0:34:31 > 0:34:33Why would you lie about that?
0:34:35 > 0:34:38Because he was involved in the incident this morning
0:34:38 > 0:34:39at your father's shop.
0:34:41 > 0:34:43You're saying he was the shoplifter?
0:34:43 > 0:34:48Yes. And he is truly sorry for what he did.
0:34:48 > 0:34:50Now, I know I have no right to ask,
0:34:50 > 0:34:54but would you consider letting the matter drop?
0:34:56 > 0:34:58My father almost died today. You want us to just forget that?
0:34:58 > 0:35:00Amir? Um...
0:35:02 > 0:35:04Blake shouldn't have stolen from him,
0:35:04 > 0:35:06but he...he never meant for anyone to get hurt.
0:35:06 > 0:35:09Ha!
0:35:09 > 0:35:10No. No, that's not good enough.
0:35:10 > 0:35:13- I'm calling the police.- Amir?
0:35:13 > 0:35:16What has he done that you haven't done yourself?
0:35:17 > 0:35:19Let me talk to the boy.
0:35:24 > 0:35:26Atropine and 1mg adrenaline.
0:35:26 > 0:35:30- What happened?! - You tell me. She's asystolic!
0:35:30 > 0:35:32- RAPID BEEPING - Is this Jessie's?
0:35:32 > 0:35:35Ah! She must've taken more! I didn't know she had more!
0:35:35 > 0:35:38- What are they? - Beta-blockers for her anxiety.
0:35:38 > 0:35:40She's been buying them online.
0:35:40 > 0:35:42OK, um...I'm going to give her Glucagon
0:35:42 > 0:35:44and can I have the Isoprenaline, please?
0:35:58 > 0:35:59We've got an output.
0:35:59 > 0:36:02OK, the drugs won't keep her heart beating for long,
0:36:02 > 0:36:05so let's start external pacing. David, get the defib machine.
0:36:05 > 0:36:08And we're going to have to consider intubation.
0:36:08 > 0:36:10Rash, help me get the pads on, front and back, OK?
0:36:11 > 0:36:14Rash, come on!
0:36:23 > 0:36:26I'm sorry for my behaviour, Mr Barazani.
0:36:26 > 0:36:28I'll pay you back for the bottle I stole.
0:36:28 > 0:36:30You are very lucky to have such a mother.
0:36:31 > 0:36:35My son, Amir, lost his at about your age.
0:36:36 > 0:36:40Sometimes when you're young, things feel very painful to bear.
0:36:40 > 0:36:45But a parent feels double the pain - yours and theirs.
0:36:47 > 0:36:50So no more messing around and misbehaving.
0:36:52 > 0:36:54OK?
0:36:55 > 0:36:56OK, Mr Barazani.
0:36:57 > 0:36:59Thank you.
0:37:09 > 0:37:10Amir, I can forgive.
0:37:12 > 0:37:14But how do I know things will be different this time?
0:37:17 > 0:37:19Because I won't lie to you this time.
0:37:22 > 0:37:25I'm still an addict, Dad, but...I'm fighting.
0:37:28 > 0:37:32Well, there is no-one to run the shop while I am ill.
0:37:35 > 0:37:37Will you do it for me?
0:37:37 > 0:37:38Of course I will.
0:37:40 > 0:37:42Er...would you excuse me?
0:37:45 > 0:37:46Cath lab is ready now.
0:37:46 > 0:37:50Oh, great. Would you...prepare him for transport, please?
0:38:00 > 0:38:02Rash? Are you in there?
0:38:04 > 0:38:05She didn't make it, did she?
0:38:08 > 0:38:10Have more faith in me than that, please.
0:38:12 > 0:38:14What are you doing? This is the men's. You shouldn't be in here.
0:38:14 > 0:38:16Yet here I am, so open up.
0:38:21 > 0:38:23Come on.
0:38:26 > 0:38:29Jessie is in ITU. She's stable.
0:38:29 > 0:38:31She'll need a temporary pacemaker
0:38:31 > 0:38:34until the drugs are out of her system, but...
0:38:34 > 0:38:36RASH EXHALES
0:38:38 > 0:38:39This was all my fault.
0:38:39 > 0:38:42No, it isn't. She discharged herself.
0:38:42 > 0:38:44And you warned her about the pills.
0:38:44 > 0:38:46You weren't to know she was going to take more.
0:38:47 > 0:38:49Yeah, but I ran out of Resus.
0:38:49 > 0:38:51Well, yes, you could work on that.
0:38:53 > 0:38:55But you told us everything that we needed to know.
0:38:55 > 0:38:59She's alive because of you - mostly.
0:39:01 > 0:39:04I don't know. I'm not cut out for this.
0:39:04 > 0:39:05Yes, you are.
0:39:05 > 0:39:07You are a good doctor, Rash.
0:39:07 > 0:39:09You've just got to hold your nerve.
0:39:09 > 0:39:10None of us are perfect.
0:39:10 > 0:39:15No. No, I...I lost a patient on my first day.
0:39:15 > 0:39:19Exactly. David sucked way more than you when he first started
0:39:19 > 0:39:21- and look at him now.- Hm?
0:39:27 > 0:39:29Hey.
0:39:29 > 0:39:31I thought we were going to talk tonight?
0:39:32 > 0:39:34I didn't want to do this in front of the boys.
0:39:34 > 0:39:37- HE SIGHS - Don't do this now, please.
0:39:45 > 0:39:49If this is about Blake, I didn't mean to make things worse.
0:39:49 > 0:39:51- I know that.- Then why end this?
0:39:53 > 0:39:55Because you don't love him, Marty.
0:39:56 > 0:39:59- I'm not even sure you like him. - I love you.
0:39:59 > 0:40:01Does that not count for anything?
0:40:01 > 0:40:02I have to put them first.
0:40:04 > 0:40:06If this was about Daisy, you'd do the same thing.
0:40:15 > 0:40:17LOW CHATTER
0:40:19 > 0:40:20PHONE RINGS
0:40:28 > 0:40:31So despite the conspicuous absence of vodka,
0:40:31 > 0:40:35you are missing an epic party!
0:40:35 > 0:40:37WHOOPING
0:40:37 > 0:40:39Whereabouts are you?
0:40:39 > 0:40:41I'm in A&E. I've got broken glass in me. I had to get an X-ray.
0:40:41 > 0:40:44Wait! Guys! Guys! Blake's in A&E!
0:40:44 > 0:40:47- What?!- Ha-ha-ha! Show us your injury.
0:40:51 > 0:40:54- ALL: Whoa!- A man with such a scar is to be revered.
0:40:54 > 0:40:56We're coming to get you.
0:40:56 > 0:40:57WHOOPING
0:41:07 > 0:41:09Polly, I thought you were coming to the pub with us?
0:41:11 > 0:41:13I should get home.
0:41:15 > 0:41:18I'm starting a job tomorrow, so...
0:41:18 > 0:41:19Since when?
0:41:19 > 0:41:21Since I called my temping agency.
0:41:21 > 0:41:24Look, I think you're funny and you're nice and everything,
0:41:24 > 0:41:27but I think you're just a bit...full-on.
0:41:27 > 0:41:28I just like you, that's all.
0:41:28 > 0:41:31Well, for someone who really likes me,
0:41:31 > 0:41:34you spend a lot of time moaning in your sleep about somebody else.
0:41:35 > 0:41:37Who's Zoe, anyway?
0:41:37 > 0:41:39Zoe was...
0:41:42 > 0:41:44- Huh! Er...- Oh, do you know what? I really don't care.
0:41:44 > 0:41:47I'm just not into...this.
0:41:49 > 0:41:50OK. Goodbye, Max.
0:42:02 > 0:42:04Blake.
0:42:06 > 0:42:08Um...
0:42:10 > 0:42:12Change of plan.
0:42:12 > 0:42:15Christmas, it will...just be the four of us,
0:42:15 > 0:42:17just like you wanted.
0:42:18 > 0:42:21And tonight, I thought we'd have a family night.
0:42:21 > 0:42:22You know, get pizzas, watch a film.
0:42:22 > 0:42:24I'll even let you choose it.
0:42:24 > 0:42:26I can't tonight, I've got a party.
0:42:26 > 0:42:30Excuse me? Absolutely not. You're in no shape to go anywhere.
0:42:30 > 0:42:32You said you wanted me to make friends.
0:42:32 > 0:42:36Sweetie, of course I do, but tonight I'm saying no.
0:42:38 > 0:42:39You can't stop me.
0:42:39 > 0:42:41- Excuse me?- I'm going.
0:42:41 > 0:42:43Blake...
0:42:43 > 0:42:45Blake?
0:42:45 > 0:42:47Blake!
0:42:49 > 0:42:51Blake!
0:42:51 > 0:42:54Please! Blake, you are injured! Please!
0:42:54 > 0:42:56Blake!
0:43:06 > 0:43:08KNOCK AT DOOR
0:43:11 > 0:43:15Hey. I don't want to intrude. I just came to see how you are.
0:43:27 > 0:43:29And...I need to confess.
0:43:32 > 0:43:34The truth is, there was no other girl before.
0:43:36 > 0:43:38I lost my nerve.
0:43:38 > 0:43:43It happens to me sometimes when I care about something, or someone.
0:43:44 > 0:43:46I get so afraid of blowing it that I...
0:43:48 > 0:43:50..I blow it.
0:43:52 > 0:43:54Jessie, it was two years ago you started taking the pills.
0:43:54 > 0:43:57Don't flatter yourself.
0:43:57 > 0:43:58You weren't the only reason.
0:44:00 > 0:44:02I've always been anxious.
0:44:03 > 0:44:05I don't know why.
0:44:15 > 0:44:17Look after yourself, Jessie.
0:44:20 > 0:44:21You, too.
0:44:29 > 0:44:32MUSIC: Merry Christmas Everybody by Slade
0:44:32 > 0:44:35# On the feast of Stephen... #
0:44:35 > 0:44:36LAUGHTER
0:44:37 > 0:44:39Right, another.
0:44:39 > 0:44:41Yeah, same again.
0:44:41 > 0:44:44I don't think so, sunshine. Half your wages were earned by me today,
0:44:44 > 0:44:46so you can pay me back in pints. Off you trot.
0:44:46 > 0:44:48I've just been dumped!
0:44:48 > 0:44:51And my heart bleeds for you! And we are all in on the round. Off you trot.
0:44:51 > 0:44:52- LAUGHTER - All right. Lend me a tenner?
0:44:52 > 0:44:54Yeah.
0:44:54 > 0:44:56LAUGHTER
0:45:00 > 0:45:04So, big Christmas at Charlie and Duffy's - that sounds nice.
0:45:04 > 0:45:06Yeah.
0:45:06 > 0:45:08I don't know. They've been amazing,
0:45:08 > 0:45:11but I think it's time to find my own place.
0:45:11 > 0:45:13Well, that's just perfect timing, isn't it?
0:45:13 > 0:45:14Hasn't Max told you yet?
0:45:16 > 0:45:18- Alicia?- Mm?- Tell Robyn the good news about the house.
0:45:18 > 0:45:20Oh, yeah, it's all been fixed.
0:45:20 > 0:45:22I can finally move out of my mam's place.
0:45:22 > 0:45:25Max, Robyn and Charlotte are looking for a place to stay.
0:45:25 > 0:45:28Yeah. You can have your old room back.
0:45:28 > 0:45:31Are you sure? I mean, I have the baby and everything.
0:45:31 > 0:45:32Of course! It's fine!
0:45:32 > 0:45:35The old gang back together! Whoo-hoo!
0:45:35 > 0:45:37There you go. Sorted, see?
0:45:39 > 0:45:41There you go, my dear. Mm-hm.
0:45:41 > 0:45:45Cheers! To getting back on that horse.
0:45:45 > 0:45:46Cometh the hour...
0:45:46 > 0:45:49Cometh the man.
0:45:49 > 0:45:51Cheers!
0:45:52 > 0:45:54Hey.
0:45:58 > 0:46:00What's wrong?
0:46:01 > 0:46:02Everything.
0:46:04 > 0:46:07I really thought I'd sorted things with Blake today,
0:46:07 > 0:46:08but nothing's changed.
0:46:08 > 0:46:10He's just as angry, just as difficult
0:46:10 > 0:46:11and I don't know what to do.
0:46:11 > 0:46:14I thought splitting up with Marty would help, but...
0:46:14 > 0:46:16Whoa! What, you broke up with him?
0:46:16 > 0:46:19Yeah. I did it for Blake. He didn't even care.
0:46:19 > 0:46:21I don't know how to fix him, Jacob.
0:46:21 > 0:46:23- I don't know how to fix... - Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
0:46:24 > 0:46:26Sorry.
0:46:30 > 0:46:32Elle, there's something else.
0:46:32 > 0:46:33I know there is.
0:46:35 > 0:46:39Hey, listen to me. Whatever it is, you can tell me.
0:46:41 > 0:46:42Come on.
0:46:42 > 0:46:44I can't.
0:46:44 > 0:46:46I'm scared you'll hate me.
0:46:46 > 0:46:49Ha! What you talking about, hate you?
0:46:49 > 0:46:53Pancake, I could never hate you, man. Never.
0:46:53 > 0:46:54OK.
0:46:56 > 0:46:59Remember that terrible little bedsit you were living in?
0:46:59 > 0:47:02You were working to put yourself through college?
0:47:02 > 0:47:05- Yeah. - Marc and I, we weren't getting on.
0:47:05 > 0:47:09- Kalen was barely out of nappies... - Elle, come on.
0:47:14 > 0:47:16I stayed over one night.
0:47:19 > 0:47:21What's that got to do with the whole...?
0:47:21 > 0:47:25Marc can barely look at Blake, let alone talk to him,
0:47:25 > 0:47:29and my beautiful boy thinks that's his fault.
0:47:29 > 0:47:32And I can't stand it. I can't stand it!
0:47:32 > 0:47:34Marc's not his father, Jacob, you are!
0:47:44 > 0:47:46Please say something.
0:47:57 > 0:47:59Let me...let me get this straight. So...
0:48:02 > 0:48:04..you knew about this from the beginning?
0:48:06 > 0:48:08Yes.
0:48:11 > 0:48:13HE EXHALES
0:48:15 > 0:48:17And...you didn't think I had the right to know?
0:48:17 > 0:48:20You were just getting your life together.
0:48:20 > 0:48:21A baby would've ruined everything.
0:48:21 > 0:48:23That...that was not your decision to make.
0:48:23 > 0:48:26I was trying to save my marriage and then, when Marc left,
0:48:26 > 0:48:30I had three small children, Jacob. It was complicated!
0:48:30 > 0:48:32Compli...? Complicated?!
0:48:33 > 0:48:35You lied to me for 17 years!
0:48:39 > 0:48:41I'm so sorry.
0:48:42 > 0:48:44Jacob...
0:48:53 > 0:48:54DOOR SLAMS SHUT
0:48:54 > 0:48:56ELLE SOBS