Episode 4

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0:00:02 > 0:00:04I'm only keeping it if you finish it with her.

0:00:04 > 0:00:06Go and tell her now, or that is it.

0:00:06 > 0:00:08- Did he love her?- He was the one that finished it.

0:00:08 > 0:00:10That doesn't change anything.

0:00:10 > 0:00:11They started last night.

0:00:11 > 0:00:14Sometimes people write things like this on the internet.

0:00:14 > 0:00:18- Why?- Someone wants to get at Mum. - Who?- I'll deal with this.

0:00:18 > 0:00:19I found these in your flat.

0:00:19 > 0:00:23You're going on holiday. But stay there a while.

0:00:23 > 0:00:26You understand, don't you? I can't do this for ever.

0:00:26 > 0:00:28(I can't have this conversation.)

0:00:28 > 0:00:31I'm afraid, last night, she died in her sleep...

0:00:31 > 0:00:33TOM SOBS

0:00:33 > 0:00:35'I've changed my mind.'

0:00:36 > 0:00:37'We're all right.'

0:00:37 > 0:00:40We're going to try again.

0:00:45 > 0:00:47- TOM:- Do we have any butter?

0:00:47 > 0:00:50Mate, I used it this morning. Let me have a look.

0:00:50 > 0:00:52- Did you try the fridge? - CLATTERING

0:00:53 > 0:00:55Hey, presto...

0:00:55 > 0:00:57The butter(!)

0:00:58 > 0:01:01What did your last servant die of?

0:01:02 > 0:01:05- Cholera?- What's cholera?

0:01:05 > 0:01:07Cholera is like typhoid.

0:01:07 > 0:01:10- MOCKING:- "What's typhoid?"

0:01:10 > 0:01:12Typhoid is what?

0:01:12 > 0:01:15- Typhoid?- Typhoid, it's very serious.- What's Thai food?

0:01:15 > 0:01:18- Do you want lemon curd? - I thought you said, "Typhoo".

0:01:18 > 0:01:19Typhoo is a brand of tea.

0:01:21 > 0:01:25Thai food is...quite nice.

0:01:27 > 0:01:30Lemon curd! SHE CHUCKLES

0:01:33 > 0:01:36- 'So, he still hasn't admitted it? - I doubt he ever will.'

0:01:36 > 0:01:40- And you haven't told him, that you know?- We're just moving on.

0:01:40 > 0:01:43With this massive secret sat underneath the relationship?!

0:01:43 > 0:01:46- Can I speak with you?- Sure.

0:01:46 > 0:01:47Two minutes.

0:01:47 > 0:01:48Excuse me. KEYS JANGLE

0:01:54 > 0:01:57You're sure you're OK? It's just very sudden.

0:01:57 > 0:02:01After everything, how can you simply take him back?

0:02:01 > 0:02:03Because we have a child together,

0:02:03 > 0:02:06a life together, 14 years under our belt,

0:02:06 > 0:02:09so if there's any way of keeping all of that, I have to try.

0:02:09 > 0:02:12And you honestly think that he's never going to see her again?

0:02:12 > 0:02:14I'm told when they broke up, it was very final.

0:02:14 > 0:02:17- Nick?- There's been a complaint.

0:02:20 > 0:02:22Fantastic(!) Another one.

0:02:22 > 0:02:24The power of the internet.

0:02:25 > 0:02:27The latest yesterday was that I don't dress

0:02:27 > 0:02:29appropriately for a senior doctor.

0:02:29 > 0:02:31He was annoyed I wore a skirt.

0:02:31 > 0:02:33Um, this one's not online.

0:02:33 > 0:02:38- He came in and asked to speak to me personally.- Who is it?

0:02:38 > 0:02:42He's requested anonymity for the time being.

0:02:42 > 0:02:44- I'm speaking to the GMC. - Why the GMC?

0:02:44 > 0:02:46Doctors get complaints all the time.

0:02:46 > 0:02:50Yes, but as you say, there's also the comments on the website,

0:02:50 > 0:02:54and, um, what...what happened with your mother-in-law.

0:02:56 > 0:03:00My mother-in-law took her own life, I don't know why everyone...

0:03:00 > 0:03:03It's as much about protecting you as anything. This new complaint.

0:03:03 > 0:03:06- He talked about your personal life, your marriage.- Wait.

0:03:10 > 0:03:12You really can't tell me who this is?

0:03:12 > 0:03:14Sorry.

0:03:15 > 0:03:17Fine.

0:04:26 > 0:04:28TYPING

0:04:31 > 0:04:33SHE PUTS DOWN CUP

0:04:46 > 0:04:48TYPING

0:04:55 > 0:04:57KNOCK AT DOOR

0:04:57 > 0:04:58Come in.

0:04:59 > 0:05:01Gordon!

0:05:01 > 0:05:02Long time no see!

0:05:02 > 0:05:05- You're not normally sarcastic. - Sorry?

0:05:05 > 0:05:08- "Long time no see." That's what I expect from the others.- Sorry.

0:05:10 > 0:05:11Come on.

0:05:11 > 0:05:12Come in, sit down.

0:05:19 > 0:05:21SHE SIGHS Let's start again.

0:05:21 > 0:05:23What's wrong?

0:05:23 > 0:05:24My shoes don't fit any more.

0:05:24 > 0:05:26- Your shoes?- Yes.

0:05:28 > 0:05:31There must be something wrong with my feet.

0:05:36 > 0:05:38- So, were you sick?- I don't think you're picking up

0:05:38 > 0:05:41- on the right bit of the story. - Yeah, Mum just said,

0:05:41 > 0:05:43- when you and her met, you had a few too many.- Me? No.

0:05:43 > 0:05:46- Only one of us was tipsy that night. - CLATTERING

0:05:46 > 0:05:49- Oh, shit.- You OK? - Yeah, yeah.

0:05:49 > 0:05:50You want to be careful with alcohol.

0:05:50 > 0:05:53Makes you say things you shouldn't, and...stand on chairs.

0:05:53 > 0:05:55What do you mean?

0:05:55 > 0:05:57- I think we need to tell him the whole thing.- Fine.

0:05:57 > 0:06:00It was your mum who'd drunk too much that night.

0:06:00 > 0:06:05She stood on this chair, looked around, and then saw me,

0:06:05 > 0:06:09- pointed, and said I was the best-looking man in the room.- You?

0:06:09 > 0:06:12Your dad was younger then, and the room was not in a very nice pub...

0:06:12 > 0:06:15- That's true, there wasn't much competition.- So, then what?

0:06:15 > 0:06:17They started to play ABBA,

0:06:17 > 0:06:22I tried to dance on the chair, but fell off.

0:06:22 > 0:06:27Your dad helped me up and said that maybe I should have some food.

0:06:27 > 0:06:28We got a curry.

0:06:28 > 0:06:30And that's how we met.

0:06:37 > 0:06:40Oh, God! It's today.

0:06:40 > 0:06:43- That's why you were talking about it. Ah...!- Um...- I'm an idiot.

0:06:43 > 0:06:45Don't worry.

0:06:45 > 0:06:47- HE SIGHS - I'm so sorry.- What have you done?

0:06:47 > 0:06:52Every year, since then, on the 26th of May, your mum makes a curry.

0:06:52 > 0:06:54And I get her a card.

0:06:54 > 0:06:56And you forgot?

0:06:56 > 0:06:59Dad, you are RUBBISH sometimes.

0:07:00 > 0:07:02- Yeah.- Well...

0:07:02 > 0:07:03Honestly.

0:07:03 > 0:07:05It's OK. You've been busy.

0:07:06 > 0:07:08Simon!

0:07:08 > 0:07:10Um...

0:07:10 > 0:07:11um...

0:07:11 > 0:07:13- oh! - SHE CHUCKLES

0:07:13 > 0:07:15You liar!

0:07:18 > 0:07:20Oh, look!

0:07:24 > 0:07:26- Can I see?- NO!

0:07:31 > 0:07:32Thank you.

0:08:52 > 0:08:56THEY PANT

0:09:11 > 0:09:13Everything's going wrong at work.

0:09:16 > 0:09:17Can I do anything?

0:09:17 > 0:09:20Yeah, will you beat them up?

0:09:20 > 0:09:21Tuesday?

0:09:23 > 0:09:24Perfect.

0:09:26 > 0:09:27THEY CHUCKLE

0:09:30 > 0:09:32TEXT ALERT

0:09:39 > 0:09:41Everything all right?

0:09:41 > 0:09:44Yeah. Just, it's a problem.

0:09:47 > 0:09:49At work?

0:09:49 > 0:09:51Yeah. Yeah, it's fine.

0:10:06 > 0:10:08- Can I have a word?- Sure.

0:10:19 > 0:10:20Ah.

0:10:20 > 0:10:23- Sorry, can you sit on this side? - There's only three of us Nick,

0:10:23 > 0:10:26- I'm not sure it matters. - We should take it seriously.

0:10:27 > 0:10:28- Here?- Thank you.

0:10:35 > 0:10:40You've got the outline details of the complaint there

0:10:40 > 0:10:44that you threatened to burn this man with a lit cigarette.

0:10:47 > 0:10:49I'm assuming you deny it?

0:10:51 > 0:10:56- Of course.- As you know, normally there are internal procedures.

0:10:56 > 0:10:57There are.

0:10:57 > 0:10:59But, er,

0:10:59 > 0:11:01I spoke to the GMC this morning

0:11:01 > 0:11:05and they indicated that we should consider the wider context...

0:11:05 > 0:11:08- What's going on?- Gemma, if you let Nick finish, he'll explain.

0:11:08 > 0:11:11Obviously, the online comments are anonymous

0:11:11 > 0:11:13but we can't ignore them entirely.

0:11:13 > 0:11:18To an outside eye, they might appear to have...a pattern of behaviour.

0:11:19 > 0:11:22Also we've had the police here,

0:11:22 > 0:11:25asking questions about the death of your mother-in-law.

0:11:25 > 0:11:29- Who talked to them? - Luke, mostly, he was...- "Mostly"?

0:11:32 > 0:11:35They asked about some things to do with procedure, as well.

0:11:35 > 0:11:37Do you think that I've done anything wrong?

0:11:37 > 0:11:40- There needs to be a process. - No, but...

0:11:40 > 0:11:44- You, personally, Nick. What do you think?- Well...

0:11:44 > 0:11:47You have been going through a lot lately, in your life.

0:11:47 > 0:11:50- How is that relevant? - You said we were talking personally.

0:11:50 > 0:11:54The GMC have suggested we mutually agree

0:11:54 > 0:11:57you take a leave of absence, informally,

0:11:57 > 0:12:01while the complaint is investigated and we look at the website.

0:12:01 > 0:12:05- It would help, as well, wouldn't it, to have some time off?- No.

0:12:05 > 0:12:08What if I don't agree?

0:12:08 > 0:12:12Then we'd have to look at a temporary suspension.

0:12:12 > 0:12:15And, Gemma, that would be so much worse.

0:12:22 > 0:12:23When?

0:12:24 > 0:12:26When do you want me to stop, then?

0:12:26 > 0:12:28Immediately.

0:12:54 > 0:12:56RUMMAGING

0:13:12 > 0:13:15You don't have to pack up. It's only a couple of weeks.

0:13:15 > 0:13:19Presumably, while I'm away, you'll become senior partner?

0:13:19 > 0:13:21You think I want you to go?

0:13:22 > 0:13:25We're following professional advice.

0:13:25 > 0:13:26It's not my fault.

0:13:28 > 0:13:29I helped you!

0:13:29 > 0:13:32I told you everything about Kate and the baby, I spoke to Simon,

0:13:32 > 0:13:34did everything you asked.

0:13:34 > 0:13:37Then suddenly you're giving him another chance which is up to you,

0:13:37 > 0:13:40but forgive me if I stop trying to keep up

0:13:40 > 0:13:42and take a step back, and act professionally.

0:13:42 > 0:13:43Gemma!

0:13:48 > 0:13:51Whatever's going on, some time off would be a good idea, wouldn't it?

0:13:54 > 0:13:55What did you tell the police?

0:13:57 > 0:14:00- What?- You said they asked about procedure?

0:14:00 > 0:14:04- Yes.- Something was said to them here to make them suspect me.

0:14:04 > 0:14:08All right, well, er, they asked about our access to pills.

0:14:08 > 0:14:11- And I told them what I found in your bag.- Why were you looking in my bag?

0:14:11 > 0:14:13I wasn't looking!

0:14:13 > 0:14:17I needed some hand gel and your bag was there on the side and open,

0:14:17 > 0:14:21and when I found it, I saw that there was...

0:14:21 > 0:14:25a bottle of sleeping pills with some anti-sickness medication.

0:14:25 > 0:14:28And then, the next day, your mother-in-law did what she did...

0:14:28 > 0:14:30- They were Jack's.- So, I...

0:14:30 > 0:14:31Jack's?

0:14:31 > 0:14:33He wanted to kill himself.

0:14:33 > 0:14:35I took them off him.

0:14:36 > 0:14:38You still have them, then, in your bag?

0:14:38 > 0:14:40Yeah.

0:14:44 > 0:14:45I have.

0:14:55 > 0:14:59- I don't know where they've gone, I had them...- Oh, Gemma...!- Don't!

0:14:59 > 0:15:01Don't make me feel stupid.

0:15:06 > 0:15:08They were there.

0:15:17 > 0:15:20I'll tell the police I made a mistake.

0:15:20 > 0:15:21But take this time.

0:15:24 > 0:15:26GEMMA SIGHS

0:15:41 > 0:15:44- They said I have to see someone else.- Yes.

0:15:44 > 0:15:46- The other doctors laugh at me. - They don't.- They do.

0:15:46 > 0:15:50- You know they do. What's happened? - Google me and you'll find out.

0:15:51 > 0:15:53Sorry.

0:15:56 > 0:15:58THUNDER RUMBLES

0:16:07 > 0:16:09Hi.

0:16:09 > 0:16:11That's what I thought.

0:16:11 > 0:16:15- You're back with Carly? - Yeah, not drinking any more.

0:16:15 > 0:16:17I was suspended today because of your complaint.

0:16:17 > 0:16:20You know why I came round that day.

0:16:20 > 0:16:23- She needed help.- No... You found out what your husband was doing.

0:16:23 > 0:16:25You were angry, you took it out on me.

0:16:25 > 0:16:29- Look, I'm pleased if you've sorted yourself out.- Not "if".

0:16:29 > 0:16:31- Carly's given you a second chance.- Yeah.

0:16:32 > 0:16:34Give me a second chance, too?

0:16:34 > 0:16:38- Carly showed me the website. You're out of control.- No.

0:16:39 > 0:16:41I've been through a lot in the last few weeks,

0:16:41 > 0:16:44but things are better now.

0:16:44 > 0:16:47Please. I-I can't stop working. I need it.

0:16:47 > 0:16:48FOOTSTEPS APPROACH

0:16:48 > 0:16:50Carly?

0:16:50 > 0:16:51They've suspended her.

0:16:51 > 0:16:52Um ...

0:16:54 > 0:16:57OK, Dan, maybe you should tell them not to go forward with this.

0:16:57 > 0:17:00Have you admitted it? Said that... What happened?

0:17:00 > 0:17:02They'd start a disciplinary procedure and I can't...

0:17:08 > 0:17:09How much?

0:17:11 > 0:17:13How much to withdraw the complaint.

0:17:16 > 0:17:18You really need to stop offering me money.

0:17:20 > 0:17:21Yeah.

0:17:25 > 0:17:26OK.

0:17:42 > 0:17:44SHE SIGHS

0:17:44 > 0:17:46SHE PANTS

0:17:52 > 0:17:54Come on, son.

0:17:55 > 0:17:56Go on, Tom.

0:17:56 > 0:18:00CHEERING, SHOUTING NEARBY

0:18:06 > 0:18:08SIMON CHEERS

0:18:26 > 0:18:29- Leave it with me. Hey! My favourite doctor!- Hi.

0:18:29 > 0:18:31Hi!

0:18:31 > 0:18:32Hi.

0:18:32 > 0:18:35Well, your husband's taking this very seriously.

0:18:35 > 0:18:38Well, he was never very good at sports himself, so it matters.

0:18:38 > 0:18:40He's just same!

0:18:42 > 0:18:43How are you?

0:18:43 > 0:18:45Good, thanks.

0:18:45 > 0:18:47You going out?

0:18:47 > 0:18:50- What? - She's talking about the skirt.

0:18:50 > 0:18:53- I had the same question, but she's 20 something...- 23.

0:18:53 > 0:18:55- Yeah, well, apparently I don't get a vote.- I like it.

0:18:55 > 0:18:58- Yeah, I'm sure the boys do, as well!- Yeah, shut up, Dad!

0:18:58 > 0:19:00CHEERING AND GROANING

0:19:00 > 0:19:04Get up! At least I could run in a straight line!

0:19:04 > 0:19:06Get up! That's better.

0:19:10 > 0:19:13I've been meaning to say, it is ridiculous

0:19:13 > 0:19:15that we haven't all got together, the four of us.

0:19:15 > 0:19:18- It's what happens when you leave it to the men.- Sounds fun.

0:19:18 > 0:19:20- I'll e-mail you.- Bye.- Bye.

0:19:22 > 0:19:24Oh, so close!

0:19:24 > 0:19:26CHEERING

0:19:26 > 0:19:28Come on, Tom. >

0:19:30 > 0:19:32Nice ball.

0:19:36 > 0:19:39- I thought you were at work? - I wanted to see our son.

0:19:43 > 0:19:44Come on, Tom!

0:19:46 > 0:19:47WHISTLE BLOWS

0:19:53 > 0:19:55Simon, the, uh...

0:19:57 > 0:20:00..the partners at work...

0:20:00 > 0:20:04um, have asked me to take some time off pending an investigation.

0:20:04 > 0:20:08- You mean?- Suspended me, effectively.- Why?

0:20:08 > 0:20:13There's been a formal complaint that I went to the home of a patient

0:20:13 > 0:20:17and...assaulted him.

0:20:17 > 0:20:20- HE SCOFFS - Assaulted him? You?

0:20:21 > 0:20:23Ros, she...she's a partner.

0:20:23 > 0:20:26- Can't she?- There's been the stuff on the internet,

0:20:26 > 0:20:30and the police have been around asking questions about your mum.

0:20:30 > 0:20:31Apparently, that...

0:20:31 > 0:20:34"paints a picture". Sorry!

0:20:34 > 0:20:35It's all right.

0:20:37 > 0:20:41- OK, OK, it'll be all right. - SHE SOBS

0:20:45 > 0:20:47Thank you.

0:20:49 > 0:20:51Thank you.

0:20:53 > 0:20:55TEXT ALERT

0:21:00 > 0:21:02- That was you.- Yeah.

0:21:03 > 0:21:04Right, sorry.

0:21:04 > 0:21:07I didn't want to...

0:21:07 > 0:21:10- Who is it?- Work.

0:21:10 > 0:21:11OK.

0:21:13 > 0:21:16Are you not going to reply?

0:21:17 > 0:21:18I don't mind if you want to.

0:21:19 > 0:21:21What?

0:21:22 > 0:21:23What's going on?

0:21:23 > 0:21:24When you got the text, your...

0:21:26 > 0:21:28..your body went tense.

0:21:28 > 0:21:31I was surprised. That's what people do when they're surprised.

0:21:31 > 0:21:34- OK. Honestly. You can reply. - You still...

0:21:36 > 0:21:38You still...

0:21:38 > 0:21:40You think I'm lying?

0:21:40 > 0:21:42You still don't trust me?

0:21:42 > 0:21:46Look, do you want to see the text?

0:21:46 > 0:21:50Time, date, details of the supplies for the foundations. Here. Look.

0:21:50 > 0:21:53No. It's fine.

0:21:53 > 0:21:55Well done!

0:21:55 > 0:21:56We lost.

0:21:56 > 0:21:58Only just,

0:21:58 > 0:22:00and not because of you.

0:22:00 > 0:22:02Right. Two cars. Who are you going to go with?

0:22:02 > 0:22:05No offence, Mum, but you don't know much about football

0:22:05 > 0:22:07and me and Dad have to talk.

0:22:07 > 0:22:08TEXT ALERT

0:22:08 > 0:22:10Where to? Somewhere to celebrate?

0:22:10 > 0:22:12Celebrate what?

0:22:12 > 0:22:14- You, of course!- Oh.

0:22:14 > 0:22:15Pizza?

0:22:15 > 0:22:18Yeah, actually, that would be really good.

0:22:18 > 0:22:20Simon? Pizza?

0:22:20 > 0:22:21Argh, really sorry.

0:22:21 > 0:22:23Crisis.

0:22:23 > 0:22:24What?

0:22:26 > 0:22:28The thing with the supplies.

0:22:28 > 0:22:30We need to talk about options, today, sorry.

0:22:30 > 0:22:34Boring. Um, I'll just be a couple of hours. I'll join you later.

0:22:34 > 0:22:38Pizza is a great idea. You can teach Mum about the offside rule!

0:22:38 > 0:22:41Well, why can't you come now, and sort out your problem later?

0:22:43 > 0:22:46Sorry, mate. It just doesn't work like that.

0:22:48 > 0:22:52- I'll be around tonight and we can catch up then, yeah?- OK.

0:22:59 > 0:23:00You already know the offside rule.

0:23:00 > 0:23:02CAR STARTS

0:23:02 > 0:23:03Yeah.

0:23:03 > 0:23:05Is there anything you don't know?

0:23:05 > 0:23:07CAR DRIVES AWAY

0:23:07 > 0:23:09Quite a lot.

0:23:22 > 0:23:24Dad!

0:23:26 > 0:23:27He works really hard, doesn't he?

0:23:46 > 0:23:47Mum!

0:23:47 > 0:23:49Mum!

0:23:52 > 0:23:53Mum!

0:23:53 > 0:23:55You're going the wrong way!

0:24:12 > 0:24:14I need five minutes with your dad.

0:24:14 > 0:24:15You said we were having pizza.

0:24:15 > 0:24:17SHE SIGHS Do your homework.

0:24:17 > 0:24:19I want to come in!

0:24:19 > 0:24:21You can't.

0:24:25 > 0:24:27HE EXHALES

0:24:44 > 0:24:46- Oh, shit...- What?

0:24:48 > 0:24:49Your face.

0:24:49 > 0:24:52I, um... I didn't know you were coming over.

0:24:52 > 0:24:54They normally buzz up.

0:24:54 > 0:24:56I told them that I wanted to surprise my husband.

0:24:56 > 0:24:58I'm not having a good day. Is he in there?

0:24:58 > 0:25:00He's on the phone. Gemma, are you...?

0:25:00 > 0:25:02You're holding something back.

0:25:04 > 0:25:05I mean...

0:25:05 > 0:25:08I mean, you've been doing that for a long time, but...

0:25:09 > 0:25:10..something's changed.

0:25:12 > 0:25:16- You've suddenly become really bad at lying.- I don't know what you're talking about.

0:25:19 > 0:25:20Does my husband bully you?

0:25:20 > 0:25:23I mean, not physically,

0:25:23 > 0:25:24but he patronises you.

0:25:27 > 0:25:29I suppose, that's why men want female assistants.

0:25:29 > 0:25:32So, they can push at least one woman around.

0:25:34 > 0:25:37- You've been covering for him for years.- I don't...cover.

0:25:37 > 0:25:39- I'd like to believe that. - Well, you should.- But your face.

0:25:41 > 0:25:44Look, if you take a seat, when he's off the phone,

0:25:44 > 0:25:46- I'll let him know that you're here. - I wanted his support.

0:25:46 > 0:25:50I've basically just lost my job, but from the expression on your face,

0:25:50 > 0:25:53I think he's off having sex with Kate Parks again.

0:25:56 > 0:25:58You split with your husband.

0:25:59 > 0:26:02So, you can imagine something of what I'm feeling.

0:26:04 > 0:26:06I've known for a while.

0:26:10 > 0:26:11They have no idea.

0:26:13 > 0:26:14Well, they will now.

0:26:16 > 0:26:18I assume it's not locked.

0:26:25 > 0:26:27Where is he?

0:26:28 > 0:26:29His car's outside.

0:26:33 > 0:26:34Well?

0:26:36 > 0:26:38What?

0:26:38 > 0:26:42He was always worried that someone might follow him or see him.

0:26:43 > 0:26:45They had a system.

0:26:46 > 0:26:48You can get out from the back of the building.

0:27:28 > 0:27:31SHE SOBS AND THUDS

0:27:47 > 0:27:48They're back together.

0:27:48 > 0:27:51He'll never leave her.

0:27:51 > 0:27:53I kept telling him to stop. I HATE what he's doing.

0:28:06 > 0:28:08You went on holiday with them.

0:28:08 > 0:28:12- He said he needed me, that they'd be working...- Where did you go?

0:28:12 > 0:28:14Kate's dad has a house in France.

0:28:14 > 0:28:16Said she could use it for friends.

0:28:16 > 0:28:17Her dad wasn't there?

0:28:17 > 0:28:20No. They don't know about Simon.

0:28:20 > 0:28:21He'd kill him if he did.

0:28:21 > 0:28:24- Show me pictures.- What...?

0:28:24 > 0:28:26Of the holiday. On your phone.

0:28:26 > 0:28:29You, him, her. Neil, Anna. I want to see.

0:28:29 > 0:28:31Why would you want to see?

0:28:31 > 0:28:34I thought that I had a chance to sort this out,

0:28:34 > 0:28:36but, clearly, I'm delusional!

0:28:52 > 0:28:56Look, not that it matters but, yeah, you're right.

0:28:56 > 0:28:58He can be horrible.

0:28:58 > 0:29:02- Especially when he's stressed. - Can you e-mail these to me?- I...

0:29:06 > 0:29:08If you want.

0:29:08 > 0:29:10- And don't tell him I know. - Why not?

0:29:10 > 0:29:12I want to do it myself.

0:29:13 > 0:29:15- But not now.- Do what?

0:29:17 > 0:29:20- I told you to stay in the car. - Where's Dad?

0:29:24 > 0:29:28Mum, what's wrong with you? You're so weird at the moment.

0:29:29 > 0:29:30Mum!

0:29:31 > 0:29:33Why are you such a mad bitch?

0:29:33 > 0:29:35It's scary.

0:29:38 > 0:29:40Your dad's gone out for a couple of minutes.

0:29:43 > 0:29:46You know Becky, don't you? Becky, could you text Simon,

0:29:46 > 0:29:48tell him that his son's waiting in his office

0:29:48 > 0:29:50and needs some pizza before going home?

0:29:50 > 0:29:53And then, when he gets back, could you explain

0:29:53 > 0:29:57that I've forgotten that I need to go to a conference...tonight.

0:29:58 > 0:30:00I need to leave immediately.

0:30:00 > 0:30:02- Be gone a few days.- What?

0:30:02 > 0:30:05Your dad'll look after you. You can talk about football.

0:30:05 > 0:30:08- A conference? It's always work!- Yes?

0:30:08 > 0:30:10OK.

0:30:10 > 0:30:11Good.

0:30:13 > 0:30:14Bye, then.

0:30:16 > 0:30:17Bye.

0:30:18 > 0:30:20Mum!

0:30:21 > 0:30:22SHE SIGHS

0:30:27 > 0:30:29SHE LAUGHS

0:30:29 > 0:30:32You're too clever! All right.

0:30:32 > 0:30:34Look, there is no conference.

0:30:34 > 0:30:37That's a lie Becky and I are going to tell your dad,

0:30:37 > 0:30:40because I just can't deal with everything at the moment

0:30:40 > 0:30:42so I need to go away for a couple of days.

0:30:42 > 0:30:46And I don't want him to worry, so...I'm making an excuse.

0:30:46 > 0:30:47Now, you have a choice.

0:30:47 > 0:30:50You can tell Dad the truth, or you can join me and Becky

0:30:50 > 0:30:52and tell him it's a conference.

0:30:54 > 0:30:56It's up to you. HE SIGHS

0:30:56 > 0:30:57Don't do that!

0:30:59 > 0:31:00Your dad does that.

0:31:02 > 0:31:05What do you mean, you can't deal with everything?

0:31:05 > 0:31:07Life's hard sometimes.

0:31:08 > 0:31:12- How long are you gone for? - Couple of days.

0:31:14 > 0:31:16- OK.- Good boy.

0:31:21 > 0:31:23See you soon.

0:31:45 > 0:31:47MOBILE RINGS

0:32:04 > 0:32:05MOBILE RINGS

0:32:22 > 0:32:23Shit!

0:32:35 > 0:32:37CAR APPROACHES

0:33:01 > 0:33:02I'm fishing.

0:33:02 > 0:33:05Saw it in a film.

0:33:05 > 0:33:06Doesn't work.

0:33:08 > 0:33:09You OK?

0:33:09 > 0:33:11SHE SCOFFS

0:33:16 > 0:33:18Mary!

0:33:18 > 0:33:20Visitor!

0:33:20 > 0:33:22My husband used to shout at me. Now he's dead!

0:33:22 > 0:33:25Those two things might not be connected, Jack,

0:33:25 > 0:33:27but are you sure you want to take the risk?

0:33:28 > 0:33:29- Oh.- Hi.

0:33:30 > 0:33:31Jack, make some tea.

0:33:34 > 0:33:38- What's happened? You look upset. Where's Tom?- With Simon.

0:33:38 > 0:33:40- Did you tell her?- No.

0:33:40 > 0:33:42What? What's going on?

0:33:42 > 0:33:44Can I stay?

0:33:44 > 0:33:45Well, I've got no clean towels.

0:33:47 > 0:33:49I'll find some. Course. You can stay as long as you like.

0:33:51 > 0:33:52Sit down.

0:33:54 > 0:33:55PHONE RINGS

0:33:58 > 0:34:02- I thought you didn't have mobile reception.- Oh, they put a mast up.

0:34:02 > 0:34:05I wrote a letter, it made no difference.

0:34:06 > 0:34:08He cheated on me.

0:34:08 > 0:34:10PHONE RINGS

0:34:10 > 0:34:11All right.

0:34:11 > 0:34:12Where's that tea?

0:34:18 > 0:34:19PHONE BEEPS

0:34:24 > 0:34:26- There. - KEYPAD TONES

0:34:26 > 0:34:27Problem solved.

0:34:43 > 0:34:44Thanks...

0:34:44 > 0:34:46for taking Jack in.

0:34:46 > 0:34:49He's a pain in the neck, but, like you said,

0:34:49 > 0:34:51he's useful round the house.

0:34:51 > 0:34:55- Sorry he's so rude.- It's the right thing to do, so it must be done.

0:34:56 > 0:34:59He's stuck in the past, that's been his problem.

0:34:59 > 0:35:02- He was with David a long time. - I know.

0:35:02 > 0:35:05When you lose someone like that...

0:35:05 > 0:35:07when you're going through hell,

0:35:07 > 0:35:09you've got to keep going.

0:35:09 > 0:35:10Can I help?

0:35:10 > 0:35:12No, thank you.

0:35:12 > 0:35:13CLATTERING

0:35:15 > 0:35:18- Don't suppose you have any wine? - What do you think(?)

0:35:18 > 0:35:20And Jack shouldn't so don't you dare buy it.

0:35:20 > 0:35:23You can have another cup of tea or there's some squash.

0:35:24 > 0:35:27- Was it advice you wanted? Is that why you're here?- No.

0:35:27 > 0:35:30- You'd never be told before. - I just needed to get away.

0:35:30 > 0:35:31I see.

0:35:34 > 0:35:38You'll want to get back for Tom, soon, though, of course?

0:35:39 > 0:35:42You'll want to get back for him.

0:35:43 > 0:35:46I might just...get some air.

0:35:48 > 0:35:50Dinner's 20 minutes.

0:36:37 > 0:36:40You're addicted to those things.

0:36:40 > 0:36:42Same as David, he was never off his iPad.

0:36:55 > 0:36:57- How did you get these? - His assistant.

0:37:06 > 0:37:08You grew up around here.

0:37:08 > 0:37:09Yeah.

0:37:11 > 0:37:13Mary helped us out.

0:37:13 > 0:37:15Picked me up from school.

0:37:16 > 0:37:18When my mum and dad died, she was all I had.

0:37:20 > 0:37:24What happened to your parents? She wouldn't say.

0:37:24 > 0:37:26Car accident. When I was 16.

0:37:26 > 0:37:29I stayed with Mary for a year, but she...

0:37:31 > 0:37:37I was bored of people feeling sorry for me, so I went to London.

0:37:37 > 0:37:39A levels, medical school, met Simon.

0:37:40 > 0:37:41Moved.

0:37:42 > 0:37:44Started a new life.

0:37:45 > 0:37:47Had a child, then we got the house.

0:37:50 > 0:37:52SHE SIGHS

0:37:53 > 0:37:55I love that house.

0:38:01 > 0:38:02How's this working out for you?

0:38:03 > 0:38:06Well, off the booze,

0:38:06 > 0:38:08health's improved,

0:38:08 > 0:38:10and she's got someone to do the gardening.

0:38:13 > 0:38:15- So, you'll stay a bit longer, then?- Forever.

0:38:16 > 0:38:18But not with her.

0:38:19 > 0:38:21Moving on, Gemma.

0:38:21 > 0:38:22I can recommend it.

0:38:25 > 0:38:28Get Tom on a train up here.

0:38:28 > 0:38:31- You don't need to stay in that place.- Why should Simon win?

0:38:31 > 0:38:32Who cares about winning?

0:38:33 > 0:38:35Be happy.

0:38:40 > 0:38:42I understand all that

0:38:42 > 0:38:45but you made a commitment.

0:38:45 > 0:38:46She can't stay there.

0:38:46 > 0:38:48- Come on!- Better or worse!

0:38:48 > 0:38:51Rubbish! You need to leave.

0:38:51 > 0:38:53But it's my town. I've got friends.

0:38:53 > 0:38:56It's Simon's town, and if you're talking about friends,

0:38:56 > 0:38:58you could do a lot better.

0:38:58 > 0:39:01- It's not fair. - "Fair"! Gemma, not to be mean,

0:39:01 > 0:39:03but that's the sort of thing

0:39:03 > 0:39:06you were saying when you were a little girl. Life isn't fair.

0:39:06 > 0:39:07It's how you deal with it.

0:39:07 > 0:39:09I was thinking in the car...

0:39:09 > 0:39:11what if I never came back?

0:39:11 > 0:39:13Women do that sometimes.

0:39:14 > 0:39:18Tom would be upset, but he'd have his dad, friends.

0:39:18 > 0:39:20Maybe it'd all work out.

0:39:20 > 0:39:22Who would actually miss me...

0:39:22 > 0:39:25if I...

0:39:25 > 0:39:26vanished?

0:39:26 > 0:39:28You shouldn't say things like that.

0:39:28 > 0:39:31- You know what it's like to lose a parent.- I coped.

0:39:32 > 0:39:33And he would too.

0:39:33 > 0:39:36What do you mean, "vanish"?

0:39:36 > 0:39:37You thought about it.

0:39:38 > 0:39:40Those pills.

0:39:41 > 0:39:43The one person in my life that ever loved me...

0:39:44 > 0:39:46..had gone forever.

0:39:46 > 0:39:49- It's completely different. - I agree.

0:39:49 > 0:39:50Right.

0:39:50 > 0:39:53- What's happened to me is worse. - Now, you're being ridiculous!

0:39:53 > 0:39:56David died in pain, coughing up liquid...desperate.

0:39:58 > 0:39:59There was nothing I could do...

0:39:59 > 0:40:02- At least the time you had together was real.- You can't compare the two!

0:40:02 > 0:40:05It isn't like Simon's just gone. He never existed.

0:40:05 > 0:40:08Every moment that we spent together was false, because he was never

0:40:08 > 0:40:10- the person that I thought he was. - Gemma, he's made a mistake,

0:40:10 > 0:40:12that doesn't mean he's a completely different person.

0:40:12 > 0:40:14And my parents died, also in pain,

0:40:14 > 0:40:16and I don't know exactly what happened in the crash,

0:40:16 > 0:40:19but I bet it wasn't instant like everyone said.

0:40:19 > 0:40:22So, I...know what it's like to be left behind.

0:40:22 > 0:40:24But I'm...

0:40:25 > 0:40:27..really sorry, Jack,

0:40:27 > 0:40:28I loved David, too, but...

0:40:30 > 0:40:34..what's happened to me is so much harder to deal with,

0:40:34 > 0:40:35I promise you.

0:40:39 > 0:40:40I'm going to bed.

0:40:44 > 0:40:47You need to be careful when you're upset.

0:40:47 > 0:40:49- You've always known.- What?

0:40:50 > 0:40:52Exactly how to hurt people.

0:40:57 > 0:40:59(Yeah.)

0:41:02 > 0:41:05WIND HOWLS

0:41:07 > 0:41:11SHE BREATHES HEAVILY

0:43:17 > 0:43:18PHONE RINGS

0:43:29 > 0:43:32- Hi.- 'Hi! Where are you?'

0:43:32 > 0:43:33In a hotel.

0:43:34 > 0:43:37The conference. Didn't Becky say?

0:43:37 > 0:43:39'But you just...left. I've been trying to call.'

0:43:39 > 0:43:41I'll be back in a couple of days.

0:43:41 > 0:43:43'You just forgot about it?'

0:43:43 > 0:43:45Things have been difficult...

0:43:46 > 0:43:49..recently, so, yeah, I forgot.

0:43:49 > 0:43:52'You asked about that text. I thought you might've...'

0:43:52 > 0:43:55- What?- '..been upset.'

0:43:57 > 0:44:00- How are you?- 'I couldn't sleep. I was worried.'

0:44:00 > 0:44:01Any news?

0:44:01 > 0:44:03'What news?'

0:44:04 > 0:44:06Anything you want to tell me?

0:44:09 > 0:44:10'No.'

0:44:13 > 0:44:14'OK. Well...look...

0:44:14 > 0:44:16'I'll call you tomorrow?'

0:44:21 > 0:44:23- Bye, then.- 'Bye.'

0:44:23 > 0:44:25SHE WHIMPERS

0:44:28 > 0:44:30SHE SOBS

0:44:38 > 0:44:40SHE GROANS

0:44:45 > 0:44:47SPLASHING

0:45:14 > 0:45:17SHE GASPS AND CRIES

0:45:28 > 0:45:30SHE SPLASHES AND STRUGGLES

0:45:31 > 0:45:33SHE COUGHS

0:46:28 > 0:46:30Gemma!

0:46:34 > 0:46:35Gemma!

0:46:46 > 0:46:47Gemma!

0:46:58 > 0:46:59(Shit!)

0:47:01 > 0:47:02Gemma!

0:47:19 > 0:47:20What are you doing?

0:47:20 > 0:47:22It's freezing!

0:47:22 > 0:47:24I wanted to drown.

0:47:25 > 0:47:27I told you, that's...

0:47:27 > 0:47:28not...

0:47:28 > 0:47:29But then I thought...

0:47:31 > 0:47:33No.

0:47:33 > 0:47:34What do you mean?

0:47:40 > 0:47:44Best put this on before you get hypothermia.

0:47:45 > 0:47:47Gemma, stop.

0:47:47 > 0:47:48Wait!

0:47:48 > 0:47:49Where are you going?

0:47:50 > 0:47:52Home.

0:48:06 > 0:48:08ENGINE TURNS

0:48:28 > 0:48:30KIDS CHATTER

0:48:40 > 0:48:42I thought you were away?

0:48:42 > 0:48:44Simon asked me to pick up Tom.

0:48:44 > 0:48:46I need your help.

0:48:46 > 0:48:48What do you mean?

0:48:48 > 0:48:50You owe it to me.

0:48:56 > 0:48:57You're back.

0:49:06 > 0:49:09RATTLING

0:49:32 > 0:49:36Hey! I saw your car. You said two days.

0:49:36 > 0:49:39I changed my mind. I didn't want to be away.

0:49:43 > 0:49:45I'm all over the place at the moment. Can you tell?

0:49:47 > 0:49:48That's why I was worried.

0:49:48 > 0:49:50Are you ready?

0:49:50 > 0:49:52- What for?- Dinner.

0:49:52 > 0:49:54We're due at half seven.

0:49:54 > 0:49:56What? Who with?

0:49:56 > 0:49:57Go and get a shirt on.

0:50:02 > 0:50:04It's mad living with you sometimes!

0:50:04 > 0:50:05SHE LAUGHS

0:50:18 > 0:50:19What about Tom, who's...?

0:50:19 > 0:50:22- Becky's looking after Tom tonight. - Gemma called,

0:50:22 > 0:50:24said she was coming back, and wanted to keep this dinner,

0:50:24 > 0:50:28but the short notice meant she didn't have childcare, so I offered.

0:50:32 > 0:50:33Thanks.

0:50:49 > 0:50:51You really won't tell me where we're going?

0:50:53 > 0:50:55You used to be into surprises.

0:50:56 > 0:50:57Fine.

0:51:00 > 0:51:01Do I like these people?

0:51:01 > 0:51:03You love them.

0:51:18 > 0:51:20It's the Parks.

0:51:20 > 0:51:22They invited us yesterday.

0:51:22 > 0:51:24At the football?

0:51:25 > 0:51:26Gemma...

0:51:28 > 0:51:29I can't.

0:51:29 > 0:51:32What? Why not?

0:51:54 > 0:51:56SHE RINGS BELL

0:51:56 > 0:51:57DOOR OPENS

0:51:58 > 0:52:00Oh, hi!

0:52:00 > 0:52:01Hi!

0:52:03 > 0:52:06- What?- Gemma...

0:52:06 > 0:52:11Oh, God. What's going on? You're not expecting us...

0:52:11 > 0:52:14Hello, Fosters!

0:52:14 > 0:52:17- What's this? You're...? - I think you're a week early.

0:52:17 > 0:52:18Really? But this is the...?

0:52:18 > 0:52:23- I thought... You said "Thursday" in your e-mail...- I meant next week.

0:52:23 > 0:52:26Oh, I'm so sorry...it's my mistake!

0:52:26 > 0:52:27Oh!

0:52:27 > 0:52:29- Ah... Come in anyway! - No, it's fine.

0:52:29 > 0:52:32- We'll head back, we're tired actually...- No! Nonsense!

0:52:32 > 0:52:35We can rustle something up. You're here now.

0:52:35 > 0:52:38- That'll be all right, won't it, Susie?- Absolutely.

0:52:38 > 0:52:40For these two, we will make it work, come on! Come in!

0:52:40 > 0:52:43- Are you sure?- Positive. - (Honestly, I think we should go.)

0:52:43 > 0:52:46We've got the kids in tonight so there'll be plenty of food,

0:52:46 > 0:52:48it'll be fun!

0:52:48 > 0:52:51- I'm really not...- Come on! - God, it's gorgeous.

0:52:51 > 0:52:53LAUGHTER

0:52:55 > 0:52:59OMINOUS MUSIC DROWNS SPEECH

0:54:02 > 0:54:04You have a place in France? What's it called?

0:54:04 > 0:54:06- The house? - Does it have a name?

0:54:06 > 0:54:08We'll talk.

0:54:08 > 0:54:10Gemma, help yourself.

0:54:10 > 0:54:12How's your love life?

0:54:13 > 0:54:15There's been a complaint made against me.

0:54:15 > 0:54:17- What's the complaint?- Chris!

0:54:17 > 0:54:20A man says I threatened to burn him with a lit cigarette

0:54:20 > 0:54:22unless he left his girlfriend alone.

0:54:22 > 0:54:25You don't mind me opening up about the difficulties we've experienced?