Episode 1

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0:00:49 > 0:00:53He chose it himself. It fits perfectly. No sizing needed.

0:00:54 > 0:00:56That's a sign, right?

0:01:00 > 0:01:02- Ros.- Hm?

0:01:02 > 0:01:04Thank you.

0:01:04 > 0:01:06Hey, did you download the app yet?

0:01:06 > 0:01:08You should!

0:01:35 > 0:01:37- She hit the ball!- Shut up!

0:01:37 > 0:01:39At last!

0:01:52 > 0:01:54CAR HORN BEEPS

0:01:54 > 0:01:56It's Mum.

0:02:29 > 0:02:31What's that?

0:02:32 > 0:02:34An invitation.

0:02:34 > 0:02:35To what?

0:02:37 > 0:02:39Tom...

0:02:41 > 0:02:43- ..who's it from?- Dad.

0:02:43 > 0:02:45They're coming back.

0:02:50 > 0:02:52Why didn't they tell us?

0:02:55 > 0:02:57It's OK.

0:02:59 > 0:03:01It'll be OK.

0:04:43 > 0:04:45TEXT ALERT

0:04:51 > 0:04:53Who is it?

0:04:53 > 0:04:56It's Max and Issie. Don't worry, no-one's grooming me.

0:04:57 > 0:05:01Except Max, cos he wants me to do his physics homework.

0:05:03 > 0:05:04Done.

0:05:08 > 0:05:12It could be good, Dad being closer.

0:05:12 > 0:05:13How?

0:05:13 > 0:05:16So you could spend more time with him.

0:05:22 > 0:05:24I'm not going.

0:05:24 > 0:05:27Max's parents are away next weekend. I think I'd rather go there.

0:05:29 > 0:05:30Thank you.

0:05:34 > 0:05:36Sleep well.

0:06:12 > 0:06:14PHONE BUZZES

0:06:35 > 0:06:37PHONE BUZZES

0:07:00 > 0:07:02RADIO: # Threw my bad fortune

0:07:02 > 0:07:05# Off the top of a tall building

0:07:05 > 0:07:10# I'd rather have done it with you... #

0:07:10 > 0:07:13SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC

0:10:20 > 0:10:22SHE SCOFFS

0:11:25 > 0:11:28Are you surprised that we could buy here?

0:11:29 > 0:11:32Wondering if I kept money from you in the divorce? I didn't.

0:11:32 > 0:11:34I promise I was completely honest.

0:11:34 > 0:11:37This is simply a change of circumstance.

0:11:39 > 0:11:41You didn't need to come here in person.

0:11:41 > 0:11:43You know what The Acres is like.

0:11:43 > 0:11:45You didn't need to get out, walk around...

0:11:45 > 0:11:47walk in.

0:11:50 > 0:11:53Must've been another reason why you came.

0:11:57 > 0:12:00- How are you?- Good.- Good. - You seem well.- Yeah, I am.

0:12:01 > 0:12:04- Do you think about me?- What?

0:12:04 > 0:12:07You can't end 15 years of marriage and just switch it off, can you?

0:12:07 > 0:12:09I even dream about you sometimes.

0:12:10 > 0:12:13Just being honest. What you always asked for.

0:12:13 > 0:12:15I thought you were doing all right in London.

0:12:15 > 0:12:18Doing all right financially, but Tom's here

0:12:18 > 0:12:21and I know you've not seen us together since it happened,

0:12:21 > 0:12:25but whatever he goes back and tells you, we get on quite well.

0:12:25 > 0:12:28- He makes an effort.- Yeah, well, I'd like to see more of him

0:12:28 > 0:12:30and Kate's friends are here, her family.

0:12:30 > 0:12:32It's clearly the best thing to do.

0:12:32 > 0:12:34No, the difficult thing was leaving in the first place.

0:12:34 > 0:12:38But that was the right thing at the time, wasn't it, for you?

0:12:38 > 0:12:42- You decided to go. - Yes, we did, to give you space.

0:12:42 > 0:12:44But hopefully two years is enough.

0:12:48 > 0:12:50Yorkshire Tea.

0:12:50 > 0:12:52Like we used to get.

0:12:53 > 0:12:54Milk, one sugar?

0:12:54 > 0:12:56Yeah.

0:12:56 > 0:13:00It's odd knowing someone so well, isn't it, that you never see?

0:13:00 > 0:13:02Maybe not so well any more.

0:13:02 > 0:13:04Got the tea right.

0:13:04 > 0:13:06Is Tom coming to the party?

0:13:07 > 0:13:10Gemma, you're very quiet. We haven't spoken to each other

0:13:10 > 0:13:12in a long time and you've hardly opened your mouth.

0:13:12 > 0:13:15- Tom has another party at the weekend.- He...

0:13:15 > 0:13:18Gemma, he's 15 and he's what, too busy? I'm his dad.

0:13:18 > 0:13:19It's up to him.

0:13:19 > 0:13:21Is that a new top?

0:13:21 > 0:13:23What? No.

0:13:23 > 0:13:26No. It's our wedding, our house-warming.

0:13:26 > 0:13:29Sure, he's under your roof, but he's part of our family too.

0:13:29 > 0:13:31Actually, I did encourage him,

0:13:31 > 0:13:33but he felt very strongly that it would be awful.

0:13:35 > 0:13:37- Tell him he has to. - He's not a child.

0:13:37 > 0:13:40He is and, like you, used to say, family first.

0:13:40 > 0:13:42That depends on how you define "family".

0:13:46 > 0:13:49Are you with anyone at the moment? Is there anyone new?

0:13:49 > 0:13:51- I might leave the tea.- I hear not.

0:13:51 > 0:13:53Bad taste.

0:13:53 > 0:13:54Because it's odd that you're here.

0:13:54 > 0:13:56I send you that text out of courtesy

0:13:56 > 0:13:59and within 24 hours I find you poking around.

0:13:59 > 0:14:00That's strange.

0:14:00 > 0:14:03And forgive me but I've seen some of our friends

0:14:03 > 0:14:06while I've been sorting this place out and they say you just work,

0:14:06 > 0:14:10go home, work again, only see your little group. Nothing's changed.

0:14:10 > 0:14:12- I need to go... - Your same life but without me.

0:14:12 > 0:14:14..before you get any more aggressive.

0:14:14 > 0:14:15I'm not being aggressive at all.

0:14:15 > 0:14:17The last time we were in a room together,

0:14:17 > 0:14:18you knocked me unconscious.

0:14:18 > 0:14:20Yes, and I've got a criminal record.

0:14:20 > 0:14:22I did community service.

0:14:22 > 0:14:25Everyone I know, when they found out about what I'd done,

0:14:25 > 0:14:26took a step back.

0:14:26 > 0:14:29I've invited friends to the party. It'll be a miracle if,

0:14:29 > 0:14:31with my reputation, anybody turns up,

0:14:31 > 0:14:33but at least I'm trying to move on.

0:14:33 > 0:14:35I think that's what you need to do.

0:14:36 > 0:14:39Not being patronising, but leave me behind.

0:14:40 > 0:14:43Of course we think about each other sometimes,

0:14:43 > 0:14:45but turning up at my house? Come on.

0:14:45 > 0:14:47You even look the same. The car.

0:14:47 > 0:14:50And you're right, that top, how old is that top? You had it when we...

0:14:51 > 0:14:53OK.

0:14:53 > 0:14:55Tell Tom he should be there.

0:15:56 > 0:15:58- Hey.- Cutting it fine.

0:15:58 > 0:16:00Sorry?

0:16:00 > 0:16:03Well, it's nearly time. Oh, do you want a hand?

0:16:03 > 0:16:04Thanks. I'm fine.

0:16:04 > 0:16:08Maybe it's just me but I hate rushing so I always get here early,

0:16:08 > 0:16:11order a coffee from the van on the corner. Have you tried their coffee?

0:16:11 > 0:16:15- It's been there years.- It's a lovely man that runs it.- Tony.

0:16:15 > 0:16:17- Toni, I think.- That's what I said.

0:16:17 > 0:16:20Yeah, he's Italian. It's Toni with an "i"?

0:16:20 > 0:16:22I had to sort my son out this morning.

0:16:22 > 0:16:26Oh, even more important to be organised with family around.

0:16:27 > 0:16:29Thanks, I'll remember that.

0:16:32 > 0:16:34- All right?- Yes I'm fine.

0:16:37 > 0:16:39No, actually.

0:16:42 > 0:16:45Simon's moved back to Parminster.

0:16:46 > 0:16:49He's invited Tom to a house-warming party.

0:16:50 > 0:16:53- You don't seem surprised. - Well, it's only a matter of time.

0:16:53 > 0:16:54He hates London, always said it.

0:16:54 > 0:16:57It doesn't need to affect you, though.

0:16:58 > 0:17:01- Have you tried that app yet? - I don't think it's my thing.

0:17:01 > 0:17:05That's because you haven't tried it. It worked for me. Gemma, come on.

0:17:05 > 0:17:08Do you really think you're going to bump into somebody at random?

0:17:08 > 0:17:10Never happens.

0:17:14 > 0:17:15Deep breath.

0:17:18 > 0:17:20Thanks.

0:17:21 > 0:17:24Erm, tell me if any of this hurts.

0:17:25 > 0:17:27Do you exercise regularly?

0:17:27 > 0:17:29Squash, tennis, a bit of football.

0:17:29 > 0:17:32- Right, so this could be a strain. - That's what I thought. Aah!

0:17:32 > 0:17:35- There it is. Found it. - There?- No, no... Aah!

0:17:35 > 0:17:37That... That's worse. Wow.

0:17:37 > 0:17:40- You don't take prisoners.- Sorry.

0:17:40 > 0:17:42That's no problem.

0:17:43 > 0:17:45You must be in the gym quite a bit.

0:17:46 > 0:17:48- Sorry?- Exercise.

0:17:48 > 0:17:51To stay in shape like that when you're in here all day.

0:17:51 > 0:17:52Not the gym.

0:17:52 > 0:17:55This and that. I manage.

0:17:55 > 0:17:57This and that?

0:17:58 > 0:18:00Erm...

0:18:01 > 0:18:04..this looks like you've just strained a muscle.

0:18:04 > 0:18:07It should get better in a couple of weeks and in the meantime...

0:18:07 > 0:18:10- ease off the exercise.- Thanks.

0:18:15 > 0:18:18- You probably don't get much time for lunch.- 20 minutes.

0:18:18 > 0:18:19Could you do 45?

0:18:21 > 0:18:23I work a couple of streets away.

0:18:23 > 0:18:25OK, I don't do this often.

0:18:25 > 0:18:28Actually, never before. Not like this.

0:18:28 > 0:18:31How do you ask someone out? I've no idea.

0:18:31 > 0:18:33I suspect you just ask them.

0:18:33 > 0:18:35OK.

0:18:36 > 0:18:38Do you want to get some lunch?

0:18:38 > 0:18:40You can say no.

0:18:40 > 0:18:42That's kind, but...

0:18:42 > 0:18:44Oh, patient, doctor - frowned upon?

0:18:44 > 0:18:48I'm just not looking for that kind of thing.

0:18:48 > 0:18:50No problem. Are you with someone or...?

0:18:50 > 0:18:54I'm just not looking for a relationship at the moment.

0:18:54 > 0:18:56Sure.

0:18:57 > 0:19:00So, full disclosure. He sent me an invitation.

0:19:00 > 0:19:01Simon.

0:19:01 > 0:19:03- You?- To his wedding party.

0:19:03 > 0:19:07It's OK, I'm not going. I've texted him already.

0:19:07 > 0:19:10I'm surprised that he invited me, but I'm sorry I didn't tell you.

0:19:10 > 0:19:12- I didn't want to upset you. - What is he doing?

0:19:12 > 0:19:15- What do you mean? - Well, who else has he invited?

0:19:15 > 0:19:18He's organising a party and he's lived here most of his life,

0:19:18 > 0:19:19so I imagine quite a lot of people.

0:19:19 > 0:19:21How can he afford to live in The Acres?

0:19:21 > 0:19:24He nearly bankrupted us and what was left went to me.

0:19:24 > 0:19:26What, two years later he's in a million-pound house?

0:19:26 > 0:19:29- What's going on? - It's not your problem.

0:19:29 > 0:19:31No.

0:19:34 > 0:19:35OK.

0:20:14 > 0:20:16I got this!

0:20:20 > 0:20:22You can go if you want.

0:21:00 > 0:21:04You look amazing. Good choice, I think.

0:21:05 > 0:21:08- You should wear a suit more often.- No, thanks.

0:21:08 > 0:21:09DOORBELL RINGS

0:21:09 > 0:21:11That's Neil.

0:21:13 > 0:21:15- IN DISTANCE:- Hey, are guys ready to go?

0:21:15 > 0:21:17- IN DISTANCE:- Absolutely.

0:21:18 > 0:21:20And he looks very smart.

0:21:31 > 0:21:34What's this?

0:21:34 > 0:21:36- Was it you? A Windsor knot? - It's a wedding.

0:21:36 > 0:21:40But he's 15. He looks like he's going to the Tory Party conference.

0:21:40 > 0:21:41Come here, Tom.

0:21:41 > 0:21:42Everything all right?

0:21:42 > 0:21:46Yeah, let me just... Oh, yes, everything's marvellous.

0:21:46 > 0:21:49- Yeah, how's that tie going? - Thanks for dropping him off.

0:21:49 > 0:21:51It's a great suit. You've chosen well.

0:21:51 > 0:21:53- We liked it, didn't we?- Yeah.

0:21:53 > 0:21:57- You don't have to be there long. It's the right thing.- I know.

0:21:57 > 0:21:59See? Better.

0:21:59 > 0:22:01Made a man of him.

0:22:01 > 0:22:04When you want to come back, give me a call, I'll pick you up.

0:22:04 > 0:22:08I'm so happy for you. Brilliant idea. Just take your mind off it.

0:22:09 > 0:22:11- Shall we?- Yeah.

0:22:11 > 0:22:15Don't drink. There'll be lots of booze there, I'm sure, but...

0:22:15 > 0:22:17- I'm 15. - That's what I'm worried about.

0:22:20 > 0:22:22Could you, erm...

0:22:22 > 0:22:24give this to Kate?

0:22:25 > 0:22:28- Is it a bomb?- Don't be ridiculous.

0:22:34 > 0:22:36Honestly, you look incredible.

0:22:36 > 0:22:39Objectively speaking, not flirting.

0:22:40 > 0:22:42- Promise.- Understood.

0:22:42 > 0:22:44Have a great time.

0:22:44 > 0:22:46Enjoy it!

0:23:01 > 0:23:02- Hi.- Hello.

0:23:08 > 0:23:10So glad you called.

0:23:11 > 0:23:15- How did you get my number? From the system, I suppose.- Yeah.

0:23:15 > 0:23:18You're not supposed to, but I thought you might be worth it.

0:23:18 > 0:23:22Well, thanks. So I've already ordered wine, as you can see.

0:23:22 > 0:23:24Took a guess at what you'd like. Hope it's all right.

0:23:24 > 0:23:26It's perfect.

0:23:31 > 0:23:34So tell me about you.

0:23:35 > 0:23:37- What do you want to know? - I want to know everything.

0:23:37 > 0:23:42Well, single. Had a previous long-term relationship with a woman

0:23:42 > 0:23:44that I met at university but that ended.

0:23:44 > 0:23:47Moving on. Didn't ask my sexual history!

0:23:47 > 0:23:51Erm, my favourite colour is green, I like Mexican food,

0:23:51 > 0:23:54I've travelled quite a bit, though not for a while.

0:23:55 > 0:23:57Children?

0:23:57 > 0:24:00Good question. No. None. Yet. That I know of.

0:24:00 > 0:24:02Bad joke.

0:24:02 > 0:24:06What else? I have no major medical issues except for this strain,

0:24:06 > 0:24:09- which, by the way, is feeling much better.- Good.

0:24:10 > 0:24:13- What do you do? - I'm a frustrated centre forward.

0:24:13 > 0:24:14What?

0:24:14 > 0:24:17And not a bad poker player as well, so watch out.

0:24:19 > 0:24:21But in real life I'm a teacher.

0:24:23 > 0:24:25I'm sorry.

0:24:25 > 0:24:27My son's at a party and I just...

0:24:27 > 0:24:28I need to check on him.

0:24:28 > 0:24:30- How old is he?- 15.

0:24:30 > 0:24:33- You trust him?- Absolutely.

0:24:34 > 0:24:36I'm sure he'll be all right.

0:24:37 > 0:24:40He didn't want to go, actually. He was worried.

0:24:44 > 0:24:47- Do you do much of this?- Dating?

0:24:48 > 0:24:49No.

0:24:49 > 0:24:52PHONE BUZZES Sorry.

0:24:53 > 0:24:56I'm aware I might be coming across as a bit boring.

0:24:56 > 0:24:58I promise you I'm not.

0:24:58 > 0:25:01I'm actually pretty much up for anything.

0:25:01 > 0:25:03How about you? Used to dates?

0:25:04 > 0:25:07No. I don't need a partner. I never did.

0:25:07 > 0:25:09Fine on my own.

0:25:09 > 0:25:12- OK, that's good to know. - No, I didn't mean...

0:25:15 > 0:25:18- This isn't working. - We only just started.

0:25:18 > 0:25:21No, I'm distracted and I shouldn't be here.

0:25:21 > 0:25:23I'm sorry to waste your time.

0:25:23 > 0:25:25- You're going home?- Home? No.

0:25:25 > 0:25:27Where, then?

0:25:28 > 0:25:30Why? Do you want to come with me?

0:25:31 > 0:25:33DOORBELL RINGS

0:25:35 > 0:25:38Yeah, yeah, leave it to Grandad.

0:25:38 > 0:25:43Honestly, a lifetime of experience and you put me on door duty.

0:25:43 > 0:25:44Thanks!

0:25:44 > 0:25:46Right.

0:25:46 > 0:25:48Hey!

0:25:48 > 0:25:52Hi. Sorry we're late. Tom's already here.

0:25:52 > 0:25:54- Yeah, he is. Are you...? - This is James.

0:25:54 > 0:25:57- He's really good at poker. - Hi. Good to meet you.

0:25:57 > 0:26:00- He's my plus one. - Does Simon know you're coming?

0:26:00 > 0:26:01Yeah.

0:26:03 > 0:26:05Are you going to invite us in?

0:26:07 > 0:26:08Thanks.

0:26:10 > 0:26:13It's a big house. I hope you're not bankrolling him again.

0:26:13 > 0:26:15I haven't given him anything.

0:26:15 > 0:26:18Please, Gemma, don't make a scene.

0:26:18 > 0:26:19Gemma!

0:26:19 > 0:26:22- Let's get a drink.- Sure.

0:26:24 > 0:26:26When you said your son was at a party,

0:26:26 > 0:26:28I was thinking cheap cider and hip-hop.

0:26:28 > 0:26:30You know these people?

0:26:30 > 0:26:34- There's something I need to explain. - Yeah, I'm getting that impression.

0:26:35 > 0:26:38- Hi.- I didn't think you were...

0:26:38 > 0:26:40This is James. James, Ros, Connor.

0:26:40 > 0:26:43- Hello.- Her fiance. He's a builder.

0:26:43 > 0:26:46- I like Connor a lot.- Gemma... - So glad you're having a good time.

0:26:46 > 0:26:48..does Simon know you're here?

0:26:48 > 0:26:50Well, he invited Tom so that's close.

0:26:50 > 0:26:52You mean he doesn't?

0:26:52 > 0:26:55We'll see you in a bit. I promised James some dessert.

0:26:57 > 0:27:00So Simon is...?

0:27:00 > 0:27:04- Simon's my ex-husband.- OK. - And this is his wedding party.

0:27:05 > 0:27:07See? Fun!

0:27:10 > 0:27:12And here he comes.

0:27:14 > 0:27:17Simon, this is James. James, Simon.

0:27:17 > 0:27:19- Hi.- Excuse me.

0:27:20 > 0:27:23- What do you want? - Some dessert would be excellent.

0:27:23 > 0:27:26I mean from me. I sent you the picture to reassure you.

0:27:26 > 0:27:29A picture showing our 15-year-old getting drunk?

0:27:29 > 0:27:30One glass. This isn't to do with him.

0:27:30 > 0:27:33You wouldn't turn up unless you were after something yourself.

0:27:33 > 0:27:37Out of the whole world, you chose to come back and live less than a mile from my front door.

0:27:37 > 0:27:40- You invite my son, most of my friends.- My friends originally.

0:27:40 > 0:27:43- You want me to go home? - Of course I want you to go home.

0:27:43 > 0:27:46- And if I refuse? - You'll be an embarrassment.

0:27:46 > 0:27:48- To you and your wife?- To Tom.

0:27:50 > 0:27:52And yourself.

0:27:57 > 0:27:59Go.

0:28:00 > 0:28:04You've got a bit of fluff. Something on your shoulder.

0:28:05 > 0:28:07There. That's better.

0:28:09 > 0:28:11And, yes, I refuse.

0:28:26 > 0:28:29- That's your ex-husband? - Could you tell?

0:28:29 > 0:28:31He seemed upset.

0:28:31 > 0:28:34That's sort of the point.

0:28:36 > 0:28:38What are you doing?

0:28:38 > 0:28:41Dad sent me a picture. I wanted to see if you were OK.

0:28:41 > 0:28:43People are looking. You can't just turn up.

0:28:43 > 0:28:45- Hi, Tom.- Mr Mohan?

0:28:45 > 0:28:48That's who you went on date with? My teacher?!

0:28:49 > 0:28:51- I didn't know.- Jesus.

0:28:51 > 0:28:54- How many of those have you had? - How many have you had?

0:28:54 > 0:28:56- Hi, Doctor F, you all right? - Hey.

0:28:56 > 0:28:58Sir, I didn't know that you...

0:28:58 > 0:29:00No way!

0:29:00 > 0:29:03Mum, honestly, I'll just call Anna later as planned

0:29:03 > 0:29:05so, erm, you can leave, yeah?

0:29:05 > 0:29:07Shall we go outside?

0:29:08 > 0:29:11Maybe he's right. You should just let him get on with it.

0:29:11 > 0:29:14Yeah, I probably should.

0:29:17 > 0:29:19But I won't.

0:29:21 > 0:29:23Why not?

0:29:23 > 0:29:25Because I'm supposed to sit dutifully at home

0:29:25 > 0:29:28and pretend it's fine that my friends are celebrating

0:29:28 > 0:29:29the man who ruined my life.

0:29:31 > 0:29:33That's what I'm supposed to do.

0:29:34 > 0:29:38But I don't think there's any harm in reminding them what happened.

0:29:38 > 0:29:42To make sure that even if they all forgive, they don't forget.

0:29:44 > 0:29:47If you think I'm mad, you don't have to stay.

0:29:49 > 0:29:51Thanks.

0:29:58 > 0:29:59GLASS CLINKS

0:30:01 > 0:30:02Hello!

0:30:02 > 0:30:05Erm, so, while I can, erm...

0:30:05 > 0:30:08Accustomed as I am to public speaking,

0:30:08 > 0:30:11I'm simply going to say thank you so much for coming

0:30:11 > 0:30:16and, on this occasion, stand aside and introduce...

0:30:16 > 0:30:18my wife!

0:30:18 > 0:30:20CHEERING AND APPLAUSE

0:30:21 > 0:30:22Erm...

0:30:28 > 0:30:31Do you know what? I'm... I'm just going to make it up.

0:30:31 > 0:30:33Erm...

0:30:33 > 0:30:37never let it be said that we do things the easy way.

0:30:38 > 0:30:41You all know how we got together

0:30:41 > 0:30:44and you all know why we moved away.

0:30:44 > 0:30:47It's been difficult for us for a long time.

0:30:47 > 0:30:51But it's so good to be back home, with so many familiar faces

0:30:51 > 0:30:56and it's wonderful that you can all come here and forgive us

0:30:56 > 0:30:58and put the past in the past.

0:30:58 > 0:31:01We promise not to let you down again.

0:31:02 > 0:31:04All we want now is the quiet life.

0:31:04 > 0:31:05Yes?

0:31:07 > 0:31:11Actually, I also would like to thank Gemma...

0:31:13 > 0:31:15..for coming here tonight.

0:31:16 > 0:31:18It has to be said you weren't entirely invited.

0:31:18 > 0:31:21Well, not invited at all, but you're here...

0:31:21 > 0:31:23with...

0:31:24 > 0:31:26I'm sorry, we haven't met.

0:31:26 > 0:31:27- James.- James.

0:31:27 > 0:31:32You're here with James and I hope that means you want the best for us.

0:31:32 > 0:31:35That you're willing to forgive everything that's happened

0:31:35 > 0:31:38and move on for Amelie and for Tom.

0:31:42 > 0:31:44I assume that's why you've come here.

0:31:50 > 0:31:52Do you wish us well?

0:32:01 > 0:32:03Of course. I hope you'll be very happy.

0:32:03 > 0:32:06Phew! That was like The X Factor results.

0:32:06 > 0:32:10Erm, good. Well, we wish you and James the very best too.

0:32:10 > 0:32:15Erm, and hopefully it will be peace and quiet from now on.

0:32:16 > 0:32:19Now, I have a long list of people to thank.

0:32:19 > 0:32:22If you're not one of them, it's not that you're less important,

0:32:22 > 0:32:26it's that you'll get less annoyed if you're off, so brace yourselves.

0:32:26 > 0:32:28Here we go. Mum and Dad.

0:32:28 > 0:32:30Oh, you don't have to thank us, sweetheart.

0:32:30 > 0:32:33Yes, she bloody well does!

0:32:33 > 0:32:35LAUGHTER

0:32:35 > 0:32:36Excuse me.

0:32:36 > 0:32:40..on behalf of me, Simon and Amelie for always being there for us.

0:32:40 > 0:32:43I personally don't know what we would do without you.

0:32:43 > 0:32:45Love you, guys.

0:32:45 > 0:32:47Come here.

0:32:50 > 0:32:53Look at you. You want to make a speech.

0:32:53 > 0:32:56Go on, off you go.

0:32:56 > 0:32:58All right, all right!

0:32:58 > 0:33:02Well, now, before we reflect on the happy couple,

0:33:02 > 0:33:07I want to start with some early memories of my wonderful daughter

0:33:07 > 0:33:11to give you some idea of what she was really like...

0:35:07 > 0:35:08VIBRATOR BUZZES

0:35:14 > 0:35:16FOOTSTEPS

0:35:24 > 0:35:26- What are you doing? - Your face is red.

0:35:27 > 0:35:31- How's your blood pressure these days?- Why are you here?

0:35:31 > 0:35:33- In this room or in your house? - Both.

0:35:34 > 0:35:37Because in all honesty, Simon, I need to feel like there's been

0:35:37 > 0:35:41some ill-effect from the things that you've done to me and Tom.

0:35:41 > 0:35:44Looking at everyone down there, this huge house,

0:35:44 > 0:35:46your clothes, the car outside

0:35:46 > 0:35:49and the little expensive vibrator in the drawer.

0:35:49 > 0:35:52I don't think you've suffered at all.

0:35:53 > 0:35:55- Are you going to have another one? - What?

0:35:55 > 0:35:56Child.

0:35:56 > 0:35:57You're drunk.

0:35:57 > 0:36:00- There's one thing that you don't have.- Gemma.- Me.

0:36:01 > 0:36:04- I had a real shock tonight. - You need to come downstairs...

0:36:04 > 0:36:07I dressed like this for James' benefit, actually.

0:36:07 > 0:36:11I loosened it up a bit before I got here, but I didn't expect

0:36:11 > 0:36:14when I was standing close to you, just after I arrived,

0:36:14 > 0:36:17and I picked that bit of fluff off your shoulder,

0:36:17 > 0:36:20I didn't expect to feel your cock...

0:36:21 > 0:36:23..getting bigger.

0:36:24 > 0:36:27Poking into my thigh, despite everything.

0:36:28 > 0:36:30I have a feeling that doesn't happen so much with Kate any more.

0:36:30 > 0:36:34- Were you always like this? - I think you know I absolutely was.

0:36:39 > 0:36:40Admit how you feel about me.

0:36:42 > 0:36:44And then I'll know you're suffering.

0:36:47 > 0:36:50Admit you still find me attractive, then I'll go.

0:36:50 > 0:36:52I told you, of course I still think about you.

0:36:52 > 0:36:55Admit that you're starting to get a hard-on just looking at me.

0:36:57 > 0:36:59- Honestly?- Honestly.

0:36:59 > 0:37:01Then I'll go.

0:37:05 > 0:37:07- Yes, I find you very attractive. - I'm your type.

0:37:07 > 0:37:10We were married for a long time, very successfully,

0:37:10 > 0:37:12- and that would seem to suggest... - It wasn't about me.

0:37:12 > 0:37:16- The reason you looked elsewhere. - I never said it was.

0:37:16 > 0:37:18So your feelings for me are...

0:37:18 > 0:37:19Still there to some extent, of course.

0:37:19 > 0:37:22- Does Kate know this? - She's not stupid.

0:37:22 > 0:37:23No, I know she's not stupid.

0:37:25 > 0:37:29What is it with you and intellectually superior women?

0:37:29 > 0:37:32- Actually, we're both quite... - She's nothing like you.

0:37:32 > 0:37:34Does she know you still have feelings for me?

0:37:36 > 0:37:38She'd be shocked to hear it.

0:37:38 > 0:37:41I'm recording this conversation by the way. Now, on my phone.

0:37:43 > 0:37:46It's had it going all night just in case I needed it.

0:37:47 > 0:37:50Jesus. Fine. I won't be blackmailed. Do what you want.

0:37:50 > 0:37:52I didn't really record it.

0:37:55 > 0:37:58- OK.- Actually, I did.

0:38:01 > 0:38:04This is exactly the kind of game that you enjoy.

0:38:04 > 0:38:08And now Kate's no longer a secret. She's become boring.

0:38:10 > 0:38:12You like the intrigue.

0:38:13 > 0:38:15I'm all about games.

0:38:20 > 0:38:21Stop.

0:38:25 > 0:38:28We've moved, we're here.

0:38:28 > 0:38:32It doesn't matter what you do or what you say, it's too late.

0:38:32 > 0:38:35Which is why you didn't tell me till it was all done.

0:38:35 > 0:38:37So that you were just a fact I had to deal with.

0:38:37 > 0:38:39You can always find somewhere else yourself.

0:38:46 > 0:38:49Yes, that's what you want, isn't it?

0:38:51 > 0:38:53You want to get rid of me.

0:38:58 > 0:39:00Then what's the plan?

0:39:01 > 0:39:03Wait and see.

0:39:11 > 0:39:13Again.

0:39:14 > 0:39:16You just can't help yourself, can you?

0:39:22 > 0:39:24Do you want to?

0:39:27 > 0:39:28Do you?

0:39:32 > 0:39:35I'd rather slit my own throat.

0:39:48 > 0:39:51What's going on? Where's Simon?

0:39:52 > 0:39:54We were in your bedroom.

0:39:54 > 0:39:56- What do you want from us really? - My son.

0:39:57 > 0:40:00And then a taxi.

0:40:00 > 0:40:02Here, something for later.

0:40:04 > 0:40:06Don't show Simon.

0:40:07 > 0:40:09# Run away

0:40:09 > 0:40:12# I've got to get away

0:40:12 > 0:40:16# From the pain you drive into the heart of me

0:40:16 > 0:40:18# The love we share

0:40:18 > 0:40:22# Seems to go nowhere

0:40:22 > 0:40:25# And I've lost my light

0:40:25 > 0:40:30# For I toss and turn I can't sleep at night

0:40:30 > 0:40:33# Once I ran to you

0:40:34 > 0:40:36# Now I'll run from you

0:40:36 > 0:40:39# This tainted love you've given

0:40:39 > 0:40:43# I give you all a boy could give you

0:40:43 > 0:40:47# Take my tears and that's not nearly all

0:40:47 > 0:40:50- # Tainted love - Oh-ooh

0:40:50 > 0:40:52# Tainted love

0:40:53 > 0:40:57# Now I know I've got to

0:40:57 > 0:40:58# Run away

0:40:58 > 0:41:01# I've got to get away

0:41:01 > 0:41:06# You don't really want any more from me

0:41:06 > 0:41:08# To make things right

0:41:08 > 0:41:11# You need someone to hold you tight

0:41:11 > 0:41:15# And you think love is to pray

0:41:15 > 0:41:19# But I'm sorry, I don't pray that way... #

0:41:19 > 0:41:21- VOICE MAIL:- Hi, it's Tom. Leave a message.

0:41:24 > 0:41:26Tom?

0:41:31 > 0:41:33Tom?

0:41:44 > 0:41:46Tom!

0:42:05 > 0:42:07Tom?

0:42:07 > 0:42:09Tom, where have you been?

0:42:10 > 0:42:13I don't want any arguments. We're going home now.

0:42:13 > 0:42:14Good.

0:42:25 > 0:42:27You need a lift?

0:42:30 > 0:42:32Thanks.

0:42:44 > 0:42:45- Sorry.- No problem.

0:42:45 > 0:42:47Sorry about tonight.

0:42:47 > 0:42:51I was worried about Tom, but it's embarrassing for you, I know.

0:42:51 > 0:42:52Can I call you?

0:42:52 > 0:42:54Seriously?

0:42:58 > 0:43:00Yeah.

0:43:00 > 0:43:02Yeah, you can.

0:43:25 > 0:43:28Your dad has no idea. No sense of responsibility.

0:43:30 > 0:43:32- You're not going there again. - Mum!

0:43:32 > 0:43:34What? You don't want to anyway, do you?

0:43:34 > 0:43:37- Everyone at school's going to know. - What about?

0:43:42 > 0:43:43Oh.

0:43:44 > 0:43:48Well, OK. I had no idea he was your teacher

0:43:48 > 0:43:51- and if I'd have realised, I would have...- So desperate.

0:43:55 > 0:43:57OK.

0:43:59 > 0:44:00Sorry.

0:44:00 > 0:44:02You're not desperate.

0:44:08 > 0:44:10It's fine.

0:44:13 > 0:44:15Are you OK, mister?

0:44:19 > 0:44:21Hey.

0:44:25 > 0:44:26Night, Mum.

0:44:26 > 0:44:28Night.

0:45:47 > 0:45:48It's good.

0:45:49 > 0:45:53- How have you found the last few months?- Oh, very good.

0:45:53 > 0:45:56- The work isn't too much? You don't find it stressful?- No.

0:45:58 > 0:46:01You must be the only GP in the country to say that.

0:46:01 > 0:46:03Well, it's all about planning.

0:46:03 > 0:46:06Efficiency of time, efficiency of language in the consultation room

0:46:06 > 0:46:09and making sure you provide excellent care,

0:46:09 > 0:46:11both personally and medically.

0:46:11 > 0:46:12Right.

0:46:12 > 0:46:15If you're finding it difficult,

0:46:15 > 0:46:17I could always show you how I organise my time.

0:46:17 > 0:46:20- How do you feel you've been getting on with everyone? OK?- Yes.

0:46:20 > 0:46:25I only ask because sometimes we can be abrasive without realising it.

0:46:25 > 0:46:28I think I would know if someone was finding me abrasive.

0:46:28 > 0:46:31- You would?- I would.- You'd know if you were having a conversation

0:46:31 > 0:46:34with someone and they were finding you irritating?

0:46:34 > 0:46:36Yes, I think that would be very clear.

0:46:36 > 0:46:39For me, Gemma, whatever someone's personal feelings,

0:46:39 > 0:46:42I think it's always important to act professionally,

0:46:42 > 0:46:44no matter what challenges I face.

0:46:44 > 0:46:46All right.

0:46:46 > 0:46:49And no matter what's going on in my personal life.

0:46:57 > 0:46:59All right.

0:47:00 > 0:47:02It's good to see you.

0:47:02 > 0:47:03Oh, doctor...

0:47:03 > 0:47:05Sorry, Gordon, one minute.

0:47:05 > 0:47:07These came for you.

0:47:07 > 0:47:09- What? When?- This morning.

0:47:09 > 0:47:12Can you take them? We don't have the facilities.

0:47:12 > 0:47:15- You just need to put them in a vase. - We don't have a vase.

0:47:30 > 0:47:32- VOICE MAIL:- Hi, it's James. Leave a message.

0:47:32 > 0:47:34VOICE MAIL BEEPS

0:47:34 > 0:47:37Hi, James. It's Gemma. I just got your...

0:47:41 > 0:47:43Your... Sorry.

0:47:49 > 0:47:53- Gordon, how are you? - Well, I'm don't know where to start.

0:47:53 > 0:47:55My hair doesn't feel right in the mornings

0:47:55 > 0:47:57and the headaches are still...

0:47:57 > 0:47:59Doctor, are you all right?

0:48:00 > 0:48:03I'm just a little under the weather. It's nothing to worry about.

0:48:03 > 0:48:06Do you want to come and sit down? When did it start?

0:48:06 > 0:48:08Sorry, Gordon, could you just give me a minute?

0:48:08 > 0:48:10Doctor?

0:48:37 > 0:48:39VOICE MAIL: Hi, it's Tom. Leave a message.

0:48:41 > 0:48:43Hey, it's me.

0:48:44 > 0:48:48I just wanted to make sure that you were all right after last night.

0:48:49 > 0:48:51I've...

0:48:51 > 0:48:54I've found today quite difficult, actually.

0:48:54 > 0:48:56Erm...

0:48:57 > 0:48:58..your dad...

0:48:59 > 0:49:02..I don't think he's being very fair.

0:49:04 > 0:49:06Anyway, you call me back when you can.

0:49:09 > 0:49:10Love you.

0:50:05 > 0:50:08- What do you want?- Is Simon here? - He's working.

0:50:08 > 0:50:10- From home?- Do you see his car?

0:50:10 > 0:50:12He sent me flowers with this.

0:50:17 > 0:50:18I don't think so.

0:50:18 > 0:50:21- Do you know what he's doing to me? - Doing to you?

0:50:21 > 0:50:24- Playing with me. Texting me. - He texted you our address,

0:50:24 > 0:50:25if that's what you mean, out of courtesy

0:50:25 > 0:50:26so you know what's going on.

0:50:26 > 0:50:29- Do you know what he said to me at the party?- What did he say?

0:50:29 > 0:50:30That he...

0:50:30 > 0:50:32That he still finds me attractive.

0:50:34 > 0:50:36That's sweet...

0:50:36 > 0:50:37but unlikely.

0:50:38 > 0:50:41He didn't invite you to our party.

0:50:41 > 0:50:44He didn't tell you to do any of the crazy things that you've done.

0:50:44 > 0:50:48Gemma, it's not that we hate you, it's not that anybody hates you,

0:50:48 > 0:50:51it's just none of us really think about you at all.

0:50:52 > 0:50:54But I'll make it easy.

0:50:54 > 0:50:56If you come here again, I'm calling the police.

0:50:56 > 0:50:59- Did you look at my present? - No.- You should.

0:51:09 > 0:51:10Tom!

0:51:13 > 0:51:16Tom, sorry I'm late. I hope you made your way to the kitchen.

0:51:16 > 0:51:18I'll find...

0:51:18 > 0:51:21- He's not back yet.- Get out. - We should talk.

0:51:21 > 0:51:23- How did you...?- I've got a key.

0:51:23 > 0:51:25- I changed the locks. - I changed my key.

0:51:25 > 0:51:26This is my house.

0:51:26 > 0:51:28I copied it from Tom's a few weeks ago.

0:51:28 > 0:51:30You pushed your way into my house. Calm down.

0:51:36 > 0:51:39- Why did you send me these? - I don't know what you mean.

0:51:39 > 0:51:42Why would I send you flowers? What made you think it was me?

0:51:42 > 0:51:44Because the message called me a bitch.

0:51:44 > 0:51:46Oh, those flowers.

0:51:46 > 0:51:49Yeah, that was me. Last night. Got drunk. Went online.

0:51:49 > 0:51:51Just stop! This isn't a game.

0:51:51 > 0:51:55You ruined my life, you hit me, you hurt our son forever.

0:51:55 > 0:51:58- Not just me, both of us.- But it's so much easier for you, isn't it?

0:51:58 > 0:52:01You were never cheated on. No-one's ever betrayed your trust.

0:52:01 > 0:52:04You had a pretty good go. You told me that you'd killed our son.

0:52:04 > 0:52:06I made you feel the horror of it.

0:52:06 > 0:52:08I think you've forgotten that you lied to me for two years.

0:52:08 > 0:52:11All the time you were sleeping with another woman,

0:52:11 > 0:52:12cheated me out of money, lied to our son,

0:52:12 > 0:52:15betrayed every promise that you ever made.

0:52:15 > 0:52:18A few months after we split, once everything was settled,

0:52:18 > 0:52:21clearly, as you say, you moved on, because you could.

0:52:21 > 0:52:23But I can't.

0:52:23 > 0:52:26As far as I'm concerned, it could happen again.

0:52:26 > 0:52:28Anyone could be lying to me and I wouldn't know.

0:52:30 > 0:52:32Well, sorry.

0:52:32 > 0:52:34Maybe you should see someone about that.

0:52:35 > 0:52:37Please stop. Just go away.

0:52:37 > 0:52:40You want sympathy? Help? More money? Grow up.

0:52:40 > 0:52:42You must have guessed how I'd react when you came back.

0:52:42 > 0:52:44Like I said, I know you really well.

0:52:44 > 0:52:46You want me to move?

0:52:46 > 0:52:49You hope that I'm going to sell this place and take Tom

0:52:49 > 0:52:51- and go somewhere far away. - No, not with Tom.

0:52:55 > 0:52:57Walking back in here, it's like you've been frozen.

0:52:57 > 0:52:59You need to get over what happened,

0:52:59 > 0:53:02and the only way you can is by moving away. Everyone knows it.

0:53:02 > 0:53:04What do you mean, "everyone"?

0:53:04 > 0:53:07Approaching 40 and in denial? So much happier.

0:53:07 > 0:53:09You could be so much more if you just move on.

0:53:11 > 0:53:12It's been two years.

0:53:12 > 0:53:14Two years is nothing.

0:53:14 > 0:53:17OK, well, I was born here, I grew up here,

0:53:17 > 0:53:20my friends are here, my work is here.

0:53:20 > 0:53:23There's only one way I'm leaving now and that's in a coffin.

0:53:25 > 0:53:26That's good to know.

0:53:31 > 0:53:33Hey.

0:53:34 > 0:53:37Your dad came round to talk through a few things.

0:53:39 > 0:53:41I just need to get my bag.

0:53:41 > 0:53:42Bag for what?

0:53:43 > 0:53:45Tom?

0:53:45 > 0:53:46What does he mean, his bag?

0:53:49 > 0:53:51In the end, you will leave.

0:53:51 > 0:53:54You can find a new job, new house.

0:53:54 > 0:53:57In a few years you'll look back and realise I was doing you a favour.

0:53:57 > 0:53:59A bag for what?

0:53:59 > 0:54:01Hey, love, what's that?

0:54:01 > 0:54:03- Tom, answer me. - Can you stop talking to me?

0:54:03 > 0:54:05- If there's a problem... - Yes, there's a problem.

0:54:05 > 0:54:08- Are we going?- Going where? - Dad's.- To stay?- Yeah.

0:54:08 > 0:54:11- Is this about last night? Look, I know...- Shut up.

0:54:11 > 0:54:12I know you found that embarrassing...

0:54:12 > 0:54:14- It's not about that.- Tom.

0:54:14 > 0:54:16He's not going anywhere.

0:54:16 > 0:54:17Tom!

0:54:17 > 0:54:19Tom, please!

0:54:19 > 0:54:21What's this about?

0:54:21 > 0:54:22You know what he's like.

0:54:24 > 0:54:26Come on, mate, get in.

0:54:27 > 0:54:29You stay here!

0:54:30 > 0:54:31Mum!

0:54:31 > 0:54:33Tom.

0:54:37 > 0:54:39Tom!

0:55:05 > 0:55:07Was that Simon?

0:55:07 > 0:55:09Gemma, talk to me.