0:00:34 > 0:00:37Hey. How long've you been up?
0:00:37 > 0:00:40A few hours. I couldn't sleep.
0:00:40 > 0:00:43Ah, you should've woken me. I'd have kept you company.
0:00:43 > 0:00:45I can cope.
0:00:45 > 0:00:46Bad night?
0:00:46 > 0:00:48Just a bit.
0:00:48 > 0:00:53Mmm. Did you take the tablets before you went to bed last night?
0:00:53 > 0:00:56- You know I did.- Right. Well, the doctor's coming tomorrow,
0:00:56 > 0:00:58maybe he'll prescribe something stronger.
0:00:58 > 0:01:02And in the meantime, why don't I cook us both some breakfast?
0:01:02 > 0:01:04Build your strength up. Well, it's a big day today.
0:01:04 > 0:01:07Lou.
0:01:07 > 0:01:09I know it means a lot to you,
0:01:09 > 0:01:13but how would you feel if I didn't come today?
0:01:13 > 0:01:16Are you still not feeling too good?
0:01:16 > 0:01:19Well, then you stay here, OK?
0:01:22 > 0:01:23Happy birthday, Albert.
0:01:27 > 0:01:28You were all over the shop.
0:01:28 > 0:01:32They're gonna eat their words, love, don't you worry.
0:01:32 > 0:01:36- Still planning on taking her out, are you?- Yeah, I'm on a half day today.
0:01:36 > 0:01:39I've got the whole morning to give her the care and patience she needs.
0:01:39 > 0:01:42Right, because you're famous for your patience(!)
0:01:44 > 0:01:49Well, at least I'll start off on the right foot by treating her like an adult.
0:02:31 > 0:02:33Guess who?
0:02:33 > 0:02:34Tracey? Is that you?
0:02:34 > 0:02:38Tracey?! Who's Tracey when she's at home?
0:02:38 > 0:02:42Oh, you know, just one of the girls who likes to get their hands on my fruit and veg.
0:02:42 > 0:02:45Oh, really? Yeah, well, as long as you keep yours off theirs.
0:02:45 > 0:02:49Scout's honour. So what are you doing here, then?
0:02:49 > 0:02:53Oh, I'm here because I need some flowers.
0:02:53 > 0:02:55Well, flowers I can do.
0:02:55 > 0:02:58Yeah, and, um, five minutes of your time.
0:02:58 > 0:03:01I... I have a proposition.
0:03:01 > 0:03:04What are you up to this afternoon?
0:03:04 > 0:03:10Um, OK, how about we do, er, an emergency stop?
0:03:10 > 0:03:12Can't we go for a drive first?
0:03:12 > 0:03:14We are driving.
0:03:14 > 0:03:16You know what I mean. A proper one. On a proper road.
0:03:16 > 0:03:20- With other cars.- Well, you do seem to be picking things up quickly.
0:03:20 > 0:03:22Thanks to you.
0:03:23 > 0:03:26OK. Right, take it easy.
0:03:26 > 0:03:27- Brilliant!- Not too far.
0:03:31 > 0:03:34And not too fast! And indicate!
0:03:34 > 0:03:37And so I thought we could put them on the bandstand,
0:03:37 > 0:03:41cos that's where they used to meet when they first started courting.
0:03:41 > 0:03:45Well, that's if you fancy it, coming, look, you know, coming with me,
0:03:45 > 0:03:49- cos I know this is short notice and I don't... - I'd be honoured.
0:03:49 > 0:03:51- Really?- Really.
0:03:51 > 0:03:53Oh, good.
0:03:53 > 0:03:58Though I must admit part of me finds it a bit...weird.
0:03:58 > 0:04:01- Weird?- Well, spending the day remembering your father,
0:04:01 > 0:04:03when I haven't even met your mother yet.
0:04:03 > 0:04:06You know, the one that's still alive.
0:04:06 > 0:04:07I told you. Soon.
0:04:07 > 0:04:09Does she even know about me?
0:04:09 > 0:04:11Yeah, of course. Um, how much?
0:04:13 > 0:04:15Why are you so keen that we don't meet?
0:04:15 > 0:04:19Oh, and er, these are on the house.
0:04:20 > 0:04:24Look, Lou, I do get it. Your mum needs caring for.
0:04:24 > 0:04:26Big-time. I understand that.
0:04:26 > 0:04:32And I want you to know I am willing - no, happy - to help you do that.
0:04:32 > 0:04:36And if that's what it takes to see more of you, then bring it on.
0:04:37 > 0:04:39Oh, it's very sweet, Derek.
0:04:39 > 0:04:44But people - well, men - have said that to me before.
0:04:44 > 0:04:47You know, you're not the first bloke who's promised
0:04:47 > 0:04:50to spend his life helping me to take care of Mum
0:04:50 > 0:04:53only to run once the reality of it all kicks in.
0:04:53 > 0:04:56Then what can I do to make you trust me
0:04:56 > 0:04:59when I say I am not like those other guys?
0:04:59 > 0:05:03I won't let you down. I swear.
0:05:03 > 0:05:04I just...
0:05:06 > 0:05:12I just want to keep you to myself for that little while longer.
0:05:12 > 0:05:14Is that OK?
0:05:14 > 0:05:15That is OK.
0:05:21 > 0:05:24It's meant to be at ten o'clock.
0:05:24 > 0:05:26I was just passing. Could you possibly...
0:05:26 > 0:05:28Hello. You're early.
0:05:28 > 0:05:30Oliver. I'm not stopping.
0:05:30 > 0:05:33I'm just trying to rearrange my appointment.
0:05:33 > 0:05:34Oh. Really?
0:05:34 > 0:05:39Yes, something's come up. They need me at the surgery, as it turns out.
0:05:39 > 0:05:44Elaine, are you sure you want to cancel our appointment? I'm worried about you.
0:05:44 > 0:05:45Me? Why?
0:05:45 > 0:05:48You sounded very distressed when you called yesterday.
0:05:48 > 0:05:52Oh, it's nothing to worry about. Just me being melodramatic.
0:05:52 > 0:05:55You look worn out. Are you sure everything's OK?
0:05:55 > 0:05:58Yes. I just had a bad night's sleep.
0:05:58 > 0:06:01Look, why don't you just stay for a quick cup of tea and a chat?
0:06:01 > 0:06:05- I promise I won't keep you long.- Oh, I wouldn't want to waste your time.
0:06:05 > 0:06:08You're not. I've got no more appointments till after lunch.
0:06:08 > 0:06:10Please.
0:06:11 > 0:06:14What a lovely surprise, Mrs Tembe. Come through.
0:06:14 > 0:06:16I just wanted to give you this.
0:06:16 > 0:06:22My own small contribution to your special day.
0:06:22 > 0:06:25Oh, that's very kind of you. Thank you.
0:06:25 > 0:06:28If I make a cup of tea, will you join me in a slice?
0:06:28 > 0:06:31As long as it does not delay your trip to the park.
0:06:31 > 0:06:33I'm not going today.
0:06:33 > 0:06:36Why not?
0:06:36 > 0:06:40I've been feeling a bit under the weather, so Lou's going without me.
0:06:40 > 0:06:44What a shame. Nothing serious, I hope?
0:06:44 > 0:06:46Just the usual.
0:06:46 > 0:06:50Well, at least Lou will not be going on her own.
0:06:50 > 0:06:52Sorry?
0:06:52 > 0:06:55Her and that Mr Dunsdale, is it?
0:06:55 > 0:06:58I saw them together in the shop.
0:06:58 > 0:07:01They do make a lovely couple, don't you agree?
0:07:04 > 0:07:08I was surprised you didn't arrange to see me sooner, considering.
0:07:08 > 0:07:12I didn't feel the need. I felt I was coping with it.
0:07:12 > 0:07:15You felt that you were coping?
0:07:15 > 0:07:17Does that mean you don't feel you are now?
0:07:17 > 0:07:19That's not what I meant.
0:07:19 > 0:07:22So why the phone call yesterday?
0:07:23 > 0:07:26I told you. I was having a bad day.
0:07:27 > 0:07:30That's it? Just a...just a bad day?
0:07:31 > 0:07:33What are you getting at?
0:07:33 > 0:07:37Elaine, your ex-lover was arrested for murdering
0:07:37 > 0:07:39one of your work colleagues.
0:07:39 > 0:07:42If you don't think you need to sit and talk to me
0:07:42 > 0:07:44about how that's affected you, then you're...
0:07:44 > 0:07:46you're beyond being in denial.
0:07:54 > 0:07:55Oh, Mrs Tembe.
0:07:55 > 0:07:58I just popped round to deliver a...
0:07:58 > 0:08:03well, a small present in memory of your father's birthday.
0:08:03 > 0:08:04- Oh, how kind of you.- Not at all.
0:08:04 > 0:08:09But it does seem that my visit has been fortuitous, to say the least.
0:08:09 > 0:08:12What with your mother feeling under the weather,
0:08:12 > 0:08:16but you can be rest assured that I will stay and look after her
0:08:16 > 0:08:20while you and Mr Dunsdale pay your respects to your father.
0:08:20 > 0:08:22Mr...
0:08:22 > 0:08:24Mr Dunsdale.
0:08:24 > 0:08:27I am so happy for the pair of you.
0:08:27 > 0:08:31Well, it is not easy finding a partner
0:08:31 > 0:08:35when you reach, well, a certain age in your life.
0:08:35 > 0:08:40But it appears that both of you have managed to do just that.
0:08:40 > 0:08:42Thank you.
0:08:42 > 0:08:47Oh, excuse me. I can hear the kettle boiling.
0:08:47 > 0:08:48Lou!
0:08:48 > 0:08:50Mum?
0:08:50 > 0:08:52Mum, are you OK?
0:08:54 > 0:08:56I just don't feel...
0:08:56 > 0:08:57- It's OK.- I think I...
0:08:57 > 0:08:59It's OK. Don't worry. I'm here, I'm here.
0:09:02 > 0:09:04Will you slow down?
0:09:04 > 0:09:05I'm only going 40.
0:09:05 > 0:09:07It's a 30 zone!
0:09:07 > 0:09:10- When you shout, I panic.- Will you keep your eyes on the road?
0:09:10 > 0:09:11I am!
0:09:12 > 0:09:14- Where are we going now? - Take this street.
0:09:14 > 0:09:16Which one?
0:09:16 > 0:09:17The only one on the left.
0:09:17 > 0:09:19Left!
0:09:19 > 0:09:20The other left!
0:09:20 > 0:09:23- No! This is a one-way street! - HORN HOOTS
0:09:23 > 0:09:24Sorry.
0:09:24 > 0:09:26Are you incapable of listening?
0:09:26 > 0:09:27I said I'm sorry!
0:09:27 > 0:09:29HORN HOOTS
0:09:29 > 0:09:32Were you never a learner?!
0:09:32 > 0:09:35Don't think I can't lip-read, you dirty...
0:09:41 > 0:09:45'I'm sorry, but the person you've called is not available.
0:09:45 > 0:09:47'Please leave your message after the tone.'
0:09:47 > 0:09:49Derek. it's me.
0:09:49 > 0:09:52I'm really sorry, but there's been a change of plan.
0:09:52 > 0:09:57My mum's had a turn and I don't think I'm going to make it this afternoon.
0:09:57 > 0:10:00I'll call you later, yeah?
0:10:00 > 0:10:01Bye.
0:10:04 > 0:10:06I love you.
0:10:13 > 0:10:15How are you feeling?
0:10:15 > 0:10:17Bearing up.
0:10:17 > 0:10:20Why don't you let me call a doctor?
0:10:20 > 0:10:23There's really no need. I'll be fine, I'm sure.
0:10:23 > 0:10:26Mrs Tembe, perhaps you wouldn't mind putting the kettle back on?
0:10:26 > 0:10:28A cup of tea can work wonders.
0:10:28 > 0:10:30Of course.
0:10:36 > 0:10:40I'm sorry if I've spoiled the day for you.
0:10:40 > 0:10:42You haven't at all.
0:10:43 > 0:10:48Look, we're spending it together and that's more important than anything.
0:10:50 > 0:10:56So, um, what were you and Mrs Tembe talking about before I got here?
0:10:56 > 0:10:59Anything of interest?
0:10:59 > 0:11:04I can't recall. Nothing of any importance.
0:11:04 > 0:11:05Oh.
0:11:22 > 0:11:27Some days are harder than others. But I seem to be managing.
0:11:28 > 0:11:33Do you ever worry that you might have been one of Harrison's victims?
0:11:33 > 0:11:34No.
0:11:34 > 0:11:37That thought hasn't crossed your mind at all?
0:11:37 > 0:11:42No. I worry my association with him might implicate me in some way.
0:11:42 > 0:11:44You feel responsible?
0:11:44 > 0:11:47No. I'm not explaining myself...
0:11:47 > 0:11:52Someone capable of doing what he did had feelings for me.
0:11:52 > 0:11:54I mean, what does that say about me?
0:11:54 > 0:11:57Elaine, what Harrison did
0:11:57 > 0:12:00has nothing to do with his relationship with you.
0:12:00 > 0:12:02I know. I know.
0:12:04 > 0:12:07How are you sleeping? You said you had a bad night last night.
0:12:07 > 0:12:09Oh, it was the first time in ages.
0:12:09 > 0:12:13But you've had other sleepless nights since it all happened?
0:12:13 > 0:12:18I've had some bad dreams, trouble dropping off. That's all.
0:12:18 > 0:12:21The problem obviously hasn't gone away, though, has it?
0:12:21 > 0:12:24No. No.
0:12:24 > 0:12:25But...
0:12:25 > 0:12:27But?
0:12:30 > 0:12:34Look, if you're still not sleeping, maybe you should see your GP.
0:12:34 > 0:12:37There's nothing they can tell me I don't already know.
0:12:37 > 0:12:39They could prescribe you some medication.
0:12:39 > 0:12:42No, I've tried that, but it's not...
0:12:44 > 0:12:46What do you mean?
0:12:46 > 0:12:49I've been taking sleeping pills.
0:12:50 > 0:12:52But you said you hadn't seen your GP?
0:12:52 > 0:12:54No.
0:12:54 > 0:12:58So you mean you've been prescribing them yourself?
0:12:58 > 0:13:00Sort of.
0:13:00 > 0:13:02Sort of?
0:13:02 > 0:13:04Some pills came my way.
0:13:16 > 0:13:18Hello, Mr Dunsdale.
0:13:18 > 0:13:20Hi, is, er, is Lou there?
0:13:20 > 0:13:22Oh, yes. Yes, of course. Come in.
0:13:22 > 0:13:24Thanks.
0:13:24 > 0:13:27It's very kind of you to come.
0:13:28 > 0:13:32- You have a visitor.- Mr Dunsdale, what are you doing here?
0:13:32 > 0:13:33Mr Dunsdale?
0:13:33 > 0:13:38Mum, this is, um, Mr Dunsdale. From the greengrocers.
0:13:38 > 0:13:43He made up the flowers that I bought this morning for Dad, didn't you, Mr Dunsdale?
0:13:43 > 0:13:45Why are you calling me that?
0:13:45 > 0:13:49Because she thinks I don't know what's going on,
0:13:49 > 0:13:53and she's trying to pull the wool over my eyes.
0:13:53 > 0:13:55But I am not a fool.
0:13:55 > 0:13:57Whatever my daughter thinks.
0:14:01 > 0:14:02Can I ask you a question?
0:14:02 > 0:14:05Hm.
0:14:05 > 0:14:07What on Earth is going on here?
0:14:07 > 0:14:11Mum didn't know about me and Derek. Well, not until...
0:14:11 > 0:14:14Until I put my foot in it.
0:14:16 > 0:14:18Look, what are you doing here?
0:14:18 > 0:14:22- When you didn't show up at the park I was worried.- I called and left you a message.
0:14:22 > 0:14:24I left my phone at work.
0:14:24 > 0:14:27Sorry. Look, I thought you'd told her about me.
0:14:31 > 0:14:34I took a few tablets, on a handful of occasions,
0:14:34 > 0:14:36to get me to sleep. I haven't taken them since.
0:14:36 > 0:14:39- Why should I believe you? - I'm telling the truth.
0:14:39 > 0:14:41I don't feel I can trust what you tell me any more.
0:14:41 > 0:14:44You're clearly covering things up in your life.
0:14:44 > 0:14:47Why else haven't you been to see me these last few weeks?
0:14:47 > 0:14:49I told you, I felt I could manage without your support.
0:14:49 > 0:14:53- By self-prescribing sleeping pills? - I didn't self-prescribe them.
0:14:53 > 0:14:58No. No. You just "came across them." That's much more legitimate.
0:14:58 > 0:15:03Do you realise how serious this is? You could become dependant.
0:15:03 > 0:15:06Your judgment could be impaired, and in your profession...
0:15:06 > 0:15:09That would never happen. You want the truth? Fine.
0:15:09 > 0:15:12It happened a handful of times.
0:15:13 > 0:15:18I didn't need them and I gradually reduced them over a few nights.
0:15:18 > 0:15:21I'm sorry, Elaine, I don't believe you.
0:15:21 > 0:15:25Well, if there's nothing I can say to convince you...
0:15:25 > 0:15:28Tell me honestly, are you still taking them?
0:15:28 > 0:15:30No. OK?
0:15:32 > 0:15:36You do know that patient confidentiality no longer applies
0:15:36 > 0:15:37if I think you're a risk to others?
0:15:37 > 0:15:39I have to get back.
0:15:39 > 0:15:41Elaine.
0:15:42 > 0:15:47I will intervene if I feel I need to.
0:15:47 > 0:15:51I understand. But you don't need to. Really.
0:15:55 > 0:15:59I'm really sorry I didn't tell you about Derek.
0:15:59 > 0:16:00I...
0:16:01 > 0:16:05We've only been seeing each other a few months. I just...
0:16:05 > 0:16:11I just needed to be certain about him before he became part of our lives.
0:16:13 > 0:16:15And are you certain now?
0:16:16 > 0:16:18I really like him.
0:16:19 > 0:16:21I'm pleased for you.
0:16:21 > 0:16:23You don't sound very pleased.
0:16:25 > 0:16:28I'm not very good at change. You know me.
0:16:29 > 0:16:32This doesn't change a thing.
0:16:32 > 0:16:35Mum?
0:16:35 > 0:16:38I don't want to lose you, Lou.
0:16:38 > 0:16:41I don't know what I'd do without you around.
0:16:41 > 0:16:44Oh, is that what's worrying you?
0:16:44 > 0:16:47You think I'm going to run off with Derek
0:16:47 > 0:16:49and leave you to fend for yourself?
0:16:49 > 0:16:53Oh, Mum, I would never do anything like that.
0:16:53 > 0:16:55Ever.
0:16:55 > 0:17:00Oh, yeah, you know, I love Derek, but you've been there for me
0:17:00 > 0:17:05since the day I was born, and I would never, ever abandon you.
0:17:05 > 0:17:07Not for anybody.
0:17:08 > 0:17:13Now, come on, dry your eyes. Come and meet Derek properly.
0:17:15 > 0:17:18What will he think of me after the way I've carried on?
0:17:18 > 0:17:21That you're a silly old fool.
0:17:21 > 0:17:23Come on.
0:17:26 > 0:17:29I didn't know they still had his ashes.
0:17:29 > 0:17:30Could you live with that?
0:17:30 > 0:17:32I would not choose to, no.
0:17:33 > 0:17:36- Each to his own, eh?- Hm.
0:17:36 > 0:17:37Derek.
0:17:39 > 0:17:41How about we start again?
0:17:41 > 0:17:43It'd be a pleasure.
0:17:44 > 0:17:47Would you like a slice of Albert's cake?
0:17:47 > 0:17:50Or we could wait until Derek and I get back from the park.
0:17:50 > 0:17:52So you don't mind me taking part in the celebrations?
0:17:52 > 0:17:55I'm pleased Lou won't be going alone.
0:17:58 > 0:18:03Did you never think about having him scattered?
0:18:03 > 0:18:06No, he's always been here.
0:18:06 > 0:18:08I want to end up on the pitch at Old Trafford,
0:18:08 > 0:18:10but I bet you any money there's a rule against it.
0:18:10 > 0:18:12Be careful. It's delicate.
0:18:12 > 0:18:14Yeah, course.
0:18:14 > 0:18:16Oh!
0:18:20 > 0:18:23I'm sorry.
0:18:23 > 0:18:26It's... It's empty.
0:18:28 > 0:18:29Mum?
0:18:31 > 0:18:32Mum?!
0:18:32 > 0:18:33I'm sorry.
0:18:33 > 0:18:36Sorry for what?
0:18:37 > 0:18:39I should've told you.
0:18:39 > 0:18:43Told me what? What... what haven't you told me?
0:18:43 > 0:18:45Where's my dad?
0:18:45 > 0:18:48He didn't die after you were born.
0:18:48 > 0:18:50He left me.
0:18:52 > 0:18:56Are you telling me my dad is still alive?
0:18:56 > 0:18:58He was.
0:19:00 > 0:19:03He passed away six months ago.
0:19:15 > 0:19:17- You're on the wrong side of the road.- I am not.
0:19:17 > 0:19:20- You are!- Mum, stop shouting at me! You're as bad as Dad.
0:19:20 > 0:19:22Well, is it any wonder if this is how you drive?!
0:19:22 > 0:19:27- HORN HOOTS - Right. That's it. Pull over now! - I can't.- Pull over!
0:19:28 > 0:19:30Who is he with now?
0:19:30 > 0:19:32What? Who?
0:19:32 > 0:19:33Jack!
0:19:33 > 0:19:35IMOGEN!
0:19:35 > 0:19:38Brake! Brake! Brake!
0:19:38 > 0:19:40SHE SHRIEKS
0:19:40 > 0:19:42What are you doing?!
0:19:42 > 0:19:44It was Jack, he's got a new girlfriend.
0:19:44 > 0:19:47Have you seen where we are?
0:19:47 > 0:19:49What do you mean?
0:19:55 > 0:19:57Oh, sorry.
0:19:57 > 0:20:03Well, at least give her a chance to explain.
0:20:03 > 0:20:05Oh, why should I?
0:20:06 > 0:20:11I've given up so much, caring for her over the last 20 years.
0:20:11 > 0:20:15I've given up... I've given up work. I've given up friends.
0:20:15 > 0:20:17Boyfriends.
0:20:17 > 0:20:20I gave up my whole life for her.
0:20:22 > 0:20:24Oh.
0:20:25 > 0:20:30Oh. You must think you've walked into a right freak show.
0:20:32 > 0:20:37I won't blame you if you...if you never want to clap eyes on me again.
0:20:37 > 0:20:38Hey...
0:20:41 > 0:20:45- I'm not going anywhere. All right?- Yeah.
0:20:51 > 0:20:53I'm so sorry I'm late.
0:20:53 > 0:20:55Oh, it's OK, we're pretty quiet.
0:20:55 > 0:20:58Karen, are you all right? You look like you've seen a ghost.
0:20:58 > 0:21:00Far more frightening than that.
0:21:00 > 0:21:01What's happened?
0:21:01 > 0:21:03I took Immie for a driving lesson.
0:21:03 > 0:21:06Oh. Say no more. That bad?
0:21:06 > 0:21:08You would not believe it if I told you.
0:21:10 > 0:21:13You look a bit peaky yourself. You all right?
0:21:13 > 0:21:15Me? Yeah, no, I'm fine.
0:21:15 > 0:21:17Just working too hard, more than likely.
0:21:17 > 0:21:20Book a holiday. That's my advice.
0:21:23 > 0:21:26You told me this was him.
0:21:26 > 0:21:29It is him. He left just after that was taken.
0:21:29 > 0:21:32Why?
0:21:32 > 0:21:35He never told me. He just went.
0:21:35 > 0:21:39Oh, so that's when you started telling lies, is it?
0:21:39 > 0:21:42Please, Lou. Your mother is trying to help you to understand.
0:21:45 > 0:21:49I lied about your father being dead because...
0:21:49 > 0:21:52Well, things were different back then.
0:21:54 > 0:21:57Being a mum with no husband around, it wasn't approved of.
0:21:57 > 0:22:00People talked. They dismissed you, victimised you. It was hard.
0:22:00 > 0:22:02Oh, so it was all about you.
0:22:02 > 0:22:05You would have suffered too. At school.
0:22:05 > 0:22:08The names you'd have been called. They'd've bullied you.
0:22:08 > 0:22:10I wanted to protect you from that.
0:22:11 > 0:22:16But all those things you told me about him!
0:22:16 > 0:22:20All the stories and the memories, all the detail!
0:22:20 > 0:22:26Why go to that length? Why give me so much to believe in?
0:22:26 > 0:22:28Because you asked.
0:22:28 > 0:22:33You wanted to know all about your father.
0:22:33 > 0:22:39And I know it was wrong, but I wanted to give you answers.
0:22:39 > 0:22:43I wanted to tell you. I wanted to make you happy.
0:22:43 > 0:22:45You did.
0:22:45 > 0:22:48Until now.
0:22:48 > 0:22:53And now, you can't believe how betrayed I feel.
0:22:53 > 0:22:56Lou, I was 19.
0:22:56 > 0:22:59My parents would've taken you away from me.
0:22:59 > 0:23:04They'd've put you up for adoption. I didn't want to lose you.
0:23:04 > 0:23:06So I, I ran away.
0:23:06 > 0:23:09I started again. WE started again.
0:23:09 > 0:23:12Lou...
0:23:12 > 0:23:14Look at me.
0:23:15 > 0:23:17Please.
0:23:20 > 0:23:23I am so very sorry.
0:23:23 > 0:23:25And so am I.
0:23:27 > 0:23:29Because I don't think I can accept your apology.
0:23:29 > 0:23:33Lou, do not say something that you may later regret.
0:23:33 > 0:23:37You denied me the chance of ever knowing my father.
0:23:39 > 0:23:44And at the moment, I hate you because of that.
0:23:48 > 0:23:49I'm going to pack.
0:23:50 > 0:23:54Lou, please!
0:23:59 > 0:24:01What have I done?
0:24:23 > 0:24:26I've called the council
0:24:26 > 0:24:29and they're going to sort out some emergency care for you.
0:24:29 > 0:24:31But I'm on the phone, you know,
0:24:31 > 0:24:34if there's something urgent in the meantime.
0:24:34 > 0:24:37I've programmed my home number on your phone on speed dial.
0:24:37 > 0:24:40- Just press three. - Thank you. Look after her.
0:24:45 > 0:24:48I never intended to hurt you like this.
0:24:48 > 0:24:49You've got to believe that.
0:24:49 > 0:24:51I do.
0:25:09 > 0:25:13OK, I've had some time to think. And I'm sorry.
0:25:13 > 0:25:16- Good.- But I think that you two both need to be honest
0:25:16 > 0:25:17with yourselves as well.
0:25:17 > 0:25:22Let's face it, neither of you have what it takes to teach someone how to drive.
0:25:22 > 0:25:24Right, that's all right, then,
0:25:24 > 0:25:29cos the only way I'm getting back in a car with you is if I'm bound, gagged and bunged in the boot.
0:25:29 > 0:25:32Which is fine. But I'm not giving up learning.
0:25:32 > 0:25:34So who's going to teach you, then?
0:25:34 > 0:25:37Cos if your mum won't, and I certainly won't, who's left?
0:25:39 > 0:25:43Had you forgotten I have a very considerate and patient older brother?
0:25:43 > 0:25:44BOTH: Jack?!
0:25:44 > 0:25:48Yes. Jack. I think his temperament is better suited
0:25:48 > 0:25:50to teaching me how to drive than either of yours.
0:25:50 > 0:25:52Don't you agree?
0:25:52 > 0:25:54Right, well, if you'll excuse me,
0:25:54 > 0:25:58I'm now going to run myself a well-earned bath.
0:26:00 > 0:26:01To Jack.
0:26:01 > 0:26:03To Jack. God bless him.
0:26:03 > 0:26:05Lord save him.
0:26:09 > 0:26:11Elaine?
0:26:11 > 0:26:13Oliver, I'm glad I've caught you.
0:26:13 > 0:26:15Er, I feel...I feel I should apologise.
0:26:15 > 0:26:20There was no reason for me to leave like that, to react the way I did.
0:26:20 > 0:26:23You understand why I was so concerned?
0:26:23 > 0:26:27I do. But you need to know I meant what I said. I wasn't lying to you.
0:26:27 > 0:26:29I have stopped taking the sleeping pills.
0:26:31 > 0:26:36And to reassure you, I hope, I thought you should know
0:26:36 > 0:26:40I've decided to go away for a bit, take some time off.
0:26:40 > 0:26:43Clear my head. Come back, start refreshed.
0:26:43 > 0:26:46You're certain that's what you need to do to solve things?
0:26:46 > 0:26:49Yes. Yes. It was a stupid blip.
0:26:49 > 0:26:50It's over. I promise.
0:26:59 > 0:27:01- Where's your dad?- Get off me!
0:27:01 > 0:27:06Do you have any idea what these could do mixed with excess alcohol?
0:27:06 > 0:27:10I haven't been this bad in ages. Booze has done nothing.
0:27:10 > 0:27:12I want my money now.
0:27:12 > 0:27:15Can you back off now?!
0:27:15 > 0:27:18Can you hear me now?
0:27:18 > 0:27:19He's dying, isn't he?
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