0:00:28 > 0:00:31MUSIC: "Bonkers" by Dizzee Rascal
0:00:31 > 0:00:33# I wake up every day It's a daydream
0:00:33 > 0:00:35# Everythin' in my life ain't what it seems
0:00:35 > 0:00:37# I wake up just to go back to sleep
0:00:37 > 0:00:39# I act real shallow but I'm in too deep
0:00:39 > 0:00:41# And all I care about is sex and violence
0:00:41 > 0:00:43# A heavy bass line is my kind of silence... #
0:00:43 > 0:00:45SONG CONTINUES THROUGH HEADPHONES
0:00:48 > 0:00:50But we've to get all this ready this morning.
0:00:50 > 0:00:51Oh, I won't be gone long.
0:00:51 > 0:00:53I'll help you when I get back.
0:00:53 > 0:00:56Oh, what about this? This always goes in your room.
0:00:56 > 0:01:00Yeah, definitely. Though I'll probably be back in hospital,
0:01:00 > 0:01:01but, erm...
0:01:01 > 0:01:03I am not having that by my bed, Mum.
0:01:04 > 0:01:06- Have you got your mobile?- Yes. - Just in case?- Yes!
0:01:06 > 0:01:09Don't forget your appointment!
0:01:20 > 0:01:24So, do you think that we should order the new sofa before we move?
0:01:24 > 0:01:26- Erm...- I just think if we make these decisions now,
0:01:26 > 0:01:30- then there's less rushing around when we get to the new house. - It won't take that long.
0:01:30 > 0:01:33For you to get everything the way that you want it?
0:01:33 > 0:01:35And we need to order change of address cards.
0:01:35 > 0:01:38- Can't we e-mail? - It's not very personal.
0:01:38 > 0:01:44- I can hardly e-mail Auntie Pat. - Change of address cards, it is. I've got to give this to a solicitor's...
0:01:44 > 0:01:47- I'll do it! You're running late already.- You sure?
0:01:47 > 0:01:51Yup. I've got my "can-do" hat on today. I'm like Nursezilla.
0:02:01 > 0:02:04- DOOR CLOSES - In here!
0:02:05 > 0:02:09Honestly, give a man a box of Christmas decs and he'll keep himself amused for hours.
0:02:09 > 0:02:14- It stops them getting tangled. There's a delay on the Christmas tree delivery.- That is just typical.
0:02:14 > 0:02:17But we can get on with everything else.
0:02:17 > 0:02:20Yes, like hanging our Christmas stockings on the mantelpiece?
0:02:21 > 0:02:25It'll make all the difference. Sharing Christmas with someone special.
0:02:25 > 0:02:27MUSIC: "Bonkers" by Dizzee Rascal
0:02:27 > 0:02:30So, blood pressure's fine, X-ray's clear. Any problems, give us a call.
0:02:34 > 0:02:35Mr Greene?
0:02:36 > 0:02:38Thank you very much. Bye.
0:02:40 > 0:02:42# I wake up every day It's a daydream
0:02:42 > 0:02:45# Everythin' in my life ain't what it seems... #
0:02:45 > 0:02:47Hi, it's Miss Malone here.
0:02:49 > 0:02:53I placed an order with you a week ago, but I've filled up the boxes.
0:02:53 > 0:02:54Yeah, that's great.
0:02:54 > 0:02:58# Some people think I'm bonkers
0:02:58 > 0:02:59# But I just think I'm free
0:02:59 > 0:03:03# Man, I'm just livin' my life There's nothin' crazy about me. #
0:03:04 > 0:03:07I don't think we can get this all on the one tree.
0:03:07 > 0:03:12- What we need is one of them revolving trees they've got in America. - A what?
0:03:12 > 0:03:16Well, they're artificial, of course,
0:03:16 > 0:03:20but they're motorised and they slowly rotate.
0:03:20 > 0:03:22That way you get to see all your decorations.
0:03:22 > 0:03:27Yes, I think a genuine six-foot Douglas fir would be a better setting for these, somehow.
0:03:27 > 0:03:29And this.
0:03:29 > 0:03:31- Oh, that's nice.- Hand-decorated.
0:03:31 > 0:03:34- Oh, Sugarplum!- Yes, Angel Cake?
0:03:34 > 0:03:38No! THIS is Sugarplum.
0:03:38 > 0:03:41Isn't she lovely?
0:03:41 > 0:03:46Oh! Where have you been?
0:03:46 > 0:03:49Book an appointment for next week. I'll take another look
0:03:49 > 0:03:53- and I'll change the dressing for you.- OK.- OK!
0:03:53 > 0:03:55- Bye. See you later.- Bye!
0:03:56 > 0:03:59- Nurse Malone? Something has occurred.- Yes?
0:03:59 > 0:04:02Well, knowing you are a kind and compassionate healer...
0:04:02 > 0:04:04Who is it, and where do I need to be?
0:04:04 > 0:04:07An agency nurse has gone home sick.
0:04:07 > 0:04:10A hangover is not a virus, in my opinion,
0:04:10 > 0:04:12- though I am not a medical professional...- Mrs Tembe?
0:04:12 > 0:04:17- A Mr Greenhall, home visit, must be today.- I'm on it.
0:04:26 > 0:04:29She's been part of the family since the 1980s.
0:04:29 > 0:04:32Ken and I bought her for Ian's first Christmas.
0:04:32 > 0:04:35She's sort of commemorative.
0:04:35 > 0:04:37A lot of sentiment for you, then?
0:04:37 > 0:04:41It's a tradition. Christmas wouldn't be the same
0:04:41 > 0:04:45- without her looking down from the Christmas tree.- Sugarplum...
0:04:45 > 0:04:49There was a sort of set you could get. Sugarplum,
0:04:49 > 0:04:52Candycane, and Snowflake here...
0:04:52 > 0:04:55and Praline Princess or something....
0:04:55 > 0:04:58And you resisted the urge to buy them all?
0:04:58 > 0:05:01There's only room at the top for one.
0:05:01 > 0:05:04- I think the others were a BIT tacky. - Imagine that.
0:05:08 > 0:05:10Mrs Greenhall?
0:05:10 > 0:05:12Oh, I was just looking out for Ewan.
0:05:12 > 0:05:15- I did remind him that the nurse was coming today.- Where is he?
0:05:15 > 0:05:17Running.
0:05:17 > 0:05:18Running?
0:05:18 > 0:05:23Almost every day since they let him come home he has been up and out.
0:05:23 > 0:05:26Didn't the consultant say he could have a break from hospital
0:05:26 > 0:05:28- if he took things easy? - Oh, yeah, a rest from treatment,
0:05:28 > 0:05:33but he's a law unto himself, and if he feels fine - oh, hang on.
0:05:33 > 0:05:36I think you did better than yesterday.
0:05:36 > 0:05:38I'm just five minutes out
0:05:38 > 0:05:41on the same route I did six months ago.
0:05:41 > 0:05:42Not bad, eh?
0:05:49 > 0:05:52UP-TEMPO CLASSICAL VIOLIN MUSIC
0:06:07 > 0:06:09Heston, do you think, erm...
0:06:20 > 0:06:23- Ooh!- I saw her facing the wall.
0:06:23 > 0:06:26Yes, she looked off-balance. I didn't want her to fall off.
0:06:26 > 0:06:27You do like her, don't you?
0:06:27 > 0:06:30Like doesn't even, erm...
0:06:31 > 0:06:35Perhaps she's looking a bit...tired?
0:06:36 > 0:06:39Maybe she could do with a bit of a makeover.
0:06:39 > 0:06:41Yeah. Put a bit of lipstick maybe there,
0:06:41 > 0:06:45maybe a bit of tinsel on the bottom, do you reckon?
0:06:45 > 0:06:47Sometimes, less is more. Sherry?
0:06:52 > 0:06:55You shouldn't be exercising like that, you know.
0:06:56 > 0:06:58I bet your Macmillan nurse isn't happy.
0:06:58 > 0:07:01I'm fine. Sitting here - I've got all this energy.
0:07:01 > 0:07:03I thought that the deal was that you got...
0:07:03 > 0:07:05Time off for good behaviour.
0:07:09 > 0:07:13Junior regional champion, 10,000 metres.
0:07:13 > 0:07:15Five years in a row. Wow. That's impressive.
0:07:15 > 0:07:18- Well, yeah, you know. - Seven half-marathons.
0:07:18 > 0:07:21I bet it gets to the point where
0:07:21 > 0:07:25- you're just competing against yourself?- Well, try your best.
0:07:25 > 0:07:29You're not doing yourself any favours by pushing your body like that.
0:07:31 > 0:07:32What? Cos things can get worse?
0:07:44 > 0:07:46You don't like her, do you?
0:07:47 > 0:07:50At least, you don't think she's fit to be seen
0:07:50 > 0:07:52at the top of the Carter Christmas tree.
0:07:52 > 0:07:54I didn't say that. She's just a little...
0:07:54 > 0:07:58gaudier than I'm used to.
0:07:58 > 0:08:01Isn't all of Christmas a little gaudy? That's part of its charm.
0:08:01 > 0:08:05It's sparkly and tinselly and colourful.
0:08:05 > 0:08:08Well, on the top of a pirouetting plastic tree from America,
0:08:08 > 0:08:10I'm sure she'd be perfectly at home.
0:08:10 > 0:08:13She's at home wherever I am.
0:08:13 > 0:08:14Well, you said yourself,
0:08:14 > 0:08:18we don't have room for everything - decisions have to be made, and...
0:08:18 > 0:08:20And?
0:08:20 > 0:08:24Well, isn't Sugarplum more of a time now
0:08:24 > 0:08:29- where she's not so much a fairy as, erm...- What?
0:08:29 > 0:08:31..the Ghost of Christmas Past?
0:08:34 > 0:08:37It's the painting all over again, isn't it?
0:08:47 > 0:08:50Everything OK? Thought you could do with these.
0:08:50 > 0:08:53Oh, thank you, but I'm already running late this morning.
0:08:53 > 0:08:54You can get dressed now.
0:08:56 > 0:08:58Mum's miracle cure - with milk and two sugars.
0:08:58 > 0:09:00Don't forget your tablets.
0:09:00 > 0:09:03You should see her at the hospital, running up and down,
0:09:03 > 0:09:05helping out that tea lady. Being useful.
0:09:05 > 0:09:07Well, you see some of the other visitors
0:09:07 > 0:09:10and they just sit there, scowling.
0:09:10 > 0:09:12I mean, I understand, you know.
0:09:12 > 0:09:16- But it can't be good for the patients.- It's good that you're so positive.
0:09:16 > 0:09:19Attitude matters.
0:09:19 > 0:09:23Watching the chemo knock him flat took some getting used to the first couple of times,
0:09:23 > 0:09:27but then you see him up and raring to go.
0:09:27 > 0:09:28No point feeling sorry for myself.
0:09:28 > 0:09:30And his running's not slowed.
0:09:30 > 0:09:33You saw him. He is fit for the fight.
0:09:33 > 0:09:35Makes all the difference.
0:09:35 > 0:09:37You should be careful pushing yourself that far, though.
0:09:37 > 0:09:40Well, that's everything.
0:09:40 > 0:09:43Any problems with the scar, give me a call at the surgery.
0:09:43 > 0:09:46As a chemotherapy patient, you get priority.
0:09:46 > 0:09:50- Now you're going to say, "No more running, Ewan." - No more running, Ewan.
0:09:50 > 0:09:54Amazing! Who'd have thought having leukaemia would make you psychic?
0:09:54 > 0:09:58Seriously. Look after yourself.
0:10:06 > 0:10:09I used to worry about all the things that might happen.
0:10:09 > 0:10:13- He got in with a bad crowd when he hit 13.- Really?
0:10:13 > 0:10:17Yeah. You imagine all sorts - drugs, gangs.
0:10:17 > 0:10:19The athletics saved him.
0:10:19 > 0:10:23He had that one, smart teacher got him obsessed with sports.
0:10:23 > 0:10:25Lucky me.
0:10:25 > 0:10:28I learned you can't protect them from everything,
0:10:28 > 0:10:29but you can fight for them.
0:10:29 > 0:10:32Yeah. You can.
0:10:32 > 0:10:37Going through something like this, it makes you...fearless.
0:10:37 > 0:10:41Right now, I'm focused on making this the best Christmas for us.
0:10:41 > 0:10:44Did he say, he's doing the Boxing Day run to raise money for the cancer ward?
0:10:44 > 0:10:47No, he didn't. That's ambitious.
0:10:49 > 0:10:51Anyway, take care. Have a lovely Christmas.
0:10:51 > 0:10:53Thank you.
0:11:01 > 0:11:04- I'm going out.- Oh.
0:11:04 > 0:11:06I see.
0:11:06 > 0:11:10You have no idea how to compromise, do you, Heston?
0:11:11 > 0:11:12It's a shame.
0:11:14 > 0:11:16You're usually such a generous man.
0:11:16 > 0:11:19I'll leave you two to sort out your differences.
0:11:21 > 0:11:24Well, he started it.
0:11:24 > 0:11:25Right, I'm off.
0:11:25 > 0:11:27That nurse did say to take it easy for a bit.
0:11:27 > 0:11:31- I'm just going for a walk, I won't overdo it.- I'll come with you.
0:11:31 > 0:11:34Look, maybe I've got some secret present-buying to do.
0:11:35 > 0:11:38Ewan! Right. That's it. I'm getting you to a doctor.
0:11:38 > 0:11:40I don't want to go back to hospital yet.
0:11:47 > 0:11:50So, you saw Nurse Malone this morning?
0:11:50 > 0:11:52Yeah. She's OK.
0:11:52 > 0:11:55And Dr Chan's given you a couple of days' respite
0:11:55 > 0:11:58from your current treatment, which has been quite intensive.
0:11:58 > 0:11:59I just felt a bit dizzy.
0:11:59 > 0:12:03I'm fine! Look, my mum fussed and insisted on bringing me here.
0:12:03 > 0:12:08- You do have one of the more aggressive forms of leukaemia.- Yeah, and I know it's going to kill me.
0:12:09 > 0:12:14- Why do you think that? - It's OK, it's no biggie.
0:12:14 > 0:12:16OK - massive biggie. But I've come to terms with it.
0:12:16 > 0:12:19Your chances of surviving this...
0:12:19 > 0:12:23Look, I've done my homework. I've been studying the stuff on the internet.
0:12:23 > 0:12:26I know I'm only expected to live a couple of months.
0:12:26 > 0:12:30That's not necessarily true. And, aside from anything else,
0:12:30 > 0:12:32the chemo is giving you a fighting chance.
0:12:32 > 0:12:33Look, Doctor, listen, yeah?
0:12:33 > 0:12:38I know I'm going to die, so what does it matter if I run myself ragged in the time I've got left?
0:12:38 > 0:12:43I'd rather go out 100 miles an hour and say, "What a ride!" than wrap myself in cotton wool.
0:12:43 > 0:12:47Listen to me - the combination you're on has had good results.
0:12:47 > 0:12:51Yeah, and eight out of ten cat owners say they prefer it(!)
0:12:53 > 0:12:56Look, you're young, you look after yourself,
0:12:56 > 0:13:00all of which is to your advantage - and I can't guarantee this,
0:13:00 > 0:13:02but you could beat the odds.
0:13:05 > 0:13:07What?
0:13:07 > 0:13:08Given it was diagnosed early,
0:13:08 > 0:13:11all the other factors - it's 50/50.
0:13:13 > 0:13:17And that's changing all the time with research,
0:13:17 > 0:13:20new combinations, your general response to treatment.
0:13:20 > 0:13:23You might have a lot of time ahead of you.
0:13:23 > 0:13:26- There is hope?- I think so.
0:13:29 > 0:13:30Thank you.
0:13:39 > 0:13:41I got a lecture, that's all.
0:13:41 > 0:13:44Let's get you home, you can kick back for a bit.
0:13:44 > 0:13:47He doesn't really know your case, not properly, does he?
0:13:47 > 0:13:49Not like Dr Yeung.
0:13:49 > 0:13:53I won't run tomorrow. We'll do all the decorations then, OK?
0:13:53 > 0:13:56- I know we said today, but... - Tomorrow is fine.
0:13:56 > 0:13:58You get a proper rest today
0:13:58 > 0:14:01and I might let you climb the ladder and hang the paper chains.
0:14:01 > 0:14:03Ooh, treats(!)
0:14:03 > 0:14:06DRAMATIC CLASSICAL VIOLIN MUSIC
0:14:12 > 0:14:14MUSIC BUILDS
0:14:28 > 0:14:31Cherry, did you know that Ewan Greenhall had been in?
0:14:31 > 0:14:33- No. Is something wrong? - Dizzy spells, he said.
0:14:33 > 0:14:36- He's not been out running again, has he?- He didn't say.
0:14:36 > 0:14:39- I told him not to. - I bet he didn't like that, did he?
0:14:39 > 0:14:40No, not really.
0:14:40 > 0:14:44Because he reckons he's only got two months to live?
0:14:44 > 0:14:47Well, we didn't discuss that. So, he is terminal, then?
0:14:47 > 0:14:50Well, maybe, maybe not - but he's convinced himself he was,
0:14:50 > 0:14:53due to some dodgy research on the internet.
0:14:53 > 0:14:56When I said he could beat it... took it really badly.
0:14:56 > 0:14:58Like the worst thing I could have said to him.
0:15:12 > 0:15:14HE SIGHS
0:15:15 > 0:15:19Right, so, it's item number X for Xmas, M for Merry, 289.
0:15:19 > 0:15:20And it is in stock?
0:15:20 > 0:15:23Good. And you do express delivery?
0:15:23 > 0:15:25Excellent.
0:15:27 > 0:15:29Well, who's laughing now?
0:15:32 > 0:15:35I just wanted to talk to Ewan.
0:15:35 > 0:15:39Oh. He's resting upstairs.
0:15:39 > 0:15:41Everything OK?
0:15:41 > 0:15:44Yeah. It's fine, honestly. I just wanted to talk.
0:15:44 > 0:15:47- I didn't really get the chance this morning.- Ewan!
0:15:47 > 0:15:50I think Dr Granger read him the riot act.
0:15:50 > 0:15:52Again.
0:15:52 > 0:15:54It was only a dizzy spell.
0:15:56 > 0:15:58Ewan?
0:16:06 > 0:16:08Oh.
0:16:08 > 0:16:10I thought he was here.
0:16:10 > 0:16:12Have you any idea where he may have gone?
0:16:12 > 0:16:15He was talking about Christmas shopping earlier.
0:16:15 > 0:16:17I bet that's why he snuck out! Wants to surprise me.
0:16:17 > 0:16:21- Or maybe he's gone running again. Do you know where he goes normally? - All over.
0:16:21 > 0:16:26The estate, the wildlife park, sometimes he does laps on the old running track at the campus. Why?
0:16:27 > 0:16:31Erm, I'm going to go and look for him. If he comes back...
0:16:31 > 0:16:33I'll call you.
0:16:47 > 0:16:50- Do you want to have a chat? - You had every reason to go.
0:16:50 > 0:16:53- I'm sorry I was inconsiderate. - What's that?
0:16:53 > 0:16:57Well for our first Christmas, instead of "yours" and "mine",
0:16:57 > 0:17:00- how about "ours"? - It's funny you should say that.
0:17:00 > 0:17:03We could start afresh, creating our own memories.
0:17:03 > 0:17:06So...you went ahead
0:17:06 > 0:17:10- and bought something on your own? - Hmm.- It's...
0:17:10 > 0:17:13"your" choice but "our" decoration?
0:17:16 > 0:17:18HE SIGHS
0:17:38 > 0:17:42Ewan! Ewan!
0:17:44 > 0:17:48- What you doing here?- I've come looking for you. Are you OK?
0:17:48 > 0:17:50In my natural habitat, why wouldn't I be?
0:17:50 > 0:17:52Will you please just stop and talk to me?
0:17:52 > 0:17:54No, I'm done with talking!
0:17:54 > 0:17:56Has this got to do with what Dr Granger said?
0:17:58 > 0:18:01- I had it all sorted in my head and he had to go and mess things up. - How?
0:18:01 > 0:18:05He gave me back hope. Why would he do that?
0:18:05 > 0:18:07I was all right, I had it all worked out.
0:18:07 > 0:18:09I noticed that a lot of your meds were missing.
0:18:09 > 0:18:11Ewan, this is important!
0:18:11 > 0:18:13How many have you taken?
0:18:16 > 0:18:20At least have a look before we go out and pick something else.
0:18:20 > 0:18:24- I'm fine now.- Now, it may take a little bit of getting used to.
0:18:28 > 0:18:31- I don't believe it. - You don't like it?
0:18:31 > 0:18:34Sugarplum helped me pick it out.
0:18:35 > 0:18:37- Ah!- Great minds.
0:18:38 > 0:18:43- Think I prefer mine. - Yeah, I think you're right.
0:18:47 > 0:18:49THUNDERCLAPS
0:18:58 > 0:19:01- You still here? - So, what's wrong with hope?
0:19:01 > 0:19:03Having no hope took away the fear.
0:19:03 > 0:19:07That...that nothing-to-lose thing - that's what made me a winner.
0:19:07 > 0:19:11- I've got that back.- So you want to be a champion at dying?
0:19:11 > 0:19:13You think that suicide is a dignified thing?
0:19:13 > 0:19:15Well, at least it will give me some control.
0:19:15 > 0:19:20- So, if you can't have life the way you want it, you don't want to have it at all?- This isn't life!
0:19:20 > 0:19:23Yes, it is. You've got to fight for it. Know how I know it's life?
0:19:23 > 0:19:26Because life can be crap.
0:19:26 > 0:19:27And then we die.
0:19:28 > 0:19:33But I admire the fact that you accept that's what's going to happen. But it's still rubbish.
0:19:33 > 0:19:35Thanks. You're really helping me(!)
0:19:35 > 0:19:37All day, people run round doing their jobs,
0:19:37 > 0:19:41planning house moves, weddings, babies...
0:19:41 > 0:19:43and, you know, it might not work.
0:19:45 > 0:19:48- That's stupid.- Why?
0:19:48 > 0:19:53Divorce rates, people moving out, leaving people,
0:19:53 > 0:19:58finding other people, houses falling down, car crashes. It's all out there, waiting to happen.
0:19:58 > 0:19:59Can't think like that.
0:19:59 > 0:20:01Just cos I said that life can be useless
0:20:01 > 0:20:04it doesn't mean I don't think it's worth fighting for.
0:20:04 > 0:20:06If you hit a brick wall, you've got to keep going.
0:20:06 > 0:20:09It's the only way that you can get through.
0:20:09 > 0:20:12So I could keep on fighting and still go through with the treatment
0:20:12 > 0:20:15that will make me feel worse - and still die?
0:20:15 > 0:20:18So, why not have as much fun while you can?
0:20:18 > 0:20:22Is it not worth the risk? To really be alive
0:20:22 > 0:20:24in spite of misery and not die because of it?
0:20:24 > 0:20:28To be with the people that really matter to you?
0:20:31 > 0:20:35It's all right. It's all right, Ewan. I'm going to call you an ambulance.
0:20:35 > 0:20:39I just need you to tell me how much you've taken and what you've taken.
0:20:39 > 0:20:41I've got cramp!
0:20:42 > 0:20:44I didn't take any.
0:20:46 > 0:20:48OK, come on. Just put your weight on it.
0:20:50 > 0:20:53- So, is that better? - I've felt worse.
0:20:54 > 0:20:56Thanks.
0:21:11 > 0:21:14You said no more running. Is this me?
0:21:14 > 0:21:18- Have I been pushing you too much? - No, it's not you.
0:21:18 > 0:21:19Come on, I'll get you dinner.
0:21:19 > 0:21:23Dr Granger thinks that Ewan should go back in to hospital
0:21:23 > 0:21:26- a bit earlier than planned. - No, he'll be fine.
0:21:26 > 0:21:28You just need a good rest in your own bed.
0:21:28 > 0:21:30- Mum...- What?
0:21:30 > 0:21:32I'm not coping.
0:21:32 > 0:21:35And looking after me takes it out of you too.
0:21:35 > 0:21:37Don't worry about me.
0:21:37 > 0:21:41Look, admit it - you're done in, you're always running around after me.
0:21:41 > 0:21:43You need to look after yourself.
0:21:44 > 0:21:47- We've both got to be strong about this.- But, listen...
0:21:47 > 0:21:51Look... I don't know how long I've got.
0:21:51 > 0:21:55A couple more treatments, you will be home free.
0:21:55 > 0:21:58- Mum, I could die.- No!
0:21:58 > 0:22:02Is this your doing? Filling his head?
0:22:02 > 0:22:04Listen to me. I'm fighting it,
0:22:04 > 0:22:07but I need you for the long term because I want to beat it.
0:22:07 > 0:22:09- You said you were. - Look, I was certain I wasn't.
0:22:09 > 0:22:14You told me Dr Chan said everything was OK...
0:22:14 > 0:22:17They don't know. 50/50, they say.
0:22:19 > 0:22:21Ewan's been protecting you.
0:22:22 > 0:22:25I'm going to give the Boxing Day run a miss.
0:22:27 > 0:22:30Hopefully - hopefully - the year after.
0:22:33 > 0:22:36MUSIC: "Awake, Asleep" by Fyfe Dangerfield
0:22:50 > 0:22:53# Come
0:22:53 > 0:22:58# Come out of the dark and play
0:22:58 > 0:23:02# Be gone
0:23:02 > 0:23:07# Take another holiday
0:23:07 > 0:23:12# Don't grow, you can stay
0:23:16 > 0:23:18# Life
0:23:18 > 0:23:22# Will you ever make a man of me?
0:23:24 > 0:23:30# In flight is all I ever want to be
0:23:31 > 0:23:38# My unborn child So much to say
0:23:41 > 0:23:44# A light
0:23:44 > 0:23:48# A spark
0:23:50 > 0:23:57# Scatter through the lovers' snow
0:23:59 > 0:24:04# Whispered in the breeze unknown
0:24:04 > 0:24:09# You missed the greatest show... #
0:24:09 > 0:24:12- Evening.- Hi.
0:24:12 > 0:24:15- Busy day?- Ah, full of surprises. Why have you got two Kaiser Chiefs?
0:24:15 > 0:24:19One of them's probably Daniel's. So, I had a call from the solicitor...
0:24:21 > 0:24:25Oh, I forgot, I'll do it first thing.
0:24:25 > 0:24:28What's wrong? Nursezilla finally run out of steam?
0:24:28 > 0:24:30OK, I admit it. I thought that I was broadband,
0:24:30 > 0:24:34but it turns out that I'm just a carrier pigeon
0:24:34 > 0:24:36with a wonky wing. Round and round all day,
0:24:36 > 0:24:39and felt like I got nowhere.
0:24:39 > 0:24:41You did your best.
0:24:41 > 0:24:43Yeah...
0:24:43 > 0:24:45Well, I kept going.
0:24:45 > 0:24:48And tomorrow, I'll go even further.
0:24:48 > 0:24:50Sound's scary.
0:24:50 > 0:24:53You ain't seen nothin' yet.
0:24:54 > 0:24:56You OK?
0:24:56 > 0:24:58Yeah.
0:24:58 > 0:25:01Someone helped me make a decision today.
0:25:01 > 0:25:05In fact, we both decided.
0:25:05 > 0:25:06To do what?
0:25:08 > 0:25:11Hope.
0:25:16 > 0:25:21# What else could I hope to know? #
0:25:23 > 0:25:25Just my arthritis playing up.
0:25:25 > 0:25:28Ah, I've been taking some great pills for my knee.
0:25:28 > 0:25:30Oh, really?
0:25:30 > 0:25:31No pain for a month now.
0:25:31 > 0:25:35Stop trying to emotionally blackmail the poor man.
0:25:35 > 0:25:39- Better than shameless flattery. - I haven't...- Ladies, please! Enough.
0:25:39 > 0:25:41Are you sure you don't want me to come?
0:25:41 > 0:25:43No, I'll handle it.
0:25:43 > 0:25:46He's not good at facing things like this.
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