0:00:30 > 0:00:35Are you ready? We need to hurry, or I will be late.
0:00:35 > 0:00:38What time does registry open? Is it ten o'clock?
0:00:39 > 0:00:44It is ten o'clock, but it says here, "Theology enrolment from the 23rd." Next Monday.
0:00:44 > 0:00:48And you did not think to check it before now?
0:00:48 > 0:00:54I assumed you could register straightaway. Sorry, this is not a good start!
0:00:54 > 0:00:57What are you going to do all morning? There is no time to organise anything else.
0:00:57 > 0:00:59I could come with you to the campus.
0:00:59 > 0:01:01I could even help you with your work.
0:01:01 > 0:01:06I am very busy this morning. There is a medical audit to collate.
0:01:06 > 0:01:09All the more reason why you need more help!
0:01:11 > 0:01:13Oh, come on!
0:01:19 > 0:01:24OK, you win. Arguments, yes, but silences, I cannot do.
0:01:24 > 0:01:25I'll make a note of that.
0:01:25 > 0:01:26Life's too short.
0:01:26 > 0:01:29Great. So, let's go back to the bit where I win.
0:01:31 > 0:01:33I'll cancel the scan. Happy?
0:01:33 > 0:01:35Yep.
0:01:35 > 0:01:37Now at least perhaps we can move on with our lives.
0:01:38 > 0:01:41Except I don't believe you.
0:01:41 > 0:01:43What? You don't trust me?
0:01:43 > 0:01:46- Come on, Zara.- We're about to be parents together, and you can't even...
0:01:46 > 0:01:48Are you coming to work or not?
0:01:52 > 0:01:57I was hoping to get this audit finished while it was still quiet.
0:01:57 > 0:01:59I can do some filing for you.
0:01:59 > 0:02:02As I explained, this is a paperless office!
0:02:02 > 0:02:04- Oh, here are the doctors. - Morning.
0:02:04 > 0:02:05Good morning, doctor.
0:02:05 > 0:02:08Mrs Tembe, I need to move my appointments around this morning,
0:02:08 > 0:02:11I've got a conference call at eleven. Half an hour should do the trick.
0:02:11 > 0:02:13Could you let the other doctor on duty know, please?
0:02:13 > 0:02:15But that is Dr Granger.
0:02:15 > 0:02:19- Mmm-hmm. - I am very busy this morning!
0:02:20 > 0:02:22- What she said. - Thanks for letting me know.
0:02:25 > 0:02:28Although this is a medical practice,
0:02:28 > 0:02:32sometimes it closely resembles a primary school.
0:02:38 > 0:02:41Zumba, that was fun, wasn't it?
0:02:41 > 0:02:42And now Zorbing!
0:02:42 > 0:02:45Er, I don't think so. Not this afternoon, anyway.
0:02:45 > 0:02:47Oh, why not?
0:02:47 > 0:02:50Because we can't keep taking time off work, that's why not.
0:02:50 > 0:02:51But it's when we're closed, this afternoon.
0:02:51 > 0:02:54Well, if you don't want to, I can always cancel.
0:02:54 > 0:02:56It's not that I don't want to,
0:02:56 > 0:02:58I just that we should schedule these things for after work.
0:02:58 > 0:03:03Well, they're only open today, and I thought, you know, carpe diem!
0:03:03 > 0:03:04Sorry.
0:03:05 > 0:03:06Ah, well, you can understand.
0:03:06 > 0:03:08She probably thinks it's a young person's thing.
0:03:17 > 0:03:19Mrs Tembe, is everything...
0:03:19 > 0:03:23- Oh, no! Look at this!- Sorry!- Oh!
0:03:23 > 0:03:26- Hi! Erm, Immie left her phone charger.- Erm, yes.
0:03:29 > 0:03:32Akono Mezu, this is Jack Hollins, the son of a colleague.
0:03:32 > 0:03:35- He is a student.- You are studying at the university too?
0:03:36 > 0:03:41Ah, now, here is an idea. Maybe Jack could show you around!
0:03:41 > 0:03:43Yes!
0:03:43 > 0:03:44Ah, I'm sorry, I'm busy.
0:03:44 > 0:03:47- Ah, a lecture!- No.
0:03:47 > 0:03:49So what are you doing exactly?
0:03:49 > 0:03:52- Well, I've got a meeting at one o'clock.- It is only 9:40.
0:03:52 > 0:03:54- Yeah, I know, but I've got... - I remember your mother mentioning
0:03:54 > 0:03:57that you worked as a guide for visiting students.
0:03:57 > 0:03:58Last year.
0:04:00 > 0:04:02I am prepared to pay you the going rate.
0:04:04 > 0:04:06OK. Let's go.
0:04:12 > 0:04:15That's how you spell "futility," isn't it?
0:04:15 > 0:04:17Yeah.
0:04:17 > 0:04:19It's for my creative writing course.
0:04:19 > 0:04:22- Oh, how's that going?- Oh, really well! Daryl's been very encouraging!
0:04:22 > 0:04:24Is he, now?
0:04:24 > 0:04:25Yeah, very!
0:04:25 > 0:04:31We had to do a short story based on our worst fear and mine is drowning.
0:04:31 > 0:04:36So I had this idea. You know how when you drown, you're supposed to see your life flash...?
0:04:36 > 0:04:41Well, my character sees this extraordinary life
0:04:41 > 0:04:44flashing before her eyes, full of amazing things,
0:04:44 > 0:04:48and then she realises it's the life that she should have had, but didn't.
0:04:48 > 0:04:50That's great!
0:04:50 > 0:04:52I got the idea from us doing the bucket list!
0:04:52 > 0:04:55Oh, speaking of which, the Zorbing.
0:04:55 > 0:04:59I've been able to move things around so I can come with you after all. I can't wait!
0:04:59 > 0:05:03- Really?- Yeah. I've always wanted to do an extreme sport.
0:05:03 > 0:05:05- Extreme?- Mmm.
0:05:05 > 0:05:07I thought it was just rolling down a hill.
0:05:07 > 0:05:11Well, like you said in your story, Karen, you only live once.
0:05:16 > 0:05:18Maybe next, we could go somewhere, maybe meet some of your friends?
0:05:18 > 0:05:20JACK'S PHONE RINGS
0:05:20 > 0:05:23Yep? Sarah. Why are you in the bar?
0:05:25 > 0:05:27What are you playing at? The meeting's at one!
0:05:29 > 0:05:33Look, just stay there, I'll come over. I'll be about ten minutes.
0:05:33 > 0:05:34OK.
0:05:35 > 0:05:38I'm really sorry, mate, I'm going to have to shoot off.
0:05:38 > 0:05:41One of the second years, a mate, is getting herself into a bit of state.
0:05:41 > 0:05:42It's a really big day for her.
0:05:42 > 0:05:45- You are meeting in the bar?- Yeah.
0:05:45 > 0:05:48- Do you mind if I come too? - I'm going to be busy.
0:05:48 > 0:05:52I promise I won't get in the way. Anyway, it will be an easy way for you to earn your fee.
0:05:52 > 0:05:54JACK'S PHONE RINGS
0:05:54 > 0:05:55Whatever.
0:05:56 > 0:06:01Sarah. No, I said I'm coming over. No, just stay there!
0:06:09 > 0:06:10Problem?
0:06:10 > 0:06:14- Ah, Jack.- Professor Hansen. - How's your dissertation coming?
0:06:14 > 0:06:18Good. Er, still mainly researching.
0:06:18 > 0:06:20Could be good to see some pages at some point.
0:06:20 > 0:06:22Yeah. No, er, definitely.
0:06:24 > 0:06:29Hello. I'm Akono Mezu, I'll be starting a course here very soon!
0:06:29 > 0:06:31Theology.
0:06:31 > 0:06:35Excellent! I'd advise you to stay away from my law students.
0:06:35 > 0:06:36Really?
0:06:36 > 0:06:37You know what lawyers are like.
0:06:37 > 0:06:40Tend to be on the side of the devil, if the price is right.
0:06:40 > 0:06:44Still, know thy enemy, eh?
0:06:44 > 0:06:46I gather you're coming in with Sarah today.
0:06:46 > 0:06:48- Yeah.- Ah, that's good.
0:06:48 > 0:06:51Get the review out of the way and we can all move on.
0:06:51 > 0:06:54- Got to say, I'm impressed by the way she's got herself back on the rails. - Absolutely.
0:06:54 > 0:06:56And some of that's down to you.
0:06:56 > 0:07:00So give yourself a pat on the back. You've really helped her.
0:07:00 > 0:07:02- Thanks.- See you later.
0:07:06 > 0:07:09I thought you had an important conference call at eleven.
0:07:09 > 0:07:10Oh, they cancelled.
0:07:10 > 0:07:13She just wanted to annoy me by taking away my coffee break.
0:07:13 > 0:07:15Still, it's the little things that bring us the most pleasure.
0:07:15 > 0:07:17Or that's what Daniel always claims anyway.
0:07:20 > 0:07:22She's just got a bee in her bonnet about the scan.
0:07:22 > 0:07:25Has to know the sex of the baby. It's all about names.
0:07:25 > 0:07:28You've got to find out the gender and be the first to pick the name.
0:07:30 > 0:07:34Hello? It's actually quite important to the father.
0:07:34 > 0:07:35In fact, do you know what?
0:07:35 > 0:07:37I think that the mother and baby thing's a little overdone.
0:07:37 > 0:07:42Maybe it is because she is the one who has nine months of discomfort,
0:07:42 > 0:07:47followed by an agony the like of which you will never know in your worst nightmare
0:07:47 > 0:07:49to give birth to your child.
0:07:52 > 0:07:53Stick together, why don't you?
0:08:01 > 0:08:02Jack!
0:08:04 > 0:08:05And who's this?
0:08:05 > 0:08:07- Akono, Sarah.- Hello.
0:08:07 > 0:08:11Right, Akono. Come and have a drink!
0:08:11 > 0:08:12- Oh, Akono's not...- Not what?
0:08:12 > 0:08:14I know I'm getting in the way.
0:08:14 > 0:08:15You're not.
0:08:15 > 0:08:18- Between you and your mentor.- Mentor?
0:08:18 > 0:08:20Jack's my mate! Have a drink.
0:08:20 > 0:08:23OK. Maybe an orange juice?
0:08:23 > 0:08:25No! Beer!
0:08:25 > 0:08:28Sarah? We just bumped into Hansen. He's expecting you at one.
0:08:28 > 0:08:30Hmm, can't wait.
0:08:30 > 0:08:32What's going on?
0:08:32 > 0:08:35You're a bit serious today. Is that because of your friend?
0:08:35 > 0:08:39- You've already dropped a year. They won't let you do that again.- So?
0:08:39 > 0:08:42- So sort yourself out. - Who made you the boss of me?
0:08:44 > 0:08:47What's the meeting with you and the professor about?
0:08:47 > 0:08:48Nothing.
0:08:50 > 0:08:51She's had a few problems.
0:08:51 > 0:08:53They were going to chuck her out a few weeks ago.
0:08:53 > 0:08:58Today's like her assessment. She's been brilliant for a while now.
0:08:58 > 0:09:02She should walk it. So I don't know why she's chosen today to go off on one.
0:09:04 > 0:09:07But it's more to check that you're all right with it, really.
0:09:07 > 0:09:08Are you?
0:09:08 > 0:09:11No, no, I'm fine. But I'm not so sure Julia's so keen.
0:09:11 > 0:09:15Hey, don't use me as an excuse. If you don't want to do it, just say so.
0:09:15 > 0:09:20Mind you, I must admit, it probably is more of a younger person's sport.
0:09:21 > 0:09:26- No, I'm fine.- I think it sounds fantastic! I love extreme sports!
0:09:26 > 0:09:28Have you ever been bungee jumping?
0:09:28 > 0:09:33No. Well, apparently, you can get a detached retina, if you're not careful.
0:09:33 > 0:09:35Ah, it's great fun!
0:09:35 > 0:09:39Actually, my favourite thing I've ever done is white-water rafting in New Zealand.
0:09:39 > 0:09:41It was brilliant! Or canyoneering!
0:09:41 > 0:09:43There's people drown doing that!
0:09:43 > 0:09:46Oh, it's just like skiing. If you hold back, you're in trouble.
0:09:46 > 0:09:49No, it's all great fun in my experience,
0:09:49 > 0:09:52but you've got to throw yourself in, you can't stand on the side lines.
0:09:52 > 0:09:53I, for one, I can't wait!
0:09:58 > 0:10:03- Drink this.- Look at him being masterful! Isn't he?
0:10:03 > 0:10:08And you're so dapper in that suit! You should be in charge!
0:10:08 > 0:10:10Thank you, how kind!
0:10:10 > 0:10:12You've just got to keep it together for Hansen.
0:10:12 > 0:10:15One night, me and Jack went out clubbing.
0:10:15 > 0:10:19I had to push him home in a wheelie bin! He couldn't stand!
0:10:19 > 0:10:22- Sarah. - He must have been wheelie drunk!
0:10:23 > 0:10:28Has something happened? Do you actually want to get kicked out?
0:10:28 > 0:10:31- Think about it. Back with Mum and Dad?- I wouldn't go back to them.
0:10:31 > 0:10:33Then get yourself together.
0:10:33 > 0:10:36- We'll go to the review and you'll be fine, yeah?- Oh.
0:10:36 > 0:10:39- What?- Oh, my God, he's coming over.
0:10:41 > 0:10:42What are you doing?
0:10:50 > 0:10:52- Did I embarrass you? - No! Of course not.
0:10:52 > 0:10:56It's just you looked a bit shocked.
0:10:56 > 0:10:58Well, if I do, it's not because of the kiss.
0:10:58 > 0:10:59It's just this.
0:11:01 > 0:11:02Alcohol before lunch.
0:11:02 > 0:11:05Duh it's a student bar!
0:11:05 > 0:11:09Back home, less than a third of children will even make it to secondary school,
0:11:09 > 0:11:11let alone university.
0:11:11 > 0:11:14So to me, students getting drunk in the daytime,
0:11:14 > 0:11:17yes, it's a big shock for me to see this.
0:11:17 > 0:11:20- Is it?- Akono.- Well, yes.
0:11:20 > 0:11:25- And that means you can judge me? - I am not judging. You said I looked shocked. I was just explaining.
0:11:25 > 0:11:28I will be very careful not to waste this amazing opportunity.
0:11:28 > 0:11:32How dare you say that to me? You don't even know me!
0:11:32 > 0:11:36But I am not judging. And I do not need to know you to know what I see.
0:11:36 > 0:11:40- Just keep calm and drink your coffee.- No, I'm off to see Hansen.
0:11:40 > 0:11:42You've got an hour to sober up. Drink the coffee.
0:11:42 > 0:11:45Tell him he can give my place to someone who deserves it!
0:11:49 > 0:11:51Sarah.
0:11:51 > 0:11:56Zara, look. Is this about ownership of the baby? Because if it is...
0:11:56 > 0:12:01Oh, Miss Lee. Hello. Oh, what a gorgeous baby!
0:12:01 > 0:12:04Chelsey, isn't it?
0:12:04 > 0:12:08I love that. You know, I've been looking for a girl's name.
0:12:12 > 0:12:16Sarah, don't do it. Well, at least let me do the talking. Wait here.
0:12:18 > 0:12:22- Sarah. You're early.- She's come to ask if you can rearrange the review.
0:12:22 > 0:12:23Have I?
0:12:23 > 0:12:27Really, why? You're here now. Let's talk.
0:12:27 > 0:12:30I read your proposal, by the way. Great stuff!
0:12:30 > 0:12:31And well done on attendance.
0:12:31 > 0:12:35Yeah. I've been so great.
0:12:35 > 0:12:36Are you all right?
0:12:37 > 0:12:40Yeah, I'm all right. A bit of all right!
0:12:41 > 0:12:43Are you drunk?
0:12:43 > 0:12:45- No.- You've come here drunk?
0:12:47 > 0:12:50- Why?- Like I say... - She didn't mean to.
0:12:50 > 0:12:53We've given you plenty of chances. We really have.
0:12:53 > 0:12:56But you have to, at the very least, tick the academic boxes.
0:12:56 > 0:13:00This review was your chance to persuade me that you were back on track, and you've come here drunk!
0:13:00 > 0:13:02What I was going to say was...
0:13:02 > 0:13:06- She's really sorry. Come on. - Just a minute.
0:13:07 > 0:13:09Sarah, come and see me tomorrow morning, nine o'clock.
0:13:09 > 0:13:13Show up with a plan and a change of attitude,
0:13:13 > 0:13:15or you'll fail this unit and your place will be withdrawn.
0:13:22 > 0:13:24He thinks he's got the right to call the shots.
0:13:24 > 0:13:29Finally, I have finished collating the audit, if you would like to take a look.
0:13:29 > 0:13:31Without doing any of the work. It's ridiculous.
0:13:31 > 0:13:33I'm the one having the baby.
0:13:33 > 0:13:36Dr Carmichael, I thought you would know this better than anyone.
0:13:36 > 0:13:39Men have no idea.
0:13:39 > 0:13:42Until they see the baby and hold it, it is all just words to them.
0:13:42 > 0:13:47- You think?- Of course. His time will come.
0:13:47 > 0:13:50Sleepless nights, nappies.
0:13:50 > 0:13:52- True.- Absolutely. I'm exactly the same.
0:13:52 > 0:13:54Maybe it is time I turned the other cheek.
0:13:55 > 0:13:59Bye-bye, Keeley-Jo. Lovely name, by the way, Keeley-Jo.
0:14:20 > 0:14:24- Just leave me alone!- What happened? - Stop telling me what to do!
0:14:24 > 0:14:27Sarah, Jack is just trying to help you.
0:14:27 > 0:14:31- Anyway, this is my fault. I did not mean to upset you.- Your fault?
0:14:31 > 0:14:36All I was trying to say is university is a fantastic opportunity,
0:14:36 > 0:14:38so going into the bar to drink so early...
0:14:38 > 0:14:40That's up to me though. Maybe I want to.
0:14:40 > 0:14:42Maybe you do not understand what you want.
0:14:42 > 0:14:44- What?- Akono, not now.
0:14:44 > 0:14:49Often, our emotions get in the way. Well, an example. Someone who, for whatever reason,
0:14:49 > 0:14:54does not believe in themselves and wants to fail by their own hand, because they think
0:14:54 > 0:14:59they will fail anyway, and so this way, they disguise it as their will.
0:14:59 > 0:15:02But do they really want to fail? No. Of course not.
0:15:02 > 0:15:03Akono...
0:15:03 > 0:15:06Deep down, they want to succeed, but to do so,
0:15:06 > 0:15:11they must realise this low self-esteem and fight it, but that is hard.
0:15:12 > 0:15:17Harder than failing. So they choose the easy route out.
0:15:18 > 0:15:21Who is he anyway? Why've you brought him with you?
0:15:21 > 0:15:24I am here to study theology. Jack is showing me around.
0:15:24 > 0:15:27Oh, so you brought him to see the basket case, did you? Thanks, Jack(!)
0:15:27 > 0:15:29- No, of course not! - I thought you were my mate.
0:15:29 > 0:15:32Why don't you get your Bible out? Is that what's next?
0:15:32 > 0:15:33Sarah, you know I'm on your side.
0:15:36 > 0:15:37Just get away from me.
0:15:43 > 0:15:45Go away!
0:15:45 > 0:15:48You should go. It was obvious she had issues, wasn't it?
0:15:48 > 0:15:51Please, Sarah. I'm sorry. This is stupid!
0:15:51 > 0:15:54- Stupid?- He didn't mean it like that.
0:15:54 > 0:15:56I'm sorry, I was just trying to help.
0:15:56 > 0:15:58Help with what?
0:15:58 > 0:16:00From whatever difficulty you might be facing.
0:16:00 > 0:16:01- Akono!- Being raped?
0:16:06 > 0:16:09I really think we should wait for Julia.
0:16:09 > 0:16:11- She's not going to want to miss this.- She'll be here.
0:16:12 > 0:16:16MOBILE PHONE RINGS
0:16:19 > 0:16:21Julia, where are you? It's half past!
0:16:21 > 0:16:24Karen, I was just going to call you. Listen, I've got a flat tyre.
0:16:24 > 0:16:27Well, just leave it! Get a taxi!
0:16:27 > 0:16:30I can't do that. Anyway, Mrs Tembe's having a look.
0:16:30 > 0:16:33I suggest you get the professionals in.
0:16:33 > 0:16:36You do not have the right equipment.
0:16:36 > 0:16:38Look, Karen, I'm sorry. I'm going to have to call the garage.
0:16:38 > 0:16:44Oh, erm, look. Don't leave me here on me own. Please, Julia.
0:16:44 > 0:16:47I'm sorry, but I just can't make it. I'm really sorry.
0:16:47 > 0:16:49But listen, you just have a great time...
0:16:54 > 0:16:56She's not coming. Car trouble.
0:16:58 > 0:17:01Really? Oh, er, just us then.
0:17:05 > 0:17:07You don't have to talk about this now.
0:17:09 > 0:17:14- I should go.- No, you need to hear this.- He doesn't.- Sit.
0:17:26 > 0:17:27It was a family friend.
0:17:29 > 0:17:31Started when I was 13.
0:17:33 > 0:17:36I didn't know how to react. I knew him well.
0:17:38 > 0:17:40He was a nice guy.
0:17:42 > 0:17:45It was like I couldn't work out what was really happening.
0:17:46 > 0:17:48Did you not tell your family?
0:17:48 > 0:17:53Oh, yeah. I told my mum, and she did this really weird thing.
0:17:53 > 0:17:59It was like I hadn't said anything. She just couldn't deal with it.
0:17:59 > 0:18:03But surely you could have said something to somebody else?
0:18:03 > 0:18:06About a week after I told my mum, my dad took me for a walk.
0:18:06 > 0:18:10Just him, which never happened.
0:18:10 > 0:18:12And I knew Mum must have said something,
0:18:12 > 0:18:14and that he was going to say something.
0:18:16 > 0:18:18He never came out with it.
0:18:18 > 0:18:21We just went home and had fish and chips,
0:18:21 > 0:18:26which was supposed to be like a treat, and carried on as normal.
0:18:28 > 0:18:33And then it stopped for ages. Like, six months.
0:18:36 > 0:18:39Then he came round after Christmas...
0:18:42 > 0:18:47..and then it carried on again for another year, until he moved away.
0:18:52 > 0:18:54Well, I'm happy to go first.
0:18:56 > 0:18:58Whoa, look at it go!
0:19:00 > 0:19:02- Just as...- Whoa!
0:19:02 > 0:19:03Just as happy to go second.
0:19:03 > 0:19:06Don't let me hold you up, Elaine.
0:19:06 > 0:19:07Fine.
0:19:19 > 0:19:24MUSIC: "Insomnia" by Faithless
0:19:34 > 0:19:36You all right?
0:19:36 > 0:19:38Yeah, great.
0:19:40 > 0:19:42- Is that all right?- Yep!
0:19:48 > 0:19:50ELAINE BREATHES HEAVILY
0:19:50 > 0:19:52Good luck.
0:19:52 > 0:19:54Wooo!
0:20:00 > 0:20:04Whoa! Whoooaaaaaaa!
0:20:04 > 0:20:09Aaaaaaaah! Aaaaaaaah!
0:20:09 > 0:20:13Stop! Stop! I want to get out!
0:20:13 > 0:20:17No, let me out, let me out! Aaaaaaah!
0:20:17 > 0:20:20ELAINE HYPERVENTILATES
0:20:20 > 0:20:21Aaaaaah!
0:20:22 > 0:20:25Aaaaaaaagh! Aaaaaaagh!
0:20:25 > 0:20:29Sorry! Sorry!
0:20:32 > 0:20:33I'm fine, I'm fine.
0:20:39 > 0:20:43- You must tell the university. - Do you think so?
0:20:43 > 0:20:47And then I can carry on with my degree? In law?
0:20:47 > 0:20:48Yes.
0:20:50 > 0:20:51My dad's a lawyer.
0:20:53 > 0:20:55He's not good, really, is he? He's weak.
0:20:58 > 0:21:02No, but it's go to university and get a job and earn money,
0:21:02 > 0:21:04and that's what we must do, mustn't we?
0:21:04 > 0:21:06OK.
0:21:06 > 0:21:09Or is it all a bit more complicated?
0:21:10 > 0:21:12You're right. A degree's not everything.
0:21:14 > 0:21:17Forgive me if it is not my place to say this.
0:21:17 > 0:21:22But I know there will be a way you can put this all behind you. Please.
0:21:22 > 0:21:27- Don't let this man spoil your whole future.- Oh, Akono. Bless.
0:21:29 > 0:21:33Well, that just got a lot harder. Because guess what? This man?
0:21:33 > 0:21:35He died yesterday.
0:21:35 > 0:21:37Just got a lot harder?
0:21:37 > 0:21:38Yes.
0:21:38 > 0:21:44Because every night, I imagine the conversation I'm going to have with him,
0:21:44 > 0:21:50where I tell him how he's hurt me and he tells me why.
0:21:50 > 0:21:54And we sort it out. Now, even that's gone.
0:21:57 > 0:22:00At least you, you know he's gone, and that never...
0:22:00 > 0:22:05Yeah, he's gone. And I really miss him.
0:22:05 > 0:22:07What does that make me?
0:22:11 > 0:22:16At least I know he really wanted me. Which is something, isn't it?
0:22:19 > 0:22:20There are people who can help.
0:22:21 > 0:22:22It's too late.
0:22:24 > 0:22:25We'll go to the campus practice
0:22:25 > 0:22:27- and see one of the doctors there. - I'm not going down there.
0:22:27 > 0:22:30They can put you in touch with someone who can really help.
0:22:30 > 0:22:32Sarah, you can't deal with this
0:22:32 > 0:22:34on your own. Not any more.
0:22:35 > 0:22:36I won't let you.
0:22:43 > 0:22:47Actually, can I have some space for a bit?
0:22:48 > 0:22:50- Really?- Yeah.
0:22:50 > 0:22:52Maybe we could go later.
0:22:53 > 0:22:55- OK.- I'll call you.
0:22:56 > 0:22:57OK.
0:23:07 > 0:23:11- Maybe we should just give it a miss, eh?- I think it's for the best.
0:23:11 > 0:23:14You know, we're not really cut out for this. I mean, you were right, it's...
0:23:16 > 0:23:18It's definitely a young person's thing.
0:23:18 > 0:23:20I mean, you've got to be mad to do that!
0:23:22 > 0:23:27- I must be mad then.- What? - Give Rob and the kids a kiss for me.
0:23:30 > 0:23:32Here we go.
0:23:34 > 0:23:36Woah! Huh!
0:23:40 > 0:23:42Oh, my God! Ooooh! Oooooh!
0:23:45 > 0:23:46Aaaaah! Aaaah!
0:23:49 > 0:23:52Ha, ha, ha! Waaaaaah!
0:24:01 > 0:24:03Waaaaaah!
0:24:06 > 0:24:08Ahhhhhh!
0:24:11 > 0:24:15- Karen!- Ha, ha, ha, ha!
0:24:15 > 0:24:17- Are you all right?- Bloody fantastic!
0:24:17 > 0:24:20Ha, ha, ha!
0:24:20 > 0:24:25- Did you see me?- I did. I certainly did.- I did it!- You were brilliant!
0:24:25 > 0:24:26I'm a lioness!
0:24:28 > 0:24:32- Karen...- Ha, ha, ha, ha!
0:24:34 > 0:24:37Oh, it was great!
0:24:37 > 0:24:39Oh, it was...
0:24:39 > 0:24:42SHE BLOWS A RASPBERRY
0:24:42 > 0:24:43It was great!
0:24:43 > 0:24:48Thank you for your time today. I am sorry, I know I got in your way.
0:24:48 > 0:24:52I just hate the thought of her sitting there on her own.
0:24:52 > 0:24:55You are a good mate to her. I mean, mentor.
0:25:00 > 0:25:03Sarah, hi, it's me. Call me anytime.
0:25:05 > 0:25:08- I do hope things will be better for her now.- Thanks, mate.
0:25:10 > 0:25:11Er, you know your way home, right?
0:25:11 > 0:25:15Yes. Of course. You know, you have helped me see something today.
0:25:17 > 0:25:18See you.
0:25:47 > 0:25:52Are you all right? I was hoping to hear about your day.
0:25:52 > 0:25:54Did you have a good time with Jack?
0:25:54 > 0:25:59I learned something. But not what I hoped for.
0:25:59 > 0:26:00- Oh, that boy!- No, no.
0:26:00 > 0:26:04He was good, really.
0:26:04 > 0:26:06So, what is the matter?
0:26:07 > 0:26:12This, coming here. It feels wrong now.
0:26:12 > 0:26:16You know what I think? You are homesick, a little.
0:26:16 > 0:26:20You are bound to be. Everything is so different to home.
0:26:21 > 0:26:23I thought I had the book of answers.
0:26:25 > 0:26:30But I don't even know the questions. Not here, anyway.
0:26:31 > 0:26:34- Akono...- I think I should go.
0:26:39 > 0:26:41That is not a decision to take now,
0:26:41 > 0:26:44especially at the end of a day like this.
0:26:46 > 0:26:49You sleep on it. I am sure you will feel different in the morning.
0:27:02 > 0:27:04I see you've got your nose stuck in that again.
0:27:04 > 0:27:06What are you actually doing?
0:27:07 > 0:27:08None of your business.
0:27:08 > 0:27:11I'm looking for the local Neighbourhood Watch liaison
0:27:11 > 0:27:13and I'm going to guess that that's you, sir.
0:27:13 > 0:27:16Your writing feels a little...
0:27:16 > 0:27:17Jackie Collins!
0:27:17 > 0:27:19Meets Benny Hill.
0:27:19 > 0:27:23- I'm married!- That's what makes it so exciting.
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