0:00:34 > 0:00:38What's your name, love? Love, can you tell me your name?
0:00:38 > 0:00:42Save the baby. Please. You've got to try and save the baby.
0:00:45 > 0:00:50Molly Alexander has three grandchildren now, all ginger.
0:00:50 > 0:00:54- Is she the Tory candidate next year? - Oh, no. Not after that fracas.
0:00:54 > 0:00:56And, last time, her share price plummeted.
0:00:56 > 0:00:59Nothing to do with a global recession, then?
0:00:59 > 0:01:02She's thinking of becoming a magistrate.
0:01:02 > 0:01:05Her daughter-in-law had placenta praevia.
0:01:05 > 0:01:08- Hers wasn't complete like yours. - Yeah, top of the shop, me(!)
0:01:08 > 0:01:11But they got her into Letherbridge Grange.
0:01:11 > 0:01:12More money than sense.
0:01:12 > 0:01:14For bed rest.
0:01:14 > 0:01:16Oh, don't start.
0:01:16 > 0:01:21- Might she be ginger?- Who knows?
0:01:21 > 0:01:26Letherbridge Grange costs 350 squid a night.
0:01:26 > 0:01:29- Bunny Alexander was in for weeks. - Like I said.
0:01:29 > 0:01:32Well, whatever. You know...
0:01:32 > 0:01:36You only have to say, if you wanted to.
0:01:36 > 0:01:39Now, where would you like me to put this?
0:01:43 > 0:01:46I think it's amazing. Look at it. Hands are free.
0:01:46 > 0:01:51It's fantastic, isn't it? I'd forgotten about these.
0:01:51 > 0:01:53Oh, I thought you had a day off.
0:01:53 > 0:01:56I am. But I'm just seeing Daniel for a minute.
0:01:56 > 0:01:59Oh, he said you didn't have one of these, so I thought...
0:01:59 > 0:02:02- Daniel just left.- What? He knew I was coming!
0:02:02 > 0:02:05Sorry! He flounced off with a drugs rep.
0:02:05 > 0:02:08- Bernard?- The guy with the stinky breath?
0:02:08 > 0:02:11Bernard. When my kids were small I had one of these,
0:02:11 > 0:02:14but it weighed a ton. I wouldn't have been without it, though.
0:02:14 > 0:02:18His mobile's switched off! When's he coming back?
0:02:18 > 0:02:22Erm, I'll go and phone Bernie Bad Breath.
0:02:24 > 0:02:25You sit down.
0:02:30 > 0:02:33All right...
0:02:33 > 0:02:34what's up?
0:02:39 > 0:02:40Isn't that bad luck?
0:02:40 > 0:02:44I didn't get where I am today by imagining
0:02:44 > 0:02:48that buying my granddaughter outfits was bad luck!
0:02:48 > 0:02:51Isn't your mother daft?
0:02:51 > 0:02:56You know that your granny could never say no to a label, don't you?
0:02:56 > 0:03:00- Yes, you do. - Yes, if the label fits, mother,
0:03:00 > 0:03:03let's hang it round your neck and write "shallow capitalist" on it.
0:03:03 > 0:03:06I know you love me, really.
0:03:06 > 0:03:09Now, what time is our relaxation class?
0:03:09 > 0:03:12It's not "our" relaxation class, Mother!
0:03:13 > 0:03:15So?
0:03:18 > 0:03:19I had another scan.
0:03:19 > 0:03:24- Why?- Because I wanted to find out the sex of the baby.
0:03:25 > 0:03:29Well, what is it? I thought you two didn't want to know.
0:03:29 > 0:03:31He didn't, but I wanted to know.
0:03:31 > 0:03:34I am so rubbish at being half a couple.
0:03:34 > 0:03:35So, is it a boy?
0:03:35 > 0:03:39And he found out. Of course he did, what was I thinking?
0:03:39 > 0:03:42So I'm selfish, he's not really talking to me.
0:03:42 > 0:03:44He says we're virtually toxic as a couple.
0:03:44 > 0:03:48- He'll get over it.- And that means we're going to be awful parents.
0:03:50 > 0:03:52That's rubbish.
0:03:54 > 0:03:57I wish my mum was still around.
0:03:57 > 0:04:01Oh, sweetie, I know you do.
0:04:02 > 0:04:06If your daughter was pregnant, you'd want her to find out
0:04:06 > 0:04:07that it was a boy, wouldn't you?
0:04:09 > 0:04:10Oh!
0:04:11 > 0:04:13Well, I...
0:04:13 > 0:04:16If your daughter was pregnant and she was messing things up
0:04:16 > 0:04:19with the father, you'd go and sort it out, wouldn't you?
0:04:19 > 0:04:21Because that's what mums do.
0:04:21 > 0:04:25Well, mums try and help, of course we do,
0:04:25 > 0:04:28cos we're hardwired to do that.
0:04:28 > 0:04:31But friends want to help too, Zara.
0:04:31 > 0:04:34Yeah? Yes.
0:04:35 > 0:04:39So, if I'm a spare part and it's just too untrendy
0:04:39 > 0:04:42to have your mother be part of the birthing experience...
0:04:42 > 0:04:45Birthing experience? Would you stop!
0:04:45 > 0:04:49This is my pregnancy, not yours. Can you just let me get on with it?
0:04:49 > 0:04:52I could drive you and carry your stuff and...
0:04:52 > 0:04:54Anyway, I've made plans.
0:04:54 > 0:04:56If you don't want me around, that's fine.
0:04:58 > 0:05:01I'm doing the relaxation class then having lunch with Zara.
0:05:01 > 0:05:03She's coming here. It's all arranged.
0:05:03 > 0:05:06Of course it is. Just promise me you won't overdo it.
0:05:06 > 0:05:10I won't overdo it. God forbid I step out of line.
0:05:10 > 0:05:12I just want to help.
0:05:12 > 0:05:14No, you want to be in control. You always do.
0:05:14 > 0:05:16Oh, that's right. The evil bitch of a mother
0:05:16 > 0:05:21who wants her daughter and granddaughter to be well.
0:05:21 > 0:05:24What a cow! Right, I'll see you later.
0:05:24 > 0:05:25Bye.
0:05:25 > 0:05:29And just don't take it too fast over that humpback bridge.
0:05:29 > 0:05:33I worry about you taking off over that bridge.
0:05:33 > 0:05:36And it wouldn't kill you to have a siesta.
0:05:37 > 0:05:41And no strenuous sexual activities.
0:05:41 > 0:05:42Mother!
0:05:42 > 0:05:43I'm joking!
0:05:47 > 0:05:49Daniel's hissy-fit notwithstanding,
0:05:49 > 0:05:53I know you're both going to be fantastic parents.
0:05:53 > 0:05:55- Are we?- Yeah, you are.
0:05:55 > 0:05:58Before you know it, the next one'll come along,
0:05:58 > 0:06:01then you'll have two of them in bed with chicken pox
0:06:01 > 0:06:03and two of them peeing on every clean sheet in the house.
0:06:03 > 0:06:05That is not going to happen.
0:06:05 > 0:06:07You'll want more.
0:06:07 > 0:06:10No. This is the only baby I'm going to have.
0:06:10 > 0:06:11Ah, you say that now...
0:06:11 > 0:06:15No it is, because this...
0:06:16 > 0:06:18..this was my last egg.
0:06:22 > 0:06:24Well, then.
0:06:25 > 0:06:29I am here to tell you, as I know your mum would tell you,
0:06:29 > 0:06:31that this baby,
0:06:31 > 0:06:36this little chap here, is one hell of a lucky egg.
0:06:37 > 0:06:39Yes.
0:06:41 > 0:06:43PHONE RINGS
0:06:45 > 0:06:49- Hello.- You'd better be wearing loose-fitting joggers, Carmichael
0:06:49 > 0:06:53or I'm having you drummed out of The Four Oaks Brood Mare Society.
0:06:53 > 0:06:56Please, no! I want to pant like a Labrador and focus on my areolas.
0:06:56 > 0:06:59Good girl. See you at half ten.
0:06:59 > 0:07:01- Lunch after?- Oh, that'd be nice.
0:07:01 > 0:07:04Tastic. That's one less lie I've told my mother.
0:07:04 > 0:07:08My place? Soft cheese, undercooked eggs, two types of pate...
0:07:08 > 0:07:10- Sound delish?- You do know I'm a GP right?!
0:07:10 > 0:07:13Issue me with a health warning, I'm dropping you as a friend.
0:07:13 > 0:07:18- Ciao bella!- Oh, Rachel! - Yeah?- Can I bring anything?
0:07:18 > 0:07:20Gin and fags.
0:07:27 > 0:07:30- Hi.- Hello.- Miss Maitland, please.
0:07:36 > 0:07:39MOBILE PHONE RINGS
0:07:39 > 0:07:43- Oh, excuse me. This could be important.- I'll save you a spot.
0:07:43 > 0:07:45Rachel Lawson?
0:07:46 > 0:07:48Oh, Elizabeth.
0:07:48 > 0:07:51What can I do for you?
0:08:02 > 0:08:04What are you doing here?
0:08:04 > 0:08:07Shh! Birthing partners have an open invite.
0:08:11 > 0:08:14You've been ages. Was it something important?
0:08:14 > 0:08:17- Could've been, if I had a time machine.- What?
0:08:17 > 0:08:19Shh!
0:08:19 > 0:08:21Sorry. Doesn't matter.
0:08:21 > 0:08:23You were at least 15 minutes.
0:08:23 > 0:08:26There was no bog roll in the ladies. Again.
0:08:26 > 0:08:28- Oh, you're kidding.- Shh!
0:08:28 > 0:08:31I bet there's a bog roll in there now.
0:08:31 > 0:08:33If I couldn't turn a massive profit with this place
0:08:33 > 0:08:39and have two ply in the restrooms, I'd shoot myself. In the face.
0:08:39 > 0:08:40You complained?
0:08:40 > 0:08:43Does Dolly Parton sleep on her back?
0:08:43 > 0:08:46Good. I'm bursting.
0:08:46 > 0:08:48ALL: Shhhh!
0:08:56 > 0:09:00Ooh, quick. She might think we've gone.
0:09:00 > 0:09:02- Where'd she go? - Well, she has to check her lippy
0:09:02 > 0:09:05before she orders her kumquat and mango smoothie.
0:09:05 > 0:09:08- "Never know who you might meet." - You don't know how lucky you are.
0:09:08 > 0:09:11Rachel! Zara! Kumquat and...
0:09:11 > 0:09:13Just OJ.
0:09:13 > 0:09:15Two OJs and a kumquat and mango.
0:09:15 > 0:09:18- She only orders kumquat cos she thinks it sounds funny.- It does.
0:09:21 > 0:09:24Now then, ladies. What about lunch?
0:09:24 > 0:09:27We could stay here or go to one of those nice places in the park?
0:09:27 > 0:09:30- My treat.- I've already told you. Zara's coming to my house.
0:09:30 > 0:09:34Honestly, mother. This is me cutting the apron strings.
0:09:34 > 0:09:37Wait, no sorry. You never actually wore an apron, did you?
0:09:37 > 0:09:40- I don't mind.- I do. And I've already told her.
0:09:41 > 0:09:45I've made plans, and, you might want to mark this in your diary,
0:09:45 > 0:09:49- you are not going to muscle in. - Whatever you want.- Capiche?
0:09:49 > 0:09:52Don't mind her. She's been in a bad mood since she was seven.
0:09:52 > 0:09:57OK, OK, I get the message. I've got some shopping to do anyway.
0:09:57 > 0:10:01- Course you have.- I've read about an amazing anti-stretch mark cream.
0:10:01 > 0:10:04I'll go into town and do a recce or two.
0:10:04 > 0:10:07Don't worry, if it smells remotely of coconut I won't buy it.
0:10:07 > 0:10:11Oh, for me it's chlorine, bleach, all those sort of things.
0:10:11 > 0:10:12Oh, well I could never...
0:10:12 > 0:10:14You're not pregnant.
0:10:14 > 0:10:19When I was, though, there was no cream for stretch marks.
0:10:19 > 0:10:21And my mother had been dead for a decade.
0:10:21 > 0:10:25I lost my mother when I was young too.
0:10:25 > 0:10:27Thank you.
0:10:32 > 0:10:34So what are we really having?
0:10:34 > 0:10:38We are having sausages, real chips and gravy.
0:10:38 > 0:10:41- How very northern. - Followed by hot chocolate pudding
0:10:41 > 0:10:44- and homemade clotted cream ice cream. - No salad?
0:10:44 > 0:10:46Eat that if you must.
0:10:46 > 0:10:49I think I'd rather have chips.
0:10:49 > 0:10:54Oh, good. I was beginning to think my nagging mother had nobbled you too.
0:10:54 > 0:10:58"Real Pain," though. Have you ever heard such a load of old cobblers?
0:10:58 > 0:11:03Well, there's something to be said for total immersion in the birth.
0:11:03 > 0:11:06- I mean, if you can? - Rubbish. Pain is pain.
0:11:06 > 0:11:09What about forging a true connection between mother and child?
0:11:09 > 0:11:13My mother was in labour for two days before they had to
0:11:13 > 0:11:15cut me out of her and look at us, yeah?
0:11:15 > 0:11:18What is the word for the exact opposite of connected?
0:11:18 > 0:11:24I had coffee in town the other day and a child tutted at me.
0:11:24 > 0:11:26I am so sick of being judged.
0:11:27 > 0:11:30I had a secret scan to find out the sex of the baby
0:11:30 > 0:11:32and Daniel is furious.
0:11:32 > 0:11:34No, you didn't!
0:11:34 > 0:11:37He is so mad I almost wish I didn't know that it's a boy.
0:11:37 > 0:11:42A boy? Aww! Oh, he could hook up with this one.
0:11:42 > 0:11:44Oh, Daniel'll come round.
0:11:44 > 0:11:46I keep being horrible to him.
0:11:46 > 0:11:51- Why?- I am just so furious about "House Horrible,"
0:11:51 > 0:11:54even though he did it with the best of intentions.
0:11:54 > 0:11:56So cut him some slack.
0:11:56 > 0:11:58Oh, that's rich coming from you!
0:11:58 > 0:12:01Mrs "Jump down my mother's throat as soon as look at her."
0:12:01 > 0:12:03She drives me mad. I can't help it.
0:12:03 > 0:12:06I'd swap my mother for a half decent partner any day.
0:12:06 > 0:12:07No, you wouldn't.
0:12:09 > 0:12:12SOOTHING MUSIC PLAYS
0:12:17 > 0:12:21OK, I have to go for a walk.
0:12:21 > 0:12:24I don't think I could move.
0:12:24 > 0:12:26PHONE BEEPS
0:12:26 > 0:12:28Oh, read that for me, would you?
0:12:32 > 0:12:36It's from Elizabeth Owen. It says...
0:12:36 > 0:12:38"Decision, question mark."
0:12:38 > 0:12:41As if it's up to me.
0:12:42 > 0:12:46Right. D'you really want to go for that walk?
0:12:47 > 0:12:49It'll do us good.
0:12:55 > 0:13:00If I lived here I'd have horses, and ponies,
0:13:00 > 0:13:03and maybe even a donkey or two.
0:13:03 > 0:13:05Yeah right. What about being tied down?
0:13:05 > 0:13:08- Haven't we rather left ourselves no way out?- What?
0:13:08 > 0:13:11Everyone's allowed to ask themselves that.
0:13:11 > 0:13:13YOU'RE having second thoughts? You?
0:13:13 > 0:13:16With your hard-won baby and everything you want?
0:13:16 > 0:13:19If you think you might have got it wrong, where does that leave me?
0:13:19 > 0:13:23Stuck here! A slave to this and its grandmother!
0:13:23 > 0:13:26Didn't you listen to anything I said about my mother?
0:13:26 > 0:13:30Tell you what, you want Eleanor? Have her.
0:13:30 > 0:13:33I hated my childhood.
0:13:33 > 0:13:37I just wanted this glamorous, successful woman to be my mother
0:13:37 > 0:13:39and that's the one thing she didn't have time for.
0:13:39 > 0:13:42Well, maybe that's what she's trying to make up for now?
0:13:42 > 0:13:46Sometimes I feel like I'm having this baby so she can have another go.
0:13:46 > 0:13:50Eleanor would hate it if she knew you thought that.
0:13:50 > 0:13:52Why have I let it get this far?
0:13:54 > 0:13:58Cos I went with the flow, that's why, and I've ended up drowning.
0:13:58 > 0:14:02Have you just thought of that? Because it's very good.
0:14:02 > 0:14:03I'm serious.
0:14:05 > 0:14:08- I want to change things. - Well, it's too late for that.
0:14:08 > 0:14:13We just have to hitch up our pants and dang well get on with it now.
0:14:13 > 0:14:16Have we? What about third time lucky?
0:14:18 > 0:14:20I don't get it.
0:14:20 > 0:14:23If I'd suspected six months ago that I could get up the duff
0:14:23 > 0:14:25I would've taken the morning after pill.
0:14:27 > 0:14:28Really?
0:14:28 > 0:14:32- I would. Strike one. - Are you serious?
0:14:32 > 0:14:36And if I hadn't thought it was some pre-menopausal dry up
0:14:36 > 0:14:40I'd have had a test and a termination. Strike two.
0:14:40 > 0:14:44Well, now you're in your third trimester
0:14:44 > 0:14:45and you're having this baby.
0:14:45 > 0:14:51So what are you going to do? Are you going to put her up for adoption?
0:14:51 > 0:14:55My body tricked me, my mother got all clucky, then I thought,
0:14:55 > 0:14:59"Well, I suppose it's now or never." Perfect storm.
0:14:59 > 0:15:01And now it's game over.
0:15:01 > 0:15:04Rubbish. Your career isn't over.
0:15:04 > 0:15:08Come on. You're just feeling all mopey and "Ah me, poor me."
0:15:08 > 0:15:11I know how that feels, cos I feel it too and I have to fight it.
0:15:11 > 0:15:13So what do we do? We walk.
0:15:13 > 0:15:15Come on. Endorphins baby!
0:15:16 > 0:15:21The call at the spa, it was a job offer.
0:15:21 > 0:15:24In New York. Chance of a lifetime.
0:15:24 > 0:15:27I can't even go and see them because of this.
0:15:27 > 0:15:31Of course you can. You can fly at six months
0:15:31 > 0:15:34and the last I heard America's pretty hot on anti-discrimination.
0:15:34 > 0:15:36Oh, get real. Who's going to take this on
0:15:36 > 0:15:38when there's real money on the table?
0:15:38 > 0:15:41You're pregnant, not terminally ill!
0:15:41 > 0:15:45Even a few months ago, I could have drunk vodka and jumped up and down
0:15:45 > 0:15:47and that would have been that.
0:15:47 > 0:15:49But no! I'm never allowed to think about me.
0:15:49 > 0:15:54You're not a wilting pushover. I don't buy it.
0:15:54 > 0:15:58My mother, my doctor. They made me do the coddling.
0:15:58 > 0:16:02Stick your feet up, Rachel. Have a rest, Rachel.
0:16:02 > 0:16:04Think of the baby, Rachel.
0:16:04 > 0:16:07And, in 12 weeks...
0:16:07 > 0:16:09you'll see.
0:16:09 > 0:16:11You're right. We will see.
0:16:14 > 0:16:15Ray?
0:16:17 > 0:16:19Rachel! It's your mother.
0:16:22 > 0:16:23Rachel!
0:16:38 > 0:16:40It should have been a statistic.
0:16:40 > 0:16:42It would be if I hadn't atrophied myself
0:16:42 > 0:16:44being what everyone else expected me to be.
0:16:44 > 0:16:49- Well, enough. Let's see.- What?
0:16:49 > 0:16:52Let's see what happens if I put myself first.
0:16:52 > 0:16:55You said we should walk. Let's walk.
0:16:55 > 0:16:56What are you talking about?
0:16:56 > 0:17:00Lap of the gods, Zara. Lap of the gods.
0:17:00 > 0:17:02Rachel, wait!
0:17:03 > 0:17:04Rachel!
0:17:21 > 0:17:24OK. Look, you might want to run around the forest
0:17:24 > 0:17:26like some crazed Sally Gunnell,
0:17:26 > 0:17:29but I would like to go back to the house and eat cake.
0:17:31 > 0:17:33I want to live in Greenwich Village.
0:17:33 > 0:17:35I want to be the only person for the job.
0:17:35 > 0:17:38That's what I want! So...
0:17:38 > 0:17:42so let's see how much this baby wants me not to.
0:17:42 > 0:17:46- What are you doing?- If it's so determined to stay in there
0:17:46 > 0:17:49there's nothing I can do to get it out, right? Look, nothing.
0:17:49 > 0:17:53You're not make going to miscarry by jumping up and down on the spot.
0:17:53 > 0:17:56It's a baby, not a tray of china. She's safe in there.
0:17:56 > 0:17:59I'm leaving it for the gods!
0:17:59 > 0:18:01My placenta praevia...
0:18:01 > 0:18:04- What placenta praevia? - ..is complete.- What?!
0:18:04 > 0:18:07Oh, yeah, top of the class. Full marks to me.
0:18:07 > 0:18:10And my prize? Bed rest and tedium.
0:18:10 > 0:18:13No career, and staying at home with my mother.
0:18:13 > 0:18:14OK, stop this right now!
0:18:14 > 0:18:16What? It's a test.
0:18:16 > 0:18:19A test of what? Your desire to stay alive?
0:18:19 > 0:18:21What's the worst that can happen?
0:18:21 > 0:18:22Loads of women miscarry.
0:18:22 > 0:18:26You're not going to miscarry, you're going to induce labour!
0:18:26 > 0:18:30And with the baby at the gestation it's at, the baby could easily die.
0:18:30 > 0:18:36- And if you, if your placenta rips... - What?- You could bleed to death.
0:18:36 > 0:18:38It's lucky my mate's a doctor then, isn't it?
0:18:38 > 0:18:42You are an idiot. What do you expect me to be able to do out here?
0:18:43 > 0:18:47It hasn't worked anyway. That's it then.
0:18:47 > 0:18:51The gods have spoken and they're not on my side.
0:18:51 > 0:18:54Sit down. What you and I need is some rest.
0:18:54 > 0:18:56It's meant to be.
0:18:56 > 0:18:59I said sit down. Who knows what damage you've done.
0:18:59 > 0:19:01Oh, it didn't work!
0:19:04 > 0:19:09Are you stupid as well as selfish? I said sit down!
0:19:15 > 0:19:18We are going to rest.
0:19:18 > 0:19:21We are going to stay here for a while,
0:19:21 > 0:19:26and then, we are going to walk back to the house slowly.
0:19:27 > 0:19:32Every movement you make from now on is going to save this baby
0:19:32 > 0:19:37and your life. Do you understand?
0:19:39 > 0:19:42PHONE RINGS
0:19:47 > 0:19:48Hello?
0:19:50 > 0:19:51Can I stop you there?
0:19:51 > 0:19:55This is, er, this is Eleanor Lawson, Rachel's mother.
0:19:55 > 0:19:58Are you aware that Rachel's six months
0:19:58 > 0:20:00into an extremely difficult pregnancy?
0:20:02 > 0:20:05I thought not. New York will just have to wait.
0:20:05 > 0:20:08But if you really want the best woman for the job,
0:20:08 > 0:20:12call back in June. She's worth waiting for.
0:20:12 > 0:20:15But you know that already. Yes.
0:20:15 > 0:20:20I'll, erm...I'll let her know you called. Thank you. Bye.
0:20:26 > 0:20:28Why didn't you tell me?
0:20:28 > 0:20:33About what? My low slung placenta or the job offer?
0:20:33 > 0:20:36The best job offer I'm ever likely to get in my life.
0:20:37 > 0:20:38Judge me if you want.
0:20:38 > 0:20:41Why? Would it make you feel better?
0:20:41 > 0:20:44I need to get you home and then into a hospital.
0:20:44 > 0:20:47We need to check you haven't done yourself some real damage.
0:20:47 > 0:20:48I think I'm good to go.
0:20:48 > 0:20:51This isn't a joke!
0:20:51 > 0:20:54If you start to bleed out here, there's nothing I could do.
0:20:56 > 0:20:58Remember, slowly.
0:21:07 > 0:21:10Zara? I'm bleeding.
0:21:12 > 0:21:16Oh, no. OK. Come on, let's sit you down.
0:21:16 > 0:21:18Sit you down here really gently.
0:21:18 > 0:21:21Gently. Gently.
0:21:22 > 0:21:25All right. All right. All right.
0:21:28 > 0:21:32- Hello? Yes, I need an amb... Oh, no!- Zara?
0:21:32 > 0:21:36OK. OK, you need to stay here and you need to stay still.
0:21:36 > 0:21:39I am just going to go up the hill a bit.
0:21:39 > 0:21:41I'm just going up the hill a bit.
0:21:53 > 0:21:57Yes, hello, it's an emergency. I need an ambulance, please.
0:21:57 > 0:21:59An ambulance!
0:22:00 > 0:22:03- Dr Carmichael? - No, Zara's with my daughter.
0:22:03 > 0:22:04They must have gone for a walk.
0:22:04 > 0:22:08- Do you know which way? - Is it Zara? She's pregnant.
0:22:08 > 0:22:11They can't have gone long, because my daughter...
0:22:11 > 0:22:14- Which way?- She always goes the same way but further.
0:22:14 > 0:22:17- Up into the woods. I don't know. - We'll find her.
0:22:22 > 0:22:27OK, OK. Stay as still as you can.
0:22:27 > 0:22:30I am going to try and find them.
0:22:30 > 0:22:32I don't want to die.
0:22:33 > 0:22:37OK. OK. OK, everything's going to be all right.
0:22:37 > 0:22:43- It is!- What have I done? Oh...
0:22:44 > 0:22:47I am going to try and find them.
0:22:47 > 0:22:49Nobody is going to die.
0:22:51 > 0:22:52OK.
0:22:56 > 0:22:59OK, I am going to try and find them. Stay awake, Rachel.
0:23:01 > 0:23:04Stay awake! I'm going to find them.
0:23:20 > 0:23:22Oh, over here!
0:23:22 > 0:23:25Oh, why didn't you stop her?
0:23:25 > 0:23:27- I didn't know.- Where is she?
0:23:28 > 0:23:31Rachel! Rachel!
0:23:39 > 0:23:43What's your name, love? Love, can you tell me your name?
0:23:43 > 0:23:49Save the baby. Please, you've got to try and save the baby.
0:24:08 > 0:24:11- Please don't touch me.- Sorry.
0:24:11 > 0:24:15I know what you think of me. I want to go home.
0:24:15 > 0:24:16Please...
0:24:16 > 0:24:18I don't want to be in here!
0:24:18 > 0:24:20Come on, come on.
0:24:32 > 0:24:33She isn't alive, is she?
0:24:36 > 0:24:40She should see her. That's best isn't it, Doctor Carmichael?
0:24:40 > 0:24:42Erm, stages of grief and all that?
0:24:42 > 0:24:46- Mummy...- I've seen her.
0:24:46 > 0:24:48She looked just like you.
0:24:50 > 0:24:52I, I don't want to see her.
0:24:52 > 0:24:56I thought not. So I've...er, asked them to take a photograph.
0:24:56 > 0:24:58But it's up to you.
0:24:59 > 0:25:03It was an accident, mummy! It wasn't my fault.
0:25:03 > 0:25:09What? Whose fault was it then? Rachel?!
0:25:10 > 0:25:12Oh, it's never your fault, is it?
0:25:12 > 0:25:16Poor misunderstood, downtrodden Rachel.
0:25:16 > 0:25:17Eleanor...
0:25:17 > 0:25:19You know what I thought?
0:25:19 > 0:25:23I thought if I was the best grandmother in the world,
0:25:23 > 0:25:26I'd get another chance...with you!
0:25:27 > 0:25:30But it, it doesn't matter what I do, does it?
0:25:30 > 0:25:36Oh, blame me, keep blaming me. What do I care now?
0:25:38 > 0:25:39You should see her.
0:25:48 > 0:25:50What am I going to do?
0:25:51 > 0:25:55They'll discharge you in the morning.
0:25:58 > 0:25:59Ring New York.
0:26:01 > 0:26:03You might as well.
0:26:22 > 0:26:27- Daniel.- Hey, you! Hey! Erm, I need to do that Stevie Wonder thing.
0:26:27 > 0:26:29What's that?
0:26:29 > 0:26:33# I just called to say I love you. #
0:26:34 > 0:26:36And to say sorry for being a pillock,
0:26:36 > 0:26:39and that our son is going to be
0:26:39 > 0:26:43the luckiest little boy in the whole world to have you as a mum.
0:26:45 > 0:26:47Hey, what's wrong?
0:26:47 > 0:26:48Nothing.
0:26:50 > 0:26:52Nothing now.
0:26:58 > 0:27:00Have you got any other relatives? Friends? Neighbours?
0:27:00 > 0:27:03Yeah, you mean like old peeping Tom?
0:27:03 > 0:27:06I can't get through to her. Both lines are dead.
0:27:06 > 0:27:09If it were serious, Patrick would have let you know.
0:27:09 > 0:27:13All I can get from him is some stupid voicemail.
0:27:13 > 0:27:15- What happened? - I just can't discuss it yet, OK?
0:27:15 > 0:27:19- Come on a problem shared... - Look I need some space, OK?
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