Where the Heart Is

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0:00:26 > 0:00:28# Fly me to the moon

0:00:28 > 0:00:32# Let me play among the stars

0:00:34 > 0:00:37# Let me see what spring is like

0:00:37 > 0:00:40# On Jupiter and Mars

0:00:42 > 0:00:43# In other words

0:00:43 > 0:00:47# Hold my hand... #

0:00:47 > 0:00:49Ooh, morning! You're up early.

0:00:49 > 0:00:51Like we had a choice.

0:00:51 > 0:00:54Well, if you will come in at... What time did you come in?

0:00:54 > 0:00:56- Exactly.- Exactly what?

0:00:56 > 0:00:59You don't know because we were careful not to wake you up.

0:00:59 > 0:01:00Oh, Mr Grumpy Grump!

0:01:00 > 0:01:01Oh, get off!

0:01:01 > 0:01:04Bit early for internet shopping, isn't it, Mum?

0:01:04 > 0:01:06Samson Swinging Seater?

0:01:06 > 0:01:09- Are you trying to tell us something? - Very funny.

0:01:11 > 0:01:14Er... Well, yes, actually.

0:01:15 > 0:01:17We're moving to Kingsvale.

0:01:17 > 0:01:18Kingsvale? Right.

0:01:18 > 0:01:25No, really. My great-aunt, Violet, has left me a house.

0:01:25 > 0:01:28Ooh, Great-Aunt Violet!

0:01:28 > 0:01:31No! Well, she's my mum's aunt, my godmother.

0:01:31 > 0:01:34Nobody talked about her cos she's the black sheep of the family.

0:01:34 > 0:01:37- You've been watching too much Who Do You Think You Are?- No, it's true!

0:01:37 > 0:01:39Look! A pig.

0:01:39 > 0:01:44No, I've got the keys ...in a safe place.

0:01:44 > 0:01:45Yeah, yeah. Good one, Mum.

0:01:45 > 0:01:48No, erm... Keys.

0:01:48 > 0:01:51Mr Grimsdale's details. Where have I put them?

0:01:55 > 0:02:00Which pink icing? Baby or cerise?

0:02:02 > 0:02:03Oh!

0:02:03 > 0:02:05I thought you was at work.

0:02:05 > 0:02:09No, no... I took the day off

0:02:09 > 0:02:12to finalise the design for Nurse Malone's cake.

0:02:12 > 0:02:15I wanted it to be perfect.

0:02:15 > 0:02:17Oh, she's very lucky to have a friend like you.

0:02:17 > 0:02:20So talented and caring.

0:02:20 > 0:02:22I do not know about...about that.

0:02:22 > 0:02:25Oh, of course you are.

0:02:27 > 0:02:28Th... Thank you.

0:02:28 > 0:02:30I think I'll go and shower.

0:02:30 > 0:02:32Right. Mm-hmm. Yeah.

0:02:37 > 0:02:39Everything all right, Cherry?

0:02:39 > 0:02:40Yeah, I'm fine.

0:02:40 > 0:02:42Right, who's my first victim?

0:02:42 > 0:02:44Ah, just cancelled. Actually, do me a favour.

0:02:44 > 0:02:47Hold the fort while I go and get some files from my office?

0:02:47 > 0:02:49Sure.

0:02:49 > 0:02:50Do your parents like the house?

0:02:50 > 0:02:53They're coming at lunchtime. I've got a meeting

0:02:53 > 0:02:56- so Jimmi's showing them around. - That's nice. A chance to bond.

0:02:56 > 0:02:58Yeah, I suppose.

0:03:02 > 0:03:04That was subtle.

0:03:04 > 0:03:08Well, she can't avoid you indefinitely.

0:03:08 > 0:03:09You know Cherry.

0:03:11 > 0:03:15Why don't you talk to her? Tackle it head-on.

0:03:15 > 0:03:16Yeah, that's a really good idea.

0:03:16 > 0:03:19Er, "Hi, Cherry, I'm your bezzy mate turned stalker

0:03:19 > 0:03:22"but don't worry cos I'm not going to jump you."

0:03:22 > 0:03:24Oh, dear.

0:03:24 > 0:03:27She's making me feel really bad, like I'm dirty,

0:03:27 > 0:03:29and I'm not, I'm just...

0:03:29 > 0:03:32Maybe you just need to normalise the situation.

0:03:32 > 0:03:34Find an excuse to talk to her about

0:03:34 > 0:03:37something completely matter-of-fact, something she has to engage with.

0:03:37 > 0:03:39Such as?

0:03:39 > 0:03:43A patient. Then you can be totally business-like. In, out, job done.

0:03:45 > 0:03:46I don't know.

0:03:46 > 0:03:49You'll have to speak to each other at some point,

0:03:49 > 0:03:51and the longer you leave it...

0:03:51 > 0:03:53Yeah. Thank you.

0:03:54 > 0:03:57Er, Mr Reid?

0:03:57 > 0:04:00So what lectures do you have today?

0:04:00 > 0:04:04None. Today I must write my first sample sermon.

0:04:04 > 0:04:06Oh, your first sermon! How wonderful.

0:04:06 > 0:04:09Not exactly.

0:04:09 > 0:04:10You may need to help me.

0:04:10 > 0:04:12What do I know about writing sermons?

0:04:12 > 0:04:15Everything. You have heard hundreds in your time!

0:04:15 > 0:04:17I am not quite that old.

0:04:17 > 0:04:19Of, of, of course not.

0:04:19 > 0:04:24No, I'm not saying that. I'm saying you are fresh and insightful.

0:04:24 > 0:04:26In fact, you are just the editor I need.

0:04:27 > 0:04:29Right, well, we will see.

0:04:29 > 0:04:31I will show you when I finish.

0:04:39 > 0:04:40I know you're there.

0:04:42 > 0:04:44What?

0:04:44 > 0:04:45Have you seen the keys?

0:04:46 > 0:04:48What keys?

0:04:48 > 0:04:49To the new house.

0:04:49 > 0:04:51How would I know?

0:04:51 > 0:04:54Well, haven't you put them somewhere?

0:04:54 > 0:04:55Karen, it's your house.

0:04:55 > 0:04:59You probably put them in one of your safe places.

0:04:59 > 0:05:01And if the wind changes...

0:05:01 > 0:05:05Honestly, you'd think I'd inherited some disused urinal,

0:05:05 > 0:05:10not a spacious villa in one of the more desirable areas of Letherbridge.

0:05:16 > 0:05:20It's OK, don't worry about it. It's fine. See you soon.

0:05:20 > 0:05:21Take care. Bye.

0:05:31 > 0:05:34- KNOCK AT DOOR - Wait a sec!

0:05:34 > 0:05:38Susan... Susan Turner's coming to see you later for some bloods

0:05:38 > 0:05:41and she's pretty worried about her condition

0:05:41 > 0:05:44so I just thought I should alert you to that.

0:05:44 > 0:05:46I think I could've figured that out for myself.

0:05:46 > 0:05:49No, course, I know you know how to handle it.

0:05:49 > 0:05:52As long as you're on top...

0:05:52 > 0:05:54on top of the situation.

0:05:54 > 0:05:55Thanks.

0:06:02 > 0:06:04Blimey. It's quite big, isn't it?

0:06:04 > 0:06:08Wait till you see the conservatory. It's gorgeous!

0:06:08 > 0:06:11They won't get to see the conservatory, will they?

0:06:11 > 0:06:13Since you've lost the keys.

0:06:13 > 0:06:16Well, we can look through the windows.

0:06:17 > 0:06:19Aren't you coming?

0:06:19 > 0:06:20Got a phone call to make.

0:06:30 > 0:06:34That was a nightmare morning. Does Karen save all the psychos for me?

0:06:34 > 0:06:37Have you managed to talk to Cherry yet?

0:06:37 > 0:06:38Oh, yeah. Brilliant idea.

0:06:38 > 0:06:40Ooh! Really?

0:06:40 > 0:06:42Yeah, it went really well.

0:06:44 > 0:06:46I'm going to go home for my lunch.

0:06:46 > 0:06:48What about your meeting with Julia?

0:06:48 > 0:06:51Can you tell her that I'm not feeling very well?

0:06:53 > 0:06:55Ah. It didn't go well, then?

0:06:55 > 0:06:58No. It turns out that cornering Cherry in her room,

0:06:58 > 0:07:00that wasn't such a good idea.

0:07:00 > 0:07:03I should have gone with my instincts and left well alone.

0:07:03 > 0:07:05I'm sure in the fullness of time...

0:07:05 > 0:07:09Would you stop being so holistic and reasonable?

0:07:09 > 0:07:12If you hadn't stuck your nose in with me and Kevin,

0:07:12 > 0:07:14all of this stuff, it would've never come out.

0:07:21 > 0:07:25You can't see anything cos of the reflections. It's so frustrating!

0:07:25 > 0:07:28Hang on a minute, I don't think this window catch is on properly.

0:07:28 > 0:07:30If I just wiggle it...

0:07:30 > 0:07:33- Aha! - What are you doing?

0:07:33 > 0:07:34See!

0:07:34 > 0:07:38- That's called breaking and entering. - Not when it's your own house!

0:07:43 > 0:07:45- Hmmm. - You don't like it?

0:07:45 > 0:07:47No, it is fine.

0:07:47 > 0:07:53- Fine?!- It is good. Well structured, well argued.

0:07:53 > 0:07:54But?

0:07:54 > 0:07:58But there is something missing. I cannot quite put my finger on it.

0:08:01 > 0:08:04Oh, goodness. Now I will have to start all over again!

0:08:04 > 0:08:08Sorry, I was not thinking.

0:08:10 > 0:08:13Actually, it was not quite right.

0:08:13 > 0:08:20Perhaps it is good that I too have to start over again.

0:08:22 > 0:08:23Let me help you.

0:08:23 > 0:08:26Oh no, no, no. You have your sermon to write.

0:08:26 > 0:08:29What do I know about being true to yourself in God?

0:08:31 > 0:08:32Everything.

0:08:32 > 0:08:36Just be patient. It will come.

0:08:37 > 0:08:38OK, then.

0:08:38 > 0:08:40You can be my muse.

0:08:41 > 0:08:43Oh, don't be silly!

0:08:50 > 0:08:53Even the hallway's spacious.

0:08:53 > 0:08:56This excessive property boasts a positive embarrassment

0:08:56 > 0:08:59of living space, equipped with execrable fittings

0:08:59 > 0:09:03and fixtures, including walk-in wardrobe-cum-patio-toilet.

0:09:03 > 0:09:07That's nice! And, Rob, look at the Aga!

0:09:07 > 0:09:08Look, it's got two ovens!

0:09:08 > 0:09:12And these, I mean, I could've chosen them myself

0:09:12 > 0:09:14and they're like brand new.

0:09:14 > 0:09:16- Rob?- What?

0:09:16 > 0:09:20I'm trying to have a conversation with you about the house

0:09:20 > 0:09:22and you're blanking me.

0:09:22 > 0:09:23No, I'm not.

0:09:23 > 0:09:25You haven't said a word since we got here.

0:09:25 > 0:09:27I saw it all yesterday.

0:09:27 > 0:09:31Yeah, so you would think you would have an opinion about it by now.

0:09:31 > 0:09:33I have.

0:09:33 > 0:09:35It's no better than what we've got.

0:09:35 > 0:09:38No, of course!

0:09:38 > 0:09:40Four beds, conservatory, massive garden,

0:09:40 > 0:09:42utility room.

0:09:42 > 0:09:46Fine, that's brilliant. But do we really need it?

0:09:47 > 0:09:52- You're just falling into the consumptionist...- Consumerist.

0:09:52 > 0:09:53Consumerist trap.

0:09:53 > 0:09:56We've always been content with what we've got.

0:09:56 > 0:10:00Then suddenly, this is put under your nose and you think you can't live without it.

0:10:00 > 0:10:01No, I don't!

0:10:01 > 0:10:03Oh, come on. You're in a total lifestyle frenzy.

0:10:03 > 0:10:08Completely ignoring the fact that the kids obviously don't want to move in and neither do I.

0:10:08 > 0:10:11We could live here and have the big garden and the fancy conservatory,

0:10:11 > 0:10:15but doesn't it make more sense long-term to sell it and have a big lump sum?

0:10:15 > 0:10:17So that's it? We're not moving?

0:10:17 > 0:10:19You won't even think it through properly?

0:10:19 > 0:10:21That's exactly what I'm doing!

0:10:21 > 0:10:23No, you're not! You're knee-jerking, as usual.

0:10:23 > 0:10:26I am not! I'm trying to have a sensible conversation

0:10:26 > 0:10:30about a decision that will affect the rest of our lives!

0:10:30 > 0:10:33There's a patrol car just pulled up in the street.

0:10:33 > 0:10:35Oh, is there? Better see if they need a hand.

0:10:35 > 0:10:37Officer Dibble to the rescue.

0:10:38 > 0:10:41This is the kitchen.

0:10:41 > 0:10:42Lovely.

0:10:43 > 0:10:45Very...clinical.

0:10:45 > 0:10:48And you can always get a new hob.

0:10:48 > 0:10:51Well, we're always too tired to cook anything elaborate.

0:10:51 > 0:10:53Enough space if you're planning a big family.

0:10:53 > 0:10:56We haven't exactly decided how many yet.

0:10:56 > 0:10:59Hello, love! I thought you had a lunchtime meeting?

0:10:59 > 0:11:01Yeah, it was cancelled.

0:11:01 > 0:11:04- Everything OK?- Yeah, fine. So, what do you think?

0:11:04 > 0:11:08Yes. Lots of...erm...potential.

0:11:08 > 0:11:10Presumably you'll be changing the colour scheme?

0:11:10 > 0:11:12Why? What's wrong with it?

0:11:12 > 0:11:16Well, it's fine. Just very...white.

0:11:16 > 0:11:18Bit unadventurous.

0:11:18 > 0:11:21What's wrong with being unadventurous?

0:11:21 > 0:11:23Funny though, eh!

0:11:27 > 0:11:31Brilliant. I'm going to look a right prannock down the station.

0:11:31 > 0:11:36Stop fussing! They loved it. Gives them something to talk about.

0:11:36 > 0:11:37Exactly!

0:11:37 > 0:11:40I could do without that at the moment after the shenanigans

0:11:40 > 0:11:44at The Mill and Imogen's little experiment with criminality.

0:11:44 > 0:11:45Don't start picking on Immie.

0:11:45 > 0:11:47It's not like we called them out.

0:11:47 > 0:11:49No, but somebody did.

0:11:50 > 0:11:52Look what you've done now!

0:11:52 > 0:11:55I can't understand why you're so desperate

0:11:55 > 0:11:57to live in a place that's full of curtain twitchers

0:11:57 > 0:12:00with nothing better to do than snitch on their neighbours.

0:12:00 > 0:12:02I thought you approved of Neighbourhood Watch?

0:12:02 > 0:12:05- Stop avoiding the issue. - Who's avoiding the issue?!

0:12:05 > 0:12:07I can't see what your problem is!

0:12:07 > 0:12:09My problem is you steaming in,

0:12:09 > 0:12:13making decisions without asking people what they really want!

0:12:13 > 0:12:16This is what they want. They've just got to get used to the idea!

0:12:16 > 0:12:19Oh, really? Well, I'm not moving to Kingsvale.

0:12:19 > 0:12:23It's full of pretentious wannabes, ex-footballers and dodgy business

0:12:23 > 0:12:26types with that much money that they think they own the bloomin'...

0:12:26 > 0:12:28Oh, hello.

0:12:28 > 0:12:31I saw the police driving off and I wondered if everything was all right?

0:12:31 > 0:12:34Yes, we were just looking...

0:12:34 > 0:12:37Around the area, generally.

0:12:40 > 0:12:42So what do you think?

0:12:44 > 0:12:45Perfect.

0:12:45 > 0:12:49I'm going to show her tomorrow. Now, what about your sermon?

0:12:49 > 0:12:53Not so perfect. In fact, it is terrible.

0:12:53 > 0:12:56It has no spark, no fire.

0:12:56 > 0:12:59It is not bonfire night.

0:12:59 > 0:13:03That is it! That is what it needs - jokes.

0:13:03 > 0:13:04What? No.

0:13:04 > 0:13:05Yes!

0:13:05 > 0:13:09I remember when a minister came from Port Harcourt when I was smaller.

0:13:09 > 0:13:11He was amazing!

0:13:11 > 0:13:17Compassionate, insightful and funny. I will always remember him.

0:13:17 > 0:13:19Mine needs to be just like that.

0:13:19 > 0:13:22Well, if you are sure.

0:13:22 > 0:13:25Yes, come on. Tell me some jokes about God.

0:13:25 > 0:13:28No, no, that would not be appropriate at all.

0:13:28 > 0:13:30You don't think God has a sense of humour?

0:13:30 > 0:13:32Look at the British summer.

0:13:35 > 0:13:38I occasionally look over the place and pick up the mail.

0:13:38 > 0:13:39Oh, how kind.

0:13:39 > 0:13:41So, you're considering renting?

0:13:41 > 0:13:43- No.- Maybe.

0:13:44 > 0:13:45Cleaners?

0:13:45 > 0:13:50Oh, actually, we're thinking of moving here.

0:13:50 > 0:13:54It's on the market? But Violet only died a few weeks ago.

0:13:54 > 0:13:56It has been somewhat quick.

0:13:56 > 0:13:57How much have you offered?

0:13:57 > 0:14:00Actually, we've inherited.

0:14:00 > 0:14:04There must be some mistake. Violet had no living relatives.

0:14:04 > 0:14:07I promise you, I'd have known.

0:14:07 > 0:14:11She was my grandfather's sister and because they hadn't spoken,

0:14:11 > 0:14:14I suppose, because I was her goddaughter...

0:14:16 > 0:14:19Oh. Well. Fabulous...

0:14:19 > 0:14:22Well, what are you thinking of doing with it?

0:14:22 > 0:14:26It's a very quirky property. Perhaps I could show you round?

0:14:28 > 0:14:30What you talking like that for?

0:14:30 > 0:14:31Like what?

0:14:31 > 0:14:35Like Camilla Parker-Bowles. And get rid of Cruella.

0:14:35 > 0:14:37Oh, behave. We're going to be neighbours.

0:14:42 > 0:14:46It's quite well stocked, though the lawn could do with a feed

0:14:46 > 0:14:48and a bit of scarifying.

0:14:48 > 0:14:49Right, great.

0:14:51 > 0:14:53Good morning at work?

0:14:53 > 0:14:57Er, STI, pyelonephritis, possible peritonitis, tennis elbow.

0:14:57 > 0:15:00It's all pretty average stuff, really.

0:15:00 > 0:15:01Right.

0:15:01 > 0:15:03You're keeping the decking, presumably.

0:15:03 > 0:15:05Yes. Yes, we love it.

0:15:05 > 0:15:06Very easy to expand.

0:15:06 > 0:15:09Just get a lattice of six-by-two as a base and get cracking.

0:15:09 > 0:15:12Easier if you pre-drill the holes, mind.

0:15:13 > 0:15:15I'm not really handy in that sort of way.

0:15:15 > 0:15:16Oh. Right.

0:15:16 > 0:15:18Don't worry.

0:15:18 > 0:15:22Anything technical you want doing, Paula and I can come over

0:15:22 > 0:15:24for the weekend and help you get stuck in.

0:15:26 > 0:15:30She was such a dear little old lady, very gentle.

0:15:30 > 0:15:33We missed her so much when she went into the nursing home.

0:15:33 > 0:15:35We were very close.

0:15:35 > 0:15:36I'll bet you were.

0:15:36 > 0:15:39So. La cuisine!

0:15:40 > 0:15:42Of course, it all needs gutting.

0:15:42 > 0:15:45Knock out the chimney breast, fit bespoke units.

0:15:45 > 0:15:46Absolutely, yes.

0:15:46 > 0:15:48Obviously the conservatory has to go.

0:15:48 > 0:15:51Never had planning permission in the first place.

0:15:51 > 0:15:52Oh, really?

0:15:52 > 0:15:55Though we let it slide, for Violet.

0:15:55 > 0:15:59Well, er, thank you ever so much for the tour, but...

0:15:59 > 0:16:01We're not selling.

0:16:01 > 0:16:03- You're not? - No. We're moving in.

0:16:03 > 0:16:06It's a lot of upkeep if you're not used to it.

0:16:06 > 0:16:09Well, in the meantime, er...

0:16:09 > 0:16:12And the running costs are astronomical.

0:16:12 > 0:16:14I really think we could do with a bit of time.

0:16:14 > 0:16:17Grieving relatives and all that.

0:16:17 > 0:16:19Oh.

0:16:19 > 0:16:20Son, would you show the lady out?

0:16:22 > 0:16:24Well, of course.

0:16:24 > 0:16:25Though you want to be sure

0:16:25 > 0:16:28you're in the right frame of mind to make a decision.

0:16:30 > 0:16:32She seems quite nice, doesn't she?

0:16:32 > 0:16:36Oh, yeah, if you count grooming old ladies to inherit a virtue.

0:16:36 > 0:16:38D'you think?

0:16:38 > 0:16:39Duh, Mum!

0:16:39 > 0:16:42This is what I was worried about. I mean, look at you.

0:16:42 > 0:16:45You're bowing and scraping to Mrs Snobby-Chops already.

0:16:45 > 0:16:49I was just being polite. She had some interesting things to say about the kitchen.

0:16:49 > 0:16:52There was nothing wrong with it five minutes ago!

0:16:52 > 0:16:54You cannot stand it, can you?

0:16:54 > 0:16:57You can't stand that this has come from my side of the family.

0:16:57 > 0:16:59It offends your macho pride.

0:16:59 > 0:17:03It's got nothing to do with pride. It's all to do with values.

0:17:03 > 0:17:05I have worked for everything I've got

0:17:05 > 0:17:08and we've always been happy with our lot, haven't we?

0:17:08 > 0:17:12We'd just become as crass and stupid as the neighbours if we lived here.

0:17:12 > 0:17:15Wouldn't be long before you were twitching the curtains.

0:17:15 > 0:17:19Look at you - you're in an Ideal Home feeding frenzy,

0:17:19 > 0:17:22with your middle-class pretensions going in over-drive.

0:17:22 > 0:17:24At least I've got pretensions!

0:17:24 > 0:17:26Look, guys, it's only a house!

0:17:26 > 0:17:29We don't have to make any decisions yet!

0:17:29 > 0:17:30Exactly. Chill.

0:17:30 > 0:17:33Isn't chilling a bit middle class for the likes of me?

0:17:38 > 0:17:40THEY LAUGH

0:17:40 > 0:17:44In fact, Jesus was born because Mary had an immaculate contraption.

0:17:44 > 0:17:46Contraption!

0:17:48 > 0:17:51Then she said that Jesus' main teachings were

0:17:51 > 0:17:55"Do one to others before they do one to you."

0:17:55 > 0:17:56THEY LAUGH

0:17:56 > 0:17:58One of the sisters told me that!

0:18:00 > 0:18:04What do you think you are doing?!

0:18:05 > 0:18:07You have ruined the cake!

0:18:10 > 0:18:13This one's nice. Maybe for the bedroom?

0:18:13 > 0:18:15Mmm.

0:18:15 > 0:18:17Are you all right, love? You seem a bit distracted.

0:18:17 > 0:18:19I'm fine. I'm just stressed about the wedding.

0:18:19 > 0:18:24Nothing to do with what happened at work yesterday?

0:18:24 > 0:18:26What do you think about the fabrics?

0:18:26 > 0:18:27Lovely.

0:18:27 > 0:18:30Are you sure there's nothing you want to tell me?

0:18:30 > 0:18:32Like what?

0:18:32 > 0:18:35Well...say, if you're having second thoughts about Jimmi

0:18:35 > 0:18:38and if you think you might be...

0:18:38 > 0:18:41- er...- Mum....

0:18:41 > 0:18:44- We would support you.- It's just silly playground stuff at work, OK?

0:18:44 > 0:18:47Nothing worth bothering about.

0:18:47 > 0:18:49What's up?

0:18:49 > 0:18:50Nothing.

0:18:52 > 0:18:54KNOCK AT DOOR

0:18:54 > 0:18:58Go away. I told you, I have nothing more to say.

0:18:59 > 0:19:00Please.

0:19:00 > 0:19:04I know I have upset you and I am sorry.

0:19:04 > 0:19:06I am just as surprised as you.

0:19:06 > 0:19:09But I want you to know it came from the bottom of my heart.

0:19:09 > 0:19:10But that can't be wrong, can it?

0:19:10 > 0:19:13This is not what you think.

0:19:13 > 0:19:15You are lonely and far away from home

0:19:15 > 0:19:19and because I was being kind, you became confused.

0:19:19 > 0:19:22Yes, I am far away from home, but I am not confused.

0:19:22 > 0:19:25I have never been clearer.

0:19:25 > 0:19:27It was my soul reaching out to you.

0:19:28 > 0:19:31You are just a boy.

0:19:31 > 0:19:34None of what you are feeling is real.

0:19:35 > 0:19:38Yes, maybe you are right.

0:19:38 > 0:19:40Maybe it was not such a great idea.

0:19:40 > 0:19:44But it was real and spontaneous and wonderful

0:19:44 > 0:19:46and I know you felt it too.

0:19:49 > 0:19:53We wouldn't be hurting anybody. Why would God mind?

0:19:53 > 0:19:58You are a wonderful, caring woman with so much inside of you.

0:20:00 > 0:20:04Why do you hide yourself away from life? Why do you suppress your feelings?

0:20:04 > 0:20:06- I do not!- You do!

0:20:06 > 0:20:10And I see it in you, always holding yourself down,

0:20:10 > 0:20:13like you are afraid to let yourself go,

0:20:13 > 0:20:15to see the joy at your fingertips,

0:20:15 > 0:20:18to experience the pleasures you deserve.

0:20:20 > 0:20:24Yes, you are a little older... but you are a woman.

0:20:25 > 0:20:29And your heart knows this even if your head does not.

0:20:44 > 0:20:48Well, I suppose it does need a lot of work once you start looking.

0:20:48 > 0:20:49Yeah, and some.

0:20:50 > 0:20:54Oh! My mum used to have the sugar bowl

0:20:54 > 0:20:56and the milk jug that matched that.

0:20:56 > 0:20:59She always wanted the set. Must've been here all the time.

0:21:01 > 0:21:06In fact, the way that she's done her sitting room, it...

0:21:06 > 0:21:08it just reminds me of my mum.

0:21:10 > 0:21:14And the lay-out of the house, it just feels right.

0:21:15 > 0:21:18Anyway, won't live in the past.

0:21:18 > 0:21:20- Thanks for coming.- Not at all.

0:21:20 > 0:21:24It's nice to finally see the place, get an idea of what you're going to do with it...

0:21:24 > 0:21:26eventually.

0:21:26 > 0:21:27If you want.

0:21:27 > 0:21:29Bye, love.

0:21:30 > 0:21:32- Bye, Dad.- Bye.

0:21:32 > 0:21:34Any time you need a hand.

0:21:34 > 0:21:35Thanks.

0:21:35 > 0:21:37- See ya.- Bye!

0:21:41 > 0:21:44OK? What happened in there with your mum?

0:21:44 > 0:21:47- We've got to get back to work. - No, I can see you're upset.

0:21:47 > 0:21:49OK, it's Freya. She's acting all weird with me,

0:21:49 > 0:21:52stalking me in my room, acting like nothing's happened.

0:21:52 > 0:21:55Now Mum's freaking out cos she wants to know what's going on.

0:21:55 > 0:21:58She's trying to help. Freya's trying to smooth things over.

0:21:58 > 0:22:01It can't be easy for her, it all spilling out like that.

0:22:01 > 0:22:02It's not my problem.

0:22:02 > 0:22:06You're over-reacting cos you're stressed about the wedding.

0:22:06 > 0:22:08No, I'm not. I just wanted a nice quiet reception,

0:22:08 > 0:22:11and now everyone's getting involved and it's exploded.

0:22:11 > 0:22:14- All right. It'll be fine. - No, Jimmi, you don't understand.

0:22:14 > 0:22:16I thought Freya was my friend.

0:22:16 > 0:22:19Helping me with flowers, menus, being supportive.

0:22:19 > 0:22:21Look, I know this seems a bit overwhelming,

0:22:21 > 0:22:24but just think about what Freya's going through.

0:22:24 > 0:22:26I don't care.

0:22:32 > 0:22:34Oh, I don't know, it's a lot of bother.

0:22:34 > 0:22:36Maybe your dad's right. It's not for us.

0:22:41 > 0:22:43Oh, hello!

0:22:43 > 0:22:47I was just pruning the azaleas and I couldn't help thinking,

0:22:47 > 0:22:51if you were to consider selling, you might opt for a private sale.

0:22:51 > 0:22:54Get it off your hands quickly without paying all that commission.

0:22:54 > 0:22:55Oh. Right.

0:22:55 > 0:23:00In fact, my husband and I have been looking for an investment property

0:23:00 > 0:23:04and it just occurred to me that this might be the right house.

0:23:04 > 0:23:08Obviously, you wouldn't get much for it in its present state.

0:23:08 > 0:23:10Really?!

0:23:10 > 0:23:12But fortunately I can see past all that sort of thing.

0:23:12 > 0:23:15In a sense, it would be staying in the family.

0:23:15 > 0:23:17We were so fond of Violet.

0:23:17 > 0:23:20Actually, we're not sure we're selling.

0:23:20 > 0:23:23No, no, no, that's really interesting.

0:23:23 > 0:23:25I'll have a word with my husband.

0:23:25 > 0:23:28Excellent. Sorry about the misunderstanding earlier.

0:23:28 > 0:23:30Misunderstanding?

0:23:30 > 0:23:34Well, yes, the erm...calling the boys in blue thing.

0:23:34 > 0:23:37Oh! Don't worry about it.

0:23:44 > 0:23:48How dare you accuse me of letting my life slip away!

0:23:48 > 0:23:51I have known joy and pleasure, of course I have.

0:23:51 > 0:23:53Every day is a blessing.

0:23:53 > 0:23:56Really? In what way?

0:23:56 > 0:23:59Well, dealing with the patients at the surgery,

0:23:59 > 0:24:01knowing that they are being well cared for.

0:24:01 > 0:24:05That is not what you say about your job. Oh, and...?

0:24:05 > 0:24:07And, and...

0:24:07 > 0:24:09sometimes when I wake in the morning

0:24:09 > 0:24:12and the sun streams through the garden,

0:24:12 > 0:24:13and I look up at the sky,

0:24:13 > 0:24:19I know that God truly loves me, and my heart overflows.

0:24:19 > 0:24:23Yes, these are good things, but surely there's more to life?

0:24:23 > 0:24:26Well, surely you deserve more fulfilment than chatting to

0:24:26 > 0:24:29a few patients and a sunny garden?

0:24:29 > 0:24:34Who are you to say this? You know nothing about me or my life here!

0:24:35 > 0:24:36That's more like it.

0:24:36 > 0:24:40Look at you - fired up!

0:24:40 > 0:24:44I see this in you sometimes, the spark rising,

0:24:44 > 0:24:47like the fire and colour of Africa.

0:24:47 > 0:24:49Do you remember, eh?

0:24:51 > 0:24:54I know you don't want to hear this,

0:24:54 > 0:24:59but if you do not live a little now, you'll have wasted your life.

0:24:59 > 0:25:03You'll have squandered the many gifts you have.

0:25:03 > 0:25:06And God would not want that.

0:25:27 > 0:25:30So we're going to sell it, then?

0:25:30 > 0:25:33Er, yeah. If that's what you want.

0:25:33 > 0:25:37Cos Mrs Bling has as good as put the money on the table.

0:25:37 > 0:25:40Private sale, save a packet on estate agents.

0:25:40 > 0:25:42Has she? How much did she offer?

0:25:42 > 0:25:43She didn't.

0:25:43 > 0:25:46Right. Well, we'd better get it valued, then.

0:25:46 > 0:25:49She probably thinks we're too stupid to know what it's worth.

0:25:49 > 0:25:50Absolutely.

0:25:51 > 0:25:54So, we're going to sell? Definitely?

0:25:59 > 0:26:03Do you really think that I'm going to let some snotty-chops neighbour

0:26:03 > 0:26:06do me out of my dream home?!

0:26:06 > 0:26:08And the last link with my mum?

0:26:09 > 0:26:11I deserve this! We all do!

0:26:11 > 0:26:13Look at you!

0:26:13 > 0:26:16You working-class wimp, banging on about your roots.

0:26:16 > 0:26:17You're just intimidated!

0:26:17 > 0:26:23You think that rich people deserve a better life than we do!

0:26:23 > 0:26:24Well, they don't.

0:26:24 > 0:26:30And us Hollinses can live here and be true to ourselves

0:26:30 > 0:26:32and stuff the neighbours!

0:26:32 > 0:26:34Woo-hoo! Too right, Mum.

0:26:34 > 0:26:35Kingsvale Commies R Us!

0:26:35 > 0:26:37Watch it, you!

0:26:37 > 0:26:38Well, Dad?

0:26:40 > 0:26:44Oh, come on! You're not going to let your pride get in the way

0:26:44 > 0:26:48of the best bit of good fortune ever to fall in our laps?!

0:26:55 > 0:26:56How can he say no to that?

0:26:56 > 0:26:58Cos he's Rob!

0:26:58 > 0:26:59Cos he grew up in a two-up, two-down,

0:26:59 > 0:27:01he's determined everyone else suffers.

0:27:01 > 0:27:03- Just promise me one thing. - What's that?

0:27:03 > 0:27:05Don't let her turn into her mother.

0:27:05 > 0:27:08It's your fault she died miserable!

0:27:08 > 0:27:13Because she'd been dumped by an arrogant, ignorant, two-faced creep

0:27:13 > 0:27:16who has the nerve to call himself a doctor!

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