Grey Matters

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0:00:25 > 0:00:29- "A preview"...? - Entitled Work In Progress.

0:00:29 > 0:00:33But that doesn't really make sense. "A preview of a work in progress".

0:00:33 > 0:00:36Why don't you just wait till you've finished your exams and do it properly?

0:00:36 > 0:00:41Dad! This is a project that we are working on!

0:00:41 > 0:00:43He's winding you up, love.

0:00:43 > 0:00:48- We're coming, we're looking forward to it AND we're getting dressed up. - Oh, yeah. Where is my tux?

0:00:48 > 0:00:50Don't you dare!

0:00:50 > 0:00:52I need to borrow the car.

0:00:52 > 0:00:54- "Morning, everyone"(!) - Morning, everyone!

0:00:54 > 0:00:57- I need to borrow the car. - No chance.- Mum!

0:00:57 > 0:01:01No! I'm driving to work and then I'm taking your Dad to...

0:01:01 > 0:01:04To Immie's thing, I know. Good luck with that. I won't be there.

0:01:04 > 0:01:07We wouldn't expect you to be cos it's way over your head.

0:01:07 > 0:01:11Did I mention I'm going to a festival this weekend? Did I?

0:01:11 > 0:01:16- And that the Foals might be playing a secret gig? Did I?(!)- What, like, only a million times, you loser!

0:01:16 > 0:01:19- It's a shame you can't come. - I wouldn't want to.

0:01:19 > 0:01:20Enough! I've told you,

0:01:20 > 0:01:24YOU are not going to Manchester until you've finished your...

0:01:24 > 0:01:27- essay. Good lad.- Thanks(!)

0:01:27 > 0:01:32- Thing is, it needs to be in by nine and I'm already running late. - Get the bus!- Mind your own!

0:01:32 > 0:01:35- You've got plenty of time.- Mum!

0:01:35 > 0:01:38I have to get a train later and you know I hate taking buses.

0:01:38 > 0:01:42And you are the best mum in the world. Pretty, please.

0:01:42 > 0:01:44- Please...- ("Pretty please").

0:01:44 > 0:01:49- IF I lend you the car, this is the very last time.- Of course it is.

0:01:49 > 0:01:51- Fine.- Yes!

0:01:51 > 0:01:56But I want driving to work and I want that car back by lunchtime.

0:01:56 > 0:02:00- Deal?- Deal.- Deal!

0:02:04 > 0:02:07- Thank you.- Want some breakfast? I bet you want some muesli.

0:02:07 > 0:02:11Oh, we're out. Toast? It'll have to be toast. Toast?

0:02:11 > 0:02:14Yup. Are you OK? How long have you been up?

0:02:14 > 0:02:17I don't know. Most of the night, probably.

0:02:17 > 0:02:22- Why didn't you wake me up? - Don't be silly. You've got to go to work. First day back.

0:02:22 > 0:02:25Look, I... I don't have to. I could take another day.

0:02:25 > 0:02:28- In fact, why don't I do that? - Don't be ridiculous. I'm fine.

0:02:28 > 0:02:33Anyway, apparently he's a night baby, which means he's going to sleep most the day.

0:02:33 > 0:02:36And look. I intend to feed and wipe at the appropriate times

0:02:36 > 0:02:40- and then relax on my own. - Not entirely alone. You've got Marina's health visit.

0:02:40 > 0:02:43Do I look like I need help?

0:02:43 > 0:02:47- No.- Then why do I need Marina poking her way round the house, like I'm some flaky mum?

0:02:47 > 0:02:50I should've realised... you'd be fine.

0:02:50 > 0:02:56Of course I will. Women have been doing this for several millennia. How hard can it be?

0:03:00 > 0:03:01Oh, no.

0:03:04 > 0:03:06I'm not asleep, Julia!

0:03:07 > 0:03:11I know you're not, Grace. Nice to see you again, so early.

0:03:11 > 0:03:15I'm NOT surly! In the slightest!

0:03:15 > 0:03:20- I'm waiting.- Right. You do know we're not open for another half an hour. What time's your appointment?

0:03:20 > 0:03:22Haven't got one! That's the problem.

0:03:23 > 0:03:25I'm staging a sit-in!

0:03:26 > 0:03:31- A sit-in.- I am NOT moving till I get an appointment.

0:03:32 > 0:03:35Right. Well, would you like to sit in in the warm?

0:03:35 > 0:03:38- What?- Do you want to come in?!

0:03:39 > 0:03:40If you insist.

0:03:43 > 0:03:46Of course I haven't finished it! No worries. Dr Sylva's a pushover.

0:03:46 > 0:03:50She's already given me two extensions. I'll meet you in the cafe.

0:03:55 > 0:03:57She's ill. You've got me! Keep up!

0:03:59 > 0:04:02- Is that it?- No! Yeah... No.- Hmm.

0:04:02 > 0:04:07I'm enjoying the process. It's just once you get into it, there's such a lot. And I feel...

0:04:07 > 0:04:11I feel if I handed it in now, I wouldn't be doing it justice. You know?

0:04:11 > 0:04:14I had discussed the possibility with Dr Sylva of...

0:04:14 > 0:04:20- of another extension to...fully explore the possibilities. - What are you doing?

0:04:20 > 0:04:24- I'm trying to explain. - I mean, are you free? Now?

0:04:24 > 0:04:28- Oh, yeah.- You couldn't do me a favour, could you? I'd really appreciate it.

0:04:28 > 0:04:30- Sure.- Excellent!

0:04:30 > 0:04:32Follow me.

0:04:32 > 0:04:34STUDENTS ALL CHATTER

0:04:36 > 0:04:38Don't worry, they're first years. They don't bite.

0:04:40 > 0:04:41Right! Shut up!

0:04:41 > 0:04:44Shut up! OK.

0:04:44 > 0:04:48So, you'll be wondering who this is and what he's doing here,

0:04:48 > 0:04:51which is probably something he's wondering himself.

0:04:51 > 0:04:56This is Jack Hollins, a somewhat promising third-year law student.

0:04:56 > 0:05:00As such, I thought he would be the ideal person

0:05:00 > 0:05:05to impart some pearls of wisdom. How does that sound?

0:05:05 > 0:05:07Fine...I think.

0:05:07 > 0:05:13Good! Right, feel free to ask him anything you like, but first...

0:05:13 > 0:05:18let's show our appreciation. Jack Hollins, everyone!

0:05:18 > 0:05:20CHEERING AND APPLAUSE

0:05:20 > 0:05:23WOLF WHISTLES

0:05:23 > 0:05:27I've tried talking to her. I swear, she's got worse.

0:05:27 > 0:05:30- She can't have.- She has.

0:05:31 > 0:05:36- I don't know what she wants. It's like getting blood from a stone.- Let me have a go.

0:05:38 > 0:05:40HELLO!

0:05:40 > 0:05:43Hello, Karen! How's the hunky copper?

0:05:43 > 0:05:46He's fine, thanks. How you doing?

0:05:46 > 0:05:47What?

0:05:47 > 0:05:50How are you do...? WHY ARE YOU HERE?

0:05:50 > 0:05:53That's right! I can't hear, love!

0:05:53 > 0:05:57No, Grace. WHY...ARE YOU HERE?

0:05:57 > 0:06:03I'm waiting for an appointment with the consultant, love. Two weeks, he promised me!

0:06:03 > 0:06:05I'm not leaving till I get my appointment!

0:06:05 > 0:06:09Right! At least we're over that little hurdle!

0:06:10 > 0:06:14- What little turtle?! - Now I need to find out who promised the appointment.

0:06:14 > 0:06:18That's him! Nice, young, easy on the eye.

0:06:18 > 0:06:20Rubbish!

0:06:22 > 0:06:25As a lawyer, I'll be able to help those in need on a daily basis.

0:06:25 > 0:06:28Maybe even changing the course of some of their lives.

0:06:28 > 0:06:30That's justice. The money helps as well.

0:06:30 > 0:06:34- And you get to wear nice suits! - And you get to wear nice suits.

0:06:34 > 0:06:38- So, you'll specialise in criminal law?- Yeah.- Why?

0:06:38 > 0:06:42Corporate law didn't do it for you? Social? Family?

0:06:42 > 0:06:47Insolvency? Accident? Civil? Why did you hone in on criminal law?

0:06:47 > 0:06:52There was no conscious decision. It was always criminal law. It just...was.

0:06:52 > 0:06:58- Very single-minded. Did you manage to catch any of the guest seminars we had?- No.

0:06:58 > 0:07:04Shame. There were some marvellous speakers. Doctor Sylva did a quite brilliant Q&A

0:07:04 > 0:07:07with Michael Mansford on Defending The Indefensible.

0:07:07 > 0:07:10Anybody else get to that?

0:07:10 > 0:07:11Would you look at that.

0:07:11 > 0:07:14Lots of wannabe criminal lawyers out there.

0:07:14 > 0:07:16You'd better watch your back, Jack.

0:07:18 > 0:07:21Right. Any final questions?

0:07:23 > 0:07:27- Ah, just the man. Can I have a quick word? - It'll have to be quick.

0:07:27 > 0:07:31- Social services meeting? - Yeah, I've got to be there by 11. I'm cutting it fine as it is.

0:07:31 > 0:07:33OK, did you see Grace Barberry two weeks ago?

0:07:33 > 0:07:37You're joking, aren't you?! She's here more than I am! Why, what's up?

0:07:37 > 0:07:41It appears she's waiting for a referral YOU were supposed to book but I can't find it anywhere.

0:07:41 > 0:07:46- Oh, really? Strange.- I'm just checking if there are any problems or a glitch in the system.

0:07:46 > 0:07:51Probably forgot, more like. Sorry. Great, they've brought the meeting forward(!) I'm late now. We done?

0:07:51 > 0:07:53We're done!

0:08:02 > 0:08:06Buck up! Discussion under pressure is what the law is all about, isn't it?

0:08:06 > 0:08:09I guess so. Can I go?

0:08:09 > 0:08:14Do you really believe all that text-book twaddle you spouted?

0:08:14 > 0:08:18"Social injustice", "defending the innocent"? It's a bit black and white, isn't it?

0:08:18 > 0:08:21- I don't understand... - You don't get it, do you?

0:08:21 > 0:08:27The law's about passion, focus. It's not about being flighty.

0:08:27 > 0:08:31Half of those first years already know where they're doing their conversion,

0:08:31 > 0:08:35and you're third year. Your essay. Another extension.

0:08:35 > 0:08:37- I've been busy...- Really?

0:08:38 > 0:08:39You've asked for...

0:08:41 > 0:08:45..13 extensions on nine of your last 12 essays.

0:08:45 > 0:08:48you must've been pretty busy. What've you been doing?

0:08:49 > 0:08:51Broadening my horizons.

0:08:51 > 0:08:54Your problem is...you don't care.

0:08:54 > 0:08:58- I do.- Do you? I tell you what you DO care about.

0:08:58 > 0:09:00Having a good time, huh?

0:09:00 > 0:09:02A good time with your tutors?

0:09:02 > 0:09:04One married one, in particular.

0:09:05 > 0:09:08Listen, this is a wake-up call.

0:09:08 > 0:09:13Screw the essay on Justice. I know you can do it, you know you can do it.

0:09:13 > 0:09:17What I want to know is, why you don't care enough to do it?

0:09:17 > 0:09:18Think about that.

0:09:18 > 0:09:23Then write an essay on why you want to be criminal lawyer.

0:09:23 > 0:09:25Get it to me by the end of the day.

0:09:25 > 0:09:27Convince me you care.

0:09:32 > 0:09:33Cos if you can't...

0:09:34 > 0:09:36Lights out when you leave.

0:09:38 > 0:09:42# I shall not I shall not be moved... #

0:09:42 > 0:09:45I know, but it would be really helpful if you could just fit her in for today.

0:09:45 > 0:09:47# I shall not be moved! #

0:09:47 > 0:09:52- No, I know there's a system. I just...- # I shall not be moved! #

0:09:52 > 0:09:53They hung up.

0:09:53 > 0:09:57You know I would LOVE to stay and help but I've got an art exhibition.

0:09:57 > 0:10:01- That's not this afternoon, is it? - Afraid so.- Oh, no...

0:10:01 > 0:10:04- Oh, before I forget, message from Mr Hart.- Mr Hart?

0:10:04 > 0:10:09His appointment with the foot specialist hasn't come through. He needs a referral ASAP.

0:10:09 > 0:10:13- Wouldn't be a referral from Kevin, by any chance?- How did you know? - Lucky guess.

0:10:13 > 0:10:19# I shall not be moved! #

0:10:19 > 0:10:22And I found another one. With Grace and Mr Hart,

0:10:22 > 0:10:25that's 11 referrals that have gone astray.

0:10:25 > 0:10:28- There's a patient in here waiting for a brain scan.- Really?

0:10:28 > 0:10:30What is Kevin playing at?

0:10:30 > 0:10:32Grace has got every right to be out there.

0:10:32 > 0:10:34- Tea?- Thanks.

0:10:35 > 0:10:38I know it's not as important, but it does reflect on us.

0:10:38 > 0:10:42Makes us look stupid and there's the money - we're losing money.

0:10:42 > 0:10:44- It's annoying. - It's more - it's dangerous!

0:10:44 > 0:10:46It could be the Choose and Book system.

0:10:46 > 0:10:49Well, how come everybody else manages?

0:10:49 > 0:10:52Maybe he needs more steering or even re-training?

0:10:52 > 0:10:55It's not my fault! I taught him properly. A child can do it!

0:10:55 > 0:10:58People have to take responsibility!

0:11:18 > 0:11:22Please, please, please.

0:11:22 > 0:11:26Please, please just have a little bit!

0:11:26 > 0:11:29Please. Please!

0:11:29 > 0:11:31SHE SIGHS

0:11:31 > 0:11:34Little man, this cannot go on.

0:11:34 > 0:11:38We are going to have to find ourselves some middle ground.

0:11:39 > 0:11:41We need a story, huh?

0:11:41 > 0:11:46That's what we need, a lovely story for us both.

0:11:47 > 0:11:51Oh, oh, all right?

0:11:51 > 0:11:55So... Ah, look! One of Mummy's favourites. Here we go.

0:11:55 > 0:11:57BABY CRIES

0:11:57 > 0:12:02"The capacious bathroom is furnished with a Roman-style marble bath

0:12:02 > 0:12:05"and a double washstand designed by Rose

0:12:05 > 0:12:09"using reclaimed sinks and marble.

0:12:09 > 0:12:17"The leather chairs are by the Danish designer Borg Morganson."

0:12:35 > 0:12:37Bad day or an alcoholic?

0:12:39 > 0:12:42Stand back, it's an alcoholic having a bad day!

0:12:42 > 0:12:44HE LAUGHS

0:12:44 > 0:12:45Bad day.

0:12:47 > 0:12:49Let me guess - a student?

0:12:49 > 0:12:52Ah, I thought so.

0:12:52 > 0:12:55And drinking on your own in the afternoon.

0:12:55 > 0:12:58- Tut, tut, tut. - Pot. Kettle. Black.- Touche.

0:12:58 > 0:13:02But I'm having a good day, see? I'm celebrating.

0:13:02 > 0:13:03What?

0:13:03 > 0:13:08It's my son's birthday. Here, let me get you another drink. Cheer you up a bit.

0:13:08 > 0:13:13- I'm driving.- Suit yourself. I'll have another one, please. Merci.

0:13:16 > 0:13:21So...what you studying? How not to smile?

0:13:23 > 0:13:24- Law.- Law!

0:13:24 > 0:13:28Good for you. I always enjoyed law.

0:13:28 > 0:13:31I went down the medical route myself. Became a nurse.

0:13:33 > 0:13:35- A nurse?- What?

0:13:35 > 0:13:38I was great at it. I loved it.

0:13:38 > 0:13:41Jacked it in, though. The hours didn't suit.

0:13:41 > 0:13:47But as one door closes, another one opens, right?

0:13:47 > 0:13:49So, what you doing now?

0:13:50 > 0:13:55Ah, therein lies a story.

0:13:56 > 0:14:00Yes? I was like a small child having a hissy fit.

0:14:00 > 0:14:01I can only apologise.

0:14:01 > 0:14:04Well, you were a bit petulant.

0:14:04 > 0:14:10- I just get really annoyed when you spend hours training someone and he's fiddling with his phone.- Kevin.

0:14:10 > 0:14:12He's potentially a good doctor. He doesn't get it.

0:14:12 > 0:14:17Especially Choose and Book. He thinks it's not important. It's just admin.

0:14:17 > 0:14:19- I'll have a word. - Oh, I have a present.

0:14:19 > 0:14:23I called in a favour at St Phil's and Grace has a five o'clock

0:14:23 > 0:14:25with an ENT specialist.

0:14:25 > 0:14:28- You star! Thank you, Heston. - A pleasure.

0:14:30 > 0:14:33So, you were a builder, a quantity surveyor,

0:14:33 > 0:14:37a youth worker, a landlord, a traveller

0:14:37 > 0:14:41- and now, you're a lorry driver? - Doing a course in stand up comedy.

0:14:41 > 0:14:46- Why stand up? It seems a bit... - A bit what? A bit late in the day for a career change?

0:14:46 > 0:14:51- Maybe.- I'm 42! What's stopping me? I can take an act to Edinburgh.

0:14:51 > 0:14:53See how it goes.

0:14:53 > 0:14:54At least I gave it a go, yeah?

0:14:54 > 0:14:56I suppose.

0:14:56 > 0:15:00My son - 15 today. If he was here, I'd be giving him the same advice.

0:15:00 > 0:15:03- No doubt.- Why are you here, not with your son?

0:15:04 > 0:15:07It's complicated. We don't talk any more.

0:15:10 > 0:15:14Doesn't stop me celebrating his birthday, though, does it?

0:15:14 > 0:15:16I guess.

0:15:18 > 0:15:22- I need to go.- Oh, no, please. Stay, please. Have another drink.

0:15:22 > 0:15:26Look, it's Thursday afternoon. Who cares about Thursday afternoons?

0:15:26 > 0:15:30- I can't.- You're a student! You should be out enjoying yourself.

0:15:30 > 0:15:35- This is as good as it gets.- Sorry. - Look, I'm going to be down this way next month.

0:15:35 > 0:15:38I've got a delivery of washing machines on the High Street.

0:15:38 > 0:15:42- I might see you in here, yeah? - Perhaps.- Hey!

0:15:42 > 0:15:45I was getting in the truck the other day, this fella stops me.

0:15:45 > 0:15:47He says "Can you give me a lift, mate?"

0:15:47 > 0:15:51I said "Sure, you look great, the world's your oyster, go for it."

0:15:51 > 0:15:52HE LAUGHS

0:15:52 > 0:15:55Do you get it? Give him a lift!

0:15:59 > 0:16:03Jack, this is my third message. Nobody knows where you are.

0:16:03 > 0:16:07Will you please give me a ring and let me know what's going on?

0:16:07 > 0:16:11Ta-da! Five o'clock today, St Phil's.

0:16:11 > 0:16:13Brilliant! I knew you'd do it.

0:16:13 > 0:16:17- Actually, it was Heston. - Who?- Heston!

0:16:17 > 0:16:20You see, the old ones are the best!

0:16:20 > 0:16:23Though I won't hear a thing said against t'internet.

0:16:23 > 0:16:27A modern marvel. Taught me all about direct action.

0:16:27 > 0:16:31- And look!- You know something, Grace?

0:16:31 > 0:16:34As a political activist, I think you will go far.

0:16:34 > 0:16:38Oh, don't be ridiculous, I'm too old to burn my bra!

0:16:38 > 0:16:39SHE LAUGHS

0:16:39 > 0:16:41And keep an eye on her.

0:16:41 > 0:16:44I think the copper's dumped her.

0:16:45 > 0:16:49Goodbye. Oh, I've had a lovely day.

0:16:49 > 0:16:53# It's future rust and it's future dust

0:16:53 > 0:16:57# Forget the horror here

0:16:57 > 0:17:01# Forget the horror here

0:17:01 > 0:17:04# Leave it all down here

0:17:04 > 0:17:08# It's future rust and it's future dust... #

0:17:11 > 0:17:14BABY CRIES

0:17:14 > 0:17:18Please, Joe. Please. Please, Joe. Shhh.

0:17:37 > 0:17:40DOORBELL RINGS

0:17:40 > 0:17:41Oh, God!

0:17:41 > 0:17:46Jack, it's flipping raining. Open the door. Come on!

0:17:48 > 0:17:51I thought something was up.

0:17:51 > 0:17:58- Thank you for getting us. - Is that who she was waiting for? - Jack, I am not...!- Yeah.

0:17:58 > 0:18:02- Till the next time, ladies. - Bye, Grace.- Bye!

0:18:02 > 0:18:06It doesn't matter. Whatever's happened, we can talk about it.

0:18:06 > 0:18:08Jack!

0:18:08 > 0:18:12Open the flipping door! This is not funny. Come on!

0:18:12 > 0:18:17- Karen, do you want me to talk to him?- I don't know. He's...

0:18:17 > 0:18:20It might be best. You know, less people, bit of space.

0:18:20 > 0:18:23- Yeah, come on, Karen. - Oh, if you think so.

0:18:28 > 0:18:30Terrible parking.

0:18:33 > 0:18:37I've got HobNobs in my office, but you're going to have to get out.

0:18:43 > 0:18:45- Better?- What?

0:18:45 > 0:18:48- Do you feel better? - I shouldn't be here.

0:18:48 > 0:18:51Where should you be?

0:18:51 > 0:18:54I don't know. Not here.

0:18:54 > 0:18:56I should...

0:18:56 > 0:18:58- I should go.- Where to?

0:18:58 > 0:19:01Er, Manchester.

0:19:01 > 0:19:04The festival. Foals.

0:19:04 > 0:19:05- Foals?- A band.

0:19:05 > 0:19:08I've not heard of them. Are they any good?

0:19:08 > 0:19:12Their second album is. It's inspired by Ray Kurzweil's Theory of Singularity,

0:19:12 > 0:19:15about humans triggering the change that eventually wipes them out.

0:19:15 > 0:19:19Cheery(!) I'm more into 10cc.

0:19:22 > 0:19:24What happened?

0:19:24 > 0:19:25Flighty.

0:19:25 > 0:19:27I don't understand.

0:19:27 > 0:19:31The head of the law department, he called me flighty.

0:19:32 > 0:19:33He said I didn't care.

0:19:33 > 0:19:35Do you?

0:19:35 > 0:19:37Of course I do.

0:19:39 > 0:19:43- I pick things up and put them down. - Like what?

0:19:44 > 0:19:47Relationships, causes.

0:19:48 > 0:19:50Immie doesn't.

0:19:50 > 0:19:52You're not Immie.

0:19:52 > 0:19:56No, but she's passionate about what she does.

0:19:56 > 0:19:59I'm not like that. I can't even write an essay.

0:19:59 > 0:20:02I think you care.

0:20:02 > 0:20:05You care a lot. Otherwise, why are you here?

0:20:07 > 0:20:09I've never fought for anything.

0:20:10 > 0:20:13Everything's always come so easy.

0:20:15 > 0:20:17You're just having one of those days, Jack.

0:20:17 > 0:20:21This tutor made you question yourself, that's all.

0:20:21 > 0:20:24But he's right...

0:20:24 > 0:20:26I don't commit.

0:20:28 > 0:20:32I met a man today and he seemed happy, but he wasn't.

0:20:34 > 0:20:39He was middle-aged, sad, lonely

0:20:39 > 0:20:42and had no idea where he was going.

0:20:42 > 0:20:45And I thought, "That's me."

0:20:47 > 0:20:52Stop comparing yourself, you're nothing like that man. You care.

0:20:52 > 0:20:55You're trying things out. You're young, it's what people do.

0:20:55 > 0:20:58- Really?- Really.

0:20:58 > 0:21:01Jack, look what's happened to you!

0:21:01 > 0:21:04A gunman attacked your family...

0:21:04 > 0:21:09Harrison nearly killed you, your parents almost separated.

0:21:09 > 0:21:11But you're still here.

0:21:11 > 0:21:13Trust yourself.

0:21:13 > 0:21:16It's all part of growing up.

0:21:16 > 0:21:21Hey, it's cheery Kurzweil and the uncertain future.

0:21:29 > 0:21:31How did you do you that?

0:21:31 > 0:21:36Hypnosis! Don't give yourself a hard time. Come on.

0:21:38 > 0:21:40How many babies, apart from Joe, have you had?

0:21:42 > 0:21:43None.

0:21:43 > 0:21:46And I've had hundreds, thousands, and I still get it wrong.

0:21:46 > 0:21:50They don't come with a manual and a money-back guarantee, you know.

0:21:52 > 0:21:58Everyone finds the first day alone with the baby really, really hard.

0:21:58 > 0:22:00It's exhausting.

0:22:00 > 0:22:03- I thought I'd be able to do it. - You can.

0:22:03 > 0:22:06I think women like you find it harder than anyone.

0:22:06 > 0:22:08Like me?!

0:22:08 > 0:22:11You're professional. Professional women.

0:22:11 > 0:22:15I mean, they're used to control and order.

0:22:16 > 0:22:18Babies just aren't predictable.

0:22:19 > 0:22:20Thanks.

0:22:21 > 0:22:24No worries.

0:22:24 > 0:22:28Look, I'll finish up here. Why don't you go and have a shower?

0:22:28 > 0:22:30You look a right state!

0:22:36 > 0:22:38- Marina?- Hmm?

0:22:38 > 0:22:40Don't tell anyone about this, please.

0:22:42 > 0:22:44There's nothing to tell.

0:22:44 > 0:22:47You're a mum getting through the day and it's been a great success.

0:22:47 > 0:22:50You're still standing, he's still breathing, job done.

0:23:02 > 0:23:05No, I'm not going back in there, it was awful!

0:23:05 > 0:23:07Hold on a minute.

0:23:07 > 0:23:11You managed to get rid of groaning Grace, then? Good work!

0:23:11 > 0:23:14The only way you're going to get me back in there is if you paid me!

0:23:14 > 0:23:16OK, that's it. Excuse me.

0:23:19 > 0:23:21- Hi.- Hi.

0:23:21 > 0:23:23Are you all right?

0:23:23 > 0:23:26Good question. I think so.

0:23:26 > 0:23:29Still need that lift?

0:23:29 > 0:23:31Come on, then.

0:23:35 > 0:23:38Why don't you come round to mine first?

0:23:38 > 0:23:43Then we can have a grown-up discussion about where to go... Hey!

0:23:43 > 0:23:45We need to talk, now.

0:23:46 > 0:23:50- OK.- You let us down today.

0:23:50 > 0:23:51What?

0:23:51 > 0:23:53- "Groaning Grace"?- It's...!

0:23:53 > 0:23:57It's not a laughing matter. She needed your help. You failed her.

0:23:57 > 0:24:01That's not fair. I apologised, it was a genuine mistake.

0:24:01 > 0:24:04- And what about the others? - What others?

0:24:04 > 0:24:07The other 10 patients that you failed to refer!

0:24:07 > 0:24:11- Are you going to apologise to them as well?- I didn't realise....

0:24:11 > 0:24:16No, you didn't realise, did you, Kevin? That's your problem - you don't realise.

0:24:16 > 0:24:19I don't doubt for one second that you care about your patients,

0:24:19 > 0:24:22but caring isn't enough.

0:24:22 > 0:24:27There's a system for a reason, Kevin.

0:24:27 > 0:24:31Everybody else seems to manage just fine. So, do you need some more training?

0:24:31 > 0:24:33- I can always get someone else in to...- No.

0:24:33 > 0:24:36Then you need to fix this.

0:24:38 > 0:24:40I'm sorry. I will. I promise.

0:24:40 > 0:24:43You make sure you do.

0:24:48 > 0:24:50Hello.

0:24:51 > 0:24:56I successfully repelled an attack on you both by Mrs T today.

0:24:56 > 0:24:58- Sounds painful.- It really was.

0:24:58 > 0:25:00I had to eat an inordinate amount of chocolate!

0:25:00 > 0:25:02She just wants to know that you were OK.

0:25:02 > 0:25:05I said you were fine. Were you?

0:25:05 > 0:25:08- Of course!- Yeah.

0:25:16 > 0:25:18So?

0:25:18 > 0:25:20I didn't do it.

0:25:20 > 0:25:23But you have an answer for me, I take it?

0:25:23 > 0:25:25No.

0:25:25 > 0:25:29- Go on. - All I have are more questions.

0:25:29 > 0:25:33But that's OK, because that's what the law's about, isn't it, questions?

0:25:33 > 0:25:36Who? What? When? Why?

0:25:36 > 0:25:40The pursuit of truth. The search for answers.

0:25:40 > 0:25:44And I'd lost sight of that, so thank you.

0:25:47 > 0:25:50So it was him that gave me the inspiration...

0:25:50 > 0:25:54'And you were right - not everything can be condensed to textbook answers.

0:25:54 > 0:25:56'Things are more complicated than that.

0:25:56 > 0:25:59'You're lucky if you can have that passion from the start.

0:26:03 > 0:26:06'To actually know what it is that you want.

0:26:06 > 0:26:10'To go after it, and to grasp it with both hands.

0:26:10 > 0:26:13'I don't know what I want yet, not fully.

0:26:13 > 0:26:16'That doesn't mean I don't care, it means I'm searching,

0:26:16 > 0:26:19'and that's OK, because things aren't black and white.

0:26:28 > 0:26:33'Maybe that's the answer, the reason I want to be a criminal lawyer -

0:26:33 > 0:26:35'because people are grey, imperfect,

0:26:35 > 0:26:38'smudged at the edges, and grey matters.'

0:26:43 > 0:26:47- Sounds like you and Mandy are really clicking.- Yeah, it's nice.

0:26:47 > 0:26:51That lovely stage where you can't get enough of each other.

0:26:51 > 0:26:54I'm sorry I was so snappy with you this morning. I don't know how

0:26:54 > 0:26:58- you put up with me.- Because I'd be miserable without you.

0:26:59 > 0:27:04- I'm Tom's wife.- You know what I think? I think you still like her.

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